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(FOOTSTEPS)
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(BEEP)
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People file for bankruptcy all the time.
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You really don't get to settle
anything anymore, Mr. Klein.
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That all falls on me.
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(LIGHT DRAMATIC MUSIC)
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MAN: We're not moving in a circle.
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We're exploring the space.
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You could trust me to love you.
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If I fuck up again,
it will not be with infidelity.
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(WAVES CRASHING)
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I was protecting you...
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Best way I could, by keeping the peace.
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♪
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Kill me.
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We need to do what's best for the boys.
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There are so many possibilities
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should this go to court, Celeste,
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a lot of them bad.
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I'm gonna have to testify,
and that means that I'm fair game.
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♪
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♪ ("COLD LITTLE HEART"
BY MICHAEL KIWANUKA PLAYS) ♪
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♪ Did you ever want it? ♪
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♪ Did you want it bad? ♪
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♪ Oh, my ♪
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♪ It tears me apart ♪
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♪ We can try to hide it ♪
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♪ It's all the same ♪
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♪ I've been losing you ♪
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♪ One day at a time ♪
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♪ And I know ♪
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♪ In my heart ♪
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♪ In this cold heart ♪
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♪ I can live, or I can die ♪
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♪ I believe if I just try ♪
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♪ You believe in you and I ♪
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♪ In you and I ♪
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♪ In you and I ♪
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♪ In you and I ♪
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WOMAN: No!
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CELESTE WRIGHT: I pushed him.
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- MADDIE MACKENZIE: No, wait! Wait!
- I did it. I did it.
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(INAUDIBLE YELLING)
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You did not push him.
And you did not push him.
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No one did this. Nobody.
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Call an ambulance!
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♪ ("RIPPIN KITTIN" BY GOLDEN BOY
WITH MISS KITTIN PLAYS) ♪
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- JANE CHAPMAN: What the fuck!
- (HORN HONKS)
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(CAR DOOR SLAMS)
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You're a cop?
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No, I'm not a cop.
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Well, what the fuck
were you doing there?
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- COREY BROCKFIELD: I... I was...
- Bonnie saw you.
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Do you want to come in?
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I can explain.
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JANE: Yeah, you better fucking explain.
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COREY: Okay, um...
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I... I was called in for questioning.
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More like ordered.
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JANE: By who?
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- Um... Detective Quinlan.
- What did she say?
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She asked me about us and you and...
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she asked whether you had talked to me
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about Perry Wright's death.
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- What did you tell her?
- COREY: I told her the truth,
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that you didn't tell me anything.
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But Jane, she knows
your history with this guy.
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She knows he raped you,
she knows he's Ziggy's dad,
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and she clearly doesn't
think he slipped.
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COREY: She said with five witnesses,
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the odds are in her favor...
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one of you will finally crack.
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The first one who does gets a break.
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The other four are fucked.
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He went to, uh...
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to kick me again and...
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and I think that's when he...
He must have taken a step back
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and... and he fell.
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I don't really remember
because he stumbled back.
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And that must have been when he fell.
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(CLICK)
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(CLICK)
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MALE DETECTIVE: Is there anything
else that you would like to add?
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I feel, um...
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I just feel like...
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I don't have a proper...
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memory of everything, so...
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that's why it's a little inconsistent.
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(CLICK)
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MADDIE: But we're not
gonna break. Right?
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- No. Right.
- BONNIE CARLSON: Yeah.
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Okay, we're gonna keep our poise
and we're gonna stay calm...
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Jesus Christ, a meteor could hit
and you would say, "Stay calm."
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Oh, fuck off, Bonnie.
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You know what?
I'm so tired of taking care of you
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- and your fucking feelings.
- BONNIE: Oh my God...
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I know your mom had a stroke,
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but let's not forget,
you're the one who pushed him.
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- What the fuck you say to me?!
- Whoa, who, whoa!
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- JANE: He slipped.
- RENATA: Oh, my God.
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- No one fucking pushed anybody.
- All right, all right.
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- He slipped.
- RENATA: Come on. Bonnie.
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- JANE: He slipped, right? Right?
- RENATA: He slipped. Right.
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Right. Yeah.
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RENATA: All right,
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- let's go, baby. Come on.
- CELESTE: It's all right.
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- JANE: Jesus.
- (CAR DOOR SLAMS)
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And so I started to run at him.
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- And the closer I got to him...
- (SCRIBBLING SOUNDS)
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the more I knew what I had to do.
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MARTIN BROWN: You're still here, huh?
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Yeah, I, um, left and came back.
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Doctor's gonna be here
shortly with an update.
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(MARTIN SIGHS)
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You ready?
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'Cause I'm not.
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She's too damn young, for God's sake.
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(MARTIN SOBS)
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You're gonna fight this.
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You hear me, baby?
You're gonna fight this.
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ED MACKENZIE: What did you say?
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MADDIE: Something in
the vein of "Fuck off."
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I know it was rude.
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I feel bad.
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I just...
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Why were you all out there?
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This secret last-minute meeting.
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Were you helping Celeste
prepare for her custody battle?
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Um, no, we were just being
there for her, you know.
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- ED: And at night?
- Solidarity. Yeah.
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And during all this solidarity,
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is that when "fuck off" came up, or...
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Mm-hmm.
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♪ ("UNTIL YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE"
BY ANN PEEBLES PLAYS) ♪
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You know, the other day,
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when you talked about hating yourself,
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there was honesty. I mean...
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It gave me hope.
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First time in a long time,
the air felt clear.
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But right now, it seems like
the window is fogging up,
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like you're hiding again.
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♪ I never knew the
meaning of true love ♪
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- (WAVES CRASH)
- (INSECTS CHIRP)
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- Mom?
- CELESTE: Hey.
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It's cold.
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Come here.
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- You couldn't sleep?
- MAX WRIGHT: No.
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MADDIE: He knows that I
am lying about something.
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RENATA: We made a pact.
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He's my husband.
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It's fucking pact, Madeline.
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You don't tell anybody that!
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I mean, you're the one that says
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Ed's all about truth and honesty.
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- He is.
- Oh, great.
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So, suppose he leads with that?
Are you kidding me?
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Then, we're fucked,
and Celeste is fucked first.
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She'll lose her kids.
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You cannot tell him that.
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(INDISTINCT TALKING)
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WOMAN: Yeah...
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Hey, Kristen. Uh, we have
a seafood watch question.
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The mom with the penguin
kid with the penguin hat.
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You got it. Yeah.
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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So, you're not gonna return
my phone calls or my texts
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'cause I talked to the police?
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No, it has nothing to
do with the police.
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I just can't do this right now.
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COREY: Hey, who wants to
touch something, uh, prickly.
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- Me!
- COREY: Okay.
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(WHISPERS) She... she's just to my left.
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I'm just kidding. No, I'm kidding.
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We have slimy kelp here.
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(HEART MONITOR BEEPS)
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(CRIES)
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(BEEPING INTENSIFIES AND FLATLINES)
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(BEEPING CONTINUES NORMALLY)
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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I just want you to
know how sorry I am...
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- (CELESTE SIGHS)
- ... that it's come to this.
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But at the end of the day,
we are still family, you know?
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We're not family, Mary Louise.
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BAILIFF: All rise.
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- Be seated.
- JUDGE MARYLIN CIPRIANI: Okay.
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I have before me the
psychiatric reports,
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together with the finding
of the child psychologist.
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I am not satisfied.
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As I stated at the outset,
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the court takes these matters seriously.
