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[Jeremiah] Previously on
Return to Amish.
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We're gonna have to see
how many girls we can kiss.
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[Sabrina] It's pretty
obvious that Fannie
has a crush on Daniel.
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I don't want her
to get her heart broken.
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[cries]
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-How you doing?
-Hi, baby.
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Last year, I found out that
my real father was
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probably murdered
because of me.
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I still believe
that I am the reason.
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[Fannie] I was just
wondering if I could
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stay with you guys
for a couple days.
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[Johnny] I mean, with Fannie
being shunned, it's just...
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it's very risky,
with having her there.
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If anybody sees her,
they're gonna run
and tell the bishop,
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and it's just gonna get us
in more trouble.
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I mean, we kinda
got a secret we've
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been trying
to keep hid from everybody.
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I'm pregnant.
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Oh, wow.
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[Sabrina] Just so worried
about the baby.
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[Jethro] All right, I'm
calling an ambulance.
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[siren wails]
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[siren wails]
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I was seeing stars.
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My vision was blurred.
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I was scared
there was something wrong.
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[Jethro] No extra visitors
are allowed in the hospital.
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It's very strict.
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I hate hospitals.
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[nurse] Okay.
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It's been pretty
much three years
straight, of pregnancy.
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[Sabrina] I'm scared.
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It's a lot on your body,
physically, mentally,
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emotionally.
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[bell dings]
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All right.
Let's go have a baby.
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It's overwhelming.
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I'm worried.
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I'm worried.
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[Sabrina] Ow. Ooh.
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They took me back
to the room where they
do the C-section and, um,
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I've had epidurals before,
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and I've had
the emergency C-section
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but, I've never
had a spinal before.
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And, that spinal
hurt like a SOB.
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[Sabrina moaning]
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She stuck the needle
in the wrong place, I think.
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[Sabrina moaning]
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Finally, they get it in right.
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And I literally went numb.
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And... my first
thought was like,
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oh, my God,
this feels like
I did a shot of heroin.
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I've been sober for two years.
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And, that was really
scary for me, I didn't...
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I didn't think
it would trigger me
the way it did, but...
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it did.
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It was a really
good reminder of me
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why I don't want
to go back to that.
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[baby crying]
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[Sabrina] I was really
relieved when they let
Jethro in to cut the cord.
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[Jethro] Say hi.
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[people clamoring]
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[people clamoring]
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[Jethro] Say hi.
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[Sabrina] We had
a little baby girl and
her name is Kalani Ariyah.
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[Jethro] Say hi.
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[Sabrina] In the
Mennonite communities,
her name, Kalani, means
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"the royal one
of the heavens".
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It's a relief,
she's so healthy.
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We're just so happy.
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And, she is just
the sweetest thing.
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[Jethro] Holding your baby
or the first time is
a feeling that...
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[Jethro] Holding your baby
or the first time is
a feeling that...
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you really can't
put words to, it's just...
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this is... this is...
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my mini me. [chuckles]
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[Sabrina] Seeing your
baby for the first time
is just always so...
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unique, because
it's a miracle like,
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you're like, my body
and God created that,
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like, I made these bones,
I made those ears.
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I can't believe that...
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[sobbing]
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God gave me
the blessing of life.
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And, I'm just so grateful.
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[sobs]
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[grandmother] Hmm.
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-[Jethro] It's good
seeing you.
-[grandmother] Love you.
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I was so worried
that grandmother
was gonna blame me
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I was so worried
that grandmother
was gonna blame me
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for my father's death.
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-We'll see you soon.
-Okay.
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[Jeremiah] And so, when
grandmother told me
that I'm not the reason
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that my father got killed,
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you know, a sense
of relief just came over me
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because I've always been...
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you know, blaming myself
and thinking that I'm the
reason that it happened.
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The minute we
left grandmother's house,
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it just clicked to my brain
that I need to get this tattoo
and I need to get it now.
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-[Jeremiah] Oh, wow.
-[Carmela] It's nice in here.
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[Jeremiah] I've been wanting
to get this tattoo for
a long time, but...
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it wasn't until
after I met my grandmother,
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that I knew
the time was right.
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-How you doing?
-How's it going, man?
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Going pretty good.
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-[artist] Okay.
-I want something
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with my
fathers last name,
his date of birth
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and when he, uh,
when he got killed.
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Okay.
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And, how many letters?
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-Uh,
-It's ten.
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-Ten.
-[artist] Oh, wow.
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-Alright.
-Right, let me get you
to write this down.
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I'll have you write it.
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Okay.
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You wanna hold this?
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[Jeremiah] I may have
never met my father, but...
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ever since I learned
about his existence,
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I felt his spirit around me.
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-[artist] Is that
your last name?
-[Jeremiah] Yes and no.
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I was actually adopted.
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-Okay.
-Uh, and so,
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my last name is right here.
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My adopted last name.
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R-A-B-E-R.
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But, I just found
my biological father.
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Or, found out that...
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he actually
got killed by his wife.
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he actually
got killed by his wife.
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-Oh, wow.
-And, that's his last name.
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And, this is actually
my biological cousin,
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-who I just met with
in the last year.
-Wow.
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-That's a pretty
important tattoo.
-Yeah?
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[Jeremiah] You wonder
if my father knew...
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that he had a kid.
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Because I was his only child.
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Yeah.
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-He had no other kids.
-Yeah.
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Alright, what I need you to do
is just lay face-down right
here with your head down here,
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and then, kinda
put your arm off
to the side like that.
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Well... here we go.
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[tattoo machine whirring]
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[tattoo machine whirring]
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[Jeremiah] If my dad was here,
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with my right now,
I'd have two things
to say to him.
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I'd ask him,
"why did you leave me?"
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And, the second thing
would be, "I love you,
please don't leave me again."
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[artist] So, you think
this will help you close
the chapter in your journey?
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[artist] So, you think
this will help you close
the chapter in your journey?
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[Jeremiah] Oh, it's...
yeah, definitely.
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You know,
I found out
a lot of stuff,
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over the last year.
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And, I don't know
if I was living in
denial of everything.
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I just...
you know what I mean?
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[artist] Yeah, yeah I do.
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But, not it's...
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This is just
helping close that gap.
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I think you did things
to try to forget about it.
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Like, you didn't
wanna face it.
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And, I think this,
right here, is facing it.
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And accepting.
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[Jeremiah]
That is actually true.
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I tend to push
things to the back
of my mind if it's...
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emotional stuff.
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You made it, champ.
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This looks fantastic, man.
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I'll have you go look at it...
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-Yeah.
-...in the mirror over there.
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-You're gonna love it.
-Dude, you're gonna love it.
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[Jeremiah] From the beginning
of this journey, you know,
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finding out about Dennis
and my entire family.
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You know, my real father,
my cousins, you know,
my grandmother.
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It just seems
like everything just
keeps falling in place
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It just seems
like everything just
keeps falling in place
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as if somebody's
putting it there for me.
