1 00:00:04,872 --> 00:00:05,806 [phone rings] 2 00:00:05,839 --> 00:00:07,399 Hello, London calling. 3 00:00:07,499 --> 00:00:10,235 This season on Ladies of London. 4 00:00:10,335 --> 00:00:11,445 Get in there. 5 00:00:11,478 --> 00:00:12,804 [cheering] 6 00:00:15,048 --> 00:00:15,966 Oh, my goodness! 7 00:00:15,999 --> 00:00:16,909 Myka! 8 00:00:17,009 --> 00:00:17,784 [high-pitched laughter] 9 00:00:17,918 --> 00:00:19,912 Welcome to Longleat House. 10 00:00:20,012 --> 00:00:21,246 Yay! 11 00:00:21,313 --> 00:00:22,623 What a dump. 12 00:00:22,656 --> 00:00:24,424 [laughter] 13 00:00:24,524 --> 00:00:27,261 Tea. But we came for champagne! 14 00:00:27,661 --> 00:00:28,795 I have my big event. 15 00:00:28,929 --> 00:00:30,531 - How many people are coming? - A hundred. 16 00:00:30,597 --> 00:00:34,434 What I'm trying to do is teach the art of showing up. 17 00:00:34,535 --> 00:00:38,121 I was thinking maybe we can go to Alex's grave. 18 00:00:40,507 --> 00:00:42,009 No, I find it really hard to go there. 19 00:00:42,075 --> 00:00:44,536 So, you've got to shoot off back to work though, don't you? 20 00:00:44,603 --> 00:00:47,915 I do, yeah. We've got all the new Summer Showcase samples. 21 00:00:48,015 --> 00:00:50,417 I work with my husband, Joshua Kane, 22 00:00:50,517 --> 00:00:52,177 celebrity tailor to the stars. 23 00:00:52,210 --> 00:00:55,380 We just recently dressed Sabrina Carpenter for the Brit Awards. 24 00:00:55,447 --> 00:00:57,157 ♪ I set the room on fire ♪ 25 00:00:57,224 --> 00:01:00,127 I'm telling you now, Margo with [bleep] you over. 26 00:01:00,227 --> 00:01:01,595 You're being a bitch. 27 00:01:02,029 --> 00:01:04,231 I've never seen these two have a spat. 28 00:01:10,137 --> 00:01:11,863 The thing about Mark is that he's desperate 29 00:01:11,897 --> 00:01:13,507 for everyone to like him. 30 00:01:13,574 --> 00:01:14,675 Why are you so obsessed with me 31 00:01:14,708 --> 00:01:16,043 that you talk about me all the time? 32 00:01:16,109 --> 00:01:17,544 Well, darling, who wouldn't be obsessed with you? 33 00:01:17,611 --> 00:01:18,545 Have you seen yourself? 34 00:01:18,578 --> 00:01:20,747 Oh, you're so weird and creepy. 35 00:01:22,049 --> 00:01:23,976 I will not be branded a freak. 36 00:01:24,076 --> 00:01:24,885 He is a freak! 37 00:01:24,918 --> 00:01:26,244 You guys, I just need a minute. 38 00:01:26,311 --> 00:01:28,288 Actually it's really ----ing intense for me. 39 00:01:28,355 --> 00:01:29,723 [sobbing] 40 00:01:30,123 --> 00:01:31,258 She's having a breakdown. 41 00:01:33,160 --> 00:01:36,088 We got home, Margo was not in the cottage. 42 00:01:36,154 --> 00:01:37,798 How are we gonna find out if she's all right? 43 00:01:37,864 --> 00:01:39,866 We tried to check on her. She's not answering. 44 00:01:40,233 --> 00:01:42,970 Margo isn't speaking to me right now. 45 00:01:43,036 --> 00:01:44,888 I'm not quite sure what I've done. 46 00:01:44,921 --> 00:01:46,765 I would not worry about that woman. 47 00:01:46,832 --> 00:01:49,109 I think she's full of sh--. 48 00:01:51,244 --> 00:01:52,879 ♪ Why don't you follow me ♪ 49 00:01:52,980 --> 00:01:54,948 ♪ You know you'll never be me ♪ 50 00:01:55,015 --> 00:01:56,583 ♪ You might be pretty ♪ 51 00:01:57,017 --> 00:01:58,785 ♪ But this is my city ♪ 52 00:01:59,611 --> 00:02:02,122 [upbeat music] 53 00:02:04,950 --> 00:02:07,461 ♪ You know I need ya ♪ 54 00:02:19,456 --> 00:02:21,600 Did we want more water glasses out? 55 00:02:22,200 --> 00:02:23,101 [gasps] 56 00:02:23,135 --> 00:02:25,979 - Oh, my God! - Wow! 57 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:27,639 So good, huh? 58 00:02:27,706 --> 00:02:30,817 I feel like I'm, like, a British naval officer. 59 00:02:30,884 --> 00:02:32,853 That's what it looks like. That's perfect. 60 00:02:32,919 --> 00:02:34,312 Nailed it, Joshua. 61 00:02:34,379 --> 00:02:36,590 Joshua Kane's newest model. 62 00:02:36,623 --> 00:02:37,758 Look, I need something powerful. 63 00:02:37,858 --> 00:02:40,218 Yeah, I love power suits. 64 00:02:40,318 --> 00:02:41,561 Wow! 65 00:02:41,728 --> 00:02:42,929 I'm so into it. 66 00:02:43,230 --> 00:02:47,134 Your smile tells me someone's a little bit obsessed. 67 00:02:47,167 --> 00:02:48,935 I love this! 68 00:02:48,969 --> 00:02:50,437 Can you believe the day is here? 69 00:02:50,470 --> 00:02:52,806 Finally. I can believe it. I'm ready. 70 00:02:52,873 --> 00:02:57,444 This event has been months and countless hours in the making. 71 00:02:57,511 --> 00:03:00,680 Your first ever etiquette course here. 72 00:03:00,747 --> 00:03:02,115 So, we're getting everything ready for that. 73 00:03:02,215 --> 00:03:03,975 - Okay, so stage here. - Yeah. 74 00:03:04,009 --> 00:03:05,752 - Theatre style seating. - Okay. 75 00:03:06,086 --> 00:03:07,579 Oh, my goodness, thank you so much. 76 00:03:07,679 --> 00:03:09,014 It's literally perfect. 77 00:03:09,081 --> 00:03:11,917 I do feel nervous. I want everything to go really well. 78 00:03:11,983 --> 00:03:13,226 Take this off for now. 79 00:03:13,326 --> 00:03:16,154 People are paying to come and take The Art of Showing Up, 80 00:03:16,188 --> 00:03:19,266 so professionally, socially, how to walk into a room, 81 00:03:19,366 --> 00:03:21,635 how to make friends, how to connect with people, 82 00:03:21,702 --> 00:03:24,538 how to present yourself in any situation 83 00:03:24,604 --> 00:03:26,706 as the most confident version of yourself. 84 00:03:26,773 --> 00:03:28,375 - Hi! - Hello. 85 00:03:28,442 --> 00:03:31,611 - Oh, you look so amazing! - It's so nice to be here. 86 00:03:31,778 --> 00:03:32,604 Mark. 87 00:03:32,704 --> 00:03:33,580 How do you do? 88 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:34,915 Marco. Pleasure. How ya doing? 89 00:03:34,981 --> 00:03:36,349 Finally. Great to meet you. 90 00:03:36,416 --> 00:03:38,185 - Good to meet you. - Very, very well, thank you. 91 00:03:38,251 --> 00:03:39,544 Thank you for coming. That's super nice. 92 00:03:39,611 --> 00:03:40,954 Well, your wife has been fabulous. Formidable. 93 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:43,023 - Very kind of you to come. - No, she's a force! 94 00:03:43,090 --> 00:03:44,057 She's amazing! 95 00:03:44,124 --> 00:03:45,992 - Hi! - Oh, my God, hi! 96 00:03:46,093 --> 00:03:51,223 To be honest, I never heard of anything as a etiquette coach. 97 00:03:51,289 --> 00:03:53,625 I mean, I think my manners are good. 98 00:03:53,692 --> 00:03:55,735 Tell the truth! Tell the truth! 99 00:03:58,730 --> 00:04:00,465 I thought British people was like- oh sh--, 100 00:04:00,565 --> 00:04:01,341 my boobs are out again. 101 00:04:01,475 --> 00:04:02,909 [laughs] 102 00:04:02,976 --> 00:04:06,746 No, a little boob never killed anyone. Come on, guys. 103 00:04:07,063 --> 00:04:08,240 [gasps] 104 00:04:08,974 --> 00:04:11,576 Oh, my gosh, you look so beautiful! 105 00:04:11,643 --> 00:04:12,519 You do. 106 00:04:12,552 --> 00:04:14,287 And look, we're perfectly tonal. 107 00:04:14,387 --> 00:04:15,856 Why do we always do that? Have you noticed that? 108 00:04:15,956 --> 00:04:17,883 I think it must have something to do with the fact 109 00:04:17,916 --> 00:04:20,552 that we're just on the same wavelength. 110 00:04:22,921 --> 00:04:23,697 Hey. 111 00:04:23,797 --> 00:04:24,931 Hey, girl. How are you feeling? 112 00:04:24,998 --> 00:04:26,558 Just doing my little dance to move my body. 113 00:04:28,568 --> 00:04:30,637 I'm not feeling savage at all today. 114 00:04:30,737 --> 00:04:32,664 I'm feeling so ----ing awful. 115 00:04:32,831 --> 00:04:35,108 I have not felt this bad... 116 00:04:35,575 --> 00:04:38,512 in as long as I can remember. 117 00:04:39,412 --> 00:04:42,349 Doesn't matter. I don't want to ruin Myka's day. 118 00:04:42,415 --> 00:04:43,508 No, tell me, please. 119 00:04:43,575 --> 00:04:44,351 I already-- 120 00:04:44,417 --> 00:04:46,653 Tell me, please. Margo? Margo? 121 00:04:47,587 --> 00:04:51,224 Yeah? You know what? I can't believe that I have allowed 122 00:04:51,291 --> 00:04:54,119 someone to affect me. 123 00:04:54,186 --> 00:04:55,662 I feel like a ----ing idiot. 124 00:04:55,762 --> 00:04:57,856 It's not okay what she said to you. 125 00:04:57,956 --> 00:05:00,467 [upbeat music] 126 00:05:05,789 --> 00:05:06,907 - Della! - Oh, hey, Della. 127 00:05:06,940 --> 00:05:08,466 Come on, you got it! 128 00:05:08,533 --> 00:05:10,043 Wanna kick it? Go. 129 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:11,895 How was your nap, buddy? 130 00:05:12,512 --> 00:05:13,680 Yay! 131 00:05:13,780 --> 00:05:15,682 Oh! Through the legs. What do they call that? 132 00:05:15,749 --> 00:05:16,516 Nutmeg. 133 00:05:16,583 --> 00:05:17,417 Oh, a nutmeg, that's right. 