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- There we go.
That's what I'm talking about.
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- Ten singles made
a blind bargain
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With a stranger to find love.
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They wed their spouses
sight unseen.
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[cheers and applause]
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- If you can think about
your perfect wife,
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What would she look like?
Her.
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[upbeat music]
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- Last week,
our couples continued
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To build a new
shared world together
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While working on strengthening
their personal connections.
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♪ ♪
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Lindy and miguel.
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- Me being overly emotional
and just, like,
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An inner--an angry inner child
that's just like,
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"[bleep] you, la la la la la."
and she goes crazy,
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Will he choose me?
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- Krysten and mitch.
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- I do feel like sometimes
I'm getting a little lost
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In trying to please you,
and maybe
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Be a version of myself that I
think mitch would really like,
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But it is a struggle.
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- Alexis and justin.
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- I feel completely
misunderstood.
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I have to constantly
go in circles,
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And you still don't get it.
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I'm like, "[bleep] it,
it makes sense in my head."
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- When you give up on me
and when you shut down,
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You're not helping me
help you help us.
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- Stacia and nate.
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- If you keep not believing
in what I'm trying to do,
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And you're not gonna
believe my actions,
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It's just not gonna work out.
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- I'm not saying
it's not enough.
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- Well, that's how
it's coming--
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That's how it's coming off.
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- I'm just saying that I want
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An emotional connection
as well.
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- We got emotion now.
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- Morgan and binh.
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Alexis came to me,
woman-to-woman,
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Friend-to-friend.
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- Binh has been going behind my
back and telling lies about me
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To other people.
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- ♪ my, my, oh, my ♪
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- Happy one-month, babe.
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- And tonight,
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As their one-month anniversary
approaches...
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- He's not telling me
he loves me.
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- Our couples search
for ways to go deeper,
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To reinforce the foundation
of trust and intimacy...
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- [groans]
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- Before they are faced
with the biggest decision
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Of their lives.
- How you doing?
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- Pretty good.
- Good.
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Careful.
Careful.
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There's thorns.
- Thanks.
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- I'm over here telling you
I'm about to move in with you.
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You're like, "eh."
you an [bleep].
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- "I don't want to
put pressure on mitch.
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"oh, I gotta make sure
I do this and do this,
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And I can't do this."
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I'm gonna snap soon.
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I'm gonna snap.
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- That's you--between yourself.
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- It has nothing to do
with myself, baby!
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- It does!
- Like, I'm talking about--
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- It still hurts.
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And that's I want you to know.
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It still hurts.
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ it's all or nothing ♪
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- This is
"married at first sight."
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- ♪ there's no other way ♪
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♪ it's all or nothing ♪
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♪ baby, I think you're on
to something ♪
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♪ every moment
is bringing us closer ♪
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- Oh, my goodness.
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Check out that view.
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And look at this
delicious food.
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And he's also making waffles
with berries.
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- With their
one-month anniversary
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Just around the corner,
our couples will soon celebrate
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Their first milestone
as husband and wife.
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- So apparently, there's
no room in the bed for me.
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Newton has taken over.
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He's, like,
"no. Absolutely not.
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I'm in comfort. Maximum."
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- By looking back
at the last month,
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We hope our newlyweds
will remind themselves
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Of the commitment
they made to each other.
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- I think everyone has had
their challenges now.
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Like, all five of us.
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That's how relationships
really are.
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Like, relationships
aren't gonna be perfect.
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- Mitch silverstein
reporting live from the bed,
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With my wife.
- Hello.
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- With only four weeks
until decision day,
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Our couples will have to focus
on the needs of their partners
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And the demands
of their marriage
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Before they have to make
the fateful decision
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Of whether they are going to
stay married or get a divorce.
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♪ ♪
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- So I thought we could
make some candles today.
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- Oh, my gosh, how cute.
- So cute.
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I have a plan.
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I'm gonna do, like--like, on
the right side of the rainbow.
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Like, work up.
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You'll see.
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- ♪ the time is now ♪
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♪ the time is now ♪
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- How are things
going with you?
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- How much time do we have?
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- I mean, it seems
like we have a while.
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This kind of--this chopping
is just going snail's pace, so.
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- I mean, married life
in general
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Is just as good
as I thought it would be.
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- Oh, great.
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- Like, we have
so much fun together.
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- Aww.
- It feels like a marriage.
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It feels like
a really good marriage.
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- So you think
it's a good match.
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- Okay.
Well, I said--
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- You just said you think
it's a good marriage.
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- It--
- oh.
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- I guess I might need
your help, 'cause I'm very,
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Very conflicted right now.
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- Oh, no.
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- Like, I don't even know
what happened.
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But he just got a little, like,
obsessive about this topic
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In which I tell him that,
you know,
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I want to be an entrepreneur...
- Right.
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- Flipping houses.
- Right.
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- And he's just so fixated
on that flipping homes is--
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Has a negative connotation.
- Why?
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- And that developers
are bad people
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And that success is the enemy
of the environment.
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- [chuckles]
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- It felt like he was...
- No.
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- Not supportive of my dreams.
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And I felt like that he
wanted me to rethink about
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What I wanted to do
with my life.
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I hate to say it, but I think
about my parents.
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- Mm-hmm.
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- My parents are--sorry.
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My parents are really
important to me.
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- Yeah.
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- And if they don't approve
of how somebody treats me,
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I don't know how I can go on.
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- Come--come back from that.
Yeah.
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- Yeah.
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I learned from my
parents' marriage
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That marriage is
a really tough journey.
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But when it is good,
it can be great,
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And it can be the best
experience that
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You can share with someone
if it's right.
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I was not expecting
to cry during candle making.
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- And I'm sorry.
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But it seems like there's
a lot of pieces of you
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That he's not valuing at all.
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And there's a lot
of pieces of you
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That maybe he wishes
were different.
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And I don't want you to take
that into consideration
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And ever change yourself
for anyone, because there's
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Somebody out there, whether it
be mitch or something else,
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That will love you for you.
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Where does this
take you now then?
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- Yeah.
- Because this is not great.
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- Well, that brings
me to now here.
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- Okay.
- Now it's now.
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- Okay.
And what are your thoughts?
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- I'm gonna be
the best damn wife I can.
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If I am the best wife
that I can be,
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Patient, kind,
understanding, I'm gonna
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Get the best version of him.
- Right.
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- And if I get
the best version of him,
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And I still feel this way,
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Then I have a tough decision
to make.
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- All I want is you
to be happy.
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- I know. And I am.
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That's what's confusing.
Like, I am happy.
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It's just...
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- He has little spurts
and little moments.
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- Is this a match?
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I don't know.
I don't know.
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- ♪ I'm pulling everything ♪
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ I wake up,
I drink my coffee ♪
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♪ I ain't going nowhere ♪
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- ♪ I ain't got nowhere ♪
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- Hello, hello, girly.
Ooh, this looks nice.
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[both chuckle]
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All right. Hey.
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- Hello. Another hug.
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- I miss you.
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Ooh.
So what is going on here?
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- So I mean, like, you know
what happened on the honeymoon.
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He told another husband
that I essentially
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Lied about being a nurse.
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I found out that
he never stopped going
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To justin with our issues.
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They talk on a daily basis.
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And how do I trust someone who
has now broken my trust daily?
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You know, thank god
I'm really close with alexis.
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She was like, "I kept hearing
these things that binh
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Was saying about you.
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And, you know, justin
has been on speakerphone
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When he's talking
to him on the phone,
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And I hear the things binh's
been talking about you,
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And it just didn't seem right.
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'cause whenever I'm with you,
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I know you're a good person,
but the person
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That binh's making you out to
be is the complete opposite."
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- Ooh.
- Mm-hmm.
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- This is bad.
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- A couple days ago,
went up to the apartment,
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Grabbed some stuff,
and I knew if I talked to him
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Right then and there,
I would lose my mind.
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So I was just like,
I just need to walk out,
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But I also need to let
him know that I know.
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♪ ♪
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- He, like,
kind of ran after me.
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I think it hit him
that I do know.
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- "do you want
to talk about it?
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"like, what did--what? What?
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"what do you know?
Like, what did she say?
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Blah blah blah."
and I just kept walking.
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♪ ♪
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I'm driving back to my place.
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Alexis messages me.
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She says, "binh is at
my apartment right now.
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♪ ♪
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He's sitting right next to me."
- wow.
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- So instead of figuring
things out with me,
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He ran straight
to their apartment.
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- Yeah.
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- So he starts facetiming me.
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I was not calm.
I was not mature.
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I let everything out.
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I've never been
that angry before.
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I've never yelled
like that before.
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- Quite honestly,
it's embarrassing.
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- I feel sad.
- Yeah.
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- Because I know you
were really hoping
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This was the one.
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Like, I know how
you were through the process.
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- Yeah.
- I saw you with the dress.
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I saw you coming down
the aisle.
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- Yeah.
- But--damn it.
254
00:11:13,064 --> 00:11:15,156
[both laugh]
255
00:11:15,250 --> 00:11:17,842
I feel you closing the door.
256
00:11:18,069 --> 00:11:19,569
- Yeah.
257
00:11:19,662 --> 00:11:21,087
- ♪ when the walls
come crashing ♪
258
00:11:21,181 --> 00:11:24,349
♪ when rescue can't be found,
when it all comes down ♪
259
00:11:28,337 --> 00:11:31,022
- ♪ I got that good,
bad look for you ♪
260
00:11:31,249 --> 00:11:35,268
♪ I got that good,
bad look for you ♪
261
00:11:35,420 --> 00:11:36,861
♪ doing things
that you don't want... ♪
262
00:11:37,088 --> 00:11:39,255
- Sometimes I wish I was
like a ocean creature,
263
00:11:39,274 --> 00:11:41,607
I lived below the sea,
just to see what's down there,
264
00:11:41,760 --> 00:11:45,537
'cause I'm nosy as [bleep].
265
00:11:45,764 --> 00:11:46,946
- You want some wine?
You want some tequila?
266
00:11:47,098 --> 00:11:48,689
What do you want?
- Wine, please.
267
00:11:48,783 --> 00:11:50,783
Let me get it for you,
married woman.
268
00:11:50,877 --> 00:11:54,528
- I didn't say I wanted wine.
I'm married. I need tequila.
269
00:11:54,548 --> 00:11:56,005
- I'll show you.
270
00:11:58,777 --> 00:12:00,960
- I got you.
271
00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:03,037
I think I'm down now, though.
- You down there? Okay.
272
00:12:03,131 --> 00:12:05,039
- I'ma let that sit.
- Yeah.
273
00:12:05,133 --> 00:12:08,134
- It probably gonna be a while.
274
00:12:08,286 --> 00:12:09,561
- So what's been up, man?
275
00:12:09,788 --> 00:12:10,636
- You tell me, man.
276
00:12:10,789 --> 00:12:12,121
How's married life
treating you?
277
00:12:12,140 --> 00:12:15,291
- [bleep].
- [laughs]
278
00:12:15,310 --> 00:12:17,477
- I want to know.
279
00:12:17,571 --> 00:12:20,054
- Married life is challenging.
280
00:12:20,073 --> 00:12:23,132
- Yeah?
- It's challenging, boy.
281
00:12:23,226 --> 00:12:24,409
- I'm not typically, like,
an emotional
282
00:12:24,636 --> 00:12:26,152
Roller coaster type of girl.
- Yeah.
283
00:12:26,246 --> 00:12:28,413
- But I feel like I'm in
an emotional roller coaster.
284
00:12:28,640 --> 00:12:31,082
We have good days,
but we also have bad days.
285
00:12:31,309 --> 00:12:32,733
- Mm-hmm.
286
00:12:32,753 --> 00:12:35,161
- And I don't do well with
bad days, 'cause it's draining.
287
00:12:35,313 --> 00:12:36,980
- Yeah.
288
00:12:36,998 --> 00:12:38,906
- So freaking draining.
289
00:12:38,925 --> 00:12:43,244
- I discovered that I do
these random-ass outbursts.
290
00:12:43,338 --> 00:12:45,822
Nobody's ever
called me out on them.
291
00:12:45,915 --> 00:12:47,507
It's exhausting.
[bleep] frustrating.
292
00:12:47,601 --> 00:12:48,767
It's exhausting trying
to get you to understand.
293
00:12:48,994 --> 00:12:51,160
Like, that's why I shut down,
'cause it's like,
294
00:12:51,179 --> 00:12:52,419
You're not gonna understand me.
295
00:12:52,514 --> 00:12:54,680
Even if I try to break it
down like a third-grader,
296
00:12:54,775 --> 00:12:56,257
It's like, oh, okay, you know.
297
00:12:56,351 --> 00:12:58,610
I have to constantly go in
circles, three different times,
298
00:12:58,761 --> 00:12:59,944
And you still don't get it,
I'm like, [bleep] it,
299
00:13:00,096 --> 00:13:02,855
It makes sense in my head.
300
00:13:02,949 --> 00:13:04,932
It's draining for her.
301
00:13:05,026 --> 00:13:06,843
And so now, I'm in my head.
302
00:13:06,861 --> 00:13:09,178
And when I get in my head,
I [bleep] up consistently,
303
00:13:09,197 --> 00:13:10,363
You know.
304
00:13:10,515 --> 00:13:11,681
- Like, he doesn't
self-regulate
305
00:13:11,774 --> 00:13:13,516
To know, like--you know
if you're getting really
306
00:13:13,535 --> 00:13:14,942
Frustrated, you're like--
- I need to collect myself.
307
00:13:15,036 --> 00:13:16,019
- Exactly.
- I need a moment.
308
00:13:16,037 --> 00:13:17,111
- He doesn't know
how to do that.
309
00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:18,129
- Okay. Yeah.
310
00:13:18,281 --> 00:13:19,780
- So I do it for him,
and I'm like,
311
00:13:19,874 --> 00:13:21,040
"I see that you're
getting--you know,
312
00:13:21,192 --> 00:13:23,117
Let me give you a break."
313
00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:24,469
And then he'll come back
and be like,
314
00:13:24,620 --> 00:13:26,120
"you know what, you were right.
I did need a break.
315
00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:28,473
This is what I'm thinking and
feeling and things like that,"
316
00:13:28,700 --> 00:13:30,700
But it's just a lot.
317
00:13:30,793 --> 00:13:32,869
I just feel like
there comes a point
318
00:13:32,887 --> 00:13:36,039
To where it's just, like,
excuses only get you so far.
319
00:13:36,057 --> 00:13:38,558
And I mean, maybe it's
something that I can't
320
00:13:38,710 --> 00:13:40,543
Get past,
'cause it doesn't stop.
321
00:13:40,636 --> 00:13:43,379
I'm losing a bit
of, like, my drive.
322
00:13:43,398 --> 00:13:46,307
Yeah, and I feel like
I'm shutting down trying
323
00:13:46,401 --> 00:13:48,051
To get him not to shut down.
324
00:13:48,144 --> 00:13:50,887
- If decision day
was gonna be tomorrow,
325
00:13:50,980 --> 00:13:54,073
What decision
would you lean towards?
326
00:13:54,225 --> 00:13:56,167
- If I said no, I would be
uncomfortable with that,
327
00:13:56,319 --> 00:13:58,895
But if I said yes, I feel like
I still would be uncomfortable.
328
00:13:58,913 --> 00:14:02,915
So I feel like I'm just
somewhere between right now.
329
00:14:03,068 --> 00:14:06,160
♪ ♪
330
00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:08,329
- ♪ all of the level,
gotta love the channel ♪
331
00:14:08,348 --> 00:14:10,164
♪ don't need the bass
to make me feel better ♪
332
00:14:10,183 --> 00:14:12,075
♪ the streets are bright,
the night is mine ♪
333
00:14:12,168 --> 00:14:13,910
- We're gonna be making
grandma's cookie bars.
334
00:14:14,003 --> 00:14:15,261
- Awesome.
335
00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:18,247
So I'll spread this out.
336
00:14:18,266 --> 00:14:22,509
- I'm going to talk to my mom
about, you know, trust issues.
337
00:14:22,604 --> 00:14:26,272
Nate needs to reassure me that
he is falling in love with me
338
00:14:26,424 --> 00:14:28,591
Through his actions,
because I don't want
339
00:14:28,610 --> 00:14:30,351
To be in a loveless marriage.
340
00:14:30,445 --> 00:14:32,261
I don't want to wait forever.
341
00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:35,039
I want to be able
to trust nate.
342
00:14:35,191 --> 00:14:37,524
I want to be able
to trust him with all
343
00:14:37,619 --> 00:14:39,952
Good, bad, ugly,
pretty, and know
344
00:14:40,046 --> 00:14:43,106
That he'll still have my back
and he's not gonna leave me.
345
00:14:43,199 --> 00:14:44,382
- What's been
going on with you?
346
00:14:44,533 --> 00:14:46,109
- It's a lot.
347
00:14:46,202 --> 00:14:48,461
I think right now,
he's, like, trying to open up,
348
00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:49,629
But he's a slow mover.
349
00:14:49,781 --> 00:14:50,780
- I know it's hard.
350
00:14:50,873 --> 00:14:52,373
I know you.
- Yeah, I can't move--
351
00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:53,892
- I know you want
answers right now.
352
00:14:54,043 --> 00:14:57,711
- I can't move forward in life
until the obstacle is removed.
353
00:14:57,731 --> 00:14:59,972
- You want to do deep,
so it's like picking a scab.
354
00:15:00,125 --> 00:15:02,049
It heals, you move forward,
and then you
355
00:15:02,143 --> 00:15:03,717
Go back to picking the scab.
356
00:15:03,737 --> 00:15:05,069
Okay?
357
00:15:05,296 --> 00:15:09,649
Versus accepting what happened,
moving forward,
358
00:15:09,743 --> 00:15:11,651
And let that scab go.
359
00:15:11,745 --> 00:15:13,653
Okay?
360
00:15:13,805 --> 00:15:17,640
If he says he loves you,
trust that he loves you.
361
00:15:17,733 --> 00:15:20,993
- He's not telling me
he loves me.
362
00:15:21,146 --> 00:15:22,645
- He's not showing you?
363
00:15:22,664 --> 00:15:24,981
- He's showing me
through future actions.
364
00:15:25,074 --> 00:15:26,758
- What he wants to do for you.
- Yeah.
365
00:15:26,909 --> 00:15:29,168
But the emotional part,
where he's opening up,
366
00:15:29,320 --> 00:15:30,911
That hasn't happened yet.
367
00:15:30,931 --> 00:15:32,822
- Okay.
- It's slowly happening.
368
00:15:32,840 --> 00:15:34,173
- Okay.
369
00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:37,160
- I just don't give him
enough time to, like, open up.
370
00:15:37,253 --> 00:15:38,770
- It's a month, right?
- I know. I know.
371
00:15:38,997 --> 00:15:39,920
- Yeah.
372
00:15:39,940 --> 00:15:41,773
- I'm not a person
that shies away
373
00:15:41,924 --> 00:15:43,107
From having conversations.
374
00:15:43,259 --> 00:15:46,335
I do like to, you know,
hit those issues head-on,
375
00:15:46,429 --> 00:15:48,429
And that's not
everybody's cup of tea.
376
00:15:48,523 --> 00:15:52,692
So I do have to make sure that
I am trying to come to nate
377
00:15:52,844 --> 00:15:54,619
In the most positive way.
378
00:15:54,846 --> 00:15:57,029
You know, I just have
to continue to show patience,
379
00:15:57,182 --> 00:15:59,606
And that's kind of hard
for me.
380
00:15:59,701 --> 00:16:02,293
I always want
to continue to make sure
381
00:16:02,520 --> 00:16:04,945
That the person that I'm
in a relationship with
382
00:16:05,039 --> 00:16:07,023
Is trustworthy.
- Right.
383
00:16:07,116 --> 00:16:09,375
- And I feel like,
in past situations,
384
00:16:09,469 --> 00:16:12,453
I might have been too trusting,
and that has bit me--
385
00:16:12,547 --> 00:16:14,530
- Hurt you. Backfired. Yeah.
- Yeah.
386
00:16:14,549 --> 00:16:16,457
And he's constantly saying,
"just have faith in me.
387
00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:18,534
Have faith in me."
and I'm just like, how?
388
00:16:18,553 --> 00:16:20,461
- That is faith--not knowing.
- Isn't that being irrational?
389
00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:22,221
- You don't have
to know everything.
390
00:16:22,315 --> 00:16:24,798
You don't have to be in
control of everything, right?
391
00:16:24,818 --> 00:16:26,300
- I don't think I am, though.
392
00:16:26,319 --> 00:16:29,061
- Why do you struggle
with trust?
393
00:16:29,214 --> 00:16:33,049
- 'cause I feel like
I've been let down.