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As both a judge and a mother,
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I'm ill-inclined to
remove these children
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from the only home they've ever known.
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That said, I do have concerns.
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Both parties will be provided
copies of the reports today,
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which I would like to
enter into evidence
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by joint stipulation.
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Given the underlying neutrality
of these recommendations,
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I anticipate no objection.
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All right. We will proceed
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with the evidentiary hearing
tomorrow. Mrs. Wright?
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I wish to first hear from you.
You will take the stand
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and entertain questions from me
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as well as the petitioner's counsel.
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Your Honor,
I'd like to conduct a direct first.
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JUDGE CIPRIANI: Not necessary.
You can redirect after,
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should you feel the need.
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Okay? See you all back here tomorrow.
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(GAVEL BANGS)
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Hey. No, come on.
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We expected this. Come on.
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- (CELESTE SNIFFS AND SIGHS)
- Come on.
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Are the boys gonna have to be here?
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KATIE RICHMOND: Not for tomorrow, no.
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(SIGHS)
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Celeste. There is the risk
she could get full custody.
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I'm not settling.
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- I am not settling.
- Okay.
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CELESTE: And don't
try to handle me here.
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(CAR DOOR OPENS)
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- All right? Don't do that.
- Handle, no.
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Advise, yes.
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Farber's goal will be to
make you look erratic.
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I can protect you some,
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you just can't look like
you need protection.
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Do you understand what I'm telling you?
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Yeah, of course. I'm on my own.
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- That's what you're saying.
- You are not on your own.
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But we need to be careful.
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Get some rest.
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- There's nothing more we can do.
- (SIGHS)
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DR. CORTLAND: I'm afraid we
just have to watch and wait.
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Do you have any questions?
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- Can we kill her?
- MARTIN: Bonnie.
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BONNIE: She doesn't
want to exist like this.
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DR. CORTLAND: We can't kill her.
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I know it's done.
Pain management, we give her...
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- ... morphine.
- DR. CORTLAND: That isn't...
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the kind of pain we manage.
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Morphine is not indicated here.
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You'd do it for a dog.
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- MARTIN: Bonnie.
- What?
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Enough.
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RENATA: Oh, it's a total nightmare.
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GORDON KLEIN: What,
the hearing is open to the public?
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No, Judge Marilyn Cipriani.
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I wish I knew somebody who
knew somebody who knew her.
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I, uh, said goodbye to Amabella.
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Oh, Juliette...
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JULIETTE DUBOIS: I kinda told
her that I might be coming back,
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you know, to soften the goodbye.
253
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That was such a good idea.
I know, it's...
254
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Um, my... my lawyer said
I need to talk to you
255
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- about the severance again.
- Oh, honey, I know...
256
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We know we owe it. But now, it's...
257
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It's in bankruptcy trustee's hands.
258
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So, first things first,
we need to find you a new job.
259
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GORDON: Right, you...
you got our letter of recommendation?
260
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- Yeah, I did. Thank you.
- Yep, sure. Of course.
261
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JULIETTE: So, I guess this is goodbye.
262
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Uh-huh. (CHUCKLES)
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(SIGHS)
264
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Let's not. No, it's not goodbye here.
265
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Because we will rise up, and when we do,
266
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we will hire you back.
267
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- Okay. Okay.
- Okay?
268
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(SIGHS)
269
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RENATA: Oh, I couldn't have
done this without you, Juliette.
270
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JANE: Whoo!
271
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ZIGGY CHAPMAN: Yeah, baby!
272
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JANE: Whoo!
273
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Good job, buddy.
274
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- Good job, high five. Whoo!
- ZIGGY: Oh, my God!
275
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- (LAUGHS)
- That was so cool. I love that.
276
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Hey!
277
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COREY: What are you not doing in school?
278
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You're not suspended again, I hope.
279
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ZIGGY: No, it's
a parent-teacher conference.
280
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Oh, cool. Well, you...
I saw you catch that wave.
281
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Looks like you got it down.
You don't need my help, huh?
282
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ZIGGY: No, I still need your help.
I'm not that good.
283
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She's been teaching me!
284
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- (CHUCKLES)
- Again.
285
00:15:57,379 --> 00:15:59,050
- Both of you guys are so good at this.
- Hey, baby.
286
00:15:59,271 --> 00:16:01,904
Uh, do you wanna just build
a sandcastle for a minute?
287
00:16:01,906 --> 00:16:04,215
- Give us a second to talk?
- ZIGGY: Okay.
288
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- Thank you.
- You guys wanna talk private.
289
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Yeah, we do. Will you take a board, too?
290
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- ZIGGY: All right.
- Thank you.
291
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- Make sure you got a moat
- Hey, over here.
292
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- to keep the people out.
- Your toys are over here.
293
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- Hi.
- Hey.
294
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So, you're gonna freeze me out forever?
295
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It's gonna take me a long
time to let someone in again.
296
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I'm not walking away.
297
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ZIGGY: Mom, check this out.
298
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
299
00:16:38,162 --> 00:16:39,769
(BUZZER WAILS)
300
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- Bonnie, I...
- OFFICER: Metal in the pocket.
301
00:16:42,746 --> 00:16:44,780
Look, I... I wanna apologize
for the other day.
302
00:16:44,782 --> 00:16:47,011
I was completely out of line.
303
00:16:48,018 --> 00:16:50,809
It's fine. We're going through
a lot of stuff, you know.
304
00:16:50,834 --> 00:16:52,932
No, everything your
mom is going through,
305
00:16:52,957 --> 00:16:54,657
I had no right to
speak to you like that.
306
00:16:54,659 --> 00:16:57,226
And I want you to know
if I can be helpful,
307
00:16:57,228 --> 00:17:00,675
which I... I don't know how I
could, but I want to be.
308
00:17:00,700 --> 00:17:01,799
Thank you.
309
00:17:03,651 --> 00:17:04,750
You okay?
310
00:17:05,679 --> 00:17:07,254
Yeah, I'm good. Like...
311
00:17:07,785 --> 00:17:10,700
what you said, everyone's
going through stuff, and I...
312
00:17:11,597 --> 00:17:12,829
(CLEARS THROAT)
313
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- I'm no exception.
- It's getting to you, isn't it?
314
00:17:14,778 --> 00:17:15,944
What?
315
00:17:16,575 --> 00:17:17,746
(RENATA SIGHS)
316
00:17:17,748 --> 00:17:18,981
It's getting to you.
317
00:17:20,137 --> 00:17:22,984
Every. Time. Every time.
I know how you feel.
318
00:17:22,986 --> 00:17:24,653
It's like that put us on a list.
319
00:17:25,856 --> 00:17:27,325
BAILIFF: Please raise your right hand.
320
00:17:28,254 --> 00:17:30,058
Do you swear to tell the truth,
the whole truth,
321
00:17:30,060 --> 00:17:31,918
and nothing but truth, so help you God?
322
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- I do.
- BAILIFF: Please be seated.
323
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- JUDGE CIPRIANI: Mr. Farber.
- IRA FARBER: Thank you, Your Honor.
324
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The whole truth...
325
00:17:43,773 --> 00:17:45,168
and nothing but the truth.
326
00:17:45,775 --> 00:17:47,341
Do you have any questions
327
00:17:47,343 --> 00:17:49,109
concerning the oath you just took,
Mrs. Wright?
328
00:17:49,111 --> 00:17:50,340
- CELESTE: None.
- Excellent.
329
00:17:50,944 --> 00:17:52,678
And first off, my sympathies.