134 00:05:17,484 --> 00:05:18,585 So, how was your trip? 135 00:05:18,685 --> 00:05:19,920 How was my trip? 136 00:05:20,053 --> 00:05:21,112 Yeah. 137 00:05:21,146 --> 00:05:23,356 What did you hear about my trip? 138 00:05:23,456 --> 00:05:26,359 Uh, that you hated it and had a panic attack. 139 00:05:26,426 --> 00:05:28,945 I did hate it and I did have a panic attack. 140 00:05:28,979 --> 00:05:29,988 [Margo sobbing] 141 00:05:30,055 --> 00:05:32,098 Do you want any medical attention? 142 00:05:32,132 --> 00:05:33,934 I don't know what's happening. 143 00:05:34,067 --> 00:05:35,769 I will not repeat what Jacques said 144 00:05:35,802 --> 00:05:37,003 when I told him what happened. 145 00:05:37,070 --> 00:05:39,831 He was so defensive of me, 146 00:05:39,898 --> 00:05:43,376 and so disappointed in the whole situation, 147 00:05:43,443 --> 00:05:46,780 and he did not want me hanging out 148 00:05:46,813 --> 00:05:49,416 with any of these people, ever again. 149 00:05:49,616 --> 00:05:51,251 And then when I got home, you guys were here, 150 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:53,086 and I just felt so much better. 151 00:05:53,186 --> 00:05:57,424 This experience 100% clouded his view of London. 152 00:05:57,524 --> 00:06:00,151 So, tell me guys, summer's almost over. 153 00:06:00,185 --> 00:06:01,519 How did you like it here? 154 00:06:01,586 --> 00:06:03,196 It, it was nice. It was fun. 155 00:06:03,263 --> 00:06:05,966 I'm gonna have to come back here for work, 156 00:06:06,032 --> 00:06:08,068 so if you guys are enjoying it, 157 00:06:08,134 --> 00:06:10,862 then you can come with me sometimes, you know? 158 00:06:10,929 --> 00:06:14,532 Hopefully I can find you guys a crew. 159 00:06:14,599 --> 00:06:15,609 A crew? 160 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:17,244 Yeah, everything more fun with friends. 161 00:06:17,310 --> 00:06:18,503 That's true, yeah. 162 00:06:18,536 --> 00:06:20,113 Well, unless you have friends like mine. 163 00:06:20,180 --> 00:06:21,248 [chuckles] 164 00:06:21,314 --> 00:06:23,383 Which case, totally not more fun. 165 00:06:23,450 --> 00:06:24,442 [laughs] 166 00:06:24,609 --> 00:06:26,953 I spend my whole life trying to protect myself 167 00:06:27,053 --> 00:06:29,356 because I was definitely the only person 168 00:06:29,389 --> 00:06:32,884 who was obviously gay, 169 00:06:32,951 --> 00:06:35,620 in a school of about a thousand boys. 170 00:06:35,720 --> 00:06:37,664 I could feel this immense shame for so long 171 00:06:37,697 --> 00:06:40,000 that I then just decided that 172 00:06:40,033 --> 00:06:41,459 I wasn't gonna tolerate it anymore, 173 00:06:41,559 --> 00:06:43,370 and that I was only going to allow myself 174 00:06:43,403 --> 00:06:44,362 to be close to people 175 00:06:44,396 --> 00:06:45,772 - that I really trusted. - Yeah. 176 00:06:45,839 --> 00:06:47,691 But sometimes then you just think, 177 00:06:47,724 --> 00:06:51,736 wow, maybe the moment you go out of that circle of trust, 178 00:06:51,803 --> 00:06:55,899 everyone just really does think you're ----ing weird. 179 00:06:56,066 --> 00:06:58,084 You're not weird. Stop saying that. 180 00:06:58,151 --> 00:06:59,419 That is not true. 181 00:06:59,486 --> 00:07:01,079 You're one of us, 182 00:07:01,146 --> 00:07:04,149 and you are the most beautiful human being inside out, 183 00:07:04,249 --> 00:07:05,825 and you are very loved. 184 00:07:05,926 --> 00:07:08,028 And you are no different to anyone else. 185 00:07:08,061 --> 00:07:09,587 Can you please stop saying that? 186 00:07:09,654 --> 00:07:11,197 This really breaks my heart, okay? 187 00:07:11,231 --> 00:07:13,166 You are a beautiful human being. 188 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:15,936 Just don't let that affect you, my love. 189 00:07:16,503 --> 00:07:17,570 She's just being a bitch, honestly. 190 00:07:17,637 --> 00:07:20,707 [Bleep] [crying]: Then why... 191 00:07:20,774 --> 00:07:22,609 Oh, my God. 192 00:07:23,543 --> 00:07:26,179 Katelyn, it's go-time, baby. 193 00:07:26,246 --> 00:07:27,948 [sniffles] 194 00:07:28,248 --> 00:07:30,317 I don't want to cry. 195 00:07:30,417 --> 00:07:31,551 It's okay. 196 00:07:31,584 --> 00:07:33,253 - I don't want to cry. - Should we go outside? 197 00:07:33,320 --> 00:07:35,722 I really don't want to do this to Myka. [Bleep] me. 198 00:07:35,789 --> 00:07:37,257 No, this is not okay. 199 00:07:37,290 --> 00:07:38,725 My love, I'm so sorry. 200 00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:40,493 It's okay. I'm so sorry. 201 00:07:40,593 --> 00:07:42,912 I don't want to make a scene. 202 00:07:42,946 --> 00:07:44,364 You're not making a scene. 203 00:07:44,464 --> 00:07:47,467 Hello, thank you so much for joining us. 204 00:07:47,534 --> 00:07:50,637 We are absolutely delighted to have you here today. 205 00:07:51,438 --> 00:07:53,373 Without too much further ado, 206 00:07:53,440 --> 00:07:57,310 I would love to introduce two-time best-selling author... 207 00:08:09,089 --> 00:08:10,782 You are one of us, 208 00:08:10,882 --> 00:08:13,793 and you are the most beautiful human being inside out, 209 00:08:13,860 --> 00:08:15,362 and you are very loved. 210 00:08:15,895 --> 00:08:17,097 She's just being a bitch, honestly. 211 00:08:17,163 --> 00:08:20,458 [bleep] Then why...[crying] 212 00:08:20,625 --> 00:08:22,001 Oh, my God! 213 00:08:25,171 --> 00:08:26,339 [indistinct] 214 00:08:27,932 --> 00:08:30,010 - I don't want to cry. - Should we go outside? 215 00:08:30,343 --> 00:08:32,303 I really don't want to do this to Myka. 216 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:35,465 Thank you so much for joining us. 217 00:08:35,498 --> 00:08:38,601 We are absolutely delighted to have you here today. 218 00:08:43,815 --> 00:08:46,518 I have never cried in front of anyone. 219 00:08:46,618 --> 00:08:48,686 I don't cry. I hold it together. 220 00:08:49,020 --> 00:08:51,122 I'm mortified for Myka. 221 00:08:51,156 --> 00:08:52,265 I'm mortified for Missé. 222 00:08:52,332 --> 00:08:56,369 I'm mortified for myself because this is not me. 223 00:08:59,097 --> 00:09:03,243 America's Queen of Good Manners by the Times Magazine. 224 00:09:03,576 --> 00:09:06,638 The Queen of Etiquette by The Daily Mail. 225 00:09:07,038 --> 00:09:09,816 Please join me in welcoming Myka Meier! 226 00:09:09,916 --> 00:09:12,719 [cheering and applause] 227 00:09:15,655 --> 00:09:17,257 Welcome, everyone. 228 00:09:17,390 --> 00:09:19,959 I understand Mark. He's fragile, he's vulnerable. 229 00:09:20,026 --> 00:09:22,287 Honestly, like calling someone a freak, 230 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:26,299 the only man in the group? It's not okay at all. 231 00:09:26,633 --> 00:09:29,669 I am so happy you are here 232 00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:33,072 for my first-ever, outside of America, 233 00:09:33,106 --> 00:09:34,507 etiquette class. 234 00:09:34,607 --> 00:09:39,512 But today is just about really confidence through etiquette. 235 00:09:39,612 --> 00:09:41,906 This is not my first time being on stage. 236 00:09:42,006 --> 00:09:44,242 I actually, when I was little, 237 00:09:44,342 --> 00:09:46,845 I was in the Sarasota Sailor Circus, 238 00:09:46,911 --> 00:09:48,988 and that is where I learned to perform. 239 00:09:49,055 --> 00:09:52,083 I still think it is one of the greatest things I ever did 240 00:09:52,183 --> 00:09:54,994 as a child, because it taught me stage presence. 241 00:09:55,061 --> 00:09:56,754 Etiquette, really, what it is, 242 00:09:56,855 --> 00:09:59,858 it's this fabulous way of conducting ourselves 243 00:09:59,924 --> 00:10:03,803 to show kindness and respect to everyone around us. 244 00:10:04,037 --> 00:10:05,438 Sorry, I'm a little toasty. 245 00:10:05,505 --> 00:10:07,507 I'm going to not- this is, 246 00:10:07,574 --> 00:10:09,476 there's no etiquette about taking off clothes in public, 247 00:10:09,542 --> 00:10:12,445 but I'm going to take off my jacket. 248 00:10:13,104 --> 00:10:13,980 Oh, what a gent. 249 00:10:14,047 --> 00:10:15,381 Please. 250 00:10:15,448 --> 00:10:17,442 You know, sometimes in life, you've just got to switch it on. 251 00:10:17,542 --> 00:10:20,386 Let's just be calm and carry on. 252 00:10:20,620 --> 00:10:23,214 So, let's get started. 253 00:10:23,281 --> 00:10:24,524 You are a brand. 254 00:10:24,591 --> 00:10:27,385 You are telling people what to think about you 255 00:10:27,452 --> 00:10:30,121 and how to treat you by the way you present yourself. 256 00:10:30,188 --> 00:10:31,598 When you first make an entrance into a room, 257 00:10:31,664 --> 00:10:33,883 remember to hold things in your left hand 258 00:10:33,950 --> 00:10:37,737 so that your right hand is ready to meet, greet, shake. 259 00:10:37,804 --> 00:10:41,107 Myka has this infectious, positive energy, 260 00:10:41,207 --> 00:10:44,043 which is brilliant, and she knows what she's doing. 261 00:10:44,110 --> 00:10:47,705 Myka owns etiquette, clearly. 