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-That looks amazing.
-That looks good.
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Dude, I couldn't
ask for a better...
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-It looks really good.
-It looks real good.
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I ended up
getting a tattoo with...
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the Hiltabidel name,
which is my father's last name
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and then,
it has his birth date and...
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the day that he died.
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It looks amazing.
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-Thanks.
-Just so you know,
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this is a memory
that will always be with me.
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this is a memory
that will always be with me.
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-Thanks, man.
-Yup.
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You guys have no idea.
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[indistinct chatter]
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I'm like...
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That looks freaking amazing.
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He did a real...
he did a really good job.
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[Carmela] I'm hoping that
Jeremiah, now finding a lot
of answers about his family,
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will help relax him.
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And, now, maybe
we can move forward
and, hopefully, conceive.
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You happy now?
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-[Jeremiah] Oh, 100 percent
-Cool.
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[Kenneth] I'm about to go
tell my parents that
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my decision is, you know,
to leave the Amish.
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[in foreign language]
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I don't... like...
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[Fannie] Ray is staying away
from our Amish community,
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so, I went into town,
to talk to him today.
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And, he told me
about what happened.
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[siren wails]
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[man] The local Amish man
was arrested for operating
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a buggy under the influence.
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I was stopped
in my horse and buggy.
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'Cause...
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I was really [bleep] hammered.
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I feel bad because
if I do something wrong,
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the Amish
punish my family for it.
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Even my sister.
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I just feel really bad,
I feel like...
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everything has
their limits, like,
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I like partying and
everything but, I also
like having a responsibility.
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-Responsibility is
the part I love.
-True.
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-True.
-And, I feel like that's...
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taking care of my parents.
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[Fannie] He's taking
his buggy under the
influence arrest very hard.
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Because, family reputation
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is very important
among the Amish.
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And, that,
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the buggy under the influence,
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doesn't only reflect on Ray,
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it reflects
on their whole family.
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Hello.
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Pretty good.
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[in foreign language]
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Yeah.
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[in foreign language]
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Yeah.
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Can you tell mom
and dad to call me?
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Like, I've really been trying
to get in touch with 'em.
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[in foreign language]
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In the Amish, if you
do some stuff bad...
like you do some bad things,
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like, they come
at your family,
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like, they come
at your family,
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they shun your... your fam...
like, your mom and dad.
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And, like,
I don't think that's fair.
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That's just wrong.
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Like, I can't have
my family being
punished for something I did.
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Ready to go?
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Alright, well,
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tell my family I'm trying
to get a hold of 'em,
tell 'em to call me back.
245
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-Who are you
on the phone with?
-Alright, bye.
246
00:12:46,634 --> 00:12:48,867
I was on the phone
with my family, my sister,
247
00:12:48,867 --> 00:12:49,967
who is...
I'm worried about her.
248
00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:52,000
I know.
249
00:12:52,066 --> 00:12:53,734
I feel bad for Ray,
250
00:12:53,734 --> 00:12:54,373
but, I also feel bad
for Johnny and Rosanna because
251
00:12:54,373 --> 00:12:57,166
but, I also feel bad
for Johnny and Rosanna because
252
00:12:57,166 --> 00:13:00,066
they are trying to do
everything by the book
253
00:13:00,066 --> 00:13:01,734
because they went
back to the Amish and...
254
00:13:02,634 --> 00:13:04,467
they're having a baby and...
255
00:13:04,467 --> 00:13:06,867
I just hope this doesn't ruin
256
00:13:06,867 --> 00:13:09,166
Johnny and Rosanna
trying to get
257
00:13:09,166 --> 00:13:10,734
into the bishop's good graces.
258
00:13:13,166 --> 00:13:14,166
[Raymond] I just
feel really bad.
259
00:13:26,166 --> 00:13:29,367
[Kenneth] I'm about to go
tell my parents that uh,
260
00:13:29,367 --> 00:13:31,867
um, my decision is to,
you know, leave the Amish.
261
00:13:33,500 --> 00:13:35,533
I mean, I really
love my parents
262
00:13:35,533 --> 00:13:37,367
and I'm worried
that this decision is
gonna break their hearts.
263
00:13:38,533 --> 00:13:40,500
You know, that's
the last thing
that I wanna do.
264
00:13:44,867 --> 00:13:46,600
[in foreign language]
265
00:13:48,100 --> 00:13:50,066
[Kenneth speaking]
266
00:14:11,266 --> 00:14:13,266
[Kenneth speaking]
267
00:14:23,266 --> 00:14:24,373
[sniffling]
268
00:14:24,373 --> 00:14:24,467
[sniffling]
269
00:14:27,266 --> 00:14:28,800
[Kenneth speaking]
270
00:14:35,533 --> 00:14:37,967
[Kenneth speaking]
271
00:14:56,066 --> 00:14:58,266
[cries]
272
00:15:18,166 --> 00:15:19,734
So, you know,
after I talked with my dad,
273
00:15:21,367 --> 00:15:23,166
you know, he told me that...
274
00:15:24,634 --> 00:15:26,867
I mean, he wasn't
overjoyed with my decision.
275
00:15:29,700 --> 00:15:32,166
I can see a look
of disappointment in his eyes.
276
00:15:33,900 --> 00:15:35,367
Made me feel more guilty.
277
00:15:40,867 --> 00:15:43,634
Our parents def...
my parents want me
to stay Amish,
278
00:15:43,634 --> 00:15:45,500
but, you know, right now,
I have things to do.
279
00:15:45,533 --> 00:15:46,867
You know, I'll have a...
280
00:15:47,533 --> 00:15:48,800
I have a dream to accomplish.
281
00:16:02,467 --> 00:16:04,900
[Raymond] I'm driving
to Pennsylvania
to pick up Fannie,
282
00:16:04,967 --> 00:16:07,533
so we can go down to Florida,
and see Sabrina's little baby.
283
00:16:09,100 --> 00:16:11,166
When I was Amish,
I was lucky to...
284
00:16:11,166 --> 00:16:12,266
to have my license.
285
00:16:13,266 --> 00:16:15,734
Amish, technically,
are not supposed to drive,
286
00:16:15,734 --> 00:16:17,533
but, you're allowed
to get your license
287
00:16:17,533 --> 00:16:18,867
if it's for work.
288
00:16:18,867 --> 00:16:20,233
That's how I can drive.
289
00:16:21,367 --> 00:16:23,967
I'm showing up
to Johnny's house
with Amish clothes
290
00:16:23,967 --> 00:16:24,373
out of respect
for the community.
291
00:16:24,373 --> 00:16:25,467
out of respect
for the community.
292
00:16:33,867 --> 00:16:34,900
[dog barking]
293
00:16:37,533 --> 00:16:39,533
-[Johnny] Hey, Daniel.
-[Daniel] Hey, guys.
294
00:16:39,533 --> 00:16:41,000
-[Johnny] How you doing?
