1 00:00:01,266 --> 00:00:02,266 [Jeremiah] Previously on Return to Amish. 2 00:00:02,266 --> 00:00:04,600 We're gonna have to see how many girls we can kiss. 3 00:00:04,634 --> 00:00:08,533 [Sabrina] It's pretty obvious that Fannie has a crush on Daniel. 4 00:00:08,533 --> 00:00:10,367 I don't want her to get her heart broken. 5 00:00:11,367 --> 00:00:12,734 [cries] 6 00:00:12,734 --> 00:00:14,367 -How you doing? -Hi, baby. 7 00:00:14,467 --> 00:00:17,100 Last year, I found out that my real father was 8 00:00:17,166 --> 00:00:19,266 probably murdered because of me. 9 00:00:19,266 --> 00:00:21,467 I still believe that I am the reason. 10 00:00:34,500 --> 00:00:35,900 [Fannie] I was just wondering if I could 11 00:00:35,967 --> 00:00:38,100 stay with you guys for a couple days. 12 00:00:38,100 --> 00:00:41,467 [Johnny] I mean, with Fannie being shunned, it's just... 13 00:00:41,467 --> 00:00:44,066 it's very risky, with having her there. 14 00:00:44,066 --> 00:00:45,967 If anybody sees her, they're gonna run and tell the bishop, 15 00:00:45,967 --> 00:00:49,100 and it's just gonna get us in more trouble. 16 00:00:49,100 --> 00:00:50,967 I mean, we kinda got a secret we've 17 00:00:50,967 --> 00:00:53,100 been trying to keep hid from everybody. 18 00:00:53,600 --> 00:00:54,467 I'm pregnant. 19 00:00:55,100 --> 00:00:56,000 Oh, wow. 20 00:00:58,266 --> 00:00:59,500 [Sabrina] Just so worried about the baby. 21 00:01:00,734 --> 00:01:01,734 [Jethro] All right, I'm calling an ambulance. 22 00:01:08,500 --> 00:01:11,000 [siren wails] 23 00:01:13,734 --> 00:01:18,700 [siren wails] 24 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:37,800 I was seeing stars. 25 00:01:39,166 --> 00:01:40,166 My vision was blurred. 26 00:01:41,066 --> 00:01:43,000 I was scared there was something wrong. 27 00:01:52,166 --> 00:01:54,166 [Jethro] No extra visitors are allowed in the hospital. 28 00:01:55,000 --> 00:01:55,867 It's very strict. 29 00:01:57,867 --> 00:01:58,734 I hate hospitals. 30 00:02:03,967 --> 00:02:05,166 [nurse] Okay. 31 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:10,900 It's been pretty much three years straight, of pregnancy. 32 00:02:16,266 --> 00:02:18,066 [Sabrina] I'm scared. 33 00:02:18,066 --> 00:02:21,066 It's a lot on your body, physically, mentally, 34 00:02:21,467 --> 00:02:22,367 emotionally. 35 00:02:22,867 --> 00:02:24,367 [bell dings] 36 00:02:24,467 --> 00:02:26,166 All right. Let's go have a baby. 37 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:28,734 It's overwhelming. 38 00:02:29,367 --> 00:02:30,000 I'm worried. 39 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:30,166 I'm worried. 40 00:02:42,100 --> 00:02:43,734 [Sabrina] Ow. Ooh. 41 00:02:45,066 --> 00:02:48,967 They took me back to the room where they do the C-section and, um, 42 00:02:48,967 --> 00:02:51,533 I've had epidurals before, 43 00:02:51,533 --> 00:02:53,367 and I've had the emergency C-section 44 00:02:53,367 --> 00:02:55,734 but, I've never had a spinal before. 45 00:02:55,734 --> 00:02:59,266 And, that spinal hurt like a SOB. 46 00:03:00,467 --> 00:03:02,467 [Sabrina moaning] 47 00:03:02,467 --> 00:03:04,500 She stuck the needle in the wrong place, I think. 48 00:03:05,100 --> 00:03:06,634 [Sabrina moaning] 49 00:03:07,634 --> 00:03:09,166 Finally, they get it in right. 50 00:03:10,367 --> 00:03:12,100 And I literally went numb. 51 00:03:13,467 --> 00:03:16,000 And... my first thought was like, 52 00:03:16,066 --> 00:03:18,166 oh, my God, this feels like I did a shot of heroin. 53 00:03:20,634 --> 00:03:22,800 I've been sober for two years. 54 00:03:22,867 --> 00:03:25,900 And, that was really scary for me, I didn't... 55 00:03:25,967 --> 00:03:28,166 I didn't think it would trigger me the way it did, but... 56 00:03:29,000 --> 00:03:29,867 it did. 57 00:03:31,700 --> 00:03:32,867 It was a really good reminder of me 58 00:03:32,867 --> 00:03:34,500 why I don't want to go back to that. 59 00:03:41,867 --> 00:03:43,533 [baby crying] 60 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:55,867 [Sabrina] I was really relieved when they let Jethro in to cut the cord. 61 00:03:58,634 --> 00:03:59,734 [Jethro] Say hi. 62 00:03:59,734 --> 00:04:00,000 [people clamoring] 63 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,467 [people clamoring] 64 00:04:01,467 --> 00:04:03,100 [Jethro] Say hi. 65 00:04:03,100 --> 00:04:07,166 [Sabrina] We had a little baby girl and her name is Kalani Ariyah. 66 00:04:07,166 --> 00:04:08,533 [Jethro] Say hi. 67 00:04:08,533 --> 00:04:11,734 [Sabrina] In the Mennonite communities, her name, Kalani, means 68 00:04:11,734 --> 00:04:14,066 "the royal one of the heavens". 69 00:04:16,100 --> 00:04:18,900 It's a relief, she's so healthy. 70 00:04:19,700 --> 00:04:20,734 We're just so happy. 71 00:04:22,367 --> 00:04:25,867 And, she is just the sweetest thing. 72 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:30,000 [Jethro] Holding your baby or the first time is a feeling that... 73 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:30,500 [Jethro] Holding your baby or the first time is a feeling that... 74 00:04:30,533 --> 00:04:32,367 you really can't put words to, it's just... 75 00:04:32,900 --> 00:04:33,867 this is... this is... 76 00:04:34,533 --> 00:04:36,166 my mini me. [chuckles] 77 00:04:39,266 --> 00:04:42,533 [Sabrina] Seeing your baby for the first time is just always so... 78 00:04:42,533 --> 00:04:46,100 unique, because it's a miracle like, 79 00:04:46,100 --> 00:04:49,533 you're like, my body and God created that, 80 00:04:49,533 --> 00:04:51,634 like, I made these bones, I made those ears. 81 00:04:53,166 --> 00:04:54,367 I can't believe that... 82 00:04:54,634 --> 00:04:55,734 [sobbing] 83 00:05:00,734 --> 00:05:02,600 God gave me the blessing of life. 84 00:05:08,266 --> 00:05:09,734 And, I'm just so grateful. 85 00:05:10,367 --> 00:05:11,367 [sobs] 86 00:05:26,100 --> 00:05:27,266 [grandmother] Hmm. 87 00:05:27,266 --> 00:05:29,367 -[Jethro] It's good seeing you. -[grandmother] Love you. 88 00:05:29,367 --> 00:05:30,000 I was so worried that grandmother was gonna blame me 89 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:31,800 I was so worried that grandmother was gonna blame me 90 00:05:31,867 --> 00:05:33,166 for my father's death. 91 00:05:34,367 --> 00:05:36,266 -We'll see you soon. -Okay. 92 00:05:36,266 --> 00:05:38,367 [Jeremiah] And so, when grandmother told me that I'm not the reason 93 00:05:38,367 --> 00:05:40,166 that my father got killed, 94 00:05:40,166 --> 00:05:42,166 you know, a sense of relief just came over me 95 00:05:42,166 --> 00:05:44,467 because I've always been... 96 00:05:44,467 --> 00:05:47,467 you know, blaming myself and thinking that I'm the reason that it happened. 