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<i>♪ Oh, no, I'll never let go ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Can't pry my fingers
From the end of this rope ♪</i>

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{\an8}[Marissa] It's, like, surreal
to know we have
Decision Day coming up.

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I definitely want Marissa
to be my, like, forever person.

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This conversation
that Shawn and I had,

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he was like,
"You may be a ten in Seattle,

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- but in New York
you'd be a seven."
- [Belléjolie] Jesus.

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- [Michelle]
He thinks he's a ten?
- [Nikki] He thinks he's a ten.

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- [Michelle] Shut the fuck up.
- He thinks he's a ten.
He thinks he's a ten.

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We made a decision to go
into Decision Day saying yes.

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- Wow.
- You did?

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- [Cameron]
Is Bellé your dream girl?
- No.

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So what are you doing here then?

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- [Mecca] Is Michelle
your dream girl?
- Yes!

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[Belléjolie] It is insecurity
because there's no way

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you're going to have to feel
like you have to humble me
in any type of way.

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If we can just commit

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to being
each other's safe space,
then I want to try.

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For sure I can.

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Conversations
cannot go like that.

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- Yeah, like, I mean--
- Well, let me finish my point.

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That's something
that I cannot have.

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I cannot be shut down.
Because that's unacceptable.

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{\an8}We have nothing to hold onto
in this relationship.

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- Obviously.
- You have given me nothing.

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I think calling it
is the best choice,
so I'm good here.

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I don't need
anything else from you.

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{\an8}<i>♪ I get lost all the time ♪</i>

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{\an8}["Savage"
by I, Us, & We playing]

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{\an8}- [Cameron] Oh, morning everyone!
- [all] Morning!

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{\an8}You know what, I considered
coming up at 7:00 a.m.

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{\an8}and blasting shitty fucking
2010s rap music?

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{\an8}<i>♪ Bad, you know
She gon' act up, act up ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ That new form
When you see me back up ♪</i>

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{\an8}- Cameron!
- I remembered my first drink!

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{\an8}- Late 2010s.
- [Felipe laughing]

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{\an8}- [Marissa] What? Wild.
- I wasn't even
drinking, brother.

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{\an8}- [Cameron] What's up, man?
- [Mecca scoffs]

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{\an8}- How you feeling?
- I'm feeling great.
I'm-- I'm good.

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{\an8}- Morning.
- Good Morning!

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{\an8}[Tori] Good morning.

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[Cameron]
Oh, we're all back together!
Everyone's okay?

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Uh, me and Cait are calling it.

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[dramatic music playing]

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We're not staying together.
I'm heading back to Seattle.

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[Mecca] Shit. Based on what?

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{\an8}[Devin] We don't see eye to eye.

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{\an8}Our communication
is not up to par.

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It's just a continual
power struggle
of who needs to be right.

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I don't want to keep playing
into that toxic pattern.

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It's emotionally draining.

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[Marissa] Holy shit.
I did not expect that.

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Caitlin seemed like she was
going to turn over a new leaf

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and really give it a go.

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Then, to just be leaving
the couples retreat,

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they are no longer, is crazy.

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{\an8}I'm tired of, like,
the emotional weight

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that, like, I feel like
I've been carrying

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of just, like, us,
like, constantly arguing.

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We weren't even arguing
in the same conversation
last night.

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Like, I have no i--
like, when we had our talk,
I was so confused.

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'Cause you don't listen.
You don't listen
to the other side.

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- Okay.
- [Devin] I'm tired of being
disrespected in conversation.

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That's what I'm done with.

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[Cameron] Mecca, there's rumors
you were trying to do
a couple swap last night.

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What's up with that?

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Couple swap? No, no.

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- [Cameron] I thought he was.
- [Tori] You give him an inch
and he takes a mile.

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- Couple swap is crazy.
- [Cameron] Why'd I hear you
yapping about it then?

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[Mecca] No, no, no.

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{\an8}[Adam] All right, what is--
what is this?

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{\an8}We're just going to watch
your girl just get rizzed up
by Mecca for 15 minutes?

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I mean, like,
I see Caitlin as like,

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you know, a really,
really, really good friend.

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There may have been a point
in the night where,

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for Devin, it went too far.

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I've had a great time,
but it seems as though

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it's been at the expense
of other people.

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<i>♪ Slowly, softly, sweetly
You pull me in ♪</i>

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I can't believe
you guys are, like, done.

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You're just going home.

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- Yeah.
- Packing up.

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If it wasn't last night,
it would have been today.

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- [Marissa] Yeah.
- There would have been
another argument or something.

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Like, I was just at--
I'm at my wit's end with it.

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- Like, I can't communicate.
- Yeah, it would have been

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just you guys going to the end
and then both saying no.

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And then just being like, "No."
And I'm like, "Well, I'm not
going to do that to do that."

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At least you don't have
to get into these,
like, screaming arguments.

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No, and that's why
it feels relieving.

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Like, you can breathe.

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Can I hitch a ride back
with someone?

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[Michelle]
You should ride with us.

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[Caitlin] Okay, cool.

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<i>♪ Little does everyone know
I'm wide awake dreaming ♪</i>

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- I'm going to head out. So...
- [Mecca laughs]

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I can't help but--
I can't help but think
that I'm responsible for that.

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[Devin] You're not responsible.
At the end of the day,
our problems are our problems.

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It was the straw
that broke the camel's back

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- because of how she responded
to it or reacted to it.
- [Mecca] Correct.

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- [Belléjolie] Yeah.
- [Mecca] Correct.

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It was a mis-- misunderstanding,
a misinterpretation.

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It's not your fault.

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Mecca overstepped.

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Last night
I confronted him about it.

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So he apologized
and he went away.

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No hard feelings.

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- [Belléjolie] Hugs.
- I'm going to remove myself now.

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- Mm-hmm.
- You know?

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Heard. Heard.

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- Much love, brother.
- Cheers, brother.

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- [Mecca] Thank you.
- [Devin] Yeah.

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Putting in the effort
and knowing that it failed,

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it stings
a little bit right now,

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But at the end of the day,
like, I know that I tried.

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I'm proud of the effort
that I put in.

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<i>♪ This is
Where we say goodbye ♪</i>

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I'm moving out.

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I'm disappointed because of
how I came into this so ready.

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Ready to work through it.
Ready to dive both feet in.

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And I got someone
who was one toe in.

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<i>♪ Did you even try ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Will it keep you
Up at night ♪</i>

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- See you later, man.
- Catch you, man. It was great.

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[Devin]
I've been trying to show up

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as the most authentic
version of myself.

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And, like,
if she can't handle that,
I'm not going to dim my light.

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- We'll see each other.
- Absolutely.

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- Catch you, bro.
- For sure.

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- Bye.
- I'll miss ya.

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- Happy for you guys.
- Yeah, thank you.

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[Devin] I saw the potential
of what this could have been.

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I think she's amazing.
But, like,
you have to let me in a bit.

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And she never let me in.

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At the end of the day,
like, I can't be delusional.

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At what point
am I forcing it to try and work?

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I just got to learn from that
and carry it into whatever
the next, like, relationship is.

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<i>♪ This is
Where we say goodbye ♪</i>

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[Michelle] How you doing?
You okay?

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Yeah. I just want to go home.

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[Michelle] Oh, my gosh.

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This experience,
like, really pushed me in
a lot of really positive ways.

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It's also been, like,
the most vulnerable I've ever
been in my entire life.

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<i>♪ And I ♪</i>

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["Say Something" by
A Great Big World
featuring Christina Aguilera]

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<i>♪ Am feeling so small ♪</i>

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I just don't think, like,
I've ever just felt

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so, like, misunderstood
by, like, someone in my life.

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I'm feeling misunderstood
because I am misunderstood.

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He probably
also feels misunderstood.

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That's a hard thing
to, like, walk away from
and not try to work out.

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<i>♪ Anywhere
I would've followed you ♪</i>

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He tried so hard,
but, like, didn't really see,
like, a lot of me for me.

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<i>♪ And I'm sorry
That I couldn't get to you ♪</i>

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I just...

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<i>would have loved for it
to have worked out.</i>

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Like, the way he treated me,

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the way he, like,
looked out for me.

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Easy things that, like,
every guy should do,

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but, like, maybe has
never happened for me.

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Like, that's hard
to walk away from, too.

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<i>♪ And I'm saying goodbye ♪</i>

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Do you need anything?

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- What?
- Do you need anything?

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No.

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<i>♪ Say something
I'm giving up on you ♪</i>

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Hope's gone. [laughs]

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Hope has left the building.

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<i>♪ Say something
I'm giving up on you ♪</i>

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[Felipe]
Even though you're a divorcee,
I still hang out with you.

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Thank you, Felipe.
Is there room in your car?

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- Oh, bye, Cay-Cay.
- [Caitlin] Bye.

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{\an8}- I love you.
- [Caitlin] I love you, too.

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{\an8}Thank you so much
for everything.

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[Cameron]
Come on, Caitlin, let's go.

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[Marissa]
She's, like, their little kid.

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[Cameron] She's in trouble.

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It's like you picked me up
from a really bad sleepover.

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[Cameron] Yeah. [laughs]

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[Cameron grunts]

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See you. Bye.

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["Bringing the House Down"
by 11 One/Music playing]

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- [Nikki]
Goodbye, couples retreat.
- Goodbye, house.

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- Thanks for being part
of our journeys.
- [Belléjolie] Yes.

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<i>♪ Don't matter
If you try to doubt me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You don't really know
A thing about me ♪</i>

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[Mecca] At a certain point,

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motherfuckers just gotta be
honest with themselves.

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- And who's the motherfuckers?
- [Mecca] I'm an idiot.

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- Mecca, please stop
calling yourself an idiot.
- [Nikki] Well--

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Yeah, please stop.
Like, let's be kind
to ourselves.

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That filter is non-existent.

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I'm just, like, saying whatever,
doing whatever

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at the expense
of other individuals,

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- which is, you know,
it's-- it's a problem.
- [Nikki] Yeah.

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<i>♪ I'm bringing the house down ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Baby, your love
On this cross sounds ♪</i>

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I'm sorry it all blew up, guys.

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- Oh, my gosh, no, it's fine.
- It's all good.

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[Michelle] At the end of
the day, despite all the chaos,

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it's good that you came
to this realization

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before Decision Day.

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Yeah, thank-- thank you.

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<i>♪ Not another way
That this can go ♪</i>

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What was your guys'
favorite part of the weekend?

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- [Tori] Oh, fighting for sure.
- [laughter]

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- [Tori] I won.
- Love a good fight.

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[Felipe] Did you win?

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Yeah, I feel like
she won that fight for sure.

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- [Tori] Yeah. Yeah.
- [laughter]

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- Wasn't even close.
- [Tori] Yeah.

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[Marissa] Yeah, you guys
really kicked off the weekend

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with a nice tiff.

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You guys walked
so Devin and Caitlin could run.

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[laughter]

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<i>♪ Life's much better
When we're falling in love ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Not falling apart ♪</i>

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{\an8}[Nikki chuckles] Hi.

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{\an8}- [Nikki] Hi.
- So many ways.

220
00:10:17,767 --> 00:10:19,726
{\an8}- How are you?
- I'm great, how are you?

221
00:10:19,727 --> 00:10:23,081
{\an8}- Look, you coming with food?
- Yeah, I know.