394
00:16:33,067 --> 00:16:35,309
I feel like trust is earned.
It's not given.
395
00:16:35,328 --> 00:16:38,054
And I feel like
people are gonna
396
00:16:38,072 --> 00:16:40,981
Always just let you down.
397
00:16:41,001 --> 00:16:44,818
- It saddens me,
'cause I feel like I'm part
398
00:16:44,912 --> 00:16:48,006
Of that problem with trust.
399
00:16:48,233 --> 00:16:51,567
She saw me in a relationship
that was pretty difficult.
400
00:16:51,660 --> 00:16:56,681
But I pray that
she gets through this
401
00:16:56,832 --> 00:17:00,259
And gives him the opportunity
to trust.
402
00:17:00,353 --> 00:17:03,429
Still do your homework, still
dig, still ask questions,
403
00:17:03,581 --> 00:17:07,917
But come from "I'm gonna trust
you until I don't trust you,"
404
00:17:07,935 --> 00:17:11,103
Versus "you're gonna
have to earn trust."
405
00:17:11,197 --> 00:17:15,516
You have to allow people
406
00:17:15,610 --> 00:17:19,929
Their feelings and their space.
407
00:17:19,947 --> 00:17:23,933
- I get that,
but I feel like I'm empty.
408
00:17:24,026 --> 00:17:25,692
'cause I'm not getting
the feelings
409
00:17:25,712 --> 00:17:29,605
Or the answers either.
- Mm-hmm. I get it.
410
00:17:29,698 --> 00:17:31,607
- So I just want to know now.
411
00:17:31,626 --> 00:17:35,869
- But you still have to allow
him that space so that he can
412
00:17:35,963 --> 00:17:38,798
Let you in and let you know.
413
00:17:38,892 --> 00:17:43,636
- ♪ many times,
but now I'm shatterproof ♪
414
00:17:43,730 --> 00:17:44,854
♪ shatterproof ♪
415
00:17:48,810 --> 00:17:51,718
- ♪ I got everything
that I could want ♪
416
00:17:51,738 --> 00:17:53,738
♪ I'm blessed ♪
417
00:17:53,889 --> 00:17:57,075
- Happy one-month, babe.
We made it.
418
00:17:57,226 --> 00:17:59,468
- What are your hopes
for today, honey?
419
00:17:59,487 --> 00:18:02,805
- My hopes for today
is just to have a good day.
420
00:18:02,898 --> 00:18:05,141
Lots of smiles
and appreciation.
421
00:18:05,159 --> 00:18:08,068
♪ ♪
422
00:18:08,088 --> 00:18:11,330
- The one-month anniversary
is a huge accomplishment
423
00:18:11,424 --> 00:18:12,423
For our couples.
424
00:18:12,575 --> 00:18:14,483
- What are we doing
today, miguel?
425
00:18:14,502 --> 00:18:16,743
- We're going on a boat,
and we'll lose
426
00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:20,156
Our virginity on that boat.
- Wait. What?
427
00:18:20,174 --> 00:18:22,174
- You said it first.
- Boat virginity?
428
00:18:22,327 --> 00:18:25,269
- Along the way,
they've endured ups and downs
429
00:18:25,496 --> 00:18:28,848
And seen their relationship
grow and evolve.
430
00:18:28,942 --> 00:18:29,832
- Rock the boat club.
431
00:18:29,925 --> 00:18:33,002
- Nautical-nautical mile club.
432
00:18:33,020 --> 00:18:35,171
♪ ♪
433
00:18:35,189 --> 00:18:38,265
- Do you think, like,
you're where you wanted to be?
434
00:18:38,359 --> 00:18:40,192
Where you thought you would be?
435
00:18:40,345 --> 00:18:43,287
- I definitely think we're
pacing, like, at a good pace.
436
00:18:43,439 --> 00:18:46,124
- Four weeks is a
significant milestone,
437
00:18:46,351 --> 00:18:48,534
And it's the perfect time
for our couples
438
00:18:48,628 --> 00:18:51,854
To celebrate and to reflect
on the journey so far.
439
00:18:51,873 --> 00:18:54,206
♪ ♪
440
00:18:54,300 --> 00:18:58,785
- Today is
441
00:18:58,805 --> 00:19:01,547
Officially one month
since I've been married.
442
00:19:01,699 --> 00:19:03,716
♪ ♪
443
00:19:03,868 --> 00:19:06,218
Doesn't feel like it.
[chuckles]
444
00:19:06,371 --> 00:19:07,628
♪ ♪
445
00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:09,963
I'm just not excited.
446
00:19:09,983 --> 00:19:11,632
I don't want to see him.
447
00:19:11,651 --> 00:19:14,801
I'm just tired
and mentally drained,
448
00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:18,564
And I woke up exhausted,
'cause I'm not ready for this.
449
00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:22,401
I need to face him, and I
need to tell him how I feel.
450
00:19:22,553 --> 00:19:29,241
So it'll be interesting
to see what he says.
451
00:19:29,394 --> 00:19:30,835
♪ ♪
452
00:19:31,062 --> 00:19:33,396
- ♪ we got-got
one life to live ♪
453
00:19:33,489 --> 00:19:35,898
♪ we got-got one shot to win ♪
454
00:19:35,991 --> 00:19:38,083
♪ I got-got this shot to win ♪
455
00:19:38,178 --> 00:19:40,419
- Hey, lune, you ready to go
on your big adventure?
456
00:19:40,571 --> 00:19:44,331
♪ ♪
457
00:19:44,350 --> 00:19:45,591
- Don't. She don't like that.
458
00:19:45,743 --> 00:19:47,927
- Okay.
459
00:19:48,079 --> 00:19:50,413
- She likes the butt rub.
Yeah, there we go.
460
00:19:50,506 --> 00:19:54,417
[knock at door]
I got it.
461
00:19:54,435 --> 00:19:56,694
Both: Hey!
- Come on in!
462
00:19:56,845 --> 00:19:58,587
- How are you?
Oh, gosh.
463
00:19:58,681 --> 00:20:00,940
- Oh! Hi, luna!
- Yep. Mm-hmm.
464
00:20:01,092 --> 00:20:03,926
- Mitch and krysten are going
on a romantic getaway
465
00:20:03,945 --> 00:20:06,262
This weekend for their
one-month anniversary,
466
00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:11,024
And I have volunteered
to watch luna
467
00:20:11,044 --> 00:20:13,602
Because I know that
nate wants a dog.
468
00:20:13,696 --> 00:20:15,362
You really want a dog, though?
469
00:20:15,381 --> 00:20:16,697
- I do want a doggie.
470
00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:18,457
- Can we borrow krysten's dog?
471
00:20:18,551 --> 00:20:20,218
Like, babysit?
472
00:20:20,369 --> 00:20:22,445
- But you know what--
you know what mitch said?
473
00:20:22,463 --> 00:20:23,870
- What?
474
00:20:23,890 --> 00:20:26,782
- Krysten's dog
snores hella loud.
475
00:20:26,875 --> 00:20:29,376
- I'm not opposed
to having a dog.
476
00:20:29,395 --> 00:20:31,454
It's just
the maintenance of the dog.
477
00:20:31,472 --> 00:20:33,639
I don't really care
for pets, but I know
478
00:20:33,733 --> 00:20:36,141
I have to kind of give
a little bit, give and take.
479
00:20:36,294 --> 00:20:38,811
We're in a marriage, and there
has to be compromise.
480
00:20:38,963 --> 00:20:41,480
So I think that this
is a good trial run.
481
00:20:41,632 --> 00:20:43,632
- You say hi to stacia?
482
00:20:43,726 --> 00:20:45,058
Say, "hi, stacia!"
- hi, luna.
483
00:20:45,152 --> 00:20:46,635
- "hi!"
- [dog groans]
484
00:20:46,654 --> 00:20:48,061
- What--what does that mean?
485
00:20:48,081 --> 00:20:49,396
- That is her breathing.
486
00:20:49,415 --> 00:20:50,414
- Hi.
487
00:20:50,566 --> 00:20:51,898
- There we go!
488
00:20:51,918 --> 00:20:53,900
- Hi. Hi.
- Aww.
489
00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:55,828
She likes you, stash!
490
00:20:55,980 --> 00:20:57,162
- That's good, right?
- That's really good!
491
00:20:57,315 --> 00:20:58,664
- Okay.
492
00:20:58,816 --> 00:21:00,816
So do I have to get, like,
some treats for her, that way
493
00:21:00,835 --> 00:21:03,577
She really, really likes me?
494
00:21:03,596 --> 00:21:05,337
- Are you ready
for the lowdown?
495
00:21:05,490 --> 00:21:06,430
- Okay.
496
00:21:06,657 --> 00:21:09,325
- So this is gonna be
your saving grace.
497
00:21:09,418 --> 00:21:11,010
- Oh, yeah. Yes.
- We know this.
498
00:21:11,104 --> 00:21:13,271
- I even took the liberty
of adding a refill for you.
499
00:21:13,422 --> 00:21:16,107
- Wow. All right.
- It's very important.
500
00:21:16,258 --> 00:21:18,684
I'm gonna clean
the wrinkle today.
501
00:21:18,836 --> 00:21:20,093
I need you guys to clean
the wrinkle tomorrow.
502
00:21:20,113 --> 00:21:21,595
It's a once-a-day thing.
503
00:21:21,614 --> 00:21:23,614
She's gotta have it.
I'll show you.
504
00:21:23,766 --> 00:21:27,285
Lulu. Come here, bubba.
Come here.
505
00:21:27,436 --> 00:21:30,270
You're gonna hold her
like this.
506
00:21:30,290 --> 00:21:32,348
- Wait, why do you
hold her like that?
507
00:21:32,366 --> 00:21:33,532
- It's the only way
she'll let you.
508
00:21:33,684 --> 00:21:34,775
Get right in there.
509
00:21:34,794 --> 00:21:36,535
Just like that.
510
00:21:36,687 --> 00:21:40,856
♪ ♪
511
00:21:40,875 --> 00:21:44,543
I took the liberty of
fashioning a schedule for you.
512
00:21:44,637 --> 00:21:46,137
- Oh, my god.
513
00:21:46,288 --> 00:21:49,473
- So 7:00 a.M.-Ish, that's when
she likes to have her walk.
514
00:21:49,700 --> 00:21:51,642
You gotta make sure
she pees and poops.
515
00:21:51,869 --> 00:21:54,386
She gotta pee.
She gotta poop. She got to.
516
00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:57,315
- I'm, like, trying not to,
like, show it on my face,
517
00:21:57,466 --> 00:21:59,483
But I know it's
really hard for me
518
00:21:59,635 --> 00:22:01,485
To keep my facial
expressions straight.
519
00:22:01,637 --> 00:22:04,229
I do not have
a poker face at all.
520
00:22:04,382 --> 00:22:06,991
I'm trying my hardest
to kind of keep it in,
521
00:22:07,142 --> 00:22:10,235
But I'm freaking out.
522
00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:11,403
- I got the bags.
523
00:22:11,497 --> 00:22:12,905
Gotta clean the poop up.
524
00:22:13,057 --> 00:22:14,723
You got to.
525
00:22:14,742 --> 00:22:16,892
- Wait, I'm picking up poop?
- Yeah.
526
00:22:16,985 --> 00:22:18,485
You know, you put
your hand in it,
527
00:22:18,504 --> 00:22:19,912
And you'll pick up
the poop, and then
528
00:22:20,064 --> 00:22:23,174
You'll turn it inside out,
and then you'll throw it away.
529
00:22:23,325 --> 00:22:24,900
It's gotta go somewhere.
530
00:22:24,919 --> 00:22:27,069
It's gotta go in the trash.
- Into the earth.
531
00:22:27,088 --> 00:22:29,421
[laughter]
532
00:22:29,574 --> 00:22:30,739
- All right, stacia,
this has been real.
533
00:22:30,758 --> 00:22:31,924
We really gotta get going.
534
00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:33,017
♪ ♪
535
00:22:33,244 --> 00:22:35,186
- ♪ ooh, come and dance
with me ♪
536
00:22:35,413 --> 00:22:37,838
♪ I'll make you
fall in love with me ♪
537
00:22:37,932 --> 00:22:42,843
♪ whoa, whoa, ooh, ooh ♪
538
00:22:42,937 --> 00:22:44,587
- Here we are.
- Yay.
539
00:22:44,605 --> 00:22:46,364
- I think I'm gonna
be frozen as soon
540
00:22:46,591 --> 00:22:47,698
As I step out of this car.
Look at the lake!
541
00:22:47,850 --> 00:22:49,015
- Well, as you said,
all you need--
542
00:22:49,035 --> 00:22:50,593
- Look at the lake!
- I know, it's so pretty!
543
00:22:50,611 --> 00:22:52,277
- It's so pretty!
544
00:22:52,430 --> 00:22:56,690
♪ ♪
545
00:22:56,784 --> 00:22:58,024
After you.
- Thank you.
546
00:22:58,044 --> 00:23:00,527
- I'm just gonna make you
open the door for me.
547
00:23:00,621 --> 00:23:02,213
Wow.
- This is so cool.
548
00:23:02,364 --> 00:23:03,381
- This is super cool.
549
00:23:03,608 --> 00:23:06,199
We're here at the
quiet mind retreat.
550
00:23:06,219 --> 00:23:10,446
It's very...
Buddhist, I'm thinking?
551
00:23:10,464 --> 00:23:12,223
I'm getting major
buddhism vibes.
552
00:23:12,374 --> 00:23:13,799
So it's pretty cool.
553
00:23:13,951 --> 00:23:19,638
♪ ♪
554
00:23:19,732 --> 00:23:21,473
Get cold feet.
555
00:23:21,567 --> 00:23:23,809
- It feels like yoga
is the perfect way to start
556
00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:26,052
Our anniversary weekend.
557
00:23:26,072 --> 00:23:29,556
I really wanted to do this
because I want to make
558
00:23:29,575 --> 00:23:30,983
Positive memories
this weekend.
559
00:23:31,135 --> 00:23:32,301
That's what I want to do.
560
00:23:32,319 --> 00:23:35,579
I don't really want
to have heavy discussions
561
00:23:35,806 --> 00:23:38,323
About feeling like
he does not support me
562
00:23:38,418 --> 00:23:41,810
And wondering if I'm gonna
have to give up on my dreams.
563
00:23:41,829 --> 00:23:44,146
I don't want to do that.
I just want to have fun.
564
00:23:44,239 --> 00:23:45,497
- Cool room.
- How are you?
565
00:23:45,650 --> 00:23:47,591
- I'm good. I'm lorien.
566
00:23:47,743 --> 00:23:48,592
- Hey, lorien.
- Nice to meet you.
567
00:23:48,744 --> 00:23:49,593
I'm krysten.
- Nice to meet you.
568
00:23:49,745 --> 00:23:53,431
- I'm mitch.
How should we begin?
569
00:23:53,658 --> 00:23:56,175
- Maybe let's have you
come to your mats.
570
00:23:56,327 --> 00:23:59,495
- I'm looking forward to doing
the yoga just because,
571
00:23:59,513 --> 00:24:01,330
You know, my mind's
usually not very quiet,
572
00:24:01,348 --> 00:24:02,606
So it's really good for me.
573
00:24:02,758 --> 00:24:04,683
- You're gonna step forward
with your right foot.
574
00:24:04,777 --> 00:24:06,185
Cartwheel up.
575
00:24:06,337 --> 00:24:09,188
♪ ♪
576
00:24:09,340 --> 00:24:11,282
- [sighs]
577
00:24:11,509 --> 00:24:12,599
[groans]
578
00:24:12,618 --> 00:24:14,526
- Just let it all out.
579
00:24:14,679 --> 00:24:16,011
- It feels so good.
580
00:24:16,030 --> 00:24:18,289
- [groans]
581
00:24:18,516 --> 00:24:19,773
Mm...
582
00:24:19,867 --> 00:24:21,533
- The man grunts a lot.
583
00:24:21,686 --> 00:24:25,871
- [growling]
584
00:24:25,965 --> 00:24:28,190
- And it's loud.
585
00:24:28,209 --> 00:24:31,527
- [grunting]
586
00:24:31,620 --> 00:24:33,529
And it's a lot,
and I'm laughing
587
00:24:33,547 --> 00:24:36,715
Because he's, like, "waaa."
588
00:24:36,867 --> 00:24:38,884
- [groaning]
589
00:24:38,978 --> 00:24:43,055
[laughter]
590
00:24:43,207 --> 00:24:47,543
♪ ♪
591
00:24:47,561 --> 00:24:48,986
- It's getting hot.
Should I take this off now?
592
00:24:49,137 --> 00:24:53,048
[laughter]
593
00:24:53,067 --> 00:24:55,734
- Namaste. Thank you guys.
594
00:24:55,886 --> 00:24:57,495
- Namaste. Thank you.
That was wonderful.
595
00:24:57,646 --> 00:24:58,904
- Thank you for...
- Thank you. Good to meet you.
596
00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:00,480
- Making us feel good.
597
00:25:00,574 --> 00:25:02,908
- Enjoy your time.
598
00:25:03,002 --> 00:25:07,896
- I feel very relaxed.
- I know. That was so nice.
599
00:25:07,915 --> 00:25:10,733
- Help. Me.
- [laughs]
600
00:25:10,751 --> 00:25:14,069
- [groans]
601
00:25:14,088 --> 00:25:18,182
- You make a lot of grunts.
602
00:25:18,333 --> 00:25:20,259
Between you and luna,
man, I just
603
00:25:20,411 --> 00:25:21,760
Got the grunters following me.
604
00:25:21,912 --> 00:25:22,928
- You like noisy...
605
00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:26,190
- People and animals?
- Creatures. Yeah.
606
00:25:26,341 --> 00:25:28,584
- Are you releasing the demons?
- I'm releasing.
607
00:25:28,677 --> 00:25:30,694
Just releasing, you know?
- Yeah.
608
00:25:30,846 --> 00:25:32,029
- So much in there,
as you know.
609
00:25:32,180 --> 00:25:33,756
It's gotta release.
610
00:25:33,774 --> 00:25:35,199
A lot of tension, you know?
611
00:25:35,350 --> 00:25:37,092
Holding up tension.
612
00:25:37,185 --> 00:25:39,428
It's kind of like
in a marriage.
613
00:25:39,446 --> 00:25:41,372
- Okay.
614
00:25:41,599 --> 00:25:43,766
- When you're in the stretch
and you kind of find
615
00:25:43,859 --> 00:25:46,101
Your limit, that's the edge.
616
00:25:46,120 --> 00:25:47,694
Seems to relate to a
relationship a little bit.
617
00:25:47,713 --> 00:25:48,787
- I like it.
- Right?
618
00:25:48,939 --> 00:25:50,122
- Uh-huh.
619
00:25:50,274 --> 00:25:52,383
- You know, we're, like--
we've pushed--I've pushed
620
00:25:52,534 --> 00:25:54,276
Your edge a few times,
for sure, and you
621
00:25:54,295 --> 00:25:55,611
Pushed mine a couple times.
622
00:25:55,629 --> 00:25:59,039
And you've gotta find out
where our edges are and--
623
00:25:59,058 --> 00:26:00,224
- Oh.
624
00:26:00,451 --> 00:26:01,541
- You know, there's
a little bit of that.
625
00:26:01,561 --> 00:26:03,043
- Yeah. Bob and weave.
626
00:26:03,062 --> 00:26:04,803
- And then ultimately, kind
of, we find somewhere there,
627
00:26:04,955 --> 00:26:05,896
You know?
628
00:26:06,048 --> 00:26:06,972
- Interesting.
629
00:26:07,066 --> 00:26:09,049
I've never thought
about it that way.
630
00:26:09,068 --> 00:26:10,734
[thunder rumbling]
wow, I think a storm is coming.
631
00:26:10,886 --> 00:26:11,810
- Storm's brewing.
632
00:26:11,962 --> 00:26:13,812
- And it's finally
not me and you.
633
00:26:13,964 --> 00:26:15,314
- Nice.
634
00:26:15,466 --> 00:26:17,575
♪ ♪
635
00:26:21,639 --> 00:26:24,248
- ♪ hold your head up
to the sky ♪
636
00:26:24,475 --> 00:26:28,085
♪ love ain't easy,
but that's all right ♪
637
00:26:28,312 --> 00:26:32,238
♪ keep on going,
don't think twice ♪
638
00:26:32,258 --> 00:26:35,667
♪ spread your wings
and you'll learn to fly ♪
639
00:26:35,761 --> 00:26:36,743
- Hi.
- Hello.
640
00:26:36,837 --> 00:26:37,911
- Hello.
- Hi.
641
00:26:38,005 --> 00:26:38,987
- Welcome aboard "claudia."
