1 00:00:00,754 --> 00:00:02,155 _ 2 00:00:02,176 --> 00:00:04,469 You know, she's always been in some kind of trouble. 3 00:00:04,596 --> 00:00:06,351 I thought things were getting better. 4 00:00:06,460 --> 00:00:07,849 Got away from Charlie. 5 00:00:07,944 --> 00:00:09,973 She called up here for you not too long ago. 6 00:00:10,068 --> 00:00:12,384 She come out she's going to become a nun. 7 00:00:13,156 --> 00:00:14,981 What'd you do last night? 8 00:00:15,153 --> 00:00:16,683 I was out with girlfriends. 9 00:00:16,865 --> 00:00:18,987 I can't meet a nice man at home. 10 00:00:19,667 --> 00:00:21,871 There is nowhere else I want to be. 11 00:00:21,956 --> 00:00:23,580 I wonder if you even know you're lying. 12 00:00:23,685 --> 00:00:25,129 Come on! 13 00:00:25,369 --> 00:00:27,715 I got a whodunit where my two detectives are stalling, 14 00:00:27,791 --> 00:00:30,615 and I got a task force wants to take it off our hands. 15 00:00:30,706 --> 00:00:32,643 So Cohle didn't want to give it to the task force. 16 00:00:32,760 --> 00:00:34,687 - Did you? - No. 17 00:00:34,804 --> 00:00:37,380 I heard of this place. Kind of trailer park. 18 00:00:37,489 --> 00:00:38,620 Called "The Ranch." 19 00:00:38,698 --> 00:00:39,729 Something happened to a girl. 20 00:00:39,808 --> 00:00:41,590 We need to know if any of you knew her. 21 00:00:41,803 --> 00:00:43,162 Yeah, that's Dori. 22 00:00:43,261 --> 00:00:46,138 You got any idea where she might have been staying the last few weeks? 23 00:00:46,222 --> 00:00:47,927 She'd been going to church. 24 00:00:48,074 --> 00:00:51,346 I was hoping maybe she just turned things around. 25 00:00:52,912 --> 00:00:54,103 Place is trashed. 26 00:00:54,353 --> 00:00:56,038 This ain't no kinda anything. 27 00:00:57,054 --> 00:00:58,122 Marty. 28 00:01:13,947 --> 00:01:17,065 ? from the dusty May sun ? 29 00:01:17,396 --> 00:01:21,629 ? her looming shadow grows ? 30 00:01:21,975 --> 00:01:25,197 ? hidden in the branches ? 31 00:01:25,294 --> 00:01:29,097 ? of the poison creosote ? 32 00:01:31,551 --> 00:01:35,006 ? she twines her spines up slowly ? 33 00:01:35,202 --> 00:01:38,921 ? towards the boiling sun ? 34 00:01:39,389 --> 00:01:42,924 ? and when I touched her skin ? 35 00:01:43,249 --> 00:01:47,694 ? my fingers ran with blood ? 36 00:01:55,957 --> 00:01:59,754 ? when the last light warms the rocks ? 37 00:01:59,850 --> 00:02:03,708 ? and the rattlesnakes unfold ? 38 00:02:03,818 --> 00:02:06,694 ? the mountain cats will come ? 39 00:02:07,230 --> 00:02:11,580 ? to drag away your bones ? 40 00:02:13,412 --> 00:02:17,155 ? and rise with me forever ? 41 00:02:17,385 --> 00:02:21,014 ? across the silent sand ? 42 00:02:21,529 --> 00:02:25,020 ? and the stars will be your eyes ? 43 00:02:25,303 --> 00:02:29,841 ? and the wind will be my hands ? 44 00:03:14,645 --> 00:03:18,077 You were as blind to Him as your footprints in the ashes, 45 00:03:18,110 --> 00:03:19,811 but He saw you. 46 00:03:22,050 --> 00:03:25,347 He saw you in those dark corners. 47 00:03:25,380 --> 00:03:27,211 He heard you-- 48 00:03:27,244 --> 00:03:30,177 Oh, my brothers, He heard those thoughts. 49 00:03:30,210 --> 00:03:32,449 Yes! Preach it. 50 00:03:32,482 --> 00:03:35,351 - Amen! - Yes! 51 00:03:35,384 --> 00:03:37,152 Yes. Glory. 52 00:03:37,184 --> 00:03:40,685 You are stranger to yourself, and yet He knows you... 53 00:03:40,718 --> 00:03:42,588 - Amen. - Yes. He does, sir. 54 00:03:42,621 --> 00:03:44,956 ...and when your heart hardened, made you liken to the stone, 55 00:03:44,989 --> 00:03:48,458 and broke you from His body, 56 00:03:48,491 --> 00:03:51,456 which is the stars and the wind between the stars, 57 00:03:51,497 --> 00:03:53,024 He knew you. 58 00:03:53,065 --> 00:03:54,828 - Yeah! - Yeah! 59 00:03:54,893 --> 00:03:56,523 He knew you. That is forever. 60 00:03:56,564 --> 00:03:58,860 Amen, brother! 61 00:03:58,893 --> 00:04:01,962 This world is a veil... 62 00:04:01,995 --> 00:04:04,296 - Amen. - Yeah. 63 00:04:04,329 --> 00:04:07,304 - Tell them. - Hallelujah. 64 00:04:07,337 --> 00:04:11,168 ...and the face you wear is not your own. 65 00:04:11,209 --> 00:04:14,238 Parish FD said the church burned down 66 00:04:14,270 --> 00:04:17,773 4 months earlier, no prints, 67 00:04:17,806 --> 00:04:21,078 put out an APB on Friends of Christ. 68 00:04:21,111 --> 00:04:26,121 Week later, we were in Franklin, 69 00:04:26,154 --> 00:04:29,857 um, Revival Ministry, 70 00:04:29,890 --> 00:04:32,531 old-time religion. 71 00:04:32,564 --> 00:04:35,499 You can imagine what Mr. Charisma thought of that. 72 00:04:35,532 --> 00:04:37,467 It is merely the limitation of your senses. 73 00:04:37,500 --> 00:04:38,867 What do you think the average IQ 74 00:04:38,900 --> 00:04:41,968 of this group is, huh? 75 00:04:42,001 --> 00:04:45,974 Can you see Texas up there on your high horse? 76 00:04:46,007 --> 00:04:48,775 What do you know about these people? 77 00:04:48,808 --> 00:04:51,774 Just observation and deduction. 78 00:04:51,847 --> 00:04:54,581 I see a propensity for obesity, poverty, 79 00:04:54,614 --> 00:04:57,084 a yen for fairy tales, 80 00:04:57,117 --> 00:04:58,948 folks putting what few bucks they do have 81 00:04:58,981 --> 00:05:00,349 into little, wicker baskets 82 00:05:00,382 --> 00:05:01,949 being passed around. 83 00:05:01,989 --> 00:05:03,387 I think it's safe to say that nobody here 84 00:05:03,419 --> 00:05:06,255 is gonna be splitting the atom, Marty. 85 00:05:06,288 --> 00:05:10,055 You see that? Your fucking attitude. 86 00:05:10,088 --> 00:05:12,727 Not everybody want to sit alone in a empty room 87 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:15,358 beating off to murder manuals. 88 00:05:15,391 --> 00:05:19,795 Some folks enjoy community, the common good. 89 00:05:19,828 --> 00:05:21,364 Yeah? Well, if the common good 90 00:05:21,397 --> 00:05:22,899 has got to make up fairy tales, 91 00:05:22,932 --> 00:05:25,727 then it's not good for anybody. 92 00:05:25,768 --> 00:05:29,198 Your sorrows pin you to this place. 93 00:05:29,231 --> 00:05:31,998 They divide you from what your heart knows, 94 00:05:32,039 --> 00:05:33,334 and there are a lot of good hearts out there. 95 00:05:33,368 --> 00:05:34,470 I'm looking out there. 96 00:05:34,503 --> 00:05:36,574 I'm seeing a lot of good hearts out there. 97 00:05:36,607 --> 00:05:38,740 I see a lot of joy out there. 98 00:05:38,773 --> 00:05:40,611 I mean, can you imagine 99 00:05:40,644 --> 00:05:42,777 if people didn't believe, 100 00:05:42,810 --> 00:05:45,073 what things they'd get up to? 101 00:05:45,114 --> 00:05:47,179 Exact same thing they do now, 102 00:05:47,212 --> 00:05:49,282 just out in the open. 103 00:05:49,315 --> 00:05:52,586 Bull...shit. 104 00:05:52,619 --> 00:05:54,819 It'd be a fucking freak show of murder 105 00:05:54,860 --> 00:05:56,588 and debauchery, and you know it. 106 00:05:56,629 --> 00:05:58,427 If the only thing keeping a person decent 107 00:05:58,460 --> 00:06:00,762 is the expectation of divine reward, 108 00:06:00,795 --> 00:06:02,266 then, brother, that person 109 00:06:02,299 --> 00:06:04,898 is a piece of shit, and I'd like to get 110 00:06:04,931 --> 00:06:06,497 as many of them out in the open 111 00:06:06,530 --> 00:06:08,138 as possible. 112 00:06:08,171 --> 00:06:10,569 I guess your judgment is infallible 113 00:06:10,602 --> 00:06:13,272 piece-of-shitwise. 114 00:06:13,305 --> 00:06:18,278 Do you think that notebook is a stone tablet? 115 00:06:20,941 --> 00:06:24,514 What's it say about life, hmm, 116 00:06:24,548 --> 00:06:29,583 you got to get together, tell yourself stories 117 00:06:29,624 --> 00:06:32,925 that violate every law of the universe 118 00:06:32,958 --> 00:06:34,621 just to get through the goddamn day? 119 00:06:34,654 --> 00:06:36,389 No. 120 00:06:36,430 --> 00:06:38,861 What's that say about your reality, Marty? 121 00:06:38,894 --> 00:06:42,229 When you get to talking like this, 122 00:06:42,263 --> 00:06:44,966 you sound panicked. 