-[Daniel] Pretty good.
295
00:16:41,066 --> 00:16:42,700
Oh, come on,
Fannie, give me a hug.
296
00:16:42,734 --> 00:16:43,900
[all laugh]
297
00:16:45,066 --> 00:16:47,100
[Fannie] I don't know
if Johnny and Rosanna
298
00:16:47,100 --> 00:16:50,266
know what
happened with Ray and...
299
00:16:50,266 --> 00:16:51,533
I'm just not
that type of person to...
300
00:16:52,700 --> 00:16:53,533
say anything about it.
301
00:16:54,900 --> 00:16:56,467
How was your drive out here?
302
00:16:56,467 --> 00:16:57,533
[Daniel] Pretty good,
it was long.
303
00:16:59,734 --> 00:17:01,166
I'll get some
food ready and...
304
00:17:02,100 --> 00:17:02,967
we can catch up.
305
00:17:03,967 --> 00:17:05,467
I think you guys have time.
306
00:17:05,467 --> 00:17:06,533
[both chuckle]
307
00:17:07,700 --> 00:17:09,900
[Rosanna] I don't think
Daniel has any idea
308
00:17:09,967 --> 00:17:11,967
that Fannie likes him,
309
00:17:11,967 --> 00:17:14,000
but, they would make
a really cute couple.
310
00:17:16,166 --> 00:17:17,967
I'm excited
to see Daniel again.
311
00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:20,533
But, I'm also very nervous.
312
00:17:20,533 --> 00:17:23,367
I'm pretty sure
that Johnny and Rosanna
313
00:17:23,467 --> 00:17:24,373
would keep my secret, but...
314
00:17:24,373 --> 00:17:25,900
would keep my secret, but...
315
00:17:25,967 --> 00:17:27,634
I'm nervous that
they would start, like,
316
00:17:29,166 --> 00:17:32,100
making weird comments,
317
00:17:32,166 --> 00:17:34,266
that he would pick up on,
and it would be like,
318
00:17:36,166 --> 00:17:39,734
super-awkward and
it would even be worse...
319
00:17:39,734 --> 00:17:41,800
than just telling him myself.
320
00:17:43,166 --> 00:17:46,000
Hey, if you're staying,
we gotta get that
car off the road.
321
00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,000
-Hide it before
the neighbors see it.
-Oh, yeah.
322
00:17:48,066 --> 00:17:49,500
Why don't you
meet me around the back
323
00:17:49,533 --> 00:17:51,166
and we'll put it
in the shed out there.
324
00:17:51,166 --> 00:17:52,166
-Alright.
-We'll get the food ready.
325
00:17:53,700 --> 00:17:54,373
[Johnny] Me and Rose
are trying to
326
00:17:54,373 --> 00:17:55,367
[Johnny] Me and Rose
are trying to
327
00:17:55,467 --> 00:17:57,166
get on the bishop's good side.
328
00:17:57,266 --> 00:17:59,100
[cow mooing]
329
00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:01,166
So, we can
get married
and be together.
330
00:18:02,100 --> 00:18:03,066
And, have a family.
331
00:18:03,700 --> 00:18:05,367
So, I needed Daniel
332
00:18:05,367 --> 00:18:06,500
pull his car in a barn,
333
00:18:07,166 --> 00:18:09,166
just so, the neighbors and...
334
00:18:09,266 --> 00:18:11,000
no other Amish
see that he was there.
335
00:18:12,533 --> 00:18:13,734
We gotta do what we gotta do.
336
00:18:18,166 --> 00:18:20,100
What do you think,
this is a good spot?
337
00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:21,867
Yeah, it looks
like a good spot.
338
00:18:23,367 --> 00:18:24,373
[Fannie] Me, being
shunned and...
339
00:18:24,373 --> 00:18:25,367
[Fannie] Me, being
shunned and...
340
00:18:26,266 --> 00:18:27,700
someone that is baptized,
341
00:18:27,734 --> 00:18:30,367
if I see someone
that is baptized,
342
00:18:31,066 --> 00:18:31,900
I cannot...
343
00:18:31,967 --> 00:18:33,967
eat at the same table as them,
344
00:18:34,900 --> 00:18:37,100
I cannot dish out my own food,
345
00:18:37,100 --> 00:18:39,867
from the same
bowls that they're
gonna dish out, because...
346
00:18:40,967 --> 00:18:43,066
basically, my sins
would be in there.
347
00:18:49,166 --> 00:18:50,734
So, they had to
dish out my food...
348
00:18:51,467 --> 00:18:53,066
on my plate,
349
00:18:53,066 --> 00:18:54,373
and then,
they'll bring it over to...
350
00:18:54,373 --> 00:18:54,867
and then,
they'll bring it over to...
351
00:18:56,266 --> 00:18:57,266
where I'm sitting,
352
00:18:58,500 --> 00:18:59,867
and then...
353
00:18:59,867 --> 00:19:01,166
I'll just eat by myself there.
354
00:19:02,734 --> 00:19:06,166
The whole shunning process
is very humiliating.
355
00:19:09,800 --> 00:19:11,266
I don't know how to explain
356
00:19:11,367 --> 00:19:13,367
to English people,
what it's like,
357
00:19:14,100 --> 00:19:15,100
to be shunned, but...
358
00:19:16,000 --> 00:19:18,266
take the biggest
rejection in your life
359
00:19:18,266 --> 00:19:19,634
and multiply it by 100.
360
00:19:21,467 --> 00:19:22,800
It's that hard.
361
00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,734
You guys are gonna
have a good time out
in Florida, I'm sure.
362
00:19:33,634 --> 00:19:35,900
I don't know, I'm gonna
have to put her in
the backseat if she...
363
00:19:35,967 --> 00:19:37,734
-No.
-...if she's like, messing
with my radio too much.
364
00:19:39,367 --> 00:19:41,000
But, I'm really
excited to see the baby.
365
00:19:42,266 --> 00:19:44,634
Yeah, we're also gonna
pick up Kenneth
on the way down.
366
00:19:44,634 --> 00:19:46,467
-Oh. Oh, there you go.
-Oh, okay.
367
00:19:47,266 --> 00:19:49,166
He doesn't get
to talk about music,
368
00:19:49,166 --> 00:19:51,266
he's just gonna
have to listen to it.
369
00:19:51,266 --> 00:19:53,166
-I think you guys
would get along good...
-Yeah.
370
00:19:53,266 --> 00:19:54,373
Have a good ride down.
371
00:19:54,373 --> 00:19:54,467
Have a good ride down.
372
00:19:55,467 --> 00:19:56,467
[Daniel] We'll see.
373
00:20:03,900 --> 00:20:06,467
[Fannie] I kind of,
have to tell Daniel
374
00:20:06,467 --> 00:20:07,533
how I feel and...
375
00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:09,800
I'm really nervous.
376
00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:13,634
But, also excited.
