1 00:00:00,967 --> 00:00:02,467 [Jazz] Previously on I Am Jazz. 2 00:00:02,467 --> 00:00:04,100 Would you be okay if I kissed you? 3 00:00:04,100 --> 00:00:06,767 I don't know. 4 00:00:06,767 --> 00:00:09,500 -I'll save that kiss for another date. -Okay, cool. 5 00:00:11,266 --> 00:00:14,266 [Jazz] I've been talking to this other guy who's a little older. 6 00:00:14,266 --> 00:00:17,367 He's 26 years old and his name is Yash. 7 00:00:19,967 --> 00:00:23,000 Yeah, I would love that, 100 percent. 8 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:25,166 -[Jeanette] Beautiful. -Mom, can you tie it for me? 9 00:00:25,166 --> 00:00:27,100 Mmm-hmm, I'm coming around. 10 00:00:27,166 --> 00:00:28,800 [Jeanette] It it is so hard to let go 11 00:00:28,867 --> 00:00:30,000 and I have been so protective of her, 12 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:31,367 and I have been so protective of her, 13 00:00:31,367 --> 00:00:34,700 but she's old enough, she's got this. 14 00:00:34,767 --> 00:00:36,567 She's gonna do it on her terms, 15 00:00:36,567 --> 00:00:38,467 and, you know, I'm happy for her 16 00:00:38,467 --> 00:00:42,100 but I'm also pleasantly cautious. 17 00:00:42,166 --> 00:00:44,100 [Jazz] I'm nervous because it's been many years 18 00:00:44,166 --> 00:00:46,066 since I've been on a one-on-one date. 19 00:00:46,066 --> 00:00:48,166 I actually just started feeling really sick know. 20 00:00:49,100 --> 00:00:51,967 All of a sudden, I feel sick to my stomach. 21 00:00:51,967 --> 00:00:54,066 I don't feel well for this date. 22 00:00:54,066 --> 00:00:56,100 I don't even think I could go inside. 23 00:01:11,166 --> 00:01:12,166 Not good. 24 00:01:13,867 --> 00:01:16,000 Literally, my stomach is causing problems, 25 00:01:16,066 --> 00:01:19,100 and I have acid reflux and heartburn going on, 26 00:01:19,166 --> 00:01:21,200 and I'm not ready to meet Yash 27 00:01:21,266 --> 00:01:23,033 under these conditions. 28 00:01:25,767 --> 00:01:29,467 I just don't want to throw up because then if I throw up then I'm not kissing anyone. 29 00:01:29,467 --> 00:01:30,000 [producer] No. [chuckles] 30 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:30,800 [producer] No. [chuckles] 31 00:01:37,567 --> 00:01:38,433 There you go. 32 00:01:40,567 --> 00:01:43,066 -[producer] Yes. -Your girl got issues. 33 00:01:53,500 --> 00:01:54,900 I'm feeling a little better. 34 00:02:05,867 --> 00:02:08,567 I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about this date. 35 00:02:08,567 --> 00:02:11,700 Even though I just recently went on a date with Daron, 36 00:02:11,767 --> 00:02:14,567 I feel like that was just, like, testing the waters 37 00:02:14,567 --> 00:02:16,100 and this is an even bigger date 38 00:02:16,100 --> 00:02:18,967 because I am on my own this time. 39 00:02:18,967 --> 00:02:21,200 So I am a ball of anxiety right now, 40 00:02:21,266 --> 00:02:24,767 I have butterflies, and I have no idea how this is gonna go. 41 00:02:28,100 --> 00:02:30,000 -Yash? -Hey, Jazz. 42 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:30,266 -Yash? -Hey, Jazz. 43 00:02:30,266 --> 00:02:32,000 Hello. 44 00:02:32,066 --> 00:02:34,367 -Hi, Yash. How are you? -Hey, Jazz. 45 00:02:34,367 --> 00:02:36,266 -Pleasure to see you. -Good to see you, too. 46 00:02:36,266 --> 00:02:39,100 -Nice to meet you in person. -Yeah, finally, right? 47 00:02:39,166 --> 00:02:41,600 -I know. -How's your day been so far? 48 00:02:41,667 --> 00:02:44,467 -Today's been good. How was your day? -But, yeah. 49 00:02:44,467 --> 00:02:46,266 It's been pretty chill. 50 00:02:46,266 --> 00:02:48,200 I see there's a drink there. Is that mine? 51 00:02:48,266 --> 00:02:50,200 -Yeah go for it. -All right, I'm gonna try it. 52 00:02:50,266 --> 00:02:52,667 -Oh, no, it's gonna spill. -It's okay, you got this. 53 00:02:53,700 --> 00:02:55,266 -Mmm. -How is it? 54 00:02:55,266 --> 00:02:57,500 -It's really good. -Nice. 55 00:02:57,567 --> 00:03:00,000 -I don't drink a lot, really, ever, -Yeah? 56 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:00,166 -I don't drink a lot, really, ever, -Yeah? 57 00:03:00,166 --> 00:03:01,667 but this is yummy, this tastes good. 58 00:03:01,667 --> 00:03:04,100 -I'm gonna take another sip. -Yeah. 59 00:03:04,100 --> 00:03:07,467 Oh, I can only imagine how crazy the parties at Harvard must get. 60 00:03:08,467 --> 00:03:10,767 -Insane. -[chuckles] 61 00:03:10,767 --> 00:03:14,800 No, so all my siblings went to University of Florida, Gators. 62 00:03:14,867 --> 00:03:17,500 -Ah, cool. -I am the youngest of four. 63 00:03:17,567 --> 00:03:19,367 -I think I was telling you about that. -Yeah. 64 00:03:19,367 --> 00:03:21,000 But, yeah, that school's a party school. 65 00:03:21,000 --> 00:03:23,500 So, you're heading back up in, like, a week and a half? 66 00:03:24,367 --> 00:03:25,667 Classes are starting early for you? 67 00:03:25,667 --> 00:03:28,266 So, yeah, about a week and a half, 68 00:03:28,266 --> 00:03:30,000 and I really am excited to go back. 69 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:30,567 and I really am excited to go back. 70 00:03:30,567 --> 00:03:33,266 -I did two gap years -Yeah. 71 00:03:33,266 --> 00:03:36,500 where I spent a lot of time focusing on myself and my personal goals. 72 00:03:36,567 --> 00:03:38,400 Sounds like you're not pressuring yourself 73 00:03:38,467 --> 00:03:41,266 -No, exactly, no. -to follow society's BS standards. 74 00:03:41,266 --> 00:03:42,400 You're just doing what you want. 75 00:03:42,467 --> 00:03:44,166 I'm charting my own path, for sure. 76 00:03:44,166 --> 00:03:45,467 I know what I want, 77 00:03:45,467 --> 00:03:47,367 and I'm gonna work hard to achieve what I want, you know? 78 00:03:47,367 --> 00:03:49,767 -I like that. -I just want to be happy. 79 00:03:49,767 --> 00:03:51,467 -To be... Okay. -Whoa, whoa, whoa. 80 00:03:51,467 --> 00:03:53,266 -You're asking for too much now. -[laughs] 81 00:03:53,266 --> 00:03:54,667 You know, we gotta... 82 00:03:54,667 --> 00:03:56,867 In the past, I don't know if I could say that 83 00:03:56,867 --> 00:04:00,000 because I went through a pretty dark period of time where I was really struggling, 84 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,000 because I went through a pretty dark period of time where I was really struggling, 85 00:04:01,000 --> 00:04:02,700 -Yeah. -but I'm a lot better now 86 00:04:02,767 --> 00:04:05,400 and I feel more confident and sure of myself, which is good. 87 00:04:05,467 --> 00:04:08,367 Not that I can relate to the same life experiences that you've had, 88 00:04:08,367 --> 00:04:10,100 -but I've had my own fair share -Of course. 89 00:04:10,100 --> 00:04:12,567 of, like, [bleep], 90 00:04:12,567 --> 00:04:15,867 and it takes a while to reprogram your mind 91 00:04:15,867 --> 00:04:19,400 to think differently about how you can find happiness in life. 92 00:04:19,467 --> 00:04:21,000 -Mmm. -Especially when you... 93 00:04:21,066 --> 00:04:23,400 I really the things you say. You're so, like, deep and wise. 94 00:04:23,467 --> 00:04:25,200 -Like, I feel it, for sure. -Thanks. 95 00:04:25,266 --> 00:04:29,367 Yash is great, and he's really mature, too. 96 00:04:29,367 --> 00:04:30,000 I think that comes with his age, 97 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:30,900 I think that comes with his age, 98 00:04:30,967 --> 00:04:32,400 but I feel, like, comes a maturity 99 00:04:32,467 --> 00:04:35,400 that the people I've dated in the past haven't had. 100 00:04:35,467 --> 00:04:39,367 And he's cute, for sure. Like, definitely attractive. 101 00:04:39,367 --> 00:04:42,000 Do you want to play, like, cornhole or anything right now? 102 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:43,767 -Sure, I'm down. -All right. 103 00:04:46,367 --> 00:04:48,600 I have to warn you though, I suck at this game. 104 00:04:51,467 --> 00:04:53,100 -Nice. -[Yash laughs] 105 00:04:53,100 --> 00:04:55,500 If I get this on my first try I'll be so happy. 106 00:04:57,500 --> 00:04:59,266 -Oh, my God, it went in. -Did it go in? 107 00:04:59,266 --> 00:05:00,000 That's awesome. I called that. 108 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:01,567 That's awesome. I called that. 109 00:05:01,567 --> 00:05:02,567 I was like, "That's going in." 110 00:05:02,567 --> 00:05:03,700 You did play soccer. 111 00:05:03,700 --> 00:05:05,100 What was the other sports you said you played again? 112 00:05:05,100 --> 00:05:07,767 I played lacrosse, and tennis, and flag football. 113 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:14,400 Oh, that's ridiculous. That actually sucks. I have to get this one in now. 114 00:05:16,967 --> 00:05:19,200 Yes, that's the second time I called it. 115 00:05:19,266 --> 00:05:21,000 -What the heck? -Yeah, that's amazing. 116 00:05:21,000 --> 00:05:23,266 If you want to grab another drink or maybe go for a walk? 117 00:05:23,266 --> 00:05:26,200 Yeah, let's go for a walk. Honestly, it's really nice. 118 00:05:26,266 --> 00:05:28,066 I feel at ease talking with Yash. 119 00:05:28,066 --> 00:05:30,000 I do think he's a great conversationalist. 120 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:31,000 I do think he's a great conversationalist. 121 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:35,367 I find him interesting, and he's just smart, 122 00:05:35,367 --> 00:05:39,100 and so many different qualities about him are so positive. 123 00:05:39,767 --> 00:05:41,367 So, have you had fun tonight? 124 00:05:41,367 --> 00:05:43,200 -Oh, yeah, I love it. This was great. -Yeah, 125 00:05:43,266 --> 00:05:45,200 I'm having so much fun tonight. 126 00:05:45,266 --> 00:05:47,367 -Getting to know you, though, like, you're really... -Yeah, you're really cool. 127 00:05:47,367 --> 00:05:49,100 I think you're really cool, too. 128 00:05:49,100 --> 00:05:50,400 Yeah, you're interesting. 129 00:05:50,467 --> 00:05:52,000 You know, you're different than most people. 130 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:54,567 You're unique which is amazing. 131 00:05:54,567 --> 00:05:58,400 I mean, I do believe everyone's unique, but you're extra unique. 132 00:05:58,467 --> 00:06:00,000 Well, you know, and more power to you. 133 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:00,367 Well, you know, and more power to you. 134 00:06:00,367 --> 00:06:03,100 I would argue and say most people aren't that unique, 135 00:06:03,166 --> 00:06:05,367 or most people don't want to be unique, 136 00:06:05,367 --> 00:06:08,266 -so they try to limit themselves, -Mmm. 137 00:06:08,266 --> 00:06:10,467 but you, on the other hand, are not limiting yourself. 