123 00:06:44,999 --> 00:06:46,437 You figure it's all a scam, huh, 124 00:06:46,470 --> 00:06:48,101 all them folks? 125 00:06:48,141 --> 00:06:49,307 Mm-hmm. 126 00:06:49,340 --> 00:06:50,603 They just wrong? 127 00:06:50,636 --> 00:06:52,403 Oh, yeah. 128 00:06:52,444 --> 00:06:55,377 Been that way since one monkey looked at the sun 129 00:06:55,410 --> 00:06:56,906 and told the other monkey, 130 00:06:56,947 --> 00:07:01,417 "He said for you to give me your fucking share." 131 00:07:01,450 --> 00:07:05,815 People so goddamn frail they'd rather 132 00:07:05,848 --> 00:07:07,919 put a coin in a wishing well 133 00:07:07,952 --> 00:07:10,223 than buy dinner. 134 00:07:10,256 --> 00:07:15,190 Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ, Your arms open and close. 135 00:07:15,223 --> 00:07:16,829 The echoes of my life could never contain 136 00:07:16,862 --> 00:07:18,395 a single truth about You. 137 00:07:18,428 --> 00:07:19,858 You move the feather in the ash. 138 00:07:19,891 --> 00:07:21,929 You touch the leaf with its flame. 139 00:07:21,962 --> 00:07:23,256 - Amen! - Amen. 140 00:07:23,297 --> 00:07:25,465 Transference of fear and self-loathing 141 00:07:25,498 --> 00:07:27,729 to an authoritarian vessel. 142 00:07:27,770 --> 00:07:29,969 It's catharsis. 143 00:07:30,002 --> 00:07:32,400 He absorbs their dread with his narrative. 144 00:07:32,433 --> 00:07:34,534 Because of this, he's effective 145 00:07:34,567 --> 00:07:36,439 in proportion to the amount of certainty 146 00:07:36,472 --> 00:07:38,313 he can project. 147 00:07:38,346 --> 00:07:40,281 - Yeah! - Yeah! - Yeah. 148 00:07:40,314 --> 00:07:42,248 Certain linguistic anthropologists think 149 00:07:42,281 --> 00:07:45,080 that religion is a language virus 150 00:07:45,113 --> 00:07:48,186 that rewrites pathways in the brain, 151 00:07:48,219 --> 00:07:50,224 dulls critical thinking. 152 00:07:50,256 --> 00:07:54,759 Well, I don't use $10 words as much as you, 153 00:07:54,792 --> 00:07:58,495 but for a guy who sees no point in existence, 154 00:07:58,528 --> 00:08:01,801 you sure fret about it an awful lot, 155 00:08:01,834 --> 00:08:05,566 and you still sound panicked. 156 00:08:06,871 --> 00:08:09,573 At least I'm not racing to a red light. 157 00:08:09,606 --> 00:08:15,142 ...every self-doubt because he knows it. 158 00:08:15,175 --> 00:08:19,276 See, we all got what I call a life trap, 159 00:08:19,316 --> 00:08:23,146 this gene-deep certainty that things will be different, 160 00:08:23,179 --> 00:08:25,552 that you'll move to another city 161 00:08:25,585 --> 00:08:27,184 and meet the people that'll be the friends 162 00:08:27,217 --> 00:08:28,647 for the rest of your life, 163 00:08:28,688 --> 00:08:31,653 that you'll fall in love and be fulfilled. 164 00:08:31,686 --> 00:08:36,662 Fucking fulfillment, heh, and closure, 165 00:08:36,695 --> 00:08:38,726 whatever the fuck those two-- 166 00:08:38,759 --> 00:08:42,494 Fucking empty jars to hold this shitstorm, 167 00:08:42,535 --> 00:08:45,899 and nothing is ever fulfilled 168 00:08:45,932 --> 00:08:49,767 until the very end, and closure-- 169 00:08:49,800 --> 00:08:53,967 No. No, no. Nothing is ever over. 170 00:09:02,173 --> 00:09:04,441 Minister Theriot, 171 00:09:04,474 --> 00:09:06,642 do you recognize this girl? 172 00:09:06,676 --> 00:09:08,212 I don't know for sure. 173 00:09:08,246 --> 00:09:09,212 Wonderful sermon. 174 00:09:09,245 --> 00:09:10,251 Well, thank you for coming. 175 00:09:10,284 --> 00:09:11,987 - Thank you. - Thank you. 176 00:09:12,020 --> 00:09:14,251 I want to say it's-- 177 00:09:15,188 --> 00:09:16,986 Thank you. 178 00:09:17,019 --> 00:09:18,523 I don't remember the name, 179 00:09:18,556 --> 00:09:20,994 came pretty regularly when we was in Eunice, 180 00:09:21,027 --> 00:09:22,489 but I can't be sure. 181 00:09:22,529 --> 00:09:24,424 We get around since then. 182 00:09:24,457 --> 00:09:26,361 You? Oh, hello. 183 00:09:26,394 --> 00:09:28,297 No. You're right. We saw her in Eunice. 184 00:09:28,330 --> 00:09:30,097 Tina might know her. 185 00:09:30,130 --> 00:09:31,767 Mm-hmm. 186 00:09:31,800 --> 00:09:34,368 How long were you in Eunice? 187 00:09:34,401 --> 00:09:36,335 About 6 months. 188 00:09:36,368 --> 00:09:38,438 Widow in Opelousas leased us cheap. 189 00:09:38,471 --> 00:09:39,805 We left when it caught fire. 190 00:09:39,838 --> 00:09:42,108 Any idea how that happened? 191 00:09:42,141 --> 00:09:44,938 Your people said criminal mischief. 192 00:09:44,979 --> 00:09:47,311 If I was to lay odds, maybe one of the widow's sons 193 00:09:47,344 --> 00:09:50,046 wanted us off the land, but we move on. 194 00:09:50,079 --> 00:09:51,774 We seek no title nor retribution. 195 00:09:51,815 --> 00:09:53,413 I'm gonna go find David. 196 00:09:53,445 --> 00:09:54,444 Okay. 197 00:09:54,477 --> 00:09:56,643 Yeah. Great preaching. 198 00:09:56,684 --> 00:09:58,250 How long you been doing this? 199 00:09:58,283 --> 00:10:01,652 Been preaching almost 20 years. 200 00:10:01,685 --> 00:10:03,821 We've had Friends of Christ for the last 8. 201 00:10:03,854 --> 00:10:05,586 You with a church before that? 202 00:10:05,619 --> 00:10:08,551 Independent evangelical. 203 00:10:08,592 --> 00:10:10,287 I came up under Billy Lee Tuttle, 204 00:10:10,320 --> 00:10:13,191 went to his college in Baton Rouge a couple years. 205 00:10:13,223 --> 00:10:15,228 So back in Eunice, 206 00:10:15,261 --> 00:10:18,057 who painted the mural on the church wall? 207 00:10:18,090 --> 00:10:21,257 Children from our congregation painted it. 208 00:10:22,593 --> 00:10:24,929 I'm sorry. 209 00:10:24,962 --> 00:10:26,429 Something happen to this girl? 210 00:10:26,462 --> 00:10:27,930 You looking for her? 211 00:10:27,963 --> 00:10:29,727 Mr. Theriot, can we see the identification 212 00:10:29,760 --> 00:10:31,632 of your staff members? 213 00:10:33,202 --> 00:10:35,934 You ever see her with anybody? 214 00:10:35,967 --> 00:10:38,068 Wasn't she with someone the one day? 215 00:10:38,101 --> 00:10:41,464 You remember? The tall man. 216 00:10:41,497 --> 00:10:43,199 Yeah, but I don't know 217 00:10:43,232 --> 00:10:45,502 if she was "with him" with him. 218 00:10:45,535 --> 00:10:49,535 Well, can you describe him? 219 00:10:51,313 --> 00:10:53,080 I just saw them talking. 220 00:10:53,113 --> 00:10:55,009 I didn't get close or anything. 221 00:10:55,049 --> 00:10:58,815 He was hunched forward talking to her, 222 00:10:58,848 --> 00:11:02,983 kind of a strange face, I think, 223 00:11:03,024 --> 00:11:05,287 skin shiny around his jaw. 224 00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:08,856 Ah, what, like burned? 225 00:11:11,528 --> 00:11:13,126 Uh-huh. 226 00:11:13,159 --> 00:11:15,663 So did she leave with him? 227 00:11:15,696 --> 00:11:18,505 Yeah, maybe like that. 228 00:11:18,538 --> 00:11:20,738 Arrested 10/89 on a 314, 229 00:11:20,771 --> 00:11:23,871 spent last year in solitary after a gang altercation. 230 00:11:23,904 --> 00:11:25,109 Print and hold. Thank you. 231 00:11:25,142 --> 00:11:26,774 Copy that. 232 00:11:45,712 --> 00:11:47,847 Everything check out? 233 00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:49,521 For the most part. 234 00:11:51,185 --> 00:11:54,389 Burt, you spent two years in Angola-- 235 00:11:54,422 --> 00:11:57,187 indecency, public exposure, 236 00:11:57,220 --> 00:12:00,090 whacking off outside a school. 237 00:12:01,890 --> 00:12:05,357 They gave me bad medicine. I didn't know. 238 00:12:05,390 --> 00:12:08,893 I paid for that. I paid for that. 239 00:12:10,895 --> 00:12:12,829 Can you account for his whereabouts 240 00:12:12,862 --> 00:12:15,968 December 25 through January 3? 241 00:12:16,001 --> 00:12:17,368 Yeah. Christmas to New Year's, 242 00:12:17,409 --> 00:12:18,504 we was in New Roads. 243 00:12:18,537 --> 00:12:19,743 Shouldn't be a problem to find people 244 00:12:19,776 --> 00:12:21,807 who'll vouch for Burt's whereabouts. 