377
00:20:15,166 --> 00:20:16,367
Thanks for the lunch.
378
00:20:16,467 --> 00:20:17,367
You're welcome.
379
00:20:19,266 --> 00:20:20,166
[Daniel] It's good
seeing you guys again.
380
00:20:21,867 --> 00:20:23,734
I'm glad you stopped
and stayed a while.
381
00:20:24,634 --> 00:20:26,266
Definitely.
382
00:20:26,367 --> 00:20:28,867
Well, I wanna
talk to you
before we go.
383
00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:34,367
[chuckles]
384
00:20:35,166 --> 00:20:37,266
I don't know
what Daniel's
reaction will be,
385
00:20:37,867 --> 00:20:38,734
but, I hope...
386
00:20:40,467 --> 00:20:43,000
I hope he, like,
feels the same way.
387
00:20:45,166 --> 00:20:46,467
Think she's gonna tell him?
388
00:20:47,266 --> 00:20:48,634
I don't know, probably.
389
00:20:48,634 --> 00:20:50,367
I'm kinda nervous for her.
390
00:20:50,367 --> 00:20:51,867
[both chuckle]
391
00:20:54,734 --> 00:20:56,266
[Daniel] So, what do
you wanna talk about?
392
00:21:03,800 --> 00:21:07,634
[Fannie] Now that
it's actually time
to tell him how I feel,
393
00:21:08,867 --> 00:21:11,066
I'm worried that
he'll turn me down and...
394
00:21:12,266 --> 00:21:13,266
guess that would
be really hard.
395
00:21:16,467 --> 00:21:17,500
I'm also scared that...
396
00:21:19,533 --> 00:21:21,100
in the long run,
it'll ruin our friendship.
397
00:21:29,700 --> 00:21:30,900
[Daniel] What is it?
398
00:21:40,266 --> 00:21:43,166
[Fannie] I'm really nervous
to talk to him and...
399
00:21:43,166 --> 00:21:44,000
tell him how I feel.
400
00:21:45,900 --> 00:21:47,166
[Daniel] Fannie
pulled me aside,
401
00:21:47,900 --> 00:21:49,634
to talk about something.
402
00:21:49,634 --> 00:21:51,634
I'm very confused
right at the moment.
403
00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:54,867
This friendship
is really important to me
404
00:21:54,867 --> 00:21:57,867
because, I mean,
405
00:21:57,867 --> 00:22:01,367
I feel like we've both
been there for each
other in situations where...
406
00:22:01,367 --> 00:22:04,266
we both
needed each other and...
407
00:22:04,266 --> 00:22:04,376
I don't know, it would
just be weird not having
him as a friend anymore.
408
00:22:04,376 --> 00:22:07,166
I don't know, it would
just be weird not having
him as a friend anymore.
409
00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:14,166
You're different from
the guys that I've met
in my community.
410
00:22:14,900 --> 00:22:16,166
Like...
411
00:22:16,266 --> 00:22:18,367
just honest and
straightforward and...
412
00:22:18,867 --> 00:22:20,166
kind, like,
413
00:22:20,266 --> 00:22:22,100
when we were... went
roller-skating in Florida,
414
00:22:22,700 --> 00:22:23,967
like, when you helped Ada,
415
00:22:23,967 --> 00:22:26,367
I just thought
that was really sweet.
416
00:22:30,500 --> 00:22:32,000
There's something else
I wanna talk to you about.
417
00:22:49,900 --> 00:22:52,066
It was really...
I didn't think
418
00:22:52,066 --> 00:22:54,533
I was gonna be
able to do it because...
419
00:22:55,900 --> 00:22:58,266
well, that's usually
just not me, I'm just not...
420
00:23:00,467 --> 00:23:02,734
usually, I'm just
not that type of girl,
I would never do that.
421
00:23:03,634 --> 00:23:04,376
What is it?
422
00:23:04,376 --> 00:23:04,467
What is it?
423
00:23:07,166 --> 00:23:08,100
[clears throat]
424
00:23:08,100 --> 00:23:09,166
[in foreign language]
425
00:23:28,734 --> 00:23:29,900
I don't... like...
426
00:23:32,100 --> 00:23:33,967
I don't know, I guess
I'm a little... I don't know,
427
00:23:36,100 --> 00:23:36,967
shocked, I guess.
428
00:23:43,066 --> 00:23:45,100
[in foreign language]
429
00:23:54,066 --> 00:23:56,000
I mean, I think you're...
like a very...
430
00:23:57,634 --> 00:23:58,867
smart girl.
431
00:23:59,867 --> 00:24:02,533
I like how you're, you know,
straightforward with things,
432
00:24:02,533 --> 00:24:04,166
I... I do like that, but...
433
00:24:06,634 --> 00:24:08,533
I don't know,
I guess we could, you know,
434
00:24:11,266 --> 00:24:12,166
be friends for now.
435
00:24:17,467 --> 00:24:19,100
I'll be honest, like,
436
00:24:19,166 --> 00:24:20,467
what you, you know,
437
00:24:20,467 --> 00:24:21,533
asked there,
that's like, it...
438
00:24:22,867 --> 00:24:24,266
or told me, it just...
439
00:24:24,266 --> 00:24:25,500
caught me off-guard.
440
00:24:25,533 --> 00:24:28,634
It's like, I was
not expecting that, so...
441
00:24:28,634 --> 00:24:31,700
don't feel like
I'm trying to reject you or...
442
00:24:33,066 --> 00:24:34,376
I just...
I just wanna... you know,
443
00:24:34,376 --> 00:24:35,634
I just...
I just wanna... you know,
444
00:24:35,634 --> 00:24:37,000
at least keep it a friendship
445
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:38,500
-for now, you know.
-Yeah.
446
00:24:38,533 --> 00:24:40,266
-Like, I enjoy that.
-I totally get that.
447
00:24:46,700 --> 00:24:48,166
[Fannie] I mean, it was hard
to tell Daniel how I feel
448
00:24:48,166 --> 00:24:49,800
because I'm not
the type of girl
449
00:24:49,867 --> 00:24:51,867
that will just...
450
00:24:51,867 --> 00:24:54,367
I don't run
after men, in my opinion,
that's the men's problem...
451
00:24:55,266 --> 00:24:57,800
to do stuff like that, I mean,
452
00:24:57,867 --> 00:24:59,967
if you actually
like me, you'll tell me.
453
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:01,700
But, if you don't, then...
454
00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:04,376
then you
don't like me, apparently.
455
00:25:04,376 --> 00:25:04,967
then you
don't like me, apparently.
456
00:25:07,700 --> 00:25:08,634
So...
457
00:25:10,867 --> 00:25:14,000
I think, that was just
a nice way of, like,
458
00:25:15,533 --> 00:25:17,700
"no, let's just be friends".
459
00:25:17,734 --> 00:25:19,734
-Alright, well,
it was a good talk.
-Okay.