222
00:10:26,943 --> 00:10:30,404
{\an8}Yeah, I drank some Earl Grey tea
to stay awake for you.

223
00:10:30,405 --> 00:10:32,465
Oh, you did? For me?

224
00:10:35,952 --> 00:10:39,371
<i>♪ So much better when you're
Breaking the floor ♪</i>

225
00:10:39,372 --> 00:10:42,958
<i>♪ Not breaking my heart
Stop breaking my ♪</i>

226
00:10:42,959 --> 00:10:44,585
- [Nana] Hey.
- [Felipe] Hi.

227
00:10:44,586 --> 00:10:46,545
{\an8}Hi. You shaved, baby.

228
00:10:46,546 --> 00:10:47,981
{\an8}- Hi, Mom.
- Hey, baby.

229
00:10:49,299 --> 00:10:50,716
- Check on you.
- [Nana] Hi.

230
00:10:50,717 --> 00:10:52,426
- Hi, Nana.
- [Nana] How's it going?

231
00:10:52,427 --> 00:10:54,761
- So good to see you guys.
- [Nana] Good to see you too.

232
00:10:54,762 --> 00:10:56,471
How is it going?

233
00:10:56,472 --> 00:10:58,223
Oh, it's going good.

234
00:10:58,224 --> 00:11:00,726
- Yeah.
- It's a lot of things to do?

235
00:11:00,727 --> 00:11:02,060
Yeah, feels like a lot.

236
00:11:02,061 --> 00:11:03,770
Okay, tell us.

237
00:11:03,771 --> 00:11:04,998
Yeah, um...

238
00:11:06,816 --> 00:11:08,984
{\an8}I have this huge weight
on my shoulders.

239
00:11:08,985 --> 00:11:11,987
{\an8}- I have a few days to decide...
- [Ana] What other things?

240
00:11:11,988 --> 00:11:13,488
{\an8}...whether I'm going to be
with this person

241
00:11:13,489 --> 00:11:15,324
{\an8}for the rest of my life
or not, okay?

242
00:11:15,325 --> 00:11:17,784
And I guess
I'm not quite certain

243
00:11:17,785 --> 00:11:19,995
what my answer is yet.
[chuckles]

244
00:11:19,996 --> 00:11:23,498
She's honestly,
like, really incredible.

245
00:11:23,499 --> 00:11:25,751
But it's not perfect.

246
00:11:25,752 --> 00:11:27,502
["Love Me the Right Way"
by Stevie Gold playing]

247
00:11:27,503 --> 00:11:29,504
It's hard for me

248
00:11:29,505 --> 00:11:34,134
to be my, like,
true self around Tori.

249
00:11:34,135 --> 00:11:35,677
Sometimes, like,
I get into trouble

250
00:11:35,678 --> 00:11:38,013
when I am my true self
around her.

251
00:11:38,014 --> 00:11:40,766
<i>- ♪ It's real love ♪
- ♪ It's real love ♪</i>

252
00:11:40,767 --> 00:11:42,434
<i>- ♪'Cause we have enough ♪
- ♪ Have enough ♪</i>

253
00:11:42,435 --> 00:11:44,937
- [Macee] <i>Hi.</i>
- [Tori] Hi, babe.

254
00:11:44,938 --> 00:11:46,521
- [Macee] <i>What's up?</i>
- Quick update.

255
00:11:46,522 --> 00:11:49,816
{\an8}We went to a couples retreat
this past weekend.

256
00:11:49,817 --> 00:11:52,694
{\an8}The first night,
we had, like, a big fight.

257
00:11:52,695 --> 00:11:54,488
We, like,
literally almost broke up.

258
00:11:54,489 --> 00:11:56,823
[Macee] <i>Oh, my gosh.</i>

259
00:11:56,824 --> 00:12:00,035
"Most likely to flirt
with the waiter while
their partner is right there."

260
00:12:00,036 --> 00:12:01,370
- Whoa.
- [Caitlin] Okay, ready?

261
00:12:01,371 --> 00:12:03,205
[all] Felipe!

262
00:12:03,206 --> 00:12:05,624
[laughter]

263
00:12:05,625 --> 00:12:08,377
Okay, wait, so you give a shit
that they think I'm a slut.

264
00:12:08,378 --> 00:12:10,879
You're not considering me
in your behavior.

265
00:12:10,880 --> 00:12:13,548
Everyone else's perception
of you is--

266
00:12:13,549 --> 00:12:17,135
But who gives a shit about
everyone else's perception?
That's what I'm trying to say.

267
00:12:17,136 --> 00:12:19,346
What matters to me
is your perception.

268
00:12:19,347 --> 00:12:21,890
[Tori]
I just was like, "How would
you feel in my circumstance?"

269
00:12:21,891 --> 00:12:24,184
He didn't really see
where I was coming from.

270
00:12:24,185 --> 00:12:27,562
He said
maybe we're incompatible.

271
00:12:27,563 --> 00:12:29,189
<i>That's wild.</i>

272
00:12:29,190 --> 00:12:30,541
[Felipe] I get it.

273
00:12:30,708 --> 00:12:33,026
I'm not perfect
in the words that I choose.

274
00:12:33,027 --> 00:12:35,237
But, like, for the rest
of my life, I'm going to say
stupid shit, like.

275
00:12:35,238 --> 00:12:37,239
- We know.
- You know. Like, it's just--

276
00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:39,366
I've known you for, like, what,
like, seven, eight years now?

277
00:12:39,367 --> 00:12:41,159
[Felipe] We've known each other
for, like, eight years now.

278
00:12:41,160 --> 00:12:44,079
My second sister,
my favorite sister.

279
00:12:44,080 --> 00:12:45,747
[laughter]

280
00:12:45,748 --> 00:12:47,874
Like, I told you
when I first met you,

281
00:12:47,875 --> 00:12:49,584
I thought you were super mean.

282
00:12:49,585 --> 00:12:52,671
Like, you do say
some things that are stupid.

283
00:12:52,672 --> 00:12:55,215
But for us,
it's like, we know you.

284
00:12:55,216 --> 00:12:56,925
We know you don't mean no harm.

285
00:12:56,926 --> 00:12:59,219
And maybe for Tori,

286
00:12:59,220 --> 00:13:02,014
it's just a matter of time
to get there.

287
00:13:02,015 --> 00:13:05,392
I just am so torn.
It's good we've had arguments.

288
00:13:05,393 --> 00:13:08,020
I think it's more
of a green flag than a red flag.

289
00:13:08,021 --> 00:13:12,607
And I don't think
you should just end something
because there's hard stuff.

290
00:13:12,608 --> 00:13:15,110
Because it's all
going to be hard at some point.

291
00:13:15,111 --> 00:13:19,156
I do feel like this could be
my husband forever.

292
00:13:19,157 --> 00:13:20,741
<i>Yeah.</i>

293
00:13:20,742 --> 00:13:22,969
There's a lot
to think about, I think. [sighs]

294
00:13:24,704 --> 00:13:26,246
<i>I'm here
to support you either way.</i>

295
00:13:26,247 --> 00:13:27,765
[Tori sighs]

296
00:13:28,599 --> 00:13:32,294
[Felipe] I do understand
how amazing she is.
Beautiful inside and out.

297
00:13:32,295 --> 00:13:35,964
People say stuff to me like,
"You're never going to find
someone like her again."

298
00:13:35,965 --> 00:13:39,259
Our romantic moments
are magical.

299
00:13:39,260 --> 00:13:42,739
What life do I think is better

300
00:13:42,905 --> 00:13:45,974
between my single life
or my married life with Tori?

301
00:13:45,975 --> 00:13:47,809
Like, legitimately, like,

302
00:13:47,810 --> 00:13:51,313
it's going to require
a leap of faith either way.

303
00:13:51,314 --> 00:13:55,984
For me and your daddy,
we love you guys together.

304
00:13:55,985 --> 00:14:00,155
She's going to be good for you.
But I know you have to decide.

305
00:14:00,156 --> 00:14:02,633
- It's not me.
- [laughter]

306
00:14:08,039 --> 00:14:09,956
<i>♪ Baby come back ♪</i>

307
00:14:09,957 --> 00:14:14,044
<i>♪ Is the only thing
I wanna say ♪</i>

308
00:14:14,045 --> 00:14:15,837
<i>♪ Baby come back ♪</i>

309
00:14:15,838 --> 00:14:17,899
{\an8}[Belléjolie] That's super cute.
What the heck?

310
00:14:19,634 --> 00:14:22,969
"Daddy and Bellé."

311
00:14:22,970 --> 00:14:25,180
- [Belléjolie] What the heck?
That's insane.
- [Mecca] Oh.

312
00:14:25,181 --> 00:14:28,725
- [Mecca] Wait,
have we been here before?
- [Belléjolie] That's crazy.

313
00:14:28,726 --> 00:14:30,912
<i>♪ Is what I want to say ♪</i>

314
00:14:34,649 --> 00:14:37,234
- Quite the wild weekend.
- Definitely.

315
00:14:37,235 --> 00:14:40,695
- It just was all bad
as a whole, honestly.
- Yeah.

316
00:14:40,696 --> 00:14:42,572
It's probably a large part
of you that feels like

317
00:14:42,573 --> 00:14:46,243
you shouldn't have to be put
in those situations,

318
00:14:46,244 --> 00:14:50,080
or you shouldn't have to be
thinking certain things.

319
00:14:50,081 --> 00:14:52,082
Yeah, I shouldn't have to,
but at the same time,

320
00:14:52,083 --> 00:14:54,376
it's happening for a reason,
and it's helping me,

321
00:14:54,377 --> 00:14:56,586
like, learn more about myself

322
00:14:56,587 --> 00:14:58,922
and figure out, like,
how I need to react

323
00:14:58,923 --> 00:15:02,050
- and respond
in-- in those situations.
- [Mecca] Yeah.

324
00:15:02,051 --> 00:15:04,594
Your sentiments of being like,
"I don't deserve this.

325
00:15:04,595 --> 00:15:08,056
Like, I don't-- I shouldn't have
to keep putting up with this.
It's disrespect."

326
00:15:08,057 --> 00:15:11,101
And I'm thinking like,
"Ah, shit, yeah, she's right."

327
00:15:11,102 --> 00:15:14,896
And that's all damage
that I've created.

328
00:15:14,897 --> 00:15:16,624
So I was...

329
00:15:18,109 --> 00:15:20,694
beating myself up about that
all day.

330
00:15:20,695 --> 00:15:23,697
I know that like,
I'm a deeply flawed individual.

331
00:15:23,698 --> 00:15:25,907
And the sad and unfortunate
part about it is,

332
00:15:25,908 --> 00:15:28,118
coming into this,
my goal and my intention

333
00:15:28,119 --> 00:15:30,871
was to not let
any of that show at all.

334
00:15:30,872 --> 00:15:34,976
You know, be the best version
of myself that I know I can be.

335
00:15:35,143 --> 00:15:37,210
I just need to check my energy,
to be honest.

336
00:15:37,211 --> 00:15:38,396
My energy was...

337
00:15:39,422 --> 00:15:40,589
all the way off.

338
00:15:40,590 --> 00:15:44,134
Cocky too, which is ugly to say,

339
00:15:44,135 --> 00:15:46,761
because it's just--
That's really just not who I am.