245 00:12:21,840 --> 00:12:23,543 We had a good turnout there. 246 00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:25,583 Good turnout in-- 247 00:12:25,617 --> 00:12:29,553 Detective, what is it you think happened? 248 00:12:30,921 --> 00:12:32,983 Someone killed this girl, made a big show of it... 249 00:12:35,720 --> 00:12:38,253 left a painting of the crime scene 250 00:12:38,294 --> 00:12:40,092 on one of your old churches. 251 00:12:42,196 --> 00:12:43,564 "I am the resurrection and the light 252 00:12:43,597 --> 00:12:46,469 for those who believe in me." 253 00:12:50,806 --> 00:12:52,774 Was she raped, Detective? 254 00:12:55,574 --> 00:12:57,742 Why would you ask that? 255 00:13:02,446 --> 00:13:06,252 If you speak to Burt alone, 256 00:13:06,285 --> 00:13:08,357 I believe you'll be adequately convinced 257 00:13:08,390 --> 00:13:11,189 of his innocence, Detective. 258 00:13:11,222 --> 00:13:14,397 Okay. Let's do that. 259 00:13:14,430 --> 00:13:19,433 Burt, go with the Detective. 260 00:13:19,474 --> 00:13:22,739 The ontological fallacy of expecting 261 00:13:22,772 --> 00:13:24,477 a light at the end of the tunnel, 262 00:13:24,510 --> 00:13:27,082 well, that's what the preacher sells, 263 00:13:27,115 --> 00:13:29,348 same as a shrink. 264 00:13:29,381 --> 00:13:32,020 See, the preacher, he encourages 265 00:13:32,053 --> 00:13:34,524 your capacity for illusion. 266 00:13:34,557 --> 00:13:37,460 Then he tells you it's a fucking virtue. 267 00:13:37,493 --> 00:13:40,927 Always a buck to be had doing that, 268 00:13:40,968 --> 00:13:45,643 and it's such a desperate sense of entitlement, isn't it? 269 00:13:47,174 --> 00:13:51,754 "Surely, this is all for me. 270 00:13:51,787 --> 00:13:54,387 Me. 271 00:13:54,428 --> 00:13:56,892 Me, me, me. I, I. 272 00:13:56,925 --> 00:13:59,399 I'm so fucking important. 273 00:13:59,432 --> 00:14:03,133 I'm so fucking important, then, right?" Fuck you. 274 00:14:03,166 --> 00:14:05,270 Excuse us for a second. 275 00:14:19,654 --> 00:14:20,949 I didn't know. 276 00:14:20,989 --> 00:14:23,284 Easy. I am not gonna hurt you. 277 00:14:23,325 --> 00:14:25,892 I'm not gonna hurt you. 278 00:14:25,925 --> 00:14:28,662 Oh. 279 00:14:34,933 --> 00:14:38,005 Compassion is ethics, Detective. 280 00:14:38,038 --> 00:14:41,373 Yes. It is. 281 00:14:42,646 --> 00:14:44,541 I ran checks on all of them. 282 00:14:44,574 --> 00:14:47,308 Everyone has got a clean record except for Burt. 283 00:14:47,349 --> 00:14:49,147 I could see this being some kind 284 00:14:49,179 --> 00:14:51,144 of retard job-- 285 00:14:51,175 --> 00:14:54,184 pays for it, gets ashamed, 286 00:14:54,217 --> 00:14:56,816 overreacts, 287 00:14:56,849 --> 00:15:02,519 tries to redeem the act, like, you know? 288 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:04,222 That's not bad, Marty... 289 00:15:04,255 --> 00:15:05,557 Well, yeah. 290 00:15:05,590 --> 00:15:08,122 I got all the way there without your help. 291 00:15:08,155 --> 00:15:10,890 ...but it's not him. 292 00:15:10,923 --> 00:15:14,026 He did a deuce at the farm for dick wagging. 293 00:15:14,067 --> 00:15:16,926 Should've been in a mental ward to begin with. 294 00:15:16,959 --> 00:15:18,364 Give me the second half. 295 00:15:18,397 --> 00:15:19,734 Angola. 296 00:15:19,764 --> 00:15:22,267 Some Bloods caught him in the shower, 297 00:15:22,300 --> 00:15:24,605 took his balls off with a razor. 298 00:15:24,638 --> 00:15:26,300 They were sloppy about it. 299 00:15:26,333 --> 00:15:28,867 Oh, Jesus. 300 00:15:30,806 --> 00:15:32,646 Still-- 301 00:15:32,679 --> 00:15:34,711 I braced him. 302 00:15:34,744 --> 00:15:37,520 He shit himself, literally. 303 00:15:42,090 --> 00:15:43,923 We can put some troopers on this place, 304 00:15:43,964 --> 00:15:45,395 have them surveil it, 305 00:15:45,428 --> 00:15:48,192 but I think we should move on, 306 00:15:48,232 --> 00:15:50,401 the tall man. 307 00:15:50,434 --> 00:15:52,540 Well, that could be bullshit. 308 00:15:52,573 --> 00:15:53,668 One threw it out, 309 00:15:53,709 --> 00:15:54,971 and the other one picked up on it. 310 00:15:55,004 --> 00:15:57,371 No. Burt knew. 311 00:15:57,412 --> 00:16:00,383 He saw the tall man, too. 312 00:16:00,416 --> 00:16:01,984 This, 313 00:16:02,017 --> 00:16:03,489 that Marie Fontenot thing, 314 00:16:03,522 --> 00:16:05,058 there's no way Lange was his first, 315 00:16:05,091 --> 00:16:07,428 no fucking way. 316 00:16:10,934 --> 00:16:13,868 Rosie, can you help them get out, please. 317 00:16:26,812 --> 00:16:29,315 We haven't matched any signatures. 318 00:16:29,348 --> 00:16:32,683 One guy in the fed database used crowns, 319 00:16:32,716 --> 00:16:35,353 another a set of antlers-- 320 00:16:35,418 --> 00:16:37,457 Michigan lifer. 321 00:16:37,490 --> 00:16:39,991 Then he called the signature wrong. 322 00:16:41,927 --> 00:16:44,055 We don't know that there's any connection 323 00:16:44,096 --> 00:16:46,797 to Marie Fontenot. 324 00:16:46,830 --> 00:16:51,498 Yeah, but the lattices, the symbology-- 325 00:16:51,531 --> 00:16:54,605 some kind of culture to it, Marty. 326 00:16:56,070 --> 00:16:59,540 I mean, he wanted us to find this one, 327 00:16:59,573 --> 00:17:01,374 like he was showing off. 328 00:17:01,407 --> 00:17:04,541 That cane field is our stage. 329 00:17:05,477 --> 00:17:07,778 Make a suggestion, then. 330 00:17:07,811 --> 00:17:10,009 We start at zero, they're gonna hand it 331 00:17:10,049 --> 00:17:12,849 to the task force. 332 00:17:12,882 --> 00:17:14,784 Well, somebody missed something. 333 00:17:14,817 --> 00:17:16,488 We need to go back, check all files. 334 00:17:16,553 --> 00:17:18,584 Any DBs in state the last 5 years, 335 00:17:18,625 --> 00:17:20,550 we start there. 336 00:17:20,591 --> 00:17:23,525 We don't have the hours. 337 00:17:23,558 --> 00:17:26,292 Shit, man. Look. 338 00:17:26,325 --> 00:17:29,597 I've noticed you have a tendency toward myopia, 339 00:17:29,630 --> 00:17:32,594 tunnel vision, blows investigations. 340 00:17:32,627 --> 00:17:35,962 Vision skews, twists evidence. 341 00:17:36,003 --> 00:17:39,663 You're obsessive. 342 00:17:39,704 --> 00:17:43,701 You're obsessive, too, just not about the job. 343 00:17:43,734 --> 00:17:46,435 Not, me, brother. 344 00:17:46,468 --> 00:17:50,202 I keep things even, separate, 345 00:17:50,243 --> 00:17:51,906 like the way I can have this one beer 346 00:17:51,939 --> 00:17:53,339 without needing 20. 347 00:17:53,380 --> 00:17:54,810 People incapable of guilt 348 00:17:54,843 --> 00:17:57,878 usually do have a good time. 349 00:18:01,912 --> 00:18:05,653 Try not to be too hard on myself. 350 00:18:05,686 --> 00:18:08,188 Well, that's real big of you. 351 00:18:08,222 --> 00:18:10,554 You know the real difference between you and me? 352 00:18:10,587 --> 00:18:14,123 Yeah. Denial. 353 00:18:14,156 --> 00:18:16,755 The difference is that I know the difference 354 00:18:16,795 --> 00:18:19,194 between an idea and a fact. 355 00:18:19,227 --> 00:18:22,992 You are incapable of admitting doubt. 356 00:18:23,033 --> 00:18:26,293 Now, that sounds like denial to me. 357 00:18:26,334 --> 00:18:29,668 I doubt that. 358 00:18:33,375 --> 00:18:34,701 We'll put out an APB 359 00:18:34,742 --> 00:18:37,274 on any tall man with facial scarring... 360 00:18:37,307 --> 00:18:39,106 Okay. 361 00:18:39,139 --> 00:18:42,072 ...telex the hospitals for patients that fit. 362 00:18:42,105 --> 00:18:43,671 Good. 363 00:18:57,681 --> 00:19:01,151 So Cohle was trying to keep it from the task force. 364 00:19:01,184 --> 00:19:04,916 Looking back, you ever think maybe 365 00:19:04,949 --> 00:19:07,187 he tried to push things 366 00:19:07,221 --> 00:19:09,218 where he wanted them to go? 367 00:19:10,755 --> 00:19:14,765 No. We went where the case led us. 368 00:19:14,798 --> 00:19:16,933 But you took it up, though, 369 00:19:16,966 --> 00:19:18,598 his serial theory. 