1 00:00:02,208 --> 00:00:03,500 - ♪ When we come together 2 00:00:03,583 --> 00:00:06,292 - Ten singles threw caution to the wind 3 00:00:06,375 --> 00:00:12,500 and took a bold leap of faith in order to find true love. 4 00:00:12,542 --> 00:00:14,375 - Aah! [laughs] 5 00:00:14,458 --> 00:00:16,333 - Last time, the couples' retreat provided 6 00:00:16,375 --> 00:00:19,292 our spouses and a few singles the opportunity 7 00:00:19,375 --> 00:00:21,708 to see each other in a different light. 8 00:00:21,792 --> 00:00:23,625 [both howl] 9 00:00:23,708 --> 00:00:25,625 [upbeat music] 10 00:00:25,708 --> 00:00:29,292 - [laughs] 11 00:00:29,375 --> 00:00:33,708 Sexy watching him talk and communicate and be open, 12 00:00:33,792 --> 00:00:35,500 and, most importantly, shirtless. 13 00:00:35,625 --> 00:00:38,667 I thoroughly enjoyed watching you take a bubble bath. 14 00:00:38,708 --> 00:00:40,458 ♪ 15 00:00:40,542 --> 00:00:41,958 - It's not always a very obvious pairing. 16 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:44,083 It takes a lot of work 17 00:00:44,208 --> 00:00:45,875 and commitment from both animals, 18 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:47,708 like it does with humans as well. 19 00:00:47,875 --> 00:00:49,333 - And we just need to move forward 20 00:00:49,417 --> 00:00:52,000 and get out of our heads because I want it to last, 21 00:00:52,042 --> 00:00:54,208 and I wanna be together forever. 22 00:00:54,292 --> 00:00:56,208 ♪ 23 00:00:56,292 --> 00:00:58,708 - Baby! - How are you? 24 00:00:58,792 --> 00:01:00,333 - Had a day. 25 00:01:00,458 --> 00:01:02,167 Sadly, while this was a traumatic event, 26 00:01:02,208 --> 00:01:04,917 I think it did really show a lot to us both 27 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:06,458 about how much we care about each other. 28 00:01:06,542 --> 00:01:08,417 This is why you always wear [bleep] helmets, you guys. 29 00:01:08,500 --> 00:01:10,083 Like, I would have been dead. 30 00:01:10,167 --> 00:01:11,500 And with Decision Day right around the corner, 31 00:01:11,583 --> 00:01:13,833 times a tickin', but I feel like 32 00:01:13,917 --> 00:01:15,500 we just reached new heights. 33 00:01:15,542 --> 00:01:19,458 Okay, night-night. both: Good night. 34 00:01:19,458 --> 00:01:21,375 - And tonight, with Decision Day 35 00:01:21,375 --> 00:01:23,000 less than two weeks away... 36 00:01:23,042 --> 00:01:24,708 - Such form. 37 00:01:24,833 --> 00:01:27,125 - Three of our couples contemplate their futures. 38 00:01:27,208 --> 00:01:30,083 - If she says that she wants to stay together, like, 39 00:01:30,167 --> 00:01:32,833 I'm going to stay together with her on Decision Day. 40 00:01:32,917 --> 00:01:35,167 - You really have been committed 41 00:01:35,250 --> 00:01:36,500 and, like, I have felt that. 42 00:01:36,542 --> 00:01:39,458 - Good, me too. 43 00:01:39,583 --> 00:01:41,833 - Like, I've appreciated, like, so much, like, 44 00:01:41,917 --> 00:01:43,125 you being here. - Yeah. 45 00:01:43,208 --> 00:01:44,667 - Who would have thought-- a tree? 46 00:01:44,750 --> 00:01:46,792 It's what we needed. 47 00:01:46,875 --> 00:01:49,833 - Meanwhile, our newest couple adjust to the challenges 48 00:01:49,875 --> 00:01:51,833 of everyday life together. 49 00:01:51,833 --> 00:01:53,667 - So how has married life been? 50 00:01:53,708 --> 00:01:55,875 - I have been overwhelmed. 51 00:01:55,958 --> 00:01:58,167 [dramatic musical sting] 52 00:01:58,250 --> 00:01:59,833 Everything is moving so quickly. 53 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:03,708 So what I was thinking about was taking a few days apart. 54 00:02:03,792 --> 00:02:04,958 - Mm. 55 00:02:05,042 --> 00:02:06,208 Like, oh, well, wait a minute. 56 00:02:06,292 --> 00:02:07,125 Do you not want to be with me? 57 00:02:07,208 --> 00:02:10,708 [tense music] 58 00:02:10,833 --> 00:02:13,208 - All of these fights and all of these things 59 00:02:13,333 --> 00:02:16,500 are, like, days and nights of rejection. 60 00:02:16,542 --> 00:02:18,333 - Becca, do you want this marriage? 61 00:02:18,375 --> 00:02:25,208 ♪ 62 00:02:25,292 --> 00:02:27,125 - ♪ It's all or nothing 63 00:02:27,208 --> 00:02:29,875 - This is "Married at First Sight." 64 00:02:29,875 --> 00:02:33,167 - ♪ There's no other way 65 00:02:33,208 --> 00:02:35,500 ♪ It's all or nothing 66 00:02:35,583 --> 00:02:40,458 - ♪ Take our chances, try our luck ♪ 67 00:02:40,458 --> 00:02:42,708 ♪ With our arms wide-open 68 00:02:42,833 --> 00:02:47,083 ♪ Like we're flying, like we're flying ♪ 69 00:02:47,167 --> 00:02:48,292 [Chloe exhales] 70 00:02:48,375 --> 00:02:50,167 Whew, we made it. - Home. 71 00:02:50,208 --> 00:02:52,500 - Home. What'd you think? 72 00:02:52,583 --> 00:02:53,833 - No, it was a nice, easy drive. 73 00:02:53,875 --> 00:02:55,583 I just want to unpack 74 00:02:55,708 --> 00:02:58,125 and then head over to get my work stuff 75 00:02:58,208 --> 00:03:02,167 and then pick up Melo, get her accommodated here. 76 00:03:02,167 --> 00:03:04,375 Graham and Franklin I'll probably bring 77 00:03:04,500 --> 00:03:08,000 in here tomorrow just to make it a little easier 78 00:03:08,083 --> 00:03:09,250 instead of trying to wrangle-- 79 00:03:09,375 --> 00:03:10,417 - Why don't you bring 'em over tonight? 80 00:03:10,500 --> 00:03:13,000 - With them, it's more so making sure 81 00:03:13,125 --> 00:03:14,625 I have all their stuff. 82 00:03:14,708 --> 00:03:15,583 Melo is easy. 83 00:03:15,708 --> 00:03:18,792 I just need to bring her food and her. 84 00:03:18,875 --> 00:03:20,583 I might try to squeeze in a little nap, though, 85 00:03:20,708 --> 00:03:22,625 before I go pick her up. [Chloe laughs] 86 00:03:22,708 --> 00:03:24,500 That way I can greet her with the proper energy. 87 00:03:24,583 --> 00:03:26,500 - Yeah, yeah. 88 00:03:26,542 --> 00:03:28,250 I feel like a nap's always a good idea. 89 00:03:28,333 --> 00:03:32,167 Michael and I have had an absolute whirlwind 90 00:03:32,250 --> 00:03:34,667 the past week, coming back from honeymoon 91 00:03:34,708 --> 00:03:37,417 and then having the couples invite us to retreat. 92 00:03:37,500 --> 00:03:39,500 But we're back to reality now. We're back to work. 93 00:03:39,625 --> 00:03:42,083 We're back to doing all the things 94 00:03:42,167 --> 00:03:43,625 that we would be doing in our days. 95 00:03:43,708 --> 00:03:46,417 And we still have so much that we need to learn 96 00:03:46,542 --> 00:03:49,833 about one another, just from a life perspective, 97 00:03:49,875 --> 00:03:52,167 'cause I wanna give Michael and I the best possible chance 98 00:03:52,250 --> 00:03:54,833 that we have, but I'm exhausted. 99 00:03:54,875 --> 00:03:58,333 - Do you have any idea how you want to unwind tonight? 100 00:03:58,375 --> 00:04:00,542 - Oh, I think I'm gonna go see the pups. 101 00:04:00,625 --> 00:04:02,542 - Mm-hmm. - I miss them a lot. 102 00:04:02,667 --> 00:04:04,417 - Are you gonna-- like, are you gonna hang out 103 00:04:04,500 --> 00:04:05,667 with them with your cousin, or do you think you're gonna 104 00:04:05,792 --> 00:04:07,167 take them back to your place and kind of have, 105 00:04:07,250 --> 00:04:09,208 like, your time with them? 106 00:04:09,292 --> 00:04:10,708 - With the dogs being so old 107 00:04:10,792 --> 00:04:15,625 and with the dogs being so needy in so many ways, 108 00:04:15,708 --> 00:04:19,667 I hate to go and visit and then leave again so quickly. 109 00:04:19,792 --> 00:04:22,458 So what I was thinking about was taking 110 00:04:22,542 --> 00:04:25,792 just the next few days to be at home with them. 111 00:04:25,875 --> 00:04:27,208 [tense percussive music] 112 00:04:27,333 --> 00:04:28,667 It has been go, go, go. 113 00:04:28,750 --> 00:04:30,833 I feel like everything is moving so quickly, 114 00:04:30,833 --> 00:04:33,667 we don't actually have an opportunity to just process. 115 00:04:33,750 --> 00:04:35,333 - Yeah, true. That's true. - Yeah. 116 00:04:35,417 --> 00:04:37,125 And being together all the time, 117 00:04:37,208 --> 00:04:39,292 we don't have a chance to think. 118 00:04:39,375 --> 00:04:41,333 We don't have a chance to feel. - Mm. 119 00:04:41,417 --> 00:04:44,625 - And I'm this deeply introverted person 120 00:04:44,708 --> 00:04:48,250 who needs a lot of alone time and a lot of silence 121 00:04:48,333 --> 00:04:52,375 to feel like I am listening to my own needs. 122 00:04:52,458 --> 00:04:56,167 And I think we just need that time. 123 00:04:56,208 --> 00:04:58,417 - Mm. 124 00:04:58,500 --> 00:05:00,000 - Um, kind of give us a chance to kind of 125 00:05:00,042 --> 00:05:01,292 take a deep breath... - Mm-hmm. 126 00:05:01,375 --> 00:05:02,667 - If you think that sounds good. 127 00:05:02,792 --> 00:05:03,833 - Mm. 128 00:05:03,875 --> 00:05:04,833 I am a little surprised 129 00:05:04,917 --> 00:05:05,917 that Chloe's gonna go home 130 00:05:06,042 --> 00:05:07,375 and spend time with her animals. 131 00:05:07,458 --> 00:05:09,417 I do want her to know, though, 132 00:05:09,542 --> 00:05:12,292 that I support whatever she feels is best for her. 133 00:05:12,375 --> 00:05:14,167 But I can't help but wonder if there's something 134 00:05:14,250 --> 00:05:15,958 that's bothering Chloe. 135 00:05:15,958 --> 00:05:17,042 Like, oh, well, wait a minute. 136 00:05:17,167 --> 00:05:18,708 Do you not want to hang out with me? 137 00:05:18,708 --> 00:05:20,500 Do you not want to be with me? 138 00:05:20,583 --> 00:05:22,500 All of those things do, in fact, creep into my mind. 139 00:05:22,542 --> 00:05:24,375 [sighs] All right. 140 00:05:24,458 --> 00:05:27,417 Well, I'll probably then-- 141 00:05:27,500 --> 00:05:29,208 yeah, I'll probably unwind. 142 00:05:29,292 --> 00:05:31,083 So, no, that's perfectly-- 143 00:05:31,208 --> 00:05:32,708 - I think that's a great idea. - That's perfectly fine. 144 00:05:32,792 --> 00:05:35,458 - We're about to really actually embark 145 00:05:35,542 --> 00:05:39,792 on the marriage portion of our relationship, 146 00:05:39,875 --> 00:05:42,417 which is a good thing, which is a really good thing, 147 00:05:42,542 --> 00:05:43,917 but it's also a little scary. 148 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:45,792 [somber piano music] 149 00:05:45,875 --> 00:05:49,292 I have given a lot of thought to whether or not 150 00:05:49,375 --> 00:05:51,792 going home at this point was the right thing to do. 151 00:05:51,875 --> 00:05:57,000 - ♪ I got feelings that I can't seem to figure ♪ 152 00:05:57,083 --> 00:05:58,125 - I'm like, here is this man 153 00:05:58,208 --> 00:05:59,625 that's everything I've ever wanted. 154 00:05:59,708 --> 00:06:02,208 What is it that is making me feel like 155 00:06:02,292 --> 00:06:04,292 I just need to, like, take a break? 156 00:06:04,375 --> 00:06:05,583 And I'm hoping that it's just the time 157 00:06:05,667 --> 00:06:07,542 we've spent together is a lot. 158 00:06:07,625 --> 00:06:09,708 I'm hoping that it's just that I'm missing my pups. 159 00:06:09,833 --> 00:06:12,792 I'm hoping that it's just that I need time to think. 160 00:06:12,875 --> 00:06:15,125 I also don't know. 161 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:18,250 But it's just something I have to do for myself right now. 162 00:06:18,333 --> 00:06:24,833 - ♪ Is this even real love? 163 00:06:24,875 --> 00:06:28,625 ♪ Ooh, ooh 164 00:06:28,750 --> 00:06:31,333 ♪ 165 00:06:31,417 --> 00:06:37,542 - ♪ Circles falling through the atmosphere ♪ 166 00:06:37,625 --> 00:06:44,000 ♪ These are things that you don't wanna hear ♪ 167 00:06:44,042 --> 00:06:49,542 - I'm at my place because today we were at the wolf sanctuary, 168 00:06:49,542 --> 00:06:53,792 and... the cameras had left. 169 00:06:53,875 --> 00:06:56,000 And, like, he was buying stuff from the gift shop. 170 00:06:56,042 --> 00:06:59,667 And I, like, tried to help him open up a bag 171 00:06:59,750 --> 00:07:02,250 to, like, help him, like, get the stuff in the bag. 172 00:07:02,333 --> 00:07:04,625 And he just, like, started, like, mumbling 173 00:07:04,708 --> 00:07:07,833 under his breath, which is, like, what he does sometimes 174 00:07:07,875 --> 00:07:11,208 when I just, like, try to help him. 175 00:07:11,292 --> 00:07:13,292 And then it led into, like, 176 00:07:13,375 --> 00:07:16,000 an hour and a half drive home of, like... 177 00:07:16,083 --> 00:07:20,333 [sniffles] 178 00:07:20,458 --> 00:07:24,375 Just, like, more miscommunications. 179 00:07:24,458 --> 00:07:28,250 And, like, he admitted in the car 180 00:07:28,333 --> 00:07:31,458 that, like, this last week, he has been, like, questioning 181 00:07:31,542 --> 00:07:37,000 whether we would work or not, which... was hard. 182 00:07:37,083 --> 00:07:39,833 [uneasy music] 183 00:07:39,958 --> 00:07:41,542 But it's also hurtful 'cause, like, 184 00:07:41,667 --> 00:07:44,833 I don't understand why he didn't bring it up before. 