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But I'm not one for poetry,

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not really entertaining, in my
opinion, as the movies, for me,

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a bit of comedy
or cutting the lawn,

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which I enjoy for reasons
I don't fully understand.

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No, I'm not one for poetry.

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I can't say his was
unpleasant, exactly.

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Really, it's like
the little tinkling you hear

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from the music box
when you open it up,

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and you shut it,
and it's gone.

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And as I was green

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and carefree...

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famous among the barns,

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about the happy yard and singing
as the farm was home...

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In the sun
that is young once only

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time let me play
and be golden

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in the mercy of his means.

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And green and golden

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I was huntsman and herdsman,

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that calves sang to my horn,

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the foxes on the hills
barked clear and cold,

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and the sabbath rang slowly

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in the pebbles
of the holy streams.

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I appreciate that as I've been
mentioned in the newspapers,

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the mere gazing upon my person
creates a sense of validation...

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...thank you.

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Like witnessing a very
important car accident.

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- I love you!
- I love you, too.

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You bastard!

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Thank you.

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It is unnatural, the egg.

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How was your trip,
Mr. Thomas?

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Isn't it the embryo
of a living thing, a chicken?

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The consuming of embryos
not even coveted

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by the Chinese
and they ate puppies.

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But the trip?
How was the tour?

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Oh, the trip
was wonderful, Carlos.

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Four months of being feted
and worshipped...

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what we all require
by rarely obtain.

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Monied rest.

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Well, you're here
very early today.

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And with good cause,
Carlos.

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- Cause?
- The weather was

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particularly fine
this morning, the sky clear.

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Even the birds
in their song were praising

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the demi-paradise
that is us.

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- That sounds nice.
- Hmm.

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So I thought what better place
to come than the White Horse,

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which smells of piss,
stale beer,

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and the hidden depths
of feral creatures.

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- One scotch, then?
- Double.

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First one of
the day, very important.

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And it must not suffer
in anonymity,

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we shall name it,
you and I.

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Return of
the Prodigal Son, Carlos.

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Hi, Mr. Thomas!

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Chaps!

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What do you think,
we're naming drinks.

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What do you mean?

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Giving them names, specific
names... names, monikers,

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designations, captions, titles,
labels, to label, to dub,

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to christen, to baptize,
to name drinks as we must name

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all things,
to change them, yes?

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No?

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Oh, well, I suppose
it's early in the morning.

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We shall call this first
drink... Innocence, which is,

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after all, how all things begin,
without guide or intention.

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Was that straight up
or with soda, sir?

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Innocence by it's very nature,
Carlos, is unsullied.

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...gentlemen.

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Good morning, good morning,
good fucking morning.

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Yes, he was, uh, he was
very much appreciated

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wherever we went, um...

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concerning the money,
it wasn't, it wasn't

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a large sum of money,
but it was, it was more

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- than he had earned before.
- What about the drinking?

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I would say, I would say
that's exaggerated.

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What is?

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The reporting of his drinking,
I would say that's,

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I would say that's
very exaggerated.

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- Exaggerated, really?
- Yes.

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How do you mean...
"exaggerated"?

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Um, exaggerated, um...
made bigger, extreme,

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more than it is,
exaggerated, as in exaggerated.

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Okay. Let's accept that.

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Shouldn't you have
stopped him?

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I mean,
before what happened?

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Are you a liar,
Mr. Brinnan?

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It is with the greatest pride
that I have the honor

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of introducing one of the most
unique voices of our generation.

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Ladies and gentlemen,
please welcome Dylan Thomas.

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Now as I was young and easy
under the apple boughs,

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about the lilting house and
happy as the grass was green,

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the night above
the dingle starry,

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time let me hail and climb,

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golden in the heydays
of his eyes

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and honored among wagons
I was prince of the apple towns

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and once below a time I lordly
had the trees and leaves

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trail with daisies
and barley

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down the rivers of
the windfall light.

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Nothing like a good piss if it
offers the pleasure of relief

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and the delight of knowing
there's more room at the inn,

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so a second, please,
Carlos, and a third.

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What?

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Bartender...
not brother's keeper.

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Fix on me no harm, Carlos.

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Actually, he meant it
rhetorically.

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Who?

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God? The brother's keeper
reference.

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Don't take it away.

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Think of it as the sadness
of the half-forgotten

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of the vague scent
of what it once was.

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He was only
going to wash it.

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Shall we wash away
the past, Teddy?

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He's just
gonna clean the glass.

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Yes, shouldn't we hold
the past precious?

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Isn't that why we label
our experiences?

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- Label?
- That awful day

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or that summer
at your parents.

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Nothing unnamed
can be precious

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because the unnamed is lost,
combined, forgotten.

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- I forget things.
- But in naming things

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we change the essence
of that we wish to remember.

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Memory, what a mess.

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It's as much fiction
as it is truth.

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All the same, it's how
we order our world,

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so let's name things.

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What are you gonna
name that one?

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- Enthusiasm.
- Enthusiasm?

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Enthusiasm, Carlos, because
the second double scotch

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makes the world
a pleasanter place,

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one for which we might have
some enthusiasm.

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Who knows what
the future might bring?

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Perhaps some enthusiasm
for some new gained wisdom

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or an adventure worthy
of enthusiasm, looking at

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the end of the bar... in the
corridor, leading to the loo.

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Yes, I'm coming!

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So you're off, then?

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I am.

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No drink in there,
I hope.

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No.

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Say good-bye to your father,
children.

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Ooh, I'll miss you all
so very, very, very, very,

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very much,
I'll miss you all.

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Daddy will write to us
and he'll send great gobs

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of money so we can
all have nice things.

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That's why he's going to America
and leaving us behind.

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Just because he went before
and didn't send hardly

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any money back,
we shouldn't think

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that the same
will happen again.

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Silly mummy.

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Brinnan.

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Ah... Dylan!

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- I was worried.
- Terrible flight.

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Very sorry, but your plane
landed two hours ago, Dylan.

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Full of gnomes,
international spies

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and Presbyterians...
horrible.

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- Did you not know I was here?
- Yes.

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- Yes?
- Yes.

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- Yes, well, I was.
- Yes, well, you were,

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but Presbyterians, Brinnan.

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Yes, um, let's get you
to your hotel.

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No, no, we'll have a heroic
night, I must make it up to you.

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I can tell you're upset,
we'll go to the Minetta Tavern

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and have a few drinks there,
meet some old friends

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and then on
to the San Remo...

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No, no, no, no, no,
but I would like...

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Save the best for
our return to New York...

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the White Horse,
my promiscuous muse...

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but let's gather our rosebuds
while we may.

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This is a gift, I've been
wanting to give that to you.

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Gift? Thank God,
I thought it might be

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that awful book
you've been working on.

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And I'm very glad it is.

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We met in a pub, of course,
the Wheatsheaf in Fitzrovia,

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we were, uh, immediately
attracted to each other

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and started what was
to become a long series of...

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wonderful nights together.

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Do you remember
our first time, Dylan?

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Yes, of course.

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It was a time of
great wonderment.

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You took off your trousers
and you didn't have

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any underpants on,
which was slightly grotesque.

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But then you never
wore them... why?

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Hmm, it's a time-saving
measure.

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You ran... ran into bed
and got under the sheets

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as quickly as you could.

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You still had your jacket
and shirt on and your socks.

189
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I think it's 'cause you didn't
want me to see your funny,

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little, pink body,
do you remember that?

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I remember that.

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Time stood still,
and cloistered from the world,

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safe from it all.

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Tempests could've raged
behind the walls and waves

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could've bust away the city,
but we were safe... magic.

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You had such
a funny body then.

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It was like a pink turtle
without its shell.

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Yes, you keep saying...
it's a recurring theme.

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That's all we remember,
images, I suppose,

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some of them fixed
in the mind.

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Well, why wasn't mine
like any other?

202
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Why should that be any different
for you or any other woman?

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Then we went to visit
Augustus, do you remember that?

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And he didn't know
anything about us.

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And you and I,
we got in the backseat

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and we kissed and fondled.

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And he could see it all
in the mirror.

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Made him drive faster,

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and faster which only made
the fondling more pleasurable.

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Imagine, one's love
of squeezing your breast

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being your last sensation
before death.

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Do you remember that?

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I remember.

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And then when we got back
to the house

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Augustus wanted to fight me.

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And I did
rather well, I think.

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No! He beat you up, terribly,
you were so pathetic

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and wounded, your face
all red with cuts and bruises!

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- I loved you then.
- And I loved you.

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Well, perhaps if you had been
beaten more often.

221
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Well, had I known
you liked it so much,

222
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I'd have beaten myself
like a flagellist.

223
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Well, had I known that,
then I would've asked.

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Will you not come with me
to New York, Caitlin?

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I won't be able to breathe
without you, it's so...

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noisy there and so... tall.

227
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Caitlin... Caitlin?

228
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How did this happen?

229
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It may not be
as bad as all that.

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It is a cataclysm.

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- Potential.
- It is a cataclysm,

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it is apocalyptic.

233
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Really? Dorothy.

234
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Really? Roger, shut up,
I am speaking.

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My God!
This is Vassar College!

236
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And you...
bringing a drunken,

237
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debaucherous libertarian
to this college...

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I... I'm in charge
of booking the speakers

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for the Autumn term.

240
00:16:12,807 --> 00:16:16,443
Oh?

241
00:16:16,578 --> 00:16:19,079
Of course you are.

242
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Not the Empress of Russia,
or a fairy princess?

243
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No, you are in charge
of booking the speakers

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for the Autumn term.

245
00:16:29,122 --> 00:16:33,293
That is an honorary position and
should not be taken seriously

246
00:16:33,427 --> 00:16:36,196
by anyone, least of all, anyone
charged with your supervision.

247
00:16:36,330 --> 00:16:40,702
I'm looking at her, Roger,
but I'm thinking of you.

248
00:16:40,835 --> 00:16:43,036
What is your name, dear?

249
00:16:43,170 --> 00:16:44,839
Penelope Goldstein.

250
00:16:48,342 --> 00:16:52,814
Penelope Goldstein.

251
00:16:52,947 --> 00:16:57,384
Well, Penelope,
if this man

252
00:16:57,519 --> 00:16:59,219
should embarrass the college
in any way,

253
00:16:59,353 --> 00:17:01,221
if anything at all should
happen, I promise you

254
00:17:01,355 --> 00:17:05,292
that your time
at Vassar College is over.

255
00:17:05,425 --> 00:17:07,862
Am I making myself clear?

256
00:17:11,398 --> 00:17:13,100
<i>It's very, very important.</i>

257
00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:15,102
Yes, yes, I promise you
he'll be there, yes.

258
00:17:15,235 --> 00:17:16,538
<i>Very important.</i>

259
00:17:16,671 --> 00:17:19,541
Um, yes, Vassar
is very important to him

260
00:17:19,674 --> 00:17:21,074
and you have my
personal assurance.

261
00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:23,243
- <i>Thank you.</i>
- Yes, All right,

262
00:17:23,377 --> 00:17:25,412
- thank you very much.
- <i>Thank you.</i>

263
00:17:25,547 --> 00:17:26,614
- Oh!
- More troubles.

264
00:17:26,748 --> 00:17:28,716
Some young girl
worried about...

265
00:17:28,850 --> 00:17:30,018
Least of your problems.

266
00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:31,586
Ha-ha-ha,
you laugh at me, Felton,

267
00:17:31,719 --> 00:17:34,388
- but to be around genius...
- Brinnan, please.

268
00:17:34,522 --> 00:17:36,991
No, it's like the caring
of a golden chalice,

269
00:17:37,124 --> 00:17:38,526
- is that ridiculous?
- Yes.

270
00:17:38,660 --> 00:17:41,930
- Or a magical elixir?
- Stop.

271
00:17:42,062 --> 00:17:44,699
That when you drink it,
the world is forever altered.

272
00:17:44,832 --> 00:17:47,936
Oh, it must be bleak
for you, I am sorry.

273
00:17:48,068 --> 00:17:49,403
I just don't want

274
00:17:49,537 --> 00:17:51,071
to ask him for anything.

275
00:17:51,204 --> 00:17:53,942
No, of course not, just a few
phrases for the jacket

276
00:17:54,074 --> 00:17:56,778
of your book, which will put you
on the map, pay all your bills

277
00:17:56,911 --> 00:17:59,212
and validate your
hitherto pointless loitering

278
00:17:59,346 --> 00:18:00,949
on this planet.

279
00:18:01,081 --> 00:18:04,519
And don't do your injured look,
it gives me a rash.

280
00:18:07,220 --> 00:18:09,256
Yes, I would like for him
to find merit in my book...

281
00:18:09,389 --> 00:18:10,959
is that too much to ask?

282
00:18:11,091 --> 00:18:15,897
Who could say it was
good or bad, and who cares?

283
00:18:16,030 --> 00:18:17,665
Do find a way
to try and flog

284
00:18:17,799 --> 00:18:20,935
the massive pile of crap,
I sense.

285
00:18:21,069 --> 00:18:23,236
It's not crap, Felton,
it's my life's work.

286
00:18:23,370 --> 00:18:26,139
Brinnan, we all have lives,

287
00:18:26,273 --> 00:18:29,744
it doesn't mean
they're important.

288
00:18:33,881 --> 00:18:35,449
What did he say?

289
00:18:35,583 --> 00:18:37,785
He told me not to worry
my little girlish head.

290
00:18:37,919 --> 00:18:39,252
Okay, then,
that's good, right?

291
00:18:39,386 --> 00:18:40,755
Thanks, Alexi.

292
00:18:40,888 --> 00:18:42,289
I didn't mean that,
I mean that

293
00:18:42,422 --> 00:18:45,026
- it's good he's coming, right?
- Right.

294
00:18:45,158 --> 00:18:48,596
Well, maybe, you know,
it wasn't worth all the worry?

295
00:18:48,730 --> 00:18:51,099
Why do you always have to say
something stupid, Alexi?

296
00:18:51,231 --> 00:18:54,068
I prefer when you just say
innocuous and sincere things

297
00:18:54,201 --> 00:18:57,071
you heard your professor say
but then you have to improv.

298
00:18:57,204 --> 00:19:00,307
Jeopardizing four years of
college to get some drunk poet

299
00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:03,811
doesn't really seem like
the best thing to do, does it?

300
00:19:03,945 --> 00:19:05,847
I'd like you
to stop talking now.

301
00:19:05,980 --> 00:19:08,616
Smoke, or something,
pose, do anything,

302
00:19:08,750 --> 00:19:12,319
- but please be quiet.
- I mean, who is he?

303
00:19:12,452 --> 00:19:14,722
- I loved him.
- Pardon?

304
00:19:14,856 --> 00:19:18,693
I love him... I... I love his
ideas, I love his voice,

305
00:19:18,826 --> 00:19:20,394
I love his language,
I love everything about him,

306
00:19:20,528 --> 00:19:22,329
I'd have his child
if he asked me to.