97 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:54,100 The minute we left grandmother's house, 98 00:05:54,166 --> 00:05:57,500 it just clicked to my brain that I need to get this tattoo and I need to get it now. 99 00:06:03,100 --> 00:06:05,166 -[Jeremiah] Oh, wow. -[Carmela] It's nice in here. 100 00:06:05,166 --> 00:06:06,867 [Jeremiah] I've been wanting to get this tattoo for a long time, but... 101 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:10,367 it wasn't until after I met my grandmother, 102 00:06:10,367 --> 00:06:12,100 that I knew the time was right. 103 00:06:12,166 --> 00:06:13,000 -How you doing? -How's it going, man? 104 00:06:13,066 --> 00:06:13,967 Going pretty good. 105 00:06:13,967 --> 00:06:15,100 -[artist] Okay. -I want something 106 00:06:15,166 --> 00:06:17,867 with my fathers last name, his date of birth 107 00:06:17,867 --> 00:06:19,533 and when he, uh, when he got killed. 108 00:06:19,533 --> 00:06:20,700 Okay. 109 00:06:20,734 --> 00:06:21,634 And, how many letters? 110 00:06:22,166 --> 00:06:23,500 -Uh, -It's ten. 111 00:06:23,533 --> 00:06:24,700 -Ten. -[artist] Oh, wow. 112 00:06:26,367 --> 00:06:28,266 -Alright. -Right, let me get you to write this down. 113 00:06:28,367 --> 00:06:29,166 I'll have you write it. 114 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:30,800 Okay. 115 00:06:31,734 --> 00:06:32,967 You wanna hold this? 116 00:06:38,266 --> 00:06:40,867 [Jeremiah] I may have never met my father, but... 117 00:06:40,867 --> 00:06:43,166 ever since I learned about his existence, 118 00:06:43,266 --> 00:06:45,266 I felt his spirit around me. 119 00:06:45,266 --> 00:06:47,000 -[artist] Is that your last name? -[Jeremiah] Yes and no. 120 00:06:47,533 --> 00:06:49,100 I was actually adopted. 121 00:06:49,166 --> 00:06:50,367 -Okay. -Uh, and so, 122 00:06:50,367 --> 00:06:51,634 my last name is right here. 123 00:06:52,266 --> 00:06:53,166 My adopted last name. 124 00:06:53,500 --> 00:06:55,000 R-A-B-E-R. 125 00:06:55,066 --> 00:06:57,500 But, I just found my biological father. 126 00:06:57,533 --> 00:06:59,000 Or, found out that... 127 00:06:59,066 --> 00:07:00,000 he actually got killed by his wife. 128 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:00,900 he actually got killed by his wife. 129 00:07:00,967 --> 00:07:03,100 -Oh, wow. -And, that's his last name. 130 00:07:03,166 --> 00:07:04,867 And, this is actually my biological cousin, 131 00:07:04,867 --> 00:07:07,000 -who I just met with in the last year. -Wow. 132 00:07:07,066 --> 00:07:08,533 -That's a pretty important tattoo. -Yeah? 133 00:07:10,700 --> 00:07:11,734 [Jeremiah] You wonder if my father knew... 134 00:07:13,066 --> 00:07:14,367 that he had a kid. 135 00:07:14,367 --> 00:07:15,600 Because I was his only child. 136 00:07:16,166 --> 00:07:17,166 Yeah. 137 00:07:17,266 --> 00:07:19,266 -He had no other kids. -Yeah. 138 00:07:19,266 --> 00:07:22,500 Alright, what I need you to do is just lay face-down right here with your head down here, 139 00:07:22,533 --> 00:07:24,734 and then, kinda put your arm off to the side like that. 140 00:07:26,066 --> 00:07:27,634 Well... here we go. 141 00:07:28,266 --> 00:07:30,000 [tattoo machine whirring] 142 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:30,266 [tattoo machine whirring] 143 00:07:37,967 --> 00:07:39,600 [Jeremiah] If my dad was here, 144 00:07:39,634 --> 00:07:42,266 with my right now, I'd have two things to say to him. 145 00:07:46,166 --> 00:07:48,100 I'd ask him, "why did you leave me?" 146 00:07:50,800 --> 00:07:54,100 And, the second thing would be, "I love you, please don't leave me again." 147 00:07:57,800 --> 00:08:00,000 [artist] So, you think this will help you close the chapter in your journey? 148 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:00,166 [artist] So, you think this will help you close the chapter in your journey? 149 00:08:01,166 --> 00:08:02,533 [Jeremiah] Oh, it's... yeah, definitely. 150 00:08:03,600 --> 00:08:05,166 You know, I found out a lot of stuff, 151 00:08:06,166 --> 00:08:07,500 over the last year. 152 00:08:10,100 --> 00:08:13,266 And, I don't know if I was living in denial of everything. 153 00:08:14,166 --> 00:08:15,166 I just... you know what I mean? 154 00:08:15,166 --> 00:08:16,166 [artist] Yeah, yeah I do. 155 00:08:17,634 --> 00:08:18,433 But, not it's... 156 00:08:19,967 --> 00:08:21,467 This is just helping close that gap. 157 00:08:22,700 --> 00:08:24,634 I think you did things to try to forget about it. 158 00:08:25,533 --> 00:08:28,266 Like, you didn't wanna face it. 159 00:08:28,266 --> 00:08:29,967 And, I think this, right here, is facing it. 160 00:08:30,734 --> 00:08:32,266 And accepting. 161 00:08:32,266 --> 00:08:33,433 [Jeremiah] That is actually true. 162 00:08:33,533 --> 00:08:35,867 I tend to push things to the back of my mind if it's... 163 00:08:36,266 --> 00:08:37,166 emotional stuff. 164 00:08:41,066 --> 00:08:42,000 You made it, champ. 165 00:08:42,066 --> 00:08:43,900 This looks fantastic, man. 166 00:08:43,967 --> 00:08:45,100 I'll have you go look at it... 167 00:08:45,166 --> 00:08:47,166 -Yeah. -...in the mirror over there. 168 00:08:47,166 --> 00:08:48,433 -You're gonna love it. -Dude, you're gonna love it. 169 00:08:49,467 --> 00:08:51,867 [Jeremiah] From the beginning of this journey, you know, 170 00:08:51,867 --> 00:08:54,967 finding out about Dennis and my entire family. 171 00:08:54,967 --> 00:08:58,100 You know, my real father, my cousins, you know, my grandmother. 172 00:08:58,100 --> 00:09:00,000 It just seems like everything just keeps falling in place 173 00:09:00,000 --> 00:09:00,533 It just seems like everything just keeps falling in place 174 00:09:00,533 --> 00:09:02,367 as if somebody's putting it there for me. 175 00:09:04,100 --> 00:09:05,166 -That looks amazing. -That looks good. 176 00:09:05,266 --> 00:09:06,533 Dude, I couldn't ask for a better... 177 00:09:07,500 --> 00:09:08,600 -It looks really good. -It looks real good. 178 00:09:14,000 --> 00:09:17,166 I ended up getting a tattoo with... 179 00:09:17,166 --> 00:09:20,266 the Hiltabidel name, which is my father's last name 180 00:09:20,367 --> 00:09:22,100 and then, it has his birth date and... 181 00:09:22,734 --> 00:09:23,867 the day that he died. 182 00:09:24,900 --> 00:09:25,867 It looks amazing. 183 00:09:26,500 --> 00:09:28,367 -Thanks. -Just so you know, 184 00:09:28,367 --> 00:09:30,000 this is a memory that will always be with me. 185 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:30,100 this is a memory that will always be with me. 186 00:09:31,700 --> 00:09:32,533 -Thanks, man. -Yup. 187 00:09:35,166 --> 00:09:36,066 You guys have no idea. 188 00:09:37,100 --> 00:09:38,367 [indistinct chatter] 189 00:09:38,367 --> 00:09:39,266 I'm like... 190 00:09:39,367 --> 00:09:40,634 That looks freaking amazing. 191 00:09:42,367 --> 00:09:45,066 He did a real... he did a really good job. 192 00:09:45,066 --> 00:09:49,367 [Carmela] I'm hoping that Jeremiah, now finding a lot of answers about his family, 193 00:09:49,367 --> 00:09:51,166 will help relax him. 194 00:09:51,166 --> 00:09:54,066 And, now, maybe we can move forward and, hopefully, conceive. 