262 00:10:47,772 --> 00:10:49,015 If you're shaking hands, 263 00:10:49,082 --> 00:10:51,384 and you know how sometimes put one hand over the hand? 264 00:10:51,451 --> 00:10:52,810 That's a power play. 265 00:10:52,911 --> 00:10:54,521 That means I'm in charge of you. 266 00:10:54,587 --> 00:10:56,773 In public, air kiss is what we do. 267 00:10:56,806 --> 00:10:59,150 That means your lips do not touch the skin 268 00:10:59,250 --> 00:11:00,426 of the other person. 269 00:11:00,493 --> 00:11:02,962 Smile, international symbol of approachability. 270 00:11:03,062 --> 00:11:06,157 But be careful, because eyes pinched, mouth pinched... 271 00:11:06,824 --> 00:11:10,270 mm, mm, mm, she is not getting invited to my party. 272 00:11:10,336 --> 00:11:13,164 This was my first-ever etiquette event 273 00:11:13,264 --> 00:11:15,542 outside of America, in London, 274 00:11:15,575 --> 00:11:18,711 and I proved to myself I can do it, so I feel proud. 275 00:11:18,778 --> 00:11:21,281 Thank you all for being a huge part of this. 276 00:11:21,347 --> 00:11:22,582 Love you all. Thank you. 277 00:11:22,649 --> 00:11:23,683 [applause] 278 00:11:23,716 --> 00:11:27,278 Having Marco here today, sitting front row, 279 00:11:27,312 --> 00:11:28,621 means the world to me. 280 00:11:28,688 --> 00:11:32,759 He is my biggest cheerleader, and I feel really supported. 281 00:11:32,825 --> 00:11:34,118 - You smashed it today. - Thank you. 282 00:11:34,185 --> 00:11:35,962 - Okay, I'll call you later. - You're such a star. 283 00:11:36,029 --> 00:11:37,355 I'll see you. I'll talk to you later. 284 00:11:37,455 --> 00:11:38,531 - Bye, lovey! - Well done! 285 00:11:39,691 --> 00:11:40,291 Ah! 286 00:11:40,358 --> 00:11:41,701 [laughs happily] 287 00:11:44,429 --> 00:11:45,955 I'm not gonna get lipstick on you. 288 00:11:46,573 --> 00:11:48,007 Thank you. Yeah? 289 00:11:48,107 --> 00:11:49,542 - Yeah. - You had fun? 290 00:11:50,001 --> 00:11:52,295 [upbeat music] 291 00:11:53,029 --> 00:11:54,772 ♪ I don't know what you heard about me ♪ 292 00:11:54,839 --> 00:11:56,616 ♪ But yeah I am it ♪ 293 00:11:56,683 --> 00:11:57,842 ♪ You way behind ♪ 294 00:11:57,942 --> 00:11:58,651 ♪ I'm two steps ♪ 295 00:11:58,718 --> 00:11:59,686 ♪ In front of you ♪ 296 00:11:59,786 --> 00:12:00,778 ♪ You get left ♪ 297 00:12:00,845 --> 00:12:02,355 ♪ Look at me, look at you ♪♪ 298 00:12:02,455 --> 00:12:03,723 Hello. Follow me. 299 00:12:03,823 --> 00:12:05,308 Thank you so much. 300 00:12:06,893 --> 00:12:08,152 You hungry? 301 00:12:08,186 --> 00:12:09,145 Yeah, I'm always hungry. 302 00:12:09,212 --> 00:12:10,154 [laughs] 303 00:12:10,188 --> 00:12:11,648 Your table right here. 304 00:12:12,523 --> 00:12:13,866 Cocktail menu over here. 305 00:12:13,933 --> 00:12:15,168 - Thank you. - Okay. 306 00:12:15,234 --> 00:12:16,369 - Hello. - Hey there. 307 00:12:16,436 --> 00:12:17,537 Hi. How are you? 308 00:12:17,971 --> 00:12:20,390 Would you like me to get you two glasses of fizzy to start with? 309 00:12:20,556 --> 00:12:23,643 No, so I'm pregnant, so no alcohol for me. 310 00:12:23,676 --> 00:12:25,178 Congratulations, by the way, madame. 311 00:12:25,244 --> 00:12:26,779 I will order the cooler. 312 00:12:26,813 --> 00:12:28,047 - One cooler. - Yeah. 313 00:12:28,114 --> 00:12:30,850 And he will have a glass of the Gavi Di Gavi, please. 314 00:12:30,950 --> 00:12:34,646 My husband would like the roasted vegetable salad, 315 00:12:34,712 --> 00:12:36,789 and I'll have the Lady Mignon, please. 316 00:12:36,856 --> 00:12:38,483 Cauliflower mac and cheese, 317 00:12:38,516 --> 00:12:41,219 skinny fries, and then the tender stem broccoli. 318 00:12:42,587 --> 00:12:43,596 Okay. Eating for three. 319 00:12:43,663 --> 00:12:44,764 Yeah. 320 00:12:45,581 --> 00:12:46,833 [laughs] 321 00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:48,501 Joshua hates ordering at restaurants. 322 00:12:48,568 --> 00:12:51,137 Like, I always order for him because I know him so well. 323 00:12:51,204 --> 00:12:52,563 Like, I know what he wants. 324 00:12:52,664 --> 00:12:54,107 I guess it's a bit masculine of me, 325 00:12:54,207 --> 00:12:56,401 but, you know, he likes it. 326 00:12:56,501 --> 00:12:59,445 I like it. It works, okay? It works. 327 00:13:00,346 --> 00:13:01,714 How was your day? 328 00:13:02,315 --> 00:13:04,751 Good. You know what it's like run up into a show. 329 00:13:04,817 --> 00:13:06,544 - It's pretty stressful. - Yeah. 330 00:13:06,611 --> 00:13:08,421 Squeezing in a date night pre-show 331 00:13:08,521 --> 00:13:10,723 is also pretty unheard of. 332 00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:12,091 I know, but that's what you've got to do 333 00:13:12,191 --> 00:13:14,060 when you're trying to keep a marriage going, 334 00:13:14,127 --> 00:13:15,286 do you know what I mean? 335 00:13:15,353 --> 00:13:16,954 Try to keep it going? What are you implying? 336 00:13:17,021 --> 00:13:19,357 No, as in like, you've got to make an effort, you know. 337 00:13:19,424 --> 00:13:20,633 No of course. Of course. 338 00:13:22,302 --> 00:13:24,862 How's our baby boy doing today? 339 00:13:24,929 --> 00:13:27,573 He was kicking me loads when I was having a facial earlier. 340 00:13:27,907 --> 00:13:29,625 I feel like I'm missing out somehow. 341 00:13:29,959 --> 00:13:32,979 Well, hopefully after the Summer Showcase 342 00:13:33,079 --> 00:13:34,806 I'll see you more. 343 00:13:34,872 --> 00:13:36,582 Joshua never stops working. 344 00:13:36,649 --> 00:13:38,017 And run up to show time, 345 00:13:38,084 --> 00:13:41,454 it's days, evenings, weekends, he's working. 346 00:13:41,521 --> 00:13:43,389 You know what works, like, at the moment, 347 00:13:43,456 --> 00:13:45,558 we're at that precipice point 348 00:13:45,591 --> 00:13:48,961 where the brand's just gone over 10 years old. 349 00:13:49,028 --> 00:13:50,463 I've got to keep pushing the brand forward, 350 00:13:50,563 --> 00:13:53,282 and I've got to keep, like, driving the ship forward. 351 00:13:53,316 --> 00:13:54,934 Sometimes it's hard not to be number one, 352 00:13:55,034 --> 00:13:57,628 especially when it's with your husband. 353 00:13:57,970 --> 00:13:58,955 There we go. 354 00:13:58,988 --> 00:14:01,265 Okay, great. Gorgeous, thank you. 355 00:14:01,332 --> 00:14:03,009 Okay, there's more coming. There's more. 356 00:14:03,076 --> 00:14:04,102 Yeah. 357 00:14:04,168 --> 00:14:05,611 You're not messing around when you order. 358 00:14:05,712 --> 00:14:06,779 No. 359 00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:08,114 - She knows what she's doing. - Yeah. 360 00:14:08,181 --> 00:14:09,015 [both laugh] 361 00:14:09,082 --> 00:14:09,916 Mac and cheese. 362 00:14:09,982 --> 00:14:10,950 Thank you. 363 00:14:11,017 --> 00:14:12,919 Perfect. Someone asked me the other day 364 00:14:12,952 --> 00:14:15,855 if I was gonna take paternity leave? 365 00:14:15,922 --> 00:14:17,256 Yeah. 366 00:14:17,290 --> 00:14:19,008 Is that what it's called now? It's like, what's that? 367 00:14:19,342 --> 00:14:21,928 And they were like, "Yeah, like, sometimes new dads 368 00:14:21,961 --> 00:14:24,831 take a month off work when the baby's born." 369 00:14:24,897 --> 00:14:27,533 I was like, "A month off work? Are you kidding me?" 370 00:14:27,633 --> 00:14:29,794 My father was a workaholic. 371 00:14:29,861 --> 00:14:31,370 Joshua is a workaholic. 372 00:14:31,437 --> 00:14:33,272 So, I know what it brings, 373 00:14:33,339 --> 00:14:35,975 which is Dad not really being around very much. 374 00:14:36,075 --> 00:14:39,078 There could be a scenario where I have to have a C-section. 375 00:14:39,145 --> 00:14:40,680 That's when you need the dad at home, 376 00:14:40,747 --> 00:14:42,799 because it would be like, a two-week period 377 00:14:42,865 --> 00:14:44,609 where I need you. 378 00:14:44,642 --> 00:14:46,953 I'm nervous about waiting for the baby to come, 379 00:14:47,019 --> 00:14:50,723 for him to kick into dad mode. I want him to kick in now. 380 00:14:50,823 --> 00:14:52,024 I was just mentally thinking 381 00:14:52,091 --> 00:14:54,310 I just won't work weekends for that period. 382 00:14:54,377 --> 00:14:55,319 [scoffs] 383 00:14:55,353 --> 00:14:56,629 Like, that was my offer. 384 00:14:56,696 --> 00:14:58,498 A baby is for life, not just for the weekends. 385 00:14:58,564 --> 00:15:00,658 Yeah. Well no, 'cause I'm working seven days a week 386 00:15:00,725 --> 00:15:03,903 at the moment, so I'm not barely seeing you, other than at night. 387 00:15:03,970 --> 00:15:05,138 Yeah. 388 00:15:05,204 --> 00:15:08,157 You're such a trooper, and I love you so much. 389 00:15:10,576 --> 00:15:13,337 I love that your mustache always tastes the same, 390 00:15:13,404 --> 00:15:14,163 and I love it. 391 00:15:14,230 --> 00:15:15,540 [laughs] 392 00:15:17,341 --> 00:15:19,585 Coming up on Ladies of London. 