642
00:26:39,081 --> 00:26:40,005
- Thank you.
Thank you for having us.
643
00:26:40,157 --> 00:26:41,414
- What a beautiful boat!
Oh, my gosh.
644
00:26:41,508 --> 00:26:43,992
- Yes, thank you.
Come aboard.
645
00:26:44,011 --> 00:26:47,087
- Previously, I'm more of
a big milestone celebrator,
646
00:26:47,106 --> 00:26:50,499
But, like, every experience
that miguel and I have
647
00:26:50,517 --> 00:26:52,835
Is a new experience,
so we're celebrating
648
00:26:52,853 --> 00:26:55,279
All the time because we're
creating new memories.
649
00:26:55,506 --> 00:26:57,840
- It's a stone.
I wouldn't call it a milestone.
650
00:26:57,933 --> 00:26:59,933
It's--we're--
you know, it's one month.
651
00:26:59,952 --> 00:27:01,343
It's like one foot
in the right direction.
652
00:27:01,362 --> 00:27:04,270
[upbeat music]
653
00:27:04,365 --> 00:27:06,031
- Oh, my gosh,
this is so pretty.
654
00:27:06,183 --> 00:27:07,683
- This is nice.
This is nice.
655
00:27:07,701 --> 00:27:08,867
♪ ♪
656
00:27:08,961 --> 00:27:12,537
- ♪ and we love ♪
657
00:27:12,632 --> 00:27:15,691
♪ we're in deep ♪
658
00:27:15,709 --> 00:27:17,359
♪ ♪
659
00:27:17,452 --> 00:27:20,028
♪ sail ♪
660
00:27:20,122 --> 00:27:22,030
- What is that?
Oh, there's a wedding!
661
00:27:22,124 --> 00:27:24,124
Miguel, that was us
one month ago.
662
00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:26,535
Aww. How cute!
663
00:27:26,553 --> 00:27:27,886
- Do you think
they're strangers too?
664
00:27:27,980 --> 00:27:32,057
- I don't think normal people
get married to strangers.
665
00:27:32,209 --> 00:27:35,653
But, like, with how
comfortable I feel with you,
666
00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:37,396
It definitely doesn't
feel like a month ago.
667
00:27:37,548 --> 00:27:39,657
- No, I know, it doesn't.
668
00:27:39,884 --> 00:27:42,551
I was hoping for this
exact scenario--
669
00:27:42,644 --> 00:27:44,310
That it would feel
like old friends...
670
00:27:44,405 --> 00:27:46,388
- Natural. Yeah.
- And natural.
671
00:27:46,481 --> 00:27:47,906
'cause yeah,
that's what it feels like.
672
00:27:48,058 --> 00:27:49,725
You're very familiar to me.
- Familiar. Yeah. Definitely.
673
00:27:49,818 --> 00:27:51,894
Your kind of personality
is what I wanted.
674
00:27:51,987 --> 00:27:53,729
You're, like,
all the things that,
675
00:27:53,822 --> 00:27:56,489
Like, 20-year-olds don't have.
- Right.
676
00:27:56,509 --> 00:27:57,508
- And now I just
get the whole--
677
00:27:57,735 --> 00:27:59,159
- Yeah.
678
00:27:59,178 --> 00:28:01,570
I mean, no, these gray hairs
aren't just for show, like...
679
00:28:01,663 --> 00:28:03,422
- I love your gray hairs.
They're so cute.
680
00:28:03,574 --> 00:28:06,258
- I've earned them.
[both laugh]
681
00:28:06,352 --> 00:28:08,686
Like, the older I've gotten,
the more I've realized
682
00:28:08,913 --> 00:28:11,580
Maintaining something
that's worthwhile
683
00:28:11,598 --> 00:28:13,916
Takes a lot of work,
takes a lot of perseverance,
684
00:28:13,934 --> 00:28:15,693
Patience, dedication.
685
00:28:15,844 --> 00:28:19,588
And it's gonna be a day in,
day out-type, figuring out
686
00:28:19,606 --> 00:28:21,590
The room that I have
to express myself
687
00:28:21,683 --> 00:28:23,091
And figure out where she's at.
688
00:28:23,110 --> 00:28:28,263
And, you know, it's almost
like a constant tug of war.
689
00:28:28,356 --> 00:28:29,873
- Are you okay?
I'm in this, like, bird.
690
00:28:30,100 --> 00:28:31,283
- I'm good.
691
00:28:31,435 --> 00:28:33,602
- I'm living on the insides
of a bird right now.
692
00:28:33,695 --> 00:28:34,937
- Yeah, so I read an article.
693
00:28:35,030 --> 00:28:36,772
You can get along with someone
694
00:28:36,790 --> 00:28:39,958
As long as you have reliability
and predictability.
695
00:28:40,110 --> 00:28:42,535
- So predictability.
696
00:28:42,555 --> 00:28:45,447
- In some cases, you're
consistently inconsistent.
697
00:28:45,466 --> 00:28:46,631
- Okay.
698
00:28:46,784 --> 00:28:47,874
- But there's a
security in that,
699
00:28:47,893 --> 00:28:49,618
'cause I know what to expect.
700
00:28:49,711 --> 00:28:51,620
You may get passionate
about something
701
00:28:51,713 --> 00:28:53,638
And fly off the handle.
- Yeah.
702
00:28:53,733 --> 00:28:56,308
- But it's, like, almost
like a--like a calculated risk.
703
00:28:56,402 --> 00:28:58,051
- Even with those, like,
704
00:28:58,070 --> 00:28:59,403
Flying off the handle
instances, though...
705
00:28:59,630 --> 00:29:00,571
- Yeah.
706
00:29:00,798 --> 00:29:02,297
- Do you still feel
like there's a level
707
00:29:02,390 --> 00:29:04,299
Of predictability within that?
- Exactly.
708
00:29:04,392 --> 00:29:05,409
- It's not gonna
get out of control.
709
00:29:05,636 --> 00:29:07,135
- Exactly. Exactly.
710
00:29:07,229 --> 00:29:09,246
The unknown is scary to some.
711
00:29:09,397 --> 00:29:11,490
For me, it's like, I've made
peace with that already.
712
00:29:11,584 --> 00:29:13,992
'cause I'll tell you this:
I've seen you at your worst.
713
00:29:14,086 --> 00:29:16,069
- No, you haven't!
714
00:29:16,163 --> 00:29:18,071
You've not seen me at my worst.
715
00:29:18,165 --> 00:29:19,923
- Well, damn, okay.
716
00:29:20,075 --> 00:29:22,834
- You have not
seen me at my worst.
717
00:29:22,987 --> 00:29:25,320
- Okay. Now I'm scared.
718
00:29:25,413 --> 00:29:28,432
- You should be scared.
Buckle up, baby.
719
00:29:28,659 --> 00:29:31,493
[thunder rumbling]
what the [bleep] was that?
720
00:29:31,512 --> 00:29:33,678
Was that thunder?
- Yeah, I think so.
721
00:29:33,831 --> 00:29:36,273
- We know we're in the
honeymoon phase still.
722
00:29:36,500 --> 00:29:38,758
- Maybe. Maybe.
Maybe this is--this is a phase.
723
00:29:38,778 --> 00:29:40,352
It's not even--
or maybe it's not a phase.
724
00:29:40,446 --> 00:29:41,853
Maybe this is just what it is.
725
00:29:42,006 --> 00:29:43,614
- Hopefully.
That would be great.
726
00:29:43,765 --> 00:29:45,524
Is it raining?
727
00:29:45,618 --> 00:29:49,011
The [bleep] is going on?
728
00:29:49,029 --> 00:29:50,621
No.
729
00:29:50,848 --> 00:29:57,019
♪ ♪
730
00:29:57,112 --> 00:29:59,797
- So we are getting ready
to go see the lawyer.
731
00:30:00,024 --> 00:30:05,302
And we have luna, and she keeps
scratching at the door.
732
00:30:05,453 --> 00:30:09,139
Do you think we should take her
to the lawyer's meeting today?
733
00:30:09,366 --> 00:30:11,809
- I think she should be good
for a couple hours.
734
00:30:12,036 --> 00:30:13,310
- Okay.
735
00:30:13,461 --> 00:30:15,962
- ♪ yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
736
00:30:15,981 --> 00:30:19,149
[vocalizing]
737
00:30:19,376 --> 00:30:20,542
- Come on in. Come on in.
- Okay. Over here?
738
00:30:20,635 --> 00:30:22,561
- Yeah. Take a seat.
- Okay. Thank you.
739
00:30:22,713 --> 00:30:24,046
- Of course.
You look very cute.
740
00:30:24,139 --> 00:30:26,806
- Thank you.
- Yes. You too, man.
741
00:30:26,900 --> 00:30:29,159
- Oh, thank you.
[laughter]
742
00:30:29,386 --> 00:30:32,404
- In the beginning, we had
talked about the postnup.
743
00:30:32,498 --> 00:30:34,498
- A who?
- A postnup.
744
00:30:34,649 --> 00:30:35,557
So like a prenup.
- Oh.
745
00:30:35,576 --> 00:30:36,649
- But since we're
already married,
746
00:30:36,669 --> 00:30:39,578
To just kind of
protect my assets.
747
00:30:39,730 --> 00:30:41,897
- Dang, you don't have
faith in your boy?
748
00:30:41,915 --> 00:30:44,508
- I don't know what, you know,
could possibly happen.
749
00:30:44,735 --> 00:30:48,570
I am relieved that nate
agreed to sign this postnup.
750
00:30:48,663 --> 00:30:51,923
I feel like I can trust nate
a little bit more,
751
00:30:52,017 --> 00:30:55,185
But trusting nate brings fear
because you're kind of,
752
00:30:55,412 --> 00:30:57,579
You know, relinquishing
some of your control.
753
00:30:57,598 --> 00:31:00,858
I want nate to be able
to lead in certain instances,
754
00:31:01,009 --> 00:31:03,343
So I need to be able
to kind of give him that space
755
00:31:03,437 --> 00:31:06,088
To do that, and I'm doing that.
756
00:31:06,181 --> 00:31:09,091
- I printed out copies
of the postnup.
757
00:31:09,184 --> 00:31:11,443
- Okay.
- So we can go through it.
758
00:31:11,595 --> 00:31:13,595
If there's any questions.
759
00:31:13,688 --> 00:31:17,190
- So we have been talking
about finances
760
00:31:17,209 --> 00:31:20,711
And joint accounts, and right
now we're staying separate.
761
00:31:20,938 --> 00:31:22,212
- Okay.
762
00:31:22,439 --> 00:31:24,548
- Eventually, we're gonna work
towards having a joint...
763
00:31:24,775 --> 00:31:25,624
- Okay.
764
00:31:25,718 --> 00:31:27,442
- Where our, you know,
765
00:31:27,461 --> 00:31:30,536
Corporate jobs will be put
into that pot,
766
00:31:30,556 --> 00:31:32,723
But we still have our own
businesses and investments
767
00:31:32,874 --> 00:31:34,616
That will be separate.
- Okay.
768
00:31:34,635 --> 00:31:37,060
- But--not saying that
this will ever happen, right?
769
00:31:37,212 --> 00:31:38,970
We do get a divorce...
- Uh-huh.
770
00:31:39,064 --> 00:31:41,714
- And we have a million dollars
in this savings account.
771
00:31:41,808 --> 00:31:43,291
How is that gonna be broken up?
772
00:31:43,385 --> 00:31:46,570
I think it's fair,
if someone's putting in 90%
773
00:31:46,721 --> 00:31:48,554
And the other person
is putting in 10%,
774
00:31:48,649 --> 00:31:50,890
Wouldn't it be split 90/10?
775
00:31:50,984 --> 00:31:52,910
Or do you not think
that that's okay?
776
00:31:56,473 --> 00:31:57,973
- Whatever is coming back out,
it should
777
00:31:58,066 --> 00:31:59,658
Come back out proportionately.
- Okay.
778
00:31:59,810 --> 00:32:00,733
- Yeah.
- All right.
779
00:32:00,827 --> 00:32:01,901
So what we're gonna do,
we're gonna
780
00:32:01,995 --> 00:32:06,757
Initial and sign each page.
781
00:32:06,908 --> 00:32:08,150
But if you have any questions
'cause you saw something,
782
00:32:08,168 --> 00:32:09,259
Feel free to ask.
783
00:32:09,486 --> 00:32:11,987
But you're just gonna
initial every page.
784
00:32:12,005 --> 00:32:13,413
- Okay.
785
00:32:13,507 --> 00:32:15,340
- She's asking for action,
and so
786
00:32:15,434 --> 00:32:18,493
I want to show her that I'm
really serious about not only
787
00:32:18,512 --> 00:32:21,680
Protecting her,
but, you know, just showing
788
00:32:21,774 --> 00:32:23,348
That I'm not trying to,
like, take anything from her.
789
00:32:23,500 --> 00:32:26,259
But I'm a little nervous,
because, you know,
790
00:32:26,278 --> 00:32:28,003
It's, like, even more real.
791
00:32:28,096 --> 00:32:29,780
Like, this is, like,
another serious thing
792
00:32:29,931 --> 00:32:33,784
That we have to do,
and so I'm very conscious
793
00:32:33,935 --> 00:32:36,119
Of the consequences
of actually getting divorced.
794
00:32:36,346 --> 00:32:38,438
I just want her to know that,
you know, hey,
795
00:32:38,532 --> 00:32:40,198
This is really a big deal
to you.
796
00:32:40,350 --> 00:32:42,775
So I'm a team player,
and I'm showing
797
00:32:42,795 --> 00:32:45,963
My wife that I mean business.
798
00:32:46,190 --> 00:32:51,710
♪ ♪
799
00:32:51,804 --> 00:32:53,378
- I'm pretty happy right now.
800
00:32:53,530 --> 00:32:55,806
- Me too.
[knock at door]
801
00:32:59,870 --> 00:33:01,294
♪ ♪
802
00:33:01,313 --> 00:33:02,795
- Oh, my gosh.
803
00:33:02,815 --> 00:33:04,481
- Oh!
804
00:33:04,632 --> 00:33:06,208
What is that?
805
00:33:06,301 --> 00:33:07,818
It's stuff.
- It's stuff.
806
00:33:07,969 --> 00:33:08,986
- Bring it over.
807
00:33:09,213 --> 00:33:10,228
Oh, my god!
808
00:33:10,380 --> 00:33:13,824
- Photos and vows and wine.
Look at us.
809
00:33:14,051 --> 00:33:15,826
If you close enough, you can
see the band-aid on my head.
810
00:33:16,053 --> 00:33:18,662
- Yeah, no, I--I can see it.
- Yeah.
811
00:33:18,889 --> 00:33:20,739
I can't believe the day we met
was the day we got married.
812
00:33:20,833 --> 00:33:23,225
It's so insane.
813
00:33:23,243 --> 00:33:26,003
- All right, should we do
photos first or vows first?
814
00:33:26,154 --> 00:33:28,505
- Let's do photos first.
- Okay.
815
00:33:28,732 --> 00:33:31,675
♪ ♪
816
00:33:31,902 --> 00:33:33,677
Oh, my god.
817
00:33:33,904 --> 00:33:36,513
What is going through
this man's head right now?
818
00:33:36,740 --> 00:33:38,240
- I don't know.
I'm probably freaking out.
819
00:33:38,258 --> 00:33:39,499
- Yeah.
820
00:33:39,593 --> 00:33:41,092
- You know, at first,
when I saw that book,
821
00:33:41,186 --> 00:33:43,520
I was like, oh, god, like,
I don't want to look at this.
822
00:33:43,747 --> 00:33:45,689
Like, that day was so crazy,
and I don't know,
823
00:33:45,916 --> 00:33:47,582
Like, what kind of emotions
it's gonna stir up.
824
00:33:47,601 --> 00:33:50,527
But it was actually pretty cool
to see the pictures
825
00:33:50,754 --> 00:33:51,511
For the first time.
826
00:33:51,605 --> 00:33:54,589
- Aww.
This one is really cute.
827
00:33:54,608 --> 00:33:56,682
It was beautiful, wasn't it?
- Mm-hmm.
828
00:33:56,702 --> 00:33:58,760
We've had a kind
of a harder week,
829
00:33:58,779 --> 00:34:01,429
And we've had some ups
and downs, so the timing
830
00:34:01,523 --> 00:34:03,598
Is actually really good.
It's the one-month.
831
00:34:03,691 --> 00:34:05,024
And, you know,
they're just trying to pull
832
00:34:05,118 --> 00:34:07,044
At our heart strings a little
bit, but in a good way.
833
00:34:07,271 --> 00:34:09,695
You know, like, just remind us
of that optimism and that
834
00:34:09,715 --> 00:34:12,457
Hopefulness we were feeling
and that need
835
00:34:12,609 --> 00:34:14,051
For companionship, you know.
836
00:34:14,278 --> 00:34:17,128
So it is really nice
to kind of look at that.
837
00:34:17,222 --> 00:34:18,963
- I mean, it looks like
we've known each other
838
00:34:19,116 --> 00:34:21,783
Longer than an hour.
- I know, right? It's weird.
839
00:34:21,802 --> 00:34:24,728
You know, that was really all
we had, was hope and optimism.
840
00:34:24,879 --> 00:34:27,639
So I think we've come
a long way, and I feel,
841
00:34:27,733 --> 00:34:30,734
You know, sentimental about
that, and appreciative.
842
00:34:30,961 --> 00:34:32,460
- My dad.
843
00:34:32,479 --> 00:34:33,361
So happy.
844
00:34:39,561 --> 00:34:42,304
I just wasn't expecting
to see my dad
845
00:34:42,397 --> 00:34:45,473
So happy like that, you know?
- Mm-hmm.
846
00:34:45,567 --> 00:34:48,585
- I think marriage
is really hard,
847
00:34:48,736 --> 00:34:50,420
Especially when
you marry a stranger.
848
00:34:50,647 --> 00:34:54,574
I think if me and mitch
continue nights like tonight
849
00:34:54,593 --> 00:34:58,578
And continue
embracing the positive
850
00:34:58,672 --> 00:35:00,839
And being in the moment,
I think we can
851
00:35:00,933 --> 00:35:02,991
Both fall in love, for sure.
852
00:35:03,009 --> 00:35:06,085
So I look forward to more
moments like this with him.
853
00:35:06,179 --> 00:35:09,347
Should we re-read our vows now?
854
00:35:09,499 --> 00:35:10,849
"dear new husband."
855
00:35:11,001 --> 00:35:12,500
- Hello.
- That's you.
856
00:35:12,594 --> 00:35:14,444
"I vow to show
and share with you
857
00:35:14,596 --> 00:35:16,004
"all the real parts of me,
858
00:35:16,022 --> 00:35:18,173
"the good, the bad,
and the bougie.
859
00:35:18,266 --> 00:35:20,283
"I vow to protect you
during this crazy journey
860
00:35:20,510 --> 00:35:22,360
"because no one will
ever know what our story
861
00:35:22,454 --> 00:35:24,028
"feels like except you and me.
862
00:35:24,123 --> 00:35:25,347
"we're in this together.
863
00:35:25,365 --> 00:35:27,440
"no matter what this brings,
I will defend,
864
00:35:27,459 --> 00:35:28,941
"support, and have your back.
865
00:35:29,035 --> 00:35:32,111
And I will give this everything
I have to see it through."
866
00:35:32,131 --> 00:35:35,357
All true to this day.
- I like your vows.
867
00:35:35,450 --> 00:35:36,858
It was great to hear them
again, actually.
868
00:35:36,951 --> 00:35:38,693
- Don't they, like,
still fit me?
869
00:35:38,712 --> 00:35:40,362
- They're better now,
'cause I know you.
870
00:35:40,380 --> 00:35:41,863
- Yeah.
- All right.
871
00:35:41,956 --> 00:35:44,883
So "krysten,
my new wife and partner.
872
00:35:45,035 --> 00:35:46,125
"the first thing
I want you to know
873
00:35:46,145 --> 00:35:48,478
"is that I'm fully committed
to this journey,
874
00:35:48,705 --> 00:35:51,222
"committed to you
and committed to us.
875
00:35:51,375 --> 00:35:52,649
"we may not know each
other yet,
876
00:35:52,800 --> 00:35:55,468
"but I vow to be your
rock-solid partner in marriage.
877
00:35:55,562 --> 00:35:58,488
"I will be open to growth,
open to love, open to family,
878
00:35:58,715 --> 00:36:00,882
"open to adventure, and open
to sharing everything I have
879
00:36:00,975 --> 00:36:04,828
And everything I am with you."