330
00:17:53,550 --> 00:17:54,778
Your husband died.
331
00:17:55,387 --> 00:17:57,606
And now this. That can't be easy.
332
00:17:58,121 --> 00:17:59,753
In fact, it's not been
easy for a long time,
333
00:17:59,755 --> 00:18:01,455
has it, Mrs. Wright? You were in
334
00:18:01,457 --> 00:18:03,524
an abusive relationship
with your husband.
335
00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:06,957
- Yes.
- FARBER: Physically abusive.
336
00:18:07,567 --> 00:18:09,529
- Yes.
- Emotionally abusive.
337
00:18:10,824 --> 00:18:12,176
- Yes.
- He hit you.
338
00:18:13,846 --> 00:18:16,013
- CELESTE: Many times.
- Did you ever hit him?
339
00:18:17,325 --> 00:18:20,640
I mean, sometimes, I would fight back.
340
00:18:20,871 --> 00:18:22,509
FARBER: Did you ever hit him first?
341
00:18:26,003 --> 00:18:27,503
It happened, but...
342
00:18:28,959 --> 00:18:31,295
I mean, more typically, he attacked me.
343
00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,019
FARBER: That must have been terrifying.
344
00:18:33,925 --> 00:18:35,332
Was it ever thrilling?
345
00:18:37,298 --> 00:18:38,298
Thrilling?
346
00:18:38,754 --> 00:18:40,987
FARBER: Did the physical
violence ever lead to sex?
347
00:18:41,012 --> 00:18:43,395
- KATIE: Objection.
- JUDGE CIPRIANI: Uh, overruled.
348
00:18:44,606 --> 00:18:46,532
Did the physical violence ever occasion
349
00:18:46,534 --> 00:18:49,200
you and your late husband to have sex?
350
00:18:50,739 --> 00:18:52,671
- Yes.
- Great sex?
351
00:18:55,340 --> 00:18:56,642
You were aroused by the violence.
352
00:18:56,644 --> 00:18:58,996
I was not aroused by the violence.
353
00:18:59,458 --> 00:19:00,722
FARBER: You never said that?
354
00:19:00,839 --> 00:19:02,939
That the incendiary
exchanges with your husband,
355
00:19:02,964 --> 00:19:04,745
including the physical violence
356
00:19:04,770 --> 00:19:06,685
led to gratifying and passionate sex,
357
00:19:06,687 --> 00:19:07,920
did you ever say that?
358
00:19:09,973 --> 00:19:14,121
My relationship with my
husband was very complicated.
359
00:19:14,595 --> 00:19:15,595
FARBER: Complicated.
360
00:19:16,403 --> 00:19:17,512
Was it sick?
361
00:19:18,426 --> 00:19:21,081
- It was not healthy.
- Are you over your sickness?
362
00:19:21,106 --> 00:19:22,668
- KATIE: Objection.
- JUDGE CIPRIANI: Sustained.
363
00:19:23,341 --> 00:19:25,041
FARBER: Did you miss the violence?
364
00:19:26,706 --> 00:19:28,145
No, I do not.
365
00:19:28,170 --> 00:19:30,356
I... I miss my husband...
366
00:19:30,801 --> 00:19:34,793
but I don't miss getting beat up. So...
367
00:19:35,442 --> 00:19:38,526
FARBER: So, he beat you up often?
368
00:19:38,551 --> 00:19:39,551
CELESTE: He did.
369
00:19:40,590 --> 00:19:42,293
FARBER: Did you ever call the police?
370
00:19:43,290 --> 00:19:44,559
(SIGHS)
371
00:19:45,306 --> 00:19:46,582
- No.
- Never?
372
00:19:47,043 --> 00:19:48,387
Did you ever tell anybody?
373
00:19:49,004 --> 00:19:50,996
- No.
- You never told anybody
374
00:19:50,998 --> 00:19:54,332
that your husband was hurting you?
375
00:19:54,334 --> 00:19:55,833
I told my therapist.
376
00:19:55,950 --> 00:19:57,192
FARBER: Are you healed now?
377
00:19:57,217 --> 00:19:59,097
- KATIE: Objection.
- JUDGE CIPRIANI: Sustained.
378
00:20:01,790 --> 00:20:02,955
(FARBER CLEARS THROAT)
379
00:20:08,460 --> 00:20:10,653
Do you, uh, recognize this man?
380
00:20:19,809 --> 00:20:21,559
- CELESTE: Yes.
- What's his name?
381
00:20:22,590 --> 00:20:25,176
- I don't know.
- Oh, not even a first name?
382
00:20:25,660 --> 00:20:31,668
Um... Jeff. Uh, Joe. Joe.
It was Joe. I... I think.
383
00:20:31,670 --> 00:20:33,965
FARBER: Did you have sexual
relationships with Joe?
384
00:20:35,656 --> 00:20:37,289
Uh...
385
00:20:37,543 --> 00:20:40,254
Um, I did... I'd had a bit to drink.
386
00:20:40,279 --> 00:20:42,346
So, approximately how
long after you met Joe
387
00:20:42,348 --> 00:20:44,315
- did the two of you have sex?
- KATIE: Objection.
388
00:20:44,317 --> 00:20:45,729
Well, not long enough to get his name.
389
00:20:45,754 --> 00:20:47,348
- KATIE: Objection.
- JUDGE CIPRIANI: Counsel.
390
00:20:47,908 --> 00:20:50,474
FARBER: Did this also get violent?
391
00:20:52,744 --> 00:20:54,077
It was physical.
392
00:20:55,809 --> 00:20:57,375
And are you really over your sickness?
393
00:20:57,400 --> 00:20:59,082
- KATIE: Objection.
- JUDGE CIPRIANI: Sustained.
394
00:21:02,434 --> 00:21:03,723
FARBER: Do you recognize this man?
395
00:21:07,669 --> 00:21:08,768
(SIGHS)
396
00:21:12,743 --> 00:21:14,239
Michael something.
397
00:21:14,645 --> 00:21:16,534
FARBER: Did you have sex
with Michael something?
398
00:21:16,559 --> 00:21:19,449
My social life is not...
I mean, this is...
399
00:21:19,451 --> 00:21:21,059
Did you have sex with Michael something?
400
00:21:21,084 --> 00:21:22,084
Yes.
401
00:21:22,921 --> 00:21:24,521
FARBER: And it also got physical?
402
00:21:25,606 --> 00:21:26,772
Um...
403
00:21:28,216 --> 00:21:30,302
If anything, I was the aggressor.
404
00:21:31,036 --> 00:21:34,497
Oh, so where did this
aggressive sex take place?
405
00:21:36,388 --> 00:21:37,521
In a bathroom.
406
00:21:37,809 --> 00:21:39,102
- A bathroom stall?
- Yes.
407
00:21:39,104 --> 00:21:41,075
- A public bathroom stall?
- Yes.
408
00:21:41,568 --> 00:21:43,139
FARBER: How long after
you met Michael something
409
00:21:43,141 --> 00:21:46,053
did you have aggressive sex
in a public bathroom stall?
410
00:21:46,078 --> 00:21:47,943
- KATIE: Objection.
- JUDGE CIPRIANI: Sustained.
411
00:21:48,686 --> 00:21:50,713
In the interest of time, just...
412
00:21:54,920 --> 00:21:56,019
And...
413
00:21:57,251 --> 00:22:00,029
No, this... Please.
414
00:22:00,248 --> 00:22:02,325
Did you have sexual
relations with all these men?