340
00:15:46,762 --> 00:15:49,639
I'm not a cocky
or arrogant person.

341
00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:52,642
You could, you know,
think and feel otherwise,

342
00:15:52,643 --> 00:15:55,395
- which is totally--
which is totally fine.
- No, I don't. No, I don't.

343
00:15:55,396 --> 00:15:56,831
That's why it was like a...

344
00:15:58,149 --> 00:15:59,941
dang type of moment,

345
00:15:59,942 --> 00:16:02,277
- because I know
that's not who you are.
- Yeah.

346
00:16:02,278 --> 00:16:04,654
At the end of the day, my answer
is still going to be yes,

347
00:16:04,655 --> 00:16:08,116
because I know
how I feel about you,

348
00:16:08,117 --> 00:16:10,494
and I also know
that I know how to treat you

349
00:16:10,495 --> 00:16:12,579
and I know how to be respectful.

350
00:16:12,580 --> 00:16:16,625
I do want it to work,
and I do want you to say yes,

351
00:16:16,626 --> 00:16:18,668
you know, when the time comes,

352
00:16:18,669 --> 00:16:21,063
but you have to make
the right decision
that's best for yourself.

353
00:16:21,430 --> 00:16:25,091
If the totality
of my actions and words

354
00:16:25,092 --> 00:16:28,345
has equated to you saying no,

355
00:16:28,346 --> 00:16:30,180
then I have no choice

356
00:16:30,181 --> 00:16:33,350
but to be understanding of that
because I get it.

357
00:16:33,351 --> 00:16:36,436
["Don't Give Up On This"
by Jenn Bostic playing]

358
00:16:36,437 --> 00:16:39,356
<i>♪ Getting lost in the details ♪</i>

359
00:16:39,357 --> 00:16:42,543
<i>♪ So worried
That you might fail ♪</i>

360
00:16:44,529 --> 00:16:47,489
[Belléjolie] I know
it's not my job to heal him

361
00:16:47,490 --> 00:16:49,533
or go through
all of this torture first

362
00:16:49,534 --> 00:16:52,285
before I'm loved correctly,
so I don't want to do that,

363
00:16:52,286 --> 00:16:56,289
but there is a part of me
that wants to stay in it,

364
00:16:56,290 --> 00:17:00,502
because I actually feel like
I can contribute, you know,

365
00:17:00,503 --> 00:17:04,839
into him being a better person
and-- and who he's trying to be,

366
00:17:04,840 --> 00:17:08,134
so I'm just
weighing out everything.

367
00:17:08,135 --> 00:17:10,387
The ball is in my court.

368
00:17:10,388 --> 00:17:14,975
I think I just got to, like,
be better in those moments, man,

369
00:17:14,976 --> 00:17:18,144
because I'm sure you love

370
00:17:18,145 --> 00:17:20,814
the person that I am
outside of all that nonsense.

371
00:17:20,815 --> 00:17:25,735
<i>♪ But hope waitin'
On the other side ♪</i>

372
00:17:25,736 --> 00:17:29,548
<i>♪ Saying don't give up ♪</i>

373
00:17:34,078 --> 00:17:36,389
["Crack The Code"
by Mic Drop playing]

374
00:17:40,918 --> 00:17:42,019
{\an8}[Nikki] Hi.

375
00:17:42,219 --> 00:17:44,379
[Shawn] Two for dinner, please.

376
00:17:44,380 --> 00:17:45,505
- Two for dinner? All right.
I've got a table right up there.
- Yes.

377
00:17:45,506 --> 00:17:47,424
- Great.
- Awesome. Thanks.

378
00:17:47,425 --> 00:17:50,385
<i>♪ Just the way you look at me ♪</i>

379
00:17:50,386 --> 00:17:51,761
Can we talk about this dress?

380
00:17:51,762 --> 00:17:54,598
Uh... a little commotion.

381
00:17:54,599 --> 00:17:56,057
Thank you.

382
00:17:56,058 --> 00:17:57,434
[Shawn]
This is a good appetizer.

383
00:17:57,435 --> 00:17:59,603
[both laughing]

384
00:17:59,604 --> 00:18:01,605
I obviously missed you
this weekend.

385
00:18:01,606 --> 00:18:02,856
- Thank you.
- [Shawn] You know.

386
00:18:02,857 --> 00:18:03,940
I felt the same way.

387
00:18:03,941 --> 00:18:05,442
- Yeah.
- I learned a lot.

388
00:18:05,443 --> 00:18:07,360
- [Shawn] You learned a lot?
- I learned a lot.

389
00:18:07,361 --> 00:18:08,278
[Nikki] Tell me everything.
Start from the beginning. Go.

390
00:18:08,279 --> 00:18:10,614
So, um...

391
00:18:10,615 --> 00:18:13,533
the theme of the weekend
was we're with these men

392
00:18:13,534 --> 00:18:17,787
who have showed that
they can be disrespectful,

393
00:18:17,788 --> 00:18:19,623
particularly on
matters of appearance,

394
00:18:19,624 --> 00:18:21,416
- which we're really sensitive
to women, and...
- Yeah.

395
00:18:21,417 --> 00:18:23,084
...like, how do we feel
about that and what's acceptable

396
00:18:23,085 --> 00:18:25,378
- versus what's not acceptable.
- I gotcha.

397
00:18:25,379 --> 00:18:28,632
[Nikki] There's a lot going on
with Bellé and Mecca.

398
00:18:28,633 --> 00:18:33,470
She's had some instances where,
and you've seen some of them,
where he's been disrespectful.

399
00:18:33,471 --> 00:18:36,139
She's really hurt by some of
the things he's said,

400
00:18:36,140 --> 00:18:38,933
and it-- it stirred up for me
the comment that you made

401
00:18:38,934 --> 00:18:42,830
about me being
a seven in New York,
but a ten in Seattle.

402
00:18:43,431 --> 00:18:45,190
- I hadn't shared that
with anybody because...
- Oh, yeah.

403
00:18:45,191 --> 00:18:49,653
...like, when it happened,
it stung.

404
00:18:49,654 --> 00:18:51,655
Now, do you remember
right before I said that,

405
00:18:51,656 --> 00:18:54,240
you grabbing my belly fat
and being like, "Look at you."

406
00:18:54,241 --> 00:18:56,159
- Do you remember that moment?
- No.

407
00:18:56,160 --> 00:18:58,620
We were in the pool, and
you were like, "Look at you."

408
00:18:58,621 --> 00:19:02,499
And I was like,
"Yeah, but like, we're--
we're both not all that."

409
00:19:02,500 --> 00:19:04,501
- You don't remember that moment?
- No.

410
00:19:04,502 --> 00:19:06,503
- I don't remember that.
- I remember that, like, yesterday.

411
00:19:06,504 --> 00:19:08,922
- I'm not making this up at all,
I promise you.
- Okay.

412
00:19:08,923 --> 00:19:10,507
And at the end of that was
when I was like,

413
00:19:10,508 --> 00:19:12,342
"Oh, yeah, but, like, I think,
you know, here,

414
00:19:12,343 --> 00:19:14,010
you're probably perceived
as a ten,

415
00:19:14,011 --> 00:19:15,845
but like, there's a lot
of people in New York

416
00:19:15,846 --> 00:19:17,347
that look kind of like you.

417
00:19:17,348 --> 00:19:19,099
You could be a seven
in New York, right?"

418
00:19:19,100 --> 00:19:21,810
- Okay.
- And it was
a response to that moment.

419
00:19:21,811 --> 00:19:23,019
Um...

420
00:19:23,020 --> 00:19:24,479
Our food is here.

421
00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:26,272
- Oh, my gosh.
- Yeah.

422
00:19:26,273 --> 00:19:28,834
Awesome. Thank you.

423
00:19:29,001 --> 00:19:31,027
All right.

424
00:19:31,028 --> 00:19:34,197
So, whether you remember
that moment or not,
doesn't matter.

425
00:19:34,198 --> 00:19:36,700
I was hurt.
That's why I said what I said.

426
00:19:36,701 --> 00:19:38,118
Um, I apologize for that.

427
00:19:38,119 --> 00:19:39,786
Well, thank you for the apology,

428
00:19:39,787 --> 00:19:42,288
and I apologize
for insulting you.

429
00:19:42,289 --> 00:19:45,125
For me, it's--
I really leaned into
just being intentional

430
00:19:45,126 --> 00:19:47,686
about pouring my everything
into this relationship.

431
00:19:50,381 --> 00:19:53,383
What I know now is that
we should always endeavor

432
00:19:53,384 --> 00:19:56,553
to fight fair and fight kindly.

433
00:19:56,554 --> 00:19:59,723
I can see when Nikki
shows up fully as herself

434
00:19:59,724 --> 00:20:03,226
in her soft person, it's, like,
so loving and endearing

435
00:20:03,227 --> 00:20:05,019
and it's someone
I want to be around.

436
00:20:05,020 --> 00:20:07,897
But can I see that long enough,
consistently enough,

437
00:20:07,898 --> 00:20:10,817
that allows me to feel like
I can get to a "yes"
at Decision Day?

438
00:20:10,818 --> 00:20:12,694
I don't know.

439
00:20:12,695 --> 00:20:14,195
I don't hold
anything against you.

440
00:20:14,196 --> 00:20:15,864
- Thank you.
- So we're good. I've--

441
00:20:15,865 --> 00:20:17,091
It's squashed.

442
00:20:22,955 --> 00:20:24,247
["In This Together"
by Markus Hughes playing]

443
00:20:24,248 --> 00:20:25,808
<i>♪ The sun is coming over ♪</i>

444
00:20:28,711 --> 00:20:31,212
{\an8}<i>♪ Across the barren fields ♪</i>

445
00:20:31,213 --> 00:20:34,591
{\an8}<i>♪ Just like I said it'd be ♪</i>

446
00:20:34,592 --> 00:20:36,468
<i>♪ The storm is almost over ♪</i>

447
00:20:36,469 --> 00:20:38,762
- [Marissa] Are you sleeping?
- Mm-hmm.

448
00:20:38,763 --> 00:20:40,305
- You are?
- Yeah.

449
00:20:40,306 --> 00:20:42,390
You're so cute.

450
00:20:42,391 --> 00:20:44,392
How is it being sick with me?

451
00:20:44,393 --> 00:20:46,227
It's way better
being sick with you

452
00:20:46,228 --> 00:20:47,645
because it just feels like
we're in it together.

453
00:20:47,646 --> 00:20:50,940
Yeah. You're so sweet.

454
00:20:50,941 --> 00:20:53,985
Marissa and I are
absolutely fighting
for our lives right now.

455
00:20:53,986 --> 00:20:56,488
We're deep in the trenches.
You know,
we could not be sicker.

456
00:20:56,489 --> 00:20:59,407
Like, I took a rapid test and,
you know,

457
00:20:59,408 --> 00:21:02,410
was told I was diagnosed
with influenza B and COVID
at the same time

458
00:21:02,411 --> 00:21:04,662
And it feels like both of those

459
00:21:04,663 --> 00:21:06,748
in addition
to getting, like, hit by a truck

460
00:21:06,749 --> 00:21:10,168
and then dragged behind
my jet ski underwater
for an hour.

461
00:21:10,169 --> 00:21:12,629
My headache is so crazy.

462
00:21:12,630 --> 00:21:13,797
[Adam] I know.

