1 00:00:10,844 --> 00:00:13,714 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:13,847 --> 00:00:20,888 ♪ ♪ 3 00:00:25,559 --> 00:00:27,227 - I'm gonna do this, man. 4 00:00:27,361 --> 00:00:28,795 I'm gonna do this. 5 00:00:28,929 --> 00:00:31,131 I'm gonna fight this thing out till the last breath. 6 00:00:31,198 --> 00:00:34,902 ♪ ♪ 7 00:00:35,002 --> 00:00:38,338 - OK, game on. 8 00:00:38,405 --> 00:00:40,007 [bear growls] 9 00:00:40,107 --> 00:00:41,675 - [grunts] - I got him. 10 00:00:41,808 --> 00:00:44,778 - In "Alone's" most remote location yet... 11 00:00:44,845 --> 00:00:46,813 - [screams] 12 00:00:46,880 --> 00:00:50,550 - Ten participants set out to survive at all costs. 13 00:00:50,684 --> 00:00:52,352 - My goal is to stay alive. 14 00:00:52,486 --> 00:00:53,887 ♪ ♪ 15 00:00:53,954 --> 00:00:55,923 - [groans] 16 00:00:56,023 --> 00:00:58,492 - Battling extreme isolation. 17 00:00:58,558 --> 00:00:59,960 - There is no camera crews. 18 00:01:00,060 --> 00:01:01,762 You are really alone. 19 00:01:01,828 --> 00:01:03,597 - It'll eat at you, tear you up. 20 00:01:03,730 --> 00:01:05,699 - God, why? - It's a battle. 21 00:01:05,799 --> 00:01:06,967 Nobody ever comes out the same. 22 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:09,202 - Oh, man. - It'd be impossible to. 23 00:01:09,336 --> 00:01:11,171 - And fierce predators. 24 00:01:11,238 --> 00:01:12,806 - It's a big bear. 25 00:01:12,873 --> 00:01:15,242 It was right outside my shelter. 26 00:01:15,375 --> 00:01:17,611 - Predators like that damn sure gonna kill you. 27 00:01:17,711 --> 00:01:20,180 - Please don't rip my face off. [marten screeching] 28 00:01:20,280 --> 00:01:22,482 Ow. He bit the hell out of me. 29 00:01:22,616 --> 00:01:24,051 - They'll endure merciless wind... 30 00:01:24,117 --> 00:01:27,120 - Been over 60 hours, and it has not let up. 31 00:01:27,220 --> 00:01:29,923 - I can hear the trees falling down around me. 32 00:01:29,990 --> 00:01:31,925 - And bitter cold. 33 00:01:32,025 --> 00:01:35,395 - This whole place has turned into a frozen hill. 34 00:01:35,529 --> 00:01:39,099 - Last one standing... - It's a moose. Wow. 35 00:01:39,199 --> 00:01:42,803 - Whoo! - No, no. 36 00:01:42,936 --> 00:01:44,104 - Wins. 37 00:01:44,204 --> 00:01:51,211 ♪ ♪ 38 00:01:55,616 --> 00:01:58,919 - I'm out looking for anything this morning. 39 00:01:59,052 --> 00:02:01,321 See how fresh that bear [bleep] is? 40 00:02:01,388 --> 00:02:03,357 I just got to find him. 41 00:02:03,490 --> 00:02:06,560 I don't have to accept failure. 42 00:02:06,660 --> 00:02:09,029 I just have to continue to get food. 43 00:02:09,162 --> 00:02:11,031 - [sighs] 44 00:02:11,164 --> 00:02:13,800 I don't think I can shoot this bear. 45 00:02:13,867 --> 00:02:17,037 It's obviously a sow with cubs. 46 00:02:17,170 --> 00:02:18,839 What a beautiful sign. 47 00:02:18,972 --> 00:02:22,075 Time to go home to my mama bear and my cub. 48 00:02:22,209 --> 00:02:23,944 ♪ ♪ 49 00:02:24,044 --> 00:02:25,679 - I hit it. 50 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:26,847 Hell yeah. 51 00:02:26,947 --> 00:02:28,615 I got a bird, but I'm down an arrow. 52 00:02:28,682 --> 00:02:30,817 - Now that I have my shelter completed, 53 00:02:30,917 --> 00:02:34,921 this pull to go home is just burning inside of me. 54 00:02:35,022 --> 00:02:38,325 This is Jodi Rose. I'm officially tapping out. 55 00:02:38,392 --> 00:02:41,428 - Stay right there, my friend. [marten snarls] 56 00:02:41,561 --> 00:02:43,130 You're free, you're free! 57 00:02:43,196 --> 00:02:44,998 I'm gonna take down all my snares. 58 00:02:45,132 --> 00:02:46,633 I haven't seen any rabbits, 59 00:02:46,767 --> 00:02:48,902 and I did not like that poor thing suffering in that snare. 60 00:02:49,002 --> 00:02:50,737 - Can you see it? Oh, ho. 61 00:02:50,804 --> 00:02:52,139 [imitates growling] 62 00:02:52,205 --> 00:02:53,607 I got two nice fish. 63 00:02:53,707 --> 00:02:55,175 Yes! 64 00:02:55,242 --> 00:02:57,544 I put them in safe reservoir for the night. 65 00:02:57,644 --> 00:02:58,945 How the [bleep]? 66 00:02:59,046 --> 00:03:00,580 Oh, no, they're gone. 67 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:03,383 Obviously, it [bleep] wasn't. 68 00:03:03,517 --> 00:03:10,524 ♪ ♪ 69 00:03:33,080 --> 00:03:35,082 - Done the gillnet. 70 00:03:37,117 --> 00:03:39,920 She's done. 71 00:03:40,020 --> 00:03:43,557 Launch the gillnet into the lake. 72 00:03:43,690 --> 00:03:49,329 ♪ ♪ 73 00:03:49,396 --> 00:03:50,764 The fishing doesn't get any better 74 00:03:50,831 --> 00:03:52,232 as it goes into winter. 75 00:03:52,365 --> 00:03:56,503 So it was good to have another means of potentially 76 00:03:56,603 --> 00:04:00,140 getting food besides hand casting. 77 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:04,211 So I'm really putting a lot of hope into my gillnet. 78 00:04:04,277 --> 00:04:10,917 ♪ ♪ 79 00:04:11,051 --> 00:04:14,321 [sighs] Man. 80 00:04:14,421 --> 00:04:16,690 After all that, I forgot to press record. 81 00:04:16,756 --> 00:04:18,458 I just launched my gillnet. 82 00:04:18,558 --> 00:04:21,161 It went really smoothly. 83 00:04:21,228 --> 00:04:23,196 Yeah, so there's the gillnet, guys. 84 00:04:25,599 --> 00:04:28,201 I'm just looking for some half blind, dumb old fish 85 00:04:28,335 --> 00:04:30,770 to swim into it. 86 00:04:30,871 --> 00:04:35,776 ♪ ♪ 87 00:04:35,842 --> 00:04:38,612 Good day for building the door to the shelter. 88 00:04:38,712 --> 00:04:40,447 I don't want to get hit with three or four days 89 00:04:40,514 --> 00:04:42,449 of crappy weather and be stuck in there 90 00:04:42,549 --> 00:04:43,450 without the door. 91 00:04:43,550 --> 00:04:46,319 ♪ ♪ 92 00:04:46,419 --> 00:04:48,788 I wasn't too interested in school. 93 00:04:48,922 --> 00:04:51,391 It's so ironic because I'm a teacher now, right? 94 00:04:51,525 --> 00:04:52,926 But no, school wasn't my thing. 95 00:04:52,993 --> 00:04:54,794 I hated doing homework. 96 00:04:54,928 --> 00:04:56,429 I want to keep these ones more spaced out 97 00:04:56,563 --> 00:04:59,633 because my door tapers wide at the bottom. 98 00:04:59,766 --> 00:05:02,135 What do I want to do in life? I want to have fun, right? 99 00:05:02,202 --> 00:05:03,603 I don't want to go home and do homework. 100 00:05:03,737 --> 00:05:05,939 I want to go ride my bike. I want to go fishing. 101 00:05:06,006 --> 00:05:08,808 There's some good moss up here. 102 00:05:08,909 --> 00:05:10,744 The teachers I respected the most 103 00:05:10,844 --> 00:05:13,380 and worked the hardest for were the ones that 104 00:05:13,480 --> 00:05:14,881 I had a good relationship with, 105 00:05:15,015 --> 00:05:16,383 that had time for me, was interested in me 106 00:05:16,483 --> 00:05:18,084 as a human. 107 00:05:18,151 --> 00:05:20,987 This is gonna be one well insulated door, 108 00:05:21,121 --> 00:05:23,056 that's for sure. 109 00:05:23,156 --> 00:05:24,391 My favorite part about teaching is 110 00:05:24,524 --> 00:05:25,959 the relationships and connections 111 00:05:26,092 --> 00:05:28,328 you form with the kids. 112 00:05:28,395 --> 00:05:30,964 I like to show them my human side a lot. 113 00:05:31,064 --> 00:05:32,432 I admit when I make mistakes. 114 00:05:32,566 --> 00:05:35,702 I'm constantly joking around and just trying to have 115 00:05:35,802 --> 00:05:37,571 as much fun as possible. 116 00:05:37,637 --> 00:05:41,842 That will hold that moss there, like, rock solid. 117 00:05:41,975 --> 00:05:45,946 And trying to think of ways to make learning fun. 118 00:05:46,046 --> 00:05:50,951 ♪ ♪ 119 00:05:51,084 --> 00:05:55,789 And that's my door, my insulated moss door. 120 00:05:55,922 --> 00:05:57,724 That's sweet. 121 00:05:57,824 --> 00:06:00,627 I'm ready for winter. 122 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:07,767 ♪ ♪ 123 00:06:18,478 --> 00:06:21,815 - Being hungry makes you do some questionable stuff. 124 00:06:24,551 --> 00:06:26,519 Howdy, mister. 125 00:06:26,620 --> 00:06:31,124 Um, you the guy giving out berries? 126 00:06:31,191 --> 00:06:33,093 I be that man. 127 00:06:33,193 --> 00:06:34,928 ♪ ♪ 128 00:06:34,995 --> 00:06:37,230 You be the man looking for the bears? 129 00:06:37,364 --> 00:06:38,898 How did you know I was looking for a bear? 130 00:06:38,999 --> 00:06:40,200 He come through here? 131 00:06:40,300 --> 00:06:41,568 Where'd he go? 132 00:06:41,635 --> 00:06:44,137 I couldn't tell you that kind of information. 133 00:06:44,204 --> 00:06:47,274 That bear, he told me you're a crafty feller. 134 00:06:47,407 --> 00:06:50,610 Ain't to be trusted. 135 00:06:50,677 --> 00:06:53,280 Not me. I'm a pretty trustworthy guy. 136 00:06:53,413 --> 00:06:56,249 Mm. 137 00:06:56,316 --> 00:06:58,451 You seem down on your luck. 138 00:06:58,518 --> 00:07:04,524 ♪ ♪ 139 00:07:04,624 --> 00:07:07,193 Can of berries for your trouble. 140 00:07:07,327 --> 00:07:09,596 Thank you so much. Thank you. 141 00:07:09,729 --> 00:07:10,597 Now, get. 142 00:07:10,730 --> 00:07:11,831 Yes, sir. 143 00:07:11,965 --> 00:07:13,967 I'll be on my way. 144 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:20,940 ♪ ♪ 145 00:07:21,041 --> 00:07:22,842 Hi there. 146 00:07:22,976 --> 00:07:24,744 Are you the guy giving out berries? 147 00:07:24,844 --> 00:07:28,014 You look at an awful lot like the first fella who just come 148 00:07:28,081 --> 00:07:29,082 running through these parts. 149 00:07:29,215 --> 00:07:30,283 Not me. 150 00:07:30,417 --> 00:07:32,485 I've never been here a day in my life. 151 00:07:32,585 --> 00:07:34,721 You sure you ain't the same fella? 