1 00:00:02,228 --> 00:00:04,745 - Hi, don't shake my hand. Give me a hug. 2 00:00:04,839 --> 00:00:08,674 - Ten singles took a giant leap of faith to find love. 3 00:00:08,825 --> 00:00:10,234 They married as complete strangers. 4 00:00:10,252 --> 00:00:12,845 [dramatic music] 5 00:00:12,996 --> 00:00:17,499 - I'm married! It feels great! 6 00:00:17,593 --> 00:00:20,686 - Last time, our couples moved into their new homes together. 7 00:00:20,913 --> 00:00:22,003 - Be a little while. 8 00:00:22,023 --> 00:00:23,522 - ♪ this girl is magical ♪ 9 00:00:25,342 --> 00:00:29,086 - The marriage has been exactly what I--probably even better... 10 00:00:29,104 --> 00:00:30,270 - Wow. - Than what I wanted it to be. 11 00:00:30,422 --> 00:00:31,679 - Yeah. 12 00:00:31,699 --> 00:00:33,257 - In very recent days, 13 00:00:33,275 --> 00:00:35,367 We have "consummated" the marriage. 14 00:00:35,594 --> 00:00:37,202 [laughs] 15 00:00:40,541 --> 00:00:42,599 - I'm trying to win you back. - My wall went up, you know. 16 00:00:42,618 --> 00:00:44,268 - Yeah, no, we're fine. 17 00:00:44,361 --> 00:00:45,527 - Who's in control of that wall? 18 00:00:45,546 --> 00:00:47,504 - I'm in control of the wall. 19 00:00:49,884 --> 00:00:51,275 - Mya. 20 00:00:51,293 --> 00:00:53,052 His eye, baby. It's bleeding. 21 00:00:53,279 --> 00:00:56,055 Newton's my baby, and I know mya's his baby, 22 00:00:56,206 --> 00:00:57,723 So it's a tough situation. 23 00:00:57,874 --> 00:00:59,207 He never told me that mya had been 24 00:00:59,226 --> 00:01:01,118 In several fights with other dogs. 25 00:01:01,211 --> 00:01:03,187 For me, it's like, truth is everything. 26 00:01:06,049 --> 00:01:07,641 - You don't talk about your mom. 27 00:01:07,793 --> 00:01:09,050 But sometimes I feel like you don't want 28 00:01:09,144 --> 00:01:11,795 To even say that there is pain there. 29 00:01:11,814 --> 00:01:13,146 - I don't have any emotional connection 30 00:01:13,299 --> 00:01:14,981 Towards my biological mom at all. 31 00:01:15,134 --> 00:01:17,242 - I'm frustrated that he's not opening up. 32 00:01:17,469 --> 00:01:19,303 It makes me question 33 00:01:19,396 --> 00:01:21,580 If he knows how to even be vulnerable. 34 00:01:25,160 --> 00:01:27,086 - I don't want to know when you're pulling away from me 35 00:01:27,237 --> 00:01:28,587 'cause then it feels like a punishment. 36 00:01:28,814 --> 00:01:31,815 Like, I need you to, like, keep that to yourself. 37 00:01:31,834 --> 00:01:33,425 - Mm, I don't know if I can do that. 38 00:01:33,652 --> 00:01:36,744 ♪ ♪ 39 00:01:36,839 --> 00:01:38,246 - And tonight... 40 00:01:38,340 --> 00:01:39,656 - He likes talking to me on the toilet. 41 00:01:39,749 --> 00:01:40,674 He's like, "can I give you a kiss?" 42 00:01:40,826 --> 00:01:42,584 - Uh-uh, not on the toilet. 43 00:01:42,678 --> 00:01:44,436 - Our couples start facing 44 00:01:44,663 --> 00:01:46,772 The reality of domestic life together... 45 00:01:46,999 --> 00:01:49,683 - I was, like, so elated that my wife didn't snore, 46 00:01:49,835 --> 00:01:51,443 And then I get a dog that snores. 47 00:01:51,670 --> 00:01:53,520 - [laughing] 48 00:01:53,672 --> 00:01:56,281 - And will finally get to see their friends and family 49 00:01:56,508 --> 00:01:58,358 For the first time since the wedding. 50 00:01:58,452 --> 00:02:01,120 - Are you gonna just hold this over him till he dies? 51 00:02:01,347 --> 00:02:04,456 - When you hurt me, when you burn me, I'm done. 52 00:02:04,683 --> 00:02:07,184 - She's like, "yeah, like, how about kids within a year?" 53 00:02:07,277 --> 00:02:09,519 Kid is, like, a big variable. 54 00:02:09,613 --> 00:02:11,296 You know, that's a whole lifestyle change. 55 00:02:11,523 --> 00:02:13,281 - 'cause you doing the absolute most. 56 00:02:13,300 --> 00:02:14,967 - Okay, you just want to be heard, 57 00:02:15,194 --> 00:02:16,451 And you don't want to understand what I'm saying. 58 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:17,544 - You can do whatever you gotta do 59 00:02:17,638 --> 00:02:19,471 'cause I'm not in it. 60 00:02:19,698 --> 00:02:23,142 - Does mitch know about your whole history? 61 00:02:23,369 --> 00:02:26,052 - You can't even extend a hand to help me see 62 00:02:26,205 --> 00:02:27,554 A [bleep] physician, 63 00:02:27,648 --> 00:02:29,373 So how the [bleep] 64 00:02:29,466 --> 00:02:31,725 Do you expect me to take your last name? 65 00:02:31,877 --> 00:02:35,470 ♪ ♪ 66 00:02:35,489 --> 00:02:37,714 - ♪ it's all or nothing ♪ 67 00:02:37,733 --> 00:02:40,141 - This is "married at first sight." 68 00:02:40,161 --> 00:02:43,328 - ♪ there's no other way ♪ 69 00:02:43,480 --> 00:02:45,647 ♪ it's all or nothing ♪ 70 00:02:45,741 --> 00:02:46,723 [upbeat music] 71 00:02:46,742 --> 00:02:50,727 - [vocalizing] 72 00:02:50,820 --> 00:02:54,173 ♪ I won't ask what you said ♪ 73 00:02:57,178 --> 00:03:00,012 - What? - [laughs] 74 00:03:00,163 --> 00:03:01,829 - Welcome to married life, fellas. 75 00:03:01,849 --> 00:03:03,740 I gotta say, believe the hype. 76 00:03:03,759 --> 00:03:06,760 It is everything you thought it'd be and so much more. 77 00:03:06,912 --> 00:03:10,764 - Our couples have been married for just under two weeks. 78 00:03:10,916 --> 00:03:14,359 - We just finished our first workout in the gym together. 79 00:03:14,511 --> 00:03:17,270 - We got a lot of work to do. We're out of shape. 80 00:03:17,423 --> 00:03:18,939 - Yeah. 81 00:03:19,091 --> 00:03:21,182 - And now, as they settle into daily life 82 00:03:21,276 --> 00:03:22,592 Together as husband and wife, 83 00:03:22,686 --> 00:03:24,428 There's a whole lot of new surprises 84 00:03:24,446 --> 00:03:26,705 And often uncomfortable challenges to face. 85 00:03:26,932 --> 00:03:30,358 - Hubby gave me this 86 00:03:30,452 --> 00:03:33,194 To put trail mix in. 87 00:03:33,288 --> 00:03:36,289 How does he eat out of this? 88 00:03:36,383 --> 00:03:38,792 - Making the transition from single to married life 89 00:03:38,886 --> 00:03:40,460 May be easy for some, 90 00:03:40,612 --> 00:03:43,113 But an uphill battle for others. 91 00:03:43,131 --> 00:03:46,207 - In case there was a question, he wrote "reusable." 92 00:03:46,301 --> 00:03:50,620 - Don't throw it away, man. I just need people to know. 93 00:03:50,639 --> 00:03:53,473 - Y'all, send prayers for me. - Mark your territory. 94 00:03:53,625 --> 00:03:55,400 - Send so many prayers. 95 00:03:55,627 --> 00:03:59,629 - But it requires hard work and dedicated from everyone 96 00:03:59,648 --> 00:04:03,075 Because in just over six weeks, our couples will have to decide 97 00:04:03,302 --> 00:04:07,153 Whether they want to stay married or get a divorce. 98 00:04:07,248 --> 00:04:11,324 - ♪ living in my bubble, I got no job and no trouble ♪ 99 00:04:11,418 --> 00:04:16,088 ♪ I ain't got no worries ♪ 100 00:04:16,239 --> 00:04:20,984 ♪ la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la ♪ 101 00:04:21,077 --> 00:04:23,837 - [laughs] 102 00:04:23,989 --> 00:04:26,598 ♪ ♪ 103 00:04:26,825 --> 00:04:28,600 - It's good to see you. It's been a minute. 104 00:04:28,752 --> 00:04:29,917 - I know. It has been a minute. 105 00:04:30,012 --> 00:04:31,919 - Any crazy surprises or, like, 106 00:04:32,014 --> 00:04:33,105 Things that just jumped out at you, 107 00:04:33,332 --> 00:04:35,774 You're like, "what am I doing here?" 108 00:04:36,001 --> 00:04:38,777 - No, actually. I mean, it's a wild ride. 109 00:04:39,004 --> 00:04:41,095 Sometimes, I'm like, what--is this real life? 110 00:04:41,115 --> 00:04:42,597 Like, what is going on here? So much easier-- 111 00:04:42,616 --> 00:04:44,174 - She super into it? - She's super into it. 112 00:04:44,267 --> 00:04:45,842 She's super into me, which is nice. 113 00:04:45,935 --> 00:04:47,177 And I'm super into her. And she's super into us. 114 00:04:47,195 --> 00:04:48,287 - Mm-hmm. - And likewise. 115 00:04:48,438 --> 00:04:49,679 So I think it's--that part 116 00:04:49,773 --> 00:04:51,181 Is the best part of this whole thing. 117 00:04:51,274 --> 00:04:53,033 - That's awesome. - She's a great wife. 118 00:04:53,185 --> 00:04:55,519 Like, being a wife, 119 00:04:55,612 --> 00:04:56,628 Like, right off the bat, I think. 120 00:04:56,855 --> 00:04:58,297 - How's being a husband suit you? 121 00:04:58,448 --> 00:05:00,615 - I think it suits me really well. 122 00:05:00,634 --> 00:05:02,617 Let's ask her 'cause I'd love her opinion. 123 00:05:02,636 --> 00:05:04,452 I have asked her, and she's saying 124 00:05:04,546 --> 00:05:06,805 That I'm doing a great job. 125 00:05:06,956 --> 00:05:08,790 And I--but I kind of knew this about me. 126 00:05:08,884 --> 00:05:11,201 Like, I know how to relationship well. 127 00:05:11,294 --> 00:05:13,219 When my heart's in it, and I'm invested, like, 128 00:05:13,372 --> 00:05:16,464 I know I can be a great, in this case, husband. 129 00:05:16,558 --> 00:05:18,542 And because she is my wife, 130 00:05:18,635 --> 00:05:20,210 There's that security, you know. 131 00:05:20,303 --> 00:05:23,547 Even though something may come across 132 00:05:23,565 --> 00:05:25,824 In a way that bothers me or something, 133 00:05:25,975 --> 00:05:28,051 I don't let it, like, truly bother me or get to me 134 00:05:28,070 --> 00:05:30,144 Because I know that, at the end of the day, she wants this. 135 00:05:30,164 --> 00:05:33,165 She has our best interests at heart. 136 00:05:33,316 --> 00:05:35,408 You'll see, yeah, like, when we start interacting. 137 00:05:35,502 --> 00:05:37,394 - We only got to hang out a little bit at the reception. 138 00:05:37,412 --> 00:05:39,004 Right? - Right. 139 00:05:39,231 --> 00:05:42,341 - So in our group of friends, like, does she-- 140 00:05:42,568 --> 00:05:43,900 Is she--you think she's gonna fit in really well? 141 00:05:43,993 --> 00:05:45,159 She's a little bit on the younger side. 142 00:05:45,179 --> 00:05:47,161 - I think so. 143 00:05:47,181 --> 00:05:49,739 I mean, she's--she and I are getting along famously. 144 00:05:49,758 --> 00:05:51,424 I don't know what that says about me. 145 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:52,517 - Yeah, but you get to make out with her. 146 00:05:52,669 --> 00:05:53,760 None of us are doing that. 147 00:05:53,854 --> 00:05:57,414 - [bleep] damn right. 148 00:05:57,432 --> 00:05:59,933 So--but no, you'll see. 149 00:06:00,027 --> 00:06:03,770 Like, lindy, she definitely has depth and character. 150 00:06:03,922 --> 00:06:06,756 It's not just, like, all shiny, happy, pink. 151 00:06:06,850 --> 00:06:08,349 You know, that's kind of what she exudes-- 152 00:06:08,443 --> 00:06:09,442 - Sure. - Which is nice. 153 00:06:09,595 --> 00:06:10,685 But the moment you actually, 154 00:06:10,704 --> 00:06:13,205 Like, kind of take a deep dive 155 00:06:13,432 --> 00:06:15,707 And see who she truly is inside, 156 00:06:15,859 --> 00:06:17,951 You'll immediately sense that depth. 157 00:06:18,045 --> 00:06:19,878 - Did she meet your checklist 158 00:06:20,105 --> 00:06:21,271 Of stuff that you were looking for? 159 00:06:21,289 --> 00:06:22,939 - She did, and then some. 160 00:06:22,958 --> 00:06:24,866 She's the three things that I wanted, 161 00:06:24,960 --> 00:06:26,551 Right--the, like, kind and agreeable. 162 00:06:26,703 --> 00:06:28,035 - Yeah. - You have to be that. 163 00:06:28,130 --> 00:06:29,888 And then she's open-minded. 164 00:06:30,115 --> 00:06:31,965 She's a great conversationalist. 165 00:06:32,059 --> 00:06:33,708 And she's adventurous. 166 00:06:33,727 --> 00:06:35,394 But then she's also cute, right? 167 00:06:35,621 --> 00:06:37,287 And she has beautiful eyes and a beautiful laugh, 168 00:06:37,380 --> 00:06:39,046 And, like, she's fun to be around. 169 00:06:39,066 --> 00:06:41,124 She's funny. She's quirky. 170 00:06:41,143 --> 00:06:43,126 She's attentive. You know, she cleans. 171 00:06:43,219 --> 00:06:45,462 She cooks. Those were my three things. 172 00:06:45,555 --> 00:06:46,571 - That's like eight things, dude. 173 00:06:46,798 --> 00:06:47,814 - I know. 174 00:06:47,908 --> 00:06:49,574 - Are you getting, like, 175 00:06:49,801 --> 00:06:52,969 Actual feelings for her beyond just liking her? 176 00:06:52,988 --> 00:06:55,062 - I think so. I think--yeah. 177 00:06:55,082 --> 00:06:58,642 - You got, like, puppy dog eyes when you talk about her. 178 00:06:58,660 --> 00:07:00,644 - It's hard not to, yeah. 179 00:07:00,737 --> 00:07:03,313 She's--no, she's definitely a-- 180 00:07:03,331 --> 00:07:05,740 She's like an oasis in a desert type thing. 181 00:07:05,834 --> 00:07:07,742 Like, life be in the desert, 182 00:07:07,836 --> 00:07:10,578 And then you have people like lindy that are just like, okay. 183 00:07:10,597 --> 00:07:13,840 I can do this. 184 00:07:13,992 --> 00:07:15,934 - Oasis in a desert. 185 00:07:16,085 --> 00:07:19,829 - Watch us get a divorce on decision day, [bleep]. 186 00:07:19,923 --> 00:07:22,607 - Don't you put that curse on you. 187 00:07:22,759 --> 00:07:24,184 - "miguel, where's this oasis now? 188 00:07:24,278 --> 00:07:26,019 You thirsty? You thirsty?" 189 00:07:26,171 --> 00:07:30,949 ♪ ♪ 190 00:07:31,100 --> 00:07:33,693 - ♪ would you light a fire? ♪ 191 00:07:33,787 --> 00:07:36,437 ♪ would you lose it all? ♪ 192 00:07:36,531 --> 00:07:38,957 ♪ would you light a fire? ♪ 193 00:07:39,184 --> 00:07:43,203 ♪ ♪ 194 00:07:43,297 --> 00:07:45,872 - Hi! Oh, my god. 195 00:07:45,966 --> 00:07:47,207 - How are you, stranger? 196 00:07:47,359 --> 00:07:48,708 - It's so good to see you! Joan! 197 00:07:48,860 --> 00:07:51,452 - How's my newlywed? - Oh, my god, right? 198 00:07:51,546 --> 00:07:53,138 Isn't that crazy? 199 00:07:53,365 --> 00:07:54,881 Feels like just a couple weeks ago, 200 00:07:55,033 --> 00:07:56,641 Crazy krysten was just... 201 00:07:56,793 --> 00:07:59,703 - Nuts. - Single, out on the town. 202 00:07:59,796 --> 00:08:02,314 - How is it going from living alone, 203 00:08:02,465 --> 00:08:04,874 Selfish life to being thrown into this? 204 00:08:04,968 --> 00:08:07,969 - There are some differences in our domesticity 205 00:08:07,988 --> 00:08:10,714 And how we live. 206 00:08:10,732 --> 00:08:14,642 We have a difference of, like, clutter. 207 00:08:14,736 --> 00:08:17,387 Oh, god, he has this tower. 208 00:08:17,480 --> 00:08:19,739 It's like a water filtration system, 209 00:08:19,891 --> 00:08:21,833 But it sits in the island, and it's tall, 210 00:08:21,985 --> 00:08:23,835 And I can't even see him when he's talking to me 211 00:08:24,062 --> 00:08:27,172 Because the water tower is in between us. 212 00:08:27,323 --> 00:08:30,416 And he's just constantly coming into our apartment with stuff 213 00:08:30,569 --> 00:08:32,010 Because he doesn't want to throw it away. 214 00:08:32,237 --> 00:08:35,162 He brought home, the other day, like, an antique, 215 00:08:35,257 --> 00:08:37,349 Like, bookshelf looked like 216 00:08:37,576 --> 00:08:39,834 It had come out of a sewer from, like, vietnam. 217 00:08:39,928 --> 00:08:42,762 - He's not a hoarder, right? 218 00:08:42,856 --> 00:08:45,415 - I'm thinking maybe. 219 00:08:45,433 --> 00:08:50,086 I was like, "if you bring one more iota into my home, 220 00:08:50,105 --> 00:08:51,437 We are gonna have words." 221 00:08:51,532 --> 00:08:53,940 - Does he leave dirty dishes? 222 00:08:54,034 --> 00:08:56,535 - Oh, you just wait till you see his stovetop in his house. 223 00:08:56,762 --> 00:09:01,598 I nearly had a heart attack. I need a clean living space. 224 00:09:01,691 --> 00:09:05,210 It's not a dealbreaker, but I do not like stuff. 225 00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:11,032 And then we have our housewarming party coming up, 226 00:09:11,051 --> 00:09:15,612 And this might be our only legitimate fight. 227 00:09:15,705 --> 00:09:19,724 Innocent me, I said, let's do a french theme... 228 00:09:19,951 --> 00:09:22,135 - Ooh, I like that. - With wine and cheese... 229 00:09:22,287 --> 00:09:24,454 - Your favorite. - And charcuterie. 230 00:09:24,472 --> 00:09:28,233 He looked at me and said, "let's not do any of that." 231 00:09:28,384 --> 00:09:30,735 And then he rattled off a list of things 232 00:09:30,962 --> 00:09:33,888 I had never heard in my whole life. 233 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:38,243 Something about, like, a communism regime, 234 00:09:38,394 --> 00:09:42,972 Zombie apocalypse, alien invasion. 235 00:09:43,066 --> 00:09:46,309 Then he said, "let's all dress up 236 00:09:46,402 --> 00:09:49,162 With how we think the world is gonna end." 237 00:09:49,256 --> 00:09:51,147 - Oh, god. 238 00:09:51,240 --> 00:09:56,169 - Finally, we landed on retro-futurism. 239 00:09:56,263 --> 00:09:59,656 We're putting our minds into, like, the '50s, '60s, 240 00:09:59,749 --> 00:10:01,248 As to how you would view the future 241 00:10:01,268 --> 00:10:02,992 In the '50s and '60s. 242 00:10:03,011 --> 00:10:06,329 So he's gonna be, like, a captain from a spaceship. 243 00:10:06,348 --> 00:10:08,848 And then I'm gonna be, like, his, like, 244 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:11,668 Wife--mistress/wife, like, sexy-- 245 00:10:11,686 --> 00:10:13,260 - Attendant? - Yeah. 246 00:10:13,280 --> 00:10:16,005 - Flight attendant? - Yeah, like, sexy attendant. 247 00:10:16,024 --> 00:10:17,690 - Can you imagine when you plan 248 00:10:17,784 --> 00:10:20,118 Your child's, like, second birthday party? 249 00:10:20,269 --> 00:10:22,436 - Oh, my god. 250 00:10:22,530 --> 00:10:23,847 - All right, so question: 251 00:10:23,940 --> 00:10:26,458 Does mitch know about your whole history 252 00:10:26,609 --> 00:10:29,702 And everything with your last engagement and everything? 253 00:10:29,796 --> 00:10:31,630 - Mitch does not know anything about that. 254 00:10:31,781 --> 00:10:33,356 - Oh, sh-- 255 00:10:33,449 --> 00:10:34,874 - Nothing. - Why don't you tell him? 256 00:10:35,026 --> 00:10:37,618 - I'll be honest with you, I have told guys in the past. 257 00:10:37,638 --> 00:10:41,455 Every time I have told that story, though, 258 00:10:41,475 --> 00:10:44,625 It has not ended well for me. 259 00:10:44,645 --> 00:10:49,630 No one has been kind on the receiving end. 260 00:10:49,650 --> 00:10:52,041 And they've looked at it like something's wrong with me. 261 00:10:52,135 --> 00:10:54,319 - If he runs from it, let him run. 262 00:10:54,470 --> 00:10:56,303 You did not fail your last relationship. 263 00:10:56,398 --> 00:10:57,805 - Yeah, right. - He did. 264 00:10:57,899 --> 00:11:00,141 But I think you need to be 100% honest 265 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:03,495 Because this is--you're setting up your foundation 266 00:11:03,646 --> 00:11:04,996 For your marriage and your future. 267 00:11:05,223 --> 00:11:06,998 And I think this is very important. 