1 00:00:06,869 --> 00:00:08,001 -[leaves rustling] -[birds chirping] 2 00:00:12,396 --> 00:00:14,094 ["Your Love Is King" by Sade playing] 3 00:00:33,113 --> 00:00:36,638 ♪ Your love is king♪ 4 00:00:36,681 --> 00:00:38,901 ♪ Crown you in my heart♪ 5 00:00:38,901 --> 00:00:42,513 ♪ Your love is king♪ 6 00:00:42,557 --> 00:00:44,080 ♪ Never need to part♪ 7 00:00:44,124 --> 00:00:48,171 ♪ Your kisses ring...♪ 8 00:00:48,215 --> 00:00:50,782 Feel like we should maybe slow down a little bit. 9 00:00:50,782 --> 00:00:53,002 ♪ Touching the very part of me♪ 10 00:00:53,002 --> 00:00:55,178 ♪ It's making my soul sing♪ 11 00:00:55,222 --> 00:00:58,007 ♪ Tearing the very heart of me...♪ 12 00:00:58,007 --> 00:01:00,531 EARN: Supposed to be a turn-off soon. 13 00:01:00,575 --> 00:01:02,316 ♪ Your love is king...♪ 14 00:01:02,359 --> 00:01:05,014 VAN: You don't think we missed it? 15 00:01:05,014 --> 00:01:06,494 EARN: Nah, I think we're good. 16 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:11,020 ♪ You're the ruler of my heart♪ 17 00:01:11,020 --> 00:01:12,717 ♪ Your kisses ring...♪ 18 00:01:12,717 --> 00:01:14,328 EARN: Here he is. 19 00:01:14,371 --> 00:01:16,069 ♪ Round and round and round my.♪ 20 00:01:25,165 --> 00:01:26,992 OWNER: Hey, Earn. [chuckles] 21 00:01:27,036 --> 00:01:29,386 -Welcome, welcome. You made it. -Thank you, thank you. 22 00:01:29,473 --> 00:01:30,953 Hey, I'm gonna ask that you come down here 23 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:32,694 at five miles per hour. 24 00:01:32,737 --> 00:01:34,609 You know, there's kids and dogs running around, 25 00:01:34,609 --> 00:01:35,827 sometimes deer. 26 00:01:35,914 --> 00:01:38,352 Yeah, yeah. Sorry. 27 00:01:38,395 --> 00:01:40,615 So, when you pass this road, 28 00:01:40,615 --> 00:01:41,833 just look on either side for signs 29 00:01:41,920 --> 00:01:43,226 to point you where you need to go. 30 00:01:43,270 --> 00:01:44,401 I got you booked for entire grounds. 31 00:01:44,488 --> 00:01:46,229 Great. 32 00:01:46,273 --> 00:01:48,710 -Oh, is that the birthday girl? -Yeah, 33 00:01:48,753 --> 00:01:51,539 that's-that's Lottie. This is Van. 34 00:01:51,539 --> 00:01:53,410 Hi. 35 00:01:53,497 --> 00:01:56,239 Beautiful family. Well, I hope y'all enjoy. 36 00:01:56,283 --> 00:02:00,417 Need anything, don't hesitate to holler at me or my wife. 37 00:02:00,417 --> 00:02:02,027 -VAN: Thank you, bye. -All right, thank you. 38 00:02:02,071 --> 00:02:03,333 OWNER: Happy birthday. 39 00:02:07,990 --> 00:02:09,339 -Very nice. -Yeah. 40 00:02:11,646 --> 00:02:13,387 Here, you want to carry one of these? 41 00:02:13,430 --> 00:02:16,520 Take the best one. 42 00:02:16,564 --> 00:02:18,435 -Ooh, purple. -[giggles] 43 00:02:18,435 --> 00:02:20,133 That's Prince's favorite color. 44 00:02:23,745 --> 00:02:25,094 What do you think are the chances that 45 00:02:25,094 --> 00:02:27,575 that guy's gonna kill us in our sleep? 46 00:02:27,575 --> 00:02:29,229 Honestly? 47 00:02:31,753 --> 00:02:33,146 Eight. Eight percent. 48 00:02:35,148 --> 00:02:36,714 You think eight percent? 49 00:02:38,151 --> 00:02:39,935 Sounds high. 50 00:02:49,945 --> 00:02:51,033 It's a big tarp. 51 00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:53,470 Yeah. 52 00:02:53,557 --> 00:02:54,732 I got, uh... 53 00:02:56,473 --> 00:02:59,781 I got a really awesome tent. 54 00:02:59,824 --> 00:03:02,349 It's, like, the most expensive one in REI. 55 00:03:02,349 --> 00:03:05,352 The... the guy was like, this is the best one they had. 56 00:03:05,352 --> 00:03:08,137 Like, uh, I think it's, like, a 12-person. 57 00:03:08,181 --> 00:03:10,095 Like, uh... 58 00:03:10,139 --> 00:03:11,706 It's for how many people? 