1 00:00:02,042 --> 00:00:03,042 - ♪ Today 2 00:00:03,125 --> 00:00:04,500 - Ten singles took 3 00:00:04,583 --> 00:00:06,042 a bold leap of faith in order to find love. 4 00:00:06,125 --> 00:00:09,083 They married as complete strangers. 5 00:00:09,208 --> 00:00:13,083 - I want to continue with wanting a divorce. 6 00:00:13,167 --> 00:00:14,333 - Unfortunately... 7 00:00:14,375 --> 00:00:16,292 - I would like to get a divorce. 8 00:00:16,375 --> 00:00:19,042 - Four of our couples ended in divorce. 9 00:00:19,125 --> 00:00:20,583 - I would like a divorce. 10 00:00:20,708 --> 00:00:23,833 - He is going to be the perfect guy for someone. 11 00:00:23,875 --> 00:00:25,000 I don't think it's me. 12 00:00:25,083 --> 00:00:27,292 [dramatic music] 13 00:00:27,375 --> 00:00:29,708 - But one final couple still has that 14 00:00:29,792 --> 00:00:32,167 life-altering choice to make 15 00:00:32,250 --> 00:00:34,208 as their Decision Day approaches. 16 00:00:34,292 --> 00:00:37,167 - I came into this saying I'm going to be raw, 17 00:00:37,208 --> 00:00:38,417 I'm going to be vulnerable. 18 00:00:38,500 --> 00:00:39,583 - Because that's what my concern is. 19 00:00:39,708 --> 00:00:41,083 It's like, oh, [bleep]. 20 00:00:41,167 --> 00:00:42,708 Are they kind of, like, faking the funk, 21 00:00:42,792 --> 00:00:45,875 or is Chloe people-pleasing? 22 00:00:45,958 --> 00:00:48,000 ♪ 23 00:00:48,083 --> 00:00:49,875 - And tonight, 24 00:00:49,958 --> 00:00:51,958 while our singles start navigating life 25 00:00:52,042 --> 00:00:54,375 after Decision Day, 26 00:00:54,458 --> 00:00:57,375 one couple will have just over one week left 27 00:00:57,500 --> 00:01:01,333 before making the biggest decision of their lives... 28 00:01:01,458 --> 00:01:04,083 either stay married or get a divorce. 29 00:01:04,167 --> 00:01:06,792 - Personally, I felt accused of being inauthentic, 30 00:01:06,875 --> 00:01:08,292 and I felt accused of being fake. 31 00:01:08,375 --> 00:01:10,500 And my feelings were hurt. 32 00:01:10,583 --> 00:01:11,958 - It's like 2:00 a.m. in the morning, 33 00:01:12,042 --> 00:01:14,000 and he stayed with me the whole time. 34 00:01:14,083 --> 00:01:16,000 - I'm trying to talk to Lauren as much as I can. 35 00:01:16,083 --> 00:01:18,042 - He made me feel very safe in the moment. 36 00:01:18,167 --> 00:01:20,333 - Like, he really did do the best that he could. 37 00:01:20,417 --> 00:01:22,833 And why I'm just, like, having second thoughts 38 00:01:22,875 --> 00:01:25,000 and feeling like I gave up too quick. 39 00:01:25,083 --> 00:01:26,458 - Now that I've really started to evaluate, 40 00:01:26,542 --> 00:01:30,500 I'm really questioning this marriage. 41 00:01:30,583 --> 00:01:33,333 ♪ 42 00:01:33,375 --> 00:01:35,000 - ♪ It's all or nothing 43 00:01:35,083 --> 00:01:37,833 - This is "Married at First Sight." 44 00:01:37,875 --> 00:01:41,125 - ♪ There's no other way 45 00:01:41,208 --> 00:01:43,750 ♪ It's all or nothing 46 00:01:43,875 --> 00:01:45,917 - ♪ Whoa 47 00:01:45,917 --> 00:01:47,583 [energetic upbeat music] 48 00:01:47,708 --> 00:01:50,542 ♪ Whoa 49 00:01:50,625 --> 00:01:54,167 - I'm super excited we can spend a little time together. 50 00:01:54,250 --> 00:01:56,375 I want to hear everything. 51 00:01:56,500 --> 00:02:00,083 - Same with you. - That has happened. 52 00:02:00,167 --> 00:02:02,083 - Yeah, it's been a whirlwind. 53 00:02:02,167 --> 00:02:03,958 It really has. You're back at home. 54 00:02:04,042 --> 00:02:05,417 - Back at home. 55 00:02:05,500 --> 00:02:08,042 - Are you feeling OK, being moved out and-- 56 00:02:08,125 --> 00:02:09,500 - It's a process. - Yeah. 57 00:02:09,583 --> 00:02:10,750 - But it's going to be a cathartic-- 58 00:02:10,875 --> 00:02:11,875 - I'm motivated. - Yeah. 59 00:02:11,958 --> 00:02:13,500 - What about you? 60 00:02:13,542 --> 00:02:16,000 What's, I feel like because 61 00:02:16,125 --> 00:02:17,167 we're on our different wavelengths. 62 00:02:17,167 --> 00:02:18,375 I'm like, what are you guys doing? 63 00:02:18,458 --> 00:02:19,333 - I know. 64 00:02:19,417 --> 00:02:20,833 - I know the different stages 65 00:02:20,875 --> 00:02:22,417 and, like, all the fun, good stuff ahead, but-- 66 00:02:22,542 --> 00:02:23,667 - Yeah. 67 00:02:23,750 --> 00:02:26,500 So we just had our one month anniversary. 68 00:02:26,583 --> 00:02:28,333 - Oh, my gosh! - Our month-aversary. 69 00:02:28,458 --> 00:02:30,958 - How was, like, the romance side of everything 70 00:02:31,042 --> 00:02:32,333 continued to evolve? 71 00:02:32,375 --> 00:02:34,208 - Well, we've evolved. 72 00:02:34,292 --> 00:02:35,792 - Whoo! - [laughs] 73 00:02:35,875 --> 00:02:38,000 - Evolved. [laughter] 74 00:02:38,042 --> 00:02:40,875 - Oh, God. - Yeah, you know. 75 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:44,333 We, uh, we're full-blown married now. 76 00:02:44,417 --> 00:02:48,333 - Do you feel like you're, like, really falling in love? 77 00:02:48,458 --> 00:02:52,875 - I think that we like each other immensely. 78 00:02:52,958 --> 00:02:54,375 - Mm-hmm. - I care deeply about him. 79 00:02:54,500 --> 00:02:56,542 I am strongly in like with him. 80 00:02:56,625 --> 00:02:59,583 - Do you guys work through-- you had Dr. Pia yet? 81 00:02:59,667 --> 00:03:02,500 Like, any, like, the trust or intimacy things? 82 00:03:02,625 --> 00:03:04,625 - We did not have a great meeting with Pia, 83 00:03:04,708 --> 00:03:06,333 Michael and I. 84 00:03:06,417 --> 00:03:09,042 We were accused of being unauthentic. 85 00:03:09,125 --> 00:03:10,375 - Whoa. 86 00:03:10,458 --> 00:03:12,500 - We may not necessarily align 87 00:03:12,542 --> 00:03:14,958 on these little things that just don't really matter. 88 00:03:15,042 --> 00:03:16,792 Like, Michael's mom doesn't know. 89 00:03:16,875 --> 00:03:19,667 We don't have our living situation lined up. 90 00:03:19,750 --> 00:03:22,458 - I just don't think she does or says anything 91 00:03:22,542 --> 00:03:26,208 without any true good intent 92 00:03:26,333 --> 00:03:28,625 or without some, like, rationale. 93 00:03:28,708 --> 00:03:30,083 - Yeah, yeah. 94 00:03:30,167 --> 00:03:31,500 - She is hard, but I don't think 95 00:03:31,625 --> 00:03:32,833 she would be doing that if she also wasn't pushing you... 96 00:03:32,875 --> 00:03:34,542 - Yeah. 97 00:03:34,667 --> 00:03:37,500 - To maybe get to the place that maybe falling in love. 98 00:03:37,583 --> 00:03:40,792 But do you think she's kind of inferring, like, 99 00:03:40,875 --> 00:03:43,292 these could become more big issues if you're not, 100 00:03:43,375 --> 00:03:45,750 like, maybe unpacking them a little bit more now? 101 00:03:45,833 --> 00:03:49,708 - Yeah, I guess so. 102 00:03:49,792 --> 00:03:51,042 There are battles to pick, 103 00:03:51,042 --> 00:03:52,500 and there are battles not to pick, 104 00:03:52,583 --> 00:03:56,542 and it's going to be things that you navigate as you go. 105 00:03:56,667 --> 00:03:58,333 - Her visits for us was like pivotal, but I think 106 00:03:58,375 --> 00:03:59,833 she is very intense, I will say. 107 00:03:59,875 --> 00:04:01,208 - Yeah. 108 00:04:01,292 --> 00:04:03,000 - But from my personal experience, 109 00:04:03,125 --> 00:04:05,458 I think she would only be saying that, 110 00:04:05,542 --> 00:04:06,917 because she wants you to open up more, like-- 111 00:04:07,042 --> 00:04:08,583 - Yeah. 112 00:04:08,667 --> 00:04:09,500 - My only thing is from my experience, I would say, 113 00:04:09,625 --> 00:04:11,042 like, she wouldn't say that unless 114 00:04:11,125 --> 00:04:14,375 there was a deeper meaning. 115 00:04:14,500 --> 00:04:16,333 But I would be remiss for you guys 116 00:04:16,375 --> 00:04:17,750 if you don't bring that up 117 00:04:17,833 --> 00:04:19,500 and that turns into a bigger conflict 118 00:04:19,542 --> 00:04:21,167 when it comes to living with each other, 119 00:04:21,208 --> 00:04:22,375 because you're not talking about it now. 120 00:04:22,458 --> 00:04:24,208 She's worried it could be an issue. 121 00:04:24,333 --> 00:04:26,167 - That's a hard... - Mm-hmm. 122 00:04:26,167 --> 00:04:27,875 - That's a hard pill to swallow. 123 00:04:27,958 --> 00:04:30,333 [suspenseful music] 124 00:04:30,458 --> 00:04:33,500 [soft upbeat music] 125 00:04:33,542 --> 00:04:38,958 ♪ 126 00:04:39,042 --> 00:04:40,458 - Today is Cameron's birthday. 127 00:04:40,542 --> 00:04:43,375 And so, um, we haven't talked at all. 128 00:04:43,458 --> 00:04:47,250 Our communication the last time we spoke was 129 00:04:47,333 --> 00:04:48,667 when we were with the entire group. 130 00:04:48,708 --> 00:04:52,250 And he left and didn't tell me-- 131 00:04:52,333 --> 00:04:54,250 didn't-- I asked him if he was OK, 132 00:04:54,333 --> 00:04:55,833 and he just didn't respond to me. 133 00:04:55,917 --> 00:04:58,625 And I believe he was just angry with me. 134 00:04:58,708 --> 00:05:03,667 And so, yeah, I texted him happy birthday. 135 00:05:03,750 --> 00:05:06,875 And I got nothing back. And so I don't know. 136 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:09,958 I'm just feeling like now is the final straw. 137 00:05:10,042 --> 00:05:13,750 Like, I cannot continue to give any energy to this, 138 00:05:13,875 --> 00:05:16,000 because, clearly, it's just not-- 139 00:05:16,042 --> 00:05:17,625 he doesn't care about me, 140 00:05:17,708 --> 00:05:20,542 and so I think I'm just needing to come to the realization 141 00:05:20,625 --> 00:05:25,000 that our relationship is just, um, 142 00:05:25,083 --> 00:05:28,000 over in all forms, in all ways. 143 00:05:28,083 --> 00:05:30,292 It is just not-- 144 00:05:30,375 --> 00:05:32,208 it's just--it's done. 145 00:05:32,292 --> 00:05:36,167 I thought maybe today I, you know, would reach out to him. 146 00:05:36,208 --> 00:05:38,333 And maybe he would want to chat and say, 147 00:05:38,375 --> 00:05:40,167 you know what, I'm sorry about the way 148 00:05:40,208 --> 00:05:42,000 things transpired with the group. 149 00:05:42,083 --> 00:05:44,083 But I got-- I've gotten nothing. 150 00:05:44,167 --> 00:05:47,500 And so, for me, I'm just feeling... 151 00:05:47,542 --> 00:05:50,042 I'm feeling aggravated, but I'm also feeling 152 00:05:50,125 --> 00:05:53,792 even more sure that Cameron was 153 00:05:53,875 --> 00:05:56,042 absolutely not meant to be my husband 154 00:05:56,167 --> 00:05:58,667 in any way, shape, form. 155 00:05:58,708 --> 00:06:00,333 And so I'm just really getting in touch with 156 00:06:00,375 --> 00:06:02,333 all the things that I love, 157 00:06:02,375 --> 00:06:04,333 like getting back to working out. 158 00:06:04,417 --> 00:06:06,333 I woke up at 4:30 this morning 159 00:06:06,375 --> 00:06:09,000 and got my butt back in the gym. 160 00:06:09,083 --> 00:06:10,500 And those things just feel good, 161 00:06:10,583 --> 00:06:13,375 and they make me feel like I am healing. 162 00:06:13,458 --> 00:06:16,792 [soft dramatic music] 163 00:06:16,875 --> 00:06:21,708 ♪ 164 00:06:21,792 --> 00:06:23,250 - Come on. 165 00:06:23,333 --> 00:06:24,833 Come on. 166 00:06:24,917 --> 00:06:28,625 Being back in my safe space feels amazing. 167 00:06:28,708 --> 00:06:30,208 Just to be around, like, the pictures 168 00:06:30,333 --> 00:06:31,833 of the people that I love, 169 00:06:31,958 --> 00:06:34,917 it just feels like being surrounded with love again. 170 00:06:35,042 --> 00:06:38,417 But I'm still missing Austin really badly. 171 00:06:38,542 --> 00:06:42,167 It just feels like the typical breakup phases. 172 00:06:42,250 --> 00:06:45,500 Like, I have days where I am in denial. 173 00:06:45,542 --> 00:06:48,292 And then, like, it'll just hit me like a freight train. 174 00:06:48,375 --> 00:06:50,833 And then the next minute, I'll be angry 175 00:06:50,958 --> 00:06:53,625 because of the things that have gone wrong. 176 00:06:53,708 --> 00:06:55,708 And then the next minute, I'm just feeling sad. 177 00:06:55,792 --> 00:06:57,333 I'm trying to tell myself 178 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:59,167 that maybe we could have worked out. 179 00:06:59,250 --> 00:07:02,958 It's every stage just on repeat. 180 00:07:03,042 --> 00:07:04,667 [sniffles] 181 00:07:06,875 --> 00:07:09,417 [FaceTime chimes] Hey, Mama. 182 00:07:09,500 --> 00:07:11,667 - Hey, Beck. How are you doing? 183 00:07:11,708 --> 00:07:15,958 - [inhales deeply] Um, I'm doing... 184 00:07:16,042 --> 00:07:17,792 I'm doing OK. 185 00:07:17,875 --> 00:07:21,458 Did you tell Dad yet about what happened between Austin and I? 186 00:07:21,542 --> 00:07:24,125 - Yeah. He's just so confused. 187 00:07:24,208 --> 00:07:27,083 - [chuckles] Yeah. - Yeah. 188 00:07:27,167 --> 00:07:28,833 - Yeah, no. 189 00:07:28,875 --> 00:07:32,000 I've even, like, wondered if I am making the right decision. 190 00:07:32,125 --> 00:07:36,250 - It's just easy to be, like, he lied, he's a bad person. 191 00:07:36,375 --> 00:07:37,667 But that's not the reality of it, you know. 192 00:07:37,750 --> 00:07:40,083 He's a human that made a mistake, 193 00:07:40,208 --> 00:07:44,250 and I know that I make mistakes. 194 00:07:44,375 --> 00:07:46,875 And that's why I'm just, like, having second thoughts 195 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:48,833 and feeling like I gave up too quick, 196 00:07:48,917 --> 00:07:54,958 or, like, maybe he could have changed or evolved. 197 00:07:55,042 --> 00:07:58,500 - I can't think that when two people are in a marriage, 198 00:07:58,625 --> 00:08:00,708 you have to be able to trust each other. 199 00:08:00,792 --> 00:08:03,417 Trust is a huge component in a marriage. 