1 00:00:11,512 --> 00:00:13,981 -(leaves rustling) -(birds chirping) 2 00:00:17,284 --> 00:00:19,553 ("Your Love Is King" by Sade playing) 3 00:00:38,138 --> 00:00:41,508 ♪♪ Your love is king ♪♪ 4 00:00:41,575 --> 00:00:43,977 ♪♪ Crown you in my heart ♪♪ 5 00:00:44,044 --> 00:00:47,281 ♪♪ Your love is king ♪♪ 6 00:00:47,347 --> 00:00:49,082 ♪♪ Never need to part ♪♪ 7 00:00:49,149 --> 00:00:52,619 ♪♪ Your kisses ring... ♪♪ 8 00:00:52,686 --> 00:00:55,589 Feel like we should maybe slow down a little bit. 9 00:00:55,656 --> 00:00:57,891 ♪♪ Touching the very part of me ♪♪ 10 00:00:57,958 --> 00:00:59,793 ♪♪ It's making my soul sing ♪♪ 11 00:00:59,860 --> 00:01:02,696 ♪♪ Tearing the very heart of me... ♪♪ 12 00:01:02,763 --> 00:01:05,465 EARN: Supposed to be a turn-off soon. 13 00:01:05,532 --> 00:01:07,167 ♪♪ Your love is king... ♪♪ 14 00:01:07,234 --> 00:01:09,837 VAN: You don't think we missed it? 15 00:01:09,903 --> 00:01:12,206 EARN: Nah, I think we're good. 16 00:01:13,574 --> 00:01:15,843 ♪♪ You're the ruler of my heart ♪♪ 17 00:01:15,909 --> 00:01:17,845 ♪♪ Your kisses ring... ♪♪ 18 00:01:17,911 --> 00:01:19,246 EARN: Here he is. 19 00:01:19,313 --> 00:01:21,481 ♪♪ Round and round and round my. ♪♪ 20 00:01:30,157 --> 00:01:31,692 OWNER: Hey, Earn. (chuckles) 21 00:01:31,758 --> 00:01:34,228 -Welcome, welcome. You made it. -Thank you, thank you. 22 00:01:34,294 --> 00:01:35,996 Hey, I'm gonna ask that you come down here 23 00:01:36,063 --> 00:01:37,497 at five miles per hour. 24 00:01:37,564 --> 00:01:39,666 You know, there's kids and dogs running around, 25 00:01:39,733 --> 00:01:40,801 sometimes deer. 26 00:01:40,868 --> 00:01:43,303 Yeah, yeah. Sorry. 27 00:01:43,370 --> 00:01:45,272 So, when you pass this road, 28 00:01:45,339 --> 00:01:46,573 just look on either side for signs 29 00:01:46,640 --> 00:01:48,008 to point you where you need to go. 30 00:01:48,075 --> 00:01:49,576 I got you booked for entire grounds. 31 00:01:49,643 --> 00:01:50,978 Great. 32 00:01:51,044 --> 00:01:53,380 -Oh, is that the birthday girl? -Yeah, 33 00:01:53,447 --> 00:01:56,950 that's-that's Lottie. This is Van. 34 00:01:57,017 --> 00:01:58,252 Hi. 35 00:01:58,318 --> 00:02:00,787 Beautiful family. Well, I hope y'all enjoy. 36 00:02:00,854 --> 00:02:05,225 Need anything, don't hesitate to holler at me or my wife. 37 00:02:05,292 --> 00:02:06,827 -VAN: Thank you, bye. -All right, thank you. 38 00:02:06,894 --> 00:02:09,096 OWNER: Happy birthday. 39 00:02:12,866 --> 00:02:14,701 -Very nice. -Yeah. 40 00:02:16,436 --> 00:02:18,472 Here, you want to carry one of these? 41 00:02:18,539 --> 00:02:21,208 Take the best one. 42 00:02:21,275 --> 00:02:23,143 -Ooh, purple. -(giggles) 43 00:02:23,210 --> 00:02:25,612 That's Prince's favorite color. 44 00:02:28,348 --> 00:02:29,650 What do you think are the chances that 45 00:02:29,716 --> 00:02:32,753 that guy's gonna kill us in our sleep? 46 00:02:32,819 --> 00:02:34,521 Honestly? 47 00:02:36,757 --> 00:02:39,026 Eight. Eight percent. 48 00:02:40,093 --> 00:02:42,296 You think eight percent? 49 00:02:43,463 --> 00:02:45,399 Sounds high. 50 00:02:54,975 --> 00:02:56,343 It's a big tarp. 51 00:02:56,410 --> 00:02:58,579 Yeah. 52 00:02:58,645 --> 00:03:00,280 I got, uh... 53 00:03:01,415 --> 00:03:04,518 I got a really awesome tent. 54 00:03:04,585 --> 00:03:06,720 It's, like, the most expensive one in REI. 55 00:03:06,787 --> 00:03:09,923 It's like... The guy was like, this is the best one they had. 56 00:03:09,990 --> 00:03:13,160 Like, uh, I think it's, like, a 12-person. 57 00:03:13,227 --> 00:03:14,828 Like, uh... 58 00:03:14,895 --> 00:03:16,263 It's for how many people? 