195 00:09:54,900 --> 00:09:56,367 You happy now? 196 00:09:56,467 --> 00:09:57,500 -[Jeremiah] Oh, 100 percent -Cool. 197 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:01,867 [Kenneth] I'm about to go tell my parents that 198 00:10:01,867 --> 00:10:04,066 my decision is, you know, to leave the Amish. 199 00:10:04,734 --> 00:10:07,100 [in foreign language] 200 00:10:21,634 --> 00:10:22,900 I don't... like... 201 00:10:33,266 --> 00:10:37,166 [Fannie] Ray is staying away from our Amish community, 202 00:10:37,166 --> 00:10:39,700 so, I went into town, to talk to him today. 203 00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:43,467 And, he told me about what happened. 204 00:10:44,166 --> 00:10:45,634 [siren wails] 205 00:10:45,634 --> 00:10:48,467 [man] The local Amish man was arrested for operating 206 00:10:48,467 --> 00:10:50,467 a buggy under the influence. 207 00:10:50,467 --> 00:10:52,634 I was stopped in my horse and buggy. 208 00:10:56,467 --> 00:10:57,600 'Cause... 209 00:10:57,634 --> 00:10:58,734 I was really [bleep] hammered. 210 00:11:00,967 --> 00:11:03,867 I feel bad because if I do something wrong, 211 00:11:03,867 --> 00:11:05,900 the Amish punish my family for it. 212 00:11:05,967 --> 00:11:06,734 Even my sister. 213 00:11:12,734 --> 00:11:14,266 I just feel really bad, I feel like... 214 00:11:15,166 --> 00:11:16,634 everything has their limits, like, 215 00:11:16,634 --> 00:11:19,533 I like partying and everything but, I also like having a responsibility. 216 00:11:19,533 --> 00:11:22,266 -Responsibility is the part I love. -True. 217 00:11:22,266 --> 00:11:23,467 -True. -And, I feel like that's... 218 00:11:24,533 --> 00:11:26,233 taking care of my parents. 219 00:11:28,066 --> 00:11:31,734 [Fannie] He's taking his buggy under the influence arrest very hard. 220 00:11:32,600 --> 00:11:35,166 Because, family reputation 221 00:11:35,266 --> 00:11:37,467 is very important among the Amish. 222 00:11:38,634 --> 00:11:39,634 And, that, 223 00:11:39,634 --> 00:11:41,000 the buggy under the influence, 224 00:11:41,800 --> 00:11:43,000 doesn't only reflect on Ray, 225 00:11:43,066 --> 00:11:44,634 it reflects on their whole family. 226 00:11:58,166 --> 00:11:59,000 Hello. 227 00:12:01,100 --> 00:12:02,266 Pretty good. 228 00:12:02,266 --> 00:12:03,467 [in foreign language] 229 00:12:05,734 --> 00:12:06,634 Yeah. 230 00:12:06,634 --> 00:12:07,533 [in foreign language] 231 00:12:10,100 --> 00:12:11,467 Yeah. 232 00:12:11,467 --> 00:12:12,600 Can you tell mom and dad to call me? 233 00:12:12,700 --> 00:12:14,266 Like, I've really been trying to get in touch with 'em. 234 00:12:16,166 --> 00:12:17,967 [in foreign language] 235 00:12:20,266 --> 00:12:23,367 In the Amish, if you do some stuff bad... like you do some bad things, 236 00:12:24,100 --> 00:12:24,373 like, they come at your family, 237 00:12:24,373 --> 00:12:26,000 like, they come at your family, 238 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:28,734 they shun your... your fam... like, your mom and dad. 239 00:12:28,734 --> 00:12:31,000 And, like, I don't think that's fair. 240 00:12:31,000 --> 00:12:32,967 That's just wrong. 241 00:12:32,967 --> 00:12:35,734 Like, I can't have my family being punished for something I did. 242 00:12:38,100 --> 00:12:38,967 Ready to go? 243 00:12:39,533 --> 00:12:41,066 Alright, well, 244 00:12:41,066 --> 00:12:43,467 tell my family I'm trying to get a hold of 'em, tell 'em to call me back. 245 00:12:43,467 --> 00:12:44,600 -Who are you on the phone with? -Alright, bye. 246 00:12:46,634 --> 00:12:48,867 I was on the phone with my family, my sister, 247 00:12:48,867 --> 00:12:49,967 who is... I'm worried about her. 248 00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:52,000 I know. 249 00:12:52,066 --> 00:12:53,734 I feel bad for Ray, 250 00:12:53,734 --> 00:12:54,373 but, I also feel bad for Johnny and Rosanna because 251 00:12:54,373 --> 00:12:57,166 but, I also feel bad for Johnny and Rosanna because 252 00:12:57,166 --> 00:13:00,066 they are trying to do everything by the book 253 00:13:00,066 --> 00:13:01,734 because they went back to the Amish and... 254 00:13:02,634 --> 00:13:04,467 they're having a baby and... 255 00:13:04,467 --> 00:13:06,867 I just hope this doesn't ruin 256 00:13:06,867 --> 00:13:09,166 Johnny and Rosanna trying to get 257 00:13:09,166 --> 00:13:10,734 into the bishop's good graces. 258 00:13:13,166 --> 00:13:14,166 [Raymond] I just feel really bad. 259 00:13:26,166 --> 00:13:29,367 [Kenneth] I'm about to go tell my parents that uh, 260 00:13:29,367 --> 00:13:31,867 um, my decision is to, you know, leave the Amish. 261 00:13:33,500 --> 00:13:35,533 I mean, I really love my parents 262 00:13:35,533 --> 00:13:37,367 and I'm worried that this decision is gonna break their hearts. 263 00:13:38,533 --> 00:13:40,500 You know, that's the last thing that I wanna do. 264 00:13:44,867 --> 00:13:46,600 [in foreign language] 265 00:13:48,100 --> 00:13:50,066 [Kenneth speaking] 266 00:14:11,266 --> 00:14:13,266 [Kenneth speaking] 267 00:14:23,266 --> 00:14:24,373 [sniffling] 268 00:14:24,373 --> 00:14:24,467 [sniffling] 269 00:14:27,266 --> 00:14:28,800 [Kenneth speaking] 270 00:14:35,533 --> 00:14:37,967 [Kenneth speaking] 271 00:14:56,066 --> 00:14:58,266 [cries] 272 00:15:18,166 --> 00:15:19,734 So, you know, after I talked with my dad, 273 00:15:21,367 --> 00:15:23,166 you know, he told me that... 274 00:15:24,634 --> 00:15:26,867 I mean, he wasn't overjoyed with my decision. 275 00:15:29,700 --> 00:15:32,166 I can see a look of disappointment in his eyes. 276 00:15:33,900 --> 00:15:35,367 Made me feel more guilty. 277 00:15:40,867 --> 00:15:43,634 Our parents def... my parents want me to stay Amish, 278 00:15:43,634 --> 00:15:45,500 but, you know, right now, I have things to do. 279 00:15:45,533 --> 00:15:46,867 You know, I'll have a... 280 00:15:47,533 --> 00:15:48,800 I have a dream to accomplish. 281 00:16:02,467 --> 00:16:04,900 [Raymond] I'm driving to Pennsylvania to pick up Fannie, 282 00:16:04,967 --> 00:16:07,533 so we can go down to Florida, and see Sabrina's little baby. 283 00:16:09,100 --> 00:16:11,166 When I was Amish, I was lucky to... 284 00:16:11,166 --> 00:16:12,266 to have my license. 285 00:16:13,266 --> 00:16:15,734 Amish, technically, are not supposed to drive, 286 00:16:15,734 --> 00:16:17,533 but, you're allowed to get your license 287 00:16:17,533 --> 00:16:18,867 if it's for work. 288 00:16:18,867 --> 00:16:20,233 That's how I can drive. 289 00:16:21,367 --> 00:16:23,967 I'm showing up to Johnny's house with Amish clothes 290 00:16:23,967 --> 00:16:24,373 out of respect for the community. 291 00:16:24,373 --> 00:16:25,467 out of respect for the community. 