200 00:08:03,542 --> 00:08:05,208 - Yeah. 201 00:08:05,292 --> 00:08:06,667 - And if somebody says they're going to do something 202 00:08:06,750 --> 00:08:09,083 and they're going to work on something 203 00:08:09,208 --> 00:08:12,917 and then that doesn't happen, that starts to break down. 204 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:15,458 - I know. - And that's hard to get over. 205 00:08:15,542 --> 00:08:17,042 - Like, he really did do the best 206 00:08:17,167 --> 00:08:18,500 that he could in our marriage. 207 00:08:18,625 --> 00:08:21,000 Like, I truly, firmly believe that. 208 00:08:21,083 --> 00:08:23,333 And at the end of the day, 209 00:08:23,333 --> 00:08:27,875 it was not enough for me, 210 00:08:27,958 --> 00:08:30,125 which makes me second-guess whether my standards 211 00:08:30,208 --> 00:08:32,792 are too high or whether I'm too critical or, 212 00:08:32,875 --> 00:08:35,667 like, how much of this is on me. 213 00:08:35,750 --> 00:08:38,042 - I don't think it's about standards being too high. 214 00:08:38,167 --> 00:08:41,667 I don't think that's the question. I think-- 215 00:08:41,750 --> 00:08:43,792 - But, like, can I seriously find a guy who's, like, 216 00:08:43,875 --> 00:08:48,000 honest or, like, emotionally intelligent 217 00:08:48,125 --> 00:08:53,083 or, like, all the things that I don't feel like Austin is? 218 00:08:53,167 --> 00:08:56,500 - I think you need to think about this as wanting to have 219 00:08:56,583 --> 00:09:00,583 a pairing where you're on equal footing 220 00:09:00,708 --> 00:09:05,000 and where you can trust the person without a doubt. 221 00:09:05,083 --> 00:09:08,458 - It's like such a cliché, but, like, I truly feel like 222 00:09:08,542 --> 00:09:12,167 I want to, like, let him go so that, like, 223 00:09:12,208 --> 00:09:15,042 he can find a partner that's better suited for him 224 00:09:15,042 --> 00:09:18,125 because I'm just not it for him. 225 00:09:18,208 --> 00:09:20,750 I just think, like, there's going to be somebody for him 226 00:09:20,833 --> 00:09:23,583 that's just way better. 227 00:09:23,667 --> 00:09:26,875 [somber music] 228 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:30,333 - Becca, that's a very giving attitude. 229 00:09:30,417 --> 00:09:32,000 That is. - Oh, yeah. 230 00:09:32,125 --> 00:09:34,375 And-- - I just want him to be happy. 231 00:09:34,500 --> 00:09:36,500 [sniffling softly] 232 00:09:36,583 --> 00:09:39,833 - And I hope he wants the same for you. 233 00:09:39,875 --> 00:09:44,125 I know how hopeful you were, 234 00:09:44,208 --> 00:09:49,667 but I think you guys had a few things that are pretty huge. 235 00:09:49,708 --> 00:09:53,500 Trust, religion, intimacy. 236 00:09:53,583 --> 00:09:55,333 And your gut was telling you 237 00:09:55,458 --> 00:09:58,042 that this wasn't the right fit. 238 00:09:58,125 --> 00:10:03,750 - Yeah. I think if he liked me as much as I liked him... 239 00:10:03,833 --> 00:10:06,667 even, like, intimacy would have just been easier. 240 00:10:06,708 --> 00:10:10,917 Like, just longer eye contact, you know? 241 00:10:11,042 --> 00:10:12,667 Like, anything. 242 00:10:12,750 --> 00:10:15,167 - And you deserve that, Becca. 243 00:10:15,250 --> 00:10:18,958 That's a super important part of life, and you deserve that. 244 00:10:19,042 --> 00:10:20,917 - Yeah. 245 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:22,375 - So don't question whether you're deserving of it, 246 00:10:22,458 --> 00:10:24,333 because you are. 247 00:10:24,417 --> 00:10:27,042 - Thanks, Mom. 248 00:10:27,125 --> 00:10:29,583 ♪ 249 00:10:29,708 --> 00:10:31,917 [sniffle softly] 250 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:35,500 - Well, where do you go from here? 251 00:10:35,542 --> 00:10:37,958 - Ugh. 252 00:10:38,042 --> 00:10:40,250 [sniffles] 253 00:10:40,333 --> 00:10:44,833 Just eating hot dogs and crying every day, probably. 254 00:10:44,917 --> 00:10:47,167 I just need to, like, reflect on, like, 255 00:10:47,250 --> 00:10:51,833 the ways that I played a part in this failing 256 00:10:51,917 --> 00:10:54,375 and make sure that, like, 257 00:10:54,500 --> 00:10:58,917 I don't repeat those same mistakes. 258 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:02,333 - Becca, I think there's so many factors that here, 259 00:11:02,417 --> 00:11:08,000 and you can't just hang on to the what-ifs. 260 00:11:08,083 --> 00:11:09,583 The fact of the matter is that played out 261 00:11:09,667 --> 00:11:11,833 the way it played out. - I know. 262 00:11:11,875 --> 00:11:14,917 - And everything that you experienced, 263 00:11:15,000 --> 00:11:16,833 you were going to experience 264 00:11:16,958 --> 00:11:19,833 at some point in your marriage, you know? 265 00:11:19,875 --> 00:11:22,708 - Yeah. - You made your decision. 266 00:11:22,792 --> 00:11:25,667 Now, you're going to move forward. 267 00:11:25,708 --> 00:11:29,667 Your person will not leave you without like this, 268 00:11:29,708 --> 00:11:33,292 because you're an amazing person, 269 00:11:33,375 --> 00:11:35,667 and you have so much love and care to give. 270 00:11:35,750 --> 00:11:38,875 And you just deserve all of that and more. 271 00:11:38,958 --> 00:11:41,375 So that's my wish and my hope. 272 00:11:41,458 --> 00:11:45,167 And our whole family, Becca, would just rejoice. 273 00:11:45,208 --> 00:11:48,083 We're going to rejoice the day you find your person. 274 00:11:48,167 --> 00:11:50,208 - [sniffles] 275 00:11:50,292 --> 00:11:52,375 I just wish it was Austin. [chuckles softly] 276 00:11:52,500 --> 00:11:55,000 [bittersweet music] 277 00:11:55,083 --> 00:11:58,417 ♪ 278 00:12:02,625 --> 00:12:03,458 [upbeat music] 279 00:12:03,542 --> 00:12:05,875 ♪ 280 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:07,333 - Here. I'll open the door for you. 281 00:12:07,458 --> 00:12:09,583 - Merci. 282 00:12:09,667 --> 00:12:11,125 Hi! - Hi! 283 00:12:11,208 --> 00:12:12,667 Welcome to Purluxe. - Thank you. 284 00:12:12,708 --> 00:12:14,042 How are you guys? together: Good, how are you? 285 00:12:14,167 --> 00:12:15,042 - Pretty good. 286 00:12:15,125 --> 00:12:17,250 ♪ 287 00:12:17,333 --> 00:12:19,667 - I hope you like the light that I chose for you. 288 00:12:19,792 --> 00:12:21,375 Nice little cheese thing. How are you doing, man? 289 00:12:21,458 --> 00:12:22,875 - Yes, sir. - You surviving? 290 00:12:22,958 --> 00:12:24,583 It's the same exact one I have. so it's perfect. 291 00:12:24,708 --> 00:12:26,542 - Oh. - Ish. 292 00:12:26,625 --> 00:12:28,333 I think this is a better-quality one. 293 00:12:28,375 --> 00:12:30,792 - I can see it from here. It looks pretty outdated. 294 00:12:30,917 --> 00:12:32,417 - [chuckling] Yeah. 295 00:12:32,542 --> 00:12:33,708 ♪ 296 00:12:33,792 --> 00:12:35,833 - Thank you. - You're very welcome. 297 00:12:35,917 --> 00:12:37,167 - Are you excited for the pedis? 298 00:12:37,208 --> 00:12:38,417 - Yeah. - I need a pedicure. 299 00:12:38,500 --> 00:12:39,250 - I needed one. 300 00:12:40,125 --> 00:12:41,750 [drill whirring] 301 00:12:41,833 --> 00:12:43,458 - Oh, boy. 302 00:12:43,542 --> 00:12:44,708 Just popped you through the wall. 303 00:12:44,833 --> 00:12:46,250 - Is that bad? 304 00:12:46,333 --> 00:12:48,000 - Oh, my goodness. 305 00:12:48,083 --> 00:12:49,167 - Did they [bleep] me? - [chuckles] 306 00:12:49,292 --> 00:12:50,667 - Cream and sugar. - Yes, thank you. 307 00:12:50,750 --> 00:12:52,125 - You're welcome, ladies. 308 00:12:52,208 --> 00:12:53,667 Anything else I can get you right now? 309 00:12:53,708 --> 00:12:55,250 - No, I think I'm good. - I am comfortable. 310 00:12:55,375 --> 00:12:56,833 - Thank you. - Thanks. 311 00:12:56,917 --> 00:12:58,083 [quirky suspenseful music] 312 00:12:58,208 --> 00:13:00,333 - Look at that. 313 00:13:00,417 --> 00:13:02,375 - Oh, come on. 314 00:13:02,458 --> 00:13:04,833 All right, now it's just time to set this up. 315 00:13:04,917 --> 00:13:06,333 Do you want to hit that switch? 316 00:13:06,417 --> 00:13:07,875 ♪ 317 00:13:07,958 --> 00:13:09,292 [upbeat musical flourish] 318 00:13:09,417 --> 00:13:10,833 - Ha-ha-ha, look at that. - Oh, let there be light. 319 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:12,333 - That's awesome. 320 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:13,667 You're the best. - Yeah. 321 00:13:13,708 --> 00:13:16,083 Thanks for calling, man. 322 00:13:16,167 --> 00:13:18,333 - All right, let's catch up. - This is nice. 323 00:13:18,375 --> 00:13:19,833 I like your little patio. 324 00:13:19,958 --> 00:13:21,625 - Yeah, man, it's-- it's nice in the summer. 325 00:13:21,708 --> 00:13:23,292 - We needed a little girls' day. 326 00:13:23,375 --> 00:13:25,542 I felt like I haven't seen you in a month of Sundays. 327 00:13:25,625 --> 00:13:27,458 - Yeah, at least. 328 00:13:27,542 --> 00:13:29,000 How's life been? 329 00:13:29,042 --> 00:13:33,458 - Life has been very interesting. [chuckles] 330 00:13:33,542 --> 00:13:35,917 - Go on. - So--[chuckles] 331 00:13:35,917 --> 00:13:37,625 - Orion, he did invite me out. 332 00:13:37,708 --> 00:13:38,875 - Oh, how did that go? 333 00:13:38,875 --> 00:13:40,333 - We did, like, a little, like... 334 00:13:40,375 --> 00:13:41,708 - What'd y'all do? 335 00:13:41,792 --> 00:13:44,042 - Archery-dodgeball situation. - Mm-hmm. 336 00:13:44,125 --> 00:13:46,125 - It was fun. It was really fun. 337 00:13:46,208 --> 00:13:48,500 - You feel like a friendship might flourish from that? 338 00:13:48,583 --> 00:13:50,667 - No. [chuckles] 339 00:13:50,708 --> 00:13:52,375 So I feel like I already told you 340 00:13:52,458 --> 00:13:56,083 about, like, how I felt like there was a lack of effort. 341 00:13:56,208 --> 00:13:58,042 - Oh. 342 00:13:58,125 --> 00:14:03,042 - So I did send him a text the next day, where I feel like 343 00:14:03,125 --> 00:14:04,667 a hard boundary was established. 344 00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:06,375 - OK. 345 00:14:06,458 --> 00:14:09,333 - Right now, actually, I am kind of dealing with 346 00:14:09,375 --> 00:14:12,125 some rejection at a different magnitude with Lauren. 347 00:14:12,208 --> 00:14:13,750 You know, over the last few weeks, 348 00:14:13,833 --> 00:14:15,375 there's been conversation of, you know, 349 00:14:15,458 --> 00:14:16,833 friendship is on the table, 350 00:14:16,917 --> 00:14:20,125 let's talk about how we can make it feasible. 351 00:14:20,208 --> 00:14:22,250 And then, you know, the next text message 352 00:14:22,333 --> 00:14:26,792 is the complete opposite, where it's like,,, 353 00:14:26,875 --> 00:14:28,958 I don't really want to do this anymore. 354 00:14:29,042 --> 00:14:30,667 - I'll read you some of the texts, but not all of it. 355 00:14:30,667 --> 00:14:32,333 - OK. 356 00:14:32,417 --> 00:14:34,375 - "I feel like we've spoken about how we feel and, like, 357 00:14:34,458 --> 00:14:36,708 "how we're doing and I don't think there's anything left 358 00:14:36,833 --> 00:14:39,042 "to discuss in depth unless we truly 359 00:14:39,167 --> 00:14:41,000 wanted each other in our lives." 360 00:14:41,042 --> 00:14:42,542 And I'm at the point where I don't. 361 00:14:42,625 --> 00:14:45,375 And I let him know that there's always space for us, 362 00:14:45,500 --> 00:14:48,417 like, if he needs to, like, vent about something, 363 00:14:48,542 --> 00:14:49,917 like, there's space for that. 364 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:51,833 But I don't think we need a friendship. 365 00:14:51,875 --> 00:14:53,875 Set that boundary. 366 00:14:53,958 --> 00:14:56,000 - For me, that was pretty hard because, um, 367 00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:58,958 I'm just not getting the opportunity I was hoping to get 368 00:14:59,042 --> 00:15:03,042 to really smooth things over with Lauren. 369 00:15:03,125 --> 00:15:06,542 - I'm curious. Like, what... 370 00:15:06,667 --> 00:15:08,625 are there specific things about Lauren that you're-- 371 00:15:08,708 --> 00:15:10,042 you want in, like, a friendship? 372 00:15:10,208 --> 00:15:12,375 - Yeah, you know, we had great chemistry. 373 00:15:12,500 --> 00:15:15,750 You know, even though chemistry isn't everything, 374 00:15:15,833 --> 00:15:17,417 I thought we got along really well. 375 00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:19,750 And it's just been really disappointing and frustrating 376 00:15:19,833 --> 00:15:22,042 how this friendship never came to be, 377 00:15:22,125 --> 00:15:25,208 even though there was so much positive talk about it. 378 00:15:25,292 --> 00:15:28,000 - It's not like I'm just saying, you're cut off, 379 00:15:28,083 --> 00:15:30,000 don't speak to me if you see me. 380 00:15:30,083 --> 00:15:32,167 Just let's not do this song and dance anymore. 381 00:15:32,250 --> 00:15:34,833 - Yeah. Whoo, you so nice. 382 00:15:34,875 --> 00:15:36,833 - I was very nice in that text. - Psh. 383 00:15:36,875 --> 00:15:39,333 - And so he did text back. - What did he say? 384 00:15:39,458 --> 00:15:40,458 - You want me to read his text? - Yeah. 385 00:15:40,542 --> 00:15:41,792 - Sure. 386 00:15:41,875 --> 00:15:44,833 He said, "thank you." 387 00:15:44,917 --> 00:15:46,333 He said, "Thank you, Lauren. 388 00:15:46,417 --> 00:15:48,708 "I recently got home, and I do want to respond 389 00:15:48,792 --> 00:15:50,042 with a thorough message." 390 00:15:50,125 --> 00:15:51,667 And then he sent the thumbs up emoji. 