268 00:11:07,150 --> 00:11:10,001 [soft music] 269 00:11:10,228 --> 00:11:12,337 ♪ ♪ 270 00:11:12,488 --> 00:11:15,489 - ♪ no time to lose, not here to lose ♪ 271 00:11:15,509 --> 00:11:20,069 ♪ I'm gonna go farther, I'm gonna go through ♪ 272 00:11:20,088 --> 00:11:21,754 ♪ ♪ 273 00:11:21,907 --> 00:11:24,574 - Hey, amber. How's everything going? 274 00:11:24,592 --> 00:11:26,184 How you been? It's been a while. 275 00:11:26,411 --> 00:11:30,096 - Of course, we've had, you know, stranger things 276 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:33,082 Because it's just like, every once in a while, 277 00:11:33,176 --> 00:11:34,693 I realize, like, "oh wait, I forgot 278 00:11:34,844 --> 00:11:36,102 I don't really-- I'm still getting to know you." 279 00:11:36,196 --> 00:11:38,345 You get what I'm saying? 280 00:11:38,365 --> 00:11:42,759 But you know your nephew got attacked, right? 281 00:11:42,777 --> 00:11:43,943 - What? 282 00:11:44,095 --> 00:11:45,537 - I had turned my head, 283 00:11:45,688 --> 00:11:49,282 And all I hear is newton crying, and I see justin, 284 00:11:49,376 --> 00:11:54,695 Like, literally pulling his dog off of newton. 285 00:11:54,789 --> 00:11:57,882 He knew that his dog was in the wrong, 286 00:11:58,109 --> 00:11:59,776 So he immediately looked into camps 287 00:11:59,794 --> 00:12:01,461 For her to go training, 288 00:12:01,613 --> 00:12:03,629 So he sent her away to this training camp for two weeks. 289 00:12:03,782 --> 00:12:05,390 And we're just--we made 290 00:12:05,541 --> 00:12:07,374 An agreement that we're gonna see. 291 00:12:07,394 --> 00:12:10,119 If she's aggressive still, then we have a plan for her 292 00:12:10,213 --> 00:12:12,121 To go live with his best friend. 293 00:12:12,140 --> 00:12:13,898 But I don't know. 294 00:12:14,050 --> 00:12:16,860 It was a big situation. It really was. 295 00:12:18,964 --> 00:12:20,739 - Hopefully, you know, it's just something new, 296 00:12:20,890 --> 00:12:22,632 And she was overwhelmed and, you know, reacted, 297 00:12:22,650 --> 00:12:23,649 And it won't happen again. 298 00:12:23,802 --> 00:12:25,392 - I know. 299 00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:27,078 - So how was your honeymoon? 300 00:12:27,305 --> 00:12:29,989 - Justin told me he loved me on our honeymoon. 301 00:12:30,141 --> 00:12:33,585 - What? What'd you say? 302 00:12:33,812 --> 00:12:35,495 Nothing, girl, I tried to run. You know me. 303 00:12:35,647 --> 00:12:37,146 I was like, "help!" 304 00:12:37,165 --> 00:12:40,550 But then I told justin I loved him too. 305 00:12:42,262 --> 00:12:45,004 I know, right? Eek. 306 00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:48,582 - In my head, all I'm saying is, like, two weeks? 307 00:12:48,676 --> 00:12:50,343 - I don't know. 308 00:12:50,495 --> 00:12:52,996 He's just so sweet, and he's so lovable. 309 00:12:53,014 --> 00:12:55,498 - Okay, but those are some big words. 310 00:12:55,517 --> 00:12:57,016 Those are some big words. 311 00:12:57,168 --> 00:12:58,501 Unless you open up that-- 312 00:12:58,520 --> 00:13:00,353 I feel like it's a pandora box. 313 00:13:00,447 --> 00:13:02,280 Like, once you open it up, it's gonna be hard to close, 314 00:13:02,431 --> 00:13:05,358 And it's gonna be easier to get hurt. 315 00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:07,010 - You ain't wrong. 316 00:13:07,103 --> 00:13:12,290 - Remember to just protect your heart. 317 00:13:12,441 --> 00:13:14,626 - I do have some reservations, so I don't feel 318 00:13:14,853 --> 00:13:18,538 That I'm in love with him just yet. 319 00:13:18,632 --> 00:13:22,967 Like, my biggest reservation is that he thinks being vague 320 00:13:23,194 --> 00:13:26,529 And keeping some parts away from me isn't lying. 321 00:13:26,548 --> 00:13:29,641 Like, he never told me prior to this that mya had been 322 00:13:29,792 --> 00:13:32,811 In several fights with other dogs. 323 00:13:32,962 --> 00:13:35,296 Like, if I would have knew that information on the front end, 324 00:13:35,390 --> 00:13:36,706 It may have changed my actions. 325 00:13:36,724 --> 00:13:39,876 - Ooh, just like, okay, 326 00:13:39,894 --> 00:13:41,727 Now I'm gonna second-guess everything that you say. 327 00:13:41,822 --> 00:13:43,546 And you don't want ever want to be in that predicament 328 00:13:43,565 --> 00:13:45,882 With somebody, especially with somebody you love. 329 00:13:45,900 --> 00:13:47,492 - But I gotta get out of my head 'cause you know me, 330 00:13:47,643 --> 00:13:51,721 I'll talk myself out of a perfect situation a lot. 331 00:13:51,814 --> 00:13:53,906 And I do have that fear of commitment. 332 00:13:54,059 --> 00:13:56,835 So for me, it's just like, I'm battling. 333 00:13:56,986 --> 00:13:59,245 Is this a logical thought to have, 334 00:13:59,339 --> 00:14:01,488 Or is it me being typical lex 335 00:14:01,508 --> 00:14:04,843 And not really ready to commit fully? 336 00:14:05,070 --> 00:14:08,179 So that's why I got the perspective of, like, 337 00:14:08,406 --> 00:14:09,663 I gotta kind of give him a break. 338 00:14:09,757 --> 00:14:10,974 You know, like... 339 00:14:12,168 --> 00:14:15,578 Doesn't mean that he's untruthful. 340 00:14:15,597 --> 00:14:18,505 So I really just need to let that preside in my mind 341 00:14:18,525 --> 00:14:21,100 When I'm having these internal conflicts. 342 00:14:21,252 --> 00:14:23,102 - Both of you have to do your parts. 343 00:14:23,196 --> 00:14:24,770 You have to work on, you know, giving him a break, 344 00:14:24,865 --> 00:14:27,848 But he has to also work on trying to be less vague. 345 00:14:27,868 --> 00:14:30,517 One thing I would say is, continue how you go into it, 346 00:14:30,612 --> 00:14:32,537 Like, openheartedly, you know, 347 00:14:32,764 --> 00:14:34,688 Just giving him the benefit of the doubt. 348 00:14:34,708 --> 00:14:37,191 But also, be smart about it. 349 00:14:37,285 --> 00:14:40,378 Like, you know, keep your eyes open to certain things. 350 00:14:40,605 --> 00:14:42,380 Try to love him unconditionally, 351 00:14:42,531 --> 00:14:47,443 But just, you know, take note of certain things, you know? 352 00:14:47,462 --> 00:14:49,962 'cause you don't want to settle, but, you know, 353 00:14:50,115 --> 00:14:52,798 You also want to make sure this is the right one for you. 354 00:14:52,951 --> 00:14:55,618 - ♪ fell in love with all the lies ♪ 355 00:14:55,711 --> 00:15:00,398 ♪ painted pictures in my mind ♪ 356 00:15:02,068 --> 00:15:03,960 ♪ ♪ 357 00:15:03,978 --> 00:15:06,812 [upbeat music] 358 00:15:06,965 --> 00:15:13,703 ♪ ♪ 359 00:15:20,828 --> 00:15:22,587 'cause it's like... 360 00:15:22,814 --> 00:15:24,647 - Yeah, I don't know how you could-- 361 00:15:24,666 --> 00:15:26,165 - I don't know how I could hoop with it. 362 00:15:26,317 --> 00:15:28,834 - Yeah, you gonna take it off when you hoop? 363 00:15:28,987 --> 00:15:31,745 - I think so. - [laughs] 364 00:15:31,765 --> 00:15:33,172 - Hi. 365 00:15:33,324 --> 00:15:34,581 - What's up, bro? 366 00:15:34,601 --> 00:15:36,008 - You missed my wedding. 367 00:15:36,161 --> 00:15:37,493 - I did. I'm sorry. 368 00:15:37,512 --> 00:15:39,586 - Carl's like my chosen older brother. 369 00:15:39,606 --> 00:15:42,423 I've known that man for several years, 370 00:15:42,517 --> 00:15:47,520 So it's good to have a male's perspective on the situation. 371 00:15:47,614 --> 00:15:49,948 - So what's the details with your husband? 372 00:15:52,026 --> 00:15:53,785 - It's just--it's been hard. 373 00:15:53,936 --> 00:15:56,270 You know, honeymoon wasn't great. 374 00:15:56,289 --> 00:15:59,031 - How's everything? You getting to know your wife? 375 00:15:59,125 --> 00:16:01,442 - Yeah, she's beautiful. She's a great person. 376 00:16:01,461 --> 00:16:04,036 But I asked her some questions, personal questions, 377 00:16:04,130 --> 00:16:06,947 And I got answers that I did really, like, like, 378 00:16:07,041 --> 00:16:09,208 And I kind of overreacted. 379 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:12,211 And I told somebody, and long story short, 380 00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:16,048 It felt like--she felt like she got backstabbed. 381 00:16:16,142 --> 00:16:18,868 - All of the red flags that he's had for me-- 382 00:16:18,886 --> 00:16:21,220 Financial stuff, family stuff-- 383 00:16:21,372 --> 00:16:24,056 It's all very surface-level things. 384 00:16:24,209 --> 00:16:25,725 And, like-- - yeah. 385 00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:29,228 - Yeah, and it's--you know, there's never been a red flag 386 00:16:29,322 --> 00:16:32,991 About my personality, or who I am, or my character. 387 00:16:33,142 --> 00:16:36,068 And, you know, honestly, I don't think he's seeing me 388 00:16:36,221 --> 00:16:39,813 For, like, the person that I am. 389 00:16:39,907 --> 00:16:42,500 - I'm trying to move on, but after she felt backstabbed, 390 00:16:42,651 --> 00:16:44,818 She told me she doesn't trust me. 391 00:16:44,838 --> 00:16:46,562 And then when we talked to pastor cal, 392 00:16:46,581 --> 00:16:49,232 She was telling him that I wasn't touching her enough, 393 00:16:49,250 --> 00:16:51,083 Or I wasn't giving her her pda. 394 00:16:51,177 --> 00:16:53,845 And at that point, I was like, bro, I'm so confused. 395 00:16:54,072 --> 00:16:55,513 Like, you told me one thing one day, 396 00:16:55,664 --> 00:16:57,256 And then the next, you do another. 397 00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:59,425 Like, to me, I'm just trying to make you happy. 398 00:16:59,577 --> 00:17:01,686 Like, what do I do? 399 00:17:04,415 --> 00:17:06,858 - I mean, I am playing a part in this too 400 00:17:07,009 --> 00:17:08,751 Because I've been very closed off, 401 00:17:08,770 --> 00:17:10,695 And I've had my walls up, and I don't trust him. 402 00:17:10,922 --> 00:17:13,013 So I mean, it's hard to really, like, 403 00:17:13,033 --> 00:17:14,774 Open up to him right now 404 00:17:14,926 --> 00:17:17,943 Because I still feel like I don't really trust him. 405 00:17:18,038 --> 00:17:19,929 And it's hard. 406 00:17:19,947 --> 00:17:20,946 - The reality is, you do deserve happiness. 407 00:17:21,099 --> 00:17:22,689 - Yeah. 408 00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:23,933 - Whatever that looks like to you. 409 00:17:23,951 --> 00:17:25,451 - Yeah. - Everybody does. 410 00:17:25,545 --> 00:17:28,287 - And I came into this wanting, like, to be in love 411 00:17:28,381 --> 00:17:31,123 And wanting someone who was gonna actually see me. 412 00:17:31,276 --> 00:17:34,034 And this entire time, binh has only seen me 413 00:17:34,054 --> 00:17:39,039 For just this little sliver that I am. 414 00:17:39,059 --> 00:17:41,208 And let's be honest, I'm not happy right now. 415 00:17:41,227 --> 00:17:43,619 I'm not. 416 00:17:43,638 --> 00:17:45,897 - It sounds like you have way more drama 417 00:17:46,048 --> 00:17:49,400 Than you probably predicted, but it takes time. 418 00:17:49,627 --> 00:17:51,051 I mean, I've had long-term relationships. 419 00:17:51,145 --> 00:17:52,628 You know... - Yeah. 420 00:17:52,647 --> 00:17:54,388 - I think, like, even living 421 00:17:54,407 --> 00:17:56,816 With a girl for over a year or two years, 422 00:17:56,968 --> 00:17:59,243 I think it takes way longer than that even... 423 00:17:59,395 --> 00:18:00,912 - Yeah. - To truly know somebody. 424 00:18:01,063 --> 00:18:02,563 And, you know, know 425 00:18:02,582 --> 00:18:04,082 If, you know, that's your person. 426 00:18:04,309 --> 00:18:05,899 So maybe everything just moved too fast. 427 00:18:05,919 --> 00:18:06,976 It just take more time for you guys... 428 00:18:06,994 --> 00:18:08,419 - Yeah. 429 00:18:08,646 --> 00:18:09,995 - You know, for your chemistry to build. 430 00:18:10,090 --> 00:18:11,480 You know, I don't doubt that you're committed 431 00:18:11,499 --> 00:18:14,092 And you're in it. 432 00:18:15,077 --> 00:18:17,578 - Okay, listen, my thoughts. 433 00:18:17,597 --> 00:18:20,414 - Yes. 434 00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:22,916 - Put your walls down. Talk to him. 435 00:18:23,010 --> 00:18:24,769 Oh yeah. Go ahead, get mad. 436 00:18:24,996 --> 00:18:27,330 - Carl, I-- 437 00:18:27,423 --> 00:18:28,831 - Get mad. That's fine. 438 00:18:28,850 --> 00:18:30,257 - I don't know. 439 00:18:30,351 --> 00:18:32,168 - But at the end of it, 440 00:18:32,186 --> 00:18:33,778 That's the best thing you can do... 441 00:18:34,005 --> 00:18:36,263 - Yeah. - Is flat out talk to him. 442 00:18:36,282 --> 00:18:37,764 Regardless of what has happened, 443 00:18:37,859 --> 00:18:39,433 What has transpired-- 444 00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:40,952 Do you remember that conversation 445 00:18:41,179 --> 00:18:42,027 We had a while ago about growth? 446 00:18:42,122 --> 00:18:43,362 - Yeah. 447 00:18:43,456 --> 00:18:44,864 - It is growth. 448 00:18:45,016 --> 00:18:46,349 - Yeah. 449 00:18:46,367 --> 00:18:49,443 - And growth is painful, okay? 450 00:18:49,537 --> 00:18:53,372 He did this for a reason too. Definitely open up, though. 451 00:18:53,466 --> 00:18:57,301 I'm not gonna sugarcoat that 'cause I know you, 452 00:18:57,528 --> 00:18:58,952 And I know where you're at right now, 453 00:18:58,972 --> 00:19:01,046 And I know where your head's at. 454 00:19:01,141 --> 00:19:04,033 You're gonna have to let that [bleep] go. 455 00:19:04,051 --> 00:19:06,960 - You tell me like it is, and I need that 456 00:19:07,054 --> 00:19:09,538 Because I want to have that person for the rest of my life. 457 00:19:09,632 --> 00:19:12,316 But it's just--it's been hard. 458 00:19:12,468 --> 00:19:15,987 [soft music] 459 00:19:16,138 --> 00:19:18,305 - ♪ I just want to feel good ♪ 460 00:19:18,324 --> 00:19:20,549 ♪ is that too much to ask for? ♪ 461 00:19:20,643 --> 00:19:23,402 ♪ maybe even laugh more ♪ 462 00:19:23,554 --> 00:19:25,479 ♪ I'm just trying to really feel good ♪ 463 00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:27,981 - This looks good. 464 00:19:28,001 --> 00:19:30,559 - I haven't seen you since the wedding. 465 00:19:30,653 --> 00:19:31,985 - Yeah, and even at the wedding, 466 00:19:32,005 --> 00:19:33,412 I didn't get to see you much. 467 00:19:33,564 --> 00:19:34,580 - It was a blast. Did you have a good time? 468 00:19:34,732 --> 00:19:36,081 - It was good, yeah. 469 00:19:36,176 --> 00:19:37,675 I mean, I remember you just being super pumped 470 00:19:37,826 --> 00:19:39,159 When you saw her, like, walk out. 471 00:19:39,179 --> 00:19:41,012 - Yeah, no, I was, like, 472 00:19:41,163 --> 00:19:43,681 Super happy when she was, like, walking down the aisle. 473 00:19:43,832 --> 00:19:47,167 And the more we get to know each other, it's just like, 474 00:19:47,187 --> 00:19:49,687 Damn, like, this is kind of unreal. 475 00:19:49,914 --> 00:19:51,355 You know what I'm saying? There's chemistry. 476 00:19:51,507 --> 00:19:53,082 You know, we're, like, giggly around each other, 477 00:19:53,100 --> 00:19:54,767 And we kiss on each other. 478 00:19:54,919 --> 00:19:56,919 So, it's--like, it's a real relationship. 479 00:19:56,938 --> 00:19:58,529 - And have you been, like, 480 00:19:58,681 --> 00:20:00,198 Opening up to her a little bit more? 481 00:20:00,425 --> 00:20:01,682 'cause I know sometimes you have, like, 482 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:04,327 A hard shell, where it takes a while. 483 00:20:06,597 --> 00:20:08,113 - I don't think-- - you try to be vulnerable. 484 00:20:08,208 --> 00:20:09,207 - I don't think I have a hard shell, but... 485 00:20:09,358 --> 00:20:10,875 - I mean, you've been open with me, 486 00:20:11,102 --> 00:20:12,210 But this is, like, in a different... 487 00:20:12,361 --> 00:20:13,711 - Right. - Capacity. 488 00:20:13,938 --> 00:20:16,121 - Stacia, she's been going to therapy. 489 00:20:16,274 --> 00:20:18,290 She goes to therapy, so-- - I think that's amazing. 490 00:20:18,443 --> 00:20:20,885 - She's--yeah, she's very comfortable, right? 491 00:20:21,112 --> 00:20:22,720 She knows how to process her feelings. 492 00:20:22,947 --> 00:20:25,223 She knows her insecurities very well. 493 00:20:25,450 --> 00:20:27,207 - Yeah. - Like, her fears, all that. 494 00:20:27,227 --> 00:20:30,286 And so she can just, like, talk about anything, right? 495 00:20:30,304 --> 00:20:32,730 I feel like I'm processing my feelings really well. 496 00:20:32,957 --> 00:20:34,306 Like, I feel like I'm very articulate 497 00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:36,067 At sharing my--you know, 498 00:20:36,218 --> 00:20:38,961 My emotions and being vulnerable, 499 00:20:39,054 --> 00:20:41,239 But she doesn't agree with that. 500 00:20:43,484 --> 00:20:45,301 She was like, "I want you to go deeper." 501 00:20:45,394 --> 00:20:47,636 And I'm like, I'm doing my best. 502 00:20:47,655 --> 00:20:49,747 Like, I've literally shared my whole life story. 503 00:20:49,898 --> 00:20:51,490 Like, slept in my car. 504 00:20:51,584 --> 00:20:53,492 Like, you know, I grew up lower middle class. 505 00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:56,069 And I was like, I don't know how deeper I could get. 506 00:20:56,163 --> 00:20:57,421 Like, I don't know how. 507 00:20:57,648 --> 00:20:59,740 So, I mean, maybe I need to go to therapy. 508 00:20:59,759 --> 00:21:02,318 So I'm actually gonna sign up for therapy. 509 00:21:02,336 --> 00:21:04,837 - What, really? - Yeah. 510 00:21:04,989 --> 00:21:07,840 Like, you know, that's actions speaking, right? 511 00:21:07,934 --> 00:21:09,508 - Yeah. 512 00:21:09,660 --> 00:21:11,585 - It's like, maybe I don't know how to do it now, 513 00:21:11,604 --> 00:21:13,253 But I'm gonna go to therapy, so I can actually learn how... 514 00:21:13,273 --> 00:21:14,272 - You're taking that step and showing her. 515 00:21:14,499 --> 00:21:15,589 - To dig deeper, you know what I'm saying? 516 00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:16,849 - Have you told her that? - I told her that. 517 00:21:17,001 --> 00:21:20,336 And she was very happy about my decision, so... 518 00:21:20,354 --> 00:21:22,171 - So you think that's-- - happy wife, happy life. 519 00:21:22,189 --> 00:21:23,948 - No, no. 520 00:21:24,099 --> 00:21:25,616 That's not--I don't want you to just be, like, a yes... 521 00:21:25,768 --> 00:21:26,951 - No, no, no, no, no, no. - Husband. 522 00:21:27,178 --> 00:21:28,844 - This is a big change in my life, 523 00:21:28,863 --> 00:21:32,031 So maybe I need to, like, discover myself more, 524 00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:34,083 So that way, our relationship can be better. 525 00:21:36,203 --> 00:21:40,298 But one of my fears is, like, I don't want to, like, 526 00:21:40,449 --> 00:21:43,859 Get vulnerable and then, like, after decision day, 527 00:21:43,952 --> 00:21:45,544 It's just like, she switches up. 528 00:21:45,638 --> 00:21:47,621 - Yeah. 529 00:21:47,715 --> 00:21:48,881 - 'cause this is kind of, like, a mind game to me right now. 530 00:21:48,975 --> 00:21:50,866 - But that's the risk. 531 00:21:50,885 --> 00:21:52,626 You might get hurt, or you may be happy forever. 