138 00:06:10,467 --> 00:06:12,000 You're embracing your uniqueness, 139 00:06:12,066 --> 00:06:13,700 -so I admire that about you. -Mmm-hmm. 140 00:06:13,767 --> 00:06:15,667 I am a [bleep] weirdo and I know it. 141 00:06:15,667 --> 00:06:17,500 -[laughs] -Good. [laughs] 142 00:06:17,567 --> 00:06:20,567 -Be the [bleep] weirdo. -[deep voice] Be the [bleep] weirdo. 143 00:06:20,567 --> 00:06:23,266 Exactly. Keep using that voice, too. 144 00:06:23,266 --> 00:06:25,767 -That's pretty cool, badass voice. [chuckles] -[deep voice] Yes. 145 00:06:25,767 --> 00:06:29,166 Oh, my God, your laugh. I love your laugh. [imitates laugh] 146 00:06:29,166 --> 00:06:30,000 -Oh, thank you. -[laughs] Sorry. 147 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:31,066 -Oh, thank you. -[laughs] Sorry. 148 00:06:31,066 --> 00:06:33,000 -No, it's okay. It was great. -It's the... 149 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:34,367 It's actually better when you do it 150 00:06:34,367 --> 00:06:35,634 -so, you know what, -[imitates laugh] 151 00:06:35,634 --> 00:06:36,800 I think you should just keep doing it from here on out. 152 00:06:36,867 --> 00:06:38,867 That's so cute. I love it. 153 00:06:38,867 --> 00:06:42,667 I think we're vibing, and there's definitely a connection there. 154 00:06:42,667 --> 00:06:44,500 I don't know if he's ready for a kiss or not, 155 00:06:44,567 --> 00:06:47,066 but, not gonna lie, I would be open to it. 156 00:06:47,667 --> 00:06:48,700 Well... 157 00:06:55,266 --> 00:06:57,467 [humming] 158 00:06:57,467 --> 00:07:00,000 Yeah, I guess this would be time 159 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:00,467 Yeah, I guess this would be time 160 00:07:00,467 --> 00:07:03,166 -to head back home for the night, I suppose. -Yeah. 161 00:07:05,100 --> 00:07:08,266 [sighing] Yeah. I am a little tired, for sure. 162 00:07:08,266 --> 00:07:10,500 -It's pretty late. -Yeah. 163 00:07:10,567 --> 00:07:12,266 But I really did have a good time with you. 164 00:07:12,266 --> 00:07:14,100 Yeah, I really liked talking to you. 165 00:07:14,166 --> 00:07:15,433 -Yeah. -You're really cool, Jazz. 166 00:07:15,433 --> 00:07:17,767 I would definitely love to get together again, for sure. 167 00:07:17,767 --> 00:07:19,100 It's gonna happen, for sure. 168 00:07:19,166 --> 00:07:21,367 -Your hair is in your face. -Ah, thank you. 169 00:07:21,367 --> 00:07:23,066 Oh, no, it's blowing back in your face. 170 00:07:23,066 --> 00:07:24,400 -[chuckles] -I appreciate the effort. 171 00:07:24,467 --> 00:07:27,567 -Our hair, our long hair. -Indeed. 172 00:07:29,200 --> 00:07:30,000 [Jazz] Yash doesn't go in for the kiss, 173 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:30,967 [Jazz] Yash doesn't go in for the kiss, 174 00:07:30,967 --> 00:07:33,367 but I want someone to want me. 175 00:07:33,367 --> 00:07:38,500 I want to feel desired, and Yash is not giving me any of that energy right now. 176 00:07:38,567 --> 00:07:41,467 Not gonna lie though, I am a little disappointed. 177 00:07:41,467 --> 00:07:46,500 Well, if you want, I can get a ride for you, if you like. 178 00:07:46,567 --> 00:07:48,400 -Yeah, let's do it. Let's head out, all right? -Cool. 179 00:07:49,767 --> 00:07:52,200 [humming] 180 00:07:54,100 --> 00:07:56,367 ♪ I don't know what it is but I keep dreaming ♪ 181 00:07:56,367 --> 00:07:58,867 ♪ keep dreaming about you, babe ♪ 182 00:07:58,867 --> 00:08:00,000 ♪ I guess we're more than friends because I've got feelings ♪ 183 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:01,300 ♪ I guess we're more than friends because I've got feelings ♪ 184 00:08:01,367 --> 00:08:03,467 ♪ and I don't think they can't wait ♪ 185 00:08:05,467 --> 00:08:08,667 Yoga. Oh, Nemo, do you want to come to goat yoga? 186 00:08:08,667 --> 00:08:12,000 -Nemo! Nemo's here. -It's a beautiful day for yoga. 187 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,300 [Jacky] You're the cat's meow. 188 00:08:14,367 --> 00:08:16,266 [Jeanette] Are you guys excited for a family day? 189 00:08:16,266 --> 00:08:18,100 Yeah, oh, yeah, always. 190 00:08:18,100 --> 00:08:20,367 -I love being with the family. -[Jeanette] I hope I don't get car sick. 191 00:08:22,166 --> 00:08:26,100 [Jazz] I texted Yash after our date last night but he hasn't responded yet, 192 00:08:26,100 --> 00:08:28,667 and I'm just trying not to let it get to me. 193 00:08:28,667 --> 00:08:30,000 -[Jeanette] I have the address right here. -[Greg] Okay. 194 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:30,100 -[Jeanette] I have the address right here. -[Greg] Okay. 195 00:08:30,100 --> 00:08:31,000 Just hang on. 196 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:32,100 I will get us there. 197 00:08:32,166 --> 00:08:33,967 Goat yoga. 198 00:08:33,967 --> 00:08:35,767 [Jeanette] We are heading to goat yoga. 199 00:08:35,767 --> 00:08:37,300 I've been told it's a lot of fun. 200 00:08:37,367 --> 00:08:39,000 I don't like yoga but I love goats. 201 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:40,367 Just want to play with goats. 202 00:08:40,367 --> 00:08:44,166 -Sounds like a baa-d idea. -Sounds like naa-maste. 203 00:08:44,867 --> 00:08:45,700 [Jack snoring] 204 00:08:46,367 --> 00:08:48,100 Aww, Grandpa just snored. 205 00:08:48,166 --> 00:08:50,266 [Jeanette chuckles] 206 00:08:50,266 --> 00:08:52,800 Did one little baby snore. He's not a snorer. 207 00:08:52,867 --> 00:08:55,266 -Who? -[laughs] 208 00:08:55,266 --> 00:08:56,767 Let's hear about Jazz's date. 209 00:08:56,767 --> 00:08:58,800 Okay, so I did go on a date, 210 00:08:58,867 --> 00:09:00,000 and he was really, really cool. 211 00:09:00,000 --> 00:09:01,567 and he was really, really cool. 212 00:09:01,567 --> 00:09:05,100 And we went to this park, and there was, like, a lake, 213 00:09:05,100 --> 00:09:07,900 and we were just sitting on the edge, and it was kind of romantic. 214 00:09:07,967 --> 00:09:11,000 -I wasn't sure if he was gonna lean in for a kiss or not, -13. 215 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:15,467 but he didn't, and then I ended on kind of a flat note there. 216 00:09:15,467 --> 00:09:18,300 Are you waiting to hear from this person? 217 00:09:18,367 --> 00:09:22,567 If he was, like, "Let's go out on another date" I would totally be open to it. 218 00:09:22,567 --> 00:09:24,266 You could just text this person 219 00:09:24,266 --> 00:09:26,867 and say that, "I had a lovely time. I hope it was mutual." 220 00:09:26,867 --> 00:09:28,066 Which, I did, yeah. 221 00:09:28,100 --> 00:09:29,567 -I did, yeah. -Oh, if you did that already, great. 222 00:09:29,567 --> 00:09:30,000 Then leave it alone. 223 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:30,867 Then leave it alone. 224 00:09:30,867 --> 00:09:32,867 Dating is tough. Welcome to the party, Jazz. 225 00:09:35,567 --> 00:09:36,467 I've often said 226 00:09:36,467 --> 00:09:37,867 you have to kiss a lot of frogs 227 00:09:37,867 --> 00:09:39,166 before you hit the prince. 228 00:09:39,166 --> 00:09:42,567 Well, this is the time to live and learn. 229 00:09:42,567 --> 00:09:46,667 I do not have a view of us sitting in the pew, 230 00:09:46,667 --> 00:09:49,467 watching her walk down the aisle with Brad Pitt. 231 00:09:49,467 --> 00:09:53,367 Those days are not existing. 232 00:09:53,367 --> 00:09:56,567 Are you kidding? Brad Pitt is much too old for Jazz. 233 00:09:56,567 --> 00:10:00,000 All right, so maybe Bieber, the beaver, or whatever. 234 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:01,400 All right, so maybe Bieber, the beaver, or whatever. 235 00:10:01,467 --> 00:10:03,867 -Bieber? -Beaver, the singer? 236 00:10:03,867 --> 00:10:06,400 I don't come to any conclusions. 237 00:10:06,967 --> 00:10:08,200 When I was Jazz's age, 238 00:10:08,266 --> 00:10:10,166 I didn't have the slightest idea 239 00:10:10,166 --> 00:10:12,000 that I was gonna meet anybody like you, 240 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:13,467 and how could I make any decisions 241 00:10:13,467 --> 00:10:16,300 about who Jazz should be with? 242 00:10:16,367 --> 00:10:19,100 That's interesting. [chuckles] 243 00:10:19,100 --> 00:10:22,200 -Oh, my God, they're selling goat cheese. -Ooh. 244 00:10:22,266 --> 00:10:25,166 -I hate goat cheese. -I love goat cheese. 245 00:10:26,767 --> 00:10:27,767 [Greg] Hey, how you doing? 246 00:10:27,767 --> 00:10:29,767 -Hey, I'm Griff. -Hey, welcome. 247 00:10:29,767 --> 00:10:30,000 Is this the first time 248 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:31,100 Is this the first time 249 00:10:31,100 --> 00:10:32,767 you guys have been to goat yoga? 250 00:10:32,767 --> 00:10:34,900 Yeah. You gonna introduce us to all the goats now? 251 00:10:36,066 --> 00:10:40,000 [Julian] There's about, I think, 70, 80 goats here. 252 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:42,266 These goats are show goats, 253 00:10:42,266 --> 00:10:46,200 so they're super calm and they're super well behaved, 254 00:10:46,266 --> 00:10:47,867 especially around people. 255 00:10:47,867 --> 00:10:49,800 I'm gonna set up my yoga mat over there. 256 00:10:49,867 --> 00:10:53,200 So when you're ready, feel free to take a mat of your choice, 257 00:10:53,266 --> 00:10:56,767 and we're gonna come into the goat farm area. 258 00:10:59,266 --> 00:11:00,000 I still don't know the relationship between goats and yoga. 259 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:03,300 I still don't know the relationship between goats and yoga. 260 00:11:03,367 --> 00:11:05,867 -[Greg] It's like they know something's okay. -[Jeanette] Oh, my God. 261 00:11:05,867 --> 00:11:07,100 [Jazz] Hi, my friend. Hi. 262 00:11:07,967 --> 00:11:10,266 Hi. Oh. 263 00:11:11,467 --> 00:11:13,100 They love the yoga. 264 00:11:13,100 --> 00:11:14,266 [Greg] How do we avoid the dookie? 265 00:11:14,266 --> 00:11:15,567 This is their pen. 266 00:11:15,567 --> 00:11:16,767 This is where they live, this is where they do everything, 267 00:11:16,767 --> 00:11:18,200 they eat and everything else. 268 00:11:18,266 --> 00:11:20,867 So pooping and peeing is part of this space, 269 00:11:20,867 --> 00:11:22,667 and sometimes it's part of the experience. 270 00:11:22,667 --> 00:11:25,266 If they happen to poop or pee on your mat, 271 00:11:25,266 --> 00:11:26,900 -flip your mat over. -Oh, oh, oh, more poop. 272 00:11:26,967 --> 00:11:27,967 Look, we have an example right here. 273 00:11:27,967 --> 00:11:29,767 [Jazz] This goat's pooping right now. 274 00:11:29,767 --> 00:11:30,000 [Julian] You have to kind of embrace the dookie here. 275 00:11:30,000 --> 00:11:32,200 [Julian] You have to kind of embrace the dookie here. 276 00:11:32,266 --> 00:11:35,667 I totally forgot that goats poop. [chuckles] 277 00:11:35,667 --> 00:11:38,266 -[Julian] Oh, wow, -Ah, oh. 278 00:11:38,266 --> 00:11:40,200 -everybody's getting love today. -Oh, my God. 279 00:11:40,266 --> 00:11:42,166 -Smile. -Ahh! 280 00:11:43,567 --> 00:11:48,066 Okay. Oh, God. All right, we're done. No. 281 00:11:48,066 --> 00:11:50,567 You're too little. Oh! [laughs] 282 00:11:50,567 --> 00:11:53,567 -Oh, no, on his... -[sighs] 283 00:11:53,567 --> 00:11:56,567 Hey, I'm getting jealous over here. 284 00:11:56,567 --> 00:11:59,800 -This goat... -Grandpa, are you still there? 