370 00:19:18,639 --> 00:19:21,332 Well, as arrogant as he could be, 371 00:19:21,373 --> 00:19:22,868 he was right. 372 00:19:22,901 --> 00:19:26,873 I mean, that's how we got our man. 373 00:19:28,567 --> 00:19:30,069 Uh-huh, 374 00:19:30,102 --> 00:19:31,708 but I like it this way, you know? 375 00:19:31,741 --> 00:19:32,939 It's steady. 376 00:19:32,972 --> 00:19:34,602 Bullshit, really. 377 00:19:34,643 --> 00:19:36,475 Look. I did all the counseling and stuff. 378 00:19:36,508 --> 00:19:39,943 This is just the way things are. 379 00:19:39,976 --> 00:19:41,876 No. Things don't stay the same. 380 00:19:41,909 --> 00:19:44,378 Pick up what you keep, and you leave the rest behind. 381 00:19:44,411 --> 00:19:45,947 People get better. 382 00:19:45,980 --> 00:19:49,546 Well, that's the thing. I think I am better. 383 00:19:49,579 --> 00:19:51,177 You really think so? 384 00:19:51,218 --> 00:19:53,816 Uh, trust me. 385 00:19:53,849 --> 00:19:55,582 Maybe you just think you prefer it this way 386 00:19:55,615 --> 00:19:57,610 because it's what you're used to. 387 00:19:57,651 --> 00:19:59,712 Your life accommodates you. 388 00:19:59,745 --> 00:20:03,180 You don't have to be afraid of loss. 389 00:20:04,612 --> 00:20:06,913 Those are the guys I was telling you about. 390 00:20:06,946 --> 00:20:10,449 They get a dog, fish, what have you. 391 00:20:10,482 --> 00:20:12,615 You start with that. You live with it. 392 00:20:31,829 --> 00:20:33,565 Hell, I suppose you could set me up 393 00:20:33,598 --> 00:20:36,998 with a nurse, get me some of the good drugs. 394 00:20:37,031 --> 00:20:38,701 Mm-hmm. 395 00:20:38,734 --> 00:20:41,671 New start. 396 00:20:43,173 --> 00:20:44,204 - Daddy. - Daddy. 397 00:20:44,237 --> 00:20:45,437 Hey, kids. 398 00:20:45,477 --> 00:20:46,940 Hey, honey. 399 00:20:46,973 --> 00:20:48,877 How you doing, Marty? 400 00:20:54,007 --> 00:20:55,878 What's going on, Rust? 401 00:20:55,911 --> 00:20:58,814 Brought the mower back. 402 00:20:58,847 --> 00:21:00,612 Mow my yard? 403 00:21:00,645 --> 00:21:02,745 Yeah. I saw it needed mowing, 404 00:21:02,778 --> 00:21:05,447 returned the favor, borrowing. 405 00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:07,319 We got etouffee, 406 00:21:07,352 --> 00:21:10,115 trying to get Rust to stay for dinner. 407 00:21:10,148 --> 00:21:12,115 Oh, yeah? 408 00:21:12,148 --> 00:21:14,683 Stay for dinner, Rust. 409 00:21:14,724 --> 00:21:19,119 Nah. I think I got to get. 410 00:21:19,152 --> 00:21:22,255 Maggie, thank you for the tea. 411 00:21:22,288 --> 00:21:25,495 Sorry to hear that. 412 00:21:25,528 --> 00:21:28,400 See you Monday. 413 00:21:28,433 --> 00:21:31,832 I'll walk you out. 414 00:21:31,865 --> 00:21:34,271 Hey. 415 00:21:34,304 --> 00:21:35,808 Hey! 416 00:21:38,506 --> 00:21:40,777 What? 417 00:21:40,810 --> 00:21:43,313 What the hell do you think you're doing, man, 418 00:21:43,346 --> 00:21:46,951 at my house when I'm not here? 419 00:21:46,984 --> 00:21:48,847 Returning the mower. 420 00:21:48,888 --> 00:21:50,920 You know what I mean. 421 00:21:50,953 --> 00:21:55,222 You mow my lawn? Hmm? 422 00:21:55,256 --> 00:21:56,894 Just what'd you think I'd be doing over here 423 00:21:56,927 --> 00:21:58,830 when you're not around, Marty? 424 00:21:58,863 --> 00:22:02,693 What's our problem, you and me? 425 00:22:02,734 --> 00:22:04,459 No problem. 426 00:22:04,500 --> 00:22:05,996 I just don't ever want you 427 00:22:06,029 --> 00:22:07,734 mowing my lawn, all right? 428 00:22:07,767 --> 00:22:11,835 I like mowing my lawn. 429 00:22:41,395 --> 00:22:43,731 Oh. 430 00:22:43,764 --> 00:22:45,131 That is your team, Daddy? 431 00:22:45,164 --> 00:22:48,731 Yeah, baby. That-- I want them to win. 432 00:23:00,316 --> 00:23:04,515 Uh, hey, Audrey, your mom and I 433 00:23:04,548 --> 00:23:06,451 want to talk to you a minute about 434 00:23:06,484 --> 00:23:10,122 those drawings you did in school, yeah? 435 00:23:10,155 --> 00:23:12,351 Mace, run to your room. 436 00:23:12,383 --> 00:23:13,517 Why? 437 00:23:13,550 --> 00:23:15,053 Because I said so. Run to y-- 438 00:23:15,086 --> 00:23:18,251 Go. Go on. 439 00:23:19,158 --> 00:23:20,262 Go. 440 00:23:23,733 --> 00:23:26,334 Go. Run. 441 00:23:30,641 --> 00:23:34,678 Look. 442 00:23:34,712 --> 00:23:38,013 You don't have to get upset, honey, okay? 443 00:23:38,046 --> 00:23:40,045 We just want to talk to you. 444 00:23:40,078 --> 00:23:43,948 Where'd you see that before, hmm? 445 00:23:43,981 --> 00:23:46,482 Why'd you draw that? 446 00:23:46,515 --> 00:23:48,755 Because other girls liked it 447 00:23:48,788 --> 00:23:51,418 and they thought it was funny. 448 00:23:51,459 --> 00:23:53,953 That's all. 449 00:23:53,994 --> 00:23:58,427 Yeah, but where'd you get that idea, hmm? 450 00:24:00,836 --> 00:24:03,370 The girls dared me to do it. 451 00:24:03,403 --> 00:24:04,865 Oh, God. 452 00:24:04,898 --> 00:24:07,400 That upsets people, Audrey. 453 00:24:07,433 --> 00:24:10,868 It's ugly. 454 00:24:10,901 --> 00:24:13,436 It makes something that should be nice 455 00:24:13,469 --> 00:24:16,043 ugly. 456 00:24:16,076 --> 00:24:19,043 I'm sorry. Oh... 457 00:24:19,076 --> 00:24:21,780 Shh. That's okay. It's okay. 458 00:24:24,412 --> 00:24:27,787 It's okay, sweetie. 459 00:24:27,820 --> 00:24:30,815 Well, I'm not saying that I got any room to talk, 460 00:24:30,848 --> 00:24:34,349 but do you know what it means to be a father? 461 00:24:34,390 --> 00:24:37,893 It means you are accountable for other people. 462 00:24:37,926 --> 00:24:41,628 You are responsible for their lives. 463 00:24:41,661 --> 00:24:44,731 Now, past a certain point, 464 00:24:44,764 --> 00:24:48,729 there's a futility in responsibility. 465 00:25:03,639 --> 00:25:05,045 Hey. 466 00:25:06,109 --> 00:25:08,381 That's the extent of your concern? 467 00:25:08,414 --> 00:25:10,183 Well, no. 468 00:25:10,216 --> 00:25:12,781 I just don't know what looking at it any more 469 00:25:12,814 --> 00:25:14,650 is gonna do. 470 00:25:14,683 --> 00:25:17,653 It's her. I'm concerned. 471 00:25:17,686 --> 00:25:20,694 Well, she's just trying to get attention, 472 00:25:20,727 --> 00:25:23,260 and the other girls-- 473 00:25:23,293 --> 00:25:26,057 Jesus, how do they even know about that stuff yet? 474 00:25:26,090 --> 00:25:28,962 Girls always know before boys. 475 00:25:28,995 --> 00:25:30,296 Why is that? 476 00:25:30,329 --> 00:25:32,697 Because they have to. 477 00:25:32,738 --> 00:25:36,534 Listen to me. She's withdrawn. 478 00:25:36,567 --> 00:25:38,071 She asks about you, and she wants to know 479 00:25:38,104 --> 00:25:40,103 why you're working so much now. 480 00:25:40,136 --> 00:25:43,477 Well, I should be working less. 481 00:25:43,510 --> 00:25:45,811 Task force is gonna take that case, 482 00:25:45,844 --> 00:25:49,502 and I'll be around more. 483 00:25:52,376 --> 00:25:54,142 Last week? 484 00:25:57,044 --> 00:25:59,381 I'm sorry about that. I should've begged off. 485 00:25:59,414 --> 00:26:01,653 We were having a good night. 486 00:26:01,686 --> 00:26:05,355 Don't stop me. Talk. 487 00:26:08,956 --> 00:26:11,229 I'm close, Marty. 488 00:26:11,262 --> 00:26:14,063 Do you hear me? I'm close. 489 00:26:14,097 --> 00:26:17,770 Um, they're gonna pull that case from us, 490 00:26:17,803 --> 00:26:23,211 and I'll be around more, and we'll do things. 491 00:26:23,244 --> 00:26:26,420 Why is there all this space between us, Marty? 492 00:26:26,453 --> 00:26:28,619 I don't know what you mean. 493 00:26:28,652 --> 00:26:29,683 You do know what I mean, 494 00:26:29,716 --> 00:26:31,892 and you won't say, and that's it. 495 00:26:31,925 --> 00:26:34,391 That's what I'm talking about. 496 00:26:34,431 --> 00:26:36,664 This last year, you've been a sulky teenager. 497 00:26:36,697 --> 00:26:39,097 You know it. 498 00:26:39,138 --> 00:26:41,274 I'm trying to be your friend, Marty. 