[narrator] This season on Return to Amish...
[car beeps]
Hi!
I'm glad we're all coming back to Florida for the summer.
[woman] It's Riviera, baby.
[Rosanna] This is my boyfriend Johnny.
[Johnny] I'm not even gonna lie, I am nervous to go down there.
I'm Amish, so, if Rosanna wants to be with me,
she's gonna have to be Amish.
I definitely didn't feel like I was meant to be Amish.
I wanna leave the Amish mostly so I can date an English girl.
-So where is Jethro? -Jethro went to PA again.
I feel really bad for her because she's pregnant again.
[technician] I wanna get a heartbeat.
[sobbing]
Slow everything down, please.
We want a child of our own,
and we've been talking about it for at least four years.
But it's just not happening.
It's always been a dream of mine to
be the first Amish college basketball player.
Have you guys ever driven anything before?
Just a horse and buggy.
-You better hold on to your head cover. -Done.
-Nice demonstration. -Oh, my God!
[Jeremiah] I just wanna thank you for not giving up on me,
and not walking away, like everybody else does.
You think someday they're gonna swoop in and save you,
then you realize that that's never gonna happen.
More I'm out here, the more I start thinking
that being Amish just doesn't make sense.
I'm a little nervous that Johnny's not gonna be cut out for the English world.
Get the [bleep] over yourself.
It's a pity you guys are always just bickering.
-[man] Go! -I'm done. I'm not filming anymore!
Get ready to [bleep]...
[indistinct]
[Johnny sobbing]
[Rosanna speaking]
[sobbing]
I really love you.
[sobbing]
[Rosanna] Living in the English world is kinda hard.
I couldn't really get a job since I didn't have my GED,
and the DMV was closed from the Covid and everything,
so, I couldn't get my driver's licence.
So, after everyone went their separate ways,
I ended up going back to my Amish family.
I grew up Old Order Amish and I always wanted to see the English world.
So when my friend Maureen told me that she's going to Florida
to live with her grandmother,
I took the chance to go with her.
[Ada] My granddaughter Maureen showed up, and her friend Rosanna.
-[man] How ya doin'? -Hi.
[Rosanna] At first, I was really scared.
[moans]
[speaking Pennsylvania Dutch]
But, after that, I loved everything about the English world.
Oh, my God!
I'm having so much fun right now, like, this is the best day in my life.
[whooping]
I got English friends...
[indistinct]
I got my English makeover.
[Rosanna speaking]
[roosters crowing]
I feel like I failed,
because I really wanted to try and make it in the English world.
But God works in a mysterious way
because something good happened at the end of it.
♪ You're sweeter than a sugar loaf ♪
♪ I just can't get enough ♪
♪ Of your love, baby ♪
♪ I waited day and night ♪
This is my boyfriend Johnny.
I met him through my brother.
We've been together for, like, seven months.
I like his hair.
I like his blue eyes.
♪ Found my love ♪
♪ Don't treat it all like... ♪
[Johnny] I think the world of Rosanna.
I like her smile and I like her laugh too.
You see it? Look at her beautiful smile.
It makes me feel like she really likes me.
I was afraid to get close to a girl,
but I just fell, and, like, I fell like a rock.
Like, whoosh, I'm still falling, so...
[laughing]
I hope we never hit the bottom.
You always take me to these cute little places.
Hmm-mmm.
In a few days, I'm heading back to Pinecraft, Florida,
because that's where all the Amish go for a vacation.
[Rosanna speaking]
[Rosanna] When Ada told me everybody was goin' down to Sarasota again,
and Sabrina's already down there,
I knew I had to go with them.
I'm really hoping that this time
I'll get to do a lot more stuff than I could last year.
[Johnny] I mean, I have a really good life.
I mean, here I have everything I need.
I have a beautiful girlfriend and the house,
and there's, like, a lot of work here.
Johnny has a construction business
that works for Amish customers and has an Amish crew.
And he is very successful.
[Johnny] We do roofing, siding,
just the basics ins and outs on houses.
Maybe you don't always have to work. You need a vacation too.
[Johnny] You know I like the Amish life.
I love Johnny so much, but the only thing is Johnny wants to be Amish
and he wants me to be Amish too.
But I'm not ready to make that commitment for the rest of my life just yet.
There's still so much more in the English world that I haven't been able to do.