880
00:36:05,055 --> 00:36:06,830
Let's just say it's good
for me to read those again
881
00:36:06,981 --> 00:36:09,499
And remember exactly
what I wrote and what I vowed.
882
00:36:09,726 --> 00:36:12,318
You know, I've done my best,
but it's good
883
00:36:12,337 --> 00:36:16,231
To just remember what I--
what we both committed to.
884
00:36:16,249 --> 00:36:18,157
That's all.
- Yeah.
885
00:36:18,251 --> 00:36:21,403
- Judge me how you want,
but, um,
886
00:36:21,496 --> 00:36:22,495
I feel like I maybe
could have done
887
00:36:22,589 --> 00:36:24,848
A better job
living up to my vows,
888
00:36:25,075 --> 00:36:28,185
Especially 'cause I think
I let kind of my judgments
889
00:36:28,412 --> 00:36:31,688
Get the best of me, and it
kind of hurt our trajectory.
890
00:36:31,839 --> 00:36:34,265
And I do feel a lot
of affection towards her,
891
00:36:34,418 --> 00:36:36,751
So I think it's definitely
possible I could fall for her.
892
00:36:36,770 --> 00:36:38,753
♪ ♪
893
00:36:38,846 --> 00:36:43,015
- No matter how this goes,
how it ends,
894
00:36:43,035 --> 00:36:45,276
I feel very at peace,
895
00:36:45,429 --> 00:36:49,597
Because I know that
I have no regrets so far.
896
00:36:49,691 --> 00:36:51,691
I know that you're
giving it your all.
897
00:36:51,710 --> 00:36:53,451
I can see that you're
giving it your all,
898
00:36:53,545 --> 00:36:55,027
And that's all I can ask for.
899
00:36:55,121 --> 00:36:57,772
- Yeah. No regrets.
900
00:36:57,865 --> 00:37:00,550
- No regrets, baby.
- No regrets.
901
00:37:00,777 --> 00:37:03,178
♪ ♪
902
00:37:08,285 --> 00:37:13,230
♪ ♪
903
00:37:13,381 --> 00:37:14,380
- Oh, my gosh.
904
00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:15,381
Did you have fun
on the boat ride?
905
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:16,641
- I did.
906
00:37:16,735 --> 00:37:20,386
- It got pretty choppy there,
I'm not gonna lie.
907
00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:22,722
There was a couple points
908
00:37:22,741 --> 00:37:24,223
Where I thought
we were gonna capsize.
909
00:37:24,317 --> 00:37:26,243
- I know you did. Yeah.
910
00:37:26,394 --> 00:37:28,987
- Since I've met miguel,
personally,
911
00:37:29,139 --> 00:37:31,230
I'm definitely
much less anxious.
912
00:37:31,324 --> 00:37:34,826
I haven't been biting my nails,
which is a really big deal.
913
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:37,921
And I feel that miguel's done
such a good job of
914
00:37:38,072 --> 00:37:40,239
Dealing with me when I
show him parts of me
915
00:37:40,259 --> 00:37:42,667
That aren't fun and lovely.
916
00:37:42,761 --> 00:37:47,171
Miguel needs to just keep
accepting me and making me
917
00:37:47,324 --> 00:37:49,657
Feel secured and cared for.
918
00:37:49,751 --> 00:37:51,584
I mean, he's doing
a swimmingly--
919
00:37:51,678 --> 00:37:52,677
Swimmingly?--Job of it.
920
00:37:52,771 --> 00:37:53,661
Swimming job?
921
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:55,421
I don't know what the word is.
922
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:56,773
[knock at door]
923
00:37:56,924 --> 00:37:58,349
Ooh.
- I wonder what that could be.
924
00:37:58,502 --> 00:38:02,020
♪ ♪
925
00:38:02,172 --> 00:38:03,855
Oh, hello.
- What is it?
926
00:38:03,949 --> 00:38:05,282
- It's a gift basket.
927
00:38:05,509 --> 00:38:07,951
- Oh, cute!
928
00:38:08,102 --> 00:38:11,346
Like, it's cute to put,
like, towels in those.
929
00:38:11,364 --> 00:38:12,938
- I already--
I already see a picture.
930
00:38:13,033 --> 00:38:16,868
- [gasps]
oh, my gosh.
931
00:38:17,020 --> 00:38:20,204
It's so weird to see--
okay, I'm so excited.
932
00:38:20,357 --> 00:38:22,281
- All right.
It's been one month.
933
00:38:22,301 --> 00:38:25,043
- It's so weird that
that was a month ago.
934
00:38:25,195 --> 00:38:30,122
♪ ♪
935
00:38:30,142 --> 00:38:32,458
- Pour game on point.
936
00:38:32,477 --> 00:38:34,144
- All right. Okay.
937
00:38:34,295 --> 00:38:36,980
Oh, my goodness, how cute.
Okay.
938
00:38:39,376 --> 00:38:41,059
Wow, we look so good together.
939
00:38:41,153 --> 00:38:42,652
Let's be real.
940
00:38:42,804 --> 00:38:44,321
Okay, there's miguel.
941
00:38:44,548 --> 00:38:46,472
- [laughs]
that's one of my friends.
942
00:38:46,491 --> 00:38:47,824
Yeah, that's so funny.
943
00:38:49,977 --> 00:38:51,069
- Was this your face
when you saw me?
944
00:38:51,221 --> 00:38:52,478
- [laughs]
maybe.
945
00:38:52,497 --> 00:38:54,497
- You look very disapproving.
946
00:38:54,649 --> 00:38:55,740
I'm standing
kind of far away from you.
947
00:38:55,892 --> 00:38:57,167
- Me too.
948
00:38:57,318 --> 00:38:59,002
- I thought we were holding
hands at a certain part.
949
00:38:59,229 --> 00:39:00,670
Oh, my god!
950
00:39:00,822 --> 00:39:05,083
Look how awkward
I am with my kiss.
951
00:39:05,235 --> 00:39:07,827
'cause we both went over.
We both went over.
952
00:39:07,846 --> 00:39:08,994
- I think it's a good picture.
953
00:39:09,014 --> 00:39:10,588
I don't even see what's
awkward about it.
954
00:39:10,740 --> 00:39:12,924
- I was, like--I was
so excited to kiss you.
955
00:39:13,018 --> 00:39:15,018
- I was happy.
956
00:39:15,245 --> 00:39:17,002
- Oh, yeah,
that awkward conversation
957
00:39:17,022 --> 00:39:18,746
We had right after the--
958
00:39:18,765 --> 00:39:20,598
- Why--everything you say,
it's, like, negative.
959
00:39:20,692 --> 00:39:21,858
What the [bleep]?
960
00:39:22,009 --> 00:39:24,252
I don't think--I don't think
it was awkward.
961
00:39:24,345 --> 00:39:26,178
- It was awkward for me.
- Okay.
962
00:39:26,198 --> 00:39:28,106
- It was really uncomfortable.
963
00:39:28,258 --> 00:39:31,201
Oh, my bridesmaids.
964
00:39:31,428 --> 00:39:33,945
- Lindy is kind of
being a little snarky.
965
00:39:34,097 --> 00:39:36,097
She's being, like,
very hypercritical.
966
00:39:36,190 --> 00:39:38,875
And it was kind of
detracting from,
967
00:39:39,026 --> 00:39:41,711
Like, the overall positive
experience that it was for me,
968
00:39:41,863 --> 00:39:45,289
And, like,
I do have feelings for her,
969
00:39:45,442 --> 00:39:47,884
Strong feelings for her,
and I don't know,
970
00:39:48,111 --> 00:39:49,368
It's just like,
let's enjoy this moment.
971
00:39:49,388 --> 00:39:50,870
Like, look,
this is our wedding day.
972
00:39:50,889 --> 00:39:54,799
Like, you know, "aww."
973
00:39:54,893 --> 00:39:57,560
"and so even though we're
starting off as strangers,
974
00:39:57,712 --> 00:40:00,471
"I do promise to show up,
to be present,
975
00:40:00,624 --> 00:40:03,124
"and to put in the work
to get to know you
976
00:40:03,217 --> 00:40:04,626
"and to show you
that I'm committed
977
00:40:04,644 --> 00:40:05,977
"to this process and to you.
978
00:40:06,129 --> 00:40:08,796
"let's see what we can
accomplish together as a team.
979
00:40:08,815 --> 00:40:11,132
"I can't wait for us to begin
living our celebration
980
00:40:11,151 --> 00:40:12,558
"of having found each other.
981
00:40:12,577 --> 00:40:15,153
"may we finally find the love
we've been searching for.
982
00:40:15,305 --> 00:40:17,321
I'm yours in all things."
983
00:40:17,474 --> 00:40:19,657
- Aww, that's so sweet.
984
00:40:19,809 --> 00:40:21,809
Seriously, I remember that.
985
00:40:21,828 --> 00:40:24,069
I was so emotional 'cause
your vows were so beautiful.
986
00:40:24,089 --> 00:40:26,330
- Thank you.
- And it made me cry.
987
00:40:26,425 --> 00:40:28,666
- How do you feel like
I've been living up to them?
988
00:40:28,818 --> 00:40:30,427
- 100%.
989
00:40:30,578 --> 00:40:33,096
Like, you meant every word,
and you've shown me that
990
00:40:33,323 --> 00:40:35,265
The past four weeks,
that you are present,
991
00:40:35,492 --> 00:40:38,435
You know, you're committed
to this process.
992
00:40:38,586 --> 00:40:40,270
We're doing the work.
993
00:40:40,497 --> 00:40:42,680
Yeah, no, definitely.
I loved your vows.
994
00:40:42,774 --> 00:40:46,943
This is the healthiest
relationship I've ever had.
995
00:40:47,094 --> 00:40:49,020
- I think our chemistry
makes it easy.
996
00:40:49,172 --> 00:40:52,523
I don't think it would--
it would come as natural
997
00:40:52,676 --> 00:40:54,692
With another person.
998
00:40:54,786 --> 00:40:57,011
- We haven't told each other
we love each other,
999
00:40:57,030 --> 00:40:59,197
But I know he's committed.
1000
00:40:59,349 --> 00:41:00,790
He wants this to work.
1001
00:41:01,017 --> 00:41:03,518
I'm still falling
more and more
1002
00:41:03,536 --> 00:41:05,019
In love with miguel every day.
1003
00:41:05,112 --> 00:41:06,296
The more time
we spend together,
1004
00:41:06,523 --> 00:41:07,872
The more I get to know him,
the more he opens up,
1005
00:41:08,024 --> 00:41:09,857
The more I open up.
1006
00:41:09,876 --> 00:41:12,527
It's just been kind of
a natural progression for us.
1007
00:41:12,545 --> 00:41:15,305
But it's been one month,
and it's been easy
1008
00:41:15,456 --> 00:41:18,290
And it's been fun,
but we just need more time.
1009
00:41:18,310 --> 00:41:20,885
- So I'm--I don't know,
I consider myself very lucky.
1010
00:41:21,037 --> 00:41:24,129
- Yeah, me too.
Definitely.
1011
00:41:24,224 --> 00:41:28,392
- ♪ tomorrow, yeah ♪
1012
00:41:28,487 --> 00:41:33,323
[tense music]
1013
00:41:33,474 --> 00:41:36,826
- Oh, my gosh,
I need this so bad.
1014
00:41:36,978 --> 00:41:39,496
Binh and I
are not good anymore.
1015
00:41:39,647 --> 00:41:40,980
Kick hard.
1016
00:41:40,999 --> 00:41:42,724
Punch--punch hard.
1017
00:41:42,742 --> 00:41:44,242
Punch well.
1018
00:41:44,394 --> 00:41:49,747
Tomorrow, we're celebrating
our one month of being married.
1019
00:41:49,841 --> 00:41:53,584
And we had plans on going back
to our wedding venue
1020
00:41:53,678 --> 00:41:58,014
And either retelling our vows
or rewriting our vows.
1021
00:41:58,165 --> 00:42:02,334
And I'm definitely gonna
give him some vows tomorrow.
1022
00:42:02,354 --> 00:42:05,504
- One, three.
One, two, three. Two.
1023
00:42:05,524 --> 00:42:08,249
- I'm gonna tell binh
a lot tomorrow.
1024
00:42:08,268 --> 00:42:10,101
- Now one more.
1025
00:42:10,253 --> 00:42:13,588
♪ ♪
1026
00:42:13,681 --> 00:42:15,757
- Binh doesn't know
what's coming.
1027
00:42:15,775 --> 00:42:21,445
♪ ♪
1028
00:42:21,540 --> 00:42:26,209
[upbeat music]
1029
00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:28,269
- ♪ I got this new,
fun feeling ♪
1030
00:42:28,288 --> 00:42:30,288
♪ like the sun
is shining bright ♪
1031
00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:32,549
♪ ♪
1032
00:42:32,700 --> 00:42:34,625
- Look at this dog.
1033
00:42:34,778 --> 00:42:37,111
This is a girl, by the way.
What are you doing?
1034
00:42:37,130 --> 00:42:39,297
Luna, you acting wild, bruh.
1035
00:42:39,391 --> 00:42:41,206
♪ ♪
1036
00:42:41,226 --> 00:42:43,042
All out of breath.
1037
00:42:43,061 --> 00:42:46,137
[luna grunting]
1038
00:42:46,231 --> 00:42:48,306
What the hell is that?
What is happening right now?
1039
00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:50,141
This dog's weird.
1040
00:42:50,293 --> 00:42:56,814
♪ ♪
1041
00:42:56,966 --> 00:42:58,649
- All right, so you ready
to make some scrapbook?
1042
00:42:58,743 --> 00:43:00,243
- Let's do it.
1043
00:43:00,394 --> 00:43:01,986
- So you take that.
1044
00:43:02,138 --> 00:43:03,321
I take this.
1045
00:43:03,473 --> 00:43:05,748
And let's get this
party started.
1046
00:43:05,900 --> 00:43:08,400
- Let's get this party
started now.
1047
00:43:08,420 --> 00:43:10,920
- My marriage is currently
challenging me.
1048
00:43:11,072 --> 00:43:14,090
We are working through issues,
trying to overcome them,
1049
00:43:14,241 --> 00:43:17,151
And then having the same issues
come up again.
1050
00:43:17,170 --> 00:43:21,172
So it's just like, ugh,
when does the cycle end?
1051
00:43:21,324 --> 00:43:23,749
But since it's our
one-month anniversary,
1052
00:43:23,768 --> 00:43:25,918
I hope that we can really
just look back and reflect
1053
00:43:25,937 --> 00:43:28,496
On how far we've come
and really just
1054
00:43:28,514 --> 00:43:32,333
Cherish these moments
and take it all in over again.
1055
00:43:32,352 --> 00:43:34,518
This honeymoon?
1056
00:43:34,613 --> 00:43:38,448
Like, babe, this day was one
of the most perfect days.
1057
00:43:38,599 --> 00:43:39,949
- That was a good day.
- That was a great day.
1058
00:43:40,176 --> 00:43:42,267
- That was a fun day.
- On the honeymoon?
1059
00:43:42,287 --> 00:43:44,862
I remember this was
when we first got there,
1060
00:43:45,014 --> 00:43:48,032
And we were just like
kids in a candy shop.
1061
00:43:48,184 --> 00:43:51,961
And, like, look at us.
Just, like, so happy.
1062
00:43:52,113 --> 00:43:53,688
- That's my favorite.
1063
00:43:53,706 --> 00:43:56,023
- Why is this your favorite?
1064
00:43:56,042 --> 00:43:58,209
- 'cause that's the night
I told you I love you.
1065
00:43:58,361 --> 00:44:00,619
♪ ♪
1066
00:44:00,713 --> 00:44:03,806
So when I was fishing with
my brother, one of the things
1067
00:44:03,958 --> 00:44:05,032
That really stuck with me,
he was like,
1068
00:44:05,051 --> 00:44:07,218
"I know you trying
to work on things,"
1069
00:44:07,312 --> 00:44:11,038
But not to try and work
on everything all at once.
1070
00:44:11,132 --> 00:44:13,391
- Do you feel like
you were doing that?
1071
00:44:13,543 --> 00:44:14,800
- Um, yeah.
1072
00:44:14,894 --> 00:44:17,728
I would say maybe a little bit,
just because I was--
1073
00:44:17,822 --> 00:44:22,233
I was literally focusing
on not trying to be perfect,
1074
00:44:22,327 --> 00:44:25,811
But just trying to focus
on things that would benefit
1075
00:44:25,830 --> 00:44:27,664
Our marriage,
you know, long-term,
1076
00:44:27,815 --> 00:44:29,724
But also trying
to get that accomplished
1077
00:44:29,817 --> 00:44:31,742
Before this whole process
is over.
1078
00:44:31,895 --> 00:44:35,246
And so I just let him know--
I was like, hey,
1079
00:44:35,398 --> 00:44:38,566
I know I gotta a [bleep] ups,
but, you know,
1080
00:44:38,584 --> 00:44:39,992
The time I want
to fix those [bleep] ups,
1081
00:44:40,086 --> 00:44:41,827
I don't have enough time.
1082
00:44:41,846 --> 00:44:43,680
- Can you help me understand?
1083
00:44:43,831 --> 00:44:46,590
You're saying it's too late
to fix everything?
1084
00:44:46,685 --> 00:44:51,913
To me, that translates as,
like, that's it, you know?
1085
00:44:51,931 --> 00:44:53,264
Like, "I've done all
that I can do."
1086
00:44:53,416 --> 00:44:57,101
Is that what you're saying,
or am I misunderstanding?
1087
00:44:57,253 --> 00:45:00,922
- Basically what I'm saying is,
like, in my mind,
1088
00:45:00,940 --> 00:45:04,016
I feel like
I don't have enough time.
1089
00:45:04,035 --> 00:45:06,110
But just because
I don't have enough time
1090
00:45:06,204 --> 00:45:09,038
Doesn't mean I'm not
gonna keep trying, that's all.
1091
00:45:09,265 --> 00:45:10,373
I'm just gonna have
to hope for the best
1092
00:45:10,524 --> 00:45:11,615
When decision day comes.
1093
00:45:11,768 --> 00:45:13,617
But I think I just gotta
get out of my head.
1094
00:45:13,770 --> 00:45:16,437
- I mean, I just
think it depends
1095
00:45:16,530 --> 00:45:17,955
On what's in your head,
you know?
1096
00:45:18,049 --> 00:45:19,790
'cause I feel like if you keep
thinking of all the mistakes,
1097
00:45:19,943 --> 00:45:22,201
It'll kind of hinder you
from thinking of the--
1098
00:45:22,220 --> 00:45:24,445
Like, we're halfway through,
I feel like, so it's like,
1099
00:45:24,538 --> 00:45:26,705
You can still make up for--
1100
00:45:26,799 --> 00:45:28,391
Like, we both can still make up
for the mistakes we've made...
1101
00:45:28,618 --> 00:45:30,876
- Mm-hmm.
- And, like, progress together.
1102
00:45:30,970 --> 00:45:33,396
So it's, like, just as much
time we spent making mistakes,
1103
00:45:33,623 --> 00:45:36,123
We can spend just
as much time, like,
1104
00:45:36,142 --> 00:45:38,642
Rebuilding our relationship
and making this
1105
00:45:38,795 --> 00:45:40,403
The best x amount of weeks--
1106
00:45:40,554 --> 00:45:42,480
I don't know, I haven't
been counting--left...
1107
00:45:42,632 --> 00:45:43,573
- Uh-huh.
1108
00:45:43,724 --> 00:45:47,059
- And really just
go out hard, you know?
1109
00:45:47,078 --> 00:45:49,412
If I wasn't married to justin,
I probably would have
1110
00:45:49,639 --> 00:45:52,974
Called it quits already
because I just,
1111
00:45:53,067 --> 00:45:55,734
I think I experienced--
we experienced
1112
00:45:55,828 --> 00:45:57,828
Too much hurt too soon.
1113
00:45:57,981 --> 00:46:00,923
But I came on "married at
first sight" to be loved,
1114
00:46:01,150 --> 00:46:03,317
To be with somebody
for the rest of my life.
1115
00:46:03,336 --> 00:46:07,488
So me being considered a runner
is not what's keeping me here.
1116
00:46:07,581 --> 00:46:09,673
My husband is keeping me here.
1117
00:46:09,826 --> 00:46:12,994
At this point, we're starting
to know each other's triggers,
1118
00:46:13,087 --> 00:46:14,437
Know how to speak
to each other,
1119
00:46:14,664 --> 00:46:16,347
So I feel like we almost
got the cheat codes.
1120
00:46:16,499 --> 00:46:18,349
- Mm-hmm.
1121
00:46:18,443 --> 00:46:19,850
- So knowing that, we just
gotta put it into action,
1122
00:46:20,003 --> 00:46:21,593
I feel like, so we--
1123
00:46:21,613 --> 00:46:23,170
I don't feel like
we don't have enough time.