185 00:07:44,917 --> 00:07:46,417 Like, I feel like I haven't been able 186 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:48,542 to, like, talk to him about how I feel, 187 00:07:48,625 --> 00:07:52,667 because every time I do, it doesn't really go well. 188 00:07:52,750 --> 00:07:58,708 It just feels like... we just need help. 189 00:07:58,792 --> 00:08:01,833 'Cause right now, we're really not doing so good. 190 00:08:01,875 --> 00:08:05,708 ♪ 191 00:08:05,792 --> 00:08:08,750 [upbeat electronic music] 192 00:08:08,875 --> 00:08:15,667 ♪ 193 00:08:23,708 --> 00:08:26,250 - On the road to recovery, baby. 194 00:08:26,250 --> 00:08:27,667 - Whoo-hoo. 195 00:08:27,833 --> 00:08:29,542 Got peas. 196 00:08:29,625 --> 00:08:31,042 We got emotional support dog. 197 00:08:31,125 --> 00:08:33,000 - Mm-hmm. - Got the rest. 198 00:08:33,125 --> 00:08:34,208 - Yep. 199 00:08:34,292 --> 00:08:36,375 Got everything. [both laugh] 200 00:08:36,458 --> 00:08:39,167 She's doing so good, though... - Mm-hmm. 201 00:08:39,250 --> 00:08:42,542 - Being a real trooper and still in great spirits so. 202 00:08:42,625 --> 00:08:43,875 - We're hanging in there. 203 00:08:43,875 --> 00:08:44,750 - Yep. 204 00:08:44,833 --> 00:08:45,875 Been through a lot, huh? 205 00:08:45,958 --> 00:08:47,333 - Mm-hmm. 206 00:08:47,458 --> 00:08:48,625 But we're still standing. 207 00:08:48,708 --> 00:08:49,750 - We're still standing. 208 00:08:49,833 --> 00:08:51,042 It's just making us stronger, right? 209 00:08:51,125 --> 00:08:53,000 - Mm-hmm. - Love it. 210 00:08:53,042 --> 00:08:57,458 - ♪ Times like these, I've just got to hold on ♪ 211 00:08:57,542 --> 00:09:00,750 [soft music] 212 00:09:00,833 --> 00:09:01,917 - Do we want to do anything? 213 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:04,583 Do we want to talk? I don't know. 214 00:09:15,042 --> 00:09:17,000 - Yeah. 215 00:09:22,792 --> 00:09:25,833 - Can I nestle in behind ya? 216 00:09:25,833 --> 00:09:28,500 - Huh? - Can I lay my head on ya? 217 00:09:28,583 --> 00:09:31,708 - Um... 218 00:09:31,708 --> 00:09:36,583 I think I just need some space right now. 219 00:09:36,667 --> 00:09:38,833 [knock at door] 220 00:09:38,875 --> 00:09:41,458 - There they are. I'll go get 'em. 221 00:09:41,458 --> 00:09:43,542 At this point, 222 00:09:43,667 --> 00:09:48,125 kind of, like, a lot of our issues are snowballing. 223 00:09:48,208 --> 00:09:49,208 - Hello. - Hey there. 224 00:09:49,333 --> 00:09:51,208 - Oh, geez. - You get us both. 225 00:09:51,208 --> 00:09:56,250 - And the things that we were doing right in the beginning 226 00:09:56,333 --> 00:09:58,625 we've kind of lost a handle on 227 00:09:58,708 --> 00:10:04,833 and are now, like, doing poorly with. 228 00:10:04,917 --> 00:10:07,917 - You know, I want to say first that I've heard 229 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:09,708 really good things about you as a couple, 230 00:10:09,792 --> 00:10:12,792 because there seems to be a genuine connection. 231 00:10:12,875 --> 00:10:16,208 But we're also here to problem-solve and to help you. 232 00:10:16,292 --> 00:10:20,000 So you tell us a little bit about what's been going on. 233 00:10:20,083 --> 00:10:24,667 - Um, I think I've been having a hard time 234 00:10:24,750 --> 00:10:27,667 because I feel like 235 00:10:27,750 --> 00:10:32,542 our communication has gotten-- 236 00:10:32,625 --> 00:10:35,042 - Deteriorated, maybe? Or-- 237 00:10:35,125 --> 00:10:39,000 - Yeah, it just hasn't been working in a way 238 00:10:39,083 --> 00:10:41,125 where either of us feel heard. 239 00:10:41,208 --> 00:10:42,833 - Mm. 240 00:10:42,875 --> 00:10:46,458 - And I think we both have similar concerns. 241 00:10:46,542 --> 00:10:51,208 And I think I have been 242 00:10:51,333 --> 00:10:55,000 having a more difficult time than I've let on. 243 00:10:55,167 --> 00:11:00,500 I don't want to, like, hurt Austin. 244 00:11:00,542 --> 00:11:03,542 But I also feel like it's so hard. 245 00:11:03,625 --> 00:11:06,000 Sorry. [laughs] 246 00:11:06,083 --> 00:11:07,625 Um-- - Give me an example. 247 00:11:07,708 --> 00:11:09,708 - At the wolf center, 248 00:11:09,792 --> 00:11:12,958 I, like, was trying to help you load your bag. 249 00:11:13,042 --> 00:11:14,667 And you, like, mumbled under your breath, 250 00:11:14,750 --> 00:11:19,083 and even the ladies at the counter noticed it. 251 00:11:19,208 --> 00:11:23,542 - Um, see, I have, like--have-- naturally, like, 252 00:11:23,667 --> 00:11:25,958 I have a different perspective of that. 253 00:11:26,042 --> 00:11:30,167 So bought some trinkets at the wolf center. 254 00:11:30,250 --> 00:11:31,875 And they were, like, getting a bag for me. 255 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:34,417 And Becca was like, "No, we don't need that bag. 256 00:11:34,542 --> 00:11:35,833 Like, he can just put it in this bag." 257 00:11:35,875 --> 00:11:38,000 And, like, there was a lot to, like, fit in there, 258 00:11:38,083 --> 00:11:39,667 and I didn't want it to get lost, and I just, like-- 259 00:11:39,667 --> 00:11:42,792 like, to me, that felt like-- 260 00:11:42,875 --> 00:11:44,875 to me, it feels like she tries to micromanage me. 261 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:48,167 And I feel like I get pushed to the side. 262 00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:51,000 [light tense music] 263 00:11:51,083 --> 00:11:53,750 - Got very upset with me. - I did not get very upset. 264 00:11:53,833 --> 00:11:55,458 - You were upset. Your direct quote was, 265 00:11:55,542 --> 00:11:59,000 "I don't like being told what to do." 266 00:11:59,083 --> 00:12:03,750 There's been, like, a level of, like, 267 00:12:03,875 --> 00:12:06,917 dismissiveness and combativeness. 268 00:12:07,042 --> 00:12:12,542 And I know it's a high-pressure situation, 269 00:12:12,625 --> 00:12:16,792 but, like, it makes me shut down. 270 00:12:16,875 --> 00:12:18,708 And then the shutting down for him is perceived 271 00:12:18,708 --> 00:12:22,833 as, like, the problem. 272 00:12:22,917 --> 00:12:26,542 But what's frustrating is that, like, all of these fights 273 00:12:26,625 --> 00:12:28,083 and all of these things are, like, 274 00:12:28,167 --> 00:12:31,208 days and nights of rejection. 275 00:12:31,292 --> 00:12:36,500 Like, I feel rejected by, like, deep conversations at times. 276 00:12:36,583 --> 00:12:40,500 Like, feel rejected, like, when I try to flirt at times, 277 00:12:40,542 --> 00:12:42,583 and, like, I get, like, 278 00:12:42,667 --> 00:12:44,667 swatted away or, like, laughed at. 279 00:12:44,750 --> 00:12:48,250 And, like... it's so hard. 280 00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:52,875 'Cause, like, I deal with it so well on a day-to-day basis, 281 00:12:52,958 --> 00:12:54,833 like, so well that I don't tell you, like, 282 00:12:54,917 --> 00:12:56,167 half of the things that are bothering me. 283 00:12:56,292 --> 00:12:59,000 And then it just, like, gets to a point 284 00:12:59,083 --> 00:13:03,042 where, like, I don't know what to do anymore. 285 00:13:03,167 --> 00:13:04,833 - Can I interject real quick? - Yeah. 286 00:13:04,917 --> 00:13:07,167 - Because this is fixable. 287 00:13:07,292 --> 00:13:09,458 - Is it? [laughs] - Oh, God, yes. 288 00:13:09,542 --> 00:13:10,667 - It is fixable, but... - It is. 289 00:13:10,708 --> 00:13:12,542 - But all of this has to come out. 290 00:13:12,667 --> 00:13:15,292 - You were saying earlier you don't want to hurt him, 291 00:13:15,375 --> 00:13:19,083 or you don't want--what is it that you don't want to say? 292 00:13:19,167 --> 00:13:25,083 - Um, it often feels like when the cameras go away, like, 293 00:13:25,167 --> 00:13:28,042 he's not asking, like, for that depth or that intimacy 294 00:13:28,125 --> 00:13:30,125 or, like, that connection in the same way, 295 00:13:30,208 --> 00:13:33,792 like, to when we're on camera. 296 00:13:33,875 --> 00:13:35,750 - Or just because it happens on camera doesn't mean 297 00:13:35,875 --> 00:13:38,000 it's not, like, real. 298 00:13:38,083 --> 00:13:39,667 You know that, like, I am committed 299 00:13:39,750 --> 00:13:43,000 to figuring these things out. 300 00:13:43,083 --> 00:13:45,125 I just, like, don't always think that the timing is right, 301 00:13:45,208 --> 00:13:47,500 and I try to communicate that with you. 302 00:13:47,625 --> 00:13:50,667 But, like, it just seems like, 303 00:13:50,750 --> 00:13:52,167 for some reason, like, everything has changed. 304 00:13:52,250 --> 00:13:55,417 And I think, like, a large portion of that is, 305 00:13:55,542 --> 00:13:58,833 like, due to, like, our physical intimacy 306 00:13:58,958 --> 00:14:01,833 not being, like, where you want it. 307 00:14:01,917 --> 00:14:03,500 And then that just kind of, like, snowballed 308 00:14:03,542 --> 00:14:07,375 from one thing to another. 309 00:14:07,542 --> 00:14:11,083 - You know, it seems to me that you are fighting 310 00:14:11,167 --> 00:14:15,208 for the relationship, and you are discouraged. 311 00:14:15,375 --> 00:14:18,792 - I don't understand where it comes off 312 00:14:18,875 --> 00:14:20,958 that he's fighting for the relationship. 313 00:14:21,042 --> 00:14:23,333 - I-- - Like, it's so hard, 314 00:14:23,375 --> 00:14:25,167 'cause like, what he's saying here is different 315 00:14:25,292 --> 00:14:28,167 than what happens off camera, and I, like, don't know how 316 00:14:28,250 --> 00:14:30,167 to express that or explain that. 317 00:14:30,208 --> 00:14:32,667 And, like, I feel like I'm starting to go crazy 318 00:14:32,708 --> 00:14:35,292 and, like, that I don't have, like, my own self-awareness. 319 00:14:35,375 --> 00:14:39,500 And, like, I am at a loss on, like, where to go now. 320 00:14:44,125 --> 00:14:45,708 [soft tense music] 321 00:14:45,708 --> 00:14:49,333 - Well--well, let me just say, Austin, 322 00:14:49,417 --> 00:14:54,167 if a woman doesn't feel sexually desired, 323 00:14:54,208 --> 00:14:57,125 it's gonna be corrosive to the relationship. 324 00:14:57,208 --> 00:14:59,875 - Yeah, I think-- I think you're right. 325 00:14:59,958 --> 00:15:02,792 - So you're not crazy. [laughs] 326 00:15:02,875 --> 00:15:05,167 I think part-- I really do think that part 327 00:15:05,292 --> 00:15:11,417 of this angst and this sadness and these interpretations 328 00:15:11,500 --> 00:15:16,500 come from not feeling wanted enough. 329 00:15:16,625 --> 00:15:19,500 - But then, like, when I ask to, like, be wanted, 330 00:15:19,542 --> 00:15:22,833 like Friday night at the couples' retreat 331 00:15:22,875 --> 00:15:24,625 when, like, you wanted to go spend the night 332 00:15:24,708 --> 00:15:27,917 in some celebrity's bedroom instead of with me, like-- 333 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:29,792 - He's a big football player. 334 00:15:29,875 --> 00:15:33,667 And I was, like, so excited to, like, sleep in his bedroom. 335 00:15:33,750 --> 00:15:34,833 And-- [Dr. Pepper laughs] 336 00:15:34,875 --> 00:15:37,833 - I know it's stupid. I know it's dumb. 337 00:15:37,875 --> 00:15:39,458 - Really? - But what was frustrating is 338 00:15:39,542 --> 00:15:41,500 that he kept talking about, like, how excited he was 339 00:15:41,542 --> 00:15:44,958 for the weekend to work on intimacy and X, Y, and Z. 340 00:15:45,042 --> 00:15:46,875 - Was there drinking involved? - Yes. 341 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:49,417 - He was drinking. - Okay. 342 00:15:49,500 --> 00:15:50,917 - That's not an excuse, though. - No, it's not an excuse. 343 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:52,208 - No, it's not. - It's not an excuse. 344 00:15:52,292 --> 00:15:53,333 - No, it's a bad choice. - But it does affect-- 345 00:15:53,458 --> 00:15:55,125 - And also, if he seriously wants 346 00:15:55,208 --> 00:15:57,583 to work on intimacy, then why is he getting so wasted 347 00:15:57,667 --> 00:15:59,375 that those are the decisions that he's making? 348 00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:01,083 - It's a good question. 349 00:16:01,167 --> 00:16:03,333 Would you consider the possibility 350 00:16:03,417 --> 00:16:06,208 that there's something in you that got drunk to avoid this? 351 00:16:06,292 --> 00:16:07,833 I mean, what's going on? 352 00:16:07,875 --> 00:16:09,042 - No, I don't think so. It was just, like-- 353 00:16:09,125 --> 00:16:10,042 - I think he avoids a lot of things. 354 00:16:10,167 --> 00:16:12,083 - Oh. - At the very least, 355 00:16:12,083 --> 00:16:15,125 it was not putting your wife first. 356 00:16:15,208 --> 00:16:18,833 - Yeah, no. I admit that it was a mistake. 357 00:16:18,917 --> 00:16:22,042 It definitely wasn't intentional. 358 00:16:22,125 --> 00:16:23,833 - Did you apologize... 359 00:16:23,917 --> 00:16:25,208 - I did. - To her this-- 360 00:16:25,333 --> 00:16:26,625 - The first time that he apologized to me 361 00:16:26,708 --> 00:16:29,333 it was because a producer, like, prompted him to. 362 00:16:29,417 --> 00:16:34,750 - That's not--I-- I feel like that is-- 363 00:16:34,833 --> 00:16:38,833 that wasn't the first time I apologized to you about it. 364 00:16:38,875 --> 00:16:41,000 - So that was not his best moment, right? 365 00:16:41,042 --> 00:16:43,667 - Yeah. - So the question is, 366 00:16:43,708 --> 00:16:46,375 can you accept now 367 00:16:46,500 --> 00:16:50,000 that he sees that as a very bad choice that evening 368 00:16:50,083 --> 00:16:51,500 and that he's truly sorry about it? 369 00:16:51,625 --> 00:16:53,542 Do you believe him? 370 00:16:53,667 --> 00:16:55,167 [dramatic chord] 371 00:16:55,250 --> 00:16:58,792 - I think so, but, like, now I'm, like, questioning. 372 00:16:58,875 --> 00:17:01,042 Like, I've just, like-- 373 00:17:01,167 --> 00:17:04,083 for me, it's like that instance is an example 374 00:17:04,167 --> 00:17:07,167 of all of the times I try to be intimate with you, 375 00:17:07,208 --> 00:17:08,833 try to make time, like, try to do whatever. 