532 00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:54,645 You have to go all-in. 533 00:21:56,965 --> 00:22:00,651 - ♪ close to the edge ♪ 534 00:22:00,803 --> 00:22:04,471 ♪ I'm hearing your voice calling out for me ♪ 535 00:22:04,490 --> 00:22:06,306 - Can we, like, do some taste testing 536 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:08,217 For mimosas for the party? 537 00:22:08,235 --> 00:22:10,811 I want to make them look as futuristic as possible. 538 00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:12,905 - Yes. 539 00:22:12,999 --> 00:22:19,503 ♪ ♪ 540 00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:24,416 - Oh, oh! 541 00:22:24,510 --> 00:22:27,570 ♪ ♪ 542 00:22:27,663 --> 00:22:29,755 - I just want to lick the rim. 543 00:22:29,907 --> 00:22:31,423 - Isn't the rim really good? 544 00:22:31,576 --> 00:22:32,591 - Rim job. - You gotta trust me on that. 545 00:22:32,743 --> 00:22:34,334 - Tonight is never gonna end. 546 00:22:34,428 --> 00:22:36,261 - If we can shift gears... 547 00:22:36,356 --> 00:22:39,248 - Let's shift--yeah, let's go. - Pun intended. 548 00:22:39,341 --> 00:22:41,859 - 'cause I like to ride my bike? 549 00:22:42,086 --> 00:22:46,012 - [mimicking bicycle gears clicking] 550 00:22:46,032 --> 00:22:50,368 I have a relationship history 551 00:22:50,519 --> 00:22:53,353 That I have not shared with you. 552 00:22:53,373 --> 00:22:55,706 And in the past, 553 00:22:55,933 --> 00:22:58,283 It has not been very well received. 554 00:22:58,378 --> 00:23:00,044 [tense music] 555 00:23:00,195 --> 00:23:02,271 So you know how I mentioned to you 556 00:23:02,289 --> 00:23:03,864 That I have an ex-boyfriend, 557 00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:06,625 And he and I dated for like six years? 558 00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:09,962 - Yeah. 559 00:23:10,114 --> 00:23:12,798 - He was actually my fiancé. 560 00:23:12,950 --> 00:23:16,376 ♪ ♪ 561 00:23:16,396 --> 00:23:18,187 - Hmm. 562 00:23:21,792 --> 00:23:24,476 - So anyway, we were engaged for about a year, 563 00:23:24,629 --> 00:23:29,465 And he started to act a little differently 564 00:23:29,483 --> 00:23:32,076 About six months prior to our wedding. 565 00:23:32,303 --> 00:23:34,728 He assured me he just had cold feet 566 00:23:34,747 --> 00:23:37,397 And that he was just a little confused, 567 00:23:37,417 --> 00:23:39,250 But he wanted to get married. 568 00:23:39,477 --> 00:23:43,312 About two weeks before our wedding, 569 00:23:43,405 --> 00:23:46,482 This girl told me that her and my fiancé 570 00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:48,834 Had been having an affair for the last six months. 571 00:23:48,928 --> 00:23:51,320 ♪ ♪ 572 00:23:51,338 --> 00:23:52,596 - Whoa. 573 00:23:56,769 --> 00:23:59,161 - And I went to him, and I said, you know, 574 00:23:59,254 --> 00:24:00,754 "you and I are completely over." 575 00:24:00,773 --> 00:24:02,998 - Wow. 576 00:24:03,017 --> 00:24:06,444 - And it was pretty traumatic, to be honest with you. 577 00:24:06,671 --> 00:24:10,172 I nearly spent my entire life savings 578 00:24:10,191 --> 00:24:13,509 On this destination wedding. 579 00:24:13,527 --> 00:24:17,196 So the next morning, me and my mom typed up an email 580 00:24:17,290 --> 00:24:20,124 To all of our wedding guests and we said, you know, 581 00:24:20,351 --> 00:24:23,127 We would still like to go to the wedding, 582 00:24:23,354 --> 00:24:26,130 But there would not be a groom there. 583 00:24:26,281 --> 00:24:28,540 But it would just be-- 584 00:24:28,634 --> 00:24:31,043 - Well, that's kind of weird. - Why is that weird? 585 00:24:31,137 --> 00:24:32,619 - I don't know. 586 00:24:32,638 --> 00:24:34,788 Sorry. 587 00:24:34,807 --> 00:24:36,215 - Yeah, no, I don't think it's weird. 588 00:24:36,367 --> 00:24:39,292 I think it's great. 589 00:24:39,312 --> 00:24:42,054 Everyone from my rsvp list still came. 590 00:24:42,206 --> 00:24:46,058 So that's my story. 591 00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:50,654 ♪ ♪ 592 00:24:50,806 --> 00:24:54,307 - Well, may I respond? 593 00:24:54,327 --> 00:24:56,285 - Please, god. 594 00:24:58,739 --> 00:25:00,498 Are we high fiving? 595 00:25:00,649 --> 00:25:03,167 - No, we're just gonna hold hands under the table. 596 00:25:03,394 --> 00:25:05,002 So I'm sorry that happened to you... 597 00:25:05,229 --> 00:25:07,579 - Thank you. - First and foremost. 598 00:25:07,673 --> 00:25:09,656 That doesn't phase me 599 00:25:09,675 --> 00:25:11,416 Because you didn't do anything wrong. 600 00:25:11,569 --> 00:25:12,676 - Thank you. 601 00:25:12,828 --> 00:25:14,069 - It doesn't change anything for me. 602 00:25:14,162 --> 00:25:15,846 It doesn't change how I feel, 603 00:25:15,998 --> 00:25:17,831 Doesn't change my respect for you. 604 00:25:17,850 --> 00:25:21,334 And I hope that you know 605 00:25:21,354 --> 00:25:24,021 By now about me of how I deal 606 00:25:24,248 --> 00:25:25,856 With when I'm not sure about something. 607 00:25:26,083 --> 00:25:26,932 It's not like how he dealt with it. 608 00:25:27,084 --> 00:25:28,767 - Right. 609 00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:30,435 - And I deal with it by bringing it to the table... 610 00:25:30,588 --> 00:25:32,254 - Yeah. - As an honest partner... 611 00:25:32,347 --> 00:25:33,605 - Right. - In this marriage. 612 00:25:33,699 --> 00:25:35,257 - Yeah. 613 00:25:35,276 --> 00:25:37,426 - So I will never do what he did to you. 614 00:25:37,444 --> 00:25:39,428 - Thank you. 615 00:25:39,446 --> 00:25:43,098 That is my biggest secret, and I shared it, 616 00:25:43,117 --> 00:25:45,267 And he was just so sweet and understanding. 617 00:25:45,360 --> 00:25:48,287 And now, after sharing it, 618 00:25:48,381 --> 00:25:51,774 I know that he can kind of take the worst of it. 619 00:25:51,792 --> 00:25:53,942 I fully, fully trust him. 620 00:25:53,961 --> 00:25:57,446 I'm feeling so good about my future with mitch. 621 00:25:57,464 --> 00:26:02,184 - ♪ so now I'm looking for something new ♪ 622 00:26:03,954 --> 00:26:05,637 ♪ 623 00:26:05,731 --> 00:26:09,549 [soft music] 624 00:26:09,569 --> 00:26:11,476 - This morning, 625 00:26:11,629 --> 00:26:13,237 Newton started to throw up blood. 626 00:26:22,823 --> 00:26:24,206 Why didn't you tell me that, justin? 627 00:27:34,061 --> 00:27:37,470 I'm struggling right now with my emotions towards justin, 628 00:27:37,490 --> 00:27:40,549 And he continues to add to this one side of my head 629 00:27:40,567 --> 00:27:42,159 That keeps saying "he's hiding stuff. 630 00:27:42,310 --> 00:27:43,810 "he's disingenuous. 631 00:27:43,829 --> 00:27:45,663 "he is manipulative in the way 632 00:27:45,814 --> 00:27:47,480 Of he's telling-- he's being vague." 633 00:27:47,500 --> 00:27:50,817 And that's manipulation to me. That's manipulation. 634 00:27:50,836 --> 00:27:52,895 - ♪ it's my life, gonna do what I want to do ♪ 635 00:27:52,913 --> 00:27:54,838 ♪ what I want to do ♪ 636 00:27:54,990 --> 00:27:56,656 - What did you envision us getting at the party store? 637 00:27:56,676 --> 00:28:00,135 - A giant intergalactic strobe light. 638 00:28:01,347 --> 00:28:05,757 I want the lighting to be real futuristic. 639 00:28:05,910 --> 00:28:07,409 And you know, we're not going to the party store. 640 00:28:07,428 --> 00:28:08,911 - Okay. 641 00:28:08,929 --> 00:28:10,521 - We're going to raphael's party rental, 642 00:28:10,748 --> 00:28:13,248 Which is different because the party store, 643 00:28:13,267 --> 00:28:16,418 All you have there is trash, and junk, and crap. 644 00:28:16,437 --> 00:28:18,845 [light music] 645 00:28:18,864 --> 00:28:21,256 And then at rafael's, you have cool stuff that you rent, 646 00:28:21,275 --> 00:28:24,109 And you use it, and then you bring it back. 647 00:28:24,203 --> 00:28:27,612 - I think that our party guests are gonna know 648 00:28:27,765 --> 00:28:31,024 Where you stand on trash, 649 00:28:31,118 --> 00:28:33,618 And they are gonna know 650 00:28:33,713 --> 00:28:36,104 That everything going into this party is reusable. 651 00:28:36,123 --> 00:28:38,774 - I hope they stand with us. 652 00:28:38,792 --> 00:28:40,959 [upbeat music] 653 00:28:41,111 --> 00:28:43,387 - So I want to hang these from the ceiling, 654 00:28:43,538 --> 00:28:45,038 So when everybody, like, walks in, 655 00:28:45,057 --> 00:28:46,039 They're gonna be, like, hanging from-- 656 00:28:46,133 --> 00:28:47,282 - Dangling? - Yeah. 657 00:28:47,301 --> 00:28:48,541 - Okay. - As decoration. 658 00:28:48,561 --> 00:28:50,302 - I love that. That's dope. 659 00:28:50,454 --> 00:28:52,563 - Thank you. - That's groovy. 660 00:28:52,714 --> 00:28:55,474 - We want to throw a party that's-- 661 00:28:55,626 --> 00:28:57,568 - The theme-- - the theme is-- 662 00:28:57,795 --> 00:28:59,570 - Contestants on a game show. - Yes. 663 00:28:59,797 --> 00:29:00,812 - What's up, brother? How you doing today? 664 00:29:00,965 --> 00:29:02,130 - How you doing? - Good, man. 665 00:29:02,224 --> 00:29:02,814 I got a tacos and tequila party. 666 00:29:02,967 --> 00:29:04,483 - Okay. 667 00:29:04,635 --> 00:29:06,651 - I'm looking for some great value tequila. 668 00:29:06,804 --> 00:29:08,136 - All right, man, I got you. - Is there anything fruity? 669 00:29:08,230 --> 00:29:09,413 - Fruity? - For my friends, not for me. 670 00:29:09,564 --> 00:29:11,156 - Okay. [laughs] 671 00:29:11,250 --> 00:29:15,143 - We don't know what our friends are dressing up as. 672 00:29:15,162 --> 00:29:16,587 But, miguel, do you want to do, like-- 673 00:29:16,814 --> 00:29:18,255 [laughs] 674 00:29:18,406 --> 00:29:20,482 Do you want to do like, a theme, or individual, 675 00:29:20,501 --> 00:29:23,652 Or is it just like, we're gonna see it and we'll know? 676 00:29:23,670 --> 00:29:26,338 - Yeah, I think if something calls out to you. 677 00:29:26,432 --> 00:29:28,507 'cause I don't know, yeah, quite--oh, but hold up. 678 00:29:28,601 --> 00:29:30,342 I mean... 679 00:29:30,494 --> 00:29:32,269 - That's pretty cool. Wait, is that a cane? 680 00:29:32,496 --> 00:29:33,829 - Pimp--it's a pimp cane. - Pimp cane? 681 00:29:33,847 --> 00:29:35,680 [both laugh] 682 00:29:35,833 --> 00:29:37,349 Okay. Ooh, look at this leather. 683 00:29:37,501 --> 00:29:39,351 Ooh! 684 00:29:39,445 --> 00:29:41,019 ♪ ♪ 685 00:29:41,171 --> 00:29:42,838 - Not for the party, 686 00:29:42,856 --> 00:29:43,781 But you could wear that some other time. 687 00:29:46,527 --> 00:29:49,435 - ♪ I think it's time we both say what we gotta say ♪ 688 00:29:49,530 --> 00:29:52,939 ♪ and pray the two of us will slay on another day ♪ 689 00:29:52,958 --> 00:29:56,293 - Hi. - Hi, welcome to my candy shop. 690 00:29:56,520 --> 00:29:58,186 - We're having a housewarming today. 691 00:29:58,205 --> 00:29:59,855 '90s theme. - Oh, okay. 692 00:29:59,873 --> 00:30:01,465 - I signed up for this process, 693 00:30:01,616 --> 00:30:03,616 And I knew it wouldn't be easy, 694 00:30:03,636 --> 00:30:06,136 And now that I'm in it, I'm trying to follow through, 695 00:30:06,288 --> 00:30:09,548 But it's very hard, so I just gotta do baby steps. 696 00:30:09,642 --> 00:30:12,534 Like, still go and get the supplies for the party. 697 00:30:12,553 --> 00:30:15,537 Still act like the party's happening, 698 00:30:15,630 --> 00:30:18,056 Even if I know it may not happen. 699 00:30:18,208 --> 00:30:21,043 - I have individual stuff, and I also have stuff in bins. 700 00:30:21,136 --> 00:30:23,970 - If we do, I am really interested 701 00:30:23,989 --> 00:30:26,472 In seeing, like, justin's friends, 702 00:30:26,492 --> 00:30:30,068 Maybe have some insight on where we would go wrong. 703 00:30:30,220 --> 00:30:32,387 How did I go wrong in addressing justin? 704 00:30:32,406 --> 00:30:33,980 But I'm not gonna be fake. 705 00:30:33,999 --> 00:30:35,240 I'm gonna sit down and be like, 706 00:30:35,392 --> 00:30:36,892 "look, we're having this party. 707 00:30:36,910 --> 00:30:37,576 "we're having my-- our friends over, 708 00:30:37,670 --> 00:30:39,244 But we're not good." 709 00:30:39,338 --> 00:30:41,413 Michelle, you said '90s were ring pop, right? 710 00:30:41,507 --> 00:30:44,900 - Oh yes, ring pops, blow pops, whistle pops. 711 00:30:44,918 --> 00:30:47,419 - All the pops. - Uh-huh. 712 00:30:47,513 --> 00:30:49,829 [soft music] 713 00:30:49,849 --> 00:30:51,590 - Couple of these. 714 00:30:51,742 --> 00:30:53,517 I guess-- - let's see. 715 00:30:53,744 --> 00:30:55,410 - Hey. - Hi, nice of you to join us. 716 00:30:55,429 --> 00:30:57,688 - Thank you, how are you? - I've been better. 717 00:31:09,093 --> 00:31:13,929 So how you feeling? 718 00:31:13,947 --> 00:31:17,374 - I mean, I'm fine. I'm not upset at you, you know. 719 00:31:17,525 --> 00:31:19,042 - Since when? 720 00:31:19,194 --> 00:31:21,119 'cause this morning, you were cursing and yelling. 721 00:31:21,213 --> 00:31:23,772 - Yeah, I mean, you keep telling me every time 722 00:31:23,865 --> 00:31:25,549 When we bicker that you're done. 723 00:31:25,776 --> 00:31:27,459 I'm just like, well, like, I want to fight 724 00:31:27,611 --> 00:31:29,461 For our marriage, but when you say, 725 00:31:29,613 --> 00:31:31,204 "hey, I'm done," I don't know what that means. 726 00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:32,389 - You said that this morning as well, 727 00:31:32,616 --> 00:31:34,633 And you repeating it now makes me clear 728 00:31:34,785 --> 00:31:37,043 That you don't listen to me. 729 00:31:37,137 --> 00:31:38,562 I'm done with this conversation 730 00:31:38,789 --> 00:31:39,712 'cause I feel like you don't hear me. 731 00:31:39,732 --> 00:31:43,141 That's what "I'm done" means. 732 00:31:43,293 --> 00:31:47,738 My biggest thing was, hey, you're vague with me. 733 00:31:47,889 --> 00:31:49,722 I want you to overshare. 734 00:31:49,742 --> 00:31:51,057 And you looked me dead in my eyes and said, 735 00:31:51,076 --> 00:31:52,467 "yeah, I'm gonna tell you so much, babe, 736 00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:53,744 You're gonna be tired of hearing me." 737 00:31:53,971 --> 00:31:56,062 You know, like, we agreed to that. 738 00:31:56,156 --> 00:31:57,730 - And I meant that. 739 00:31:57,824 --> 00:31:59,732 But it's--you gotta also look at it from perspective, 740 00:31:59,826 --> 00:32:01,084 You know what I'm saying? 741 00:32:01,236 --> 00:32:02,644 Literally, in my thought process, 742 00:32:02,663 --> 00:32:04,146 I thought I was helping the situation. 743 00:32:04,239 --> 00:32:05,738 I thought I was being helpful. 744 00:32:05,832 --> 00:32:09,151 - He was vomiting up blood. He hadn't eaten in two days. 745 00:32:09,244 --> 00:32:10,594 You still didn't share that to me. 746 00:32:10,745 --> 00:32:11,762 - I thought I knew what I was doing. 747 00:32:11,989 --> 00:32:13,672 - I get that's what you're saying, 748 00:32:13,824 --> 00:32:15,490 But why does you holding back information 749 00:32:15,509 --> 00:32:17,008 Translate to being helpful 750 00:32:17,161 --> 00:32:18,660 When I asked you not to do that? 751 00:32:18,753 --> 00:32:21,772 - I didn't withdraw information. 752 00:32:21,999 --> 00:32:23,848 The reason I didn't overcommunicate, 753 00:32:24,001 --> 00:32:25,258 Because I didn't feel like it was necessary, 754 00:32:25,352 --> 00:32:26,777 'cause I was handling it. 755 00:32:27,762 --> 00:32:29,595 But also-- 756 00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:30,781 - You just said, "the reason I didn't overcommunicate," 757 00:32:30,932 --> 00:32:32,282 When I asked you to overcommunicate. 758 00:32:32,434 --> 00:32:34,526 That's the bottom line what I'm trying to say. 759 00:32:34,620 --> 00:32:37,437 I asked you to do something, and you agreed to do it, 760 00:32:37,531 --> 00:32:39,456 And then you didn't. 761 00:32:39,607 --> 00:32:41,866 So for me to be just fed up over somebody who, 762 00:32:42,019 --> 00:32:44,110 At one point, it was rainbows and sunshine, 763 00:32:44,129 --> 00:32:46,463 It's draining. 764 00:32:46,614 --> 00:32:48,190 - If that's the case, 765 00:32:48,283 --> 00:32:50,025 Then I just won't say anything at all. 766 00:32:50,043 --> 00:32:51,784 - That's how marriages work. 767 00:32:51,878 --> 00:32:53,378 We just don't communicate, and we're just in the house. 768 00:32:53,472 --> 00:32:54,879 - Because you like when we have moments like this. 769 00:32:55,032 --> 00:32:57,866 - For what? - I don't know, I don't know. 770 00:32:57,884 --> 00:32:59,217 But you get aroused out of that [bleep]. 771 00:32:59,369 --> 00:33:01,203 And that's cool. You know, it is what it is. 772 00:33:01,221 --> 00:33:03,129 - All right, 'cause you doing the absolute most. 773 00:33:03,223 --> 00:33:04,539 - Okay. - Like-- 774 00:33:04,558 --> 00:33:06,374 - You just want to be heard, 775 00:33:06,393 --> 00:33:07,967 And you don't want to understand what I'm saying. 776 00:33:07,987 --> 00:33:09,728 - Justin, you can do whatever you gotta go 777 00:33:09,822 --> 00:33:11,546 'cause I'm not in it. 778 00:33:11,565 --> 00:33:12,881 - Ain't no point of us having this conversation 779 00:33:12,899 --> 00:33:14,049 If you don't want to listen. 780 00:33:14,142 --> 00:33:15,308 You listening to reply. - Okay. 781 00:33:15,327 --> 00:33:16,326 - You not listening to understand. 782 00:33:16,553 --> 00:33:19,162 Just like you're doing now. - Justin. 783 00:33:19,314 --> 00:33:21,999 You're like, "oh, you like drama." 784 00:33:22,226 --> 00:33:27,896 What? I'm not a person that argues. 785 00:33:27,914 --> 00:33:30,565 And I feel really disrespected that you sat there 786 00:33:30,584 --> 00:33:33,493 And said I getting aroused-- I get--I enjoy this. 787 00:33:33,587 --> 00:33:35,012 - It seems like it, babe. 788 00:33:35,163 --> 00:33:37,072 I'm just telling you how I'm feeling. 789 00:33:37,090 --> 00:33:38,348 - And I'm telling you that I feel that 790 00:33:38,575 --> 00:33:39,832 That is very disrespectful thing to say 791 00:33:39,852 --> 00:33:42,761 Based on my character, so with all respect, 792 00:33:42,913 --> 00:33:44,521 I don't want to seem like I'm shutting down, 793 00:33:44,748 --> 00:33:46,839 I don't want to seem like I'm running, 794 00:33:46,933 --> 00:33:48,600 But in this moment, 795 00:33:48,694 --> 00:33:50,769 I cannot communicate with you with this hostility. 796 00:33:50,921 --> 00:33:52,696 I can't. 797 00:33:52,847 --> 00:33:54,589 I don't know where to go from here. 798 00:33:54,608 --> 00:33:57,683 I don't know what to do. I'm not in a good space. 