1124
00:46:23,189 --> 00:46:26,023
I feel like we have
just enough time.
1125
00:46:26,117 --> 00:46:26,949
- I like that.
1126
00:46:27,176 --> 00:46:29,026
- I just want you
to know, like,
1127
00:46:29,178 --> 00:46:31,512
Just as much as you
pay attention to, like,
1128
00:46:31,531 --> 00:46:33,438
The bad things,
don't forget the good things,
1129
00:46:33,458 --> 00:46:34,957
'cause we do have good times.
1130
00:46:35,109 --> 00:46:36,350
Like, look at this.
1131
00:46:36,369 --> 00:46:38,035
- That is true.
1132
00:46:38,187 --> 00:46:40,037
- And some of these
were after the honeymoon.
1133
00:46:40,189 --> 00:46:43,115
Like, this was significantly
after the honeymoon.
1134
00:46:43,134 --> 00:46:44,467
This was last weekend.
1135
00:46:44,694 --> 00:46:46,377
You know, like, these
were good times.
1136
00:46:46,529 --> 00:46:48,195
I don't want to look
at decision day as, like,
1137
00:46:48,289 --> 00:46:51,474
An end date, you know?
- Mm-hmm.
1138
00:46:51,625 --> 00:46:53,050
- Like, we have
so much life to live.
1139
00:46:53,202 --> 00:46:54,143
- We do.
1140
00:46:54,295 --> 00:46:55,369
- So much love
to give each other.
1141
00:46:55,388 --> 00:46:58,222
Just make sure
you're balancing it out.
1142
00:46:58,374 --> 00:46:59,148
- Yeah.
1143
00:47:01,227 --> 00:47:02,801
- Perfect, honey.
1144
00:47:02,821 --> 00:47:05,488
- I like that.
That's really good.
1145
00:47:05,639 --> 00:47:08,049
- You make my heart smile.
1146
00:47:08,067 --> 00:47:11,494
- I love that.
- Love street.
1147
00:47:11,721 --> 00:47:14,889
'90s.
1148
00:47:14,907 --> 00:47:17,391
Remember what matters most.
1149
00:47:17,410 --> 00:47:19,818
It's beautiful.
1150
00:47:19,838 --> 00:47:22,396
The end.
- I like it.
1151
00:47:22,415 --> 00:47:24,156
- For now.
To be continued.
1152
00:47:24,250 --> 00:47:25,733
Not the end.
- Mm-hmm.
1153
00:47:25,751 --> 00:47:29,011
♪ ♪
1154
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:34,016
- ♪ I don't mind, mind, mind ♪
1155
00:47:34,168 --> 00:47:35,910
♪ 'cause you
fight, fight, fight ♪
1156
00:47:35,928 --> 00:47:37,669
♪ I don't mind, mind, mind ♪
1157
00:47:37,763 --> 00:47:39,597
♪ what you do to me ♪
1158
00:47:39,749 --> 00:47:41,415
- Look.
1159
00:47:41,434 --> 00:47:45,194
"happy one-month anniversary,
stacia and nate."
1160
00:47:45,346 --> 00:47:48,772
Oh, my god. This is crazy.
1161
00:47:48,925 --> 00:47:51,033
♪ ♪
1162
00:47:51,185 --> 00:47:53,185
This is cute, babe.
1163
00:47:53,204 --> 00:47:54,871
- Would you like a glass
of pinot noir?
1164
00:47:55,098 --> 00:47:57,281
- Thank you.
1165
00:47:57,375 --> 00:47:59,266
How you feeling?
1166
00:47:59,285 --> 00:48:00,451
- I feel great.
1167
00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:05,381
- So what have you learned
in the last 30 days?
1168
00:48:05,532 --> 00:48:07,383
Did you think that
we would be here?
1169
00:48:11,948 --> 00:48:13,180
- I wasn't sure,
to be honest with you.
1170
00:48:15,393 --> 00:48:18,060
You know, my commitments,
my actions, and everything
1171
00:48:18,212 --> 00:48:21,472
That you asked for, like, I
was doing my best to,
1172
00:48:21,566 --> 00:48:23,290
You know, show you, and then,
like, you pretty much,
1173
00:48:23,384 --> 00:48:25,626
Like, dismissed it.
- Right.
1174
00:48:25,645 --> 00:48:27,386
- And I was afraid of that.
1175
00:48:27,405 --> 00:48:31,132
So you know, at that time, no,
1176
00:48:31,225 --> 00:48:35,302
Because you don't realize that
1177
00:48:35,321 --> 00:48:39,823
You're saying things
that are tied to trust,
1178
00:48:39,976 --> 00:48:42,493
And you don't realize that
you're hurting me too.
1179
00:48:42,645 --> 00:48:45,237
♪ ♪
1180
00:48:45,331 --> 00:48:48,999
- And is that basically because
of what has happened prior,
1181
00:48:49,093 --> 00:48:52,428
Where you are trying
to display these commitments,
1182
00:48:52,655 --> 00:48:54,246
And I'm like,
"oh, anybody can do that"?
1183
00:48:54,340 --> 00:48:55,172
So is that what you're--?
1184
00:48:55,266 --> 00:48:56,265
- Yeah, that kind
of messed me up.
1185
00:48:56,417 --> 00:48:58,492
- Okay.
- It messed me up, you know?
1186
00:48:58,585 --> 00:49:02,271
Because it's hard
to really open up
1187
00:49:02,498 --> 00:49:04,165
When the other person
is closed off.
1188
00:49:04,183 --> 00:49:06,425
- You thought I was closed?
1189
00:49:06,519 --> 00:49:07,944
- In some arenas, yeah.
1190
00:49:08,171 --> 00:49:10,171
- Wow. Okay.
- I'm over here telling you
1191
00:49:10,189 --> 00:49:11,763
I'm about to move in with you,
you're like, "eh.
1192
00:49:11,783 --> 00:49:13,691
Anybody can do that."
1193
00:49:13,843 --> 00:49:16,193
Like, you was an [bleep].
1194
00:49:16,345 --> 00:49:18,437
♪ ♪
1195
00:49:18,456 --> 00:49:19,530
- Did you just call
your wife an [bleep]?
1196
00:49:19,624 --> 00:49:20,939
- Yes, I did.
1197
00:49:20,959 --> 00:49:23,125
- Wow.
- Mm-hmm.
1198
00:49:25,021 --> 00:49:27,371
But I think you didn't
mean it intentionally.
1199
00:49:27,465 --> 00:49:28,947
- No, I didn't.
1200
00:49:28,967 --> 00:49:31,542
- It was coming from a place
of fear, of the whole trust.
1201
00:49:31,694 --> 00:49:32,468
- Yeah.
1202
00:49:32,619 --> 00:49:35,787
- And so now that
we're starting
1203
00:49:35,807 --> 00:49:39,124
To understand each other more,
and you trust me more...
1204
00:49:39,143 --> 00:49:41,218
- Yeah.
- I trust you now.
1205
00:49:41,370 --> 00:49:44,129
You know, I can definitely--
like, I see it.
1206
00:49:44,148 --> 00:49:47,650
I see the future
with you, you know?
1207
00:49:47,877 --> 00:49:52,471
- So where are you
on this love feeling?
1208
00:49:52,565 --> 00:49:55,491
- I've fallen in love with you.
1209
00:49:55,642 --> 00:49:58,902
- Really?
- Mm-hmm.
1210
00:49:58,997 --> 00:50:00,571
Yeah.
- Wow!
1211
00:50:00,665 --> 00:50:03,057
- Why you act surprised?
Why you acting surprised?
1212
00:50:03,075 --> 00:50:04,558
- What?
1213
00:50:04,577 --> 00:50:06,076
You feel it.
- I feel it.
1214
00:50:06,229 --> 00:50:07,652
- You feel it now.
- Yeah.
1215
00:50:07,747 --> 00:50:09,897
And my love for you is growing.
1216
00:50:09,990 --> 00:50:12,324
- Where are we on that scale?
1217
00:50:12,418 --> 00:50:13,825
- We're moving up.
1218
00:50:13,919 --> 00:50:15,678
- Where we at?
I was at a four.
1219
00:50:15,829 --> 00:50:17,996
- We, like, at seven, eight.
- Wow!
1220
00:50:18,016 --> 00:50:18,922
- Yeah.
- Oh!
1221
00:50:19,075 --> 00:50:20,665
- But it's because--
- okay!
1222
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:21,851
- No, hold on, hold on.
1223
00:50:22,002 --> 00:50:27,748
It's because we actually
went over a hurdle.
1224
00:50:27,841 --> 00:50:31,193
You got a big old, smile.
Let's go.
1225
00:50:31,345 --> 00:50:33,345
That big, old smile, girl.
1226
00:50:33,364 --> 00:50:34,679
I trust you, you know.
1227
00:50:34,774 --> 00:50:36,924
Like, I'm committed to you,
you know what I mean?
1228
00:50:37,017 --> 00:50:38,683
- Thank you.
I appreciate that.
1229
00:50:38,778 --> 00:50:41,278
- ♪ I feel like I ♪
1230
00:50:41,430 --> 00:50:44,040
♪ could love you forever ♪
1231
00:50:44,191 --> 00:50:46,042
♪ forever, ever, ever ♪
1232
00:50:46,193 --> 00:50:48,693
♪ I feel like I ♪
1233
00:50:48,713 --> 00:50:51,455
♪ could love you forever ♪
1234
00:50:51,549 --> 00:50:54,124
♪ forever ♪
1235
00:50:54,277 --> 00:50:56,368
♪ ♪
1236
00:50:56,462 --> 00:50:59,889
- ♪ I'm seeing so clearly ♪
1237
00:51:00,040 --> 00:51:02,224
♪ breathing in
like a daydream ♪
1238
00:51:02,376 --> 00:51:04,301
- So right now, I'm at the
place that we got married,
1239
00:51:04,453 --> 00:51:06,954
And I'm gonna surprise morgan
for our one-month anniversary.
1240
00:51:07,047 --> 00:51:09,957
- ♪ feels like happiness ♪
1241
00:51:09,975 --> 00:51:11,125
I honestly can't believe
it's been a month.
1242
00:51:11,143 --> 00:51:12,884
It's just, like,
flip the switch,
1243
00:51:12,978 --> 00:51:14,403
And we're already here.
1244
00:51:14,630 --> 00:51:18,407
But I want to come here because
our wedding, it was perfect.
1245
00:51:18,559 --> 00:51:24,138
- ♪ feels like I've waited
all my life ♪
1246
00:51:24,231 --> 00:51:25,730
- I don't know
if she's still mad.
1247
00:51:25,750 --> 00:51:27,157
I haven't been able
to talk to her.
1248
00:51:27,310 --> 00:51:29,993
But maybe she has some
walls up, maybe she doesn't.
1249
00:51:30,088 --> 00:51:32,663
Maybe this is another step
to bring the walls down.
1250
00:51:32,815 --> 00:51:35,424
After our dinner, we're gonna
go back to the honeymoon suite
1251
00:51:35,576 --> 00:51:37,927
That we were at for our wedding
and just hopefully have
1252
00:51:38,078 --> 00:51:39,411
A good time and get
to know each other
1253
00:51:39,505 --> 00:51:41,322
On a more intimate level.
1254
00:51:41,340 --> 00:51:44,842
- ♪ yeah, guess I think
I'm happy, yeah ♪
1255
00:51:44,994 --> 00:51:47,344
- Morgan.
1256
00:51:47,496 --> 00:51:48,920
How you doing?
- Pretty good.
1257
00:51:49,014 --> 00:51:50,013
- Good.
- Thank you.
1258
00:51:50,166 --> 00:51:52,333
- Careful. Careful.
There's thorns.
1259
00:51:52,351 --> 00:51:54,017
- Thanks.
1260
00:51:54,112 --> 00:51:57,020
[tense music]
1261
00:51:57,173 --> 00:51:59,949
♪ ♪
1262
00:52:00,176 --> 00:52:05,679
I wrote my original vows,
and I was excited.
1263
00:52:05,698 --> 00:52:07,865
- Mm-hmm.
- I was excited to meet you.
1264
00:52:08,017 --> 00:52:12,019
I really thought that I was
meeting a person who was going
1265
00:52:12,037 --> 00:52:14,946
To care for me,
who was gonna be on my side,
1266
00:52:14,966 --> 00:52:17,616
Who was gonna be my partner,
someone who was actually
1267
00:52:17,710 --> 00:52:21,712
Going to be my husband,
to have my back at all times.
1268
00:52:21,864 --> 00:52:23,714
♪ ♪
1269
00:52:23,866 --> 00:52:25,032
You're not that man.
1270
00:52:25,050 --> 00:52:28,460
♪ ♪
1271
00:52:28,479 --> 00:52:29,887
My vows are not for you.
1272
00:52:30,039 --> 00:52:31,981
♪ ♪
1273
00:52:32,208 --> 00:52:33,482
I'm giving you
this one opportunity,
1274
00:52:33,634 --> 00:52:36,652
Right now, to explain yourself,
to really explain it,
1275
00:52:36,803 --> 00:52:39,730
To have a real conversation
with me, for once.
1276
00:52:39,882 --> 00:52:41,882
- For what?
1277
00:52:41,901 --> 00:52:43,808
- You've been going to justin
this entire time,
1278
00:52:43,828 --> 00:52:45,235
And every single time
I would ask you--
1279
00:52:45,388 --> 00:52:46,387
- Morgan, from the first time--
1280
00:52:46,480 --> 00:52:47,888
- Every single time
I would ask you...
1281
00:52:47,981 --> 00:52:48,664
- You saw me when
I went to justin.
1282
00:52:48,815 --> 00:52:49,665
- When you would hang out...
1283
00:52:49,816 --> 00:52:50,724
- You saw me when
I went to justin.
1284
00:52:50,817 --> 00:52:52,334
- With the guys, I would say,
1285
00:52:52,561 --> 00:52:53,894
"binh, like,
what'd you guys talk about?
1286
00:52:53,987 --> 00:52:55,487
"you guys catch up?
What's good?
1287
00:52:55,506 --> 00:52:56,988
Like, how are the guys doing?"
1288
00:52:57,008 --> 00:52:59,175
You would say, "yeah, you know,
all the guys would just
1289
00:52:59,402 --> 00:53:00,401
"talk about their problems,
but I said,
1290
00:53:00,419 --> 00:53:01,343
"out of respect for my wife,
1291
00:53:01,570 --> 00:53:03,921
I'm not gonna talk
about our issues,"
1292
00:53:04,015 --> 00:53:07,074
Even though you went to justin
every single time,
1293
00:53:07,092 --> 00:53:10,077
And you've told him everything,
1294
00:53:10,095 --> 00:53:11,578
When I asked you specifically--
1295
00:53:11,597 --> 00:53:12,504
- The stuff from the honeymoon.
1296
00:53:12,598 --> 00:53:15,357
- When I asked you
specifically not
1297
00:53:15,509 --> 00:53:18,360
To go to any of the other
couples with our problems.
1298
00:53:18,512 --> 00:53:21,864
Like, you told justin
to his face, word for word,
1299
00:53:22,091 --> 00:53:24,033
That morgan is lying
about being a nurse.
1300
00:53:24,184 --> 00:53:25,350
- In that moment--
- I found that out.
1301
00:53:25,369 --> 00:53:26,851
- In that moment, morgan,
when that happened.
1302
00:53:26,946 --> 00:53:28,429
But we cleared that up.
1303
00:53:28,447 --> 00:53:31,114
You're working on your bsn,
but you're officially a nurse.
1304
00:53:31,267 --> 00:53:33,434
- There's so much more
you've told him, binh.
1305
00:53:33,527 --> 00:53:34,768
- What--
- there's so much more.
1306
00:53:34,787 --> 00:53:35,860
- Can we please--
1307
00:53:35,880 --> 00:53:38,455
- And you're just
not fessing up to it.
1308
00:53:38,607 --> 00:53:41,866
- That's the only thing that
we really talked about, morgan.
1309
00:53:41,886 --> 00:53:42,867
What?
1310
00:53:42,887 --> 00:53:44,611
- And now you're
lying to my face.
1311
00:53:44,705 --> 00:53:45,779
- That doesn't make sense.
But--
1312
00:53:45,872 --> 00:53:47,614
- You told justin
that I was mad
1313
00:53:47,633 --> 00:53:49,558
That your family is perfect.
1314
00:53:49,710 --> 00:53:50,951
- I never said that.
- You said that.
1315
00:53:50,970 --> 00:53:52,377
- There's no way.
Can you--can you call justin?
1316
00:53:52,396 --> 00:53:54,730
- You do realize that justin
talks to you on the phone,
1317
00:53:54,957 --> 00:53:56,473
On speakerphone,
and alexis hears everything.
1318
00:53:56,567 --> 00:53:59,293
- I never said--
1319
00:53:59,311 --> 00:54:01,737
- You're sitting here
lying about everything
1320
00:54:01,888 --> 00:54:02,980
You've told justin.
1321
00:54:03,074 --> 00:54:04,907
I've never once
1322
00:54:05,058 --> 00:54:06,967
Gone to the other couples
about any of our problems.
1323
00:54:07,060 --> 00:54:08,151
- I'm sure you talk to lindy.
- Ever.
1324
00:54:08,304 --> 00:54:09,078
- I'm sure.
- No. No. Never.
1325
00:54:09,229 --> 00:54:10,061
- Because when I
facetimed her--
1326
00:54:10,081 --> 00:54:11,472
- You want to look at my phone?
1327
00:54:11,565 --> 00:54:12,489
You want to see
how many times
1328
00:54:12,641 --> 00:54:13,490
I've messaged
lindy specifically?
1329
00:54:13,642 --> 00:54:14,825
Never.
1330
00:54:14,977 --> 00:54:17,828
I've never talked to lindy
about any of our issues.
1331
00:54:17,922 --> 00:54:20,998
But you have gone to multiple
people about our issues.
1332
00:54:21,150 --> 00:54:23,984
'cause you know what,
I had respect for you.
1333
00:54:24,077 --> 00:54:25,152
- Morgan.
- Binh, I had respect.
1334
00:54:25,170 --> 00:54:26,169
- I know.
It's only justin.
1335
00:54:26,322 --> 00:54:28,097
- It's call respect.
- I only--yeah.
1336
00:54:28,324 --> 00:54:29,932
I only talked to justin.
- And then miguel.
1337
00:54:30,083 --> 00:54:31,174
- When miguel--but miguel
was for the what's it called?
1338
00:54:31,269 --> 00:54:32,584
- Oh, "but, but, but."
1339
00:54:32,678 --> 00:54:35,162
- Miguel was for asking
if I was a people pleaser.
1340
00:54:35,255 --> 00:54:36,346
- No.
"I've only gone to justin.
1341
00:54:36,499 --> 00:54:37,589
But I also went to miguel."
- do you see?
1342
00:54:37,683 --> 00:54:38,923
- For the people pleaser.
1343
00:54:38,943 --> 00:54:40,183
- Do you hear that--
how that sounds right now?
1344
00:54:40,336 --> 00:54:42,503
Do you have any idea?
- Okay, so you want me--
1345
00:54:42,596 --> 00:54:43,595
- You're still not
owning up to it.
1346
00:54:43,614 --> 00:54:44,763
You're still not--
1347
00:54:44,857 --> 00:54:46,615
- I already apologized
for the bsn stuff--
1348
00:54:46,767 --> 00:54:48,675
- You're not even owning
up to any of the stuff.
1349
00:54:48,694 --> 00:54:52,012
You're not even
listening right now.
1350
00:54:52,031 --> 00:54:53,455
This is such a
pointless conversation
1351
00:54:53,607 --> 00:54:56,458
Because you're not
even fully grasping
1352
00:54:56,610 --> 00:54:58,961
What you've done here.
1353
00:54:59,112 --> 00:55:00,629
You lost my trust.
1354
00:55:00,781 --> 00:55:03,874
You were gaining it back.
And now it's gone again.
1355
00:55:04,026 --> 00:55:05,526
I wanted to believe that
you were a good person
1356
00:55:05,544 --> 00:55:06,710
And that you respected me.
1357
00:55:06,804 --> 00:55:08,045
But you don't.
1358
00:55:08,139 --> 00:55:10,030
That's not a husband.
1359
00:55:10,049 --> 00:55:13,216
That's not a partner.
That's not even a friend.
1360
00:55:13,369 --> 00:55:14,310
And I don't care what you do.
1361
00:55:14,461 --> 00:55:16,219
I don't care who you
run to after this.
1362
00:55:16,372 --> 00:55:18,463
I don't care if you
call justin after this.