499 00:26:44,171 --> 00:26:50,712 I'm just not good at... you know, expressing. 500 00:26:50,745 --> 00:26:52,478 We change, don't we, 501 00:26:52,511 --> 00:26:55,476 and sometimes not for long. 502 00:26:55,517 --> 00:26:58,711 And here I'm thinking people don't really change at all, 503 00:26:58,745 --> 00:27:01,617 not who they are at heart. 504 00:27:01,650 --> 00:27:03,217 You know, I try to remember things because I feel 505 00:27:03,250 --> 00:27:04,952 like I should, like it's my job 506 00:27:04,985 --> 00:27:10,189 or something, you know, early days, 507 00:27:10,222 --> 00:27:12,895 and I'm tired of trying to remember. 508 00:27:12,928 --> 00:27:17,598 Part of this-- and I'm not talking 509 00:27:17,631 --> 00:27:19,795 about the part that's all my fault-- 510 00:27:19,828 --> 00:27:23,834 but part of it, it's just life. 511 00:27:23,867 --> 00:27:27,737 We used to spend weekends without leaving my room. 512 00:27:27,770 --> 00:27:29,431 - That's not what I mean. - Remember that? 513 00:27:29,472 --> 00:27:32,873 Of course we don't screw like we're 19. 514 00:27:32,906 --> 00:27:36,442 God, you want low expectations. 515 00:27:36,475 --> 00:27:38,684 You know, you put a ceiling on your life, 516 00:27:38,717 --> 00:27:41,721 on everything, because you won't change. 517 00:27:43,491 --> 00:27:46,295 You were so much smarter when I met you, 518 00:27:46,328 --> 00:27:48,399 you know? 519 00:27:52,664 --> 00:27:55,933 I'm sorry, Maggie. 520 00:27:55,966 --> 00:28:00,200 I'm sorry for everything-- 521 00:28:00,233 --> 00:28:02,000 for not being here, 522 00:28:02,033 --> 00:28:05,840 for taking all this for granted. 523 00:28:08,776 --> 00:28:12,108 What have you been doing, Marty? 524 00:28:14,476 --> 00:28:16,043 I-- 525 00:28:19,009 --> 00:28:24,647 Work, home, cases. 526 00:28:26,317 --> 00:28:28,419 Just-- 527 00:28:30,084 --> 00:28:33,218 I get to feeling like-- 528 00:28:34,859 --> 00:28:37,152 Look. I can see 40... 529 00:28:39,362 --> 00:28:43,865 and it's like I'm that coyote 530 00:28:43,898 --> 00:28:45,600 in the cartoons, 531 00:28:45,633 --> 00:28:48,095 like I'm running off a cliff, 532 00:28:48,136 --> 00:28:53,605 and if I don't look down and keep running, 533 00:28:53,638 --> 00:28:59,170 I might be fine, but, um... 534 00:29:01,612 --> 00:29:04,146 I think I'm all fucked up. 535 00:29:08,113 --> 00:29:11,447 You are. 536 00:29:11,480 --> 00:29:13,520 Yes. You are. 537 00:30:26,133 --> 00:30:28,868 Marty? 538 00:30:32,467 --> 00:30:37,271 Anyway, well, we pulled a few hospital patients-- 539 00:30:37,305 --> 00:30:41,876 tall, scarred, sex offenders. 540 00:30:41,909 --> 00:30:44,041 One kid did B&Es. 541 00:30:44,075 --> 00:30:49,979 He had to tug one out before he could leave a scene. 542 00:30:50,012 --> 00:30:53,344 Phew. Yeah. A lot of room work then. 543 00:30:55,848 --> 00:30:58,352 Which one of you guys is the box man? 544 00:31:00,021 --> 00:31:03,116 You, yeah? 545 00:31:03,157 --> 00:31:06,691 I used to be pretty good in there myself, 546 00:31:06,724 --> 00:31:09,193 not as good as Rust. 547 00:31:09,226 --> 00:31:10,888 I know, son. 548 00:31:10,921 --> 00:31:14,052 I can read this off you. 549 00:31:16,727 --> 00:31:20,368 You're not bad. It's not you. 550 00:31:20,401 --> 00:31:21,799 There's a weight, 551 00:31:21,832 --> 00:31:23,028 and it got its fishhooks 552 00:31:23,069 --> 00:31:24,635 in your heart and your soul. 553 00:31:35,840 --> 00:31:41,171 Now, what you did is not your fault. 554 00:31:41,212 --> 00:31:43,676 It's not. 555 00:31:43,709 --> 00:31:45,444 You was drug to the bottom 556 00:31:45,485 --> 00:31:48,085 by that same weight, the same weight 557 00:31:48,118 --> 00:31:49,951 that won't let you get along in a job, 558 00:31:49,992 --> 00:31:51,558 and same weight that wouldn't let you 559 00:31:51,591 --> 00:31:54,391 get along at school... 560 00:31:58,896 --> 00:32:00,368 same weight that wouldn't let you 561 00:32:00,401 --> 00:32:02,431 have a mom. 562 00:32:05,038 --> 00:32:09,038 I know these things, Chris. 563 00:32:09,072 --> 00:32:14,277 I'm weak. I'm sick. 564 00:32:14,310 --> 00:32:18,087 I get into the houses, and I can't leave 565 00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:21,453 until I go all over the drawers. 566 00:32:21,486 --> 00:32:24,925 Listen to me, son. 567 00:32:24,958 --> 00:32:27,294 You got one way out, 568 00:32:27,327 --> 00:32:29,760 and it's through the grace of God. 569 00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:32,565 You're only how the Lord made you. 570 00:32:34,302 --> 00:32:37,734 You are not flawed. 571 00:32:37,767 --> 00:32:39,774 We, you, me, people, 572 00:32:39,807 --> 00:32:42,575 we don't choose our feelings. 573 00:32:44,313 --> 00:32:46,114 There's grace in this world, 574 00:32:46,147 --> 00:32:47,849 and there's forgiveness for all, 575 00:32:47,882 --> 00:32:50,888 but you have to ask for it. 576 00:32:50,921 --> 00:32:53,017 I do. I do. I want that. 577 00:32:53,057 --> 00:32:58,391 I want it. I want that. I'm asking. I'm asking. 578 00:32:58,424 --> 00:32:59,855 Tell me. Tell me. 579 00:32:59,896 --> 00:33:01,695 Please just tell me what to say. 580 00:33:01,728 --> 00:33:06,935 I want to confess. I want to confess. 581 00:33:14,576 --> 00:33:17,403 Sorry about that. 582 00:33:18,843 --> 00:33:23,011 Your assist record, man, that's something else. 583 00:33:23,044 --> 00:33:26,148 Any pointers? 584 00:33:26,181 --> 00:33:28,717 Oh, I never really found it that hard. 585 00:33:28,757 --> 00:33:33,590 You just look at somebody and think like they think, 586 00:33:33,631 --> 00:33:38,165 negative capability. 587 00:33:38,198 --> 00:33:41,903 I mean, I guess it's a skill. 588 00:33:41,936 --> 00:33:43,735 Most times, you don't even need that. 589 00:33:43,768 --> 00:33:48,375 You just look them in the eyes. The whole story is right there. 590 00:33:48,408 --> 00:33:52,544 Everybody wears their hunger and their haunt, you know? 591 00:33:53,984 --> 00:33:57,985 You just got to be honest about what can go on up here, 592 00:33:58,018 --> 00:34:00,590 a locked room.... 593 00:34:03,288 --> 00:34:05,728 but then again, I'm terrible at cards. 594 00:34:05,761 --> 00:34:09,632 Ha, ha! 595 00:34:09,665 --> 00:34:13,335 Yeah. So while we were grilling B&E jerkoffs and burn victims, 596 00:34:13,368 --> 00:34:16,439 I decided to put insomnia to good use. 597 00:34:37,792 --> 00:34:39,762 _ 598 00:34:44,738 --> 00:34:47,137 People. 599 00:34:47,170 --> 00:34:51,409 I've seen the finale of thousands of lives, man-- 600 00:34:51,443 --> 00:34:53,683 young, old. 601 00:34:53,716 --> 00:34:57,620 Each one is so sure of their realness, 602 00:34:57,653 --> 00:35:02,959 that their sensory experience constituted a unique individual 603 00:35:02,992 --> 00:35:06,495 with purpose, meaning... 604 00:35:09,063 --> 00:35:14,240 so certain that they were more than a biological puppet. 605 00:35:15,472 --> 00:35:20,977 Well, the truth wills out, and everybody sees 606 00:35:21,018 --> 00:35:24,416 once the strings are cut, all fall down. 607 00:35:46,612 --> 00:35:48,743 Maggie says he's shy. 608 00:35:48,777 --> 00:35:51,878 I wouldn't say that. 609 00:35:51,911 --> 00:35:54,815 Definitely not shy about speaking his mind. 610 00:35:54,848 --> 00:35:56,381 Well, that's not what I mean. 611 00:35:56,415 --> 00:36:00,119 His personality. He's edgy. 612 00:36:00,152 --> 00:36:04,592 Yeah, intense, more like, introverted. 613 00:36:04,625 --> 00:36:06,559 I don't want another drunk. 614 00:36:06,592 --> 00:36:08,064 The last cop you showed me-- 615 00:36:08,097 --> 00:36:10,329 No. Wait. Steve was going through a tough time. 616 00:36:10,362 --> 00:36:11,730 He threw up in my lap. 617 00:36:11,771 --> 00:36:12,866 Don't worry about that. 618 00:36:12,899 --> 00:36:15,801 Getting him near you lap is gonna be the challenge. 619 00:36:15,834 --> 00:36:19,274 Oh, hey, speak of the devil. 620 00:36:19,307 --> 00:36:21,875 - Hey, Rust. - Martin. 