799 00:33:57,778 --> 00:34:00,428 Can you un-mic me? 800 00:34:00,447 --> 00:34:03,431 [dramatic music] 801 00:34:03,450 --> 00:34:13,866 ♪ ♪ 802 00:34:13,886 --> 00:34:16,720 - ♪ don't forget to love, yeah ♪ 803 00:34:16,871 --> 00:34:19,556 ♪ don't forget to love ♪ 804 00:34:19,707 --> 00:34:21,374 - Can I get some gems for my face? 805 00:34:21,468 --> 00:34:23,042 Or no? It's up to you. 806 00:34:23,062 --> 00:34:25,878 - No, I like... 807 00:34:25,898 --> 00:34:27,455 - Non-- - a manly-looking man. 808 00:34:27,549 --> 00:34:29,140 - Our newlyweds are about 809 00:34:29,234 --> 00:34:31,126 To bring their friends and family together 810 00:34:31,144 --> 00:34:34,554 And host their very first party as a married couple. 811 00:34:34,573 --> 00:34:36,073 - We're all ready... - We're out and about. 812 00:34:36,300 --> 00:34:38,391 - For our '70s party, and of course, 813 00:34:38,410 --> 00:34:41,078 I forgot to tell husband to get crackers for the brie, 814 00:34:41,229 --> 00:34:43,822 So we headed to the grocery store. 815 00:34:43,916 --> 00:34:45,898 - In our afros. 816 00:34:45,992 --> 00:34:50,161 - Merging their two lives into one is a major first step, 817 00:34:50,314 --> 00:34:52,647 One that can often be hard to navigate 818 00:34:52,740 --> 00:34:54,999 And is incredibly important 819 00:34:55,094 --> 00:34:57,928 For the success and longevity of the marriage. 820 00:34:58,079 --> 00:35:00,155 - I don't know why I feel nervous. 821 00:35:00,173 --> 00:35:03,249 Like, I'm, like, so curious how our friends are gonna interact. 822 00:35:03,268 --> 00:35:06,085 - Although these parties are meant to be celebratory, 823 00:35:06,105 --> 00:35:07,846 They're also a test 824 00:35:07,998 --> 00:35:10,107 And a way to get feedback on their spouse, 825 00:35:10,258 --> 00:35:12,000 So there's a lot at stake. 826 00:35:12,018 --> 00:35:13,501 [knock at door] 827 00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:15,278 - Uh-oh, here comes trouble. 828 00:35:15,430 --> 00:35:17,263 - Who's it gonna be? 829 00:35:17,282 --> 00:35:19,674 Who's it gonna be? 830 00:35:19,767 --> 00:35:21,526 - Hey! - It's time to get funky. 831 00:35:21,678 --> 00:35:23,769 - Hey! - [laughs] 832 00:35:23,789 --> 00:35:25,438 - Hello! - What's up, y'all? 833 00:35:25,532 --> 00:35:27,349 - Hi! - Look at you! 834 00:35:27,367 --> 00:35:29,200 - You made it! - Look at you! 835 00:35:29,294 --> 00:35:31,186 [cheering] 836 00:35:31,204 --> 00:35:33,797 - Hey, hey. 837 00:35:33,948 --> 00:35:38,618 - Cheers to new beginnings. - Yes. 838 00:35:38,712 --> 00:35:40,637 - This is too cute. 839 00:35:40,864 --> 00:35:41,805 - So all of these pictures were from, like, 840 00:35:41,956 --> 00:35:43,381 The honeymoon and stuff. 841 00:35:43,475 --> 00:35:44,957 - Let me see. - You got--yeah, take them out. 842 00:35:44,977 --> 00:35:47,385 - Yeah. - That is so dope. 843 00:35:47,537 --> 00:35:48,887 - These are memories right here. 844 00:35:49,039 --> 00:35:50,705 - Y'all look good together, though. 845 00:35:50,798 --> 00:35:52,374 - We looking kind of groovy, huh? 846 00:35:52,392 --> 00:35:54,800 - Yeah. - We looking a little funky? 847 00:35:54,820 --> 00:35:56,378 - It's real funky out here, man. 848 00:35:56,396 --> 00:35:58,155 - You dig? 849 00:35:58,382 --> 00:35:59,489 - Y'all look like y'all been together 850 00:35:59,641 --> 00:36:01,049 For years in this picture. 851 00:36:01,067 --> 00:36:02,325 - Y'all really do. - Right? 852 00:36:02,477 --> 00:36:03,309 - That's what I'm saying. In all the pictures... 853 00:36:03,328 --> 00:36:04,886 - In all of them. 854 00:36:04,905 --> 00:36:06,070 - They just look, like, real comfortable, like-- 855 00:36:06,223 --> 00:36:07,164 - Yeah, like, how long y'all been married? 856 00:36:07,391 --> 00:36:08,890 - Day one, we were just-- - two weeks. 857 00:36:08,983 --> 00:36:10,167 - It just clicked. - That's it? 858 00:36:10,394 --> 00:36:11,559 - Two weeks. - We been married two weeks. 859 00:36:11,578 --> 00:36:13,152 - Wow. - This was on a boat. 860 00:36:13,172 --> 00:36:16,064 - I look drunk. 861 00:36:16,157 --> 00:36:18,324 - That's your caption, "I look drunk." 862 00:36:18,343 --> 00:36:20,402 [laughter] - that was great. 863 00:36:20,420 --> 00:36:23,905 - ♪ yeah, we like it ♪ - ♪ yeah, we like it ♪ 864 00:36:23,924 --> 00:36:25,665 - ♪ when we lose ♪ - ♪ when we lose ♪ 865 00:36:25,759 --> 00:36:28,018 - ♪ our minds ♪ 866 00:36:28,169 --> 00:36:31,913 ♪ yeah, our world got tip-turned upside down ♪ 867 00:36:32,006 --> 00:36:36,251 ♪ so let's go crazy every night ♪ 868 00:36:36,269 --> 00:36:39,604 ♪ just lose our minds ♪ 869 00:36:39,698 --> 00:36:41,773 ♪ ♪ 870 00:36:41,925 --> 00:36:44,092 - How's the married life with my sister going? 871 00:36:44,110 --> 00:36:46,369 - I mean, it's great, guys. Like, we get along. 872 00:36:46,521 --> 00:36:48,947 We're giggly. Like, we're cuddly. 873 00:36:49,041 --> 00:36:51,783 And, like, it's just natural, you know what I mean? 874 00:36:51,935 --> 00:36:53,210 - Yeah. - So, like, it's amazing. 875 00:36:53,437 --> 00:36:54,619 - Yeah. - We have a lot in common. 876 00:36:54,771 --> 00:36:56,938 We do have those hard conversations, though. 877 00:36:56,957 --> 00:36:59,441 She's like, "yeah, like, how about kids within a year? 878 00:36:59,459 --> 00:37:01,200 You know, like, I'm 37, yada yada." 879 00:37:01,294 --> 00:37:04,221 You know where I'm going. Kid is, like, a big variable. 880 00:37:04,372 --> 00:37:05,964 You know, that's a whole lifestyle change. 881 00:37:06,058 --> 00:37:07,131 - Yeah. 882 00:37:07,226 --> 00:37:08,708 - My concern is, like, 883 00:37:08,727 --> 00:37:09,968 I've never seen her with kids, number one. 884 00:37:10,062 --> 00:37:11,895 - Okay. 885 00:37:12,046 --> 00:37:13,805 - And you know, she's also-- she's kind of a workaholic. 886 00:37:13,957 --> 00:37:15,047 - Yeah. 887 00:37:15,067 --> 00:37:16,474 - So, it's just, like, 888 00:37:16,568 --> 00:37:18,384 How do I know how she's gonna be around kids? 889 00:37:18,478 --> 00:37:19,569 She don't even like dogs. 890 00:37:19,721 --> 00:37:21,721 [laughter] - no, yeah. 891 00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:23,406 - You know, she don't want to get her carpets dirty. 892 00:37:23,558 --> 00:37:24,574 - Right. - I'm like, terrible twos. 893 00:37:24,801 --> 00:37:26,317 - Right. 894 00:37:26,411 --> 00:37:27,577 - They're gonna be [bleep], spilling stuff, 895 00:37:27,729 --> 00:37:29,061 Writing on the walls. 896 00:37:29,155 --> 00:37:30,822 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 897 00:37:30,916 --> 00:37:31,823 - Heard y'all talking about children already? 898 00:37:31,917 --> 00:37:33,899 What's going on? 899 00:37:33,994 --> 00:37:35,660 - Well, me being 37 years old, I mean, I can't wait forever. 900 00:37:35,812 --> 00:37:37,236 - Okay. 901 00:37:37,256 --> 00:37:39,163 - So I'm like, at least in another year, 902 00:37:39,258 --> 00:37:42,484 Can we kind of evaluate where we are in our marriage 903 00:37:42,577 --> 00:37:44,819 And then have that conversation? 904 00:37:44,838 --> 00:37:47,264 So he was kind of a little, "eh..." 905 00:37:47,415 --> 00:37:48,414 - Yeah, it's, like, a shock-like, a shock to him. 906 00:37:48,508 --> 00:37:49,841 - "that's a little soon." 907 00:37:49,935 --> 00:37:51,493 - It's a shocker, right? - "it's a little soon." 908 00:37:51,586 --> 00:37:52,660 You know, I think he was more on, 909 00:37:52,754 --> 00:37:54,271 Like, the three to five-year. 910 00:37:54,498 --> 00:37:55,997 And I'm like, three to five years for me, 911 00:37:56,016 --> 00:37:59,276 I'm like 40 to 42 years old. 912 00:37:59,427 --> 00:38:01,945 - I don't know, just from the outside speaking in, 913 00:38:02,096 --> 00:38:05,115 But--because he didn't have a, you know, 914 00:38:05,266 --> 00:38:07,358 Mother growing up, in the picture. 915 00:38:07,511 --> 00:38:09,286 So maybe he wants to know, like, 916 00:38:09,437 --> 00:38:14,124 "I can provide for my family without your income as well," 917 00:38:14,351 --> 00:38:15,850 You know what I'm saying? It's like-- 918 00:38:15,869 --> 00:38:18,202 - Mm-hmm, and I agree with him, 919 00:38:18,355 --> 00:38:20,688 And I want him to be in that place as well, 920 00:38:20,782 --> 00:38:22,874 But, like, I'm really, really in this. 921 00:38:23,026 --> 00:38:25,209 And I don't want my kids to struggle either. 922 00:38:25,304 --> 00:38:27,378 I come from that type of, like, childhood as well. 923 00:38:27,472 --> 00:38:30,865 So I want the very best. This is a forever thing. 924 00:38:30,884 --> 00:38:33,034 - I think you need to keep reinforcing that then 925 00:38:33,053 --> 00:38:34,536 Because he obviously is dealing with 926 00:38:34,554 --> 00:38:36,962 Maybe a little bit of an abandonment complex, right, 927 00:38:36,982 --> 00:38:38,315 With just not having a female 928 00:38:38,466 --> 00:38:40,150 And just her leaving at an early age. 929 00:38:40,301 --> 00:38:42,210 So I think if you can keep reinforcing 930 00:38:42,303 --> 00:38:43,969 That you're not gonna leave and you're in it for the long haul, 931 00:38:44,064 --> 00:38:46,397 I think you'll start to see him come around a little bit. 932 00:38:46,550 --> 00:38:48,550 - Yeah. 933 00:38:48,568 --> 00:38:49,400 - She knows how to articulate her emotions. 934 00:38:49,494 --> 00:38:50,994 - Yeah. 935 00:38:51,145 --> 00:38:52,162 - And, you know, she goes to therapy. 936 00:38:52,389 --> 00:38:53,555 I ain't never been to therapy before, 937 00:38:53,573 --> 00:38:56,240 But I'm giving my 100% all. 938 00:38:56,335 --> 00:38:58,651 And she's like, "I feel like you can do more. 939 00:38:58,670 --> 00:39:00,912 I feel like you can do more." 940 00:39:01,064 --> 00:39:02,397 And so I don't know. 941 00:39:02,415 --> 00:39:04,232 Maybe it's like, I'm a guy, and, like, 942 00:39:04,250 --> 00:39:05,991 I'm giving my 100%, but, like, I'm a c+ student. 943 00:39:06,086 --> 00:39:07,585 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 944 00:39:07,737 --> 00:39:08,920 - You know, and she's, like, an a+ student. 945 00:39:09,014 --> 00:39:10,588 - Yeah. 946 00:39:10,740 --> 00:39:12,423 - She might know something that I don't know. 947 00:39:12,517 --> 00:39:16,594 - I feel like, as long as you're expressing yourself, 948 00:39:16,746 --> 00:39:18,930 And if you see her kind of, like, get taken back, like, 949 00:39:19,082 --> 00:39:20,523 "well, you're not reaching deep enough," 950 00:39:20,750 --> 00:39:22,508 Maybe just try and explain to her. 951 00:39:22,527 --> 00:39:24,936 Like, "listen, the difference between you and I right now 952 00:39:25,030 --> 00:39:27,364 "is, first, you've been doing therapy, you know, 953 00:39:27,515 --> 00:39:29,866 "so you know how to tap into that. 954 00:39:30,093 --> 00:39:32,427 I haven't. However, I plan on doing so." 955 00:39:32,445 --> 00:39:33,945 See? - Okay. 956 00:39:34,097 --> 00:39:35,597 - So you're kind of letting her know, like, 957 00:39:35,615 --> 00:39:36,931 "okay, I want to get on your level." 958 00:39:36,950 --> 00:39:38,041 - Putting in effort, right. 959 00:39:38,268 --> 00:39:40,101 - I just feel like there's this wall, 960 00:39:40,120 --> 00:39:42,787 Or just he has no feelings. 961 00:39:42,939 --> 00:39:44,622 And that, I can't comprehend. 962 00:39:44,716 --> 00:39:45,882 When I ask him, "how do you feel about this," 963 00:39:46,033 --> 00:39:47,550 He's like, "I don't feel any way." 964 00:39:47,777 --> 00:39:50,461 And it's like, I don't understand that. 965 00:39:50,614 --> 00:39:52,447 So I don't really know, like, what to do. 966 00:39:52,540 --> 00:39:53,631 - You've met his father too. 967 00:39:53,783 --> 00:39:55,633 His father was raised very military 968 00:39:55,727 --> 00:39:57,301 And very, very guarded, so he's just used to that. 969 00:39:57,454 --> 00:39:59,378 - Yeah. 970 00:39:59,472 --> 00:40:00,397 - But he may just need, like, a little bit of help with this. 971 00:40:00,548 --> 00:40:01,881 - He hasn't had a ton 972 00:40:01,900 --> 00:40:03,733 Of long-term relationships with women, 973 00:40:03,885 --> 00:40:05,960 Especially, like, not having a mom around as well. 974 00:40:05,979 --> 00:40:10,298 So I think he definitely does keep things guarded, 975 00:40:10,316 --> 00:40:13,635 But the promising thing about nate is he's very open-minded. 976 00:40:13,653 --> 00:40:15,486 So, like, when you approached him about therapy, 977 00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:17,321 I'm sure it was like, "okay, let's do it," right? 978 00:40:17,416 --> 00:40:18,748 - Yeah. 979 00:40:18,900 --> 00:40:19,974 - It wasn't a lot of thought behind it. 980 00:40:20,067 --> 00:40:21,251 He's like, "let's try it out." 981 00:40:21,402 --> 00:40:23,494 So I've known him for half my life, 982 00:40:23,647 --> 00:40:25,329 And it's--you have to be patient with him, 983 00:40:25,482 --> 00:40:27,072 But I think, if you wait it out, 984 00:40:27,092 --> 00:40:29,150 You're gonna like the results. 985 00:40:29,169 --> 00:40:34,338 [upbeat music] 986 00:40:35,082 --> 00:40:36,174 - ♪ ain't no shame in a little romance ♪ 987 00:40:36,326 --> 00:40:37,434 ♪ ain't no way I'm ever going back ♪ 988 00:40:37,585 --> 00:40:39,084 - ♪ ain't no shame in a little romance ♪ 989 00:40:39,104 --> 00:40:41,253 ♪ ain't no way I'm ever going back ♪ 990 00:40:41,347 --> 00:40:42,847 ♪ something on the brain, but I can't say that ♪ 991 00:40:42,941 --> 00:40:44,274 ♪ ♪ 992 00:40:44,425 --> 00:40:45,166 [cheering] 993 00:40:45,185 --> 00:40:47,001 - Pickle! - Party time. 994 00:40:47,094 --> 00:40:49,020 Cucumbers, everybody's favorite. 995 00:40:49,172 --> 00:40:51,281 - Happy housewarming! Good luck hugging me. 996 00:40:51,432 --> 00:40:53,783 - I missed you so much! I love it. 997 00:40:53,935 --> 00:40:56,602 - So good to see you again. - Good to see you! 998 00:40:56,621 --> 00:41:00,790 Our housewarming party theme is contestants on a game show. 999 00:41:00,942 --> 00:41:02,533 Should we play some games, you guys? 1000 00:41:02,627 --> 00:41:03,943 - Yes. - Bring it. 1001 00:41:04,037 --> 00:41:05,369 - Miguel loves games, 1002 00:41:05,464 --> 00:41:08,798 Lots of dungeons and dragons, and dressing up, 1003 00:41:08,950 --> 00:41:10,374 And I think this will be something 1004 00:41:10,527 --> 00:41:11,951 That we both can connect on. 1005 00:41:11,970 --> 00:41:14,286 I'm excited to share this with him. 1006 00:41:14,380 --> 00:41:17,623 But, like, I just didn't envision miguel being a pimp. 1007 00:41:17,642 --> 00:41:20,960 I don't know. I can't explain this man. 1008 00:41:20,979 --> 00:41:23,128 - We're gonna play the newlyweds game. 1009 00:41:23,148 --> 00:41:27,150 [exciting music] 1010 00:41:27,301 --> 00:41:28,801 - We're gonna guess for our partner? 1011 00:41:28,820 --> 00:41:30,636 - Yeah, for your partner. - Okay, I'm ready. 1012 00:41:30,655 --> 00:41:34,139 - First question is, what is their star sign? 1013 00:41:34,159 --> 00:41:36,326 - I am a gemini. 1014 00:41:36,553 --> 00:41:38,402 - She's a gemini. - Oh, yeah, he did. 1015 00:41:38,497 --> 00:41:40,888 - Ding ding ding ding ding. - Do do do do doo! 1016 00:41:40,982 --> 00:41:44,334 What is their weirdest quirk? 1017 00:41:44,561 --> 00:41:46,561 - When steve farts, it sounds like snapping. 1018 00:41:46,579 --> 00:41:47,837 [laughter] - oh, my god. 1019 00:41:48,064 --> 00:41:49,564 - And then-- 1020 00:41:49,582 --> 00:41:51,232 - Third question: 1021 00:41:51,251 --> 00:41:55,069 What is the thing they're most likely to go viral for? 1022 00:41:55,088 --> 00:41:58,239 - I think I would go viral for, like, travel videos. 1023 00:41:58,258 --> 00:42:01,259 - I said a hangry rage. 1024 00:42:01,353 --> 00:42:03,928 - Oh, we talked about that! - We did talk about it. 1025 00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:05,580 We had a whole conversation about this. 1026 00:42:05,598 --> 00:42:07,081 We were like, that's what you would go viral for. 1027 00:42:07,100 --> 00:42:08,841 - [laughs] 1028 00:42:08,935 --> 00:42:11,085 - What is their favorite movie? 1029 00:42:11,104 --> 00:42:14,030 - "the lion king." - yes. 1030 00:42:14,257 --> 00:42:18,368 - My favorite movie is "big." - "big." 1031 00:42:18,519 --> 00:42:20,185 - No way! - What? 1032 00:42:20,205 --> 00:42:22,021 - Bravo. - Whoo! 1033 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:23,540 - Good job, you guys. 1034 00:42:23,691 --> 00:42:28,269 [cheering] 1035 00:42:28,288 --> 00:42:31,122 - They actually know each other pretty well for just two weeks. 1036 00:42:31,216 --> 00:42:33,032 Even me, I was thinking about, I'm like, oh, my gosh, 1037 00:42:33,051 --> 00:42:34,366 Do I know all the answers to these questions 1038 00:42:34,460 --> 00:42:35,385 With my own fiancée? 1039 00:42:35,536 --> 00:42:36,886 I don't know. 1040 00:42:37,113 --> 00:42:38,555 - Do you guys need a refill? Are you good? 1041 00:42:38,782 --> 00:42:41,373 - I will take a refill, yeah, sure. 1042 00:42:41,467 --> 00:42:42,708 - It is so early. 1043 00:42:42,727 --> 00:42:44,543 I mean, I know it's only been two weeks. 1044 00:42:44,563 --> 00:42:47,972 So, you know, I hope it continues on that same path, 1045 00:42:48,066 --> 00:42:50,733 But there always is a concern that maybe there's something 1046 00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:52,643 That could come up later in the future 1047 00:42:52,737 --> 00:42:54,237 'cause they've only known each other two weeks. 1048 00:42:54,388 --> 00:42:57,298 - Yeah. - How's everything going? 1049 00:42:57,391 --> 00:42:58,408 - Everything is pretty great. 1050 00:42:58,635 --> 00:42:59,892 As you know, lindy is a sweetheart. 1051 00:42:59,911 --> 00:43:02,303 - Yeah. - She's, like--I mean, yeah. 1052 00:43:02,396 --> 00:43:03,729 The word that comes to mind 1053 00:43:03,748 --> 00:43:04,806 Immediately on the spot is marvelous. 1054 00:43:04,899 --> 00:43:05,898 - Aww. - Like, she's--yeah. 1055 00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:07,325 No, she's amazing. 1056 00:43:07,477 --> 00:43:08,901 - He's so witty, and he's so funny, 1057 00:43:08,995 --> 00:43:10,587 And he has so much energy. 1058 00:43:10,738 --> 00:43:12,814 And, like, I'm so drawn to that. 1059 00:43:12,832 --> 00:43:14,165 - I wake up every morning, 1060 00:43:14,259 --> 00:43:15,650 I look at myself in the mirror, I'm like... 1061 00:43:15,668 --> 00:43:16,909 - "don't screw this one up." 1062 00:43:16,928 --> 00:43:18,577 - "miguel, you got a good thing going. 1063 00:43:18,671 --> 00:43:21,246 Don't [bleep] this up." 1064 00:43:21,266 --> 00:43:22,432 - Do you really think he's funny, though? 1065 00:43:22,583 --> 00:43:24,008 I need to know. - I-- 1066 00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:25,768 - 'cause you laugh at him a lot, and I'm like, 1067 00:43:25,920 --> 00:43:27,586 Whoa, do you really think he's funny? 1068 00:43:27,606 --> 00:43:29,997 - I think he's so funny. 1069 00:43:30,016 --> 00:43:32,108 - I'm so glad to hear that because I do not think 1070 00:43:32,335 --> 00:43:34,352 He's as funny as you do, and, god, thank you. 1071 00:43:34,446 --> 00:43:36,187 - He's so funny. 