285 00:11:59,867 --> 00:12:00,000 I'm here. I don't know about my kneecap. 286 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:02,000 I'm here. I don't know about my kneecap. 287 00:12:04,166 --> 00:12:07,600 Take your hands and place them in prayer in front of your heart. 288 00:12:07,667 --> 00:12:11,500 I'd like to encourage you to maybe practice love, 289 00:12:11,567 --> 00:12:14,567 practice patience, practice empathy, 290 00:12:14,567 --> 00:12:18,367 compassion for the situations you can't control. 291 00:12:18,367 --> 00:12:20,967 Send love to the challenges in your life. 292 00:12:20,967 --> 00:12:22,266 See them as opportunities. 293 00:12:23,367 --> 00:12:25,467 And then, when you're ready, let's begin. 294 00:12:25,467 --> 00:12:30,000 Blink your eyes open, inhale, reach your arms up, 295 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:30,567 Blink your eyes open, inhale, reach your arms up, 296 00:12:30,567 --> 00:12:33,500 look up to the sky. 297 00:12:33,567 --> 00:12:39,767 Push the hand down, reach the right arm up, and over to the right side. 298 00:12:39,767 --> 00:12:41,667 Do I have crap on the bottom of my shoe? 299 00:12:42,266 --> 00:12:43,967 [thunder rumbling] 300 00:12:43,967 --> 00:12:46,367 When you're ready, extend the legs out in front. 301 00:12:46,367 --> 00:12:47,700 Oh, I think I feel a raindrop. 302 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,467 -Raise your arms up. -[Jeanette] Greg, 303 00:12:49,467 --> 00:12:52,066 -Look up to the sky. -I am not doing this. 304 00:12:52,066 --> 00:12:53,367 Give her the keys. 305 00:12:53,367 --> 00:12:55,867 A drop of rain hits me between the eyes, 306 00:12:55,867 --> 00:12:59,767 and I'm like, "Mmm, maybe my mom didn't feel that" 307 00:12:59,767 --> 00:13:00,000 because I know as soon as one little drop hits her she's out of there. 308 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:04,400 because I know as soon as one little drop hits her she's out of there. 309 00:13:04,467 --> 00:13:06,500 -Raindrops are falling. -Grandma, where are you going? 310 00:13:06,567 --> 00:13:08,567 -She doesn't... -You don't feel the raindrops? 311 00:13:08,567 --> 00:13:10,400 Your grandmother's out of here when it raining. 312 00:13:10,467 --> 00:13:11,500 She's getting her umbrella. 313 00:13:11,567 --> 00:13:15,266 I don't like rain. I don't like weather. 314 00:13:15,266 --> 00:13:17,767 I am a firm believer Mother Nature wins. 315 00:13:17,767 --> 00:13:21,266 The last time I saw your hair wet was in a beauty salon. 316 00:13:21,266 --> 00:13:22,900 We're not talking about my hair. 317 00:13:22,967 --> 00:13:24,567 It's threatening. 318 00:13:25,667 --> 00:13:28,100 Weather is threatening to me. 319 00:13:28,100 --> 00:13:30,000 Take your hands and place them in prayer in front of your heart, 320 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:30,667 Take your hands and place them in prayer in front of your heart, 321 00:13:32,100 --> 00:13:33,767 And then if you want to go deeper, 322 00:13:33,767 --> 00:13:35,767 you start to grow your branches 323 00:13:35,767 --> 00:13:37,066 and you think to yourself 324 00:13:37,066 --> 00:13:40,567 what kind of tree am I emulating today? 325 00:13:40,567 --> 00:13:44,300 In South Florida are we mango trees, are we lychee trees? 326 00:13:45,567 --> 00:13:47,767 -Citrus trees? -[chuckles softly] 327 00:13:47,767 --> 00:13:51,066 And then exhale, release it down. 328 00:13:51,066 --> 00:13:52,867 Let's go ahead and have a seat on our mat. 329 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:56,166 Come on, goats, come here. 330 00:13:58,800 --> 00:14:00,000 Remember the purpose for practice this morning, 331 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:02,100 Remember the purpose for practice this morning, 332 00:14:02,166 --> 00:14:05,400 for what situations, for who in your life 333 00:14:05,467 --> 00:14:07,667 would you like to be more peaceful and more loving? 334 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:16,166 Thank you very much, everyone, and naa-aaa-maste. 335 00:14:16,166 --> 00:14:18,767 [all] Naa-aaa-maste. 336 00:14:18,767 --> 00:14:19,767 Thank you. 337 00:14:19,767 --> 00:14:22,166 Did you understand goat yoga? 338 00:14:22,166 --> 00:14:24,100 Do you have any understanding of it? 339 00:14:24,166 --> 00:14:26,600 -The concept of the two things together? -No. 340 00:14:26,667 --> 00:14:28,867 -Not completely. -No. 341 00:14:28,867 --> 00:14:30,000 -Soft, soft. -Oh, another one's here. Hi, big girl. 342 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:32,567 -Soft, soft. -Oh, another one's here. Hi, big girl. 343 00:14:32,567 --> 00:14:34,467 -Hello, sweetie. -Most of them are girls. 344 00:14:34,467 --> 00:14:36,300 -Yes. -[gasps] Another one. 345 00:14:36,367 --> 00:14:38,100 Did you hear back from Yash? 346 00:14:38,100 --> 00:14:39,867 Oh, no, eating my phone case. 347 00:14:40,700 --> 00:14:43,100 Oh, he sent me a message, actually. 348 00:14:43,100 --> 00:14:44,800 I said, "Thank you so much for a fun night." 349 00:14:44,867 --> 00:14:46,600 He said, "Same to you, Jazz." 350 00:14:46,667 --> 00:14:48,467 Oh, look at that. 351 00:14:48,467 --> 00:14:51,266 How do you feel about, like, texting him back and saying, you know, 352 00:14:51,266 --> 00:14:52,967 "Do you think we had a connection?" What do you think? 353 00:14:52,967 --> 00:14:54,667 I'm a little hesitant to do that 354 00:14:54,667 --> 00:14:59,000 because what if I say, "Do we have a connection?" and he says "No"? 355 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:00,000 Well, that kind of puts me in a vulnerable place. 356 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,000 Well, that kind of puts me in a vulnerable place. 357 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:05,300 Yash's response made it seem like he's not that interested, 358 00:15:05,367 --> 00:15:07,000 and I want to date someone 359 00:15:07,066 --> 00:15:09,200 who's excited to get to know me more, 360 00:15:09,266 --> 00:15:11,900 and I feel like there's a lack of interest in his response, 361 00:15:11,967 --> 00:15:15,467 and therefore I feel like things are gonna kind of fizzle out. 362 00:15:18,867 --> 00:15:21,467 -So excited. -It's, like, so exciting. 363 00:15:21,467 --> 00:15:22,567 Jacqueline and I 364 00:15:22,567 --> 00:15:24,400 are going to a speed dating event, 365 00:15:24,467 --> 00:15:27,900 and I am very intrigued because it is a queer event. 366 00:15:27,967 --> 00:15:30,000 So, who knows, maybe I'll meet someone. 367 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:30,166 So, who knows, maybe I'll meet someone. 368 00:15:30,166 --> 00:15:34,200 Let's put our hope into finding people tonight 369 00:15:34,266 --> 00:15:37,100 who respect and appreciate us for who we are. 370 00:15:37,100 --> 00:15:37,967 Cone, cone. 371 00:15:39,367 --> 00:15:40,467 My car! 372 00:15:41,567 --> 00:15:44,166 I'm Jazz, I'm 21 years old. 373 00:15:44,166 --> 00:15:45,367 Yeah, how about you? 374 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:49,066 That's 14 years older than me. 375 00:15:50,367 --> 00:15:51,767 Can the three minutes end now? 376 00:16:04,567 --> 00:16:05,867 [Jazz] I have to complete the college's 377 00:16:05,867 --> 00:16:08,500 sexual harassment and misconduct training 378 00:16:08,567 --> 00:16:09,867 to enroll in classes, 379 00:16:09,867 --> 00:16:10,867 -Oh. -so I can't do anything 380 00:16:10,867 --> 00:16:11,867 until I finish that. 381 00:16:11,867 --> 00:16:13,367 Okay, but we can pick out classes, right? 382 00:16:13,367 --> 00:16:14,867 -We can pick out classes. -Okay. 383 00:16:14,867 --> 00:16:16,867 -Shall I do the... I'm gonna see how much-- -Here's paper... 384 00:16:16,867 --> 00:16:18,066 and pencil since they are... 385 00:16:18,066 --> 00:16:19,867 Pen... Which pen do you want? 386 00:16:19,867 --> 00:16:21,300 [Jeanette] I never got involved with 387 00:16:21,367 --> 00:16:23,000 the other kids picking classes. 388 00:16:23,066 --> 00:16:23,494 They were very independent, off on their own. 389 00:16:23,494 --> 00:16:25,700 They were very independent, off on their own. 390 00:16:25,767 --> 00:16:27,567 We have learned from the last two semesters, 391 00:16:27,567 --> 00:16:30,300 because she waited and didn't do her research, 392 00:16:30,367 --> 00:16:33,000 she either ended up not getting the classes she wanted to, 393 00:16:33,066 --> 00:16:35,900 and the ones she did get she did not enjoy. 394 00:16:35,967 --> 00:16:38,066 So Greg and I said to her, 395 00:16:38,066 --> 00:16:39,567 "This time we're gonna get involved. 396 00:16:39,567 --> 00:16:41,000 We're gonna make sure you get it right." 397 00:16:41,066 --> 00:16:42,700 -Jazz, what are you focusing on? -Yeah, you... 398 00:16:42,767 --> 00:16:45,000 -What are you trying to... -[Jazz] I don't know, this is so hard 399 00:16:45,066 --> 00:16:48,400 because I don't know what I want to do career wise. 400 00:16:48,467 --> 00:16:49,667 Have you declared a major yet? 401 00:16:49,667 --> 00:16:51,166 No, you don't have to 402 00:16:51,166 --> 00:16:52,367 until the end of sophomore year. 403 00:16:52,367 --> 00:16:53,494 -I graduated college... -Thank God, 404 00:16:53,494 --> 00:16:53,867 -I graduated college... -Thank God, 405 00:16:53,867 --> 00:16:56,800 because if I would have had to declare a major 406 00:16:56,867 --> 00:16:59,066 -I would be so lost right now. -Jazz, I was... 407 00:16:59,066 --> 00:17:01,300 Actually, declaring a major is what makes you less lost 408 00:17:01,367 --> 00:17:02,567 because you have less... 409 00:17:02,567 --> 00:17:05,300 But then you have to follow a structured path 410 00:17:05,367 --> 00:17:07,400 that you may not be interested. 411 00:17:07,467 --> 00:17:11,100 [Jazz] I know I'm procrastinating in picking out classes, 412 00:17:11,166 --> 00:17:13,000 but I feel like there's so many different doors 413 00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:14,100 and I just have to pick 414 00:17:14,100 --> 00:17:15,767 which door I want to walk through. 415 00:17:15,767 --> 00:17:17,400 I'm just feeling really anxious 416 00:17:17,467 --> 00:17:18,967 in what I want to do with my life. 417 00:17:18,967 --> 00:17:20,100 It's too much. 418 00:17:21,567 --> 00:17:23,494 Okay, interesting. 419 00:17:23,494 --> 00:17:23,500 Okay, interesting. 