376 00:17:08,917 --> 00:17:12,500 There's always something blocking it. 377 00:17:12,583 --> 00:17:16,000 - Let's see if we can prioritize intimacy. 378 00:17:16,042 --> 00:17:18,250 Let's--there's a-- - But Dr. Pia gave him 379 00:17:18,333 --> 00:17:21,083 so many assignments, and they have not happened. 380 00:17:21,167 --> 00:17:24,542 - I do feel like I actively try, and, like, 381 00:17:24,625 --> 00:17:28,250 then it's just--is--or, like, I get that as a response. 382 00:17:28,333 --> 00:17:29,875 Like, like it wasn't enough. 383 00:17:29,958 --> 00:17:34,000 And, like, even if things were to happen now, it's like, 384 00:17:34,083 --> 00:17:36,125 oh, is it just happening 'cause of the cameras? 385 00:17:36,208 --> 00:17:38,917 Like, I feel like you don't believe my intentions. 386 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:42,000 I know it's a problem that I'm trying to, like, work on. 387 00:17:42,042 --> 00:17:43,292 - Do you want to? 388 00:17:43,375 --> 00:17:45,917 - Yes. I do. 389 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,500 - For you, the way that this week went 390 00:17:48,625 --> 00:17:50,500 is making you question the relationship, 391 00:17:50,583 --> 00:17:52,208 and that's what you said in the car. 392 00:17:52,333 --> 00:17:55,333 - I said that I feel like I am, like, 393 00:17:55,417 --> 00:17:57,458 trying to do all these things. 394 00:17:57,542 --> 00:17:59,167 But, like, for me, it doesn't feel like 395 00:17:59,250 --> 00:18:01,208 they're good enough for you. 396 00:18:01,333 --> 00:18:02,875 - Becca, do you want this marriage? 397 00:18:03,042 --> 00:18:05,417 [suspenseful music] 398 00:18:05,417 --> 00:18:07,500 ♪ 399 00:18:07,625 --> 00:18:09,083 - I don't know. Our conversation in the car 400 00:18:09,167 --> 00:18:10,417 is just in my head, and, like-- - Okay. 401 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:11,833 - I feel like I've been-- - I want you to look 402 00:18:11,917 --> 00:18:14,667 at the totality of your relationship. 403 00:18:14,792 --> 00:18:17,208 Is there something here worth fighting for? 404 00:18:17,208 --> 00:18:21,458 - I feel like I wanted it, like, so bad 405 00:18:21,542 --> 00:18:23,833 up until, like, this past week, and, like, 406 00:18:23,875 --> 00:18:25,917 this past week has just been, like-- 407 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:27,333 - It's been a challenge. - Yeah. 408 00:18:27,458 --> 00:18:29,125 - Yeah. I get it. - Yeah. 409 00:18:29,208 --> 00:18:31,125 - I really do, but I don't want you to judge 410 00:18:31,208 --> 00:18:32,792 the entire relationship by one-- 411 00:18:32,875 --> 00:18:37,458 by a small segment of it. 412 00:18:37,542 --> 00:18:40,000 - So let's assume that you're 413 00:18:40,083 --> 00:18:43,000 in a particularly fragile moment. 414 00:18:43,125 --> 00:18:46,250 So I actually think it's wise of you 415 00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:48,625 to back away for a moment 416 00:18:48,708 --> 00:18:52,792 from a decision-making kind of statement. 417 00:18:52,875 --> 00:18:56,125 I think what Pastor Cal is feeling, what I'm feeling 418 00:18:56,208 --> 00:18:59,667 is that you have deep emotions here 419 00:18:59,708 --> 00:19:02,125 because this is an important thing for you. 420 00:19:02,208 --> 00:19:05,667 - Yeah. - And somehow, 421 00:19:05,750 --> 00:19:08,125 your trust in each other has been undercut. 422 00:19:08,208 --> 00:19:10,917 So the question is, how can we get back 423 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:14,708 to a feeling where you can trust why you're both in this? 424 00:19:14,833 --> 00:19:17,833 Because if you don't feel that, 425 00:19:17,917 --> 00:19:20,417 then everything is going to be seen as questionable. 426 00:19:20,542 --> 00:19:22,667 Everything might be seen as an attack. 427 00:19:22,750 --> 00:19:26,750 Everything can be walking on eggshells. 428 00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:31,333 - That's definitely, like, how I have felt. 429 00:19:31,375 --> 00:19:34,458 Like, I've told you over and over again, 430 00:19:34,542 --> 00:19:37,333 I do want to work on this and I'm trying to, and I, like, 431 00:19:37,375 --> 00:19:42,833 want to, like, stay in a relationship with you. 432 00:19:42,875 --> 00:19:46,000 But, like... 433 00:19:46,042 --> 00:19:47,375 - Period. both: Yeah. 434 00:19:47,500 --> 00:19:48,750 - Don't--no "buts." - Period. 435 00:19:48,875 --> 00:19:51,167 - Reassure each other that you're into this thing 436 00:19:51,250 --> 00:19:53,125 because you can deal with a lot 437 00:19:53,208 --> 00:19:54,958 if you feel the person is in it, 438 00:19:55,042 --> 00:19:56,375 is really gonna try. 439 00:19:56,458 --> 00:20:00,500 - Yes. It's not about the bedroom. 440 00:20:00,583 --> 00:20:03,375 It's not about any of that. 441 00:20:03,458 --> 00:20:05,208 It's about whether or not 442 00:20:05,333 --> 00:20:07,167 you guys actually trust each other. 443 00:20:07,208 --> 00:20:09,333 Because it looks like every time 444 00:20:09,417 --> 00:20:11,417 someone throws someone an olive branch, 445 00:20:11,500 --> 00:20:13,417 it's just completely rejected. 446 00:20:13,500 --> 00:20:18,042 And that comes from a lack of trust. 447 00:20:18,125 --> 00:20:21,208 - I think you both need real reassurance... 448 00:20:21,292 --> 00:20:23,208 - Yes. - That there is 449 00:20:23,208 --> 00:20:28,667 some deeper admiration and desire for each other. 450 00:20:28,708 --> 00:20:33,125 And if you can feel like there's good hope there, 451 00:20:33,208 --> 00:20:36,042 then you could relax a little bit 452 00:20:36,125 --> 00:20:38,125 and not be backing away from each other. 453 00:20:38,208 --> 00:20:40,000 - Yes. - Yeah. 454 00:20:40,083 --> 00:20:41,833 Yeah, and I agree with you. 455 00:20:41,875 --> 00:20:43,500 And then the whole thing about trust, I think, 456 00:20:43,583 --> 00:20:46,833 is, like--that's really landed with me as well. 457 00:20:46,875 --> 00:20:50,500 Those are things that I think would really help us. 458 00:20:50,583 --> 00:20:54,667 I do want to, like, work on those things. 459 00:20:54,750 --> 00:20:56,833 Period. 460 00:20:56,875 --> 00:21:00,792 - I'm really grateful and thankful that you said that. 461 00:21:00,875 --> 00:21:03,125 I don't think I've felt that reassurance 462 00:21:03,125 --> 00:21:06,583 this week much. 463 00:21:06,667 --> 00:21:10,833 And I think my words are not that great right now 464 00:21:10,875 --> 00:21:14,667 'cause I'm just feeling really drained and tired and-- 465 00:21:14,708 --> 00:21:17,167 - Yeah, okay. 466 00:21:17,208 --> 00:21:19,000 - We're asking you to do hard work here. 467 00:21:19,125 --> 00:21:23,000 And try and be specific and honest with each other in-- 468 00:21:23,125 --> 00:21:27,125 in kindness and in cooperation with trying to make sure 469 00:21:27,208 --> 00:21:30,000 that you get to feel like you're your authentic selves, 470 00:21:30,125 --> 00:21:33,708 and you get to say what hurts you and what you need. 471 00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:35,500 I think that will take you a long way. 472 00:21:35,542 --> 00:21:36,750 - Yeah. 473 00:21:36,833 --> 00:21:40,250 [dramatic piano music] 474 00:21:40,333 --> 00:21:42,542 ♪ Don't you wanna feel explosions? ♪ 475 00:21:42,625 --> 00:21:44,333 ♪ Have you grown sick of the motions? ♪ 476 00:21:44,417 --> 00:21:46,500 ♪ Don't you want this? 477 00:21:46,625 --> 00:21:50,083 - So Chloe's gonna be spending some time with her pups. 478 00:21:50,167 --> 00:21:53,167 And look who just joined me. 479 00:21:53,250 --> 00:21:56,000 Look who just joined me. My little girl did, huh? 480 00:21:56,083 --> 00:21:58,250 This is my little Melo girl, huh? 481 00:21:58,375 --> 00:22:00,125 Look at that little Melo girl. 482 00:22:00,208 --> 00:22:01,375 She's just making her-- look at that. 483 00:22:01,458 --> 00:22:03,667 She's already making herself at home. 484 00:22:03,708 --> 00:22:08,583 I just actually sent Chloe a little picture of us 485 00:22:08,583 --> 00:22:10,333 just chilling here at the house. 486 00:22:10,375 --> 00:22:12,375 Chloe's excited to spend some time with Melo. 487 00:22:12,458 --> 00:22:15,000 I'm excited for Melo to spend some time with her. 488 00:22:15,083 --> 00:22:21,208 But yeah, my little Melo girl is getting comfy here at home. 489 00:22:21,292 --> 00:22:23,458 Look at that. Look at how cute she is. 490 00:22:23,542 --> 00:22:27,917 You're just so damn cute! 491 00:22:28,042 --> 00:22:32,000 [upbeat music] 492 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:36,167 ♪ 493 00:22:36,250 --> 00:22:38,458 - All right, Emily just woke up. 494 00:22:38,542 --> 00:22:41,500 It's now 2:30 in the afternoon. 495 00:22:41,583 --> 00:22:45,917 And Emily wanted hamburgers, so we got her some burgers. 496 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:47,417 Step one of recovery. 497 00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:49,958 - Got our parkas dry-cleaned. 498 00:22:50,042 --> 00:22:51,708 They were a little bloody. 499 00:22:51,833 --> 00:22:54,625 - Just getting her nourished, and then afterwards 500 00:22:54,708 --> 00:22:56,833 we'll probably go back to bed and continue to rest. 501 00:22:56,875 --> 00:22:59,375 So the road to recovery. 502 00:22:59,500 --> 00:23:01,417 - Stay tuned. - Stay tuned. 503 00:23:01,500 --> 00:23:06,042 - ♪ Hold your head up to the sky ♪ 504 00:23:06,125 --> 00:23:09,667 ♪ Life ain't easy, but it's all right ♪ 505 00:23:09,792 --> 00:23:13,750 ♪ Keep on rolling, don't think twice ♪ 506 00:23:13,875 --> 00:23:18,250 ♪ Spread your wings, and you'll learn to fly ♪ 507 00:23:18,375 --> 00:23:19,875 - How cute is this place? 508 00:23:19,875 --> 00:23:21,958 - It is such an amazing, cute place. 509 00:23:22,042 --> 00:23:23,833 Love it. - So fun. 510 00:23:23,917 --> 00:23:26,458 - Oh, my goodness, how are you doing? 511 00:23:26,542 --> 00:23:29,500 - I'm, um--I'm feeling pretty-- 512 00:23:29,583 --> 00:23:30,625 I'm feeling pretty hopeful. I'll be honest. 513 00:23:30,708 --> 00:23:33,875 But the first week of marriage was a lot. 514 00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:35,458 - A lot to take in. [Chloe sharply] 515 00:23:35,542 --> 00:23:36,833 - It was a lot. It was a lot 516 00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:39,500 in ways that I, um, wasn't anticipating. 517 00:23:39,625 --> 00:23:40,667 Oh, my gosh. Amazing. 518 00:23:40,792 --> 00:23:42,083 - Guess you're not ready for it, right? 519 00:23:42,167 --> 00:23:44,917 I mean, who can be ready for anything like that? 520 00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:47,250 - So yeah, I ended up going home for a few days. 521 00:23:47,333 --> 00:23:49,208 - Oh, you did? - I did. 522 00:23:49,292 --> 00:23:50,458 - Okay. - I did. 523 00:23:50,542 --> 00:23:52,417 - Was he understandable? - He really was. 524 00:23:52,500 --> 00:23:55,500 We had a very frank and just gentle, 525 00:23:55,542 --> 00:23:57,750 but direct, conversation. 526 00:23:57,833 --> 00:23:59,792 - Between us... [chuckles] 527 00:23:59,875 --> 00:24:02,542 Do you feel like you were second-guessing your choice? 528 00:24:02,625 --> 00:24:06,583 Maybe he--like, his personality or himself, 529 00:24:06,667 --> 00:24:09,250 or whatever the case may be, do you feel like maybe 530 00:24:09,333 --> 00:24:10,667 I need to think it through? 531 00:24:10,750 --> 00:24:13,500 - I knew this process was gonna be a lot. 532 00:24:13,583 --> 00:24:15,083 You could never prepare for this process. 533 00:24:15,208 --> 00:24:17,583 - I'm sure. 534 00:24:17,583 --> 00:24:20,000 - And so to so quickly have Michael and I talking 535 00:24:20,042 --> 00:24:22,333 about everything, 536 00:24:22,375 --> 00:24:24,417 realizing that we align on everything, 537 00:24:24,542 --> 00:24:28,500 which is incredible, but it's also just been a lot. 538 00:24:28,583 --> 00:24:30,667 And I told him, I was like, "This is not you. 539 00:24:30,750 --> 00:24:33,292 "I just really needed to process 540 00:24:33,375 --> 00:24:36,833 the human that the experts had given me." 541 00:24:36,875 --> 00:24:39,875 So I'm glad Michael didn't take any offense to me going. 542 00:24:39,958 --> 00:24:42,292 And maybe he did and he's just not telling me. 543 00:24:42,375 --> 00:24:43,833 - True. - But I also think he needed 544 00:24:43,958 --> 00:24:48,542 a few moments to himself and getting his animals acclimated. 545 00:24:48,625 --> 00:24:51,500 So in these days that I've taken away from Michael, 546 00:24:51,542 --> 00:24:56,167 it's given me an opportunity to think about 547 00:24:56,292 --> 00:24:58,167 exactly what I asked for 548 00:24:58,250 --> 00:25:02,542 and how Michael aligns in everything that I asked for. 549 00:25:02,625 --> 00:25:07,542 And every day that passed, 550 00:25:07,625 --> 00:25:14,042 and the more I processed who Michael is as a human, 551 00:25:14,125 --> 00:25:15,500 the more I missed him. 552 00:25:15,583 --> 00:25:18,542 I actually missed being with Michael. 553 00:25:18,667 --> 00:25:23,542 And I realize that for every ounce of different 554 00:25:23,625 --> 00:25:26,333 we may be in one another, 555 00:25:26,458 --> 00:25:29,958 we are almost the same in everything else. 556 00:25:30,042 --> 00:25:31,208 There is not a thing 557 00:25:31,292 --> 00:25:32,958 about our relationship that I'm concerned about. 