460
00:25:38,266 --> 00:25:39,700
We had a little baby girl
461
00:25:39,734 --> 00:25:41,734
and she has
this light about her
462
00:25:41,734 --> 00:25:44,266
and it's interesting to me
because I've never seen...
463
00:25:44,867 --> 00:25:45,734
a child with...
464
00:25:47,367 --> 00:25:50,000
an inner radiance
in them before.
465
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:53,166
But, she has it and
I don't know what it is
but, it's beautiful.
466
00:25:54,533 --> 00:25:56,533
-[baby cries]
-[Sabrina] Cleaning
her diaper.
467
00:25:56,533 --> 00:25:58,734
What are you thoughts
on the contents of her diaper?
468
00:25:58,734 --> 00:26:00,100
I don't know,
but they're messy.
469
00:26:01,900 --> 00:26:03,066
I'm ready to go home.
470
00:26:03,066 --> 00:26:04,376
-[baby crying]
-It's good, it's good,
it's good.
471
00:26:04,376 --> 00:26:05,166
-[baby crying]
-It's good, it's good,
it's good.
472
00:26:05,166 --> 00:26:07,600
[Jethro] I hate hospitals,
number one, you know and...
473
00:26:07,634 --> 00:26:09,467
just dealing with
a bunch of stress in
the hospital is just...
474
00:26:10,734 --> 00:26:12,367
I was... I was...
I was just over it.
475
00:26:16,467 --> 00:26:18,000
Babe, are you ready
to go home?
476
00:26:26,266 --> 00:26:29,166
[Sabrina] I'm so glad
that I get to go home
to my own house
477
00:26:29,166 --> 00:26:30,367
with me and
Jethro and the kids.
478
00:26:35,900 --> 00:26:36,734
Where's the baby?
479
00:26:38,166 --> 00:26:39,000
Baby.
480
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:42,000
Baby.
481
00:26:42,533 --> 00:26:44,533
Baby. [laughs] Yes.
482
00:26:44,533 --> 00:26:47,367
This baby, you're
staying up with this
baby every single night.
483
00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:48,634
[chuckles]
484
00:26:53,533 --> 00:26:54,700
[Jethro] Yes.
485
00:26:57,367 --> 00:26:59,600
-[laughs]
-You are, 'cause
I am done not sleeping.
486
00:26:59,634 --> 00:27:01,467
This'll be
the third year
I haven't slept.
487
00:27:03,800 --> 00:27:04,376
[seagulls squawking]
488
00:27:04,376 --> 00:27:05,533
[seagulls squawking]
489
00:27:06,867 --> 00:27:10,367
[Fannie] Me and Daniel,
we both decided that we're
not gonna let this get...
490
00:27:11,166 --> 00:27:13,600
awkward for our Florida trip.
491
00:27:13,634 --> 00:27:16,166
But, I still
have a feeling
it's going to be...
492
00:27:16,734 --> 00:27:18,166
a little bit awkward.
493
00:27:18,166 --> 00:27:19,500
Did you see
the way he looked at her
494
00:27:19,533 --> 00:27:21,266
-in that dress?
-Yeah.
495
00:27:35,500 --> 00:27:39,100
[Fannie] Me and Daniel,
we both decided that we're
not gonna let this get...
496
00:27:39,967 --> 00:27:42,266
awkward for our Florida trip.
497
00:27:42,367 --> 00:27:45,500
But, I still
have a feeling
it's going to be...
498
00:27:45,533 --> 00:27:48,166
a little bit awkward,
I don't care how
hard we both try
499
00:27:48,166 --> 00:27:50,634
because, deep down, I'm gonna
make it awkward because...
500
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:52,974
that was hard for me
501
00:27:52,974 --> 00:27:54,100
that was hard for me
502
00:27:54,166 --> 00:27:55,166
to actually
tell him how I feel.
503
00:27:56,467 --> 00:27:58,533
Now, I have to go
on this trip with him
504
00:27:59,367 --> 00:28:01,367
and for what his answer was,
505
00:28:01,367 --> 00:28:02,867
it's just gonna be
awkward for me because...
506
00:28:04,166 --> 00:28:06,166
I don't know, it just is,
that's just how I am.
507
00:28:12,867 --> 00:28:14,700
-What do you think?
Florida approve?
-Oh, yeah.
508
00:28:17,867 --> 00:28:18,700
[Daniel] Nice.
509
00:28:19,634 --> 00:28:20,867
Nice outfit for the trip.
510
00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:22,974
You ready to go?
511
00:28:22,974 --> 00:28:24,000
You ready to go?
512
00:28:27,266 --> 00:28:29,367
-Absolutely.
-[Rosanna] Hope you guys
have a safe trip.
513
00:28:30,100 --> 00:28:31,000
[together] Thanks.
514
00:28:31,066 --> 00:28:32,266
[Daniel] We will
definitely try that.
515
00:28:32,266 --> 00:28:33,867
-[Fannie] You take
care of yourself.
-[Rosanna] You too.
516
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:36,166
[Daniel] Good luck, Rose.
517
00:28:36,166 --> 00:28:38,166
-[Johnny] See you, Fannie.
-[Fannie] You take
care of her.
518
00:28:38,166 --> 00:28:39,367
-[Daniel] See you guys.
-[Johnny] I will.
519
00:28:39,367 --> 00:28:41,000
-We'll see ya.
-See ya.
520
00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,166
[Rosanna] I know
Daniel told Fannie that...
521
00:28:43,166 --> 00:28:45,467
they just wanna
be friends for now, but...
522
00:28:46,533 --> 00:28:48,734
the way he looked
at her in that dress...
523
00:28:50,533 --> 00:28:51,734
I think he is...
524
00:28:52,467 --> 00:28:52,974
he definitely wants
525
00:28:52,974 --> 00:28:53,734
he definitely wants
526
00:28:53,734 --> 00:28:56,367
a little bit more
than just being friends.
527
00:28:56,367 --> 00:28:58,266
They're definitely gonna
have something going on.
528
00:29:08,900 --> 00:29:12,100
[Daniel] I'm still
pretty surprised about
how Fannie feels about me.
529
00:29:14,867 --> 00:29:16,867
But, we do have
a great friendship.
530
00:29:16,867 --> 00:29:20,266
We could talk about,
pretty much, anything and uh,
531
00:29:20,266 --> 00:29:21,734
I guess, at the moment,
532
00:29:21,734 --> 00:29:22,974
I'm just gonna value
the friendship that we
have and see where it goes.
533
00:29:22,974 --> 00:29:24,967
I'm just gonna value
the friendship that we
have and see where it goes.
534
00:29:28,734 --> 00:29:30,734
You're gonna be tired of me
by the time we get down there.
535
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:34,967
I don't think so.
536
00:29:34,967 --> 00:29:37,467
No, I'm sure you will be.
I'm gonna aggravate
the crap out of you.