1072 00:43:36,339 --> 00:43:37,429 - Thank you so much for sending us someone 1073 00:43:37,449 --> 00:43:39,006 Who thinks he's funny. 1074 00:43:39,025 --> 00:43:40,432 - What are some things are you worried about? 1075 00:43:40,452 --> 00:43:42,267 Is there anything 1076 00:43:42,287 --> 00:43:43,511 That you haven't even told her yet that you're like-- 1077 00:43:43,529 --> 00:43:45,363 - No, and that's the conversation we had. 1078 00:43:45,457 --> 00:43:48,349 Like, I told her--I was like, "on the face of this earth, 1079 00:43:48,368 --> 00:43:50,627 I can count on one hand, like, the amount of people 1080 00:43:50,854 --> 00:43:53,112 That know me the same amount that you do. 1081 00:43:53,206 --> 00:43:54,856 Like, you know me." 1082 00:43:54,949 --> 00:43:56,858 We call it the deep darkies. 1083 00:43:56,876 --> 00:43:58,117 - The deep darkies. - The deep darkies. 1084 00:43:58,211 --> 00:43:59,377 We've shared with each other... 1085 00:43:59,529 --> 00:44:00,695 - Yeah. - Our deep darkies. 1086 00:44:00,713 --> 00:44:02,121 And I was like, with that, 1087 00:44:02,140 --> 00:44:03,640 You literally know everything about me. 1088 00:44:03,791 --> 00:44:04,957 There is nothing left. 1089 00:44:05,051 --> 00:44:06,200 - There's nothing. - Nothing. 1090 00:44:06,293 --> 00:44:08,870 - There's always something. 1091 00:44:08,888 --> 00:44:11,463 - Anything that you guys argue about yet? 1092 00:44:11,557 --> 00:44:14,633 - Yeah, today, we were talking about me taking his last name. 1093 00:44:14,653 --> 00:44:17,487 - Oh. - I was like, I have my degree. 1094 00:44:17,638 --> 00:44:18,988 I have my doctorate. 1095 00:44:19,215 --> 00:44:20,806 Like, I've been an elloway for 29 years. 1096 00:44:20,825 --> 00:44:22,641 It means a lot to me. 1097 00:44:22,661 --> 00:44:25,161 And he's asking me to, 1098 00:44:25,312 --> 00:44:28,239 As soon as possible, take his name. 1099 00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:32,168 I want to be santiago. Like, that is the goal. 1100 00:44:32,395 --> 00:44:34,578 But, like, there's a lot of checkmarks for me 1101 00:44:34,731 --> 00:44:38,508 Before I'm ready to take your name. 1102 00:44:38,659 --> 00:44:40,418 And there's, like, a conversation 1103 00:44:40,570 --> 00:44:44,013 Of healthcare coverage that's being dangled. 1104 00:44:45,517 --> 00:44:48,351 I don't have healthcare. 1105 00:44:48,578 --> 00:44:52,337 And he does for his spouse. We're married. 1106 00:44:52,357 --> 00:44:55,599 And I've asked to be on his healthcare. 1107 00:44:55,694 --> 00:44:57,860 And it was brought up today, and it was very much so, 1108 00:44:58,087 --> 00:45:00,104 "well, are you taking my last name?" 1109 00:45:00,198 --> 00:45:02,256 [tense music] 1110 00:45:02,275 --> 00:45:06,351 - Wait, miguel has come out to say, 1111 00:45:06,371 --> 00:45:08,020 "I'm not gonna put you 1112 00:45:08,039 --> 00:45:11,098 On my healthcare as my spouse unless you take my name"? 1113 00:45:11,117 --> 00:45:12,950 - That's what was said. 1114 00:45:13,102 --> 00:45:16,212 ♪ ♪ 1115 00:45:16,363 --> 00:45:17,880 - Can I tell you what I think it is? 1116 00:45:18,107 --> 00:45:20,699 - Please, because I don't understand. 1117 00:45:20,793 --> 00:45:24,962 - Getting married to a stranger is [bleep] crazy, okay? 1118 00:45:25,114 --> 00:45:27,965 I think you are a lovely, wonderful person. 1119 00:45:28,117 --> 00:45:30,727 I think you guys are getting along swimmingly. 1120 00:45:30,954 --> 00:45:34,564 However, to say that you guys went from stranger 1121 00:45:34,715 --> 00:45:39,384 To marriage like that is banana sandwich, okay? 1122 00:45:39,404 --> 00:45:41,904 Let's just keep it real. 1123 00:45:42,131 --> 00:45:44,966 I do not doubt that he cares about you immensely. 1124 00:45:44,984 --> 00:45:49,971 I do not doubt that he is wanting this to succeed. 1125 00:45:49,989 --> 00:45:53,398 I still think he has doubts about its level 1126 00:45:53,493 --> 00:45:55,901 Of being successful. 1127 00:45:55,920 --> 00:45:57,812 - But we're saying the same thing then. 1128 00:45:57,830 --> 00:45:59,830 We're literally saying the uncertainty thing. 1129 00:45:59,924 --> 00:46:02,833 Like, "I'm not--I can't take your last name until I know," 1130 00:46:02,927 --> 00:46:04,668 And he's saying, what, 1131 00:46:04,763 --> 00:46:06,912 "you can't be on my insurance until I know"? 1132 00:46:06,931 --> 00:46:09,156 - Right. - Fine. 1133 00:46:09,175 --> 00:46:11,325 If you don't want to protect me, okay. 1134 00:46:11,418 --> 00:46:12,994 Like, that's where we're at. 1135 00:46:13,012 --> 00:46:15,438 But it literally costs him a phone call. 1136 00:46:15,589 --> 00:46:17,164 That's what I'm asking from him, 1137 00:46:17,258 --> 00:46:19,517 To care for me as his wife. 1138 00:46:19,669 --> 00:46:22,928 And that is a red-- that is a red flag to me. 1139 00:46:22,947 --> 00:46:24,355 I don't understand why that's such a big-- 1140 00:46:24,449 --> 00:46:26,173 I don't get it. 1141 00:46:26,192 --> 00:46:31,704 ♪ ♪ 1142 00:46:34,017 --> 00:46:35,199 [upbeat rock music] 1143 00:46:35,293 --> 00:46:38,795 ♪ ♪ 1144 00:46:39,022 --> 00:46:41,372 - Since you got the cheap tequila, 1145 00:46:41,524 --> 00:46:43,207 You get to try the cheap tequila. 1146 00:46:43,359 --> 00:46:45,876 And I will try the more expensive tequila. 1147 00:46:46,029 --> 00:46:48,212 ♪ ♪ 1148 00:46:48,364 --> 00:46:50,381 This one smells really good. 1149 00:46:50,533 --> 00:46:53,458 ♪ ♪ 1150 00:46:53,478 --> 00:46:55,703 - Tastes like college. 1151 00:46:55,796 --> 00:46:57,221 - That's really good tequila. 1152 00:46:57,373 --> 00:46:58,706 - Is it? - Yes, it's really good. 1153 00:46:58,724 --> 00:46:59,631 - Mine was nasty. 1154 00:46:59,651 --> 00:47:00,966 Hey. - Hello! 1155 00:47:00,985 --> 00:47:02,652 - How you doing? - Oh, hello! 1156 00:47:02,879 --> 00:47:06,322 - Hi! - Welcome, welcome, welcome. 1157 00:47:06,549 --> 00:47:08,140 - Hi, binh. - Hey, how you doing? 1158 00:47:08,234 --> 00:47:09,641 - Hi. - How you been? 1159 00:47:09,735 --> 00:47:11,494 - Good, how are you? 1160 00:47:11,645 --> 00:47:12,720 - What's up, my guy? - How you doing? 1161 00:47:12,738 --> 00:47:14,055 - Looking "miami vice" fresh as usual. 1162 00:47:14,148 --> 00:47:15,573 - Hi. - Hi, I'm michael. 1163 00:47:15,725 --> 00:47:17,149 - Nice to meet you. - Hey, how you doing? 1164 00:47:17,168 --> 00:47:18,909 - Hi, nice to see you. I'll give you a hug. 1165 00:47:19,062 --> 00:47:20,652 - Good to see you again. Yeah, I appreciate that. 1166 00:47:20,746 --> 00:47:22,396 Y'all look like y'all got a celebration going on over here. 1167 00:47:22,415 --> 00:47:23,506 - Yeah. - Smells good. 1168 00:47:23,657 --> 00:47:24,915 - Cheers. - Cheers to you guys. 1169 00:47:25,009 --> 00:47:26,083 - To the home. 1170 00:47:26,235 --> 00:47:31,088 ♪ ♪ 1171 00:47:31,182 --> 00:47:33,240 The last time I seen y'all was at the actual wedding. 1172 00:47:33,334 --> 00:47:34,666 Like, y'all been on your honeymoon. 1173 00:47:34,686 --> 00:47:36,093 Like, how has everything been? 1174 00:47:36,245 --> 00:47:37,428 Like, for real, you been mia, like [bleep]. 1175 00:47:37,522 --> 00:47:39,413 - Yeah, man. I mean, I got a whole wife now. 1176 00:47:39,506 --> 00:47:40,764 - Yeah. - And a whole son. 1177 00:47:40,917 --> 00:47:42,933 - Tell me about it--what? - I got a whole son. 1178 00:47:43,086 --> 00:47:43,918 - Who? - The cat. 1179 00:47:43,936 --> 00:47:45,769 - The cat. 1180 00:47:45,864 --> 00:47:47,755 - Oh, I was about to be up like jerry springer, like, huh? 1181 00:47:47,773 --> 00:47:50,441 - You are not the father. - You are not the father. 1182 00:47:50,535 --> 00:47:52,443 - Where did you guys go for your honeymoon? 1183 00:47:52,595 --> 00:47:54,428 - We went to mexico. - Yeah. 1184 00:47:54,521 --> 00:47:55,520 - We went--yeah. - Puerto vallarta. 1185 00:47:55,615 --> 00:47:58,616 - How was it? - Um-- 1186 00:47:58,710 --> 00:48:00,359 I mean-- - be honest. 1187 00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:02,027 - Yeah, it was-it was-- - I like how you hesitated. 1188 00:48:02,121 --> 00:48:03,604 - Be honest. Don't lie. 1189 00:48:03,623 --> 00:48:04,772 - It was--you know-- - just tell them how it is. 1190 00:48:04,790 --> 00:48:05,456 - We were trying to figure some things out. 1191 00:48:05,608 --> 00:48:06,865 - Yeah. 1192 00:48:06,885 --> 00:48:08,718 - We were trying to work on some things. 1193 00:48:14,225 --> 00:48:17,542 - What did you think about when you first met him, 1194 00:48:17,562 --> 00:48:20,563 And then you just go on a whole, you know, honeymoon? 1195 00:48:20,714 --> 00:48:22,306 - So, like, when I first met him, 1196 00:48:22,458 --> 00:48:24,216 I was like, he's great, you know, like, super nice guy, 1197 00:48:24,310 --> 00:48:27,886 Very welcoming, very warm, so it was good at the wedding. 1198 00:48:27,906 --> 00:48:29,980 And then the honeymoon happened. 1199 00:48:30,074 --> 00:48:31,982 - What happened? - Just tell us what happened. 1200 00:48:32,135 --> 00:48:34,243 - Can you just--just say it in your own words. 1201 00:48:34,395 --> 00:48:36,561 - Long story--yeah, long story short-- 1202 00:48:36,581 --> 00:48:38,397 - No, we want the long story. 1203 00:48:38,416 --> 00:48:39,640 - Yeah, give us the long story. - I want the long story. 1204 00:48:39,659 --> 00:48:41,158 - I'm just trying to give the-- 1205 00:48:41,252 --> 00:48:42,159 - No, we need the long story. We're here for a long time. 1206 00:48:42,311 --> 00:48:43,661 - Yeah. 1207 00:48:43,813 --> 00:48:45,162 - Just elaborate. Tell the truth. 1208 00:48:45,314 --> 00:48:47,072 - Just-- 1209 00:48:47,166 --> 00:48:48,090 - Wait, why don't you say it? You keep saying be honest. 1210 00:48:48,242 --> 00:48:49,574 - No, because, like-- 1211 00:48:49,594 --> 00:48:50,334 - 'cause he ain't saying it, obviously. 1212 00:48:50,486 --> 00:48:51,835 You say it. 1213 00:48:51,988 --> 00:48:53,262 - I mean, I'll say it if you want me to say it 1214 00:48:53,414 --> 00:48:54,430 'cause you're obviously not comfortable saying it. 1215 00:48:54,581 --> 00:48:56,157 - Binh, let's go outside and talk. 1216 00:48:56,175 --> 00:48:58,492 - Okay. 1217 00:48:58,585 --> 00:49:00,177 - I think, at this point, 1218 00:49:00,329 --> 00:49:02,513 Judging on how things have kind of been going, 1219 00:49:02,665 --> 00:49:04,589 I really want to hear his side of the story 1220 00:49:04,609 --> 00:49:06,091 Because, two sides of the story, 1221 00:49:06,185 --> 00:49:08,335 There's always, like, 1222 00:49:08,429 --> 00:49:10,354 Kind of a middle story, you know? 1223 00:49:10,448 --> 00:49:11,855 - I guess the best way to start--from the beginning? 1224 00:49:12,008 --> 00:49:13,524 - Yeah. 1225 00:49:13,618 --> 00:49:14,692 - We get to the honeymoon, and he sits me down, 1226 00:49:14,844 --> 00:49:16,510 And he goes, "I don't like how 1227 00:49:16,529 --> 00:49:17,678 We're starting off this marriage with a lie." 1228 00:49:17,771 --> 00:49:19,771 And I go, "what? What lie?" 1229 00:49:19,791 --> 00:49:21,773 Like, "you lied about being a nurse." 1230 00:49:21,867 --> 00:49:25,035 And I said, "no, I am a nurse." 1231 00:49:25,129 --> 00:49:28,280 So during the same conversation, he also said, 1232 00:49:28,299 --> 00:49:30,357 "I pinky promise we're not gonna talk about finances 1233 00:49:30,451 --> 00:49:31,801 "or family on the honeymoon. 1234 00:49:31,952 --> 00:49:32,802 We'll talk about it when we get back." 1235 00:49:32,953 --> 00:49:34,211 I said, "okay, great." 1236 00:49:34,363 --> 00:49:36,288 So next day, instantly, he goes, 1237 00:49:36,307 --> 00:49:37,807 "your finances are a red flag to me." 1238 00:49:38,034 --> 00:49:39,475 And he goes, "your family is a red flag. 1239 00:49:39,626 --> 00:49:41,385 You're not trying hard enough to have certain relationships." 1240 00:49:41,537 --> 00:49:45,464 And I go, "what?" completely thrown off-guard. 1241 00:49:45,558 --> 00:49:47,558 - I don't think he has, like, any bad intentions to-- 1242 00:49:47,710 --> 00:49:49,634 - No, and I keep saying that too. 1243 00:49:49,654 --> 00:49:51,562 He's not a bad person. 1244 00:49:51,656 --> 00:49:53,547 And he keeps saying that, like, "oh, my intentions." 1245 00:49:53,640 --> 00:49:55,157 I'm like, "yeah, but your actions." 1246 00:49:55,384 --> 00:49:56,492 - I was in my own head, and I overreacted, 1247 00:49:56,643 --> 00:49:58,402 And I was judgmental. 1248 00:49:58,496 --> 00:49:59,903 And I've already apologized to her on and off camera, 1249 00:49:59,998 --> 00:50:01,330 To everybody, 1250 00:50:01,482 --> 00:50:03,982 All of her friendlies, everybody. 1251 00:50:04,002 --> 00:50:06,669 Everybody and their baby mama got an apology from me. 1252 00:50:06,820 --> 00:50:08,820 And I'm trying to be understanding. 1253 00:50:08,914 --> 00:50:11,156 I'm trying to make amends. I'm trying to make it work. 1254 00:50:11,250 --> 00:50:13,175 And I'm trying to move on. I bought her flowers randomly. 1255 00:50:13,402 --> 00:50:14,585 I bought her her favorite chicken sausage 1256 00:50:14,737 --> 00:50:16,587 From the grocery store she likes. 1257 00:50:16,739 --> 00:50:18,088 And she doesn't see the effort. 1258 00:50:18,182 --> 00:50:22,243 - With morgan, it takes her a lot longer to forgive. 1259 00:50:22,336 --> 00:50:24,169 If you're constantly apologizing to her, 1260 00:50:24,188 --> 00:50:26,022 She's just like, 1261 00:50:26,249 --> 00:50:27,581 "well, oh, he just keeps apologizing, apologizing." 1262 00:50:27,674 --> 00:50:28,599 And then it starts losing its meaning. 1263 00:50:28,751 --> 00:50:29,933 - Yeah. - Like, you know? 1264 00:50:30,086 --> 00:50:31,009 - I feel that, yeah. - Yeah. 1265 00:50:31,029 --> 00:50:32,436 - For sure, I feel that. 1266 00:50:32,530 --> 00:50:36,198 But I feel like, whenever something bad happens, 1267 00:50:36,350 --> 00:50:37,775 I'm quick to forgive. 1268 00:50:37,927 --> 00:50:39,702 But morgan holds it. 1269 00:50:39,853 --> 00:50:41,779 Like, in basketball, like, 1270 00:50:41,931 --> 00:50:43,430 If you had a turnover, if you miss a shot, 1271 00:50:43,449 --> 00:50:45,207 You work on the next play. 1272 00:50:45,434 --> 00:50:46,283 Like, you try to make the-- - you move on. 1273 00:50:46,435 --> 00:50:47,692 - You move on. - Yeah, yeah. 1274 00:50:47,712 --> 00:50:48,878 - And we're still in the past. 1275 00:50:49,029 --> 00:50:50,046 - Is it--are you gonna just hold this 1276 00:50:50,197 --> 00:50:51,714 Over him till he dies? 1277 00:50:51,865 --> 00:50:54,050 Like, you gotta understand 1278 00:50:54,201 --> 00:50:56,960 You guys are just learning each other's moods, 1279 00:50:57,055 --> 00:50:58,888 Everything like that. 1280 00:50:59,039 --> 00:51:01,298 - Yeah, and I said this before coming into this whole process, 1281 00:51:01,392 --> 00:51:04,952 Like, when you hurt me, when you burn me, I'm done. 1282 00:51:04,970 --> 00:51:07,379 So this is a whole new situation for me, 1283 00:51:07,398 --> 00:51:10,066 Where, like, binh has hurt me very deeply, 1284 00:51:10,293 --> 00:51:11,901 And I'm trying to work through it, 1285 00:51:12,052 --> 00:51:12,976 But I've never done this before. 1286 00:51:13,129 --> 00:51:14,570 - Yeah. 1287 00:51:14,721 --> 00:51:15,479 - I've never worked through a deep hurt before 1288 00:51:15,573 --> 00:51:17,222 With someone. 1289 00:51:17,241 --> 00:51:19,724 - If binh walked through the door right now, 1290 00:51:19,744 --> 00:51:23,395 And I said, "bro, is she a nurse or not," 1291 00:51:23,414 --> 00:51:24,655 Like, what do you think he would say? 1292 00:51:24,807 --> 00:51:26,231 - He would say yes. - Okay. 1293 00:51:26,250 --> 00:51:28,567 So, like, you gotta just forgive and forget. 1294 00:51:28,586 --> 00:51:31,495 [dramatic music] 1295 00:51:31,647 --> 00:51:34,406 ♪ ♪ 1296 00:51:34,425 --> 00:51:37,318 - ♪ back and forth we go ♪ 1297 00:51:37,336 --> 00:51:43,340 ♪ up and down we're so back and forth we go ♪ 1298 00:51:43,492 --> 00:51:46,009 ♪ up and down, and when will it stop? ♪ 1299 00:51:46,104 --> 00:51:48,753 ♪ ♪ 1300 00:51:48,773 --> 00:51:50,940 - It's really tense in the house. 1301 00:51:51,167 --> 00:51:52,516 I know that I'm not one of those people 1302 00:51:52,668 --> 00:51:54,351 To where it's just, like, 1303 00:51:54,503 --> 00:51:57,688 He can just say sorry, and we'll be over it. 1304 00:51:57,840 --> 00:51:59,840 Can you actually blow up the balloons, please? 1305 00:51:59,933 --> 00:52:02,601 When you get a chance. - Yeah. 1306 00:52:02,695 --> 00:52:06,363 - But I am trying to be better. I am trying to do better. 1307 00:52:06,457 --> 00:52:08,031 I don't want to do the same things I would do, 1308 00:52:08,184 --> 00:52:10,292 Which is normally run away. 1309 00:52:12,946 --> 00:52:16,857 - Yo, there she is. Look at you. 1310 00:52:16,876 --> 00:52:18,876 What's up? What's up? 1311 00:52:19,028 --> 00:52:21,028 - Attack uncle will. Attack. 1312 00:52:21,046 --> 00:52:22,638 - Hi. - I'm alexis. 1313 00:52:22,865 --> 00:52:24,214 - Nice to meet you. - Hello, hello. 1314 00:52:24,367 --> 00:52:26,475 - I'm sorry, I have dots on my-- 1315 00:52:26,627 --> 00:52:28,310 - Amarii, nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you, amarii. 1316 00:52:28,462 --> 00:52:29,720 - You look so beautiful. - Thank you. 1317 00:52:29,872 --> 00:52:32,723 - Can I hug you? - Yeah, of course. 1318 00:52:32,875 --> 00:52:34,391 Hi, em! 1319 00:52:34,543 --> 00:52:35,634 - Hello! - You look so pretty! 1320 00:52:35,728 --> 00:52:37,378 - Thanks. You do too. 1321 00:52:37,471 --> 00:52:38,729 - Thanks. - Welcome to our home. 1322 00:52:38,881 --> 00:52:41,048 - Yeah. 1323 00:52:41,066 --> 00:52:44,067 - ♪ drinks on the rooftop ♪ 1324 00:52:44,220 --> 00:52:46,478 - This is, like, the nicest housewarming party 1325 00:52:46,572 --> 00:52:48,238 I've ever been to. 1326 00:52:48,391 --> 00:52:50,073 The setup. I feel special. 1327 00:52:50,226 --> 00:52:51,483 - Yeah. 1328 00:52:51,502 --> 00:52:53,076 - I just wish I had--you know, 1329 00:52:53,171 --> 00:52:54,912 The dress code--I would have known the dress code. 1330 00:52:55,064 --> 00:52:56,747 - Yes. 1331 00:52:56,899 --> 00:52:58,490 - Didn't know it was '90s theme. 1332 00:52:58,509 --> 00:52:59,824 - Yeah, that's probably the whole point of having a theme 1333 00:52:59,844 --> 00:53:01,735 Is actually telling people, so that's our fault. 1334 00:53:01,754 --> 00:53:04,180 - That is most important. - Y'all did a good job. 1335 00:53:04,331 --> 00:53:06,089 It's a lot to think about. 1336 00:53:06,184 --> 00:53:07,925 - You know, honestly, she gets all the credit. 1337 00:53:08,019 --> 00:53:10,244 She came up with the idea. I just helped out. 1338 00:53:10,262 --> 00:53:11,929 - Justin and I almost didn't-- I didn't think 1339 00:53:12,081 --> 00:53:13,338 We were gonna have this 1340 00:53:13,357 --> 00:53:15,432 'cause justin and I had quite a fight. 1341 00:53:15,526 --> 00:53:18,343 - That's expected. - That's expected, william? 