558 00:25:33,042 --> 00:25:35,417 - That, for me, is a little concerning. 559 00:25:35,500 --> 00:25:37,583 [laughs] 560 00:25:37,708 --> 00:25:40,125 I sometimes feel like he's unreal in a way 561 00:25:40,208 --> 00:25:43,625 because he chooses his words really wisely. 562 00:25:43,708 --> 00:25:44,958 He's really-- 563 00:25:45,042 --> 00:25:47,375 he's a good spokesperson, right? 564 00:25:47,375 --> 00:25:48,667 He knows his words. 565 00:25:48,708 --> 00:25:52,125 He knows how to say what you wanna hear. 566 00:25:52,208 --> 00:25:55,625 Do you feel like his words speak louder than his actions? 567 00:25:55,708 --> 00:25:57,375 Or do you feel like his actions 568 00:25:57,458 --> 00:25:58,667 are right there with his words? 569 00:25:58,708 --> 00:26:01,042 - That was my concern. 570 00:26:01,042 --> 00:26:05,625 He is able to say exactly what needs to be said in a moment. 571 00:26:05,708 --> 00:26:08,708 And I thought, "You cannot be real." 572 00:26:08,792 --> 00:26:13,167 But so far, he's given me no reason not to trust him. 573 00:26:13,250 --> 00:26:16,167 But it's something that's gonna be in the back of my mind 574 00:26:16,250 --> 00:26:18,542 until it's not in the back of my mind anymore. 575 00:26:18,667 --> 00:26:20,083 [gentle hopeful music] 576 00:26:24,042 --> 00:26:26,208 [bright music] 577 00:26:26,208 --> 00:26:27,500 ♪ 578 00:26:27,583 --> 00:26:31,208 - We are en route to get my stitches out. 579 00:26:31,292 --> 00:26:32,792 - Stitches-out day. 580 00:26:32,875 --> 00:26:34,958 - Yeah, I'm very intrigued how this is gonna go, 581 00:26:35,042 --> 00:26:39,125 but I've got my emotional support driver. 582 00:26:39,208 --> 00:26:41,333 [laughs] It's a big day. 583 00:26:41,375 --> 00:26:43,625 - We are now at the doctor's office 584 00:26:43,708 --> 00:26:46,292 waiting to get Emily's stitches out. 585 00:26:46,375 --> 00:26:48,500 - It's exciting. 586 00:26:48,542 --> 00:26:50,500 I'm trying to guess how many stitches. 587 00:26:50,625 --> 00:26:52,167 - Like, 35 stitches. 588 00:26:52,250 --> 00:26:55,167 Doctor said it was just the right amount, so. 589 00:26:55,208 --> 00:26:56,542 - Whatever that means. 590 00:26:56,625 --> 00:26:58,083 - Pleased to hear it. 591 00:26:58,167 --> 00:26:59,333 - Pleased. 592 00:26:59,417 --> 00:27:03,583 ♪ 593 00:27:03,708 --> 00:27:05,875 - We just got done at the doc. 594 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:07,708 He was able to take out all the stitches. 595 00:27:07,792 --> 00:27:09,750 - Yep. - He seemed pleased 596 00:27:09,833 --> 00:27:11,417 with how the healing's going, so. 597 00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:12,667 How you feeling? 598 00:27:12,750 --> 00:27:16,833 - Um, still feel and look scary. 599 00:27:16,875 --> 00:27:18,875 But he said it looks good, 600 00:27:18,958 --> 00:27:20,542 so I have to believe him, you know? 601 00:27:20,625 --> 00:27:23,583 - Yeah. Onwards and upwards. 602 00:27:23,708 --> 00:27:27,333 ♪ 603 00:27:27,375 --> 00:27:30,792 - ♪ I'm hoping hard 604 00:27:30,875 --> 00:27:34,875 - Welcome to Austin's meditation zone. 605 00:27:34,958 --> 00:27:41,250 We are here finding inner peace at a... 606 00:27:41,333 --> 00:27:42,750 SunWater Spa. 607 00:27:42,833 --> 00:27:47,292 Because yesterday, the extra visit 608 00:27:47,375 --> 00:27:49,208 was emotionally exhausting. 609 00:27:49,292 --> 00:27:52,083 But I think, like, the most important thing is, like, 610 00:27:52,167 --> 00:27:55,667 that the vibe between us really, like, changed 611 00:27:55,750 --> 00:27:57,833 and improved for the better after last night. 612 00:27:57,875 --> 00:28:02,542 And it was, like, a palpable, um, change. 613 00:28:02,708 --> 00:28:04,708 I think we both kind of realized 614 00:28:04,792 --> 00:28:10,500 that we need to do things, approach things differently 615 00:28:10,583 --> 00:28:13,958 and have a different frame of the way we think about things. 616 00:28:14,042 --> 00:28:17,500 - Oh boy. 617 00:28:17,583 --> 00:28:19,167 Oh, that's nice. It's not too hot. 618 00:28:19,250 --> 00:28:21,750 I'm feeling hopeful and optimistic 619 00:28:21,833 --> 00:28:24,167 because last night needed to happen. 620 00:28:24,250 --> 00:28:26,708 The conversation was important for us. 621 00:28:26,833 --> 00:28:28,708 And I'm hoping that by being honest, 622 00:28:28,792 --> 00:28:30,792 maybe that helps Austin open up more 623 00:28:30,875 --> 00:28:33,917 or maybe that helps our communication. 624 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,042 You know, Decision Day is approaching. 625 00:28:36,125 --> 00:28:40,125 And Austin and I have a lot to figure out. 626 00:28:40,208 --> 00:28:43,167 But I'm always ready and willing to try 627 00:28:43,208 --> 00:28:45,250 because you don't know if you don't try. 628 00:28:45,333 --> 00:28:47,083 - How relaxing. 629 00:28:47,167 --> 00:28:50,208 [laughs] 630 00:28:53,208 --> 00:28:55,792 Do you want to talk about last night and the expert meeting? 631 00:28:55,875 --> 00:28:57,167 - Um, yeah. 632 00:28:57,208 --> 00:29:01,167 General vibe was that I thought it was good. 633 00:29:01,250 --> 00:29:05,208 Like, I think that there were a lot of things 634 00:29:05,292 --> 00:29:07,875 that I hadn't said, 635 00:29:07,958 --> 00:29:10,167 or, like, we hadn't talked about on camera yet and... 636 00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:13,417 - Mm-hmm. - It just felt exhausting 637 00:29:13,500 --> 00:29:16,250 to, like... 638 00:29:16,250 --> 00:29:20,625 manage those two realities, you know? 639 00:29:20,708 --> 00:29:23,708 - Yeah, it's challenging. 640 00:29:23,833 --> 00:29:26,042 - Mm-hmm, definitely. 641 00:29:26,125 --> 00:29:29,292 - Like, 'cause I thought it was helpful. 642 00:29:29,375 --> 00:29:31,667 I thought it was, like, good advice and things 643 00:29:31,792 --> 00:29:33,625 that, like, could help both of us, you know, 644 00:29:33,708 --> 00:29:36,708 with our relationship. - Mm-hmm. 645 00:29:36,833 --> 00:29:42,167 - You know, the thing about, um, trust-- 646 00:29:42,250 --> 00:29:45,792 that would be, like, good for the both of us. 647 00:29:45,875 --> 00:29:49,792 - Yeah, I think I'm having a hard time 648 00:29:49,875 --> 00:29:55,417 knowing when I need to be self-reflecting. 649 00:29:55,542 --> 00:30:01,292 And I'm kind of just, like, questioning a lot about myself 650 00:30:01,375 --> 00:30:03,833 right now, and I think it's really hard. 651 00:30:03,917 --> 00:30:06,333 - Yeah. What do you mean? Like-- 652 00:30:06,375 --> 00:30:08,708 - I know I'm sensitive. Am I too sensitive? 653 00:30:08,792 --> 00:30:11,792 Or what are the things that I am valid 654 00:30:11,875 --> 00:30:13,167 on being upset about? 655 00:30:13,208 --> 00:30:15,042 - Yeah. 656 00:30:15,042 --> 00:30:20,000 - So, like, when you do try to, like, make a step forward 657 00:30:20,042 --> 00:30:22,083 in intimacy in any way, like, I need to trust 658 00:30:22,167 --> 00:30:23,792 that it's not because you feel like you have to do it, 659 00:30:23,875 --> 00:30:25,875 but because you want to. 660 00:30:25,958 --> 00:30:29,542 [exhales] - I think--well, I know 661 00:30:29,625 --> 00:30:33,542 that, like, I'm committed to, like, 662 00:30:33,625 --> 00:30:35,667 keep trying to work on things. 663 00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:37,500 - Yeah. 664 00:30:37,583 --> 00:30:39,958 - But I... [clears throat] Started to question 665 00:30:40,042 --> 00:30:43,375 if that was something that, like, you wanted. 666 00:30:43,458 --> 00:30:47,625 - I love that in your heart you really have been committed. 667 00:30:47,708 --> 00:30:51,125 And, like, I have felt that, and I'm happy to hear you say 668 00:30:51,208 --> 00:30:53,708 that, like, you are committed to working on this. 669 00:30:53,792 --> 00:30:56,792 It is a harsh contrast from our conversation, 670 00:30:56,875 --> 00:31:00,667 where it felt like largely what you needed 671 00:31:00,708 --> 00:31:03,208 from me was validation, 672 00:31:03,375 --> 00:31:06,625 and largely what I needed from you was validation, and then-- 673 00:31:06,708 --> 00:31:09,417 - Neither of us were really giving the other one that? 674 00:31:09,542 --> 00:31:10,875 - Yeah. - Yeah. 675 00:31:10,958 --> 00:31:14,083 So yeah, I'm grateful and thankful to hear that 676 00:31:14,167 --> 00:31:17,625 that has still been the same. 677 00:31:17,708 --> 00:31:20,542 - Okay. Cool. Good. Me too. 678 00:31:20,625 --> 00:31:23,833 [singer vocalizing] 679 00:31:23,917 --> 00:31:25,250 - ♪ Ain't no way you're gonna move ♪ 680 00:31:29,125 --> 00:31:30,917 - ♪ Let time follow you 681 00:31:30,917 --> 00:31:32,250 - It's good to be home. 682 00:31:32,250 --> 00:31:33,333 ♪ 683 00:31:36,958 --> 00:31:38,708 - Oh, yeah, I do. 684 00:31:38,792 --> 00:31:40,792 What you thinking, huh? 685 00:31:40,875 --> 00:31:42,292 This your new home? 686 00:31:42,375 --> 00:31:44,208 [indistinct] 687 00:31:44,292 --> 00:31:45,667 Yeah. 688 00:31:45,750 --> 00:31:49,750 We have made it back to the apartment. 689 00:31:49,833 --> 00:31:53,000 I've got little Theodore here, 690 00:31:53,083 --> 00:31:57,417 and he is very excited to be in his new home. 691 00:31:57,500 --> 00:32:00,417 All of the babies are doing so great. 692 00:32:00,500 --> 00:32:04,833 And they all love each other, and have settled right on in, 693 00:32:04,917 --> 00:32:07,292 and are just happy to be siblings. 694 00:32:07,375 --> 00:32:09,083 [chuckles] 695 00:32:09,208 --> 00:32:11,667 Oh, I can't handle these babies. 696 00:32:11,792 --> 00:32:14,333 And we are decorating 697 00:32:14,417 --> 00:32:18,208 for our '90s hip-hop housewarming party. 698 00:32:18,333 --> 00:32:23,875 Franklin is there for it; so is Melo. 699 00:32:23,958 --> 00:32:25,667 She's there for it. 700 00:32:25,792 --> 00:32:29,625 We can't wait to have our friends over for all the fun. 701 00:32:29,708 --> 00:32:30,542 Happy kiddos. 702 00:32:30,667 --> 00:32:33,667 [chuckles] 703 00:32:33,750 --> 00:32:36,542 [hip-hop music] 704 00:32:36,625 --> 00:32:41,208 ♪ 705 00:32:41,292 --> 00:32:42,833 Actually, that looks good hanging. 706 00:32:42,917 --> 00:32:44,167 I think-- - You just-- 707 00:32:44,208 --> 00:32:45,542 - Let me confirm. - Sure. 708 00:32:45,542 --> 00:32:46,750 - Yeah, I like it. 709 00:32:46,875 --> 00:32:47,833 - Boom. 710 00:32:47,917 --> 00:32:49,542 - Perfect. 711 00:32:49,625 --> 00:32:50,792 - Do you feel recharged? 712 00:32:50,875 --> 00:32:52,875 - I do feel recharged. 713 00:32:52,958 --> 00:32:54,417 - Yeah. - I really do. 714 00:32:54,542 --> 00:32:56,000 It's been a lot. 715 00:32:56,083 --> 00:32:58,500 And I'm an introvert, so I'm always 716 00:32:58,583 --> 00:33:00,500 grateful for your extrovert tendencies 717 00:33:00,583 --> 00:33:02,958 because you carry us along. 718 00:33:03,042 --> 00:33:05,000 But I think it was just what we needed, personally. 719 00:33:05,042 --> 00:33:06,667 So were you able to recharge a little bit? 720 00:33:06,750 --> 00:33:08,250 - Yeah, I was. 721 00:33:08,333 --> 00:33:09,792 And it was a good opportunity for me to get, like, 722 00:33:09,875 --> 00:33:11,333 back in the swing of work. 723 00:33:11,417 --> 00:33:14,042 I was--I was stealing a page from your book 724 00:33:14,167 --> 00:33:15,833 going to bed, like, at 9:30 and stuff like that. 725 00:33:15,917 --> 00:33:17,667 - It's the right thing to do. [chuckles] 726 00:33:17,708 --> 00:33:19,167 - I missed Chloe a lot. 727 00:33:19,292 --> 00:33:20,833 But I could just tell that there was 728 00:33:20,875 --> 00:33:22,833 a renewed sense of energy in her. 729 00:33:22,875 --> 00:33:26,000 She just seemed so much more at peace 730 00:33:26,083 --> 00:33:28,542 and having Theodore here. 731 00:33:28,625 --> 00:33:30,333 Like, when you're overwhelmed, you're going to feel 732 00:33:30,417 --> 00:33:32,167 discomfort just in general. 733 00:33:32,208 --> 00:33:34,167 And so I want to make sure that, you know, 734 00:33:34,292 --> 00:33:37,292 Chloe feels comfortable, safe, and secure around me. 735 00:33:37,375 --> 00:33:39,625 And I don't want to understate that at all. 736 00:33:39,708 --> 00:33:42,708 ♪ 737 00:33:42,792 --> 00:33:44,250 Got this good-good right here. 738 00:33:44,375 --> 00:33:45,667 - [laughs] 739 00:33:45,708 --> 00:33:47,250 - Got this good-good. 740 00:33:47,333 --> 00:33:49,292 - Let me help. Let me help. 741 00:33:49,375 --> 00:33:51,250 ♪ 742 00:33:51,375 --> 00:33:54,792 - These are the two that, like, dedicate to those-- 743 00:33:54,792 --> 00:33:56,375 or that donate to the specific causes. 744 00:33:56,458 --> 00:33:58,000 - Thank you for being so sweet. 745 00:33:58,042 --> 00:33:59,750 - I think this is the Youth Symphony one, 746 00:33:59,875 --> 00:34:02,833 and this is, like, for anyone that's experiencing, like, 747 00:34:02,917 --> 00:34:04,458 any type of domestic abuse. 748 00:34:04,542 --> 00:34:05,708 See? 749 00:34:05,792 --> 00:34:07,458 Pizza with a cause. 750 00:34:07,542 --> 00:34:09,792 - Thank you for finding that. - Yeah. 751 00:34:09,875 --> 00:34:11,667 - It was really sweet. 752 00:34:11,750 --> 00:34:13,542 - You just can't tell anyone I'm sweet, all right? 753 00:34:13,625 --> 00:34:14,583 - I won't. 754 00:34:14,708 --> 00:34:15,667 - I mean, you see these chains. 