59 00:03:16,330 --> 00:03:18,999 12 person, and you can split the rooms, 60 00:03:19,066 --> 00:03:20,667 and it has, like, a porch, too. 61 00:03:20,734 --> 00:03:23,570 We're gonna be freezing. 62 00:03:23,637 --> 00:03:25,539 What? 63 00:03:27,274 --> 00:03:29,710 'Cause if you don't have enough body heat to insulate 64 00:03:29,776 --> 00:03:32,546 the... space... 65 00:03:32,613 --> 00:03:34,314 It'll be fine, though. 66 00:03:35,482 --> 00:03:36,783 Okay. 67 00:03:36,850 --> 00:03:38,252 -It'll be fine. I'm-I'm excited. -I'm-I'm sorry. 68 00:03:38,318 --> 00:03:40,587 -No, no, no. Okay. -I didn't know. 69 00:03:40,654 --> 00:03:43,690 -It looks really nice. I mean... -Okay. You're... 70 00:03:43,757 --> 00:03:45,459 -(laughs) -very welcome. 71 00:03:45,526 --> 00:03:47,961 We're gonna... I'm gonna get... 72 00:03:48,028 --> 00:03:49,897 It's kind of big. (laughs) 73 00:03:49,963 --> 00:03:52,766 -Let's find the corners. -Hey, Lottie, you want to-you want to help us? 74 00:03:52,833 --> 00:03:55,002 No. 75 00:03:57,571 --> 00:03:59,273 EARN: Huh. 76 00:03:59,339 --> 00:04:01,208 What's going on with her? 77 00:04:01,275 --> 00:04:03,377 VAN: She's just tired. 78 00:04:04,611 --> 00:04:06,313 She'll be fine. 79 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:09,349 (birds calling) 80 00:04:38,745 --> 00:04:40,280 Can you hand me those? 81 00:04:40,347 --> 00:04:41,949 -Um, this? -Yeah. 82 00:04:42,015 --> 00:04:43,083 -Yeah. -Thank you. 83 00:04:43,150 --> 00:04:45,018 No problem. 84 00:04:52,292 --> 00:04:54,027 So, have you... 85 00:04:54,094 --> 00:04:56,697 thought more about L. A.? 86 00:05:03,136 --> 00:05:05,205 (clears throat) I mean... 87 00:05:06,273 --> 00:05:09,743 Yeah, I've thought about it a lot, actually. 88 00:05:16,316 --> 00:05:18,719 We were gonna talk about it a little later. 89 00:05:21,288 --> 00:05:24,458 Yeah. Whenever you want. 90 00:05:27,427 --> 00:05:28,729 (grunts) 91 00:05:30,597 --> 00:05:34,067 Those ones, I think, go by the door. 92 00:05:34,134 --> 00:05:36,403 (hammering) 93 00:05:37,571 --> 00:05:39,039 Hmm. 94 00:05:40,607 --> 00:05:42,276 Are we missing a pole? 95 00:05:44,044 --> 00:05:47,514 EARN: Doesn't quite look right. 96 00:05:48,448 --> 00:05:50,450 VAN: What do you think? 97 00:05:56,557 --> 00:05:58,225 Loves it. 98 00:06:00,260 --> 00:06:02,196 Which room you gonna sleep in? 99 00:06:02,262 --> 00:06:03,830 LOTTIE: Hm... this one. 100 00:06:03,897 --> 00:06:05,599 VAN: Ooh. 101 00:06:05,666 --> 00:06:07,835 Which one's Daddy gonna sleep in? 102 00:06:07,901 --> 00:06:09,770 LOTTIE: He can sleep outside. 103 00:06:09,837 --> 00:06:12,306 Outside? 104 00:06:14,641 --> 00:06:16,577 I'll get my toothbrush. 105 00:06:29,957 --> 00:06:32,226 (liquid pouring) 106 00:06:38,632 --> 00:06:40,467 (sighs) 107 00:07:00,153 --> 00:07:01,688 I peed. 108 00:07:01,755 --> 00:07:04,324 (chuckles) That's great. 109 00:07:04,391 --> 00:07:06,760 That's exactly what we're supposed to do. 110 00:07:17,404 --> 00:07:19,673 (indistinct chatter, laughter) 111 00:07:34,254 --> 00:07:36,523 This river's too high. 112 00:07:38,258 --> 00:07:40,961 -We can't cross it. -I think we can... 113 00:07:41,028 --> 00:07:42,329 We can make it across here. 114 00:07:42,396 --> 00:07:44,865 I think there's a lo-log underneath there. 115 00:07:44,932 --> 00:07:47,167 We could hop to that rock. 116 00:07:47,234 --> 00:07:50,204 Oh... you think she can cross that? 117 00:07:50,270 --> 00:07:52,206 We're just gonna get wet. 118 00:07:52,272 --> 00:07:54,608 -It's too high. -We'll get wet up to here, but 119 00:07:54,675 --> 00:07:56,910 -she can get on my shoulders. -Earn. No. 120 00:07:56,977 --> 00:07:58,111 She can get on my shoulders. 