307
00:19:22,462 --> 00:19:24,532
- You are joking.
- Which part?

308
00:19:24,666 --> 00:19:26,534
The child.

309
00:19:26,668 --> 00:19:28,102
No, that's the part I mean
most of all, I'm actually

310
00:19:28,235 --> 00:19:29,637
checking my ovulation cycle,

311
00:19:29,771 --> 00:19:32,472
hoping it will correspond
to his visit.

312
00:19:32,607 --> 00:19:36,811
You're mad and not funny.
You don't even know him.

313
00:19:36,944 --> 00:19:38,112
It's so much easier to love
people we don't know,

314
00:19:38,245 --> 00:19:39,881
don't you think?

315
00:19:40,014 --> 00:19:42,382
Oh, I get it,
you're making fun of me.

316
00:19:42,517 --> 00:19:44,552
Yes, I am.

317
00:19:53,293 --> 00:19:57,699
Good news, gentlemen,
more room at the inn.

318
00:19:57,832 --> 00:19:59,466
Like the crew
of a sinking ship,

319
00:19:59,600 --> 00:20:02,603
we evacuated through
all available portals.

320
00:20:02,737 --> 00:20:03,938
Glad to hear it.

321
00:20:04,072 --> 00:20:05,940
- Did you leave a mess?
- A little one.

322
00:20:06,074 --> 00:20:08,208
I daren't look,
and that'll be the poor sod

323
00:20:08,341 --> 00:20:09,844
that has to clean that.

324
00:20:24,726 --> 00:20:26,359
You are inscrutable,
Carlos.

325
00:20:26,493 --> 00:20:28,096
Am I?

326
00:20:28,228 --> 00:20:30,832
Yes, do you read?

327
00:20:30,965 --> 00:20:33,201
- What? Newspapers?
- No.

328
00:20:33,333 --> 00:20:35,302
- Books?
- Yes, books.

329
00:20:35,435 --> 00:20:37,939
- Yeah.
- What sort of books?

330
00:20:38,072 --> 00:20:39,841
You wouldn't
like them much.

331
00:20:39,974 --> 00:20:42,342
Something salacious, I hope,
or saucy, detective novel

332
00:20:42,476 --> 00:20:43,945
or some tales
of the old west

333
00:20:44,078 --> 00:20:45,378
or perhaps you read
the Holy Bible

334
00:20:45,513 --> 00:20:47,314
out of respect
for your Catholicism.

335
00:20:47,447 --> 00:20:49,217
I don't read saucy
detective novels

336
00:20:49,349 --> 00:20:52,987
and I don't really read tales
about the old west.

337
00:20:53,121 --> 00:20:55,022
- What I read...
- Pornography, of course.

338
00:20:55,156 --> 00:20:57,257
I have a completely open mind
in that regard, there's some

339
00:20:57,390 --> 00:21:01,028
very good pornography,
my wife's diaries, for example.

340
00:21:02,697 --> 00:21:04,464
Not pornography.

341
00:21:04,599 --> 00:21:08,636
Ah, well, you shall remain
inscrutable, then, Carlos.

342
00:21:11,606 --> 00:21:14,441
But a drink
must not be a mystery,

343
00:21:14,575 --> 00:21:16,644
a drink must have a name,
what shall we call this?

344
00:21:16,778 --> 00:21:20,313
You're the king,
you name it.

345
00:21:20,447 --> 00:21:24,317
Ah, Teddy, for you happen
to mistook me all this while,

346
00:21:24,451 --> 00:21:26,120
I live with bread,
like you.

347
00:21:26,254 --> 00:21:29,223
Feel, want, taste grief,
need friends, subjected,

348
00:21:29,356 --> 00:21:31,659
thus how can you
say to me that I'm a king?

349
00:21:31,793 --> 00:21:37,665
Yeah, well, you're the king,
so you name 'em.

350
00:21:37,799 --> 00:21:40,433
Well, I had some time to
ruminate on this, as it happens,

351
00:21:40,568 --> 00:21:42,503
when I was indisposed in the WC,
not always a place

352
00:21:42,637 --> 00:21:45,139
of inspiration,
but today served.

353
00:21:45,273 --> 00:21:46,339
- We shall call this drink...
- Yes?

354
00:21:46,473 --> 00:21:48,142
- Hope.
- Hope?

355
00:21:48,276 --> 00:21:50,278
Yes, you see, the enthusiasm
for which the second drink

356
00:21:50,410 --> 00:21:52,113
was named can seem unfounded.

357
00:21:52,246 --> 00:21:55,116
The ordinary world is not
an easy place, but with hope,

358
00:21:55,249 --> 00:21:57,852
the simple can be replaced
by the faintest magorical,

359
00:21:57,985 --> 00:21:59,687
and the third drink
brings us that hope.

360
00:21:59,821 --> 00:22:01,989
Hope that simple things
which only moments ago

361
00:22:02,123 --> 00:22:05,793
seemed banal but in time
acquire magical qualities.

362
00:22:05,927 --> 00:22:08,663
Miserable have no other
medicine, but only hope.

363
00:22:08,796 --> 00:22:09,730
What was that
you just said?

364
00:22:09,864 --> 00:22:11,566
- Just now?
- Yes, just now.

365
00:22:11,699 --> 00:22:16,637
Oh, the miserable have no
other medicine, but only hope.

366
00:22:16,771 --> 00:22:18,840
- Hmm.
- Am I bothering you, sir?

367
00:22:18,973 --> 00:22:20,575
- No, no, not at all.
- That is beautiful.

368
00:22:20,708 --> 00:22:22,310
Where did you hear that?

369
00:22:22,442 --> 00:22:25,079
I don't know.
Maybe the nuns.

370
00:22:25,213 --> 00:22:27,414
Is it from one of the Gospels?
They probably beat it...

371
00:22:27,548 --> 00:22:29,016
Not the Gospels,
no, Shakespeare, Shakespeare.

372
00:22:29,150 --> 00:22:30,885
How do you like that?

373
00:22:31,018 --> 00:22:33,654
I think our friend here is
a bit of a dark horse, Dylan.

374
00:22:33,788 --> 00:22:35,355
- A dark horse.
- "As You Like It".

375
00:22:35,488 --> 00:22:37,725
We had great nuns, great.

376
00:22:37,859 --> 00:22:40,595
No, theater, poetry.

377
00:22:40,728 --> 00:22:42,330
- Not a Gospel?
- Yes.

378
00:22:42,462 --> 00:22:46,634
- I know some limericks.
- Limericks?

379
00:22:46,767 --> 00:22:48,236
There was a young lady
from Lunt...

380
00:22:48,368 --> 00:22:50,738
No, please, Carlos, no.

381
00:22:50,872 --> 00:22:53,406
Sorry, Mr. Thomas, I...
didn't mean to offend,

382
00:22:53,541 --> 00:22:54,876
they're meant
comically, I think.

383
00:22:55,009 --> 00:22:56,544
- Nuns!
- I haven't heard of

384
00:22:56,677 --> 00:22:58,946
the place either,
but it rhymes with...

385
00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:04,986
In any case, rhyming is a
virtue, not a necessity, Carlos.

386
00:23:05,119 --> 00:23:06,921
Bless you.

387
00:23:10,057 --> 00:23:13,393
Where'd it go?

388
00:23:13,527 --> 00:23:14,562
Where'd what go?
I'm sorry.

389
00:23:14,695 --> 00:23:17,598
The money.

390
00:23:17,732 --> 00:23:20,835
- What are you implying?
- Implying?

391
00:23:20,968 --> 00:23:24,404
I'm not implying anything,
I'm just asking.

392
00:23:27,174 --> 00:23:29,744
Well, you're asking
a very implying sort of way.

393
00:23:39,419 --> 00:23:43,591
So, apart from the vomiting,
the cramps and the cough,

394
00:23:43,724 --> 00:23:45,793
is there anything unusual?

395
00:23:45,927 --> 00:23:49,230
- The diarrhea.
- Yes, of course, the diarrhea.

396
00:23:49,363 --> 00:23:54,302
D-i-a-r-h-e-a.

397
00:23:54,434 --> 00:23:57,305
Thank you.

398
00:23:57,437 --> 00:23:59,439
Anything else?

399
00:23:59,573 --> 00:24:01,474
- No.
- Just the diarrhea.

400
00:24:01,609 --> 00:24:03,077
Well, yes, and the cramps
and the vomiting.

401
00:24:03,210 --> 00:24:05,546
And the cough,
yes, of course, anything else?

402
00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:06,981
Just those.

403
00:24:07,114 --> 00:24:09,350
All right, then, good.

404
00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:11,652
Call me if you feel
any worse.

405
00:24:11,786 --> 00:24:13,120
Yes, of course.

406
00:24:13,254 --> 00:24:16,424
- Uh...
- Yes?

407
00:24:16,557 --> 00:24:18,592
An idea's just
run through my mind.

408
00:24:18,726 --> 00:24:20,294
Really?

409
00:24:20,428 --> 00:24:23,998
Please stop me if you think
that I sound too odd.

410
00:24:24,131 --> 00:24:29,503
But have you thought about
giving up the drink?

411
00:24:29,637 --> 00:24:32,974
- Pardon?
- Giving up the drink?

412
00:24:33,107 --> 00:24:35,276
What, with all the discomfort
of the diarrhea,

413
00:24:35,409 --> 00:24:39,680
- the cramps and the vomiting?
- Yes.

414
00:24:39,814 --> 00:24:43,718
Well, how would I put up
with it without a drink?

415
00:24:47,621 --> 00:24:51,192
Quite.
Just thought I would inquire.

416
00:25:00,167 --> 00:25:03,070
To begin at the beginning.

417
00:25:03,204 --> 00:25:07,041
It is spring, moonless night
in the small town,

418
00:25:07,174 --> 00:25:09,677
starless and bible-black,

419
00:25:09,810 --> 00:25:12,046
the cobble streets
silent and the hunched,

420
00:25:12,179 --> 00:25:15,416
courters'-and-rabbits' wood
limping invisible

421
00:25:15,549 --> 00:25:20,488
down to the sloeblack,
slow, black, crowblack,

422
00:25:20,654 --> 00:25:22,957
fishingboat-bobbing sea.

423
00:25:23,090 --> 00:25:27,528
Dear Dylan, I am glad
the trip's going well.

424
00:25:27,661 --> 00:25:31,265
I know your earnings
were a fortune with which

425
00:25:31,399 --> 00:25:33,401
I had thought we might
buy a house.

426
00:25:33,534 --> 00:25:35,504
The houses are blind
as moles

427
00:25:35,636 --> 00:25:39,640
(though moles see fine tonight
in the snouting, velvet dingles)

428
00:25:39,774 --> 00:25:43,544
or blind as Captain Cat there in
the muffled middle by the pump

429
00:25:43,677 --> 00:25:46,580
and the town clock,
the shops in mourning,

430
00:25:46,714 --> 00:25:50,384
the Welfare Hall
in widows' weeds.

431
00:25:50,519 --> 00:25:53,187
However, I am somewhat
less ambitious,

432
00:25:53,320 --> 00:25:55,256
enough to feed the children
until next Wednesday

433
00:25:55,389 --> 00:25:57,425
would be gratefully received.

434
00:25:57,558 --> 00:26:00,027
It's not so much their
nutritional needs with which

435
00:26:00,161 --> 00:26:05,966
I am concerned as their constant
reference to their hunger,

436
00:26:06,100 --> 00:26:10,704
which distracts one
from engaging them

437
00:26:10,838 --> 00:26:15,609
in otherwise
edifying discourse.

438
00:26:17,445 --> 00:26:19,647
Love, Cait.

439
00:26:19,780 --> 00:26:24,018
And all the people of
the lulled and dumbfound town

440
00:26:24,151 --> 00:26:28,022
are sleeping now.

441
00:26:47,708 --> 00:26:51,278
Does anyone really
care about the sick?

442
00:26:51,412 --> 00:26:55,983
Apart from their family,
small circle of friends.

443
00:26:56,117 --> 00:27:01,956
Gandhi, maybe, but, my God,
the man wore a loincloth.

444
00:27:02,089 --> 00:27:07,361
And apart from him,
the sick are but cold

445
00:27:07,495 --> 00:27:10,898
in the great furnace
of indifference.

446
00:27:11,031 --> 00:27:13,734
Then there are the famous,
we know their names,

447
00:27:13,868 --> 00:27:17,438
but do they possess
some quality we do not?

448
00:27:17,572 --> 00:27:21,709
Are they so much more
than we are?

449
00:27:21,842 --> 00:27:25,146
Why should we mourn their
passing any more than we mourn

450
00:27:25,279 --> 00:27:30,117
the passing what is now
this cadaver?

451
00:27:30,251 --> 00:27:34,255
It is only that we see
ourselves in the famous

452
00:27:34,388 --> 00:27:37,458
that makes them matter.

453
00:27:37,592 --> 00:27:44,365
But if we do not,
bring on the cadavers.

454
00:27:44,498 --> 00:27:47,968
There's always
a use for them.

455
00:27:54,208 --> 00:28:00,181
When I first met him...
Dylan... he had a...

456
00:28:00,314 --> 00:28:03,484
a childlike quality
that was irresistible.

457
00:28:03,618 --> 00:28:07,855
We met in a pub...
the Wheatsheaf, Fitzrovia...

458
00:28:07,988 --> 00:28:10,257
we were introduced and pretty
soon he was talking

459
00:28:10,391 --> 00:28:12,561
without punctuation
to anyone who would listen,

460
00:28:12,693 --> 00:28:15,196
he was drunk,
of course, but...

461
00:28:15,329 --> 00:28:18,832
Not that he didn't mean it,
but one wants a partner sober

462
00:28:18,966 --> 00:28:20,602
and responsible when
saying that sort of thing,

463
00:28:20,734 --> 00:28:24,271
at least from
a legal perspective.

464
00:28:24,405 --> 00:28:27,509
Don't you agree?

465
00:28:47,127 --> 00:28:49,396
Dylan, darling...

466
00:28:49,531 --> 00:28:52,099
Dylan, wake up.

467
00:28:53,834 --> 00:28:55,269
You must be Carlos.

468
00:28:58,172 --> 00:29:00,741
You must Caitlin.

469
00:29:00,874 --> 00:29:03,077
Well, yes, and no.

470
00:29:03,210 --> 00:29:05,813
I'm actually a manifestation
of Dylan's drunken,

471
00:29:05,946 --> 00:29:07,881
feverish and dyspeptic
imagination,

472
00:29:08,015 --> 00:29:11,385
that's why
I'm not here, here.

473
00:29:11,519 --> 00:29:13,555
If you're interested
in the rest of the story,

474
00:29:13,688 --> 00:29:17,191
when Dylan and I met, Augustus
and I were still lovers,

475
00:29:17,324 --> 00:29:20,695
though he was
a perfect bastard.