393 00:15:20,286 --> 00:15:22,480 The reason everyone started making fun of my clothes 394 00:15:22,547 --> 00:15:24,023 was because you started. 395 00:15:24,457 --> 00:15:25,892 So, this is all my fault? 396 00:15:25,992 --> 00:15:27,385 Is that not what happened? 397 00:15:31,764 --> 00:15:33,766 [♪♪♪] 398 00:15:39,864 --> 00:15:41,065 Thank you. 399 00:15:44,710 --> 00:15:46,571 Thank you so much. 400 00:15:54,053 --> 00:15:56,122 [sobbing] 401 00:16:03,955 --> 00:16:06,766 I think the last time I went to my brother's grave 402 00:16:06,866 --> 00:16:09,093 was a bit over a year ago. 403 00:16:10,269 --> 00:16:12,405 I just find it so hard to go, 404 00:16:12,438 --> 00:16:14,140 because every time I go there, 405 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:16,776 that funeral day comes back to me. 406 00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,227 [sniffling] 407 00:16:20,313 --> 00:16:22,648 [♪♪♪] 408 00:16:27,645 --> 00:16:29,280 Hi, beautiful. 409 00:16:30,189 --> 00:16:31,224 Hi. 410 00:16:31,290 --> 00:16:33,242 How are you, my love? Are you okay? 411 00:16:36,729 --> 00:16:38,289 I know. I know. 412 00:16:39,165 --> 00:16:41,092 And so handsome, my God. 413 00:16:41,325 --> 00:16:42,435 He's beautiful, isn't he? 414 00:16:42,468 --> 00:16:43,936 He's such a good looking guy. 415 00:16:44,036 --> 00:16:45,438 I don't like coming here. 416 00:16:45,471 --> 00:16:46,339 Yeah, I understand. 417 00:16:46,405 --> 00:16:48,007 - It's hard to relive it. - I know. 418 00:16:48,107 --> 00:16:50,109 And I thought I'm gonna come with my sister, 419 00:16:50,209 --> 00:16:51,936 but she's finding it... 420 00:16:52,103 --> 00:16:53,079 Difficult. 421 00:16:53,145 --> 00:16:54,438 ...difficult 'cause she's pregnant. 422 00:16:54,605 --> 00:16:57,650 Yeah. It's nice to come and kind of pay some-- 423 00:16:57,683 --> 00:16:58,684 It's quite a big ask. 424 00:16:58,751 --> 00:17:01,120 No. You know what? I'm glad we did, 425 00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:04,090 because sometimes it's kind of healing. 426 00:17:04,123 --> 00:17:07,026 Missé and I, I think we started off on the wrong foot. 427 00:17:07,093 --> 00:17:10,121 My brother actually got killed in front of his son. 428 00:17:10,788 --> 00:17:12,732 Let's not make it into some ----ing sob story. 429 00:17:12,798 --> 00:17:14,191 It is a sob story! 430 00:17:14,292 --> 00:17:16,193 - It's not normal... - Okay, well... 431 00:17:16,260 --> 00:17:17,862 ...how people can even make fun of that sh--. 432 00:17:17,962 --> 00:17:20,506 Whoa, rewind. There was no making fun. 433 00:17:20,673 --> 00:17:22,975 I didn't mean it in an intentional way 434 00:17:23,009 --> 00:17:25,544 to say something negative about your experience. 435 00:17:25,645 --> 00:17:27,914 And now I realize you're much more sensitive, 436 00:17:27,980 --> 00:17:30,841 and I will be aware of that. 437 00:17:31,375 --> 00:17:33,119 I feel really honored that she picked me 438 00:17:33,185 --> 00:17:35,821 to go and visit her brother's grave. 439 00:17:35,922 --> 00:17:38,758 And I really respect and appreciate the friendship 440 00:17:38,791 --> 00:17:40,493 that has evolved. 441 00:17:40,826 --> 00:17:43,796 But it looks like he was a very radiant guy, I must say. 442 00:17:43,863 --> 00:17:46,399 - Yeah, you can see his smile. - He looks a lot like you. 443 00:17:46,499 --> 00:17:48,134 Yeah. He was a bit like you. 444 00:17:48,234 --> 00:17:50,937 He was like, come on, get up. Like, get over it, you know. 445 00:17:51,003 --> 00:17:52,271 He was a strong... 446 00:17:52,305 --> 00:17:55,875 and I feel like I've missed that person in my life. 447 00:17:55,975 --> 00:17:58,978 I'm so sorry. I mean, it's so... but it is cathartic, 448 00:17:59,011 --> 00:18:01,213 I think, to come and get your feelings out. 449 00:18:01,314 --> 00:18:02,481 Yeah. 450 00:18:02,715 --> 00:18:04,150 Kimi reminds me of my brother. 451 00:18:04,183 --> 00:18:06,986 Kimi really has like, my brother's strength. 452 00:18:07,053 --> 00:18:10,489 This inner survival instinct. 453 00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:14,026 Like, whatever happens, we get up, we keep going. 454 00:18:14,126 --> 00:18:15,386 We are strong. 455 00:18:15,419 --> 00:18:17,863 I need friendships like Kimi in my life. 456 00:18:17,897 --> 00:18:19,165 In some strange way, 457 00:18:19,265 --> 00:18:21,701 I think this has kind of come full circle. 458 00:18:21,767 --> 00:18:23,002 I feel like this has brought us closer. 459 00:18:23,069 --> 00:18:25,338 I showed you my soft side, you showed me yours. 460 00:18:25,438 --> 00:18:26,572 Now we're in trouble. 461 00:18:26,672 --> 00:18:27,707 [laughs] 462 00:18:27,807 --> 00:18:29,742 People describe me as slightly abrasive, 463 00:18:29,842 --> 00:18:31,711 but in reality, 464 00:18:31,811 --> 00:18:35,014 I'm actually the most loyal friend you'll ever have. 465 00:18:35,348 --> 00:18:37,208 I've got your back through thick and thin. 466 00:18:37,274 --> 00:18:39,919 We can only hope he's in a much better place, looking down. 467 00:18:40,019 --> 00:18:41,053 Yeah. 468 00:18:41,153 --> 00:18:42,488 Saying, "Missé, who's your hot friend?" 469 00:18:42,521 --> 00:18:44,523 I would have flirted with him, 100 percent. 470 00:18:44,590 --> 00:18:45,925 You would have flirted with him. 471 00:18:45,958 --> 00:18:47,585 [both laugh] 472 00:18:48,052 --> 00:18:49,362 I like that. 473 00:18:49,428 --> 00:18:51,255 That's what I said, Kimi's gonna make me laugh, for sure. 474 00:18:51,288 --> 00:18:52,565 I like that. I like that. 475 00:18:52,665 --> 00:18:54,358 [upbeat music] 476 00:18:54,425 --> 00:18:55,768 ♪ Don't wake me up ♪ 477 00:18:55,801 --> 00:18:57,903 ♪ I'm dreaming 'bout my future ♪ 478 00:18:58,004 --> 00:18:59,697 ♪ Don't slow me down ♪ 479 00:18:59,764 --> 00:19:01,974 ♪ Ain't got no time to waste ♪ 480 00:19:02,875 --> 00:19:03,943 - Hello. - Hello. 481 00:19:03,976 --> 00:19:05,136 Welcome to the Lounge. 482 00:19:05,236 --> 00:19:06,612 I've got this table reserved for you, 483 00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:07,713 if you'd like to make your way. 484 00:19:07,780 --> 00:19:09,048 - Thank you very much. - No worries. 485 00:19:09,115 --> 00:19:10,650 I received a message from Margo. 486 00:19:10,716 --> 00:19:13,644 "Hi Mark, I just finished talking with Myka." 487 00:19:13,711 --> 00:19:20,117 Now realize that my words were deeply hurtful. 488 00:19:20,151 --> 00:19:23,396 "In a way that I absolutely would not have meant." 489 00:19:23,662 --> 00:19:25,498 Would not have meant. 490 00:19:25,564 --> 00:19:32,171 I would love to meet with you, one on one. 491 00:19:32,238 --> 00:19:35,066 "So that I can apologize for my part in that. 492 00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:39,678 I'm writing this from a soft place in my heart." 493 00:19:39,979 --> 00:19:41,906 Boom. That's a beautiful text message. 494 00:19:41,972 --> 00:19:45,551 I am here to listen and to understand. 495 00:19:45,718 --> 00:19:47,812 [tense music] 496 00:19:49,221 --> 00:19:50,314 Hi. 497 00:19:52,058 --> 00:19:53,526 Want a drink? 498 00:19:53,826 --> 00:19:54,960 Do you want a drink? 499 00:19:55,061 --> 00:19:57,930 Could I trouble you for some sparkling water, please? 500 00:19:57,997 --> 00:19:59,265 Could you make it two, please? 501 00:19:59,331 --> 00:20:00,449 I got you. 502 00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:03,469 I'm actually really nervous. 503 00:20:03,602 --> 00:20:04,704 Nervous? 504 00:20:04,770 --> 00:20:07,373 Yeah. I just have, I don't know, feelings. 505 00:20:09,575 --> 00:20:12,344 When I look at it really honestly, 506 00:20:12,445 --> 00:20:14,814 like, I haven't been kind. 507 00:20:15,181 --> 00:20:16,774 I haven't been a good friend. 508 00:20:16,841 --> 00:20:21,620 And whatever emotions and reactiveness I've had, 509 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:24,140 that's my responsibility to take. 510 00:20:26,158 --> 00:20:27,977 - Thank you. - There you go, you're welcome. 511 00:20:30,855 --> 00:20:37,002 I haven't quite felt the way you made me feel at Longleat, 512 00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:38,704 probably since school. 513 00:20:38,738 --> 00:20:41,532 Oh, you're so weird and creepy. 514 00:20:41,732 --> 00:20:44,301 I spent 20 years being treated like a freak, okay? 515 00:20:44,368 --> 00:20:46,178 - Do you know what that's like? - I'm so sorry. 516 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:48,214 No, no, I don't want pity. I hate pity! 517 00:20:48,547 --> 00:20:52,852 That attitude took me right back to my 16-year-old self 518 00:20:52,952 --> 00:20:54,979 who was suicidal 519 00:20:55,045 --> 00:20:59,525 because of being completely shunned by society. 