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[Jazz] Previously on
I Am Jazz.
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Would you be okay
if I kissed you?
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I don't know.
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-I'll save that kiss
for another date.
-Okay, cool.
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[Jazz] I've been talking
to this other guy
who's a little older.
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He's 26 years old
and his name is Yash.
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Yeah, I would love that,
100 percent.
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-[Jeanette] Beautiful.
-Mom, can you tie it for me?
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Mmm-hmm, I'm coming around.
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[Jeanette]
It it is so hard to let go
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and I have been
so protective of her,
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and I have been
so protective of her,
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but she's old enough,
she's got this.
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She's gonna do it
on her terms,
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and, you know,
I'm happy for her
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but I'm also
pleasantly cautious.
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[Jazz] I'm nervous
because it's been
many years
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since I've been on
a one-on-one date.
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I actually
just started feeling
really sick know.
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All of a sudden,
I feel sick to my stomach.
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I don't feel well
for this date.
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I don't even think
I could go inside.
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Not good.
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Literally, my stomach
is causing problems,
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and I have acid reflux
and heartburn going on,
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and I'm not ready to meet Yash
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under these conditions.
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I just don't want to throw up
because then if I throw up
then I'm not kissing anyone.
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[producer] No. [chuckles]
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[producer] No. [chuckles]
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There you go.
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-[producer] Yes.
-Your girl got issues.
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I'm feeling a little better.
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I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
about this date.
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Even though I just recently
went on a date with Daron,
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I feel like
that was just, like,
testing the waters
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and this is
an even bigger date
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because I am
on my own this time.
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So I am a ball of anxiety
right now,
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I have butterflies,
and I have no idea
how this is gonna go.
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-Yash?
-Hey, Jazz.
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-Yash?
-Hey, Jazz.
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Hello.
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-Hi, Yash. How are you?
-Hey, Jazz.
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-Pleasure to see you.
-Good to see you, too.
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-Nice to meet you in person.
-Yeah, finally, right?
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-I know.
-How's your day been
so far?
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-Today's been good.
How was your day?
-But, yeah.
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It's been pretty chill.
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I see there's a drink there.
Is that mine?
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-Yeah go for it.
-All right, I'm gonna try it.
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-Oh, no, it's gonna spill.
-It's okay, you got this.
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-Mmm.
-How is it?
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-It's really good.
-Nice.
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-I don't drink a lot,
really, ever,
-Yeah?
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-I don't drink a lot,
really, ever,
-Yeah?
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but this is yummy,
this tastes good.
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-I'm gonna take another sip.
-Yeah.
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Oh, I can only imagine
how crazy the parties
at Harvard must get.
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-Insane.
-[chuckles]
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No, so all my siblings
went to University of Florida,
Gators.
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-Ah, cool.
-I am the youngest of four.
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-I think I was telling you
about that.
-Yeah.
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But, yeah,
that school's a party school.
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So, you're heading back up
in, like, a week and a half?
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Classes are starting early
for you?
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So, yeah,
about a week and a half,
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and I really am excited
to go back.
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and I really am excited
to go back.
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-I did two gap years
-Yeah.
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where I spent a lot of time
focusing on myself
and my personal goals.
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Sounds like you're not
pressuring yourself
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-No, exactly, no.
-to follow society's
BS standards.
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You're just
doing what you want.
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I'm charting my own path,
for sure.
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I know what I want,
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and I'm gonna work hard
to achieve what I want,
you know?
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-I like that.
-I just want to be happy.
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-To be... Okay.
-Whoa, whoa, whoa.
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-You're asking
for too much now.
-[laughs]
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You know, we gotta...
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In the past,
I don't know
if I could say that
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because I went through
a pretty dark period of time
where I was really struggling,
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because I went through
a pretty dark period of time
where I was really struggling,
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-Yeah.
-but I'm a lot better now
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and I feel more confident
and sure of myself,
which is good.
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Not that I can relate
to the same life experiences
that you've had,
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-but I've had
my own fair share
-Of course.
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of, like, [bleep],
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and it takes a while
to reprogram your mind
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to think differently about
how you can find happiness
in life.
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-Mmm.
-Especially when you...
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I really the things you say.
You're so, like,
deep and wise.
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-Like, I feel it, for sure.
-Thanks.
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Yash is great,
and he's really mature, too.
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I think
that comes with his age,
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I think
that comes with his age,
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but I feel, like,
comes a maturity
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that the people
I've dated in the past
haven't had.
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And he's cute, for sure.
Like, definitely attractive.
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Do you want
to play, like, cornhole
or anything right now?
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-Sure, I'm down.
-All right.
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I have to warn you though,
I suck at this game.
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-Nice.
-[Yash laughs]
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If I get this on my first try
I'll be so happy.
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-Oh, my God, it went in.
-Did it go in?
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That's awesome. I called that.
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That's awesome. I called that.
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I was like, "That's going in."
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You did play soccer.
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What was the other sports
you said you played again?
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I played lacrosse,
and tennis, and flag football.
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Oh, that's ridiculous.
That actually sucks.
I have to get this one in now.
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Yes, that's the second time
I called it.
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-What the heck?
-Yeah, that's amazing.
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If you want
to grab another drink
or maybe go for a walk?
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Yeah, let's go for a walk.
Honestly, it's really nice.
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I feel at ease
talking with Yash.
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I do think he's
a great conversationalist.
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I do think he's
a great conversationalist.
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I find him interesting,
and he's just smart,
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and so many
different qualities about him
are so positive.
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So, have you had fun tonight?
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-Oh, yeah, I love it.
This was great.
-Yeah,
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I'm having
so much fun tonight.
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-Getting to know you,
though, like, you're really...
-Yeah, you're really cool.
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I think
you're really cool, too.
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Yeah, you're interesting.
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You know,
you're different
than most people.
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You're unique
which is amazing.
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I mean, I do believe
everyone's unique,
but you're extra unique.
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Well, you know,
and more power to you.
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Well, you know,
and more power to you.
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I would argue and say
most people aren't
that unique,
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or most people
don't want to be unique,
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-so they try
to limit themselves,
-Mmm.
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but you, on the other hand,
are not limiting yourself.
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You're embracing
your uniqueness,
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-so I admire that about you.
-Mmm-hmm.
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I am a [bleep] weirdo
and I know it.
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-[laughs]
-Good. [laughs]
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-Be the [bleep] weirdo.
-[deep voice]
Be the [bleep] weirdo.
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Exactly.
Keep using that voice, too.
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-That's pretty cool,
badass voice. [chuckles]
-[deep voice] Yes.
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Oh, my God, your laugh.
I love your laugh.
[imitates laugh]
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-Oh, thank you.
-[laughs] Sorry.
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-Oh, thank you.
-[laughs] Sorry.
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-No, it's okay. It was great.
-It's the...
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It's actually better
when you do it
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-so, you know what,
-[imitates laugh]
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I think you should
just keep doing it
from here on out.
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That's so cute. I love it.
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I think we're vibing,
and there's definitely
a connection there.
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I don't know if he's ready
for a kiss or not,
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but, not gonna lie,
I would be open to it.
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Well...
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[humming]
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Yeah, I guess
this would be time
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Yeah, I guess
this would be time
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-to head back home
for the night, I suppose.
-Yeah.
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[sighing] Yeah.
I am a little tired, for sure.
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-It's pretty late.
-Yeah.
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But I really did have
a good time with you.
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Yeah, I really liked
talking to you.
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-Yeah.
-You're really cool, Jazz.
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I would definitely love
to get together again,
for sure.
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It's gonna happen, for sure.
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-Your hair is in your face.
-Ah, thank you.
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Oh, no, it's blowing back
in your face.
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-[chuckles]
-I appreciate the effort.
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-Our hair, our long hair.
-Indeed.
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[Jazz] Yash doesn't go in
for the kiss,
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[Jazz] Yash doesn't go in
for the kiss,
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but I want someone to want me.
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I want to feel desired,
and Yash is not giving me
any of that energy right now.
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Not gonna lie though,
I am a little disappointed.
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Well, if you want,
I can get a ride for you,
if you like.
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-Yeah, let's do it.
Let's head out, all right?
-Cool.
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[humming]
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♪ I don't know what it is
but I keep dreaming ♪
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♪ keep dreaming
about you, babe ♪
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♪ I guess
we're more than friends
because I've got feelings ♪
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♪ I guess
we're more than friends
because I've got feelings ♪
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♪ and I don't think
they can't wait ♪
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Yoga. Oh, Nemo,
do you want to come
to goat yoga?
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-Nemo! Nemo's here.
-It's a beautiful day
for yoga.
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[Jacky] You're the cat's meow.
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[Jeanette]
Are you guys excited
for a family day?
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Yeah, oh, yeah, always.
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-I love being with the family.
-[Jeanette] I hope
I don't get car sick.
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[Jazz] I texted Yash
after our date last night
but he hasn't responded yet,
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and I'm just trying
not to let it get to me.
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-[Jeanette] I have the address
right here.
-[Greg] Okay.
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-[Jeanette] I have the address
right here.
-[Greg] Okay.
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Just hang on.
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I will get us there.
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Goat yoga.
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[Jeanette] We are heading
to goat yoga.
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I've been told
it's a lot of fun.
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I don't like yoga
but I love goats.
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Just want to play with goats.
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-Sounds like a baa-d idea.
-Sounds like naa-maste.
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[Jack snoring]
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Aww, Grandpa just snored.
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[Jeanette chuckles]
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Did one little baby snore.
He's not a snorer.
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-Who?
-[laughs]
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Let's hear about Jazz's date.
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Okay, so I did go on a date,
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and he was
really, really cool.
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and he was
really, really cool.
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And we went to this park,
and there was, like, a lake,
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and we were just
sitting on the edge,
and it was kind of romantic.
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-I wasn't sure if he was gonna
lean in for a kiss or not,
-13.
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but he didn't,
and then I ended on
kind of a flat note there.
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Are you waiting
to hear from this person?
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If he was, like,
"Let's go out on another date"
I would totally be open to it.
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You could just
text this person
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and say that,
"I had a lovely time.
I hope it was mutual."
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Which, I did, yeah.
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-I did, yeah.
-Oh, if you did that already,
great.
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Then leave it alone.
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Then leave it alone.
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Dating is tough.
Welcome to the party, Jazz.
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I've often said
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you have to kiss
a lot of frogs
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before you hit the prince.
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Well, this is the time
to live and learn.
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I do not have a view
of us sitting in the pew,
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watching her
walk down the aisle
with Brad Pitt.
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Those days are not existing.
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Are you kidding?
Brad Pitt is much too old
for Jazz.
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All right, so maybe Bieber,
the beaver, or whatever.
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All right, so maybe Bieber,
the beaver, or whatever.
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-Bieber?
-Beaver, the singer?