476
00:29:20,828 --> 00:29:22,564
But I had no intention of
altering which was, by then,

477
00:29:22,697 --> 00:29:24,733
a perfectly satisfactory
arrangement because a young man

478
00:29:24,865 --> 00:29:29,770
had put his head in my lap
and told me that he loved me.

479
00:29:29,903 --> 00:29:32,641
Do you remember, Dylan?

480
00:29:32,773 --> 00:29:35,476
I remember, I spoke
as I felt, I loved you,

481
00:29:35,610 --> 00:29:38,946
I loved you from
the moment I saw you.

482
00:29:39,079 --> 00:29:40,814
I was certain.

483
00:29:43,317 --> 00:29:45,654
Is that perfectly ridiculous,
don't you agree?

484
00:29:45,786 --> 00:29:51,225
I don't get involved
in domestic disputes.

485
00:29:51,358 --> 00:29:53,927
He did have
an elfin quality, though.

486
00:29:57,498 --> 00:30:02,504
He was so very slim,
do you remember?

487
00:30:02,637 --> 00:30:08,475
So slim, so pale... so soft.

488
00:30:08,610 --> 00:30:12,279
Like a turtle
just out of its shell.

489
00:30:12,413 --> 00:30:14,616
Well, I was a young man,
like any other.

490
00:30:14,749 --> 00:30:17,151
You were a turtle,

491
00:30:17,284 --> 00:30:21,855
or a pink reptile
with no muscle.

492
00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:25,893
- Did I seem so unappealing?
- I didn't say unappealing.

493
00:30:26,026 --> 00:30:28,896
Though my taste
does run to the strange.

494
00:30:34,468 --> 00:30:37,338
Will you come to me,
my love?

495
00:30:37,471 --> 00:30:41,875
I'm lonely and I care
so little for everything now.

496
00:30:42,009 --> 00:30:44,746
I think of you.

497
00:30:48,750 --> 00:30:54,355
Dylan... money is short.

498
00:30:54,488 --> 00:30:58,058
Send some at once.

499
00:30:58,192 --> 00:31:02,664
I am entirely serious.

500
00:31:02,797 --> 00:31:08,670
We shall have to sell
one of the children.

501
00:31:08,803 --> 00:31:11,372
Which one do you recommend?

502
00:31:49,076 --> 00:31:50,745
I worry, Carlos.

503
00:31:50,879 --> 00:31:53,782
- About that cough?
- No, not about the cough.

504
00:31:53,914 --> 00:31:56,116
That I will be forgotten
by all except young girls

505
00:31:56,250 --> 00:31:59,052
at ladies colleges and young men
whose earlier pubescent

506
00:31:59,186 --> 00:32:01,255
awkwardness has caused them
to think they've suffered

507
00:32:01,388 --> 00:32:04,057
more than others and should
therefore grow beards.

508
00:32:04,191 --> 00:32:07,127
- That's what you worry about.
- Yes! Sometimes.

509
00:32:07,261 --> 00:32:10,063
I worry about snakes.

510
00:32:10,197 --> 00:32:13,100
- Another?
- Yes, why not?

511
00:32:13,233 --> 00:32:15,936
I was thinking how easy
seduction is.

512
00:32:16,069 --> 00:32:17,304
I think
I know what you mean,

513
00:32:17,438 --> 00:32:19,106
I haven't done
too badly myself.

514
00:32:19,239 --> 00:32:21,041
Yes, well done, Carlos,
I was speaking of seduction

515
00:32:21,175 --> 00:32:23,210
in the broader sense,

516
00:32:23,343 --> 00:32:25,279
causing those
to hear one to love one,

517
00:32:25,412 --> 00:32:29,183
a group seduction, a hypnosis
of an entire audience.

518
00:32:29,316 --> 00:32:33,487
Hmm. That sounds harder than
hitting on some depressed girl

519
00:32:33,621 --> 00:32:35,122
who just broke up
with her boyfriend.

520
00:32:35,255 --> 00:32:36,990
Yes, but it's
all trick, Carlos.

521
00:32:37,124 --> 00:32:38,626
Is that right?

522
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:40,595
Are you gonna
name that one?

523
00:32:40,728 --> 00:32:45,600
Ah, yes, the fourth, the
fourth, the fourth, the fourth.

524
00:32:45,733 --> 00:32:51,438
We shall call this...
recalcitrance.

525
00:32:51,573 --> 00:32:53,340
A lack of respect...

526
00:32:53,474 --> 00:32:55,075
...for the self-righteous...

527
00:32:55,209 --> 00:32:56,945
...and higher demands...

528
00:32:57,077 --> 00:33:00,715
...to stop before excess.

529
00:33:00,849 --> 00:33:04,051
To recalcitrance!
Hmm.

530
00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:08,656
Yes, there's problems.

531
00:33:08,790 --> 00:33:12,125
Drunkenness... rudeness,
lunging after women.

532
00:33:12,259 --> 00:33:14,261
Yes, yes, yes, perhaps artists
have different views

533
00:33:14,394 --> 00:33:18,398
of things, it's the excitement
of the iconoclastic mind.

534
00:33:18,533 --> 00:33:21,368
Oh, I used to expect
so little in return.

535
00:33:21,503 --> 00:33:22,804
- Oh, yes.
- How long?

536
00:33:22,937 --> 00:33:24,539
Eight years.

537
00:33:24,672 --> 00:33:26,774
That's a long time
writing a book, eight years.

538
00:33:26,908 --> 00:33:28,442
It's hard to finish,

539
00:33:28,576 --> 00:33:30,845
you open yourself up to
judgement and condemnation.

540
00:33:30,979 --> 00:33:33,347
Your life wholly
in the hands of someone else.

541
00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:35,917
Oh, my life in his hands.

542
00:33:36,049 --> 00:33:38,051
People put their lives
in my hands all the time,

543
00:33:38,185 --> 00:33:41,221
stop taking it seriously
after a while.

544
00:33:44,859 --> 00:33:46,661
I just want him
to like it.

545
00:33:46,794 --> 00:33:51,566
And failing that, to like it,
for all you've done for him?

546
00:33:51,699 --> 00:33:54,501
Have you ever
heard him read?

547
00:33:54,636 --> 00:33:59,239
Just an eye chart,
but he did it beautifully.

548
00:33:59,373 --> 00:34:04,612
If you could hear him read
I think you'd understand...

549
00:34:04,746 --> 00:34:09,149
That he's better
than we are.

550
00:34:09,283 --> 00:34:14,087
It was all shining,
it was Adam and maiden,

551
00:34:14,221 --> 00:34:19,861
the sky gathered again, and the
sun grew round that very day.

552
00:34:19,994 --> 00:34:23,463
So it must have been after
the birth of the simple light

553
00:34:23,598 --> 00:34:26,366
in the first spinning place,

554
00:34:26,500 --> 00:34:30,772
the spellbound horses walking
warm out of the whinnying

555
00:34:30,905 --> 00:34:36,410
green stable on to
the fields of praise.

556
00:34:36,544 --> 00:34:41,214
And honored among foxes
and pheasants by the gay house

557
00:34:41,348 --> 00:34:46,521
under the new-made clouds
and happy as the heart was long,

558
00:34:46,654 --> 00:34:52,994
in the sun born over and over,
I ran my heedless ways.

559
00:34:57,230 --> 00:34:59,801
I will read it, Brinnan.

560
00:34:59,934 --> 00:35:01,468
I wasn't talking
about that, Dylan.

561
00:35:01,603 --> 00:35:03,571
- No?
- No.

562
00:35:03,705 --> 00:35:06,440
But if you don't mind me asking,
how far along had you gotten?

563
00:35:06,574 --> 00:35:08,776
Well, coming up to
the interesting bit, I hope.

564
00:35:08,910 --> 00:35:10,712
Ah, and what is the
interesting bit?

565
00:35:10,845 --> 00:35:12,080
Well, you would
know, dear boy,

566
00:35:12,212 --> 00:35:14,882
I haven't got there
yet, have I?

567
00:35:21,321 --> 00:35:23,992
Number five, Mr. Thomas!

568
00:35:24,124 --> 00:35:25,593
Freewheel!

569
00:35:25,727 --> 00:35:27,461
He's rather beautiful.

570
00:35:27,595 --> 00:35:28,930
Will you name it
beauty, then?

571
00:35:29,063 --> 00:35:31,164
No, on, no, no,
we shall call it faith.

572
00:35:31,298 --> 00:35:32,634
- Faith?
- Yes, faith.

573
00:35:32,767 --> 00:35:35,435
You calling something faith.
Why faith?

574
00:35:35,570 --> 00:35:37,005
Don't offend my customers,
please, Felix.

575
00:35:37,137 --> 00:35:38,472
He doesn't mean
any harm, Carlos.

576
00:35:38,606 --> 00:35:39,941
Who's doing
the harm here?

577
00:35:40,074 --> 00:35:41,509
Faith that the drinks
that follow

578
00:35:41,643 --> 00:35:44,679
or whatever is to follow
holds great promise!

579
00:35:44,812 --> 00:35:47,649
Faith for those who have it
has more certainty than hope,

580
00:35:47,782 --> 00:35:49,083
but less evidence,

581
00:35:49,216 --> 00:35:50,952
making it all the more
remarkable

582
00:35:51,085 --> 00:35:52,152
and therefore beautiful.

583
00:35:52,285 --> 00:35:53,788
To faith!
Cheers!

584
00:35:53,921 --> 00:35:56,658
To one who has faith,
no explanation is necessary.

585
00:35:56,791 --> 00:35:59,827
To one without faith,
no explanation is possible.

586
00:35:59,961 --> 00:36:01,963
- Carlos. Carlos, Carlos...
- What?

587
00:36:02,096 --> 00:36:03,497
- That?
- Yes, that!

588
00:36:03,631 --> 00:36:05,066
St. Thomas Aquinas!

589
00:36:05,198 --> 00:36:07,501
- Oh, the nuns again!
- Absolutely, sir.

590
00:36:07,635 --> 00:36:09,436
- He has a good memory.
- I don't know about that.

591
00:36:09,570 --> 00:36:11,204
Just a bartender
who whips out the odd phrase

592
00:36:11,338 --> 00:36:13,041
to impress the ladies.

593
00:36:13,173 --> 00:36:16,376
Oh, the ladies respond in
a big way to St. Thomas Aquinas.

594
00:36:16,511 --> 00:36:17,545
You'd be surprised, sir.

595
00:36:17,679 --> 00:36:19,212
It doesn't mean
anything to me,

596
00:36:19,346 --> 00:36:21,983
it just sounds pretty,
sounds like it means something.

597
00:36:22,116 --> 00:36:24,085
My dad used to talk
very preachy to my mother,

598
00:36:24,217 --> 00:36:25,687
then he would beat
the fuck out of her.

599
00:36:25,820 --> 00:36:27,889
I figured it wasn't what
he said that mattered

600
00:36:28,022 --> 00:36:30,490
or how pretty he sounded
or whether it meant anything.

601
00:36:43,938 --> 00:36:46,339
And speaking of money, Dylan,

602
00:36:46,473 --> 00:36:49,476
Brinnan tells me you're inclined
to buy everyone's drinks

603
00:36:49,610 --> 00:36:52,880
and are betting on horses.

604
00:36:53,014 --> 00:36:57,250
I would point out,
in passing, that your children

605
00:36:57,384 --> 00:37:01,254
are virtually without
clothes or food

606
00:37:01,388 --> 00:37:05,693
and that we are having
to rely on charity.

607
00:37:05,827 --> 00:37:11,231
Brinnan also mentioned...

608
00:37:11,364 --> 00:37:15,737
that you have a mistress.

609
00:37:15,870 --> 00:37:21,075
I do hope she's not
the expensive kind.

610
00:37:21,209 --> 00:37:27,648
One of the more economical
variety in our circumstances

611
00:37:27,782 --> 00:37:32,553
would seem more appropriate.

612
00:37:37,357 --> 00:37:40,728
You are a bastard.

613
00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:49,036
The children
send their love.

614
00:38:00,782 --> 00:38:04,417
There they are.

615
00:38:04,552 --> 00:38:07,487
So this is the, uh,
sixth, is it, Carlos?

616
00:38:07,622 --> 00:38:09,289
There are five glasses
on the bar, Dylan,

617
00:38:09,422 --> 00:38:11,159
so that must be
the sixth and seventh.

618
00:38:11,291 --> 00:38:12,927
Yes, thank you, Felix.

619
00:38:13,060 --> 00:38:14,762
None of my business,
but couldn't you stop now?

620
00:38:14,896 --> 00:38:16,564
I could, Felix,
but the fifth is faith

621
00:38:16,697 --> 00:38:19,432
and it proved unfounded, it was
inevitable, we all lose faith

622
00:38:19,567 --> 00:38:21,169
at some point, at least
for a little while,

623
00:38:21,301 --> 00:38:24,071
then comes that ennui,
that mordant contemplation

624
00:38:24,205 --> 00:38:29,510
of how little future holds
and our own certain death...

625
00:38:29,644 --> 00:38:31,846
To new mistakes.

626
00:38:31,979 --> 00:38:34,882
That seems sort of sad,
Mr. Thomas.

627
00:38:35,016 --> 00:38:38,318
Yes, it is
a little sad, Teddy.

628
00:38:38,451 --> 00:38:41,656
But do not despair
because here is the seventh.

629
00:38:41,789 --> 00:38:43,291
Is that a good one?

630
00:38:43,423 --> 00:38:44,625
Oh, this is a good one,
this is resurrection.

631
00:38:44,759 --> 00:38:46,260
Oh, stop.

632
00:38:46,393 --> 00:38:48,930
The spirit, which only
moments ago seemed so bound

633
00:38:49,063 --> 00:38:51,999
to the earth now seems to soar
above and our companions

634
00:38:52,133 --> 00:38:55,136
who formerly seemed so tedious
now seem to offer insights

635
00:38:55,269 --> 00:38:57,171
that we are certain
to remember, if not forever,

636
00:38:57,305 --> 00:39:00,641
then certainly until
lunchtime next week.

637
00:39:00,775 --> 00:39:03,010
To resurrection.

638
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:07,982
Do you mean us,
Mr. Thomas?

639
00:39:08,115 --> 00:39:10,218
- Mean you, Teddy?
- Tedious companions?

640
00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:14,789
No, no, not you, no, shh,
I meant the others.

641
00:39:21,461 --> 00:39:23,331
Damn it.

642
00:39:23,463 --> 00:39:26,901
I don't know where he is.

643
00:39:27,034 --> 00:39:28,336
He's not in his room
at the Chelsea

644
00:39:28,468 --> 00:39:31,205
and that girl
keeps calling.

645
00:39:31,339 --> 00:39:34,008
I called the San Remo,

646
00:39:34,141 --> 00:39:36,210
- the Minetta.
- White Horse Tavern.