420 00:17:25,367 --> 00:17:27,967 To apply for enrollment, enter lottery and building though,t 421 00:17:27,967 --> 00:17:31,767 -please complete the following by Sunday, August 21st. -[Jeanette] Oh, my God. 422 00:17:31,767 --> 00:17:33,967 -So I have sevens to complete. -[Jeanette] My God. 423 00:17:33,967 --> 00:17:35,667 Do you want me to fill out the questionnaire? 424 00:17:35,667 --> 00:17:37,000 No, why are you asking us? 425 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,367 -I don't know if I'm fully interested. -This is your schedule. 426 00:17:38,367 --> 00:17:40,166 I need to read more about the course first. 427 00:17:41,667 --> 00:17:43,100 The pressure's starting to get to me. 428 00:17:43,100 --> 00:17:45,266 I have to start charting out my life 429 00:17:45,266 --> 00:17:46,967 and what direction I'm gonna go in, 430 00:17:46,967 --> 00:17:49,200 and I don't want to waste my time taking classes 431 00:17:49,266 --> 00:17:53,494 that aren't gonna help me with what I choose to do in my later life. 432 00:17:53,494 --> 00:17:54,467 that aren't gonna help me with what I choose to do in my later life. 433 00:17:54,467 --> 00:17:59,266 But also, I have the ability to be successful without a degree. 434 00:17:59,266 --> 00:18:01,867 -I know, but you're there. -I know, I know. 435 00:18:01,867 --> 00:18:03,967 [Jeanette] My patience has been tested, 436 00:18:03,967 --> 00:18:05,867 and that patience has been tested, 437 00:18:05,867 --> 00:18:07,166 and I've run out of patience. 438 00:18:07,166 --> 00:18:08,700 It's gone. 439 00:18:08,767 --> 00:18:11,567 -Oh, my God, guys, school is a lot. -Yes, it is. 440 00:18:11,567 --> 00:18:12,567 [Jazz groans] 441 00:18:19,367 --> 00:18:22,367 -[sighs] -Allie, we're gonna go inside. 442 00:18:22,367 --> 00:18:23,494 Do you remember when my name used to be Jared? 443 00:18:23,494 --> 00:18:24,967 Do you remember when my name used to be Jared? 444 00:18:24,967 --> 00:18:26,700 -Yes. -She knew me as Jared. 445 00:18:26,767 --> 00:18:28,667 Wait, you only knew me as Jazz though, right? 446 00:18:28,667 --> 00:18:30,600 I knew you when you first started going by Jazz, 447 00:18:30,667 --> 00:18:33,367 -Yes. -so, like, Casey would still call you Jared, 448 00:18:33,367 --> 00:18:35,066 and it was, like, kind of confusing for me at first. 449 00:18:35,066 --> 00:18:37,000 Yeah, that makes sense. 450 00:18:37,066 --> 00:18:38,300 [Jazz] Kaci and Jay are like my sisters. 451 00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:40,767 We've been friends since early childhood, 452 00:18:40,767 --> 00:18:42,300 and I love them both, 453 00:18:42,367 --> 00:18:45,500 and today we're gonna take Kaci's dog to the dog park. 454 00:18:45,567 --> 00:18:47,867 [Kaci] Oh, there's another dog here. 455 00:18:47,867 --> 00:18:50,200 -That's exciting. -There's another dog. 456 00:18:50,266 --> 00:18:52,166 -Let's meet this other dog. -Allie, come on. 457 00:18:52,166 --> 00:18:53,166 A friend. 458 00:18:53,166 --> 00:18:53,494 -Hi, what's your dog's name? -Hi. 459 00:18:53,494 --> 00:18:54,967 -Hi, what's your dog's name? -Hi. 460 00:18:54,967 --> 00:18:56,867 -Baxter. -Baxter. 461 00:18:56,867 --> 00:19:01,066 [both] Aww, she likes him. 462 00:19:01,066 --> 00:19:03,567 It's been a few days now since the date with Yash, 463 00:19:03,567 --> 00:19:06,467 and I feel kind of confused by how things ended. 464 00:19:06,467 --> 00:19:09,266 But Kaci and Jay are old souls, 465 00:19:09,266 --> 00:19:10,667 and they're really, really wise, 466 00:19:10,667 --> 00:19:12,767 and I know that they're always there for me 467 00:19:12,767 --> 00:19:15,367 to provide advice or whatever I need. 468 00:19:15,367 --> 00:19:17,000 Wait, I wanted to tell you both, 469 00:19:17,066 --> 00:19:19,867 you know how I went on that date with the guy, Yash? 470 00:19:19,867 --> 00:19:22,266 -[Jay] Yes. -I've not heard back from him. 471 00:19:22,266 --> 00:19:23,494 [Kaci] Oh, no. 472 00:19:23,494 --> 00:19:23,567 [Kaci] Oh, no. 473 00:19:23,567 --> 00:19:25,567 I know, I thanked him for a good night, 474 00:19:25,567 --> 00:19:26,900 he said, "Same to you, Jazz." 475 00:19:26,967 --> 00:19:28,567 and then he hasn't reached out to me. 476 00:19:28,567 --> 00:19:29,767 So I don't know 477 00:19:29,767 --> 00:19:31,266 if I'm supposed to make a move or not. 478 00:19:31,266 --> 00:19:33,066 I want to feel desired, you know? 479 00:19:33,066 --> 00:19:34,367 [Kaci] You're a great person. 480 00:19:34,367 --> 00:19:36,100 If he actually was into you he would... 481 00:19:36,100 --> 00:19:37,767 -[Jazz] Yeah, he would make the move, -have already said something. 482 00:19:37,767 --> 00:19:38,700 you know? 483 00:19:38,767 --> 00:19:39,967 [Jazz] That's how I feel. 484 00:19:39,967 --> 00:19:42,266 Do you have any plans on, like, dating again? 485 00:19:42,266 --> 00:19:45,367 I mean, I'm trying to find new people. 486 00:19:45,367 --> 00:19:48,700 -I might go speed dating with Jacqueline. -[Jay gasps] 487 00:19:48,767 --> 00:19:52,166 I know, I've never been speed dating before so I'm like, "Okay." 488 00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:53,494 You know, my dates with Daron and Yash didn't really go as planned. 489 00:19:53,494 --> 00:19:56,266 You know, my dates with Daron and Yash didn't really go as planned. 490 00:19:56,266 --> 00:19:58,500 I did not find summer love. 491 00:19:58,567 --> 00:20:01,700 However, hopefully at speed dating I will meet someone. 492 00:20:01,767 --> 00:20:03,867 Just, like, see it as meeting new people, 493 00:20:03,867 --> 00:20:05,567 -making friends. -Exactly, I'm good at that. 494 00:20:05,567 --> 00:20:07,266 -[Jay] Be yourself. -[Jazz] I'm a good conversationalist. 495 00:20:07,266 --> 00:20:08,600 Exactly. 496 00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:10,000 How do you feel like it's gonna be 497 00:20:10,066 --> 00:20:11,900 with your social anxiety, like, meeting so many people 498 00:20:11,967 --> 00:20:13,100 -[Jazz] Mmm. -in such a short amount of time? 499 00:20:13,166 --> 00:20:14,967 I mean, it's gonna be hard. 500 00:20:14,967 --> 00:20:17,767 My social anxiety is definitely prevalent at times, 501 00:20:17,767 --> 00:20:20,166 but I'm also so much better than I used to be 502 00:20:20,166 --> 00:20:21,700 -when it comes to my social anxiety. -Mmm-hmm. 503 00:20:21,767 --> 00:20:23,494 Like, I think college has helped a lot with that 504 00:20:23,494 --> 00:20:24,467 Like, I think college has helped a lot with that 505 00:20:24,467 --> 00:20:26,100 because you meet so many new people 506 00:20:26,166 --> 00:20:29,867 and you have to, like, engage in so many social situations 507 00:20:29,867 --> 00:20:33,066 that you just kind of, like, learn from experience to let go 508 00:20:33,066 --> 00:20:34,767 -Yeah. -and just be yourself. 509 00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:36,200 I understand. 510 00:20:36,266 --> 00:20:37,533 -Her feet are hot again. -Hi, baby. [cooing] 511 00:20:37,533 --> 00:20:39,400 Yeah, she looks like she's trying to stand off of them. 512 00:20:39,467 --> 00:20:40,700 Her feet get so hot. 513 00:20:40,767 --> 00:20:42,367 We need to bring her back to the shade. 514 00:20:42,367 --> 00:20:43,600 Look, there's a bowl over there, 515 00:20:43,667 --> 00:20:44,567 we could put some water in it. 516 00:20:44,567 --> 00:20:45,467 [Jazz] Oh, totally. 517 00:20:48,600 --> 00:20:50,967 So, like, tell me more about Harvard. 518 00:20:50,967 --> 00:20:52,767 How's the experience been like there? 519 00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:55,667 Overall it was a great experience 520 00:20:55,667 --> 00:20:57,166 and I grew a lot as a person. 521 00:20:57,166 --> 00:20:59,967 But I haven't really talked to my parents about it, 522 00:20:59,967 --> 00:21:01,667 but it's been going on in my mind, like, 523 00:21:01,667 --> 00:21:04,300 I wonder if Harvard is even the right school for me. 524 00:21:04,367 --> 00:21:06,100 Like, it's so amazing, 525 00:21:06,166 --> 00:21:07,467 and you could do whatever you want there. 526 00:21:07,467 --> 00:21:09,767 But, like, it's been a little stressful, 527 00:21:09,767 --> 00:21:11,667 'cause I have to, like, pick out classes 528 00:21:11,667 --> 00:21:14,367 and I have to figure out my major, my concentration, 529 00:21:14,367 --> 00:21:15,867 and what I wanna do for the rest of my life. 530 00:21:15,867 --> 00:21:18,266 And those are huge decisions. 531 00:21:18,266 --> 00:21:20,166 I'm just trying to find the path 532 00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:21,667 that makes me the happiest 533 00:21:21,667 --> 00:21:23,494 and that will lead to the greatest fulfillment for me, but... 534 00:21:23,494 --> 00:21:24,300 and that will lead to the greatest fulfillment for me, but... 535 00:21:24,367 --> 00:21:26,000 Well, do you feel like you're going to Harvard 536 00:21:26,066 --> 00:21:28,100 because you really wanna be at Harvard 537 00:21:28,166 --> 00:21:29,000 and you're happy there? 538 00:21:29,066 --> 00:21:30,266 Do you feel like the pressure 539 00:21:30,266 --> 00:21:31,500 of everything around you 540 00:21:31,567 --> 00:21:32,600 and everyone around you 541 00:21:32,667 --> 00:21:34,667 is kind of pushing you in that direction? 542 00:21:34,667 --> 00:21:37,266 I just really don't want it to seem like I'm ungrateful 543 00:21:37,266 --> 00:21:40,266 because I've been gifted with this amazing opportunity 544 00:21:40,266 --> 00:21:41,367 at Harvard. 545 00:21:41,367 --> 00:21:43,166 So many dreams come true there. 546 00:21:43,166 --> 00:21:46,000 But at the same time, I have to... 547 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,467 I have to weigh in, you know, 548 00:21:47,467 --> 00:21:48,600 how I'm feeling 549 00:21:48,667 --> 00:21:50,367 and what feels right for me. 550 00:21:50,367 --> 00:21:53,266 And maybe Harvard just isn't the right fit. 551 00:21:53,266 --> 00:21:53,494 I feel like this is something 552 00:21:53,494 --> 00:21:54,767 I feel like this is something 553 00:21:54,767 --> 00:21:56,900 you definitely need to talk to your parents about. 554 00:21:58,767 --> 00:22:00,066 [Jazz] We've been here before. 555 00:22:00,066 --> 00:22:03,000 Depending on how things go this next semester, 556 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:05,767 I'm not sure if I wanna go back to Harvard or not. 557 00:22:05,767 --> 00:22:07,200 And I really don't know 558 00:22:07,266 --> 00:22:08,667 how my parents are gonna respond 559 00:22:08,667 --> 00:22:09,800 to me saying, like, 560 00:22:09,867 --> 00:22:12,000 "Hey, look, maybe I wanna take a different path." 561 00:22:12,066 --> 00:22:14,567 I just hope they don't freak out too much when I, 562 00:22:14,567 --> 00:22:16,867 you know, bring the idea to the table. 563 00:22:22,367 --> 00:22:23,494 Hello! Welcome, everyone! 564 00:22:23,494 --> 00:22:24,667 Hello! Welcome, everyone! 565 00:22:24,667 --> 00:22:28,000 It's been hard putting myself out there this entire summer. 