292 00:16:33,867 --> 00:16:34,900 [dog barking] 293 00:16:37,533 --> 00:16:39,533 -[Johnny] Hey, Daniel. -[Daniel] Hey, guys. 294 00:16:39,533 --> 00:16:41,000 -[Johnny] How you doing? -[Daniel] Pretty good. 295 00:16:41,066 --> 00:16:42,700 Oh, come on, Fannie, give me a hug. 296 00:16:42,734 --> 00:16:43,900 [all laugh] 297 00:16:45,066 --> 00:16:47,100 [Fannie] I don't know if Johnny and Rosanna 298 00:16:47,100 --> 00:16:50,266 know what happened with Ray and... 299 00:16:50,266 --> 00:16:51,533 I'm just not that type of person to... 300 00:16:52,700 --> 00:16:53,533 say anything about it. 301 00:16:54,900 --> 00:16:56,467 How was your drive out here? 302 00:16:56,467 --> 00:16:57,533 [Daniel] Pretty good, it was long. 303 00:16:59,734 --> 00:17:01,166 I'll get some food ready and... 304 00:17:02,100 --> 00:17:02,967 we can catch up. 305 00:17:03,967 --> 00:17:05,467 I think you guys have time. 306 00:17:05,467 --> 00:17:06,533 [both chuckle] 307 00:17:07,700 --> 00:17:09,900 [Rosanna] I don't think Daniel has any idea 308 00:17:09,967 --> 00:17:11,967 that Fannie likes him, 309 00:17:11,967 --> 00:17:14,000 but, they would make a really cute couple. 310 00:17:16,166 --> 00:17:17,967 I'm excited to see Daniel again. 311 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:20,533 But, I'm also very nervous. 312 00:17:20,533 --> 00:17:23,367 I'm pretty sure that Johnny and Rosanna 313 00:17:23,467 --> 00:17:24,373 would keep my secret, but... 314 00:17:24,373 --> 00:17:25,900 would keep my secret, but... 315 00:17:25,967 --> 00:17:27,634 I'm nervous that they would start, like, 316 00:17:29,166 --> 00:17:32,100 making weird comments, 317 00:17:32,166 --> 00:17:34,266 that he would pick up on, and it would be like, 318 00:17:36,166 --> 00:17:39,734 super-awkward and it would even be worse... 319 00:17:39,734 --> 00:17:41,800 than just telling him myself. 320 00:17:43,166 --> 00:17:46,000 Hey, if you're staying, we gotta get that car off the road. 321 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,000 -Hide it before the neighbors see it. -Oh, yeah. 322 00:17:48,066 --> 00:17:49,500 Why don't you meet me around the back 323 00:17:49,533 --> 00:17:51,166 and we'll put it in the shed out there. 324 00:17:51,166 --> 00:17:52,166 -Alright. -We'll get the food ready. 325 00:17:53,700 --> 00:17:54,373 [Johnny] Me and Rose are trying to 326 00:17:54,373 --> 00:17:55,367 [Johnny] Me and Rose are trying to 327 00:17:55,467 --> 00:17:57,166 get on the bishop's good side. 328 00:17:57,266 --> 00:17:59,100 [cow mooing] 329 00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:01,166 So, we can get married and be together. 330 00:18:02,100 --> 00:18:03,066 And, have a family. 331 00:18:03,700 --> 00:18:05,367 So, I needed Daniel 332 00:18:05,367 --> 00:18:06,500 pull his car in a barn, 333 00:18:07,166 --> 00:18:09,166 just so, the neighbors and... 334 00:18:09,266 --> 00:18:11,000 no other Amish see that he was there. 335 00:18:12,533 --> 00:18:13,734 We gotta do what we gotta do. 336 00:18:18,166 --> 00:18:20,100 What do you think, this is a good spot? 337 00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:21,867 Yeah, it looks like a good spot. 338 00:18:23,367 --> 00:18:24,373 [Fannie] Me, being shunned and... 339 00:18:24,373 --> 00:18:25,367 [Fannie] Me, being shunned and... 340 00:18:26,266 --> 00:18:27,700 someone that is baptized, 341 00:18:27,734 --> 00:18:30,367 if I see someone that is baptized, 342 00:18:31,066 --> 00:18:31,900 I cannot... 343 00:18:31,967 --> 00:18:33,967 eat at the same table as them, 344 00:18:34,900 --> 00:18:37,100 I cannot dish out my own food, 345 00:18:37,100 --> 00:18:39,867 from the same bowls that they're gonna dish out, because... 346 00:18:40,967 --> 00:18:43,066 basically, my sins would be in there. 347 00:18:49,166 --> 00:18:50,734 So, they had to dish out my food... 348 00:18:51,467 --> 00:18:53,066 on my plate, 349 00:18:53,066 --> 00:18:54,373 and then, they'll bring it over to... 350 00:18:54,373 --> 00:18:54,867 and then, they'll bring it over to... 351 00:18:56,266 --> 00:18:57,266 where I'm sitting, 352 00:18:58,500 --> 00:18:59,867 and then... 353 00:18:59,867 --> 00:19:01,166 I'll just eat by myself there. 354 00:19:02,734 --> 00:19:06,166 The whole shunning process is very humiliating. 355 00:19:09,800 --> 00:19:11,266 I don't know how to explain 356 00:19:11,367 --> 00:19:13,367 to English people, what it's like, 357 00:19:14,100 --> 00:19:15,100 to be shunned, but... 358 00:19:16,000 --> 00:19:18,266 take the biggest rejection in your life 359 00:19:18,266 --> 00:19:19,634 and multiply it by 100. 360 00:19:21,467 --> 00:19:22,800 It's that hard. 361 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,734 You guys are gonna have a good time out in Florida, I'm sure. 362 00:19:33,634 --> 00:19:35,900 I don't know, I'm gonna have to put her in the backseat if she... 363 00:19:35,967 --> 00:19:37,734 -No. -...if she's like, messing with my radio too much. 364 00:19:39,367 --> 00:19:41,000 But, I'm really excited to see the baby. 365 00:19:42,266 --> 00:19:44,634 Yeah, we're also gonna pick up Kenneth on the way down. 366 00:19:44,634 --> 00:19:46,467 -Oh. Oh, there you go. -Oh, okay. 367 00:19:47,266 --> 00:19:49,166 He doesn't get to talk about music, 368 00:19:49,166 --> 00:19:51,266 he's just gonna have to listen to it. 369 00:19:51,266 --> 00:19:53,166 -I think you guys would get along good... -Yeah. 370 00:19:53,266 --> 00:19:54,373 Have a good ride down. 371 00:19:54,373 --> 00:19:54,467 Have a good ride down. 372 00:19:55,467 --> 00:19:56,467 [Daniel] We'll see. 373 00:20:03,900 --> 00:20:06,467 [Fannie] I kind of, have to tell Daniel 374 00:20:06,467 --> 00:20:07,533 how I feel and... 375 00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:09,800 I'm really nervous. 376 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:13,634 But, also excited. 377 00:20:15,166 --> 00:20:16,367 Thanks for the lunch. 378 00:20:16,467 --> 00:20:17,367 You're welcome. 379 00:20:19,266 --> 00:20:20,166 [Daniel] It's good seeing you guys again. 380 00:20:21,867 --> 00:20:23,734 I'm glad you stopped and stayed a while. 381 00:20:24,634 --> 00:20:26,266 Definitely. 382 00:20:26,367 --> 00:20:28,867 Well, I wanna talk to you before we go. 383 00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:34,367 [chuckles] 384 00:20:35,166 --> 00:20:37,266 I don't know what Daniel's reaction will be, 385 00:20:37,867 --> 00:20:38,734 but, I hope... 386 00:20:40,467 --> 00:20:43,000 I hope he, like, feels the same way. 387 00:20:45,166 --> 00:20:46,467 Think she's gonna tell him? 388 00:20:47,266 --> 00:20:48,634 I don't know, probably. 389 00:20:48,634 --> 00:20:50,367 I'm kinda nervous for her. 390 00:20:50,367 --> 00:20:51,867 [both chuckle] 391 00:20:54,734 --> 00:20:56,266 [Daniel] So, what do you wanna talk about? 