463
00:21:13,798 --> 00:21:16,174
It's nice being sick together.

464
00:21:16,175 --> 00:21:18,676
Adam is able to slow down.

465
00:21:18,677 --> 00:21:20,678
He made me chicken noodle soup

466
00:21:20,679 --> 00:21:23,515
and he brought me tea
and medicine.

467
00:21:23,516 --> 00:21:26,059
It feels good when he's, like,
zoning in and,

468
00:21:26,060 --> 00:21:28,937
like, locking in and, like,
having those,
like, genuine moments.

469
00:21:28,938 --> 00:21:31,314
That's not something, like,
he shows to everybody.

470
00:21:31,315 --> 00:21:32,649
Here you go.

471
00:21:32,650 --> 00:21:35,193
- Thank you.
- New tea bag.

472
00:21:35,194 --> 00:21:37,046
[Marissa] Cheers.

473
00:21:38,364 --> 00:21:40,198
Cheers.

474
00:21:40,199 --> 00:21:41,699
It's nice, though.

475
00:21:41,700 --> 00:21:43,952
[Marissa] I know.
This view is insane right now.

476
00:21:43,953 --> 00:21:45,537
Yeah, it's crazy.

477
00:21:45,538 --> 00:21:48,557
Decision Day is coming up and...

478
00:21:48,924 --> 00:21:51,835
like, we last talked about
you moving in with me,

479
00:21:51,836 --> 00:21:54,462
but I know it's a big move.

480
00:21:54,463 --> 00:21:58,633
- I know.
- I kind of live under a tarp
and you're in a concrete,

481
00:21:58,634 --> 00:22:00,343
- you know, building.
- Yeah.

482
00:22:00,344 --> 00:22:02,053
And even
everything else aside, like,

483
00:22:02,054 --> 00:22:03,555
you have
to keep going into work.

484
00:22:03,556 --> 00:22:05,390
Like, if I were you,
I wouldn't move away

485
00:22:05,391 --> 00:22:07,058
if I lived five minutes
to my work, like...

486
00:22:07,059 --> 00:22:08,893
- Yeah.
- ...commuting
is the worst thing ever.

487
00:22:08,894 --> 00:22:10,728
[Marissa] Do you think
we should just get a new place?

488
00:22:10,729 --> 00:22:13,356
[Adam]
New place together and then...

489
00:22:13,357 --> 00:22:15,692
I don't know,
I could try living out downtown

490
00:22:15,693 --> 00:22:17,861
and then we could maybe join,
like, a new gym together and do,

491
00:22:17,862 --> 00:22:20,989
like, workouts and see, like,
how that works for both of us.

492
00:22:20,990 --> 00:22:22,907
Like, it's a little compromise.

493
00:22:22,908 --> 00:22:24,409
We're still living
close to your work,

494
00:22:24,410 --> 00:22:26,011
but then you're coming
to the gym with me.

495
00:22:26,212 --> 00:22:29,539
- See if it'll, like,
work for us, you know?
- Yeah.

496
00:22:29,540 --> 00:22:33,751
It's been made clear
in this experience that,

497
00:22:33,752 --> 00:22:36,337
you know, we have, like,
big lifestyle differences

498
00:22:36,338 --> 00:22:39,382
and we both want
to find a compromise

499
00:22:39,383 --> 00:22:41,551
that we both are happy with.

500
00:22:41,552 --> 00:22:44,929
You don't think we're too late
on the compromise stuff?

501
00:22:44,930 --> 00:22:46,389
[Adam]
I don't think we're too late.

502
00:22:46,390 --> 00:22:48,099
I think
it's something that, again,

503
00:22:48,100 --> 00:22:51,185
just takes time to see
if it'll, like, work for us.

504
00:22:51,186 --> 00:22:52,770
[Marissa] Yeah.

505
00:22:52,771 --> 00:22:54,522
He said, "You are the normal one
in this situation.

506
00:22:54,523 --> 00:22:56,357
I'm the ridiculous one."

507
00:22:56,358 --> 00:22:58,192
And I was like, "Okay, you know
you're the ridiculous one.

508
00:22:58,193 --> 00:23:01,696
There must be a way for you
to, like, come down to reality."

509
00:23:01,697 --> 00:23:04,425
But yeah, I'm, like,
a hopeless romantic, like,

510
00:23:04,592 --> 00:23:07,619
part of me is, like,
hoping for a miracle.

511
00:23:07,620 --> 00:23:09,412
I think
it's first making the compromise

512
00:23:09,413 --> 00:23:12,290
and the second step is giving it
time to see if we're both,

513
00:23:12,291 --> 00:23:14,768
- like, happy and enjoying it.
- [Marissa] I know.

514
00:23:15,461 --> 00:23:16,961
[sighs] Yeah.

515
00:23:16,962 --> 00:23:18,212
["Hey My Love" by Johnny Lloyd
and Nathan Coen]

516
00:23:18,213 --> 00:23:20,149
<i>♪ I'll move the world for you ♪</i>

517
00:23:21,634 --> 00:23:26,280
{\an8}<i>♪ Anything
That you want me to ♪</i>

518
00:23:27,806 --> 00:23:29,158
{\an8}Hey, baby.

519
00:23:29,975 --> 00:23:31,309
What are you doing?

520
00:23:31,310 --> 00:23:32,810
[Felipe] Doing foot therapy.

521
00:23:32,811 --> 00:23:34,395
Oh, is your foot okay?

522
00:23:34,396 --> 00:23:37,774
Oh. It's holding on.

523
00:23:37,775 --> 00:23:40,294
I do have a big health issue.
Um...

524
00:23:41,278 --> 00:23:43,071
I suffer something called...

525
00:23:43,072 --> 00:23:45,657
it's kind of rare,
but it's, like, being too sexy.

526
00:23:45,658 --> 00:23:48,159
- Oh, my God. Lord.
- And...

527
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:49,494
There's just no cure.

528
00:23:49,495 --> 00:23:51,496
Well, thank you
for being honest.

529
00:23:51,497 --> 00:23:53,331
[Felipe laughing hysterically]

530
00:23:53,332 --> 00:23:55,667
Let's go to bed.

531
00:23:55,668 --> 00:24:00,338
After the couples retreat,
I-- I feel like we're stronger.

532
00:24:00,339 --> 00:24:04,092
Fighting has showed me that
we can work through hard things

533
00:24:04,093 --> 00:24:06,779
and we can have
those hard conversations.

534
00:24:08,847 --> 00:24:12,517
I think it brought us closer
and it gives me hope

535
00:24:12,518 --> 00:24:14,870
for the future of our marriage.

536
00:24:16,271 --> 00:24:18,791
I feel like we both try
for the other person...

537
00:24:21,026 --> 00:24:22,527
to see the other side.

538
00:24:22,528 --> 00:24:25,321
Yeah. We really do.

539
00:24:25,322 --> 00:24:29,718
We seem to overcome
the negative stuff...

540
00:24:30,619 --> 00:24:35,123
and we had an incredible
fucking experience

541
00:24:35,124 --> 00:24:37,893
and one of
the many highlights...

542
00:24:39,503 --> 00:24:40,562
was our wedding day.

543
00:24:42,631 --> 00:24:44,024
So...

544
00:24:49,555 --> 00:24:51,389
[gasps] No, you didn't.

545
00:24:51,390 --> 00:24:53,683
{\an8}F and T.

546
00:24:53,684 --> 00:24:54,868
{\an8}[Tori] Oh, my gosh.

547
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:01,065
- [Felipe] Oh!
- [Tori] Oh, my gosh.

548
00:25:01,066 --> 00:25:02,692
I look so fucking happy.

549
00:25:02,693 --> 00:25:05,862
[Tori] How pretty.

550
00:25:05,863 --> 00:25:07,655
I love this one.

551
00:25:07,656 --> 00:25:09,258
Aw.

552
00:25:10,459 --> 00:25:14,245
[Felipe] It's so special seeing
where our love sort of started.

553
00:25:14,246 --> 00:25:17,915
I would feel closer
to the man I want to be

554
00:25:17,916 --> 00:25:22,754
if I had
a serious companion like Tori.

555
00:25:22,755 --> 00:25:24,565
I can sense myself...

556
00:25:28,844 --> 00:25:32,072
falling for you and it doesn't
even feel like it's too fast.

557
00:25:33,057 --> 00:25:34,241
It's because...

558
00:25:36,435 --> 00:25:38,770
of everything
that we've gone through.

559
00:25:38,771 --> 00:25:40,456
<i>♪ You came along ♪</i>

560
00:25:41,106 --> 00:25:42,774
You honestly...

561
00:25:42,775 --> 00:25:44,692
<i>♪ The brightest light
I've seen ♪</i>

562
00:25:44,693 --> 00:25:46,527
...complete me in so many ways.

563
00:25:46,528 --> 00:25:50,740
<i>♪ I knew that
I needed you near ♪</i>

564
00:25:50,741 --> 00:25:55,721
I need someone that's more
disciplined and organized and...

565
00:25:57,247 --> 00:25:59,624
just has this...

566
00:25:59,625 --> 00:26:04,629
overflowing
just love and kindness.

567
00:26:04,630 --> 00:26:07,381
<i>♪ Darling, it's you ♪</i>

568
00:26:07,382 --> 00:26:09,801
<i>♪ It's always you ♪</i>

569
00:26:09,802 --> 00:26:11,260
You make life feel softer.

570
00:26:11,261 --> 00:26:13,971
Mm. Baby.

571
00:26:13,972 --> 00:26:16,116
You have such a big heart.

572
00:26:19,478 --> 00:26:21,104
I feel very lucky.

573
00:26:21,105 --> 00:26:22,772
Me too.

574
00:26:22,773 --> 00:26:25,441
Even after everything.
Especially after everything.

575
00:26:25,442 --> 00:26:26,651
<i>♪ 'Cause if it's not you ♪</i>

576
00:26:26,652 --> 00:26:27,819
Me too.

577
00:26:27,820 --> 00:26:30,822
<i>♪ Then it's no one ♪</i>

578
00:26:30,823 --> 00:26:32,674
♪ Always you ♪

579
00:26:38,539 --> 00:26:41,225
{\an8}<i>♪ Let's just enjoy the ride ♪</i>

580
00:26:42,668 --> 00:26:45,354
{\an8}<i>♪ 'Cause we're living
in the moment ♪</i>

581
00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:50,216
{\an8}<i>♪ Don't let it pass us by ♪</i>

582
00:26:50,217 --> 00:26:52,343
{\an8}[Cameron] I got something
special planned for you.

583
00:26:52,344 --> 00:26:56,406
- [Michelle] Really?
- A very Seattle experience.

584
00:26:57,558 --> 00:26:59,392
The guy from Portland

585
00:26:59,393 --> 00:27:01,477
- is planning
a Seattle date for me?
- See? I know.

586
00:27:01,478 --> 00:27:04,021
- I'm a planner, I told you that.
- Wow.

587
00:27:04,022 --> 00:27:07,733
Today we're on our final date
before Decision Day

588
00:27:07,734 --> 00:27:11,988
and this relationship
with Michelle has been amazing.

589
00:27:11,989 --> 00:27:15,032
The women that I've dated,
I've never felt this secure

590
00:27:15,033 --> 00:27:18,744
and I've never felt like
a woman had my back.