566 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:29,767 But I feel like I've got nothing to lose. 567 00:22:30,867 --> 00:22:32,367 Uh, I'm a Libra. 568 00:22:32,367 --> 00:22:34,266 Do you like Libras, or no? 569 00:22:34,266 --> 00:22:35,867 Okay, this is a little awkward. 570 00:22:47,300 --> 00:22:48,433 So, Jaclyn. 571 00:22:48,433 --> 00:22:50,166 Tell me a little bit about what we're doing tonight. 572 00:22:50,266 --> 00:22:51,800 But I really don't know everything. 573 00:22:51,867 --> 00:22:53,467 It's, like, a queer event that I found. 574 00:22:53,467 --> 00:22:54,800 And I'm really excited 575 00:22:54,867 --> 00:22:56,300 because I wanna get us both, 576 00:22:56,367 --> 00:22:57,767 like, out and doing stuff. 577 00:22:57,767 --> 00:23:00,166 -Yes. -Because I feel like we're both kind of, like... 578 00:23:00,166 --> 00:23:03,467 We need to be kinda pushed outside of our comfort zones. 579 00:23:03,467 --> 00:23:06,166 Jaclyn and I are going to a speed dating event. 580 00:23:06,166 --> 00:23:07,773 And I am very intrigued 581 00:23:07,773 --> 00:23:08,100 And I am very intrigued 582 00:23:08,100 --> 00:23:09,767 because it is a queer event, 583 00:23:09,767 --> 00:23:10,800 so who knows, 584 00:23:10,867 --> 00:23:11,900 maybe I'll meet someone. 585 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:13,634 Maybe. 586 00:23:14,567 --> 00:23:16,767 Oh, I'm gonna miss you when I go off to school soon. 587 00:23:16,767 --> 00:23:18,166 [Jaclyn] I know! I'm gonna miss you, too. 588 00:23:18,166 --> 00:23:19,266 -[Jazz] We'll stay in touch. -Yeah. 589 00:23:19,266 --> 00:23:20,300 And I'm really excited, too, 590 00:23:20,367 --> 00:23:22,367 especially for my upcoming breast augmentation. 591 00:23:22,367 --> 00:23:23,300 [gasping] 592 00:23:23,367 --> 00:23:24,400 -It's gonna be awesome! -I know! 593 00:23:24,467 --> 00:23:25,734 I'm so excited! 594 00:23:25,734 --> 00:23:27,166 I feel like every day we're getting closer and closer 595 00:23:27,166 --> 00:23:28,867 -to the day. -We really are. 596 00:23:28,867 --> 00:23:30,133 It's so exciting. 597 00:23:30,133 --> 00:23:32,800 And then I feel like too this is gonna be a really great way 598 00:23:32,867 --> 00:23:35,767 to kind of, like, enhance my dating experience. 599 00:23:35,767 --> 00:23:37,773 -Mmm-hmm. -And like, my navigating... 600 00:23:37,773 --> 00:23:38,200 -Mmm-hmm. -And like, my navigating... 601 00:23:38,266 --> 00:23:39,166 my navigation... 602 00:23:39,166 --> 00:23:40,367 [both laughing] 603 00:23:40,367 --> 00:23:42,367 ...of the dating world as a trans woman. 604 00:23:42,367 --> 00:23:43,800 Because I feel like I'm gonna be 605 00:23:43,867 --> 00:23:45,467 so much more connected with my body... 606 00:23:45,467 --> 00:23:47,300 -Yeah. -And to finally have it, 607 00:23:47,367 --> 00:23:49,700 like, coming here, is so exciting. 608 00:23:49,767 --> 00:23:51,767 I am so over the moon 609 00:23:51,767 --> 00:23:53,867 to get my breast surgery and have boobs. 610 00:23:53,867 --> 00:23:57,266 Because it's aligning myself with my inner being. 611 00:23:57,266 --> 00:23:58,967 And it can be very difficult 612 00:23:58,967 --> 00:24:00,367 finding love as a trans woman, 613 00:24:00,367 --> 00:24:01,967 you know, especially 614 00:24:01,967 --> 00:24:03,867 as a trans woman that hasn't had surgery yet. 615 00:24:04,300 --> 00:24:05,567 So exciting! 616 00:24:05,567 --> 00:24:06,900 [in a silly voice] This is very exciting. 617 00:24:06,967 --> 00:24:07,773 Honestly, we're a little pumped up, which is good. 618 00:24:07,773 --> 00:24:08,767 Honestly, we're a little pumped up, which is good. 619 00:24:08,767 --> 00:24:10,200 -I know! -I feel like we need some energy 620 00:24:10,266 --> 00:24:11,667 -going into this dating thing. -We need this... 621 00:24:11,667 --> 00:24:12,767 We need this kinda, like, 622 00:24:12,767 --> 00:24:14,100 [exhales] 'I'm ready to date' energy. 623 00:24:14,166 --> 00:24:15,433 [Jazz] Okay... 624 00:24:15,433 --> 00:24:16,467 [Jaclyn] I think it's a really good idea to bring Jazz 625 00:24:16,467 --> 00:24:17,767 to this speed dating thing 626 00:24:17,767 --> 00:24:20,266 because it's gonna kind of get her out of her shell. 627 00:24:20,266 --> 00:24:22,867 She has three minutes to talk to someone, 628 00:24:22,867 --> 00:24:23,900 see if they connect. 629 00:24:23,967 --> 00:24:25,800 If they do, great. If they don't, oh, well. 630 00:24:25,867 --> 00:24:27,767 You talked to them, moving on. 631 00:24:27,767 --> 00:24:30,100 I know that there's gonna be a lot of, like, sexually fluid 632 00:24:30,166 --> 00:24:31,667 and like, bisexual people there. 633 00:24:31,667 --> 00:24:33,266 -Um... -Okay, so, like, bisexual. 634 00:24:33,266 --> 00:24:35,567 -Even maybe pansexual people. -Yeah. 635 00:24:35,567 --> 00:24:36,800 It's good that it's a queer event 636 00:24:36,867 --> 00:24:37,773 because obviously we're both transgender women 637 00:24:37,773 --> 00:24:39,300 because obviously we're both transgender women 638 00:24:39,367 --> 00:24:41,400 and we wanna find people 639 00:24:41,467 --> 00:24:43,066 who are gonna be accepting and loving 640 00:24:43,066 --> 00:24:44,467 and supportive and embracing 641 00:24:44,467 --> 00:24:46,066 of us for who we are. 642 00:24:46,066 --> 00:24:47,400 -Exactly. -We don't want any bigots. 643 00:24:47,467 --> 00:24:49,667 And I feel like if you're going to an event 644 00:24:49,667 --> 00:24:51,700 that is queer-faced, 645 00:24:51,767 --> 00:24:53,467 you're not gonna find someone bigoted. 646 00:24:53,467 --> 00:24:57,367 Let's put our hope into finding people tonight 647 00:24:57,367 --> 00:24:59,767 who'll respect and appreciate us 648 00:24:59,767 --> 00:25:01,500 for who we are as women. 649 00:25:01,567 --> 00:25:04,467 And people who are just kind and genuinely... 650 00:25:04,467 --> 00:25:05,467 -Cone, cone! -[soft thudding] 651 00:25:05,467 --> 00:25:06,567 [gasping] 652 00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:09,100 It's okay. It's okay. 653 00:25:09,166 --> 00:25:10,367 We hit a cone. 654 00:25:10,367 --> 00:25:11,367 -It's okay. -I'm... 655 00:25:11,367 --> 00:25:13,600 It was not a car or anything, so we're good. 656 00:25:13,667 --> 00:25:14,867 I hit a cone! 657 00:25:14,867 --> 00:25:16,367 -Oh, my gosh. -[Jazz inhales nervously] 658 00:25:16,367 --> 00:25:18,467 -We're almost there, girl. -[Jaclyn sighs] 659 00:25:18,467 --> 00:25:21,367 -I literally am so nervous. -I'm a little... 660 00:25:21,367 --> 00:25:22,767 I'm a little intimidated, too. 661 00:25:22,767 --> 00:25:25,166 Because you have to, like, meet these strangers 662 00:25:25,166 --> 00:25:27,500 and like, converse really quickly, 663 00:25:27,567 --> 00:25:29,166 trying to get to know someone. 664 00:25:29,166 --> 00:25:30,367 I don't know what it's gonna be like, 665 00:25:30,367 --> 00:25:33,000 I don't know if this is gonna work for me or not, but... 666 00:25:33,066 --> 00:25:34,667 But we got 10 seconds to decide, girl. 667 00:25:34,667 --> 00:25:35,867 The cone! Stop, stop. 668 00:25:35,867 --> 00:25:37,300 -[thudding] -You did it again! 669 00:25:37,367 --> 00:25:37,773 -[laughing] -I didn't see it. 670 00:25:37,773 --> 00:25:38,767 -[laughing] -I didn't see it. 671 00:25:38,767 --> 00:25:39,767 For real? 672 00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:43,066 I don't know Jaclyn is the best driver. 673 00:25:43,066 --> 00:25:44,767 Eyes on the road, girl. 674 00:25:44,767 --> 00:25:46,100 All right, we're here! 675 00:25:46,166 --> 00:25:47,467 -Let's go. Let's do it. -[sighing] 676 00:25:47,467 --> 00:25:49,667 Girl, I gotta check my car. 677 00:25:49,667 --> 00:25:50,867 [Jazz] Oh, just a little bit. 678 00:25:50,867 --> 00:25:52,100 That's not too bad, that's not too bad. 679 00:25:52,166 --> 00:25:53,266 [Jaclyn] It's fine. 680 00:25:54,266 --> 00:25:56,467 -There's the cone over there. -Uh-huh. 681 00:25:56,467 --> 00:25:57,867 Just lying dead on the ground. 682 00:25:57,867 --> 00:25:59,066 Just lying dead on the floor. 683 00:25:59,066 --> 00:26:01,200 You know what they say, that trans girls can't drive. 684 00:26:01,266 --> 00:26:02,867 [laughing] 685 00:26:02,867 --> 00:26:04,567 [Jazz] While Dayron and Yash were great, 686 00:26:04,567 --> 00:26:06,200 both of those dates were a bust. 687 00:26:06,266 --> 00:26:07,773 And I don't want speed dating to be a bust, too. 688 00:26:07,773 --> 00:26:09,467 And I don't want speed dating to be a bust, too. 689 00:26:09,467 --> 00:26:10,700 All right, you ready for this? 690 00:26:10,767 --> 00:26:11,900 -I'm ready. -Let's do it. 691 00:26:11,967 --> 00:26:12,900 Let's go. 692 00:26:12,967 --> 00:26:13,967 I love those. 693 00:26:13,967 --> 00:26:15,567 Oh, great, this is the place. 694 00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:21,567 All right, well, this is a vibe. 695 00:26:21,567 --> 00:26:22,567 -Yeah. -This is cool. 696 00:26:22,567 --> 00:26:24,367 Look at the roses and the candles. 697 00:26:24,367 --> 00:26:25,500 -[Jaclyn] I love it. -Very romantic. 698 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:28,467 -It's summer Valentine's Day. -Summer Valentine's Day. 699 00:26:29,100 --> 00:26:30,200 This could be interesting. 700 00:26:30,266 --> 00:26:31,700 I'm like, a little nervous. 701 00:26:31,767 --> 00:26:33,567 This is gonna be interesting for sure. 702 00:26:33,567 --> 00:26:34,467 Yeah. 703 00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:35,767 As we arrive at the event, 704 00:26:35,767 --> 00:26:36,967 I'm feeling okay. 705 00:26:36,967 --> 00:26:37,773 It really does feel good to have Jaclyn by my side. 706 00:26:37,773 --> 00:26:39,867 It really does feel good to have Jaclyn by my side. 707 00:26:39,867 --> 00:26:41,467 She's someone I can just, like... 708 00:26:41,467 --> 00:26:42,667 confide in. 709 00:26:42,667 --> 00:26:44,033 And if things aren't going well, 710 00:26:44,066 --> 00:26:45,900 I could be like, "All right, Jaclyn, we gotta get out of here." 711 00:26:45,967 --> 00:26:47,767 What do you think? You see anyone who's, like, cute? 712 00:26:47,767 --> 00:26:49,367 No, not yet... 713 00:26:50,367 --> 00:26:51,300 No. 714 00:26:51,367 --> 00:26:52,567 You're just like, "No." 715 00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:53,667 [laughing] No. 716 00:26:53,667 --> 00:26:54,900 I'm weird, like. 717 00:26:54,967 --> 00:26:57,467 Unless I really think someone's attractive, 718 00:26:57,467 --> 00:26:59,467 I don't really get, like, attractive vibes 719 00:26:59,467 --> 00:27:00,767 until I'm, like, up front in front of them 720 00:27:00,767 --> 00:27:02,166 and talking to them, you know what I mean? 721 00:27:02,166 --> 00:27:03,166 [Jazz] Totally. 722 00:27:03,166 --> 00:27:05,000 I think it's about to begin. 