59 00:03:11,706 --> 00:03:14,143 12 person, and you can split the rooms, 60 00:03:14,187 --> 00:03:15,710 and it has, like, a porch, too. 61 00:03:15,797 --> 00:03:18,669 We're gonna be freezing. 62 00:03:18,713 --> 00:03:20,367 What? 63 00:03:22,630 --> 00:03:24,893 'Cause if you don't have enough body heat to insulate 64 00:03:24,936 --> 00:03:27,504 the... space... 65 00:03:27,591 --> 00:03:28,853 It'll be fine, though. 66 00:03:30,290 --> 00:03:32,117 Okay. 67 00:03:32,161 --> 00:03:33,510 -It'll be fine. I'm-I'm excited. -I'm-I'm sorry. 68 00:03:33,597 --> 00:03:36,034 -No, no, no. Okay. -I didn't know. 69 00:03:36,078 --> 00:03:38,820 -It looks really nice. I mean... -Okay. You're... 70 00:03:38,863 --> 00:03:40,735 -[laughs] -very welcome. 71 00:03:40,822 --> 00:03:43,085 We're gonna... I'm gonna get... 72 00:03:43,085 --> 00:03:45,609 It's kind of big. [laughs] 73 00:03:45,696 --> 00:03:47,655 -Let's find the corners. -Hey, Lottie, you want to-you want to help us? 74 00:03:47,742 --> 00:03:49,309 No. 75 00:03:52,529 --> 00:03:54,401 EARN: Huh. 76 00:03:54,444 --> 00:03:56,272 What's going on with her? 77 00:03:56,316 --> 00:03:58,013 VAN: She's just tired. 78 00:03:59,536 --> 00:04:00,972 She'll be fine. 79 00:04:02,017 --> 00:04:04,106 [birds calling] 80 00:04:33,918 --> 00:04:35,529 Can you hand me those? 81 00:04:35,572 --> 00:04:37,139 -Um, this? -Yeah. 82 00:04:37,139 --> 00:04:38,096 -Yeah. -Thank you. 83 00:04:38,140 --> 00:04:39,359 No problem. 84 00:04:47,367 --> 00:04:48,933 So, have you... 85 00:04:49,020 --> 00:04:51,371 thought more about L.A.? 86 00:04:58,465 --> 00:04:59,814 [clears throat] I mean... 87 00:05:01,729 --> 00:05:04,384 Yeah, I've thought about it a lot, actually. 88 00:05:11,913 --> 00:05:13,306 We were gonna talk about it a little later. 89 00:05:16,483 --> 00:05:19,399 Yeah. Whenever you want. 90 00:05:22,402 --> 00:05:23,316 [grunts] 91 00:05:26,057 --> 00:05:29,147 Those ones, I think, go by the door. 92 00:05:29,191 --> 00:05:31,280 [hammering] 93 00:05:32,716 --> 00:05:33,543 Hmm. 94 00:05:35,763 --> 00:05:36,981 Are we missing a pole? 95 00:05:39,332 --> 00:05:42,204 EARN: Doesn't quite look right. 96 00:05:43,858 --> 00:05:45,425 VAN: What do you think? 97 00:05:51,648 --> 00:05:52,910 She loves it. 98 00:05:55,435 --> 00:05:57,393 Which room you gonna sleep in? 99 00:05:57,437 --> 00:05:58,960 LOTTIE: Hm... this one. 100 00:05:59,003 --> 00:06:01,179 VAN: Ooh. 101 00:06:01,223 --> 00:06:03,399 Which one's Daddy gonna sleep in? 102 00:06:03,443 --> 00:06:04,661 LOTTIE: He can sleep outside. 103 00:06:04,705 --> 00:06:07,142 Outside? 104 00:06:09,884 --> 00:06:11,451 I'll get my toothbrush. 105 00:06:24,942 --> 00:06:27,031 [liquid pouring] 106 00:06:33,908 --> 00:06:35,475 [sighs] 107 00:06:55,277 --> 00:06:57,105 I peed. 108 00:06:57,148 --> 00:06:59,716 [chuckles] That's great. 109 00:06:59,803 --> 00:07:01,544 That's exactly what we were supposed to do. 110 00:07:12,947 --> 00:07:14,427 [indistinct chatter, laughter] 111 00:07:29,616 --> 00:07:31,313 This river's too high. 112 00:07:33,620 --> 00:07:36,405 -We can't cross it. -I think we can... 113 00:07:36,405 --> 00:07:37,841 We can make it across here. 114 00:07:37,885 --> 00:07:40,191 I think there's a lo-log underneath there. 115 00:07:40,235 --> 00:07:42,542 We could hop to that rock. 116 00:07:42,542 --> 00:07:45,632 Oh... you think she can cross that? 117 00:07:45,675 --> 00:07:47,982 We're just gonna get wet. 118 00:07:47,982 --> 00:07:50,419 -It's too high. -We'll get wet up to here, but 119 00:07:50,506 --> 00:07:52,377 -she can get on my shoulders. -Earn. No. 120 00:07:52,421 --> 00:07:53,509 She can get on my shoulders. 