1363
00:55:18,482 --> 00:55:21,391
'cause I see you for the person
who you are right now.
1364
00:55:21,544 --> 00:55:23,802
♪ ♪
1365
00:55:23,821 --> 00:55:27,230
You lied to my face,
multiple times.
1366
00:55:27,383 --> 00:55:28,715
♪ ♪
1367
00:55:28,734 --> 00:55:31,660
Any ounce of respect
that I had for you is gone.
1368
00:55:31,812 --> 00:55:33,904
So I want you to enjoy
the time you have here.
1369
00:55:34,056 --> 00:55:36,890
Enjoy your dinner.
But I'm gonna go home now.
1370
00:55:36,909 --> 00:55:42,838
♪ ♪
1371
00:55:50,589 --> 00:55:53,590
♪ ♪
1372
00:55:53,684 --> 00:55:57,761
- ♪ when this world
tips over your mind ♪
1373
00:55:57,855 --> 00:56:00,505
- He's not gonna talk.
1374
00:56:00,524 --> 00:56:04,693
♪ and I feel like
I'm stumbling in the dark ♪
1375
00:56:04,920 --> 00:56:06,695
- I'm crying because
I'm frustrated.
1376
00:56:06,922 --> 00:56:08,422
- Yeah.
1377
00:56:08,440 --> 00:56:09,323
♪ ♪
1378
00:56:11,594 --> 00:56:13,535
- I just, we're not
gonna get anywhere.
1379
00:56:26,609 --> 00:56:28,384
- Morgan.
1380
00:56:28,535 --> 00:56:30,293
- I'm not gonna do this.
- Okay.
1381
00:56:30,388 --> 00:56:31,795
- I'm not gonna sit down
with you unless you actually
1382
00:56:31,947 --> 00:56:32,871
Own up to your [bleep].
1383
00:56:32,890 --> 00:56:34,131
- Okay, I'll own up
to it all of it.
1384
00:56:34,283 --> 00:56:35,298
- This is ridiculous,
and this is embarrassing.
1385
00:56:35,451 --> 00:56:36,875
- Okay.
I'll own up to all of it, then.
1386
00:56:36,969 --> 00:56:38,135
I apologize for everything.
1387
00:56:38,229 --> 00:56:41,730
And work this out.
1388
00:56:41,882 --> 00:56:44,066
Figure it out.
1389
00:56:44,217 --> 00:56:46,126
- The moment you start lying,
I'm walking away.
1390
00:56:46,145 --> 00:56:47,236
- Okay.
1391
00:56:47,463 --> 00:56:48,795
♪ ♪
1392
00:56:48,889 --> 00:56:54,076
- ♪ I find myself
in this rain ♪
1393
00:56:54,303 --> 00:56:55,911
♪ ♪
1394
00:56:56,062 --> 00:56:58,247
♪ again ♪
1395
00:56:58,474 --> 00:57:00,824
- This whole thing, to me,
has been a nightmare.
1396
00:57:00,918 --> 00:57:03,419
I feel like I can't do right.
1397
00:57:03,646 --> 00:57:06,997
I feel like I'm damned if
I do, I'm damned if I don't.
1398
00:57:07,091 --> 00:57:08,665
I'm fighting an uphill battle
1399
00:57:08,817 --> 00:57:10,575
That I can't even
see the top in.
1400
00:57:10,669 --> 00:57:12,486
I really don't know.
1401
00:57:12,579 --> 00:57:16,006
- ♪ I'm not trying
to fool you ♪
1402
00:57:16,100 --> 00:57:19,935
♪ count me out ♪
1403
00:57:20,162 --> 00:57:22,345
♪ ♪
1404
00:57:22,498 --> 00:57:26,683
♪ I find myself
in this arrangement ♪
1405
00:57:26,777 --> 00:57:29,002
- I'm sorry I hurt you, again.
1406
00:57:29,021 --> 00:57:30,779
Multiple times.
1407
00:57:31,006 --> 00:57:33,190
I definitely talked
to justin behind your back.
1408
00:57:33,342 --> 00:57:35,342
Absolutely.
1409
00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:37,177
Multiple times.
1410
00:57:37,196 --> 00:57:41,123
- You've involved justin
in our marriage way too much.
1411
00:57:41,350 --> 00:57:43,107
I'm tired of justin being
in the middle of our marriage.
1412
00:57:43,127 --> 00:57:45,777
- Justin's not in the middle.
1413
00:57:45,796 --> 00:57:48,188
- You forced justin
in the middle of our marriage
1414
00:57:48,281 --> 00:57:50,707
By going to him
with all of our stuff.
1415
00:57:50,801 --> 00:57:53,469
You do realize that is the one
thing I asked you not to do.
1416
00:57:53,696 --> 00:57:55,787
♪ ♪
1417
00:57:55,881 --> 00:57:59,141
The one thing
I asked you not to do.
1418
00:57:59,368 --> 00:58:01,702
♪ ♪
1419
00:58:01,795 --> 00:58:04,204
- It's not like--all right,
I'll own up to it.
1420
00:58:04,223 --> 00:58:06,297
- No, go ahead.
1421
00:58:06,317 --> 00:58:07,316
- It's--
- say what you need to say.
1422
00:58:07,543 --> 00:58:09,651
- It's talking
to a person that I trust,
1423
00:58:09,803 --> 00:58:12,070
A person that I can go to.
1424
00:58:14,658 --> 00:58:17,141
- It's lying to my face.
1425
00:58:17,161 --> 00:58:18,735
- But it's not--
1426
00:58:18,829 --> 00:58:21,330
- It's lying to my face.
1427
00:58:21,557 --> 00:58:23,724
♪ ♪
1428
00:58:23,742 --> 00:58:25,167
[sighs]
1429
00:58:25,394 --> 00:58:28,895
♪ ♪
1430
00:58:28,989 --> 00:58:31,898
- Yeah, all I can say is,
I apologize for lying
1431
00:58:31,992 --> 00:58:33,567
Straight to your face,
multiple times.
1432
00:58:33,585 --> 00:58:36,753
That's all I can say.
It's not a debate.
1433
00:58:36,905 --> 00:58:38,013
I don't want to
try to defend it.
1434
00:58:38,164 --> 00:58:39,681
That's it.
1435
00:58:39,833 --> 00:58:41,742
- There's no respect here.
1436
00:58:41,760 --> 00:58:43,243
♪ ♪
1437
00:58:43,262 --> 00:58:45,929
- I honestly--to be honest,
I don't know
1438
00:58:46,023 --> 00:58:48,415
What to do right now.
1439
00:58:48,508 --> 00:58:51,918
- It's incredible
how you completely
1440
00:58:51,937 --> 00:58:57,533
Broke my trust the first time,
and here we are again.
1441
00:58:57,760 --> 00:59:00,035
You knew how much pain
I was in from that...
1442
00:59:00,262 --> 00:59:04,447
♪ ♪
1443
00:59:04,542 --> 00:59:06,099
And you did it again.
1444
00:59:06,192 --> 00:59:07,951
Behind my back, you were
talking [bleep] about me.
1445
00:59:08,103 --> 00:59:09,193
- Not talking [bleep].
- Talking [bleep].
1446
00:59:09,213 --> 00:59:11,288
- No way.
- Talking [bleep].
1447
00:59:11,382 --> 00:59:12,622
- That's crazy.
1448
00:59:12,775 --> 00:59:16,718
- And you thought
you weren't gonna get caught.
1449
00:59:16,945 --> 00:59:20,964
And you were going
to continue to lie to my face
1450
00:59:21,058 --> 00:59:22,724
Until the [bleep] end.
1451
00:59:22,951 --> 00:59:24,951
♪ ♪
1452
00:59:25,045 --> 00:59:30,957
It would be easy
for me to walk away.
1453
00:59:30,976 --> 00:59:36,813
But I'm going to continue
to go through this process,
1454
00:59:36,907 --> 00:59:39,908
And you're gonna show up
with me every single day,
1455
00:59:40,135 --> 00:59:43,227
'cause I want you
to see me every single day.
1456
00:59:43,247 --> 00:59:46,064
And I want you to remember,
and I want you to know
1457
00:59:46,083 --> 00:59:47,991
How much you've hurt me.
1458
00:59:48,143 --> 00:59:53,905
♪ ♪
1459
00:59:53,924 --> 00:59:58,427
- Is the next four weeks
1460
00:59:58,578 --> 01:00:02,431
To decide if things
could work--is that possible?
1461
01:00:02,658 --> 01:00:04,841
♪ ♪
1462
01:00:04,993 --> 01:00:05,917
- I know we're
gonna have to talk
1463
01:00:06,011 --> 01:00:08,437
To the experts about this.
1464
01:00:08,664 --> 01:00:10,847
Whether that's in the
next week, couple weeks,
1465
01:00:10,999 --> 01:00:14,184
I don't really know
when that's gonna happen.
1466
01:00:14,278 --> 01:00:15,360
So this isn't it.
1467
01:00:18,449 --> 01:00:21,950
I'm not quite really sure
where I'm at at this point.
1468
01:00:22,102 --> 01:00:25,679
And I hope that the experts can
kind of help us out with that,
1469
01:00:25,772 --> 01:00:27,530
Help us start
those conversations,
1470
01:00:27,625 --> 01:00:28,865
And work through these things,
1471
01:00:28,959 --> 01:00:31,943
Because I'm definitely
mentally and emotionally
1472
01:00:32,037 --> 01:00:34,020
Exhausted from everything.
1473
01:00:34,114 --> 01:00:37,190
So I really need
to take the time
1474
01:00:37,209 --> 01:00:40,694
To think about what I want
moving forward
1475
01:00:40,712 --> 01:00:42,195
And what I'm going to do.
1476
01:00:42,214 --> 01:00:44,956
Because honestly, I just don't
really know where I'm at.
1477
01:00:45,050 --> 01:00:48,459
- ♪ is this right for me? ♪
1478
01:00:48,553 --> 01:00:50,387
♪ I don't know what to do ♪
1479
01:00:50,481 --> 01:00:53,982
♪ is this right for me? ♪
1480
01:00:54,209 --> 01:00:54,816
♪ I can't tell
if it's right for me ♪
1481
01:01:00,215 --> 01:01:02,716
♪ ♪
1482
01:01:02,809 --> 01:01:05,143
- ♪ you can try to run away ♪
1483
01:01:05,162 --> 01:01:08,221
♪ but you know the ghosts
will stay ♪
1484
01:01:08,314 --> 01:01:12,834
♪ and lock you
in their chains ♪
1485
01:01:13,061 --> 01:01:14,411
♪ ♪
1486
01:01:14,563 --> 01:01:17,822
♪ so come in
and close the door ♪
1487
01:01:17,841 --> 01:01:20,583
♪ leave your clothes
on the floor ♪
1488
01:01:20,678 --> 01:01:24,571
♪ two can play this game ♪
1489
01:01:24,589 --> 01:01:27,665
- A month ago here today,
I was getting married.
1490
01:01:27,759 --> 01:01:33,004
- ♪ I'm all out of silence ♪
1491
01:01:33,098 --> 01:01:35,023
- I was not expecting this.
1492
01:01:35,250 --> 01:01:37,100
Justin was just somebody
that I could vent to,
1493
01:01:37,252 --> 01:01:39,085
And vice versa, and, um,
1494
01:01:39,179 --> 01:01:41,697
She doesn't think there's
coming back from that.
1495
01:01:41,924 --> 01:01:47,518
♪ ♪
1496
01:01:47,538 --> 01:01:50,354
I'm sad.
1497
01:01:50,374 --> 01:01:51,540
Shocked.
1498
01:01:54,545 --> 01:01:58,621
I definitely feel like I got
punched in the face today.
1499
01:01:58,774 --> 01:02:00,531
Yeah.
1500
01:02:00,551 --> 01:02:02,700
I thought we were building
progress with the dates
1501
01:02:02,794 --> 01:02:04,535
That we had for each other.
1502
01:02:04,555 --> 01:02:06,871
But obviously,
things took a turn.
1503
01:02:06,965 --> 01:02:09,891
- ♪ take me back
to the start ♪
1504
01:02:10,043 --> 01:02:11,727
♪ before it had begun ♪
1505
01:02:11,954 --> 01:02:13,895
- All I was just trying
to do was defend my case,
1506
01:02:14,122 --> 01:02:17,640
And at the end of the day,
it wasn't enough.
1507
01:02:17,735 --> 01:02:19,901
But it was just venting, man.
1508
01:02:20,128 --> 01:02:21,319
It was just venting.
1509
01:02:24,408 --> 01:02:25,240
- Yeah, I'm gonna leave.
1510
01:02:26,410 --> 01:02:29,077
- It's just tough.
1511
01:02:29,229 --> 01:02:30,912
It's just tough.
1512
01:02:31,139 --> 01:02:35,809
♪ ♪
1513
01:02:35,827 --> 01:02:38,995
I didn't even--
there's no words right now.
1514
01:02:39,089 --> 01:02:41,423
I just want her to be happy.
1515
01:02:41,650 --> 01:02:48,079
♪ ♪
1516
01:02:48,173 --> 01:02:52,434
- ♪ you, you
keep me hurting ♪
1517
01:02:52,585 --> 01:02:54,010
♪ you, you keep me... ♪
1518
01:02:54,104 --> 01:02:55,604
- I--I don't know.
1519
01:02:55,831 --> 01:03:00,500
I hope there's hope,
but I really don't know.
1520
01:03:00,593 --> 01:03:05,113
- ♪ oh, you, you
keep me hurting ♪
1521
01:03:05,265 --> 01:03:08,675
♪ you, you leave me burning ♪
1522
01:03:08,768 --> 01:03:13,455
♪ you leave me burning ♪
1523
01:03:13,682 --> 01:03:16,182
♪ ♪
1524
01:03:16,201 --> 01:03:18,852
[upbeat music]
1525
01:03:18,870 --> 01:03:21,963
♪ ♪
1526
01:03:22,190 --> 01:03:25,801
- Good morning, honey.
I have a surprise.
1527
01:03:26,028 --> 01:03:28,953
Your anniversary gift is,
we are getting tattoos.
1528
01:03:28,972 --> 01:03:31,473
- Hey! Slick!
1529
01:03:31,624 --> 01:03:33,700
Matching tattoos?
- Yes.
1530
01:03:33,793 --> 01:03:36,627
And we're going to get
our wedding date.
1531
01:03:36,721 --> 01:03:38,221
- Let's get it. I'm all in.
1532
01:03:38,315 --> 01:03:41,374
- Oh, wow!
- Yeah.
1533
01:03:41,393 --> 01:03:44,227
- ♪ my new tattoo ♪
1534
01:03:44,321 --> 01:03:46,304
♪ new tattoo ♪
1535
01:03:46,323 --> 01:03:47,489
- I'm super nervous right now.
1536
01:03:47,640 --> 01:03:48,824
- Really?
- Yes.
1537
01:03:48,975 --> 01:03:50,733
- Why?
- 'cause it's gonna hurt.
1538
01:03:50,886 --> 01:03:52,143
- You got a whole
bunch of tattoos.
1539
01:03:52,162 --> 01:03:53,328
- I know. Hi.
1540
01:03:53,479 --> 01:03:54,404
- Hi.
- Hey. What's going on?
1541
01:03:54,556 --> 01:03:55,572
- What can we do for you?
1542
01:03:55,724 --> 01:03:56,723
- So I made an
appointment for me
1543
01:03:56,741 --> 01:03:58,316
And my husband
to get tattoos today.
1544
01:03:58,410 --> 01:03:59,559
- Yes. Come on back.
1545
01:03:59,578 --> 01:04:00,985
- We're getting this
tattoo because it's
1546
01:04:01,079 --> 01:04:04,080
Showing each other the level
of commitment that we have.
1547
01:04:04,232 --> 01:04:07,901
It's a now commitment, and it's
gonna be a constant reminder
1548
01:04:07,994 --> 01:04:11,162
For basically ever.
- Most definitely.
1549
01:04:11,181 --> 01:04:13,089
I mean, these
tattoos are forever.
1550
01:04:13,241 --> 01:04:14,257
- Whew.
- All right.
1551
01:04:14,409 --> 01:04:15,666
- Okay, wait,
I'm starting to sweat now.
1552
01:04:15,760 --> 01:04:17,335
My body getting
real hot right now,
1553
01:04:17,429 --> 01:04:18,761
Because this is gonna hurt.
1554
01:04:18,914 --> 01:04:20,689
- Well, you know you're gonna
have a baby pretty soon,
1555
01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:23,249
So how you gonna
deal with that?
1556
01:04:23,268 --> 01:04:26,769
You got a whole baby coming
out that womb like, ha!
1557
01:04:26,922 --> 01:04:30,106
- You're so funny.
You're just so funny.
1558
01:04:30,258 --> 01:04:32,442
- Tattoo ain't [bleep].
1559
01:04:32,536 --> 01:04:35,111
- Am I sitting here?
- Hey. How you doing? I'm nate.
1560
01:04:35,263 --> 01:04:36,446
- Oh, you got him.
- Fella.
1561
01:04:36,540 --> 01:04:37,855
- Fella?
- Yeah.
1562
01:04:37,875 --> 01:04:39,374
- Nice to meet you, fella.
- Nice to meet you, man.
1563
01:04:39,601 --> 01:04:41,376
- I'm ready to do
the damn thing, man.
1564
01:04:41,603 --> 01:04:43,527
I heard you're the man,
the myth, and the legend.
1565
01:04:43,622 --> 01:04:44,528
Is that true?
- Definitely.
1566
01:04:44,623 --> 01:04:46,439
Definitely, man.
- Whoo!
1567
01:04:46,532 --> 01:04:48,216
- We will never be the same.
- All right, girl.
1568
01:04:48,368 --> 01:04:50,276
We got this chair.
- All right.
1569
01:04:50,370 --> 01:04:52,112
- You got married
just a month ago, huh?
1570
01:04:52,130 --> 01:04:53,963
- Yeah, just a month ago.
1571
01:04:54,057 --> 01:04:57,450
- How long have you and your
wife known each other for?
1572
01:04:57,543 --> 01:04:59,786
- So we've known
each other for a month.
1573
01:04:59,879 --> 01:05:00,729
- You've known each
other for a month.
1574
01:05:00,956 --> 01:05:01,897
- Yeah.
1575
01:05:02,048 --> 01:05:02,898
- And you just got married
a month ago?
1576
01:05:03,125 --> 01:05:05,734
- Yeah.
1577
01:05:05,961 --> 01:05:07,068
- All right.
1578
01:05:07,220 --> 01:05:10,130
[laughter]
1579
01:05:10,223 --> 01:05:12,073
- Here we go.
- Oh, my god, oh, my god,
1580
01:05:12,300 --> 01:05:13,557
Oh, my god, oh, my god,
oh, my god, oh, my god.
1581
01:05:13,577 --> 01:05:15,226
- Deep breaths.
You got this.
1582
01:05:15,245 --> 01:05:16,745
- Oh, my god.
1583
01:05:16,972 --> 01:05:19,155
♪ ♪
1584
01:05:19,249 --> 01:05:20,749
- You are so dramatic.
1585
01:05:20,976 --> 01:05:22,566
[tattoo gun buzzing]
1586
01:05:22,586 --> 01:05:24,419
- Oh, we quiet now, huh?
1587
01:05:24,646 --> 01:05:26,588
[both laugh]
1588
01:05:26,815 --> 01:05:32,652
♪ ♪
1589
01:05:32,671 --> 01:05:34,154
- Am I almost done?
- Almost.
1590
01:05:34,172 --> 01:05:36,172
♪ ♪
1591
01:05:36,324 --> 01:05:38,158
Yep.
1592
01:05:38,251 --> 01:05:39,267
- Awesome.
1593
01:05:39,494 --> 01:05:41,161
Oh, my god.
1594
01:05:41,179 --> 01:05:42,662
That looks great.
1595
01:05:42,681 --> 01:05:44,998
- It better, right?
- Yeah.
1596
01:05:45,016 --> 01:05:47,258
I'm done, babe.
1597
01:05:47,352 --> 01:05:48,518
- All done?
- All done.
1598
01:05:48,612 --> 01:05:50,336
- Wow. That was quick.
1599
01:05:50,430 --> 01:05:53,097
This is a gesture
that both of us
1600
01:05:53,116 --> 01:05:55,024
Are communicating
to one another
1601
01:05:55,177 --> 01:05:58,119
That we're very serious
about this relationship.
1602
01:05:58,346 --> 01:05:59,529
And for that reason,
like, you know,
1603
01:05:59,681 --> 01:06:01,790
This is a special moment,
for sure.