723 00:27:05,066 --> 00:27:07,467 Seeing all of these single people in the room, 724 00:27:07,467 --> 00:27:07,773 it's making me nervous 725 00:27:07,773 --> 00:27:09,166 it's making me nervous 726 00:27:09,166 --> 00:27:10,667 but also excited. 727 00:27:10,667 --> 00:27:13,867 It's been hard putting myself out there this entire summer, 728 00:27:13,867 --> 00:27:15,767 but I feel like I've got nothing to lose. 729 00:27:15,767 --> 00:27:17,600 I'm on a quest to find love 730 00:27:17,667 --> 00:27:19,266 and I wanna meet that special person. 731 00:27:19,266 --> 00:27:20,767 And the only way to do that 732 00:27:20,767 --> 00:27:22,266 is by putting yourself out there. 733 00:27:22,266 --> 00:27:24,767 Hello! Welcome, everyone! 734 00:27:24,767 --> 00:27:25,900 [everyone] Hi! 735 00:27:25,967 --> 00:27:28,100 Welcome to our speed dating event 736 00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:30,467 for sexually fluid singles. 737 00:27:30,467 --> 00:27:32,500 We're gonna get started in just a moment. 738 00:27:32,567 --> 00:27:34,367 So I'd like to invite you all to take a seat 739 00:27:34,367 --> 00:27:35,667 anywhere that you'd like. 740 00:27:47,567 --> 00:27:48,567 Hello! 741 00:27:48,567 --> 00:27:50,100 -Hi, how are you? -I'm good, how are you? 742 00:27:50,166 --> 00:27:52,000 -What's your name? -Steven, and you? 743 00:27:52,066 --> 00:27:53,200 Say it one more time? 744 00:27:53,266 --> 00:27:55,000 -Steven. -Steven? 745 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,567 -Uh-huh. -Wow, awesome. 746 00:27:56,567 --> 00:27:58,567 -Thank you. -How old are you? 747 00:27:58,567 --> 00:28:00,166 Okay, wait. I'm Jazz, by the way. 748 00:28:00,166 --> 00:28:01,467 Let me say my name first. 749 00:28:01,467 --> 00:28:02,900 -Jazz? Jazz. -Jazz. 750 00:28:02,967 --> 00:28:04,667 I'm 21 years old. 751 00:28:05,367 --> 00:28:06,266 Yeah, how about you? 752 00:28:08,367 --> 00:28:09,500 You're 25? 753 00:28:11,266 --> 00:28:12,500 You're older than 25? 754 00:28:14,867 --> 00:28:16,400 -35? -Yeah. 755 00:28:16,467 --> 00:28:17,567 Oh, wow. 756 00:28:17,567 --> 00:28:19,000 -"Wow"? -Okay. 757 00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:20,567 Why you say... 758 00:28:20,567 --> 00:28:22,166 -Why you do this face? -[Jazz hesitating] 759 00:28:22,166 --> 00:28:23,400 Well, I've never dated someone who... 760 00:28:23,467 --> 00:28:24,767 I don't date a lot of people. 761 00:28:24,767 --> 00:28:27,867 But, like, 35, like, that's 14 years older than me. 762 00:28:29,567 --> 00:28:31,667 There are some interesting people at this event. 763 00:28:31,667 --> 00:28:34,100 There is a colorful array of individuals. 764 00:28:36,700 --> 00:28:37,773 -[laughing] -Yeah, yeah... 765 00:28:37,773 --> 00:28:38,166 -[laughing] -Yeah, yeah... 766 00:28:38,166 --> 00:28:40,500 Like, ugh, awkward. 767 00:28:40,567 --> 00:28:41,867 Can the three minutes end now? 768 00:28:55,066 --> 00:28:58,667 [Paula] Please stand up and shift to your next seat. 769 00:28:58,667 --> 00:29:00,266 [Jazz] I'm heading into this speed dating event 770 00:29:00,266 --> 00:29:01,700 with an open mind. 771 00:29:01,767 --> 00:29:04,000 But even with Jaclyn by my side, 772 00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,066 I'm not gonna deny that I am nervous. 773 00:29:06,066 --> 00:29:07,800 Like, this is the type of thing 774 00:29:07,867 --> 00:29:09,900 where you really can easily get in your head 775 00:29:09,967 --> 00:29:12,266 and you just have to be true and authentic to you. 776 00:29:15,166 --> 00:29:16,166 -Hello. -Hey. 777 00:29:16,166 --> 00:29:18,367 Oh, look at your cool make-up and your tattoos 778 00:29:18,367 --> 00:29:18,435 and everything. 779 00:29:18,435 --> 00:29:19,400 and everything. 780 00:29:19,467 --> 00:29:21,000 -What's your name? -Venus. 781 00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:22,166 -Venus! Okay. -Yeah. 782 00:29:22,166 --> 00:29:23,200 Such a cool name. 783 00:29:23,266 --> 00:29:24,467 -You have a cool name, too. -Jazz. 784 00:29:24,467 --> 00:29:25,867 [laughing awkwardly] 785 00:29:25,867 --> 00:29:27,700 What do you do, like, hobbies-wise? 786 00:29:28,266 --> 00:29:29,367 I'm in a band. 787 00:29:29,367 --> 00:29:31,000 Okay, are you, like, the singer 788 00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:32,166 or do you play an instrument? 789 00:29:32,166 --> 00:29:33,567 I'm the singer and keyboardist. 790 00:29:33,567 --> 00:29:34,900 Oh, wow. That's awesome! 791 00:29:34,967 --> 00:29:36,300 What's your band's name? 792 00:29:36,367 --> 00:29:37,867 It's called Actias Luna. 793 00:29:37,867 --> 00:29:39,367 I've a cat named Luna. 794 00:29:39,367 --> 00:29:40,500 -Really? -Yeah! 795 00:29:40,567 --> 00:29:41,500 -Me too. -Really? 796 00:29:41,567 --> 00:29:42,500 Oh, my God. 797 00:29:42,567 --> 00:29:44,567 I love Luna, she's so cute. 798 00:29:44,567 --> 00:29:45,500 How old is she? 799 00:29:45,567 --> 00:29:47,767 She's, like, six years old now. 800 00:29:47,767 --> 00:29:48,435 -How old is your Luna? -So is my cat. 801 00:29:48,435 --> 00:29:49,100 -How old is your Luna? -So is my cat. 802 00:29:49,100 --> 00:29:50,166 -Really? -Well, no. 803 00:29:50,166 --> 00:29:51,100 I have eight cats. 804 00:29:51,100 --> 00:29:52,667 -Oh, wow. -But same as another cat. 805 00:29:52,667 --> 00:29:54,867 Eight cats! That's crazy! 806 00:29:54,867 --> 00:29:56,400 I'm vibing right now, like... 807 00:29:56,467 --> 00:29:58,667 There are some really special people here. 808 00:29:58,667 --> 00:30:00,400 Some of the individuals I'm talking to 809 00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:02,000 are super interesting. 810 00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:03,767 And it's so, so cool. 811 00:30:03,767 --> 00:30:06,166 I really, just, like talking to people. 812 00:30:06,166 --> 00:30:08,166 All right, well, it was nice talking to you. 813 00:30:08,166 --> 00:30:11,367 -Yeah, it was. -Enjoy the rest of this. 814 00:30:11,367 --> 00:30:15,300 Jaclyn's presence is definitely helping lessen the nerves. 815 00:30:15,367 --> 00:30:16,867 But I feel like Jaclyn's nervous, too. 816 00:30:16,867 --> 00:30:17,867 [laughing] 817 00:30:17,867 --> 00:30:18,435 Hello. 818 00:30:18,435 --> 00:30:19,000 Hello. 819 00:30:19,066 --> 00:30:20,567 -How are you? -I'm good, how about you? 820 00:30:20,567 --> 00:30:23,300 Oh, my God. You fixed yourself up a little plate there... 821 00:30:23,367 --> 00:30:24,767 [both laughing] 822 00:30:24,767 --> 00:30:25,667 All right, so, what's your name? 823 00:30:25,667 --> 00:30:27,100 -Ava. -Ava! 824 00:30:27,100 --> 00:30:28,667 -I'm Jazz, nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 825 00:30:28,667 --> 00:30:30,200 I'm 21, how old are you? 826 00:30:30,266 --> 00:30:31,400 Okay, so we're about the same age. 827 00:30:32,266 --> 00:30:34,000 Um, I'm a Libra. 828 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:35,700 Do you like Libras or no? [laughing nervously] 829 00:30:37,767 --> 00:30:39,000 But then when it kinda goes off... 830 00:30:39,066 --> 00:30:40,367 -it goes off. -The scales, yeah. 831 00:30:40,367 --> 00:30:41,700 We can be imbalanced at times. 832 00:30:41,767 --> 00:30:44,266 And when that happens, it's a trainwreck, but... 833 00:30:46,500 --> 00:30:47,600 -I guess so. -I'm not gonna lie to you. 834 00:30:49,100 --> 00:30:50,100 -Yeah! -[both laughing] 835 00:30:50,100 --> 00:30:51,266 So, what do you do? 836 00:30:51,266 --> 00:30:53,100 Well, I model, I'm in school... 837 00:30:53,166 --> 00:30:54,400 Okay, that's a given. 838 00:30:54,467 --> 00:30:56,467 -[Ava giggles] -Modelling, like, you're beautiful. 839 00:30:57,266 --> 00:30:58,133 -Thank you. -Yeah. 840 00:30:58,166 --> 00:31:00,500 No, so are you, like, sexually fluid? 841 00:31:03,867 --> 00:31:05,100 That's how I feel! 842 00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:06,800 Exactly. 843 00:31:07,567 --> 00:31:09,467 Yes! Preach it. Oh, my God. 844 00:31:09,467 --> 00:31:10,767 I feel the same way. 845 00:31:10,767 --> 00:31:12,867 I mean, I don't even like using labels. 846 00:31:12,867 --> 00:31:15,266 Just saying, "I'm Jazz" and I'm a person. 847 00:31:15,266 --> 00:31:17,467 And whoever I'm attracted to is whoever I'm attracted to. 848 00:31:17,467 --> 00:31:18,435 -You know? -Exactly. 849 00:31:18,435 --> 00:31:18,467 -You know? -Exactly. 850 00:31:18,467 --> 00:31:19,700 All right, everyone! 851 00:31:19,767 --> 00:31:21,000 Time is up! 852 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,567 Let's stand up and go to our next partners. 853 00:31:23,567 --> 00:31:25,300 Ugh, I wish we got to talk more. 854 00:31:25,367 --> 00:31:26,567 -I know! -I think you're super cool. 855 00:31:26,567 --> 00:31:28,266 -This conversation is-- -Yeah, you're super cool. 856 00:31:28,266 --> 00:31:30,000 -[both laughing awkwardly] -Bye-bye. 857 00:31:31,166 --> 00:31:33,400 It is easy to tell when you have 858 00:31:33,467 --> 00:31:34,500 a connection with someone 859 00:31:34,500 --> 00:31:36,767 because some conversations just flow like that. 860 00:31:36,767 --> 00:31:38,967 Other conversations are much harder. 861 00:31:38,967 --> 00:31:41,000 It really depends on the person you're talking to. 862 00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:41,867 Hello! 863 00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:43,467 I'm good, how about you? 864 00:31:44,166 --> 00:31:45,800 -I'm Jazz. -I'm Kristian. 865 00:31:45,867 --> 00:31:47,000 -Kristian, okay. -Yeah. 866 00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:48,000 So, what are your interests? 867 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,367 Modeling? Okay. Awesome. 868 00:31:57,767 --> 00:31:58,867 -Okay. -Yeah. 869 00:31:58,867 --> 00:32:00,800 -Okay, I don't know... -Yeah, that's... It's okay. 870 00:32:00,867 --> 00:32:02,266 ...too much about the fashion industry at all. 871 00:32:02,266 --> 00:32:03,767 It's okay. 872 00:32:03,767 --> 00:32:05,567 Like, I came here. Some people are dressed really fancy, really nice. 873 00:32:05,567 --> 00:32:07,400 -I'm in, like, my boho top. -You still look good. 874 00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:09,100 Thank you. 875 00:32:09,166 --> 00:32:10,700 -Thank you so much. -Of course. 876 00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:15,100 Don't be nervous! 877 00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:16,700 I'm just a person. 