121 00:07:53,553 --> 00:07:54,467 Come on, Lottie, let's go. 122 00:07:56,686 --> 00:07:59,428 We can't cross this. 123 00:07:59,428 --> 00:08:01,256 -You don't think so? -No. 124 00:08:04,564 --> 00:08:07,349 -Maybe... -That... that-that's all gonna collapse. 125 00:08:07,349 --> 00:08:08,698 It's all gonna collapse. 126 00:08:25,367 --> 00:08:27,151 [both laugh] 127 00:08:27,238 --> 00:08:29,458 That's not true. 128 00:08:29,502 --> 00:08:31,591 -Is it? -Not in Europe. [laughs] 129 00:08:31,678 --> 00:08:33,375 -All right. -It's hard there. 130 00:08:41,035 --> 00:08:42,166 EARN: You enjoying your birthday, Lottie? 131 00:08:44,255 --> 00:08:46,170 Do we have any other snacks? 132 00:08:46,257 --> 00:08:49,696 Yeah, I think we do. 133 00:08:49,696 --> 00:08:51,175 -It's like I'm not here. -I don't really like my birthday. 134 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:54,527 Since when? 135 00:08:58,052 --> 00:09:00,924 What kind of six-year-old doesn't enjoy their birthday? 136 00:09:00,924 --> 00:09:02,839 You know how she is when she's in her moods. 137 00:09:06,364 --> 00:09:08,192 You can't catch anything? 138 00:09:10,847 --> 00:09:13,284 Don't worry, we're gonna go catch fish later, 139 00:09:13,284 --> 00:09:16,853 and then tonight we're gonna try to catch a snipe. 140 00:09:16,940 --> 00:09:18,594 A snipe? 141 00:09:18,638 --> 00:09:20,727 Yeah. We're gonna go snipe hunting. 142 00:09:20,770 --> 00:09:22,816 What's a snipe? 143 00:09:22,859 --> 00:09:25,383 It's this really rare creature. 144 00:09:25,427 --> 00:09:27,385 It's nearly extinct. 145 00:09:27,429 --> 00:09:28,952 And it only comes out at night 146 00:09:28,996 --> 00:09:32,042 when the moon is out, and it's really crazy long, 147 00:09:32,086 --> 00:09:34,392 and it has red eyes. 148 00:09:34,436 --> 00:09:37,265 But only the coolest and the smartest can catch it. 149 00:09:37,308 --> 00:09:39,093 Did you ever catch it? 150 00:09:39,180 --> 00:09:41,095 No, but maybe with your help I can. 151 00:09:41,095 --> 00:09:43,184 I want to catch it. 152 00:09:43,227 --> 00:09:44,707 Yeah, we're gonna try. 153 00:09:49,973 --> 00:09:51,627 Are y... 154 00:09:51,671 --> 00:09:52,933 are you pranking our daughter? 155 00:09:54,630 --> 00:09:56,676 You don't know what a snipe hunt is? 156 00:09:56,763 --> 00:09:58,329 -No. -It's, like, a tradition. 157 00:09:58,329 --> 00:10:00,201 I did it at Girl Scouts. 158 00:10:00,244 --> 00:10:01,463 You were in Girl Scouts? 159 00:10:01,550 --> 00:10:03,508 -I did not know that. -Yeah. 160 00:10:03,552 --> 00:10:05,989 I did it for just a summer, when I was eight. 161 00:10:06,033 --> 00:10:08,078 I didn't like being trapped camping with people 162 00:10:08,122 --> 00:10:10,907 I didn't vibe with, so... 163 00:10:10,907 --> 00:10:12,909 -[insects chittering] -[birds singing] 164 00:10:12,909 --> 00:10:14,694 [conversation continuing indistinctly in distance] 165 00:10:53,384 --> 00:10:56,170 VAN: ...I think, is actually a bird 166 00:10:56,257 --> 00:10:58,825 that's hard to catch, or something like that, 167 00:10:58,912 --> 00:11:00,696 and it turned into this folklore, 168 00:11:00,740 --> 00:11:02,829 so, you could, in the end, 169 00:11:02,872 --> 00:11:04,091 we could tell her it's a bird. 170 00:11:04,178 --> 00:11:05,396 EARN: Okay. 171 00:11:06,963 --> 00:11:08,835 -VAN: You want to... -I have no problem with 172 00:11:08,835 --> 00:11:11,054 doing it. It sounds... sounds like it could be, uh, fun. 173 00:11:11,098 --> 00:11:13,840 You know, cool, it's just, when you-when you 174 00:11:13,840 --> 00:11:15,537 -first hear "snipe hunt"... -Mm-hmm. 175 00:11:15,537 --> 00:11:17,626 it sounds like a racist, 176 00:11:17,713 --> 00:11:19,759 -like, mob. -Oh, my God. 177 00:11:19,759 --> 00:11:22,196 Like, "Let's get the snipe. 