621 00:36:21,916 --> 00:36:24,114 - Hey, Maggie. - Hi, Rust. 622 00:36:24,147 --> 00:36:25,546 - Jennifer. - Rustin. 623 00:36:25,579 --> 00:36:28,115 Nice to meet you. 624 00:36:28,156 --> 00:36:32,154 Well, you walk over here? 625 00:36:38,397 --> 00:36:42,198 Well... okay. 626 00:36:51,046 --> 00:36:53,150 Just when I thought he couldn't get any stranger. 627 00:36:53,183 --> 00:36:54,583 Are you serious? 628 00:36:54,616 --> 00:36:56,383 He tastes colors. 629 00:36:56,416 --> 00:36:59,487 So what is synesesia? 630 00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:00,959 Synesthesia. 631 00:37:00,992 --> 00:37:04,895 It's a misalignment of synaptic receptors 632 00:37:04,928 --> 00:37:08,967 and triggers-- alkalis, colors, 633 00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:11,304 certain metallics. 634 00:37:11,337 --> 00:37:13,871 It's a type of hyper sensitivity. 635 00:37:13,905 --> 00:37:17,470 One sense triggers another sense. 636 00:37:17,503 --> 00:37:20,070 Sometimes I'll see a color, 637 00:37:20,111 --> 00:37:22,308 and it'll put a taste in my mouth. 638 00:37:22,341 --> 00:37:26,409 A touch, a texture, a scent may put a note in my head. 639 00:37:26,442 --> 00:37:27,978 I've heard that. 640 00:37:28,011 --> 00:37:30,344 It can be a side effect of a statin. 641 00:37:30,377 --> 00:37:31,879 It's not a side effect. 642 00:37:31,912 --> 00:37:33,309 So when something feels good, 643 00:37:33,350 --> 00:37:35,812 does that mean it feels twice as good, 644 00:37:35,845 --> 00:37:39,622 like from two different ways? 645 00:37:39,656 --> 00:37:44,823 It could. Yeah. 646 00:37:44,856 --> 00:37:46,957 The waitress will bring them, babe. 647 00:37:46,990 --> 00:37:50,123 Why wait? I'll be right back. 648 00:37:59,575 --> 00:38:02,006 Refill and two rums. 649 00:38:06,447 --> 00:38:08,351 Ohh... 650 00:38:13,856 --> 00:38:15,990 Hi. Can I have another beer? 651 00:38:16,023 --> 00:38:17,390 Thank you. 652 00:38:19,261 --> 00:38:20,891 What are you doing? 653 00:38:20,924 --> 00:38:22,827 What's it look like? 654 00:38:22,860 --> 00:38:25,229 I'm on a date. Aren't you? 655 00:38:25,270 --> 00:38:26,669 Heh. 656 00:38:26,702 --> 00:38:31,740 So are you gonna go home with this guy? Huh? 657 00:38:31,773 --> 00:38:35,078 It's really none of your business. 658 00:38:35,111 --> 00:38:37,878 Do you fuck your wife? 659 00:38:37,911 --> 00:38:41,350 What do you want me to do? Look. 660 00:38:41,383 --> 00:38:44,285 Is this your way of trying to talk divorce? 661 00:38:44,318 --> 00:38:46,957 My God, Marty, I don't want to marry you. 662 00:38:46,990 --> 00:38:51,427 That's my whole point. It's just run its course. 663 00:38:51,460 --> 00:38:54,691 No, it hasn't. Come here. Have a shot with me. 664 00:38:54,724 --> 00:38:56,194 Gonna play a little something 665 00:38:56,227 --> 00:38:57,962 everybody should dance to. 666 00:39:05,431 --> 00:39:10,505 Hey, I didn't just come here to drink, you know. 667 00:39:12,407 --> 00:39:14,941 Let me just set this down. 668 00:39:15,845 --> 00:39:18,242 It'll be fun. 669 00:39:18,275 --> 00:39:20,314 Yeah. 670 00:39:35,424 --> 00:39:38,126 What? 671 00:39:38,159 --> 00:39:40,263 Oh, nothing. 672 00:39:40,296 --> 00:39:44,258 Thought I saw a guy who supposed to be in parish. 673 00:39:50,777 --> 00:39:53,742 So what's Alaska like? 674 00:39:53,775 --> 00:39:56,112 It's beautiful. 675 00:39:56,145 --> 00:39:58,744 It's not Paris, but it's clean, 676 00:39:58,785 --> 00:40:01,149 and it's clear. 677 00:40:01,183 --> 00:40:03,288 You've been to Paris? 678 00:40:03,321 --> 00:40:05,753 For a month. 679 00:40:05,794 --> 00:40:08,329 What'd you do in Paris? 680 00:40:08,362 --> 00:40:12,591 Mainly just got drunk in front of Notre Dame. 681 00:40:20,702 --> 00:40:24,005 Each stilled body so certain 682 00:40:24,038 --> 00:40:28,674 that they were more than the sum of their urges, 683 00:40:28,707 --> 00:40:33,145 all the useless spinning, tired mind, 684 00:40:33,178 --> 00:40:36,447 collision of desire and ignorance. 685 00:40:40,150 --> 00:40:42,284 You asked about the interrogations. 686 00:40:42,317 --> 00:40:44,349 You want to know the truth? 687 00:40:46,718 --> 00:40:49,824 I never been in a room more than 10 minutes 688 00:40:49,857 --> 00:40:52,226 I didn't know whether the guy did it or not. 689 00:40:54,330 --> 00:40:57,268 How long does it take you? 690 00:40:57,301 --> 00:41:01,680 Rust spent a lot of off duty running DBs, 691 00:41:01,713 --> 00:41:05,448 weeks of it, coon hound in another life. 692 00:41:05,481 --> 00:41:07,449 Coon hound? 693 00:41:07,490 --> 00:41:10,823 I meant raccoon hound. 694 00:41:10,856 --> 00:41:13,989 Everybody is a fucking drama queen nowadays. 695 00:41:14,022 --> 00:41:16,590 Jesus. Look. 696 00:41:16,623 --> 00:41:20,799 If working his theories, if his job 697 00:41:20,832 --> 00:41:23,464 was his idea of himself, fine. 698 00:41:23,505 --> 00:41:26,870 I mean, the rest of us had families, 699 00:41:26,903 --> 00:41:29,269 people in our lives, good things. 700 00:41:29,302 --> 00:41:31,837 People give you rules. 701 00:41:31,877 --> 00:41:34,612 Rules describe the shape of things. 702 00:41:42,113 --> 00:41:43,647 Come on! 703 00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:46,047 Fuck you! 704 00:41:50,720 --> 00:41:53,253 Fuck, Marty, get out of here. 705 00:41:53,286 --> 00:41:55,159 "Fuck, Marty." Is that all you got for me? 706 00:41:55,192 --> 00:41:57,192 Stop it. Go home. I don't want this anymore. 707 00:41:57,225 --> 00:41:58,927 You got that little shitbird in here? 708 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:00,632 Go away. I'll call the cops. 709 00:42:00,665 --> 00:42:02,098 Well, let's see how that works out for you. 710 00:42:02,139 --> 00:42:04,906 - I know other cops. - Okay. 711 00:42:04,939 --> 00:42:07,736 Get out. Marty, get out. 712 00:42:07,769 --> 00:42:09,107 But she said she was single. 713 00:42:09,141 --> 00:42:12,445 Marty, God! Stop! Stop it! 714 00:42:12,486 --> 00:42:13,885 Did she suck your dick, huh? 715 00:42:13,919 --> 00:42:14,853 Stop it! 716 00:42:14,886 --> 00:42:15,917 She suck your fucking dick? 717 00:42:15,950 --> 00:42:18,886 Stop it! Get out! Get off. 718 00:42:18,927 --> 00:42:20,094 Get off! 719 00:42:20,127 --> 00:42:21,893 Yeah. You try it? 720 00:42:21,926 --> 00:42:23,859 Oh, you tell me, or I'll have 721 00:42:23,893 --> 00:42:27,500 some Ninth Ward prison queen wearing your face for a condom. 722 00:42:27,533 --> 00:42:31,439 Did she suck your dick? 723 00:42:31,472 --> 00:42:34,669 Just for a little bit. 724 00:42:34,702 --> 00:42:37,105 Get off. 725 00:42:37,138 --> 00:42:39,568 Please stop it. 726 00:42:42,245 --> 00:42:44,748 Sorry I got in your face, guy. 727 00:42:44,781 --> 00:42:48,717 I wouldn't have really done something like that. 728 00:42:48,750 --> 00:42:52,254 I'm not a psycho. 729 00:42:56,600 --> 00:43:02,198 That's why I always said I think Rust needed a family. 730 00:43:03,270 --> 00:43:07,606 It's boundaries. Boundaries are good. 731 00:43:37,672 --> 00:43:39,344 This is Cohle. 732 00:43:39,377 --> 00:43:41,344 Rust, you're home. 733 00:43:41,377 --> 00:43:43,881 - It's me. - Yeah. What's wrong? 734 00:43:43,914 --> 00:43:45,346 I'm sorry. 735 00:43:45,387 --> 00:43:46,984 Steve Geraci said he caught something. 736 00:43:47,017 --> 00:43:49,280 He needed help. 737 00:43:49,321 --> 00:43:51,783 I almost called the station, but what's the point? 738 00:43:51,816 --> 00:43:53,551 You know they lie. 739 00:43:56,255 --> 00:43:59,262 I got to put you on the spot. 740 00:43:59,295 --> 00:44:02,396 You know if it's true? 741 00:44:02,429 --> 00:44:06,733 I didn't hear anything, 742 00:44:06,766 --> 00:44:08,637 but then again, I wouldn't. 743 00:44:08,670 --> 00:44:11,039 I mean, Geraci wouldn't pull me. 744 00:44:11,072 --> 00:44:13,313 He hates me. 745 00:44:19,914 --> 00:44:22,991 You drop Jen at home? 746 00:44:23,024 --> 00:44:27,694 Yeah. I walked her to the door. 747 00:44:27,727 --> 00:44:29,399 You didn't go in? 748 00:44:29,432 --> 00:44:30,599 You don't have to fall in love 749 00:44:30,632 --> 00:44:31,831 at first sight, you know. 750 00:44:31,872 --> 00:44:33,136 Yeah. I know. Look. 751 00:44:33,169 --> 00:44:36,104 She's nice, pretty. 