1604
01:06:02,017 --> 01:06:04,459
- This is basically telling me
that nate is committed
1605
01:06:04,610 --> 01:06:07,445
And he's doing an action
behind that commitment now.
1606
01:06:07,464 --> 01:06:10,690
It's not a future.
It's today. It's present.
1607
01:06:10,709 --> 01:06:12,542
And I'm super
appreciative of that.
1608
01:06:12,694 --> 01:06:14,027
- I got you.
1609
01:06:14,045 --> 01:06:15,211
This is gonna stay
literally forever.
1610
01:06:15,363 --> 01:06:16,863
- Yeah, you're gonna
look at this in, like--
1611
01:06:16,881 --> 01:06:18,715
- I can lose this,
but I can't lose that.
1612
01:06:18,867 --> 01:06:20,124
You know what I'm saying?
1613
01:06:20,218 --> 01:06:22,293
- You can't lose that unless
you take that off, sir.
1614
01:06:22,312 --> 01:06:24,053
- Do you feel, like,
unconsciously,
1615
01:06:24,206 --> 01:06:25,388
Like, a little bit
more reassured
1616
01:06:25,540 --> 01:06:27,390
That I'm, like, all in?
1617
01:06:27,542 --> 01:06:28,632
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
1618
01:06:28,727 --> 01:06:30,210
- Yeah, you're showing me.
1619
01:06:30,303 --> 01:06:32,395
- Okay. All right.
Let's get it, then.
1620
01:06:32,489 --> 01:06:33,905
Let's go get some food now.
1621
01:06:37,736 --> 01:06:38,551
[upbeat music]
1622
01:06:38,570 --> 01:06:40,570
♪ ♪
1623
01:06:40,722 --> 01:06:42,163
- Are you excited to see
all the other couples?
1624
01:06:42,315 --> 01:06:43,481
- Yeah, I'm always excited
to see the couples.
1625
01:06:43,500 --> 01:06:44,499
It's gonna be fun.
1626
01:06:44,726 --> 01:06:46,909
- Tonight, our couples
will get together
1627
01:06:47,062 --> 01:06:49,896
To celebrate their
one-month anniversaries.
1628
01:06:49,989 --> 01:06:51,655
- There you go!
- I look nice, right?
1629
01:06:51,750 --> 01:06:53,733
- Look at this dapper man.
1630
01:06:53,826 --> 01:06:55,568
- Wear these...
- Cleans up nice.
1631
01:06:55,661 --> 01:06:57,420
- A couple times a year,
you know.
1632
01:06:57,514 --> 01:06:58,905
- And it's time.
1633
01:06:58,998 --> 01:07:00,256
- Meeting with
the other couples
1634
01:07:00,408 --> 01:07:01,574
Is a valuable opportunity
1635
01:07:01,593 --> 01:07:03,409
To not only compare notes,
1636
01:07:03,428 --> 01:07:05,245
But to also offer support
1637
01:07:05,338 --> 01:07:07,505
And encouragement
for one another.
1638
01:07:07,599 --> 01:07:08,765
- Those shoes are nice.
1639
01:07:08,917 --> 01:07:10,266
- Sheepskin.
- Sheepskin?
1640
01:07:10,360 --> 01:07:11,434
- I think so.
1641
01:07:11,586 --> 01:07:13,010
- Why are you always
murdering animals?
1642
01:07:13,030 --> 01:07:15,255
I'm just kidding.
- Can't help it.
1643
01:07:15,348 --> 01:07:17,032
- Because in less
than four weeks,
1644
01:07:17,259 --> 01:07:19,759
Our newlyweds are going
to have to decide
1645
01:07:19,778 --> 01:07:23,279
Whether to stay married
or get a divorce.
1646
01:07:23,431 --> 01:07:24,931
- Ooh, we look good.
1647
01:07:25,024 --> 01:07:26,783
- You ready, babe?
- I'm ready.
1648
01:07:26,877 --> 01:07:29,026
- [laughs]
1649
01:07:29,046 --> 01:07:31,104
- Let's get it, my queen.
- Thank you.
1650
01:07:31,122 --> 01:07:32,622
- Let's go.
1651
01:07:32,774 --> 01:07:34,290
- Goodbye, luna.
Don't hate us.
1652
01:07:34,442 --> 01:07:38,202
- You're free!
- Don't hate us.
1653
01:07:38,221 --> 01:07:40,538
- ♪ he loves me ♪
1654
01:07:40,632 --> 01:07:43,558
♪ fantasy, reality ♪
1655
01:07:43,785 --> 01:07:47,545
- Ooh, this is nice.
- Oh. This is dope.
1656
01:07:47,564 --> 01:07:49,046
- Ooh, this is so fun!
1657
01:07:49,140 --> 01:07:51,215
All: Hey!
- What up, guys?
1658
01:07:51,309 --> 01:07:53,050
- I love that color.
1659
01:07:53,144 --> 01:07:55,628
- You look so fine, girl.
1660
01:07:55,721 --> 01:07:59,982
Eat you and spit you out.
[growls]
1661
01:08:00,077 --> 01:08:04,320
- Hi.
All: Hi!
1662
01:08:04,472 --> 01:08:08,899
♪ ♪
1663
01:08:08,919 --> 01:08:12,253
- Hey hey.
All: Hey!
1664
01:08:12,405 --> 01:08:14,831
[overlapping chatter]
1665
01:08:14,925 --> 01:08:16,240
- Where's binh?
1666
01:08:16,259 --> 01:08:18,334
- They're not coming.
1667
01:08:18,486 --> 01:08:19,928
- Uh-oh.
1668
01:08:20,079 --> 01:08:21,745
Is there something
I don't know?
1669
01:08:21,765 --> 01:08:23,172
- I don't--I don't know.
1670
01:08:23,325 --> 01:08:24,657
- I don't know anything.
I just know they're not coming.
1671
01:08:24,750 --> 01:08:25,934
She just told me
she's not coming.
1672
01:08:26,085 --> 01:08:27,160
- Oh.
- Okay.
1673
01:08:27,253 --> 01:08:28,586
- Is binh coming?
- No idea.
1674
01:08:28,605 --> 01:08:29,604
- No, he's not coming.
1675
01:08:29,755 --> 01:08:32,014
- They're not coming,
and honestly,
1676
01:08:32,167 --> 01:08:34,851
I have no idea why.
1677
01:08:34,945 --> 01:08:39,096
Me and mitch have been
very rocky, but we are in it.
1678
01:08:39,116 --> 01:08:43,767
So I didn't think that them
not coming was a possibility.
1679
01:08:43,787 --> 01:08:44,861
- He's taking
a mental health day.
1680
01:08:44,955 --> 01:08:46,179
- Oh. Got ya.
1681
01:08:46,272 --> 01:08:47,122
- Oh!
- Support. Support.
1682
01:08:47,273 --> 01:08:49,031
- Okay.
- Okay, great.
1683
01:08:49,126 --> 01:08:50,458
That would be awkward
if he just came without her.
1684
01:08:50,685 --> 01:08:52,293
- Shoot, if he didn't come,
I'm coming.
1685
01:08:52,445 --> 01:08:54,520
- [laughs]
- sorry. No?
1686
01:08:54,539 --> 01:08:56,522
[laughter]
1687
01:08:56,541 --> 01:08:57,781
- Oh, you're saying
if I didn't come?
1688
01:08:57,801 --> 01:08:59,041
- Yeah.
Like, if you couldn't come.
1689
01:08:59,194 --> 01:09:00,710
Dinner? My friends?
1690
01:09:00,804 --> 01:09:02,545
- On a party bus?
1691
01:09:02,639 --> 01:09:04,197
- Count me in.
1692
01:09:04,215 --> 01:09:05,456
All right, so this is the crew.
1693
01:09:05,550 --> 01:09:07,033
- This is it.
- Shots?
1694
01:09:07,051 --> 01:09:08,701
- Where's the tequila?
Tequila?
1695
01:09:08,720 --> 01:09:10,628
[upbeat music]
1696
01:09:10,722 --> 01:09:13,706
[cork pops]
- whoo!
1697
01:09:13,725 --> 01:09:16,876
All: Cheers!
1698
01:09:16,895 --> 01:09:18,060
- ♪ feel the rhythm
driving, driving ♪
1699
01:09:18,213 --> 01:09:19,320
♪ bass thumping, thumping ♪
1700
01:09:19,472 --> 01:09:20,488
♪ I love your party ♪
1701
01:09:20,715 --> 01:09:22,139
♪ hit the ground
running, running ♪
1702
01:09:22,159 --> 01:09:23,549
♪ everybody's coming for me,
move that to that ♪
1703
01:09:23,568 --> 01:09:25,218
♪ you mad? ♪
1704
01:09:25,236 --> 01:09:28,312
♪ baby, no,
no one can forget ♪
1705
01:09:28,331 --> 01:09:29,998
♪ I must be having sent ♪
1706
01:09:30,225 --> 01:09:32,241
♪ 'cause I'm perfect
on the bed ♪
1707
01:09:32,335 --> 01:09:33,242
- Look at this.
1708
01:09:33,336 --> 01:09:34,727
- Wow.
- Wow!
1709
01:09:34,746 --> 01:09:35,986
- This is gorgeous.
- This is dope.
1710
01:09:36,080 --> 01:09:37,730
- This is beautiful.
- Look at all these candles.
1711
01:09:37,823 --> 01:09:39,248
- I wish this was
my living room.
1712
01:09:39,401 --> 01:09:41,067
- Yeah.
- Stunning.
1713
01:09:41,160 --> 01:09:42,826
- I love seeing
everybody dressed up.
1714
01:09:42,846 --> 01:09:45,346
I mean, mitch,
he's in dress shoes.
1715
01:09:45,498 --> 01:09:47,089
- Yeah.
- Like, what?
1716
01:09:47,242 --> 01:09:49,667
He's in a blazer,
a collared shirt.
1717
01:09:49,761 --> 01:09:51,077
- Right.
- Looking snazzy.
1718
01:09:51,170 --> 01:09:51,928
- Yeah, everyone's
looking good.
1719
01:09:52,022 --> 01:09:53,021
- I mean, yeah.
1720
01:09:53,172 --> 01:09:54,096
- Yeah, it's about
to be a good time.
1721
01:09:54,191 --> 01:09:56,098
- Now, this is my kind
of dinner party.
1722
01:09:56,193 --> 01:09:58,175
- This is cute.
1723
01:09:58,269 --> 01:10:00,010
- And mitch, this table's wood.
1724
01:10:00,030 --> 01:10:04,273
[laughter]
- it's not plastic.
1725
01:10:04,426 --> 01:10:06,592
- How's everyone doing?
1726
01:10:06,611 --> 01:10:11,764
- So for me, things are
better than I expected.
1727
01:10:11,783 --> 01:10:15,284
I'm super surprised and happy
that things are so well.
1728
01:10:15,378 --> 01:10:17,045
'cause I never thought
I would have a connection
1729
01:10:17,196 --> 01:10:18,454
Like this with a stranger.
1730
01:10:18,548 --> 01:10:21,216
I hoped for it, but if you
asked me, right, I'm like,
1731
01:10:21,367 --> 01:10:23,292
It's unlikely.
- Yeah.
1732
01:10:23,445 --> 01:10:25,720
- But here I am,
like I said, like,
1733
01:10:25,947 --> 01:10:26,963
Having to eat those words,
'cause, yeah.
1734
01:10:27,115 --> 01:10:28,890
- Aww.
- It is working out.
1735
01:10:29,041 --> 01:10:30,708
- Yeah. Yeah.
1736
01:10:30,727 --> 01:10:32,227
[all speaking at once]
- you guys are cute.
1737
01:10:32,454 --> 01:10:34,454
- I'm just, like, so happy.
I don't know.
1738
01:10:34,472 --> 01:10:36,397
Like, I've been in
relationships where I've been
1739
01:10:36,549 --> 01:10:38,566
Able to get away with murder.
- Same.
1740
01:10:38,718 --> 01:10:40,626
- And just, like, spew
my [bleep], say whatever,
1741
01:10:40,720 --> 01:10:42,570
And they're gonna take it.
- Facts.
1742
01:10:42,722 --> 01:10:45,314
- And I respect miguel,
and I don't want that
1743
01:10:45,467 --> 01:10:46,407
To be part of our relationship,
1744
01:10:46,559 --> 01:10:48,058
And I don't want
to treat you like that.
1745
01:10:48,078 --> 01:10:51,746
So it takes a lot--it's taking
a lot of work on my end,
1746
01:10:51,973 --> 01:10:54,732
But, I mean, he's more
than worth it, so.
1747
01:10:54,751 --> 01:10:55,641
- Aww.
1748
01:10:55,735 --> 01:10:57,735
- Yeah.
- That's awesome.
1749
01:10:57,754 --> 01:10:59,812
I'm happy for you guys.
- Thank you.
1750
01:10:59,905 --> 01:11:00,663
- I'm really happy
for you guys.
1751
01:11:00,815 --> 01:11:02,239
- Thank you.
1752
01:11:02,333 --> 01:11:03,499
- Okay, how are you guys?
1753
01:11:03,651 --> 01:11:05,651
I mean, we know you look good.
1754
01:11:05,670 --> 01:11:07,244
- And we know you got tatted.
But tell us--
1755
01:11:07,264 --> 01:11:08,170
- Yeah, we know
you got tattoos.
1756
01:11:08,323 --> 01:11:11,157
- Tell us the deets.
1757
01:11:11,175 --> 01:11:14,918
- It's been a lot of growing
pains, I think, for me.
1758
01:11:14,938 --> 01:11:18,347
I felt like I came into this
knowing exactly what I wanted,
1759
01:11:18,441 --> 01:11:19,774
Exactly who I am.
1760
01:11:19,925 --> 01:11:23,093
And I think that, through this,
it kind of showed me
1761
01:11:23,113 --> 01:11:25,113
I do know what I want,
I do know who I am,
1762
01:11:25,264 --> 01:11:27,765
But I also have work
to do on myself.
1763
01:11:27,784 --> 01:11:30,510
We do have disagreements,
but we make it
1764
01:11:30,528 --> 01:11:32,028
On the other side of those.
1765
01:11:32,122 --> 01:11:35,181
And I think that it just
builds character, growth,
1766
01:11:35,274 --> 01:11:36,457
And it just brings
us closer together.
1767
01:11:36,609 --> 01:11:38,868
So yeah.
- Yeah.
1768
01:11:39,020 --> 01:11:41,037
♪ ♪
1769
01:11:41,189 --> 01:11:44,465
So I have a little bit more
of a, like, more calm approach
1770
01:11:44,692 --> 01:11:47,618
To things, and I do
think we, you know--
1771
01:11:47,637 --> 01:11:50,029
- I'm not calm?
- Sometimes you are.
1772
01:11:50,122 --> 01:11:51,531
Sometimes you are.
- Okay.
1773
01:11:51,624 --> 01:11:53,716
- But we do complement each
other, you know what I mean?
1774
01:11:53,868 --> 01:11:55,718
And we do have the same vision.
1775
01:11:55,870 --> 01:11:59,814
Us seeing the bigger picture
can alleviate, like,
1776
01:12:00,041 --> 01:12:03,225
All the little--
little, small disagreements
1777
01:12:03,378 --> 01:12:05,545
That we have,
because right here in the now,
1778
01:12:05,638 --> 01:12:07,063
You know,
we're in this forever,
1779
01:12:07,215 --> 01:12:08,714
You know what I'm saying?
1780
01:12:08,733 --> 01:12:14,236
And so you know, I feel like
I definitely am falling in love
1781
01:12:14,331 --> 01:12:17,665
With you, and I'm very happy.
I'm very happy.
1782
01:12:17,892 --> 01:12:20,168
And so I want
my best friend next to me.
1783
01:12:20,395 --> 01:12:23,004
And stacia's definitely
my best friend.
1784
01:12:23,155 --> 01:12:25,081
- Oh, my god.
- Stop!
1785
01:12:25,233 --> 01:12:27,658
- You guys are so cute!
- That's incredible.
1786
01:12:27,752 --> 01:12:29,735
- That was so real.
1787
01:12:29,754 --> 01:12:31,587
- That was beautiful.
- That is amazing.
1788
01:12:31,681 --> 01:12:33,014
- You guys are so well-spoken.
- That was beautiful.
1789
01:12:33,165 --> 01:12:34,682
- Hear, hear.
- That's ridiculous.
1790
01:12:34,834 --> 01:12:37,076
- That is.
Almost as ridiculous as y'all.
1791
01:12:37,095 --> 01:12:39,595
- Beautiful.
- Like, that was amazing.
1792
01:12:39,747 --> 01:12:42,081
- That's why you guys are
at the head of the table.
1793
01:12:42,174 --> 01:12:44,250
- Stacia's a hard
act to follow.
1794
01:12:44,268 --> 01:12:46,343
- So how do you feel
after a month of marriage
1795
01:12:46,437 --> 01:12:47,695
With a guy like me?
1796
01:12:47,847 --> 01:12:50,606
[laughter]
1797
01:12:50,700 --> 01:12:54,035
- I'd actually appreciate it
if you went first.
1798
01:12:54,186 --> 01:12:57,113
- I'm not gonna lie,
it has been--it's really--
1799
01:12:57,265 --> 01:13:00,691
It's been really demanding
and really difficult.
1800
01:13:00,710 --> 01:13:04,103
I mean, I'd never even lived
with a girlfriend before,
1801
01:13:04,122 --> 01:13:07,623
So this was all very,
like--really,
1802
01:13:07,775 --> 01:13:08,716
A huge leap of faith for me.
1803
01:13:08,868 --> 01:13:12,294
And just speaking
for myself, as a person,
1804
01:13:12,447 --> 01:13:15,131
Like, it's been--it has been
a journey of self-discovery.
1805
01:13:15,283 --> 01:13:17,207
Like, I've done a lot of work,
but it was, like,
1806
01:13:17,301 --> 01:13:20,561
Kind of with myself, and, like,
I didn't--I wasn't even sure
1807
01:13:20,713 --> 01:13:22,622
If I had the capacity
to be, like,
1808
01:13:22,715 --> 01:13:24,065
A husband,
you know what I mean?
1809
01:13:24,216 --> 01:13:26,717
Like, I thought maybe I was,
like--I didn't even have it,
1810
01:13:26,736 --> 01:13:27,735
You know what I mean?
So.
1811
01:13:27,962 --> 01:13:29,795
- Right.
1812
01:13:29,889 --> 01:13:31,313
- You've grown a lot.
- Yeah.
1813
01:13:31,466 --> 01:13:33,633
- You are really
an incredible man.
1814
01:13:33,651 --> 01:13:39,080
You--I don't think anyone
at this table doubts
1815
01:13:39,231 --> 01:13:41,474
How hard you are trying.
1816
01:13:41,492 --> 01:13:44,644
But you say a lot of stuff
where I'm just, like,
1817
01:13:44,662 --> 01:13:46,879
You signed up to be married.
1818
01:13:49,759 --> 01:13:51,909
I'ma keep it together.
Don't worry.
1819
01:13:52,003 --> 01:13:54,929
I struggle when you say things
like, "I don't--I wasn't sure
1820
01:13:55,080 --> 01:13:56,005
I could be a husband."
1821
01:13:56,157 --> 01:13:59,583
♪ ♪
1822
01:13:59,602 --> 01:14:02,328
You signed up
to marry a stranger.
1823
01:14:02,346 --> 01:14:05,347
And I came into this
already a wife.
1824
01:14:05,500 --> 01:14:07,442
♪ ♪
1825
01:14:07,593 --> 01:14:10,445
People constantly say,
"I'm proud of you, mitch.
1826
01:14:10,596 --> 01:14:11,946
"yeah, mitch.
1827
01:14:12,097 --> 01:14:13,689
We got this, mitch."
1828
01:14:13,841 --> 01:14:16,617
And I'm like, what about me?
1829
01:14:16,769 --> 01:14:21,347
And part of me feels like
this is going so well
1830
01:14:21,365 --> 01:14:25,943
Because I am trying so hard,
and I am showing up,
1831
01:14:25,962 --> 01:14:29,188
And I am compromising.
1832
01:14:29,207 --> 01:14:32,692
But when does krysten
stop compromising,
1833
01:14:32,710 --> 01:14:35,303
And krysten gets to do
whatever krysten wants to do,
1834
01:14:35,454 --> 01:14:38,864
And krysten gets to do krysten,
and not,
1835
01:14:38,883 --> 01:14:40,382
"oh, I don't want to put
pressure on mitch.
1836
01:14:40,535 --> 01:14:42,868
"oh, I gotta make sure
I do this and do this,
1837
01:14:42,887 --> 01:14:45,646
And I can't do this,
and I need to do this"?