178 00:11:22,196 --> 00:11:24,546 -You're so silly. -He's taking our jobs." 179 00:11:24,633 --> 00:11:26,156 -[laughs] -LOTTIE: Hey! 180 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:27,505 Oh. 181 00:11:27,549 --> 00:11:29,986 -Lottie. You... -EARN: Wow. 182 00:11:29,986 --> 00:11:32,380 -VAN: Maybe put him down. -Yeah, put him down. 183 00:11:32,423 --> 00:11:33,555 -Yeah, maybe put him dow... -I don't want to, though. 184 00:11:33,642 --> 00:11:37,602 Lottie. This is nature, okay? 185 00:11:37,646 --> 00:11:41,606 That toad is not for you, okay? 186 00:11:41,650 --> 00:11:43,608 LOTTIE: I want to hold it, though. 187 00:11:43,652 --> 00:11:44,653 -I want it to stay. -Yeah. 188 00:11:44,740 --> 00:11:46,786 But it let you take a look at him, 189 00:11:46,786 --> 00:11:49,440 and then it wanted to go. 190 00:11:49,527 --> 00:11:53,401 You should feel lucky that you got to hold it, okay? 191 00:11:53,444 --> 00:11:55,316 Come on. I have some raspberries. 192 00:11:55,359 --> 00:11:56,709 Come on. 193 00:12:02,105 --> 00:12:04,020 EARN: You know, I know this little girl. 194 00:12:04,020 --> 00:12:07,589 Her name is, uh, Shottie. 195 00:12:07,676 --> 00:12:09,591 And, um, 196 00:12:09,678 --> 00:12:12,768 she has a dad named Shmad. 197 00:12:12,812 --> 00:12:15,553 And, um... 198 00:12:15,597 --> 00:12:17,381 all they do is eat ice cream 199 00:12:17,468 --> 00:12:19,601 in Opposite World. 200 00:12:19,601 --> 00:12:21,821 LOTTIE: What? 201 00:12:21,821 --> 00:12:23,257 EARN: All they do is eat ice cream, 202 00:12:23,257 --> 00:12:24,911 and they get thinner. 203 00:12:24,954 --> 00:12:27,435 LOTTIE: That's, like, totally the opposite 204 00:12:27,478 --> 00:12:29,698 of what you're supposed to do. 205 00:12:29,698 --> 00:12:30,612 -EARN: What would be the... -You're sup... 206 00:12:30,699 --> 00:12:32,701 you're supposed to not have 207 00:12:32,788 --> 00:12:34,659 -Ice cream. -ice cream all the time, 208 00:12:34,703 --> 00:12:37,401 and when you do, you're supposed to get fat. 209 00:12:37,488 --> 00:12:39,708 -EARN: Really? -Yeah. 210 00:12:39,752 --> 00:12:41,275 EARN: Is that why I'm so fat? 211 00:12:41,362 --> 00:12:44,017 -I eat ice cream, like, every day. -[laughs] 212 00:12:44,060 --> 00:12:45,279 -[Van chuckles] -EARN: Like, for breakfast. 213 00:12:45,279 --> 00:12:47,020 -LOTTIE: No, you don't. -I do. 214 00:12:47,063 --> 00:12:49,413 [squeals, laughs] 215 00:12:49,500 --> 00:12:51,459 [grunts] 216 00:12:51,502 --> 00:12:53,156 You guys good? 217 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:54,375 -VAN: Yeah, we're good. -LOTTIE: Yeah. 218 00:12:54,418 --> 00:12:55,942 EARN: All right. 219 00:12:56,029 --> 00:12:59,119 -VAN: I love how calm it is. -EARN: Yeah, it's great. 220 00:12:59,162 --> 00:13:00,294 -LOTTIE: Oh, that actually is cool. -VAN: It's really cool. 221 00:13:10,608 --> 00:13:12,872 LOTTIE: I wish grandma and grandpa were here. 222 00:13:16,745 --> 00:13:18,225 VAN: Hmm. 223 00:13:20,836 --> 00:13:23,839 -Yeah, that makes sense. -VAN: Yeah. 224 00:13:23,883 --> 00:13:26,842 You know, we'll make sure that, um, 225 00:13:26,886 --> 00:13:29,323 they celebrate with us this weekend. 226 00:13:29,323 --> 00:13:30,411 -VAN: Yeah. -Yeah. 227 00:13:30,454 --> 00:13:32,413 VAN: Are you just missing them 228 00:13:32,500 --> 00:13:34,284 or you wish they were doing your birthday with you? 229 00:13:34,328 --> 00:13:35,111 -LOTTIE: Both. -Both. 230 00:13:35,155 --> 00:13:36,373 Both. 231 00:13:39,681 --> 00:13:41,770 Well, I think it's... 232 00:13:41,857 --> 00:13:44,077 kind of cool that we're all... 233 00:13:44,120 --> 00:13:46,427 -VAN: Together. Yeah. -together. Yeah. 234 00:13:46,470 --> 00:13:48,211 VAN: That's special. 