1342 00:53:18,362 --> 00:53:19,753 - Yeah, I mean, you're still learning each other, so... 1343 00:53:19,772 --> 00:53:21,012 - Yeah. - You know? 1344 00:53:21,106 --> 00:53:22,606 - Are you kidding? 1345 00:53:22,700 --> 00:53:24,258 - You still trying to figure out the differences and, 1346 00:53:24,276 --> 00:53:25,442 You know, as long as you're willing to work through them, 1347 00:53:25,594 --> 00:53:26,944 That's all that really matters. 1348 00:53:27,038 --> 00:53:28,612 - As long as y'all communicate about communicating, 1349 00:53:28,706 --> 00:53:30,522 Then y'all will be fine. 1350 00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:34,877 - But for me and my husband over there, 1351 00:53:35,028 --> 00:53:37,621 We miscommunicate a lot. 1352 00:53:37,773 --> 00:53:39,790 And justin, I'm sorry, I usually talk to you 1353 00:53:39,884 --> 00:53:42,443 Before I tell people stuff outside our relationship. 1354 00:53:42,461 --> 00:53:45,387 But my frustration is, like, I know I'm not perfect. 1355 00:53:45,614 --> 00:53:47,965 I don't intend to be. I don't want justin to be. 1356 00:53:48,117 --> 00:53:50,133 But it's like, sometimes, I get frustrated 1357 00:53:50,228 --> 00:53:54,638 Because it's just, like, him being vague to me, 1358 00:53:54,790 --> 00:53:57,733 I understand that to be sometimes manipulative 1359 00:53:57,884 --> 00:54:01,052 Or, like, lying, in my eyes, but he doesn't see it as that. 1360 00:54:01,072 --> 00:54:04,406 So it's just, like, very often, to where I'm like, 1361 00:54:04,633 --> 00:54:07,301 Oh, gosh, I don't even know who I married. 1362 00:54:07,394 --> 00:54:08,744 Like, yeah, no pun intended 1363 00:54:08,971 --> 00:54:10,079 'cause he was a stranger at some point. 1364 00:54:10,230 --> 00:54:13,398 But genuinely, I've been concerned. 1365 00:54:13,492 --> 00:54:15,251 And that's where we're at. 1366 00:54:15,402 --> 00:54:18,403 So I didn't want to be fake and, like, you know, make sure 1367 00:54:18,422 --> 00:54:21,498 Everything is--act like everything's good and well. 1368 00:54:21,650 --> 00:54:23,926 But we are having a bit of a tiff right now. 1369 00:54:24,077 --> 00:54:26,003 - I think it's important to remember 1370 00:54:26,155 --> 00:54:28,097 That you aren't each other's enemy at any point. 1371 00:54:28,248 --> 00:54:30,157 That's the hard part 1372 00:54:30,175 --> 00:54:31,842 'cause when you get into different--it's like, 1373 00:54:31,936 --> 00:54:33,494 You feel like you're on an island by yourself. 1374 00:54:33,512 --> 00:54:35,496 - Mm-hmm. - I [bleep] up. 1375 00:54:35,514 --> 00:54:37,498 I know that. You know what I'm saying? 1376 00:54:37,516 --> 00:54:39,349 But, like, I feel like she drills me with questions. 1377 00:54:39,443 --> 00:54:41,852 And so, like, even when we come to a conclusion, 1378 00:54:41,946 --> 00:54:44,171 She still drills me, and so, when she's drilling me, 1379 00:54:44,189 --> 00:54:46,189 I can't--I need time to process my thoughts. 1380 00:54:46,342 --> 00:54:47,691 Like, when I speak, 1381 00:54:47,843 --> 00:54:49,009 Sometimes I haven't processed my thoughts, 1382 00:54:49,102 --> 00:54:51,512 It can come out as contradictory. 1383 00:54:51,530 --> 00:54:54,439 You know, like, if you're asking me a question, 1384 00:54:54,533 --> 00:54:55,699 You know what I'm saying, 1385 00:54:55,851 --> 00:54:58,460 And then you ask another question-- 1386 00:54:58,612 --> 00:54:59,962 - No, I let you answer your questions. 1387 00:55:00,189 --> 00:55:01,855 That's not fair. Don't lie like that. 1388 00:55:01,874 --> 00:55:03,357 - I'm not lying, baby. I'm just saying, I mean-- 1389 00:55:03,375 --> 00:55:04,691 - Baby, when do I ask you a question 1390 00:55:04,710 --> 00:55:05,542 And immediately ask you another one? 1391 00:55:05,694 --> 00:55:08,545 - [sighs] 1392 00:55:08,697 --> 00:55:11,214 - All the time. - Oh, okay, maybe I'm wrong. 1393 00:55:11,309 --> 00:55:13,809 [tense music] 1394 00:55:15,538 --> 00:55:16,478 [tense music] 1395 00:55:16,705 --> 00:55:18,129 - In the beginning, I was just like, 1396 00:55:18,223 --> 00:55:19,873 I want you around all the time, and we were just, like, 1397 00:55:19,892 --> 00:55:21,542 "I miss my husband," "I miss my wife." 1398 00:55:21,635 --> 00:55:22,967 - Aww. - And it was just so sweet. 1399 00:55:22,987 --> 00:55:25,212 And then we started to have our conflicts 1400 00:55:25,305 --> 00:55:26,822 When we got back from the honeymoon. 1401 00:55:27,049 --> 00:55:28,048 I mean, I don't know if he told you, 1402 00:55:28,067 --> 00:55:28,899 But his dog attacked... 1403 00:55:28,993 --> 00:55:30,233 - He told me. 1404 00:55:30,328 --> 00:55:32,219 - My dog. - Ooh. 1405 00:55:32,237 --> 00:55:34,054 - The biggest part with me was, I know it wasn't his fault. 1406 00:55:34,073 --> 00:55:35,480 You can't predict what your dog does. 1407 00:55:35,499 --> 00:55:36,999 I get that. - Right. 1408 00:55:37,150 --> 00:55:40,243 - My thing was, after mya had attacked newton, 1409 00:55:40,396 --> 00:55:42,563 I started to learn more things about mya 1410 00:55:42,581 --> 00:55:44,155 That I had no idea about, 1411 00:55:44,175 --> 00:55:46,233 That I would have been uncomfortable about 1412 00:55:46,326 --> 00:55:47,826 If he would have told me beforehand. 1413 00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:49,236 - Beforehand. Both: Mm-hmm. 1414 00:55:49,329 --> 00:55:51,071 - That's deceptive, to me. 1415 00:55:51,164 --> 00:55:52,514 - Yeah. - You get what I'm saying? 1416 00:55:52,666 --> 00:55:53,832 And I see you making faces, so please tell me. 1417 00:55:53,926 --> 00:55:55,425 - I feel like-- 1418 00:55:55,578 --> 00:55:57,411 - 'cause I need a better perspective, I do. 1419 00:55:57,429 --> 00:55:59,246 - There are times--and it may just be a guy thing, you know? 1420 00:55:59,264 --> 00:56:01,264 - Mm-hmm. 1421 00:56:01,417 --> 00:56:02,766 - But it's like, we don't think about saying certain things 1422 00:56:02,918 --> 00:56:04,751 Beforehand until we're in the situation. 1423 00:56:04,845 --> 00:56:07,529 It's like, "oh yeah, my dog-- yeah, of course." 1424 00:56:07,681 --> 00:56:09,423 And it's like, why didn't you say that beforehand? 1425 00:56:09,441 --> 00:56:11,516 "I wasn't thinking about it. The situation hadn't occurred." 1426 00:56:11,535 --> 00:56:13,202 - So it's just a man thing. - It's just a man thing. 1427 00:56:13,429 --> 00:56:16,020 It's like, we--y'all are very great in general 1428 00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:18,022 About saying things beforehand 1429 00:56:18,117 --> 00:56:20,434 And mentally preparing for something. 1430 00:56:20,452 --> 00:56:23,027 We're just in the moment. 1431 00:56:23,122 --> 00:56:25,272 - The question that I want to ask is: 1432 00:56:25,290 --> 00:56:27,441 How do I need to respond to her when she's upset? 1433 00:56:27,534 --> 00:56:29,960 Because her mother and her sisters 1434 00:56:30,112 --> 00:56:31,387 Said to give her space. 1435 00:56:31,538 --> 00:56:33,055 And I do that, 1436 00:56:33,206 --> 00:56:35,391 But it may come off as dismissive. 1437 00:56:35,618 --> 00:56:37,559 - Have you had that conversation with her? 1438 00:56:37,711 --> 00:56:40,062 Like, you know, if there is a conflict 1439 00:56:40,213 --> 00:56:41,563 Or anything like that, say like, 1440 00:56:41,715 --> 00:56:43,732 "hey, how do you want me to respond? 1441 00:56:43,959 --> 00:56:45,216 Do you need space?" 1442 00:56:45,236 --> 00:56:47,886 'cause I think it's okay even to say, 1443 00:56:47,905 --> 00:56:50,221 "hey, like, I love you. I want this marriage to work. 1444 00:56:50,315 --> 00:56:51,907 This has nothing to do with you," 1445 00:56:52,134 --> 00:56:53,575 Just to, like, give them that peace of mind 1446 00:56:53,727 --> 00:56:55,727 And comfort upfront, and just say, 1447 00:56:55,821 --> 00:56:58,822 "but I just need five minutes or so to, like, process this." 1448 00:56:58,916 --> 00:57:00,490 - I like that. 1449 00:57:00,643 --> 00:57:02,418 Nah, that's a good idea. I'm gonna do that. 1450 00:57:02,645 --> 00:57:04,645 That way, I can get it from the lion's mouth. 1451 00:57:04,738 --> 00:57:06,237 - And there are times where you're gonna have 1452 00:57:06,331 --> 00:57:09,073 To have conversations over and over. 1453 00:57:09,093 --> 00:57:11,242 Like, initially, it felt like, "bruh, I'm not trying-- 1454 00:57:11,262 --> 00:57:12,594 "we just got finished talking about this. 1455 00:57:12,746 --> 00:57:14,337 I don't feel like talking about this over and over." 1456 00:57:14,490 --> 00:57:16,432 But it's like, okay, clearly, we're not finished with this. 1457 00:57:16,659 --> 00:57:18,492 - But see, that's what justin calls digging. 1458 00:57:18,585 --> 00:57:19,751 You remember in there he was like, 1459 00:57:19,845 --> 00:57:21,161 "she's digging, digging"? 1460 00:57:21,254 --> 00:57:22,271 - Mm-hmm. - That's my perspective. 1461 00:57:22,422 --> 00:57:24,088 - But he doesn't see it as that. 1462 00:57:24,108 --> 00:57:25,256 So that's why I get so frustrated, 1463 00:57:25,350 --> 00:57:27,091 And that's why I get so mad. 1464 00:57:27,186 --> 00:57:29,519 - And that's part of the thing. You might not like him today. 1465 00:57:29,672 --> 00:57:30,929 - Or in that moment. 1466 00:57:30,948 --> 00:57:32,673 - But it goes past that, you know? 1467 00:57:32,766 --> 00:57:34,858 - I mean, yeah, 'cause I was [bleep], 1468 00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:36,510 But I was in ross, 1469 00:57:36,603 --> 00:57:38,287 And I was like, dang, we need some body wash, 1470 00:57:38,438 --> 00:57:39,863 So I had got some body wash for him, you know? 1471 00:57:40,015 --> 00:57:41,848 Like, and I'm still, like, caring for him 1472 00:57:41,942 --> 00:57:43,608 While, like, mad shopping. 1473 00:57:43,627 --> 00:57:45,185 Like, "this dude needs some soap. 1474 00:57:45,278 --> 00:57:46,520 You know, let me get him some soap." 1475 00:57:46,613 --> 00:57:48,188 And I know this is his favorite soap, 1476 00:57:48,281 --> 00:57:50,207 So I still bought him the soap, so you're right. 1477 00:57:50,301 --> 00:57:51,358 - Can I ask you a really intense question? 1478 00:57:51,376 --> 00:57:52,876 - Yeah, for sure. 1479 00:57:53,028 --> 00:57:54,377 - I don't know if I'm-- - no, go ahead. 1480 00:57:54,472 --> 00:57:56,713 - Do you love him? 1481 00:57:56,865 --> 00:57:58,548 ♪ ♪ 1482 00:57:58,642 --> 00:58:02,869 - I do, I do. 1483 00:58:02,963 --> 00:58:04,128 I'm not in love with him just yet. 1484 00:58:04,223 --> 00:58:05,722 - Yeah. - But I do love him. 1485 00:58:05,816 --> 00:58:07,632 I care for him a lot. 1486 00:58:07,726 --> 00:58:10,711 But yeah, there's days to where I'm just, like, reconsidering. 1487 00:58:10,729 --> 00:58:13,489 It's just, like, my heart's in it now. 1488 00:58:13,716 --> 00:58:15,139 - Yeah. 1489 00:58:15,234 --> 00:58:16,975 - So I'm looking at everything you say. 1490 00:58:17,069 --> 00:58:18,994 I'm picking up on every single piece. 1491 00:58:19,145 --> 00:58:21,221 So when you tell me stuff, I'm hanging on to it 1492 00:58:21,240 --> 00:58:23,147 'cause my heart is in this now. 1493 00:58:23,167 --> 00:58:24,725 - Every argument we get into, 1494 00:58:24,743 --> 00:58:26,335 Every disagreement-- I'm not counting, 1495 00:58:26,562 --> 00:58:28,395 But it just makes me more afraid. 1496 00:58:28,488 --> 00:58:29,730 And I really want this marriage. 1497 00:58:29,748 --> 00:58:31,673 Like, this ain't a eight-week thing for me. 1498 00:58:31,825 --> 00:58:33,583 - And, dude, don't beat yourself up about it, 1499 00:58:33,677 --> 00:58:36,178 'cause, I mean, y'all are experiencing it so fast, 1500 00:58:36,329 --> 00:58:38,238 So it's gonna be a lot of growing pains. 1501 00:58:38,331 --> 00:58:39,589 I mean, but at the end of the day, 1502 00:58:39,742 --> 00:58:41,183 You gotta remember why you in this. 1503 00:58:41,410 --> 00:58:43,426 Like, I mean, I reflect back to the wedding, 1504 00:58:43,521 --> 00:58:45,095 And I was worried, 1505 00:58:45,247 --> 00:58:46,096 As her best friend, like, okay, what type of guy 1506 00:58:46,190 --> 00:58:47,338 Is she getting? 1507 00:58:47,432 --> 00:58:48,749 But then, when y'all met there, 1508 00:58:48,842 --> 00:58:51,860 And just that first impression, I was like, wow. 1509 00:58:52,087 --> 00:58:56,590 Like, she's--like, that's her. That's who she is. 1510 00:58:56,608 --> 00:58:58,200 - I want this with her. 1511 00:58:58,427 --> 00:59:00,427 And it's definitely a fear of mine, 1512 00:59:00,445 --> 00:59:01,870 You know what I'm saying, losing her. 1513 00:59:02,097 --> 00:59:04,114 The more [bleep] ups that I do, in my mind, 1514 00:59:04,266 --> 00:59:05,932 I'm, like, constantly [bleep] up, 1515 00:59:06,026 --> 00:59:07,284 And when it comes to decision day, 1516 00:59:07,436 --> 00:59:09,619 I don't want her to say no. 1517 00:59:09,713 --> 00:59:12,939 - ♪ this world is reaching out for ♪ 1518 00:59:12,958 --> 00:59:18,220 ♪ I'm reaching out, I'm reaching out for you ♪ 1519 00:59:18,447 --> 00:59:20,872 ♪ ♪ 1520 00:59:20,891 --> 00:59:23,725 [soft music] 1521 00:59:23,952 --> 00:59:29,623 ♪ ♪ 1522 00:59:29,641 --> 00:59:31,792 - That was fun. - Yeah. 1523 00:59:31,885 --> 00:59:33,310 I brought up needing and wanting 1524 00:59:33,404 --> 00:59:34,978 To be on your insurance, 1525 00:59:35,130 --> 00:59:38,481 And how you brought up me wanting to take your last name. 1526 00:59:38,576 --> 00:59:40,409 And it just felt like we were saying the same thing, 1527 00:59:40,560 --> 00:59:42,302 As far as, like, 1528 00:59:42,321 --> 00:59:43,804 Well, we're both being, like, cautious and hesitant. 1529 00:59:43,822 --> 00:59:46,640 Me taking your last name is a big deal. 1530 00:59:46,658 --> 00:59:49,734 And it's a big deal for you for me to be on your insurance. 1531 00:59:49,828 --> 00:59:51,253 - What do you need from me? 1532 00:59:51,404 --> 00:59:53,922 Like, what do you need from me to prove to you 1533 00:59:54,074 --> 00:59:58,168 That I'm in this enough for you to want to take my last name? 1534 00:59:58,262 --> 01:00:01,096 - I mean, right now, it's so, like--it feels like 1535 01:00:01,247 --> 01:00:02,839 We're just still testing the waters. 1536 01:00:02,991 --> 01:00:05,008 Like, we have separate finances, 1537 01:00:05,102 --> 01:00:06,435 As we should. 1538 01:00:06,662 --> 01:00:08,419 We've known each other for two weeks. 1539 01:00:08,513 --> 01:00:12,332 Like--but I need a joint account. 1540 01:00:12,425 --> 01:00:14,184 - You want a joint account. Okay. 1541 01:00:14,278 --> 01:00:16,945 - I need, like, a plan of where I'm moving in eight weeks. 1542 01:00:17,172 --> 01:00:19,673 I need so much more. 1543 01:00:19,766 --> 01:00:23,285 - Okay. - But I need those milestones. 1544 01:00:23,436 --> 01:00:25,287 I need that security and those steps. 1545 01:00:25,514 --> 01:00:27,122 - Mm-hmm. 1546 01:00:27,349 --> 01:00:28,790 - There's certain tangible things that can happen 1547 01:00:28,942 --> 01:00:32,610 Before I'm ready to just be--change my identity! 1548 01:00:32,630 --> 01:00:36,189 My identity, my name. 1549 01:00:36,208 --> 01:00:40,193 The only thing that's been given to me since day one. 1550 01:00:40,286 --> 01:00:41,619 - We can talk about the finances. 1551 01:00:41,639 --> 01:00:42,879 We can talk about all the things you need 1552 01:00:43,031 --> 01:00:47,476 For you to feel safe 1553 01:00:47,703 --> 01:00:49,627 And for me to prove to you that I'm about this, 1554 01:00:49,721 --> 01:00:51,963 But I feel like I kind of have. 1555 01:00:51,982 --> 01:00:54,875 - You're asking so much of me. 1556 01:00:54,893 --> 01:00:56,467 I've been an elloway my entire life. 1557 01:00:56,561 --> 01:00:58,044 I have my doctorate. 1558 01:00:58,138 --> 01:01:02,549 Like, it's a big deal. It is a big deal. 1559 01:01:02,567 --> 01:01:05,552 And until I feel secure, I can't give you that. 1560 01:01:05,570 --> 01:01:06,887 - Mm-hmm. 1561 01:01:06,980 --> 01:01:08,497 - And no, I don't feel secure right now. 1562 01:01:08,724 --> 01:01:11,315 ♪ ♪ 1563 01:01:11,335 --> 01:01:13,894 - I want you to understand that, like, you-- 1564 01:01:13,987 --> 01:01:15,578 What you're asking from me 1565 01:01:15,731 --> 01:01:17,673 Is to live like a married couple... 1566 01:01:17,900 --> 01:01:19,675 - Yeah. 1567 01:01:19,826 --> 01:01:22,569 - But as a married couple-- like, married couples 1568 01:01:22,662 --> 01:01:25,422 Don't live as a married couple before taking their last name-- 1569 01:01:25,574 --> 01:01:27,015 Their husband's last names. 1570 01:01:27,242 --> 01:01:32,503 - I feel like that's just, like, a legality. 1571 01:01:32,597 --> 01:01:33,671 - Well, it's not. 1572 01:01:33,691 --> 01:01:35,006 I mean, I'm telling you it's how 1573 01:01:35,100 --> 01:01:36,191 I would envision being married. 1574 01:01:36,342 --> 01:01:38,251 And you are married to me. 1575 01:01:38,344 --> 01:01:40,437 So my opinion matters in that regard. 1576 01:01:40,531 --> 01:01:42,847 - So, but you're like, "I don't want to be around her 1577 01:01:42,866 --> 01:01:44,515 Or with her if she doesn't take my name"? 1578 01:01:44,535 --> 01:01:46,259 Like, that's where you're at? 1579 01:01:46,352 --> 01:01:49,705 - No, but I would like-- the more we talk about it 1580 01:01:49,932 --> 01:01:51,932 And the more I express my feelings on the matter, 1581 01:01:52,025 --> 01:01:54,117 The more important it becomes to me. 1582 01:01:54,269 --> 01:01:56,269 - But you're hearing me and my reasons? 1583 01:01:56,288 --> 01:01:58,288 - Oh, I am, I am. 1584 01:01:58,382 --> 01:02:00,382 - So it's the same way for me. 1585 01:02:00,609 --> 01:02:02,384 Like, the more I explain and tell you how I feel... 1586 01:02:02,611 --> 01:02:04,035 - Right. 1587 01:02:04,129 --> 01:02:05,462 - The more important it becomes to me. 1588 01:02:05,614 --> 01:02:08,131 I need my last name. I need my identity. 1589 01:02:08,283 --> 01:02:10,058 I don't need your insurance. 1590 01:02:10,285 --> 01:02:12,953 If I get hit by a car, then [bleep]. 1591 01:02:13,046 --> 01:02:14,471 You don't want to take care of me? 1592 01:02:14,623 --> 01:02:17,123 That's painful, and I don't understand that. 1593 01:02:17,142 --> 01:02:18,475 But that's your decision. 1594 01:02:18,627 --> 01:02:22,053 You can't even extend a hand 1595 01:02:22,072 --> 01:02:24,239 To help me see a [bleep] physician. 1596 01:02:24,466 --> 01:02:26,967 So if you can't do that, then how the [bleep] 1597 01:02:27,060 --> 01:02:29,803 Do you expect me to take your last name, miguel? 1598 01:02:29,821 --> 01:02:31,562 How? 1599 01:02:31,582 --> 01:02:32,822 - I don't like this version of you. 1600 01:02:32,975 --> 01:02:34,416 - I'm being myself. 1601 01:02:34,643 --> 01:02:35,976 I'm being authentic. I'm being real. 1602 01:02:35,994 --> 01:02:38,920 [dramatic music] 1603 01:02:39,147 --> 01:02:45,485 ♪ ♪ 1604 01:02:45,504 --> 01:02:46,911 [upbeat music] 1605 01:02:47,005 --> 01:02:49,839 - [laughs] come here. 1606 01:02:49,992 --> 01:02:53,510 - The dawn of a new fashion. 