591
00:27:18,745 --> 00:27:20,955
This is so nice. [gasping]

592
00:27:20,956 --> 00:27:22,874
- God, I literally had that...
- Oh, my gosh.

593
00:27:22,875 --> 00:27:24,417
...in my hand the whole time.

594
00:27:24,418 --> 00:27:26,002
- Really?
- Literally the whole time.

595
00:27:26,003 --> 00:27:27,753
No way.

596
00:27:27,754 --> 00:27:30,214
But coming into this,
I was a little worried about

597
00:27:30,215 --> 00:27:33,759
commitment and would it, like,
take away my independence
or freedom?

598
00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:37,096
So if we do decide
to stay married,

599
00:27:37,097 --> 00:27:39,765
you know,
that's gonna be challenging.

600
00:27:39,766 --> 00:27:42,560
[chuckling] Oh, my gosh.

601
00:27:42,561 --> 00:27:44,520
This is beautiful.

602
00:27:44,521 --> 00:27:46,731
Damn. Who would have thought?

603
00:27:46,732 --> 00:27:49,734
- Who would have thought?
- That was the first day of this.

604
00:27:49,735 --> 00:27:52,612
- We'll put it in
our West Seattle home...
- Yes.

605
00:27:52,613 --> 00:27:54,047
...until we figure it out.

606
00:27:54,915 --> 00:27:57,909
I think what
I'm most nervous about, I guess,

607
00:27:57,910 --> 00:28:00,470
- would be the distance.
- Yeah.

608
00:28:01,580 --> 00:28:02,806
Ooh. Oh, God.

609
00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:04,766
- [Michelle laughs]
- [Cameron] Thank you.

610
00:28:05,601 --> 00:28:08,961
[Michelle]
We knew going into this
that we were gonna have

611
00:28:08,962 --> 00:28:11,631
a tough few months
just being apart

612
00:28:11,632 --> 00:28:15,301
until we can figure out
the job situation.

613
00:28:15,302 --> 00:28:17,487
You know what?
You like your job though.

614
00:28:18,597 --> 00:28:20,324
I mean, but I like you more.

615
00:28:21,642 --> 00:28:23,643
And, you know,
I've been talking about

616
00:28:23,644 --> 00:28:26,646
trying to find, um,
another job anyway,

617
00:28:26,647 --> 00:28:29,148
so it doesn't really
change my plans.

618
00:28:29,149 --> 00:28:31,668
- It's just more of
an extra push.
- [Cameron] Yeah.

619
00:28:32,202 --> 00:28:34,904
[Cameron] So, you're not nervous
at all about Decision Day?

620
00:28:34,905 --> 00:28:38,842
Maybe just like 5% of me
is nervous.

621
00:28:40,827 --> 00:28:43,013
Like if your fears of like...

622
00:28:44,289 --> 00:28:46,666
if you ever feel you're trapped,

623
00:28:46,667 --> 00:28:48,000
or if you're gonna
lose your freedom

624
00:28:48,001 --> 00:28:50,753
or something like that
or anything,

625
00:28:50,754 --> 00:28:53,839
like, obviously just
communicate that with me.

626
00:28:53,840 --> 00:28:55,591
If you don't talk
through your feelings,

627
00:28:55,592 --> 00:28:57,510
then the other person
really isn't able

628
00:28:57,511 --> 00:29:01,865
to like, give you
the validation that you need.

629
00:29:05,143 --> 00:29:06,769
Yeah, I'm an over thinker too.

630
00:29:06,770 --> 00:29:09,647
So I think, you know,
I'm always...

631
00:29:09,648 --> 00:29:13,276
no matter what it is,
I'm gonna kind of be...

632
00:29:13,277 --> 00:29:16,279
- overthinking things and...
- Mm-hmm.

633
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:18,465
- ...thinking about what ifs.
- Yeah.

634
00:29:19,466 --> 00:29:23,369
But I also do know
how it's felt a lot different.

635
00:29:23,370 --> 00:29:26,706
Like, I-- I don't feel like
I'm like freaked out

636
00:29:26,707 --> 00:29:29,125
or, like, emotional about it.

637
00:29:29,126 --> 00:29:30,793
- Uh-huh.
- You know, and...

638
00:29:30,794 --> 00:29:34,880
'Cause, like,
you're my ride or die.

639
00:29:34,881 --> 00:29:37,550
- [laughs]
- I feel the same way about you.

640
00:29:37,551 --> 00:29:39,844
I said that in my vows to you

641
00:29:39,845 --> 00:29:43,389
and like I wanted to be
someone's ride or die,

642
00:29:43,390 --> 00:29:45,641
and I knew that like...

643
00:29:45,642 --> 00:29:49,329
that's, like, what I wanted
to be able to offer.

644
00:29:51,189 --> 00:29:53,149
- [sniffles]
- [Michelle chuckles, sniffles]

645
00:29:53,150 --> 00:29:54,334
But, um...

646
00:29:56,570 --> 00:30:00,656
it's also nice to feel like
it's reciprocated too.

647
00:30:00,657 --> 00:30:01,842
Definitely.

648
00:30:02,576 --> 00:30:05,262
- 'Cause I haven't really...
- Geez.

649
00:30:06,413 --> 00:30:09,099
I haven't felt that way...

650
00:30:10,917 --> 00:30:13,210
before, ever.

651
00:30:13,211 --> 00:30:15,397
You deserve that.
You're incredible.

652
00:30:17,174 --> 00:30:19,234
[Michelle]
Obviously, so are you.

653
00:30:20,802 --> 00:30:23,030
- [Cameron groans]
- [laughs]

654
00:30:26,683 --> 00:30:29,935
I don't know if like everyone
always is lucky enough

655
00:30:29,936 --> 00:30:33,689
to like...
find their person, you know?

656
00:30:33,690 --> 00:30:35,608
Totally.

657
00:30:35,609 --> 00:30:39,236
All that matters in life
is that we love each other.

658
00:30:39,237 --> 00:30:42,365
And we haven't said it
to each other yet,

659
00:30:42,366 --> 00:30:44,033
but I keep thinking too,

660
00:30:44,034 --> 00:30:47,078
like, he's never been
in a serious relationship.

661
00:30:47,079 --> 00:30:50,414
So maybe I should
say it first. [laughing]

662
00:30:50,415 --> 00:30:51,791
Are you scared of heights?

663
00:30:51,792 --> 00:30:53,876
- [Michelle] I am.
- [Cameron] Oh, gosh.

664
00:30:53,877 --> 00:30:55,878
- [Michelle] But not
as scared as you are.
- [Cameron] I know.

665
00:30:55,879 --> 00:30:57,296
I'm kinda scared.

666
00:30:57,297 --> 00:30:58,815
Oh, shoot.

667
00:31:00,133 --> 00:31:03,135
How are you feeling
about it all?

668
00:31:03,136 --> 00:31:05,054
What do you mean about it all?

669
00:31:05,055 --> 00:31:06,406
Decision Day.

670
00:31:09,810 --> 00:31:12,162
I'm excited to decide.

671
00:31:13,814 --> 00:31:16,273
Decide?

672
00:31:16,274 --> 00:31:18,943
I am obsessed with Cameron.

673
00:31:18,944 --> 00:31:20,569
He's my person.

674
00:31:20,570 --> 00:31:23,155
I think Cameron will say yes,

675
00:31:23,156 --> 00:31:25,950
but there's
a chance that he won't.

676
00:31:25,951 --> 00:31:28,661
When he's expressed fears
around commitment,

677
00:31:28,662 --> 00:31:31,997
it makes me nervous
because I'm so confident in us.

678
00:31:31,998 --> 00:31:34,625
I really have found
the one for me.

679
00:31:34,626 --> 00:31:37,294
We've had quite the--
quite the adventures

680
00:31:37,295 --> 00:31:41,590
and I think
we needed each other.

681
00:31:41,591 --> 00:31:42,984
That's how I feel.

682
00:31:43,151 --> 00:31:45,136
["Sunrise Love"
by Bleeding Fingers]

683
00:31:45,137 --> 00:31:46,429
<i>♪ Let's hold this new feeling
Don't let it go ♪</i>

684
00:31:46,430 --> 00:31:48,139
<i>♪ It goes through the night ♪</i>

685
00:31:48,140 --> 00:31:50,516
<i>♪ As you're losing
Track of time ♪</i>

686
00:31:50,517 --> 00:31:52,977
<i>♪ And you don't wanna stop it ♪</i>

687
00:31:52,978 --> 00:31:56,439
{\an8}<i>♪ Because that's sunrise love ♪</i>

688
00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:59,150
{\an8}[Mecca]
Since Decision Day is, you know,
right around the corner,

689
00:31:59,151 --> 00:32:03,505
{\an8}looks like Michelle and Cameron
are the only ones
on the Yes Island.

690
00:32:06,283 --> 00:32:10,035
Feeling better about
Tori and Felipe though.

691
00:32:10,036 --> 00:32:12,079
I think
they're on the Yes Island.

692
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:14,891
I think Marissa and Adam
are on the Yes Island.

693
00:32:16,209 --> 00:32:17,960
I think we're...

694
00:32:17,961 --> 00:32:21,964
swimming around Yes Island.

695
00:32:21,965 --> 00:32:24,884
Still on that yacht,
swimming around it.

696
00:32:24,885 --> 00:32:27,303
Just-- just cruising around.

697
00:32:27,304 --> 00:32:29,138
We?

698
00:32:29,139 --> 00:32:30,556
- Okay, more so me.
- [Mecca] Or-- or you?

699
00:32:30,557 --> 00:32:31,867
More so me.

700
00:32:32,701 --> 00:32:35,895
Do you have any, like,
feelings or thoughts

701
00:32:35,896 --> 00:32:37,813
of like,
where my mind is right now?

702
00:32:37,814 --> 00:32:41,901
Because you love--
You just swear
you can read my mind.

703
00:32:41,902 --> 00:32:43,920
Yeah, I do actually.

704
00:32:45,155 --> 00:32:46,906
"I really like this dude, man.

705
00:32:46,907 --> 00:32:49,074
- He's handsome."
- Mm-hmm.

706
00:32:49,075 --> 00:32:51,410
- "You know, definitely attracted
to this guy."
- [Belléjolie] Mm-hmm.

707
00:32:51,411 --> 00:32:53,913
- "Definitely have some
feelings for him."
- Mm-hmm.

708
00:32:53,914 --> 00:32:58,000
"But he get on my damn nerves

709
00:32:58,001 --> 00:33:00,002
and has gotten
on my damn nerves."

710
00:33:00,003 --> 00:33:01,605
- Mm-hmm.
- "Mind you...

711
00:33:02,881 --> 00:33:04,924
we've had some great times."

712
00:33:04,925 --> 00:33:06,383
Great times.

713
00:33:06,384 --> 00:33:10,179
"There's just, you know,
certain things

714
00:33:10,180 --> 00:33:12,431
that have happened
one too many times.

715
00:33:12,432 --> 00:33:15,619
And he got some things that
he gotta work out."

716
00:33:16,686 --> 00:33:18,729
This is you responding as me.

717
00:33:18,730 --> 00:33:21,357
- [Mecca] Correct. Correct, yes.
- Yeah, I'm seeing that, okay.

718
00:33:21,358 --> 00:33:22,733
Because I meant what I said.