235 00:13:48,255 --> 00:13:49,778 That's special, too, right? I mean, 236 00:13:49,865 --> 00:13:51,693 -it doesn't happen all the time. -LOTTIE: Mm-hmm. 237 00:13:51,693 --> 00:13:53,042 Yeah. 238 00:14:12,714 --> 00:14:14,324 EARN: Am I starving, 239 00:14:14,368 --> 00:14:17,023 or is this incredible? 240 00:14:17,066 --> 00:14:19,068 It's really good. 241 00:14:24,160 --> 00:14:25,945 I think we should talk more about L.A. 242 00:14:28,817 --> 00:14:32,125 Yeah. We probably should. 243 00:14:32,168 --> 00:14:33,517 LOTTIE: Mom. 244 00:14:33,517 --> 00:14:36,129 The moon is out. 245 00:14:36,172 --> 00:14:38,087 VAN: Oh, it is. 246 00:14:40,481 --> 00:14:43,919 Baby, why don't we go looking for snipes tomorrow, hm? 247 00:14:43,963 --> 00:14:44,877 I think it's a little late now. 248 00:14:54,625 --> 00:14:56,627 VAN: Here, take the pillowcase, 249 00:14:56,714 --> 00:14:58,629 put it on the ground, and open it up. 250 00:14:58,673 --> 00:15:01,371 Do you have a marshmallow? 251 00:15:01,415 --> 00:15:03,721 -Just one? -Yeah. 252 00:15:03,765 --> 00:15:06,072 And you're gonna take the marshmallow, 253 00:15:06,072 --> 00:15:07,856 you're gonna put it inside the pillowcase 254 00:15:07,943 --> 00:15:10,641 all the way to the end, okay? 255 00:15:10,728 --> 00:15:13,166 Now, you're gonna take the lantern, 256 00:15:13,209 --> 00:15:15,168 you're gonna put it next to the opening, 257 00:15:15,211 --> 00:15:17,213 so that when the snipe walks in, you can see it. 258 00:15:18,736 --> 00:15:21,391 You need to find a stick. Here. 259 00:15:21,435 --> 00:15:23,916 -And then you're gonna make this sound. -[scraping] 260 00:15:26,222 --> 00:15:28,137 That's gonna lure the snipe, okay? 261 00:15:29,965 --> 00:15:31,749 And the snipe should just walk in on its own 262 00:15:31,793 --> 00:15:33,664 to get the marshmallow bait. 263 00:15:33,664 --> 00:15:35,884 You know what you're gonna do when it does that? 264 00:15:35,884 --> 00:15:38,191 You're gonna take your foot, 265 00:15:38,234 --> 00:15:40,280 you're gonna stomp on the pillowcase, 266 00:15:40,323 --> 00:15:41,237 trap the snipe in there, and then you're gonna 267 00:15:41,324 --> 00:15:43,457 hit it on the head, okay? 268 00:15:43,457 --> 00:15:44,893 Okay. 269 00:15:44,937 --> 00:15:46,155 VAN: Here. 270 00:15:48,027 --> 00:15:50,159 Good job. All right, baby, have fun. 271 00:15:52,248 --> 00:15:54,250 LOTTIE: Where are you going? 272 00:15:54,250 --> 00:15:57,427 Aw. Baby, you have to hunt the snipe alone. 273 00:15:57,471 --> 00:15:58,428 If there's too many people around, 274 00:15:58,472 --> 00:16:00,082 the snipe's not gonna come. 275 00:16:00,126 --> 00:16:02,476 But don't worry, we're right over there, okay? 276 00:16:18,622 --> 00:16:19,972 [sighs] 277 00:16:32,636 --> 00:16:34,203 What? 278 00:16:36,292 --> 00:16:38,077 You, what? [chuckles] 279 00:16:41,645 --> 00:16:43,560 L.A. 280 00:16:45,954 --> 00:16:47,216 You gonna come with me? 281 00:16:50,524 --> 00:16:52,004 Is that why you did all this? 282 00:16:53,309 --> 00:16:54,441 What do you mean? 283 00:16:57,052 --> 00:16:58,619 You know, it feels a little manipulative 284 00:16:58,662 --> 00:17:01,013 to rent out an entire campground. 285 00:17:06,192 --> 00:17:08,890 I-I just wanted to make Lottie's birthday special. 286 00:17:21,120 --> 00:17:22,251 Can I ask you a question? 287 00:17:25,907 --> 00:17:28,257 What's so great about Atlanta... 288 00:17:30,564 --> 00:17:32,261 ...that you can't leave it behind? 289 00:17:36,570 --> 00:17:39,877 I mean, it'd be my choice to stay. 290 00:17:39,921 --> 00:17:43,011 That's not what it's about, though. 