There's still stuff I want to check out in the English world, and...
[Johnny] Didn't you do enough exploring last time, you know?
No, because it was, like, Covid, and I couldn't go anywhere.
I couldn't get my driver's licence.
-I couldn't get anything. -Mmm-hmm.
What's so good about Florida anyways?
They have beaches.
You can imagine. Like, it's so beautiful.
The water's, like, so amazing.
It's like the color of your eyes.
[laughs]
Every time I look in your eyes, I see the ocean.
It's not worth for me to go to Florida if Johnny don't,
because he means a lot to me.
I know I wanna take you to Pinecraft.
There's a lot of Amish people that live there.
A lot of Amish, like, from everywhere.
They go there for, like, vacation.
Like, you would still be with Amish people.
Hmm, I'm not even gonna lie, I am nervous to go down there.
The English world, and...
I mean, I'm sure you're gonna be nervous for, like, the first couple a days,
because I was when I first went to Florida,
but when you're down there you, like, you can do whatever you want.
Rosanna taking me to Sarasota...
is something I really don't wanna do.
I'm Amish, so, if Rosanna wants to be with me,
she's gonna have to be Amish.
I'm willing to experience the outside world with her,
but I'm just hoping she's willing to stay Amish for me.
[Rosanna] And you'll be able to meet all my friends,
Jeremiah, Carmela, Jethro and Sabrina, Ada.
I mean, I'll go, but, you know,
just to prove to you that we have a better life back home.
But I wanna bring some of my friends,
-Daniel and Kenneth. -Yeah.
I'm so excited.
[Rosanna] I'm gonna have to make a big decision.
Do I stay Amish with Johnny,
or do I go out in the English world without him?
[phone ringing]
[doctor] I heard that you guys think you might be pregnant.
Unfortunately, um, the test is negative today.
But I know that's what brought you in today,
so, let's talk about how to get pregnant.
Okay.
Since you last saw me and Carmela,
we've really been trying to have a baby.
But it's just not happenin'.
Tell me exactly why you guys wanna get pregnant.
[Carmela] I mean, we have other children from previous relationships,
-but we want a child of our own. -Okay.
We've been talking about it for, uh, at least four years.
Stress can lead to infertility so, are you having any current stressors?
This is run off of propane,
and that heats the entire house.
I left the Amish quite a few years ago,
and ever since, my whole life has been stressful.
I was adopted into the Amish community at one-and-a-half.
And no matter where I was,
I always felt like an outsider.
I have felt like the worthless piece of [bleep] ever. It just hurts.
Adjusting to the English world was rough.
It led to horrible fights with the people that I love the most.
Bitch.
Either you [bleep] respect me, or this is what's gonna happen.
-I'm telling you, Carmela... -Control yourself.
Right now, Jeremiah and I don't get along at all.
If you're leaving Carmela, I'm goin' with you.
We fight all the time.
We got married for a reason,
and I'm gonna show her why we fell in love.
I think we had a really good time.
Yes, I love you,
but it doesn't give you the right to treat me like [bleep].
Without her, I'm nothin'.
I don't wanna give up that easy.
Forever and always.
[Jeremiah] I never knew the truth about my biological family,
and ,so, I never felt like I knew who I was.
At a very young age,
my adopted family told me that I was part Native American.
So, I hung onto that,
because it's the only thing I knew about myself.
Dennis, who I thought was my father...
Give me a hug, son. I love you.
...it turns out that he wasn't.
[Carmela reads]
And, it was very, uh, upsetting to me.
I feel like Jeremiah is still not over what he heard.
I feel like he's still processing it,
and he doesn't really wanna face it right now.
I found out that my mother cheated on him with her sister's husband.
My mother was married to Dennis,
but she had an affair with her sister's husband,
and that's when she became pregnant with me.
I found out that my father got killed, one year after I was born, by his wife.
My biological father is Larry Hiltabidel,
the guy who was married to my Aunt Sheila,
and one year after I was born...
[Dennis] Sheila killed Larry Hiltabidel while he was sleeping.
...and we believe it's because she found out about me.
So, your biological father was killed one year after his...
-Yes. -Okay.
That's a very complex, uh, history right there.
Wow. Okay.
I found all this out in the last six months
so, yeah, you can say it's stressful.
But I didn't know stress can cause infertility.