537
00:29:37,900 --> 00:29:39,166
[both laugh]
538
00:29:47,467 --> 00:29:49,867
[Fannie] I'm surprised
that Johnny and Rosanna
539
00:29:49,867 --> 00:29:52,533
didn't say anything
about Ray's BUI arrest.
540
00:29:55,100 --> 00:29:55,967
[Daniel] Yeah, I know.
541
00:29:57,266 --> 00:29:58,166
Was kinda weird.
542
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:22,974
What'd you
think about grandma?
543
00:30:22,974 --> 00:30:23,467
What'd you
think about grandma?
544
00:30:24,467 --> 00:30:25,266
Man, she's amazing.
545
00:30:26,734 --> 00:30:27,867
-Yes.
-Like, totally amazing.
546
00:30:27,867 --> 00:30:29,367
-Pretty cool lady, huh?
-Yeah.
547
00:30:31,533 --> 00:30:32,533
And, I'll be...
I'll be honest.
548
00:30:33,467 --> 00:30:34,266
She...
549
00:30:35,467 --> 00:30:36,634
accepted me a little...
550
00:30:37,900 --> 00:30:39,533
better than what
I thought she would actually.
551
00:30:39,533 --> 00:30:40,533
Yeah, right.
552
00:30:41,367 --> 00:30:43,100
Not gonna lie.
553
00:30:43,166 --> 00:30:45,634
Every fear that I had,
every worry that I had,
554
00:30:45,634 --> 00:30:49,266
they just disappeared
and I just felt calm
and at peace.
555
00:30:49,266 --> 00:30:50,800
That was probably
the best decision I've made.
556
00:30:51,734 --> 00:30:52,600
Going there.
557
00:30:53,367 --> 00:30:54,634
I'm glad I came with you, man.
558
00:30:55,467 --> 00:30:59,166
I think it's extremely healthy
that he has Bill in his life.
559
00:30:59,166 --> 00:31:03,500
Because, now he has somebody
that shares that family bond
and I feel like
560
00:31:03,533 --> 00:31:06,467
Jeremiah needs that
because I feel like
his whole entire life,
561
00:31:06,467 --> 00:31:07,867
he didn't feel
like he belonged.
562
00:31:07,867 --> 00:31:09,500
And now, I feel
like he feels home.
563
00:31:10,634 --> 00:31:12,000
Like he can relax.
564
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,100
I know Jeremiah
comes up as hard, but...
565
00:31:15,100 --> 00:31:17,266
you being here,
has meant so much to him.
566
00:31:18,634 --> 00:31:19,467
Like...
567
00:31:20,634 --> 00:31:21,634
without you here...
568
00:31:22,467 --> 00:31:22,974
or just being
in his life, I think has...
569
00:31:22,974 --> 00:31:24,600
or just being
in his life, I think has...
570
00:31:25,166 --> 00:31:27,634
made a huge difference.
571
00:31:27,634 --> 00:31:30,066
Like, I feel like
he can actually
move forward in life now.
572
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:34,266
Well, that means a lot,
means a whole lot.
573
00:31:35,967 --> 00:31:37,600
-There's nothing more...
-Means a lot to me.
574
00:31:39,166 --> 00:31:41,800
...great in life than to have
family, it's just... it's...
575
00:31:42,467 --> 00:31:43,266
feels so...
576
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:45,467
to have an unconditional love,
577
00:31:45,467 --> 00:31:48,166
whose, you know,
family will accept you.
578
00:31:50,367 --> 00:31:51,967
It's something I feel
like he hasn't felt.
579
00:31:52,533 --> 00:31:52,974
And, now, he has felt it.
580
00:31:52,974 --> 00:31:54,166
And, now, he has felt it.
581
00:31:56,367 --> 00:31:58,100
It's meant a lot to me, too.
582
00:31:58,100 --> 00:31:59,266
Glad I could be
a part of it for you.
583
00:32:00,166 --> 00:32:01,166
And, the rest of your life.
584
00:32:05,166 --> 00:32:06,066
I'm not going anywhere.
585
00:32:07,100 --> 00:32:08,734
Neither am I.
586
00:32:14,100 --> 00:32:17,100
[Jeremiah] You know,
in the past, I've pushed
so many people away.
587
00:32:17,100 --> 00:32:19,634
You know, because
once somebody starts
getting close to my heart,
588
00:32:19,634 --> 00:32:22,974
I just don't like being
the the type of person who
shows emotion, opens up and...
589
00:32:22,974 --> 00:32:23,634
I just don't like being
the the type of person who
shows emotion, opens up and...
590
00:32:23,634 --> 00:32:25,500
it's easier for me
if people just walk.
591
00:32:25,533 --> 00:32:27,634
You know, that way
it's no emotion, no...
592
00:32:27,634 --> 00:32:29,533
connection, nothing, but...
593
00:32:29,533 --> 00:32:31,867
now that I've found out
about my biological family,
594
00:32:32,967 --> 00:32:34,867
I feel like
I'm in a better place.
595
00:32:34,867 --> 00:32:37,266
And, that's why it's
important that we keep pushing
596
00:32:37,266 --> 00:32:39,900
forward so we can
get all the answers
we can about my family.
597
00:32:41,734 --> 00:32:42,634
[Bill] I gotta get going now.
598
00:32:43,100 --> 00:32:43,967
Alright.
599
00:32:46,734 --> 00:32:48,467
I hate the endings,
600
00:32:48,467 --> 00:32:49,533
-always.
-I know.
601
00:32:49,533 --> 00:32:50,467
I know, I don't like it.
602
00:32:50,467 --> 00:32:51,867
-I don't like it either.
-See you later.
603
00:32:51,867 --> 00:32:52,967
-Yeah. See you.
-See you both later.
604
00:32:56,367 --> 00:32:58,000
-Na, come on, man.
-Yes.
605
00:32:58,000 --> 00:32:59,467
Two hugs,
that deserves a two hug.
606
00:32:59,467 --> 00:33:00,533
Should have been a one arm.
607
00:33:00,533 --> 00:33:01,800
[chuckles] One arm.
608
00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:09,533
I can feel it,
like, I can feel it
radiating from you.
609
00:33:09,533 --> 00:33:11,266
I feel your calmness,
which is nice.
610
00:33:14,467 --> 00:33:16,266
[Jeremiah] I know I have
more answers to find out,
611
00:33:17,266 --> 00:33:18,100
but...
612
00:33:18,734 --> 00:33:20,367
right now, I'm at peace.
613
00:33:20,967 --> 00:33:21,700
Give me a hug.
614
00:33:23,467 --> 00:33:24,734
And, right now,
me and Carmela,
615
00:33:24,734 --> 00:33:26,367
we can't wait
to get to Sarasota
616
00:33:26,467 --> 00:33:29,467
because we promised Sabrina
that we would go see her baby.
617
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:32,734
Let's go get some sleep.