121 00:07:58,178 --> 00:07:59,713 Come on, Lottie, let's go. 122 00:08:01,281 --> 00:08:03,817 We can't cross this. 123 00:08:03,884 --> 00:08:06,453 -You don't think so? -No. 124 00:08:08,689 --> 00:08:12,025 -Maybe... -That... that-that's all gonna collapse. 125 00:08:12,092 --> 00:08:14,027 It's all gonna collapse. 126 00:08:30,043 --> 00:08:31,945 (both laugh) 127 00:08:32,012 --> 00:08:34,081 That's not true. 128 00:08:34,147 --> 00:08:36,149 -Is it? -Not in Europe. (laughs) 129 00:08:36,216 --> 00:08:38,485 -All right. -It's hard to do. 130 00:08:45,292 --> 00:08:47,394 EARN: You enjoying your birthday, Lottie? 131 00:08:48,762 --> 00:08:50,998 Do we have any other snacks? 132 00:08:51,064 --> 00:08:53,700 Yeah, I think we do. 133 00:08:53,767 --> 00:08:56,370 -It's like I'm not here. -I don't really like my birthday. 134 00:08:57,871 --> 00:08:59,706 Since when? 135 00:09:02,242 --> 00:09:05,145 What kind of six-year-old doesn't enjoy their birthday? 136 00:09:05,212 --> 00:09:08,015 You know how she is when she's in her moods. 137 00:09:10,884 --> 00:09:13,320 You can't catch anything? 138 00:09:15,122 --> 00:09:17,424 Don't worry, we're gonna go catch fish later, 139 00:09:17,491 --> 00:09:21,595 and then tonight we're gonna try to catch a snipe. 140 00:09:21,662 --> 00:09:23,096 A snipe? 141 00:09:23,163 --> 00:09:25,165 Yeah. We're gonna go snipe hunting. 142 00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:27,234 What's a snipe? 143 00:09:27,301 --> 00:09:29,837 It's this really rare creature. 144 00:09:29,903 --> 00:09:31,972 It's nearly extinct. 145 00:09:32,039 --> 00:09:33,507 And it only comes out at night 146 00:09:33,574 --> 00:09:36,510 when the moon is out, and it's really crazy long, 147 00:09:36,577 --> 00:09:38,512 and it has red eyes. 148 00:09:38,579 --> 00:09:41,782 But only the coolest and the smartest can catch it. 149 00:09:41,849 --> 00:09:43,383 Did you ever catch it? 150 00:09:43,450 --> 00:09:45,552 No, but maybe with your help I can. 151 00:09:45,619 --> 00:09:47,754 I want to catch it. 152 00:09:47,821 --> 00:09:49,756 Yeah, we're gonna try. 153 00:09:54,695 --> 00:09:55,829 Are y... 154 00:09:55,896 --> 00:09:57,898 are you pranking our daughter? 155 00:09:58,665 --> 00:10:01,168 You don't know what a snipe hunt is? 156 00:10:01,235 --> 00:10:02,803 -No. -It's, like, a tradition. 157 00:10:02,870 --> 00:10:04,738 I did it at Girl Scouts. 158 00:10:04,805 --> 00:10:05,906 You were in Girl Scouts? 159 00:10:05,973 --> 00:10:07,541 -I did not know that. -Yeah. 160 00:10:07,608 --> 00:10:10,143 I did it for just a summer, when I was eight. 161 00:10:10,210 --> 00:10:12,546 I didn't like being trapped camping with people 162 00:10:12,613 --> 00:10:15,249 I didn't vibe with, so... 163 00:10:15,315 --> 00:10:17,251 -(insects chittering) -(birds singing) 164 00:10:17,317 --> 00:10:19,586 (conversation continuing indistinctly in distance) 165 00:10:57,591 --> 00:11:00,427 VAN: ...I think, is actually a bird 166 00:11:00,494 --> 00:11:03,130 that's hard to catch, or something like that, 167 00:11:03,197 --> 00:11:05,165 and it turned into this folklore, 168 00:11:05,232 --> 00:11:07,201 so, you could, in the end, 169 00:11:07,267 --> 00:11:08,836 we could tell her it's a bird. 170 00:11:08,902 --> 00:11:10,437 EARN: Okay. 171 00:11:11,305 --> 00:11:12,873 -VAN: You want to... -I have no problem with 172 00:11:12,940 --> 00:11:15,275 doing it. It sounds... sounds like it could be, uh, fun. 173 00:11:15,342 --> 00:11:17,845 You know, cool, it's just, when you-when you 174 00:11:17,911 --> 00:11:20,013 -first hear "snipe hunt"... -Mm-hmm. 175 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:21,782 it sounds like a racist, 176 00:11:21,849 --> 00:11:24,117 -like, mob. -Oh, my God. 177 00:11:24,184 --> 00:11:26,353 Like, "Let's get the snipe. 