415
00:22:02,327 --> 00:22:05,760
Listen, this... this has nothing
to do with my capacity
416
00:22:05,762 --> 00:22:07,954
to parent my children. This...
417
00:22:07,979 --> 00:22:09,932
Did you children ever
meet any of these men,
418
00:22:09,934 --> 00:22:12,234
these sexual one-offs,
your boys ever meet 'em?
419
00:22:14,225 --> 00:22:15,479
(SIGHS)
420
00:22:17,241 --> 00:22:21,205
- They... They met Joe.
- No others?
421
00:22:21,946 --> 00:22:23,564
Um, no.
422
00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:26,748
FARBER: Did you ever bring
any of these men home
423
00:22:26,750 --> 00:22:28,183
when the boys were there?
424
00:22:29,187 --> 00:22:31,021
No. Um...
425
00:22:33,510 --> 00:22:36,416
Well, once. Once, I did, but, um...
426
00:22:36,768 --> 00:22:39,282
He was gone. He was gone
before they woke up, so...
427
00:22:39,307 --> 00:22:41,344
FARBER: Oh, so if Josh
were to tell his grandmother,
428
00:22:41,369 --> 00:22:43,197
"The other night,
I tried to get into bed with Mommy,
429
00:22:43,199 --> 00:22:45,166
but there was a stranger there,"
he'd be lying?
430
00:22:47,221 --> 00:22:49,860
If he said, "I tried to wake
Mommy up, but I couldn't,
431
00:22:49,885 --> 00:22:51,450
and the stranger told me
to go back to my room,"
432
00:22:51,475 --> 00:22:53,107
that would just be his imagination?
433
00:22:57,078 --> 00:22:59,223
Uh... I mean...
434
00:22:59,306 --> 00:23:02,116
sometimes I, um, have trouble sleeping,
435
00:23:02,118 --> 00:23:04,452
and so I take Ambien, and that...
436
00:23:05,789 --> 00:23:07,622
FARBER: Have you ever
driven while on Ambien
437
00:23:07,624 --> 00:23:10,124
- and run off the side of a road?
- (CELESTE SIGHS)
438
00:23:11,620 --> 00:23:12,752
(WEAKLY) Um...
439
00:23:14,272 --> 00:23:15,339
(SIGHS)
440
00:23:17,443 --> 00:23:19,377
Your Honor, um... (SNIFFS)
441
00:23:20,275 --> 00:23:21,902
- Your Honor.
- FARBER: Answer to me, please.
442
00:23:21,904 --> 00:23:23,269
- FARBER: Answer to me.
- No, I would...
443
00:23:23,271 --> 00:23:25,791
- I would like to address the court.
- Go ahead.
444
00:23:26,032 --> 00:23:27,999
Um, I have...
445
00:23:30,546 --> 00:23:34,805
I drove off the road once.
I've struggled.
446
00:23:34,830 --> 00:23:37,718
I've had difficulty in the
wake of my husband's death,
447
00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,587
and I've engaged in... in...
448
00:23:40,752 --> 00:23:45,361
In self-destructive behavior,
including, um...
449
00:23:48,062 --> 00:23:50,830
including sexual encounters and...
450
00:23:50,832 --> 00:23:51,998
KATIE: Celeste.
451
00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:53,525
CELESTE: Please, let me, I'm...
452
00:23:54,549 --> 00:23:56,769
I'm not gonna look
you in the eye and say
453
00:23:56,771 --> 00:23:59,391
that I'm healed, but I will say this:
454
00:23:59,416 --> 00:24:01,974
I am in the process of healing, and...
455
00:24:02,532 --> 00:24:03,665
(SIGHS)
456
00:24:08,142 --> 00:24:10,550
And through it all,
I've always been a good mother.
457
00:24:10,552 --> 00:24:13,452
I've always put my
children's interests first,
458
00:24:13,454 --> 00:24:16,956
and I've always, always kept them safe,
459
00:24:16,958 --> 00:24:18,174
even when...
460
00:24:19,119 --> 00:24:21,158
Perry... even when...
461
00:24:22,314 --> 00:24:24,996
there was a monster in the house.
462
00:24:25,181 --> 00:24:27,899
Have you ever been violent with
your children, Mrs. Wright?
463
00:24:32,639 --> 00:24:36,010
I overreacted on two occasions.
464
00:24:38,395 --> 00:24:40,213
FARBER: You ever strike
your mother-in-law?
465
00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:45,016
CELESTE: I slapped her in the face.
466
00:24:45,018 --> 00:24:47,185
Ever push your husband
down a flight of stairs?
467
00:24:48,021 --> 00:24:49,021
No!
468
00:24:49,369 --> 00:24:51,088
And how dare you?
469
00:24:51,324 --> 00:24:52,991
How dare you?
470
00:24:56,033 --> 00:24:58,727
FARBER: This is a computer simulation
of your husband's fatal fall.
471
00:24:58,752 --> 00:25:00,400
Objection. Relevance,
472
00:25:00,425 --> 00:25:01,443
- FARBER: No, Your Honor.
- not to mention
473
00:25:01,467 --> 00:25:02,733
- unfair surprise.
- FARBER: Your Honor can take a De bene.
474
00:25:02,735 --> 00:25:04,345
KATIE: Okay,
this is off-the-charts prejudicial.
475
00:25:04,370 --> 00:25:06,844
JUDGE CIPRIANI:
This isn't a jury trial, counsel,
476
00:25:06,869 --> 00:25:08,697
I'll give you time to
impeach if you want.
477
00:25:09,384 --> 00:25:11,502
FARBER: This is where your
husband would have landed
478
00:25:11,527 --> 00:25:13,119
from a natural fall.
479
00:25:13,781 --> 00:25:15,480
Now, this is where he did land.
480
00:25:18,283 --> 00:25:21,485
(SOBBING) Oh! This is... (SNIFFS)
481
00:25:22,103 --> 00:25:23,557
(GULPS) Hmm.
482
00:25:25,357 --> 00:25:27,095
FARBER: The physics say...
483
00:25:27,533 --> 00:25:29,509
that for him to have landed there,
484
00:25:29,995 --> 00:25:31,628
he must have been pushed.
485
00:25:32,397 --> 00:25:34,908
So, I dare to ask...
486
00:25:36,590 --> 00:25:37,697
... did you push him?
487
00:25:38,080 --> 00:25:40,009
No. I did not.
488
00:25:41,487 --> 00:25:42,877
FARBER: How did he fall?
489
00:25:43,361 --> 00:25:45,942
CELESTE: He lost his
balance and he slipped.
490
00:25:45,944 --> 00:25:50,013
He lost his balance
immediately after you found out
491
00:25:50,015 --> 00:25:52,449
he'd been unfaithful with another woman
492
00:25:52,451 --> 00:25:54,117
who bore his child?
493
00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:56,119
- Your Honor, this is not relevant.
- FARBER: Not relevant?
494
00:25:56,121 --> 00:25:57,887
She might commit a homicide, but hey.
495
00:25:57,889 --> 00:25:58,900
- KATIE: Objection.
- We can...
496
00:25:58,925 --> 00:26:01,390
JUDGE CIPRIANI: All right,
the objection on relevance is sustained.
497
00:26:02,087 --> 00:26:03,325
FARBER: Thank you, Your Honor.
498
00:26:03,327 --> 00:26:05,361
I have no further questions. Thank you.
499
00:26:08,884 --> 00:26:11,892
- Okay.
- (SIGHS) Shit.