392 00:21:03,800 --> 00:21:07,634 [Fannie] Now that it's actually time to tell him how I feel, 393 00:21:08,867 --> 00:21:11,066 I'm worried that he'll turn me down and... 394 00:21:12,266 --> 00:21:13,266 guess that would be really hard. 395 00:21:16,467 --> 00:21:17,500 I'm also scared that... 396 00:21:19,533 --> 00:21:21,100 in the long run, it'll ruin our friendship. 397 00:21:29,700 --> 00:21:30,900 [Daniel] What is it? 398 00:21:40,266 --> 00:21:43,166 [Fannie] I'm really nervous to talk to him and... 399 00:21:43,166 --> 00:21:44,000 tell him how I feel. 400 00:21:45,900 --> 00:21:47,166 [Daniel] Fannie pulled me aside, 401 00:21:47,900 --> 00:21:49,634 to talk about something. 402 00:21:49,634 --> 00:21:51,634 I'm very confused right at the moment. 403 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:54,867 This friendship is really important to me 404 00:21:54,867 --> 00:21:57,867 because, I mean, 405 00:21:57,867 --> 00:22:01,367 I feel like we've both been there for each other in situations where... 406 00:22:01,367 --> 00:22:04,266 we both needed each other and... 407 00:22:04,266 --> 00:22:04,376 I don't know, it would just be weird not having him as a friend anymore. 408 00:22:04,376 --> 00:22:07,166 I don't know, it would just be weird not having him as a friend anymore. 409 00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:14,166 You're different from the guys that I've met in my community. 410 00:22:14,900 --> 00:22:16,166 Like... 411 00:22:16,266 --> 00:22:18,367 just honest and straightforward and... 412 00:22:18,867 --> 00:22:20,166 kind, like, 413 00:22:20,266 --> 00:22:22,100 when we were... went roller-skating in Florida, 414 00:22:22,700 --> 00:22:23,967 like, when you helped Ada, 415 00:22:23,967 --> 00:22:26,367 I just thought that was really sweet. 416 00:22:30,500 --> 00:22:32,000 There's something else I wanna talk to you about. 417 00:22:49,900 --> 00:22:52,066 It was really... I didn't think 418 00:22:52,066 --> 00:22:54,533 I was gonna be able to do it because... 419 00:22:55,900 --> 00:22:58,266 well, that's usually just not me, I'm just not... 420 00:23:00,467 --> 00:23:02,734 usually, I'm just not that type of girl, I would never do that. 421 00:23:03,634 --> 00:23:04,376 What is it? 422 00:23:04,376 --> 00:23:04,467 What is it? 423 00:23:07,166 --> 00:23:08,100 [clears throat] 424 00:23:08,100 --> 00:23:09,166 [in foreign language] 425 00:23:28,734 --> 00:23:29,900 I don't... like... 426 00:23:32,100 --> 00:23:33,967 I don't know, I guess I'm a little... I don't know, 427 00:23:36,100 --> 00:23:36,967 shocked, I guess. 428 00:23:43,066 --> 00:23:45,100 [in foreign language] 429 00:23:54,066 --> 00:23:56,000 I mean, I think you're... like a very... 430 00:23:57,634 --> 00:23:58,867 smart girl. 431 00:23:59,867 --> 00:24:02,533 I like how you're, you know, straightforward with things, 432 00:24:02,533 --> 00:24:04,166 I... I do like that, but... 433 00:24:06,634 --> 00:24:08,533 I don't know, I guess we could, you know, 434 00:24:11,266 --> 00:24:12,166 be friends for now. 435 00:24:17,467 --> 00:24:19,100 I'll be honest, like, 436 00:24:19,166 --> 00:24:20,467 what you, you know, 437 00:24:20,467 --> 00:24:21,533 asked there, that's like, it... 438 00:24:22,867 --> 00:24:24,266 or told me, it just... 439 00:24:24,266 --> 00:24:25,500 caught me off-guard. 440 00:24:25,533 --> 00:24:28,634 It's like, I was not expecting that, so... 441 00:24:28,634 --> 00:24:31,700 don't feel like I'm trying to reject you or... 442 00:24:33,066 --> 00:24:34,376 I just... I just wanna... you know, 443 00:24:34,376 --> 00:24:35,634 I just... I just wanna... you know, 444 00:24:35,634 --> 00:24:37,000 at least keep it a friendship 445 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:38,500 -for now, you know. -Yeah. 446 00:24:38,533 --> 00:24:40,266 -Like, I enjoy that. -I totally get that. 447 00:24:46,700 --> 00:24:48,166 [Fannie] I mean, it was hard to tell Daniel how I feel 448 00:24:48,166 --> 00:24:49,800 because I'm not the type of girl 449 00:24:49,867 --> 00:24:51,867 that will just... 450 00:24:51,867 --> 00:24:54,367 I don't run after men, in my opinion, that's the men's problem... 451 00:24:55,266 --> 00:24:57,800 to do stuff like that, I mean, 452 00:24:57,867 --> 00:24:59,967 if you actually like me, you'll tell me. 453 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:01,700 But, if you don't, then... 454 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:04,376 then you don't like me, apparently. 455 00:25:04,376 --> 00:25:04,967 then you don't like me, apparently. 456 00:25:07,700 --> 00:25:08,634 So... 457 00:25:10,867 --> 00:25:14,000 I think, that was just a nice way of, like, 458 00:25:15,533 --> 00:25:17,700 "no, let's just be friends". 459 00:25:17,734 --> 00:25:19,734 -Alright, well, it was a good talk. -Okay. 460 00:25:38,266 --> 00:25:39,700 We had a little baby girl 461 00:25:39,734 --> 00:25:41,734 and she has this light about her 462 00:25:41,734 --> 00:25:44,266 and it's interesting to me because I've never seen... 463 00:25:44,867 --> 00:25:45,734 a child with... 464 00:25:47,367 --> 00:25:50,000 an inner radiance in them before. 465 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:53,166 But, she has it and I don't know what it is but, it's beautiful. 466 00:25:54,533 --> 00:25:56,533 -[baby cries] -[Sabrina] Cleaning her diaper. 467 00:25:56,533 --> 00:25:58,734 What are you thoughts on the contents of her diaper? 468 00:25:58,734 --> 00:26:00,100 I don't know, but they're messy. 469 00:26:01,900 --> 00:26:03,066 I'm ready to go home. 470 00:26:03,066 --> 00:26:04,376 -[baby crying] -It's good, it's good, it's good. 471 00:26:04,376 --> 00:26:05,166 -[baby crying] -It's good, it's good, it's good. 472 00:26:05,166 --> 00:26:07,600 [Jethro] I hate hospitals, number one, you know and... 473 00:26:07,634 --> 00:26:09,467 just dealing with a bunch of stress in the hospital is just... 474 00:26:10,734 --> 00:26:12,367 I was... I was... I was just over it. 475 00:26:16,467 --> 00:26:18,000 Babe, are you ready to go home? 476 00:26:26,266 --> 00:26:29,166 [Sabrina] I'm so glad that I get to go home to my own house 477 00:26:29,166 --> 00:26:30,367 with me and Jethro and the kids. 478 00:26:35,900 --> 00:26:36,734 Where's the baby? 479 00:26:38,166 --> 00:26:39,000 Baby. 480 00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:42,000 Baby. 481 00:26:42,533 --> 00:26:44,533 Baby. [laughs] Yes. 482 00:26:44,533 --> 00:26:47,367 This baby, you're staying up with this baby every single night. 483 00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:48,634 [chuckles] 484 00:26:53,533 --> 00:26:54,700 [Jethro] Yes. 485 00:26:57,367 --> 00:26:59,600 -[laughs] -You are, 'cause I am done not sleeping. 486 00:26:59,634 --> 00:27:01,467 This'll be the third year I haven't slept. 487 00:27:03,800 --> 00:27:04,376 [seagulls squawking] 488 00:27:04,376 --> 00:27:05,533 [seagulls squawking] 489 00:27:06,867 --> 00:27:10,367 [Fannie] Me and Daniel, we both decided that we're not gonna let this get... 490 00:27:11,166 --> 00:27:13,600 awkward for our Florida trip. 491 00:27:13,634 --> 00:27:16,166 But, I still have a feeling it's going to be... 492 00:27:16,734 --> 00:27:18,166 a little bit awkward. 