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I don't come
to any conclusions.
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When I was Jazz's age,
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I didn't have
the slightest idea
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that I was gonna meet anybody
like you,
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and how could I make
any decisions
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about who Jazz should be with?
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That's interesting. [chuckles]
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-Oh, my God,
they're selling goat cheese.
-Ooh.
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-I hate goat cheese.
-I love goat cheese.
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[Greg] Hey, how you doing?
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-Hey, I'm Griff.
-Hey, welcome.
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Is this the first time
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Is this the first time
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you guys have been
to goat yoga?
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Yeah. You gonna introduce us
to all the goats now?
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[Julian]
There's about, I think,
70, 80 goats here.
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These goats are show goats,
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so they're super calm
and they're super
well behaved,
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especially around people.
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I'm gonna set up
my yoga mat over there.
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So when you're ready,
feel free to take a mat
of your choice,
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and we're gonna come into
the goat farm area.
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I still don't know
the relationship
between goats and yoga.
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I still don't know
the relationship
between goats and yoga.
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-[Greg] It's like they know
something's okay.
-[Jeanette] Oh, my God.
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[Jazz] Hi, my friend. Hi.
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Hi. Oh.
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They love the yoga.
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[Greg]
How do we avoid the dookie?
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This is their pen.
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This is where they live,
this is where
they do everything,
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they eat and everything else.
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So pooping and peeing
is part of this space,
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and sometimes it's part
of the experience.
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If they happen
to poop or pee on your mat,
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-flip your mat over.
-Oh, oh, oh, more poop.
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Look, we have
an example right here.
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[Jazz] This goat's
pooping right now.
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[Julian] You have to kind of
embrace the dookie here.
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[Julian] You have to kind of
embrace the dookie here.
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I totally forgot
that goats poop. [chuckles]
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-[Julian] Oh, wow,
-Ah, oh.
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-everybody's
getting love today.
-Oh, my God.
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-Smile.
-Ahh!
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Okay. Oh, God.
All right, we're done. No.
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You're too little.
Oh! [laughs]
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-Oh, no, on his...
-[sighs]
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Hey, I'm getting jealous
over here.
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-This goat...
-Grandpa, are you still there?
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I'm here. I don't know
about my kneecap.
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I'm here. I don't know
about my kneecap.
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Take your hands
and place them in prayer
in front of your heart.
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I'd like to encourage you
to maybe practice love,
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practice patience,
practice empathy,
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compassion for the situations
you can't control.
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Send love to the challenges
in your life.
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See them as opportunities.
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And then, when you're ready,
let's begin.
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Blink your eyes open,
inhale, reach your arms up,
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Blink your eyes open,
inhale, reach your arms up,
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look up to the sky.
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Push the hand down,
reach the right arm up,
and over to the right side.
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Do I have crap
on the bottom of my shoe?
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[thunder rumbling]
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When you're ready,
extend the legs out
in front.
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Oh, I think I feel a raindrop.
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-Raise your arms up.
-[Jeanette] Greg,
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-Look up to the sky.
-I am not doing this.
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Give her the keys.
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A drop of rain
hits me between the eyes,
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and I'm like, "Mmm,
maybe my mom didn't feel that"
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because I know as soon as
one little drop hits her
she's out of there.
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because I know as soon as
one little drop hits her
she's out of there.
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-Raindrops are falling.
-Grandma, where are you going?
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-She doesn't...
-You don't feel the raindrops?
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Your grandmother's out of here
when it raining.
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She's getting her umbrella.
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I don't like rain.
I don't like weather.
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I am a firm believer
Mother Nature wins.
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The last time
I saw your hair wet
was in a beauty salon.
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We're not talking
about my hair.
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It's threatening.
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Weather is threatening to me.
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Take your hands
and place them in prayer
in front of your heart,
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Take your hands
and place them in prayer
in front of your heart,
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And then if you want
to go deeper,
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you start
to grow your branches
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and you think to yourself
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what kind of tree
am I emulating today?
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In South Florida
are we mango trees,
are we lychee trees?
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-Citrus trees?
-[chuckles softly]
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And then exhale,
release it down.
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Let's go ahead
and have a seat
on our mat.
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Come on, goats, come here.
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Remember the purpose
for practice this morning,
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Remember the purpose
for practice this morning,
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for what situations,
for who in your life
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would you like to be
more peaceful
and more loving?
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Thank you very much, everyone,
and naa-aaa-maste.
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[all] Naa-aaa-maste.
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Thank you.
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Did you understand goat yoga?
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00:14:22,166 --> 00:14:24,100
Do you have
any understanding of it?
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-The concept
of the two things together?
-No.
340
00:14:26,667 --> 00:14:28,867
-Not completely.
-No.
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-Soft, soft.
-Oh, another one's here.
Hi, big girl.
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-Soft, soft.
-Oh, another one's here.
Hi, big girl.
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-Hello, sweetie.
-Most of them are girls.
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-Yes.
-[gasps] Another one.
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Did you hear back from Yash?
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00:14:38,100 --> 00:14:39,867
Oh, no, eating my phone case.
347
00:14:40,700 --> 00:14:43,100
Oh, he sent me
a message, actually.
348
00:14:43,100 --> 00:14:44,800
I said, "Thank you so much
for a fun night."
349
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He said, "Same to you, Jazz."
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00:14:46,667 --> 00:14:48,467
Oh, look at that.
351
00:14:48,467 --> 00:14:51,266
How do you feel about, like,
texting him back and saying,
you know,
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00:14:51,266 --> 00:14:52,967
"Do you think
we had a connection?"
What do you think?
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I'm a little hesitant
to do that
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because what if I say,
"Do we have a connection?"
and he says "No"?
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Well, that kind of
puts me in a vulnerable place.
356
00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,000
Well, that kind of
puts me in a vulnerable place.
357
00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:05,300
Yash's response
made it seem like
he's not that interested,
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00:15:05,367 --> 00:15:07,000
and I want to date someone
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who's excited
to get to know me more,
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00:15:09,266 --> 00:15:11,900
and I feel like
there's a lack of interest
in his response,
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00:15:11,967 --> 00:15:15,467
and therefore I feel like
things are gonna kind of
fizzle out.
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00:15:18,867 --> 00:15:21,467
-So excited.
-It's, like, so exciting.
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00:15:21,467 --> 00:15:22,567
Jacqueline and I
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are going to
a speed dating event,
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00:15:24,467 --> 00:15:27,900
and I am very intrigued
because it is a queer event.
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So, who knows,
maybe I'll meet someone.
367
00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:30,166
So, who knows,
maybe I'll meet someone.
368
00:15:30,166 --> 00:15:34,200
Let's put our hope
into finding people tonight
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who respect and appreciate us
for who we are.
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Cone, cone.
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00:15:39,367 --> 00:15:40,467
My car!
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I'm Jazz, I'm 21 years old.
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00:15:44,166 --> 00:15:45,367
Yeah, how about you?
374
00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:49,066
That's 14 years older than me.
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00:15:50,367 --> 00:15:51,767
Can the three minutes end now?
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[Jazz]
I have to complete
the college's
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sexual harassment
and misconduct training
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00:16:08,567 --> 00:16:09,867
to enroll in classes,
379
00:16:09,867 --> 00:16:10,867
-Oh.
-so I can't do anything
380
00:16:10,867 --> 00:16:11,867
until I finish that.
381
00:16:11,867 --> 00:16:13,367
Okay, but we can
pick out classes, right?
382
00:16:13,367 --> 00:16:14,867
-We can pick out classes.
-Okay.
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00:16:14,867 --> 00:16:16,867
-Shall I do the...
I'm gonna see how much--
-Here's paper...
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00:16:16,867 --> 00:16:18,066
and pencil
since they are...
385
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Pen... Which pen
do you want?
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00:16:19,867 --> 00:16:21,300
[Jeanette]
I never got involved with
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the other kids
picking classes.
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00:16:23,066 --> 00:16:23,494
They were very independent,
off on their own.
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They were very independent,
off on their own.
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00:16:25,767 --> 00:16:27,567
We have learned
from the last two semesters,
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because she waited
and didn't do her research,
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she either ended up
not getting the classes
she wanted to,
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00:16:33,066 --> 00:16:35,900
and the ones she did get
she did not enjoy.
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So Greg and I said to her,
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00:16:38,066 --> 00:16:39,567
"This time
we're gonna get involved.
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We're gonna make sure
you get it right."
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00:16:41,066 --> 00:16:42,700
-Jazz,
what are you focusing on?
-Yeah, you...
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-What are you trying to...
-[Jazz] I don't know,
this is so hard
399
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because I don't know
what I want to do career wise.
400
00:16:48,467 --> 00:16:49,667
Have you declared a major yet?
401
00:16:49,667 --> 00:16:51,166
No, you don't have to
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00:16:51,166 --> 00:16:52,367
until the end
of sophomore year.
403
00:16:52,367 --> 00:16:53,494
-I graduated college...
-Thank God,
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00:16:53,494 --> 00:16:53,867
-I graduated college...
-Thank God,
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00:16:53,867 --> 00:16:56,800
because if I would have had
to declare a major
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-I would be so lost right now.
-Jazz, I was...
407
00:16:59,066 --> 00:17:01,300
Actually, declaring a major
is what makes you less lost
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00:17:01,367 --> 00:17:02,567
because you have less...
409
00:17:02,567 --> 00:17:05,300
But then you have to follow
a structured path
410
00:17:05,367 --> 00:17:07,400
that you may not
be interested.
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00:17:07,467 --> 00:17:11,100
[Jazz] I know
I'm procrastinating
in picking out classes,
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but I feel like
there's so many
different doors
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00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:14,100
and I just have to pick
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which door
I want to walk through.
415
00:17:15,767 --> 00:17:17,400
I'm just feeling
really anxious
416
00:17:17,467 --> 00:17:18,967
in what I want to do
with my life.
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00:17:18,967 --> 00:17:20,100
It's too much.
418
00:17:21,567 --> 00:17:23,494
Okay, interesting.
419
00:17:23,494 --> 00:17:23,500
Okay, interesting.
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To apply for enrollment,
enter lottery
and building though,t
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-please complete the following
by Sunday, August 21st.
-[Jeanette] Oh, my God.
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00:17:31,767 --> 00:17:33,967
-So I have sevens to complete.
-[Jeanette] My God.
423
00:17:33,967 --> 00:17:35,667
Do you want me
to fill out the questionnaire?
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00:17:35,667 --> 00:17:37,000
No, why are you asking us?
425
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,367
-I don't know
if I'm fully interested.
-This is your schedule.
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00:17:38,367 --> 00:17:40,166
I need to read more
about the course first.
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00:17:41,667 --> 00:17:43,100
The pressure's
starting to get to me.