178 00:11:26,420 --> 00:11:29,056 -You're so silly. -He's taking our jobs." 179 00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:30,691 -(laughs) -LOTTIE: Hey! 180 00:11:30,757 --> 00:11:31,892 Oh. 181 00:11:31,959 --> 00:11:34,261 -Lottie. You... -EARN: Wow. 182 00:11:34,328 --> 00:11:36,463 -VAN: Maybe put him down. -Yeah, put him down. 183 00:11:36,530 --> 00:11:38,098 -Yeah, maybe put him dow... -I don't want to, though. 184 00:11:38,165 --> 00:11:41,735 Lottie. This is nature, okay? 185 00:11:41,802 --> 00:11:45,539 That toad is not for you, okay? 186 00:11:45,606 --> 00:11:47,741 LOTTIE: I want to hold it, though. 187 00:11:47,808 --> 00:11:49,009 -I want it to stay. -Yeah. 188 00:11:49,076 --> 00:11:51,144 But it let you take a look at him, 189 00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:53,514 and then it wanted to go. 190 00:11:53,580 --> 00:11:57,818 You should feel lucky that you got to hold it, okay? 191 00:11:57,885 --> 00:11:59,920 Come on. I have some raspberries. 192 00:11:59,987 --> 00:12:01,722 Come on. 193 00:12:06,059 --> 00:12:08,228 EARN: You know, I know this little girl. 194 00:12:08,295 --> 00:12:12,032 Her name is, uh, Shottie. 195 00:12:12,099 --> 00:12:14,067 And, um, 196 00:12:14,134 --> 00:12:17,437 she has a dad named Shmad. 197 00:12:17,504 --> 00:12:19,973 And, um... 198 00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:21,942 all they do is eat ice cream 199 00:12:22,009 --> 00:12:24,011 in Opposite World. 200 00:12:24,077 --> 00:12:26,113 LOTTIE: What? 201 00:12:26,180 --> 00:12:27,548 EARN: All they do is eat ice cream, 202 00:12:27,614 --> 00:12:29,183 and they get thinner. 203 00:12:29,249 --> 00:12:31,418 LOTTIE: That's, like, totally the opposite 204 00:12:31,485 --> 00:12:33,554 of what you're supposed to do. 205 00:12:33,620 --> 00:12:35,055 -EARN: What would be the... -You're sup... 206 00:12:35,122 --> 00:12:36,590 you're supposed to not have 207 00:12:36,657 --> 00:12:38,525 -Ice cream. -ice cream all the time, 208 00:12:38,592 --> 00:12:41,962 and when you do, you're supposed to get fat. 209 00:12:42,029 --> 00:12:44,097 -EARN: Really? -Yeah. 210 00:12:44,164 --> 00:12:45,465 EARN: Is that why I'm so fat? 211 00:12:45,532 --> 00:12:47,734 -I eat ice cream, like, every day. -(laughs) 212 00:12:47,801 --> 00:12:49,336 -(Van chuckles) -EARN: Like, for breakfast. 213 00:12:49,403 --> 00:12:51,405 -LOTTIE: No, you don't. -I do. 214 00:12:51,471 --> 00:12:53,941 (squeals, laughs) 215 00:12:54,007 --> 00:12:55,809 (grunts) 216 00:12:55,876 --> 00:12:57,311 You guys good? 217 00:12:57,377 --> 00:12:58,612 -VAN: Yeah, we're good. -LOTTIE: Yeah. 218 00:12:58,679 --> 00:13:00,113 EARN: All right. 219 00:13:00,180 --> 00:13:02,783 -VAN: I love how calm it is. -EARN: Yeah, it's great. 220 00:13:02,850 --> 00:13:05,185 -LOTTIE: Oh, that actually is cool. -VAN: It's really cool. 221 00:13:14,528 --> 00:13:17,564 LOTTIE: I wish grandma and grandpa were here. 222 00:13:21,435 --> 00:13:23,070 VAN: Hmm. 223 00:13:24,605 --> 00:13:28,075 -Yeah, that makes sense. -VAN: Yeah. 224 00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:30,944 You know, we'll make sure that, um, 225 00:13:31,011 --> 00:13:33,313 they celebrate with us this weekend. 226 00:13:33,380 --> 00:13:34,715 -VAN: Yeah. -Yeah. 227 00:13:34,781 --> 00:13:36,283 VAN: Are you just missing them 228 00:13:36,350 --> 00:13:38,318 or you wish they were doing your birthday with you? 229 00:13:38,385 --> 00:13:39,753 -LOTTIE: Both. -Both. 230 00:13:39,820 --> 00:13:41,321 Both. 231 00:13:44,057 --> 00:13:45,959 Well, I think it's... 232 00:13:46,026 --> 00:13:48,095 kind of cool that we're all... 233 00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:50,898 -VAN: Together. Yeah. -together. Yeah. 234 00:13:50,964 --> 00:13:52,299 VAN: That's special. 