520 00:21:00,059 --> 00:21:03,154 I'm not prepared to have that all thrown back in my face 521 00:21:03,220 --> 00:21:08,100 by someone who clearly has narcissistic tendencies. 522 00:21:10,027 --> 00:21:11,237 And guess what? You're right. 523 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:12,429 It is kind of freaky. 524 00:21:12,530 --> 00:21:14,507 It's freaky that I'll never be able to introduce 525 00:21:14,607 --> 00:21:16,876 the person I want to spend the rest of my life with 526 00:21:16,976 --> 00:21:18,377 to my parents. 527 00:21:18,444 --> 00:21:22,573 I've chosen to live my truth rather than to perpetuate a lie. 528 00:21:23,549 --> 00:21:25,518 I genuinely feel really bad 529 00:21:25,618 --> 00:21:27,753 that he went back to a place like that, 530 00:21:27,853 --> 00:21:29,446 and I'm not here to fight. 531 00:21:29,513 --> 00:21:31,891 I am here to take responsibility for my part, 532 00:21:31,991 --> 00:21:33,359 and that's it. 533 00:21:33,425 --> 00:21:38,998 I'm not ready to be close to people who are not truthful. 534 00:21:39,064 --> 00:21:42,459 Who are playing an act. I can't do that. I can't go back there. 535 00:21:42,593 --> 00:21:43,936 - Okay. - That's the truth. 536 00:21:44,036 --> 00:21:45,804 I don't know any of that about you. 537 00:21:45,871 --> 00:21:47,573 Because you never made an effort. 538 00:21:47,673 --> 00:21:49,308 Which is fine. 539 00:21:49,408 --> 00:21:50,342 I don't expect it. 540 00:21:50,409 --> 00:21:52,811 I just don't expect bullsh-- either. 541 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:56,015 He's really doubling down. 542 00:21:56,081 --> 00:21:58,450 He does not want to clear the air and move on. 543 00:21:58,918 --> 00:22:01,720 It's just really funny to me 544 00:22:01,820 --> 00:22:03,522 that every time I see you, you're like, 545 00:22:03,556 --> 00:22:09,128 "Woo!" Like, so big, and so fake. 546 00:22:09,228 --> 00:22:11,589 The reason I used the word "freak," 547 00:22:11,655 --> 00:22:14,099 I wasn't talking about you, it was your behavior. 548 00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:17,436 You were cycling through all these different personalities. 549 00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:20,573 And you were, like, you came and you touched me, 550 00:22:20,639 --> 00:22:22,374 and you tried to be flirtatious. 551 00:22:22,908 --> 00:22:24,610 Why are you scared to talk to me? 552 00:22:24,710 --> 00:22:25,644 No, darling-- 553 00:22:25,744 --> 00:22:26,979 I'm sorry. Sorry, don't touch me. 554 00:22:27,012 --> 00:22:29,181 I'm not scared to talk to you, I just don't care. 555 00:22:29,481 --> 00:22:30,674 It was so-- 556 00:22:30,841 --> 00:22:32,117 [laughing] You are the most delusional human being 557 00:22:32,151 --> 00:22:33,852 - I've ever come across. - You think that's funny? 558 00:22:33,919 --> 00:22:35,287 I tried to be flirtatious with you. 559 00:22:35,387 --> 00:22:36,455 You think that's funny? 560 00:22:36,555 --> 00:22:38,282 I think it's hilarious. 561 00:22:38,349 --> 00:22:39,350 You were like, "Darling". 562 00:22:39,450 --> 00:22:40,459 You thought I was flirting with you... 563 00:22:40,559 --> 00:22:41,760 And touching me. 564 00:22:41,861 --> 00:22:43,362 ...is one of the funniest things I've ever heard. 565 00:22:43,462 --> 00:22:44,488 It was so strange. 566 00:22:44,521 --> 00:22:45,798 Okay, I, I think we have- 567 00:22:45,865 --> 00:22:47,600 this conversation has definitely run its course. 568 00:22:47,700 --> 00:22:49,134 If you think that I'm flirting with you, 569 00:22:49,168 --> 00:22:51,362 we are not gonna get anywhere, sweetie. 570 00:22:51,462 --> 00:22:53,806 That is that. Enjoy your afternoon. 571 00:22:54,273 --> 00:22:56,976 And yet again, here we go, the narcissism. 572 00:22:57,042 --> 00:22:59,945 It must be because everybody's obsessed with me. 573 00:23:00,346 --> 00:23:02,548 I think Mark wants to [bleep]. 574 00:23:02,848 --> 00:23:05,943 Maybe he's just having some really conflicting emotions 575 00:23:06,010 --> 00:23:07,678 because he's sexually attracted to me. 576 00:23:07,711 --> 00:23:09,288 She's a lunatic. 577 00:23:09,655 --> 00:23:11,223 I guess I'll pay for these. 578 00:23:19,765 --> 00:23:21,317 [upbeat music] 579 00:23:26,055 --> 00:23:27,531 I think it's looking good. 580 00:23:27,564 --> 00:23:31,527 I think it'll be really nice to have like, VIP seating here. 581 00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:33,145 I want them to be able to look over 582 00:23:33,212 --> 00:23:35,030 and see what's going on here. 583 00:23:35,397 --> 00:23:38,033 I'm gonna check on hair and makeup. 584 00:23:38,067 --> 00:23:39,418 The purpose of this fashion show 585 00:23:39,518 --> 00:23:41,745 is really to show the world 586 00:23:41,845 --> 00:23:44,923 that we can take the tailoring to another level. 587 00:23:45,257 --> 00:23:46,241 Hey. 588 00:23:46,408 --> 00:23:48,060 Look at you. Good morning. 589 00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:48,928 [laughs] 590 00:23:48,994 --> 00:23:50,062 Hello. 591 00:23:50,529 --> 00:23:52,089 Most of the people in the audience 592 00:23:52,222 --> 00:23:54,058 are either fans of Joshua Kane, 593 00:23:54,091 --> 00:23:56,535 or they're our clients and VIP customers. 594 00:23:56,635 --> 00:23:57,886 This is not just for fun. 595 00:23:57,920 --> 00:24:00,064 We need to sell this stuff as well. 596 00:24:00,097 --> 00:24:01,724 - Okay, let's do this. - Okay. 597 00:24:01,757 --> 00:24:02,433 [laughs] 598 00:24:02,566 --> 00:24:03,942 I'm gonna take this off. 599 00:24:04,243 --> 00:24:07,479 I've been walking in shows for, like, 15 years. 600 00:24:07,546 --> 00:24:08,948 But in terms of Joshua Kane, 601 00:24:09,048 --> 00:24:12,184 I was walking for him since I first met him. 602 00:24:12,251 --> 00:24:14,119 He's like, "Right, you're walking in my show." 603 00:24:14,186 --> 00:24:15,187 How we looking? 604 00:24:15,254 --> 00:24:16,355 So, we've got cuffs going on. 605 00:24:16,388 --> 00:24:19,191 Okay, amazing. Go, go, go, go, go. 606 00:24:19,491 --> 00:24:22,127 These need to be welded to the garment. 607 00:24:22,594 --> 00:24:24,755 So, of course, I'm going to walk in this show, 608 00:24:24,788 --> 00:24:26,465 pregnant or not pregnant. 609 00:24:27,791 --> 00:24:28,901 All the girls. 610 00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:30,069 Here come all the girls. 611 00:24:30,102 --> 00:24:30,853 Plus Mark. 612 00:24:30,919 --> 00:24:32,721 [♪♪♪] 613 00:24:35,207 --> 00:24:36,266 [door knocking] 614 00:24:36,300 --> 00:24:37,810 Good morning! 615 00:24:37,976 --> 00:24:39,470 What a tart! 616 00:24:39,603 --> 00:24:40,771 Hi! Thanks! 617 00:24:40,804 --> 00:24:41,914 Good morning! 618 00:24:41,980 --> 00:24:44,141 You're already in glam! What time is it? 619 00:24:44,608 --> 00:24:47,086 - It's so early! - It's so early. 620 00:24:47,252 --> 00:24:48,887 - Can I sit here? - Yeah. 621 00:24:48,954 --> 00:24:50,689 I came back from Rome, turned around, 622 00:24:50,756 --> 00:24:51,757 and booked in here 623 00:24:51,857 --> 00:24:53,450 because I thought we had to be up so early. 624 00:24:53,484 --> 00:24:55,778 I hate the fact that you can't look at me 625 00:24:55,811 --> 00:24:56,895 whilst I'm looking at you. 626 00:24:56,962 --> 00:24:58,430 No, it's great. It's like a podcast. 627 00:24:58,530 --> 00:24:59,798 You can tell me things. 628 00:24:59,898 --> 00:25:01,467 I can see it with my eyes closed. 629 00:25:01,567 --> 00:25:02,968 [laughs] 630 00:25:03,002 --> 00:25:04,837 Tell me about what I've missed. 631 00:25:04,903 --> 00:25:06,238 Margo. 632 00:25:06,271 --> 00:25:09,299 I thought, for the sake of Martha, who so adores her, 633 00:25:09,333 --> 00:25:13,746 I'll go and meet her and give her a chance just to be real. 634 00:25:13,812 --> 00:25:15,748 Fundamentally, I made a huge mistake, 635 00:25:15,781 --> 00:25:19,752 because I just explained to her how she made me feel. 636 00:25:19,818 --> 00:25:23,622 And she responded by telling me that at Longleat 637 00:25:23,722 --> 00:25:27,985 I was touching her and flirting with her, 638 00:25:28,018 --> 00:25:31,488 and that it made her feel uncomfortable. 639 00:25:33,999 --> 00:25:35,467 I don't understand. 640 00:25:35,567 --> 00:25:37,136 Margo is not Mark's type. 641 00:25:37,202 --> 00:25:39,321 Like, I can guarantee. 642 00:25:39,354 --> 00:25:40,606 [laughs] 643 00:25:40,672 --> 00:25:42,307 That point I just had to leave, because like, 644 00:25:42,374 --> 00:25:45,144 she clearly isn't interested in listening to a single word. 645 00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:46,578 Like, she's not. She's not there! 646 00:25:46,645 --> 00:25:48,547 I wonder if she needs to... 647 00:25:49,706 --> 00:25:51,333 have some space and time. 648 00:25:51,366 --> 00:25:54,887 It's all been such a black cloud of bullsh--. 