647
00:39:36,344 --> 00:39:38,079
Twice... they said
he wasn't there.

648
00:39:38,212 --> 00:39:43,416
Well, there are only a few
hundred other bars in New York.

649
00:39:43,551 --> 00:39:46,754
If you have a yellow pages,
there's hope.

650
00:39:50,725 --> 00:39:53,761
He promised he'd be done
with the book by tonight.

651
00:39:53,895 --> 00:39:57,765
Perhaps he's in
the library reading it now.

652
00:39:57,899 --> 00:40:00,400
Okay, you know, you know,
Felton, for a friend, you are...

653
00:40:00,534 --> 00:40:03,070
What do you expect?
He's been nothing but trouble.

654
00:40:03,204 --> 00:40:04,705
- Him?
- This tour,

655
00:40:04,839 --> 00:40:06,574
it's wearing you down.

656
00:40:06,707 --> 00:40:09,377
Your constant good cheer is
a redeeming quality, Brinnan,

657
00:40:09,510 --> 00:40:12,780
try not to lose that.

658
00:40:12,914 --> 00:40:15,516
You're right, I mean,
he does find the coeds

659
00:40:15,650 --> 00:40:18,552
at the colleges
a bit distracting.

660
00:40:18,686 --> 00:40:23,324
"The Bermuda shorts,"
he says. Ugh.

661
00:40:23,456 --> 00:40:26,459
At times he stands too close
to them and...

662
00:40:26,594 --> 00:40:29,931
- And?
- Makes suggestions.

663
00:40:30,064 --> 00:40:33,968
- Oh.
- And the drinking... God.

664
00:40:34,101 --> 00:40:36,404
- But no matter how...
- Drunk.

665
00:40:36,537 --> 00:40:39,774
Yes... he is strangely
reliable.

666
00:40:39,907 --> 00:40:43,476
Yes, he has vices,
but he still has principles.

667
00:40:43,611 --> 00:40:47,447
He will read it,
I'm certain of it.

668
00:40:47,581 --> 00:40:50,418
In any case, his wife
is on the three o'clock plane,

669
00:40:50,551 --> 00:40:53,321
I booked the flight myself.
Another great favor.

670
00:40:53,453 --> 00:40:57,457
You're a kind man, Brinnan,
you take some pride in that.

671
00:40:57,591 --> 00:40:59,827
But this great favor,
I wonder,

672
00:40:59,961 --> 00:41:02,596
is it a kindness
or a manipulation?

673
00:41:02,730 --> 00:41:06,367
If you're suddenly becoming wise
to the ways of the world,

674
00:41:06,499 --> 00:41:10,604
I would find that disturbing.
Say it isn't so.

675
00:41:22,316 --> 00:41:24,685
No, I, I don't
speak your language,

676
00:41:24,819 --> 00:41:30,490
you do realize that,
yes? Or no?

677
00:41:30,624 --> 00:41:34,195
Anyway, he...
he put his head in my lap,

678
00:41:34,328 --> 00:41:38,566
like a child, and he said,
sotto voce...

679
00:41:38,699 --> 00:41:39,867
- Sotto voce?
- Oh, you understand sotto voce?

680
00:41:40,001 --> 00:41:42,169
Si, understand, understand.

681
00:41:42,303 --> 00:41:46,073
Yes... he, he said that
he loved me, and that

682
00:41:46,207 --> 00:41:51,645
I was beautiful, and that
we were going to get married.

683
00:41:51,779 --> 00:41:54,715
He was very drunk,
but doesn't that make someone

684
00:41:54,849 --> 00:41:59,353
more truthful or,
or less so?

685
00:41:59,487 --> 00:42:02,123
Do you have thoughts
in this regard?

686
00:42:17,371 --> 00:42:20,074
Dylan, I'm sorry, I know this
is not a good time, however...

687
00:42:20,207 --> 00:42:24,011
You are, if I haven't told
you, Brinnan, a wonderful man.

688
00:42:24,145 --> 00:42:27,181
- Oh. Thank you...
- And I mean that,

689
00:42:27,314 --> 00:42:29,683
not in the overly hyperbolic
north American sense,

690
00:42:29,817 --> 00:42:32,521
you truly are
a wonderful human being.

691
00:42:32,653 --> 00:42:34,422
Well, that does mean
a great deal to me, Dylan...

692
00:42:34,555 --> 00:42:40,529
And this particular cow
is deeply appreciative.

693
00:42:40,661 --> 00:42:43,197
- I'm sorry, cow?
- Cow, as in cash cow,

694
00:42:43,330 --> 00:42:46,934
cow as in giver of milk,
cash cow as in giver of money.

695
00:42:53,707 --> 00:42:55,276
Dylan, I do not see you

696
00:42:55,409 --> 00:42:57,011
as a cash cow, I...

697
00:42:57,144 --> 00:42:59,880
Of course, also, a trophy
and an ornament.

698
00:43:00,014 --> 00:43:01,782
Sir, I'm not following you.

699
00:43:01,916 --> 00:43:03,617
I understand,
intuition not being

700
00:43:03,751 --> 00:43:08,557
your strongest suit,
Brinnan.

701
00:43:08,722 --> 00:43:13,894
This tour, this... tour,
all these cities, all this...

702
00:43:14,028 --> 00:43:15,629
time, not enjoying
a single moment of it...

703
00:43:15,763 --> 00:43:17,431
what do I have to
show for it?

704
00:43:17,566 --> 00:43:20,734
I did this for the money,
but despite these 20 cities,

705
00:43:20,868 --> 00:43:22,770
20 examples of low theater,

706
00:43:22,903 --> 00:43:25,106
I have absolutely
nothing to show for it.

707
00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:27,808
Caitlin and the children
are virtually starving.

708
00:43:27,942 --> 00:43:29,810
Who's responsible for this?

709
00:43:29,944 --> 00:43:32,713
- Concerning the money...
- Who is responsible for this,

710
00:43:32,847 --> 00:43:35,749
Brinnan, I love them,
dearly, I miss them.

711
00:43:35,883 --> 00:43:39,588
Tell me, who's responsible?

712
00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:42,857
Me, I suppose.

713
00:43:42,990 --> 00:43:44,526
How's your wonderful,

714
00:43:44,658 --> 00:43:48,129
wonderful book
coming along, young Malcolm?

715
00:43:48,262 --> 00:43:51,298
Ah, well, I should be
asking you that.

716
00:43:51,432 --> 00:43:55,302
Have you had some time
to read and...

717
00:43:55,436 --> 00:43:59,574
Um, I wouldn't say
that, no, not completely.

718
00:43:59,707 --> 00:44:01,642
Mm-hmm, of course.

719
00:44:01,775 --> 00:44:04,513
Um, that's what I wanted
to talk to you about.

720
00:44:04,645 --> 00:44:06,615
If I could possibly have it
back, I found a typist

721
00:44:06,747 --> 00:44:10,217
that can make another copy
of it and it would be very...

722
00:44:10,351 --> 00:44:13,821
You mean the copy you gave me
was the only copy.

723
00:44:13,954 --> 00:44:15,456
- Yes.
- The only copy...

724
00:44:15,590 --> 00:44:17,658
why would you...

725
00:44:17,791 --> 00:44:19,193
But surely
there's another draft.

726
00:44:19,326 --> 00:44:21,695
No.

727
00:44:21,829 --> 00:44:26,367
Brinnan... thank you
so very, very much

728
00:44:26,500 --> 00:44:29,770
for putting your trust in me,
I... I shan't forget this.

729
00:44:36,611 --> 00:44:39,780
There are a few things
as gratifying

730
00:44:39,914 --> 00:44:43,050
as the study of alcoholism.

731
00:44:43,184 --> 00:44:45,352
The thing about
an alcoholic's body

732
00:44:45,486 --> 00:44:51,258
is that rarely do we see
such a direct causality

733
00:44:51,392 --> 00:44:57,731
between an activity...

734
00:44:57,865 --> 00:45:01,168
...and its effect on physiology.

735
00:45:01,302 --> 00:45:07,841
First of all, alcohol causes
stomach secretions and...

736
00:45:07,975 --> 00:45:12,279
dilates the blood vessels
in the skin

737
00:45:12,413 --> 00:45:18,385
so that, though the drinker's
actually losing body heat,

738
00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:21,956
he is feeling warm.

739
00:45:22,089 --> 00:45:25,793
The immediate effect
of alcohol,

740
00:45:25,926 --> 00:45:29,598
that which we like,
results from depression...

741
00:45:29,730 --> 00:45:31,232
...of the nervous system,

742
00:45:31,365 --> 00:45:36,737
so there is a what feels like
a stimulant effect,

743
00:45:36,870 --> 00:45:40,609
but actually, clinically,
that is because there is

744
00:45:40,741 --> 00:45:45,212
a depression in
the part of the brain

745
00:45:45,346 --> 00:45:48,415
that inhibits
our actions, so,

746
00:45:48,550 --> 00:45:52,886
far from
loosening us up...

747
00:45:53,020 --> 00:45:58,526
alcohol is depressing us,

748
00:45:58,660 --> 00:46:02,796
one part of
the brain at a time.

749
00:46:23,585 --> 00:46:27,321
One Christmas was
so much like another,

750
00:46:27,454 --> 00:46:31,925
in those years around
the sea-town corner now

751
00:46:32,059 --> 00:46:38,399
and out of all sound except
the distant speaking...

752
00:46:38,533 --> 00:46:40,901
Why do you stay
with me, then?

753
00:46:41,035 --> 00:46:44,104
You have so little feeling.

754
00:46:44,238 --> 00:46:46,040
Uncertainty.

755
00:46:46,173 --> 00:46:49,877
Uncertainty whether the option
for anything better exists.

756
00:46:50,010 --> 00:46:52,614
Lack of energy
to explore that option,

757
00:46:52,747 --> 00:46:55,617
and the hope that the option
with which we are stuck

758
00:46:55,750 --> 00:46:59,486
might transmogrify
into something else.

759
00:47:03,758 --> 00:47:06,493
You know, it's strange...

760
00:47:06,628 --> 00:47:09,129
how we choose
our life partner.

761
00:47:09,263 --> 00:47:11,031
We shop so wisely
for everything else,

762
00:47:11,165 --> 00:47:14,034
but we throw judgement out of
the window when we marry.

763
00:47:14,168 --> 00:47:17,672
We don't consider the investment
or the return or the downside.

764
00:47:17,806 --> 00:47:21,408
We meet somebody,
we see them for a while and then

765
00:47:21,543 --> 00:47:24,845
we stay with forever,
or what feels like forever.

766
00:47:24,978 --> 00:47:27,081
It's a very strange way
to shop.

767
00:47:27,214 --> 00:47:30,819
- Did it seem like forever?
- Longer.

768
00:47:30,951 --> 00:47:33,621
I know what you mean.

769
00:47:33,755 --> 00:47:36,323
Oh, not that some of us
haven't got lucky.

770
00:47:36,457 --> 00:47:39,126
I find the constant reassurance
from radio commentators

771
00:47:39,259 --> 00:47:41,796
that you're a genius
hugely reassuring,

772
00:47:41,929 --> 00:47:45,800
especially as we watch you
drink our money away.

773
00:47:48,335 --> 00:47:51,004
"Do something," he said,

774
00:47:51,138 --> 00:47:54,875
and we threw our
snowballs in the smoke.

775
00:47:55,008 --> 00:47:57,077
I think we missed
Mr. Prothero,

776
00:47:57,211 --> 00:47:59,614
and ran out of the house
to the telephone box.

777
00:47:59,748 --> 00:48:02,851
"Let's call the police as well,"
Jim said, "and the ambulance,

778
00:48:02,983 --> 00:48:07,221
and Ernie Jenkins,
he likes fires."

779
00:48:07,354 --> 00:48:11,258
By the seaside,
hearing the noise of birds,

780
00:48:11,392 --> 00:48:17,532
hearing the raven coughing
winter stinks, my busy heart

781
00:48:17,665 --> 00:48:23,237
who shutters as she talks
sheds the syllabic blood

782
00:48:23,370 --> 00:48:27,742
and drains her words.

783
00:48:27,876 --> 00:48:31,579
The force that drives
the water through the rocks

784
00:48:31,713 --> 00:48:37,519
drives my red blood that
dries the mouthing streams,

785
00:48:37,652 --> 00:48:44,458
turns mine to wax, and I am dumb
to mouth unto my veins

786
00:48:44,592 --> 00:48:50,931
how at the mountain spring
the same mouth sucks.

787
00:49:03,410 --> 00:49:07,549
Dylan...

788
00:49:07,682 --> 00:49:10,250
I suppose
this is a bit late.

789
00:49:14,522 --> 00:49:18,158
I'm sorry.

790
00:49:18,292 --> 00:49:20,227
Sorry.

791
00:49:28,168 --> 00:49:29,771
There's any consolation,

792
00:49:29,904 --> 00:49:34,542
I've hurt you less
than you've hurt me.

793
00:49:34,676 --> 00:49:37,978
You have hurt me.

794
00:49:41,950 --> 00:49:44,586
You love me, Dylan?

795
00:50:04,672 --> 00:50:08,342
I appreciate that as I've been
mentioned in the newspapers,

796
00:50:08,475 --> 00:50:11,378
the mere gazing upon my person
cerates a sense of validation...

797
00:50:11,513 --> 00:50:14,147
- We love you, Dylan!
- Thank you.

798
00:50:14,281 --> 00:50:16,618
Like witnessing a very
important car accident.

799
00:50:16,751 --> 00:50:18,653
We love you!

800
00:50:18,786 --> 00:50:20,020
I love you too.

801
00:50:20,153 --> 00:50:22,155
William Butler Yeats.

802
00:50:31,799 --> 00:50:33,902
Thank you.

803
00:50:34,034 --> 00:50:36,436
William Butler Yeats.

804
00:50:39,541 --> 00:50:44,144
Turning and turning
in the widening gyre,

805
00:50:44,278 --> 00:50:48,081
the falcon cannot
hear the falconer.

806
00:50:50,718 --> 00:50:56,524
Things fall apart,
the center cannot hold.

807
00:50:56,658 --> 00:51:00,360
Mere anarchy
is loosed upon the world,

808
00:51:00,494 --> 00:51:04,364
the blood dimmed tide
is loosed.

809
00:51:04,498 --> 00:51:08,937
And everywhere,
the ceremony of innocence...

810
00:51:30,390 --> 00:51:33,728
Yes, I understand,
thank you.

811
00:51:51,879 --> 00:51:54,549
Are you all right?

812
00:51:54,682 --> 00:51:55,917
Yes, I'm fine.

813
00:51:56,050 --> 00:51:58,653
You found him?

814
00:51:58,786 --> 00:52:02,289
He's at the White Horse,
he's been there since nine.

815
00:52:02,422 --> 00:52:05,492
Hmm. How much?

816
00:52:05,627 --> 00:52:08,428
Seven, eight doubles.