1607 01:02:53,604 --> 01:02:55,662 ♪ ♪ 1608 01:02:55,680 --> 01:02:57,439 - Feel good? - Feel good. 1609 01:02:57,590 --> 01:03:00,183 - Look good, feel good? - You tell me. 1610 01:03:00,335 --> 01:03:01,943 - Yes, always a yes from me. 1611 01:03:02,170 --> 01:03:04,780 - I'm just trying to be futuristic, girl. 1612 01:03:06,842 --> 01:03:08,116 Remember, I don't want anyone touching me 1613 01:03:08,268 --> 01:03:09,843 With their nasty germs 1614 01:03:09,861 --> 01:03:12,621 Because the future must be sterile, so... 1615 01:03:12,848 --> 01:03:15,015 Mmm! 1616 01:03:15,033 --> 01:03:16,291 That's it. - Did I do it? 1617 01:03:16,442 --> 01:03:18,442 - You nailed it. 1618 01:03:18,462 --> 01:03:21,521 - I can't wait for the next party for me to plan it. 1619 01:03:21,614 --> 01:03:23,523 Not to say I don't love this. 1620 01:03:23,542 --> 01:03:25,634 This actually turned out really great. 1621 01:03:25,861 --> 01:03:28,711 But I just mean next time, it could be fun 1622 01:03:28,806 --> 01:03:31,531 Just to kind of, like, just be with each other 1623 01:03:31,624 --> 01:03:34,701 Instead of worry about, you know, 1624 01:03:34,719 --> 01:03:37,962 Containers for jell-o shots. 1625 01:03:37,981 --> 01:03:40,816 Doing some party prep. 1626 01:03:41,043 --> 01:03:44,969 I did purchase these little plastic shot glasses 1627 01:03:44,988 --> 01:03:46,563 To put the gelatin in. 1628 01:03:46,715 --> 01:03:49,065 I thought mitch was going to have a heart attack, 1629 01:03:49,159 --> 01:03:52,902 And he respectfully asked me to return the plastic, 1630 01:03:52,996 --> 01:03:58,816 Single-use containers and purchase 24 of these guys. 1631 01:03:58,836 --> 01:04:01,169 It was about 20 times more expensive, 1632 01:04:01,321 --> 01:04:04,414 But I'm sure we'll use them again. 1633 01:04:04,508 --> 01:04:07,233 We shall see. 1634 01:04:07,327 --> 01:04:10,846 - Hey, hey, hey. - Greetings, earthling. 1635 01:04:10,997 --> 01:04:14,516 - Welcome to the future. - Greetings. 1636 01:04:14,667 --> 01:04:16,518 I really like your energy. 1637 01:04:16,669 --> 01:04:19,170 - This is amazing. - Isn't it great? 1638 01:04:19,189 --> 01:04:22,357 - Do you have a gerbil? - [laughs] 1639 01:04:22,584 --> 01:04:24,342 - I want to touch that. - Did you breech--yeah. 1640 01:04:24,361 --> 01:04:26,936 Oh, do touch. Do kiss your hand and touch. 1641 01:04:27,089 --> 01:04:29,272 - Do I make a wish? - This is the dlx-4000. 1642 01:04:29,366 --> 01:04:32,775 It's our beacon to the computer god droid in the sky. 1643 01:04:32,870 --> 01:04:36,112 Yeah, exactly. 1644 01:04:36,264 --> 01:04:39,523 - Oh, cyber-- - hello. 1645 01:04:39,543 --> 01:04:41,434 - Thank you for letting me come to the future with you. 1646 01:04:41,527 --> 01:04:43,361 - Let me check your eyeballs. 1647 01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:46,773 - Oh, my god, krysten. 1648 01:04:46,791 --> 01:04:49,275 - Welcome. - This is for you. 1649 01:04:49,369 --> 01:04:50,276 - Oh, my god, thank you so much. 1650 01:04:50,295 --> 01:04:51,386 - Yeah. 1651 01:04:51,537 --> 01:04:52,779 - They didn't get the memo 1652 01:04:52,797 --> 01:04:54,280 That plastic is banned in the future. 1653 01:04:54,299 --> 01:04:57,225 [laughter] 1654 01:04:57,377 --> 01:05:01,304 My brother. From a different time. 1655 01:05:01,456 --> 01:05:03,714 - Hello. - You look amazing. 1656 01:05:03,734 --> 01:05:05,475 - Thank you. - That's my alien wife. 1657 01:05:05,627 --> 01:05:06,976 - How are you doing today? - I'm good, I'm good. 1658 01:05:07,129 --> 01:05:08,719 - Can we do a quick jell-o shot? 1659 01:05:08,739 --> 01:05:10,480 If you don't want one, don't take one. 1660 01:05:10,632 --> 01:05:11,648 - These are a little liquid-y. 1661 01:05:11,800 --> 01:05:12,890 - Yeah, they've been sitting out. 1662 01:05:12,984 --> 01:05:13,983 - Uh-oh. - Cheers. 1663 01:05:14,077 --> 01:05:15,559 - Wait, we gotta cheers. 1664 01:05:15,579 --> 01:05:18,562 All: Cheers. - Cheers to the future. 1665 01:05:18,582 --> 01:05:21,249 - Party time. - We shall party now. 1666 01:05:21,401 --> 01:05:24,586 [electronic music] 1667 01:05:24,813 --> 01:05:27,738 - Is that a draining basket? - Yes, colander. 1668 01:05:27,758 --> 01:05:32,243 - Oh, my gosh. - Let's [bleep] rage. 1669 01:05:32,262 --> 01:05:33,670 - To the future. 1670 01:05:33,764 --> 01:05:40,602 ♪ ♪ 1671 01:05:42,497 --> 01:05:43,605 - Would you guys like to go check out the view 1672 01:05:43,756 --> 01:05:44,514 On the seventh floor? 1673 01:05:44,666 --> 01:05:45,774 - Yeah. 1674 01:05:49,838 --> 01:05:51,854 - Pretty fun party. 1675 01:05:52,007 --> 01:05:54,507 - Yeah. - Clearly, I'm committed. 1676 01:05:54,600 --> 01:05:55,784 - Clearly. - To the cause. 1677 01:05:55,935 --> 01:05:57,527 - I-- - you look great. 1678 01:05:57,621 --> 01:05:59,955 - Love the costumes by everybody, the decorations. 1679 01:06:00,182 --> 01:06:02,182 - I think we did well. - Yeah, everyone did good. 1680 01:06:02,200 --> 01:06:05,018 - Good, it was a long road to get here. 1681 01:06:05,111 --> 01:06:06,869 - How's it been living with him? 1682 01:06:06,964 --> 01:06:11,191 - So I think, like, blanket statement, incredible. 1683 01:06:11,284 --> 01:06:13,376 He's actually really easy to live with. 1684 01:06:13,470 --> 01:06:14,952 However, comma-- 1685 01:06:15,046 --> 01:06:16,863 - But... - Got it. 1686 01:06:16,881 --> 01:06:20,216 - His extremist of environmentalism 1687 01:06:20,310 --> 01:06:24,128 Is a little more than I thought it was gonna be. 1688 01:06:24,147 --> 01:06:26,815 - We're kind of radical anti-plastic, 1689 01:06:26,966 --> 01:06:28,966 And that's hard to, like, live with. 1690 01:06:28,986 --> 01:06:30,710 - Yeah. - How's that been going? 1691 01:06:30,803 --> 01:06:31,728 - I mean, I--she's doing--she's trying. 1692 01:06:31,880 --> 01:06:33,304 - Yeah. 1693 01:06:33,323 --> 01:06:34,823 - And I gotta give her credit for that. 1694 01:06:35,050 --> 01:06:36,382 I mean, you know, I just, I can't expect her 1695 01:06:36,476 --> 01:06:38,234 To just be like me overnight. 1696 01:06:38,386 --> 01:06:40,053 - Yeah. - That's not fair. 1697 01:06:40,071 --> 01:06:41,663 Only--and she already has gotten annoyed with me 1698 01:06:41,814 --> 01:06:43,573 A couple times because, when it comes to stuff 1699 01:06:43,667 --> 01:06:45,667 We're doing together, like planning for this party, 1700 01:06:45,818 --> 01:06:47,836 I was much--very, like, "I'm gonna go to matt's house. 1701 01:06:47,987 --> 01:06:49,729 "I'm gonna steal all my niece's toys 1702 01:06:49,748 --> 01:06:51,414 And make them look futuristic." 1703 01:06:51,566 --> 01:06:52,841 Like, my mentality's like... 1704 01:06:52,992 --> 01:06:54,067 - Yeah. - I'm not gonna buy anything. 1705 01:06:54,085 --> 01:06:55,493 - Yeah. 1706 01:06:55,512 --> 01:06:57,070 - And so she kind of got mad at me 1707 01:06:57,088 --> 01:06:58,513 'cause she was starting to, you know, 1708 01:06:58,740 --> 01:07:00,164 Load up the cart online, and I was-- 1709 01:07:00,183 --> 01:07:01,832 - And having fun with it 1710 01:07:01,852 --> 01:07:02,833 And doing it the way she knew how to do it. 1711 01:07:02,927 --> 01:07:04,668 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1712 01:07:04,688 --> 01:07:05,836 - And I was just like, "no, like, don't"--you know, 1713 01:07:05,856 --> 01:07:07,022 And so--but-- 1714 01:07:07,173 --> 01:07:08,931 - How'd that resolve? 1715 01:07:09,026 --> 01:07:12,027 - You know, the jell-o shots are in reusable ramekins. 1716 01:07:12,254 --> 01:07:14,195 - [chuckles] 1717 01:07:14,347 --> 01:07:18,182 - It's like, it's me finding the balance of being grateful 1718 01:07:18,201 --> 01:07:19,776 And walking around on tiptoes a little bit 1719 01:07:19,928 --> 01:07:22,037 To make sure I don't piss him off 1720 01:07:22,264 --> 01:07:24,188 With a non-reusable plastic or something 1721 01:07:24,207 --> 01:07:26,949 Because I do think that he is right. 1722 01:07:27,044 --> 01:07:29,693 Both: Yeah. - He is right about this stuff. 1723 01:07:29,713 --> 01:07:32,363 I guess I'm asking for maybe his patience on that. 1724 01:07:32,457 --> 01:07:34,107 - Yeah, adjusting. 1725 01:07:34,125 --> 01:07:35,366 - But it shouldn't just be you adjusting. 1726 01:07:35,385 --> 01:07:36,885 - That's what I was gonna say too. 1727 01:07:37,112 --> 01:07:38,869 - Like, I feel like he needs to kind of help out 1728 01:07:38,889 --> 01:07:40,221 And play his part too 1729 01:07:40,448 --> 01:07:43,466 And adjust to your normal lifestyle and-- 1730 01:07:43,618 --> 01:07:45,802 - Yeah. 1731 01:07:45,954 --> 01:07:48,955 - The only other problem, I'm not sleeping great. 1732 01:07:48,973 --> 01:07:51,549 I was, like, so elated that my wife didn't snore, 1733 01:07:51,568 --> 01:07:55,719 And then the day we move in, I get a dog that snores. 1734 01:07:55,739 --> 01:07:59,148 It's so tiny, but the sound is so big. 1735 01:07:59,301 --> 01:08:02,635 Like, obviously, I'm the odd man out of, like, 1736 01:08:02,654 --> 01:08:05,488 Not understanding why this dog is so precious 1737 01:08:05,640 --> 01:08:07,231 Because to me it's just kind of, 1738 01:08:07,250 --> 01:08:10,752 Like, this useless creature that breathes loudly. 1739 01:08:10,903 --> 01:08:13,162 - My sweet baby angel, she does snore. 1740 01:08:13,256 --> 01:08:16,925 It's so sweet, and brief, and, like, innocent. 1741 01:08:17,076 --> 01:08:19,502 But it is, like, the sweetest noise. 1742 01:08:19,654 --> 01:08:21,245 And I don't even notice it. 1743 01:08:21,264 --> 01:08:22,764 So I woke up this morning, and I was like, 1744 01:08:22,991 --> 01:08:26,083 "wow, that was such a nice, sweet sleep." 1745 01:08:26,103 --> 01:08:30,346 And he said, "I didn't sleep at all from like 1:00 a.M. 1746 01:08:30,440 --> 01:08:33,090 To like 4:00 a.M. Because of your dog snoring." 1747 01:08:33,110 --> 01:08:34,258 - Tell him to go sleep on the couch. 1748 01:08:34,277 --> 01:08:35,735 No, I'm just kidding. 1749 01:08:39,449 --> 01:08:45,269 - She is kind of loud. - You ain't seen nothing yet. 1750 01:08:45,288 --> 01:08:47,196 - My only red flag is the fact 1751 01:08:47,290 --> 01:08:48,865 He hasn't been in a relationship in eight years. 1752 01:08:49,017 --> 01:08:50,941 - Yeah. 1753 01:08:50,961 --> 01:08:53,019 - Does he fulfill all the wants you want in a husband? 1754 01:08:53,037 --> 01:08:54,129 - That's a good question. - Or are you just... 1755 01:08:54,280 --> 01:08:55,613 - That is a good question. 1756 01:08:55,632 --> 01:08:57,281 - Feeling in the moment and saying, 1757 01:08:57,375 --> 01:08:58,875 "I'm trying to make this work"? 1758 01:08:58,969 --> 01:09:01,785 - I think that I have-- to be honest with you, 1759 01:09:01,805 --> 01:09:03,546 I haven't really thought about this at all 1760 01:09:03,698 --> 01:09:07,367 Until now in terms of box checking. 1761 01:09:07,460 --> 01:09:11,220 He has a lot of great qualities, 1762 01:09:11,373 --> 01:09:13,556 But now that we're married, I do look at it more 1763 01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:16,542 As we need to make this work because we're married. 1764 01:09:16,561 --> 01:09:20,062 I definitely do, and, you know, 1765 01:09:20,157 --> 01:09:24,066 He does the accents, and there's a lot of play time. 1766 01:09:24,219 --> 01:09:26,719 So I just want to make sure he can be serious 1767 01:09:26,812 --> 01:09:28,221 When it's time to be serious 1768 01:09:28,314 --> 01:09:32,074 And that he is in this for a lifetime. 1769 01:09:32,227 --> 01:09:38,898 ♪ ♪ 1770 01:09:38,917 --> 01:09:40,249 - ♪ this is the city that'll never sleep ♪ 1771 01:09:40,343 --> 01:09:42,585 ♪ always been here, and it's always gon' be ♪ 1772 01:09:42,737 --> 01:09:44,420 - Yo, yo. - Is it about time? 1773 01:09:44,572 --> 01:09:45,922 - Right on time. - What's good? 1774 01:09:46,016 --> 01:09:47,331 - What's up, playboys? - It's been a minute. 1775 01:09:47,425 --> 01:09:48,683 - You like my wings? 1776 01:09:48,834 --> 01:09:49,926 - How you doing, man? - Good, man. 1777 01:09:50,020 --> 01:09:51,186 - Hello, ladies. 1778 01:09:51,337 --> 01:09:52,520 - Hey, girl, hey. - Hi! 1779 01:09:52,672 --> 01:09:54,338 - How are you guys? - How are ya? 1780 01:09:54,357 --> 01:09:56,249 - Oh, my gosh, long time no see, seriously. 1781 01:09:56,267 --> 01:09:57,675 - I know. - Like, I know. 1782 01:09:57,694 --> 01:09:59,343 - Like, legitimately. 1783 01:09:59,437 --> 01:10:00,586 - All of us having been together since the honeymoon. 1784 01:10:00,680 --> 01:10:03,514 - Right? Ooh, this is beautiful. 1785 01:10:03,608 --> 01:10:05,775 - I like how you just pulled a wine bottle out of your-- 1786 01:10:05,927 --> 01:10:07,760 - Hey! 1787 01:10:07,853 --> 01:10:10,187 - Thank you for bringing that. 1788 01:10:10,281 --> 01:10:11,781 - Okay. - Right? 1789 01:10:11,875 --> 01:10:14,116 - So is everybody completely enjoying marriage? 1790 01:10:14,211 --> 01:10:16,377 Is everybody having the time of their lives? 1791 01:10:16,529 --> 01:10:20,623 - Yeah, but we're going from 0 to 100. 1792 01:10:20,775 --> 01:10:22,458 You're spending every single day, 1793 01:10:22,610 --> 01:10:24,277 Every single moment with this person, nearly, 1794 01:10:24,295 --> 01:10:25,720 Except when, what, we go to the bathroom? 1795 01:10:25,871 --> 01:10:26,888 - He likes talking to me on the toilet. 1796 01:10:27,039 --> 01:10:28,948 - What? - He does. 1797 01:10:29,041 --> 01:10:30,633 He's like, "can I give you a kiss?" 1798 01:10:30,785 --> 01:10:33,043 - Uh-uh, not on the toilet. 1799 01:10:33,063 --> 01:10:35,638 - I'm like, "babe, I'm doing number two." 1800 01:10:35,790 --> 01:10:38,066 - Nope. 1801 01:10:39,461 --> 01:10:42,553 - How's it been with everybody living with their new wives? 1802 01:10:42,647 --> 01:10:44,464 - We're good, man. 1803 01:10:44,557 --> 01:10:45,481 Me and krys, we're kind of, like, 1804 01:10:45,633 --> 01:10:46,816 Joking like we've been married 1805 01:10:46,968 --> 01:10:48,576 For 40 years already or something 1806 01:10:48,728 --> 01:10:50,820 'cause everything just seems, like, a little smoother 1807 01:10:50,972 --> 01:10:52,321 Than maybe I thought it would be. 1808 01:10:52,474 --> 01:10:55,825 - I can't even believe that I'm even saying this, 1809 01:10:55,919 --> 01:10:59,587 But the marriage that I have now is black and white, 1810 01:10:59,739 --> 01:11:03,649 180, completely different, incredible, ten out of ten, 1811 01:11:03,743 --> 01:11:05,001 Than the marriage I had in mexico. 1812 01:11:05,153 --> 01:11:06,652 - Team mitch! - Oh, my god! 1813 01:11:06,746 --> 01:11:08,429 - Aww! - Tell us about it! 1814 01:11:08,581 --> 01:11:10,006 - I feel like she really likes me, 1815 01:11:10,158 --> 01:11:11,491 And it just makes me confident. 1816 01:11:11,509 --> 01:11:13,826 You know, I'm kind of a crazy person, 1817 01:11:13,845 --> 01:11:15,661 And I'm a little weird, and she seems to like it. 1818 01:11:15,680 --> 01:11:17,513 - He wakes up early. He makes me coffee. 1819 01:11:17,665 --> 01:11:19,181 - Okay, mitch. - Oh, my god. 1820 01:11:19,334 --> 01:11:22,110 - I mean, he's watching reality tv with me. 1821 01:11:22,261 --> 01:11:23,611 I mean, not only do I know 1822 01:11:23,763 --> 01:11:25,262 We're gonna make it the eight weeks... 1823 01:11:25,282 --> 01:11:26,856 - Oh yeah. - Yes, you are. 1824 01:11:27,008 --> 01:11:28,190 - I think that this is a lifelong marriage. 1825 01:11:28,285 --> 01:11:30,285 - Ooh! - Aww. 1826 01:11:30,512 --> 01:11:33,012 - After mexico, I was like, hell no. 1827 01:11:33,031 --> 01:11:36,124 Team mitch is no. That's a no for me. 1828 01:11:36,351 --> 01:11:40,295 But hearing that they're doing so good, 1829 01:11:40,446 --> 01:11:44,373 Man, it's just a breath of fresh air. 1830 01:11:44,467 --> 01:11:46,542 - I don't want to say it's perfect--it's not. 1831 01:11:46,694 --> 01:11:49,211 - Her dog is a bit of a monkey wrench for me. 1832 01:11:49,364 --> 01:11:52,548 Like--it's, like, it snores. Like, I can-- 1833 01:11:52,642 --> 01:11:54,216 - Like, loud? 1834 01:11:54,369 --> 01:11:57,219 - Yeah, like a fat, old guy. Like, so loud. 1835 01:11:57,372 --> 01:11:59,296 And she just sleeps like a rock. 1836 01:11:59,316 --> 01:12:00,706 - I can relate to you, mitchell, 1837 01:12:00,800 --> 01:12:01,874 Because I think I'm allergic to cats. 1838 01:12:01,893 --> 01:12:03,392 - Ooh. - Oh. 1839 01:12:03,545 --> 01:12:04,877 - Every time I come home, I instantly cough. 1840 01:12:04,896 --> 01:12:06,228 - Oh, man. - Instantly cough. 1841 01:12:06,381 --> 01:12:08,898 Instantly sneeze. He's mean, bro. 1842 01:12:09,050 --> 01:12:10,550 - Yeah? - Max is mean, bro. 1843 01:12:10,568 --> 01:12:11,809 Every time he see me, like... [growls] 1844 01:12:11,828 --> 01:12:12,994 It's, like, I didn't do anything. 1845 01:12:13,145 --> 01:12:14,737 - The cat, yeah. - Just love me, but yeah. 1846 01:12:14,889 --> 01:12:16,814 - Yeah, lindy has a cat. It's kind of similar. 1847 01:12:16,833 --> 01:12:17,981 Today, actually, I tried to pet her. 1848 01:12:18,076 --> 01:12:19,225 - Oh, don't do that. 1849 01:12:19,318 --> 01:12:20,651 - And she bit me and hissed at me. 1850 01:12:20,670 --> 01:12:22,728 - Yeah, oh, yeah. That hiss is so evil. 1851 01:12:22,747 --> 01:12:24,321 The hiss is so evil. - Yeah. 1852 01:12:24,415 --> 01:12:26,174 - We also have a dog situation. 1853 01:12:26,325 --> 01:12:27,508 - Oh, you got a dog situation too? 1854 01:12:27,735 --> 01:12:28,843 - Yes, sir. 1855 01:12:28,994 --> 01:12:30,345 - His dog attacked mine. - Oh, no. 1856 01:12:30,496 --> 01:12:31,512 - Ooh! - Yeah. 1857 01:12:31,739 --> 01:12:32,905 - No! 1858 01:12:32,998 --> 01:12:34,682 - And he just didn't disclose 1859 01:12:34,834 --> 01:12:37,352 That his dog had had past experiences 1860 01:12:37,503 --> 01:12:40,246 Of getting in fights with other dogs. 1861 01:12:40,264 --> 01:12:43,099 And I'm learning that there's several examples 1862 01:12:43,193 --> 01:12:45,935 To which I'm finding out information after the fact. 1863 01:12:46,029 --> 01:12:47,845 And I'm like, 1864 01:12:47,864 --> 01:12:49,346 What else aren't you telling me until it becomes relevant. 1865 01:12:49,440 --> 01:12:50,848 - Beforehand. - Yeah. 1866 01:12:50,942 --> 01:12:52,200 - Before. - Right. 1867 01:12:52,351 --> 01:12:54,110 - I feel like I overshare, but, I mean, 1868 01:12:54,262 --> 01:12:57,205 There might be information that I didn't say 1869 01:12:57,356 --> 01:12:59,281 Because it just wasn't at the top of my memory 1870 01:12:59,434 --> 01:13:02,284 Or because I didn't feel like it was relevant. 