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00:17:43,100 --> 00:17:45,266
I have to start
charting out my life
429
00:17:45,266 --> 00:17:46,967
and what direction
I'm gonna go in,
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00:17:46,967 --> 00:17:49,200
and I don't want
to waste my time
taking classes
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00:17:49,266 --> 00:17:53,494
that aren't gonna help me
with what I choose to do
in my later life.
432
00:17:53,494 --> 00:17:54,467
that aren't gonna help me
with what I choose to do
in my later life.
433
00:17:54,467 --> 00:17:59,266
But also, I have the ability
to be successful
without a degree.
434
00:17:59,266 --> 00:18:01,867
-I know, but you're there.
-I know, I know.
435
00:18:01,867 --> 00:18:03,967
[Jeanette]
My patience has been tested,
436
00:18:03,967 --> 00:18:05,867
and that patience
has been tested,
437
00:18:05,867 --> 00:18:07,166
and I've run out of patience.
438
00:18:07,166 --> 00:18:08,700
It's gone.
439
00:18:08,767 --> 00:18:11,567
-Oh, my God, guys,
school is a lot.
-Yes, it is.
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00:18:11,567 --> 00:18:12,567
[Jazz groans]
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00:18:19,367 --> 00:18:22,367
-[sighs]
-Allie, we're gonna go inside.
442
00:18:22,367 --> 00:18:23,494
Do you remember
when my name
used to be Jared?
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00:18:23,494 --> 00:18:24,967
Do you remember
when my name
used to be Jared?
444
00:18:24,967 --> 00:18:26,700
-Yes.
-She knew me as Jared.
445
00:18:26,767 --> 00:18:28,667
Wait, you only knew me
as Jazz though, right?
446
00:18:28,667 --> 00:18:30,600
I knew you
when you first started
going by Jazz,
447
00:18:30,667 --> 00:18:33,367
-Yes.
-so, like, Casey would
still call you Jared,
448
00:18:33,367 --> 00:18:35,066
and it was, like,
kind of confusing
for me at first.
449
00:18:35,066 --> 00:18:37,000
Yeah, that makes sense.
450
00:18:37,066 --> 00:18:38,300
[Jazz] Kaci and Jay
are like my sisters.
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00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:40,767
We've been friends
since early childhood,
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and I love them both,
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00:18:42,367 --> 00:18:45,500
and today
we're gonna take Kaci's dog
to the dog park.
454
00:18:45,567 --> 00:18:47,867
[Kaci]
Oh, there's another dog here.
455
00:18:47,867 --> 00:18:50,200
-That's exciting.
-There's another dog.
456
00:18:50,266 --> 00:18:52,166
-Let's meet this other dog.
-Allie, come on.
457
00:18:52,166 --> 00:18:53,166
A friend.
458
00:18:53,166 --> 00:18:53,494
-Hi, what's your dog's name?
-Hi.
459
00:18:53,494 --> 00:18:54,967
-Hi, what's your dog's name?
-Hi.
460
00:18:54,967 --> 00:18:56,867
-Baxter.
-Baxter.
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00:18:56,867 --> 00:19:01,066
[both] Aww, she likes him.
462
00:19:01,066 --> 00:19:03,567
It's been a few days now
since the date with Yash,
463
00:19:03,567 --> 00:19:06,467
and I feel kind of confused
by how things ended.
464
00:19:06,467 --> 00:19:09,266
But Kaci and Jay
are old souls,
465
00:19:09,266 --> 00:19:10,667
and they're
really, really wise,
466
00:19:10,667 --> 00:19:12,767
and I know that
they're always there for me
467
00:19:12,767 --> 00:19:15,367
to provide advice
or whatever I need.
468
00:19:15,367 --> 00:19:17,000
Wait,
I wanted to tell you both,
469
00:19:17,066 --> 00:19:19,867
you know how
I went on that date
with the guy, Yash?
470
00:19:19,867 --> 00:19:22,266
-[Jay] Yes.
-I've not heard back from him.
471
00:19:22,266 --> 00:19:23,494
[Kaci] Oh, no.
472
00:19:23,494 --> 00:19:23,567
[Kaci] Oh, no.
473
00:19:23,567 --> 00:19:25,567
I know, I thanked him
for a good night,
474
00:19:25,567 --> 00:19:26,900
he said, "Same to you, Jazz."
475
00:19:26,967 --> 00:19:28,567
and then
he hasn't reached out to me.
476
00:19:28,567 --> 00:19:29,767
So I don't know
477
00:19:29,767 --> 00:19:31,266
if I'm supposed
to make a move or not.
478
00:19:31,266 --> 00:19:33,066
I want to feel desired,
you know?
479
00:19:33,066 --> 00:19:34,367
[Kaci] You're a great person.
480
00:19:34,367 --> 00:19:36,100
If he actually was into you
he would...
481
00:19:36,100 --> 00:19:37,767
-[Jazz] Yeah,
he would make the move,
-have already said something.
482
00:19:37,767 --> 00:19:38,700
you know?
483
00:19:38,767 --> 00:19:39,967
[Jazz] That's how I feel.
484
00:19:39,967 --> 00:19:42,266
Do you have any plans
on, like, dating again?
485
00:19:42,266 --> 00:19:45,367
I mean, I'm trying to find
new people.
486
00:19:45,367 --> 00:19:48,700
-I might go speed dating
with Jacqueline.
-[Jay gasps]
487
00:19:48,767 --> 00:19:52,166
I know, I've never been
speed dating before
so I'm like, "Okay."
488
00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:53,494
You know,
my dates with Daron and Yash
didn't really go as planned.
489
00:19:53,494 --> 00:19:56,266
You know,
my dates with Daron and Yash
didn't really go as planned.
490
00:19:56,266 --> 00:19:58,500
I did not find summer love.
491
00:19:58,567 --> 00:20:01,700
However,
hopefully at speed dating
I will meet someone.
492
00:20:01,767 --> 00:20:03,867
Just, like, see it
as meeting new people,
493
00:20:03,867 --> 00:20:05,567
-making friends.
-Exactly, I'm good at that.
494
00:20:05,567 --> 00:20:07,266
-[Jay] Be yourself.
-[Jazz] I'm a good
conversationalist.
495
00:20:07,266 --> 00:20:08,600
Exactly.
496
00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:10,000
How do you feel like
it's gonna be
497
00:20:10,066 --> 00:20:11,900
with your social anxiety,
like, meeting so many people
498
00:20:11,967 --> 00:20:13,100
-[Jazz] Mmm.
-in such a short amount
of time?
499
00:20:13,166 --> 00:20:14,967
I mean, it's gonna be hard.
500
00:20:14,967 --> 00:20:17,767
My social anxiety
is definitely prevalent
at times,
501
00:20:17,767 --> 00:20:20,166
but I'm also so much better
than I used to be
502
00:20:20,166 --> 00:20:21,700
-when it comes
to my social anxiety.
-Mmm-hmm.
503
00:20:21,767 --> 00:20:23,494
Like, I think college
has helped a lot with that
504
00:20:23,494 --> 00:20:24,467
Like, I think college
has helped a lot with that
505
00:20:24,467 --> 00:20:26,100
because you meet
so many new people
506
00:20:26,166 --> 00:20:29,867
and you have to, like,
engage in so many
social situations
507
00:20:29,867 --> 00:20:33,066
that you just kind of, like,
learn from experience
to let go
508
00:20:33,066 --> 00:20:34,767
-Yeah.
-and just be yourself.
509
00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:36,200
I understand.
510
00:20:36,266 --> 00:20:37,533
-Her feet are hot again.
-Hi, baby. [cooing]
511
00:20:37,533 --> 00:20:39,400
Yeah, she looks
like she's trying
to stand off of them.
512
00:20:39,467 --> 00:20:40,700
Her feet get so hot.
513
00:20:40,767 --> 00:20:42,367
We need to bring her
back to the shade.
514
00:20:42,367 --> 00:20:43,600
Look, there's a bowl
over there,
515
00:20:43,667 --> 00:20:44,567
we could put some water in it.
516
00:20:44,567 --> 00:20:45,467
[Jazz] Oh, totally.
517
00:20:48,600 --> 00:20:50,967
So, like, tell me more
about Harvard.
518
00:20:50,967 --> 00:20:52,767
How's the experience
been like there?
519
00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:55,667
Overall it was
a great experience
520
00:20:55,667 --> 00:20:57,166
and I grew a lot as a person.
521
00:20:57,166 --> 00:20:59,967
But I haven't really talked
to my parents about it,
522
00:20:59,967 --> 00:21:01,667
but it's been going on
in my mind, like,
523
00:21:01,667 --> 00:21:04,300
I wonder if Harvard is even
the right school for me.
524
00:21:04,367 --> 00:21:06,100
Like, it's so amazing,
525
00:21:06,166 --> 00:21:07,467
and you could do
whatever you want there.
526
00:21:07,467 --> 00:21:09,767
But, like, it's been
a little stressful,
527
00:21:09,767 --> 00:21:11,667
'cause I have to, like,
pick out classes
528
00:21:11,667 --> 00:21:14,367
and I have to figure out
my major, my concentration,
529
00:21:14,367 --> 00:21:15,867
and what I wanna do
for the rest of my life.
530
00:21:15,867 --> 00:21:18,266
And those are huge decisions.
531
00:21:18,266 --> 00:21:20,166
I'm just trying
to find the path
532
00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:21,667
that makes me the happiest
533
00:21:21,667 --> 00:21:23,494
and that will lead
to the greatest
fulfillment for me, but...
534
00:21:23,494 --> 00:21:24,300
and that will lead
to the greatest
fulfillment for me, but...
535
00:21:24,367 --> 00:21:26,000
Well, do you feel like
you're going to Harvard
536
00:21:26,066 --> 00:21:28,100
because you really
wanna be at Harvard
537
00:21:28,166 --> 00:21:29,000
and you're happy there?
538
00:21:29,066 --> 00:21:30,266
Do you feel like the pressure
539
00:21:30,266 --> 00:21:31,500
of everything around you
540
00:21:31,567 --> 00:21:32,600
and everyone around you
541
00:21:32,667 --> 00:21:34,667
is kind of pushing you
in that direction?
542
00:21:34,667 --> 00:21:37,266
I just really don't want it
to seem like I'm ungrateful
543
00:21:37,266 --> 00:21:40,266
because I've been gifted
with this amazing opportunity
544
00:21:40,266 --> 00:21:41,367
at Harvard.
545
00:21:41,367 --> 00:21:43,166
So many dreams
come true there.
546
00:21:43,166 --> 00:21:46,000
But at the same time,
I have to...
547
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,467
I have to weigh in, you know,
548
00:21:47,467 --> 00:21:48,600
how I'm feeling
549
00:21:48,667 --> 00:21:50,367
and what feels right for me.
550
00:21:50,367 --> 00:21:53,266
And maybe Harvard
just isn't the right fit.
551
00:21:53,266 --> 00:21:53,494
I feel like this is something
552
00:21:53,494 --> 00:21:54,767
I feel like this is something
553
00:21:54,767 --> 00:21:56,900
you definitely need to talk
to your parents about.
554
00:21:58,767 --> 00:22:00,066
[Jazz] We've been here before.
555
00:22:00,066 --> 00:22:03,000
Depending on how
things go this next semester,
556
00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:05,767
I'm not sure if I wanna
go back to Harvard or not.
557
00:22:05,767 --> 00:22:07,200
And I really don't know
558
00:22:07,266 --> 00:22:08,667
how my parents
are gonna respond
559
00:22:08,667 --> 00:22:09,800
to me saying, like,
560
00:22:09,867 --> 00:22:12,000
"Hey, look, maybe I wanna
take a different path."
561
00:22:12,066 --> 00:22:14,567
I just hope they don't
freak out too much when I,
562
00:22:14,567 --> 00:22:16,867
you know, bring the idea
to the table.
563
00:22:22,367 --> 00:22:23,494
Hello! Welcome, everyone!
564
00:22:23,494 --> 00:22:24,667
Hello! Welcome, everyone!
565
00:22:24,667 --> 00:22:28,000
It's been hard putting myself
out there this entire summer.
566
00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:29,767
But I feel like I've got
nothing to lose.
567
00:22:30,867 --> 00:22:32,367
Uh, I'm a Libra.
568
00:22:32,367 --> 00:22:34,266
Do you like Libras, or no?
569
00:22:34,266 --> 00:22:35,867
Okay, this is
a little awkward.
570
00:22:47,300 --> 00:22:48,433
So, Jaclyn.
571
00:22:48,433 --> 00:22:50,166
Tell me a little bit about
what we're doing tonight.
572
00:22:50,266 --> 00:22:51,800
But I really
don't know everything.
573
00:22:51,867 --> 00:22:53,467
It's, like, a queer event
that I found.
574
00:22:53,467 --> 00:22:54,800
And I'm really excited
575
00:22:54,867 --> 00:22:56,300
because I wanna get us both,
576
00:22:56,367 --> 00:22:57,767
like, out and doing stuff.
577
00:22:57,767 --> 00:23:00,166
-Yes.
-Because I feel like
we're both kind of, like...
578
00:23:00,166 --> 00:23:03,467
We need to be kinda pushed
outside of our comfort zones.
579
00:23:03,467 --> 00:23:06,166
Jaclyn and I are going
to a speed dating event.
580
00:23:06,166 --> 00:23:07,773
And I am very intrigued
581
00:23:07,773 --> 00:23:08,100
And I am very intrigued
582
00:23:08,100 --> 00:23:09,767
because it is a queer event,
583
00:23:09,767 --> 00:23:10,800
so who knows,
584
00:23:10,867 --> 00:23:11,900
maybe I'll meet someone.
585
00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:13,634
Maybe.
586
00:23:14,567 --> 00:23:16,767
Oh, I'm gonna miss you
when I go off to school soon.
587
00:23:16,767 --> 00:23:18,166
[Jaclyn] I know!
I'm gonna miss you, too.
588
00:23:18,166 --> 00:23:19,266
-[Jazz] We'll stay in touch.
-Yeah.
589
00:23:19,266 --> 00:23:20,300
And I'm really excited, too,
590
00:23:20,367 --> 00:23:22,367
especially for my upcoming
breast augmentation.
591
00:23:22,367 --> 00:23:23,300
[gasping]
592
00:23:23,367 --> 00:23:24,400
-It's gonna be awesome!
-I know!
593
00:23:24,467 --> 00:23:25,734
I'm so excited!
594
00:23:25,734 --> 00:23:27,166
I feel like every day
we're getting
closer and closer
595
00:23:27,166 --> 00:23:28,867
-to the day.
-We really are.
596
00:23:28,867 --> 00:23:30,133
It's so exciting.
597
00:23:30,133 --> 00:23:32,800
And then I feel like too
this is gonna be
a really great way
598
00:23:32,867 --> 00:23:35,767
to kind of, like, enhance
my dating experience.
599
00:23:35,767 --> 00:23:37,773
-Mmm-hmm.
-And like, my navigating...
600
00:23:37,773 --> 00:23:38,200
-Mmm-hmm.
-And like, my navigating...
601
00:23:38,266 --> 00:23:39,166
my navigation...
602
00:23:39,166 --> 00:23:40,367
[both laughing]
603
00:23:40,367 --> 00:23:42,367
...of the dating world
as a trans woman.
604
00:23:42,367 --> 00:23:43,800
Because I feel like
I'm gonna be
605
00:23:43,867 --> 00:23:45,467
so much more connected
with my body...
606
00:23:45,467 --> 00:23:47,300
-Yeah.
-And to finally have it,
607
00:23:47,367 --> 00:23:49,700
like, coming here,
is so exciting.
608
00:23:49,767 --> 00:23:51,767
I am so over the moon
609
00:23:51,767 --> 00:23:53,867
to get my breast surgery
and have boobs.
610
00:23:53,867 --> 00:23:57,266
Because it's aligning myself
with my inner being.
611
00:23:57,266 --> 00:23:58,967
And it can be very difficult
612
00:23:58,967 --> 00:24:00,367
finding love as a trans woman,
613
00:24:00,367 --> 00:24:01,967
you know, especially
614
00:24:01,967 --> 00:24:03,867
as a trans woman
that hasn't had surgery yet.
615
00:24:04,300 --> 00:24:05,567
So exciting!
616
00:24:05,567 --> 00:24:06,900
[in a silly voice]
This is very exciting.
617
00:24:06,967 --> 00:24:07,773
Honestly, we're a little
pumped up, which is good.
618
00:24:07,773 --> 00:24:08,767
Honestly, we're a little
pumped up, which is good.
619
00:24:08,767 --> 00:24:10,200
-I know!
-I feel like we need
some energy
620
00:24:10,266 --> 00:24:11,667
-going into this dating thing.
-We need this...
621
00:24:11,667 --> 00:24:12,767
We need this kinda, like,
622
00:24:12,767 --> 00:24:14,100
[exhales] 'I'm ready
to date' energy.
623
00:24:14,166 --> 00:24:15,433
[Jazz] Okay...
624
00:24:15,433 --> 00:24:16,467
[Jaclyn] I think it's a really
good idea to bring Jazz
625
00:24:16,467 --> 00:24:17,767
to this speed dating thing
626
00:24:17,767 --> 00:24:20,266
because it's gonna kind of
get her out of her shell.
627
00:24:20,266 --> 00:24:22,867
She has three minutes
to talk to someone,
628
00:24:22,867 --> 00:24:23,900
see if they connect.
629
00:24:23,967 --> 00:24:25,800
If they do, great.
If they don't, oh, well.
630
00:24:25,867 --> 00:24:27,767
You talked to them, moving on.
631
00:24:27,767 --> 00:24:30,100
I know that there's gonna be
a lot of, like, sexually fluid
632
00:24:30,166 --> 00:24:31,667
and like, bisexual
people there.
633
00:24:31,667 --> 00:24:33,266
-Um...
-Okay, so, like, bisexual.
634
00:24:33,266 --> 00:24:35,567
-Even maybe pansexual people.
-Yeah.
635
00:24:35,567 --> 00:24:36,800
It's good that
it's a queer event
636
00:24:36,867 --> 00:24:37,773
because obviously
we're both transgender women
637
00:24:37,773 --> 00:24:39,300
because obviously
we're both transgender women
638
00:24:39,367 --> 00:24:41,400
and we wanna find people
639
00:24:41,467 --> 00:24:43,066
who are gonna be
accepting and loving
640
00:24:43,066 --> 00:24:44,467
and supportive and embracing
641
00:24:44,467 --> 00:24:46,066
of us for who we are.
642
00:24:46,066 --> 00:24:47,400
-Exactly.
-We don't want any bigots.
643
00:24:47,467 --> 00:24:49,667
And I feel like
if you're going to an event
644
00:24:49,667 --> 00:24:51,700
that is queer-faced,
645
00:24:51,767 --> 00:24:53,467
you're not gonna find
someone bigoted.
646
00:24:53,467 --> 00:24:57,367
Let's put our hope
into finding people tonight
647
00:24:57,367 --> 00:24:59,767
who'll respect
and appreciate us
648
00:24:59,767 --> 00:25:01,500
for who we are as women.
649
00:25:01,567 --> 00:25:04,467
And people who are
just kind and genuinely...
650
00:25:04,467 --> 00:25:05,467
-Cone, cone!
-[soft thudding]
651
00:25:05,467 --> 00:25:06,567
[gasping]
652
00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:09,100
It's okay. It's okay.
653
00:25:09,166 --> 00:25:10,367
We hit a cone.
654
00:25:10,367 --> 00:25:11,367
-It's okay.
-I'm...
655
00:25:11,367 --> 00:25:13,600
It was not a car or anything,
so we're good.
656
00:25:13,667 --> 00:25:14,867
I hit a cone!
657
00:25:14,867 --> 00:25:16,367
-Oh, my gosh.
-[Jazz inhales nervously]
658
00:25:16,367 --> 00:25:18,467
-We're almost there, girl.
-[Jaclyn sighs]
659
00:25:18,467 --> 00:25:21,367
-I literally am so nervous.
-I'm a little...
660
00:25:21,367 --> 00:25:22,767
I'm a little intimidated, too.
661
00:25:22,767 --> 00:25:25,166
Because you have to, like,
meet these strangers
662
00:25:25,166 --> 00:25:27,500
and like, converse
really quickly,
663
00:25:27,567 --> 00:25:29,166
trying to get to know someone.
664
00:25:29,166 --> 00:25:30,367
I don't know what
it's gonna be like,
665
00:25:30,367 --> 00:25:33,000
I don't know if this is gonna
work for me or not, but...
666
00:25:33,066 --> 00:25:34,667
But we got 10 seconds
to decide, girl.
667
00:25:34,667 --> 00:25:35,867
The cone! Stop, stop.
668
00:25:35,867 --> 00:25:37,300
-[thudding]
-You did it again!
669
00:25:37,367 --> 00:25:37,773
-[laughing]
-I didn't see it.
670
00:25:37,773 --> 00:25:38,767
-[laughing]
-I didn't see it.
671
00:25:38,767 --> 00:25:39,767
For real?
672
00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:43,066
I don't know Jaclyn
is the best driver.
673
00:25:43,066 --> 00:25:44,767
Eyes on the road, girl.
674
00:25:44,767 --> 00:25:46,100
All right, we're here!
675
00:25:46,166 --> 00:25:47,467
-Let's go. Let's do it.
-[sighing]
676
00:25:47,467 --> 00:25:49,667
Girl, I gotta check my car.
677
00:25:49,667 --> 00:25:50,867
[Jazz] Oh, just a little bit.
678
00:25:50,867 --> 00:25:52,100
That's not too bad,
that's not too bad.
679
00:25:52,166 --> 00:25:53,266
[Jaclyn] It's fine.
680
00:25:54,266 --> 00:25:56,467
-There's the cone over there.
-Uh-huh.
681
00:25:56,467 --> 00:25:57,867
Just lying dead on the ground.
682
00:25:57,867 --> 00:25:59,066
Just lying dead on the floor.
683
00:25:59,066 --> 00:26:01,200
You know what they say,
that trans girls can't drive.
684
00:26:01,266 --> 00:26:02,867
[laughing]
685
00:26:02,867 --> 00:26:04,567
[Jazz] While Dayron
and Yash were great,
686
00:26:04,567 --> 00:26:06,200
both of those dates
were a bust.
687
00:26:06,266 --> 00:26:07,773
And I don't want speed dating
to be a bust, too.
688
00:26:07,773 --> 00:26:09,467
And I don't want speed dating
to be a bust, too.
689
00:26:09,467 --> 00:26:10,700
All right, you ready for this?
690
00:26:10,767 --> 00:26:11,900
-I'm ready.
-Let's do it.
691
00:26:11,967 --> 00:26:12,900
Let's go.
692
00:26:12,967 --> 00:26:13,967
I love those.
693
00:26:13,967 --> 00:26:15,567
Oh, great, this is the place.
694
00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:21,567
All right, well,
this is a vibe.
695
00:26:21,567 --> 00:26:22,567
-Yeah.
-This is cool.
696
00:26:22,567 --> 00:26:24,367
Look at the roses
and the candles.
697
00:26:24,367 --> 00:26:25,500
-[Jaclyn] I love it.
-Very romantic.
698
00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:28,467
-It's summer Valentine's Day.
-Summer Valentine's Day.
699
00:26:29,100 --> 00:26:30,200
This could be interesting.
700
00:26:30,266 --> 00:26:31,700
I'm like, a little nervous.
701
00:26:31,767 --> 00:26:33,567
This is gonna be
interesting for sure.
702
00:26:33,567 --> 00:26:34,467
Yeah.
703
00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:35,767
As we arrive at the event,
704
00:26:35,767 --> 00:26:36,967
I'm feeling okay.
705
00:26:36,967 --> 00:26:37,773
It really does feel good
to have Jaclyn by my side.
706
00:26:37,773 --> 00:26:39,867
It really does feel good
to have Jaclyn by my side.
707
00:26:39,867 --> 00:26:41,467
She's someone
I can just, like...
708
00:26:41,467 --> 00:26:42,667
confide in.
709
00:26:42,667 --> 00:26:44,033
And if things
aren't going well,
710
00:26:44,066 --> 00:26:45,900
I could be like,
"All right, Jaclyn,
we gotta get out of here."
711
00:26:45,967 --> 00:26:47,767
What do you think?
You see anyone
who's, like, cute?
712
00:26:47,767 --> 00:26:49,367
No, not yet...
713
00:26:50,367 --> 00:26:51,300
No.
714
00:26:51,367 --> 00:26:52,567
You're just like, "No."
715
00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:53,667
[laughing] No.
716
00:26:53,667 --> 00:26:54,900
I'm weird, like.
717
00:26:54,967 --> 00:26:57,467
Unless I really think
someone's attractive,
718
00:26:57,467 --> 00:26:59,467
I don't really get, like,
attractive vibes
719
00:26:59,467 --> 00:27:00,767
until I'm, like, up front
in front of them
720
00:27:00,767 --> 00:27:02,166
and talking to them,
you know what I mean?
721
00:27:02,166 --> 00:27:03,166
[Jazz] Totally.
722
00:27:03,166 --> 00:27:05,000
I think it's about to begin.
723
00:27:05,066 --> 00:27:07,467
Seeing all of these
single people in the room,
724
00:27:07,467 --> 00:27:07,773
it's making me nervous
725
00:27:07,773 --> 00:27:09,166
it's making me nervous
726
00:27:09,166 --> 00:27:10,667
but also excited.
727
00:27:10,667 --> 00:27:13,867
It's been hard putting
myself out there
this entire summer,
728
00:27:13,867 --> 00:27:15,767
but I feel like
I've got nothing to lose.
729
00:27:15,767 --> 00:27:17,600
I'm on a quest to find love
730
00:27:17,667 --> 00:27:19,266
and I wanna meet
that special person.
731
00:27:19,266 --> 00:27:20,767
And the only way to do that
732
00:27:20,767 --> 00:27:22,266
is by putting
yourself out there.
733
00:27:22,266 --> 00:27:24,767
Hello! Welcome, everyone!
734
00:27:24,767 --> 00:27:25,900
[everyone] Hi!
735
00:27:25,967 --> 00:27:28,100
Welcome to our speed
dating event
736
00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:30,467
for sexually fluid singles.
737
00:27:30,467 --> 00:27:32,500
We're gonna get started
in just a moment.
738
00:27:32,567 --> 00:27:34,367
So I'd like to invite you all
to take a seat
739
00:27:34,367 --> 00:27:35,667
anywhere that you'd like.
740
00:27:47,567 --> 00:27:48,567
Hello!
741
00:27:48,567 --> 00:27:50,100
-Hi, how are you?
-I'm good, how are you?
742
00:27:50,166 --> 00:27:52,000
-What's your name?
-Steven, and you?
743
00:27:52,066 --> 00:27:53,200
Say it one more time?
744
00:27:53,266 --> 00:27:55,000
-Steven.
-Steven?
745
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,567
-Uh-huh.
-Wow, awesome.
746
00:27:56,567 --> 00:27:58,567
-Thank you.
-How old are you?
747
00:27:58,567 --> 00:28:00,166
Okay, wait.
I'm Jazz, by the way.
748
00:28:00,166 --> 00:28:01,467
Let me say my name first.
749
00:28:01,467 --> 00:28:02,900
-Jazz? Jazz.
-Jazz.
750
00:28:02,967 --> 00:28:04,667
I'm 21 years old.
751
00:28:05,367 --> 00:28:06,266
Yeah, how about you?
752
00:28:08,367 --> 00:28:09,500
You're 25?
753
00:28:11,266 --> 00:28:12,500
You're older than 25?
754
00:28:14,867 --> 00:28:16,400
-35?
-Yeah.
755
00:28:16,467 --> 00:28:17,567
Oh, wow.
756
00:28:17,567 --> 00:28:19,000
-"Wow"?
-Okay.
757
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:20,567
Why you say...
758
00:28:20,567 --> 00:28:22,166
-Why you do this face?
-[Jazz hesitating]
759
00:28:22,166 --> 00:28:23,400
Well, I've never dated
someone who...
760
00:28:23,467 --> 00:28:24,767
I don't date a lot of people.
761
00:28:24,767 --> 00:28:27,867
But, like, 35, like,
that's 14 years older than me.
762
00:28:29,567 --> 00:28:31,667
There are some interesting
people at this event.
763
00:28:31,667 --> 00:28:34,100
There is a colorful array
of individuals.
764
00:28:36,700 --> 00:28:37,773
-[laughing]
-Yeah, yeah...
765
00:28:37,773 --> 00:28:38,166
-[laughing]
-Yeah, yeah...
766
00:28:38,166 --> 00:28:40,500
Like, ugh, awkward.
767
00:28:40,567 --> 00:28:41,867
Can the three minutes end now?
768
00:28:55,066 --> 00:28:58,667
[Paula] Please stand up
and shift to your next seat.
769
00:28:58,667 --> 00:29:00,266
[Jazz] I'm heading into
this speed dating event
770
00:29:00,266 --> 00:29:01,700
with an open mind.
771
00:29:01,767 --> 00:29:04,000
But even with Jaclyn
by my side,
772
00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,066
I'm not gonna deny
that I am nervous.
773
00:29:06,066 --> 00:29:07,800
Like, this is
the type of thing
774
00:29:07,867 --> 00:29:09,900
where you really can
easily get in your head
775
00:29:09,967 --> 00:29:12,266
and you just have to be
true and authentic to you.
776
00:29:15,166 --> 00:29:16,166
-Hello.
-Hey.
777
00:29:16,166 --> 00:29:18,367
Oh, look at your cool make-up
and your tattoos
778
00:29:18,367 --> 00:29:18,435
and everything.
779
00:29:18,435 --> 00:29:19,400
and everything.
780
00:29:19,467 --> 00:29:21,000
-What's your name?
-Venus.
781
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:22,166
-Venus! Okay.
-Yeah.
782
00:29:22,166 --> 00:29:23,200
Such a cool name.
783
00:29:23,266 --> 00:29:24,467
-You have a cool name, too.
-Jazz.
784
00:29:24,467 --> 00:29:25,867
[laughing awkwardly]
785
00:29:25,867 --> 00:29:27,700
What do you do, like,
hobbies-wise?
786
00:29:28,266 --> 00:29:29,367
I'm in a band.
787
00:29:29,367 --> 00:29:31,000
Okay, are you, like,
the singer
788
00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:32,166
or do you play an instrument?
789
00:29:32,166 --> 00:29:33,567
I'm the singer
and keyboardist.
790
00:29:33,567 --> 00:29:34,900
Oh, wow. That's awesome!
791
00:29:34,967 --> 00:29:36,300
What's your band's name?
792
00:29:36,367 --> 00:29:37,867
It's called Actias Luna.
793
00:29:37,867 --> 00:29:39,367
I've a cat named Luna.
794
00:29:39,367 --> 00:29:40,500
-Really?
-Yeah!
795
00:29:40,567 --> 00:29:41,500
-Me too.
-Really?
796
00:29:41,567 --> 00:29:42,500
Oh, my God.
797
00:29:42,567 --> 00:29:44,567
I love Luna, she's so cute.
798
00:29:44,567 --> 00:29:45,500
How old is she?
799
00:29:45,567 --> 00:29:47,767
She's, like,
six years old now.
800
00:29:47,767 --> 00:29:48,435
-How old is your Luna?
-So is my cat.
801
00:29:48,435 --> 00:29:49,100
-How old is your Luna?
-So is my cat.
802
00:29:49,100 --> 00:29:50,166
-Really?
-Well, no.
803
00:29:50,166 --> 00:29:51,100
I have eight cats.
804
00:29:51,100 --> 00:29:52,667
-Oh, wow.
-But same as another cat.
805
00:29:52,667 --> 00:29:54,867
Eight cats! That's crazy!
806
00:29:54,867 --> 00:29:56,400
I'm vibing right now, like...
807
00:29:56,467 --> 00:29:58,667
There are some really
special people here.
808
00:29:58,667 --> 00:30:00,400
Some of the individuals
I'm talking to
809
00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:02,000
are super interesting.
810
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:03,767
And it's so, so cool.
811
00:30:03,767 --> 00:30:06,166
I really, just,
like talking to people.
812
00:30:06,166 --> 00:30:08,166
All right, well, it was nice
talking to you.
813
00:30:08,166 --> 00:30:11,367
-Yeah, it was.
-Enjoy the rest of this.
814
00:30:11,367 --> 00:30:15,300
Jaclyn's presence
is definitely helping
lessen the nerves.
815
00:30:15,367 --> 00:30:16,867
But I feel like
Jaclyn's nervous, too.
816
00:30:16,867 --> 00:30:17,867
[laughing]
817
00:30:17,867 --> 00:30:18,435
Hello.
818
00:30:18,435 --> 00:30:19,000
Hello.
819
00:30:19,066 --> 00:30:20,567
-How are you?
-I'm good, how about you?
820
00:30:20,567 --> 00:30:23,300
Oh, my God.
You fixed yourself up
a little plate there...
821
00:30:23,367 --> 00:30:24,767
[both laughing]
822
00:30:24,767 --> 00:30:25,667
All right, so,
what's your name?
823
00:30:25,667 --> 00:30:27,100
-Ava.
-Ava!
824
00:30:27,100 --> 00:30:28,667
-I'm Jazz, nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you.
825
00:30:28,667 --> 00:30:30,200
I'm 21, how old are you?
826
00:30:30,266 --> 00:30:31,400
Okay, so we're about
the same age.
827
00:30:32,266 --> 00:30:34,000
Um, I'm a Libra.
828
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:35,700
Do you like Libras or no?
[laughing nervously]
829
00:30:37,767 --> 00:30:39,000
But then when
it kinda goes off...
830
00:30:39,066 --> 00:30:40,367
-it goes off.
-The scales, yeah.
831
00:30:40,367 --> 00:30:41,700
We can be imbalanced at times.
832
00:30:41,767 --> 00:30:44,266
And when that happens,
it's a trainwreck, but...
833
00:30:46,500 --> 00:30:47,600
-I guess so.
-I'm not gonna lie to you.
834
00:30:49,100 --> 00:30:50,100
-Yeah!
-[both laughing]
835
00:30:50,100 --> 00:30:51,266
So, what do you do?
836
00:30:51,266 --> 00:30:53,100
Well, I model,
I'm in school...
837
00:30:53,166 --> 00:30:54,400
Okay, that's a given.
838
00:30:54,467 --> 00:30:56,467
-[Ava giggles]
-Modelling, like,
you're beautiful.
839
00:30:57,266 --> 00:30:58,133
-Thank you.
-Yeah.
840
00:30:58,166 --> 00:31:00,500
No, so are you, like,
sexually fluid?
841
00:31:03,867 --> 00:31:05,100
That's how I feel!
842
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:06,800
Exactly.
843
00:31:07,567 --> 00:31:09,467
Yes! Preach it. Oh, my God.
844
00:31:09,467 --> 00:31:10,767
I feel the same way.
845
00:31:10,767 --> 00:31:12,867
I mean, I don't even like
using labels.
846
00:31:12,867 --> 00:31:15,266
Just saying, "I'm Jazz"
and I'm a person.
847
00:31:15,266 --> 00:31:17,467
And whoever I'm attracted to
is whoever I'm attracted to.
848
00:31:17,467 --> 00:31:18,435
-You know?
-Exactly.
849
00:31:18,435 --> 00:31:18,467
-You know?
-Exactly.
850
00:31:18,467 --> 00:31:19,700
All right, everyone!
851
00:31:19,767 --> 00:31:21,000
Time is up!
852
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,567
Let's stand up and go
to our next partners.
853
00:31:23,567 --> 00:31:25,300
Ugh, I wish we got
to talk more.
854
00:31:25,367 --> 00:31:26,567
-I know!
-I think you're super cool.
855
00:31:26,567 --> 00:31:28,266
-This conversation is--
-Yeah, you're super cool.
856
00:31:28,266 --> 00:31:30,000
-[both laughing awkwardly]
-Bye-bye.
857
00:31:31,166 --> 00:31:33,400
It is easy to tell
when you have
858
00:31:33,467 --> 00:31:34,500
a connection with someone
859
00:31:34,500 --> 00:31:36,767
because some conversations
just flow like that.
860
00:31:36,767 --> 00:31:38,967
Other conversations
are much harder.
861
00:31:38,967 --> 00:31:41,000
It really depends on
the person you're talking to.
862
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:41,867
Hello!
863
00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:43,467
I'm good, how about you?
864
00:31:44,166 --> 00:31:45,800
-I'm Jazz.
-I'm Kristian.
865
00:31:45,867 --> 00:31:47,000
-Kristian, okay.
-Yeah.
866
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:48,000
So, what are your interests?
867
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,367
Modeling? Okay. Awesome.
868
00:31:57,767 --> 00:31:58,867
-Okay.
-Yeah.
869
00:31:58,867 --> 00:32:00,800
-Okay, I don't know...
-Yeah, that's... It's okay.
870
00:32:00,867 --> 00:32:02,266
...too much about
the fashion industry at all.
871
00:32:02,266 --> 00:32:03,767
It's okay.
872
00:32:03,767 --> 00:32:05,567
Like, I came here.
Some people are dressed
really fancy, really nice.
873
00:32:05,567 --> 00:32:07,400
-I'm in, like, my boho top.
-You still look good.
874
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:09,100
Thank you.
875
00:32:09,166 --> 00:32:10,700
-Thank you so much.
-Of course.
876
00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:15,100
Don't be nervous!
877
00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:16,700
I'm just a person.
878
00:32:16,767 --> 00:32:17,934
[laughing]
879
00:32:17,934 --> 00:32:18,435
I'm really surprising myself
at this speed dating event
880
00:32:18,435 --> 00:32:20,567
I'm really surprising myself
at this speed dating event
881
00:32:20,567 --> 00:32:23,600
because even though
I have faced a lot
of social anxiety in the past,
882
00:32:23,667 --> 00:32:26,300
I feel like a lot of that
isn't present here right now,
883
00:32:26,367 --> 00:32:28,066
and I'm just kind of
connecting with people
884
00:32:28,066 --> 00:32:29,667
and learning about them
885
00:32:29,667 --> 00:32:31,467
and I'm not worrying about
what they think about me
886
00:32:31,467 --> 00:32:33,100
or if they like me
or don't like me.
887
00:32:33,166 --> 00:32:34,400
And I'm having
a really good time.
888
00:32:34,867 --> 00:32:35,900
Just, um...
889
00:32:38,700 --> 00:32:40,200
-Okay.
-So, I kinda
wanna go into, like...
890
00:32:40,266 --> 00:32:42,166
I'm a little artist.
I did a little eyeball.
891
00:32:42,166 --> 00:32:43,266
[laughing]
892
00:32:44,867 --> 00:32:45,900
Did I win you over?
893
00:32:45,967 --> 00:32:46,867
[laughing] Yeah.
894
00:32:46,867 --> 00:32:48,435
It is so exciting
to talk to people
895
00:32:48,435 --> 00:32:48,867
It is so exciting
to talk to people
896
00:32:48,867 --> 00:32:50,767
who seem genuinely
interested in me.
897
00:32:50,767 --> 00:32:52,066
We're just conversing
898
00:32:52,066 --> 00:32:53,967
and I'm vibing with people
899
00:32:53,967 --> 00:32:55,266
and it's really fun.
900
00:32:55,266 --> 00:32:56,400
Oh, hi, beautiful.
901
00:32:57,900 --> 00:32:59,367
[Jazz] How are you?
902
00:32:59,367 --> 00:33:00,467
Are you enjoying yourself?
903
00:33:01,900 --> 00:33:03,166
I'm having a good time.
904
00:33:03,166 --> 00:33:04,266
So, tell me more about you.
905
00:33:06,100 --> 00:33:07,867
Jamaican? Wow. Beautiful.
906
00:33:07,867 --> 00:33:10,200
I found myself
being more attracted
907
00:33:10,266 --> 00:33:12,367
to the women
more so than the men,
908
00:33:12,367 --> 00:33:13,600
which is really interesting,
909
00:33:13,667 --> 00:33:16,200
and it makes me question,
like, should I approach dating
910
00:33:16,266 --> 00:33:17,367
from a different angle?
911
00:33:17,367 --> 00:33:18,435
Should I be hitting
on women more?
912
00:33:18,435 --> 00:33:19,200
Should I be hitting
on women more?
913
00:33:19,266 --> 00:33:20,400
Like, is that formu--
914
00:33:20,467 --> 00:33:21,400
I don't know! It just...
915
00:33:21,467 --> 00:33:22,400
It's a little confusing.
916
00:33:22,467 --> 00:33:24,367
And I know it'll clear up
917
00:33:24,367 --> 00:33:26,867
as I learn more about
who I am as a person
918
00:33:26,867 --> 00:33:28,367
and what I want.
919
00:33:28,367 --> 00:33:29,500
All right, everyone!
920
00:33:29,567 --> 00:33:32,000
Time's up, and that
was our last round.
921
00:33:32,066 --> 00:33:33,967
Do you think you made
some matches?
922
00:33:33,967 --> 00:33:35,500
-[everyone] Yeah!
-[Paula] Yeah?
923
00:33:35,567 --> 00:33:37,000
Speed dating has helped me
924
00:33:37,066 --> 00:33:38,767
move past my situation
with Yash.
925
00:33:38,767 --> 00:33:40,567
I am just moving forward now.
926
00:33:40,567 --> 00:33:42,066
If someone is not
interested in me,
927
00:33:42,066 --> 00:33:43,967
then I don't wanna
waste my time
928
00:33:43,967 --> 00:33:45,100
trying to build
something with them.
929
00:33:45,166 --> 00:33:47,300
I don't feel like Yash
was super interested in me...
930
00:33:47,367 --> 00:33:48,435
So, I have an open mind
931
00:33:48,435 --> 00:33:49,166
So, I have an open mind
932
00:33:49,166 --> 00:33:50,567
and I am moving forward.
933
00:33:50,567 --> 00:33:52,000
[both squealing]
934
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:53,166
-I love you!
-[both laughing]
935
00:33:54,467 --> 00:33:55,667
[Jazz sighing]
936
00:33:55,667 --> 00:33:58,000
[Jaclyn] Well, that was
an interesting night.
937
00:33:58,467 --> 00:33:59,367
I know.
938
00:34:00,100 --> 00:34:01,500
[laughing]
939
00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:04,367
It's nice not talking
to a stranger.
940
00:34:05,166 --> 00:34:06,900
[Jaclyn] Adiós, puchachos.
941
00:34:06,967 --> 00:34:08,166
All right, so...
942
00:34:08,166 --> 00:34:09,266
How was that for you?
943
00:34:09,266 --> 00:34:10,266
That was pretty good.
944
00:34:10,266 --> 00:34:11,767
I mean, I'm a little
disappointed...
945
00:34:11,767 --> 00:34:14,467
I liked the guy, Kristian,
I though the was pretty cute.
946
00:34:17,467 --> 00:34:18,435
[Jazz] Don't be nervous!
947
00:34:18,435 --> 00:34:18,900
[Jazz] Don't be nervous!
948
00:34:18,967 --> 00:34:19,967
He was really cute.
949
00:34:19,967 --> 00:34:21,166
When he came over
to talk to me,
950
00:34:21,166 --> 00:34:22,967
I'm not gonna lie,
I was kinda disappointed
951
00:34:22,967 --> 00:34:24,467
with his energy and his vibe.
952
00:34:24,467 --> 00:34:26,266
I also kind of...
953
00:34:26,266 --> 00:34:28,567
vibe-wise, didn't really
connect with him that much.
954
00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:30,300
But some of the ladies there,
955
00:34:30,367 --> 00:34:31,867
or female-presenting people,
956
00:34:31,867 --> 00:34:33,467
I did really
connect with and...
957
00:34:33,467 --> 00:34:34,367
[Jaclyn] Me, too.
958
00:34:34,367 --> 00:34:35,467
Yeah, they were super sweet
959
00:34:35,467 --> 00:34:36,767
and I was like, "Oh, wow.
960
00:34:36,767 --> 00:34:38,266
Like, you're really cool.
961
00:34:38,266 --> 00:34:40,000
Like, this is amazing..."
962
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:41,467
-I don't know,
it was really fun.
-I agree.
963
00:34:41,467 --> 00:34:42,600
There were some really nice
964
00:34:42,667 --> 00:34:45,000
female-identifying
people there.
965
00:34:45,066 --> 00:34:47,700
I haven't dated
a lot of girls in my life.
966
00:34:47,767 --> 00:34:48,435
So, this speed dating event
really showed me
967
00:34:48,435 --> 00:34:49,767
So, this speed dating event
really showed me
968
00:34:49,767 --> 00:34:52,700
that, you know,
maybe I should pursue women
969
00:34:52,767 --> 00:34:55,467
because I connected
with the women at the event
more than the men.
970
00:34:56,266 --> 00:34:57,900
[sighing]
971
00:34:57,967 --> 00:34:59,700
I just don't think I like men.
972
00:34:59,767 --> 00:35:01,767
[giggling] No. I'm kidding.
973
00:35:01,767 --> 00:35:03,567
You know, I felt
really confident tonight.
974
00:35:03,567 --> 00:35:05,667
In the past,
I have experienced
975
00:35:05,667 --> 00:35:06,800
a lot of social anxiety,
976
00:35:06,867 --> 00:35:08,567
and I feel like
the more I grow up,
977
00:35:08,567 --> 00:35:10,200
the more I'm overcoming it.
978
00:35:10,266 --> 00:35:12,300
I feel like I'm not gonna
be nervous anymore
979
00:35:12,367 --> 00:35:13,300
when I talk to people
980
00:35:13,300 --> 00:35:14,900
I'm just gonna be
my true, authentic self.
981
00:35:14,967 --> 00:35:16,800
I feel like I sound like
a pageant queen right now.
982
00:35:16,867 --> 00:35:18,435
I'm like, "I enter
with optimism
983
00:35:18,435 --> 00:35:19,367
I'm like, "I enter
with optimism
984
00:35:19,367 --> 00:35:22,066
and the hope that
I will find someone.
985
00:35:22,066 --> 00:35:25,467
I know that by being
the true version of me,
986
00:35:25,467 --> 00:35:28,467
I will meet the lover
of my life!"
987
00:35:30,100 --> 00:35:31,066
And that's it.
988
00:35:32,100 --> 00:35:34,400
I do have a lot
to tell my parents
989
00:35:34,467 --> 00:35:36,166
about my future at Harvard.
990
00:35:36,166 --> 00:35:39,467
There's something I wanted
to talk to both of you about.
991
00:35:39,467 --> 00:35:40,800
I really am just nervous
992
00:35:40,867 --> 00:35:43,000
that my parents are gonna
be broken-hearted
993
00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:46,066
by me even considering
this as an option.
994
00:35:46,066 --> 00:35:47,567
[Jeanette] What?
What do you mean?
995
00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:01,400
-[Greg] Hmm...
-[Jazz] Not quite.
996
00:36:01,467 --> 00:36:02,567
I'll let you off the hook.
997
00:36:02,567 --> 00:36:03,767
Oh! I keep...
998
00:36:04,700 --> 00:36:05,867
-[Greg] You ready?
-Mmm-hmm.
999
00:36:07,367 --> 00:36:08,166
[groaning]
1000
00:36:08,567 --> 00:36:09,800
Got ya.
1001
00:36:09,867 --> 00:36:11,867
-Oh, I got you.
-Okay, tips. Tips count.
1002
00:36:11,867 --> 00:36:13,500
-You guys are so competitive.
-[Jazz] Let's just play this.
1003
00:36:13,567 --> 00:36:14,400
I would never play that game.
1004
00:36:14,467 --> 00:36:15,467
I'm sucky at it.
1005
00:36:15,467 --> 00:36:16,767
Good game, good game.
1006
00:36:16,767 --> 00:36:18,000
-I'll shuffle these.
-I love watching--
1007
00:36:18,066 --> 00:36:19,100
I love watching your bridges,
1008
00:36:19,100 --> 00:36:20,367
mine aren't as good as yours.
1009
00:36:21,500 --> 00:36:22,700
[Greg] Oh, look at you.
Card show.
1010
00:36:22,767 --> 00:36:23,900
That's the best I can do.
1011
00:36:23,967 --> 00:36:27,200
I think I hear some boys
wanting in, too.
1012
00:36:27,266 --> 00:36:29,000
[brother calling out
indistinctly]
1013
00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:30,266
-All right.
-Are we gonna
deal them in or--
1014
00:36:30,266 --> 00:36:31,700
-Wassup?
-You wanna play?
1015
00:36:32,567 --> 00:36:33,867
-We have plans.
-We just started.
1016
00:36:33,867 --> 00:36:34,867
We just started.
1017
00:36:34,867 --> 00:36:35,967
[Jeanette and Jazz] Oh...
1018
00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:37,700
I'm like, about to put
my socks on and everything.
1019
00:36:37,767 --> 00:36:39,166
[Sander] We're going out!
1020
00:36:39,166 --> 00:36:40,767
Jazz is outdating us
right now,
1021
00:36:40,767 --> 00:36:42,600
so, like, we gotta
pick up our game.
1022
00:36:42,667 --> 00:36:44,467
Didn't you just do
speed dating, too?
1023
00:36:44,467 --> 00:36:45,667
Yes, I did.
1024
00:36:45,667 --> 00:36:46,900
-What was that like?
-What is speed dating?
1025
00:36:46,967 --> 00:36:48,300
It was really cool
'cause everyone there
1026
00:36:48,367 --> 00:36:49,467
was sexually fluid
1027
00:36:49,467 --> 00:36:51,190
and you got to mingle
with not just...
1028
00:36:51,190 --> 00:36:51,667
and you got to mingle
with not just...
1029
00:36:51,667 --> 00:36:53,166
men but with women as well.
1030
00:36:53,166 --> 00:36:55,266
Like, it was a whole
array of people.
1031
00:36:55,266 --> 00:36:57,200
And it was interesting
'cause I haven't had
1032
00:36:57,266 --> 00:36:58,900
as much experience
dating women,
1033
00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:00,600
but the women
were really cool.
1034
00:37:00,667 --> 00:37:02,967
I think I kinda bonded
with some of the women
1035
00:37:02,967 --> 00:37:05,567
more so than some
of the men that were there.
1036
00:37:05,567 --> 00:37:07,266
And when people came over
I would be like,
1037
00:37:07,266 --> 00:37:09,266
"Hey, handsome!"
or "Hey, beautiful."
1038
00:37:09,266 --> 00:37:10,567
-[Jeanette] Ooh...
-Like, I was like...
1039
00:37:10,567 --> 00:37:12,200
a little flirty.
1040
00:37:12,266 --> 00:37:13,600
So, was speed dating
a success?
1041
00:37:13,667 --> 00:37:15,567
It was a success in terms of
1042
00:37:15,567 --> 00:37:17,266
me discovering more
about myself
1043
00:37:17,266 --> 00:37:20,100
and how confident
and strong I can be.
1044
00:37:20,100 --> 00:37:21,190
Um, but in terms
of finding someone...
1045
00:37:21,190 --> 00:37:22,600
Um, but in terms
of finding someone...
1046
00:37:22,667 --> 00:37:25,367
I'm mostly attracted to people
based off their personality
1047
00:37:25,367 --> 00:37:28,367
and in three minutes
you can't really get a grasp
1048
00:37:28,367 --> 00:37:29,567
of someone's personality.
1049
00:37:29,567 --> 00:37:31,467
It's kind of...
It's hard, it's hard.
1050
00:37:31,467 --> 00:37:33,767
I think I'm giving up
on dating in Florida.
1051
00:37:33,767 --> 00:37:35,400
I'm gonna be living
in Cambridge
1052
00:37:35,467 --> 00:37:36,867
for a couple months anyway,
1053
00:37:36,867 --> 00:37:38,767
and that's where
my primary home is at,
1054
00:37:38,767 --> 00:37:40,567
so I'm really looking forward
1055
00:37:40,567 --> 00:37:43,166
to taking this dating app
to Massachusetts.
1056
00:37:43,166 --> 00:37:44,800
And hopefully,
I'll meet someone there
1057
00:37:44,867 --> 00:37:45,967
who's local,
1058
00:37:45,967 --> 00:37:48,367
and I'll fall in love.
1059
00:37:48,367 --> 00:37:50,000
So, where are you guys
going tonight?
1060
00:37:50,667 --> 00:37:51,190
Well, that's for us to know
1061
00:37:51,190 --> 00:37:52,700
Well, that's for us to know
1062
00:37:52,767 --> 00:37:54,400
and you to look up
on 'Find My Kids'.
1063
00:37:55,767 --> 00:37:57,266
-'Find My Kids'?
-[laughing]
1064
00:37:57,266 --> 00:37:58,700
-Bye!
-Bye, be safe.
1065
00:37:58,767 --> 00:37:59,900
-Good luck in your game.
-Have fun.
1066
00:38:00,567 --> 00:38:01,367
Let's see...
1067
00:38:01,867 --> 00:38:03,200
What's wild?
1068
00:38:03,266 --> 00:38:04,800
-Sevens are wild.
-Okay.
1069
00:38:07,166 --> 00:38:09,166
[Jazz] I do have a lot
going on in my mind
1070
00:38:09,166 --> 00:38:11,367
and about my future
at Harvard.
1071
00:38:11,367 --> 00:38:14,000
I definitely feel like I have
to tell my parents about it.
1072
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,467
I'm just hoping that
1073
00:38:15,467 --> 00:38:17,467
it doesn't damper
the mood in any way.
1074
00:38:17,467 --> 00:38:20,667
Would you say,
"Kings, queens
and in-betweens"?
1075
00:38:20,667 --> 00:38:21,190
-Yes.
-That's a cute phrase.
1076
00:38:21,190 --> 00:38:22,667
-Yes.
-That's a cute phrase.
1077
00:38:22,667 --> 00:38:23,867
[Jazz] I really
am just nervous
1078
00:38:23,900 --> 00:38:26,166
that my parents
are gonna be
broken-hearted
1079
00:38:26,166 --> 00:38:29,567
by me even considering
this as an option.
1080
00:38:29,567 --> 00:38:31,867
[inhaling deeply, sighing]
1081
00:38:31,867 --> 00:38:34,800
I am just really
stressed out right now.
1082
00:38:34,867 --> 00:38:37,000
-What's the score so far?
-[Jeanette] Don't even!
1083
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,867
Dad's in the lead with 9,
then me with 11
1084
00:38:38,867 --> 00:38:40,367
then Mom with 53.
1085
00:38:40,467 --> 00:38:41,867
[exhaling dramatically]
1086
00:38:41,867 --> 00:38:42,967
[Jazz] All right, um...
1087
00:38:44,767 --> 00:38:46,900
[Greg] Throwing down the king!
1088
00:38:46,967 --> 00:38:49,467
[Jazz] There's something
I wanted to talk
to both of you about.
1089
00:38:50,567 --> 00:38:51,190
Um...
1090
00:38:51,190 --> 00:38:51,567
Um...
1091
00:38:53,700 --> 00:38:54,767
I'm a little scared,
1092
00:38:54,767 --> 00:38:56,400
I don't wanna disappoint
either of you,
1093
00:38:56,467 --> 00:38:58,767
but I have thought
about it and...
1094
00:38:59,900 --> 00:39:01,967
I don't know,
there's a possibility that...
1095
00:39:03,767 --> 00:39:06,100
I might not go back to school
after this semester
1096
00:39:06,166 --> 00:39:07,700
or I may take a gap year
1097
00:39:07,767 --> 00:39:08,700
to figure things out.
1098
00:39:08,767 --> 00:39:10,400
-[Jeanette] What?
-[Greg] Wait, what?
1099
00:39:10,467 --> 00:39:11,500
[Jeanette] What do you mean?
1100
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:15,100
[Jazz] We have been
through this before.
1101
00:39:15,166 --> 00:39:18,100
[Jeanette] And I can't believe
this is happening again.
1102
00:39:18,166 --> 00:39:20,500
But I know that Harvard
is the best place for her
1103
00:39:20,567 --> 00:39:21,190
at this point in time
in her life.
1104
00:39:21,190 --> 00:39:22,066
at this point in time
in her life.
1105
00:39:22,066 --> 00:39:23,700
She'd be making a huge mistake
1106
00:39:23,767 --> 00:39:26,100
if she doesn't continue
her education.
1107
00:39:26,166 --> 00:39:28,767
[Jazz] This fall semester
I'm doing it, 100%.
1108
00:39:28,767 --> 00:39:30,567
However, before
spring semester,
1109
00:39:30,567 --> 00:39:33,600
if I wanna take
more time off, I can.
1110
00:39:33,667 --> 00:39:36,700
Now I'm stressed out because
you don't have a plan B.
1111
00:39:37,700 --> 00:39:40,066
A is Harvard, B is...
1112
00:39:40,066 --> 00:39:42,700
Well, I think there are
so many options
1113
00:39:42,767 --> 00:39:45,100
and so many paths for me.
1114
00:39:45,166 --> 00:39:48,967
And I could see myself
being successful
without Harvard.
1115
00:39:48,967 --> 00:39:50,567
Um, and...
1116
00:39:50,567 --> 00:39:51,190
Obviously, I already
kind of have a career
1117
00:39:51,190 --> 00:39:52,467
Obviously, I already
kind of have a career
1118
00:39:52,467 --> 00:39:54,367
as an LGBTQIA+ activist,
1119
00:39:54,367 --> 00:39:55,967
and I can continue
leading on that
1120
00:39:55,967 --> 00:39:57,567
and helping people
1121
00:39:57,567 --> 00:40:00,500
and still, you know,
having a job doing that.
1122
00:40:00,567 --> 00:40:01,967
-So...
-You're not there yet.
1123
00:40:01,967 --> 00:40:03,367
But aren't you
going to school to...
1124
00:40:03,367 --> 00:40:04,600
I mean, you're
taking classes...
1125
00:40:04,667 --> 00:40:06,000
[Jazz] Not for myself, yeah.
1126
00:40:06,066 --> 00:40:09,567
...to get some knowledge
and to get skills.
1127
00:40:09,567 --> 00:40:11,100
-Absolutely.
-And to hone skills
1128
00:40:11,166 --> 00:40:13,767
that you may have
already, refine them.
1129
00:40:13,767 --> 00:40:16,500
Most of these professors
are world-renowned professors.
1130
00:40:16,567 --> 00:40:17,567
[Jazz] I know.
1131
00:40:17,567 --> 00:40:18,600
[Greg] We're listening.
1132
00:40:18,667 --> 00:40:19,867
If she's having reservations,
1133
00:40:19,867 --> 00:40:21,190
we definitely wanna
hear her out.
1134
00:40:21,190 --> 00:40:22,266
we definitely wanna
hear her out.
1135
00:40:22,266 --> 00:40:24,367
But very few people
are given that opportunity
1136
00:40:24,367 --> 00:40:25,600
to go to Harvard,
1137
00:40:25,667 --> 00:40:28,000
so she should see it out.
1138
00:40:29,266 --> 00:40:30,467
[Jazz] If things
don't work out,
1139
00:40:30,467 --> 00:40:31,767
I just wanted
to let you both know
1140
00:40:31,767 --> 00:40:34,200
that it was on my mind
that, you know,
1141
00:40:34,266 --> 00:40:36,200
I may not finish
my education there.
1142
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:40,000
I know this is really hard,
1143
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:42,300
but I want you to think
deeply about this, okay?
1144
00:40:43,700 --> 00:40:44,767
Okay...
1145
00:40:44,767 --> 00:40:47,000
I could tell my parents
are pissed off.
1146
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,500
Even though they know
it's my life
1147
00:40:48,567 --> 00:40:50,467
and that I'm the one
who has to make decisions
1148
00:40:50,467 --> 00:40:51,190
about what path they take,
1149
00:40:51,190 --> 00:40:51,767
about what path they take,
1150
00:40:51,767 --> 00:40:53,667
I know they really want
to see me graduate
1151
00:40:53,667 --> 00:40:55,100
and get that degree.
1152
00:40:55,166 --> 00:40:57,967
But not every path
requires a degree
1153
00:40:57,967 --> 00:40:59,000
and an education.
1154
00:40:59,767 --> 00:41:00,767
I don't know what to do.
1155
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:08,400
Jazz, you excited to leave?
1156
00:41:08,467 --> 00:41:10,166
Yeah. [whooping weakly]
1157
00:41:10,166 --> 00:41:13,800
The day has come and Jazz
is going back to Harvard.
1158
00:41:13,867 --> 00:41:16,100
Now that we're here,
in Cambridge,
1159
00:41:16,100 --> 00:41:20,000
How do you feel about
your long-term view of school?
1160
00:41:20,066 --> 00:41:21,190
[Jazz] I've been gifted
this incredible opportunity
to go to Harvard.
1161
00:41:21,190 --> 00:41:23,100
[Jazz] I've been gifted
this incredible opportunity
to go to Harvard.
1162
00:41:23,100 --> 00:41:24,266
But at the same time,
1163
00:41:24,266 --> 00:41:27,467
I know that it's not the only
life path I could take.
1164
00:41:29,667 --> 00:41:32,567
I've a reservation for two
under the name Jazz.
1165
00:41:32,567 --> 00:41:33,900
Tonight is a special night.
1166
00:41:33,967 --> 00:41:36,467
Because I am going
on a date with Erin.
1167
00:41:36,467 --> 00:41:39,266
And I'm gonna be meeting her
for the first time and...
1168
00:41:39,266 --> 00:41:40,767
I feel all the jitters.
1169
00:41:40,767 --> 00:41:44,066
I haven't kissed someone
in so long, it's been, like,
years for me.
1170
00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:48,100
So, I get a message
1171
00:41:48,100 --> 00:41:49,667
from the Harvard
administration
1172
00:41:49,667 --> 00:41:51,190
saying that someone
wanted to kill me.
1173
00:41:51,190 --> 00:41:52,066
saying that someone
wanted to kill me.
1174
00:41:52,066 --> 00:41:54,066
You can get used
to being hated on.
1175
00:41:54,066 --> 00:41:56,066
Like, that's fine,
I have a thick skin.
1176
00:41:56,066 --> 00:41:57,467
I don't care
what people think.
1177
00:41:57,467 --> 00:41:59,467
But when someone
threatens to kill you
1178
00:41:59,467 --> 00:42:00,667
and they know where you live
1179
00:42:00,667 --> 00:42:02,066
and what school you attend,
1180
00:42:02,066 --> 00:42:03,800
that's a whole
different thing.
1181
00:42:03,867 --> 00:42:05,567
And it's terrifying.
1182
00:42:05,567 --> 00:42:07,367
Someone wants to kill me.
1183
00:42:07,367 --> 00:42:09,266
Just for being transgender.
1184
00:42:09,266 --> 00:42:10,500
-Look at me.
-Okay.
1185
00:42:10,567 --> 00:42:11,767
This is serious.
1186
00:42:11,767 --> 00:42:14,467
You live in a world
with a lot of hate.
1187
00:42:14,467 --> 00:42:16,100
And you're increasing
your chances
1188
00:42:16,100 --> 00:42:17,500
of that hate
coming towards you.
1189
00:42:17,567 --> 00:42:19,100
I see them out
with the trans flags
1190
00:42:19,100 --> 00:42:20,867
in this world where
transgender people
1191
00:42:20,867 --> 00:42:21,190
aren't accepted
like they should be.
1192
00:42:21,190 --> 00:42:22,667
aren't accepted
like they should be.
1193
00:42:22,667 --> 00:42:24,000
And I'm absolutely terrified.
1194
00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:26,166
I just need to get over there.
1195
00:42:26,166 --> 00:42:27,467
[woman] Everybody, come on!