817
00:52:08,563 --> 00:52:11,933
Well, perhaps I shouldn't
have given you that, but...

818
00:52:15,135 --> 00:52:16,671
Where was it found?

819
00:52:16,804 --> 00:52:20,642
On... Charles Street,
and apparently

820
00:52:20,775 --> 00:52:24,078
there were a f...

821
00:52:41,663 --> 00:52:43,631
Is it really you?

822
00:52:43,765 --> 00:52:47,200
You've finally come to me?

823
00:52:47,334 --> 00:52:51,873
No. You're drunk.

824
00:52:52,006 --> 00:52:54,374
I'm your hallucination.

825
00:52:56,010 --> 00:52:57,812
Well, there are advantages.

826
00:52:57,945 --> 00:53:00,048
Advantages?

827
00:53:00,180 --> 00:53:03,250
As your hallucination I can
say whatever you want me to.

828
00:53:03,383 --> 00:53:05,987
Every man's dream.

829
00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:07,822
As your wife
I would never do that.

830
00:53:07,955 --> 00:53:09,657
Ah.

831
00:53:09,791 --> 00:53:12,827
Ah? Ah, as in
let's have another drink?

832
00:53:12,960 --> 00:53:14,696
Why don't you get drunk
and smell of your own vomit

833
00:53:14,829 --> 00:53:16,998
and let what's left
of your body rot?

834
00:53:17,131 --> 00:53:20,968
If it's my hallucination,
why did I get Vlad the Impaler?

835
00:53:21,102 --> 00:53:25,405
- Pardon me, sir?
- Speaking to myself, Carlos.

836
00:53:25,540 --> 00:53:30,210
You know, the wind,
north by northwest.

837
00:53:30,343 --> 00:53:32,513
- That would...
- He...

838
00:53:32,647 --> 00:53:33,715
That would be
two doubles, then.

839
00:53:33,848 --> 00:53:37,018
Yes, thank you, thank you.

840
00:53:41,388 --> 00:53:43,791
- I'm only 39, Carlos.
- Thirty-nine?

841
00:53:43,925 --> 00:53:47,729
I'm only 39 years of age.

842
00:53:47,862 --> 00:53:49,697
I thought
you were much older.

843
00:53:49,831 --> 00:53:53,534
So much time wasted.

844
00:53:53,668 --> 00:53:55,435
And by who?

845
00:53:57,872 --> 00:54:00,440
- The ninth is...
- Listen to me, Dylan...

846
00:54:00,575 --> 00:54:04,979
- The ninth is regret.
- Dylan.

847
00:54:05,113 --> 00:54:06,981
We cannot undo
or redo the past

848
00:54:07,115 --> 00:54:10,417
and we're never certain whether
we've lost or gained.

849
00:54:10,551 --> 00:54:14,387
And still we regret
all the same.

850
00:54:16,591 --> 00:54:19,093
I like that one.

851
00:54:19,227 --> 00:54:20,862
Good, Teddy,
because this...

852
00:54:20,995 --> 00:54:22,362
How can you say you love me
and behave like this?

853
00:54:22,496 --> 00:54:23,631
...this is the tenth
love again.

854
00:54:23,765 --> 00:54:25,298
Do you love me, Dylan?

855
00:54:25,432 --> 00:54:28,770
And again, and again,
and again, and again.

856
00:54:28,903 --> 00:54:30,403
You're taking your
time with that one, sir.

857
00:54:30,538 --> 00:54:33,174
Yes, I am, Felix,
because,

858
00:54:33,306 --> 00:54:35,342
you see,
this already has a name...

859
00:54:35,475 --> 00:54:37,812
- So do you?
- And a function.

860
00:54:37,945 --> 00:54:41,582
Do you mean that I should
sacrifice my life for you?

861
00:54:41,716 --> 00:54:43,316
- Possibly, in part.
- I have!

862
00:54:43,450 --> 00:54:46,621
- Possibly, you have, in part.
- No, I mean my life.

863
00:54:46,754 --> 00:54:51,125
What's gone you've taken
or I've given or lost.

864
00:54:51,259 --> 00:54:53,127
What's it called,
then, sir?

865
00:54:53,261 --> 00:54:56,130
Then tenth,
Carlos, is excess.

866
00:54:56,264 --> 00:54:57,932
What else can it be called
but excess?

867
00:54:58,065 --> 00:55:01,736
Most of life's events and
turmoils have been experienced,

868
00:55:01,869 --> 00:55:06,306
so there's little point
in carrying on, but we do.

869
00:55:06,439 --> 00:55:09,476
The optimistic, out of
curiosity, and the rest of us

870
00:55:09,610 --> 00:55:11,279
because we see
no alternative

871
00:55:11,411 --> 00:55:13,948
than masked guests
at one own's party.

872
00:55:14,081 --> 00:55:15,283
What the hell
do you mean

873
00:55:15,415 --> 00:55:17,151
when you say
I have taken your life?

874
00:55:17,285 --> 00:55:18,686
If we have loved each other,

875
00:55:18,820 --> 00:55:21,122
then we have taken
each other's lives!

876
00:55:21,255 --> 00:55:25,526
And they were freely given!
So, do you love me, Dylan?

877
00:55:25,660 --> 00:55:29,597
If I loved you, if I loved
you, then your infidelity

878
00:55:29,730 --> 00:55:31,265
would have caused me suffering,
and I have suffered...

879
00:55:31,398 --> 00:55:33,167
- Oh, please!
- So you can say,

880
00:55:33,301 --> 00:55:34,802
if it's important to you,
that yes, I have loved you.

881
00:55:34,936 --> 00:55:36,704
Oh, please, Dylan!

882
00:55:36,838 --> 00:55:38,573
In fact, you've given me
ample opportunity to love you...

883
00:55:38,706 --> 00:55:39,907
- Dylan!
- ...repeatedly!

884
00:55:40,041 --> 00:55:41,642
- Again and again!
- Dylan.

885
00:55:41,776 --> 00:55:43,711
Should I forgive
your infidelity?

886
00:55:43,845 --> 00:55:49,416
My God! The torture of mind
you've provided, to give me

887
00:55:49,550 --> 00:55:54,454
the chance to understand
what you mean by love!

888
00:55:54,589 --> 00:55:57,558
- Dylan, please.
- A definition, love is

889
00:55:57,692 --> 00:56:01,963
the agony one provides to
the person you care for most!

890
00:56:02,096 --> 00:56:05,566
Dylan... please.

891
00:56:05,700 --> 00:56:07,168
Please what, Caitlin?

892
00:56:07,301 --> 00:56:10,571
Please, please,
can you fuck someone else?

893
00:56:10,705 --> 00:56:12,439
Please,
should I forgive you?

894
00:56:12,573 --> 00:56:14,374
And that ridiculous girl.

895
00:56:14,508 --> 00:56:17,945
- That does not burden me?
- She was of no consequence!

896
00:56:18,079 --> 00:56:21,048
- But it was first!
- It wasn't important!

897
00:56:21,182 --> 00:56:22,382
It broke my heart!

898
00:56:22,516 --> 00:56:26,153
Your heart
that gave you an excuse!

899
00:56:29,190 --> 00:56:34,996
You're just a bloody drunk
and bloody man!

900
00:56:35,129 --> 00:56:38,900
I will...

901
00:56:39,033 --> 00:56:42,570
I will bloody drink!

902
00:57:47,001 --> 00:57:50,304
The eleventh
is disappointment.

903
00:57:52,139 --> 00:57:54,175
Disappointment at not stopping
after ten, but also

904
00:57:54,308 --> 00:57:56,310
at everything into which
we've invested our faith,

905
00:57:56,444 --> 00:57:58,446
nothing deserving.

906
00:57:58,579 --> 00:58:05,086
Twelve, heh, 12,
12, 12 is sadness,

907
00:58:05,219 --> 00:58:07,688
which is the great shade
that hovers behind us

908
00:58:07,822 --> 00:58:10,091
like a thief with a cudgel.

909
00:58:10,224 --> 00:58:13,828
What's gone and what's past
help should be past grief.

910
00:58:13,961 --> 00:58:15,663
I'm not even
going to ask, Carlos.

911
00:58:15,796 --> 00:58:19,300
What?

912
00:58:21,435 --> 00:58:24,839
Has a... has a woman ever
been unfaithful to you?

913
00:58:24,972 --> 00:58:26,841
Depends on what you mean
by "unfaithful."

914
00:58:26,974 --> 00:58:28,542
I had no idea
there were several meanings.

915
00:58:28,676 --> 00:58:30,611
What I mean is,
has a woman you loved

916
00:58:30,745 --> 00:58:33,547
ever had physical intimacies
with another man?

917
00:58:33,681 --> 00:58:35,349
- Physical intimacy?
- Jesus Christ, Carlos,

918
00:58:35,483 --> 00:58:38,219
has a wife or girlfriend of
yours ever fucked someone else?

919
00:58:38,352 --> 00:58:42,757
Oh, right, yes.
Bitch, a bitch.

920
00:58:42,890 --> 00:58:44,859
And was she unfaithful
with several men

921
00:58:44,992 --> 00:58:49,597
- at several different times?
- You think I'm stupid?

922
00:58:49,730 --> 00:58:52,366
Of course, every situation
is different, Mr. Thomas.

923
00:58:52,500 --> 00:58:55,870
But what if
you still loved her?

924
00:58:56,003 --> 00:58:57,705
- Why would I do that?
- Yes, Carlos,

925
00:58:57,838 --> 00:59:00,141
why, why would you
do that?

926
00:59:00,274 --> 00:59:03,377
Why would you do that
when your trust was violated?

927
00:59:03,512 --> 00:59:06,914
And all your secret,
little special intimacies

928
00:59:07,048 --> 00:59:08,416
weren't secret anymore,

929
00:59:08,549 --> 00:59:11,052
and when the invalid
is violated, love them?

930
00:59:11,185 --> 00:59:16,223
- Why do that, Carlos, hmm?
- Exactly.

931
00:59:19,360 --> 00:59:25,933
Ah, love, let us be true
to one another, for the world,

932
00:59:26,067 --> 00:59:30,237
which seems to lie before us
like a land of dreams,

933
00:59:30,371 --> 00:59:34,675
so various, so beautiful,
so new, hath really neither joy,

934
00:59:34,809 --> 00:59:38,079
nor love, nor light,
nor certitude,

935
00:59:38,212 --> 00:59:41,415
nor peace,
nor help for pain.

936
00:59:41,550 --> 00:59:47,388
Ah, thank you very much
for coming today.

937
00:59:47,522 --> 00:59:49,558
I'm sorry,
is this everyone?

938
00:59:49,690 --> 00:59:54,563
This is, yes?

939
00:59:54,695 --> 01:00:00,101
Um, yes, in his poetry
would be discursive

940
01:00:00,234 --> 01:00:04,772
for no particular reason
other than ennui.

941
01:00:07,108 --> 01:00:12,646
We called our tour an endless
journey of sameness.

942
01:00:41,041 --> 01:00:44,311
Persons, as rule,
more generously doling out

943
01:00:44,445 --> 01:00:49,950
responsibility than they are
in the giving of gifts.

944
01:00:50,084 --> 01:00:51,652
As we muffle the noise
of the world

945
01:00:51,785 --> 01:00:55,856
there is nothing
as erroneous like children.

946
01:00:55,990 --> 01:00:58,926
There comes the remembrance
of things past.

947
01:00:59,059 --> 01:01:02,830
When a person dies, we like to
see it as someone else's fault,

948
01:01:02,963 --> 01:01:06,834
presuming there was
someone else to blame.

949
01:01:06,967 --> 01:01:09,136
I've spoken to him in
a bar and he would look at me

950
01:01:09,270 --> 01:01:10,639
with those glazed eyes
and I didn't see

951
01:01:10,771 --> 01:01:13,374
the faintest glimmer
of comprehension.

952
01:01:13,508 --> 01:01:17,144
Somehow, he would, he would
be where he needed to be,

953
01:01:17,278 --> 01:01:19,213
with or without me.

954
01:01:19,346 --> 01:01:24,084
They are elusive, the spectra
at the top of the stairs.

955
01:01:24,218 --> 01:01:30,491
A shade, a vapor...
frighteningly clear.

956
01:01:30,625 --> 01:01:32,393
It's much
preferable believing

957
01:01:32,527 --> 01:01:36,897
your world godless
and uncaring.

958
01:01:37,031 --> 01:01:41,735
If someone is to blame,
there is order in the world.

959
01:01:41,869 --> 01:01:44,171
Sometimes he'd be so drunk
he could barely stand,

960
01:01:44,305 --> 01:01:46,340
you'd think his lips
were incapable of movement

961
01:01:46,473 --> 01:01:49,743
until he would read
and then, bam!

962
01:01:52,479 --> 01:01:55,883
God... it would all change,

963
01:01:56,016 --> 01:02:01,055
and it was
magical, magical.

964
01:02:01,188 --> 01:02:05,627
But if the world
is not ordered...

965
01:02:05,759 --> 01:02:10,764
but if none of us are
responsible for any event,

966
01:02:10,898 --> 01:02:16,837
even those that occur
in our own lives...

967
01:02:16,971 --> 01:02:22,409
What a terrifying place
the world would be...

968
01:02:22,544 --> 01:02:26,146
or is, already.

969
01:02:38,859 --> 01:02:42,763
Do not go gentle
into that good night.

970
01:02:42,896 --> 01:02:48,235
Old age should burn
and rave at close of day.

971
01:02:48,369 --> 01:02:54,174
Rage, rage against
the dying of the light.

972
01:02:54,308 --> 01:02:59,113
Though wise men at their end
know dark is right,

973
01:02:59,246 --> 01:03:02,783
because their words
had forked no lightning,

974
01:03:02,916 --> 01:03:06,655
they do not go gentle
into that good night.

975
01:03:06,787 --> 01:03:12,727
Thirteen... is bravado,
come full circle from up.

976
01:03:12,860 --> 01:03:14,828
It is the act in absence
of faith or hope

977
01:03:14,962 --> 01:03:16,765
that draws attention
to oneself.

978
01:03:16,897 --> 01:03:22,604
Grave men, near death,
who see with blinding sight...

979
01:03:22,737 --> 01:03:24,539
And who can resist
an audience?

980
01:03:24,673 --> 01:03:27,676
So, naturally, 14 is a
requirement for one's public,

981
01:03:27,808 --> 01:03:32,547
and having got them into the
hall with 13, one must perform!

982
01:03:32,681 --> 01:03:38,285
Do not go gentle
into that good night.

983
01:03:38,419 --> 01:03:44,592
Rage... rage against
the dying of the light.

984
01:04:03,778 --> 01:04:06,914
Uncertainty.

985
01:04:07,047 --> 01:04:08,315
Uncertainty
whether the option

986
01:04:08,449 --> 01:04:12,986
for anything better
should exist.

987
01:04:13,120 --> 01:04:17,491
Or lack of energy
to explore the options

988
01:04:17,625 --> 01:04:20,695
and hope that the option
with which you are stuck

989
01:04:20,829 --> 01:04:24,632
might transmogrify
into something else.

990
01:05:00,568 --> 01:05:02,903
And I'm not going
to ask you this time

991
01:05:03,036 --> 01:05:04,905
to stop drinking.

992
01:05:05,038 --> 01:05:07,408
I'm glad you agree.

993
01:05:07,542 --> 01:05:11,278
No, that's really
not the question.

994
01:05:11,412 --> 01:05:12,913
Exactly my view.

995
01:05:13,046 --> 01:05:17,585
I'm going to ask you
if you want to die.

996
01:05:22,022 --> 01:05:25,560
- What a curious notion.
- Do you?

997
01:05:29,396 --> 01:05:32,901
I should like to see
my own funeral.

998
01:05:33,033 --> 01:05:36,805
I think everyone would.

999
01:05:36,937 --> 01:05:40,842
I could give the eulogy, I think
I'd do rather a good job.

1000
01:05:40,974 --> 01:05:43,611
Do you wish to die,
Mr. Thomas?

1001
01:05:43,745 --> 01:05:45,212
You must tell me.

1002
01:05:45,345 --> 01:05:48,382
- Doctor, I...
- I'm entirely serious.

1003
01:05:53,287 --> 01:05:56,558
I have children.

1004
01:05:56,691 --> 01:06:01,962
My angels, who I adore.

1005
01:06:02,095 --> 01:06:06,534
I have Caitlin.

1006
01:06:06,668 --> 01:06:08,101
I wish she was here,

1007
01:06:08,235 --> 01:06:13,006
I could put my head
in her lap and sleep.

1008
01:06:13,140 --> 01:06:16,477
And for you,
I wish she was here.

1009
01:06:16,611 --> 01:06:19,980
But if you wish to see
your family again,

1010
01:06:20,113 --> 01:06:24,953
you must stop
drinking, now.

1011
01:06:25,085 --> 01:06:31,559
You must rest, you must eat
if you are to live.

1012
01:06:31,693 --> 01:06:36,898
And death shall
have no dominion.

1013
01:06:37,030 --> 01:06:39,801
Dead men naked
they shall be one

1014
01:06:39,934 --> 01:06:44,371
with the man in the wind
and the west moon.

1015
01:06:44,506 --> 01:06:49,711
When their bones are picked
clean and the clean bones gone,

1016
01:06:49,844 --> 01:06:53,848
they shall have stars
at elbow and foot,

1017
01:06:53,982 --> 01:06:57,217
though they go mad
they shall be sane,

1018
01:06:57,351 --> 01:07:01,656
though they sink through
the sea they shall rise again,

1019
01:07:01,789 --> 01:07:06,594
though lovers be lost
love shall not,

1020
01:07:06,728 --> 01:07:11,164
and death shall
have no dominion.

1021
01:07:21,709 --> 01:07:23,011
He's drunk.

1022
01:07:23,143 --> 01:07:26,748
- You can't know that.
- Look at him.

1023
01:07:26,881 --> 01:07:29,918
- You wouldn't understand.
- I understand drunk.

1024
01:07:30,050 --> 01:07:31,385
He's not gonna be able
to speak tonight.

1025
01:07:31,519 --> 01:07:33,621
Yes, he will.

1026
01:07:33,755 --> 01:07:35,924
He will.

1027
01:07:44,264 --> 01:07:47,501
Excuse me, um...

1028
01:07:47,635 --> 01:07:48,903
Mr. Thomas?

1029
01:07:49,037 --> 01:07:50,270
Say that again?

1030
01:07:50,404 --> 01:07:53,508
We... I have come
from Vassar to help you.

1031
01:07:53,641 --> 01:07:55,175
To help me?

1032
01:07:55,309 --> 01:07:57,545
To help you find your way
to the college today.

1033
01:07:57,679 --> 01:08:00,213
Well, that's very
generous of you, but...

1034
01:08:00,347 --> 01:08:02,617
I must ask you,
do I look confused?

1035
01:08:02,750 --> 01:08:04,284
No, no.

1036
01:08:04,418 --> 01:08:07,154
A little drunk, perhaps?
Do I seem drunk to you?

1037
01:08:07,287 --> 01:08:08,957
No, I don't think
you're drunk, I, I...

1038
01:08:09,089 --> 01:08:12,860
I think you're marvelous,
I, I think that you make

1039
01:08:12,994 --> 01:08:16,463
the commonplace magical and
the magical seem real and...

1040
01:08:16,598 --> 01:08:18,933
Brinnan!

1041
01:08:19,067 --> 01:08:22,637
This young lady seems to be
in love with me, I think.

1042
01:08:22,770 --> 01:08:24,606
Um, if I might
have a word with you?

1043
01:08:24,739 --> 01:08:26,908
Not now, Brinnan.
Who are these, Carlos?

1044
01:08:27,041 --> 01:08:29,978
- Your fans.
- Fans? I don't need fans,

1045
01:08:30,110 --> 01:08:32,379
I need idolaters,
those who love me.

1046
01:08:32,513 --> 01:08:33,715
What are your names?

1047
01:08:33,848 --> 01:08:35,984
- Alexi.
- Penelope.

1048
01:08:36,116 --> 01:08:37,518
Lexi and Penelope,

1049
01:08:37,652 --> 01:08:39,787
you're making those up,
aren't you?

1050
01:08:39,921 --> 01:08:43,256
No.

1051
01:08:43,390 --> 01:08:46,661
Nom du plume.

1052
01:08:46,794 --> 01:08:48,696
What are you,
pith-helmeted hunters,

1053
01:08:48,830 --> 01:08:49,998
searching for some wildebeest

1054
01:08:50,130 --> 01:08:53,300
or some super-annuated
literary figure?

1055
01:08:53,433 --> 01:08:54,869
They are our real names.

1056
01:08:55,003 --> 01:08:57,105
My God.

1057
01:08:57,237 --> 01:08:58,706
I must insist, Dylan,

1058
01:08:58,840 --> 01:09:01,109
that we have this
conversation, please.

1059
01:09:01,241 --> 01:09:03,544
- A drink, Mr. Brinnan?
- Well, Lexi and Penelope...

1060
01:09:03,678 --> 01:09:06,014
Penelope and Alexi,
tell me,

1061
01:09:06,146 --> 01:09:09,249
did your parents
think themselves...

1062
01:09:09,383 --> 01:09:11,451
unusual?

1063
01:09:15,623 --> 01:09:20,427
Meet my dear, dear friend,
the prosaically named Brinnan,

1064
01:09:20,561 --> 01:09:24,799
and this is Carlos, and this is
my drinking partners,

1065
01:09:24,932 --> 01:09:27,669
Mr. Rosencrantz
and Mr. Guildenstern.

1066
01:09:27,802 --> 01:09:29,369
Mr. Rosencrantz,
Mr. Guildenstern,

1067
01:09:29,503 --> 01:09:34,042
please meet my new friends,
Penelope and Alexi.

1068
01:09:34,174 --> 01:09:37,377
- Oh, you're from abroad.
- No, they're not.

1069
01:09:37,512 --> 01:09:38,713
- Oh.
- Oh, exactly.

1070
01:09:38,846 --> 01:09:40,313
Those your real names?

1071
01:09:40,447 --> 01:09:41,582
Because our names really
aren't Rosencrantz and...

1072
01:09:41,716 --> 01:09:43,151
I found this, Dylan.

1073
01:09:43,283 --> 01:09:46,386
- Do you recognize this?
- What is it?

1074
01:09:46,521 --> 01:09:47,689
It's a muddied page
from my book,

1075
01:09:47,822 --> 01:09:49,657
I found it on the streets.

1076
01:09:49,791 --> 01:09:51,491
- Extraordinary.
- Yes.

1077
01:09:51,626 --> 01:09:55,530
Yes, this is just
extraordinary.

1078
01:09:55,663 --> 01:09:57,899
Where is it?
Where is it?

1079
01:09:58,032 --> 01:09:58,900
Don't become
agitated, Brinnan,

1080
01:09:59,033 --> 01:10:00,434
it doesn't suit you.

1081
01:10:00,568 --> 01:10:04,572
A page must've
blown away, that's all.

1082
01:10:04,706 --> 01:10:07,975
Mm-mm, it's not just a page,
Dylan, you know that.

1083
01:10:08,109 --> 01:10:11,478
Perhaps someone wrote exactly
the same thing as you did

1084
01:10:11,612 --> 01:10:13,246
and by some strange coincidence
left it in the street

1085
01:10:13,380 --> 01:10:15,183
and you thought
it was yours.

1086
01:10:15,315 --> 01:10:18,019
Dylan, this is the title page
of my book, that's my name,

1087
01:10:18,152 --> 01:10:20,855
John Malcolm Brinnan,
do you see that?

1088
01:10:22,690 --> 01:10:28,395
Ah. Yes, yes,
yes, yes, there is...

1089
01:10:28,529 --> 01:10:33,534
that is too much
of a coincidence.

1090
01:10:33,668 --> 01:10:35,670
But when, when we'll see

1091
01:10:35,803 --> 01:10:37,404
Brinnan,
when we'll see Gautier,

1092
01:10:37,538 --> 01:10:44,277
Brinnan, hmm?
When, when?

1093
01:10:44,411 --> 01:10:47,048
I won't tell you until
you tell me where my book is.

1094
01:10:47,181 --> 01:10:51,052
Don't you bully me,
you dog's cock!

1095
01:10:57,290 --> 01:10:59,927
You may remember the great
explorer, Captain Oates,

1096
01:11:00,061 --> 01:11:02,897
tried to discover
the South Pole.

1097
01:11:03,030 --> 01:11:06,500
There was no food, his men
were getting hungry and...

1098
01:11:06,634 --> 01:11:08,770
before he stepped out into
the blizzard he turned to them

1099
01:11:08,903 --> 01:11:11,438
and said in the most
quintessential of British

1100
01:11:11,572 --> 01:11:15,375
fashions and I say this
with some pride, he said,

1101
01:11:15,510 --> 01:11:20,648
"I'm going outside now,
I may be some time."

1102
01:11:20,782 --> 01:11:23,416
Unfortunately,
my wicked witch arrives soon,

1103
01:11:23,551 --> 01:11:27,155
and my love for her makes our
inevitable conversions

1104
01:11:27,287 --> 01:11:31,125
impossible, but we may share
our imaginings, Penelope.

1105
01:11:31,259 --> 01:11:34,061
Lexi.

1106
01:12:14,501 --> 01:12:15,837
Penelope, I'm confused,

1107
01:12:15,970 --> 01:12:18,639
should I be anticipating
Tolstoy or Greek?

1108
01:12:18,773 --> 01:12:20,274
Pardon?

1109
01:12:20,407 --> 01:12:24,812
Mmm, of course, in your case,
with your name, Tolstoy!

1110
01:12:24,946 --> 01:12:28,883
Melancholy Alexi... young,
handsome, somewhat impetuous,

1111
01:12:29,016 --> 01:12:31,686
dissolute soldier return
from the Front, lovingly,

1112
01:12:31,819 --> 01:12:37,658
adoring his beautiful but vain
cousin Penelope Ivanovich.

1113
01:12:37,792 --> 01:12:40,695
It's getting late,
and he's fucking drunk.

1114
01:12:40,828 --> 01:12:42,997
- Lexi.
- Do you propose to judge me

1115
01:12:43,130 --> 01:12:47,768
on your vast life experience,
Alexi Ivanovich?

1116
01:12:47,902 --> 01:12:50,071
Fuck you.

1117
01:12:50,204 --> 01:12:52,540
Look, Alexi Ivanovich,
chaste Penelope,

1118
01:12:52,673 --> 01:12:54,275
waiting for her Ulysses
to return

1119
01:12:54,407 --> 01:12:58,045
from the treacherous Aegean.

1120
01:12:58,179 --> 01:12:59,881
Imagine her chagrin
on discovering

1121
01:13:00,014 --> 01:13:04,085
that you are just
another sailor.

1122
01:13:04,218 --> 01:13:06,554
Not Ulysses,
just someone

1123
01:13:06,687 --> 01:13:10,791
with the impossible
name of Alexi.

1124
01:13:10,925 --> 01:13:14,996
If only names could make us
unusual, but would Ulysses

1125
01:13:15,129 --> 01:13:18,431
to present himself to her

1126
01:13:18,566 --> 01:13:21,702
like the mighty king
he truly is?

1127
01:13:21,836 --> 01:13:24,872
You know nothing about us.

1128
01:13:25,006 --> 01:13:29,944
Oh, but I do,
Alexi Ivanovich, I'm a poet,

1129
01:13:30,077 --> 01:13:32,546
I speak for us all.

1130
01:13:32,680 --> 01:13:39,086
He is pathetic.
Penny, let's go.

1131
01:13:43,057 --> 01:13:46,127
No, I'm staying, Alexi.

1132
01:13:49,096 --> 01:13:50,631
Witness now,
Alexi Ivanovich,

1133
01:13:50,765 --> 01:13:54,635
the vagaries of
the female sensibility.

1134
01:13:54,769 --> 01:13:57,470
Dylan.

1135
01:13:57,605 --> 01:13:59,106
Dylan?

1136
01:13:59,240 --> 01:14:03,778
Before you utter
another word, Brinnan,

1137
01:14:03,911 --> 01:14:05,646
I have no wish, nor will,

1138
01:14:05,780 --> 01:14:10,284
please, a single
syllable of your book.

1139
01:14:10,418 --> 01:14:12,420
I have no interest
whatsoever,

1140
01:14:12,553 --> 01:14:15,957
I have no prosaic
personality when I meet it.

1141
01:14:16,090 --> 01:14:18,125
I'm sure your pages, each
and everyone of them,

1142
01:14:18,259 --> 01:14:23,097
is filled and full
of your banalities.

1143
01:14:23,230 --> 01:14:25,733
It is your <i>métier.</i>

1144
01:14:41,949 --> 01:14:46,354
- Back again.
- Yes.

1145
01:14:46,486 --> 01:14:51,491
I thought you were just
a figment of his imagination.

1146
01:14:51,625 --> 01:14:55,663
Well, I am, but I'm not going
in there, it's disgusting.

1147
01:14:55,796 --> 01:15:01,836
My God!

1148
01:15:01,969 --> 01:15:03,304
Oh, good.

1149
01:15:03,437 --> 01:15:06,040
Severe, and such velocity.

1150
01:15:19,120 --> 01:15:20,821
Projectile vomiting,
probably caused

1151
01:15:20,955 --> 01:15:23,891
by pyloric muscle spasms.

1152
01:15:24,025 --> 01:15:27,895
Everyone's pretending...
you, me, him.