755 00:34:15,792 --> 00:34:17,208 - I mean-- 756 00:34:17,292 --> 00:34:18,500 - Sweet men don't wear chains, right? 757 00:34:18,583 --> 00:34:19,875 - They don't. 758 00:34:19,958 --> 00:34:22,083 You're a good man, Michael. - On most days. 759 00:34:22,167 --> 00:34:23,667 - I'm probably not gonna tell you that every day 760 00:34:23,750 --> 00:34:25,708 because I need to get your head out of this apartment. 761 00:34:25,833 --> 00:34:28,083 - You shouldn't, because I will turn evil if you do. 762 00:34:28,167 --> 00:34:29,958 - Just try to get frisky on that bourbon. 763 00:34:30,042 --> 00:34:32,125 - [laughs] 764 00:34:32,208 --> 00:34:33,917 And you better keep your hands to yourself 765 00:34:33,917 --> 00:34:35,708 after that pizza gets you all-- 766 00:34:35,792 --> 00:34:37,000 - You know what tequila does. 767 00:34:37,083 --> 00:34:38,833 - Why do you think I got some? - [laughs] 768 00:34:38,917 --> 00:34:40,833 - You think I don't know? 769 00:34:40,875 --> 00:34:42,125 Huh? 770 00:34:43,708 --> 00:34:46,458 - ♪ This is my awakening 771 00:34:46,542 --> 00:34:49,000 ♪ And nothing can break me down ♪ 772 00:34:49,083 --> 00:34:54,833 ♪ 773 00:34:54,875 --> 00:34:56,250 - Hello. 774 00:34:56,333 --> 00:34:57,958 - How you feeling? 775 00:34:58,042 --> 00:34:59,458 - Good. 776 00:34:59,542 --> 00:35:03,333 I just semi-showered, and yeah, 777 00:35:03,417 --> 00:35:05,292 had a productive unproductive day. 778 00:35:05,375 --> 00:35:07,500 - Yeah. How's the wound? 779 00:35:07,542 --> 00:35:09,917 Are you--are you in pain still, or no more pain meds? 780 00:35:09,917 --> 00:35:11,167 - No, no. 781 00:35:11,208 --> 00:35:12,667 I haven't taken pain meds. 782 00:35:12,750 --> 00:35:14,417 I actually do need to take some Advil, though. 783 00:35:14,542 --> 00:35:16,833 - Better be extra gentle this week to let you heal. 784 00:35:16,875 --> 00:35:18,042 - I know. I think it's hard, 785 00:35:18,125 --> 00:35:19,417 because I feel like it looks better, 786 00:35:19,542 --> 00:35:20,875 but I have to keep reminding myself 787 00:35:20,958 --> 00:35:23,292 that I'm still recovering. 788 00:35:23,375 --> 00:35:25,500 I told you the doctor said I can't do any physical activity 789 00:35:25,583 --> 00:35:27,375 or anything that raises my blood pressure 790 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:29,667 for two to three weeks post-surgery. 791 00:35:29,750 --> 00:35:31,292 - Yeah. 792 00:35:31,375 --> 00:35:34,750 In the spirit of helping you rest and recover still, 793 00:35:34,833 --> 00:35:36,500 I'm gonna clean up. 794 00:35:36,583 --> 00:35:37,875 And you just-- 795 00:35:37,958 --> 00:35:39,667 - You mean you're not doing it just from, like, 796 00:35:39,750 --> 00:35:42,000 the willingness at the bottom of your heart? 797 00:35:42,042 --> 00:35:43,917 - Oh, of course I am. - Kidding. 798 00:35:44,042 --> 00:35:46,125 I can't wait to watch, 'cause you know I love dishes. 799 00:35:46,125 --> 00:35:48,375 And this has given me a panic all day. 800 00:35:48,458 --> 00:35:50,000 So I'm excited for those to clear. 801 00:35:50,042 --> 00:35:51,458 - Here we go. 802 00:35:51,542 --> 00:35:54,083 [upbeat music] 803 00:35:54,208 --> 00:35:59,042 ♪ 804 00:35:59,125 --> 00:36:01,667 - Mop twisting--such form. 805 00:36:01,667 --> 00:36:03,958 - There's something about a nice mopped floor 806 00:36:04,042 --> 00:36:06,167 that just smells great. 807 00:36:06,208 --> 00:36:07,583 - Honestly, yeah. And it looks good. 808 00:36:07,667 --> 00:36:09,375 I know you're probably getting there, 809 00:36:09,500 --> 00:36:11,125 but do you mind doing underneath the kitchen table 810 00:36:11,208 --> 00:36:12,417 when you're done? 811 00:36:12,500 --> 00:36:15,333 - ♪ Oh, want you come my way 812 00:36:15,417 --> 00:36:17,000 ♪ I love the way you're moving ♪ 813 00:36:17,125 --> 00:36:20,333 ♪ I love the way you dance 814 00:36:20,375 --> 00:36:23,042 ♪ I love those chills 815 00:36:23,167 --> 00:36:25,250 - Thanks for doing that. - Of course. 816 00:36:25,333 --> 00:36:27,042 - [snaps] Did it like that. 817 00:36:27,125 --> 00:36:28,667 - Thank you, thank you. 818 00:36:28,750 --> 00:36:32,208 - I think any sort of experience like this 819 00:36:32,333 --> 00:36:34,917 kind of has, like, two ways it can go. 820 00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:36,667 It's like it either really brings people together, 821 00:36:36,750 --> 00:36:39,708 or can really freak people out and take them apart. 822 00:36:39,792 --> 00:36:43,083 But Brennan made it very clear he was not going anywhere, 823 00:36:43,167 --> 00:36:44,833 which I really think speaks a lot. 824 00:36:44,917 --> 00:36:48,333 And he made it clear that he cares a lot about me. 825 00:36:48,375 --> 00:36:50,042 - It's been so nice, though. 826 00:36:50,125 --> 00:36:52,000 Like, we've had so much support from everyone. 827 00:36:52,083 --> 00:36:53,458 - Mm-hmm. 828 00:36:53,542 --> 00:36:55,167 - With all your friends sending you stuff, 829 00:36:55,250 --> 00:36:58,500 and the experts checking in, it's just been like-- 830 00:36:58,583 --> 00:37:01,417 - And yeah, I feel like it was beneficial for us both, 831 00:37:01,500 --> 00:37:03,625 considering what we experienced. 832 00:37:03,708 --> 00:37:07,500 But I feel like it was just a needed time just to chill. 833 00:37:07,583 --> 00:37:09,042 - Yeah. 834 00:37:09,125 --> 00:37:11,375 - And you just being here the whole time-- 835 00:37:11,458 --> 00:37:12,500 - Yeah. 836 00:37:12,583 --> 00:37:14,083 - That really does mean a lot. 837 00:37:14,167 --> 00:37:15,500 - If the accident was reversed, 838 00:37:15,542 --> 00:37:16,958 I think you'd be doing the same thing for me, 839 00:37:16,958 --> 00:37:19,792 so it's not even a question. 840 00:37:19,875 --> 00:37:21,417 - That's what I'm saying. 841 00:37:21,500 --> 00:37:23,208 I've appreciated so much that you've been there. 842 00:37:23,333 --> 00:37:26,583 And I really hope you know how much I appreciate it, 843 00:37:26,667 --> 00:37:28,583 appreciate you. 844 00:37:28,667 --> 00:37:30,000 It means a lot. 845 00:37:30,042 --> 00:37:33,542 This has made me trust you fully-- 846 00:37:33,625 --> 00:37:35,167 - Yeah. 847 00:37:35,292 --> 00:37:38,333 - Like, from the accident and through this. 848 00:37:38,375 --> 00:37:39,667 - And I feel the same way. 849 00:37:39,750 --> 00:37:44,333 I feel like I can trust you way more now. 850 00:37:44,458 --> 00:37:46,042 Like, I feel like just as much as I've been there for you, 851 00:37:46,125 --> 00:37:49,500 you've been there for me, which is a huge aspect of it for me, 852 00:37:49,583 --> 00:37:51,125 you know? 853 00:37:51,125 --> 00:37:53,917 - ♪ Tell me you believe 854 00:37:54,042 --> 00:37:57,125 ♪ I'll show you all the things that we could be ♪ 855 00:37:57,208 --> 00:37:58,750 - Who would've thought a tree? 856 00:37:58,833 --> 00:38:00,292 It's what we needed. 857 00:38:00,375 --> 00:38:01,167 - Trees bring people closer together, huh? 858 00:38:01,292 --> 00:38:02,792 - I know. 859 00:38:02,875 --> 00:38:04,333 I know it's pretty dark to joke about it. 860 00:38:04,417 --> 00:38:07,167 But it just made me see kind of everything 861 00:38:07,250 --> 00:38:08,833 differently a little bit. 862 00:38:08,917 --> 00:38:10,667 ♪ 863 00:38:10,750 --> 00:38:13,208 And it would be great just to keep 864 00:38:13,292 --> 00:38:16,667 the post-trauma happy vibe going. 865 00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:18,125 - Yeah. 866 00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:21,375 - ♪ I only wanna love you 867 00:38:25,333 --> 00:38:26,375 - ♪ Right side in the VIP 868 00:38:26,542 --> 00:38:27,333 ♪ 'Cause we the hottest thing around ♪ 869 00:38:27,333 --> 00:38:28,417 [dog barking] 870 00:38:28,500 --> 00:38:31,000 - Oh, I think someone's here. 871 00:38:31,083 --> 00:38:32,250 Hey, hey, hey. 872 00:38:32,375 --> 00:38:34,167 - Stop. 873 00:38:34,250 --> 00:38:35,667 - Hey. - Hey. 874 00:38:35,708 --> 00:38:36,875 - Hi. 875 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,250 - Hey, guys. - We made it. 876 00:38:38,333 --> 00:38:40,042 - You did. - How you been? 877 00:38:40,042 --> 00:38:41,083 - What a surprise. 878 00:38:41,167 --> 00:38:42,625 - I know, right? - Hi. 879 00:38:42,708 --> 00:38:43,417 - How are you? 880 00:38:43,542 --> 00:38:44,917 - You must be Lauren. 881 00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:46,625 Nice to meet you. 882 00:38:46,708 --> 00:38:48,542 - Whoa! - One after the other. 883 00:38:48,625 --> 00:38:49,958 - Crazy timing, right? 884 00:38:50,042 --> 00:38:51,333 - I know. 885 00:38:51,375 --> 00:38:52,667 It's just so weird how that works. 886 00:38:52,708 --> 00:38:54,583 - Hi! 887 00:38:54,583 --> 00:38:56,583 - All of my friends and family became 888 00:38:56,583 --> 00:38:58,583 best friends with my husband's friends and family 889 00:38:58,667 --> 00:39:00,500 at the wedding. - So I've heard. 890 00:39:00,625 --> 00:39:02,750 - They've all hung out at this point about a dozen times. 891 00:39:02,875 --> 00:39:04,583 - We had lots of fun. - We did. 892 00:39:04,667 --> 00:39:06,167 [laughter] 893 00:39:06,250 --> 00:39:07,833 - I'm sorry you guys couldn't be there, but-- 894 00:39:07,875 --> 00:39:09,833 - Somehow, I don't get that you're sorry for that. 895 00:39:09,917 --> 00:39:11,667 [laughter] 896 00:39:11,750 --> 00:39:14,417 - So how has married life been? 897 00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:16,250 - It has been--I'm-- 898 00:39:16,333 --> 00:39:18,917 full transparency: so I'm an introvert. 899 00:39:19,042 --> 00:39:21,500 The older I've gotten, the more introverted I've gotten. 900 00:39:21,583 --> 00:39:23,625 He is a full-blown extrovert. - Yeah. 901 00:39:23,708 --> 00:39:25,083 - [chuckles] 902 00:39:25,167 --> 00:39:27,458 - So it really is a process that you 903 00:39:27,542 --> 00:39:29,042 can never prepare for. 904 00:39:29,125 --> 00:39:31,875 And I never imagined it being as difficult as it is. 905 00:39:31,958 --> 00:39:34,708 I--[sighs] 906 00:39:34,708 --> 00:39:37,333 Have been overwhelmed on so many occasions. 907 00:39:37,375 --> 00:39:39,333 I have sobbed on so many occasions. 908 00:39:39,417 --> 00:39:41,792 And he's like, here's a tissue, and how can I help? 909 00:39:41,917 --> 00:39:45,375 When he starts seeing me sort of shut down, 910 00:39:45,375 --> 00:39:47,500 he swoops in and saves the day. 911 00:39:47,625 --> 00:39:49,333 So I'm like, I can't talk anymore. 912 00:39:49,375 --> 00:39:50,708 And he's like, I can. And so-- 913 00:39:50,792 --> 00:39:52,208 [laughter] 914 00:39:52,292 --> 00:39:53,750 Which I know if-- y'all know that man. 915 00:39:53,833 --> 00:39:56,917 But we--so we took a few days apart. 916 00:39:57,042 --> 00:39:59,667 ♪ 917 00:39:59,750 --> 00:40:02,875 And Michael was wonderful every step of the way. 918 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:05,000 He just checked in to make sure everything was good. 919 00:40:05,083 --> 00:40:07,167 And I came back recharged. 920 00:40:07,250 --> 00:40:08,667 We got the animals. 921 00:40:08,708 --> 00:40:10,750 Everybody's living their best lives. 922 00:40:10,833 --> 00:40:14,250 - It is more so us recharging so that when we are together 923 00:40:14,375 --> 00:40:18,208 like we are now, we can fully be present, 924 00:40:18,292 --> 00:40:21,167 which we agree is healthy and important. 925 00:40:21,250 --> 00:40:22,583 - Yeah. - I love to hear that. 926 00:40:22,667 --> 00:40:23,792 - You've gotta fill your own cup, right? 927 00:40:23,875 --> 00:40:25,042 - It's amazing. - So you keep pouring. 928 00:40:25,125 --> 00:40:26,375 - Gotta fill your own cup. 929 00:40:26,458 --> 00:40:27,375 - In normal marriage. - In normal-- 930 00:40:27,375 --> 00:40:28,333 - Yeah. - Yeah. 931 00:40:28,375 --> 00:40:29,667 [all chuckle] - Yeah. 932 00:40:29,708 --> 00:40:31,083 - That's key for me and Paige. - Yeah. 933 00:40:31,167 --> 00:40:33,292 - And I would say it really helps that we're just 934 00:40:33,375 --> 00:40:35,417 naturally, like, really considerate people-- 935 00:40:35,500 --> 00:40:37,208 I mean, especially her. 936 00:40:37,208 --> 00:40:38,500 More--let's be real, more so than her. 937 00:40:38,625 --> 00:40:39,500 I'm not that considerate. - Oh, wow. 938 00:40:39,583 --> 00:40:41,167 - That's our Chloe. 939 00:40:41,292 --> 00:40:42,667 - I thought it was interesting-- 940 00:40:42,750 --> 00:40:44,167 Chloe moving home for the week, 941 00:40:44,250 --> 00:40:46,500 how much explaining and justifying 942 00:40:46,542 --> 00:40:48,167 Chloe had to do about it. 943 00:40:48,250 --> 00:40:50,375 'Cause they're also like, it's the puppy dog phase. 944 00:40:50,500 --> 00:40:52,000 Like, you don't really know each other. 945 00:40:52,042 --> 00:40:54,500 You haven't had those conflicts and everything. 946 00:40:54,542 --> 00:40:57,625 They both want everyone to feel okay, which is great. 947 00:40:57,625 --> 00:40:59,583 But at a certain point, like, you know, 948 00:40:59,667 --> 00:41:01,458 their true feelings will come out. 949 00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:02,667 And it's, how will those mesh? 950 00:41:02,750 --> 00:41:04,333 And that'll be the real test. 951 00:41:04,417 --> 00:41:07,458 - So is there anything you guys now are 952 00:41:07,458 --> 00:41:10,167 currently working on or working through? 