500
00:26:13,235 --> 00:26:16,884
God, Katie, you couldn't have cut
any of that off? Jesus Christ.
501
00:26:16,909 --> 00:26:19,236
CELESTE: Oh my God,
she was having me followed.
502
00:26:20,048 --> 00:26:21,387
She was having me followed.
503
00:26:21,412 --> 00:26:22,705
- I know, I think so.
- RENATA: Unbelievable.
504
00:26:22,730 --> 00:26:26,337
She had PIs on me. God. This is just...
505
00:26:27,985 --> 00:26:30,002
KATIE: Okay,
that was rougher than we thought.
506
00:26:30,421 --> 00:26:31,421
RENATA: You think?
507
00:26:31,925 --> 00:26:32,925
Jesus Christ.
508
00:26:32,950 --> 00:26:35,484
I'll need to put you back on the stand.
509
00:26:35,705 --> 00:26:37,358
- No...
- KATIE: We need to rehabilitate you.
510
00:26:37,360 --> 00:26:38,994
Deconstruct a lot of what just happened.
511
00:26:38,996 --> 00:26:42,030
CELESTE: I don't think I can get
back in that chair again. I can't.
512
00:26:42,032 --> 00:26:44,032
MADDIE: I'm sorry,
but I think you have to.
513
00:26:44,034 --> 00:26:45,706
You can't leave it like that.
514
00:26:46,298 --> 00:26:47,298
You can't.
515
00:26:47,323 --> 00:26:48,704
And you've been through so much, honey,
516
00:26:48,729 --> 00:26:50,907
but you have to fight for those boys.
517
00:26:50,932 --> 00:26:52,373
You can't leave it like that.
518
00:26:52,375 --> 00:26:54,542
FARBER: I dare to ask,
519
00:26:54,567 --> 00:26:57,229
did you ever push your husband
down a flight of stairs?
520
00:26:58,017 --> 00:26:59,017
I did.
521
00:26:59,042 --> 00:27:00,510
MADDIE: You have to fight for them.
522
00:27:00,683 --> 00:27:02,072
They need you.
523
00:27:02,793 --> 00:27:03,793
(MOUSE CLICKING)
524
00:27:06,652 --> 00:27:07,652
(MOUSE CLICKING)
525
00:27:10,605 --> 00:27:11,605
(MOUSE CLICKING)
526
00:27:13,995 --> 00:27:14,995
(MOUSE CLICKING)
527
00:27:17,089 --> 00:27:18,089
(MOUSE CLICKING)
528
00:27:27,133 --> 00:27:29,433
TORI BACHMAN: Well, I must say I
was surprised to hear from you.
529
00:27:32,349 --> 00:27:35,652
I have no intention of
doing anything, okay?
530
00:27:36,955 --> 00:27:38,011
Okay.
531
00:27:38,714 --> 00:27:42,259
ED: All right, part of me
does want to do something,
532
00:27:42,284 --> 00:27:46,193
but I've already done it
just by entertaining the idea
533
00:27:46,218 --> 00:27:50,954
even... for a few minutes, I've done it.
534
00:27:50,979 --> 00:27:53,467
Look, let me tell you
what my shrink told me.
535
00:27:54,553 --> 00:27:57,451
(SIGHS) It's not about
inflicting payback
536
00:27:57,476 --> 00:27:58,646
on your cheating spouse.
537
00:27:58,671 --> 00:28:03,454
It's about getting a sense
that you didn't just take it.
538
00:28:03,479 --> 00:28:05,246
You didn't just swallow your pride
539
00:28:05,248 --> 00:28:08,382
and resign yourself to
being some wimpy ass victim.
540
00:28:08,384 --> 00:28:10,450
But you are looking for payback.
541
00:28:10,452 --> 00:28:13,740
TORI: True. I'd like both
Joseph and Madeline to pay.
542
00:28:13,765 --> 00:28:15,732
But I'm also attracted to you.
543
00:28:21,498 --> 00:28:24,775
I keep both a masturbation
diary and a bucket list.
544
00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:26,982
- Lower your...
- You made both.
545
00:28:27,365 --> 00:28:29,703
It's not just about me getting even.
546
00:28:29,705 --> 00:28:32,326
It's about me getting you.
547
00:28:32,639 --> 00:28:34,045
I want you.
548
00:28:37,952 --> 00:28:39,352
Don't overthink it.
549
00:28:40,885 --> 00:28:42,154
We have sex.
550
00:28:42,707 --> 00:28:44,240
We'll probably love it.
551
00:28:45,126 --> 00:28:47,170
If we don't, we move on.
552
00:28:48,738 --> 00:28:50,338
Of course, if we do love it,
553
00:28:52,268 --> 00:28:53,670
we do it again.
554
00:28:54,395 --> 00:28:56,796
And again. (CHUCKLES)
555
00:28:56,798 --> 00:28:57,943
Jesus.
556
00:28:58,542 --> 00:29:02,110
♪ ("UNTIL YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE"
BY ANN PEEBLES PLAYS) ♪
557
00:29:12,513 --> 00:29:16,048
♪ Oh, the joy come over me ♪
558
00:29:17,373 --> 00:29:20,786
♪ When you came into my... ♪
559
00:29:20,788 --> 00:29:23,951
♪ Sweet love that you bring me ♪
560
00:29:24,559 --> 00:29:27,492
♪ Cut through my darkness like a knife ♪
561
00:29:29,676 --> 00:29:31,540
(KEYS CLANG)
562
00:29:31,565 --> 00:29:33,780
MADDIE: Ed, I'm at a loss.
563
00:29:34,163 --> 00:29:37,952
I just hope I can convince
you that I'm incapable
564
00:29:37,977 --> 00:29:39,577
of doing something...
565
00:29:40,929 --> 00:29:42,196
that I already did.
566
00:29:43,477 --> 00:29:44,576
I just...
567
00:29:45,879 --> 00:29:48,733
I hope I can earn back your trust.
568
00:29:49,413 --> 00:29:53,385
Madeleine, there's nothing I
want more than to trust you.
569
00:29:55,584 --> 00:29:58,827
And that said, I can't just wave a wand.
570
00:30:00,065 --> 00:30:01,331
Neither can you.
571
00:30:17,343 --> 00:30:18,609
(KNOCKING)
572
00:30:21,608 --> 00:30:23,447
What are you doing?
You know she's a good mother.
573
00:30:23,449 --> 00:30:24,949
You need to call this off.
574
00:30:24,951 --> 00:30:26,514
Oh, I know...
575
00:30:27,819 --> 00:30:31,255
I thought about doing exactly that.
I really did.
576
00:30:32,191 --> 00:30:33,291
But then, I...
577
00:30:35,327 --> 00:30:37,492
I considered the boys and I...
578
00:30:37,517 --> 00:30:38,764
She's not well.
579
00:30:38,997 --> 00:30:40,663
Clearly, you can see that.
580
00:30:40,665 --> 00:30:42,858
No, what I see is a woman
who's struggling.
581
00:30:42,883 --> 00:30:44,163
Who isn't?
582
00:30:46,117 --> 00:30:47,750
Are you struggling, Jane?
583
00:30:49,641 --> 00:30:52,042
- With your conscience, perhaps?
- (SCOFFS)
584
00:30:54,212 --> 00:30:56,405
Ziggy told me you purchased a gun.
585
00:30:56,737 --> 00:30:58,921
Did you plan to use it on my son?
586
00:30:59,674 --> 00:31:02,460
Did you move to Monterey
to hunt him down?