618
00:33:34,367 --> 00:33:35,367
[Jeremiah] Hmm. Sleep.
619
00:33:46,867 --> 00:33:49,467
[Johnny] Ray brought
shame on you.
620
00:33:49,467 --> 00:33:52,800
I mean, my choices are
to turn my back on Rosanna,
621
00:33:52,867 --> 00:33:52,974
or move out
of the community and...
622
00:33:52,974 --> 00:33:54,800
or move out
of the community and...
623
00:33:54,867 --> 00:33:55,634
go our own way.
624
00:33:56,367 --> 00:33:58,066
But, I wanna be Amish.
625
00:34:18,500 --> 00:34:21,467
[Rosanna] Ever since
my brother, Ray's got
into some trouble,
626
00:34:21,467 --> 00:34:23,367
everyone is talking about it
627
00:34:23,467 --> 00:34:24,734
and Johnny's been very quiet.
628
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:28,266
And, I can tell
that he's upset.
629
00:34:34,634 --> 00:34:36,734
I'm really upset
that Ray brought
630
00:34:36,734 --> 00:34:38,600
shame on Rosanna,
631
00:34:38,634 --> 00:34:41,100
and, it's gonna ruin
her reputation more.
632
00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:45,867
I'm just disappointed.
633
00:34:49,900 --> 00:34:50,900
[chicken clucking]
634
00:34:57,867 --> 00:35:00,867
I do not want
Johnny to leave me.
635
00:35:02,166 --> 00:35:04,166
I'm pregnant and...
636
00:35:04,166 --> 00:35:06,166
if Johnny, if he decides to
637
00:35:06,166 --> 00:35:08,867
leave, that would be
really hard for me,
638
00:35:08,867 --> 00:35:12,700
because... I would have to
do it all on my own and...
639
00:35:12,734 --> 00:35:13,900
I don't think I could.
640
00:35:17,266 --> 00:35:19,000
I'm really supportive of you.
641
00:35:21,634 --> 00:35:22,467
Hang on.
642
00:35:27,100 --> 00:35:27,900
But...
643
00:35:29,166 --> 00:35:30,867
Ray brought shame on you.
644
00:35:35,867 --> 00:35:36,967
I know.
645
00:35:36,967 --> 00:35:38,166
Maybe we would just...
646
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:40,000
worry about that when...
647
00:35:42,734 --> 00:35:43,533
I don't know.
648
00:35:46,634 --> 00:35:49,533
I mean,
my choices are basically,
649
00:35:49,533 --> 00:35:51,533
to turn my back on Rosanna,
650
00:35:51,533 --> 00:35:53,166
so I can stay
in the Amish community,
651
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:57,500
or just...
652
00:35:57,533 --> 00:35:59,166
move out
of the community and...
653
00:35:59,166 --> 00:36:00,266
go our own way.
654
00:36:03,367 --> 00:36:06,100
I will never love anyone
as much as I love Rosanna.
655
00:36:08,166 --> 00:36:09,800
But... I wanna be Amish.
656
00:36:17,100 --> 00:36:18,533
But, I really
wanna be with you
657
00:36:19,533 --> 00:36:20,867
and...
658
00:36:20,867 --> 00:36:22,266
I guess we'll just have to...
659
00:36:22,266 --> 00:36:24,634
try and see
what we can... come up with.
660
00:36:36,166 --> 00:36:37,000
[Rosanna sniffles]
661
00:36:39,867 --> 00:36:40,734
[Rosanna sniffles]
662
00:37:17,867 --> 00:37:19,166
Perfect.
663
00:37:19,166 --> 00:37:20,266
-Is it good?
-Yeah.
664
00:37:22,467 --> 00:37:23,500
Thank you.
665
00:37:25,467 --> 00:37:27,500
[Sabrina] I invited
Jeremiah and Carmela
666
00:37:27,533 --> 00:37:29,100
to come see the baby.
667
00:37:29,166 --> 00:37:31,000
-Hello.
-Hey, guys.
668
00:37:31,066 --> 00:37:31,164
-Come in.
-Come on in.
669
00:37:31,164 --> 00:37:32,166
-Come in.
-Come on in.
670
00:37:32,166 --> 00:37:33,900
How are you?
671
00:37:33,967 --> 00:37:35,634
[Sabrina] I also
invited Daniel,
672
00:37:35,634 --> 00:37:37,100
Fannie and Kenneth.
673
00:37:37,100 --> 00:37:38,166
-Hey!
-Hi.
674
00:37:39,166 --> 00:37:40,266
-Hello, everyone.
-Hello.
675
00:37:43,467 --> 00:37:44,867
[Carmela] You guys
look like you're glowing.
676
00:37:44,867 --> 00:37:47,166
You guys look
so confident and happy.
677
00:37:48,100 --> 00:37:49,066
Thanks.
678
00:37:49,066 --> 00:37:50,700
[baby crying]
679
00:37:51,700 --> 00:37:52,800
I'mma go check on her.
680
00:37:53,867 --> 00:37:56,266
[Fannie] I'm very happy
for Jethro and Sabrina.
681
00:37:57,467 --> 00:37:58,600
And...
682
00:37:59,734 --> 00:38:01,164
I'm very happy for them,
that their family is growing.
683
00:38:01,164 --> 00:38:01,734
I'm very happy for them,
that their family is growing.
684
00:38:02,533 --> 00:38:04,166
Oh, my.
685
00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:05,734
-[Sabrina] Hi.
-Oh, my God, it's so tiny.
686
00:38:09,166 --> 00:38:11,367
Hi. How are you today?
687
00:38:16,634 --> 00:38:18,533
-[Carmela] She's so cute.
-Hi.
688
00:38:20,467 --> 00:38:22,266
-So tiny.
-Hi.
689
00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:23,467
[Carmela] Look how
little she is.
690
00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:27,700
[Sabrina] I don't know
who this person is.
691
00:38:32,166 --> 00:38:33,000
Say hi.
692
00:38:35,100 --> 00:38:36,867
Yeah, congratulations, guys.
693
00:38:36,867 --> 00:38:38,467
-Thank you.
-[in foreign language]
694
00:38:38,467 --> 00:38:41,100
[Kenneth] I'm...
very happy to see that...
695
00:38:41,166 --> 00:38:44,367
you know,
Jethro, Sabrina
and their kids have a...
696
00:38:44,367 --> 00:38:46,800
have a good family.
It seems like they're
happier now.
697
00:38:47,634 --> 00:38:49,000
She's got your eyes, Jethro.
698
00:38:49,734 --> 00:38:50,600
[Jethro] Yeah.
699
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:53,266
[Sabrina] Yeah.
Yes, you can smile...
700
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,100
Aww, look at her.
701
00:39:00,734 --> 00:39:01,164
-Say hi.
-Look.
702
00:39:01,164 --> 00:39:02,100
-Say hi.
-Look.
703
00:39:02,100 --> 00:39:03,367
She's so precious.