391 00:15:51,750 --> 00:15:54,542 - OK. And then what? 392 00:15:54,542 --> 00:15:56,167 - That was it. 393 00:15:56,208 --> 00:15:59,167 [quirky tense music] 394 00:15:59,292 --> 00:16:01,333 - OK, so-- 395 00:16:01,417 --> 00:16:03,125 whew. - He does that all the time. 396 00:16:03,208 --> 00:16:05,542 He always says, I want to talk, I want to do this, 397 00:16:05,625 --> 00:16:07,167 I want to be friends. 398 00:16:07,250 --> 00:16:08,708 And then there's absolutely no follow-through. 399 00:16:08,833 --> 00:16:10,167 - I don't like that. 400 00:16:10,208 --> 00:16:11,458 - There's no--I can't even call it consistency. 401 00:16:11,542 --> 00:16:13,167 There's no consistency, there's no follow-through, 402 00:16:13,250 --> 00:16:15,583 there's no effort, and that's frustrating. 403 00:16:15,708 --> 00:16:17,000 - That is frustrating. 404 00:16:17,083 --> 00:16:18,750 - I don't think Orion's a bad person. 405 00:16:18,833 --> 00:16:20,250 I don't hate Orion. 406 00:16:20,333 --> 00:16:23,583 I actually think he's a very kind person. 407 00:16:23,708 --> 00:16:26,167 But I just can't do anything with a person 408 00:16:26,250 --> 00:16:28,167 who doesn't give me effort, 409 00:16:28,250 --> 00:16:31,000 who doesn't give me anything, who doesn't stick to his word. 410 00:16:31,125 --> 00:16:32,583 And there's just been no follow-through, 411 00:16:32,708 --> 00:16:35,750 and I feel like this has kind of been the story of us, 412 00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:38,125 the I want to do this, my heart's in it, 413 00:16:38,208 --> 00:16:40,583 I really want this, and then just nothing. 414 00:16:40,667 --> 00:16:42,458 And that's one reason that I feel like it's easy for me 415 00:16:42,542 --> 00:16:45,417 to let, like, him go because he's not even 416 00:16:45,417 --> 00:16:47,333 the type of person that I would want as a friend. 417 00:16:47,375 --> 00:16:49,000 - Yeah. 418 00:16:49,083 --> 00:16:51,375 - I don't want to put in the effort to be his friend. 419 00:16:51,458 --> 00:16:53,000 I feel like I have genuine friends. 420 00:16:53,042 --> 00:16:56,167 I have a good community, a loving community. 421 00:16:56,292 --> 00:16:59,625 I can't do the heavy lifting all the time. 422 00:16:59,708 --> 00:17:02,000 I feel like he just wasn't willing to do the work. 423 00:17:02,125 --> 00:17:05,167 - It's the thumbs-up for me. 424 00:17:05,292 --> 00:17:07,458 - And, you know, it's OK things didn't work out. 425 00:17:07,542 --> 00:17:09,958 But you know, the growth and everything that has happened 426 00:17:10,042 --> 00:17:13,667 with it, I have definitely been fine-tuning 427 00:17:13,750 --> 00:17:15,292 what it is I want in a spouse. 428 00:17:15,375 --> 00:17:17,750 - I'm gonna take a long time before, you know... 429 00:17:17,833 --> 00:17:20,250 - Yeah. - I'm ready for that. 430 00:17:20,333 --> 00:17:22,292 You know, I'm gonna do a lot of self-healing and... 431 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:25,625 - Yeah. - From this and you know. 432 00:17:25,708 --> 00:17:28,000 It's very hard being married in that environment 433 00:17:28,083 --> 00:17:30,333 and the pressure and all the emotions and everything. 434 00:17:30,375 --> 00:17:32,083 You kind of don't know what to think at times. 435 00:17:32,167 --> 00:17:33,958 So I'm just gonna take time for myself 436 00:17:34,042 --> 00:17:35,333 and not rush into anything, you know? 437 00:17:35,417 --> 00:17:36,667 - That's good. 438 00:17:36,750 --> 00:17:41,167 - What's going on elsewhere? Are you dating? 439 00:17:41,208 --> 00:17:43,958 [chuckles] - I recently went on two dates. 440 00:17:44,042 --> 00:17:46,625 - Girl. - I know. 441 00:17:46,708 --> 00:17:49,083 I feel like I'm a little back in action a little bit. 442 00:17:49,167 --> 00:17:50,667 - [chuckles] 443 00:17:50,792 --> 00:17:53,125 - And the dates that I went on were really good. 444 00:17:53,208 --> 00:17:55,167 - Like solid? - Like very solid. 445 00:17:55,250 --> 00:17:57,208 - OK. We love that. 446 00:17:57,333 --> 00:17:58,625 - One date in particular... - Yeah. 447 00:17:58,708 --> 00:18:01,000 - I felt very validated while I was out with him. 448 00:18:01,083 --> 00:18:03,167 I felt very safe. 449 00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:04,458 Like, some crazy [bleep] happened... 450 00:18:04,542 --> 00:18:05,875 - That's great. - On that date. 451 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:07,875 I had, like, a car incident happen. 452 00:18:08,000 --> 00:18:09,625 And it was like 2:00 a.m. in the morning, 453 00:18:09,708 --> 00:18:12,250 and he stayed with me the whole time. 454 00:18:12,333 --> 00:18:15,125 He made sure, like, I was good, my car was good. 455 00:18:15,208 --> 00:18:17,250 And he was just, like, very assertive, 456 00:18:17,333 --> 00:18:18,958 took care of everything. - Aw. 457 00:18:19,042 --> 00:18:22,708 - It made me feel very safe in the moment. 458 00:18:22,792 --> 00:18:24,125 Yeah, it felt good. 459 00:18:24,208 --> 00:18:25,833 And the other date was really good, too. 460 00:18:25,875 --> 00:18:27,375 So we'll see. 461 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:28,333 I don't know where these things will head, 462 00:18:28,375 --> 00:18:29,583 but, you know, I'm not-- 463 00:18:29,667 --> 00:18:31,875 I'm not about to get married. - OK. 464 00:18:31,875 --> 00:18:33,875 You got a double-- you saw my eyes. 465 00:18:33,875 --> 00:18:36,542 - Got double-checked. - Go hey, hey. 466 00:18:36,625 --> 00:18:40,167 - I don't think I'm gonna be a wife anytime soon 467 00:18:40,250 --> 00:18:42,458 or even in another relationship right now. 468 00:18:42,542 --> 00:18:43,542 - OK. 469 00:18:43,667 --> 00:18:45,167 - But I feel like even though, like, 470 00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:47,500 dating isn't, like, high on the to-do list... 471 00:18:47,542 --> 00:18:49,167 - I got you. 472 00:18:49,250 --> 00:18:50,708 - The couple of dates that I've been on, 473 00:18:50,875 --> 00:18:53,833 I saw things in the people that I was out with 474 00:18:53,875 --> 00:18:55,292 that made me feel like, oh, this is what I want 475 00:18:55,375 --> 00:18:57,417 in a future spouse, a future partner. 476 00:18:57,500 --> 00:18:59,125 And stability. That's the word. 477 00:18:59,208 --> 00:19:00,833 - Yes, yes. - I'm looking for is stability. 478 00:19:00,875 --> 00:19:02,292 That's what I need in a partner, 479 00:19:02,375 --> 00:19:03,958 and I need to see that before I decide 480 00:19:04,042 --> 00:19:05,375 if I want to be with them. 481 00:19:05,458 --> 00:19:08,500 - I just really, truly admire your positivity 482 00:19:08,583 --> 00:19:11,042 and your resolve throughout this whole situation. 483 00:19:11,167 --> 00:19:12,375 - I'm so excited. 484 00:19:12,458 --> 00:19:13,833 I feel like I got my groove back, 485 00:19:13,958 --> 00:19:15,333 I got my personality back, 486 00:19:15,417 --> 00:19:17,583 and I'm ready to go meet new people, 487 00:19:17,583 --> 00:19:19,792 go on more dates, and just have fun. 488 00:19:19,875 --> 00:19:22,583 I'm ready to have fun with it. This process was not fun. 489 00:19:22,583 --> 00:19:25,292 And I'm a fun person and I'm ready for fun. 490 00:19:25,375 --> 00:19:26,625 I feel like life is, like, on the up and up. 491 00:19:26,708 --> 00:19:27,917 - Hot girl summer, baby. 492 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:29,167 - What a [bleep] time. - Girl. 493 00:19:29,208 --> 00:19:31,125 - I got married. - You got whole-ass married. 494 00:19:31,208 --> 00:19:32,833 - I got married at first sight. 495 00:19:32,917 --> 00:19:36,083 And then I got divorced at first fight. [laughs] 496 00:19:36,167 --> 00:19:39,250 What a [bleep] time. - Like-- 497 00:19:39,333 --> 00:19:42,333 [upbeat music] 498 00:19:42,417 --> 00:19:45,667 ♪ 499 00:19:45,708 --> 00:19:48,000 [bell rings] 500 00:19:48,083 --> 00:19:53,417 ♪ 501 00:19:53,500 --> 00:19:55,500 - Oh. - What's up, sir? 502 00:19:55,583 --> 00:19:57,708 - What up, guy? 503 00:19:57,792 --> 00:20:00,000 How you doing, bud? - Good, man. How are you? 504 00:20:00,125 --> 00:20:01,917 - Ready to? 505 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:03,042 - Oh, I'm ready to show you how to throw these hands. 506 00:20:03,125 --> 00:20:04,542 - Yeah. 507 00:20:04,542 --> 00:20:05,875 - You always wanted to learn to box, 508 00:20:05,958 --> 00:20:07,625 or is this something new for you? 509 00:20:07,708 --> 00:20:09,083 - You know, just with everything going on, 510 00:20:09,167 --> 00:20:10,375 I probably should have been working out. 511 00:20:10,458 --> 00:20:11,792 - Sure. 512 00:20:11,917 --> 00:20:13,833 - Like, to relieve stress and all that, but I didn't. 513 00:20:13,958 --> 00:20:15,667 And I need a, like-- 514 00:20:15,708 --> 00:20:19,125 I need a good-- good workout, good exercise. 515 00:20:19,208 --> 00:20:20,417 - Hey, man, we all put on some pounds 516 00:20:20,542 --> 00:20:22,167 on our "Married at First Sight" journeys. 517 00:20:22,208 --> 00:20:24,542 - You still have a six-pack. [both laugh] 518 00:20:24,625 --> 00:20:26,458 Get me to that point, that'd be great. 519 00:20:26,542 --> 00:20:28,667 - All right, we can walk through some of the basics, 520 00:20:28,708 --> 00:20:31,708 and then we'll get some punches on the bag, some on the mitts. 521 00:20:31,792 --> 00:20:33,000 [dramatic music] 522 00:20:33,042 --> 00:20:34,833 We'll start with something simple. 523 00:20:34,917 --> 00:20:36,375 - ♪ I thought I couldn't take any more ♪ 524 00:20:36,458 --> 00:20:38,042 We'll throw two jabs. 525 00:20:38,167 --> 00:20:41,000 So you're just gonna bring it back, boom. 526 00:20:41,125 --> 00:20:44,250 Boom. All right. 527 00:20:44,333 --> 00:20:47,250 After you're throwing that jab, coming back to that. 528 00:20:47,333 --> 00:20:49,750 - Whoo. Sweet. - So try thinking of the snap. 529 00:20:49,833 --> 00:20:51,042 There you go. - OK. 530 00:20:51,125 --> 00:20:52,500 - So just give it a quick-- 531 00:20:52,583 --> 00:20:55,000 ♪ 532 00:20:55,042 --> 00:20:57,875 We'll try with the mitts real quick. 533 00:20:57,958 --> 00:21:00,333 Double jab. Bop, bop. 534 00:21:00,417 --> 00:21:02,417 Rattle 'em and double jab, man. 535 00:21:02,500 --> 00:21:03,792 OK. 536 00:21:03,875 --> 00:21:05,750 ♪ 537 00:21:05,875 --> 00:21:08,000 - ♪ Knock-knock at your door, knock-knock-knock-knock ♪ 538 00:21:08,083 --> 00:21:10,708 ♪ Knock-knock at your door 539 00:21:10,792 --> 00:21:14,167 ♪ Knock-knock at your door, knock-knock-knock-knock ♪ 540 00:21:14,250 --> 00:21:16,750 ♪ Yeah, I'm out for blood, hey ♪ 541 00:21:16,833 --> 00:21:20,000 - Definitely be down to, like, get into this more. 542 00:21:20,083 --> 00:21:22,500 - I get the sense you'd have a natural aptitude for it. 543 00:21:22,583 --> 00:21:24,792 What I noticed you caught on really well with 544 00:21:24,875 --> 00:21:27,667 was making sure you were putting your hips into it. 545 00:21:27,792 --> 00:21:29,333 - I feel like in order to, like, 546 00:21:29,417 --> 00:21:32,000 shed a lot of the weight, I got to, like, 547 00:21:32,083 --> 00:21:33,417 get a little-- get my heart rate going 548 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:34,958 a little more, you know? - Sure, sure. 549 00:21:35,042 --> 00:21:36,750 - Yeah. 550 00:21:36,833 --> 00:21:39,667 - Do you feel like now that things have concluded for you, 551 00:21:39,750 --> 00:21:41,833 like, do you feel like you're in a place to refocus? 552 00:21:41,917 --> 00:21:44,167 - Um... 553 00:21:44,292 --> 00:21:45,958 [chuckles softly] Not yet, honestly. 554 00:21:46,042 --> 00:21:48,833 Uh... 555 00:21:48,958 --> 00:21:52,708 ever since that last event we all did together, 556 00:21:52,792 --> 00:21:58,250 I just, like, went into, like, a hibernation sort of thing. 557 00:21:58,333 --> 00:22:01,417 Like, work took a hit. 558 00:22:01,500 --> 00:22:05,542 But I just needed to, like, process. 559 00:22:05,625 --> 00:22:07,167 I've just kind of been, like, 560 00:22:07,208 --> 00:22:09,667 going through it, like, emotionally. 561 00:22:09,750 --> 00:22:12,875 And I think, you know, each day, I get, like, 562 00:22:12,958 --> 00:22:14,625 a little--pull myself, like, 563 00:22:14,708 --> 00:22:20,125 a little bit more out of the [bleep] place I was in. 564 00:22:20,208 --> 00:22:23,167 I think, like, each day, I'm-- 565 00:22:23,250 --> 00:22:23,958 I'm getting there. - Yeah. 566 00:22:24,042 --> 00:22:25,500 - So. 567 00:22:25,583 --> 00:22:27,542 - I mean, how would you, I guess, characterize, like, 568 00:22:27,667 --> 00:22:29,708 where you and Becca stand now? 569 00:22:31,792 --> 00:22:34,792 - Kind of where things ended was full breakup, 570 00:22:34,875 --> 00:22:38,583 no more communication of any kind. 571 00:22:38,667 --> 00:22:40,208 I don't know what she wants. 572 00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:44,125 We haven't talked since we broke things off. 573 00:22:44,250 --> 00:22:46,458 Since then, like, I don't know if things have changed. 574 00:22:46,542 --> 00:22:47,875 I don't know where her head's at. 575 00:22:47,958 --> 00:22:52,417 I don't know, like, what is, like, wanted from me 576 00:22:52,500 --> 00:22:57,875 or, like, if we're still just excommunicato, like, 577 00:22:57,958 --> 00:23:00,417 because, like, I still think she's a great girl. 578 00:23:00,417 --> 00:23:05,583 And like, it was really hard, and like, I want to-- 579 00:23:05,667 --> 00:23:11,125 to, like, make amends and make everything better. 580 00:23:11,208 --> 00:23:15,000 But if we had met on different terms, 581 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:18,375 we think, like, we could have worked through our issues. 