953 00:41:10,292 --> 00:41:11,500 Because I'm sure every day is different 954 00:41:11,583 --> 00:41:13,667 and brings its own challenges. 955 00:41:13,833 --> 00:41:17,708 - Nothing has presented itself as a challenge at this point. 956 00:41:17,833 --> 00:41:19,667 But I feel like this is a stress test 957 00:41:19,750 --> 00:41:21,125 in a lot of ways, you know? 958 00:41:21,125 --> 00:41:22,083 We are-- - Totally. 959 00:41:22,167 --> 00:41:23,625 - Under pressure. 960 00:41:23,708 --> 00:41:26,042 So when it comes to navigating Michael 961 00:41:26,125 --> 00:41:27,833 not being at his best self, 962 00:41:27,917 --> 00:41:31,667 is there any advice you might throw my way? 963 00:41:31,792 --> 00:41:33,958 - I'd say, for him, just there's no such thing 964 00:41:34,042 --> 00:41:36,333 as overcommunication. 965 00:41:36,417 --> 00:41:38,542 So just if anything's on your mind at all, 966 00:41:38,625 --> 00:41:40,625 don't ever hold back and say, 967 00:41:40,625 --> 00:41:41,833 I don't know if now's the right time. 968 00:41:41,917 --> 00:41:44,667 He just came back. He's tired from the gym. 969 00:41:44,750 --> 00:41:46,542 Because I think he would sense that, 970 00:41:46,542 --> 00:41:48,333 and then maybe he could interpret, like, oh, 971 00:41:48,375 --> 00:41:50,000 is something wrong? - Yeah. 972 00:41:50,042 --> 00:41:53,500 - So just, you know, speaking your mind-- 973 00:41:53,542 --> 00:41:54,792 I'm sure you're already doing that, though. 974 00:41:54,875 --> 00:41:56,500 [chuckles] - We're trying. 975 00:41:56,583 --> 00:41:58,625 I've not always been a great communicator. 976 00:41:58,708 --> 00:42:03,042 So I've not been vulnerable in a really long time. 977 00:42:03,125 --> 00:42:05,375 I've had to be independent, self-sufficient, 978 00:42:05,458 --> 00:42:07,583 all of these things, right? - Yeah. 979 00:42:07,667 --> 00:42:12,542 - So this whole raw vulnerability is-- 980 00:42:12,625 --> 00:42:15,542 pushed me to my limits in a lot of ways. 981 00:42:15,625 --> 00:42:17,667 I get to that point where it's like, I've taken it, 982 00:42:17,750 --> 00:42:20,042 I've taken it, I've taken it, and now I can't take anymore, 983 00:42:20,125 --> 00:42:21,625 and I don't talk about it. 984 00:42:21,708 --> 00:42:23,375 So I took those few days. 985 00:42:23,500 --> 00:42:24,500 And I think-- 986 00:42:24,625 --> 00:42:26,542 I think we're better for it. 987 00:42:26,625 --> 00:42:29,625 - So when Chloe voiced to you that she needed 988 00:42:29,708 --> 00:42:32,125 some time away from you, 989 00:42:32,208 --> 00:42:35,375 did it give you any level of insecurity of maybe 990 00:42:35,458 --> 00:42:37,792 she doesn't want this for herself; 991 00:42:37,875 --> 00:42:41,667 maybe she's not really sure of what she wants for herself? 992 00:42:41,708 --> 00:42:43,167 - Mm-hmm. - Or was that too much? 993 00:42:43,250 --> 00:42:44,792 Am I too much? 994 00:42:44,875 --> 00:42:47,500 Like, did you--did any of those things, kind of-- 995 00:42:47,542 --> 00:42:49,000 - Pop in my mind? - Yes. 996 00:42:49,083 --> 00:42:50,500 - Like, I get it. 997 00:42:50,583 --> 00:42:52,167 Some people may say, well, that's weird. 998 00:42:52,250 --> 00:42:53,750 You guys just got married. 999 00:42:53,833 --> 00:42:55,792 You explored all these topics. 1000 00:42:55,875 --> 00:42:57,917 And she's gonna spend the next couple of days away from you. 1001 00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:00,042 - Thinking about it. - Like-- 1002 00:43:00,167 --> 00:43:01,875 - Have you checked in with your husband? 1003 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:04,500 - How can you not feel weird about that? 1004 00:43:04,583 --> 00:43:08,667 And my whole thing was that I trust, you know, 1005 00:43:08,708 --> 00:43:11,333 what we feel we need to do 1006 00:43:11,375 --> 00:43:14,917 to put our best foot forward in this relationship. 1007 00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:16,792 - You seem and sound very supportive. 1008 00:43:16,917 --> 00:43:18,000 - Mm-hmm. 1009 00:43:18,042 --> 00:43:19,792 - But what are some of the areas 1010 00:43:19,875 --> 00:43:22,167 that you feel like you already find some disagreement? 1011 00:43:22,208 --> 00:43:25,250 - You know, right now, we haven't encountered 1012 00:43:25,333 --> 00:43:27,125 an area where-- - What? 1013 00:43:27,208 --> 00:43:28,500 - Yeah. 1014 00:43:28,583 --> 00:43:31,125 But I think Chloe is so selfless 1015 00:43:31,208 --> 00:43:33,917 and is--always puts other people first, 1016 00:43:34,042 --> 00:43:37,500 and is always extremely mindful of how everyone around her 1017 00:43:37,542 --> 00:43:39,958 is feeling, which is extremely admirable. 1018 00:43:40,042 --> 00:43:43,167 But I don't want her to overextend herself 1019 00:43:43,292 --> 00:43:45,292 in those moments. 1020 00:43:45,375 --> 00:43:49,292 And I think the new variable is now we're also trying 1021 00:43:49,375 --> 00:43:51,167 to foster a relationship. 1022 00:43:51,208 --> 00:43:54,833 And it's about creating the best environment 1023 00:43:54,958 --> 00:43:58,333 for love to grow, and then leaning into that. 1024 00:43:58,375 --> 00:44:02,500 And I feel very confident about the level of effort 1025 00:44:02,542 --> 00:44:04,250 that we're both exerting for that. 1026 00:44:04,333 --> 00:44:08,792 - He's really, really good at de-escalating any situation. 1027 00:44:08,875 --> 00:44:11,167 He's one of the best I've ever met at that. 1028 00:44:11,250 --> 00:44:15,458 But I think he almost leans into that, like, 1029 00:44:15,542 --> 00:44:17,125 as his default setting. 1030 00:44:17,208 --> 00:44:18,792 And it's like, no, no, no. What do you really feel? 1031 00:44:18,875 --> 00:44:20,000 Like, it's okay. It doesn't have to be pretty. 1032 00:44:20,042 --> 00:44:21,583 It doesn't have to be well said. 1033 00:44:21,667 --> 00:44:23,333 What are you really feeling? 1034 00:44:23,417 --> 00:44:26,625 And you just kind of have to, like, don't let him only 1035 00:44:26,708 --> 00:44:30,583 show what he wants you to see. 1036 00:44:30,708 --> 00:44:32,667 Don't let him get away with not giving you that, 1037 00:44:32,750 --> 00:44:34,083 'cause it is really important. 1038 00:44:34,167 --> 00:44:35,583 - I think that's really helpful. 1039 00:44:35,708 --> 00:44:37,000 - Yeah, you've got to demand it. 1040 00:44:37,083 --> 00:44:39,167 - Okay, because I get that sense about Michael. 1041 00:44:39,208 --> 00:44:41,125 He just wants everyone to be comfortable. 1042 00:44:41,208 --> 00:44:42,625 - Mm-hmm. 1043 00:44:42,708 --> 00:44:44,708 - Unfortunately, Michael and I are both 1044 00:44:44,792 --> 00:44:46,625 people-pleasers to the max. 1045 00:44:46,708 --> 00:44:49,833 And I didn't know that about Michael until tonight. 1046 00:44:49,917 --> 00:44:52,667 But the strongest marriages have healthy conflict. 1047 00:44:52,708 --> 00:44:54,958 And Michael being a de-escalator is 1048 00:44:55,042 --> 00:44:57,500 great in the short-term. 1049 00:44:57,583 --> 00:44:59,125 It is not healthy in the long-term. 1050 00:44:59,208 --> 00:45:01,500 So the more he feels the need to de-escalate, 1051 00:45:01,583 --> 00:45:03,833 the less we're going to have the healthy conflict needed 1052 00:45:03,917 --> 00:45:05,750 to have a healthy marriage. 1053 00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:10,292 And so Michael and I have to be more authentic 1054 00:45:10,375 --> 00:45:12,500 than we have ever been before 1055 00:45:12,583 --> 00:45:16,292 if we are ever going to be happy. 1056 00:45:16,375 --> 00:45:19,042 I appreciate hearing you say that, 'cause I am going 1057 00:45:19,125 --> 00:45:20,917 to dig in a little bit deeper. 1058 00:45:21,042 --> 00:45:22,625 - Yeah, don't let them get away with that [bleep]. 1059 00:45:22,708 --> 00:45:24,333 - I'm not gonna let him get away with it. 1060 00:45:24,375 --> 00:45:26,792 ♪ 1061 00:45:30,667 --> 00:45:32,500 [melancholy music] 1062 00:45:32,500 --> 00:45:35,625 ♪ 1063 00:45:35,708 --> 00:45:37,333 - Hello. - Hello. 1064 00:45:37,417 --> 00:45:39,167 Hi, honey. - Hi, Mom. 1065 00:45:39,208 --> 00:45:40,625 - How are you? - Good. How are you? 1066 00:45:40,708 --> 00:45:42,167 - Good. 1067 00:45:42,250 --> 00:45:45,000 ♪ 1068 00:45:45,125 --> 00:45:47,167 - What's up? 1069 00:45:47,250 --> 00:45:48,667 - Hey, buddy. 1070 00:45:48,667 --> 00:45:50,833 ♪ 1071 00:45:50,958 --> 00:45:52,458 You all right? - Yeah. 1072 00:45:52,542 --> 00:45:53,833 - Good. - How are you doing? 1073 00:45:53,875 --> 00:45:55,542 - All right. - Good. 1074 00:45:55,625 --> 00:45:56,667 - How are you doing? 1075 00:45:56,792 --> 00:45:59,000 - Okay. How are you? 1076 00:45:59,083 --> 00:46:02,500 - I mean, a lot has happened. 1077 00:46:02,583 --> 00:46:04,292 Like, I feel like I've just been 1078 00:46:04,292 --> 00:46:06,458 on an emotional--like, an emotional roller coaster, 1079 00:46:06,542 --> 00:46:08,000 like, every single day. 1080 00:46:08,125 --> 00:46:10,333 - You look great for someone who's been 1081 00:46:10,375 --> 00:46:12,167 in and out of the hospital last two, three weeks. 1082 00:46:12,208 --> 00:46:14,333 - Yeah, so it's a bit of a weird situation 1083 00:46:14,458 --> 00:46:18,250 because people our age can, like, develop 1084 00:46:18,333 --> 00:46:20,000 a thing called atrial fibrillation. 1085 00:46:20,042 --> 00:46:21,458 - Yep. 1086 00:46:21,542 --> 00:46:25,250 - But there's a rarer version called atrial flutter. 1087 00:46:25,375 --> 00:46:28,083 So that's what I have been experiencing. 1088 00:46:28,208 --> 00:46:31,333 And it's like part of your heart 1089 00:46:31,417 --> 00:46:33,833 is beating three to four times for every single beat. 1090 00:46:33,917 --> 00:46:35,500 - Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. 1091 00:46:35,500 --> 00:46:38,208 - So it literally feels like you're suffocating, 1092 00:46:38,333 --> 00:46:40,500 but in your heart. So-- 1093 00:46:40,583 --> 00:46:42,083 - Okay. 1094 00:46:42,167 --> 00:46:43,917 - It's like the chances of me mountain biking 1095 00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:47,375 this year are zero, basically. - Wow. 1096 00:46:47,458 --> 00:46:50,750 - Yeah, just a life adjustment is the-- 1097 00:46:50,833 --> 00:46:52,292 - For the time being? 1098 00:46:52,375 --> 00:46:53,875 - Yeah. - Damn, man. 1099 00:46:53,958 --> 00:46:55,833 That sucks. I'm sorry, man. 1100 00:46:55,917 --> 00:46:59,333 - Yeah, but you know, I'm not dead yet, so... 1101 00:46:59,417 --> 00:47:02,250 - How's--how's Clare been through all this? 1102 00:47:02,333 --> 00:47:04,000 Like, has she been supportive? - Yeah. 1103 00:47:04,042 --> 00:47:07,167 I mean, I think she's been good. 1104 00:47:07,250 --> 00:47:09,000 There's not really much to support. 1105 00:47:09,083 --> 00:47:09,917 - Yeah. 1106 00:47:10,042 --> 00:47:11,833 - You know, it's either I'm-- 1107 00:47:11,917 --> 00:47:14,875 I'm doing nothing or I'm in hospital. 1108 00:47:14,958 --> 00:47:19,333 It's not like I have a wound that needs ongoing upkeep. 1109 00:47:19,458 --> 00:47:20,875 ♪ 1110 00:47:20,958 --> 00:47:23,292 - It's just hard because, you know me. 1111 00:47:23,375 --> 00:47:25,708 Like, I want to be there for people that are struggling 1112 00:47:25,792 --> 00:47:29,833 or that need help, and he doesn't necessarily 1113 00:47:29,875 --> 00:47:31,333 want that right now from me. 1114 00:47:31,375 --> 00:47:33,667 - You know, when I had cancer-- - Mm-hmm. 1115 00:47:33,750 --> 00:47:36,000 - You tend to isolate, you know? 1116 00:47:36,042 --> 00:47:38,417 It's like people in your life want 1117 00:47:38,542 --> 00:47:40,000 to be there for you, but it's-- 1118 00:47:40,042 --> 00:47:41,667 I can understand his wanting to just-- 1119 00:47:41,792 --> 00:47:43,792 - Yeah. - You know, 1120 00:47:43,875 --> 00:47:45,375 like a habit. 1121 00:47:45,458 --> 00:47:50,458 - Right, it's just hard to know what to do. 1122 00:47:50,542 --> 00:47:51,667 - For Clare, it's weird. 1123 00:47:51,792 --> 00:47:53,125 It's different, right? 1124 00:47:53,208 --> 00:47:54,667 Because like, she's been off doing 1125 00:47:54,750 --> 00:47:56,208 all these things without me. 1126 00:47:56,333 --> 00:48:00,583 And she spent a lot of time talking about me and her, 1127 00:48:00,667 --> 00:48:04,167 like with you and Emily and everybody. 1128 00:48:04,250 --> 00:48:07,625 So she's growing and maturing in her feelings, right? 1129 00:48:07,708 --> 00:48:09,792 And so every time we touch base, 1130 00:48:09,917 --> 00:48:12,000 she wants to see, oh, how I've changed 1131 00:48:12,083 --> 00:48:14,375 and how I've matured with my feelings towards her. 1132 00:48:14,500 --> 00:48:17,000 But like, it's not something that has been maturing 1133 00:48:17,083 --> 00:48:18,792 or progressing for me. - Yeah. 1134 00:48:18,875 --> 00:48:20,000 - I think that's hard for her, you know? 1135 00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:21,333 And I can totally see why. 1136 00:48:21,375 --> 00:48:22,958 - Yeah, of course. 1137 00:48:23,042 --> 00:48:26,500 Do you think she's trying to, like, get you back 1138 00:48:26,583 --> 00:48:30,000 or try to reconcile things, 1139 00:48:30,083 --> 00:48:31,958 or, you know, get the marriage back? 1140 00:48:32,042 --> 00:48:33,792 - I don't know. 1141 00:48:33,875 --> 00:48:38,458 She's coming at things from the angle of, 1142 00:48:38,542 --> 00:48:40,333 well, there wasn't like-- 1143 00:48:40,375 --> 00:48:42,333 there wasn't maybe the attraction. 