649 00:25:57,005 --> 00:25:58,849 [♪♪♪] 650 00:26:00,993 --> 00:26:02,461 Oh, look, we sort of match. 651 00:26:02,528 --> 00:26:03,821 This is very pretty. 652 00:26:03,887 --> 00:26:05,764 Victoria. Who made yours? 653 00:26:05,831 --> 00:26:06,865 Victoria. 654 00:26:06,899 --> 00:26:08,634 [both laugh] 655 00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:11,003 So, how do you feel about today, madam? 656 00:26:11,103 --> 00:26:12,229 [sucks teeth] 657 00:26:12,863 --> 00:26:14,832 [laughing] You look very pensive. 658 00:26:14,898 --> 00:26:16,024 [tense music] 659 00:26:16,058 --> 00:26:18,010 Margo, is she gonna be like, polite today, 660 00:26:18,077 --> 00:26:19,870 or is she gonna be her usual kind of psycho self? 661 00:26:19,903 --> 00:26:21,880 I don't even know if she's coming. 662 00:26:21,980 --> 00:26:25,684 We had a bit of a text exchange, and then she blocked me. 663 00:26:25,751 --> 00:26:26,985 She's like an anchor. 664 00:26:27,052 --> 00:26:30,122 Just like dragging everybody down all the time. 665 00:26:30,189 --> 00:26:31,490 Well I do feel the same way, 666 00:26:31,557 --> 00:26:33,926 but I also do feel like I need to talk to her. 667 00:26:36,587 --> 00:26:38,180 [upbeat music] 668 00:26:44,803 --> 00:26:46,021 Hi. 669 00:26:47,673 --> 00:26:48,866 Happy show day. 670 00:26:48,932 --> 00:26:50,225 Yeah, thanks. 671 00:26:50,259 --> 00:26:52,202 I'm like, I feel like, all anxious until it happens, 672 00:26:52,269 --> 00:26:54,396 and then I like, relax after that. 673 00:26:54,596 --> 00:26:55,939 You look amazing. 674 00:26:56,039 --> 00:26:57,049 So you do. 675 00:26:57,116 --> 00:26:58,283 Mwah. Mwah. 676 00:26:59,618 --> 00:27:03,288 Hi. Hello. This literally was like, made for you. 677 00:27:03,388 --> 00:27:06,074 I love how my ass looks really good in this. 678 00:27:06,108 --> 00:27:06,959 It does! 679 00:27:07,059 --> 00:27:07,951 - Doesn't it? - It does. 680 00:27:08,085 --> 00:27:09,628 I'm wearing Joshua Kane. 681 00:27:09,728 --> 00:27:10,762 It's so beautiful. 682 00:27:10,896 --> 00:27:12,865 Put the pants on, I was like, "Oh, my God!" 683 00:27:12,931 --> 00:27:14,299 I really don't have a big bum, 684 00:27:14,433 --> 00:27:16,101 but this makes my bum look so good. 685 00:27:16,201 --> 00:27:17,469 [laughs] 686 00:27:18,303 --> 00:27:20,038 I am looking so nice. 687 00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:23,742 There she is, lady of the hour. 688 00:27:23,842 --> 00:27:26,428 This is beautiful. Wow! 689 00:27:26,461 --> 00:27:28,146 And how was your event the other- 690 00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:29,381 actually, you both were there. 691 00:27:29,448 --> 00:27:30,616 I really enjoyed it. 692 00:27:30,716 --> 00:27:31,783 It was very cool. 693 00:27:31,917 --> 00:27:33,118 I'll share the professional pictures with you 694 00:27:33,218 --> 00:27:34,453 of the Joshua Kane pieces. 695 00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:36,488 - And did you feel amazing? - I loved it. So cool. 696 00:27:36,588 --> 00:27:38,357 - Hi! - Hi! How are you? 697 00:27:38,524 --> 00:27:40,317 Congratulations! 698 00:27:40,817 --> 00:27:42,528 - This is amazing. - Thank you. 699 00:27:42,594 --> 00:27:45,664 It's like a cross between Longleat and what we're doing. 700 00:27:45,797 --> 00:27:47,049 Yeah, it's perfect. 701 00:27:47,115 --> 00:27:48,333 [♪♪♪] 702 00:27:54,206 --> 00:27:55,332 Hi, everyone! 703 00:27:55,432 --> 00:27:57,976 Hi! Congratulations! 704 00:27:58,010 --> 00:27:59,595 Oh, darling! 705 00:28:01,471 --> 00:28:03,782 Hi. This hat is amazing. 706 00:28:03,849 --> 00:28:06,084 I've got a love heart and I've got some bullets, 707 00:28:06,151 --> 00:28:07,619 so I'm prepared for every occasion. 708 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:08,620 [both laugh] 709 00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:10,689 [tense music] 710 00:28:11,456 --> 00:28:15,327 I have made peace with myself and my behavior. 711 00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:19,298 I am free of the Mark drama. But I have to talk to Martha. 712 00:28:19,464 --> 00:28:23,735 It's just so strange to look at someone I love so much, 713 00:28:23,802 --> 00:28:26,288 a soulmate, and not recognize her. 714 00:28:27,364 --> 00:28:29,141 God, here we go. 715 00:28:29,241 --> 00:28:30,709 [tense music continues] 716 00:28:46,216 --> 00:28:47,960 Margo didn't even tell me she was coming. 717 00:28:48,060 --> 00:28:50,896 Talk of the devil, she'll probably come right down. 718 00:28:51,396 --> 00:28:53,398 [tense music] 719 00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:55,067 Here we go. 720 00:28:56,393 --> 00:28:58,820 [tense music continues] 721 00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:04,276 I am so frustrated with Margo right now. 722 00:29:04,343 --> 00:29:05,777 I want to give her the biggest hug 723 00:29:05,877 --> 00:29:08,413 and the biggest ----ing pony club kick there's ever been. 724 00:29:10,140 --> 00:29:12,117 How are you doing? 725 00:29:12,684 --> 00:29:15,220 You look amazing. How are you doing? 726 00:29:15,554 --> 00:29:17,339 I'm all right. I'm all right. 727 00:29:19,741 --> 00:29:20,642 I think say hi. 728 00:29:20,742 --> 00:29:23,086 ...they broke up. [laughs] 729 00:29:23,253 --> 00:29:24,229 Bear and Ben? 730 00:29:24,296 --> 00:29:25,530 But we got to stay on the boat. 731 00:29:25,631 --> 00:29:26,723 - Hi darling. - Hi. 732 00:29:26,757 --> 00:29:27,899 But we got to stay on the boat. 733 00:29:27,966 --> 00:29:29,668 - For how long? - Just 24 hours. 734 00:29:29,768 --> 00:29:31,069 [both laugh] 735 00:29:31,370 --> 00:29:32,704 I'm in an awkward position. 736 00:29:32,738 --> 00:29:35,607 I'm not going to allow someone to be rude to me, 737 00:29:35,674 --> 00:29:39,111 but at the same time, anytime I stand up for myself, 738 00:29:39,177 --> 00:29:41,004 I'm accused of being the problem. 739 00:29:41,104 --> 00:29:43,448 So, I feel... 740 00:29:44,483 --> 00:29:45,917 really alone. 741 00:29:45,984 --> 00:29:49,955 I didn't get to say thank you for having me, before I left. 742 00:29:50,947 --> 00:29:52,791 Yeah, it was beautiful. 743 00:29:56,561 --> 00:29:58,430 It was just, like, intense for me. 744 00:29:58,497 --> 00:30:00,048 It was a lot. 745 00:30:01,116 --> 00:30:02,134 Okay. 746 00:30:13,870 --> 00:30:16,807 This is the point where I get really, really anxious, 747 00:30:16,873 --> 00:30:17,849 and really, really nervous. 748 00:30:17,916 --> 00:30:19,309 Honestly, just so emotional. 749 00:30:19,376 --> 00:30:22,070 I just put my everything into it. 750 00:30:27,292 --> 00:30:29,152 Twenty-six seconds. 751 00:30:29,219 --> 00:30:31,488 And get ready. Go. 752 00:30:31,822 --> 00:30:33,915 [choral singing] 753 00:30:36,802 --> 00:30:38,336 What an angelic man. 754 00:30:50,282 --> 00:30:51,183 Gorgeous. 755 00:30:51,249 --> 00:30:53,351 [intense music] 756 00:31:01,059 --> 00:31:03,895 It's so hard being a designer backstage, 757 00:31:03,962 --> 00:31:06,698 not being able to see it happen live. 758 00:31:06,765 --> 00:31:08,492 Every time a model comes back in, 759 00:31:08,525 --> 00:31:09,601 the first thing I say is, 760 00:31:09,701 --> 00:31:11,703 "How was it? How was it? How did it look?" 761 00:31:13,855 --> 00:31:15,957 [music continues] 762 00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:22,631 - I need that. - I need it too. 763 00:31:24,199 --> 00:31:25,650 You look amazing. 764 00:31:25,917 --> 00:31:26,885 What's wrong? 765 00:31:39,197 --> 00:31:41,792 You know, this will be the last runway that I do 766 00:31:41,892 --> 00:31:44,169 before becoming a mother, 767 00:31:44,202 --> 00:31:46,638 so I'm really nervous right now. 768 00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,824 I just really hope I can do it justice. 769 00:31:50,709 --> 00:31:52,177 [cheering] 770 00:31:52,310 --> 00:31:54,479 So good. So good. 771 00:31:54,546 --> 00:31:56,414 She's so iconic. I love her. 772 00:31:56,748 --> 00:31:59,785 Lottie is divine. I mean, she looks like a queen. 773 00:31:59,885 --> 00:32:01,253 [cheering] 774 00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:05,173 Woo! 775 00:32:09,227 --> 00:32:11,054 [cheering] 776 00:32:12,414 --> 00:32:14,032 I'm so glad you came here. 777 00:32:14,099 --> 00:32:17,135 Thank you everyone for coming and witnessing it. 778 00:32:17,235 --> 00:32:18,720 Loads of thank yous. 779 00:32:18,753 --> 00:32:23,041 My amazing team who have put all the hours in with me. 780 00:32:23,108 --> 00:32:25,677 And as you may or may not know, 781 00:32:25,777 --> 00:32:29,714 this is the last show I'll be doing before becoming a dad. 782 00:32:29,748 --> 00:32:32,242 [cheering] 783 00:32:35,187 --> 00:32:37,848 I can't wait for you to be a mum. 784 00:32:37,948 --> 00:32:38,824 [crowd]: Awww! 785 00:32:38,924 --> 00:32:40,392 Thank you everyone! 