291 00:17:43,055 --> 00:17:46,406 I'm afraid that... 292 00:17:46,449 --> 00:17:49,235 it's about you not wanting to be alone when you go there, 293 00:17:49,278 --> 00:17:51,585 and that you're scared of that. 294 00:17:51,672 --> 00:17:54,370 And I'm... not just your security blanket. 295 00:18:00,724 --> 00:18:01,812 LOTTIE: Got him! 296 00:18:01,856 --> 00:18:03,814 What? 297 00:18:03,858 --> 00:18:07,253 I got the snipe. 298 00:18:07,296 --> 00:18:10,473 Uh... what did it look like? 299 00:18:10,560 --> 00:18:13,998 Long, with red eyes, and I hit it with the stick 300 00:18:14,042 --> 00:18:15,130 -when I caught it. -[creature chittering] 301 00:18:15,174 --> 00:18:17,698 Uh, okay, okay, 302 00:18:17,741 --> 00:18:19,569 Lottie, um... 303 00:18:19,613 --> 00:18:21,180 listen. 304 00:18:21,180 --> 00:18:23,269 When I count to three, 305 00:18:23,356 --> 00:18:26,359 you're going to put the lamp down very slowly, 306 00:18:26,402 --> 00:18:28,404 drop the bag, and run to Mommy, okay? 307 00:18:28,404 --> 00:18:31,146 -Okay. -VAN: Okay. 308 00:18:31,190 --> 00:18:35,019 One, two... 309 00:18:35,063 --> 00:18:36,630 -three. Come, come, come, come, come, come, come, -Go, go, go, go, 310 00:18:36,717 --> 00:18:37,979 -go, go. -Come, come, come. 311 00:18:38,066 --> 00:18:40,112 Baby, are you okay? 312 00:18:42,679 --> 00:18:44,203 Hold this. 313 00:18:45,639 --> 00:18:48,642 Earn... 314 00:18:48,729 --> 00:18:51,210 -Please be careful. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 315 00:19:04,701 --> 00:19:05,963 [screeches] 316 00:19:06,007 --> 00:19:07,791 -Aah! -Oh, my God. 317 00:19:07,791 --> 00:19:09,184 Oh! Oh! 318 00:19:09,228 --> 00:19:11,969 -What was that? -What was that? 319 00:19:12,013 --> 00:19:13,797 It was a snipe. 320 00:19:13,797 --> 00:19:16,278 I got him. 321 00:19:22,676 --> 00:19:24,025 VAN and EARN: ♪ Happy birth...♪ 322 00:19:24,025 --> 00:19:26,288 Shh! No singing, please. 323 00:19:37,125 --> 00:19:39,040 VAN: Happy birthday, baby. 324 00:19:39,127 --> 00:19:42,609 EARN: Happy birthday. so big. 325 00:19:42,696 --> 00:19:44,350 [Van chuckles] 326 00:19:53,707 --> 00:19:55,187 [river burbling] 327 00:19:57,014 --> 00:19:58,407 [insects chittering] 328 00:20:01,193 --> 00:20:03,282 [loon calling] 329 00:20:18,427 --> 00:20:20,168 [shivering, teeth chattering] 330 00:20:23,737 --> 00:20:25,739 VAN: Earn. 331 00:20:25,782 --> 00:20:28,307 EARN: Yeah? 332 00:20:28,307 --> 00:20:31,875 VAN: Is that your teeth chattering? 333 00:20:31,875 --> 00:20:33,312 EARN: Maybe. 334 00:20:35,096 --> 00:20:37,751 VAN: I... I think you should just get in with us. 335 00:20:37,751 --> 00:20:39,448 This is really sad. 336 00:20:50,981 --> 00:20:52,679 [grunts softly] 337 00:20:52,766 --> 00:20:54,246 [sighs] 338 00:20:55,769 --> 00:20:56,987 [Van grunts] 339 00:21:01,427 --> 00:21:03,342 [both sigh] 340 00:21:07,911 --> 00:21:09,913 Her feet are cold. 341 00:21:09,913 --> 00:21:12,568 -Her feet? -Yeah. 342 00:21:12,655 --> 00:21:15,092 Yeah... 343 00:21:15,136 --> 00:21:16,790 It's those sharp toenails. 344 00:21:16,833 --> 00:21:18,922 I know. Talons. 345 00:21:19,009 --> 00:21:20,489 [sighs] 346 00:21:28,062 --> 00:21:29,585 [grunts] 347 00:21:31,587 --> 00:21:32,501 Lottie? 348 00:21:35,722 --> 00:21:38,115 Lottie, do you want some more s'mores? 349 00:21:38,159 --> 00:21:41,380 What are you doing? 350 00:21:41,380 --> 00:21:43,817 Testing to see if she's awake. 351 00:21:52,739 --> 00:21:55,263 You know, when I go... 352 00:21:57,613 --> 00:22:00,442 ...I-I wouldn't have to be alone. 353 00:22:03,750 --> 00:22:06,274 You know, I'm not... 354 00:22:06,274 --> 00:22:08,798 I'm not saying that to be cocky. 