704
00:39:06,467 --> 00:39:07,734
-[Jeremiah] Very alert.
-[Carmela] Yeah.
705
00:39:08,867 --> 00:39:10,100
I'm happy for Sabrina.
706
00:39:11,166 --> 00:39:12,000
I really am.
707
00:39:13,266 --> 00:39:14,467
And, I truly feel that...
708
00:39:14,467 --> 00:39:16,467
we would be so good with a...
709
00:39:17,166 --> 00:39:18,266
child and...
710
00:39:19,500 --> 00:39:21,100
you know, and
it's something we both want.
711
00:39:22,467 --> 00:39:24,467
I have a video of Rosanna,
she sent this to me,
712
00:39:24,467 --> 00:39:25,467
and she wanted me to show you.
713
00:39:25,900 --> 00:39:27,000
Oh, okay.
714
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:29,734
[Rosanna] Hey, Sabrina,
I just wanna tell you
715
00:39:29,734 --> 00:39:31,164
congratulations on
your new baby.
716
00:39:31,164 --> 00:39:31,734
congratulations on
your new baby.
717
00:39:32,900 --> 00:39:35,100
I really wish
I could have been there.
718
00:39:35,166 --> 00:39:36,900
And, I always
looked up to you,
719
00:39:36,967 --> 00:39:38,800
you were always just
like a big sister to me.
720
00:39:40,100 --> 00:39:43,367
And, but I just
hope you understand...
721
00:39:43,467 --> 00:39:47,467
about the decision that
me and Johnny made
about going back Amish.
722
00:39:47,467 --> 00:39:50,100
But, I always
will hold you
close to my heart.
723
00:39:51,266 --> 00:39:53,066
Aww.
724
00:39:53,066 --> 00:39:54,867
-[Carmela] That was sweet.
-[Sabrina] That's awesome.
725
00:39:56,634 --> 00:39:58,500
So, how is home?
I feel like I'm looking
at all new people.
726
00:39:59,266 --> 00:40:00,634
When I went home,
727
00:40:00,634 --> 00:40:01,164
I mean, I wore
my Amish clothes
out of respect and...
728
00:40:01,164 --> 00:40:03,166
I mean, I wore
my Amish clothes
out of respect and...
729
00:40:03,166 --> 00:40:06,600
that way, you know,
you can preserve
the relationship, but...
730
00:40:06,634 --> 00:40:08,734
they're not overly
joyed with my decision.
731
00:40:10,166 --> 00:40:12,100
Yeah, I was pretty
nervous to, you know,
732
00:40:12,166 --> 00:40:13,467
go see my parents
for the first time.
733
00:40:14,367 --> 00:40:15,600
They're not...
734
00:40:15,634 --> 00:40:17,100
proud of my decision
or any means
735
00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:19,066
but, also, they know, like,
736
00:40:19,066 --> 00:40:20,367
this is now
who I'm gonna be so.
737
00:40:21,266 --> 00:40:22,166
It's good.
738
00:40:22,867 --> 00:40:23,734
So, how was Vegas?
739
00:40:25,500 --> 00:40:26,967
Went very awesome.
740
00:40:26,967 --> 00:40:28,266
I don't even know
how to explain it.
741
00:40:28,266 --> 00:40:30,166
Like, I felt like
I had family before.
742
00:40:30,266 --> 00:40:31,164
-Mmm-hmm.
-You know, with people
743
00:40:31,164 --> 00:40:31,433
-Mmm-hmm.
-You know, with people
744
00:40:31,433 --> 00:40:34,467
that weren't blood related,
but now that I actually found
745
00:40:34,467 --> 00:40:36,266
my biological family,
746
00:40:36,367 --> 00:40:37,900
that's what
real family feels like.
747
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:42,867
[Daniel] Well, I'm happy
for you, at least you
got that, you know,
748
00:40:42,867 --> 00:40:45,266
figured out and
everything's working out
the way it sounds for ya.
749
00:40:47,533 --> 00:40:48,500
[Jeremiah] How about you?
750
00:40:50,867 --> 00:40:52,533
[Fannie] It didn't
really go well, for me.
751
00:40:54,500 --> 00:40:55,533
Mom kicked me out.
752
00:40:59,166 --> 00:41:00,734
I really miss
my nieces and nephews.
753
00:41:03,166 --> 00:41:04,634
Have you seen them
since you left?
754
00:41:05,533 --> 00:41:06,367
No.
755
00:41:08,166 --> 00:41:09,000
Are you happy?
756
00:41:12,867 --> 00:41:14,467
I am.
757
00:41:14,467 --> 00:41:16,700
I mean, family
is important, yes, but...
758
00:41:16,734 --> 00:41:18,266
I feel like...
759
00:41:18,367 --> 00:41:22,000
my own happiness
is just as important
as everything else.
760
00:41:23,367 --> 00:41:24,266
[Jethro] They'll come around.
761
00:41:25,166 --> 00:41:27,166
It's a... it's a matter
of time, I guess,
762
00:41:27,166 --> 00:41:30,100
how my parents were,
they didn't talk to me for
the longest time and then...
763
00:41:30,166 --> 00:41:31,164
I slowly started getting
phone calls, you know,
from dad and just, like,
764
00:41:31,164 --> 00:41:33,734
I slowly started getting
phone calls, you know,
from dad and just, like,
765
00:41:33,734 --> 00:41:38,000
if you kinda of, play that,
like, tough love thing, like,
you know what I'm saying.
766
00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:39,367
-Like, eventually,
they feel bad...
-[Fannie] Yeah.
767
00:41:39,367 --> 00:41:41,000
...and they feel like
they [bleep] up.
768
00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:44,166
[Sabrina] It's not that easy
for everybody though.
769
00:41:45,100 --> 00:41:45,967
No, it's not.
770
00:41:47,066 --> 00:41:48,266
Some parents are just...
771
00:41:48,266 --> 00:41:49,100
straight up dicks.
772
00:41:51,166 --> 00:41:52,867
[Sabrina] I mean,
my biggest thing
773
00:41:52,867 --> 00:41:55,700
has been,
just creating
my own family.
774
00:41:56,967 --> 00:41:57,900
With my own friends.
775
00:41:58,867 --> 00:42:00,900
And, family
isn't always blood.
776
00:42:02,266 --> 00:42:03,900
-Yeah. That's true.
-[Sabrina] You know.
777
00:42:05,967 --> 00:42:09,634
Our couch is always open,
y'all can always crash here
whenever you need to.
778
00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:12,166
-Thank you.
-Appreciate it.
779
00:42:14,266 --> 00:42:17,000
We're family
and we have to have
each other's backs
780
00:42:17,066 --> 00:42:18,734
and since our families...
781
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:22,100
no longer exist in a sense,
782
00:42:22,166 --> 00:42:23,533
we've created our own
783
00:42:23,533 --> 00:42:26,634
family and I feel
like we all have each
other's back pretty good.