493 00:27:18,166 --> 00:27:19,500 Did you see the way he looked at her 494 00:27:19,533 --> 00:27:21,266 -in that dress? -Yeah. 495 00:27:35,500 --> 00:27:39,100 [Fannie] Me and Daniel, we both decided that we're not gonna let this get... 496 00:27:39,967 --> 00:27:42,266 awkward for our Florida trip. 497 00:27:42,367 --> 00:27:45,500 But, I still have a feeling it's going to be... 498 00:27:45,533 --> 00:27:48,166 a little bit awkward, I don't care how hard we both try 499 00:27:48,166 --> 00:27:50,634 because, deep down, I'm gonna make it awkward because... 500 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:52,974 that was hard for me 501 00:27:52,974 --> 00:27:54,100 that was hard for me 502 00:27:54,166 --> 00:27:55,166 to actually tell him how I feel. 503 00:27:56,467 --> 00:27:58,533 Now, I have to go on this trip with him 504 00:27:59,367 --> 00:28:01,367 and for what his answer was, 505 00:28:01,367 --> 00:28:02,867 it's just gonna be awkward for me because... 506 00:28:04,166 --> 00:28:06,166 I don't know, it just is, that's just how I am. 507 00:28:12,867 --> 00:28:14,700 -What do you think? Florida approve? -Oh, yeah. 508 00:28:17,867 --> 00:28:18,700 [Daniel] Nice. 509 00:28:19,634 --> 00:28:20,867 Nice outfit for the trip. 510 00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:22,974 You ready to go? 511 00:28:22,974 --> 00:28:24,000 You ready to go? 512 00:28:27,266 --> 00:28:29,367 -Absolutely. -[Rosanna] Hope you guys have a safe trip. 513 00:28:30,100 --> 00:28:31,000 [together] Thanks. 514 00:28:31,066 --> 00:28:32,266 [Daniel] We will definitely try that. 515 00:28:32,266 --> 00:28:33,867 -[Fannie] You take care of yourself. -[Rosanna] You too. 516 00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:36,166 [Daniel] Good luck, Rose. 517 00:28:36,166 --> 00:28:38,166 -[Johnny] See you, Fannie. -[Fannie] You take care of her. 518 00:28:38,166 --> 00:28:39,367 -[Daniel] See you guys. -[Johnny] I will. 519 00:28:39,367 --> 00:28:41,000 -We'll see ya. -See ya. 520 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,166 [Rosanna] I know Daniel told Fannie that... 521 00:28:43,166 --> 00:28:45,467 they just wanna be friends for now, but... 522 00:28:46,533 --> 00:28:48,734 the way he looked at her in that dress... 523 00:28:50,533 --> 00:28:51,734 I think he is... 524 00:28:52,467 --> 00:28:52,974 he definitely wants 525 00:28:52,974 --> 00:28:53,734 he definitely wants 526 00:28:53,734 --> 00:28:56,367 a little bit more than just being friends. 527 00:28:56,367 --> 00:28:58,266 They're definitely gonna have something going on. 528 00:29:08,900 --> 00:29:12,100 [Daniel] I'm still pretty surprised about how Fannie feels about me. 529 00:29:14,867 --> 00:29:16,867 But, we do have a great friendship. 530 00:29:16,867 --> 00:29:20,266 We could talk about, pretty much, anything and uh, 531 00:29:20,266 --> 00:29:21,734 I guess, at the moment, 532 00:29:21,734 --> 00:29:22,974 I'm just gonna value the friendship that we have and see where it goes. 533 00:29:22,974 --> 00:29:24,967 I'm just gonna value the friendship that we have and see where it goes. 534 00:29:28,734 --> 00:29:30,734 You're gonna be tired of me by the time we get down there. 535 00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:34,967 I don't think so. 536 00:29:34,967 --> 00:29:37,467 No, I'm sure you will be. I'm gonna aggravate the crap out of you. 537 00:29:37,900 --> 00:29:39,166 [both laugh] 538 00:29:47,467 --> 00:29:49,867 [Fannie] I'm surprised that Johnny and Rosanna 539 00:29:49,867 --> 00:29:52,533 didn't say anything about Ray's BUI arrest. 540 00:29:55,100 --> 00:29:55,967 [Daniel] Yeah, I know. 541 00:29:57,266 --> 00:29:58,166 Was kinda weird. 542 00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:22,974 What'd you think about grandma? 543 00:30:22,974 --> 00:30:23,467 What'd you think about grandma? 544 00:30:24,467 --> 00:30:25,266 Man, she's amazing. 545 00:30:26,734 --> 00:30:27,867 -Yes. -Like, totally amazing. 546 00:30:27,867 --> 00:30:29,367 -Pretty cool lady, huh? -Yeah. 547 00:30:31,533 --> 00:30:32,533 And, I'll be... I'll be honest. 548 00:30:33,467 --> 00:30:34,266 She... 549 00:30:35,467 --> 00:30:36,634 accepted me a little... 550 00:30:37,900 --> 00:30:39,533 better than what I thought she would actually. 551 00:30:39,533 --> 00:30:40,533 Yeah, right. 552 00:30:41,367 --> 00:30:43,100 Not gonna lie. 553 00:30:43,166 --> 00:30:45,634 Every fear that I had, every worry that I had, 554 00:30:45,634 --> 00:30:49,266 they just disappeared and I just felt calm and at peace. 555 00:30:49,266 --> 00:30:50,800 That was probably the best decision I've made. 556 00:30:51,734 --> 00:30:52,600 Going there. 557 00:30:53,367 --> 00:30:54,634 I'm glad I came with you, man. 558 00:30:55,467 --> 00:30:59,166 I think it's extremely healthy that he has Bill in his life. 559 00:30:59,166 --> 00:31:03,500 Because, now he has somebody that shares that family bond and I feel like 560 00:31:03,533 --> 00:31:06,467 Jeremiah needs that because I feel like his whole entire life, 561 00:31:06,467 --> 00:31:07,867 he didn't feel like he belonged. 562 00:31:07,867 --> 00:31:09,500 And now, I feel like he feels home. 563 00:31:10,634 --> 00:31:12,000 Like he can relax. 564 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,100 I know Jeremiah comes up as hard, but... 565 00:31:15,100 --> 00:31:17,266 you being here, has meant so much to him. 566 00:31:18,634 --> 00:31:19,467 Like... 567 00:31:20,634 --> 00:31:21,634 without you here... 568 00:31:22,467 --> 00:31:22,974 or just being in his life, I think has... 569 00:31:22,974 --> 00:31:24,600 or just being in his life, I think has... 570 00:31:25,166 --> 00:31:27,634 made a huge difference. 571 00:31:27,634 --> 00:31:30,066 Like, I feel like he can actually move forward in life now. 572 00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:34,266 Well, that means a lot, means a whole lot. 573 00:31:35,967 --> 00:31:37,600 -There's nothing more... -Means a lot to me. 574 00:31:39,166 --> 00:31:41,800 ...great in life than to have family, it's just... it's... 575 00:31:42,467 --> 00:31:43,266 feels so... 576 00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:45,467 to have an unconditional love, 577 00:31:45,467 --> 00:31:48,166 whose, you know, family will accept you. 578 00:31:50,367 --> 00:31:51,967 It's something I feel like he hasn't felt. 579 00:31:52,533 --> 00:31:52,974 And, now, he has felt it. 580 00:31:52,974 --> 00:31:54,166 And, now, he has felt it. 581 00:31:56,367 --> 00:31:58,100 It's meant a lot to me, too. 582 00:31:58,100 --> 00:31:59,266 Glad I could be a part of it for you. 583 00:32:00,166 --> 00:32:01,166 And, the rest of your life. 584 00:32:05,166 --> 00:32:06,066 I'm not going anywhere. 