582 00:23:18,458 --> 00:23:22,083 Something, like, that could have been so good 583 00:23:22,167 --> 00:23:25,375 ended up not in that place. 584 00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:28,417 [somber music] 585 00:23:28,500 --> 00:23:29,833 - I mean, it sounds like you're still kind of 586 00:23:29,917 --> 00:23:32,833 trying to work through how you feel about that, 587 00:23:32,875 --> 00:23:34,792 like, have that sense of, I guess, 588 00:23:34,875 --> 00:23:37,458 acceptance-slash-comfort with that. 589 00:23:37,542 --> 00:23:40,667 - Yeah. Yeah, and that's kind of, like, where I'm at. 590 00:23:40,792 --> 00:23:42,458 How are you and Chloe doing? 591 00:23:42,458 --> 00:23:44,250 - You know, Chloe and I, I mean, I think for us, 592 00:23:44,333 --> 00:23:46,917 you know, we-- our journey is starting 593 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,958 to come close to Decision Day now. 594 00:23:50,042 --> 00:23:52,750 And I know for me, I mean, 595 00:23:52,875 --> 00:23:54,833 I'm already starting to feel a bit nervous. 596 00:23:54,875 --> 00:23:58,167 And, you know, it's just about navigating my emotions 597 00:23:58,208 --> 00:24:02,042 and being able to determine, like, are we at a place where 598 00:24:02,167 --> 00:24:06,500 I feel like our emotional bond not only is solidified, 599 00:24:06,583 --> 00:24:11,333 but can continue to grow at a considerable rate? 600 00:24:11,458 --> 00:24:13,125 And it's tough, right, because, like, you know 601 00:24:13,208 --> 00:24:16,167 we talked about living together after Decision Day 602 00:24:16,292 --> 00:24:17,917 and then fostering children, you know, 603 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,500 trying to get an idea of what the future would look like 604 00:24:20,500 --> 00:24:22,375 if we do say yes on Decision Day. 605 00:24:22,458 --> 00:24:26,292 So yeah, that--that's tough. 606 00:24:26,375 --> 00:24:30,208 I do have my doubts, you know, and I want to be transparent. 607 00:24:30,333 --> 00:24:34,583 But, you know, it's tough to kind of talk about your future 608 00:24:34,708 --> 00:24:37,833 and acknowledge that, like, it could be a no. 609 00:24:37,958 --> 00:24:39,292 I'm gonna have to-- 610 00:24:39,375 --> 00:24:41,083 [suspenseful music] 611 00:24:41,208 --> 00:24:43,333 I'm just gonna have to, like, really defer 612 00:24:43,417 --> 00:24:46,958 to how I feel on that day. - Yeah. 613 00:24:47,042 --> 00:24:49,833 ♪ 614 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,083 - ♪ Everything's out on the line when you're crying ♪ 615 00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:58,958 ♪ Losing's not a option 616 00:24:59,042 --> 00:25:01,500 - Hi! - Hello. 617 00:25:01,583 --> 00:25:03,333 - Look at you. You look so pretty. 618 00:25:03,417 --> 00:25:06,500 - Thanks. Also, your short hair. I missed it. 619 00:25:06,583 --> 00:25:07,917 - Oh, my gosh, it's so short. 620 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:09,792 You'll see it in a couple weeks. 621 00:25:09,875 --> 00:25:11,708 - Starting next week, Jinah and I will be 622 00:25:11,792 --> 00:25:14,000 on a little travel adventure. 623 00:25:14,083 --> 00:25:15,500 We both worked really hard last year 624 00:25:15,667 --> 00:25:17,000 to win this work trip in Maui. 625 00:25:17,083 --> 00:25:19,083 And then we're going from Maui to Vietnam, 626 00:25:19,167 --> 00:25:20,500 where we'll be doing 627 00:25:20,583 --> 00:25:22,542 one of our Jinah and Emily adventures. 628 00:25:22,625 --> 00:25:25,833 But also, I really need this trip more than ever. 629 00:25:25,875 --> 00:25:28,292 I thought I would fill you in on, like, the latest. 630 00:25:28,375 --> 00:25:32,500 Obviously, we decided to get a divorce. 631 00:25:32,542 --> 00:25:34,292 - Mm-hmm. - Um... 632 00:25:34,375 --> 00:25:38,208 but it was a little bit more emotional than I anticipated, 633 00:25:38,292 --> 00:25:40,625 a little more stressful, just because leading up to that, 634 00:25:40,708 --> 00:25:43,250 it was the most, like, spiraled behavior I've seen of him, 635 00:25:43,333 --> 00:25:45,000 which I've seen a lot. 636 00:25:45,083 --> 00:25:47,833 But he decided to tell me that I was negative 637 00:25:47,875 --> 00:25:50,208 and that was one of the reasons why this didn't work, 638 00:25:50,292 --> 00:25:52,125 and he decided that two weeks in 639 00:25:52,208 --> 00:25:54,292 and that I was only positive after my accident. 640 00:25:54,375 --> 00:25:58,042 And I'm like, only positive people can be positive after. 641 00:25:58,042 --> 00:25:59,292 And I was like, well, this is great to know, 642 00:25:59,375 --> 00:26:00,333 like, you don't know who I am. 643 00:26:00,417 --> 00:26:03,167 It's mind-boggling. 644 00:26:03,292 --> 00:26:05,542 - Yeah, like, how your realities can be so different. 645 00:26:05,625 --> 00:26:08,708 - Yeah. Like, I just know that he's kind of 646 00:26:08,792 --> 00:26:10,583 a little of a lost cause at this point. 647 00:26:10,708 --> 00:26:13,500 But it still--it was sad. 648 00:26:13,583 --> 00:26:16,125 - For sure. And I've always said this. 649 00:26:16,208 --> 00:26:18,792 Like, you need someone that allows you to be who you are 650 00:26:18,875 --> 00:26:20,042 and not just allows you, 651 00:26:20,125 --> 00:26:22,167 but appreciates every part of you. 652 00:26:22,250 --> 00:26:24,875 It's like, would you rather it work with him 653 00:26:24,958 --> 00:26:27,417 and him not truly appreciate who you are, 654 00:26:27,500 --> 00:26:31,458 or would you rather he show you exactly who he is... 655 00:26:31,542 --> 00:26:32,583 - Mm-hmm. 656 00:26:32,667 --> 00:26:34,250 - And get to find the person 657 00:26:34,333 --> 00:26:36,333 that really does appreciate every single piece of you? 658 00:26:36,417 --> 00:26:38,042 - Mm-hmm. 659 00:26:38,125 --> 00:26:39,125 - If he wasn't gonna only accept, let's say, 660 00:26:39,208 --> 00:26:41,417 even 60% of you, it's not enough. 661 00:26:41,500 --> 00:26:44,333 Like, he-- he wasn't enough for you. 662 00:26:44,417 --> 00:26:47,292 - First relationship, first marriage, 663 00:26:47,375 --> 00:26:49,667 a lot of lessons learned. 664 00:26:49,750 --> 00:26:53,125 But yeah, I'm excited to not dwell on this on our trip. 665 00:26:53,208 --> 00:26:55,875 I feel like traveling is always what brings me back to center, 666 00:26:55,958 --> 00:26:57,625 and I need to be back to center 667 00:26:57,708 --> 00:27:00,167 before I really start a lot of therapy. 668 00:27:00,292 --> 00:27:03,708 So yeah, I think this is just 669 00:27:03,792 --> 00:27:06,542 the pre-healing healing. - [chuckles] 670 00:27:06,542 --> 00:27:08,292 I feel like last Turks trip, I was like, 671 00:27:08,375 --> 00:27:09,708 I've never needed a trip more. 672 00:27:09,792 --> 00:27:11,125 But I think, like, now I've never 673 00:27:11,208 --> 00:27:13,333 really needed a trip more, especially, 674 00:27:13,375 --> 00:27:14,667 like, this type of trip. 675 00:27:14,750 --> 00:27:17,792 - Yeah. Us, like, backpacking. 676 00:27:17,875 --> 00:27:19,667 - Sweating, no makeup. - [indistinct] 677 00:27:19,792 --> 00:27:22,083 I think I'm gonna bring glitter, and that's it. 678 00:27:22,167 --> 00:27:23,708 - You can't let 'em take your glitter away. 679 00:27:23,792 --> 00:27:25,125 - [chuckling] No. But it is funny, though, 680 00:27:25,208 --> 00:27:26,917 because I was like, oh, I'll be married. 681 00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:28,667 Like, don't have to share twin beds with my friend anymore, 682 00:27:28,750 --> 00:27:33,750 but I am so ready and excited for twin bed sharing. 683 00:27:33,833 --> 00:27:36,250 - You know, just today, I booked-- 684 00:27:36,333 --> 00:27:37,875 there was a room where we could do twin beds 685 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:39,500 or one king, and I was like, 686 00:27:39,625 --> 00:27:40,875 what do we do? - [chuckling] 687 00:27:40,958 --> 00:27:42,542 - I did do a king, so I will take a hike 688 00:27:42,542 --> 00:27:44,125 if you need the room. 689 00:27:44,208 --> 00:27:47,000 - No, no, no, part of Emily's healing is not being-- 690 00:27:47,083 --> 00:27:49,708 not going off on-- off the rails. 691 00:27:49,792 --> 00:27:53,000 Like, I feel like a whole new level of self-worth 692 00:27:53,083 --> 00:27:56,083 and appreciation that now I feel, like, 693 00:27:56,208 --> 00:27:59,333 needs to be earned and worked for a lot harder. 694 00:27:59,417 --> 00:28:01,875 And so I just don't think that me, like, hooking up 695 00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:04,000 with a bunch of people, like, in this very fragile state, 696 00:28:04,083 --> 00:28:05,333 it's not the right way to, like, 697 00:28:05,417 --> 00:28:06,625 set up my healing journey. 698 00:28:06,708 --> 00:28:08,167 - For sure. 699 00:28:08,250 --> 00:28:10,083 - And you can keep me accountable for that. 700 00:28:10,167 --> 00:28:11,625 - You want me to be your [bleep] block? 701 00:28:11,708 --> 00:28:13,333 - [chuckling] Yeah. 702 00:28:13,417 --> 00:28:15,833 I just need, like, a break and, like, relax, have fun. 703 00:28:15,958 --> 00:28:17,208 - It'll be really good for you. 704 00:28:17,292 --> 00:28:18,792 I think we'll have a lot of moments 705 00:28:18,875 --> 00:28:22,458 where you can, like you said, pre-heal. 706 00:28:22,542 --> 00:28:23,542 - Yeah. 707 00:28:23,667 --> 00:28:27,292 [upbeat music] 708 00:28:27,375 --> 00:28:31,375 - ♪ I can feel the Earth move under my feet ♪ 709 00:28:31,375 --> 00:28:34,417 ♪ It's feeling like a dream's taking over me ♪ 710 00:28:34,542 --> 00:28:37,458 ♪ If I control the truth, can you feel the heat? ♪ 711 00:28:37,542 --> 00:28:38,542 - I know, boy. 712 00:28:38,625 --> 00:28:43,708 ♪ 713 00:28:43,792 --> 00:28:46,875 - [chuckling] Hey, my little girl. 714 00:28:46,958 --> 00:28:49,583 Hi. How you doing? Hi, buddy. 715 00:28:49,667 --> 00:28:51,958 Oh, hi, guys. 716 00:28:52,042 --> 00:28:54,042 - You don't even like them. Why are you faking? 717 00:28:54,125 --> 00:28:56,375 - [laughs] Get out of here. - You don't even like them. 718 00:28:56,458 --> 00:28:57,833 - Get out of here. 719 00:28:57,875 --> 00:28:59,667 - Don't let her poison you, Melo. 720 00:28:59,708 --> 00:29:01,708 She doesn't even like you. 721 00:29:01,792 --> 00:29:03,000 [smooches] She doesn't even like you. 722 00:29:03,125 --> 00:29:05,625 - Don't listen to him, Melo. 723 00:29:05,708 --> 00:29:08,583 - You've got to trust me with this sauce, OK? 724 00:29:08,667 --> 00:29:09,708 That I'm making for the shrimp. - OK. 725 00:29:09,792 --> 00:29:11,667 - You just need to trust your boy. 726 00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:15,667 - All right. [chuckles] Oh, thanks for cooking. 727 00:29:15,708 --> 00:29:17,500 - Yeah, of course. 728 00:29:17,542 --> 00:29:22,083 - After our visit from Dr. Pia and then talking with Emily, 729 00:29:22,167 --> 00:29:24,000 I realized that I have fallen short 730 00:29:24,042 --> 00:29:26,375 in communicating the things that are important to me. 731 00:29:26,500 --> 00:29:30,042 And so I'm really ready to have a conversation with Michael. 732 00:29:30,125 --> 00:29:32,167 Decision Day is rapidly approaching, 733 00:29:32,208 --> 00:29:35,958 and I'm not trying to leave any stone unturned. 734 00:29:36,042 --> 00:29:39,417 So I'm excited to-- to continue to talk. 735 00:29:39,500 --> 00:29:43,333 I think after our conversation with Dr. Pia, truthfully, like, 736 00:29:43,375 --> 00:29:45,125 I did want to take a little time to think about it. 737 00:29:45,208 --> 00:29:47,750 - Sure. 738 00:29:47,833 --> 00:29:49,625 - That was a hard conversation for me to have. 739 00:29:49,708 --> 00:29:51,792 I think you felt that. - Oh, for sure. 740 00:29:51,875 --> 00:29:55,000 - And I know that there were moments where 741 00:29:55,083 --> 00:29:58,000 the validity and authenticity of our marriage 742 00:29:58,083 --> 00:30:01,167 might have been questioned... - Sure. 743 00:30:01,250 --> 00:30:03,083 - Because you haven't shared with your mom 744 00:30:03,167 --> 00:30:05,333 because your mom knew about the first marriage 745 00:30:05,417 --> 00:30:09,167 and when the first marriage didn't come to fruition, 746 00:30:09,208 --> 00:30:12,167 you said that she said that she was very relieved. 747 00:30:12,208 --> 00:30:13,167 - Yes. 748 00:30:13,292 --> 00:30:14,667 - Knowing that your mom felt strongly 749 00:30:14,708 --> 00:30:18,000 about this process to begin with, 750 00:30:18,042 --> 00:30:21,375 I actually think you'd be doing a huge disservice to your mom 751 00:30:21,500 --> 00:30:24,208 and your relationship with her 752 00:30:24,292 --> 00:30:29,167 by bringing her in at this point again. 753 00:30:29,250 --> 00:30:33,458 - While we're still developing, progressing, learning, 754 00:30:33,542 --> 00:30:34,583 - Yeah. 755 00:30:34,667 --> 00:30:35,542 - All that kind of stuff, right? 756 00:30:35,625 --> 00:30:36,500 Well, good. - I mean, I do. 757 00:30:36,583 --> 00:30:37,833 I don't think it's fair to her. 758 00:30:37,958 --> 00:30:39,083 - I'm glad those are your thoughts 759 00:30:39,167 --> 00:30:43,167 because let's focus our attention on us, 760 00:30:43,208 --> 00:30:45,000 see where we go. 761 00:30:45,042 --> 00:30:47,000 If we are at a place where we know we're continuing to build 762 00:30:47,042 --> 00:30:49,125 beyond Decision Day, then obviously 763 00:30:49,125 --> 00:30:51,125 you'll meet her, you know? - Yeah. 764 00:30:51,208 --> 00:30:56,000 It's hard to imagine that a marriage to a stranger 765 00:30:56,125 --> 00:30:59,292 could be going as well as our marriage is going. 