878 00:32:16,767 --> 00:32:17,934 [laughing] 879 00:32:17,934 --> 00:32:18,435 I'm really surprising myself at this speed dating event 880 00:32:18,435 --> 00:32:20,567 I'm really surprising myself at this speed dating event 881 00:32:20,567 --> 00:32:23,600 because even though I have faced a lot of social anxiety in the past, 882 00:32:23,667 --> 00:32:26,300 I feel like a lot of that isn't present here right now, 883 00:32:26,367 --> 00:32:28,066 and I'm just kind of connecting with people 884 00:32:28,066 --> 00:32:29,667 and learning about them 885 00:32:29,667 --> 00:32:31,467 and I'm not worrying about what they think about me 886 00:32:31,467 --> 00:32:33,100 or if they like me or don't like me. 887 00:32:33,166 --> 00:32:34,400 And I'm having a really good time. 888 00:32:34,867 --> 00:32:35,900 Just, um... 889 00:32:38,700 --> 00:32:40,200 -Okay. -So, I kinda wanna go into, like... 890 00:32:40,266 --> 00:32:42,166 I'm a little artist. I did a little eyeball. 891 00:32:42,166 --> 00:32:43,266 [laughing] 892 00:32:44,867 --> 00:32:45,900 Did I win you over? 893 00:32:45,967 --> 00:32:46,867 [laughing] Yeah. 894 00:32:46,867 --> 00:32:48,435 It is so exciting to talk to people 895 00:32:48,435 --> 00:32:48,867 It is so exciting to talk to people 896 00:32:48,867 --> 00:32:50,767 who seem genuinely interested in me. 897 00:32:50,767 --> 00:32:52,066 We're just conversing 898 00:32:52,066 --> 00:32:53,967 and I'm vibing with people 899 00:32:53,967 --> 00:32:55,266 and it's really fun. 900 00:32:55,266 --> 00:32:56,400 Oh, hi, beautiful. 901 00:32:57,900 --> 00:32:59,367 [Jazz] How are you? 902 00:32:59,367 --> 00:33:00,467 Are you enjoying yourself? 903 00:33:01,900 --> 00:33:03,166 I'm having a good time. 904 00:33:03,166 --> 00:33:04,266 So, tell me more about you. 905 00:33:06,100 --> 00:33:07,867 Jamaican? Wow. Beautiful. 906 00:33:07,867 --> 00:33:10,200 I found myself being more attracted 907 00:33:10,266 --> 00:33:12,367 to the women more so than the men, 908 00:33:12,367 --> 00:33:13,600 which is really interesting, 909 00:33:13,667 --> 00:33:16,200 and it makes me question, like, should I approach dating 910 00:33:16,266 --> 00:33:17,367 from a different angle? 911 00:33:17,367 --> 00:33:18,435 Should I be hitting on women more? 912 00:33:18,435 --> 00:33:19,200 Should I be hitting on women more? 913 00:33:19,266 --> 00:33:20,400 Like, is that formu-- 914 00:33:20,467 --> 00:33:21,400 I don't know! It just... 915 00:33:21,467 --> 00:33:22,400 It's a little confusing. 916 00:33:22,467 --> 00:33:24,367 And I know it'll clear up 917 00:33:24,367 --> 00:33:26,867 as I learn more about who I am as a person 918 00:33:26,867 --> 00:33:28,367 and what I want. 919 00:33:28,367 --> 00:33:29,500 All right, everyone! 920 00:33:29,567 --> 00:33:32,000 Time's up, and that was our last round. 921 00:33:32,066 --> 00:33:33,967 Do you think you made some matches? 922 00:33:33,967 --> 00:33:35,500 -[everyone] Yeah! -[Paula] Yeah? 923 00:33:35,567 --> 00:33:37,000 Speed dating has helped me 924 00:33:37,066 --> 00:33:38,767 move past my situation with Yash. 925 00:33:38,767 --> 00:33:40,567 I am just moving forward now. 926 00:33:40,567 --> 00:33:42,066 If someone is not interested in me, 927 00:33:42,066 --> 00:33:43,967 then I don't wanna waste my time 928 00:33:43,967 --> 00:33:45,100 trying to build something with them. 929 00:33:45,166 --> 00:33:47,300 I don't feel like Yash was super interested in me... 930 00:33:47,367 --> 00:33:48,435 So, I have an open mind 931 00:33:48,435 --> 00:33:49,166 So, I have an open mind 932 00:33:49,166 --> 00:33:50,567 and I am moving forward. 933 00:33:50,567 --> 00:33:52,000 [both squealing] 934 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:53,166 -I love you! -[both laughing] 935 00:33:54,467 --> 00:33:55,667 [Jazz sighing] 936 00:33:55,667 --> 00:33:58,000 [Jaclyn] Well, that was an interesting night. 937 00:33:58,467 --> 00:33:59,367 I know. 938 00:34:00,100 --> 00:34:01,500 [laughing] 939 00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:04,367 It's nice not talking to a stranger. 940 00:34:05,166 --> 00:34:06,900 [Jaclyn] Adiós, puchachos. 941 00:34:06,967 --> 00:34:08,166 All right, so... 942 00:34:08,166 --> 00:34:09,266 How was that for you? 943 00:34:09,266 --> 00:34:10,266 That was pretty good. 944 00:34:10,266 --> 00:34:11,767 I mean, I'm a little disappointed... 945 00:34:11,767 --> 00:34:14,467 I liked the guy, Kristian, I though the was pretty cute. 946 00:34:17,467 --> 00:34:18,435 [Jazz] Don't be nervous! 947 00:34:18,435 --> 00:34:18,900 [Jazz] Don't be nervous! 948 00:34:18,967 --> 00:34:19,967 He was really cute. 949 00:34:19,967 --> 00:34:21,166 When he came over to talk to me, 950 00:34:21,166 --> 00:34:22,967 I'm not gonna lie, I was kinda disappointed 951 00:34:22,967 --> 00:34:24,467 with his energy and his vibe. 952 00:34:24,467 --> 00:34:26,266 I also kind of... 953 00:34:26,266 --> 00:34:28,567 vibe-wise, didn't really connect with him that much. 954 00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:30,300 But some of the ladies there, 955 00:34:30,367 --> 00:34:31,867 or female-presenting people, 956 00:34:31,867 --> 00:34:33,467 I did really connect with and... 957 00:34:33,467 --> 00:34:34,367 [Jaclyn] Me, too. 958 00:34:34,367 --> 00:34:35,467 Yeah, they were super sweet 959 00:34:35,467 --> 00:34:36,767 and I was like, "Oh, wow. 960 00:34:36,767 --> 00:34:38,266 Like, you're really cool. 961 00:34:38,266 --> 00:34:40,000 Like, this is amazing..." 962 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:41,467 -I don't know, it was really fun. -I agree. 963 00:34:41,467 --> 00:34:42,600 There were some really nice 964 00:34:42,667 --> 00:34:45,000 female-identifying people there. 965 00:34:45,066 --> 00:34:47,700 I haven't dated a lot of girls in my life. 966 00:34:47,767 --> 00:34:48,435 So, this speed dating event really showed me 967 00:34:48,435 --> 00:34:49,767 So, this speed dating event really showed me 968 00:34:49,767 --> 00:34:52,700 that, you know, maybe I should pursue women 969 00:34:52,767 --> 00:34:55,467 because I connected with the women at the event more than the men. 970 00:34:56,266 --> 00:34:57,900 [sighing] 971 00:34:57,967 --> 00:34:59,700 I just don't think I like men. 972 00:34:59,767 --> 00:35:01,767 [giggling] No. I'm kidding. 973 00:35:01,767 --> 00:35:03,567 You know, I felt really confident tonight. 974 00:35:03,567 --> 00:35:05,667 In the past, I have experienced 975 00:35:05,667 --> 00:35:06,800 a lot of social anxiety, 976 00:35:06,867 --> 00:35:08,567 and I feel like the more I grow up, 977 00:35:08,567 --> 00:35:10,200 the more I'm overcoming it. 978 00:35:10,266 --> 00:35:12,300 I feel like I'm not gonna be nervous anymore 979 00:35:12,367 --> 00:35:13,300 when I talk to people 980 00:35:13,300 --> 00:35:14,900 I'm just gonna be my true, authentic self. 981 00:35:14,967 --> 00:35:16,800 I feel like I sound like a pageant queen right now. 982 00:35:16,867 --> 00:35:18,435 I'm like, "I enter with optimism 983 00:35:18,435 --> 00:35:19,367 I'm like, "I enter with optimism 984 00:35:19,367 --> 00:35:22,066 and the hope that I will find someone. 985 00:35:22,066 --> 00:35:25,467 I know that by being the true version of me, 986 00:35:25,467 --> 00:35:28,467 I will meet the lover of my life!" 987 00:35:30,100 --> 00:35:31,066 And that's it. 988 00:35:32,100 --> 00:35:34,400 I do have a lot to tell my parents 989 00:35:34,467 --> 00:35:36,166 about my future at Harvard. 990 00:35:36,166 --> 00:35:39,467 There's something I wanted to talk to both of you about. 991 00:35:39,467 --> 00:35:40,800 I really am just nervous 992 00:35:40,867 --> 00:35:43,000 that my parents are gonna be broken-hearted 993 00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:46,066 by me even considering this as an option. 994 00:35:46,066 --> 00:35:47,567 [Jeanette] What? What do you mean? 995 00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:01,400 -[Greg] Hmm... -[Jazz] Not quite. 996 00:36:01,467 --> 00:36:02,567 I'll let you off the hook. 997 00:36:02,567 --> 00:36:03,767 Oh! I keep... 998 00:36:04,700 --> 00:36:05,867 -[Greg] You ready? -Mmm-hmm. 999 00:36:07,367 --> 00:36:08,166 [groaning] 1000 00:36:08,567 --> 00:36:09,800 Got ya. 1001 00:36:09,867 --> 00:36:11,867 -Oh, I got you. -Okay, tips. Tips count. 1002 00:36:11,867 --> 00:36:13,500 -You guys are so competitive. -[Jazz] Let's just play this. 1003 00:36:13,567 --> 00:36:14,400 I would never play that game. 1004 00:36:14,467 --> 00:36:15,467 I'm sucky at it. 1005 00:36:15,467 --> 00:36:16,767 Good game, good game. 1006 00:36:16,767 --> 00:36:18,000 -I'll shuffle these. -I love watching-- 1007 00:36:18,066 --> 00:36:19,100 I love watching your bridges, 1008 00:36:19,100 --> 00:36:20,367 mine aren't as good as yours. 1009 00:36:21,500 --> 00:36:22,700 [Greg] Oh, look at you. Card show. 1010 00:36:22,767 --> 00:36:23,900 That's the best I can do. 1011 00:36:23,967 --> 00:36:27,200 I think I hear some boys wanting in, too. 1012 00:36:27,266 --> 00:36:29,000 [brother calling out indistinctly] 1013 00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:30,266 -All right. -Are we gonna deal them in or-- 1014 00:36:30,266 --> 00:36:31,700 -Wassup? -You wanna play? 1015 00:36:32,567 --> 00:36:33,867 -We have plans. -We just started. 1016 00:36:33,867 --> 00:36:34,867 We just started. 1017 00:36:34,867 --> 00:36:35,967 [Jeanette and Jazz] Oh... 1018 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:37,700 I'm like, about to put my socks on and everything. 1019 00:36:37,767 --> 00:36:39,166 [Sander] We're going out! 1020 00:36:39,166 --> 00:36:40,767 Jazz is outdating us right now, 1021 00:36:40,767 --> 00:36:42,600 so, like, we gotta pick up our game. 1022 00:36:42,667 --> 00:36:44,467 Didn't you just do speed dating, too? 1023 00:36:44,467 --> 00:36:45,667 Yes, I did. 1024 00:36:45,667 --> 00:36:46,900 -What was that like? -What is speed dating? 1025 00:36:46,967 --> 00:36:48,300 It was really cool 'cause everyone there 1026 00:36:48,367 --> 00:36:49,467 was sexually fluid 1027 00:36:49,467 --> 00:36:51,190 and you got to mingle with not just... 1028 00:36:51,190 --> 00:36:51,667 and you got to mingle with not just... 1029 00:36:51,667 --> 00:36:53,166 men but with women as well. 1030 00:36:53,166 --> 00:36:55,266 Like, it was a whole array of people. 1031 00:36:55,266 --> 00:36:57,200 And it was interesting 'cause I haven't had 1032 00:36:57,266 --> 00:36:58,900 as much experience dating women, 1033 00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:00,600 but the women were really cool. 1034 00:37:00,667 --> 00:37:02,967 I think I kinda bonded with some of the women 1035 00:37:02,967 --> 00:37:05,567 more so than some of the men that were there. 1036 00:37:05,567 --> 00:37:07,266 And when people came over I would be like, 1037 00:37:07,266 --> 00:37:09,266 "Hey, handsome!" or "Hey, beautiful." 1038 00:37:09,266 --> 00:37:10,567 -[Jeanette] Ooh... -Like, I was like... 1039 00:37:10,567 --> 00:37:12,200 a little flirty. 1040 00:37:12,266 --> 00:37:13,600 So, was speed dating a success? 1041 00:37:13,667 --> 00:37:15,567 It was a success in terms of 1042 00:37:15,567 --> 00:37:17,266 me discovering more about myself 1043 00:37:17,266 --> 00:37:20,100 and how confident and strong I can be. 1044 00:37:20,100 --> 00:37:21,190 Um, but in terms of finding someone... 