So, making sure you're having sex at least every three days
is really important.
-[Carmela chuckles] -That's what I'm talking about.
Yep.
[doctor] After six months with regular sex,
and you're still not pregnant,
I'd refer you to the IVF specialist.
[Jeremiah speaking]
comforting Carmela when we get a negative test,
it's been hard on us.
So, we wanna go to Sarasota and take a break from the stress of baby making.
[Jeremiah] Pinecraft is a small community in Sarasota...
where Old Amish Mennonites come from all over to vacation.
It's known as the Amish Riviera.
Amish come down here any way they can.
They'll take the bus. They'll get a driver.
Some of them will take the train...
[Jeremiah] There's a lot of Amish communities
that don't get to play volleyball or basketball.
And when they come down here to Pinecraft,
you know, that's all they do.
Bike riding, that's another thing that they get to do.
And back home,
you barely hear of anybody that has electricity.
But every single house here, has it.
So, it's just... To me it's crazy
how it's okay to be doing it here but not at home.
There's no bishops, so people get pretty wild.
It's heaven on earth.
Fortunately, Jethro's boss had a place for rent
and we snatched it up.
[Carmela] We're gonna stay in a house by the beach.
With Ada, Rosanna and hopefully Maureen.
So I'm really excited to get to Sarasota so we can relax.
[baby crying]
[Sabrina] Mommy needs to change your diaper, okay?
Who's a hungry little girl?
Yes, mommy change your diaps.
You're such a good girl for mommy.
I really want to go to the big city
because this is pretty much what I do.
I was adopted into the Mennonites at the age of three.
My mother was Italian and my father was Puerto Rican.
And they struggled with addiction
so I was placed into a Mennonite foster home
and then adopted.
While I love certain parts of the Mennonites,
There was a part of me that just never really belonged.
When I left the Mennonites,
it was really hard for me to adjust to life in the outside world.
And I made mistakes, lots of them.
But the friends I made quickly became like family.
And they have always been there for me when I needed them.
-[woman] Good and bad. -[man] To the good life and the bad life.
And then I met the love of my life, Jethro.
And we had two babies together.
[baby crying]
Shall we go to bed?
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake,
I pray thee, Lord, my soul to take.
Dear, Jesus, thank you for all of our blessings,
I pray that you would be with Daddy.
I pray that you would protect him.
And keep him safe.
And I pray I have your protection around my children
and around my family, God.
Jethro left me for the second time.
Jethro and I have been together for four years,
and we have two children together, Zekiah and Skylar.
We fell in love because we both have so much in common.
We were both adopted into the Mennonites
and felt like outsiders pretty much our entire lives.
We've shared a lot of the same struggles, including drug abuse.
But we have had a rocky relationship.
I hate you, just leave.
We almost split up last year
when I caught him texting other women.
But instead of staying and trying to work it out, he just took off.
Eventually we got back together.
Look, I'm sorry I left.
I'm gonna try to do better.
[Sabrina] But now...
here we are again.
On Friday night he got drunk and he started acting really weird.
And, um, he wouldn't sit with me or hang out with me.
And then he actually, like, just walked out the door.
Then he told me that he was coming back,
he kept telling me he was coming back
and that he'd get on the next plane.
[sniffing]
But I haven't talked to him since Saturday.
I don't know what's going on.
Growing up as the bishop's son,
it's all right, but...
[can popping]
My game that I like to play
is just to see how much things I can do without getting caught.
Yeah, no, that's them right there.
[Rosanna] I can't wait to introduce you to everybody.
[Ada] Rose!
[Jeremiah] It would've been nice
for Rosanna to let us know that she's bringing a guy to the house.
What would you do if I just leave you out here
and just get on a plane and go home?
'Cause I'm about to, it's just not for me.
[Ada] Since you saw me last, I was in Pennsylvania.
But now, it's summer, so, I'm going to Pinecraft.
Pinecraft is where all the Amish go to vacation.
Jeremiah, Carmela, Sabrina, Rosanna and my granddaughter Maureen,
are all coming back together in Florida for the summer.
They're like, all family to me and I love every one of them.
It's gonna be a lot of fun to stay in the house
with Carmela and Jeremiah and the kids.
But Maureen is very special to me
because she lived with me when she was born
till she was three-years-old.
We have that special bond.
[Maureen] I grew up in the Amish community.