766 00:30:59,375 --> 00:31:01,750 And it's difficult to believe that there is not 767 00:31:01,833 --> 00:31:03,833 a certain level of conflict 768 00:31:03,875 --> 00:31:06,333 that it may appear that we are avoiding. 769 00:31:06,417 --> 00:31:09,042 - Sure. - However... 770 00:31:09,125 --> 00:31:12,125 personally, I felt accused of being inauthentic, 771 00:31:12,208 --> 00:31:13,833 and I felt accused of being fake, 772 00:31:13,875 --> 00:31:16,375 and my feelings were hurt. 773 00:31:16,458 --> 00:31:19,208 And so not only did I question the process, 774 00:31:19,333 --> 00:31:21,833 I questioned whether or not this inauthentic marriage 775 00:31:21,958 --> 00:31:24,000 was actually authentic... - Mm-hmm. 776 00:31:24,083 --> 00:31:27,958 - And just how dedicated you were had my head spinning, 777 00:31:28,042 --> 00:31:29,833 for sure. - Yeah. 778 00:31:29,917 --> 00:31:35,500 - I will hand credit to Dr. Pia in one regard 779 00:31:35,625 --> 00:31:39,875 because the accusations have at least brought us to a place 780 00:31:39,875 --> 00:31:43,250 where we are communicating openly 781 00:31:43,333 --> 00:31:45,958 about how that conversation impacted us. 782 00:31:46,042 --> 00:31:49,000 And if there was one thing that is within our power 783 00:31:49,042 --> 00:31:53,667 to consider, it is how it might look to move in together 784 00:31:53,792 --> 00:31:55,125 after Decision Day. 785 00:31:55,208 --> 00:31:57,667 [suspenseful music] 786 00:31:57,750 --> 00:31:59,750 [music fading] 787 00:31:59,875 --> 00:32:01,833 - Um... 788 00:32:01,958 --> 00:32:04,625 I don't mind having that discussion. 789 00:32:04,708 --> 00:32:06,292 I get it. 790 00:32:06,292 --> 00:32:08,042 It's not normal for a married couple to go from 791 00:32:08,167 --> 00:32:11,042 living together to not living together for a period of time. 792 00:32:11,125 --> 00:32:13,500 But we probably aren't gonna be able to find 793 00:32:13,542 --> 00:32:16,333 an apartment that would accommodate all our animals. 794 00:32:16,375 --> 00:32:19,667 Maybe we could find a house to rent for that, 795 00:32:19,708 --> 00:32:22,208 but that will be a tough discussion with a landlord 796 00:32:22,292 --> 00:32:24,667 to be like, yeah, I'm cool with five animals. 797 00:32:24,708 --> 00:32:26,167 - Yeah. - You know? 798 00:32:26,250 --> 00:32:28,292 And we're both aligned that, like, 799 00:32:28,375 --> 00:32:31,667 we are not gonna go and try to buy a house right after this. 800 00:32:31,708 --> 00:32:34,500 I don't think even independent of our relationship, 801 00:32:34,583 --> 00:32:36,625 I don't even think that was on the near-term roadmap 802 00:32:36,708 --> 00:32:37,917 for either one of us. 803 00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:39,667 - Wasn't on the near-term roadmap at all. 804 00:32:39,708 --> 00:32:41,667 - And so that's my pushback. 805 00:32:41,792 --> 00:32:47,125 - Um...I think we see what's out there, what's possible. 806 00:32:47,208 --> 00:32:52,292 Find a property that allows us to be a whole family. 807 00:32:52,375 --> 00:32:55,167 - Yeah, I'm--I'm open to seeing what's out there. 808 00:32:55,167 --> 00:32:59,500 What I would ask is that we don't compromise 809 00:32:59,583 --> 00:33:01,375 on the things that are still important to us 810 00:33:01,500 --> 00:33:04,375 in terms of that property. - Mm-hmm. 811 00:33:04,458 --> 00:33:08,542 - I'll be curious what we find when we start looking. 812 00:33:08,625 --> 00:33:09,833 - Great. 813 00:33:09,917 --> 00:33:11,542 [tense music] 814 00:33:15,625 --> 00:33:16,667 [soft upbeat music] 815 00:33:16,750 --> 00:33:18,625 ♪ 816 00:33:18,708 --> 00:33:20,667 - OK, come on. - Come on, boys. 817 00:33:20,667 --> 00:33:21,833 - Guys. - Come on, guys. 818 00:33:21,875 --> 00:33:24,042 - Ooh. I'm so happy I have Len back. 819 00:33:24,125 --> 00:33:25,583 - Yeah, I'm so happy you have him back. 820 00:33:25,667 --> 00:33:29,167 - I missed Len. - Mister. We missed this. 821 00:33:29,250 --> 00:33:30,625 - I'm just happy to be back. 822 00:33:30,708 --> 00:33:33,000 I feel like I was MIA for, like, a very long time. 823 00:33:33,083 --> 00:33:35,250 - You had to be. I mean, you had to take care of your-- 824 00:33:35,375 --> 00:33:37,000 what was going on in your life. - Totally, totally. 825 00:33:37,083 --> 00:33:38,500 - And no one can fault you for that. 826 00:33:38,542 --> 00:33:40,000 - No. 827 00:33:40,083 --> 00:33:43,417 - So what do you think about future dating? 828 00:33:43,542 --> 00:33:45,042 - Ooh, yeah. - What does that look like? 829 00:33:45,042 --> 00:33:46,458 - That's--that's--[chuckles] 830 00:33:46,542 --> 00:33:49,750 I don't think that I am ready for that 831 00:33:49,833 --> 00:33:52,000 right now or any time soon. - Yeah. 832 00:33:52,083 --> 00:33:54,792 - I think I just need time to, like, be by myself. 833 00:33:54,875 --> 00:33:56,292 - Totally. 834 00:33:56,375 --> 00:33:57,500 - Eventually, sure, but I just-- 835 00:33:57,583 --> 00:33:58,583 I'm not ready. - Right. 836 00:33:58,708 --> 00:34:00,000 - So. 837 00:34:00,083 --> 00:34:02,458 - Now that you are done with Cameron 838 00:34:02,542 --> 00:34:05,000 and that relationship is over, are you gonna look for things 839 00:34:05,083 --> 00:34:06,208 you don't want in the next person, 840 00:34:06,292 --> 00:34:07,750 like, the qualities that Cameron had? 841 00:34:07,833 --> 00:34:09,708 If that question makes sense. - No, that's a good question. 842 00:34:09,792 --> 00:34:10,958 I think Cameron had... - OK, hey. 843 00:34:11,042 --> 00:34:13,542 - A lot of amazing qualities, right? 844 00:34:13,625 --> 00:34:15,625 Like, he was goofy. He was smart. 845 00:34:15,708 --> 00:34:18,917 But I think I just need somebody to understand me, 846 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:20,750 like, emotionally and, 847 00:34:20,833 --> 00:34:21,833 you know, be supportive in that way. 848 00:34:21,958 --> 00:34:23,458 - Right. 849 00:34:23,542 --> 00:34:24,583 - Whereas I didn't feel like that was there. 850 00:34:24,667 --> 00:34:26,292 So I don't know. 851 00:34:26,375 --> 00:34:27,917 Yeah, I think, again, he was a great person. 852 00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:29,667 He was just not the right person for me. 853 00:34:29,750 --> 00:34:32,833 But I genuinely hope that he finds someone that, 854 00:34:32,917 --> 00:34:35,875 you know, clicks--he clicks with and that he is happy 855 00:34:35,875 --> 00:34:39,000 in whatever relationship. - Right. 856 00:34:39,083 --> 00:34:41,583 - Because, you know, [bleep] got pretty bad 857 00:34:41,708 --> 00:34:43,708 towards the end, but it doesn't mean that I don't respect him 858 00:34:43,833 --> 00:34:45,542 as a human being. I still do. 859 00:34:45,542 --> 00:34:47,792 I did reach out because it was his birthday. 860 00:34:47,875 --> 00:34:49,458 And he--he responded. 861 00:34:49,458 --> 00:34:51,917 It was a lot later, and he just said, thanks, 862 00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:54,833 which I guess I cannot expect anything more than that, 863 00:34:54,875 --> 00:34:56,375 you know? - Right. 864 00:34:56,458 --> 00:34:58,875 - I think that kind of signifies our relationship. 865 00:34:58,958 --> 00:35:01,333 It's just that's where it's at. 866 00:35:01,417 --> 00:35:03,083 We can have respect for each other, 867 00:35:03,167 --> 00:35:07,167 but it's just not gonna develop in any sort of way. 868 00:35:07,208 --> 00:35:08,333 - And I think that says the person you are... 869 00:35:08,417 --> 00:35:11,333 - Lenny. - If you--I mean, not, like, 870 00:35:11,458 --> 00:35:13,833 to think about how you guys kind of ended up 871 00:35:13,958 --> 00:35:15,417 and were not on the best of terms 872 00:35:15,500 --> 00:35:16,833 and you still reaching out... - Yeah. 873 00:35:16,958 --> 00:35:19,208 - That just shows the type of-- the caring person you are, 874 00:35:19,292 --> 00:35:20,667 no matter how the relationship is. 875 00:35:20,750 --> 00:35:22,250 - Yeah. 876 00:35:22,333 --> 00:35:23,250 - And I think that that's big of you. 877 00:35:23,375 --> 00:35:25,000 I think that that's bold. 878 00:35:25,042 --> 00:35:26,083 - We cannot get down on each other 879 00:35:26,167 --> 00:35:28,000 for the things that went wrong. 880 00:35:28,083 --> 00:35:31,167 Yes, they went wrong, but I cannot label him 881 00:35:31,208 --> 00:35:32,833 as a bad person from a bad experience. 882 00:35:32,917 --> 00:35:34,333 - Just because it didn't work out. 883 00:35:34,458 --> 00:35:36,167 - Right, a bad experience does not make a bad human being. 884 00:35:36,250 --> 00:35:37,792 - Absolutely. 885 00:35:37,875 --> 00:35:39,500 - There are mistakes that we made on both ends, 886 00:35:39,583 --> 00:35:42,167 and I'm realizing that, so I'm ready to just move on. 887 00:35:42,250 --> 00:35:43,292 - Move on. Yeah. 888 00:35:43,375 --> 00:35:45,375 - Mm-hmm. - I'm so excited. 889 00:35:45,458 --> 00:35:47,083 - But I think when I'm ready, like, I've learned so much 890 00:35:47,083 --> 00:35:48,667 about what I want in a partner 891 00:35:48,708 --> 00:35:51,208 and what I don't want that I'm excited to finally, 892 00:35:51,292 --> 00:35:53,083 like, find someone who meets that. 893 00:35:53,167 --> 00:35:54,125 - Absolutely. - You know? 894 00:35:54,208 --> 00:35:55,708 - Yeah. And you will. 895 00:35:55,833 --> 00:35:58,667 I know I've been saying this for, like, our entire lives. 896 00:35:58,750 --> 00:36:01,500 But I think it's been so hard for you to find the right one 897 00:36:01,583 --> 00:36:03,250 because he's had-- he hasn't been there yet. 898 00:36:03,333 --> 00:36:04,542 - Why? Tell me why. 899 00:36:04,625 --> 00:36:06,292 - It's gonna happen, though. I'm telling you. 900 00:36:06,375 --> 00:36:07,792 I've been saying this. - Yeah. 901 00:36:07,875 --> 00:36:09,958 - Like, the perfect guy is just waiting right there. 902 00:36:10,042 --> 00:36:11,750 As much as it sucks that 903 00:36:11,833 --> 00:36:13,792 it didn't work out with Cameron, she's-- 904 00:36:13,917 --> 00:36:17,333 she's gonna be just fine. I have no reservations there. 905 00:36:17,375 --> 00:36:20,958 I do hope--she keeps saying, like, it's gonna take a while, 906 00:36:21,042 --> 00:36:22,792 and I'm gonna need time, which I get. 907 00:36:22,875 --> 00:36:25,083 But I do hope that she doesn't feel hesitant 908 00:36:25,167 --> 00:36:26,625 to just get back out there and start dating 909 00:36:26,708 --> 00:36:29,000 because she is hot, every guy loves her, 910 00:36:29,083 --> 00:36:30,583 and she deserves it. 911 00:36:30,708 --> 00:36:31,958 - Yeah. 912 00:36:32,042 --> 00:36:33,500 - I think you're gonna have a fun dating life ahead. 913 00:36:33,625 --> 00:36:35,083 - OK, you need to quit bringing up the dating. 914 00:36:35,208 --> 00:36:37,167 - I'm just saying. We're gonna find a cute guy. 915 00:36:37,250 --> 00:36:38,292 - Yeah, that's nice. - It's gonna happen. 916 00:36:38,375 --> 00:36:39,833 - Yeah. Make it happen. 917 00:36:41,208 --> 00:36:44,125 [upbeat music] 918 00:36:44,208 --> 00:36:47,958 ♪ 919 00:36:48,042 --> 00:36:50,000 - Yo. - What's up, sir? 920 00:36:50,083 --> 00:36:51,667 - What's up, bro? How we doing, man? 921 00:36:51,792 --> 00:36:53,333 - Good, man. Looking forward to grabbing a drink. 922 00:36:53,458 --> 00:36:54,417 - Good to see you, bro. - You too. 923 00:36:54,542 --> 00:36:56,417 - Looking free, bro. - I try. 924 00:36:56,417 --> 00:36:57,583 - With the Louis. - You know, come on. 925 00:36:57,667 --> 00:36:59,500 - Rocking. - Trying to show out for you. 926 00:36:59,583 --> 00:37:01,167 - Yeah, man. - [chuckles] 927 00:37:01,250 --> 00:37:02,333 - I put on my boots and everything for you. 928 00:37:02,417 --> 00:37:03,667 - I know, look at that. - Come on, dressed up. 929 00:37:03,708 --> 00:37:05,042 - All dressed up for me. 930 00:37:05,125 --> 00:37:06,167 - I was like, I know who I'm dealing with. 931 00:37:06,250 --> 00:37:07,042 - [laughing] I know who I'm dealing with. 932 00:37:07,125 --> 00:37:09,667 ♪ 933 00:37:09,792 --> 00:37:12,917 - Nice place. - Yeah, and they got some-- 934 00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:14,417 they got some good food. 935 00:37:14,542 --> 00:37:16,125 I appreciate you wanting to hang out because 936 00:37:16,208 --> 00:37:17,792 I'm gonna be honest, 937 00:37:17,875 --> 00:37:19,167 I'm gonna be trying to pick your brain. 938 00:37:19,292 --> 00:37:20,750 Like, you've done this. 939 00:37:20,750 --> 00:37:22,958 Yeah, your journey from what I've seen 940 00:37:23,042 --> 00:37:24,000 has been a lot different than mine. 941 00:37:24,042 --> 00:37:25,708 - Yeah. 942 00:37:25,792 --> 00:37:27,500 - And, you know, Chloe and I have been fortunate 943 00:37:27,583 --> 00:37:30,083 up to this point that, like, all the big things, 944 00:37:30,167 --> 00:37:32,458 that all lined up, you know? - Yeah. 945 00:37:32,542 --> 00:37:34,750 - I think what I'm trying to work through right now is, 946 00:37:34,833 --> 00:37:39,542 like, with the things that I-- you know, I take issue with 947 00:37:39,625 --> 00:37:44,167 where am I at when Decision Day comes, 948 00:37:44,250 --> 00:37:46,333 I think ultimately, my ideal state 949 00:37:46,375 --> 00:37:48,208 is to be aligned with her 950 00:37:48,208 --> 00:37:50,917 and really try to get to a place of saying, 951 00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:54,833 like, I'm emotionally confident in continuing this marriage. 952 00:37:54,875 --> 00:37:56,542 That's where my doubt is. 953 00:37:56,625 --> 00:37:57,875 I know if this was a question of like, 954 00:37:57,958 --> 00:37:59,958 well, would you date her, I'd be like, of course. 