235 00:13:52,366 --> 00:13:53,767 That's special, too, right? I mean, 236 00:13:53,834 --> 00:13:56,370 -it doesn't happen all the time. -LOTTIE: Mm-hmm. 237 00:13:56,436 --> 00:13:58,138 Yeah. 238 00:14:16,957 --> 00:14:18,258 EARN: Am I starving, 239 00:14:18,325 --> 00:14:21,128 or is this incredible? 240 00:14:21,195 --> 00:14:23,697 It's really good. 241 00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:30,470 I think we should talk more about L. A. 242 00:14:32,840 --> 00:14:36,109 Yeah. We probably should. 243 00:14:36,176 --> 00:14:37,811 LOTTIE: Mom. 244 00:14:37,878 --> 00:14:40,280 The moon is out. 245 00:14:40,347 --> 00:14:43,083 VAN: Oh, it is. 246 00:14:44,251 --> 00:14:48,021 Baby, why don't we go looking for snipes tomorrow, hm? 247 00:14:48,088 --> 00:14:49,590 I think it's a little late now. 248 00:14:58,599 --> 00:15:00,601 VAN: Here, take the pillowcase, 249 00:15:00,667 --> 00:15:02,903 put it on the ground, and open it up. 250 00:15:02,970 --> 00:15:05,339 Do you have a marshmallow? 251 00:15:05,405 --> 00:15:07,574 -Just one? -Yeah. 252 00:15:07,641 --> 00:15:09,710 And you're gonna take the marshmallow, 253 00:15:09,776 --> 00:15:11,845 you're gonna put it inside the pillowcase 254 00:15:11,912 --> 00:15:14,515 all the way to the end, okay? 255 00:15:14,581 --> 00:15:17,084 Now, you're gonna take the lantern, 256 00:15:17,150 --> 00:15:19,086 you're gonna put it next to the opening, 257 00:15:19,152 --> 00:15:21,722 so that when the snipe walks in, you can see it. 258 00:15:22,589 --> 00:15:24,992 You need to find a stick. Here. 259 00:15:25,058 --> 00:15:28,562 -And then you're gonna make this sound. -(scraping) 260 00:15:30,197 --> 00:15:32,633 That's gonna lure the snipe, okay? 261 00:15:33,700 --> 00:15:35,869 And the snipe should just walk in on its own 262 00:15:35,936 --> 00:15:37,404 to get the marshmallow bait. 263 00:15:37,471 --> 00:15:39,806 You know what you're gonna do when it does that? 264 00:15:39,873 --> 00:15:42,109 You're gonna take your foot, 265 00:15:42,176 --> 00:15:44,044 you're gonna stomp on the pillowcase, 266 00:15:44,111 --> 00:15:45,312 trap the snipe in there, and then you're gonna 267 00:15:45,379 --> 00:15:47,614 hit it on the head, okay? 268 00:15:47,681 --> 00:15:48,982 Okay. 269 00:15:49,049 --> 00:15:50,684 VAN: Here. 270 00:15:51,952 --> 00:15:54,688 Good job. All right, baby, have fun. 271 00:15:56,190 --> 00:15:58,158 LOTTIE: Where are you going? 272 00:15:58,225 --> 00:16:01,228 Aw. Baby, you have to hunt the snipe alone. 273 00:16:01,295 --> 00:16:02,396 If there's too many people around, 274 00:16:02,462 --> 00:16:03,797 the snipe's not gonna come. 275 00:16:03,864 --> 00:16:07,134 But don't worry, we're right over there, okay? 276 00:16:22,850 --> 00:16:24,551 (sighs) 277 00:16:36,997 --> 00:16:39,066 What? 278 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:42,603 You, what? (chuckles) 279 00:16:46,006 --> 00:16:48,208 L.A. 280 00:16:49,843 --> 00:16:51,678 You gonna come with me? 281 00:16:54,448 --> 00:16:56,550 Is that why you did all this? 282 00:16:57,518 --> 00:16:59,152 What do you mean? 283 00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:02,322 You know, it feels a little manipulative 284 00:17:02,389 --> 00:17:05,692 to rent out an entire campground. 285 00:17:09,796 --> 00:17:13,367 I-I just wanted to make Lottie's birthday special. 286 00:17:25,045 --> 00:17:27,014 Can I ask you a question? 287 00:17:29,950 --> 00:17:32,686 What's so great about Atlanta... 288 00:17:34,388 --> 00:17:36,690 ...that you can't leave it behind? 