1871 01:13:02,437 --> 01:13:04,937 Like, when nate asks a question, it's like, 1872 01:13:05,030 --> 01:13:06,272 I'm answering the question, 1873 01:13:06,290 --> 01:13:07,715 But then, like, a week or two later, 1874 01:13:07,942 --> 01:13:09,458 There might be additional information 1875 01:13:09,552 --> 01:13:12,536 That I didn't think of or didn't think to share. 1876 01:13:12,555 --> 01:13:14,889 - Yeah. - Like, how much is enough? 1877 01:13:15,116 --> 01:13:17,558 You know, I kind of identify with justin. 1878 01:13:17,785 --> 01:13:19,394 You know, you can't tell your whole story 1879 01:13:19,545 --> 01:13:21,396 And everything that's happened in, 1880 01:13:21,623 --> 01:13:23,231 You know, just a short period of time. 1881 01:13:23,382 --> 01:13:25,458 You know, as far as, like, sharing information, 1882 01:13:25,476 --> 01:13:27,977 Give him time, be patient. 1883 01:13:28,071 --> 01:13:31,054 And don't expect people to change overnight. 1884 01:13:31,074 --> 01:13:32,982 It's gonna be tough, but you just work through it. 1885 01:13:33,076 --> 01:13:35,410 [soft music] 1886 01:13:35,637 --> 01:13:39,080 - So, lindy, how's it going with you and miguel? 1887 01:13:39,231 --> 01:13:41,474 - We did have our first conflict. 1888 01:13:41,492 --> 01:13:45,811 I have asked miguel if I could be on his insurance, 1889 01:13:45,905 --> 01:13:48,089 And the conversation led to, 1890 01:13:48,316 --> 01:13:50,073 "well, are you taking my last name?" 1891 01:13:50,093 --> 01:13:51,575 - Ooh, an insurance conversation 1892 01:13:51,669 --> 01:13:52,927 To a name conversation. 1893 01:13:53,078 --> 01:13:54,595 - Yes, yes, and to me, it's like-- 1894 01:13:54,747 --> 01:13:55,988 - How did we get here? 1895 01:13:56,081 --> 01:13:57,339 Yeah. - This is insurance. 1896 01:13:57,434 --> 01:14:01,084 It's like, this is insurance, and this is name. 1897 01:14:01,104 --> 01:14:04,272 - I kind of, like, am appreciating miguel for saying, 1898 01:14:04,423 --> 01:14:06,590 "if you want the health insurance, 1899 01:14:06,684 --> 01:14:09,168 You gotta take santiago." 1900 01:14:09,187 --> 01:14:10,853 I'm team miguel. I get it. 1901 01:14:11,005 --> 01:14:13,856 I'd say the same thing. 1902 01:14:13,950 --> 01:14:16,600 - But I got agitated. I was getting defensive. 1903 01:14:16,694 --> 01:14:18,453 - Lindy and I have very different communication styles. 1904 01:14:18,604 --> 01:14:19,937 Like, I'll take a moment 1905 01:14:19,956 --> 01:14:21,456 To kind of think through my thoughts. 1906 01:14:21,607 --> 01:14:23,440 She needs to speak her thoughts. 1907 01:14:23,460 --> 01:14:26,944 And she got very negative, and I'm not a fan of that. 1908 01:14:26,963 --> 01:14:28,278 - I want to be santiago. 1909 01:14:28,372 --> 01:14:29,780 I do. I see it. 1910 01:14:29,799 --> 01:14:31,857 Like, but I need the assurance 1911 01:14:31,876 --> 01:14:34,635 That this is gonna be a forever thing. 1912 01:14:34,787 --> 01:14:37,454 - You know, I love lindy. She's my girl. 1913 01:14:37,548 --> 01:14:40,290 And I totally understand 1914 01:14:40,310 --> 01:14:43,052 Not wanting to give up her last name. 1915 01:14:43,204 --> 01:14:45,204 Lindy needs to be secure in this marriage. 1916 01:14:45,297 --> 01:14:46,814 So miguel's gonna have to, 1917 01:14:46,966 --> 01:14:50,151 You know, really put in some work. 1918 01:14:50,302 --> 01:14:52,211 - You know, I got to look out for me 1919 01:14:52,230 --> 01:14:54,137 And my emotional state with all this, 1920 01:14:54,157 --> 01:14:57,307 And I want to make sure that, if I do move on--like, 1921 01:14:57,401 --> 01:14:58,809 Continue on with lindy, 1922 01:14:58,828 --> 01:15:00,736 That she is the right person for me, 1923 01:15:00,830 --> 01:15:03,313 And not only that, that I am the right person for her. 1924 01:15:03,407 --> 01:15:05,241 We're at the point where we've developed enough feelings 1925 01:15:05,393 --> 01:15:07,243 For each other that, if it doesn't work out... 1926 01:15:07,395 --> 01:15:08,911 - It's gonna hurt. - It's gonna devastate us. 1927 01:15:09,063 --> 01:15:13,991 ♪ ♪ 1928 01:15:14,010 --> 01:15:15,343 [upbeat music] 1929 01:15:15,494 --> 01:15:16,511 - ♪ I been on ten, baby, I been on grind mode ♪ 1930 01:15:16,662 --> 01:15:18,495 ♪ yeah, yeah ♪ 1931 01:15:18,589 --> 01:15:22,091 - I need to know who else has consummated their marriage. 1932 01:15:22,185 --> 01:15:25,094 [tense music] 1933 01:15:25,246 --> 01:15:31,692 ♪ ♪ 1934 01:15:31,844 --> 01:15:36,531 - I ain't been lucky at all. I'll be honest, I've tried. 1935 01:15:36,682 --> 01:15:38,090 You know, it's definitely been--boy, 1936 01:15:38,183 --> 01:15:40,701 It has been a challenge, you know. 1937 01:15:40,853 --> 01:15:42,778 Because we've had our ups and downs, 1938 01:15:42,930 --> 01:15:47,933 She hasn't wanted to have sex, and that has been really hard. 1939 01:15:47,952 --> 01:15:49,210 - Poor justin be having wet dreams. 1940 01:15:49,437 --> 01:15:50,711 He hopped out of the bed one morning 1941 01:15:50,863 --> 01:15:52,029 'cause he had a wet dream. 1942 01:15:52,048 --> 01:15:54,382 I'm like, poor baby. [laughter] 1943 01:15:57,202 --> 01:15:58,702 - I'm not sure what's happening, you know, 1944 01:15:58,796 --> 01:16:00,555 Because in the beginning, 1945 01:16:00,782 --> 01:16:02,056 Alexis mentioned to the whole group 1946 01:16:02,207 --> 01:16:04,207 That she's typically very proactive 1947 01:16:04,302 --> 01:16:05,801 About getting physical, 1948 01:16:05,953 --> 01:16:07,228 And then justin, on the other hand, 1949 01:16:07,379 --> 01:16:08,804 He's a little bit more conservative. 1950 01:16:08,956 --> 01:16:11,307 So, you know, now that justin is comfortable 1951 01:16:11,401 --> 01:16:14,126 And he made a move, it didn't happen still? 1952 01:16:14,145 --> 01:16:16,887 So I'm just, like, a little thrown off by it. 1953 01:16:16,906 --> 01:16:19,240 - It hadn't happened, but when it do... 1954 01:16:19,467 --> 01:16:20,724 - It's gonna be a cosmic event, for sure. 1955 01:16:20,743 --> 01:16:22,968 - Cosmic! [laughter] 1956 01:16:23,062 --> 01:16:26,080 - Hey, I just had a future party, okay? 1957 01:16:26,231 --> 01:16:28,140 It's gonna be a supernova. 1958 01:16:28,233 --> 01:16:30,251 - It's gonna be two minutes. 1959 01:16:31,813 --> 01:16:35,164 - Krysten, did you consummate your marriage? 1960 01:16:35,316 --> 01:16:37,925 - Yeah, we've been consummating like bunnies. 1961 01:16:38,077 --> 01:16:39,652 - Yeah, you have! Okay! 1962 01:16:39,745 --> 01:16:42,154 - Morning, noon, and night. 1963 01:16:42,173 --> 01:16:44,265 I can't get this man off me if I tried. 1964 01:16:44,416 --> 01:16:45,933 - It's wild. We had such a rocky start. 1965 01:16:46,085 --> 01:16:47,918 You know, like-- - yeah, yeah, definitely. 1966 01:16:47,937 --> 01:16:49,770 - Like, I kind wasn't really into her in the beginning. 1967 01:16:49,922 --> 01:16:51,421 But once I kind of worked through that 1968 01:16:51,515 --> 01:16:53,682 And came clean to her, so that we were in it together, 1969 01:16:53,835 --> 01:16:55,184 I mean, everything started changing for me 1970 01:16:55,336 --> 01:16:57,094 Really that--from that moment. 1971 01:16:57,113 --> 01:16:59,004 - Oh, that's beautiful. That's dope. 1972 01:16:59,023 --> 01:17:00,689 - We were, like, really, like, rooting for you. 1973 01:17:00,842 --> 01:17:02,524 You know, I was like, he looks more comfortable. 1974 01:17:02,677 --> 01:17:04,026 He looks more happy. - Yeah. 1975 01:17:04,120 --> 01:17:05,511 - And I was like, yo, they're gonna be all right. 1976 01:17:05,529 --> 01:17:07,696 - Thanks, man. - How about you, nate? 1977 01:17:07,849 --> 01:17:11,183 - So... 1978 01:17:11,276 --> 01:17:14,353 We haven't consummated the marriage yet, 1979 01:17:14,372 --> 01:17:18,615 But let's just say I had dessert after dinner, you dig? 1980 01:17:18,635 --> 01:17:20,784 - What does that mean? 1981 01:17:20,878 --> 01:17:23,379 Like, what kind of dessert you had, you know, cherry pie? 1982 01:17:23,531 --> 01:17:26,048 Sweet potato pie? Pumpkin pie? 1983 01:17:26,142 --> 01:17:28,550 - I'm a giver, so, you know, I had to [bleep] on her. 1984 01:17:28,645 --> 01:17:29,810 - Oh. - Oh. 1985 01:17:30,037 --> 01:17:31,370 - I see. 1986 01:17:31,463 --> 01:17:33,055 - Five minutes later, fireworks. 1987 01:17:33,207 --> 01:17:34,482 - So she's still holding out on you, dude? 1988 01:17:34,633 --> 01:17:36,225 - I know, right? - Like, after that? 1989 01:17:36,377 --> 01:17:37,543 Like, that's even more personal. 1990 01:17:37,561 --> 01:17:40,562 - Right? I agree. 1991 01:17:40,657 --> 01:17:42,564 - I feel like that's more of an appetizer, 1992 01:17:42,659 --> 01:17:45,976 And sex is the main course, so that was interesting. 1993 01:17:46,070 --> 01:17:47,903 I mean, it sounds like that's still a struggle there. 1994 01:17:48,055 --> 01:17:51,240 [laughs] 1995 01:17:51,392 --> 01:17:54,226 - So I'll piggyback. 1996 01:17:54,319 --> 01:17:57,004 There has been no intimacy. 1997 01:17:57,156 --> 01:18:00,508 You know, it's just, my walls are up since the honeymoon. 1998 01:18:00,659 --> 01:18:04,236 And I'm trying to accept that binh made a really big mistake, 1999 01:18:04,255 --> 01:18:06,013 And that he is very sorry, 2000 01:18:06,165 --> 01:18:10,834 But I have no idea how to bring this wall down. 2001 01:18:10,928 --> 01:18:13,503 So I'm just trying to take it day by day, step by step. 2002 01:18:13,523 --> 01:18:14,914 - Yep. 2003 01:18:14,932 --> 01:18:16,190 - 'cause we do like to hang out 2004 01:18:16,417 --> 01:18:17,599 With each other and be around each other. 2005 01:18:17,752 --> 01:18:19,193 - Good. 2006 01:18:19,420 --> 01:18:20,361 - And we'll go to the gym, and eat food, 2007 01:18:20,512 --> 01:18:21,862 And do all the things. 2008 01:18:22,014 --> 01:18:23,589 Like, binh's a good guy. 2009 01:18:23,682 --> 01:18:26,367 - That is huge! - Mm-hmm. 2010 01:18:26,518 --> 01:18:27,702 - You're not sitting here saying, like, 2011 01:18:27,929 --> 01:18:29,445 "I can't even be around this person. 2012 01:18:29,597 --> 01:18:30,871 "like, he's broken my trust. 2013 01:18:31,023 --> 01:18:32,264 "I don't even like being around him. 2014 01:18:32,283 --> 01:18:34,024 I can't stand, like, this." 2015 01:18:34,043 --> 01:18:35,451 That, I'd be like, oh, my god, like, there--what do we do? 2016 01:18:35,603 --> 01:18:36,936 - Yeah. 2017 01:18:36,954 --> 01:18:39,029 - But this friendship that you have, 2018 01:18:39,123 --> 01:18:41,106 That can be the beginning 2019 01:18:41,125 --> 01:18:43,292 And rebuilding of something really beautiful. 2020 01:18:43,444 --> 01:18:45,052 - Yeah. 2021 01:18:46,389 --> 01:18:49,281 - I just hope that she can give him grace, 2022 01:18:49,300 --> 01:18:51,058 And know that he [bleep] up, 2023 01:18:51,210 --> 01:18:54,636 And figure out how that they can restart and move forward. 2024 01:18:54,789 --> 01:18:56,805 And I think, if they're able to do that, 2025 01:18:56,958 --> 01:18:58,381 I think that there's hope there. 2026 01:18:58,401 --> 01:19:00,960 I just--who knows? 2027 01:19:00,978 --> 01:19:03,479 Nothing's off the table for any of us at this point. 2028 01:19:03,631 --> 01:19:05,388 - Like, let's say she didn't have a wall up. 2029 01:19:05,483 --> 01:19:08,484 Would you be lovey-dovey? 2030 01:19:08,636 --> 01:19:10,302 Like, if you want to be, like, 2031 01:19:10,321 --> 01:19:12,079 Affectionate with her, be affectionate with her. 2032 01:19:12,231 --> 01:19:13,748 - It's almost like when you're in junior high, 2033 01:19:13,899 --> 01:19:15,307 And it's, like, the first girl you date, 2034 01:19:15,326 --> 01:19:17,142 And, like, it's just, like, 2035 01:19:17,161 --> 01:19:20,087 You're trying to, like, see what you get away with. 2036 01:19:20,314 --> 01:19:22,239 - The movie move? - Yeah, you're kissing. 2037 01:19:22,258 --> 01:19:24,425 And then your hand starts moving towards the boob, 2038 01:19:24,652 --> 01:19:26,502 And she's like, "no," and then you, 2039 01:19:26,654 --> 01:19:29,338 A few more minutes later, you start to move. 2040 01:19:29,490 --> 01:19:31,006 You gotta kind of test the waters a little bit, 2041 01:19:31,100 --> 01:19:33,509 As long as it's in a way that's not threatening, 2042 01:19:33,603 --> 01:19:34,994 But showing interest. 2043 01:19:35,012 --> 01:19:36,829 - Yeah. 2044 01:19:36,922 --> 01:19:39,515 - Why don't you guys try to start clean 2045 01:19:39,609 --> 01:19:40,941 And go on a date, 2046 01:19:41,093 --> 01:19:43,426 Even if it's a taco from a taco truck? 2047 01:19:43,446 --> 01:19:45,279 - We'll never be able to change the past. 2048 01:19:45,506 --> 01:19:46,781 We'll never be able to change what's been said. 2049 01:19:47,008 --> 01:19:49,858 But this is the hard part of marriage, 2050 01:19:49,952 --> 01:19:51,786 Is the distrust and the, 2051 01:19:51,937 --> 01:19:53,954 "you said this, and it sit with me this way," 2052 01:19:54,106 --> 01:19:56,273 And figuring out how you can move past it. 2053 01:19:56,292 --> 01:19:57,958 So there's a lot of heaviness, 2054 01:19:58,185 --> 01:20:00,944 But there's a lot of hope for goodness... 2055 01:20:00,963 --> 01:20:02,612 - Yeah. - And fun and lightness. 2056 01:20:02,632 --> 01:20:06,783 - Yeah, I just need to, like, take a step back, reset. 2057 01:20:06,803 --> 01:20:08,302 That's kind of what I need sometimes, 2058 01:20:08,529 --> 01:20:11,697 Is I just need to stop, clean slate for morgan. 2059 01:20:11,790 --> 01:20:13,866 We've been put together for a reason. 2060 01:20:13,884 --> 01:20:15,701 I need to explore that. 2061 01:20:15,719 --> 01:20:18,628 - ♪ give me your attention, oh, baby ♪ 2062 01:20:18,722 --> 01:20:23,042 ♪ focus on me ♪ 2063 01:20:23,060 --> 01:20:26,211 - ♪ maybe, maybe this time ♪ 2064 01:20:26,230 --> 01:20:28,380 ♪ we gon' get it right, I'ma get it right ♪ 2065 01:20:28,473 --> 01:20:30,307 ♪ maybe, maybe this time ♪ 2066 01:20:30,326 --> 01:20:33,385 - So how'd it go? - It was really great. 2067 01:20:33,478 --> 01:20:35,888 Like, everyone just was so honest 2068 01:20:35,906 --> 01:20:39,500 And real about the troubles 2069 01:20:39,727 --> 01:20:42,411 They're having within their relationships. 2070 01:20:42,505 --> 01:20:45,488 And at the same time, there's so much hope. 2071 01:20:45,508 --> 01:20:47,324 - Yeah, so a question for you. 2072 01:20:47,343 --> 01:20:50,344 Like, what'd you share with them about us? 2073 01:20:50,571 --> 01:20:55,908 - Yeah, I talked about how I feel about santiago. 2074 01:20:55,926 --> 01:20:57,834 - Yeah, the other day's conversation 2075 01:20:57,854 --> 01:21:00,187 Definitely kind of threw me through a loop 2076 01:21:00,339 --> 01:21:04,600 Because you came down on me hard. 2077 01:21:04,694 --> 01:21:09,771 - I'm not proud of speaking to you the way I did. 2078 01:21:09,924 --> 01:21:13,275 But I wasn't feeling, like, heard or, like-- 2079 01:21:13,427 --> 01:21:15,352 - Mm-hmm. 2080 01:21:15,371 --> 01:21:17,037 - I wasn't feeling secure in what you were telling me. 2081 01:21:17,189 --> 01:21:19,206 So then I was defensive. 2082 01:21:19,433 --> 01:21:21,767 And you know--I've told you I can get defensive, 2083 01:21:21,860 --> 01:21:25,212 And that was it, you saw it. 2084 01:21:25,364 --> 01:21:28,290 But I feel like you need to see these sides of me, 2085 01:21:28,442 --> 01:21:29,942 And it's gonna suck. 2086 01:21:29,960 --> 01:21:31,627 And I need to see the sides of you that suck. 2087 01:21:31,779 --> 01:21:34,871 And the more raw, and vulnerable, and honest, 2088 01:21:34,891 --> 01:21:36,724 And ourselves we can be, 2089 01:21:36,951 --> 01:21:38,392 And the more we can objectively be like, 2090 01:21:38,619 --> 01:21:40,210 "yeah, is this the right person for me? 2091 01:21:40,229 --> 01:21:41,637 Can I do this forever? Do I want this person forever?" 2092 01:21:41,789 --> 01:21:43,063 - Mm-hmm. 2093 01:21:43,215 --> 01:21:44,790 - Like, you've seen a part of me. 2094 01:21:44,808 --> 01:21:47,476 Like, you've seen that--where I can go 2095 01:21:47,628 --> 01:21:50,237 If I don't feel safe and secure. 2096 01:21:50,389 --> 01:21:51,813 - Yeah, I don't like that place. 2097 01:21:51,966 --> 01:21:53,315 That's the thing, yeah. - I know. 2098 01:21:53,467 --> 01:21:55,634 - Yeah. - I don't like it either. 2099 01:21:55,653 --> 01:21:57,411 And I am sorry. 2100 01:21:57,638 --> 01:21:59,396 I hear you, 2101 01:21:59,490 --> 01:22:02,565 And I'll just keep trying my best to prove that to you. 2102 01:22:02,585 --> 01:22:05,735 I feel like every conflict we have, 2103 01:22:05,755 --> 01:22:07,312 It makes us stronger, 2104 01:22:07,331 --> 01:22:09,089 And that's, like, such a green light. 2105 01:22:09,241 --> 01:22:11,333 That's more than I could ever ask for. 2106 01:22:11,427 --> 01:22:13,243 - We're going to be presented with challenges. 2107 01:22:13,262 --> 01:22:15,078 - Yes. - It's how we overcome them. 2108 01:22:15,097 --> 01:22:18,323 So if you want to be on my insurance, yeah, 2109 01:22:18,417 --> 01:22:20,083 I'll put you on my insurance 2110 01:22:20,102 --> 01:22:24,754 Because I do very much like the idea of us being married. 2111 01:22:24,848 --> 01:22:29,668 - ♪ can't deny the feelings 'cause they too strong ♪ 2112 01:22:29,687 --> 01:22:31,779 - That's what I needed to hear. 2113 01:22:32,006 --> 01:22:33,930 - ♪ 'cause I don't want to wait ♪ 2114 01:22:33,950 --> 01:22:38,694 ♪ I want you right now, right now ♪ 2115 01:22:38,788 --> 01:22:42,030 [upbeat music] 2116 01:22:42,124 --> 01:22:44,032 - Next time on "married at first sight"... 2117 01:22:44,126 --> 01:22:47,035 - ♪ me and pastor cal, yeah, he's my pal ♪ 2118 01:22:47,129 --> 01:22:50,539 ♪ yeah, I got a gal, yeah, she's my wifey ♪ 2119 01:22:50,691 --> 01:22:52,207 - ♪ I'ma lick, baby, I'ma lick that ♪ 2120 01:22:52,359 --> 01:22:53,950 ♪ yeah, I'm on the rise ♪ 2121 01:22:53,970 --> 01:22:55,302 ♪ but it's really nice to meet ya ♪ 2122 01:22:55,529 --> 01:22:56,878 - Our couples examine just what 2123 01:22:57,031 --> 01:22:58,973 It will take to fall in love. 2124 01:22:59,200 --> 01:23:01,717 - Do you got a aquaman fetish? - [laughs] 2125 01:23:01,811 --> 01:23:03,978 - Whatever I have to do to make her happy, I'ma do. 2126 01:23:04,205 --> 01:23:06,371 - Loving me, where are we on the spectrum? 2127 01:23:06,390 --> 01:23:10,209 - Four out of ten. - Four out of ten? 2128 01:23:10,227 --> 01:23:11,944 I want to know that you love me before decision day. 2129 01:23:16,734 --> 01:23:20,068 - How do you feel about the concept of falling out of love? 2130 01:23:20,221 --> 01:23:22,329 - Is she past the point of being, 2131 01:23:22,481 --> 01:23:23,572 You know, jekyll and hyde? 2132 01:23:23,724 --> 01:23:24,890 - If I was with someone 2133 01:23:24,983 --> 01:23:27,150 And I perceive them to be crazy, 2134 01:23:27,169 --> 01:23:29,411 Not for me, bye. 2135 01:23:29,563 --> 01:23:30,820 - I'm getting to the point where I don't want 2136 01:23:30,840 --> 01:23:32,898 To prove myself anymore. 2137 01:23:32,916 --> 01:23:35,158 Well, you got emotion now. You happy? 2138 01:23:35,177 --> 01:23:38,971 [dramatic music]