955 00:38:00,042 --> 00:38:01,833 That's--that's easy. That's an easy question for me. 956 00:38:01,917 --> 00:38:03,458 - Yeah. 957 00:38:03,542 --> 00:38:04,833 - I just feel like there's a big difference 958 00:38:04,958 --> 00:38:07,125 between saying you want to date 959 00:38:07,250 --> 00:38:10,708 versus you want to stay married. 960 00:38:10,833 --> 00:38:13,417 - Are you happy? 961 00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:17,292 - I--I am happy when I'm with Chloe. 962 00:38:17,375 --> 00:38:18,583 - Yeah. - You know? 963 00:38:18,667 --> 00:38:20,667 The-- - That's great, dude. 964 00:38:20,708 --> 00:38:22,500 - Yeah, so and that's why I'm-- - Cheers. 965 00:38:22,583 --> 00:38:24,500 - Right. Thank you. 966 00:38:24,583 --> 00:38:27,667 And that's like-- and that's why it-- 967 00:38:27,750 --> 00:38:30,833 it makes it challenging because, like, 968 00:38:30,917 --> 00:38:32,375 I am happy when I'm with her 969 00:38:32,458 --> 00:38:34,583 and I really do like her and I know 970 00:38:34,667 --> 00:38:36,333 we've built something. - Yeah. 971 00:38:36,417 --> 00:38:37,667 - You know, the question is, 972 00:38:37,750 --> 00:38:40,583 did we build enough to continue a marriage? 973 00:38:40,667 --> 00:38:42,667 Am I at that emotional place? 974 00:38:42,708 --> 00:38:46,167 You know, do I feel like this whole journey 975 00:38:46,208 --> 00:38:49,167 was conducive for me to be in that place? 976 00:38:49,292 --> 00:38:52,625 Like, that's where I am struggling right now. 977 00:38:52,708 --> 00:38:54,417 - As in, like, seeing a marriage, 978 00:38:54,500 --> 00:38:56,250 like, a future with her? 979 00:38:56,375 --> 00:38:58,250 - Seeing--just continuing the marriage, period. 980 00:38:58,333 --> 00:38:59,542 You know? 981 00:38:59,625 --> 00:39:01,333 - You said that if it was dating, 982 00:39:01,375 --> 00:39:03,000 you would have no issue if it was just dating. 983 00:39:03,083 --> 00:39:06,167 - Yeah, yeah. - Why not look at it like that? 984 00:39:06,292 --> 00:39:08,250 - Yeah, that's a good point. 985 00:39:08,375 --> 00:39:09,875 That's a good point. 986 00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:13,333 - Like, I am big on doing what's best for you 987 00:39:13,417 --> 00:39:16,000 in whatever capacity that is. 988 00:39:16,083 --> 00:39:19,500 You know, like, you're in such a different place than I was. 989 00:39:19,542 --> 00:39:25,125 I was, you know, unhappy and sad. 990 00:39:25,208 --> 00:39:27,958 And this whole time, 991 00:39:28,042 --> 00:39:31,458 I've been trying to protect Emily from getting hurt. 992 00:39:31,542 --> 00:39:33,708 She's never been in a relationship before, right? 993 00:39:33,792 --> 00:39:36,500 And I didn't want her to think that 994 00:39:36,542 --> 00:39:38,667 this is what a relationship was like. 995 00:39:38,708 --> 00:39:43,333 So we didn't really have things to work on 996 00:39:43,417 --> 00:39:46,750 that could progress our relationship because 997 00:39:46,875 --> 00:39:51,792 it was literally just-- our conflicts were things that 998 00:39:51,875 --> 00:39:54,250 were just how she felt that I couldn't do anything about, 999 00:39:54,333 --> 00:39:55,708 where you have something, you know, 1000 00:39:55,792 --> 00:39:57,167 beautiful you've developed. 1001 00:39:57,250 --> 00:40:00,417 Like, we are all so happy for you guys, 1002 00:40:00,500 --> 00:40:05,167 that there's one couple that is strong. 1003 00:40:05,208 --> 00:40:09,458 And that reminds us of why we tried this in the first place 1004 00:40:09,542 --> 00:40:11,542 is to become what you guys have. 1005 00:40:11,625 --> 00:40:14,583 So that's what I would just say, just focus on, you know, 1006 00:40:14,583 --> 00:40:16,000 the good that you have with Chloe because... 1007 00:40:16,083 --> 00:40:17,375 - Yeah. 1008 00:40:17,458 --> 00:40:19,250 - If you look for the bad, you will find it. 1009 00:40:19,333 --> 00:40:22,792 - ♪ Oh, we rising up 1010 00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:28,667 - ♪ We're running free 1011 00:40:28,708 --> 00:40:31,333 ♪ Take my hand and run with me ♪ 1012 00:40:31,417 --> 00:40:35,083 ♪ Let's live our dreams 1013 00:40:35,208 --> 00:40:37,500 ♪ 1014 00:40:37,583 --> 00:40:38,958 - Ready? - Ready. 1015 00:40:39,042 --> 00:40:40,958 - Ready. - Ready? Great. 1016 00:40:41,042 --> 00:40:44,000 ♪ 1017 00:40:44,042 --> 00:40:47,417 - I wanted to bring Michael to look at this property today 1018 00:40:47,500 --> 00:40:48,667 so that we can just get a better idea 1019 00:40:48,750 --> 00:40:50,500 of what is gonna be important for us 1020 00:40:50,625 --> 00:40:52,500 as we're looking at properties going forward. 1021 00:40:52,542 --> 00:40:54,500 Ah, this is beautiful. 1022 00:40:54,625 --> 00:40:57,458 I also want to hear kind of what he's expecting. 1023 00:40:57,542 --> 00:40:59,458 Are the things that are important to him, 1024 00:40:59,542 --> 00:41:01,708 do those align with what's important to me? 1025 00:41:01,792 --> 00:41:03,875 What's it gonna look like moving in together 1026 00:41:03,958 --> 00:41:05,667 post-Decision Day? 1027 00:41:05,750 --> 00:41:08,333 I feel like the sooner we can live together, the better. 1028 00:41:08,417 --> 00:41:09,500 - Let's go inside and check it out. 1029 00:41:09,583 --> 00:41:11,542 - He's sweatin'. [laughter] 1030 00:41:13,042 --> 00:41:16,333 All right. So come on in. 1031 00:41:16,417 --> 00:41:17,792 - Oh, wow. 1032 00:41:17,875 --> 00:41:19,833 [upbeat music] 1033 00:41:19,917 --> 00:41:22,167 - So this is three-bedroom, two-bathroom. 1034 00:41:22,208 --> 00:41:23,542 What are your first impressions? 1035 00:41:23,667 --> 00:41:25,542 - I--I personally 1036 00:41:25,667 --> 00:41:27,917 really, really love the open floor plan. 1037 00:41:28,042 --> 00:41:30,000 It's got a charm to it. - Mm-hmm. 1038 00:41:30,125 --> 00:41:31,792 - What do you think? 1039 00:41:31,875 --> 00:41:33,958 - I'm cool with the rustic look on the exterior. 1040 00:41:34,042 --> 00:41:35,542 Interior, I like more... 1041 00:41:35,625 --> 00:41:36,750 - Yeah. - Modern. 1042 00:41:36,917 --> 00:41:39,167 Does this fit your taste? - It's beautiful. 1043 00:41:39,250 --> 00:41:40,708 Yeah, it's really beautiful. 1044 00:41:40,792 --> 00:41:41,708 - If you guys want to go check out, 1045 00:41:41,792 --> 00:41:43,542 we can head up to the bedrooms. 1046 00:41:43,542 --> 00:41:46,833 - Sure. - OK, cool. Yeah. 1047 00:41:46,875 --> 00:41:52,167 ♪ 1048 00:41:52,250 --> 00:41:54,875 All right. 1049 00:41:54,958 --> 00:41:57,833 Check this out. - This is beautiful. 1050 00:41:57,917 --> 00:42:00,875 I love the barn door. - Mm-hmm. 1051 00:42:00,958 --> 00:42:03,125 - You know what I need to see. - Huge closet. 1052 00:42:03,208 --> 00:42:04,500 - Yes. 1053 00:42:04,583 --> 00:42:06,583 - Is this closet big enough for you? 1054 00:42:06,667 --> 00:42:09,333 It feels big enough? - Yeah, it's big enough for me. 1055 00:42:09,417 --> 00:42:10,833 [laughter] I just need to see if-- 1056 00:42:10,917 --> 00:42:12,583 - Not sure if for both of you. [laughter] 1057 00:42:12,667 --> 00:42:14,292 - That's all. - Yeah. 1058 00:42:14,417 --> 00:42:15,292 Do you guys want to go see outside? 1059 00:42:15,375 --> 00:42:16,500 - Yes. - Let's do it. 1060 00:42:16,583 --> 00:42:17,750 - That sounds great. 1061 00:42:17,833 --> 00:42:20,542 - Let's check out this backyard. 1062 00:42:20,542 --> 00:42:22,333 Watch your step. 1063 00:42:22,417 --> 00:42:24,583 - Ah. 1064 00:42:24,583 --> 00:42:26,292 Oh, my gosh, this is beautiful. 1065 00:42:26,375 --> 00:42:29,333 - Isn't it? - Wow. 1066 00:42:29,375 --> 00:42:32,042 Oh, it's perfect. 1067 00:42:32,125 --> 00:42:34,375 It's huge. - Right? 1068 00:42:34,500 --> 00:42:36,250 Tons of bedrooms, bathrooms, 1069 00:42:36,375 --> 00:42:37,917 and then you have this amazing lot. 1070 00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:39,875 - It's phenomenal. - Mm-hmm. 1071 00:42:39,958 --> 00:42:41,083 - It's a dream. - Mm-hmm. 1072 00:42:41,208 --> 00:42:42,583 - Yeah. 1073 00:42:42,708 --> 00:42:44,667 I have a pit bull and a little miniature poodle. 1074 00:42:44,708 --> 00:42:47,333 - Oh. - He's got a little Maltese. 1075 00:42:47,417 --> 00:42:51,792 And I feel like this is perfect. 1076 00:42:51,875 --> 00:42:54,042 Maybe start living out the dream 1077 00:42:54,167 --> 00:42:56,375 because there's enough room for a sanctuary out here. 1078 00:42:56,500 --> 00:42:58,167 - [laughs] Yeah, this-- 1079 00:42:58,208 --> 00:43:00,750 I think there is enough for your sanctuary out here. 1080 00:43:00,833 --> 00:43:03,625 - [laughs] - This is so good. 1081 00:43:03,708 --> 00:43:06,000 - How much is it to rent a spot like this? 1082 00:43:06,125 --> 00:43:08,542 - This one's coming in at 4,800 a month. 1083 00:43:08,625 --> 00:43:10,583 - Oh, OK. Well, that's not too much further. 1084 00:43:10,667 --> 00:43:13,083 - You just have-- we'd have to be good with-- 1085 00:43:13,167 --> 00:43:15,208 let's see. - You'd have to be good with? 1086 00:43:15,292 --> 00:43:16,875 No shopping? 1087 00:43:16,958 --> 00:43:18,208 - It would be what we're paying now plus 500. 1088 00:43:18,292 --> 00:43:19,792 - Right. 1089 00:43:19,875 --> 00:43:20,958 - Would you like it enough 1090 00:43:21,042 --> 00:43:23,000 to pay what you're paying now plus 250? 1091 00:43:23,083 --> 00:43:25,042 - This is worth the money. I love it. 1092 00:43:25,042 --> 00:43:29,208 So how do you feel about going on a shopping hiatus? 1093 00:43:29,292 --> 00:43:30,500 - [chuckles softly] 1094 00:43:30,583 --> 00:43:31,917 You think that's all it'll take? 1095 00:43:32,042 --> 00:43:34,333 Oh, just-- just don't buy clothes. 1096 00:43:34,500 --> 00:43:36,208 You'll be fine. - No drip, baby. 1097 00:43:36,292 --> 00:43:37,375 - Uh-huh. - No drip. 1098 00:43:37,458 --> 00:43:38,792 [Realtor chuckles] 1099 00:43:38,875 --> 00:43:40,875 - I'm--I'm looking forward to moving in with Chloe, 1100 00:43:40,958 --> 00:43:43,708 but I just don't really see a scenario where 1101 00:43:43,708 --> 00:43:46,167 we could realistically immediately move in together 1102 00:43:46,250 --> 00:43:48,833 after Decision Day, just given our situations 1103 00:43:48,917 --> 00:43:50,750 and just giving general logistics. 1104 00:43:50,833 --> 00:43:52,667 - I'll let you guys chat 1105 00:43:52,708 --> 00:43:54,417 now that you've seen the whole place. 1106 00:43:54,417 --> 00:43:55,833 - All right. - OK. 1107 00:43:55,875 --> 00:43:57,750 ♪ 1108 00:43:57,833 --> 00:44:00,250 What do you think? - It's nice, isn't it? 1109 00:44:00,250 --> 00:44:01,625 - Yeah. 1110 00:44:01,708 --> 00:44:05,042 - But I think we could find something... 1111 00:44:05,042 --> 00:44:07,792 closer to what we were anticipating spending 1112 00:44:07,875 --> 00:44:10,417 where we would still both realize, you know, 1113 00:44:10,542 --> 00:44:12,792 substantial cost savings than what we're paying now. 1114 00:44:12,875 --> 00:44:14,708 - Yeah. - But yet have, like-- 1115 00:44:14,833 --> 00:44:18,625 not feel like we've sacrificed space to do that. 1116 00:44:18,708 --> 00:44:19,750 - Because we're doing pretty well 1117 00:44:19,833 --> 00:44:21,000 in our two-bedroom apartment. [chuckles] 1118 00:44:21,083 --> 00:44:22,583 - But I mean, there are obviously 1119 00:44:22,708 --> 00:44:25,000 real logistical factors to consider also. 1120 00:44:25,125 --> 00:44:28,708 So if we both say yes after Decision Day, 1121 00:44:28,792 --> 00:44:31,292 I want to be cohabitating. 1122 00:44:31,375 --> 00:44:33,333 And it would suck if we're-- 1123 00:44:33,417 --> 00:44:35,583 if we're not doing that for an extended period of time. 1124 00:44:35,667 --> 00:44:37,500 But it's not like we live in different states. 1125 00:44:37,583 --> 00:44:40,125 We're like a 20-minute drive from each other. 1126 00:44:40,208 --> 00:44:44,250 So how long would you think would be comfortable 1127 00:44:44,333 --> 00:44:45,875 for you to find a place? 1128 00:44:45,958 --> 00:44:48,125 [suspenseful music] 1129 00:44:48,208 --> 00:44:52,000 What if it takes five, six, seven, eight months 1130 00:44:52,083 --> 00:44:54,250 to find a place that's in an area we like 1131 00:44:54,333 --> 00:44:55,292 at the price point we like? 1132 00:44:55,375 --> 00:44:56,792 Is that tolerable to you, 1133 00:44:56,875 --> 00:45:00,000 or does that sound, like, too long? 1134 00:45:00,042 --> 00:45:04,000 - I think that sounds a little unreasonable. 1135 00:45:04,083 --> 00:45:05,958 ♪ 1136 00:45:06,042 --> 00:45:07,333 If it takes us that length of time, 1137 00:45:07,417 --> 00:45:09,833 that's gonna be a bummer. 1138 00:45:09,875 --> 00:45:12,042 We do have a Decision Day coming. 1139 00:45:12,167 --> 00:45:13,875 I know how I feel, 1140 00:45:13,958 --> 00:45:17,250 and I want you to feel equally safe in saying it. 1141 00:45:17,375 --> 00:45:18,542 - Yeah. 1142 00:45:18,667 --> 00:45:22,542 - So I want to be very clear 1143 00:45:22,625 --> 00:45:28,333 that if we are gonna stay married and move in together, 1144 00:45:28,375 --> 00:45:31,333 we need to really think about what that future looks like. 1145 00:45:31,375 --> 00:45:32,708 [tense music] 1146 00:45:36,417 --> 00:45:38,208 - ♪ So come on and close your eyes and take a chance ♪ 1147 00:45:38,333 --> 00:45:42,583 ♪ And we can't stand still in the sinking sand ♪ 1148 00:45:42,667 --> 00:45:44,458 - I'm Ashe. Nice to meet you. - Ashe? Mike. Nice to meet you. 1149 00:45:44,542 --> 00:45:46,000 - Yeah. Welcome to my shop. 1150 00:45:46,083 --> 00:45:48,667 - This is fun. - Now we just relax, have fun. 1151 00:45:48,708 --> 00:45:51,583 - Let's have fun. - Yes. 1152 00:45:51,667 --> 00:45:53,625 - Gentlemen. How are you guys? - Yo. 1153 00:45:53,708 --> 00:45:55,750 - It's a cool place. - Uh-huh. 1154 00:45:55,833 --> 00:45:57,917 - OK, we're gonna make bottle openers. 