289 00:17:40,260 --> 00:17:43,530 I mean, it'd be my choice to stay. 290 00:17:43,597 --> 00:17:47,134 That's not what it's about, though. 291 00:17:47,201 --> 00:17:49,603 I'm afraid that... 292 00:17:49,670 --> 00:17:53,040 it's about you not wanting to be alone when you go there, 293 00:17:53,106 --> 00:17:55,242 and that you're scared of that. 294 00:17:55,309 --> 00:17:59,079 And I'm... not just your security blanket. 295 00:18:04,885 --> 00:18:05,986 LOTTIE: Got him! 296 00:18:06,053 --> 00:18:07,955 What? 297 00:18:08,021 --> 00:18:11,024 I got the snipe. 298 00:18:11,091 --> 00:18:13,827 Uh... what did it look like? 299 00:18:13,894 --> 00:18:17,564 Long, with red eyes, and I hit it with the stick 300 00:18:17,631 --> 00:18:19,099 -when I caught it. -(creature chittering) 301 00:18:19,166 --> 00:18:21,568 Uh, okay, okay, 302 00:18:21,635 --> 00:18:23,504 Lottie, um... 303 00:18:23,570 --> 00:18:24,972 listen. 304 00:18:25,038 --> 00:18:26,707 When I count to three, 305 00:18:26,773 --> 00:18:29,710 you're going to put the lamp down very slowly, 306 00:18:29,776 --> 00:18:32,246 drop the bag, and run to Mommy, okay? 307 00:18:32,312 --> 00:18:35,115 -Okay. -VAN: Okay. 308 00:18:35,182 --> 00:18:38,051 One, two... 309 00:18:38,118 --> 00:18:40,387 -three. Come, come, come, come, come, come, come, -Go, go, go, go, 310 00:18:40,454 --> 00:18:42,089 -go, go. -Come, come, come. 311 00:18:42,155 --> 00:18:44,424 Baby, are you okay? 312 00:18:46,994 --> 00:18:48,462 Hold this. 313 00:18:49,963 --> 00:18:52,399 Earn... 314 00:18:52,466 --> 00:18:55,602 -Please be careful. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 315 00:19:08,749 --> 00:19:09,683 (screeches) 316 00:19:09,750 --> 00:19:11,919 -Aah! -Oh, my God. 317 00:19:11,985 --> 00:19:13,153 Oh! Oh! 318 00:19:13,220 --> 00:19:15,822 -What was that? -What was that? 319 00:19:15,889 --> 00:19:17,791 It was a snipe. 320 00:19:17,858 --> 00:19:20,761 I got him. 321 00:19:26,233 --> 00:19:27,835 VAN and EARN: ♪♪ Happy birth... ♪♪ 322 00:19:27,901 --> 00:19:30,737 Shh! No singing, please. 323 00:19:40,981 --> 00:19:42,883 VAN: Happy birthday, baby. 324 00:19:42,950 --> 00:19:46,653 EARN: Happy birthday. so big. 325 00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:48,622 (Van chuckles) 326 00:19:57,631 --> 00:19:59,700 (river burbling) 327 00:20:00,767 --> 00:20:03,003 (insects chittering) 328 00:20:05,172 --> 00:20:07,407 (loon calling) 329 00:20:22,122 --> 00:20:24,424 (shivering, teeth chattering) 330 00:20:27,761 --> 00:20:29,730 VAN: Earn. 331 00:20:29,796 --> 00:20:32,065 EAERN: Yeah? 332 00:20:32,132 --> 00:20:35,802 VAN: Is that your teeth chattering? 333 00:20:35,869 --> 00:20:37,604 EARN: Maybe. 334 00:20:38,605 --> 00:20:41,575 VAN: I... I think you should just get in with us. 335 00:20:41,642 --> 00:20:43,677 This is really sad. 336 00:20:55,088 --> 00:20:56,757 (grunts softly) 337 00:20:56,823 --> 00:20:58,425 (sighs) 338 00:20:59,793 --> 00:21:01,295 (Van grunts) 339 00:21:05,232 --> 00:21:07,534 (both sigh) 340 00:21:11,638 --> 00:21:13,774 Her feet are cold. 341 00:21:13,841 --> 00:21:16,476 -Her feet? -Yeah. 342 00:21:16,543 --> 00:21:18,846 Yeah... 343 00:21:18,912 --> 00:21:20,747 It's those sharp toenails. 344 00:21:20,814 --> 00:21:22,950 I know. Talons. 345 00:21:23,016 --> 00:21:25,018 (sighs) 346 00:21:32,059 --> 00:21:34,061 (grunts) 347 00:21:35,495 --> 00:21:37,030 Lottie? 348 00:21:39,233 --> 00:21:41,835 Lottie, do you want some more s'mores? 349 00:21:41,902 --> 00:21:44,972 What are you doing? 350 00:21:45,038 --> 00:21:48,141 Testing to see if she's awake. 351 00:21:56,383 --> 00:21:59,553 You know, when I go... 352 00:22:01,321 --> 00:22:04,725 ...I-I wouldn't have to be alone. 