1045 00:37:21,190 --> 00:37:22,600 Um, but in terms of finding someone... 1046 00:37:22,667 --> 00:37:25,367 I'm mostly attracted to people based off their personality 1047 00:37:25,367 --> 00:37:28,367 and in three minutes you can't really get a grasp 1048 00:37:28,367 --> 00:37:29,567 of someone's personality. 1049 00:37:29,567 --> 00:37:31,467 It's kind of... It's hard, it's hard. 1050 00:37:31,467 --> 00:37:33,767 I think I'm giving up on dating in Florida. 1051 00:37:33,767 --> 00:37:35,400 I'm gonna be living in Cambridge 1052 00:37:35,467 --> 00:37:36,867 for a couple months anyway, 1053 00:37:36,867 --> 00:37:38,767 and that's where my primary home is at, 1054 00:37:38,767 --> 00:37:40,567 so I'm really looking forward 1055 00:37:40,567 --> 00:37:43,166 to taking this dating app to Massachusetts. 1056 00:37:43,166 --> 00:37:44,800 And hopefully, I'll meet someone there 1057 00:37:44,867 --> 00:37:45,967 who's local, 1058 00:37:45,967 --> 00:37:48,367 and I'll fall in love. 1059 00:37:48,367 --> 00:37:50,000 So, where are you guys going tonight? 1060 00:37:50,667 --> 00:37:51,190 Well, that's for us to know 1061 00:37:51,190 --> 00:37:52,700 Well, that's for us to know 1062 00:37:52,767 --> 00:37:54,400 and you to look up on 'Find My Kids'. 1063 00:37:55,767 --> 00:37:57,266 -'Find My Kids'? -[laughing] 1064 00:37:57,266 --> 00:37:58,700 -Bye! -Bye, be safe. 1065 00:37:58,767 --> 00:37:59,900 -Good luck in your game. -Have fun. 1066 00:38:00,567 --> 00:38:01,367 Let's see... 1067 00:38:01,867 --> 00:38:03,200 What's wild? 1068 00:38:03,266 --> 00:38:04,800 -Sevens are wild. -Okay. 1069 00:38:07,166 --> 00:38:09,166 [Jazz] I do have a lot going on in my mind 1070 00:38:09,166 --> 00:38:11,367 and about my future at Harvard. 1071 00:38:11,367 --> 00:38:14,000 I definitely feel like I have to tell my parents about it. 1072 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,467 I'm just hoping that 1073 00:38:15,467 --> 00:38:17,467 it doesn't damper the mood in any way. 1074 00:38:17,467 --> 00:38:20,667 Would you say, "Kings, queens and in-betweens"? 1075 00:38:20,667 --> 00:38:21,190 -Yes. -That's a cute phrase. 1076 00:38:21,190 --> 00:38:22,667 -Yes. -That's a cute phrase. 1077 00:38:22,667 --> 00:38:23,867 [Jazz] I really am just nervous 1078 00:38:23,900 --> 00:38:26,166 that my parents are gonna be broken-hearted 1079 00:38:26,166 --> 00:38:29,567 by me even considering this as an option. 1080 00:38:29,567 --> 00:38:31,867 [inhaling deeply, sighing] 1081 00:38:31,867 --> 00:38:34,800 I am just really stressed out right now. 1082 00:38:34,867 --> 00:38:37,000 -What's the score so far? -[Jeanette] Don't even! 1083 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,867 Dad's in the lead with 9, then me with 11 1084 00:38:38,867 --> 00:38:40,367 then Mom with 53. 1085 00:38:40,467 --> 00:38:41,867 [exhaling dramatically] 1086 00:38:41,867 --> 00:38:42,967 [Jazz] All right, um... 1087 00:38:44,767 --> 00:38:46,900 [Greg] Throwing down the king! 1088 00:38:46,967 --> 00:38:49,467 [Jazz] There's something I wanted to talk to both of you about. 1089 00:38:50,567 --> 00:38:51,190 Um... 1090 00:38:51,190 --> 00:38:51,567 Um... 1091 00:38:53,700 --> 00:38:54,767 I'm a little scared, 1092 00:38:54,767 --> 00:38:56,400 I don't wanna disappoint either of you, 1093 00:38:56,467 --> 00:38:58,767 but I have thought about it and... 1094 00:38:59,900 --> 00:39:01,967 I don't know, there's a possibility that... 1095 00:39:03,767 --> 00:39:06,100 I might not go back to school after this semester 1096 00:39:06,166 --> 00:39:07,700 or I may take a gap year 1097 00:39:07,767 --> 00:39:08,700 to figure things out. 1098 00:39:08,767 --> 00:39:10,400 -[Jeanette] What? -[Greg] Wait, what? 1099 00:39:10,467 --> 00:39:11,500 [Jeanette] What do you mean? 1100 00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:15,100 [Jazz] We have been through this before. 1101 00:39:15,166 --> 00:39:18,100 [Jeanette] And I can't believe this is happening again. 1102 00:39:18,166 --> 00:39:20,500 But I know that Harvard is the best place for her 1103 00:39:20,567 --> 00:39:21,190 at this point in time in her life. 1104 00:39:21,190 --> 00:39:22,066 at this point in time in her life. 1105 00:39:22,066 --> 00:39:23,700 She'd be making a huge mistake 1106 00:39:23,767 --> 00:39:26,100 if she doesn't continue her education. 1107 00:39:26,166 --> 00:39:28,767 [Jazz] This fall semester I'm doing it, 100%. 1108 00:39:28,767 --> 00:39:30,567 However, before spring semester, 1109 00:39:30,567 --> 00:39:33,600 if I wanna take more time off, I can. 1110 00:39:33,667 --> 00:39:36,700 Now I'm stressed out because you don't have a plan B. 1111 00:39:37,700 --> 00:39:40,066 A is Harvard, B is... 1112 00:39:40,066 --> 00:39:42,700 Well, I think there are so many options 1113 00:39:42,767 --> 00:39:45,100 and so many paths for me. 1114 00:39:45,166 --> 00:39:48,967 And I could see myself being successful without Harvard. 1115 00:39:48,967 --> 00:39:50,567 Um, and... 1116 00:39:50,567 --> 00:39:51,190 Obviously, I already kind of have a career 1117 00:39:51,190 --> 00:39:52,467 Obviously, I already kind of have a career 1118 00:39:52,467 --> 00:39:54,367 as an LGBTQIA+ activist, 1119 00:39:54,367 --> 00:39:55,967 and I can continue leading on that 1120 00:39:55,967 --> 00:39:57,567 and helping people 1121 00:39:57,567 --> 00:40:00,500 and still, you know, having a job doing that. 1122 00:40:00,567 --> 00:40:01,967 -So... -You're not there yet. 1123 00:40:01,967 --> 00:40:03,367 But aren't you going to school to... 1124 00:40:03,367 --> 00:40:04,600 I mean, you're taking classes... 1125 00:40:04,667 --> 00:40:06,000 [Jazz] Not for myself, yeah. 1126 00:40:06,066 --> 00:40:09,567 ...to get some knowledge and to get skills. 1127 00:40:09,567 --> 00:40:11,100 -Absolutely. -And to hone skills 1128 00:40:11,166 --> 00:40:13,767 that you may have already, refine them. 1129 00:40:13,767 --> 00:40:16,500 Most of these professors are world-renowned professors. 1130 00:40:16,567 --> 00:40:17,567 [Jazz] I know. 1131 00:40:17,567 --> 00:40:18,600 [Greg] We're listening. 1132 00:40:18,667 --> 00:40:19,867 If she's having reservations, 1133 00:40:19,867 --> 00:40:21,190 we definitely wanna hear her out. 1134 00:40:21,190 --> 00:40:22,266 we definitely wanna hear her out. 1135 00:40:22,266 --> 00:40:24,367 But very few people are given that opportunity 1136 00:40:24,367 --> 00:40:25,600 to go to Harvard, 1137 00:40:25,667 --> 00:40:28,000 so she should see it out. 1138 00:40:29,266 --> 00:40:30,467 [Jazz] If things don't work out, 1139 00:40:30,467 --> 00:40:31,767 I just wanted to let you both know 1140 00:40:31,767 --> 00:40:34,200 that it was on my mind that, you know, 1141 00:40:34,266 --> 00:40:36,200 I may not finish my education there. 1142 00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:40,000 I know this is really hard, 1143 00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:42,300 but I want you to think deeply about this, okay? 1144 00:40:43,700 --> 00:40:44,767 Okay... 1145 00:40:44,767 --> 00:40:47,000 I could tell my parents are pissed off. 1146 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,500 Even though they know it's my life 1147 00:40:48,567 --> 00:40:50,467 and that I'm the one who has to make decisions 1148 00:40:50,467 --> 00:40:51,190 about what path they take, 1149 00:40:51,190 --> 00:40:51,767 about what path they take, 1150 00:40:51,767 --> 00:40:53,667 I know they really want to see me graduate 1151 00:40:53,667 --> 00:40:55,100 and get that degree. 1152 00:40:55,166 --> 00:40:57,967 But not every path requires a degree 1153 00:40:57,967 --> 00:40:59,000 and an education. 1154 00:40:59,767 --> 00:41:00,767 I don't know what to do. 1155 00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:08,400 Jazz, you excited to leave? 1156 00:41:08,467 --> 00:41:10,166 Yeah. [whooping weakly] 1157 00:41:10,166 --> 00:41:13,800 The day has come and Jazz is going back to Harvard. 1158 00:41:13,867 --> 00:41:16,100 Now that we're here, in Cambridge, 1159 00:41:16,100 --> 00:41:20,000 How do you feel about your long-term view of school? 1160 00:41:20,066 --> 00:41:21,190 [Jazz] I've been gifted this incredible opportunity to go to Harvard. 1161 00:41:21,190 --> 00:41:23,100 [Jazz] I've been gifted this incredible opportunity to go to Harvard. 1162 00:41:23,100 --> 00:41:24,266 But at the same time, 1163 00:41:24,266 --> 00:41:27,467 I know that it's not the only life path I could take. 1164 00:41:29,667 --> 00:41:32,567 I've a reservation for two under the name Jazz. 1165 00:41:32,567 --> 00:41:33,900 Tonight is a special night. 1166 00:41:33,967 --> 00:41:36,467 Because I am going on a date with Erin. 1167 00:41:36,467 --> 00:41:39,266 And I'm gonna be meeting her for the first time and... 1168 00:41:39,266 --> 00:41:40,767 I feel all the jitters. 1169 00:41:40,767 --> 00:41:44,066 I haven't kissed someone in so long, it's been, like, years for me. 1170 00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:48,100 So, I get a message 1171 00:41:48,100 --> 00:41:49,667 from the Harvard administration 1172 00:41:49,667 --> 00:41:51,190 saying that someone wanted to kill me. 1173 00:41:51,190 --> 00:41:52,066 saying that someone wanted to kill me. 1174 00:41:52,066 --> 00:41:54,066 You can get used to being hated on. 1175 00:41:54,066 --> 00:41:56,066 Like, that's fine, I have a thick skin. 1176 00:41:56,066 --> 00:41:57,467 I don't care what people think. 1177 00:41:57,467 --> 00:41:59,467 But when someone threatens to kill you 1178 00:41:59,467 --> 00:42:00,667 and they know where you live 1179 00:42:00,667 --> 00:42:02,066 and what school you attend, 1180 00:42:02,066 --> 00:42:03,800 that's a whole different thing. 1181 00:42:03,867 --> 00:42:05,567 And it's terrifying. 1182 00:42:05,567 --> 00:42:07,367 Someone wants to kill me. 1183 00:42:07,367 --> 00:42:09,266 Just for being transgender. 1184 00:42:09,266 --> 00:42:10,500 -Look at me. -Okay. 1185 00:42:10,567 --> 00:42:11,767 This is serious. 1186 00:42:11,767 --> 00:42:14,467 You live in a world with a lot of hate. 1187 00:42:14,467 --> 00:42:16,100 And you're increasing your chances 1188 00:42:16,100 --> 00:42:17,500 of that hate coming towards you. 1189 00:42:17,567 --> 00:42:19,100 I see them out with the trans flags 1190 00:42:19,100 --> 00:42:20,867 in this world where transgender people 1191 00:42:20,867 --> 00:42:21,190 aren't accepted like they should be. 1192 00:42:21,190 --> 00:42:22,667 aren't accepted like they should be. 1193 00:42:22,667 --> 00:42:24,000 And I'm absolutely terrified. 1194 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:26,166 I just need to get over there. 1195 00:42:26,166 --> 00:42:27,467 [woman] Everybody, come on!