152 00:07:34,788 --> 00:07:37,157 I'm positive. 153 00:07:37,290 --> 00:07:38,725 Take your berries and get. 154 00:07:38,825 --> 00:07:40,760 Thank you so much. 155 00:07:40,827 --> 00:07:45,565 ♪ ♪ 156 00:07:45,632 --> 00:07:49,736 Can of berries. Two cans. 157 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:52,205 What a dummy. 158 00:07:52,339 --> 00:07:54,341 Cowboys are so dumb. 159 00:07:58,445 --> 00:07:59,679 Today is the day. 160 00:07:59,813 --> 00:08:01,448 Today's bear day. 161 00:08:01,514 --> 00:08:08,521 ♪ ♪ 162 00:08:10,557 --> 00:08:11,891 Hopefully, that bear's out in that meadow, 163 00:08:11,958 --> 00:08:14,494 picking off the very last of the berries. 164 00:08:14,594 --> 00:08:16,930 I got a good idea where I want to sit. 165 00:08:16,996 --> 00:08:20,734 All I can do is hope he'll do what I think he's gonna do 166 00:08:20,834 --> 00:08:22,435 and be there waiting on him. 167 00:08:22,569 --> 00:08:28,575 ♪ ♪ 168 00:08:28,641 --> 00:08:31,611 OK. 169 00:08:31,678 --> 00:08:36,182 There's a little bit of berries still left in this patch 170 00:08:36,282 --> 00:08:37,484 out here. 171 00:08:37,584 --> 00:08:39,285 I got berries left. 172 00:08:39,352 --> 00:08:44,190 So there's a main trail that the caribou and the bears 173 00:08:44,324 --> 00:08:48,361 are using that comes right down here. 174 00:08:48,428 --> 00:08:51,364 ♪ ♪ 175 00:08:51,464 --> 00:08:54,200 I'll try and just set up on this trail. 176 00:08:54,334 --> 00:08:58,004 We'll make a little blind out of this cubby of trees here. 177 00:08:58,138 --> 00:09:02,442 ♪ ♪ 178 00:09:02,575 --> 00:09:04,778 I didn't gain any weight for this competition. 179 00:09:04,844 --> 00:09:07,280 I know that will be a hindrance to me. 180 00:09:07,414 --> 00:09:09,716 But I don't think that it would be right. 181 00:09:09,849 --> 00:09:12,685 I believe that the idea of being out here 182 00:09:12,752 --> 00:09:15,054 is to see how long I can survive 183 00:09:15,155 --> 00:09:17,557 on this little "Gilligan's Island" territory. 184 00:09:17,690 --> 00:09:21,094 I'll use this tree as a little chair. 185 00:09:21,194 --> 00:09:24,564 Just don't want all that bark down my neck 186 00:09:24,631 --> 00:09:26,466 every time I move my head. 187 00:09:26,599 --> 00:09:30,570 ♪ ♪ 188 00:09:30,637 --> 00:09:32,705 Think that's pretty good. 189 00:09:32,806 --> 00:09:39,245 ♪ ♪ 190 00:09:39,379 --> 00:09:43,583 Long days in this blind. I'm going crazy. 191 00:09:43,683 --> 00:09:45,084 ♪ ♪ 192 00:09:45,151 --> 00:09:50,323 It takes a lot of mental strength 193 00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:53,059 to force yourself to sit here. 194 00:09:53,159 --> 00:09:55,762 ♪ ♪ 195 00:09:55,829 --> 00:09:59,165 Thinking about my little boy a lot while I'm out here. 196 00:09:59,232 --> 00:10:02,769 I try not to, but I think a lot about the baby 197 00:10:02,869 --> 00:10:04,771 we just lost as well. 198 00:10:04,838 --> 00:10:08,741 When it's on my mind, I try to escape it, 199 00:10:08,842 --> 00:10:12,879 but it's not really something that you can get away from. 200 00:10:13,012 --> 00:10:16,116 Now I just need a bear. 201 00:10:16,249 --> 00:10:18,118 I just need a bear. 202 00:10:18,251 --> 00:10:23,122 ♪ ♪ 203 00:10:23,189 --> 00:10:24,524 [sighs] 204 00:10:26,559 --> 00:10:28,027 I had enough. 205 00:10:30,964 --> 00:10:32,966 Couldn't sit no more. 206 00:10:42,408 --> 00:10:44,410 I've come to the... 207 00:10:47,680 --> 00:10:52,118 I've come to the realization that... 208 00:10:52,252 --> 00:10:58,458 that was my last walk that far till I can get some... 209 00:10:58,558 --> 00:11:00,760 some serious food of some kind. 210 00:11:00,827 --> 00:11:03,630 I think I see a squirrel. 211 00:11:03,763 --> 00:11:07,800 I do see a squirrel way up in that tree. 212 00:11:07,901 --> 00:11:10,370 [squirrel chittering] 213 00:11:10,436 --> 00:11:17,443 ♪ ♪ 214 00:11:24,951 --> 00:11:27,520 I'm very hungry. 215 00:11:27,620 --> 00:11:30,757 I need this. 216 00:11:30,890 --> 00:11:31,991 ♪ ♪ 217 00:11:35,562 --> 00:11:38,398 [dramatic music] 218 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:39,999 ♪ ♪ 219 00:11:40,133 --> 00:11:42,936 - Got him. 220 00:11:52,845 --> 00:11:53,846 I got him good. 221 00:11:53,980 --> 00:11:56,516 He's bleeding good. 222 00:11:56,649 --> 00:11:57,884 Where is it? 223 00:11:57,951 --> 00:12:00,987 I can't even find it now. 224 00:12:01,120 --> 00:12:04,190 [bleep]. 225 00:12:04,324 --> 00:12:08,027 I think he's dead in the tree now. 226 00:12:08,161 --> 00:12:10,830 [sighs] 227 00:12:10,964 --> 00:12:13,499 I'm so hungry. 228 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:19,105 So I'm gonna try and climb this tree real quick 229 00:12:19,205 --> 00:12:21,007 and get to him. 230 00:12:21,107 --> 00:12:25,945 He's right-- he's right up there. 231 00:12:26,045 --> 00:12:28,615 He quit moving, and I can see blood dripping down. 232 00:12:28,681 --> 00:12:30,617 I think he's dead. 233 00:12:30,683 --> 00:12:32,919 I got him good with the-- oh, maybe not. 234 00:12:33,052 --> 00:12:34,687 It was a good shot. 235 00:12:34,754 --> 00:12:36,189 I can't believe he went up there 236 00:12:36,322 --> 00:12:37,757 and wrapped onto that tree and died. 237 00:12:37,890 --> 00:12:39,993 Couple blueberries here. 238 00:12:40,126 --> 00:12:41,227 That's how hungry I am. 239 00:12:41,361 --> 00:12:42,528 I'm like, "Oh, man, blueberries," 240 00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:43,696 while I'm trying to get the squirrel. 241 00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:49,502 I'm, like, 99% positive he's dead. 242 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:51,237 I can't just let him waste up there, 243 00:12:51,371 --> 00:12:53,406 not when I'm starving to death. 244 00:12:53,539 --> 00:12:56,976 Not period, but especially when I'm starving to death. 245 00:12:57,043 --> 00:12:59,412 That squirrel makes this walk to do worthwhile. 246 00:13:02,482 --> 00:13:09,389 ♪ ♪ 247 00:13:09,522 --> 00:13:12,458 - I watched my first deer die 248 00:13:12,558 --> 00:13:14,761 when I was about five years old. 249 00:13:14,827 --> 00:13:17,296 My father and I, we'd gone hunting together. 250 00:13:17,397 --> 00:13:21,167 And he--he eased the rifle up into his shoulder, 251 00:13:21,267 --> 00:13:25,238 and it went off, 252 00:13:25,371 --> 00:13:27,840 and she collapsed, 253 00:13:27,974 --> 00:13:32,211 and he smiled at me, and we walked down to her. 254 00:13:32,312 --> 00:13:35,848 and I look at her eyes, 255 00:13:35,948 --> 00:13:39,719 just lifeless open eyes, 256 00:13:39,852 --> 00:13:43,923 and I leaned down, and I touched her coat, 257 00:13:43,990 --> 00:13:46,926 and her body was warm, 258 00:13:47,026 --> 00:13:49,028 and I got all teary eyed. 259 00:13:49,162 --> 00:13:51,831 ♪ ♪ 260 00:13:51,964 --> 00:13:54,367 And I remember, he looked at me, 261 00:13:54,434 --> 00:13:57,637 and he said, "You can't undo this. 262 00:13:57,770 --> 00:13:59,338 This is how we survive." 263 00:13:59,405 --> 00:14:03,076 ♪ ♪ 264 00:14:07,413 --> 00:14:10,450 ♪ ♪ 265 00:14:10,550 --> 00:14:12,552 [squirrel chittering] 266 00:14:12,685 --> 00:14:13,886 [groans] Oh, ow. 267 00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:15,288 Ow, he's biting me. 268 00:14:15,354 --> 00:14:19,392 [bleep]. [bleep]. 269 00:14:19,525 --> 00:14:21,060 Ow, [bleep]. 270 00:14:21,160 --> 00:14:24,564 ♪ ♪ 271 00:14:24,664 --> 00:14:27,700 [panting] 272 00:14:32,805 --> 00:14:34,741 I got that squirrel. 273 00:14:39,979 --> 00:14:41,881 I bet that squirrel wasn't even worth the calories 274 00:14:42,014 --> 00:14:46,652 to climb that tree, but I'm not gonna wound a critter 275 00:14:46,719 --> 00:14:50,256 that's gonna die and leave it. 276 00:14:50,356 --> 00:14:52,759 I hit him a little low. 277 00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:56,963 Man, he bit the hell out of me. 278 00:14:57,029 --> 00:14:59,699 I'll wash that out good when I get back. 279 00:15:04,670 --> 00:15:06,372 I gotta take these-- 280 00:15:06,472 --> 00:15:10,810 take this shirt off and stuff and get the-- 281 00:15:10,877 --> 00:15:14,580 get the sticks off of me. I almost passed out. 282 00:15:14,680 --> 00:15:21,587 ♪ ♪ 283 00:15:21,721 --> 00:15:24,857 But I got a squirrel for my effort. 284 00:15:24,957 --> 00:15:31,964 ♪ ♪ 285 00:15:36,202 --> 00:15:38,371 [sighs] 286 00:15:38,438 --> 00:15:40,440 That'll do. 287 00:15:42,408 --> 00:15:49,415 ♪ ♪ 288 00:15:53,119 --> 00:15:57,723 - Last night, my door was, like, rock solid. 289 00:15:57,790 --> 00:16:02,829 It's a beautiful bluebird day out there, but she's chilly. 290 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:04,797 I'm gonna check the gillnet right now. 291 00:16:04,931 --> 00:16:06,299 Exciting stuff, man. 292 00:16:06,399 --> 00:16:08,935 Keep her going. Keep pushing. 293 00:16:09,001 --> 00:16:13,706 ♪ ♪ 294 00:16:13,806 --> 00:16:17,543 I'm really putting a lot of hope into my gillnet. 295 00:16:17,643 --> 00:16:20,046 This could be my key to staying 296 00:16:20,179 --> 00:16:21,447 in the game the longest. 297 00:16:21,547 --> 00:16:24,250 ♪ ♪ 298 00:16:24,350 --> 00:16:26,085 Come on, fish in the gillnet. 299 00:16:26,152 --> 00:16:28,321 ♪ ♪ 300 00:16:28,421 --> 00:16:30,857 It doesn't look like there's anything in there 301 00:16:30,957 --> 00:16:34,160 that I can see. Nope. 302 00:16:34,293 --> 00:16:36,629 Damn, I was really hoping I had fish in here 303 00:16:36,762 --> 00:16:38,097 this morning. 304 00:16:38,197 --> 00:16:41,167 I need to eat, 305 00:16:41,234 --> 00:16:46,606 or my time here is going to be brief. 306 00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:48,274 That sucks. 307 00:16:48,407 --> 00:16:53,045 ♪ ♪ 308 00:16:53,179 --> 00:16:56,516 I've noticed the fall brushing my cheeks some nights, 309 00:16:56,649 --> 00:16:58,885 that cold air coming in. 310 00:16:58,951 --> 00:17:02,655 Some of the things I was eating are dying off, 311 00:17:02,755 --> 00:17:04,323 like the Labrador tea. 312 00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:06,392 It's harder to find green leaves to make 313 00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:07,760 your tea in the morning. 314 00:17:07,894 --> 00:17:10,162 The mushrooms are kind of getting rotten. 315 00:17:10,229 --> 00:17:12,899 Being alone isn't what I'm worried about. 316 00:17:12,999 --> 00:17:14,734 Man, I like to eat. 317 00:17:14,834 --> 00:17:17,436 ♪ ♪ 318 00:17:17,570 --> 00:17:19,605 Gut's definitely getting smaller. 319 00:17:19,739 --> 00:17:23,209 I used to be able to just grab it with two hands. 320 00:17:23,276 --> 00:17:27,213 My most valuable asset is time fishing. 321 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:29,181 This seems to be the only way 322 00:17:29,282 --> 00:17:31,484 I'm getting food is hand lining, 323 00:17:31,550 --> 00:17:33,853 so I've got to do it, right? 324 00:17:33,920 --> 00:17:35,922 I got one more day with food. 325 00:17:35,988 --> 00:17:39,358 Not a lot, but enough. Then I'm SOL. 326 00:17:39,492 --> 00:17:42,161 I got today and tomorrow to catch a fish, 327 00:17:42,228 --> 00:17:44,764 if I don't want to ever be without food for a day. 328 00:17:44,830 --> 00:17:48,367 ♪ ♪ 329 00:17:48,434 --> 00:17:49,769 Holy [bleep]. 330 00:17:49,869 --> 00:17:51,437 There's a huge fish right there. 331 00:17:51,570 --> 00:17:54,040 Take it, take it. What is it? 332 00:17:54,173 --> 00:17:56,576 Oh, it's that big pike. 333 00:17:56,642 --> 00:18:00,613 Oh, my God, he was huge. 334 00:18:00,713 --> 00:18:02,848 He was right there. 335 00:18:02,915 --> 00:18:05,618 He was, like, this big. 336 00:18:05,718 --> 00:18:08,321 Oh, shoot. 337 00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:16,696 Oh, there he is. Shoot. 338 00:18:16,796 --> 00:18:19,765 And there's some--darn it. 339 00:18:19,832 --> 00:18:21,968 But that's a good sign he came back for it. 340 00:18:22,068 --> 00:18:25,771 ♪ ♪ 341 00:18:25,838 --> 00:18:28,007 Man, that was the biggest fish I've seen here, 342 00:18:28,074 --> 00:18:30,476 that's for sure. 343 00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:33,346 Son of a gun. 344 00:18:33,446 --> 00:18:35,448 It's so frustrating, man. 345 00:18:35,514 --> 00:18:37,049 Like, I can't even describe to you 346 00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:38,851 how frustrating it is to be so close, 347 00:18:38,918 --> 00:18:42,688 but not have anything on the shore. 348 00:18:42,755 --> 00:18:46,359 Don't get mad, Al. Don't get mad. 349 00:18:46,492 --> 00:18:49,161 Pay attention. Right hand goes out. 350 00:18:49,228 --> 00:18:51,764 Something gonna strike. 351 00:18:51,864 --> 00:18:54,333 Just goes out. 352 00:18:54,400 --> 00:18:55,968 Oh! 353 00:18:56,068 --> 00:18:57,837 Two bites, two little nibbles there. 354 00:18:57,970 --> 00:18:59,205 Come on. 355 00:18:59,338 --> 00:19:01,741 Why are they-- is it a little fish? 356 00:19:05,244 --> 00:19:06,012 There he is. Take it. 357 00:19:06,078 --> 00:19:08,347 Got him! 358 00:19:08,447 --> 00:19:10,049 Got him. You stay on. 359 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:13,285 You stay on, mister. 360 00:19:13,352 --> 00:19:15,488 Yes! [laughs] 361 00:19:15,588 --> 00:19:18,524 Just a little guy, 362 00:19:18,624 --> 00:19:20,660 but hey, I'm happy. 363 00:19:20,760 --> 00:19:21,927 Yes. 364 00:19:24,263 --> 00:19:25,965 Yes! 365 00:19:26,032 --> 00:19:29,402 Oh, I set the hook perfect. It was awesome. 366 00:19:29,535 --> 00:19:32,605 So pumped, so pumped. 367 00:19:32,738 --> 00:19:34,106 Let's get this guy in the shade. 368 00:19:34,206 --> 00:19:36,142 ♪ ♪ 369 00:19:36,242 --> 00:19:39,145 So I'm gonna keep fishing here. 370 00:19:39,245 --> 00:19:40,546 Take advantage of this, man. 371 00:19:40,646 --> 00:19:42,048 It'd be nice to pile up a couple of fish 372 00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:43,582 in the old fish bag, you know? 373 00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:46,352 ♪ ♪ 374 00:19:46,485 --> 00:19:48,521 What made me specifically want to teach 375 00:19:48,654 --> 00:19:50,589 outdoor ed and survival 376 00:19:50,723 --> 00:19:52,124 and experience all these things 377 00:19:52,224 --> 00:19:53,559 that I've enjoyed in my whole life 378 00:19:53,692 --> 00:19:56,362 was because I'm so passionate about it. 379 00:19:56,429 --> 00:19:57,930 Being an outdoor ed teacher, 380 00:19:57,997 --> 00:19:59,765 I'm known as a guy who loves hunting and fishing 381 00:19:59,865 --> 00:20:01,367 and being outside, 382 00:20:01,434 --> 00:20:03,035 and I'm teaching these kids all these outdoor skills. 383 00:20:03,169 --> 00:20:05,738 ♪ ♪ 384 00:20:05,805 --> 00:20:09,475 And I want that passion transferred into the kids. 385 00:20:09,608 --> 00:20:11,143 Got one. 386 00:20:11,243 --> 00:20:14,413 ♪ ♪ 387 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:16,082 Come on in. 388 00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:18,818 Come on right up here, my friend. 389 00:20:18,918 --> 00:20:22,888 [laughs] Lake trout. 390 00:20:22,955 --> 00:20:24,356 Okay. 391 00:20:24,490 --> 00:20:27,093 ♪ ♪ 392 00:20:27,159 --> 00:20:28,728 Let's go! 393 00:20:28,794 --> 00:20:31,764 ♪ ♪ 394 00:20:31,831 --> 00:20:35,101 [sighs] Two fish day, 395 00:20:35,167 --> 00:20:38,704 and the day's not even over. 396 00:20:38,804 --> 00:20:40,773 Oh, my God. 397 00:20:40,873 --> 00:20:43,275 ♪ ♪ 398 00:20:43,409 --> 00:20:45,411 That's better. 399 00:20:45,511 --> 00:20:47,213 ♪ ♪ 400 00:20:47,279 --> 00:20:50,583 Got another one. Holy crap, he's a big one. 401 00:20:50,683 --> 00:20:53,319 ♪ ♪ 402 00:20:53,452 --> 00:20:55,454 OK, he's under the shelf. He's under the shelf. 403 00:20:55,521 --> 00:20:58,357 Holy [bleep], this is a big one. 404 00:20:58,491 --> 00:21:01,160 Come up here, you. 405 00:21:01,293 --> 00:21:03,596 Oh. 406 00:21:03,729 --> 00:21:05,931 Holy [bleep]. 407 00:21:05,998 --> 00:21:07,299 I can't believe this. 408 00:21:07,399 --> 00:21:09,702 ♪ ♪ 409 00:21:09,802 --> 00:21:12,104 [sighs] Oh, my God, 410 00:21:12,204 --> 00:21:17,676 I need to take a minute here. Are you serious? 411 00:21:21,580 --> 00:21:23,382 Three fish. 412 00:21:23,482 --> 00:21:25,050 What is going on with-- 413 00:21:25,117 --> 00:21:26,485 what's going on with the fishing today? 414 00:21:26,552 --> 00:21:29,321 It's so good! 415 00:21:29,388 --> 00:21:31,891 There's something happening here today. 416 00:21:31,957 --> 00:21:34,593 I don't know what it is, but I like it. 417 00:21:34,727 --> 00:21:37,163 I'm gonna keep fishing till it's dark. 418 00:21:37,229 --> 00:21:41,233 ♪ ♪ 419 00:21:41,367 --> 00:21:43,702 Let's keep it going. 420 00:21:43,802 --> 00:21:46,972 ♪ ♪ 421 00:21:47,039 --> 00:21:49,475 My goal going in to this experience 422 00:21:49,608 --> 00:21:52,211 was to not be embarrassed by my performance, 423 00:21:52,278 --> 00:21:55,814 and be an inspiration to the outdoor ed kids. 424 00:21:55,881 --> 00:21:59,151 I feel like I'm finally doing that. 425 00:21:59,285 --> 00:22:02,454 Be nice to get one more tonight. 426 00:22:02,521 --> 00:22:05,558 Got one. It's a good one. 427 00:22:08,761 --> 00:22:12,164 OK, come on up. Come on. Come on up. 428 00:22:12,264 --> 00:22:13,699 Get up here. 429 00:22:13,799 --> 00:22:16,535 ♪ ♪ 430 00:22:16,602 --> 00:22:20,339 Yes. 431 00:22:20,406 --> 00:22:22,141 Oh, my God. 432 00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:23,943 I don't even know what to say. 433 00:22:24,043 --> 00:22:26,812 [sighs] It's unbelievable. 434 00:22:26,912 --> 00:22:28,848 Thank you, Mother Nature. 435 00:22:28,981 --> 00:22:33,285 Thank you for what you've provided me today. 436 00:22:35,287 --> 00:22:37,723 [laughs] I can't believe it. 437 00:22:37,823 --> 00:22:40,693 Thank you. Thank you. 438 00:22:40,759 --> 00:22:43,128 Oh, my gosh. 439 00:22:43,195 --> 00:22:44,597 I can't believe it, man. 440 00:22:44,730 --> 00:22:46,432 So good. 441 00:22:46,565 --> 00:22:48,500 I'll never forget this day. 442 00:22:48,601 --> 00:22:55,574 ♪ ♪ 443 00:23:04,650 --> 00:23:07,086 - There's a grouse. Missed it. 444 00:23:07,152 --> 00:23:08,621 Chasing this bird all the way across hell 445 00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:10,189 and half of Georgia. 446 00:23:10,322 --> 00:23:12,725 [bleep]. 447 00:23:12,791 --> 00:23:14,326 I got no grouse this morning. 448 00:23:14,426 --> 00:23:15,894 Having a hard go right now, 449 00:23:15,961 --> 00:23:19,965 but still got a lot of stuff to do today. 450 00:23:21,967 --> 00:23:23,936 Gonna work on my shelter a little bit. 451 00:23:24,003 --> 00:23:25,704 Gonna try to get this thing to where... 452 00:23:29,441 --> 00:23:31,343 It's actually half past warm because it's starting to get 453 00:23:31,443 --> 00:23:33,445 colder at nights and mornings. 454 00:23:33,579 --> 00:23:37,082 So... 455 00:23:37,216 --> 00:23:39,818 let's move this show outside. 456 00:23:39,918 --> 00:23:43,188 Gotta get this stuff done 457 00:23:43,322 --> 00:23:45,524 before the snow comes in and caves in 458 00:23:45,591 --> 00:23:48,460 the side of my tent. 459 00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:50,162 Gonna do just like I did before, 460 00:23:50,229 --> 00:23:51,530 I'm gonna cut poles and bring them 461 00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:53,165 over here and lay them down. 462 00:23:53,265 --> 00:23:55,934 Then I'll clean them up and stand them up. 463 00:23:56,035 --> 00:23:58,370 ♪ ♪ 464 00:23:58,470 --> 00:24:01,907 Wasted a good bit of time on shelters so far. 465 00:24:02,007 --> 00:24:03,742 This is a temporary shelter. 466 00:24:03,842 --> 00:24:05,811 Permanent shelter will be coming up soon. 467 00:24:05,878 --> 00:24:08,080 The trees around here really aren't big enough 468 00:24:08,213 --> 00:24:12,484 to build a decent cabin for it to be over my head. 469 00:24:12,551 --> 00:24:14,620 I'd have to have 45 on each wall. 470 00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:16,956 This is actually the first teepee I've ever built. 471 00:24:17,089 --> 00:24:20,326 ♪ ♪ 472 00:24:20,392 --> 00:24:23,162 Oh, it's just not long enough. Son of a [bleep]. 473 00:24:23,228 --> 00:24:24,964 [grunts] 474 00:24:25,030 --> 00:24:26,231 And I just don't see it becoming 475 00:24:26,365 --> 00:24:29,368 what I wanted it to become, so... 476 00:24:29,435 --> 00:24:31,303 God, this is a good spot to build. 477 00:24:31,403 --> 00:24:33,238 It's just-- I can't find anything 478 00:24:33,372 --> 00:24:36,208 to start with or build to. 479 00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:37,609 I don't know. 480 00:24:37,710 --> 00:24:41,046 Maybe I can build some kind of a lean-to structure. 481 00:24:41,180 --> 00:24:42,614 I don't know, man. 482 00:24:42,681 --> 00:24:45,017 It's terrible. 483 00:24:45,117 --> 00:24:47,086 I feel like I look like I don't have any idea 484 00:24:47,186 --> 00:24:49,321 what I'm doing when I do. 485 00:24:49,421 --> 00:24:51,590 It's just learning a new place. 486 00:24:51,724 --> 00:24:53,726 God! 487 00:24:53,826 --> 00:24:57,763 Oh, this is so [bleep] hard when you're tired. 488 00:24:57,830 --> 00:24:59,765 This is supposed to be where I was having fun. 489 00:24:59,865 --> 00:25:02,067 Would have loved to build a cabin, 490 00:25:02,167 --> 00:25:06,004 but this is what I've started, this is what I'm doing. 491 00:25:06,138 --> 00:25:09,241 I'm not going backwards. 492 00:25:09,375 --> 00:25:12,344 In a survival situation, you can only plan so much. 493 00:25:12,444 --> 00:25:14,480 Everything's so unpredictable. 494 00:25:14,613 --> 00:25:16,448 I gotta get out of this groove. 495 00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:19,918 I've been making one mistake right after the other. 496 00:25:20,052 --> 00:25:21,286 I'm a carpenter. 497 00:25:21,353 --> 00:25:22,921 I was gonna come out here. 498 00:25:23,022 --> 00:25:25,357 I was going to have a single pitch cabin. 499 00:25:25,491 --> 00:25:26,558 And coming out here, 500 00:25:26,692 --> 00:25:28,394 the situation that I was handed 501 00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:29,895 was I'm exhausted, 502 00:25:29,995 --> 00:25:32,398 and I have to make do with what I can build 503 00:25:32,531 --> 00:25:34,566 right now, not what I can have done 504 00:25:34,633 --> 00:25:36,702 two weeks from now. 505 00:25:36,802 --> 00:25:39,371 I'm not used to a whole lot of snow, 506 00:25:39,438 --> 00:25:41,340 but I know 507 00:25:41,407 --> 00:25:46,011 that snow gets heavy, 508 00:25:46,111 --> 00:25:50,048 and I want my shelter to be able to withstand heavy snow. 509 00:25:50,149 --> 00:25:53,819 In fact, I'd like for it to hold it in place 510 00:25:53,919 --> 00:25:56,955 to help insulate more. 511 00:25:57,089 --> 00:25:59,925 As a young child, I lived on a farm. 512 00:25:59,992 --> 00:26:01,927 My parents were renting to own the farm. 513 00:26:02,027 --> 00:26:06,231 And our landlord died, and we were forced to move. 514 00:26:06,365 --> 00:26:09,134 Wound up in poverty. 515 00:26:09,234 --> 00:26:11,003 Bring on the sun. 516 00:26:11,136 --> 00:26:13,138 We built a basic shack. 517 00:26:13,205 --> 00:26:15,174 We were collecting rainwater in barrels 518 00:26:15,274 --> 00:26:17,242 because we had no running water. 519 00:26:17,376 --> 00:26:21,447 When we did have electricity, it came from a generator. 520 00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:23,849 It's one thing for an adult to decide 521 00:26:23,916 --> 00:26:26,084 I'm gonna live off grid. 522 00:26:26,185 --> 00:26:29,288 It's another thing for a child who has to go to school 523 00:26:29,354 --> 00:26:31,590 not having a bath for a week. 524 00:26:31,723 --> 00:26:34,493 This is my last pole. 525 00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:37,763 If I didn't grow up having to adapt... 526 00:26:37,863 --> 00:26:40,299 Insulation. 527 00:26:40,399 --> 00:26:42,134 I probably wouldn't be here today. 528 00:26:42,201 --> 00:26:44,903 So it's kind of a double edged sword. 529 00:26:48,807 --> 00:26:52,211 All right, think I'm done working 530 00:26:52,277 --> 00:26:53,979 on the shelter for today. 531 00:27:02,254 --> 00:27:05,290 [dramatic music] 532 00:27:05,357 --> 00:27:12,364 ♪ ♪ 533 00:27:14,433 --> 00:27:16,301 - Good morning. 534 00:27:19,805 --> 00:27:22,007 Got mighty cold last night. 535 00:27:25,577 --> 00:27:27,813 It is pretty this morning. 536 00:27:31,783 --> 00:27:34,052 I couldn't help but notice this morning 537 00:27:34,119 --> 00:27:39,158 that my belt is fitting a little looser on me 538 00:27:39,291 --> 00:27:40,926 today than it was yesterday. 539 00:27:43,395 --> 00:27:45,364 From the mark I made on it when I first came out, 540 00:27:45,464 --> 00:27:50,335 I've lost about four inches of waste. 541 00:27:50,402 --> 00:27:53,038 It is a beautiful morning, though. 542 00:27:53,172 --> 00:27:54,406 ♪ ♪ 543 00:27:54,540 --> 00:27:57,676 My entire strategy revolves around 544 00:27:57,809 --> 00:27:59,444 the pursuit of big game. 545 00:27:59,578 --> 00:28:02,281 That squirrel is done. 546 00:28:02,414 --> 00:28:05,083 Gonna have me a nice breakfast cocktail. 547 00:28:05,184 --> 00:28:07,252 But unfortunately, I understand 548 00:28:07,319 --> 00:28:09,688 that my metabolism will not hold me up 549 00:28:09,788 --> 00:28:11,290 without a source of fat. 550 00:28:11,356 --> 00:28:16,862 ♪ ♪ 551 00:28:16,962 --> 00:28:21,500 Everything in here has a little bit of a bitter flavor 552 00:28:21,600 --> 00:28:24,570 because I'm desperate, 553 00:28:24,670 --> 00:28:30,309 and I cut a chunk of the extra off my belt 554 00:28:30,409 --> 00:28:34,947 that's just dragging and threw it in the pot. 555 00:28:35,047 --> 00:28:36,615 So it's got fat in it. 556 00:28:36,682 --> 00:28:40,686 I can see it on the top there. 557 00:28:40,752 --> 00:28:42,888 ♪ ♪ 558 00:28:42,955 --> 00:28:46,992 I'm just desperate for some fat or some food. 559 00:28:47,125 --> 00:28:52,831 ♪ ♪ 560 00:28:52,965 --> 00:28:54,833 There it is, piece of leather. 561 00:28:54,967 --> 00:28:57,569 ♪ ♪ 562 00:28:57,636 --> 00:28:59,538 OK, here goes. 563 00:28:59,605 --> 00:29:06,612 ♪ ♪ 564 00:29:14,319 --> 00:29:16,555 Oh, that tastes horrid. 565 00:29:16,688 --> 00:29:22,094 ♪ ♪ 566 00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:24,563 Can't do it. 567 00:29:24,630 --> 00:29:26,365 Can't do it, too chewy. 568 00:29:26,431 --> 00:29:31,637 Every bite, every chew is just the worst taste 569 00:29:31,770 --> 00:29:33,372 I've ever had in my mouth, ever. 570 00:29:33,472 --> 00:29:36,775 ♪ ♪ 571 00:29:36,875 --> 00:29:40,078 [grunts] 572 00:29:40,212 --> 00:29:42,214 [spits] 573 00:29:43,915 --> 00:29:49,621 I hope that little bit of oil in the belt leather 574 00:29:49,721 --> 00:29:52,591 will do me some good. 575 00:29:52,724 --> 00:29:59,731 ♪ ♪ 576 00:30:00,966 --> 00:30:05,203 OK, so I'm feeling a little better. 577 00:30:05,337 --> 00:30:06,738 I'm just gonna hit the west side 578 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:07,906 of that berry patch, 579 00:30:08,006 --> 00:30:10,642 and it's just a couple hundred yards, 580 00:30:10,776 --> 00:30:16,214 but it's getting to be about all I can do, man. 581 00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:21,086 Even my face just looks sunk in. 582 00:30:21,153 --> 00:30:24,589 ♪ ♪ 583 00:30:24,723 --> 00:30:27,326 [sighs] 584 00:30:27,426 --> 00:30:29,961 It's so frustrating because 585 00:30:30,095 --> 00:30:33,832 I know where that bear moves. 586 00:30:33,965 --> 00:30:36,368 I know where he's been eating. 587 00:30:36,501 --> 00:30:39,404 Pathetic excuse for blueberries, 588 00:30:39,538 --> 00:30:42,908 but it is food 589 00:30:43,008 --> 00:30:46,378 I absolutely cannot pass up. 590 00:30:46,445 --> 00:30:49,581 But the berries are all but gone, 591 00:30:49,648 --> 00:30:52,684 and it's gonna get really tough from here out 592 00:30:52,784 --> 00:30:53,952 to find that bear. 593 00:30:54,086 --> 00:30:58,457 ♪ ♪ 594 00:30:58,557 --> 00:31:00,926 [bleep]. [groans] 595 00:31:01,026 --> 00:31:03,995 So I almost fell down over nothing. 596 00:31:04,129 --> 00:31:07,766 I'm exhausted after that. 597 00:31:07,833 --> 00:31:09,067 [sighs] 598 00:31:11,169 --> 00:31:13,238 I gotta go find something to kill. 599 00:31:15,207 --> 00:31:17,109 Right now. 600 00:31:17,209 --> 00:31:22,013 ♪ ♪ 601 00:31:22,114 --> 00:31:26,551 I can't help but think of an Iroquois legend 602 00:31:26,685 --> 00:31:30,689 about a Mohawk village that was haunted 603 00:31:30,789 --> 00:31:32,924 by a great spirit bear. 604 00:31:32,991 --> 00:31:35,394 ♪ ♪ 605 00:31:35,527 --> 00:31:38,997 All of the greatest hunters tried to get the spirit bear, 606 00:31:39,131 --> 00:31:41,900 and all they could ever find was tracks. 607 00:31:41,967 --> 00:31:45,170 Fresh bear poop. 608 00:31:45,237 --> 00:31:48,173 Still on him, kind of. 609 00:31:48,273 --> 00:31:49,808 I'm onto him. 610 00:31:49,941 --> 00:31:53,745 Three hunters had a dream that they caught the spirit bear, 611 00:31:53,845 --> 00:31:56,014 and so they decided to take their dog, 612 00:31:56,081 --> 00:31:58,450 and they began hunting for days 613 00:31:58,550 --> 00:32:01,286 and days on end without rest. 614 00:32:01,386 --> 00:32:05,056 And eventually, they came to the edge of the Earth. 615 00:32:05,157 --> 00:32:07,125 ♪ ♪ 616 00:32:07,192 --> 00:32:11,163 And refusing to give up, they leapt into the stars 617 00:32:11,263 --> 00:32:13,398 to chase the bear across the night sky... 618 00:32:13,532 --> 00:32:16,301 ♪ ♪ 619 00:32:16,368 --> 00:32:18,770 And when the hunters were upon him 620 00:32:18,837 --> 00:32:21,573 and thought they finally had the bear, 621 00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,708 he cast a net down upon them. 622 00:32:23,809 --> 00:32:25,644 ♪ ♪ 623 00:32:25,777 --> 00:32:29,881 And so when you look up into the sky towards the North, 624 00:32:30,015 --> 00:32:33,685 you will see the three stars of the hunters 625 00:32:33,785 --> 00:32:37,556 and the fourth star of their dog, 626 00:32:37,689 --> 00:32:41,159 trapped forever under his net. 627 00:32:41,293 --> 00:32:44,129 We refer to this now as the Big Dipper. 628 00:32:44,196 --> 00:32:48,567 And I think that that story is quite fitting for me 629 00:32:48,667 --> 00:32:51,236 because I'm just chasing my spirit bear. 630 00:32:51,369 --> 00:32:57,142 ♪ ♪ 631 00:33:02,247 --> 00:33:05,150 [dramatic music] 632 00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:12,290 ♪ ♪ 633 00:33:17,362 --> 00:33:21,766 - Nikolai, it's snowing, buddy. It's snowing. 634 00:33:21,833 --> 00:33:24,135 Look, Nikolai. 635 00:33:24,202 --> 00:33:26,972 Look, it's snow. 636 00:33:27,072 --> 00:33:28,740 But the sun is starting to peek out, 637 00:33:28,807 --> 00:33:30,642 so I think it'll probably melt here in a little while. 638 00:33:30,775 --> 00:33:33,812 That's pretty cool, though, my first Canadian snow. 639 00:33:37,916 --> 00:33:41,119 Huh, it's already snowing. 640 00:33:41,253 --> 00:33:43,255 ♪ ♪ 641 00:33:43,321 --> 00:33:45,690 Well, it was a lot warmer last night. 642 00:33:45,757 --> 00:33:49,794 Just insulating my shelter really has made a difference, 643 00:33:49,928 --> 00:33:52,130 but apparently, the way I've built my shelter 644 00:33:52,197 --> 00:33:55,700 is the perfect mouse amusement park 645 00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:58,336 because they have not stopped running around this thing. 646 00:33:58,436 --> 00:34:02,540 So today, I'ma work on some traps. 647 00:34:02,607 --> 00:34:05,644 Well, it's warmed up a little bit. 648 00:34:05,777 --> 00:34:08,013 I'm going to make some figure four traps. 649 00:34:11,650 --> 00:34:13,485 I'd like to have at least four of them. 650 00:34:13,552 --> 00:34:16,855 I've got some dry sticks. 651 00:34:16,922 --> 00:34:18,890 Reason I like using the dry sticks 652 00:34:18,957 --> 00:34:20,992 is because they don't bend as easy. 653 00:34:26,731 --> 00:34:30,802 OK, let's work our way through one of these. 654 00:34:30,936 --> 00:34:34,372 I try to find sticks that are somewhat straight, 655 00:34:34,439 --> 00:34:36,107 but I work with what I got. 656 00:34:36,207 --> 00:34:40,245 ♪ ♪ 657 00:34:40,378 --> 00:34:41,780 So they're a bit upright. 658 00:34:41,846 --> 00:34:43,848 ♪ ♪ 659 00:34:43,982 --> 00:34:47,852 Bushcraft is something that's just ingrained in me. 660 00:34:47,919 --> 00:34:50,722 Since my childhood, not having anything 661 00:34:50,855 --> 00:34:53,658 and having to make it work for something, 662 00:34:53,758 --> 00:34:56,528 it's nothing for me to make a tool out of an antler 663 00:34:56,628 --> 00:34:59,297 or whittle new ax handle, whittle a new hammer handle. 664 00:34:59,397 --> 00:35:02,434 You know, when that's what you have, that's what you use. 665 00:35:02,567 --> 00:35:05,370 That'll probably just about work right there. 666 00:35:05,437 --> 00:35:07,639 ♪ ♪ 667 00:35:07,772 --> 00:35:12,010 One more part to this, and that's the bait stick. 668 00:35:12,077 --> 00:35:15,814 Let me see about how long this thing needs to be. 669 00:35:15,914 --> 00:35:22,887 ♪ ♪ 670 00:35:22,954 --> 00:35:25,957 Somewhere right in here. 671 00:35:26,091 --> 00:35:28,293 There's a beauty in everything that you do, 672 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:30,795 whether that's processing an animal 673 00:35:30,929 --> 00:35:33,164 or processing a piece of wood. 674 00:35:33,231 --> 00:35:37,135 Everything that I do out here has a piece of me in it. 675 00:35:37,202 --> 00:35:39,804 ♪ ♪ 676 00:35:39,938 --> 00:35:41,773 Make a notch. 677 00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:45,010 This is what keeps me centered is being able 678 00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:47,879 to build something with my hands. 679 00:35:48,013 --> 00:35:51,650 Then, see about where it needs to sit. 680 00:35:51,783 --> 00:35:55,887 People meditate. 681 00:35:55,987 --> 00:35:58,423 I don't meditate, I carve. 682 00:35:58,523 --> 00:36:00,925 ♪ ♪ 683 00:36:00,992 --> 00:36:02,594 Now, I have the upright stick. 684 00:36:02,727 --> 00:36:06,531 I have the weight stick, where the rock will sit on it. 685 00:36:06,598 --> 00:36:08,566 And then, I have the bait stick. 686 00:36:08,666 --> 00:36:12,537 When all that comes together, it makes a four. 687 00:36:16,541 --> 00:36:21,012 Thus the figure four deadfall. 688 00:36:21,079 --> 00:36:24,549 OK, I'm gonna get a bunch of rocks, 689 00:36:24,649 --> 00:36:27,519 bring them up places that I want to set these traps 690 00:36:27,652 --> 00:36:30,855 and get them set. 691 00:36:30,922 --> 00:36:34,092 I just want something to work until the snow comes, 692 00:36:34,159 --> 00:36:37,128 and I can track. I think I'll do a lot better. 693 00:36:41,232 --> 00:36:42,767 Think that'll work. 694 00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:51,042 ♪ ♪ 695 00:37:01,853 --> 00:37:05,223 - All the nice kindling, huh? 696 00:37:05,323 --> 00:37:07,859 Good fire starter. 697 00:37:07,959 --> 00:37:08,927 [grunts] 698 00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,335 Hey, you looking at my butt? 699 00:37:17,435 --> 00:37:19,204 Don't be looking at my butt. 700 00:37:23,641 --> 00:37:26,044 [chuckles] 701 00:37:26,177 --> 00:37:29,214 ♪ ♪ 702 00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:31,616 Fishing's been doing OK by me. 703 00:37:31,716 --> 00:37:34,152 Reindeer Lake go of Hellfire. 704 00:37:34,285 --> 00:37:37,489 Proven to be a notable lure, there's no denying it. 705 00:37:37,589 --> 00:37:39,190 We're catching fish. 706 00:37:39,324 --> 00:37:41,760 But the bottom line is, I need to catch 707 00:37:41,893 --> 00:37:47,332 more fish until the Gold Hellfire fails me. 708 00:37:47,398 --> 00:37:49,667 It is my go-to. [smooches] 709 00:37:49,768 --> 00:37:51,302 Love you, baby. 710 00:37:51,369 --> 00:37:53,171 Aw, yes, you're so pretty. 711 00:37:53,238 --> 00:37:56,207 ♪ ♪ 712 00:37:56,341 --> 00:37:57,742 I just heard a fish. 713 00:37:57,809 --> 00:38:00,345 ♪ ♪ 714 00:38:00,445 --> 00:38:02,046 It's a sign. 715 00:38:02,180 --> 00:38:03,281 I'm so excited. 716 00:38:03,414 --> 00:38:10,088 ♪ ♪ 717 00:38:10,188 --> 00:38:13,191 It's a glorious night to go and catch a fish. 718 00:38:21,666 --> 00:38:23,701 There we go. 719 00:38:23,768 --> 00:38:27,572 ♪ ♪ 720 00:38:27,672 --> 00:38:29,307 There we go. 721 00:38:29,407 --> 00:38:34,646 ♪ ♪ 722 00:38:34,779 --> 00:38:36,147 Yeah, baby. 723 00:38:36,247 --> 00:38:38,850 ♪ ♪ 724 00:38:38,983 --> 00:38:43,154 And that'll work. Another beautiful trout. 725 00:38:43,288 --> 00:38:45,890 The Gold Hellfire does it again. 726 00:38:48,359 --> 00:38:51,129 How beautiful is that? 727 00:38:51,229 --> 00:38:54,632 ♪ ♪ 728 00:38:54,766 --> 00:38:56,134 [smooches] 729 00:38:56,201 --> 00:38:59,571 Crafted with love and fishes with passion. 730 00:38:59,637 --> 00:39:02,106 Oh, you are awesome. 731 00:39:02,207 --> 00:39:03,975 I don't know how many fish that is 732 00:39:04,075 --> 00:39:07,378 on the Gold Hellfire now, 733 00:39:07,445 --> 00:39:08,746 but we're getting there. 734 00:39:08,846 --> 00:39:11,683 We're chalking them up. 735 00:39:11,816 --> 00:39:14,452 Any more takers? Any more takers? 736 00:39:14,519 --> 00:39:16,688 ♪ ♪ 737 00:39:16,788 --> 00:39:19,457 I'm just so happy I've got another victory. 738 00:39:19,557 --> 00:39:22,927 I feel like I'm walking on clouds. 739 00:39:22,994 --> 00:39:26,164 See if we can't catch one or two more. 740 00:39:28,433 --> 00:39:30,935 ♪ ♪ 741 00:39:31,002 --> 00:39:32,704 And we got something. 742 00:39:32,804 --> 00:39:35,206 ♪ ♪ 743 00:39:35,340 --> 00:39:38,643 Whoa-ho, it's a good fish, by the feel of it. 744 00:39:38,776 --> 00:39:41,646 It's a good fish. 745 00:39:41,779 --> 00:39:46,284 The Reindeer Lake Gold Hellfire comes through for me again. 746 00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:48,486 ♪ ♪ 747 00:39:48,553 --> 00:39:51,422 Oh! No, no. 748 00:39:51,522 --> 00:39:54,125 No. Oh, no. 749 00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:56,294 ♪ ♪ 750 00:40:00,265 --> 00:40:01,099 ♪ ♪ 751 00:40:01,199 --> 00:40:04,769 The Gold Hellfire is gone. 752 00:40:04,902 --> 00:40:06,804 A big pike took it. 753 00:40:09,674 --> 00:40:12,176 Oh, no. 754 00:40:12,243 --> 00:40:13,811 Oh, no. 755 00:40:13,912 --> 00:40:20,285 ♪ ♪ 756 00:40:20,351 --> 00:40:23,021 That is terrible. 757 00:40:23,121 --> 00:40:24,756 That is really terrible. 758 00:40:24,889 --> 00:40:26,924 ♪ ♪ 759 00:40:27,025 --> 00:40:30,161 I have lost a lot of lures in my life, 760 00:40:30,295 --> 00:40:32,530 and I'll tell you, I have never had one 761 00:40:32,597 --> 00:40:35,433 make me feel so sick as that does. 762 00:40:35,566 --> 00:40:38,903 That is depressing. 763 00:40:38,970 --> 00:40:45,910 ♪ ♪ 764 00:40:46,010 --> 00:40:50,815 Well... [laughs] 765 00:40:50,915 --> 00:40:54,519 I can't even describe how I feel right now. 766 00:40:54,652 --> 00:40:59,090 Not only was it losing a lure, but I lost two treble hooks, 767 00:40:59,157 --> 00:41:01,926 and I only brought four. 768 00:41:02,026 --> 00:41:05,096 So I have a pile of single hooks, 769 00:41:05,163 --> 00:41:07,765 but they're not very big. 770 00:41:07,865 --> 00:41:10,601 You know what I'm saying? They won't work. 771 00:41:10,735 --> 00:41:14,605 I've caught lots of fish on single hooks, 772 00:41:14,739 --> 00:41:17,942 but having a treble hook on that lure 773 00:41:18,009 --> 00:41:21,045 was obviously working very well. 774 00:41:21,179 --> 00:41:22,680 I picked up a piece of driftwood here 775 00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,216 on the way over that-- 776 00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:27,618 well, we'll never make the Gold Hellfire again, 777 00:41:27,719 --> 00:41:30,688 but maybe we can make something close that'll work. 778 00:41:30,788 --> 00:41:32,490 We just need something that's gonna work. 779 00:41:32,590 --> 00:41:34,926 ♪ ♪ 780 00:41:34,992 --> 00:41:37,729 I came into this game with the intention 781 00:41:37,829 --> 00:41:40,798 that my big game hunting was going to be 782 00:41:40,932 --> 00:41:45,370 my feature contribution to my survival, 783 00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:48,006 and then I got here, and I have not seen anything. 784 00:41:48,139 --> 00:41:49,974 ♪ ♪ 785 00:41:50,041 --> 00:41:52,710 So I have to change my whole plan 786 00:41:52,810 --> 00:41:55,146 on what I was going to do. 787 00:41:55,246 --> 00:41:56,814 Fishing is the only thing 788 00:41:56,881 --> 00:41:58,750 that's really gonna give me a feasible chance 789 00:41:58,850 --> 00:42:00,318 of staying here. 790 00:42:00,451 --> 00:42:03,654 No crying over spilt milk or lost lures. 791 00:42:03,721 --> 00:42:08,092 ♪ ♪ 792 00:42:08,159 --> 00:42:10,361 There's no room for failure. 793 00:42:10,495 --> 00:42:11,896 If you think you're gonna fail, 794 00:42:11,963 --> 00:42:13,264 you've already failed, 795 00:42:13,364 --> 00:42:15,166 and I don't do that. 796 00:42:15,233 --> 00:42:16,768 ♪ ♪ 797 00:42:16,901 --> 00:42:21,406 She's an absolutely perfect night to be fishing. 798 00:42:21,539 --> 00:42:25,243 But we're not gonna have 799 00:42:25,376 --> 00:42:28,146 this done in time for that. 800 00:42:28,246 --> 00:42:29,814 ♪ ♪ 801 00:42:29,914 --> 00:42:31,682 I don't like to quit. 802 00:42:31,816 --> 00:42:33,618 There's no room in this life for quitting 803 00:42:33,718 --> 00:42:35,286 because you're quitting on yourself, 804 00:42:35,353 --> 00:42:39,557 and that's the one person you should always count on. 805 00:42:39,690 --> 00:42:42,894 I don't want to screw this up. 806 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:46,330 It's not the Gold Hellfire, 807 00:42:46,431 --> 00:42:50,768 but I think it's gonna work. 808 00:42:54,205 --> 00:42:57,975 One thing's for sure, we're gonna find out. 809 00:43:01,612 --> 00:43:08,653 ♪ ♪ 810 00:43:19,730 --> 00:43:23,401 - Well, the trap fell. 811 00:43:25,436 --> 00:43:28,206 Hey, hey! Hey, look at that. 812 00:43:28,339 --> 00:43:29,974 Holy [bleep]. 813 00:43:30,041 --> 00:43:33,144 ♪ ♪ 814 00:43:33,211 --> 00:43:34,645 It's a rat. 815 00:43:34,779 --> 00:43:38,382 ♪ ♪ 816 00:43:38,449 --> 00:43:39,717 Oh. 817 00:43:39,851 --> 00:43:42,019 ♪ ♪ 818 00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:45,256 Wee little guy, a little flat rat. 819 00:43:45,323 --> 00:43:49,293 ♪ ♪ 820 00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:51,496 [laughs] That's awesome. 821 00:43:51,562 --> 00:43:53,064 Well, it looks like I'll be eating rat. 822 00:43:53,164 --> 00:44:00,004 ♪ ♪ 823 00:44:00,138 --> 00:44:02,907 Now, take it easy on me. 824 00:44:04,575 --> 00:44:07,945 Never cleaned a rat before, so... 825 00:44:14,519 --> 00:44:17,054 Damn, about cut his leg off right there. 826 00:44:22,994 --> 00:44:26,297 Not really what I was wanting. 827 00:44:26,364 --> 00:44:28,432 I had to perform surgery on a rat. 828 00:44:32,336 --> 00:44:33,938 You have to watch how you pull on it. 829 00:44:34,005 --> 00:44:35,840 You'll pull the little guy right in two. 830 00:44:50,988 --> 00:44:53,024 There we are. 831 00:44:53,124 --> 00:44:56,127 A little skinned mouse. 832 00:44:56,194 --> 00:44:57,662 I'm not gonna lie to you, guys, 833 00:44:57,762 --> 00:44:59,730 this has probably been the hardest animal 834 00:44:59,830 --> 00:45:03,801 I have ever gut or skinned. 835 00:45:03,935 --> 00:45:07,038 I'm gonna clean my hands off, get a fire going... 836 00:45:09,240 --> 00:45:11,142 See about cooking a rat. 837 00:45:11,208 --> 00:45:17,381 ♪ ♪ 838 00:45:17,448 --> 00:45:20,851 I've got the mindset it's just meat. 839 00:45:20,918 --> 00:45:23,287 When you're wanting protein, and here comes 840 00:45:23,387 --> 00:45:25,823 a little bitty piece of red meat running around, 841 00:45:25,923 --> 00:45:28,326 you're gonna take it. 842 00:45:28,392 --> 00:45:30,094 You're gonna eat that damn thing. 843 00:45:30,161 --> 00:45:32,730 ♪ ♪ 844 00:45:32,830 --> 00:45:34,799 Hell yes, give me rats. 845 00:45:34,932 --> 00:45:39,337 ♪ ♪ 846 00:45:39,437 --> 00:45:41,238 Right now, what I'm gonna do is I'm going to make 847 00:45:41,372 --> 00:45:44,575 a hoop out of this willow. 848 00:45:46,978 --> 00:45:48,679 Stretch this little guy on. 849 00:45:51,415 --> 00:45:54,151 Just because I think it would be cool. 850 00:45:54,285 --> 00:45:56,020 It's amazing how even the smallest 851 00:45:56,120 --> 00:45:57,488 little bit of food... 852 00:45:57,555 --> 00:46:01,525 Move this wire to hold this little guy in place for me. 853 00:46:01,626 --> 00:46:04,195 Can really lift your spirits. 854 00:46:04,328 --> 00:46:06,731 Man, if I can eat rats, I can do this. 855 00:46:06,797 --> 00:46:09,433 That's basically where I'm at. 856 00:46:09,567 --> 00:46:11,068 There's a lot of people out there 857 00:46:11,168 --> 00:46:12,903 who don't get dinner every night 858 00:46:12,970 --> 00:46:16,607 and be thankful for what you've been given today. 859 00:46:16,741 --> 00:46:18,209 ♪ ♪ 860 00:46:18,342 --> 00:46:19,577 What do you think? 861 00:46:19,644 --> 00:46:21,946 ♪ ♪ 862 00:46:22,046 --> 00:46:23,681 Not too too bad, huh? 863 00:46:23,814 --> 00:46:26,250 ♪ ♪ 864 00:46:26,350 --> 00:46:30,655 Nice little furry critter here. 865 00:46:30,721 --> 00:46:33,724 Put his tail on this side. 866 00:46:33,791 --> 00:46:34,959 There we go. 867 00:46:35,092 --> 00:46:36,394 Look at that. 868 00:46:38,896 --> 00:46:42,366 Might have a couple little rips in it, 869 00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:44,568 but I won't let that happen next time. 870 00:46:52,343 --> 00:46:59,050 ♪ ♪ 871 00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:12,096 - Time to finish off the new lure. 872 00:47:12,163 --> 00:47:15,766 We're gonna tie that leader onto the Gold Fury. 873 00:47:17,702 --> 00:47:23,174 We can't have any more incidents like went on 874 00:47:23,240 --> 00:47:27,445 with the Gold Hellfire. 875 00:47:27,578 --> 00:47:34,618 ♪ ♪ 876 00:47:37,088 --> 00:47:39,690 Yep. 877 00:47:39,757 --> 00:47:44,995 The Gold Fury. The Gold Fury. 878 00:47:49,233 --> 00:47:51,736 Made with love. 879 00:47:51,802 --> 00:47:56,941 Manufactured with love. 880 00:47:57,007 --> 00:47:58,309 [smooches] 881 00:48:01,679 --> 00:48:04,582 Let's ravish these waters. 882 00:48:07,485 --> 00:48:11,021 Together, we shall raid Reindeer Lake. 883 00:48:11,122 --> 00:48:13,023 [laughs] 884 00:48:13,124 --> 00:48:16,894 ♪ ♪ 885 00:48:16,961 --> 00:48:19,764 OK. 886 00:48:19,897 --> 00:48:25,069 [grunts] Well, she casts. 887 00:48:25,169 --> 00:48:26,804 Let's see if we can't catch a fish or two 888 00:48:26,937 --> 00:48:29,373 with the new lure. 889 00:48:29,440 --> 00:48:32,109 Man, I've had a lot of [bleep] challenges in life, 890 00:48:32,209 --> 00:48:34,412 but this is a challenge I wanted. 891 00:48:34,545 --> 00:48:36,947 ♪ ♪ 892 00:48:37,047 --> 00:48:38,616 I tell you, I sure would like to catch 893 00:48:38,682 --> 00:48:40,718 a big pike with a Reindeer Lake Gold Hellfire 894 00:48:40,851 --> 00:48:42,820 stuck in his mouth. 895 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:44,922 Some people aren't so lucky, 896 00:48:45,055 --> 00:48:48,859 and they face adversity with no choice. 897 00:48:48,959 --> 00:48:50,928 I got a choice, and I want this, 898 00:48:51,028 --> 00:48:52,863 and I embrace this. 899 00:48:52,963 --> 00:48:56,534 ♪ ♪ 900 00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:59,103 This ain't near the challenge I had when my wife 901 00:48:59,170 --> 00:49:01,105 was on her deathbed with cancer 902 00:49:01,172 --> 00:49:05,176 and going through surgeries and... 903 00:49:05,276 --> 00:49:07,978 trying to look after her the best I can 904 00:49:08,045 --> 00:49:10,214 and trying to raise little kids. 905 00:49:10,281 --> 00:49:13,651 And really, in-- in the big picture, 906 00:49:13,717 --> 00:49:16,287 this competition is a [bleep] cakewalk. 907 00:49:16,387 --> 00:49:19,890 Oh, I just had a hit. OK, she works. 908 00:49:19,990 --> 00:49:23,694 ♪ ♪ 909 00:49:23,761 --> 00:49:26,263 That was a hit. 910 00:49:26,363 --> 00:49:29,166 I think I got everything that it's gonna take to win this. 911 00:49:29,266 --> 00:49:30,334 I really do. 912 00:49:30,434 --> 00:49:33,704 ♪ ♪ 913 00:49:33,771 --> 00:49:34,905 That was a hit. 914 00:49:35,005 --> 00:49:37,508 It's a sign of life. It's a sign of life! 915 00:49:37,608 --> 00:49:39,977 The Gold Fury is alive. 916 00:49:40,044 --> 00:49:47,084 ♪ ♪ 917 00:49:50,521 --> 00:49:51,422 Come on. 918 00:49:51,522 --> 00:49:54,692 Oh, come on. 919 00:49:54,792 --> 00:49:56,894 Oh, no! Oh, no. 920 00:49:56,961 --> 00:49:59,964 ♪ ♪ 921 00:50:00,097 --> 00:50:01,398 Oh, no. 922 00:50:01,532 --> 00:50:04,335 ♪ ♪ 923 00:50:04,435 --> 00:50:05,736 Oh, my God. 924 00:50:05,803 --> 00:50:08,172 ♪ ♪ 925 00:50:08,272 --> 00:50:10,140 The Gold Fury is gone. 926 00:50:10,207 --> 00:50:12,176 ♪ ♪ 927 00:50:12,276 --> 00:50:15,412 [bleep] even with the leader. 928 00:50:15,512 --> 00:50:17,381 ♪ ♪ 929 00:50:17,448 --> 00:50:19,483 [sighs] 930 00:50:19,617 --> 00:50:22,920 That is just heartbreaking. 931 00:50:23,053 --> 00:50:26,557 I'm down to one treble hook, and it's a small one. 932 00:50:26,690 --> 00:50:29,193 ♪ ♪ 933 00:50:29,326 --> 00:50:34,198 I can't even begin to tell you how deflating that is. 934 00:50:34,331 --> 00:50:41,305 ♪ ♪ 935 00:50:54,818 --> 00:50:57,688 - I'm getting a late start, but I'm just beat. 936 00:50:57,755 --> 00:51:01,091 I got some mushrooms in the pot. 937 00:51:03,327 --> 00:51:06,497 And I've been trying to hydrate. 938 00:51:10,568 --> 00:51:14,738 I'm having these weird flashes 939 00:51:14,838 --> 00:51:18,642 of warm and then cold. 940 00:51:18,776 --> 00:51:23,781 I don't know what that means or what's going on. 941 00:51:23,847 --> 00:51:25,749 ♪ ♪ 942 00:51:25,849 --> 00:51:27,451 I need to go hunt. 943 00:51:27,518 --> 00:51:29,219 Tonight could be the night, you know? 944 00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:32,523 I could have the big bear come out in front of me. 945 00:51:32,656 --> 00:51:33,724 So I gotta push through it. 946 00:51:33,857 --> 00:51:40,164 ♪ ♪ 947 00:51:40,297 --> 00:51:42,766 Be strong, Cade. 948 00:51:42,833 --> 00:51:44,535 Be strong, man. 949 00:51:44,635 --> 00:51:49,974 ♪ ♪ 950 00:51:50,074 --> 00:51:52,409 [sniffs] [sighs] 951 00:51:52,543 --> 00:51:57,948 I'm exhausted, but I've got to get to the berry patch. 952 00:51:58,048 --> 00:52:01,852 It's the last place I saw any fresh bear sign. 953 00:52:01,919 --> 00:52:05,422 And if I'm not in the patch, I'm not gonna have 954 00:52:05,522 --> 00:52:07,491 that opportunity at a bear. 955 00:52:07,591 --> 00:52:10,260 ♪ ♪ 956 00:52:12,696 --> 00:52:14,765 I'm just gonna bring the GoPros again. 957 00:52:14,898 --> 00:52:17,901 I know I should be packing around this big camera. 958 00:52:17,968 --> 00:52:20,137 I'm just... [sighs] 959 00:52:20,204 --> 00:52:23,173 I'm beat. 960 00:52:23,240 --> 00:52:25,409 Just hoping that today is the day. 961 00:52:34,485 --> 00:52:36,420 Gotta find me a monster. 962 00:52:39,390 --> 00:52:42,760 Monster anything, monster squirrel, 963 00:52:42,893 --> 00:52:48,298 monster grouse, monster mouse, monster bear, 964 00:52:48,365 --> 00:52:52,369 monster moose, monster goose. 965 00:52:52,503 --> 00:52:55,506 Something, man, just something to kill. 966 00:52:58,676 --> 00:53:01,578 I need something big, though. 967 00:53:01,678 --> 00:53:03,614 These squirrels just aren't doing it. 968 00:53:06,250 --> 00:53:11,021 Squirrels and mushrooms ain't keeping me going. 969 00:53:17,528 --> 00:53:19,797 ♪ ♪ 970 00:53:19,930 --> 00:53:22,700 My little boy, I think about him all the time. 971 00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:25,102 He thinks the world of me. He thinks I can do anything. 972 00:53:25,169 --> 00:53:26,937 He thinks I'm Superman. 973 00:53:27,037 --> 00:53:28,138 Look at that. 974 00:53:28,205 --> 00:53:30,908 ♪ ♪ 975 00:53:31,008 --> 00:53:32,810 Day old bear poop. 976 00:53:32,943 --> 00:53:35,612 ♪ ♪ 977 00:53:35,712 --> 00:53:37,981 That's something, two cranberries 978 00:53:38,048 --> 00:53:39,616 right there beside it. 979 00:53:39,683 --> 00:53:42,519 I wanna prove to him that I'm who he thinks I am. 980 00:53:42,653 --> 00:53:44,154 ♪ ♪ 981 00:53:44,288 --> 00:53:46,323 Because I'm not a quitter. 982 00:53:46,457 --> 00:53:49,993 I'll leave here medically before I give up. 983 00:53:50,127 --> 00:53:51,995 ♪ ♪ 984 00:53:52,129 --> 00:53:54,364 [groans] 985 00:53:54,498 --> 00:53:56,800 [sighs] 986 00:53:56,934 --> 00:53:59,970 [bleep] feel like I'm gonna pass out 987 00:54:00,104 --> 00:54:03,107 every time I get back up, 988 00:54:03,207 --> 00:54:05,709 and I see three more cranberries, 989 00:54:05,809 --> 00:54:07,578 so I gotta get back down again. 990 00:54:07,678 --> 00:54:09,413 ♪ ♪ 991 00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:11,882 Legs feel so heavy. 992 00:54:12,015 --> 00:54:19,056 ♪ ♪ 993 00:54:21,125 --> 00:54:23,127 I'm just so-- [body thuds] 994 00:54:23,227 --> 00:54:30,200 ♪ ♪ 995 00:54:51,121 --> 00:54:52,289 [dramatic music] 996 00:54:52,289 --> 00:54:59,296 ♪ ♪ 997 00:55:11,775 --> 00:55:14,645 - [groans] 998 00:55:14,778 --> 00:55:16,480 [sighs] Oh. 999 00:55:16,613 --> 00:55:21,985 ♪ ♪ 1000 00:55:22,085 --> 00:55:25,355 Passed out. 1001 00:55:25,489 --> 00:55:28,358 [panting] 1002 00:55:28,492 --> 00:55:35,499 ♪ ♪ 1003 00:55:41,605 --> 00:55:43,707 [groans] Oh. 1004 00:55:43,807 --> 00:55:50,814 ♪ ♪ 1005 00:55:54,451 --> 00:55:55,919 [camera thuds] 1006 00:55:56,053 --> 00:56:00,691 Oh, I wanted it so bad. [sniffles] 1007 00:56:00,791 --> 00:56:06,196 ♪ ♪ 1008 00:56:06,330 --> 00:56:07,698 I want it so bad, man. 1009 00:56:07,764 --> 00:56:08,932 I just... 1010 00:56:15,038 --> 00:56:17,941 I don't think I can do it no more. 1011 00:56:18,008 --> 00:56:24,948 ♪ ♪ 1012 00:56:25,048 --> 00:56:27,217 [sighs] 1013 00:56:27,284 --> 00:56:30,254 ♪ ♪ 1014 00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:31,822 [sniffles] 1015 00:56:31,922 --> 00:56:34,491 ♪ ♪ 1016 00:56:37,294 --> 00:56:41,398 I lost that baby. We lost that baby. 1017 00:56:41,531 --> 00:56:43,500 ♪ ♪ 1018 00:56:43,600 --> 00:56:45,135 And I lost my arrows, 1019 00:56:45,235 --> 00:56:48,105 and I've been-- I've been fighting so hard. 1020 00:56:48,171 --> 00:56:49,940 ♪ ♪ 1021 00:56:50,007 --> 00:56:52,309 I don't want to leave. 1022 00:56:52,409 --> 00:56:54,912 I don't want to quit. 1023 00:56:55,012 --> 00:56:57,814 [bleep]. 1024 00:56:57,914 --> 00:57:04,888 ♪ ♪ 1025 00:57:04,955 --> 00:57:06,890 I've been fighting so hard for this. 1026 00:57:06,957 --> 00:57:09,793 I've been fighting so hard for this. 1027 00:57:09,926 --> 00:57:11,328 [sniffles] 1028 00:57:11,395 --> 00:57:16,099 ♪ ♪ 1029 00:57:16,166 --> 00:57:19,269 I left my family at home, 1030 00:57:19,369 --> 00:57:22,506 my wife grieving by herself. 1031 00:57:22,572 --> 00:57:24,374 I couldn't even-- 1032 00:57:24,474 --> 00:57:27,210 I couldn't even do it. Couldn't get it done. 1033 00:57:27,344 --> 00:57:34,251 ♪ ♪ 1034 00:57:34,351 --> 00:57:39,756 Sometimes-- sometimes, your best... 1035 00:57:39,890 --> 00:57:42,059 Sometimes, your best is not good enough. 1036 00:57:45,128 --> 00:57:47,364 [sniffs] 1037 00:57:47,497 --> 00:57:49,366 [sighs] 1038 00:57:49,499 --> 00:57:52,469 [phone beeping] 1039 00:57:54,104 --> 00:57:55,572 [sniffs] 1040 00:58:04,881 --> 00:58:07,918 [line trilling] 1041 00:58:15,258 --> 00:58:19,062 Um, this is Cade. 1042 00:58:19,162 --> 00:58:21,298 Um... 1043 00:58:21,365 --> 00:58:24,534 I passed out for a while. 1044 00:58:26,770 --> 00:58:30,607 I--I think I'm done. 1045 00:58:30,741 --> 00:58:33,410 I--I'm tapping out. 1046 00:58:33,543 --> 00:58:38,415 ♪ ♪ 1047 00:58:38,482 --> 00:58:41,385 [sniffs] 1048 00:58:41,485 --> 00:58:43,720 [sighs] 1049 00:58:43,854 --> 00:58:47,891 ♪ ♪ 1050 00:58:47,991 --> 00:58:52,796 Headed back, trying to meet them there. 1051 00:58:52,929 --> 00:58:57,000 Danielle, I'm so sorry I couldn't do it. 1052 00:58:57,134 --> 00:59:02,105 I was just wore my body out before I could find success. 1053 00:59:02,172 --> 00:59:03,907 I never knew my limit. 1054 00:59:04,007 --> 00:59:07,110 [sighs] 1055 00:59:07,210 --> 00:59:09,546 But I know it now. 1056 00:59:09,613 --> 00:59:14,217 This place has reminded me who I am. 1057 00:59:14,284 --> 00:59:18,021 ♪ ♪ 1058 00:59:18,121 --> 00:59:21,825 And who I want to be, love for family 1059 00:59:21,925 --> 00:59:24,561 and everything that is important in this world. 1060 00:59:24,694 --> 00:59:31,668 ♪ ♪ 1061 00:59:36,406 --> 00:59:38,375 [sighs] 1062 00:59:43,413 --> 00:59:44,815 My whole body hurts. 1063 00:59:44,881 --> 00:59:49,719 I just-- I was eating some berries. 1064 00:59:51,154 --> 00:59:53,423 I don't remember. I just woke up. 1065 00:59:57,094 --> 00:59:59,296 I sat there for a minute, and I figured... 1066 01:00:04,434 --> 01:00:05,869 I don't know. 1067 01:00:05,969 --> 01:00:09,506 I don't know, where do I go from there, you know? 1068 01:00:09,573 --> 01:00:12,943 I can't hunt. 1069 01:00:13,009 --> 01:00:14,444 I'm just wasting away. 1070 01:00:14,578 --> 01:00:17,214 I didn't come here to play arts and crafts 1071 01:00:17,280 --> 01:00:18,582 or starve to death. 1072 01:00:18,648 --> 01:00:21,885 I came here to do what I know how to do. 1073 01:00:22,018 --> 01:00:23,453 And I just-- 1074 01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:26,056 I can't even walk no more. 1075 01:00:27,724 --> 01:00:30,126 You ever wanted something so bad that-- 1076 01:00:30,227 --> 01:00:33,363 you know you're losing weight, so you cut the leather 1077 01:00:33,497 --> 01:00:36,199 off your belt and then eat it? 1078 01:00:40,003 --> 01:00:42,272 I'm just out of gas, man. 1079 01:00:48,879 --> 01:00:50,413 [sniffs] 1080 01:00:55,719 --> 01:01:00,757 It's painful because my heart and my mind 1081 01:01:00,891 --> 01:01:02,225 are still in it. 1082 01:01:05,362 --> 01:01:11,968 ♪ ♪ 1083 01:01:12,102 --> 01:01:17,340 This place will always be a reminder 1084 01:01:17,407 --> 01:01:22,979 to me that I am more than capable 1085 01:01:23,046 --> 01:01:25,549 when the going gets tough. 1086 01:01:25,649 --> 01:01:28,885 ♪ ♪ 1087 01:01:29,019 --> 01:01:31,888 I'll never forget that. 1088 01:01:31,955 --> 01:01:35,892 I learned that I'm exactly 1089 01:01:35,992 --> 01:01:37,994 who I thought I was. 1090 01:01:38,128 --> 01:01:41,198 I worked myself to death, 1091 01:01:41,331 --> 01:01:44,200 and that's why my time was so short, 1092 01:01:44,334 --> 01:01:47,804 and I don't think I would be happier 1093 01:01:47,938 --> 01:01:52,742 if I had lasted longer and done less 1094 01:01:52,809 --> 01:01:55,345 because that's not what I came here to do. 1095 01:01:55,412 --> 01:01:59,683 I will not make any excuses for my failures 1096 01:01:59,816 --> 01:02:02,852 out here because to do so 1097 01:02:02,919 --> 01:02:05,855 would deprive me of my victories. 1098 01:02:05,922 --> 01:02:08,124 Am I disappointed with the outcome? 1099 01:02:08,258 --> 01:02:09,759 Yes. 1100 01:02:09,893 --> 01:02:15,332 But am I content with myself? Absolutely. 1101 01:02:15,398 --> 01:02:18,935 ♪ ♪ 1102 01:02:19,035 --> 01:02:21,004 God has blessed me 1103 01:02:21,137 --> 01:02:23,807 with a once in a lifetime adventure, 1104 01:02:23,940 --> 01:02:26,509 and it started the day that I was born, 1105 01:02:26,610 --> 01:02:29,379 and it does not end here. 1106 01:02:29,479 --> 01:02:32,882 I've got a million more hunts for me 1107 01:02:33,016 --> 01:02:35,852 and a beautiful family at home... 1108 01:02:35,919 --> 01:02:37,821 ♪ ♪ 1109 01:02:37,921 --> 01:02:41,124 And this is just the beginning of something better 1110 01:02:41,258 --> 01:02:44,294 down the road, 1111 01:02:44,361 --> 01:02:46,096 and I can hang my hat on that. 1112 01:02:46,162 --> 01:02:48,865 ♪ ♪ 1113 01:02:54,070 --> 01:02:56,873 [dramatic music] 1114 01:02:56,940 --> 01:03:03,947 ♪ ♪ 1115 01:03:04,648 --> 01:03:06,216 - Oh, [bleep], I passed out. 1116 01:03:06,282 --> 01:03:10,186 ♪ ♪ 1117 01:03:10,253 --> 01:03:14,290 I think I gotta call it, man. 1118 01:03:14,357 --> 01:03:18,595 I can't even [bleep] walk out here anymore. 1119 01:03:18,662 --> 01:03:20,930 ♪ ♪ 1120 01:03:20,997 --> 01:03:24,034 Never hurt to do something so bad in my whole damn life. 1121 01:03:24,100 --> 01:03:28,538 ♪ ♪ 1122 01:03:28,605 --> 01:03:31,741 I don't know how long I was out. 1123 01:03:31,808 --> 01:03:35,245 I just woke up and didn't know where I was. 1124 01:03:35,312 --> 01:03:39,082 It ain't about being hungry or tired or lonely, 1125 01:03:39,149 --> 01:03:42,152 'cause none of that [bleep] matters to me. 1126 01:03:42,218 --> 01:03:43,987 I'm just-- 1127 01:03:44,054 --> 01:03:46,256 I just physically can't. 1128 01:03:48,058 --> 01:03:49,726 ♪ ♪ 1129 01:03:49,793 --> 01:03:52,829 And that's a hard-- that's a hard pill to swallow. 1130 01:03:52,896 --> 01:03:54,998 ♪ ♪ 1131 01:03:55,065 --> 01:03:58,134 This is something that I've always dreamed of, 1132 01:03:58,201 --> 01:04:00,870 and I love this place, 1133 01:04:00,937 --> 01:04:03,740 and I don't wanna leave it. 1134 01:04:03,807 --> 01:04:06,910 I'm sorry I couldn't do it. 1135 01:04:06,976 --> 01:04:08,978 I gave it my best. 1136 01:04:09,045 --> 01:04:11,081 ♪ ♪ 1137 01:04:11,147 --> 01:04:14,084 I know that's broth, but I wish it was coffee. 1138 01:04:14,150 --> 01:04:18,855 ♪ ♪ 1139 01:04:18,922 --> 01:04:20,757 [bleep], that's hot too. 1140 01:04:20,824 --> 01:04:23,460 Mmm. Sorry, excuse my language. 1141 01:04:23,526 --> 01:04:24,694 Hell of a lot better than that squirrel broth 1142 01:04:24,761 --> 01:04:25,862 I've been drinking. 1143 01:04:25,929 --> 01:04:33,036 ♪ ♪ 1144 01:04:33,103 --> 01:04:34,904 I'm just heartbroken right now. 1145 01:04:34,971 --> 01:04:36,873 I'm having a hard time. 1146 01:04:36,940 --> 01:04:39,843 'Cause I'm not a quitter. 1147 01:04:39,909 --> 01:04:43,046 Not everything out here worked out in my favor, 1148 01:04:43,113 --> 01:04:47,217 but man, I fought as hard as anybody ever could. 1149 01:04:47,283 --> 01:04:48,718 ♪ ♪ 1150 01:04:48,785 --> 01:04:51,721 I believe I proved everything to myself 1151 01:04:51,788 --> 01:04:54,257 that I ever needed to prove out here. 1152 01:04:54,324 --> 01:04:55,692 I didn't come here for fame and fortune 1153 01:04:55,759 --> 01:04:57,727 and all that [bleep]. 1154 01:04:57,794 --> 01:05:01,765 But I would love if I could use 1155 01:05:01,831 --> 01:05:06,336 this platform to teach people 1156 01:05:06,402 --> 01:05:08,905 the appreciation for the hunt. 1157 01:05:08,972 --> 01:05:11,040 ♪ ♪ 1158 01:05:11,107 --> 01:05:14,210 This place didn't change me, 1159 01:05:14,277 --> 01:05:18,214 but it taught me something: 1160 01:05:18,281 --> 01:05:21,851 not all losses are failures. 1161 01:05:21,918 --> 01:05:23,853 ♪ ♪ 1162 01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:25,755 Gotta keep my chin up 1163 01:05:25,822 --> 01:05:28,858 and set a good example for my little boy. 1164 01:05:28,925 --> 01:05:33,363 ♪ ♪ 1165 01:05:33,430 --> 01:05:34,864 - Ready, champ? 1166 01:05:36,933 --> 01:05:38,101 - [chuckles] 1167 01:05:40,837 --> 01:05:41,905 Oh. 1168 01:05:41,971 --> 01:05:43,339 - How you feeling? Any thirst or-- 1169 01:05:43,406 --> 01:05:44,707 - I just-- oh, thank you so much. 1170 01:05:44,774 --> 01:05:46,142 - Yep. - [indistinct]. 1171 01:05:56,953 --> 01:05:58,188 - Wow. - Yeah. 1172 01:05:58,254 --> 01:06:00,657 ♪ ♪ 1173 01:06:00,723 --> 01:06:03,026 When I started walking, I thought, 1174 01:06:03,092 --> 01:06:04,661 "Man, I'm feeling a little better." 1175 01:06:04,727 --> 01:06:07,163 Usually if I kind of get to moving around, 1176 01:06:07,230 --> 01:06:09,432 I feel better. [sighs] 1177 01:06:09,499 --> 01:06:13,036 My legs just felt so heavy. 1178 01:06:13,102 --> 01:06:14,704 - How we doing, my friend? 1179 01:06:14,771 --> 01:06:17,907 - Man, I've seen better days, I'm not gonna lie to you. 1180 01:06:17,974 --> 01:06:19,642 I remember I reached down 1181 01:06:19,709 --> 01:06:21,077 and grabbed a handful of cranberries. 1182 01:06:21,144 --> 01:06:23,346 Next thing I know, I woke up, 1183 01:06:23,413 --> 01:06:27,750 and I was, like, face down, my [bleep] hat in the dirt. 1184 01:06:27,817 --> 01:06:30,286 I was trying to figure out who the [bleep] I was. 1185 01:06:30,353 --> 01:06:31,688 - Do you remember any other feelings 1186 01:06:31,754 --> 01:06:33,056 before you passed out? 1187 01:06:33,122 --> 01:06:34,357 Chest, heart-- - Kinda lightheaded. 1188 01:06:34,424 --> 01:06:37,260 I was just dizzy, you know, like I was tired. 1189 01:06:37,327 --> 01:06:39,229 And then I just kinda sat there 1190 01:06:39,295 --> 01:06:41,064 and cried like a baby for a minute. 1191 01:06:41,130 --> 01:06:42,866 - Gonna take a set of vitals on you, 1192 01:06:42,932 --> 01:06:46,002 check the blood pressure, check your blood sugars too, 1193 01:06:46,069 --> 01:06:47,937 just to make sure there's nothing major 1194 01:06:48,004 --> 01:06:49,405 going on with the vitals. 1195 01:06:49,472 --> 01:06:51,941 - I thought I could make it at least another week. 1196 01:06:52,008 --> 01:06:55,812 - Obviously, if your body's doing something like this, 1197 01:06:55,879 --> 01:06:57,780 it's telling you not to go on. 1198 01:06:57,847 --> 01:07:00,483 - Oh, I'm just-- 1199 01:07:00,550 --> 01:07:02,318 I'm really sad that it's over, man. 1200 01:07:02,385 --> 01:07:03,620 I'm really sad. 1201 01:07:05,722 --> 01:07:07,490 Man, that thing's getting hot now. 1202 01:07:07,557 --> 01:07:09,325 - Could just lean forward for me, my friend. 1203 01:07:09,392 --> 01:07:11,761 Take a nice big breath for me. 1204 01:07:11,828 --> 01:07:13,696 Given the weight that you came in with, 1205 01:07:13,763 --> 01:07:16,699 you've lost, I think, about 14% of your total body weight. 1206 01:07:16,766 --> 01:07:18,001 What we'll be doing is putting you 1207 01:07:18,067 --> 01:07:19,702 on a high-risk refeeding program. 1208 01:07:19,769 --> 01:07:21,571 We want to monitor your food intake. 1209 01:07:21,638 --> 01:07:25,074 - Look at me, man. I'm [bleep]--I'm a skeleton. 1210 01:07:25,141 --> 01:07:26,643 - Takes about five days to get you 1211 01:07:26,709 --> 01:07:29,212 back to the baseline, ideally. 1212 01:07:29,279 --> 01:07:31,648 Make sure that we're not doing any further damage. 1213 01:07:31,714 --> 01:07:33,249 Here you go. - Thank you. 1214 01:07:33,316 --> 01:07:34,784 - Any questions? 1215 01:07:34,851 --> 01:07:36,953 ♪ ♪ 1216 01:07:37,020 --> 01:07:40,056 - What's for supper? 1217 01:07:40,123 --> 01:07:43,192 I gave it my 100% best. 1218 01:07:43,259 --> 01:07:48,431 And so this place will always be a reminder 1219 01:07:48,498 --> 01:07:50,400 of my inner strength, 1220 01:07:50,466 --> 01:07:53,269 and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. 1221 01:07:53,336 --> 01:07:59,876 ♪ ♪