752 00:44:36,138 --> 00:44:38,513 There's comfort there, Rust. 753 00:44:38,546 --> 00:44:40,211 I think you guys would be good together 754 00:44:40,244 --> 00:44:43,018 if you gave it a chance. 755 00:44:43,051 --> 00:44:46,485 You guys don't give things chances. 756 00:44:46,526 --> 00:44:48,220 I don't know why that is. 757 00:44:48,261 --> 00:44:51,058 That's because we know what we want 758 00:44:51,091 --> 00:44:52,794 and we don't mind being alone. 759 00:44:56,026 --> 00:44:58,528 Go to bed, Maggie. 760 00:44:58,561 --> 00:45:01,970 Marty'll be home. Take care. 761 00:45:10,472 --> 00:45:12,881 Holy shit, 3 days in a row. 762 00:45:12,914 --> 00:45:15,051 Is that a new personal record? 763 00:45:15,084 --> 00:45:16,346 Fuck off. 764 00:45:16,387 --> 00:45:18,522 I will take my first shit through your sunroof. 765 00:45:18,555 --> 00:45:21,688 Hey, hey, I found one, I think, 766 00:45:21,721 --> 00:45:23,794 another girl from earlier. 767 00:45:23,827 --> 00:45:26,496 Come here. 768 00:45:28,536 --> 00:45:30,933 3 years ago, a flood in Abbeville, 769 00:45:30,969 --> 00:45:33,037 they pulled this girl out of the river. 770 00:45:33,070 --> 00:45:34,173 Hold it. 771 00:45:34,206 --> 00:45:36,108 It says here that her death was accidental-- 772 00:45:36,141 --> 00:45:37,941 drowned, water in the lungs. 773 00:45:37,974 --> 00:45:39,708 How's that him? 774 00:45:39,741 --> 00:45:42,212 Coroner says the branches and debris from the flood 775 00:45:42,245 --> 00:45:43,750 caused these injuries, all right? 776 00:45:43,783 --> 00:45:47,054 I understand the ribs and the arms, but the hyoid? 777 00:45:47,087 --> 00:45:48,519 - Still-- - No fucking way. 778 00:45:48,552 --> 00:45:50,656 Look at this, lacerations to the abdomen, 779 00:45:50,689 --> 00:45:53,962 plus she was positive for meth and LSD. 780 00:45:53,995 --> 00:45:57,231 They said she was high, fell in. 781 00:45:57,264 --> 00:45:59,535 Hmm. 782 00:45:59,568 --> 00:46:03,500 Look at the posterior. 783 00:46:03,532 --> 00:46:06,370 - Holy shit. - Yeah. 784 00:46:06,403 --> 00:46:08,105 IDed as Rianne Olivier-- 785 00:46:08,138 --> 00:46:09,998 22, lives in Pelican Island, 786 00:46:10,039 --> 00:46:12,238 population 300. 787 00:46:12,271 --> 00:46:15,945 Grandpa is still there, got a phone at the dock. 788 00:46:15,978 --> 00:46:19,248 I don't know if I can sell this shit. 789 00:46:19,281 --> 00:46:22,083 Two days, we dig in this direction. 790 00:46:22,116 --> 00:46:25,387 If this is his, it's some kind of archetype. 791 00:46:25,420 --> 00:46:28,356 DB, Ville Platt, machinist. You're up. 792 00:46:28,397 --> 00:46:31,165 Hey, we caught a break in the case, boss. 793 00:46:31,198 --> 00:46:33,270 I thought you were handing that off. 794 00:46:33,302 --> 00:46:34,430 What break? 795 00:46:34,471 --> 00:46:36,566 KA of the victim. Might've known the killer, boss. 796 00:46:36,607 --> 00:46:38,303 Might've seen him. We follow up. 797 00:46:38,336 --> 00:46:41,605 We still got a few days. 798 00:46:41,638 --> 00:46:44,410 Two days, and it goes to task force. 799 00:46:44,443 --> 00:46:46,945 You two catch again. 800 00:46:48,117 --> 00:46:50,949 We'll try that serial theory out on him, 801 00:46:50,982 --> 00:46:52,915 he will pull you just for spite. 802 00:46:52,948 --> 00:46:55,454 Pelican Island is two hours away. 803 00:46:55,487 --> 00:46:57,095 Here we go. 804 00:47:00,391 --> 00:47:02,232 Put your hand in his hand. 805 00:47:03,497 --> 00:47:04,800 The good church teaches 806 00:47:04,833 --> 00:47:06,831 that the Christian church does not teach that, 807 00:47:06,872 --> 00:47:08,470 the Catholic church does not-- 808 00:47:15,943 --> 00:47:17,647 Hey. 809 00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:18,983 Mm-hmm? 810 00:47:19,016 --> 00:47:24,654 Think a man can love two women at once, 811 00:47:24,687 --> 00:47:28,125 I mean, be in love with them? 812 00:47:28,158 --> 00:47:31,790 I don't think that man can love, 813 00:47:31,830 --> 00:47:35,029 at least not the way that he means. 814 00:47:35,094 --> 00:47:40,438 Inadequacies of reality always set in. 815 00:47:40,471 --> 00:47:42,974 This pipeline is carving up this coast 816 00:47:43,007 --> 00:47:44,439 like a jigsaw. 817 00:47:44,472 --> 00:47:48,246 Place is gonna be underwater in 30 years. 818 00:47:52,047 --> 00:47:53,783 Do you think-- 819 00:47:53,816 --> 00:47:59,889 Do you wonder ever if you're a bad man? 820 00:47:59,922 --> 00:48:03,625 No. I don't wonder, Marty. 821 00:48:03,666 --> 00:48:05,497 World needs bad men. 822 00:48:09,066 --> 00:48:12,937 We keep the other bad men from the door. 823 00:48:48,940 --> 00:48:51,034 That's him. 824 00:48:54,906 --> 00:48:59,346 When's the last time you saw your granddaughter? 825 00:48:59,379 --> 00:49:03,417 She left 4 years ago, like her ma. 826 00:49:03,450 --> 00:49:06,323 Wasn't surprised they found her like that. 827 00:49:06,356 --> 00:49:07,852 Yeah. Everybody think they gonna be 828 00:49:07,893 --> 00:49:09,555 something they not. 829 00:49:09,588 --> 00:49:13,425 Everybody, they got this big plan. 830 00:49:13,458 --> 00:49:17,163 She had a boyfriend you know about, a man? 831 00:49:17,196 --> 00:49:20,236 Eh, she took up with that Ledoux fella-- 832 00:49:20,269 --> 00:49:23,068 older boy, shit family-- 833 00:49:23,109 --> 00:49:25,477 run off with him. 834 00:49:25,511 --> 00:49:28,511 I ain't never had nobody ask me about him before. 835 00:49:28,544 --> 00:49:32,014 He just tell me she died in the flood. 836 00:49:32,047 --> 00:49:34,782 That Ledoux family, they still live around here? 837 00:49:34,823 --> 00:49:37,791 Oh, maybe a cousin or two. 838 00:49:37,824 --> 00:49:39,657 Been shrinking every year. 839 00:49:39,698 --> 00:49:41,392 Hurricane Andrew wiped most 840 00:49:41,425 --> 00:49:43,664 of the folks out around here. 841 00:49:43,697 --> 00:49:48,306 So you got a full name on that Ledoux boy? 842 00:49:48,339 --> 00:49:50,201 Reggie. 843 00:49:50,242 --> 00:49:52,211 Reggie Ledoux. 844 00:49:52,244 --> 00:49:54,548 Father is Bart Ledoux-- 845 00:49:54,581 --> 00:49:57,519 works offshore, drunkard. 846 00:49:57,552 --> 00:50:00,024 I heard he died. Heh. 847 00:50:00,059 --> 00:50:01,963 So where'd Rianne go to school? 848 00:50:01,996 --> 00:50:04,399 Light of Way when it was open. 849 00:50:04,432 --> 00:50:05,671 Kids either went there 850 00:50:05,704 --> 00:50:07,702 or they were bussed to Abbeville. 851 00:50:07,735 --> 00:50:09,535 State said a kid got to be bussed 852 00:50:09,576 --> 00:50:12,040 two hours away to school. 853 00:50:12,073 --> 00:50:14,776 I ain't too big on them God botherers. 854 00:50:14,809 --> 00:50:17,183 Between them and the government-- 855 00:50:17,216 --> 00:50:20,118 How about her parents, other relatives? 856 00:50:20,150 --> 00:50:23,550 Father is a merchant seaman. 857 00:50:23,583 --> 00:50:25,854 Mother is in California, last I heard. 858 00:50:25,887 --> 00:50:28,586 Do you have anything of hers-- 859 00:50:28,619 --> 00:50:31,755 possessions, anything that'd give us 860 00:50:31,788 --> 00:50:34,164 an idea what he might have been like? 861 00:50:35,795 --> 00:50:38,623 What you boys looking all this up for? 862 00:50:38,663 --> 00:50:41,464 I was told she drowned in the flood. 863 00:50:41,497 --> 00:50:43,898 Now, I ain't no idiot. 864 00:50:43,939 --> 00:50:46,504 You telling me she ain't done drowned? 