585 00:32:07,100 --> 00:32:08,734 Neither am I. 586 00:32:14,100 --> 00:32:17,100 [Jeremiah] You know, in the past, I've pushed so many people away. 587 00:32:17,100 --> 00:32:19,634 You know, because once somebody starts getting close to my heart, 588 00:32:19,634 --> 00:32:22,974 I just don't like being the the type of person who shows emotion, opens up and... 589 00:32:22,974 --> 00:32:23,634 I just don't like being the the type of person who shows emotion, opens up and... 590 00:32:23,634 --> 00:32:25,500 it's easier for me if people just walk. 591 00:32:25,533 --> 00:32:27,634 You know, that way it's no emotion, no... 592 00:32:27,634 --> 00:32:29,533 connection, nothing, but... 593 00:32:29,533 --> 00:32:31,867 now that I've found out about my biological family, 594 00:32:32,967 --> 00:32:34,867 I feel like I'm in a better place. 595 00:32:34,867 --> 00:32:37,266 And, that's why it's important that we keep pushing 596 00:32:37,266 --> 00:32:39,900 forward so we can get all the answers we can about my family. 597 00:32:41,734 --> 00:32:42,634 [Bill] I gotta get going now. 598 00:32:43,100 --> 00:32:43,967 Alright. 599 00:32:46,734 --> 00:32:48,467 I hate the endings, 600 00:32:48,467 --> 00:32:49,533 -always. -I know. 601 00:32:49,533 --> 00:32:50,467 I know, I don't like it. 602 00:32:50,467 --> 00:32:51,867 -I don't like it either. -See you later. 603 00:32:51,867 --> 00:32:52,967 -Yeah. See you. -See you both later. 604 00:32:56,367 --> 00:32:58,000 -Na, come on, man. -Yes. 605 00:32:58,000 --> 00:32:59,467 Two hugs, that deserves a two hug. 606 00:32:59,467 --> 00:33:00,533 Should have been a one arm. 607 00:33:00,533 --> 00:33:01,800 [chuckles] One arm. 608 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:09,533 I can feel it, like, I can feel it radiating from you. 609 00:33:09,533 --> 00:33:11,266 I feel your calmness, which is nice. 610 00:33:14,467 --> 00:33:16,266 [Jeremiah] I know I have more answers to find out, 611 00:33:17,266 --> 00:33:18,100 but... 612 00:33:18,734 --> 00:33:20,367 right now, I'm at peace. 613 00:33:20,967 --> 00:33:21,700 Give me a hug. 614 00:33:23,467 --> 00:33:24,734 And, right now, me and Carmela, 615 00:33:24,734 --> 00:33:26,367 we can't wait to get to Sarasota 616 00:33:26,467 --> 00:33:29,467 because we promised Sabrina that we would go see her baby. 617 00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:32,734 Let's go get some sleep. 618 00:33:34,367 --> 00:33:35,367 [Jeremiah] Hmm. Sleep. 619 00:33:46,867 --> 00:33:49,467 [Johnny] Ray brought shame on you. 620 00:33:49,467 --> 00:33:52,800 I mean, my choices are to turn my back on Rosanna, 621 00:33:52,867 --> 00:33:52,974 or move out of the community and... 622 00:33:52,974 --> 00:33:54,800 or move out of the community and... 623 00:33:54,867 --> 00:33:55,634 go our own way. 624 00:33:56,367 --> 00:33:58,066 But, I wanna be Amish. 625 00:34:18,500 --> 00:34:21,467 [Rosanna] Ever since my brother, Ray's got into some trouble, 626 00:34:21,467 --> 00:34:23,367 everyone is talking about it 627 00:34:23,467 --> 00:34:24,734 and Johnny's been very quiet. 628 00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:28,266 And, I can tell that he's upset. 629 00:34:34,634 --> 00:34:36,734 I'm really upset that Ray brought 630 00:34:36,734 --> 00:34:38,600 shame on Rosanna, 631 00:34:38,634 --> 00:34:41,100 and, it's gonna ruin her reputation more. 632 00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:45,867 I'm just disappointed. 633 00:34:49,900 --> 00:34:50,900 [chicken clucking] 634 00:34:57,867 --> 00:35:00,867 I do not want Johnny to leave me. 635 00:35:02,166 --> 00:35:04,166 I'm pregnant and... 636 00:35:04,166 --> 00:35:06,166 if Johnny, if he decides to 637 00:35:06,166 --> 00:35:08,867 leave, that would be really hard for me, 638 00:35:08,867 --> 00:35:12,700 because... I would have to do it all on my own and... 639 00:35:12,734 --> 00:35:13,900 I don't think I could. 640 00:35:17,266 --> 00:35:19,000 I'm really supportive of you. 641 00:35:21,634 --> 00:35:22,467 Hang on. 642 00:35:27,100 --> 00:35:27,900 But... 643 00:35:29,166 --> 00:35:30,867 Ray brought shame on you. 644 00:35:35,867 --> 00:35:36,967 I know. 645 00:35:36,967 --> 00:35:38,166 Maybe we would just... 646 00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:40,000 worry about that when... 647 00:35:42,734 --> 00:35:43,533 I don't know. 648 00:35:46,634 --> 00:35:49,533 I mean, my choices are basically, 649 00:35:49,533 --> 00:35:51,533 to turn my back on Rosanna, 650 00:35:51,533 --> 00:35:53,166 so I can stay in the Amish community, 651 00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:57,500 or just... 652 00:35:57,533 --> 00:35:59,166 move out of the community and... 653 00:35:59,166 --> 00:36:00,266 go our own way. 654 00:36:03,367 --> 00:36:06,100 I will never love anyone as much as I love Rosanna. 655 00:36:08,166 --> 00:36:09,800 But... I wanna be Amish. 656 00:36:17,100 --> 00:36:18,533 But, I really wanna be with you 657 00:36:19,533 --> 00:36:20,867 and... 658 00:36:20,867 --> 00:36:22,266 I guess we'll just have to... 659 00:36:22,266 --> 00:36:24,634 try and see what we can... come up with. 660 00:36:36,166 --> 00:36:37,000 [Rosanna sniffles] 661 00:36:39,867 --> 00:36:40,734 [Rosanna sniffles] 662 00:37:17,867 --> 00:37:19,166 Perfect. 663 00:37:19,166 --> 00:37:20,266 -Is it good? -Yeah. 664 00:37:22,467 --> 00:37:23,500 Thank you. 665 00:37:25,467 --> 00:37:27,500 [Sabrina] I invited Jeremiah and Carmela 666 00:37:27,533 --> 00:37:29,100 to come see the baby. 667 00:37:29,166 --> 00:37:31,000 -Hello. -Hey, guys. 668 00:37:31,066 --> 00:37:31,164 -Come in. -Come on in. 669 00:37:31,164 --> 00:37:32,166 -Come in. -Come on in. 670 00:37:32,166 --> 00:37:33,900 How are you? 671 00:37:33,967 --> 00:37:35,634 [Sabrina] I also invited Daniel, 672 00:37:35,634 --> 00:37:37,100 Fannie and Kenneth. 673 00:37:37,100 --> 00:37:38,166 -Hey! -Hi. 674 00:37:39,166 --> 00:37:40,266 -Hello, everyone. -Hello. 675 00:37:43,467 --> 00:37:44,867 [Carmela] You guys look like you're glowing. 676 00:37:44,867 --> 00:37:47,166 You guys look so confident and happy. 677 00:37:48,100 --> 00:37:49,066 Thanks. 678 00:37:49,066 --> 00:37:50,700 [baby crying] 679 00:37:51,700 --> 00:37:52,800 I'mma go check on her. 680 00:37:53,867 --> 00:37:56,266 [Fannie] I'm very happy for Jethro and Sabrina. 681 00:37:57,467 --> 00:37:58,600 And... 682 00:37:59,734 --> 00:38:01,164 I'm very happy for them, that their family is growing. 683 00:38:01,164 --> 00:38:01,734 I'm very happy for them, that their family is growing. 684 00:38:02,533 --> 00:38:04,166 Oh, my. 685 00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:05,734 -[Sabrina] Hi. -Oh, my God, it's so tiny. 686 00:38:09,166 --> 00:38:11,367 Hi. How are you today? 