But growing up I always felt that there was so much more out there.
I am in love with Danny, an Amish taxi driver.
[gasping]
We fell in love and then he proposed.
And I felt like the happiest girl in the world.
-[Danny speaking] -Yes.
Now my life is planning a wedding.
I have a lot to do before I go to Florida.
[Jeremiah] So, right now we are in Sarasota.
Can't wait to go out and, uh, just relax on the beach.
[Carmela] With the stress of starting a family,
I think coming down here to Florida will be a nice little vacation
just to relax and just focus on us.
-[Jeremiah] Oh, there she is. -[Carmela] There she is
Ada, hey.
[Ada] How you going?
[Carmela] Pretty good, it's nice seeing you.
[Ada] You too, are you guys excited?
-[Jeremiah] Absolutely. -[Ada] Let's just get out of here.
Everybody's looking at me, I don't think they know...
[Jeremiah speaking]
[horn honking]
Hi.
[Carmela] Hey, there she is.
[Ada] Hi, how are you?
[both] Yay!
[Carmela] It's nice to see you.
[Sabrina] Nice to see you.
I missed you.
[Carmela] Missed you too.
[Ada] Good to see you, you look so pretty, I've missed you.
[Sabrina] I've missed you too.
-Hey. -[Jeremiah] How ya doing?
-Good, how are you? -Oh, not too bad.
[Ada] So excited.
[Sabrina] Well get in the car, let's go.
You guys ready?
[Ada] Yes, let's go.
Oh, I love Florida.
It's riviera, baby.
I'm just so excited to be in Florida.
I'm happy to be with you guys.
Even with me?
Yes, I'm happy that you're here too.
[Carmela giggling]
[Sabrina] Jethro found a house for Ada, Jeremiah and Carmela,
Maureen and Rosanna.
But what I didn't tell him is that Rosanna's bringing her boyfriend,
and a couple of other friends and I just couldn't say no.
-[Jeremiah] Ada. -Yes?
[Jeremiah speaking Pennsylvania Dutch]
When I saw Sabrina,
I'm pretty sure she's pregnant,
because I felt something kick me.
[Ada speaking Pennsylvania Dutch]
I don't speak Pennsylvania Dutch,
but I've been around enough of Amish
to know when they're talking about me,
and I definitely heard the word pregnant.
[Jeremiah speaking Pennsylvania Dutch]
Stop, yes I'm pregnant.
-[Ada] Well, congratulations. -[Carmela] What?
-Congratulations. -Thank you.
Last time we came down here, you were pregnant.
[Sabrina] Yep.
I've been pregnant for three years straight now.
[Carmela] When I found out Sabrina was pregnant again,
I was just a little envious,
just because, you know, me and Jeremiah are trying to have a baby.
And when you see somebody, you know, have a child, it's just...
I don't know. You just want that for yourself too.
I have a lot to tell you guys,
but it's not really a car kind of conversation, so...
I'm really nervous about how they're gonna react.
I'll tell you when we get back to the house.
Okay.
[Carmela] So where is Jethro?
Jethro went to PA again.
You want my honest opinion?
You would be way better off without him.
It makes me so angry at Jethro,
that he leaves his pregnant wife with two children,
and those are his children. He needs to grow up.
[Daniel] Okay, guys, let me show you a little bit about my buggy.
The interior here...
I fixed this all up with, like, batteries here.
I can charge things over here, like my phone.
Things that I shouldn't be having.
Around here you are being watched.
It's just bottom line, it's just the way it is.
Kind of have a couple of things in here.
Like a Bluetooth speaker.
You're not really supposed to have that,
but just gotta be cautious there to see who sees it.
Here you can just, like, take a hold of the button and flip it back.
And you can put some things in there,
that's highly forbidden in the community.
So this is Hopkinton, Iowa, what you're looking at here.
And, uh, this is my hometown where I grew up.
How my family ended up here,
was we were looking to start our own community,
which my dad's the bishop, he started it.
We moved out from like an Old Order Amish community.
They just couldn't agree on some rules to where, uh...
My dad was probably like, we'll just start our own community
and have our own rules.
We still can't have electricity.
But we do have, like, running water,
hot water, cold water.
And before this, in the other community,
we only had outhouses.
I mean, growing up as the bishop's son,
it's all right but you gotta walk a pretty straight line.