355 00:22:08,842 --> 00:22:10,931 I have a good job, and a... 356 00:22:10,974 --> 00:22:13,063 cool job. 357 00:22:13,107 --> 00:22:15,501 I'm not terrible-looking. 358 00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:19,243 And I'm not tied to anything 359 00:22:19,287 --> 00:22:20,636 that would turn someone off from me. 360 00:22:22,725 --> 00:22:25,162 And you'd be here, raising our kid. 361 00:22:25,206 --> 00:22:27,948 And I'd see you every, you know, 362 00:22:27,991 --> 00:22:30,342 couple of months, maybe once or twice a year. 363 00:22:32,300 --> 00:22:35,085 If I didn't want to be alone, 364 00:22:35,129 --> 00:22:37,087 I wouldn't have to be. 365 00:22:37,174 --> 00:22:38,219 I could find someone. 366 00:22:40,177 --> 00:22:42,092 You know, someone new, but... 367 00:22:42,136 --> 00:22:44,443 it-it's not about that. 368 00:22:48,098 --> 00:22:51,101 Then what is it about? Is it, like, a... 369 00:22:51,101 --> 00:22:53,016 a co-parenting arrangement 370 00:22:53,103 --> 00:22:54,453 -or... -No. I, uh... 371 00:22:56,455 --> 00:22:58,239 I want to be a family. 372 00:23:01,111 --> 00:23:02,591 I want us to be a family. 373 00:23:04,593 --> 00:23:07,248 I mean, look at Lottie. 374 00:23:07,335 --> 00:23:09,468 I mean, she's fucking amazing. 375 00:23:11,470 --> 00:23:14,255 She's the physical manifestation of what happens 376 00:23:14,255 --> 00:23:15,996 when we get together. 377 00:23:16,039 --> 00:23:18,215 I mean, she's smart, 378 00:23:18,259 --> 00:23:21,218 she's kind, she's sensitive, and she's intuitive. 379 00:23:21,262 --> 00:23:23,046 -Mm-hmm. -She's... 380 00:23:23,133 --> 00:23:26,093 the best... parts of 381 00:23:26,136 --> 00:23:27,834 both of us. I'm just... 382 00:23:30,489 --> 00:23:31,446 I... 383 00:23:31,490 --> 00:23:34,493 I know you love Lottie, and... 384 00:23:36,364 --> 00:23:38,758 ...I know you'll miss her. 385 00:23:41,238 --> 00:23:43,327 I'm fighting for you, Van. 386 00:23:43,371 --> 00:23:45,068 You know me. I don't fight for anything. 387 00:23:50,073 --> 00:23:51,858 Van, look at me. 388 00:23:56,950 --> 00:23:58,430 I love you. 389 00:24:04,087 --> 00:24:06,394 I can't just pack up my whole life 390 00:24:06,481 --> 00:24:07,569 'cause you love me as Lottie's mom. 391 00:24:15,185 --> 00:24:16,752 That's not... 392 00:24:16,752 --> 00:24:18,754 enough... 393 00:24:18,841 --> 00:24:20,321 for me. 394 00:24:40,733 --> 00:24:42,691 Do you think I just see you as Lottie's mom? 395 00:24:45,346 --> 00:24:48,175 Do you not realize how... 396 00:24:48,218 --> 00:24:49,829 in love with you I am? 397 00:24:53,485 --> 00:24:55,922 How much I think about you? 398 00:25:00,883 --> 00:25:03,146 I've dreamed about you every night since Amsterdam. 399 00:25:07,237 --> 00:25:11,024 I do see you as a woman. 400 00:25:11,111 --> 00:25:14,201 I still want you. 401 00:25:14,244 --> 00:25:16,159 I desire you, Van. 402 00:25:23,689 --> 00:25:25,604 When I think about the fact that... 403 00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:28,171 that you are also the mother of my child... 404 00:25:34,569 --> 00:25:35,614 ...I could just fucking burst. 405 00:25:38,051 --> 00:25:41,620 I've never felt that way about anything. 406 00:25:41,620 --> 00:25:43,622 I wasn't able... 407 00:25:43,622 --> 00:25:45,754 I wasn't able to feel that before. 408 00:25:48,191 --> 00:25:50,280 And I'll love you forever 409 00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:52,108 because of that, no matter what. 410 00:25:59,202 --> 00:26:01,204 I mean, what else are we doing this for... 411 00:26:03,293 --> 00:26:06,166 ...if not for that feeling? 412 00:26:06,209 --> 00:26:07,646 What else is there? 