1153
01:15:28,029 --> 01:15:31,332
I mean, he doesn't
seem to care much.

1154
01:15:31,465 --> 01:15:34,335
About what?

1155
01:15:34,468 --> 01:15:37,071
About you.

1156
01:15:37,204 --> 01:15:41,242
No, someone, please,
I really can't ruin this jacket.

1157
01:15:41,375 --> 01:15:44,979
Someone, please?

1158
01:15:45,112 --> 01:15:47,516
Thank you.

1159
01:15:54,388 --> 01:15:56,090
- And?
- What?

1160
01:15:56,223 --> 01:16:00,261
His sickness, the color
and the consistency.

1161
01:16:00,394 --> 01:16:02,096
Red and runny, mainly.

1162
01:16:02,229 --> 01:16:05,132
You know, you can't
trust your feelings with him.

1163
01:16:05,266 --> 01:16:07,101
I'm sorry... what?

1164
01:16:07,234 --> 01:16:10,071
I mean, we are, all of us,
drunk most of the time.

1165
01:16:10,204 --> 01:16:13,240
- No, no, I'm not drunk.
- I mean intoxicated.

1166
01:16:13,374 --> 01:16:15,309
Any time any of us
can feel something,

1167
01:16:15,443 --> 01:16:17,311
some unreasoned emotion.

1168
01:16:17,445 --> 01:16:20,247
- Do you know what?
- What?

1169
01:16:20,381 --> 01:16:22,551
Just because we feel something
doesn't mean it's real.

1170
01:16:22,683 --> 01:16:24,618
You should meet my husband.

1171
01:16:24,752 --> 01:16:28,589
- But it could be.
- No.

1172
01:16:31,192 --> 01:16:34,195
If I may demonstrate.

1173
01:18:48,663 --> 01:18:52,833
Don't be so easy to be fooled
by the words or the world...

1174
01:18:52,967 --> 01:18:56,003
it's all a lie.

1175
01:18:56,136 --> 01:18:58,405
Everyone's a liar.

1176
01:19:09,283 --> 01:19:13,887
You don't speak any of
the Slavic languages, do you?

1177
01:19:14,021 --> 01:19:16,390
Why do you ask?

1178
01:19:16,524 --> 01:19:19,059
Out of curiosity.

1179
01:19:22,263 --> 01:19:25,266
Oh, well,
how's it look?

1180
01:19:25,399 --> 01:19:27,268
Brown and watery now.

1181
01:19:27,401 --> 01:19:28,936
Oh, that's bad.

1182
01:19:29,069 --> 01:19:31,272
- Really?
- Mm-hmm, fecal vomiting.

1183
01:19:31,405 --> 01:19:34,775
Oh, God. Fecal?
It's really not.

1184
01:19:34,908 --> 01:19:36,777
Oh, I'm quite certain.

1185
01:19:36,910 --> 01:19:40,981
Some duodenal contractions
causing the bile to...

1186
01:19:41,115 --> 01:19:42,483
Do you mean
he's vomiting shit?

1187
01:19:42,617 --> 01:19:45,786
- Oh, my God.
- Exactly.

1188
01:19:49,390 --> 01:19:53,460
Now, look what
you've done.

1189
01:19:53,595 --> 01:19:56,330
I'm off.

1190
01:19:56,463 --> 01:20:01,368
Phone me if...
phone me.

1191
01:20:10,244 --> 01:20:15,617
Blood.

1192
01:20:15,750 --> 01:20:19,186
Blood, bloody blood!

1193
01:20:19,320 --> 01:20:20,954
Blood.

1194
01:20:21,088 --> 01:20:23,824
Is it bloody blood...

1195
01:20:35,770 --> 01:20:39,106
God. Heh.

1196
01:20:39,239 --> 01:20:43,678
I don't envy the poor soldier
who has to clean that up.

1197
01:20:48,650 --> 01:20:53,487
Oh, well, we mustn't
dwell on these things.

1198
01:20:53,621 --> 01:20:57,391
Another drink, Carlos.

1199
01:21:01,362 --> 01:21:03,030
For God's sake,
let us sit on the ground

1200
01:21:03,163 --> 01:21:09,537
and tell sad stories of
the sad deaths of kings,

1201
01:21:09,671 --> 01:21:13,107
...for you have but
mistook me all this while...

1202
01:21:13,240 --> 01:21:16,578
I live with bread
like you, feel want,

1203
01:21:16,711 --> 01:21:20,013
taste grief, need friends.

1204
01:21:20,147 --> 01:21:23,083
Subjected thus.

1205
01:21:23,217 --> 01:21:28,122
How can you say to me...
I am a king?

1206
01:21:32,993 --> 01:21:36,063
- You fuck.
- Pardon?

1207
01:21:36,196 --> 01:21:40,033
You, you fucking fuck.

1208
01:21:50,177 --> 01:21:54,047
Uh, M-mister Thomas?

1209
01:21:54,181 --> 01:21:55,249
If you're feeling better...

1210
01:21:55,382 --> 01:21:56,885
He needs to go
to the hospital.

1211
01:21:57,017 --> 01:21:59,953
I'm fine, Brinnan!

1212
01:22:00,087 --> 01:22:05,926
Just... the strangest
odd taste in my mouth...

1213
01:22:06,059 --> 01:22:09,631
If you're not feeling
well enough, your health is

1214
01:22:09,764 --> 01:22:12,567
the most important,
of course, if you're...

1215
01:22:12,700 --> 01:22:16,069
up to it, we should really,
we should go.

1216
01:22:19,774 --> 01:22:23,611
You are pure.

1217
01:22:23,745 --> 01:22:26,079
W-what?

1218
01:22:26,213 --> 01:22:28,949
No, I mean that, I...

1219
01:22:29,082 --> 01:22:33,086
I am jaded and...

1220
01:22:33,220 --> 01:22:40,895
a monster of sorts,
predatory, evil, lost.

1221
01:22:41,028 --> 01:22:45,567
You have a kindness
about you.

1222
01:22:45,700 --> 01:22:48,969
Thank you.

1223
01:22:49,102 --> 01:22:52,072
It is something about
the primal nature of man

1224
01:22:52,206 --> 01:22:57,344
that wants to destroy
innocence and kindness.

1225
01:22:57,478 --> 01:22:59,246
Why do you think
that is, Carlos?

1226
01:22:59,379 --> 01:23:00,648
I think you should
leave her alone.

1227
01:23:00,782 --> 01:23:04,284
Why do you think
that is, Penelope?

1228
01:23:13,661 --> 01:23:16,965
- Stop it!
- You bastard, Thomas!

1229
01:23:17,097 --> 01:23:19,567
Leave her alone.

1230
01:23:19,701 --> 01:23:22,670
Oh, my God, Dylan,
this is beneath you.

1231
01:23:25,105 --> 01:23:29,476
- I have no beneath.
- She's just a girl!

1232
01:23:35,482 --> 01:23:38,185
And what do you care
what I think or say?

1233
01:23:38,318 --> 01:23:42,022
It's a bad show,
old man, really bad.

1234
01:23:47,327 --> 01:23:50,063
You know all the tricks,
don't you, Mr. Thomas?

1235
01:23:50,197 --> 01:23:55,135
As do you,
Carlos, as do you.

1236
01:23:55,269 --> 01:23:58,305
I thought we were friends.

1237
01:23:58,438 --> 01:24:00,040
Did you?

1238
01:24:03,210 --> 01:24:05,680
Which college, then?

1239
01:24:09,551 --> 01:24:11,586
Columbia.

1240
01:24:11,719 --> 01:24:13,521
A fine institution.

1241
01:24:13,655 --> 01:24:16,223
Yeah, it was pretty good.

1242
01:24:16,356 --> 01:24:17,926
Writer?

1243
01:24:18,058 --> 01:24:21,629
You have something to say
to me, I think, Dylan!

1244
01:24:21,763 --> 01:24:23,965
Yes.

1245
01:24:24,097 --> 01:24:27,434
And my work, what do you
think of my work?

1246
01:24:31,338 --> 01:24:34,943
If I walk out of this bar,
Dylan, you're on your own.

1247
01:24:35,075 --> 01:24:37,946
Another drink, then?

1248
01:24:38,078 --> 01:24:41,549
Yes, another drink,
please, Carlos.

1249
01:24:41,683 --> 01:24:44,752
Happy to accommodate,
Dylan.

1250
01:24:44,886 --> 01:24:47,689
"Dylan" is it now?

1251
01:24:51,859 --> 01:24:55,095
Here you go.

1252
01:24:59,901 --> 01:25:04,271
Sixteen.

1253
01:25:04,404 --> 01:25:06,941
Sixteen is the small wisdom

1254
01:25:07,075 --> 01:25:12,914
we have acquired from
all the sound and fury.

1255
01:25:14,983 --> 01:25:19,754
Wisdom which comes only just
to provide peritectic service.

1256
01:25:22,557 --> 01:25:25,125
Small reward for all
that we have witnessed,

1257
01:25:25,258 --> 01:25:30,031
suffered and survived.

1258
01:25:43,911 --> 01:25:49,316
My work, man to man, writer
to writer, what do you think?

1259
01:25:49,449 --> 01:25:51,619
I can't imagine you would
care what I would think.

1260
01:25:51,753 --> 01:25:54,589
Oh, I care what
everyone thinks, Carlos.

1261
01:25:54,722 --> 01:25:59,694
Everyone...

1262
01:25:59,827 --> 01:26:01,729
Except for those of who
I've seduced,

1263
01:26:01,863 --> 01:26:05,198
whose judgement
I cannot trust.

1264
01:26:10,303 --> 01:26:13,440
John Malcolm?

1265
01:26:13,574 --> 01:26:16,044
Where is she?

1266
01:26:16,176 --> 01:26:19,847
Brinnan, look at the time.

1267
01:26:19,981 --> 01:26:23,518
Where is she?

1268
01:26:40,367 --> 01:26:43,503
Et tu, Felix?

1269
01:26:43,638 --> 01:26:45,740
You're cruel to watch,
old man.

1270
01:26:45,873 --> 01:26:47,407
But I'm rather fond of you.

1271
01:26:47,542 --> 01:26:49,544
Then don't
you want to save me?

1272
01:26:49,677 --> 01:26:51,713
No, not particularly.

1273
01:26:51,846 --> 01:26:54,247
I'm rather
in my own trouble.

1274
01:26:54,381 --> 01:26:57,185
See ya.

1275
01:26:57,317 --> 01:26:59,020
See you, then.

1276
01:26:59,153 --> 01:27:03,091
See you, Dylan,
knock 'em dead.

1277
01:27:03,223 --> 01:27:06,160
Thank you, Teddy.

1278
01:27:06,293 --> 01:27:11,065
I will... knock them dead.

1279
01:27:49,837 --> 01:27:53,373
Well, Carlos,
that was quite a day.

1280
01:27:53,508 --> 01:27:57,145
- For whom?
- For whom? For whom?

1281
01:27:57,277 --> 01:27:58,980
Very posh.

1282
01:27:59,113 --> 01:28:01,314
I meant, Dylan, whether you
were only thinking of what a day

1283
01:28:01,448 --> 01:28:04,585
it was for you, or what
it was for the others.

1284
01:28:04,719 --> 01:28:06,053
Pardon?

1285
01:28:06,187 --> 01:28:09,123
Oh, no, don't
look to me for pardon.

1286
01:28:12,527 --> 01:28:14,629
Speechless now, are we?

1287
01:28:14,762 --> 01:28:16,931
No audience roaring
their meadow brow approval

1288
01:28:17,064 --> 01:28:20,333
of what they don't understand
but thinks sounds nice.

1289
01:28:20,467 --> 01:28:22,270
Like a replica painting they
bought at the five and dime,

1290
01:28:22,402 --> 01:28:24,038
mistaken for art.

1291
01:28:24,172 --> 01:28:29,877
Forgive me for seeming
self-pitying, Carlos, I...

1292
01:28:30,011 --> 01:28:32,613
I believe
I milked it all well.

1293
01:28:32,747 --> 01:28:34,882
You're not well,
you're right.

1294
01:28:35,016 --> 01:28:36,951
You're a walking ruin.

1295
01:28:37,084 --> 01:28:40,621
But you and I have our secret,
don't we, Dylan?

1296
01:28:40,755 --> 01:28:44,025
Do we, Carlos?

1297
01:28:44,158 --> 01:28:46,127
I would very much like
to know what that secret is,

1298
01:28:46,260 --> 01:28:50,698
but forgive me, like Captain
Oakes, I must be going now.

1299
01:28:50,832 --> 01:28:52,432
- Leaving, are we?
- Ahh...

1300
01:28:52,567 --> 01:28:55,870
Like the March Hare,
some important rendezvous?

1301
01:28:56,003 --> 01:28:58,973
To screw some naive girl who,
like the other lotus eaters,

1302
01:28:59,106 --> 01:29:04,111
mistake sound
for substance?

1303
01:29:06,681 --> 01:29:09,482
You fooled them all.

1304
01:29:09,617 --> 01:29:14,021
Please... you seem
displeased with me, Carlos,

1305
01:29:14,155 --> 01:29:16,891
I... I need your help.

1306
01:29:17,024 --> 01:29:23,197
Our secret, your secret,
is you know and I know...

1307
01:29:23,331 --> 01:29:25,733
there's nothing there.

1308
01:29:25,867 --> 01:29:30,538
Just a cadence of the language,
nothing else.

1309
01:29:30,671 --> 01:29:34,609
Not Auden, not Yeats.

1310
01:29:34,742 --> 01:29:37,879
- You're unkind.
- Unkind?

1311
01:29:38,012 --> 01:29:43,416
Tell that to that young girl,
that boy, your children,

1312
01:29:43,551 --> 01:29:46,220
and your friend
who finds you work.

1313
01:29:46,354 --> 01:29:49,090
Your wife, tell that
to your wife!

1314
01:29:49,223 --> 01:29:52,093
You think your self-destruction
is grand theater.

1315
01:29:52,226 --> 01:29:54,695
It's not, it's simply sad.

1316
01:29:54,829 --> 01:29:58,532
You're just a performer in your
own pathetic vaudeville show

1317
01:29:58,666 --> 01:30:01,269
with nothing of
importance to say.

1318
01:30:01,401 --> 01:30:04,772
- I write of life!
- You write of life?

1319
01:30:04,906 --> 01:30:07,440
You write of nothing.

1320
01:30:07,575 --> 01:30:11,112
The world you mourn
hasn't passed.

1321
01:30:11,245 --> 01:30:13,180
It never existed.

1322
01:30:13,314 --> 01:30:15,683
You should have looked at
and written about what is

1323
01:30:15,816 --> 01:30:20,087
actually here, around you,
oblique, stinking, rotting,

1324
01:30:20,221 --> 01:30:24,825
corrupt, pernicious, soulless
world on a darkling plain.