My game that I like to play
is just to see how much things I can do without getting caught.
Girls might not like that.
Like, the smell on my shirt though.
Yeah, no, that's them right there.
[Daniel] Uh, just gonna step behind here.
What's up?
Oh, really?
You never know.
Ah, we'll think about it.
You know who I am, right?
I am Daniel Miller's son.
I'm Daniel Miller.
[Daniel] Yeah.
You know, being the bishop's son,
it makes life really easy.
Yeah, I've always had a good Amish life.
I went to school here from one to eighth grade.
This is, like, where we hung our clothes and everything.
Like, put our lunchbox.
Here is actually the bell,
if we were out for recess and it was time to get inside for period,
she'd just come out and she would just like...
-[bell ringing] -...like that.
Here's like the German version of ABC's here.
A, B, C, D and then, I forgot.
[Daniel] Yeah, for the most part.
So something I did all the time was like,
I put something in it, and like, you know,
stretched it back, kinda used it as a slingshot, you know?
Just send [bleep] across the room all the time.
I was just kind of a rebel, but it's all good.
I definitely didn't feel like I was meant to be Amish.
I bet I was probably 10 years old,
I was already thinking about leaving.
Everything outside of what I had looked so much better to me.
I'd always look at the kids getting on the vehicles,
there's nice AC in there.
He's got the haircut I want, he's got the clothes I want.
I'm like, "What if I was one of them kids?"
In school here, I would always be looking at the highway,
there'd be a bunch of traffic going by,
and I'd always be looking out, like,
"At some point in my life,
I will definitely be one of the drivers behind the steering wheel."
Me, leaving the Amish,
my goal is to have a nice house,
to get myself into a business of some kind,
a nice truck, a good-looking woman.
Maybe, like, a blonde or something, you know?
Maybe like 5'5" or something.
No, I've never actually took an Amish girl on a date.
Never.
I didn't want to date an Amish girl
just because usually, after the third date,
they're, like, "official," what we would call it.
I would have to join church
and be pretty strict with my life,
and I never wanted to join church
so that option's off for me.
I wanna leave the Amish mostly so I can date an English girl
and not have the pressure of the whole community,
family and everybody looking at me.
So my friend Johnny is going to Sarasota,
he invited me
and one of his friends, Kenneth, to go along.
I've known Johnny for a while.
I mean, I know he doesn't like to leave his community.
And I'm actually pretty nervous as well
because I'm going out to do things that I've never done before.
And it's just...
I mean, I'm kinda blessed that we are doing this together.
But for him, going all the way to Florida with Rosanna,
that really shows everybody how much he loves her.
That's the kind of love I'm searching for.
But the hardest thing to do is to tell my parents that I'm leaving.
I mean, my dad is a bishop.
And it's, like, if his own son leaves,
well, that makes my dad's job a lot tougher
because he's trying to enforce the rules.
And I don't wanna disrespect my dad.
Yeah, those are my little niece and nephews.
They're just out there riding around.
[chuckles]
Maybe some day they'll understand...
that it's kind of hard to leave your family
when they're looking at you like...
you really shouldn't be leaving.
Let's look around.
It is so nice.
I like the furniture.
The house is nice, but it's small
and it only has three bedrooms.
One for Ada, one for me and Carmela,
and one for Rosanna and Maureen to share.
[Ada] I guess here's another bedroom.
So, which rooms do you guys want?
[Jeremiah] The biggest one.
The best part about getting here first is
you get to claim your own room.
-Do you know what you're having? -Yeah, it's a girl.
[giggles]
[Jeremiah speaking]
[sighs] I know, that's what it seems like, doesn't it?
I think while they're home they need to get
one of those big rubber bands and tie it around her legs
so they can't go...
So... so, where is Jethro?
[sighs]
Jethro went to PA again.
Why?
I don't know exactly.
It's like... [sighs wearily]
So Jethro left again?
You want my honest opinion?
You would be way better off without him.
I know, but I got kids with him
and I don't know anybody here, so...
Everything's gonna be okay. We're here to support you.
We care about you.
And the children.
Yeah, absolutely. I appreciate it, thank you.
[sniffles]
It makes me so angry at Jethro
that he leaves his pregnant wife with two children,
and those are his children.
He needs to grow up and be a man
and not leave Sabrina.