687 00:38:16,634 --> 00:38:18,533 -[Carmela] She's so cute. -Hi. 688 00:38:20,467 --> 00:38:22,266 -So tiny. -Hi. 689 00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:23,467 [Carmela] Look how little she is. 690 00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:27,700 [Sabrina] I don't know who this person is. 691 00:38:32,166 --> 00:38:33,000 Say hi. 692 00:38:35,100 --> 00:38:36,867 Yeah, congratulations, guys. 693 00:38:36,867 --> 00:38:38,467 -Thank you. -[in foreign language] 694 00:38:38,467 --> 00:38:41,100 [Kenneth] I'm... very happy to see that... 695 00:38:41,166 --> 00:38:44,367 you know, Jethro, Sabrina and their kids have a... 696 00:38:44,367 --> 00:38:46,800 have a good family. It seems like they're happier now. 697 00:38:47,634 --> 00:38:49,000 She's got your eyes, Jethro. 698 00:38:49,734 --> 00:38:50,600 [Jethro] Yeah. 699 00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:53,266 [Sabrina] Yeah. Yes, you can smile... 700 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,100 Aww, look at her. 701 00:39:00,734 --> 00:39:01,164 -Say hi. -Look. 702 00:39:01,164 --> 00:39:02,100 -Say hi. -Look. 703 00:39:02,100 --> 00:39:03,367 She's so precious. 704 00:39:06,467 --> 00:39:07,734 -[Jeremiah] Very alert. -[Carmela] Yeah. 705 00:39:08,867 --> 00:39:10,100 I'm happy for Sabrina. 706 00:39:11,166 --> 00:39:12,000 I really am. 707 00:39:13,266 --> 00:39:14,467 And, I truly feel that... 708 00:39:14,467 --> 00:39:16,467 we would be so good with a... 709 00:39:17,166 --> 00:39:18,266 child and... 710 00:39:19,500 --> 00:39:21,100 you know, and it's something we both want. 711 00:39:22,467 --> 00:39:24,467 I have a video of Rosanna, she sent this to me, 712 00:39:24,467 --> 00:39:25,467 and she wanted me to show you. 713 00:39:25,900 --> 00:39:27,000 Oh, okay. 714 00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:29,734 [Rosanna] Hey, Sabrina, I just wanna tell you 715 00:39:29,734 --> 00:39:31,164 congratulations on your new baby. 716 00:39:31,164 --> 00:39:31,734 congratulations on your new baby. 717 00:39:32,900 --> 00:39:35,100 I really wish I could have been there. 718 00:39:35,166 --> 00:39:36,900 And, I always looked up to you, 719 00:39:36,967 --> 00:39:38,800 you were always just like a big sister to me. 720 00:39:40,100 --> 00:39:43,367 And, but I just hope you understand... 721 00:39:43,467 --> 00:39:47,467 about the decision that me and Johnny made about going back Amish. 722 00:39:47,467 --> 00:39:50,100 But, I always will hold you close to my heart. 723 00:39:51,266 --> 00:39:53,066 Aww. 724 00:39:53,066 --> 00:39:54,867 -[Carmela] That was sweet. -[Sabrina] That's awesome. 725 00:39:56,634 --> 00:39:58,500 So, how is home? I feel like I'm looking at all new people. 726 00:39:59,266 --> 00:40:00,634 When I went home, 727 00:40:00,634 --> 00:40:01,164 I mean, I wore my Amish clothes out of respect and... 728 00:40:01,164 --> 00:40:03,166 I mean, I wore my Amish clothes out of respect and... 729 00:40:03,166 --> 00:40:06,600 that way, you know, you can preserve the relationship, but... 730 00:40:06,634 --> 00:40:08,734 they're not overly joyed with my decision. 731 00:40:10,166 --> 00:40:12,100 Yeah, I was pretty nervous to, you know, 732 00:40:12,166 --> 00:40:13,467 go see my parents for the first time. 733 00:40:14,367 --> 00:40:15,600 They're not... 734 00:40:15,634 --> 00:40:17,100 proud of my decision or any means 735 00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:19,066 but, also, they know, like, 736 00:40:19,066 --> 00:40:20,367 this is now who I'm gonna be so. 737 00:40:21,266 --> 00:40:22,166 It's good. 738 00:40:22,867 --> 00:40:23,734 So, how was Vegas? 739 00:40:25,500 --> 00:40:26,967 Went very awesome. 740 00:40:26,967 --> 00:40:28,266 I don't even know how to explain it. 741 00:40:28,266 --> 00:40:30,166 Like, I felt like I had family before. 742 00:40:30,266 --> 00:40:31,164 -Mmm-hmm. -You know, with people 743 00:40:31,164 --> 00:40:31,433 -Mmm-hmm. -You know, with people 744 00:40:31,433 --> 00:40:34,467 that weren't blood related, but now that I actually found 745 00:40:34,467 --> 00:40:36,266 my biological family, 746 00:40:36,367 --> 00:40:37,900 that's what real family feels like. 747 00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:42,867 [Daniel] Well, I'm happy for you, at least you got that, you know, 748 00:40:42,867 --> 00:40:45,266 figured out and everything's working out the way it sounds for ya. 749 00:40:47,533 --> 00:40:48,500 [Jeremiah] How about you? 750 00:40:50,867 --> 00:40:52,533 [Fannie] It didn't really go well, for me. 751 00:40:54,500 --> 00:40:55,533 Mom kicked me out. 752 00:40:59,166 --> 00:41:00,734 I really miss my nieces and nephews. 753 00:41:03,166 --> 00:41:04,634 Have you seen them since you left? 754 00:41:05,533 --> 00:41:06,367 No. 755 00:41:08,166 --> 00:41:09,000 Are you happy? 756 00:41:12,867 --> 00:41:14,467 I am. 757 00:41:14,467 --> 00:41:16,700 I mean, family is important, yes, but... 758 00:41:16,734 --> 00:41:18,266 I feel like... 759 00:41:18,367 --> 00:41:22,000 my own happiness is just as important as everything else. 760 00:41:23,367 --> 00:41:24,266 [Jethro] They'll come around. 761 00:41:25,166 --> 00:41:27,166 It's a... it's a matter of time, I guess, 762 00:41:27,166 --> 00:41:30,100 how my parents were, they didn't talk to me for the longest time and then... 763 00:41:30,166 --> 00:41:31,164 I slowly started getting phone calls, you know, from dad and just, like, 764 00:41:31,164 --> 00:41:33,734 I slowly started getting phone calls, you know, from dad and just, like, 765 00:41:33,734 --> 00:41:38,000 if you kinda of, play that, like, tough love thing, like, you know what I'm saying. 766 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:39,367 -Like, eventually, they feel bad... -[Fannie] Yeah. 767 00:41:39,367 --> 00:41:41,000 ...and they feel like they [bleep] up. 768 00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:44,166 [Sabrina] It's not that easy for everybody though. 769 00:41:45,100 --> 00:41:45,967 No, it's not. 770 00:41:47,066 --> 00:41:48,266 Some parents are just... 771 00:41:48,266 --> 00:41:49,100 straight up dicks. 772 00:41:51,166 --> 00:41:52,867 [Sabrina] I mean, my biggest thing 773 00:41:52,867 --> 00:41:55,700 has been, just creating my own family. 774 00:41:56,967 --> 00:41:57,900 With my own friends. 775 00:41:58,867 --> 00:42:00,900 And, family isn't always blood. 776 00:42:02,266 --> 00:42:03,900 -Yeah. That's true. -[Sabrina] You know. 777 00:42:05,967 --> 00:42:09,634 Our couch is always open, y'all can always crash here whenever you need to. 778 00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:12,166 -Thank you. -Appreciate it. 779 00:42:14,266 --> 00:42:17,000 We're family and we have to have each other's backs 780 00:42:17,066 --> 00:42:18,734 and since our families... 781 00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:22,100 no longer exist in a sense, 782 00:42:22,166 --> 00:42:23,533 we've created our own 783 00:42:23,533 --> 00:42:26,634 family and I feel like we all have each other's back pretty good.