587
00:31:03,647 --> 00:31:06,661
Actually, I came to Monterey
in search of a good man.
588
00:31:06,686 --> 00:31:08,758
A good man who happened
to have a bad night.
589
00:31:08,760 --> 00:31:09,913
Do you know...
590
00:31:10,249 --> 00:31:12,739
the difficulty that my
son is gonna have to face
591
00:31:12,764 --> 00:31:16,632
being a product of rape
because of your fucking son?
592
00:31:16,634 --> 00:31:18,768
He was not a good man!
593
00:31:18,770 --> 00:31:21,036
Yeah, maybe I would
have fucking shot him.
594
00:31:21,038 --> 00:31:22,972
I didn't get the fucking chance!
595
00:31:22,974 --> 00:31:25,641
- (BANGS ON DOOR)
- (JANE SCREAMS)
596
00:31:25,643 --> 00:31:28,882
- BOYS: Good night.
- Good night, babies.
597
00:31:55,138 --> 00:31:56,237
(SNIFFS)
598
00:32:14,425 --> 00:32:16,324
(SIGHS AND SOBS)
599
00:32:16,326 --> 00:32:18,826
♪ ("EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD"
BY PATTI SMITH PLAYS) ♪
600
00:32:18,828 --> 00:32:21,295
Sounds like somebody's having a party.
601
00:32:23,194 --> 00:32:25,900
Uh, you guys go ahead and put
your mom's food on the counter.
602
00:32:25,902 --> 00:32:27,468
I'll tell her it's here.
603
00:32:27,470 --> 00:32:28,702
CHLOE MACKENZIE: Okay.
604
00:32:30,588 --> 00:32:34,452
♪ It's my own design ♪
605
00:32:35,011 --> 00:32:39,080
♪ It's my own remorse ♪
606
00:32:39,082 --> 00:32:43,116
♪ Help me to decide ♪
607
00:32:43,483 --> 00:32:45,663
- ♪ Help me make ♪
- Oh, hey.
608
00:32:45,688 --> 00:32:47,169
- ♪ The most of freedom ♪
- Hey.
609
00:32:47,194 --> 00:32:50,090
- I... I can explain.
- ♪ And of pleasure... ♪
610
00:32:50,092 --> 00:32:52,350
- (MUSIC ENDS)
- I was just cleaning out my closet,
611
00:32:53,052 --> 00:32:55,820
you know, and I found
my wedding dress in the back.
612
00:32:56,328 --> 00:32:58,633
Just kinda reminded me of a certain time
613
00:32:58,658 --> 00:33:01,344
when I was a different person and...
614
00:33:01,903 --> 00:33:04,446
I was so sure that I was gonna be...
615
00:33:05,961 --> 00:33:07,241
... a great wife.
616
00:33:07,266 --> 00:33:09,209
Anyway, this is where it gets stupid,
617
00:33:09,211 --> 00:33:11,592
- so brace yourself for this part.
- Okay.
618
00:33:11,617 --> 00:33:15,115
I put on the veil and then
tried to put on the dress,
619
00:33:15,117 --> 00:33:17,446
but it doesn't fit...
but we're not talking about that...
620
00:33:17,978 --> 00:33:19,344
Uh... (CHUCKLES)
621
00:33:19,369 --> 00:33:21,907
just so I could reconnect
to that person, and then...
622
00:33:22,899 --> 00:33:24,691
I put on this song 'cause...
623
00:33:26,294 --> 00:33:29,399
'cause you picked this
song for our wedding and...
624
00:33:30,022 --> 00:33:31,875
it always makes me dance.
625
00:33:34,410 --> 00:33:36,203
So, that's, uh, pretty much it.
626
00:33:37,203 --> 00:33:38,367
Now you're up to speed.
627
00:33:39,489 --> 00:33:41,867
(SIGHS) And I'm also out of breath.
(CHUCKLES)
628
00:33:43,041 --> 00:33:44,281
(EXHALES)
629
00:33:46,817 --> 00:33:47,817
(SIGHS)
630
00:33:49,179 --> 00:33:51,492
Well, like I said before,
you can't just...
631
00:33:52,133 --> 00:33:53,617
wave a wand.
632
00:33:57,358 --> 00:33:59,425
But that was pretty fucking close.
633
00:34:32,913 --> 00:34:34,865
ELIZABETH HOWARD:
Go towards the light, baby.
634
00:34:34,890 --> 00:34:36,437
♪ ("SHAKE SUGAREE"
BY ELIZABETH COTTEN PLAYS) ♪
635
00:34:36,462 --> 00:34:39,241
♪ Sing it right ♪
636
00:34:39,266 --> 00:34:41,866
♪ Once or twice ♪
637
00:34:41,868 --> 00:34:44,217
♪ Oh, lordy me ♪
638
00:34:44,242 --> 00:34:45,828
- ♪ Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪
- NATHAN CARLSON: Any change?
639
00:34:45,853 --> 00:34:47,359
Mm-mm. None.
640
00:34:47,773 --> 00:34:52,009
♪ Everything I got is done and pawned ♪
641
00:34:53,751 --> 00:34:57,649
♪ Everything I got is done and pawned ♪
642
00:34:59,553 --> 00:35:01,553
- ♪ Pawn my watch ♪
- NATHAN: This yours?
643
00:35:01,578 --> 00:35:02,578
Yes.
644
00:35:02,911 --> 00:35:04,966
- ♪ Pawn my chain ♪
- All right there, big girl,
645
00:35:04,991 --> 00:35:06,000
we gotta go.
646
00:35:06,025 --> 00:35:08,608
- ♪ Pawn everything... ♪
- Come here, sweetie.
647
00:35:08,633 --> 00:35:10,678
- ♪ ... In my name ♪
- Hi.
648
00:35:10,703 --> 00:35:13,330
Did I ever tell you you're the
best daughter in the world?
649
00:35:13,332 --> 00:35:16,008
♪ Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪
650
00:35:16,033 --> 00:35:17,219
I love you.
651
00:35:17,821 --> 00:35:19,313
I love you too.
652
00:35:19,563 --> 00:35:21,180
- SKYE CARLSON: Bye.
- BONNIE: Bye, sweetie.
653
00:35:23,636 --> 00:35:25,055
NATHAN: You okay?
654
00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:30,805
♪ Pawn my buggy ♪
655
00:35:31,727 --> 00:35:34,095
♪ Horse and cart ♪
656
00:35:34,578 --> 00:35:39,555
♪ Pawn everything that was on my lot ♪
657
00:35:39,844 --> 00:35:44,887
♪ Oh, lordy me didn't I shake sugaree ♪
658
00:35:45,515 --> 00:35:49,957
♪ Everything I got is done and pawned ♪
659
00:36:26,504 --> 00:36:27,504
(SIGHS)
660
00:36:28,403 --> 00:36:30,698
KATIE: I want to go back to yesterday,
661
00:36:30,723 --> 00:36:33,668
when counsel asked you
about the other men.
662
00:36:34,611 --> 00:36:37,871
I have to admit,
we were all a bit thrown by it.
663
00:36:38,214 --> 00:36:39,965
- I was thrown.
- KATIE: Mm.
664
00:36:41,090 --> 00:36:45,354
I mean, I'm clearly still struggling.
665
00:36:45,379 --> 00:36:47,854
Are you getting professional help?
666
00:36:47,879 --> 00:36:51,492
Yes. Yes, I am, and I've stopped
taking the Ambien.
667
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:52,789
JUDGE CIPRIANI: And the other?