353 00:22:07,361 --> 00:22:09,763 You know, I'm not... 354 00:22:09,830 --> 00:22:12,366 I'm not saying that to be cocky. 355 00:22:12,432 --> 00:22:14,735 I have a good job, and a... 356 00:22:14,801 --> 00:22:16,970 cool job. 357 00:22:17,037 --> 00:22:19,606 I'm not terrible-looking. 358 00:22:21,208 --> 00:22:22,543 And I'm not tied to anything 359 00:22:22,609 --> 00:22:25,012 that would turn someone off from me. 360 00:22:26,313 --> 00:22:28,982 And you'd be here, raising our kid. 361 00:22:29,049 --> 00:22:31,218 And I'd see you every, you know, 362 00:22:31,285 --> 00:22:34,421 couple of months, maybe once or twice a year. 363 00:22:36,123 --> 00:22:38,992 If I didn't want to be alone, 364 00:22:39,059 --> 00:22:40,727 I wouldn't have to be. 365 00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,496 I could find someone. 366 00:22:43,797 --> 00:22:46,033 You know, someone new, but... 367 00:22:46,099 --> 00:22:48,402 it-it's not about that. 368 00:22:51,538 --> 00:22:54,641 Then what is it about? Is it, like, a... 369 00:22:54,708 --> 00:22:56,944 a co-parenting arrangement 370 00:22:57,010 --> 00:22:58,745 -or... -No. I, uh... 371 00:23:00,214 --> 00:23:02,482 I want to be a family. 372 00:23:04,718 --> 00:23:06,753 I want us to be a family. 373 00:23:08,222 --> 00:23:10,858 I mean, look at Lottie. 374 00:23:10,924 --> 00:23:13,560 I mean, she's fucking amazing. 375 00:23:14,695 --> 00:23:17,998 She's the physical manifestation of what happens 376 00:23:18,065 --> 00:23:19,900 when we get together. 377 00:23:19,967 --> 00:23:21,502 I mean, she's smart, 378 00:23:21,568 --> 00:23:24,671 she's kind, she's sensitive, and she's intuitive. 379 00:23:24,738 --> 00:23:26,807 -Mm-hmm. -She's... 380 00:23:26,874 --> 00:23:29,610 the best... parts of 381 00:23:29,676 --> 00:23:32,145 both of us. I'm just... 382 00:23:34,348 --> 00:23:35,148 I... 383 00:23:35,215 --> 00:23:38,585 I know you love Lottie, and... 384 00:23:39,853 --> 00:23:43,056 ...I know you'll miss her. 385 00:23:44,725 --> 00:23:46,560 I'm fighting for you, Van. 386 00:23:46,627 --> 00:23:49,196 You know me. I don't fight for anything. 387 00:23:53,834 --> 00:23:56,069 Van, look at me. 388 00:24:00,741 --> 00:24:02,676 I love you. 389 00:24:07,414 --> 00:24:09,550 I can't just pack up my whole life 390 00:24:09,616 --> 00:24:11,718 'cause you love me as Lottie's mom. 391 00:24:18,859 --> 00:24:20,594 That's not... 392 00:24:20,661 --> 00:24:22,629 enough... 393 00:24:22,696 --> 00:24:24,431 for me. 394 00:24:43,750 --> 00:24:47,020 Do you think I just see you as Lottie's mom? 395 00:24:48,922 --> 00:24:51,625 Do you not realize how... 396 00:24:51,692 --> 00:24:54,061 in love with you I am? 397 00:24:57,164 --> 00:25:00,100 How much I think about you? 398 00:25:03,804 --> 00:25:07,307 I've dreamed about you every night since Amsterdam. 399 00:25:10,944 --> 00:25:14,515 I do see you as a woman. 400 00:25:14,581 --> 00:25:17,551 I still want you. 401 00:25:17,618 --> 00:25:20,287 I desire you, Van. 402 00:25:27,060 --> 00:25:29,129 When I think about the fact that... 403 00:25:29,196 --> 00:25:32,366 that you are also the mother of my child... 404 00:25:37,804 --> 00:25:39,540 ...I could just fucking burst. 405 00:25:41,408 --> 00:25:45,078 I've never felt that way about anything. 406 00:25:45,145 --> 00:25:47,080 I wasn't able... 407 00:25:47,147 --> 00:25:49,750 I wasn't able to feel that before. 408 00:25:51,652 --> 00:25:53,420 And I'll love you forever 409 00:25:53,487 --> 00:25:56,156 because of that, no matter what. 410 00:26:02,429 --> 00:26:05,299 I mean, what else are we doing this for... 411 00:26:06,466 --> 00:26:09,536 ...if not for that feeling? 412 00:26:09,603 --> 00:26:11,104 What else is there? 