1838
01:14:45,873 --> 01:14:48,891
I'm gonna--I'm gonna snap soon.
I'm gonna snap.
1839
01:14:49,043 --> 01:14:54,489
♪ ♪
1840
01:14:58,161 --> 01:14:59,735
- Yep.
1841
01:14:59,829 --> 01:15:02,663
- And I might completely
lose mitch when I snap.
1842
01:15:02,815 --> 01:15:06,000
- But it's better to lose mitch
than to lose yourself.
1843
01:15:06,151 --> 01:15:07,393
- Yeah. There you go.
- No, for sure.
1844
01:15:07,411 --> 01:15:11,413
I just feel like I am
putting in a lot of work.
1845
01:15:11,508 --> 01:15:12,489
And you are too.
1846
01:15:12,509 --> 01:15:13,582
I want to--I want
that to be known.
1847
01:15:13,735 --> 01:15:14,917
You are too.
1848
01:15:15,069 --> 01:15:19,830
But I just think,
emotionally, I was so maybe,
1849
01:15:19,849 --> 01:15:24,910
More prepared for this,
and it--just, I'm feeling it.
1850
01:15:25,004 --> 01:15:27,263
I'm feeling that.
So I don't know.
1851
01:15:27,415 --> 01:15:30,432
I don't know what can happen
for me not to feel this way.
1852
01:15:30,527 --> 01:15:31,767
I don't know.
1853
01:15:31,919 --> 01:15:33,936
♪ ♪
1854
01:15:34,030 --> 01:15:36,772
I don't know.
1855
01:15:36,866 --> 01:15:37,940
And I'm so sorry.
1856
01:15:38,092 --> 01:15:40,034
I just want to--
I just want to be real.
1857
01:15:40,261 --> 01:15:42,203
- Yeah.
- Don't apologize for that.
1858
01:15:42,354 --> 01:15:44,354
- I mean, I don't--yeah,
you don't need to apologize.
1859
01:15:44,374 --> 01:15:47,041
And I think--I don't
want to offer advice,
1860
01:15:47,268 --> 01:15:48,191
'cause I don't
actually think you've
1861
01:15:48,211 --> 01:15:49,451
Asked me for advice.
- No.
1862
01:15:49,546 --> 01:15:53,530
- But I just, I want to
encourage you to just--
1863
01:15:53,624 --> 01:15:55,216
Just be your true self.
1864
01:15:55,367 --> 01:15:57,443
Like, if you feel
like you need to snap
1865
01:15:57,536 --> 01:16:00,279
Or you need to express
something to me
1866
01:16:00,372 --> 01:16:01,297
About how you're feeling...
1867
01:16:01,391 --> 01:16:02,372
- Yeah.
1868
01:16:02,466 --> 01:16:04,133
- I want to welcome it.
1869
01:16:04,227 --> 01:16:06,060
And I don't want you to feel
like you need to tiptoe
1870
01:16:06,287 --> 01:16:08,287
Around me and my [bleep].
- Thank you.
1871
01:16:08,380 --> 01:16:09,730
- You know what I mean?
- Yeah.
1872
01:16:09,957 --> 01:16:11,123
- Whatever you need
to be or whatever
1873
01:16:11,142 --> 01:16:12,716
You need to express to me...
1874
01:16:12,810 --> 01:16:14,068
- Let that (bleep) out.
1875
01:16:14,295 --> 01:16:16,128
- Yeah.
It's not gonna shut me down.
1876
01:16:16,221 --> 01:16:17,905
I'll be there for you.
- Okay.
1877
01:16:18,132 --> 01:16:19,056
- And I'll be there--
- I know you will.
1878
01:16:19,150 --> 01:16:20,800
Thank you.
- All right.
1879
01:16:20,893 --> 01:16:21,892
- I'm proud of you, bro.
- Yeah.
1880
01:16:21,986 --> 01:16:23,226
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
1881
01:16:23,246 --> 01:16:25,805
- Compared to, you know,
like, when I met mitch,
1882
01:16:25,823 --> 01:16:27,139
I've seen a lot of growth.
1883
01:16:27,158 --> 01:16:28,732
I think, from the outside,
looking in, I've seen
1884
01:16:28,751 --> 01:16:30,659
A lot of [bleep] growth, bro.
1885
01:16:30,753 --> 01:16:31,919
You know, and I think
that's a beautiful thing.
1886
01:16:32,071 --> 01:16:33,145
So just give
yourself some credit
1887
01:16:33,164 --> 01:16:35,072
That you've had--
you've made progress.
1888
01:16:35,091 --> 01:16:36,832
A lot of progress.
- Yeah.
1889
01:16:36,984 --> 01:16:40,094
♪ ♪
1890
01:16:42,657 --> 01:16:44,323
♪ ♪
1891
01:16:44,342 --> 01:16:45,600
- Thank you.
1892
01:16:45,751 --> 01:16:47,250
Thank you for letting me
always speak my truth, too.
1893
01:16:47,270 --> 01:16:48,269
I appreciate that.
1894
01:16:48,420 --> 01:16:51,013
You do let me speak,
so thank you.
1895
01:16:51,165 --> 01:16:52,514
- Who next?
- You, alexis.
1896
01:16:52,667 --> 01:16:54,683
- Yeah, what about you, alexis?
- What about you, baby?
1897
01:16:54,777 --> 01:16:56,168
- Yeah, baby.
1898
01:16:56,187 --> 01:16:58,504
♪ ♪
1899
01:16:58,522 --> 01:17:01,782
- I don't want to
talk in this moment.
1900
01:17:01,934 --> 01:17:03,008
- That's okay.
- I want to listen.
1901
01:17:03,027 --> 01:17:04,176
- Yeah. Okay.
- Listen.
1902
01:17:04,269 --> 01:17:05,361
- Respect.
- I want to listen.
1903
01:17:05,455 --> 01:17:06,512
- You don't want to
talk about the weather?
1904
01:17:06,530 --> 01:17:07,863
- I love that.
Setting boundaries.
1905
01:17:08,015 --> 01:17:09,123
- I don't want to talk.
I want to--I want to listen.
1906
01:17:09,274 --> 01:17:11,350
- We'll come back on your
terms, if you want to.
1907
01:17:11,443 --> 01:17:12,351
- Thank you.
I appreciate y'all.
1908
01:17:12,370 --> 01:17:13,794
- She got me in my head now.
1909
01:17:13,946 --> 01:17:16,705
- Sometimes,
it's better to listen.
1910
01:17:16,858 --> 01:17:22,027
And I'm trying to be respectful
of my husband's sensitivity.
1911
01:17:22,046 --> 01:17:24,029
I'd rather
just not say anything
1912
01:17:24,048 --> 01:17:27,124
Rather than to say I don't
think my husband's
1913
01:17:27,143 --> 01:17:29,535
Making progress, especially
when my husband is talking
1914
01:17:29,628 --> 01:17:30,978
About everybody
else's progress,
1915
01:17:31,130 --> 01:17:33,981
And I'm just like,
what about yours, you know?
1916
01:17:34,133 --> 01:17:35,040
So I just felt like
it would be better
1917
01:17:35,059 --> 01:17:36,817
To not say anything at all.
1918
01:17:40,990 --> 01:17:42,731
- So since my
husband keeps asking me
1919
01:17:42,884 --> 01:17:44,550
If I have anything
to say about the marriage,
1920
01:17:44,568 --> 01:17:45,976
Our marriage--
- I ain't talking to them.
1921
01:17:46,070 --> 01:17:47,887
I'm talking to you.
- I know.
1922
01:17:47,905 --> 01:17:50,147
They can all see you.
Like, we can all see you.
1923
01:17:50,241 --> 01:17:52,500
- You don't have to talk about
if you don't want to, I mean...
1924
01:17:52,651 --> 01:17:53,984
- I mean, it's making
my husband uncomfortable,
1925
01:17:54,078 --> 01:17:55,485
Evidently.
- Extremely.
1926
01:17:55,579 --> 01:17:57,672
I just find it odd that you
don't have anything to say.
1927
01:17:57,823 --> 01:17:58,914
- What does that mean?
1928
01:17:59,066 --> 01:18:00,341
- Just exactly
what I said, babe.
1929
01:18:00,568 --> 01:18:01,676
- Can you explain it
in a different way?
1930
01:18:01,827 --> 01:18:02,843
'cause I don't understand.
1931
01:18:03,070 --> 01:18:05,087
- What I'm saying is,
like, it bothered me
1932
01:18:05,181 --> 01:18:07,682
That you didn't have
anything to say, you know.
1933
01:18:07,833 --> 01:18:09,350
- What--what about that
bothered you?
1934
01:18:09,501 --> 01:18:10,592
I'm not understanding.
1935
01:18:10,687 --> 01:18:12,853
- It bothered me because
it makes me feel like
1936
01:18:13,005 --> 01:18:16,081
I'm, like--I think we're doing
good and we're overcoming
1937
01:18:16,100 --> 01:18:17,766
Challenges and we're
strengthening our marriage,
1938
01:18:17,919 --> 01:18:19,268
But when you don't have
anything to say about it,
1939
01:18:19,420 --> 01:18:20,677
It's just like, oh,
are you on another page?
1940
01:18:20,697 --> 01:18:22,588
Is it something I don't know?
1941
01:18:22,606 --> 01:18:24,273
Because we've talked about
just about everything.
1942
01:18:24,367 --> 01:18:26,442
- So if you're comfortable
in that, stand in that.
1943
01:18:26,594 --> 01:18:27,593
- Okay.
1944
01:18:27,611 --> 01:18:30,020
- When I'm upset,
I talk to you, baby.
1945
01:18:30,039 --> 01:18:32,114
I talk to you.
- That's not the point.
1946
01:18:32,266 --> 01:18:33,690
♪ ♪
1947
01:18:33,710 --> 01:18:36,043
- When I'm upset,
you know I'm upset.
1948
01:18:36,270 --> 01:18:39,380
- Can I get another one
of these, please?
1949
01:18:39,607 --> 01:18:40,864
I don't think you understand
what I'm saying.
1950
01:18:40,883 --> 01:18:42,791
- I don't, honey.
I'm sorry.
1951
01:18:42,944 --> 01:18:44,201
- We're all sharing.
You know what I'm saying?
1952
01:18:44,295 --> 01:18:45,794
So what do you mean?
- And that's my biggest point--
1953
01:18:45,888 --> 01:18:48,205
That you want me to share,
and I don't want to.
1954
01:18:48,224 --> 01:18:48,964
- It's--I don't
want you to share.
1955
01:18:49,058 --> 01:18:51,617
I'm just asking. [bleep] it.
1956
01:18:51,635 --> 01:18:56,522
♪ ♪
1957
01:18:59,885 --> 01:19:02,737
- Do you want his?
'cause he's pouting right now.
1958
01:19:02,888 --> 01:19:04,646
- I'm not pouting.
I ain't got nothing to say.
1959
01:19:04,799 --> 01:19:11,487
♪ ♪
1960
01:19:11,581 --> 01:19:16,325
- So for me, I feel like you,
justin, at some times,
1961
01:19:16,477 --> 01:19:17,977
Don't self-regulate.
1962
01:19:17,995 --> 01:19:20,496
Like, in this moment right now,
I feel like you're pouting.
1963
01:19:20,648 --> 01:19:26,409
So for me, it's just, like,
I need you to be consistent.
1964
01:19:26,429 --> 01:19:28,929
And it's very uncomfortable
when you are inconsistent,
1965
01:19:29,081 --> 01:19:30,080
Because I don't know
which person
1966
01:19:30,099 --> 01:19:32,157
I'm gonna get every day.
1967
01:19:32,176 --> 01:19:34,101
And that's a scary place
to be for me.
1968
01:19:34,328 --> 01:19:35,919
Like, you said,
you're emotional at times.
1969
01:19:35,938 --> 01:19:37,663
I feel like it's
jekyll and mr. Hyde.
1970
01:19:37,756 --> 01:19:39,164
I feel like it's just like
you're just
1971
01:19:39,258 --> 01:19:41,016
Two different people,
and it scares me.
1972
01:19:41,168 --> 01:19:42,851
'cause when--and then you come
back and apologize,
1973
01:19:42,945 --> 01:19:44,445
But I'm like, that still
doesn't take away the hurt.
1974
01:19:44,596 --> 01:19:46,522
- What have I done
at this moment,
1975
01:19:46,674 --> 01:19:48,449
During this session,
that has bothered you?
1976
01:19:48,600 --> 01:19:50,951
- You said, "no, I just
ain't got nothing to say."
1977
01:19:51,103 --> 01:19:53,120
That bothered me, because
I said that a few minutes ago,
1978
01:19:53,272 --> 01:19:54,513
And I feel like you're
just doing, like,
1979
01:19:54,532 --> 01:19:55,790
A tit-for-tat type of thing.
- Nope.
1980
01:19:55,941 --> 01:19:58,275
Right now, I am emotional,
and if I say something,
1981
01:19:58,294 --> 01:20:00,185
It's gonna be an outburst, and
you told me to work on that,
1982
01:20:00,279 --> 01:20:02,204
So that's exactly
what I'm doing.
1983
01:20:02,356 --> 01:20:03,798
Look at it from my perspective.
1984
01:20:03,949 --> 01:20:07,117
If that's not what I'm used to,
and then you--all of a sudden,
1985
01:20:07,136 --> 01:20:08,451
You're like, "nah, I'm good."
1986
01:20:08,471 --> 01:20:09,786
Here, I'm thinking
I'm [bleep] up.
1987
01:20:09,806 --> 01:20:11,305
I'm doing--I'm like, yo,
what the [bleep] did I do?
1988
01:20:11,456 --> 01:20:12,789
- But that's you--
between yourself.
1989
01:20:12,809 --> 01:20:14,642
- It has nothing
to do with myself, baby.
1990
01:20:14,793 --> 01:20:16,385
- It does.
- Like, I'm talking about--
1991
01:20:16,537 --> 01:20:17,460
- You asked me,
"did I do something wrong?"
1992
01:20:17,555 --> 01:20:18,461
And I said no, baby.
1993
01:20:18,481 --> 01:20:20,205
I just don't have
anything to say.
1994
01:20:20,224 --> 01:20:21,798
- Okay.
- Didn't I say that?
1995
01:20:21,892 --> 01:20:23,484
- You said that.
- Okay, then.
1996
01:20:23,635 --> 01:20:24,726
So I don't get why
this is an issue.
1997
01:20:24,879 --> 01:20:26,654
♪ ♪
1998
01:20:26,881 --> 01:20:27,780
I don't.
1999
01:20:34,330 --> 01:20:36,997
This is a thing that
happens all the time,
2000
01:20:37,224 --> 01:20:39,149
And I feel like
I have to self-regulate
2001
01:20:39,168 --> 01:20:41,560
For me and my husband.
2002
01:20:41,653 --> 01:20:42,670
And I know you're
working on it.
2003
01:20:42,821 --> 01:20:43,896
I know you're trying.
2004
01:20:43,914 --> 01:20:45,655
But that does not
make me hurt any less
2005
01:20:45,675 --> 01:20:47,324
Because you're trying.
2006
01:20:47,343 --> 01:20:49,585
And it's like, yo,
you're emotional.
2007
01:20:49,679 --> 01:20:51,828
You're high intentions,
and you're very emotional.
2008
01:20:51,922 --> 01:20:53,088
You call it passionate.
2009
01:20:53,182 --> 01:20:56,166
But I'm hurt.
2010
01:20:56,185 --> 01:20:57,759
And when you come back
and apologize and you're like,
2011
01:20:57,854 --> 01:21:01,671
"you know what, you were
right, babe," you're right.
2012
01:21:01,691 --> 01:21:03,340
It still hurts.
2013
01:21:03,359 --> 01:21:05,417
And that's all
I want you to know.
2014
01:21:05,436 --> 01:21:06,768
It still hurts.
2015
01:21:06,921 --> 01:21:10,272
♪ ♪
2016
01:21:10,424 --> 01:21:12,257
- Did I do anything
in this moment to hurt you?
2017
01:21:12,276 --> 01:21:14,109
- Babe, it's just--
in this moment.
2018
01:21:14,261 --> 01:21:16,036
In this moment.
That's what you're stuck on.
2019
01:21:16,188 --> 01:21:17,596
After everything
that I said, you're
2020
01:21:17,615 --> 01:21:19,206
Thinking about in this moment.
- You're not listening.
2021
01:21:19,433 --> 01:21:20,949
You're not listening.
What I'm asking is,
2022
01:21:21,102 --> 01:21:22,025
Did I do something
in this moment
2023
01:21:22,044 --> 01:21:24,378
That I said I wasn't gonna do?
2024
01:21:24,605 --> 01:21:25,771
That's all I'm asking.
I understand.
2025
01:21:25,789 --> 01:21:28,123
- I need a break, babe.
- All right.
2026
01:21:28,275 --> 01:21:33,946
♪ ♪
2027
01:21:33,964 --> 01:21:35,964
- I need a break.
- I'm sorry.
2028
01:21:36,117 --> 01:21:42,396
♪ ♪
2029
01:21:52,299 --> 01:21:54,724
- Am I crazy?
Am I crazy?
2030
01:21:54,818 --> 01:21:56,577
- I feel--I feel for them.
2031
01:21:56,728 --> 01:21:57,970
- Yeah, of course.
- I really do.
2032
01:21:57,988 --> 01:21:59,079
- Yeah.
2033
01:21:59,306 --> 01:22:01,807
I see both their perspectives.
- I do too.
2034
01:22:01,900 --> 01:22:03,492
- I put my truth
out on the table.
2035
01:22:03,644 --> 01:22:06,086
You know what I'm saying?
I [bleep] love her.
2036
01:22:07,481 --> 01:22:09,164
♪ ♪
2037
01:22:09,258 --> 01:22:10,315
- I don't know.
2038
01:22:10,334 --> 01:22:12,426
I don't know
what happened tonight.
2039
01:22:22,012 --> 01:22:23,328
- Like, it's so frustrating.
2040
01:22:23,347 --> 01:22:25,847
It's like, I have to
appease him at every moment.
2041
01:22:26,000 --> 01:22:27,942
Like, I have to coddle this man
like he's a [bleep] baby.
2042
01:22:28,093 --> 01:22:29,234
Like, I don't have kids.
2043
01:22:30,354 --> 01:22:33,781
- But it's like,
even when I try,
2044
01:22:33,932 --> 01:22:35,857
It bites me in the ass,
even though, like, I'm trying.
2045
01:22:36,010 --> 01:22:41,455
♪ ♪
2046
01:22:41,682 --> 01:22:43,457
- ♪ wake up,
I'm coming up to you ♪
2047
01:22:43,684 --> 01:22:44,792
- Ahh!
2048
01:22:44,943 --> 01:22:47,277
- Next time on
"married at first sight"...
2049
01:22:47,296 --> 01:22:49,521
- This is your neighborhood?
- This is it.
2050
01:22:49,540 --> 01:22:51,523
- With less than one month
until decision day...
2051
01:22:51,542 --> 01:22:53,358
- I want to take a little trip
through my life.
2052
01:22:53,377 --> 01:22:55,527
- Our husbands
and wives will get a glimpse
2053
01:22:55,546 --> 01:22:58,030
Into each other's pasts
as they try to build
2054
01:22:58,048 --> 01:23:00,808
An even stronger bond
with their partner.
2055
01:23:00,959 --> 01:23:01,867
- So you was really
just hustling.
2056
01:23:01,960 --> 01:23:03,552
- Yeah.
- You're the best.
2057
01:23:03,646 --> 01:23:05,721
- You're the best too.
2058
01:23:05,815 --> 01:23:08,056
- I don't know why I'm so
[bleep] nervous right now.
2059
01:23:08,150 --> 01:23:09,708
- It's adorable.
2060
01:23:09,727 --> 01:23:12,653
- Hey.
All: Hi.
2061
01:23:12,880 --> 01:23:14,896
- Great setup.
- It's about to go down.
2062
01:23:15,049 --> 01:23:16,398
- I understand
that she's hurt,
2063
01:23:16,492 --> 01:23:18,066
But I'm trying.
2064
01:23:18,219 --> 01:23:20,143
- What's up with the hostility?
2065
01:23:20,162 --> 01:23:22,812
- 'cause, for the one person,
out of everyone here,
2066
01:23:22,906 --> 01:23:24,573
Who should have had my back,
it should have been my husband.
2067
01:23:24,667 --> 01:23:26,908
And he did not.
2068
01:23:27,061 --> 01:23:29,486
- I really, really
wanted to make him happy.
2069
01:23:29,580 --> 01:23:32,247
And, to be honest with you,
I don't want to do it anymore.
2070
01:23:32,399 --> 01:23:34,341
♪ ♪