865 00:50:46,537 --> 00:50:48,104 We don't know that, sir. 866 00:50:48,137 --> 00:50:50,505 We're just looking for a man who might have known her. 867 00:50:50,538 --> 00:50:53,144 Who? 868 00:50:53,177 --> 00:50:56,110 That's what we're trying to figure out. 869 00:50:56,143 --> 00:50:59,215 He ended up having a little box of her stuff, 870 00:50:59,248 --> 00:51:02,919 had her last yearbook, tenth grade, 871 00:51:02,952 --> 00:51:06,455 not a hint of feeling from the old man, 872 00:51:06,488 --> 00:51:10,024 kind of got blinders, 873 00:51:10,058 --> 00:51:13,801 but why'd he keep the box, huh? 874 00:51:13,834 --> 00:51:16,734 Did he ask himself? 875 00:51:16,767 --> 00:51:20,804 Anyway, I guess, that's one way to do it-- 876 00:51:20,837 --> 00:51:24,408 keep your eyes on the crab traps. 877 00:51:24,441 --> 00:51:27,575 Kind of reminded me of Rust a little bit. 878 00:51:32,017 --> 00:51:35,252 This school is small, 879 00:51:35,285 --> 00:51:37,283 grades one through 12. 880 00:51:38,917 --> 00:51:43,858 Rianne Olivier. Here she is, tenth grade. 881 00:51:43,891 --> 00:51:46,859 Hmm. 882 00:51:50,026 --> 00:51:51,026 _ 883 00:51:51,027 --> 00:51:54,330 This school was part of Tuttle's foundation. 884 00:52:05,663 --> 00:52:14,000 _ 885 00:52:15,788 --> 00:52:16,890 Good afternoon. 886 00:52:16,923 --> 00:52:18,288 Afternoon. 887 00:52:18,321 --> 00:52:20,590 This place shut down '92, right? 888 00:52:20,623 --> 00:52:22,822 Yeah, the way I heard it. 889 00:52:22,855 --> 00:52:24,425 What'd you hear? 890 00:52:24,466 --> 00:52:26,432 Oh, Andrew blew it out. 891 00:52:26,465 --> 00:52:28,695 Guess they didn't think 892 00:52:28,736 --> 00:52:31,102 it was worth cleaning up. 893 00:52:31,135 --> 00:52:33,672 Do you work here, then? 894 00:52:33,705 --> 00:52:35,775 No, sir. I work for the parish, 895 00:52:35,808 --> 00:52:37,837 cover several properties. 896 00:52:37,870 --> 00:52:40,079 I-23? 897 00:52:43,345 --> 00:52:45,152 I-23. Go. 898 00:52:45,185 --> 00:52:47,153 I've got comeback on your R&I. 899 00:52:47,186 --> 00:52:50,994 Reginald Ledoux-- DOB 11/13/60. 900 00:52:51,027 --> 00:52:53,397 You know anybody who went here 901 00:52:53,430 --> 00:52:55,259 or worked here back then? 902 00:52:55,300 --> 00:52:57,896 Mm, no, sir. 903 00:52:57,930 --> 00:53:00,329 I only been coming here the last few months. 904 00:53:00,370 --> 00:53:03,371 Parish added it to my work order. 905 00:53:11,685 --> 00:53:14,582 Thank you for your time. 906 00:53:17,162 --> 00:53:20,761 Who walks that fucking slow? 907 00:53:22,161 --> 00:53:24,000 What you got? 908 00:53:24,033 --> 00:53:26,170 R&I just came back. 909 00:53:26,203 --> 00:53:28,874 Reggie Ledoux skipped parole 8 months ago. 910 00:53:28,907 --> 00:53:30,971 He's got a stat. rape complaint, 911 00:53:31,012 --> 00:53:33,981 charges dropped, but '93, he's busted 912 00:53:34,014 --> 00:53:36,184 in connection to a narcotics lab 913 00:53:36,217 --> 00:53:38,353 used to make meth and LSD, 914 00:53:38,386 --> 00:53:40,993 which Dora Lange and Rianne were full of. 915 00:53:41,026 --> 00:53:42,626 Right. 916 00:53:42,659 --> 00:53:44,428 Ledoux did two years at Avoyelles, 917 00:53:44,461 --> 00:53:46,131 and guess who his cellmate was 918 00:53:46,164 --> 00:53:47,531 the last 4 months. 919 00:53:47,564 --> 00:53:49,498 Charlie Lange. 920 00:53:49,531 --> 00:53:51,905 I got to give you this one. 921 00:53:51,938 --> 00:53:54,474 I started to believe you were going 922 00:53:54,507 --> 00:53:56,340 a little off your nut. 923 00:53:56,373 --> 00:53:59,071 I mean, you're bonkers, just not on this. 924 00:53:59,104 --> 00:54:00,837 All right. Where was Ledoux? 925 00:54:00,870 --> 00:54:03,005 Getting a list of relatives, KAs. 926 00:54:03,046 --> 00:54:05,745 Been out of pocket since jumping parole. 927 00:54:05,786 --> 00:54:07,116 We'll find him. 928 00:54:07,157 --> 00:54:08,283 This makes sense. 929 00:54:08,324 --> 00:54:09,419 Looks good, baby. 930 00:54:09,452 --> 00:54:10,922 All right. We are on our way. 931 00:54:10,955 --> 00:54:11,955 To Avoyelles. 932 00:54:11,988 --> 00:54:13,326 Fuck, yeah, Martin. Let's go. 933 00:54:13,359 --> 00:54:14,694 I'm calling the interstate APB 934 00:54:14,727 --> 00:54:16,464 and the US Marshals on this. 935 00:54:16,497 --> 00:54:18,135 I-23 to dispatch. 936 00:54:18,168 --> 00:54:19,967 Come in, I-23. 937 00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:21,104 What can I say? 938 00:54:21,137 --> 00:54:22,376 I thought for a minute, you just liked looking 939 00:54:22,409 --> 00:54:23,871 at pictures of dead people. 940 00:54:23,904 --> 00:54:26,777 I need an all-state APB on one Reginald Ledoux. 941 00:54:26,810 --> 00:54:28,481 R&I came back with info. 942 00:54:28,514 --> 00:54:30,016 All US Marshals and Highway Patrol, 943 00:54:30,049 --> 00:54:32,518 be advised, detain on sight, over. 944 00:54:32,551 --> 00:54:33,719 Roger that, Detective. 945 00:54:33,752 --> 00:54:35,986 We've got that sent now. 946 00:54:36,019 --> 00:54:37,860 Mm, mm, mm. 947 00:54:39,364 --> 00:54:45,760 And finally, we arrive at Reginald Ledoux. Heh. 948 00:54:50,203 --> 00:54:51,674 Come on, man. 949 00:54:51,707 --> 00:54:55,306 You want to ask me, ask, goddamn it. 950 00:54:55,339 --> 00:54:58,044 You ever been in a gunfight? 951 00:54:58,078 --> 00:55:00,012 No. 952 00:55:01,379 --> 00:55:02,545 Well, then how the fuck you gonna know 953 00:55:02,586 --> 00:55:04,715 what I'm talking about? 954 00:55:06,424 --> 00:55:10,633 Man, that place-- I never-- 955 00:55:11,971 --> 00:55:17,112 That day, it reminded me of my pop talking about 'Nam 956 00:55:17,145 --> 00:55:18,977 and the jungle thing. 957 00:55:20,483 --> 00:55:23,815 Look. Me talking about what happened back then, 958 00:55:23,848 --> 00:55:26,951 that ain't gonna do you any good now. 959 00:55:29,790 --> 00:55:33,023 This-- 960 00:55:33,064 --> 00:55:35,929 This is what I'm talking about. 961 00:55:35,962 --> 00:55:38,099 This is what I mean 962 00:55:38,140 --> 00:55:42,141 when I'm talking about time and death 963 00:55:42,174 --> 00:55:45,477 and futility. 964 00:55:45,510 --> 00:55:47,550 There are broader ideas at work, 965 00:55:47,583 --> 00:55:50,352 mainly what is owed between us as a society 966 00:55:50,385 --> 00:55:52,622 for our mutual illusions. 967 00:55:52,655 --> 00:55:55,658 14 straight hours of staring at DBs, 968 00:55:55,699 --> 00:56:00,200 these are the things you think of. 969 00:56:00,233 --> 00:56:04,466 You ever done that? Hmm? 970 00:56:04,507 --> 00:56:08,338 You look in their eyes, even in a picture. 971 00:56:08,371 --> 00:56:10,444 Doesn't matter if they're dead or alive. 972 00:56:10,477 --> 00:56:13,582 You can still read them, and you know what you see? 973 00:56:15,889 --> 00:56:19,430 They welcomed it, 974 00:56:19,463 --> 00:56:22,196 mm-hmm, not at first, 975 00:56:22,228 --> 00:56:25,102 but right there in the last instant. 976 00:56:25,135 --> 00:56:30,307 It an unmistakable relief, see, because they were afraid 977 00:56:30,340 --> 00:56:33,013 and now they saw for the very first time 978 00:56:33,046 --> 00:56:38,387 how easy it was to just let go, and they saw-- 979 00:56:38,420 --> 00:56:44,460 In that last nanosecond, they saw what they were, 980 00:56:44,493 --> 00:56:47,131 that you, yourself, this whole big drama, 981 00:56:47,164 --> 00:56:49,698 it was never anything but a jerry-rig 982 00:56:49,731 --> 00:56:54,769 of presumption and dumb will and you could just let go 983 00:56:54,802 --> 00:56:57,708 finally now that you didn't have to hold on so tight... 984 00:56:59,310 --> 00:57:04,782 to realize that all your life-- 985 00:57:04,823 --> 00:57:06,392 you know, all your love, all your hate, 986 00:57:06,425 --> 00:57:10,358 all your memory, all your pain-- it was all the same thing. 987 00:57:10,391 --> 00:57:13,429 It was all the same dream, a dream that you had 988 00:57:13,462 --> 00:57:17,530 inside a locked room, 989 00:57:17,563 --> 00:57:22,234 a dream about being a person... 990 00:57:30,305 --> 00:57:32,575 and like a lot of dreams... 991 00:57:38,212 --> 00:57:40,949 there's a monster at the end of it.