413 00:26:11,171 --> 00:26:12,706 You know what I mean? 414 00:26:16,376 --> 00:26:18,345 I do. 415 00:26:20,781 --> 00:26:23,550 It's... a little... 416 00:26:24,785 --> 00:26:26,153 ...Kanye being passionate, 417 00:26:26,220 --> 00:26:29,156 but I do know what you mean. 418 00:26:42,269 --> 00:26:44,972 I don't want to find someone new. 419 00:26:45,038 --> 00:26:47,407 Not because it's... 420 00:26:47,474 --> 00:26:51,078 it isn't time-consuming, and... 421 00:26:51,144 --> 00:26:53,146 you know, annoying, 422 00:26:53,213 --> 00:26:55,782 which it is. 423 00:26:55,849 --> 00:26:57,751 It's because... 424 00:27:00,153 --> 00:27:03,423 I... I just want to do this with you. 425 00:27:07,327 --> 00:27:10,497 Okay? I just want to do this with you. 426 00:27:12,366 --> 00:27:15,169 Will you go to L. A. with me, 427 00:27:15,235 --> 00:27:17,671 so we can be a family? 428 00:27:20,607 --> 00:27:22,409 Like, a for-real family? 429 00:27:30,651 --> 00:27:32,920 Okay... Okay. 430 00:27:32,986 --> 00:27:36,023 (inhales, exhales) 431 00:27:36,089 --> 00:27:37,591 Okay. 432 00:27:37,658 --> 00:27:39,726 (sniffles) 433 00:27:42,963 --> 00:27:44,631 Are you cold? 434 00:27:45,399 --> 00:27:48,268 -Yeah, I'm freezing. -Okay. 435 00:27:59,446 --> 00:28:01,448 (shivers) 436 00:28:02,950 --> 00:28:04,618 (sighs) 437 00:28:05,786 --> 00:28:08,555 I love you, too. 438 00:28:10,157 --> 00:28:12,025 I know. 439 00:28:14,494 --> 00:28:16,163 I know. 440 00:28:17,698 --> 00:28:19,333 Me too. 441 00:28:30,477 --> 00:28:32,546 (birds chirping) 442 00:28:37,317 --> 00:28:39,152 (Earn grunts softly) 443 00:28:44,091 --> 00:28:46,593 I think there's a slant. 444 00:28:49,796 --> 00:28:52,466 -(grunts) -(grunts) 445 00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:56,670 -I think we slid down. -(groans) 446 00:29:03,577 --> 00:29:05,879 (yelps) 447 00:29:05,946 --> 00:29:07,314 (Van grunts) 448 00:29:11,885 --> 00:29:13,554 Mm! 449 00:29:14,655 --> 00:29:16,290 Now you spit. 450 00:29:18,959 --> 00:29:20,894 Supposed to rain today. 451 00:29:20,961 --> 00:29:23,497 What? 452 00:29:23,564 --> 00:29:25,032 When? 453 00:29:25,098 --> 00:29:27,334 (rain falling) 454 00:29:31,104 --> 00:29:33,340 (thunder rumbling) 455 00:29:34,842 --> 00:29:38,011 Leave it. We'll-we'll get another. 456 00:29:39,780 --> 00:29:42,649 Okay. Come on. 457 00:29:42,716 --> 00:29:45,385 -Baby, come on, let's go. -Yeah, let's get in the car. 458 00:29:45,452 --> 00:29:47,688 (indistinct chatter, laughter) 459 00:29:52,125 --> 00:29:54,294 -Got it? -Yeah. 460 00:30:05,806 --> 00:30:08,275 ("Love Is Stronger Than Pride" by Sade playing) 461 00:30:17,117 --> 00:30:20,988 ♪♪ I won't pretend ♪♪ 462 00:30:21,054 --> 00:30:25,092 ♪♪ I'm good at forgiving ♪♪ 463 00:30:27,261 --> 00:30:30,163 ♪♪ But I can't hate you ♪♪ 464 00:30:30,230 --> 00:30:33,367 ♪♪ Though I have tried ♪♪ 465 00:30:38,338 --> 00:30:42,142 ♪♪ I still really, really love you ♪♪ 466 00:30:43,677 --> 00:30:47,414 ♪♪ Love is stronger than pride ♪♪ 467 00:30:48,715 --> 00:30:53,086 ♪♪ I still really, really love you ♪♪ 468 00:31:00,894 --> 00:31:04,031 ♪♪ I won't pretend ♪♪ 469 00:31:05,632 --> 00:31:09,703 ♪♪ That I intend to stop living ♪♪ 470 00:31:11,805 --> 00:31:14,708 ♪♪ I won't pretend ♪♪ 471 00:31:16,109 --> 00:31:20,080 ♪♪ I'm good at forgiving ♪♪ 472 00:31:21,982 --> 00:31:24,785 ♪♪ But I can't hate you ♪♪ 473 00:31:24,852 --> 00:31:28,422 ♪♪ Although I have tried ♪♪ 474 00:31:33,227 --> 00:31:37,164 ♪♪ I still really, really love you ♪♪ 475 00:31:38,565 --> 00:31:42,269 ♪♪ Love is stronger than pride ♪♪ 476 00:31:43,337 --> 00:31:47,341 ♪♪ I still really, really love you. ♪♪ 477 00:31:58,085 --> 00:32:00,554 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org