719
00:33:22,734 --> 00:33:24,628
You know, I really do,
you know...

720
00:33:25,612 --> 00:33:27,738
I do want it to work.

721
00:33:27,739 --> 00:33:31,242
You know,
I do want it to be, you know,
a "yes" on your behalf.

722
00:33:31,243 --> 00:33:34,912
What would you need to see
or even hear from me to,

723
00:33:34,913 --> 00:33:38,475
you know, help you
be on the same page as me?

724
00:33:40,961 --> 00:33:44,296
[Belléjolie]
Of course, I'm thinking about
respecting myself

725
00:33:44,297 --> 00:33:47,049
and self-value
and all of those things,

726
00:33:47,050 --> 00:33:51,637
but I'm also thinking about
the way you've handled me

727
00:33:51,638 --> 00:33:53,639
in the positive ways too.

728
00:33:53,640 --> 00:33:56,433
Even when you do
do something that was like...

729
00:33:56,434 --> 00:33:58,394
could have been wrong
or whatever,

730
00:33:58,395 --> 00:34:01,605
just how
you've handled the situations
plays a big part for me.

731
00:34:01,606 --> 00:34:03,607
To take an accountability
that all of that

732
00:34:03,608 --> 00:34:05,818
is just like, I'm thinking about
all of that stuff

733
00:34:05,819 --> 00:34:10,072
within everything
that-- that's happened.

734
00:34:10,073 --> 00:34:14,118
So, it's a very
interesting place to be
in for me. [chuckles]

735
00:34:14,119 --> 00:34:18,122
For me, honestly, this has
been a-- this has been
a process of, you know,

736
00:34:18,123 --> 00:34:22,585
consistent growth in, you know,
feelings and attraction.

737
00:34:22,586 --> 00:34:26,005
I've definitely, you know...

738
00:34:26,006 --> 00:34:29,008
fallen in love
with who you are as a person,

739
00:34:29,009 --> 00:34:30,676
- like in your heart of hearts...
- [Belléjolie] Yeah.

740
00:34:30,677 --> 00:34:33,679
...you know, the--
the core of you as a person.

741
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:36,181
Definitely, you know,
falling in love with, like,

742
00:34:36,182 --> 00:34:39,143
the way you care
and the way you--
the way you nurture.

743
00:34:39,144 --> 00:34:40,936
I...

744
00:34:40,937 --> 00:34:44,815
I adore you.
I care about you immensely.
Um...

745
00:34:44,816 --> 00:34:48,444
You know, there's times
where you-- you'll ask me like,

746
00:34:48,445 --> 00:34:50,112
"What are you looking at?
Why are you looking at me?"

747
00:34:50,113 --> 00:34:51,947
I'm like, "I'm just admiring."

748
00:34:51,948 --> 00:34:53,866
It's literally
what I'll be doing.

749
00:34:53,867 --> 00:34:56,386
Just-- just admiring
all there is,
taking it-- taking it in.

750
00:34:56,620 --> 00:35:01,707
I definitely, you know,
could see, you know,

751
00:35:01,708 --> 00:35:05,145
a future happening
between me and you, 1000%.

752
00:35:07,505 --> 00:35:12,718
And although you can see that,
you might not...

753
00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:15,054
be here-- Be there right now
in this moment,

754
00:35:15,055 --> 00:35:16,889
- which is
totally understandable.
- Hm.

755
00:35:16,890 --> 00:35:20,059
He said, I'm in love
with these things about you,

756
00:35:20,060 --> 00:35:22,853
but those things about me
are me.

757
00:35:22,854 --> 00:35:26,482
Maybe he's just scared
or not wanting to say,

758
00:35:26,483 --> 00:35:28,484
"I am in love with you,"
but you literally

759
00:35:28,485 --> 00:35:31,904
mentioned everything
that creates Bellé.

760
00:35:31,905 --> 00:35:33,656
Be real
and be honest with yourself.

761
00:35:33,657 --> 00:35:34,865
- [Belléjolie] Yeah.
- You know?

762
00:35:34,866 --> 00:35:36,575
That's all I'll say.

763
00:35:36,576 --> 00:35:42,081
<i>♪ The time has come
To face the worst ♪</i>

764
00:35:42,082 --> 00:35:44,166
He's just been doing
a lot of self-reflecting,

765
00:35:44,167 --> 00:35:46,669
so I can tell that
he's definitely
working on these things,

766
00:35:46,670 --> 00:35:48,879
but I still have to
take into account like,

767
00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:52,108
is this something
that my heart can continue
to deal with?

768
00:35:55,011 --> 00:35:56,929
My feelings
are still there for him,

769
00:35:56,930 --> 00:36:01,368
and I have a soft spot for him,
so none of that has went away.

770
00:36:02,335 --> 00:36:06,397
I understand you and
I understand where you're at.

771
00:36:06,398 --> 00:36:10,776
I'm just gonna use
the remaining timing that's left
to get...

772
00:36:10,777 --> 00:36:12,921
To get
where I need to get with this.

773
00:36:14,072 --> 00:36:16,716
<i>♪ Can't catch my breath ♪</i>

774
00:36:25,500 --> 00:36:28,001
<i>♪ If I said I loved you ♪</i>

775
00:36:28,002 --> 00:36:30,337
<i>♪ Would you follow me ♪</i>

776
00:36:30,338 --> 00:36:34,692
<i>♪ Follow me
To the end of this ♪</i>

777
00:36:36,511 --> 00:36:37,970
{\an8}We make a good pair.

778
00:36:37,971 --> 00:36:40,180
{\an8}- For sure, it's been easy.
- [Cameron] Yeah.

779
00:36:40,181 --> 00:36:43,142
[Michelle]
Tomorrow is Decision Day,

780
00:36:43,143 --> 00:36:47,020
and all of us couples
have to move out of this place.

781
00:36:47,021 --> 00:36:50,649
We have to spend tonight apart
to have time to think.

782
00:36:50,650 --> 00:36:52,609
I'm gonna miss you.

783
00:36:52,610 --> 00:36:53,986
[Michelle] I know.

784
00:36:53,987 --> 00:36:57,030
I still am confident in us,

785
00:36:57,031 --> 00:37:00,033
but does Cameron have doubts?

786
00:37:00,034 --> 00:37:02,703
You haven't even left yet
and I feel lonely.

787
00:37:02,704 --> 00:37:04,455
- Really?
- [Cameron] Yeah.

788
00:37:04,456 --> 00:37:08,226
There's always nerves
of committing my life to someone

789
00:37:08,359 --> 00:37:10,711
and losing
a bit of my independence.

790
00:37:10,712 --> 00:37:13,547
Is it gonna blow up
in flames in a couple months,

791
00:37:13,548 --> 00:37:15,841
and then it's gonna be
embarrassing?

792
00:37:15,842 --> 00:37:18,302
All those thoughts
kinda creep into my head.

793
00:37:18,303 --> 00:37:19,737
I'll miss ya.

794
00:37:22,140 --> 00:37:25,893
<i>♪ Crossed every ocean
To follow you ♪</i>

795
00:37:25,894 --> 00:37:27,978
[Adam]
Sad that it's coming to an end.

796
00:37:27,979 --> 00:37:29,646
[Marissa] Yeah.

797
00:37:29,647 --> 00:37:33,567
{\an8}Final night
before we go to Decision Day.

798
00:37:33,568 --> 00:37:36,153
{\an8}Oh, he's so sad.

799
00:37:36,154 --> 00:37:37,696
{\an8}[Adam] You don't want
your mama to leave?

800
00:37:37,697 --> 00:37:39,656
{\an8}[Marissa chuckles]

801
00:37:39,657 --> 00:37:43,035
It's heartbreaking seeing her
pack her stuff up and move out.

802
00:37:43,036 --> 00:37:45,370
I ideally would wanna
just keep living with her

803
00:37:45,371 --> 00:37:49,541
for months on end,
and not have this whole thing
kinda wrap up and stop.

804
00:37:49,542 --> 00:37:51,752
Bye.

805
00:37:51,753 --> 00:37:53,754
- [Adam] Bye.
- Bye.

806
00:37:53,755 --> 00:37:56,089
- [Adam] See you on Decision Day.
- See you on decision day.

807
00:37:56,090 --> 00:37:59,218
- [Adam] Goodbye.
- Have a good sleep.

808
00:37:59,219 --> 00:38:01,178
<i>♪ Nothing ♪</i>

809
00:38:01,179 --> 00:38:05,432
{\an8}<i>♪ That I'm holding you close ♪</i>

810
00:38:05,433 --> 00:38:07,351
{\an8}[Mecca] It was pretty difficult
to say goodbye tonight.

811
00:38:07,352 --> 00:38:08,936
{\an8}[Belléjolie groans]

812
00:38:08,937 --> 00:38:10,622
I know she's like, feeling sad.

813
00:38:11,606 --> 00:38:13,816
[Belléjolie sighing]

814
00:38:13,817 --> 00:38:15,526
[Belléjolie] I don't know
what's gonna happen
between me and Mecca.

815
00:38:15,527 --> 00:38:18,028
So it's all of those
emotions just hitting me,

816
00:38:18,029 --> 00:38:20,113
but I'm trying my best
not to cry,

817
00:38:20,114 --> 00:38:21,966
in front of him, at least.

818
00:38:24,536 --> 00:38:26,787
- Go.
- [Mecca chuckles]

819
00:38:26,788 --> 00:38:29,414
- See you on the other side, sir.
- Mm-hmm.

820
00:38:29,415 --> 00:38:32,626
<i>♪ Now that we're here ♪</i>

821
00:38:32,627 --> 00:38:34,253
[Felipe] Little sad.

822
00:38:34,254 --> 00:38:36,814
{\an8}It's gonna be my first night
sleeping alone.

823
00:38:37,615 --> 00:38:40,050
It's gonna be hard
to just not cuddle with her

824
00:38:40,051 --> 00:38:41,468
and wake up next to her.

825
00:38:41,469 --> 00:38:43,470
It's gonna be a little...

826
00:38:43,471 --> 00:38:44,638
A little tough.

827
00:38:44,639 --> 00:38:46,658
But I do feel like...

828
00:38:47,767 --> 00:38:50,227
my, I guess, fear of commitment,

829
00:38:50,228 --> 00:38:54,648
is just really
working overtime right now.

830
00:38:54,649 --> 00:38:56,650
It's like, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no,
you're not gonna--

831
00:38:56,651 --> 00:38:58,485
you're not--
you're not gonna stay married
to this person.

832
00:38:58,486 --> 00:39:00,612
And I'm trying to fight back.

833
00:39:00,613 --> 00:39:03,240
{\an8}I'll see you on D-day.

834
00:39:03,241 --> 00:39:05,075
[Tori] See you on D-Day.

835
00:39:05,076 --> 00:39:09,663
<i>♪ I know I'm feeling
That something's off ♪</i>

836
00:39:09,664 --> 00:39:11,182
- Bye.
- Bye.

837
00:39:14,669 --> 00:39:16,795
Say bye.

838
00:39:16,796 --> 00:39:21,091
{\an8}<i>♪ It can't mean nothing ♪</i>

839
00:39:21,092 --> 00:39:24,136
{\an8}<i>♪ 'Cause you're showing me
You ♪</i>

840
00:39:24,137 --> 00:39:27,365
{\an8}I don't really know
how I'm gonna fit this all
in the suitcase.