It's just hard right now 'cause they're both in diapers and they're both, like...
[sighs wearily]
Just... yeah.
I love my family, they've been super nice to me.
It's kinda hard to leave when they're that nice, you know what I mean?
But...
I'm about to go tell my parents that I'm leaving.
I'm not worried about being punished by the Amish community
like some other people who leave,
but I know I'll be breaking my parents' heart.
I love my family,
but I have an individual drive to be different, I guess.
-What's up? -[speaking Pennsylvania Dutch]
[mother cries]
[Daniel] My mom's reaction...
I could tell she was pretty sad.
I could tell it was hard for her to hear, but...
I don't know, I already made up my mind, so...
just do it.
[crying]
Uh... I told them we were going to Florida.
But it's kind of...
sad to leave 'em for how much I know they want me there.
But I also gotta do and find out who I am, so...
I don't know, should be a good time.
That's what I'm hoping for.
Yeah, those are my little niece and nephews.
They're just out there riding around. [chuckles]
They're probably looking at me like,
"What is going on with my uncle?"
Maybe some day they'll understand.
It's kind of hard to leave your family
when they're looking at you like you really shouldn't be leaving, but...
[Rosanna speaking]
I could get my hair done whenever I want to.
You're beautiful just the way you are.
-[chuckles nervously] No. -Yeah.
But I still want to get my nails done.
Johnny is driving us to Florida.
The reason he can drive is 'cause he's doing his Rumspringa.
Rumspringa is the one time where the Amish will forgive sinful behavior.
So there's pineapples in Florida?
Yeah. They're like... They're really good
'cause they're, like, really fresh.
I'm really excited to show Johnny all the fun things out in the English world
because this is the first time
that I'm actually really in love with a guy.
[Daniel] Headed on down to Florida.
I am definitely nervous.
I just have a couple pieces of clothing, really nothing.
I just...
I was told you don't really need clothes in Florida, so...
[chuckles]
Oh, look, there's a palm tree.
[Johnny] The Amish, they don't want us to see the outside world,
they don't want us to get a taste of it,
'cause they're afraid we're gonna wanna go and experience it.
I wanna take you parasailing.
That's a lot of fun.
I think Rosanna can survive in the English world,
but I thought she does want to go back with me then
and join the church and be in the community.
I don't really wanna go out in the English world with people I don't know,
so I'm glad my friends Daniel and Kenneth are coming to stay with us.
[Rosanna] I know the others won't be happy
that we invited down Daniel and Kenneth,
but it's what I needed to do
to make Johnny feel comfortable.
[Daniel speaking]
This is definitely the farthest I've ever been by myself.
And I don't know if the English world is gonna make it worth it...
losing my family forever.
This is where we're gonna stay.
I can't wait to introduce you to everybody.
[Johnny] What if they don't like me?
[Rosanna] Oh, they will.
What happens if you push it?
Ooh, good job.
I was, but I'm more worked up than anything.
I get, like, I don't know...
Yep, she won. Two balls are the closest.
[Jeremiah] Now that is how you throw it.
-[women] Rose! -[Johnny] Oh, wow.
I'm really happy to see everyone
and I can't wait to get everyone to meet Johnny.
-Hi. -Hi, Rosanna!
Hello.
We were all outside and all of a sudden Rosanna came in with some guy
and I had no idea who he was.
He's very cute and shy, just like a lost little puppy dog.
And I think we're all assuming that it's her boyfriend.
How are you guys?
Pretty good.
I know we're gonna have an amazing summer.
Is this the guy you were telling me about?
Yeah. Isn't he cute?
She's like, "I got a boyfriend and he's really hot."
[Ada] You look like you're 15, how old are you?
-23. -Really?
-Yeah. -Oh, wow.
It would have been nice for Rosanna to let us know
that she's bringing a guy to the house.
[Sabrina] Poor Johnny, he looks absolutely terrified
and he doesn't seem sure of himself at all.
[Jeremiah] Is this your first time here?
Yeah, it's the first time I was in Florida.
Oh, once you're here for about a week or so, you won't want to leave.
Yeah...
What would you do if I leave you out here
and just get on a plane and go home?
'Cause I'm about to, it's just not for me.
Like, no. I'm ready to go home.
I am really terrified that Johnny's gonna go home
'cause he looks really scared.
We can't leave now, we just got here.