1325
01:30:24,959 --> 01:30:28,863
Our own ill-begotten monsters
slouching towards Bethlehem,

1326
01:30:28,996 --> 01:30:30,831
waiting to be born.

1327
01:30:30,965 --> 01:30:35,670
This is what poets
should write about.

1328
01:30:44,645 --> 01:30:49,517
You don't like my work,
then, I presume?

1329
01:30:49,650 --> 01:30:54,388
Perhaps yours is different,
I should... read it.

1330
01:30:54,522 --> 01:30:57,792
You'll forgive me if I don't
give you the only copy.

1331
01:30:57,925 --> 01:31:04,265
- Why do you work here, Carlos?
- Why?

1332
01:31:04,398 --> 01:31:05,933
- For you, Mr. Thomas.
- For me?

1333
01:31:06,067 --> 01:31:07,935
Oh, yes, Mr. Thomas.

1334
01:31:08,069 --> 01:31:13,174
For you, to help you
in the naming of drinks.

1335
01:31:13,307 --> 01:31:18,478
Here's one you
will not drink.

1336
01:31:18,612 --> 01:31:21,015
But I'll leave you
the bottle.

1337
01:31:26,954 --> 01:31:30,024
Ah, I must be going.

1338
01:31:30,157 --> 01:31:32,393
Close the door when
you leave, would you?

1339
01:31:41,168 --> 01:31:45,006
You know what tells
the whole story about you?

1340
01:31:45,139 --> 01:31:47,742
All this naming of drinks.

1341
01:31:47,875 --> 01:31:50,211
Each one of them
sounded so grand

1342
01:31:50,344 --> 01:31:56,684
and so thought out,
so clever.

1343
01:31:56,817 --> 01:32:01,022
But I can't remember
a single one.

1344
01:32:01,155 --> 01:32:04,525
Or could anyone
who was listening.

1345
01:32:04,658 --> 01:32:06,227
Nor can you.

1346
01:32:15,436 --> 01:32:18,039
That's what I mean.

1347
01:32:18,172 --> 01:32:20,908
We were remembering
parts of stuff,

1348
01:32:21,042 --> 01:32:23,978
the rest, is just noise.

1349
01:32:48,169 --> 01:32:51,238
They really are quite
easy to remember,

1350
01:32:51,372 --> 01:32:52,573
because there's
nothing to remember

1351
01:32:52,706 --> 01:32:55,709
except the experience
of a lived life.

1352
01:32:58,679 --> 01:33:02,183
First, and always first
is innocence,

1353
01:33:02,316 --> 01:33:04,752
which may last
a day or a lifetime.

1354
01:33:04,885 --> 01:33:09,056
And it's not a virtue
because it cannot be chosen.

1355
01:33:09,190 --> 01:33:15,396
Then enthusiasm, bright promise,
hope, recalcitrance, faith.

1356
01:33:15,530 --> 01:33:19,066
The mystical, the contemplation
of death, the crossing

1357
01:33:19,200 --> 01:33:24,972
of thresholds, the resurrection,
memory, regret...

1358
01:33:28,742 --> 01:33:32,847
...mere excess is eleven,

1359
01:33:32,980 --> 01:33:36,750
which is after ten...

1360
01:33:36,884 --> 01:33:39,820
is disappointment.

1361
01:33:39,954 --> 01:33:42,957
Twelve is the great sadness.

1362
01:33:43,090 --> 01:33:46,360
Thirteen is bravado,
titling Quixotically

1363
01:33:46,494 --> 01:33:48,696
at the failure of our lives.

1364
01:33:48,829 --> 01:33:53,033
Fourteen is the mere
servicing of our observers,

1365
01:33:53,167 --> 01:33:57,606
servicing our children
and our audiences,

1366
01:33:57,738 --> 01:34:00,774
contorting our hands
into shapes that throw

1367
01:34:00,908 --> 01:34:07,081
shadows on the wall, as if it
were a living thing.

1368
01:34:07,214 --> 01:34:09,950
Fifteen is the uncertainty
of what awaits us

1369
01:34:10,084 --> 01:34:13,420
when what awaits us
is not far off.

1370
01:34:13,555 --> 01:34:17,691
Sixteen, sixteen is
the small wisdom we've acquired

1371
01:34:17,825 --> 01:34:23,864
from all the sound and fury,
but late in peritectic service.

1372
01:34:27,569 --> 01:34:31,705
And 17...

1373
01:34:35,176 --> 01:34:40,481
Seventeen... is what we offer
ourselves in the absence

1374
01:34:40,615 --> 01:34:45,520
of enthusiasm, hope, faith,
recalcitrance, bravado,

1375
01:34:45,654 --> 01:34:47,556
wisdom, resurrection...

1376
01:34:58,165 --> 01:35:02,903
Seventeen is intoxication,
the absenting of ourselves

1377
01:35:03,037 --> 01:35:06,907
from all the noise
of the world.

1378
01:35:44,445 --> 01:35:46,648
And 18...

1379
01:35:50,918 --> 01:35:56,290
Eighteen is...

1380
01:36:15,009 --> 01:36:20,948
Dylan... Dylan, darling.

1381
01:36:21,081 --> 01:36:24,084
Dylan, wake up.

1382
01:36:24,218 --> 01:36:26,655
Where are you?

1383
01:36:30,224 --> 01:36:33,561
I'm at home.

1384
01:36:33,695 --> 01:36:36,631
Home.

1385
01:36:36,765 --> 01:36:38,966
That's a long way away.

1386
01:36:41,569 --> 01:36:47,941
Dylan, after all this...
after all this...

1387
01:36:48,075 --> 01:36:50,311
What is it that you love?

1388
01:36:53,814 --> 01:36:57,719
Home.

1389
01:36:57,851 --> 01:37:02,122
And me?

1390
01:37:02,256 --> 01:37:07,796
Love is a word so often used
it's lost all meaning.

1391
01:37:07,928 --> 01:37:13,467
When all the words we exchange
grow heavier with age,

1392
01:37:13,601 --> 01:37:17,504
like the stones
in Virginia Woolf's pocket.

1393
01:37:17,639 --> 01:37:20,608
The tired body and the heavy
stones dragging the mind

1394
01:37:20,742 --> 01:37:24,378
of the weary spirit to
the bottom of a drowning river.

1395
01:37:24,512 --> 01:37:26,614
Oh, Dylan.

1396
01:37:29,450 --> 01:37:33,854
So, no, I did not
love you, Caitlin.

1397
01:37:33,987 --> 01:37:36,691
You didn't?

1398
01:37:36,825 --> 01:37:41,228
So what remains
something else.

1399
01:37:41,362 --> 01:37:43,931
Vines wrapped around
a tree so tight

1400
01:37:44,064 --> 01:37:48,536
they strangle
as they nurture.

1401
01:37:48,670 --> 01:37:52,272
But we would not live
without the nurture.

1402
01:37:54,509 --> 01:37:56,845
Well, I loved you.

1403
01:37:56,977 --> 01:37:59,581
I do love you.

1404
01:37:59,714 --> 01:38:02,182
Our time apart would
leave me with an absence

1405
01:38:02,316 --> 01:38:06,721
I could not fathom
or quantify.

1406
01:38:06,855 --> 01:38:09,791
And your unfaithfulness
would ruin the viscera

1407
01:38:09,923 --> 01:38:12,527
of my interior
as a broadsword,

1408
01:38:12,660 --> 01:38:17,398
but your kindness was
my only harbor in a tempest

1409
01:38:17,532 --> 01:38:20,901
of daily apocalypses,
and the water torture

1410
01:38:21,034 --> 01:38:25,507
of the banality
of everyday life.

1411
01:38:25,640 --> 01:38:27,542
So what does that mean?

1412
01:38:27,675 --> 01:38:33,046
It means that what has passed
between us is a sacrament.

1413
01:38:33,180 --> 01:38:37,585
Nature is indifferent to us
and only we know how we matter

1414
01:38:37,719 --> 01:38:42,222
to one another, and yet it
cannot be measured

1415
01:38:42,356 --> 01:38:48,328
or spoken or quantified.

1416
01:38:48,462 --> 01:38:51,833
So I can say nothing else.

1417
01:39:02,710 --> 01:39:07,749
It was...
November third, 1953,

1418
01:39:07,882 --> 01:39:12,419
and Dylan staggered into
the Chelsea hotel, and he said,

1419
01:39:12,554 --> 01:39:17,291
"I've had 18 straight whiskeys,
I think this is a record."

1420
01:39:21,094 --> 01:39:25,567
A few hours later
he collapsed, he was taken

1421
01:39:25,700 --> 01:39:31,405
to St. Vincent in coma,
they looked in his throat

1422
01:39:31,539 --> 01:39:36,109
and saw that he was
drowning in mucus

1423
01:39:36,243 --> 01:39:39,246
and performed a tracheotomy.

1424
01:39:39,379 --> 01:39:43,283
He was still breathing
when she arrived, and she said

1425
01:39:43,417 --> 01:39:46,320
the oddest thing, she said,

1426
01:39:46,453 --> 01:39:49,791
"Is the bloody man
dead or alive?"

1427
01:39:56,731 --> 01:40:03,638
And, um... on November ninth
Dylan, Dylan died.

1428
01:40:11,813 --> 01:40:14,849
Are there any,
are there any questions?

1429
01:40:22,489 --> 01:40:27,662
"Do something!" he said.

1430
01:40:27,795 --> 01:40:32,667
And we threw all our snowballs
into the smoke...

1431
01:40:32,800 --> 01:40:35,302
I think we missed Mr. Prothero...
and ran out of the house

1432
01:40:35,435 --> 01:40:37,839
to the telephone box.

1433
01:40:37,972 --> 01:40:40,008
"Let's call the police
as well," Jim said.

1434
01:40:40,140 --> 01:40:42,209
"And the ambulance.

1435
01:40:42,342 --> 01:40:46,748
And Ernie Jenkins,
he likes fires."

1436
01:40:46,881 --> 01:40:50,050
But we only called
the fire brigade, and soon

1437
01:40:50,183 --> 01:40:53,453
the fire engine came and three
tall men in helmets brought

1438
01:40:53,588 --> 01:40:56,223
a hose into the house
and Mr. Prothero got out

1439
01:40:56,356 --> 01:41:00,528
just in time, just before
they turned it on.

1440
01:41:03,230 --> 01:41:06,901
Nobody could have had
a noisier Christmas Eve.

1441
01:41:11,104 --> 01:41:12,974
And when the firemen
turned off the hose

1442
01:41:13,106 --> 01:41:15,242
and were standing
in the wet, smoky room,

1443
01:41:15,375 --> 01:41:18,546
Jim's Aunt, Miss Prothero,
came downstairs

1444
01:41:18,680 --> 01:41:23,618
and peered in at them.

1445
01:41:23,751 --> 01:41:25,520
Jim and I waited,
very quietly,

1446
01:41:25,653 --> 01:41:30,123
to hear what
she would say to them.

1447
01:41:30,257 --> 01:41:35,697
She said the right thing,
always.

1448
01:41:35,830 --> 01:41:37,765
She looked at
the three tall firemen

1449
01:41:37,899 --> 01:41:40,868
in their shining helmets,
standing among the smoke

1450
01:41:41,002 --> 01:41:44,072
and the cinders and the
dissolving snowballs,

1451
01:41:44,204 --> 01:41:50,979
and she said...

1452
01:41:51,111 --> 01:41:56,084
"Would you like
anything to read?"

1453
01:43:35,817 --> 01:43:37,819
I will talk
about him later,

1454
01:43:37,952 --> 01:43:40,420
everyone wants
to talk about him,

1455
01:43:40,555 --> 01:43:44,926
but I have other stories,
you know.

1456
01:43:45,059 --> 01:43:47,528
When I was in
medical school, of course,

1457
01:43:47,662 --> 01:43:50,363
we worked very hard,

1458
01:43:50,497 --> 01:43:53,101
but we still knew how
to have a good time.

1459
01:43:56,503 --> 01:44:00,141
There was a woman in our class,
I think she was the only one,

1460
01:44:00,273 --> 01:44:05,113
we were in the second year
doing anatomy, and we used to,

1461
01:44:05,245 --> 01:44:11,418
we used to cut the penis off
one of the cadavers

1462
01:44:11,552 --> 01:44:13,988
and leave it
in her lab coat.

1463
01:44:16,591 --> 01:44:17,959
So, you see, later,

1464
01:44:18,092 --> 01:44:21,662
when she would put
the hand in the pocket,

1465
01:44:21,796 --> 01:44:24,766
she would pull out a penis.

1466
01:44:30,370 --> 01:44:33,306
And the Swiss
are always funny.

1467
01:44:33,440 --> 01:44:36,911
Some jokes, after a while,
aren't funny anymore,

1468
01:44:37,044 --> 01:44:43,416
but a penis in the pocket,
always funny, always...

1469
01:44:43,551 --> 01:44:49,090
...fresh, so we...

1470
01:44:49,223 --> 01:44:53,261
I used to do this two
or three times a week.

1471
01:44:53,393 --> 01:44:57,098
We were running out of
penises.

1472
01:44:57,231 --> 01:44:58,699
What became of her?

1473
01:44:58,833 --> 01:45:02,003
She became a urologist,
I would like to think

1474
01:45:02,136 --> 01:45:07,108
I contributed
to her career choice.

1475
01:45:07,241 --> 01:45:10,477
And a lesbian.

1476
01:45:10,611 --> 01:45:12,613
Yes, and I wondered if I might
not have contributed

1477
01:45:12,747 --> 01:45:15,016
to that as well.

1478
01:45:15,149 --> 01:45:18,953
But later, one of my friends
from medical school

1479
01:45:19,086 --> 01:45:23,658
told me that she said it wasn't
the pricks in her pocket,

1480
01:45:23,791 --> 01:45:28,529
but the pricks in her class.

1481
01:45:31,232 --> 01:45:35,269
That had cleared up any doubts
she may have had.

1482
01:45:35,402 --> 01:45:39,339
Apparently, always,
that way inclined still,

1483
01:45:39,472 --> 01:45:42,810
pricks in a pocket...
it's funny just saying that.

1484
01:45:47,682 --> 01:45:50,483
How reassuring.

1485
01:45:50,618 --> 01:45:52,820
Reassuring?

1486
01:45:52,954 --> 01:45:55,523
Well, that my husband
is in the caring hands

1487
01:45:55,656 --> 01:45:57,658
of a sensitive physician.

1488
01:45:57,792 --> 01:46:00,761
Oh, just because
I've a sense of humor

1489
01:46:00,895 --> 01:46:03,764
doesn't make me
a bad doctor.

1490
01:46:09,337 --> 01:46:11,438
So what does make you
a bad doctor?

1491
01:46:11,572 --> 01:46:13,074
Oh, I'm not
certain, really,

1492
01:46:13,207 --> 01:46:17,245
either my lack of attention
or my lack of caring.

1493
01:46:29,355 --> 01:46:34,355
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