841
00:39:29,183 --> 00:39:31,351
How much new stuff
do you have you didn't wear?

842
00:39:31,352 --> 00:39:33,353
A lot. [chuckles]

843
00:39:33,354 --> 00:39:35,939
- Oh, my God.
- [Nikki chuckling]

844
00:39:35,940 --> 00:39:38,025
Do you feel like you...

845
00:39:38,026 --> 00:39:40,444
have already made
a decision in your head?

846
00:39:40,445 --> 00:39:42,279
[Nikki]
I haven't made a decision.

847
00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:45,115
Because there's so many layers,
there's so much nuance.

848
00:39:45,116 --> 00:39:47,868
And so, I just need time
to kind of process

849
00:39:47,869 --> 00:39:50,221
and think about it
and pray on it and...

850
00:39:51,289 --> 00:39:53,206
Oh, you're gonna pray?

851
00:39:53,207 --> 00:39:55,334
- Oh, you've never
said that before? Okay.
- [Nikki] Yeah.

852
00:39:55,335 --> 00:39:57,544
- Yeah, I pray on, like,
biggest decisions.
- [Shawn] Pray, girl.

853
00:39:57,545 --> 00:39:59,630
[Nikki] Like, I don't pray
every night or anything, but...

854
00:39:59,631 --> 00:40:01,649
- [Nikki chuckles]
- Yeah, you pray on it.

855
00:40:03,176 --> 00:40:05,218
Whenever you're ready
to start moving some stuff out,

856
00:40:05,219 --> 00:40:06,362
- I'll help you out.
- [Nikki] Okay, sounds good,
I appreciate it.

857
00:40:06,529 --> 00:40:08,555
Roll this
to the front of the house.

858
00:40:08,556 --> 00:40:10,557
- Let's do it.
- [Nikki] Teamwork.

859
00:40:10,558 --> 00:40:13,143
- Thank you so much.
- You're welcome.

860
00:40:13,144 --> 00:40:15,687
[Nikki] Would you
help me with this?

861
00:40:15,688 --> 00:40:18,398
- My dress!
- Yes.

862
00:40:18,399 --> 00:40:20,317
Oh, it's getting real now.

863
00:40:20,318 --> 00:40:22,903
[Nikki] I have,
like, this garment bag.

864
00:40:22,904 --> 00:40:24,905
Wow.

865
00:40:24,906 --> 00:40:28,200
How's it feel to, like,
be packing up
your wedding dress?

866
00:40:28,201 --> 00:40:30,702
[Nikki]
It's the end of a chapter.

867
00:40:30,703 --> 00:40:33,246
- Mm-hmm.
- And now
it's a question of like,

868
00:40:33,247 --> 00:40:35,016
what does that
next chapter look like?

869
00:40:35,183 --> 00:40:37,876
[Shawn] Now I'm gonna ask you
to answer with a feeling word.

870
00:40:37,877 --> 00:40:41,254
Proud of taking
this really hard step

871
00:40:41,255 --> 00:40:43,548
to participate
in this wild experience...

872
00:40:43,549 --> 00:40:45,550
- Wild experience?
- ...to find love

873
00:40:45,551 --> 00:40:47,761
and to morph and change and grow

874
00:40:47,762 --> 00:40:50,514
and all that this experience
is gonna give me
to make a decision.

875
00:40:50,515 --> 00:40:53,934
And that's why for me,
it's like reflecting

876
00:40:53,935 --> 00:40:58,897
on you as a person,
who you've grown
to be in this experience.

877
00:40:58,898 --> 00:41:00,649
I feel like you've been...

878
00:41:00,650 --> 00:41:02,609
You don't have to give
a whole speech.

879
00:41:02,610 --> 00:41:04,361
- [Shawn laughing]
- I feel like you've been--
Can I give...

880
00:41:04,362 --> 00:41:06,071
- You can give a speech, yes.
- Okay, I won't, okay.

881
00:41:06,072 --> 00:41:08,782
- You can. [laughing]
- I won't give a speech.

882
00:41:08,783 --> 00:41:10,784
- Well, we'll cancel the speech.
- I'm just like, "How you feel?"

883
00:41:10,785 --> 00:41:12,786
You're like, "Let me tell you
all of my thoughts

884
00:41:12,787 --> 00:41:15,247
- for the next..."
- Okay, okay,
I'm not saying anything else.

885
00:41:15,248 --> 00:41:18,142
[somber guitar music]

886
00:41:24,132 --> 00:41:25,942
[sighs]

887
00:41:28,302 --> 00:41:31,596
Um, I feel like
you're a little frustrated.

888
00:41:31,597 --> 00:41:34,641
- Oh, I'm frustrated.
- [Shawn] Okay,
why are you frustrated?

889
00:41:34,642 --> 00:41:36,977
Because you cut me off.

890
00:41:36,978 --> 00:41:40,480
There was a point
where my brain was starting
to just get lost in the sauce.

891
00:41:40,481 --> 00:41:43,400
And I was like, "Okay, girl,
you ain't gotta tell
a long story."

892
00:41:43,401 --> 00:41:45,986
But I could say that
playfully to all my friends

893
00:41:45,987 --> 00:41:47,696
and it would not become a fight.

894
00:41:47,697 --> 00:41:49,948
The communication
I prefer from you

895
00:41:49,949 --> 00:41:52,659
is for you to be empathetic
and kind and compassionate.

896
00:41:52,660 --> 00:41:55,829
For you to let me say my piece.
Don't cut me off.
Don't tell me to--

897
00:41:55,830 --> 00:41:58,123
- Can you lower your tone?
- [Nikki] Let me answer
that question again.

898
00:41:58,124 --> 00:41:59,499
Please. Please lower your tone.
Don't start screaming at me, please.

899
00:41:59,500 --> 00:42:02,335
Don't do that.
That's not gonna help us.

900
00:42:02,336 --> 00:42:04,772
- Noted. Noted.
- You understand what I'm saying?

901
00:42:05,373 --> 00:42:08,300
- How do we get out
of this right now?
- [Nikki] I'm not sure.

902
00:42:08,301 --> 00:42:09,843
How about we use a tool?

903
00:42:09,844 --> 00:42:11,344
Which tool
would you like to pull out?

904
00:42:11,345 --> 00:42:13,138
How you feel,
how you were impacted,

905
00:42:13,139 --> 00:42:15,265
and then we process this
together and validate.

906
00:42:15,266 --> 00:42:19,519
I'm frustrated by you
cutting me off
when I was trying to relay

907
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:22,189
how I was feeling to you
in response to your question.

908
00:42:22,190 --> 00:42:24,983
I would like to be able
to show up as my full
authentic self

909
00:42:24,984 --> 00:42:27,986
with my husband
and him receive that.

910
00:42:27,987 --> 00:42:29,529
And not try to control it,

911
00:42:29,530 --> 00:42:31,698
especially during
a sensitive time like this.

912
00:42:31,699 --> 00:42:34,159
How do you feel? Like even that
didn't feel personal.

913
00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:36,286
Didn't feel like
I was speaking to my husband.

914
00:42:36,287 --> 00:42:38,705
It felt like
I was speaking to a therapist
or someone at work.

915
00:42:38,706 --> 00:42:41,291
[Shawn] My intent was actually
to understand you better.

916
00:42:41,292 --> 00:42:43,293
If I'm asking my wife,
how does she feel,

917
00:42:43,294 --> 00:42:46,046
and I don't know if I understand
what she's saying,

918
00:42:46,047 --> 00:42:48,965
then my heart is,
as a husband, to say,

919
00:42:48,966 --> 00:42:51,468
"No, honey, I really want
to know how you actually feel."

920
00:42:51,469 --> 00:42:54,179
So that was what I was searching
for in that moment.

921
00:42:54,180 --> 00:42:55,847
My intent was not to govern you,

922
00:42:55,848 --> 00:42:57,682
but obviously
it came across that way.

923
00:42:57,683 --> 00:42:59,601
So, I'm sorry for that.

924
00:42:59,602 --> 00:43:02,687
- I accept your apology.
- Okay.

925
00:43:02,688 --> 00:43:04,564
[Nikki] And I'm also happy
to have time apart

926
00:43:04,565 --> 00:43:07,359
and so I can have space
to really think deeply

927
00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:10,862
and be really clear about
what I want forever.

928
00:43:10,863 --> 00:43:13,240
- On Decision Day.
- Okay, sounds good.

929
00:43:13,241 --> 00:43:18,495
<i>♪ Your footsteps walk
In heartbeats like a dream ♪</i>

930
00:43:18,496 --> 00:43:20,205
[Nikki] I did not imagine

931
00:43:20,206 --> 00:43:23,250
our last night together
to be like this.

932
00:43:23,251 --> 00:43:25,752
And I'm just disappointed
that I got here tonight.

933
00:43:25,753 --> 00:43:28,338
Here I am,
the night before Decision Day,

934
00:43:28,339 --> 00:43:31,883
super conflicted with
a lot of battle scars

935
00:43:31,884 --> 00:43:33,552
from the early weeks

936
00:43:33,553 --> 00:43:37,430
and a lot of hugs and kisses
from the last two weeks.

937
00:43:37,431 --> 00:43:41,268
If I say yes, am I going to
get the Shawn that feels safe?

938
00:43:41,269 --> 00:43:44,413
Or am I going to get
what I think
may be the real Shawn?

939
00:43:47,859 --> 00:43:50,628
{\an8}<i>♪ Ooh, bring the fire ♪</i>

940
00:44:00,163 --> 00:44:03,582
<i>♪ Looking back ♪</i>

941
00:44:03,583 --> 00:44:08,003
<i>♪ Life feels like
It's moving so fast ♪</i>

942
00:44:08,004 --> 00:44:11,047
<i>♪ Steady now ♪</i>

943
00:44:11,048 --> 00:44:15,093
<i>♪ Just take it all
Take it all in ♪</i>

944
00:44:15,094 --> 00:44:18,364
Getting ready
for Decision Day, it's...

945
00:44:19,348 --> 00:44:22,851
just waves of emotion

946
00:44:22,852 --> 00:44:28,356
around all the goodness
Felipe and I had

947
00:44:28,357 --> 00:44:34,029
throughout this journey
and also all the rockiness.

948
00:44:34,030 --> 00:44:37,699
<i>♪ Heart beating out
Your chest ♪</i>

949
00:44:37,700 --> 00:44:41,512
<i>♪ Never knowing
What lies ahead ♪</i>

950
00:44:46,209 --> 00:44:48,210
I'm conflicted.

951
00:44:48,211 --> 00:44:51,880
I know for a fact
that I want to be
with Tori right now.

952
00:44:51,881 --> 00:44:54,216
With her,
I can definitely see someone

953
00:44:54,217 --> 00:44:57,177
that I want to build
a life with,

954
00:44:57,178 --> 00:44:59,387
that I want to grow old with.

955
00:44:59,388 --> 00:45:04,142
<i>♪ Every path leads
To a new adventure ♪</i>

956
00:45:04,143 --> 00:45:06,061
[Felipe] That's why I got
married at first sight,

957
00:45:06,062 --> 00:45:08,206
because I--
I don't want to be lonely.

958
00:45:08,639 --> 00:45:14,670
But I-- I'm not sure I'm quite
the man that she deserves.