668
00:36:54,265 --> 00:36:57,304
Are we dealing with some kind
of sexual addiction here?
669
00:36:57,632 --> 00:37:00,318
No, there's no sexual addiction.
670
00:37:00,343 --> 00:37:03,771
Mrs. Wright, something seems
to be going on here.
671
00:37:03,796 --> 00:37:05,129
These encounters...
672
00:37:06,476 --> 00:37:08,711
- Are you getting help for this?
- I will.
673
00:37:09,112 --> 00:37:10,711
- You will?
- Yes.
674
00:37:11,147 --> 00:37:12,413
Why haven't you?
675
00:37:13,516 --> 00:37:16,187
I think I've been too ashamed.
676
00:37:16,695 --> 00:37:18,678
JUDGE CIPRIANI:
To tell your therapist, even?
677
00:37:18,703 --> 00:37:20,336
Especially my therapist.
678
00:37:20,898 --> 00:37:22,045
JUDGE CIPRIANI: Why is that?
679
00:37:22,070 --> 00:37:24,691
Because she's worked
so hard on me, and...
680
00:37:26,307 --> 00:37:27,734
I think I just...
681
00:37:28,625 --> 00:37:31,497
I desperately wanted to
see myself through her eyes
682
00:37:31,499 --> 00:37:32,851
and see progress.
683
00:37:33,265 --> 00:37:35,501
It seems like risky behavior.
684
00:37:35,503 --> 00:37:37,656
How am I trust that this will stop?
685
00:37:37,681 --> 00:37:38,880
Because it will stop.
686
00:37:39,964 --> 00:37:40,964
It will.
687
00:37:41,412 --> 00:37:42,495
It has stopped.
688
00:37:45,533 --> 00:37:48,175
All right, I have to be honest here.
689
00:37:49,039 --> 00:37:50,628
It gives me pause.
690
00:37:51,260 --> 00:37:54,151
I need you to explain to me,
as best you can,
691
00:37:54,667 --> 00:37:56,518
what you think is going on here.
692
00:37:57,159 --> 00:37:59,940
I wanted to be touched. I wanted it...
693
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,409
I wanted it to be...
694
00:38:03,113 --> 00:38:07,409
uncomplicated, and
I wanted to be in control, so...
695
00:38:07,770 --> 00:38:12,347
And as it was said yesterday,
um, the violence with Perry...
696
00:38:14,613 --> 00:38:18,090
would sometimes lead to
sex, which would...
697
00:38:18,391 --> 00:38:20,761
I mean, it's... it's just...
698
00:38:22,416 --> 00:38:24,350
It's confusing, so...
699
00:38:25,452 --> 00:38:26,754
I think that's...
700
00:38:27,239 --> 00:38:29,285
And it sickens me.
701
00:38:30,363 --> 00:38:32,556
And so that's why I was
engaging with the others,
702
00:38:32,558 --> 00:38:34,692
because I... these other
men, because I think I wanted
703
00:38:34,694 --> 00:38:38,066
to... to be free of Perry,
and I want to push him out.
704
00:38:38,730 --> 00:38:41,144
- "Him" being your husband?
- Yes. Yes.
705
00:38:41,926 --> 00:38:44,135
Were you maybe looking to hurt yourself?
706
00:38:44,137 --> 00:38:46,670
No, I really don't
think I was doing that.
707
00:38:46,672 --> 00:38:48,806
I think I just wanted to push him out.
708
00:38:51,211 --> 00:38:53,847
Well, I am all too familiar that...
709
00:38:55,015 --> 00:38:57,058
many women stay with their abusers.
710
00:38:57,083 --> 00:38:58,083
Mm-hm.
711
00:38:58,254 --> 00:38:59,787
Tell me why you stayed.
712
00:39:03,756 --> 00:39:06,785
(SIGHS) Um, because...
713
00:39:12,097 --> 00:39:13,808
I loved him, and I thought...
714
00:39:13,833 --> 00:39:15,801
And... but I...
715
00:39:16,808 --> 00:39:18,957
I just always thought
he would get better.
716
00:39:20,272 --> 00:39:22,139
- But he didn't.
- No, he didn't.
717
00:39:24,355 --> 00:39:27,330
And when I was happy,
I stayed because I was happy and...
718
00:39:28,111 --> 00:39:29,447
when I was depressed,
719
00:39:29,449 --> 00:39:31,408
I stayed because I was depressed.
720
00:39:32,666 --> 00:39:35,218
I mean, either way,
I was afraid if I left him
721
00:39:35,220 --> 00:39:38,422
of what he might do.
I was afraid how he would react.
722
00:39:38,424 --> 00:39:40,624
I was afraid of being alone. I was...
723
00:39:40,626 --> 00:39:43,111
So I stayed. I stayed to survive.
724
00:39:43,136 --> 00:39:45,536
I stayed for my boys.
725
00:39:50,842 --> 00:39:52,541
Yeah. I'm good.
726
00:39:54,073 --> 00:39:55,634
(SIGHS) Mr. Farber.
727
00:39:55,941 --> 00:39:56,941
Thank you.
728
00:40:02,195 --> 00:40:04,533
I dare to ask...
729
00:40:06,385 --> 00:40:08,618
(ELIZABETH GROANS)
730
00:40:10,607 --> 00:40:11,907
I'm right here, Mama.
731
00:40:14,731 --> 00:40:16,030
Can you see me?
732
00:40:21,585 --> 00:40:22,718
How you doing?
733
00:40:23,673 --> 00:40:27,712
(MONITOR BEEPING)
734
00:40:59,011 --> 00:41:00,810
Well, it looks like it's time.
735
00:41:03,141 --> 00:41:05,822
I have to confess something
that I'm not so proud of.
736
00:41:06,683 --> 00:41:08,250
And as I was writing...
737
00:41:10,415 --> 00:41:13,349
I realized I needed to
confess to you first.
738
00:41:16,858 --> 00:41:18,291
So, here it goes.
739
00:41:21,825 --> 00:41:23,224
I resent you...
740
00:41:24,075 --> 00:41:25,595
for the childhood I had.
741
00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:28,727
I resent you for your impatience...
742
00:41:30,333 --> 00:41:32,306
for being scared of doing my homework
743
00:41:32,331 --> 00:41:33,797
without being yelled at...
744
00:41:35,738 --> 00:41:38,473
for all the kitchen cabinet
doors you slammed...
745
00:41:40,884 --> 00:41:42,077
for slapping me,
746
00:41:43,798 --> 00:41:45,365
for all the bruises.
747
00:41:46,984 --> 00:41:49,509
I resent you for not
feeling safe at home.
748
00:41:50,687 --> 00:41:53,088
I resent you for being ashamed of me.
749
00:41:56,460 --> 00:41:58,858
(SOBBING) I resent you for all the sex
750
00:41:58,860 --> 00:42:00,827
I started to have when I was 13
751
00:42:00,852 --> 00:42:03,320
to prove to myself
that I could be loved.
752
00:42:08,471 --> 00:42:10,204
I resent you for my wanting
753
00:42:10,206 --> 00:42:12,431
to beat the shit out of everyone.
754
00:42:14,810 --> 00:42:17,978
I resent you for making me
feel so fucking worthless
755
00:42:17,980 --> 00:42:19,783
that I settled for a man that I don't...
756
00:42:25,274 --> 00:42:26,340
(SIGHS)
757
00:42:27,553 --> 00:42:28,752
But mainly...
758
00:42:30,726 --> 00:42:32,259
I resent you...