786 00:32:40,425 --> 00:32:41,751 [cheering] 787 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:42,878 Yes. 788 00:32:43,528 --> 00:32:45,088 That was amazing! 789 00:32:45,522 --> 00:32:48,633 It went really well. You did so good! 790 00:32:48,733 --> 00:32:49,835 [exhales] 791 00:32:49,935 --> 00:32:51,403 You know what? In this moment, 792 00:32:51,436 --> 00:32:54,673 all my worries about him not being there as a dad, 793 00:32:54,739 --> 00:32:55,974 it just kind of melted away. 794 00:32:56,074 --> 00:32:58,577 And you know, he's at work providing for us, 795 00:32:58,710 --> 00:32:59,603 paying our bills. 796 00:32:59,636 --> 00:33:00,595 Come forward. 797 00:33:00,629 --> 00:33:02,280 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Get that light. 798 00:33:02,581 --> 00:33:04,140 Building a business, building a life. 799 00:33:04,207 --> 00:33:05,717 You know, we're having a little boy. 800 00:33:05,817 --> 00:33:08,403 He's gonna be the heir to this business. 801 00:33:11,456 --> 00:33:13,550 I'm just really excited for the next chapter, 802 00:33:13,617 --> 00:33:14,726 and to meet baby boy. 803 00:33:14,826 --> 00:33:15,927 This was so fabulous. 804 00:33:16,027 --> 00:33:18,964 I'm just like, have so much adrenaline right now. 805 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,624 I know. That's great. 806 00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:24,436 - Shall we go and have a chat? - Yeah. 807 00:33:24,769 --> 00:33:26,588 I really hate confrontation. 808 00:33:27,063 --> 00:33:28,306 [exhales] 809 00:33:28,473 --> 00:33:30,008 I'm feeling quite... 810 00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:34,512 there's quite a lot of turmoil inside right now. 811 00:33:36,072 --> 00:33:37,048 How are you doing? 812 00:33:37,148 --> 00:33:40,744 I mean, I don't think I've ever felt 813 00:33:40,844 --> 00:33:42,354 quite like this before. 814 00:33:46,850 --> 00:33:51,596 I feel that you've come back from America 815 00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:53,899 with a very different sort of character 816 00:33:53,965 --> 00:33:57,836 from the one that I have known for 20-something years. 817 00:33:58,169 --> 00:34:01,139 You have been quite often ungracious, 818 00:34:01,206 --> 00:34:02,941 you've been quite often bitchy, 819 00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:05,543 you've been quite often arrogant, Margo. 820 00:34:10,282 --> 00:34:13,318 Do you have any idea what happened yesterday? 821 00:34:13,351 --> 00:34:15,712 No, I don't know what happened yesterday. 822 00:34:16,279 --> 00:34:20,492 I came to Mark with, like, humility. 823 00:34:20,525 --> 00:34:25,230 He then spent the next 15 minutes talking at me. 824 00:34:25,297 --> 00:34:28,967 Not taking one ounce of responsibility for himself. 825 00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:32,862 You came and you touched me, and you tried to be flirtatious. 826 00:34:32,896 --> 00:34:34,806 You are the most delusional human being 827 00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:36,191 I've ever come across. 828 00:34:36,224 --> 00:34:37,467 I tried to be flirtatious with you? 829 00:34:37,567 --> 00:34:39,411 You think that's funny? 830 00:34:39,711 --> 00:34:41,079 And I'm like, okay, 831 00:34:41,146 --> 00:34:43,114 well, you can't talk to someone like that. I'm fine. I'm free. 832 00:34:43,181 --> 00:34:44,741 Mark criticized your shoes. 833 00:34:44,808 --> 00:34:46,685 You attacked his character, Margo. 834 00:34:46,718 --> 00:34:51,122 Martha, you are the one who kept coming and telling me. 835 00:34:51,189 --> 00:34:53,692 You asked me what he said. I never lie. You know that. 836 00:34:53,758 --> 00:34:55,427 No, no, you call me on the phone and you're like, 837 00:34:55,527 --> 00:34:58,730 "I just had to protect you. They were coming for you." 838 00:34:58,797 --> 00:35:02,233 Darling, it's London society. Everyone bitches about everyone. 839 00:35:02,267 --> 00:35:04,502 It's like everything I do, you're like, 840 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:06,371 "Oh, but you didn't do it the right way. 841 00:35:06,404 --> 00:35:08,974 Go talk to Mark. Whoa, but you didn't do it the right way." 842 00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,243 Now Debbie Downer's up there dragging poor Martha down. 843 00:35:12,277 --> 00:35:13,311 Should I go and get her? 844 00:35:13,411 --> 00:35:14,646 No, no, no, it's not for you to go. 845 00:35:14,713 --> 00:35:16,272 Wait, I wouldn't do it. It shouldn't be you. 846 00:35:16,339 --> 00:35:17,749 Also, Martha needs to learn 847 00:35:17,782 --> 00:35:20,719 how to take herself out of situations. 848 00:35:20,752 --> 00:35:24,189 I feel like you're trying to turn this whole thing 849 00:35:24,289 --> 00:35:28,226 back on me, and blame me for decisions that you have made. 850 00:35:28,259 --> 00:35:29,786 And I'm struggling with that. 851 00:35:29,853 --> 00:35:32,297 I'm not blaming you for anything. 852 00:35:32,364 --> 00:35:35,333 I've noticed that the reason everyone started 853 00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:37,936 making fun of my clothes was because you started. 854 00:35:38,003 --> 00:35:39,554 [tense music] 855 00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:54,219 [echoing laughter] 856 00:35:54,386 --> 00:35:57,389 I've noticed that the reason everyone started 857 00:35:57,455 --> 00:36:00,058 making fun of my clothes is because you started. 858 00:36:00,125 --> 00:36:01,910 I don't like the crushed velvet. 859 00:36:02,894 --> 00:36:03,887 On me? 860 00:36:03,953 --> 00:36:04,863 I don't like the velvet. 861 00:36:04,929 --> 00:36:05,764 [Margo gasps] She's being honest. 862 00:36:05,830 --> 00:36:06,990 [both laugh] 863 00:36:07,090 --> 00:36:08,433 That's what Mark picked up on, 864 00:36:08,500 --> 00:36:11,236 and that's why they were making fun of me in front of you. 865 00:36:11,436 --> 00:36:13,171 [sighs] 866 00:36:13,838 --> 00:36:15,006 So this is all my fault, 867 00:36:15,106 --> 00:36:16,574 that they're not getting on with you? 868 00:36:16,641 --> 00:36:17,942 Martha, are you not listening? 869 00:36:18,009 --> 00:36:19,744 Is that... no, that's exactly what I just heard. 870 00:36:19,811 --> 00:36:21,413 Stop taking it bigger than that. 871 00:36:21,479 --> 00:36:22,981 You're taking something here-- 872 00:36:23,048 --> 00:36:25,275 No, no, that is literally what you just said, Margo. 873 00:36:25,341 --> 00:36:27,952 The reason everyone started making fun of my clothes 874 00:36:28,019 --> 00:36:29,087 was because you started. 875 00:36:29,154 --> 00:36:30,922 That's what Mark picked up on. 876 00:36:30,989 --> 00:36:33,683 That I said I didn't like your velour jumpsuit, 877 00:36:33,783 --> 00:36:36,361 and now Mark picks on your clothes? Because I said that. 878 00:36:36,428 --> 00:36:37,662 Is that not what happened? 879 00:36:37,729 --> 00:36:39,656 Maybe Mark just genuinely doesn't like your clothes. 880 00:36:42,792 --> 00:36:45,637 We've been friends for 25 years. 881 00:36:45,704 --> 00:36:50,041 And we've never, ever had an argument 882 00:36:50,108 --> 00:36:52,811 until that man entered our lives. 883 00:36:52,911 --> 00:36:55,647 Margo, these are my friends. This is where I live. 884 00:36:55,714 --> 00:36:58,483 I love you but I love them too. 885 00:36:58,550 --> 00:36:59,709 Wait, let me ask you something. 886 00:36:59,809 --> 00:37:02,253 There's like, fun friends. There's fun friends. 887 00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:04,222 But then there's friends that'll wipe your ass 888 00:37:04,322 --> 00:37:05,490 when you're in the ----ing hospital. 889 00:37:05,557 --> 00:37:06,983 I don't think Mark could deal with that. 890 00:37:07,016 --> 00:37:08,485 No, I would never ask him that. 891 00:37:08,551 --> 00:37:10,095 No, but I would. 892 00:37:10,161 --> 00:37:11,321 And I would do that for you, 893 00:37:11,387 --> 00:37:13,565 and I would still do that for you. 894 00:37:13,732 --> 00:37:14,958 I know that. 895 00:37:15,024 --> 00:37:17,727 So it's very weird to have a friendship like that 896 00:37:17,827 --> 00:37:21,231 and then to be held equal there. 897 00:37:21,331 --> 00:37:22,240 You're like, "Well you're my friend, 898 00:37:22,340 --> 00:37:23,341 but they're my friend, too." 899 00:37:23,441 --> 00:37:25,844 It's the ----ing same. It's not the same. 900 00:37:25,910 --> 00:37:27,904 No, honey, honey, honey. 901 00:37:28,004 --> 00:37:30,473 You have come into my group of friends 902 00:37:30,507 --> 00:37:32,750 and caused a huge amount of conflict. 903 00:37:34,119 --> 00:37:36,579 She is the one creating all the conflict. 904 00:37:36,679 --> 00:37:38,414 I've known Dara for 24 years. 