959
00:45:17,531 --> 00:45:21,677
<i>♪ I was skydiving
Into the blue ♪</i>

960
00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:28,917
<i>♪ No safety net, no parachute ♪</i>

961
00:45:28,918 --> 00:45:31,544
[Tori] There's so many things
I like about Felipe.

962
00:45:31,545 --> 00:45:34,256
He's the life of the party
and he's so funny.

963
00:45:34,257 --> 00:45:36,424
I love hearing his laugh
across the room.

964
00:45:36,425 --> 00:45:38,718
[laughing frantically]

965
00:45:38,719 --> 00:45:41,680
And I feel like
our hearts are very similar.

966
00:45:41,681 --> 00:45:42,764
He has a big heart.

967
00:45:42,765 --> 00:45:45,267
Oh, my gosh.

968
00:45:45,268 --> 00:45:48,270
Oh, they're stunning.

969
00:45:48,271 --> 00:45:51,439
- I really like-- I really like
roses and red flowers.
- Oh.

970
00:45:51,440 --> 00:45:53,900
And I feel like you just
look good with red flowers.

971
00:45:53,901 --> 00:45:56,295
- I don't know if you like them.
- I love them.

972
00:45:56,963 --> 00:46:02,284
But there are also
these weird, confusing times

973
00:46:02,285 --> 00:46:05,954
where he is unsure
about commitment,

974
00:46:05,955 --> 00:46:07,038
yet we're married.

975
00:46:07,039 --> 00:46:10,959
I find myself finding reasons

976
00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:16,798
of why I shouldn't be,
you know, married to you.

977
00:46:16,799 --> 00:46:20,319
If I'm being real with you guys,
I like sleeping
with a bunch of women.

978
00:46:21,137 --> 00:46:22,971
It's crazy to me, like,

979
00:46:22,972 --> 00:46:26,224
how naive I was
in the beginning, truly.

980
00:46:26,225 --> 00:46:29,394
Tori is just like
the perfect person.

981
00:46:29,395 --> 00:46:31,938
<i>♪ I swear, I saw forever ♪</i>

982
00:46:31,939 --> 00:46:34,607
[Felipe] My mom has
never liked any of the people

983
00:46:34,608 --> 00:46:37,777
that I've been with, like, ever,
and my mom loves Tori.

984
00:46:37,778 --> 00:46:41,281
Like, if you were to create,
like, Felipe's wife in the lab,

985
00:46:41,282 --> 00:46:44,492
like, you would create Tori.

986
00:46:44,493 --> 00:46:47,078
Like, you just would.
Like, it's crazy.

987
00:46:47,079 --> 00:46:49,331
["Borderline" by Zeplyn]

988
00:46:49,332 --> 00:46:52,959
<i>♪ Hold my life
Let it burn to bright to hold ♪</i>

989
00:46:52,960 --> 00:46:58,173
[Tori] The mountain to unpack
right now is really huge.

990
00:46:58,174 --> 00:47:02,177
I went into this to marry
a man who knows what he wants,

991
00:47:02,178 --> 00:47:07,349
but I'm not sure Felipe's
really ready for marriage.

992
00:47:07,350 --> 00:47:10,352
And I'm trying to...

993
00:47:10,353 --> 00:47:14,689
connect the dots, but it's hard.

994
00:47:14,690 --> 00:47:19,110
<i>♪ Steady is the hand
That holds the head ♪</i>

995
00:47:19,111 --> 00:47:21,446
[Felipe] I tend to only
learn things the hard way.

996
00:47:21,447 --> 00:47:24,449
I've said some stupid shit,
but I want to be with Tori,

997
00:47:24,450 --> 00:47:26,719
and I need to make sure
that she understands that.

998
00:47:27,703 --> 00:47:29,287
I don't want to lose her.

999
00:47:29,288 --> 00:47:30,872
I think I might be able
to convince Tori

1000
00:47:30,873 --> 00:47:33,059
that, hey, this is for real.

1001
00:47:42,134 --> 00:47:43,819
Hey, I'm here.

1002
00:47:45,179 --> 00:47:46,888
Oh.

1003
00:47:46,889 --> 00:47:48,390
- Hi.
- Hi.

1004
00:47:48,391 --> 00:47:51,184
I, uh, got you some flowers.

1005
00:47:51,185 --> 00:47:52,394
Thank you.

1006
00:47:52,395 --> 00:47:54,538
They're, uh, dahlias.

1007
00:47:55,815 --> 00:47:57,732
You look...

1008
00:47:57,733 --> 00:47:59,317
beautiful.

1009
00:47:59,318 --> 00:48:00,836
Thank you.

1010
00:48:02,696 --> 00:48:04,697
Okay, Tori.

1011
00:48:04,698 --> 00:48:08,243
Everything... [sighs]

1012
00:48:08,244 --> 00:48:09,869
...has led up to this.

1013
00:48:09,870 --> 00:48:12,580
I don't know
how many 100% decisions

1014
00:48:12,581 --> 00:48:15,417
you've made in your life,
I've probably made zero.

1015
00:48:15,418 --> 00:48:17,394
But I think
to some extent, like...

1016
00:48:18,596 --> 00:48:22,775
you know,
like everything requires
a leap of faith, you know?

1017
00:48:24,093 --> 00:48:25,528
Out of...

1018
00:48:27,388 --> 00:48:31,891
all the things
that I could think to want

1019
00:48:31,892 --> 00:48:36,020
in a woman and my wife
and my partner,

1020
00:48:36,021 --> 00:48:39,583
Tori, you have that in--
in spades.

1021
00:48:41,444 --> 00:48:46,614
The way that you embrace
my family is...

1022
00:48:46,615 --> 00:48:48,700
I don't have words for that.

1023
00:48:48,701 --> 00:48:51,369
The way that
you take care of people

1024
00:48:51,370 --> 00:48:54,414
is also something
that I love about you.

1025
00:48:54,415 --> 00:48:56,082
The fact that
I would wake up, Tori,

1026
00:48:56,083 --> 00:48:59,627
at 11:00 and...

1027
00:48:59,628 --> 00:49:02,297
you fucking bring me breakfast,
which is just stupid, okay?

1028
00:49:02,298 --> 00:49:04,215
Because I've been,
I just woke up

1029
00:49:04,216 --> 00:49:05,800
and you've been fucking
doing shit for hours.

1030
00:49:05,801 --> 00:49:07,069
That is just...

1031
00:49:08,304 --> 00:49:09,488
yeah.

1032
00:49:11,307 --> 00:49:14,160
I've been-- I don't know,
I've just been thinking and...

1033
00:49:16,270 --> 00:49:21,566
working on it
and I never did it waver to me

1034
00:49:21,567 --> 00:49:23,568
how I felt about you.

1035
00:49:23,569 --> 00:49:25,004
You're just...

1036
00:49:26,489 --> 00:49:28,781
You're incredible, Tori.

1037
00:49:28,782 --> 00:49:31,951
[exhales sharply] Yeah.

1038
00:49:31,952 --> 00:49:34,513
My legs are shaking
like they were on wedding day.

1039
00:49:42,463 --> 00:49:44,356
I don't even know what to say.

1040
00:49:48,260 --> 00:49:50,345
I'm so confused.

1041
00:49:50,346 --> 00:49:52,514
After moving out,

1042
00:49:52,515 --> 00:49:56,976
Filipe and I
had a conversation that...

1043
00:49:56,977 --> 00:50:01,773
I didn't anticipate.

1044
00:50:01,774 --> 00:50:04,484
He drops this bomb on me

1045
00:50:04,485 --> 00:50:10,114
and that wasn't filmed,
but I was not having it.

1046
00:50:10,115 --> 00:50:12,718
It's so many emotions
I'm feeling...

1047
00:50:14,286 --> 00:50:18,373
and I would say primarily hurt.

1048
00:50:18,374 --> 00:50:20,017
I'm so hurt.

1049
00:50:21,293 --> 00:50:24,813
It seems cruel and heartless.

1050
00:50:27,132 --> 00:50:28,651
I really liked you.

1051
00:50:30,344 --> 00:50:32,071
I really like you.

1052
00:50:37,476 --> 00:50:39,978
But I think
it's important to be honest.

1053
00:50:39,979 --> 00:50:42,063
[scoffs]

1054
00:50:42,064 --> 00:50:45,209
Do you think that
what you told me...

1055
00:50:47,319 --> 00:50:49,713
do you think that's normal?

1056
00:50:50,739 --> 00:50:52,258
[Felipe exhales sharply]

1057
00:50:54,243 --> 00:50:56,661
I-- I-- Yeah.

1058
00:50:56,662 --> 00:50:59,932
[tense music playing]

1059
00:51:01,834 --> 00:51:03,435
I regret that heavily.

1060
00:51:05,170 --> 00:51:09,233
[♪]

1061
00:51:15,848 --> 00:51:18,933
{\an8}<i>♪ Dreams of you and I ♪</i>

1062
00:51:18,934 --> 00:51:21,102
[Marissa] Marriage is forever.

1063
00:51:21,103 --> 00:51:24,439
Forever is a long time.
It's a huge decision.

1064
00:51:24,440 --> 00:51:26,858
<i>♪ Give me something ♪</i>

1065
00:51:26,859 --> 00:51:29,027
[Shawn] I want someone
who's gonna push me to grow,

1066
00:51:29,028 --> 00:51:32,172
push me to be better,
and Nikki could be that person.

1067
00:51:33,040 --> 00:51:35,783
[Nikki] I feel like I've seen
a lot of positive growth

1068
00:51:35,784 --> 00:51:38,620
from Shawn
and from us as a couple.

1069
00:51:38,621 --> 00:51:41,247
[Cameron] I'm really thinking
about this deeply

1070
00:51:41,248 --> 00:51:43,708
and, you know,
ready to make my decision.

1071
00:51:43,709 --> 00:51:46,753
[Belléjolie] I don't know
what's gonna happen
between me and Mecca.

1072
00:51:46,754 --> 00:51:49,714
What if he surprises me
and says no?

1073
00:51:49,715 --> 00:51:54,969
My mind right now
is so fucking blown.
I'm-- I'm-- I don't have words.

1074
00:51:54,970 --> 00:51:56,113
[exhales sharply]

1075
00:51:57,473 --> 00:51:59,557
I am choosing to...

1076
00:51:59,558 --> 00:52:02,786
[♪]

1077
00:52:06,273 --> 00:52:07,624
[Cameron] I wanna apologize.

1078
00:52:08,817 --> 00:52:09,960
Is it me?

1079
00:52:12,321 --> 00:52:15,907
I just, I love you so much.

1080
00:52:15,908 --> 00:52:17,784
["Treat ME Right" by LANI]

1081
00:52:17,785 --> 00:52:21,162
<i>♪ Enemies to lovers
Keep it undercover ♪</i>

1082
00:52:21,163 --> 00:52:25,583
<i>♪ Know you got a soft side
I'mma take a bite ♪</i>

1083
00:52:25,584 --> 00:52:29,837
<i>♪ Enemies to lovers
Lost in each other ♪</i>

1084
00:52:29,838 --> 00:52:32,006
<i>♪ I'll bring you
To light side ♪</i>

1085
00:52:32,007 --> 00:52:33,925
<i>♪ You can treat me right ♪</i>

1086
00:52:33,926 --> 00:52:39,490
[♪]