1144 00:48:42,375 --> 00:48:44,167 And that was something that I think 1145 00:48:44,250 --> 00:48:45,667 we struggled with, like, early on. 1146 00:48:45,708 --> 00:48:47,583 And... 1147 00:48:47,708 --> 00:48:50,250 ♪ 1148 00:48:50,250 --> 00:48:51,875 - Yeah, take your time. Take your time. 1149 00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:53,750 - It's just I can't talk for long periods of time. 1150 00:48:53,833 --> 00:48:55,375 - Take a sec. 1151 00:48:55,458 --> 00:48:56,917 ♪ 1152 00:48:57,000 --> 00:48:59,125 - Just give me, like, a minute. 1153 00:48:59,208 --> 00:49:00,667 - Take your time, bud. 1154 00:49:00,708 --> 00:49:04,000 ♪ 1155 00:49:04,042 --> 00:49:06,667 - From my perspective, I couldn't make it work. 1156 00:49:06,708 --> 00:49:11,833 And I was feeling quite a lot of emotional stress. 1157 00:49:11,875 --> 00:49:12,875 Maybe it's the reason I'm struggling 1158 00:49:12,958 --> 00:49:14,500 to breathe right now. 1159 00:49:14,583 --> 00:49:19,208 I kind of had just this crumbling sand castle 1160 00:49:19,333 --> 00:49:21,333 that I couldn't put back together. 1161 00:49:21,375 --> 00:49:23,083 And trying to put it back together 1162 00:49:23,167 --> 00:49:25,333 was just causing me more pain. 1163 00:49:25,458 --> 00:49:27,000 - Yeah. 1164 00:49:27,042 --> 00:49:28,792 - From my perspective, I think the hard thing 1165 00:49:28,875 --> 00:49:30,708 for Clare and I is-- 1166 00:49:30,792 --> 00:49:32,167 I've said this to her. 1167 00:49:32,250 --> 00:49:35,000 I'm like, you keep saying how sad you are 1168 00:49:35,083 --> 00:49:36,833 and how emotional this whole thing makes you. 1169 00:49:36,875 --> 00:49:38,458 And that confuses me. 1170 00:49:38,542 --> 00:49:41,250 I'll say, hey, like, I'm moving out, because, 1171 00:49:41,333 --> 00:49:42,958 you know, it's something that we've talked about. 1172 00:49:43,042 --> 00:49:44,042 And then she'll get emotional. 1173 00:49:44,167 --> 00:49:45,833 And then it will be like I'm-- 1174 00:49:45,917 --> 00:49:47,167 I'll get confused if she's emotional 1175 00:49:47,208 --> 00:49:48,667 because she doesn't want me to leave, 1176 00:49:48,708 --> 00:49:49,792 or if she's just being emotional 1177 00:49:49,875 --> 00:49:51,208 because it's a big moment. 1178 00:49:51,292 --> 00:49:54,667 And I think Decision Day is going to be, like-- 1179 00:49:54,750 --> 00:49:57,292 I think it's going to be an emotional moment for her. 1180 00:49:57,375 --> 00:50:00,625 So I don't know how that whole thing is going to go down. 1181 00:50:00,708 --> 00:50:02,333 ♪ 1182 00:50:02,375 --> 00:50:03,792 - There's been sad moments. 1183 00:50:03,875 --> 00:50:05,208 And there's been really hard moments. 1184 00:50:05,292 --> 00:50:07,375 But looking back, it's like, 1185 00:50:07,458 --> 00:50:09,250 I've met this amazing human being. 1186 00:50:09,333 --> 00:50:11,833 He's so kind, unbelievably smart. 1187 00:50:11,958 --> 00:50:13,750 I respect him so much. 1188 00:50:13,833 --> 00:50:16,417 The way he challenges me, it causes me to think 1189 00:50:16,500 --> 00:50:18,417 all the time, which I love, you know? 1190 00:50:18,542 --> 00:50:19,875 Or he can call me out 1191 00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:21,458 on my [bleep] sometimes. - Oh, yeah. 1192 00:50:21,542 --> 00:50:23,000 - I want somebody who can do that. 1193 00:50:23,083 --> 00:50:24,167 - I really liked him at the wedding. 1194 00:50:24,208 --> 00:50:25,542 I felt very hopeful. I know you did too. 1195 00:50:25,625 --> 00:50:26,917 You liked him. - Mm-hmm. 1196 00:50:27,000 --> 00:50:28,542 Oh, I love him as a person. 1197 00:50:28,667 --> 00:50:30,250 He is the greatest. 1198 00:50:30,375 --> 00:50:32,125 That has not changed at all through this process. 1199 00:50:32,208 --> 00:50:34,542 It's just the fact that we were not-- 1200 00:50:34,625 --> 00:50:37,125 I don't believe that "husband and wife" is 1201 00:50:37,208 --> 00:50:38,750 the correct title for our relationship. 1202 00:50:38,833 --> 00:50:40,333 - Right. 1203 00:50:40,375 --> 00:50:42,000 - And it just makes me sad because, you know, 1204 00:50:42,083 --> 00:50:45,542 he is such a beautiful person. 1205 00:50:45,542 --> 00:50:48,250 ♪ 1206 00:50:48,333 --> 00:50:50,792 - I just need to make sure that I really understand 1207 00:50:50,875 --> 00:50:52,333 what she's trying to say. 1208 00:50:52,458 --> 00:50:55,875 Because--because if she says that she wants 1209 00:50:55,958 --> 00:50:58,167 to stay together, I'm going to stay together 1210 00:50:58,292 --> 00:51:00,792 with her on Decision Day. 1211 00:51:00,875 --> 00:51:04,000 Like, I'm not I'm not going to, like, leave her out to dry. 1212 00:51:04,042 --> 00:51:05,500 We're doing this together. 1213 00:51:05,625 --> 00:51:07,125 - Right. 1214 00:51:07,208 --> 00:51:10,542 I think making sure that she feels comfortable enough 1215 00:51:10,667 --> 00:51:13,500 to express herself of what she's feeling in that moment 1216 00:51:13,583 --> 00:51:16,208 so that there's no confusion-- that will, I think, 1217 00:51:16,375 --> 00:51:17,958 help the whole situation. 1218 00:51:18,042 --> 00:51:20,250 - Yeah, I agree. 1219 00:51:20,375 --> 00:51:23,458 - ♪ The only missing piece of me is you ♪ 1220 00:51:27,500 --> 00:51:28,417 - ♪ Yeah 1221 00:51:28,875 --> 00:51:32,250 - ♪ There have been others who've come here before ♪ 1222 00:51:32,375 --> 00:51:35,125 ♪ So many, too many to ignore ♪ 1223 00:51:35,208 --> 00:51:36,833 - So this is my other home right here. 1224 00:51:36,875 --> 00:51:38,042 - Holy smokes. 1225 00:51:38,125 --> 00:51:39,208 - And this is my guy, Kenny. 1226 00:51:39,292 --> 00:51:40,417 This is his gym. - Hey, Kenny. 1227 00:51:40,500 --> 00:51:41,958 - Kenny, this is my wife, Chloe. 1228 00:51:42,042 --> 00:51:43,292 - Hey, Chloe. Nice to meet you. 1229 00:51:43,375 --> 00:51:44,833 - It's nice to meet you. - Good to see you finally. 1230 00:51:44,875 --> 00:51:46,500 - Thank you for having us. Holy cow. 1231 00:51:46,625 --> 00:51:47,875 - Nice seeing you again, sir. - Good to see you. 1232 00:51:47,958 --> 00:51:49,250 - Yeah, man. 1233 00:51:49,333 --> 00:51:50,542 - I wasn't scared until I got down here. 1234 00:51:50,625 --> 00:51:52,250 - Yeah. Well, let's go head over there. 1235 00:51:52,333 --> 00:51:53,958 - I feel like I need to put my hair up. 1236 00:51:54,042 --> 00:51:55,208 - Yeah, we'll wrap you up. - [laughs] 1237 00:51:55,292 --> 00:51:57,000 - ♪ Here we go, here we go 1238 00:51:57,042 --> 00:51:59,833 ♪ 1239 00:51:59,958 --> 00:52:02,000 - So we'll start with the feet first. 1240 00:52:02,042 --> 00:52:03,250 So what you're going to want to do-- 1241 00:52:03,333 --> 00:52:05,125 imagine your toe-- if we had a clock, 1242 00:52:05,208 --> 00:52:06,667 point your toe at 1:00. 1243 00:52:06,708 --> 00:52:09,333 And then your back foot will be at 3:00. 1244 00:52:09,417 --> 00:52:10,833 So what I want you to get used to 1245 00:52:10,875 --> 00:52:12,000 is everything being in the hips. 1246 00:52:12,042 --> 00:52:13,333 - Okay. 1247 00:52:13,417 --> 00:52:15,167 - So any time this arm is firing, 1248 00:52:15,250 --> 00:52:16,500 something's going to happen with this hip here. 1249 00:52:16,625 --> 00:52:18,083 - Okay. 1250 00:52:18,208 --> 00:52:19,333 - When this arm is firing, something's going 1251 00:52:19,333 --> 00:52:21,417 to happen with this hip here. - Got it. 1252 00:52:21,542 --> 00:52:24,167 - So the most basic punch is the jab. 1253 00:52:24,208 --> 00:52:25,333 - Okay. - Okay? 1254 00:52:25,375 --> 00:52:27,458 I want boom, okay? 1255 00:52:27,542 --> 00:52:29,917 Just imagine that-- imagine that pulling, boom. 1256 00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,792 - Okay. - Okay? Boom. 1257 00:52:32,875 --> 00:52:35,000 Now we're going to do the first power punch, which is the two. 1258 00:52:35,083 --> 00:52:36,542 This is the one. The jab is the one. 1259 00:52:36,625 --> 00:52:38,375 - That's the one-two. - This is the two, yep. 1260 00:52:38,500 --> 00:52:39,375 - Got it. 1261 00:52:39,500 --> 00:52:41,583 - One, two, boom. There you go. 1262 00:52:41,667 --> 00:52:44,167 I'm really enjoying seeing Chloe participate in boxing. 1263 00:52:44,208 --> 00:52:46,625 You know, number one, she's doing a great job. 1264 00:52:46,625 --> 00:52:49,625 So proper form, seeing her engage in my sport, 1265 00:52:49,708 --> 00:52:51,375 it definitely, you know, 1266 00:52:51,458 --> 00:52:53,250 heightens my attraction to her. 1267 00:52:53,333 --> 00:52:54,375 - ♪ I'm feeling so alive 1268 00:52:54,375 --> 00:52:55,500 ♪ Think I feel reborn 1269 00:52:55,542 --> 00:52:56,667 - There you go. 1270 00:52:56,708 --> 00:52:58,250 ♪ 1271 00:52:58,333 --> 00:53:00,708 - ♪ Well, it's the rebirth 1272 00:53:00,792 --> 00:53:02,083 ♪ Well, it's the rebirth 1273 00:53:02,167 --> 00:53:03,000 ♪ Everything is coming strong ♪ 1274 00:53:03,083 --> 00:53:04,333 - There you go. 1275 00:53:04,375 --> 00:53:07,000 - Major turn-on watching my husband be 1276 00:53:07,125 --> 00:53:09,167 so sexy out in that ring. 1277 00:53:09,208 --> 00:53:11,042 - ♪ We gon' bring it on 1278 00:53:11,042 --> 00:53:15,083 ♪ 1279 00:53:15,167 --> 00:53:16,708 - Jesus. 1280 00:53:16,833 --> 00:53:19,583 - [grunting] 1281 00:53:19,667 --> 00:53:23,083 - I knew he was athletic and strong and boxer, 1282 00:53:23,167 --> 00:53:25,083 but I didn't know what I was gonna see, 1283 00:53:25,208 --> 00:53:27,500 and, holy cow, it's great. 1284 00:53:27,542 --> 00:53:29,000 Jesus, Lord. 1285 00:53:29,167 --> 00:53:30,708 You made my heart race. 1286 00:53:30,792 --> 00:53:32,708 - He looks good, doesn't he? - Really good. 1287 00:53:32,833 --> 00:53:33,875 - [chuckles] 1288 00:53:34,000 --> 00:53:35,167 - You're very powerful. 1289 00:53:35,250 --> 00:53:37,042 You got some strong-ass arms. 1290 00:53:37,125 --> 00:53:38,292 [chuckles] - It's right here. 1291 00:53:38,375 --> 00:53:39,625 It's all-- - It's all-- 1292 00:53:39,708 --> 00:53:41,167 - It's all in the hips. You know what this. 1293 00:53:41,208 --> 00:53:42,667 - Oh, he's gyrating again. Somebody help. 1294 00:53:42,792 --> 00:53:44,792 - You know what this is. It's all in the hips. 1295 00:53:44,875 --> 00:53:47,833 But I'm glad you participated in this with me. 1296 00:53:47,917 --> 00:53:49,583 I know it could be-- 1297 00:53:49,708 --> 00:53:51,625 I know it could be intimidating coming into a spot like this. 1298 00:53:51,708 --> 00:53:54,042 - This is not my average kickboxing class, 1299 00:53:54,042 --> 00:53:55,500 let me tell you. - Sure. 1300 00:53:55,583 --> 00:53:58,917 - No, I think it's pretty special, actually. 1301 00:53:59,000 --> 00:54:01,750 It's got to provide a lot more respect for yourself 1302 00:54:01,833 --> 00:54:04,208 as well, 'cause look at what your body is capable of doing. 1303 00:54:04,292 --> 00:54:06,042 - I feel like it just helps bring a sense of-- 1304 00:54:06,125 --> 00:54:08,500 a sense of balance in my life. 1305 00:54:08,542 --> 00:54:11,125 Like, obviously the physical exertion is one element. 1306 00:54:11,208 --> 00:54:12,667 And I think there's just a ton of positives 1307 00:54:12,750 --> 00:54:16,208 from a mental, emotional, and psyche standpoint, so... 1308 00:54:16,292 --> 00:54:18,958 - Thank you for showing me this part of your world. 1309 00:54:19,042 --> 00:54:24,292 So I--it's funny, because after our housewarming party, 1310 00:54:24,375 --> 00:54:25,833 I completely forgot to talk to you 1311 00:54:25,958 --> 00:54:29,167 about something that really resonated with me 1312 00:54:29,250 --> 00:54:31,292 that Paige and Evrim shared. - Sure. 1313 00:54:31,375 --> 00:54:32,833 - So I thought this would be a good place, 1314 00:54:32,958 --> 00:54:34,833 now that we're both feeling in our power. 1315 00:54:34,917 --> 00:54:37,458 [laughs] 1316 00:54:37,583 --> 00:54:39,000 They said you were a bit of a people-pleaser. 1317 00:54:39,042 --> 00:54:40,583 - Mm. 1318 00:54:40,667 --> 00:54:44,667 - Yeah, which I thought was kind of interesting, 1319 00:54:44,708 --> 00:54:47,083 'cause you know that I'm a recovering people-pleaser. 1320 00:54:47,167 --> 00:54:48,417 - Yeah. - And they said that 1321 00:54:48,542 --> 00:54:51,375 you would never, ever, ever admit to it. 1322 00:54:51,500 --> 00:54:54,542 But I need to dig in a little harder 1323 00:54:54,625 --> 00:54:57,000 whenever you are feeling a sort of way. 1324 00:54:57,083 --> 00:54:58,417 - Sure. 1325 00:54:58,417 --> 00:55:01,833 - So I just kind of wanted to talk through 1326 00:55:01,958 --> 00:55:04,667 what you need from me. 1327 00:55:04,750 --> 00:55:08,542 The past couple of weeks, you've had to be the rock 1328 00:55:08,625 --> 00:55:11,292 on more than one occasion. - Mm-hmm. 1329 00:55:11,375 --> 00:55:13,208 - More than five occasions. - [chuckles] 1330 00:55:13,292 --> 00:55:15,167 - And that's not fair to you. 1331 00:55:15,167 --> 00:55:18,292 So me trying to be a better communicator, 1332 00:55:18,375 --> 00:55:20,875 trying to be a better partner-- - Mm-hmm. 1333 00:55:20,875 --> 00:55:24,625 - I want you to be, like, "You gotta chill, wife." 1334 00:55:24,708 --> 00:55:26,500 Chill out. 1335 00:55:26,583 --> 00:55:29,833 - I would--even though they said that I would deny it, 1336 00:55:29,875 --> 00:55:31,583 I won't fully deny it. 1337 00:55:31,583 --> 00:55:33,333 I do have elements of that. 1338 00:55:33,458 --> 00:55:35,333 I think I don't realize it when it's happening. 