1155 00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:00,458 And yeah, so you guys will get a chance to hammer today, 1156 00:46:00,542 --> 00:46:02,042 hammer out any stresses 1157 00:46:02,167 --> 00:46:03,250 you have in your life. - Uh-huh. 1158 00:46:03,333 --> 00:46:05,292 - Twisting, bending, fun stuff like that. 1159 00:46:05,375 --> 00:46:06,417 - Cool. - Awesome. 1160 00:46:06,500 --> 00:46:08,708 [upbeat rock music] 1161 00:46:08,792 --> 00:46:11,125 - This feels good. - Absolutely. 1162 00:46:11,208 --> 00:46:14,667 ♪ 1163 00:46:14,792 --> 00:46:16,875 - This is my forge. Her name is Your Majesty. 1164 00:46:16,875 --> 00:46:18,958 - Let's do this. 1165 00:46:19,042 --> 00:46:21,292 - We're gonna take our piece, and we're gonna heat it up. 1166 00:46:21,375 --> 00:46:24,708 ♪ 1167 00:46:24,833 --> 00:46:27,875 Then you want to hammer, so... 1168 00:46:28,875 --> 00:46:32,583 [hammers clanking] 1169 00:46:32,708 --> 00:46:39,833 ♪ 1170 00:46:39,958 --> 00:46:41,625 You can hammer about 100% harder than that. 1171 00:46:41,708 --> 00:46:44,500 - All right. [laughter] 1172 00:46:44,542 --> 00:46:47,250 - All right, who wants some drag? 1173 00:46:47,333 --> 00:46:49,000 [cheers and applause] 1174 00:46:49,083 --> 00:46:50,875 That's what I wanna see here. 1175 00:46:50,958 --> 00:46:54,167 [upbeat pop music] 1176 00:46:54,250 --> 00:46:55,833 - ♪ Don't try to touch me 1177 00:46:55,875 --> 00:46:57,500 ♪ Unless you want to feel the burn ♪ 1178 00:46:57,583 --> 00:47:00,292 ♪ So let's get to it, make it real up in here ♪ 1179 00:47:00,375 --> 00:47:04,167 ♪ Let's get it started [all cheering] 1180 00:47:04,250 --> 00:47:06,125 - Decision Day is rapidly approaching, 1181 00:47:06,208 --> 00:47:08,583 and all of the feelings, the emotions, 1182 00:47:08,708 --> 00:47:11,333 the anxiety over the past few days 1183 00:47:11,417 --> 00:47:14,292 has been really stressful. 1184 00:47:14,375 --> 00:47:18,292 So I felt I needed a break and just really have fun. 1185 00:47:18,375 --> 00:47:22,042 ♪ 1186 00:47:22,125 --> 00:47:25,458 [cheers and applause] 1187 00:47:25,542 --> 00:47:28,958 ♪ 1188 00:47:29,042 --> 00:47:31,250 I don't think anything is more fun than a drag show. 1189 00:47:31,375 --> 00:47:34,208 ♪ 1190 00:47:34,292 --> 00:47:35,833 - Thanks for the invite, Chloe. - Yeah. 1191 00:47:35,917 --> 00:47:38,083 - What a fun-- I've been missing you. 1192 00:47:38,167 --> 00:47:39,833 - So. - Thank you, angel. 1193 00:47:39,917 --> 00:47:42,167 - well, tell me what is going on with you all. 1194 00:47:42,250 --> 00:47:44,833 How's it going? 1195 00:47:44,917 --> 00:47:46,542 - You guys know I've been single for, 1196 00:47:46,625 --> 00:47:48,125 like, two months at this point. 1197 00:47:48,208 --> 00:47:51,125 So I'm at the point where I'm very happy. 1198 00:47:51,208 --> 00:47:55,333 I've received closure. I'm just enjoying life. 1199 00:47:55,375 --> 00:47:57,167 - Where are you--where are you at with everything? 1200 00:47:57,250 --> 00:48:00,292 - UM, you know, I've really just been geared towards, 1201 00:48:00,375 --> 00:48:01,667 you know, smoothing things over, 1202 00:48:01,708 --> 00:48:04,000 trying to talk to Lauren as much as I can. 1203 00:48:04,083 --> 00:48:05,708 It seems like there's still a conversation 1204 00:48:05,792 --> 00:48:08,125 that's yet to happen 1205 00:48:08,208 --> 00:48:09,875 or a conversation that's not happening. 1206 00:48:09,958 --> 00:48:14,208 Um, you know, I got a long message from her. 1207 00:48:14,208 --> 00:48:16,167 I don't really know how to dive into it because 1208 00:48:16,250 --> 00:48:18,875 I'm still trying to wrap my head around the message. 1209 00:48:18,958 --> 00:48:21,083 You know, it just went over a whole bunch of things. 1210 00:48:21,167 --> 00:48:23,458 - Was it, like, a long-ass text message? 1211 00:48:23,542 --> 00:48:25,125 - So--yeah. 1212 00:48:25,208 --> 00:48:27,000 - Man, that's the death blow right there. 1213 00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:28,000 I hate seeing those come in. - Dude, those are hard. 1214 00:48:28,083 --> 00:48:30,125 - Yeah, and I've really yet to respond. 1215 00:48:30,208 --> 00:48:31,875 The only response I gave her was, you know, 1216 00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:33,250 I wanted to thoroughly go through this. 1217 00:48:33,333 --> 00:48:36,000 So I do have a response for you, but-- 1218 00:48:36,083 --> 00:48:37,792 - That's good. - Yeah, I don't know. 1219 00:48:37,875 --> 00:48:39,125 I don't know. I don't know. 1220 00:48:39,208 --> 00:48:40,667 I don't know. It's tough. [chuckles softly] 1221 00:48:40,708 --> 00:48:42,833 - Yeah. 1222 00:48:42,917 --> 00:48:45,667 - He texts me back, and he said, 1223 00:48:45,750 --> 00:48:49,333 "I really want to respond to this." 1224 00:48:49,417 --> 00:48:51,208 And that was the text back. - [laughing] Oh, my God. 1225 00:48:51,292 --> 00:48:52,333 - What? 1226 00:48:52,375 --> 00:48:56,625 - I'm so removed from my two-week marriage 1227 00:48:56,708 --> 00:48:58,542 that whether he responds or not, 1228 00:48:58,625 --> 00:49:00,042 it doesn't matter. 1229 00:49:00,125 --> 00:49:01,167 - [laughing] Two-week marriage? I'm sorry. 1230 00:49:01,250 --> 00:49:02,333 - Right? 1231 00:49:02,417 --> 00:49:03,750 It's [bleep] comical. Let's be real. 1232 00:49:03,833 --> 00:49:06,208 It's [bleep] comical. It's comical. 1233 00:49:06,292 --> 00:49:08,167 - A two-week marriage in this world 1234 00:49:08,208 --> 00:49:09,167 is a lot like five years. 1235 00:49:09,250 --> 00:49:10,500 - No, it did feel like six months. 1236 00:49:10,625 --> 00:49:14,500 No, it felt like a solid half-year relationship. 1237 00:49:14,542 --> 00:49:16,125 So I'm good. 1238 00:49:16,250 --> 00:49:17,958 I think I've-- I've resolved the fact 1239 00:49:18,042 --> 00:49:20,042 that my husband was not ready for marriage 1240 00:49:20,125 --> 00:49:22,292 or "Married at First Sight" or me. 1241 00:49:22,375 --> 00:49:24,333 And that's OK. 1242 00:49:24,417 --> 00:49:27,792 - You know, as far as Becca and I, there was real 1243 00:49:27,875 --> 00:49:30,167 no, like, salvaging of our relationship. 1244 00:49:30,250 --> 00:49:31,583 You know, I hope one day, we can, like, 1245 00:49:31,708 --> 00:49:35,167 be on good terms and just, like, be able to, like, 1246 00:49:35,250 --> 00:49:38,375 talk about what happened or what didn't happen, 1247 00:49:38,458 --> 00:49:40,375 or at least just, like, get to a place where we're-- 1248 00:49:40,500 --> 00:49:43,125 we're both, like, OK. 1249 00:49:43,208 --> 00:49:44,792 [soft upbeat music] 1250 00:49:44,875 --> 00:49:48,125 - I am doing OK. 1251 00:49:48,208 --> 00:49:49,958 I won't cry because I am not gonna cry on velvet. 1252 00:49:50,042 --> 00:49:51,500 - No, you look too good. 1253 00:49:51,583 --> 00:49:53,333 Your makeup's on point. - You look too good. 1254 00:49:53,417 --> 00:49:54,875 - You look so good. Don't ruin the mascara. 1255 00:49:54,875 --> 00:49:56,333 - If you want to cry, I am here for you. 1256 00:49:56,417 --> 00:49:58,208 - We love crying. [overlapping chatter] 1257 00:49:58,292 --> 00:50:01,750 - I think I'm definitely going through, like, 1258 00:50:01,833 --> 00:50:03,625 a grieving, healing, mourning process. 1259 00:50:03,708 --> 00:50:06,000 - Yeah. 1260 00:50:06,083 --> 00:50:10,125 - But I cannot tolerate dishonesty in a relationship, 1261 00:50:10,208 --> 00:50:13,167 and watching Austin do that in front of people 1262 00:50:13,208 --> 00:50:16,417 that saw him out was just really difficult. 1263 00:50:16,500 --> 00:50:19,042 And then after that was even more difficult because it was 1264 00:50:19,167 --> 00:50:23,000 like, oh, you're not even really trying 1265 00:50:23,125 --> 00:50:25,167 to deeply apologize or anything. 1266 00:50:25,250 --> 00:50:28,792 And so that was when I was like, I-- 1267 00:50:28,875 --> 00:50:31,250 I know I have flaws. 1268 00:50:31,333 --> 00:50:33,417 I know that I will have to apologize. 1269 00:50:33,542 --> 00:50:35,500 I know that I probably will lie in my marriage at some point. 1270 00:50:35,542 --> 00:50:37,333 Like, nobody is perfect, 1271 00:50:37,417 --> 00:50:39,833 but it's what you do after that really matters. 1272 00:50:39,917 --> 00:50:42,292 And it's figuring out what made you lie, 1273 00:50:42,375 --> 00:50:45,333 what about you makes you feel uncomfortable, like, 1274 00:50:45,375 --> 00:50:46,833 all of those self-discovery things. 1275 00:50:46,917 --> 00:50:48,458 - Yes. 1276 00:50:48,542 --> 00:50:50,167 - And I didn't hear any of that from him. 1277 00:50:50,250 --> 00:50:55,542 And so I feel like I've gotten closure from my marriage. 1278 00:50:55,625 --> 00:50:58,375 - ♪ You're just another in the crowd ♪ 1279 00:51:02,208 --> 00:51:03,625 [soft dramatic music] 1280 00:51:03,625 --> 00:51:04,875 [indistinct chatter] 1281 00:51:04,875 --> 00:51:06,583 - I feel like I've tried all that I can. 1282 00:51:06,667 --> 00:51:08,208 I know that Austin's wife is out there. 1283 00:51:08,292 --> 00:51:09,917 I know that it's not me. 1284 00:51:10,000 --> 00:51:11,583 Like, I know that there's a partner that 1285 00:51:11,667 --> 00:51:13,458 will look at his dishonesty and be like, 1286 00:51:13,542 --> 00:51:15,333 oh, that was a silly little thing and move on. 1287 00:51:15,375 --> 00:51:17,167 Like, there are people like that, and I just-- 1288 00:51:17,333 --> 00:51:18,875 - True. - I'm not that. 1289 00:51:18,958 --> 00:51:20,667 - I'm one of 'em. - Cheers to closure. 1290 00:51:20,708 --> 00:51:22,375 - I was about to say, cheers to not being that. 1291 00:51:22,458 --> 00:51:24,667 - Right. - Because you deserve better. 1292 00:51:24,792 --> 00:51:26,083 - Right, we all do. - Yeah. 1293 00:51:26,167 --> 00:51:27,583 I mean, I think we all deserve better. 1294 00:51:27,667 --> 00:51:31,333 And I am still not speaking with Brennan. 1295 00:51:31,417 --> 00:51:32,667 I think there's nothing to say 1296 00:51:32,875 --> 00:51:34,125 and I think it's healthy for us both, especially me, 1297 00:51:34,208 --> 00:51:36,500 to, like, not have any contact. 1298 00:51:36,542 --> 00:51:38,500 And then, yeah, I am getting ready 1299 00:51:38,542 --> 00:51:40,875 to go to Hawaii and Vietnam. - Look at her. 1300 00:51:40,958 --> 00:51:42,792 - I'm excited. - So happy. 1301 00:51:42,875 --> 00:51:44,458 - Mm-hmm. - So good. 1302 00:51:44,542 --> 00:51:46,167 - What's, like, your side of things? 1303 00:51:46,208 --> 00:51:49,833 Like, do you feel like 1304 00:51:49,875 --> 00:51:53,250 you've had your side heard? 1305 00:51:53,333 --> 00:51:54,333 Or do you know where she's coming from? 1306 00:51:54,458 --> 00:51:56,292 - Yeah, let's dive into it. 1307 00:51:56,375 --> 00:51:59,208 So accusation one, I asked her to delete a diary cam. 1308 00:51:59,292 --> 00:52:01,458 I'm pretty sure anyone on the planet, 1309 00:52:01,542 --> 00:52:04,208 if they see their significant other talking immense amount 1310 00:52:04,292 --> 00:52:07,333 of [bleep] on them on national TV, 1311 00:52:07,375 --> 00:52:09,167 you might feel the same way and say, hey, like, 1312 00:52:09,250 --> 00:52:10,833 why are we airing out our dirty laundry? 1313 00:52:10,917 --> 00:52:12,667 I told her, save it on your phone, 1314 00:52:12,792 --> 00:52:14,083 keep it for your records. 1315 00:52:14,167 --> 00:52:15,542 And she happily deleted it. 1316 00:52:15,625 --> 00:52:19,167 The fact that it was brought up, I'm like, OK. 1317 00:52:19,250 --> 00:52:22,208 Second accusation, you and Cameron 1318 00:52:22,292 --> 00:52:24,958 joked about going on a double date. 1319 00:52:25,042 --> 00:52:29,250 Clare tells Emily that Brennan 1320 00:52:29,333 --> 00:52:32,667 said he wants to do a double date. 1321 00:52:32,750 --> 00:52:37,500 But Cameron is the one who told Clare what went down. 1322 00:52:37,583 --> 00:52:41,125 Clare interpreted it as Brennan said those things. 1323 00:52:41,208 --> 00:52:44,500 OK, if you want to call me a bad guy 1324 00:52:44,625 --> 00:52:46,667 for all those accusations after everything I've done, 1325 00:52:46,750 --> 00:52:48,375 you know, saving her life and being there for her, 1326 00:52:48,500 --> 00:52:51,750 and those are your takeaways, 1327 00:52:51,875 --> 00:52:55,042 I have no words, no words. 1328 00:52:55,125 --> 00:52:57,833 [tense somber music] 1329 00:52:57,875 --> 00:53:03,333 - Have you talked to her? 1330 00:53:03,417 --> 00:53:08,458 ♪ 1331 00:53:08,542 --> 00:53:12,750 Yeah. I mean, you know, that's all hard. 1332 00:53:12,833 --> 00:53:15,875 I mean, we all felt how hard it was to, like, 1333 00:53:15,958 --> 00:53:18,292 have our wives or our ex-wives 1334 00:53:18,375 --> 00:53:20,917 or whatever you want to call it kind of come at us. 1335 00:53:21,042 --> 00:53:23,417 - And it is very hard to talk through moments like that. 1336 00:53:23,500 --> 00:53:25,333 - I'm gonna be honest, bro. 1337 00:53:25,375 --> 00:53:28,333 That moment, I realized that 1338 00:53:28,375 --> 00:53:31,542 most of the girls, honestly, were seeing red. 1339 00:53:31,625 --> 00:53:34,208 And at that point, it was almost like we were just 1340 00:53:34,292 --> 00:53:36,667 sitting ducks and we just had to take 1341 00:53:36,750 --> 00:53:39,375 all the blows they were giving us, no matter how unfair, 1342 00:53:39,375 --> 00:53:42,500 unjust, and untrue all of them were. 1343 00:53:42,542 --> 00:53:45,875 It was a point where we could not reason. 