905 00:37:38,515 --> 00:37:40,758 This girl said to me, "I think she's a madame." 906 00:37:41,885 --> 00:37:43,661 Kimi, she was just like, 907 00:37:43,728 --> 00:37:45,396 "That's just what happens with drugs." 908 00:37:45,497 --> 00:37:46,264 What? 909 00:37:46,364 --> 00:37:48,566 You're so weird and creepy. 910 00:37:48,633 --> 00:37:49,901 - I'm not creepy. - No, you are. 911 00:37:50,001 --> 00:37:50,835 Margo. 912 00:37:50,902 --> 00:37:52,270 - Prance away. Ugh! - Margo. 913 00:37:52,303 --> 00:37:56,232 And then she's expecting me to what, desert my other friends? 914 00:37:56,332 --> 00:37:58,601 I mean, these are my friends, too. 915 00:37:58,701 --> 00:37:59,711 Seriously? 916 00:37:59,811 --> 00:38:01,871 We handle things differently here, honey. 917 00:38:01,938 --> 00:38:03,606 This is England. 918 00:38:03,673 --> 00:38:05,216 No one talks about anything. 919 00:38:05,283 --> 00:38:07,610 They just bitch about each other behind their backs 920 00:38:07,677 --> 00:38:09,913 and that's British society. 921 00:38:11,790 --> 00:38:13,708 I don't feel like we're getting anywhere, do you? 922 00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:18,463 I hope that you understand that I'm... 923 00:38:18,530 --> 00:38:20,757 have been trying to be your friend. 924 00:38:21,866 --> 00:38:22,967 Okay. 925 00:38:23,968 --> 00:38:25,061 I love you. 926 00:38:25,094 --> 00:38:26,471 I love you. 927 00:38:28,006 --> 00:38:29,808 Aye, aye, aye. 928 00:38:31,876 --> 00:38:33,344 How the hell do we get out of here? 929 00:38:33,378 --> 00:38:35,638 Martha and I are in it to win it. 930 00:38:35,738 --> 00:38:38,416 We're gonna be with each other to the end, and that's it. 931 00:38:38,516 --> 00:38:41,569 I think Margo and I are gonna need a little break. 932 00:38:48,893 --> 00:38:50,420 [Mark laughing] 933 00:38:50,486 --> 00:38:51,487 Hi. 934 00:38:51,588 --> 00:38:53,264 That was beautiful. I've got to go, 935 00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:55,491 Della actually has a doctor's appointment today. 936 00:38:55,592 --> 00:38:56,668 Okay. Bye. 937 00:38:58,036 --> 00:39:00,638 I didn't want to be American when I lived in the UK 938 00:39:00,738 --> 00:39:01,940 the first time. 939 00:39:02,006 --> 00:39:04,100 I wanted a whole new life, a whole new identity. 940 00:39:04,133 --> 00:39:06,010 But now, I really love my life. 941 00:39:06,110 --> 00:39:07,078 [exhales] 942 00:39:07,145 --> 00:39:09,839 I love who I am. I love being American. 943 00:39:09,939 --> 00:39:14,944 I'm not as willing to bend myself for other people anymore. 944 00:39:15,612 --> 00:39:17,680 - Everything all right? - It's all good. It's all good. 945 00:39:17,747 --> 00:39:19,224 You know I've got your back. 946 00:39:19,257 --> 00:39:20,683 I know, my honey. 947 00:39:20,750 --> 00:39:23,294 I'm starting to feel that there's some light 948 00:39:23,394 --> 00:39:24,829 at the end of the tunnel. 949 00:39:24,896 --> 00:39:26,898 Hi. Do you remember me? 950 00:39:27,098 --> 00:39:29,459 Metaphorically and literally, I'm back on my horse. 951 00:39:29,525 --> 00:39:30,935 [laughs happily] 952 00:39:31,502 --> 00:39:35,265 Oh! Oh, my God, this feels so good! 953 00:39:35,665 --> 00:39:36,507 Baby's due in October. 954 00:39:36,608 --> 00:39:37,976 Halloween baby. 955 00:39:38,042 --> 00:39:41,212 Yeah, and then next runway I do, I'll probably have baby on-- 956 00:39:41,913 --> 00:39:43,506 [bell tolling] 957 00:39:45,441 --> 00:39:46,351 Hi, Mama. 958 00:39:46,451 --> 00:39:47,952 Joshua's going to be a great dad. 959 00:39:48,019 --> 00:39:49,754 I think I've been worried for nothing. 960 00:39:50,021 --> 00:39:52,115 He comes home very night for bath time. 961 00:39:52,181 --> 00:39:54,359 He wakes up every morning, spends time with him. 962 00:39:54,425 --> 00:39:57,395 He's with him right now, you know. He's a sweetheart. 963 00:39:58,229 --> 00:40:00,556 Oh my God, look it. It's like, raining flowers. 964 00:40:00,657 --> 00:40:02,700 It's raining leaves. 965 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:03,902 Is this the end of summer? 966 00:40:03,968 --> 00:40:05,336 Must be a sign. 967 00:40:05,403 --> 00:40:06,938 [all laugh] 968 00:40:07,305 --> 00:40:10,908 This summer I learned to let go of things, 969 00:40:11,009 --> 00:40:13,211 or people, that no longer serve you. 970 00:40:13,311 --> 00:40:14,679 Have either of you seen Dara yet? 971 00:40:14,779 --> 00:40:16,147 No. 972 00:40:16,214 --> 00:40:18,341 I feel like, at some point, I might be running into her. 973 00:40:18,408 --> 00:40:20,752 Maybe I didn't need Dara as much as I thought I did. 974 00:40:20,852 --> 00:40:23,855 Because now I'm doing okay. 975 00:40:23,955 --> 00:40:26,157 I wanted to thank you all for stepping in 976 00:40:26,190 --> 00:40:29,352 to be really, super, amazing friends. 977 00:40:29,419 --> 00:40:30,553 Aw. 978 00:40:30,653 --> 00:40:32,221 And that is exactly what I needed. Thank you. 979 00:40:32,322 --> 00:40:33,256 Love you. 980 00:40:33,356 --> 00:40:35,300 No matter what's happening in my life, 981 00:40:35,333 --> 00:40:38,036 I always try and, you know, just have fun. 982 00:40:38,102 --> 00:40:39,829 Life's about beautiful moments. 983 00:40:39,862 --> 00:40:41,531 I want it all to be beautiful. 984 00:40:41,597 --> 00:40:43,308 Well, it isn't, but it's, 985 00:40:43,341 --> 00:40:44,909 it's about appreciating the ones that are. 986 00:40:44,976 --> 00:40:47,111 Yeah. That was beautiful. 987 00:40:47,178 --> 00:40:49,063 Well done. Let's be happy about this one. 988 00:40:49,097 --> 00:40:51,149 There's a time and a place for everything, 989 00:40:51,215 --> 00:40:54,552 but in real life, you've got to pick yourself up, and you know, 990 00:40:54,652 --> 00:40:58,056 show up to the party, and you know, life goes on. 991 00:40:58,156 --> 00:41:01,225 Actually, Kimi, I know we started such a wrong foot, 992 00:41:01,292 --> 00:41:03,194 but I'm like, actually, she's my girl. 993 00:41:03,261 --> 00:41:05,046 I think you're a straight talker, just like me. 994 00:41:05,113 --> 00:41:06,264 [laughs] 995 00:41:06,364 --> 00:41:08,791 I've built some beautiful, real friendships, 996 00:41:08,858 --> 00:41:12,962 and they really, really have helped me gain confidence. 997 00:41:13,062 --> 00:41:15,573 Yeah, beautiful there. Great. 998 00:41:15,673 --> 00:41:16,799 She's owning it. 999 00:41:16,899 --> 00:41:18,076 Beautiful. 1000 00:41:18,142 --> 00:41:21,512 And I have never been more myself than I am now. 1001 00:41:21,579 --> 00:41:23,373 How to speak the English language. 1002 00:41:23,439 --> 00:41:26,884 You translate first and I will translate your translation. 1003 00:41:26,951 --> 00:41:29,520 Um... oh, I thought it was perfectly charming. 1004 00:41:29,587 --> 00:41:31,255 Hideous. Never going again. 1005 00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:32,924 [both laugh] 1006 00:41:32,991 --> 00:41:35,259 I don't like stopping. I don't like slowing down. 1007 00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:39,731 But I need to remind myself, slowing down is not giving up, 1008 00:41:39,797 --> 00:41:45,328 and I need to be kinder to myself and breathe. 1009 00:41:45,661 --> 00:41:47,839 Mark, best ever. 1010 00:41:48,606 --> 00:41:50,108 Adore you forever. 1011 00:41:50,174 --> 00:41:52,777 I know you're coming back in my next life, bitch. 1012 00:41:52,877 --> 00:41:54,612 In the end, I have Margo to thank, 1013 00:41:54,679 --> 00:41:58,983 because she has helped me deal with a part of my existence 1014 00:41:59,083 --> 00:42:03,946 which I wasn't willing to share with the people I love the most. 1015 00:42:03,980 --> 00:42:06,824 Mark, you showed a really vulnerable side. 1016 00:42:06,924 --> 00:42:08,951 I'm really proud of you. Well done. 1017 00:42:08,985 --> 00:42:09,827 Thank you. I love you. 1018 00:42:09,927 --> 00:42:11,187 [cheers] 1019 00:42:11,287 --> 00:42:14,023 The truth is, this summer ends with 1020 00:42:14,090 --> 00:42:15,533 gratitude and an open heart. 1021 00:42:15,633 --> 00:42:16,768 Cheers, everybody. 1022 00:42:16,834 --> 00:42:19,629 Love you, love you, love you, love you. Cheers. 1023 00:42:20,029 --> 00:42:21,122 I just want to say that 1024 00:42:21,189 --> 00:42:23,474 I love each and every one of these people. 1025 00:42:23,541 --> 00:42:27,378 It's a great group of friends. We've had an amazing summer. 1026 00:42:27,478 --> 00:42:28,813 And you know what? 1027 00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:31,441 London is better for every single one of them being in it, 1028 00:42:31,474 --> 00:42:34,310 and I can't wait to see what else we do next. 1029 00:42:34,377 --> 00:42:35,820 And here's to friendship. 1030 00:42:35,887 --> 00:42:37,221 And loyalty. 1031 00:42:37,321 --> 00:42:38,514 Cheers!