759
00:42:33,942 --> 00:42:35,542
for killing a man.
760
00:42:38,166 --> 00:42:40,517
I killed Celeste's husband,
761
00:42:40,643 --> 00:42:41,962
and he didn't slip.
762
00:42:43,163 --> 00:42:44,408
I pushed him.
763
00:42:47,259 --> 00:42:49,173
I snapped, and...
764
00:42:50,509 --> 00:42:52,478
when I lunged at him,
765
00:42:52,971 --> 00:42:55,142
I... I was pushing you.
766
00:42:57,986 --> 00:42:59,150
(SOBS)
767
00:43:00,098 --> 00:43:02,632
And that push was a long time coming.
768
00:43:06,586 --> 00:43:08,197
And I wanna forgive you.
769
00:43:13,103 --> 00:43:17,569
(SOBBING)
770
00:43:17,571 --> 00:43:21,373
- (WAVES CRASH)
- (INSECTS CHIRP)
771
00:43:25,845 --> 00:43:29,090
There was an incident where a
little girl was being bullied,
772
00:43:29,115 --> 00:43:31,173
bitten, choked.
773
00:43:31,204 --> 00:43:32,737
The bully was your son.
774
00:43:35,575 --> 00:43:37,309
My sons are good boys.
775
00:43:37,334 --> 00:43:39,824
So, given your struggles,
why not let them stay
776
00:43:39,826 --> 00:43:42,093
with their grandmother while you heal.
777
00:43:42,095 --> 00:43:43,513
I am their mother.
778
00:43:43,538 --> 00:43:45,544
And they belong with me.
779
00:43:50,737 --> 00:43:51,869
(GAVEL BANGS)
780
00:43:51,871 --> 00:43:53,591
- Robert Johannsson.
- Yeah.
781
00:43:53,807 --> 00:43:55,773
DAVIDSON: And this
was for a model train?
782
00:43:55,919 --> 00:43:57,935
A Lionel Union Pacific Car.
783
00:43:58,255 --> 00:43:59,977
It's, uh, vintage.
784
00:43:59,979 --> 00:44:01,730
Stated value is 2,200 dollars.
785
00:44:01,755 --> 00:44:03,263
It's probably worth closer to 3,000.
786
00:44:03,649 --> 00:44:04,677
DAVIDSON: Duly noted.
787
00:44:04,886 --> 00:44:06,927
- (GAVEL BANGS)
- Marshall Brickman.
788
00:44:08,412 --> 00:44:09,677
No Marshall Brickman?
789
00:44:10,029 --> 00:44:11,829
All right, Juliette Dubois.
790
00:44:12,888 --> 00:44:13,896
I didn't know...
791
00:44:13,921 --> 00:44:17,404
And you're seeking severance in
the amount of 72,000 dollars?
792
00:44:17,623 --> 00:44:20,029
JULIETTE: Yes, sir.
I worked there for six years.
793
00:44:20,232 --> 00:44:23,271
DAVIDSON: Okay.
And what is this "other" listed?
794
00:44:23,802 --> 00:44:25,512
Hundred and sixty thousand dollars?
795
00:44:25,537 --> 00:44:27,912
That's for other services rendered,
796
00:44:28,473 --> 00:44:31,074
for which I was promised
to be taken care of.
797
00:44:31,076 --> 00:44:33,459
DAVIDSON: Mm-hmm.
And what other services?
798
00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:37,888
Uh, stress management.
799
00:44:38,216 --> 00:44:39,669
Can you be more specific?
800
00:44:40,482 --> 00:44:42,919
I just like to leave
it at that if I could.
801
00:44:47,622 --> 00:44:49,435
GORDON: I still love you.
You know that, right?
802
00:44:49,460 --> 00:44:51,838
Shut the fuck up
803
00:44:51,863 --> 00:44:56,826
for the rest of your
fucked-up fucking life.
804
00:44:56,851 --> 00:44:58,279
Do you hear me?
805
00:44:58,841 --> 00:45:02,629
I don't wanna hear one fucking word
806
00:45:02,654 --> 00:45:07,465
from your fucked-up
little fucking twerp mouth
807
00:45:07,490 --> 00:45:13,048
on why you fucked up,
no matter what fucked-up excuse
808
00:45:13,050 --> 00:45:14,449
you come up with.
809
00:45:14,451 --> 00:45:17,086
You fucking... fuck shit!
810
00:45:18,226 --> 00:45:19,625
Fucking!
811
00:45:19,650 --> 00:45:22,595
- (GRUNTS)
- The fucking nanny?!
812
00:45:25,501 --> 00:45:27,248
(SOBS)
813
00:45:30,695 --> 00:45:32,079
BAILIFF: All rise.
814
00:45:38,189 --> 00:45:39,287
Be seated.
815
00:45:41,142 --> 00:45:43,945
JUDGE CIPRIANI: As I said,
I find the psychiatric reports
816
00:45:43,947 --> 00:45:45,914
and the custody evals a bit of a wash,
817
00:45:45,916 --> 00:45:48,549
but I think I have a pretty good grasp
818
00:45:48,551 --> 00:45:50,185
of what we're dealing with here.
819
00:45:50,384 --> 00:45:53,287
And I'm prepared to enter
my finding at this time.
820
00:45:54,141 --> 00:45:55,506
In the case...
821
00:45:56,261 --> 00:45:57,426
Mrs. Wright.
822
00:45:57,451 --> 00:45:59,196
I would like to call a witness.
823
00:46:00,924 --> 00:46:03,031
I don't think a character witness
824
00:46:03,056 --> 00:46:05,565
- would carry much weight...
- This is not a character witness.
825
00:46:05,567 --> 00:46:07,034
You've been asked to decide
826
00:46:07,036 --> 00:46:09,079
where my boys would be better off.
827
00:46:09,361 --> 00:46:10,770
That puts in question
828
00:46:10,772 --> 00:46:13,460
the petitioner's fitness as well.
829
00:46:13,485 --> 00:46:15,242
I was examined. She should be too.
830
00:46:15,244 --> 00:46:16,576
FARBER: There has been no suggestion
831
00:46:16,578 --> 00:46:18,645
that my client's parental capacity
832
00:46:18,647 --> 00:46:20,782
- is up for review.
- I'm making that suggestion now.
833
00:46:21,532 --> 00:46:23,642
I was fair game. So is she.
834
00:46:24,486 --> 00:46:26,252
All right. We will schedule
835
00:46:26,254 --> 00:46:28,888
the petitioner's testimony for Tuesday.
836
00:46:28,890 --> 00:46:30,590
And with the court's permission,
837
00:46:30,592 --> 00:46:32,485
I would like to question her myself.
838
00:46:33,681 --> 00:46:34,927
I don't think that's wise.
839
00:46:34,929 --> 00:46:37,397
I'm an attorney.
I have a current bar license.
840
00:46:37,399 --> 00:46:39,833
I'm entitled to participate
in my own defense.
841
00:46:41,236 --> 00:46:42,469
That may very well be true,
842
00:46:42,471 --> 00:46:44,749
but I don't think it's
in your best interest.
843
00:46:44,774 --> 00:46:46,212
It's my fight, Your Honor.
844
00:46:46,237 --> 00:46:48,137
I ask that you let me wage it.
845
00:46:50,178 --> 00:46:51,178
Very well.
846
00:46:51,462 --> 00:46:52,879
Tuesday at one o'clock.
847
00:46:52,881 --> 00:46:55,114
- Until then, we're adjourned.
- (GAVEL BANGS)