1339 00:55:35,417 --> 00:55:37,833 I mean, honestly, up to this point, 1340 00:55:37,958 --> 00:55:40,750 I haven't felt like any of that slack that I've had to pick up 1341 00:55:40,875 --> 00:55:42,292 was beyond my capacity. 1342 00:55:42,375 --> 00:55:44,083 - Yeah. 1343 00:55:44,167 --> 00:55:46,000 - But to your point, if I do start to feel that way, 1344 00:55:46,083 --> 00:55:48,750 I'll try to be mindful of communicating that with you 1345 00:55:48,875 --> 00:55:50,542 so that we could step back and kind of 1346 00:55:50,625 --> 00:55:52,167 figure out what we need to do. 1347 00:55:52,250 --> 00:55:54,208 Or maybe we just need to step back, right? 1348 00:55:54,292 --> 00:55:58,167 Take a moment, pause, kind of just 1349 00:55:58,250 --> 00:56:00,875 get our mentals aligned, and that's it. 1350 00:56:00,958 --> 00:56:02,250 - Oh, yeah, 'cause I think 1351 00:56:02,375 --> 00:56:06,083 we could run a risk of being so hyper-focused 1352 00:56:06,167 --> 00:56:07,750 on trying to make each other happy 1353 00:56:07,833 --> 00:56:10,333 that we're not actually focused on our needs. 1354 00:56:10,417 --> 00:56:13,417 And that can be-- that can be scary. 1355 00:56:13,542 --> 00:56:15,167 - I agree with that. 1356 00:56:15,292 --> 00:56:16,875 - ♪ Oh, you are my, you are my life ♪ 1357 00:56:20,958 --> 00:56:23,042 [upbeat music] 1358 00:56:23,042 --> 00:56:25,208 ♪ 1359 00:56:25,292 --> 00:56:26,375 - Brennan, you ready? 1360 00:56:26,458 --> 00:56:27,625 - Yeah, let's do this. 1361 00:56:29,292 --> 00:56:30,833 Hi, guys. - Hello. 1362 00:56:30,958 --> 00:56:32,167 - Hey. - Hi. 1363 00:56:32,208 --> 00:56:33,333 - Hello. 1364 00:56:33,417 --> 00:56:35,250 - Well, hi. 1365 00:56:35,333 --> 00:56:38,083 We've been worried about you. 1366 00:56:38,167 --> 00:56:40,375 And, Emily, I have to say, 1367 00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:42,167 oh, some of the pictures I saw of your wounds 1368 00:56:42,250 --> 00:56:44,500 were just so frightening. 1369 00:56:44,583 --> 00:56:45,958 How are you doing? 1370 00:56:46,042 --> 00:56:48,417 - I'm doing a lot better. 1371 00:56:48,542 --> 00:56:50,500 I guess I'm a fast healer. 1372 00:56:50,583 --> 00:56:52,667 I think between sleep, eating a lot-- 1373 00:56:52,750 --> 00:56:55,375 a lot of people sent me, like, a nice amount of food-- 1374 00:56:55,458 --> 00:56:58,042 I'm on the road to recovery, yeah. 1375 00:56:58,208 --> 00:56:59,583 - That's great news. 1376 00:56:59,667 --> 00:57:02,542 - Yeah, because you look incredible. 1377 00:57:02,625 --> 00:57:05,458 But how are you--how are you doing on the inside? 1378 00:57:05,542 --> 00:57:07,250 Are you okay? How are you dealing with it? 1379 00:57:07,375 --> 00:57:09,250 Are you still in shock? Or-- 1380 00:57:09,333 --> 00:57:11,000 - I don't know if I was ever in shock. 1381 00:57:11,042 --> 00:57:12,875 I just feel like, obviously, it was traumatic. 1382 00:57:12,958 --> 00:57:16,167 But I'm just so thankful that I'm alive. 1383 00:57:16,250 --> 00:57:18,250 - [laughs] - Yeah. 1384 00:57:18,375 --> 00:57:19,667 Honestly, I feel like it just 1385 00:57:19,750 --> 00:57:21,958 kind of put things into perspective. 1386 00:57:22,042 --> 00:57:24,333 It was a good week for us just to, like, 1387 00:57:24,417 --> 00:57:26,042 spend time with each other. 1388 00:57:26,125 --> 00:57:27,583 Because like, life's too short. 1389 00:57:27,667 --> 00:57:29,417 - I'm very impressed at the way that you're 1390 00:57:29,500 --> 00:57:31,042 handling this, Emily. 1391 00:57:31,125 --> 00:57:32,667 Like, when I saw the photos, I was like, oh, my gosh! 1392 00:57:32,708 --> 00:57:34,208 Like, how did this girl just, like, 1393 00:57:34,333 --> 00:57:35,958 have a smile on her face? 1394 00:57:36,042 --> 00:57:38,167 Like, how is she still participating in anything? 1395 00:57:38,292 --> 00:57:41,750 I think it really just speaks to your character. 1396 00:57:41,833 --> 00:57:43,708 And I want to hear a little bit more 1397 00:57:43,708 --> 00:57:45,625 from you, too, Brennan, of what this was like for you. 1398 00:57:45,708 --> 00:57:47,042 Because of course, this was 1399 00:57:47,125 --> 00:57:48,625 a traumatic experience for you, Emily. 1400 00:57:48,708 --> 00:57:50,500 But also, like, the vicarious trauma 1401 00:57:50,583 --> 00:57:53,167 of watching this happen to your wife, I can't imagine. 1402 00:57:53,250 --> 00:57:54,542 - Yeah. 1403 00:57:54,625 --> 00:57:56,375 No, it was definitely a lot, you know, 1404 00:57:56,375 --> 00:57:58,250 seeing someone you care about, you know, 1405 00:57:58,333 --> 00:58:00,042 with her head cut open. 1406 00:58:00,125 --> 00:58:02,042 And I kind of just went into fight-or-flight mode 1407 00:58:02,125 --> 00:58:05,333 to just help her the best way I could, you know, 1408 00:58:05,458 --> 00:58:07,292 until the paramedics could get there. 1409 00:58:07,375 --> 00:58:08,917 - It was scary there for a sec. 1410 00:58:09,042 --> 00:58:10,792 I was like, I really didn't know if I was going to live. 1411 00:58:10,875 --> 00:58:12,750 I'd never experienced that much blood in my life. 1412 00:58:12,833 --> 00:58:14,417 I was like, am I going to be okay? 1413 00:58:14,500 --> 00:58:15,875 And he's like, "You're going to be fine. 1414 00:58:15,875 --> 00:58:17,000 Just trust me," 1415 00:58:17,042 --> 00:58:19,292 as blood's, like, squirting all over us. 1416 00:58:19,375 --> 00:58:20,500 I don't know. I'm just, like-- 1417 00:58:20,583 --> 00:58:22,542 was so happy he was there. 1418 00:58:22,625 --> 00:58:25,125 And he doesn't even do well with blood, but, like, 1419 00:58:25,250 --> 00:58:28,042 he really pulled it together. 1420 00:58:28,125 --> 00:58:30,292 - It sounds like the two of you have seen 1421 00:58:30,375 --> 00:58:32,042 some new things in each other. 1422 00:58:32,125 --> 00:58:33,667 What do you think you've learned about each other, 1423 00:58:33,708 --> 00:58:36,458 and maybe yourself, from this very scary, 1424 00:58:36,542 --> 00:58:38,708 difficult experience? 1425 00:58:38,792 --> 00:58:42,750 - It really did bring us closer together in a new way. 1426 00:58:44,375 --> 00:58:45,792 Because before, you know, we were talking 1427 00:58:45,875 --> 00:58:47,500 about being friends and everything, 1428 00:58:47,625 --> 00:58:49,000 but those are just words. 1429 00:58:49,083 --> 00:58:50,833 You know, actions speak louder than words. 1430 00:58:50,917 --> 00:58:53,750 So to actually be there for one another-- 1431 00:58:53,833 --> 00:58:56,917 'cause she's been there for me, you know, 1432 00:58:57,042 --> 00:58:58,792 as much as I've been there for her. 1433 00:58:58,792 --> 00:59:00,833 So I think just us supporting each other 1434 00:59:00,875 --> 00:59:03,792 and, you know, being there for one another has just 1435 00:59:03,875 --> 00:59:06,167 really grown our relationship. 1436 00:59:06,250 --> 00:59:08,667 - You know, it-- 1437 00:59:08,750 --> 00:59:10,500 when we put couples together, 1438 00:59:10,583 --> 00:59:14,167 we hope that they'll just have all this passion 1439 00:59:14,250 --> 00:59:16,625 and all this attraction, 1440 00:59:16,708 --> 00:59:19,042 and just, you know, fall all over each other. 1441 00:59:19,125 --> 00:59:22,333 But one thing that we also hope is that 1442 00:59:22,333 --> 00:59:25,375 people really see the value 1443 00:59:25,458 --> 00:59:28,167 in forming great relationships, 1444 00:59:28,250 --> 00:59:31,833 and learn, you know, what you need in a relationship 1445 00:59:31,875 --> 00:59:34,542 and how to care for one another. 1446 00:59:34,625 --> 00:59:36,625 And I think you guys have seen that. 1447 00:59:36,708 --> 00:59:38,750 This is something that's going to bond you guys 1448 00:59:38,750 --> 00:59:40,792 for a very long time. 1449 00:59:40,875 --> 00:59:42,500 - It just made me think about, you know, we were talking 1450 00:59:42,583 --> 00:59:44,000 about trust and intimacy. 1451 00:59:44,083 --> 00:59:46,667 Wow, how much trust must you have had in Brennan 1452 00:59:46,708 --> 00:59:48,333 in those moments, right? 1453 00:59:48,417 --> 00:59:50,167 And he's seen you at probably the most vulnerable 1454 00:59:50,208 --> 00:59:52,000 that you've been with someone that you've known 1455 00:59:52,083 --> 00:59:53,708 for such a short amount of time. 1456 00:59:53,792 --> 00:59:54,917 And it makes me think about just, like, 1457 00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:56,542 that "through thick and thin." 1458 00:59:56,625 --> 00:59:58,458 It speaks to how-- it sounds like, you know, 1459 00:59:58,542 --> 01:00:00,083 Brennan, no matter how much traumatic it was for you, 1460 01:00:00,167 --> 01:00:01,333 how much you didn't like blood, 1461 01:00:01,417 --> 01:00:03,000 you sprung into action. 1462 01:00:03,083 --> 01:00:04,667 And you knew that you needed to be there for her. 1463 01:00:04,708 --> 01:00:06,458 And I think that that's just really beautiful. 1464 01:00:06,542 --> 01:00:08,167 And I hope that this is something that 1465 01:00:08,250 --> 01:00:11,292 you all can continue to-- to grow and foster. 1466 01:00:11,375 --> 01:00:13,000 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1467 01:00:13,042 --> 01:00:16,417 And, like, I can't express enough-- 1468 01:00:16,500 --> 01:00:18,792 Like, I might start-- 1469 01:00:18,875 --> 01:00:20,500 I cried yesterday saying this too. 1470 01:00:20,542 --> 01:00:22,750 But like, you've just been so amazing. 1471 01:00:22,833 --> 01:00:24,708 And it just has meant so much to me 1472 01:00:24,833 --> 01:00:26,625 that he's been here for me. 1473 01:00:26,708 --> 01:00:28,708 And, like, it just kind of felt like we were 1474 01:00:28,833 --> 01:00:31,542 back to when everything was, 1475 01:00:31,625 --> 01:00:34,000 like, really good between us. 1476 01:00:34,042 --> 01:00:38,583 So I think it just really shook us both a little bit. 1477 01:00:38,667 --> 01:00:42,917 And I'm hoping we can keep this moving forward. 1478 01:00:43,042 --> 01:00:44,917 - Absolutely. 1479 01:00:45,000 --> 01:00:50,042 - This accident really changed our relationship. 1480 01:00:50,125 --> 01:00:52,000 As the days and the week goes on, 1481 01:00:52,083 --> 01:00:55,833 I'm definitely realizing and seeing that 1482 01:00:55,917 --> 01:00:57,875 he really does care about me. 1483 01:00:57,958 --> 01:01:01,167 So while I am a little sad that it took me 1484 01:01:01,292 --> 01:01:04,750 to hit a tree for us to have this bonding experience, 1485 01:01:04,833 --> 01:01:06,667 I'm happy that we did 1486 01:01:06,750 --> 01:01:08,208 because I think it came at a good time. 1487 01:01:08,333 --> 01:01:10,208 And I think it's really helping me, like, 1488 01:01:10,333 --> 01:01:14,792 see things clearly as Decision Day gets closer. 1489 01:01:14,875 --> 01:01:16,208 - We're really proud of you guys. 1490 01:01:16,333 --> 01:01:19,833 And we're just so happy that you are still 1491 01:01:19,875 --> 01:01:21,875 coming through this, you know, 1492 01:01:21,958 --> 01:01:24,042 looking at the value in each other, 1493 01:01:24,125 --> 01:01:26,542 and seeing the courage that you found in yourselves. 1494 01:01:26,625 --> 01:01:31,792 You guys are doing great, you know, in our estimation. 1495 01:01:31,875 --> 01:01:34,833 - ♪ I know it'll be all right ♪ 1496 01:01:34,875 --> 01:01:38,667 ♪ I know it'll be all right 1497 01:01:38,750 --> 01:01:42,458 ♪ All right 1498 01:01:42,542 --> 01:01:43,667 - Yo, welcome. - Hi. 1499 01:01:43,708 --> 01:01:45,000 - Hi. How's it going? 1500 01:01:45,083 --> 01:01:46,625 - We're good. 1501 01:01:46,708 --> 01:01:47,875 - Next time on "Married at First Sight"... 1502 01:01:47,958 --> 01:01:49,500 - I'm looking for [bleep]. 1503 01:01:49,583 --> 01:01:51,375 I'm looking for another vibrator. 1504 01:01:51,458 --> 01:01:54,208 - I am more than happy to partake in freaky activity. 1505 01:01:54,333 --> 01:01:57,333 So any of these things that she wants to play around with, 1506 01:01:57,375 --> 01:01:58,667 I'm all for it. 1507 01:01:58,750 --> 01:02:00,208 This doesn't do it for you? - Oh, my God. 1508 01:02:00,292 --> 01:02:04,792 - Cheers to making it to this point. 1509 01:02:04,917 --> 01:02:07,792 - I can't just live a life that isn't real. 1510 01:02:07,875 --> 01:02:11,000 Like, I can't keep pretending. 1511 01:02:11,083 --> 01:02:14,458 - One of my deal breakers was positive--positive person. 1512 01:02:14,542 --> 01:02:15,833 - What do you [bleep] mean? 1513 01:02:15,875 --> 01:02:17,917 There is no negativity. 1514 01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:19,375 - I'm just trying to be honest. 1515 01:02:19,458 --> 01:02:21,500 - [sobbing] 1516 01:02:21,583 --> 01:02:23,000 [dramatic music] 1517 01:02:23,083 --> 01:02:25,167 - Austin left the apartment. 1518 01:02:25,250 --> 01:02:26,625 ♪ 1519 01:02:26,708 --> 01:02:29,583 I'm hurt and upset because I really did 1520 01:02:29,667 --> 01:02:32,958 want to make this work. 1521 01:02:33,042 --> 01:02:34,708 - I've heard through the grapevine that 1522 01:02:34,708 --> 01:02:36,750 he wanted to go on a double date with Cameron, 1523 01:02:36,833 --> 01:02:39,125 and that he is going on dates. 1524 01:02:39,208 --> 01:02:41,500 - [sobbing] 1525 01:02:41,542 --> 01:02:45,000 ♪