1344 00:53:45,958 --> 00:53:47,250 - I mean, it was definitely 1345 00:53:47,333 --> 00:53:49,083 an emotionally-heightened... 1346 00:53:49,208 --> 00:53:51,042 - Oh, yeah. - Evening. 1347 00:53:51,125 --> 00:53:53,333 ♪ 1348 00:53:53,417 --> 00:53:56,667 - So everything is still good-ish? 1349 00:53:56,750 --> 00:53:59,708 - Um... I could use a little help. 1350 00:53:59,792 --> 00:54:01,000 - Yeah. - Mm. 1351 00:54:01,083 --> 00:54:02,250 - Actually, not a little help. 1352 00:54:02,333 --> 00:54:04,042 Probably a lot more than a little bit. 1353 00:54:04,167 --> 00:54:05,458 - I'm sorry, baby. 1354 00:54:05,542 --> 00:54:07,750 What's going on? - I'm not doing great. 1355 00:54:07,833 --> 00:54:10,542 - No? - We, uh... 1356 00:54:10,667 --> 00:54:13,875 we ended up actually looking for a home to rent 1357 00:54:13,958 --> 00:54:18,458 post-Decision Day, but what I wasn't quite prepared for 1358 00:54:18,542 --> 00:54:23,917 was Michael actually mentioned living apart in a marriage. 1359 00:54:24,042 --> 00:54:27,208 - It just doesn't make sense. 1360 00:54:27,292 --> 00:54:30,333 - So, Mike, when is your Decision Day? 1361 00:54:30,375 --> 00:54:33,000 - We're coming up on it right now, yeah. 1362 00:54:33,042 --> 00:54:34,833 - How you feeling about it? 1363 00:54:34,875 --> 00:54:38,500 - My journey with Chloe hasn't been nearly as hectic. 1364 00:54:38,542 --> 00:54:40,542 But where our struggles have been 1365 00:54:40,667 --> 00:54:44,042 is, like, thinking about the future. 1366 00:54:44,167 --> 00:54:46,083 I interpret Decision Day as, like, 1367 00:54:46,167 --> 00:54:47,542 deciding if you want to continue 1368 00:54:47,625 --> 00:54:49,708 to build and work on this marriage, 1369 00:54:49,833 --> 00:54:51,375 key word being marriage. 1370 00:54:51,458 --> 00:54:55,667 And now I do feel legitimately torn. 1371 00:54:55,708 --> 00:54:57,833 Thinking about the future has me, 1372 00:54:57,875 --> 00:55:00,375 you know, acknowledging doubts that I have 1373 00:55:00,375 --> 00:55:02,000 and concerns that I have. 1374 00:55:02,083 --> 00:55:04,500 ♪ 1375 00:55:04,500 --> 00:55:08,333 - Nine times out of ten, I am really cool, calm, collected, 1376 00:55:08,375 --> 00:55:11,292 and laid-back and very willing to be flexible 1377 00:55:11,375 --> 00:55:13,208 and open-minded and open-hearted. 1378 00:55:13,292 --> 00:55:14,625 - Mm. - Yeah, for sure. 1379 00:55:14,708 --> 00:55:15,833 - And I am going to give him what he needs. 1380 00:55:15,875 --> 00:55:17,333 - Absolutely. 1381 00:55:17,458 --> 00:55:20,583 - I am not going to do that at the expense of 1382 00:55:20,667 --> 00:55:22,708 my character, my dignity, and what it is that I need. 1383 00:55:22,833 --> 00:55:25,292 So we need to have a conversation, 1384 00:55:25,417 --> 00:55:30,167 whether or not we have a future for us. 1385 00:55:30,292 --> 00:55:31,833 - I think the challenge-- 1386 00:55:31,917 --> 00:55:35,250 like, for me, I could say, it's like, 1387 00:55:35,375 --> 00:55:39,583 I don't know if I am ready for the next journey, 1388 00:55:39,667 --> 00:55:42,083 us living together and fostering children. 1389 00:55:42,167 --> 00:55:43,542 Like, there's a whole host of things 1390 00:55:43,667 --> 00:55:46,417 that I know I have to emotionally consider 1391 00:55:46,500 --> 00:55:47,875 when it comes to being married. 1392 00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:50,500 You know, that's really where-- 1393 00:55:50,625 --> 00:55:54,250 where I'm at and what I'm trying to navigate. 1394 00:55:54,333 --> 00:55:56,792 And I feel like there's always gonna 1395 00:55:56,875 --> 00:55:59,125 be a level of uncertainty, fear, and doubt. 1396 00:55:59,208 --> 00:56:01,875 So I'm not looking for the absence of those feelings. 1397 00:56:01,958 --> 00:56:04,167 All I'm trying to-- what I'm hoping I'll have 1398 00:56:04,250 --> 00:56:08,333 come Decision Day is clarity on yes, I feel uncomfortable. 1399 00:56:08,417 --> 00:56:09,708 Yes, there's things I'm afraid of. 1400 00:56:09,708 --> 00:56:11,625 And yes, there's things I doubt. 1401 00:56:11,708 --> 00:56:15,417 But, you know, the hope, the optimism, the excitement, 1402 00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:17,000 it--it outweighs that. 1403 00:56:17,125 --> 00:56:18,875 Like, I really feel like that's what it's really 1404 00:56:18,958 --> 00:56:20,792 coming down to, you know? 1405 00:56:20,875 --> 00:56:24,667 And that's what I've been wrestling with. 1406 00:56:24,750 --> 00:56:27,125 ♪ 1407 00:56:27,208 --> 00:56:29,042 - That--that's tough, man. 1408 00:56:29,125 --> 00:56:31,500 It's very difficult to navigate. 1409 00:56:31,583 --> 00:56:33,833 I think, you know, talk with Chloe 1410 00:56:33,958 --> 00:56:35,917 because I think it's better to get it off your chest 1411 00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:38,125 than to hold it in and let it fester. 1412 00:56:38,208 --> 00:56:40,125 ♪ 1413 00:56:40,208 --> 00:56:44,125 - What would you do if he said no on Decision Day? 1414 00:56:44,208 --> 00:56:46,833 ♪ 1415 00:56:46,917 --> 00:56:48,333 - Um... 1416 00:56:48,375 --> 00:56:51,000 I don't know. 1417 00:56:51,042 --> 00:56:53,583 [suspenseful music] 1418 00:56:57,458 --> 00:56:58,750 [upbeat music] 1419 00:56:58,750 --> 00:57:05,667 ♪ 1420 00:57:13,708 --> 00:57:15,792 - You're already in bed? 1421 00:57:15,875 --> 00:57:18,208 - [chuckles] 1422 00:57:18,333 --> 00:57:21,333 - I--I even got home early. - [chuckles] 1423 00:57:21,375 --> 00:57:23,625 It's been a long week. - Mm. 1424 00:57:23,708 --> 00:57:27,792 - Did you have fun? - I did. I did have fun. 1425 00:57:27,875 --> 00:57:30,667 Oh, my goodness, you really do have all the animals. 1426 00:57:30,708 --> 00:57:32,708 - I really do. We were snoozin'. 1427 00:57:32,792 --> 00:57:34,583 - Mm-hmm. 1428 00:57:34,667 --> 00:57:38,375 - Oh, hold on, let me put this light on so I can see you. 1429 00:57:38,458 --> 00:57:40,250 [chuckles] 1430 00:57:40,333 --> 00:57:43,208 Hi, everybody. 1431 00:57:43,292 --> 00:57:46,542 So what's going on? Tell me about it. 1432 00:57:46,542 --> 00:57:48,708 - Well, I wanted to get home so that, you know, 1433 00:57:48,792 --> 00:57:52,417 we still had potentially a-- our night. 1434 00:57:52,500 --> 00:57:53,917 And look, I know you were sleeping, 1435 00:57:54,042 --> 00:57:55,833 so I don't want you to feel like we have 1436 00:57:55,917 --> 00:57:59,083 to get into any kind of, like, really in-depth 1437 00:57:59,167 --> 00:58:01,792 conversation, but-- - Oh, no. 1438 00:58:01,875 --> 00:58:03,333 [both chuckle] 1439 00:58:03,375 --> 00:58:05,500 - No, no, it's not-- it's not anything scary. 1440 00:58:05,542 --> 00:58:08,875 It's just I have been in a place of, like, 1441 00:58:08,958 --> 00:58:12,500 thinking about Decision Day and what the future may hold. 1442 00:58:12,625 --> 00:58:17,292 So I think it's probably an appropriate time 1443 00:58:17,375 --> 00:58:22,000 to start sharing my feelings, let you know where I'm at. 1444 00:58:22,125 --> 00:58:24,083 You know, everything with you has been so great, you know, 1445 00:58:24,208 --> 00:58:26,625 from the momentum we've had in the beginning 1446 00:58:26,625 --> 00:58:30,500 to the time that I've been able to spend with you. 1447 00:58:30,583 --> 00:58:32,167 Living with you has not only been easy, 1448 00:58:32,250 --> 00:58:34,333 it's been fun, it's been great. 1449 00:58:34,375 --> 00:58:36,250 Getting to just learn about 1450 00:58:36,375 --> 00:58:38,000 who you are, all of that has been great. 1451 00:58:38,125 --> 00:58:40,875 I think what I'm starting to realize that I'm wrestling with 1452 00:58:40,958 --> 00:58:44,042 is just where I'm at emotionally in terms of 1453 00:58:44,042 --> 00:58:47,000 feeling ready to continue to stay married 1454 00:58:47,083 --> 00:58:48,000 and what that means. 1455 00:58:48,042 --> 00:58:50,833 Um... 1456 00:58:50,875 --> 00:58:53,667 I mean, at least for me, one of the challenges about the level 1457 00:58:53,750 --> 00:58:57,000 of intensity of us sharing everything 1458 00:58:57,125 --> 00:59:00,000 was just underestimating how draining that could be, 1459 00:59:00,083 --> 00:59:03,208 even with us being on the same page. 1460 00:59:03,292 --> 00:59:06,833 Like, you have been great about receiving everything about me, 1461 00:59:06,917 --> 00:59:09,167 my--my background, my perspective, 1462 00:59:09,250 --> 00:59:11,917 how I see the present, how I see the future. 1463 00:59:12,000 --> 00:59:14,750 And I've tried to be the same for you. 1464 00:59:14,875 --> 00:59:16,375 But, like, there have been times 1465 00:59:16,500 --> 00:59:18,375 where I was surprised at, like, 1466 00:59:18,458 --> 00:59:23,000 why am I so drained thinking of the future? 1467 00:59:23,083 --> 00:59:24,667 - Yeah. 1468 00:59:26,542 --> 00:59:30,750 So do you think, truthfully, safe space, 1469 00:59:30,833 --> 00:59:36,167 that you are actually ready to be married? 1470 00:59:38,917 --> 00:59:41,250 - That's what I'm trying to navigate. 1471 00:59:41,375 --> 00:59:43,667 [tense music] 1472 00:59:43,750 --> 00:59:45,458 And now that I've really started to evaluate, 1473 00:59:45,542 --> 00:59:48,167 I'm really questioning this marriage. 1474 00:59:48,250 --> 00:59:54,958 ♪ 1475 00:59:55,042 --> 00:59:56,792 - I'm gonna have to process that for a little bit. 1476 00:59:56,875 --> 00:59:58,333 - Sure. 1477 00:59:58,333 --> 01:00:01,458 - Because I need to make sure I am hearing you clearly. 1478 01:00:01,542 --> 01:00:04,167 Um... 1479 01:00:04,250 --> 01:00:08,167 ♪ 1480 01:00:08,250 --> 01:00:12,583 It's almost like me pushing living together right away 1481 01:00:12,667 --> 01:00:15,500 planted those seeds of doubt. 1482 01:00:15,542 --> 01:00:17,333 ♪ 1483 01:00:17,417 --> 01:00:19,042 - Um... 1484 01:00:19,167 --> 01:00:21,833 I don't know. 1485 01:00:21,958 --> 01:00:25,875 And I think we have to just kind of lean in introspectively 1486 01:00:25,958 --> 01:00:29,667 in terms of finding some of those answers. 1487 01:00:29,750 --> 01:00:33,333 - This is hard. [chuckles] - Mm. 1488 01:00:33,375 --> 01:00:36,333 - It might be getting a little emotional, actually. 1489 01:00:36,458 --> 01:00:39,375 [chuckles softly and sighs] 1490 01:00:39,375 --> 01:00:41,542 ♪ 1491 01:00:41,625 --> 01:00:44,333 I wasn't ever expecting... 1492 01:00:44,417 --> 01:00:47,792 ♪ 1493 01:00:47,875 --> 01:00:49,708 to be so close to everything coming to an end 1494 01:00:49,833 --> 01:00:52,125 and still just be in this place where I just don't know. 1495 01:00:52,208 --> 01:00:54,000 - Mm-hmm. 1496 01:00:54,125 --> 01:00:57,125 - And I didn't know I didn't know until you brought it up. 1497 01:00:57,208 --> 01:00:59,875 Ugh. [sniffles] 1498 01:01:02,583 --> 01:01:06,500 I didn't know I didn't know until now. 1499 01:01:06,542 --> 01:01:08,333 - But I want you to know that that's OK. 1500 01:01:08,417 --> 01:01:10,625 - [sighs] 1501 01:01:13,542 --> 01:01:15,042 Yeah. 1502 01:01:21,167 --> 01:01:26,167 I do not want, 1503 01:01:26,250 --> 01:01:30,000 nor will I allow us to give up too quickly. 1504 01:01:30,083 --> 01:01:34,167 I want to ask of you... - Mm-hmm. 1505 01:01:34,208 --> 01:01:36,750 - Not to make your decision until Decision Day. 1506 01:01:36,833 --> 01:01:38,833 I just want to make sure we do that for each other. 1507 01:01:38,958 --> 01:01:40,917 - Yeah, you have my commitment there. 1508 01:01:41,042 --> 01:01:43,083 [energetic bittersweet music] 1509 01:01:43,167 --> 01:01:44,958 OK. 1510 01:01:45,042 --> 01:01:46,708 - I think we have a lot to think about. 1511 01:01:46,708 --> 01:01:48,333 - Yeah, I agree. 1512 01:01:48,375 --> 01:01:51,458 ♪ 1513 01:01:51,542 --> 01:01:54,083 - OK. 1514 01:01:54,208 --> 01:01:57,750 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey 1515 01:01:57,833 --> 01:02:00,542 - Next time, life after Decision Day 1516 01:02:00,625 --> 01:02:02,333 continues for most of our couples. 1517 01:02:02,417 --> 01:02:03,792 - ♪ Goin' up, goin' up 1518 01:02:03,875 --> 01:02:05,958 - Seeing him right now is really hard for me. 1519 01:02:06,042 --> 01:02:07,333 I miss him. 1520 01:02:07,375 --> 01:02:08,875 ♪ 1521 01:02:09,000 --> 01:02:10,417 - However, for Chloe and Michael, 1522 01:02:10,542 --> 01:02:11,792 the moment has arrived 1523 01:02:11,875 --> 01:02:13,917 for them to make the crucial choice: 1524 01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:17,417 whether to stay married or get a divorce. 1525 01:02:17,500 --> 01:02:19,625 - I feel confident to, like, 1526 01:02:19,708 --> 01:02:21,458 say that we can continue this marriage. 1527 01:02:21,542 --> 01:02:23,833 - It's hard for me to imagine my life without him. 1528 01:02:23,875 --> 01:02:25,083 And yet at the same time, 1529 01:02:25,167 --> 01:02:27,000 I don't know that I want to do it. 1530 01:02:27,083 --> 01:02:29,542 I've never been so torn in my entire life. 1531 01:02:29,667 --> 01:02:30,833 [dramatic music] 1532 01:02:30,958 --> 01:02:33,458 - The time has come. 1533 01:02:33,542 --> 01:02:37,542 Today, you will decide if you want to stay married... 1534 01:02:37,625 --> 01:02:38,917 or get a divorce. 1535 01:02:39,042 --> 01:02:41,917 - I'm the all-in or I'm the all-out. 1536 01:02:42,042 --> 01:02:44,125 And I need a partner that is very much the same. 1537 01:02:44,208 --> 01:02:45,167 - [sighs] 1538 01:02:45,292 --> 01:02:47,875 [dramatic music]