413 00:26:07,733 --> 00:26:08,777 You know what I mean? 414 00:26:12,738 --> 00:26:14,304 I do. 415 00:26:17,307 --> 00:26:19,658 It's... a little... 416 00:26:21,311 --> 00:26:22,835 ...Kanye being passionate, 417 00:26:22,878 --> 00:26:25,141 but I do know what you mean. 418 00:26:39,025 --> 00:26:41,462 I don't want to find someone new. 419 00:26:41,549 --> 00:26:44,334 Not because it's... 420 00:26:44,334 --> 00:26:47,642 it isn't time-consuming, and... 421 00:26:47,686 --> 00:26:49,775 you know, annoying, 422 00:26:49,818 --> 00:26:52,342 which it is. 423 00:26:52,429 --> 00:26:53,822 It's because... 424 00:26:56,695 --> 00:26:59,393 I... I just want to do this with you. 425 00:27:04,137 --> 00:27:06,705 Okay? I just want to do this with you. 426 00:27:09,229 --> 00:27:12,014 Will you go to L.A. with me, 427 00:27:12,058 --> 00:27:13,712 so we can be a family? 428 00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:18,586 Like, a for-real family? 429 00:27:27,073 --> 00:27:29,379 Okay... Okay. 430 00:27:29,423 --> 00:27:32,600 [inhales, exhales] 431 00:27:32,644 --> 00:27:34,036 Okay. 432 00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:35,864 [sniffles] 433 00:27:39,389 --> 00:27:40,652 Are you cold? 434 00:27:42,262 --> 00:27:44,220 -Yeah, I'm freezing. -Okay. 435 00:27:55,754 --> 00:27:57,625 [shivers] 436 00:27:59,322 --> 00:28:00,759 [sighs] 437 00:28:02,195 --> 00:28:04,676 I love you, too. 438 00:28:06,895 --> 00:28:08,114 I know. 439 00:28:10,856 --> 00:28:12,118 I know. 440 00:28:14,207 --> 00:28:15,425 Me too. 441 00:28:26,872 --> 00:28:28,917 [birds chirping] 442 00:28:34,227 --> 00:28:35,141 [Earn grunts softly] 443 00:28:40,799 --> 00:28:42,714 I think there's a slant. 444 00:28:46,456 --> 00:28:48,720 -[grunts] -[grunts] 445 00:28:50,460 --> 00:28:52,854 -I think we slid down. -[groans] 446 00:29:00,035 --> 00:29:02,559 [yelps] 447 00:29:02,603 --> 00:29:03,517 [Van grunts] 448 00:29:08,478 --> 00:29:09,741 Mm! 449 00:29:11,264 --> 00:29:12,395 Now you spit. 450 00:29:15,616 --> 00:29:17,574 Supposed to rain today. 451 00:29:17,618 --> 00:29:20,055 What? 452 00:29:20,055 --> 00:29:21,840 When? 453 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:23,624 [rain falling] 454 00:29:27,846 --> 00:29:29,630 [thunder rumbling] 455 00:29:31,588 --> 00:29:34,200 Leave it. We'll-we'll get another. 456 00:29:36,506 --> 00:29:40,119 Okay. Come on. 457 00:29:40,162 --> 00:29:42,512 -Baby, come on, let's go. -Yeah, let's get in the car. 458 00:29:42,512 --> 00:29:43,992 [indistinct chatter, laughter] 459 00:29:48,867 --> 00:29:50,433 -Got it? -Yeah. 460 00:30:03,055 --> 00:30:04,447 ["Love Is Stronger Than Pride" by Sade playing] 461 00:30:13,892 --> 00:30:17,678 ♪ I won't pretend♪ 462 00:30:17,765 --> 00:30:21,029 ♪ I'm good at forgiving♪ 463 00:30:24,119 --> 00:30:27,079 ♪ But I can't hate you♪ 464 00:30:27,122 --> 00:30:29,559 ♪ Though I have tried♪ 465 00:30:35,348 --> 00:30:38,046 ♪ I still really, really love you♪ 466 00:30:40,788 --> 00:30:43,617 ♪ Love is stronger than pride♪ 467 00:30:46,141 --> 00:30:49,057 ♪ I still really, really love you♪ 468 00:30:57,718 --> 00:31:00,199 ♪ I won't pretend♪ 469 00:31:02,679 --> 00:31:06,074 ♪ That I intend to stop living♪ 470 00:31:08,685 --> 00:31:11,079 ♪ I won't pretend♪ 471 00:31:12,951 --> 00:31:16,084 ♪ I'm good at forgiving♪ 472 00:31:18,739 --> 00:31:21,785 ♪ But I can't hate you♪ 473 00:31:21,829 --> 00:31:24,745 ♪ Although I have tried♪ 474 00:31:30,185 --> 00:31:33,319 ♪ I still really, really love you♪ 475 00:31:35,756 --> 00:31:38,541 ♪ Love is stronger than pride♪ 476 00:31:40,413 --> 00:31:43,633 ♪ I still really, really love you.♪ 477 00:31:55,341 --> 00:31:56,995 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH