1 00:00:08,291 --> 00:00:14,573 ♪ 2 00:00:17,438 --> 00:00:19,405 Just like that, you're alone. 3 00:00:19,440 --> 00:00:21,373 This is the arctic, folks. 4 00:00:21,407 --> 00:00:23,616 ♪ 5 00:00:23,651 --> 00:00:25,066 Oh,. 6 00:00:25,101 --> 00:00:26,757 Oh, my God. There's a lynx. 7 00:00:26,792 --> 00:00:29,036 It's looking right at me. 8 00:00:29,070 --> 00:00:31,245 It seems like snow is here early. 9 00:00:31,279 --> 00:00:32,522 It's hard to see. 10 00:00:32,556 --> 00:00:35,145 -Ow! -I think I broke it. 11 00:00:35,180 --> 00:00:37,320 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 12 00:00:37,354 --> 00:00:39,184 To go out before I even get a chance-- 13 00:00:39,218 --> 00:00:41,703 That hurts immensely. 14 00:00:41,738 --> 00:00:48,745 ♪ 15 00:00:50,160 --> 00:00:52,887 In "Alone's" coldest location ever, 16 00:00:52,921 --> 00:00:55,924 ten participants fight to survive the arctic. 17 00:00:55,959 --> 00:00:57,098 The arctic is one of the most 18 00:00:57,133 --> 00:00:58,789 physically demanding places on Earth. 19 00:00:58,824 --> 00:01:00,515 So freakin' cold right now. 20 00:01:00,550 --> 00:01:02,897 Battling sub-zero temperatures... 21 00:01:02,931 --> 00:01:05,141 -This climate's harsh. -It's extreme. 22 00:01:05,175 --> 00:01:06,694 It's mean. It's got teeth. 23 00:01:06,728 --> 00:01:09,145 Get caught out here in a whiteout, you're in trouble. 24 00:01:09,179 --> 00:01:10,698 Vicious predators... 25 00:01:10,732 --> 00:01:12,320 Just heard something big moving back there. 26 00:01:12,355 --> 00:01:14,702 Me against the wolverine right now. 27 00:01:14,736 --> 00:01:16,013 And isolation. 28 00:01:16,048 --> 00:01:17,636 There's nothing to fill that void. 29 00:01:17,670 --> 00:01:19,741 It's just you left alone with your thoughts. 30 00:01:19,776 --> 00:01:22,019 How long will they endure? 31 00:01:22,054 --> 00:01:24,091 House is on fire. 32 00:01:24,125 --> 00:01:26,541 I'm scared, but I don't wanna tap. 33 00:01:26,576 --> 00:01:28,233 This is the most unforgiving landscape 34 00:01:28,267 --> 00:01:29,372 I've ever seen. 35 00:01:29,406 --> 00:01:32,064 The last one standing wins. 36 00:01:32,099 --> 00:01:33,824 This environment will strip away 37 00:01:33,859 --> 00:01:36,103 everything and anything you thought you had. 38 00:01:36,137 --> 00:01:43,110 ♪ 39 00:01:52,602 --> 00:01:59,609 ♪ 40 00:02:07,996 --> 00:02:09,412 Well, it stopped snowing. That's good... 41 00:02:11,241 --> 00:02:13,623 That sun feels great. 42 00:02:20,216 --> 00:02:23,080 I'll give my beard a quick 43 00:02:23,115 --> 00:02:24,772 comb through. 44 00:02:30,226 --> 00:02:33,194 Back to work... 45 00:02:35,679 --> 00:02:38,855 I should probably go get that moss before it snows again. 46 00:02:38,889 --> 00:02:40,581 ♪ 47 00:02:40,615 --> 00:02:43,894 So... 48 00:02:43,929 --> 00:02:47,243 Yeah, um, shelter's almost done. 49 00:02:47,277 --> 00:02:48,934 Relatively simple-- 50 00:02:48,968 --> 00:02:51,212 Try to build my own bear den for the most part, 51 00:02:51,247 --> 00:02:52,834 just something that's super warm. 52 00:02:54,940 --> 00:02:57,425 I don't wanna wait till winter to get all this done... 53 00:02:59,151 --> 00:03:02,948 All right, so, what I've done is-- 54 00:03:02,982 --> 00:03:05,778 We're gonna use some of this sphagnum moss as 55 00:03:05,813 --> 00:03:07,780 a good insulating layer on my shelter. 56 00:03:07,815 --> 00:03:09,955 This stuff comes out in huge carpets. 57 00:03:09,989 --> 00:03:13,614 I've just been using my ax. You can see how big this is. 58 00:03:13,648 --> 00:03:17,134 This is the arctic hide, as I like to call it. 59 00:03:18,239 --> 00:03:20,207 There, in this spot... 60 00:03:22,554 --> 00:03:25,936 Seems like it's a lot of work, and it is, but, 61 00:03:25,971 --> 00:03:27,904 you know, 62 00:03:27,938 --> 00:03:31,114 as much as I'd love to be home right now, 63 00:03:31,148 --> 00:03:33,496 kissing my wife and 64 00:03:33,530 --> 00:03:36,395 hanging with my boys... 65 00:03:38,535 --> 00:03:41,849 This is what has to be done. 66 00:03:41,883 --> 00:03:43,471 I've served in the military, 67 00:03:43,506 --> 00:03:44,921 I've lived all around the world, 68 00:03:44,955 --> 00:03:46,957 and I run a wilderness survival 69 00:03:46,992 --> 00:03:49,650 and primitive living school. 70 00:03:49,684 --> 00:03:51,790 The arctic is gonna be the toughest location ever, 71 00:03:51,824 --> 00:03:53,826 but to be 100% honest, 72 00:03:53,861 --> 00:03:55,518 I don't have a weak skill. 73 00:03:55,552 --> 00:03:57,313 If I felt I had something that 74 00:03:57,347 --> 00:03:59,798 I don't know that much about, I wouldn't be here. 75 00:03:59,832 --> 00:04:01,213 People might call it arrogance, 76 00:04:01,248 --> 00:04:04,285 but people call it arrogance when they lack confidence. 77 00:04:04,320 --> 00:04:05,597 You go first. 78 00:04:05,631 --> 00:04:07,081 Biggest thing I'm gonna miss will be my family. 79 00:04:07,115 --> 00:04:11,050 They really have made me grow as a husband, as a father. 80 00:04:11,085 --> 00:04:12,466 They are my life's work. 81 00:04:12,500 --> 00:04:13,812 I love you guys. 82 00:04:13,846 --> 00:04:15,986 The reason why I'm doing this is just last year, 83 00:04:16,021 --> 00:04:17,954 I had a massive heart attack. 84 00:04:17,988 --> 00:04:20,439 The heart attack I had is known as the widow maker. 85 00:04:20,474 --> 00:04:23,649 99% of the time, it's the final chapter. 86 00:04:23,684 --> 00:04:25,720 And as a heart attack survivor, 87 00:04:25,755 --> 00:04:27,619 you could lay down and die in the corner, 88 00:04:27,653 --> 00:04:29,310 or you can stand up and fight for what you wanna do 89 00:04:29,345 --> 00:04:30,622 and what you believe in. 90 00:04:30,656 --> 00:04:32,934 This is my fight. 91 00:04:32,969 --> 00:04:35,282 All right... 92 00:04:35,316 --> 00:04:37,456 That looks pretty good. 93 00:04:37,491 --> 00:04:39,769 My survival plan is very simple. 94 00:04:39,803 --> 00:04:42,081 I need fish. I need large game. 95 00:04:42,116 --> 00:04:44,912 I need long-term food resources. 96 00:04:50,158 --> 00:04:51,332 All right... 97 00:04:51,367 --> 00:04:54,162 So, what I'm gonna do is, I'm gonna make a rabbit stick, 98 00:04:54,197 --> 00:04:56,303 or a primitive throwing stick. 99 00:04:56,337 --> 00:04:57,442 I found this piece of pine, 100 00:04:57,476 --> 00:04:59,340 which is kind of in a natural shape already. 101 00:04:59,375 --> 00:05:02,895 You can--you can see it's almost like a-- 102 00:05:02,930 --> 00:05:05,415 A boomerang or a whale's tail if it came out to here, 103 00:05:05,450 --> 00:05:08,315 but just want that tool that I can reach, grab... 104 00:05:08,349 --> 00:05:11,283 Employ, and hopefully get a meal. 105 00:05:11,318 --> 00:05:13,112 ♪ 106 00:05:13,147 --> 00:05:15,598 Everything we do in life, there's pressure to succeed. 107 00:05:15,632 --> 00:05:19,981 And for me, I'm a very success-driven person, 108 00:05:20,016 --> 00:05:22,156 Having a heart attack and 109 00:05:22,190 --> 00:05:24,641 trying to achieve a certain level of excellence-- 110 00:05:24,676 --> 00:05:27,195 That's a huge goal, but I don't really feel like 111 00:05:27,230 --> 00:05:29,715 I can't do because of the heart attack. 112 00:05:29,750 --> 00:05:33,340 It's something that I think is actually making me stronger. 113 00:05:33,374 --> 00:05:35,618 All right... 114 00:05:37,447 --> 00:05:39,449 I think she... 115 00:05:41,175 --> 00:05:42,452 Is good. 116 00:05:42,487 --> 00:05:44,834 I'ma give it a few test throws... 117 00:05:47,630 --> 00:05:49,390 See what she does. 118 00:05:50,564 --> 00:05:52,876 Aw, she spins like a beaut. 119 00:05:52,911 --> 00:05:55,396 Test flight of 120 00:05:55,431 --> 00:05:59,296 Ptarmigan Squirrel 3000 Go-Getter Eater Thingy. 121 00:06:02,334 --> 00:06:04,405 Oh... 122 00:06:06,096 --> 00:06:08,823 That's a throw. 123 00:06:08,858 --> 00:06:15,865 ♪ 124 00:06:21,560 --> 00:06:23,010 ♪ 125 00:06:39,267 --> 00:06:42,443 Moose call. 126 00:06:42,478 --> 00:06:45,446 Let's get out there and try to get some food. 127 00:06:45,481 --> 00:06:51,210 ♪ 128 00:06:51,245 --> 00:06:54,282 So, today, I'm setting up several 129 00:06:54,317 --> 00:06:58,459 promising snares-- see how all that goes. 130 00:07:03,222 --> 00:07:06,743 Just hanging on by a nub there, and a nub there 131 00:07:06,778 --> 00:07:09,194 on opposite sides of the stick 132 00:07:09,228 --> 00:07:11,092 so that no matter which way it's running, 133 00:07:11,127 --> 00:07:13,750 it pulls it off of its little nub 134 00:07:13,785 --> 00:07:16,512 before he has a chance to escape. 135 00:07:18,548 --> 00:07:20,619 Winter's gonna come really quickly. 136 00:07:20,654 --> 00:07:22,172 You don't wanna start deteriorating 137 00:07:22,207 --> 00:07:25,279 right before it goes into December in the arctic. 138 00:07:25,313 --> 00:07:27,177 I'm not gonna win a starving contest. 139 00:07:27,212 --> 00:07:28,800 I'm the thinnest guy here. 140 00:07:28,834 --> 00:07:31,388 So, if I can provide the food, 141 00:07:31,423 --> 00:07:33,149 I'm not gonna out sit people that weigh 142 00:07:33,183 --> 00:07:34,633 30 pounds more than me. 143 00:07:34,668 --> 00:07:36,497 And that's my fear because I think that's the only thing 144 00:07:36,532 --> 00:07:38,982 that'll take me out of here. 145 00:07:39,017 --> 00:07:41,778 Hopefully, it's just a matter of time now. 146 00:07:41,813 --> 00:07:44,229 My winter home. 147 00:07:44,263 --> 00:07:46,611 Say, "Hi, Mama! I'm on the roof!" 148 00:07:46,645 --> 00:07:49,959 Growing up on a farm got me prepared for time alone. 149 00:07:49,993 --> 00:07:51,823 -Whoa. -Whoa. 150 00:07:51,857 --> 00:07:53,514 A big tree. 151 00:07:53,549 --> 00:07:54,826 Hey, hey! 152 00:07:54,860 --> 00:07:57,760 I've spent a lot of time living in the forest 153 00:07:57,794 --> 00:08:01,004 with native reindeer herders in Siberia. 154 00:08:01,039 --> 00:08:02,972 During those five years with them, 155 00:08:03,006 --> 00:08:06,389 I gained a lot of skills necessary for this experience. 156 00:08:06,423 --> 00:08:09,288 I think that probably is my big advantage. 157 00:08:09,323 --> 00:08:11,670 I'm definitely a jack of all trades-- 158 00:08:11,705 --> 00:08:13,465 Fishing, trapping, and hunting. 159 00:08:14,639 --> 00:08:17,780 I'm good enough at everything to win. 160 00:08:17,814 --> 00:08:19,160 Hopefully, I can call in a moose 161 00:08:19,195 --> 00:08:22,232 'cause it'll be mating season for moose. 162 00:08:22,267 --> 00:08:24,062 I'm leaving behind my wife and kids 163 00:08:24,096 --> 00:08:27,444 and I'm gonna definitely miss them all terribly. 164 00:08:27,479 --> 00:08:29,723 But $500,000-- 165 00:08:29,757 --> 00:08:31,828 you just can't pass that opportunity up, 166 00:08:31,863 --> 00:08:34,521 especially when you have the experience that I have. 167 00:08:34,555 --> 00:08:35,970 And if you can manage to win, 168 00:08:36,005 --> 00:08:37,454 that money is gonna provide you 169 00:08:37,489 --> 00:08:39,215 a lot more time with your family 170 00:08:39,249 --> 00:08:41,942 than your three months or six months you lost. 171 00:08:41,976 --> 00:08:44,427 Bye! 172 00:08:44,461 --> 00:08:47,361 Just exploring my land a little more, 173 00:08:47,395 --> 00:08:51,330 and this has to be explained... 174 00:08:53,298 --> 00:08:56,301 So at least there's some semblance of justice. 175 00:08:56,335 --> 00:08:59,580 But look at this. 176 00:08:59,615 --> 00:09:01,686 That's my only patch of green. 177 00:09:01,720 --> 00:09:03,377 That's where I live. 178 00:09:03,411 --> 00:09:06,380 ♪ 179 00:09:06,414 --> 00:09:09,694 Now, look--fire, fire, fire, fire, fire, fire, fire, 180 00:09:09,728 --> 00:09:12,731 as far as you can see. 181 00:09:12,766 --> 00:09:15,044 Makes me angry--like, man, 182 00:09:15,078 --> 00:09:18,047 putting me in the arctic right before winter is one thing, 183 00:09:18,081 --> 00:09:20,014 but put me in the arctic in a place 184 00:09:20,049 --> 00:09:22,569 that's been decimated by fire-- 185 00:09:22,603 --> 00:09:24,985 Not cool. 186 00:09:25,019 --> 00:09:26,676 You gotta at least point out 187 00:09:26,711 --> 00:09:29,610 what a rough spot I am. 188 00:09:29,645 --> 00:09:31,370 Can't imagine a worse one. 189 00:09:31,405 --> 00:09:33,683 ♪ 190 00:09:33,718 --> 00:09:36,203 How am I supposed to live here? 191 00:09:36,237 --> 00:09:43,244 ♪ 192 00:09:48,491 --> 00:09:50,907 Um... 193 00:09:52,668 --> 00:09:54,946 Um... 194 00:10:08,684 --> 00:10:11,031 I could use a little-- 195 00:10:11,065 --> 00:10:14,551 I could use a little more sleep. 196 00:10:14,586 --> 00:10:17,244 I am not a morning person. 197 00:10:17,278 --> 00:10:20,799 I haven't been a morning person my whole entire life. 198 00:10:20,834 --> 00:10:24,631 Like, as a kid, I would sleep in on Christmas, okay? 199 00:10:24,665 --> 00:10:28,186 That's how much of a not-morning person I am... 200 00:10:28,220 --> 00:10:31,051 Seriously. 201 00:10:31,085 --> 00:10:35,572 ♪ 202 00:10:35,607 --> 00:10:38,058 Out here, I don't have any schedule. 203 00:10:38,092 --> 00:10:41,406 I can sleep in to whenever I want. 204 00:10:41,440 --> 00:10:43,684 The world we live in is so full of schedules 205 00:10:43,719 --> 00:10:46,583 and routines and ruts, 206 00:10:46,618 --> 00:10:49,103 but out here, nah. 207 00:10:49,138 --> 00:10:54,039 ♪ 208 00:11:00,287 --> 00:11:02,876 So, I found a few pieces of alder. 209 00:11:04,705 --> 00:11:07,225 And... 210 00:11:07,259 --> 00:11:09,676 I'm gonna... 211 00:11:09,710 --> 00:11:13,576 make a couple Paiute dead falls for the mice, 212 00:11:13,610 --> 00:11:17,028 and go set it up in that mushroom patch... 213 00:11:18,788 --> 00:11:22,412 I'ma use these Vs as the upright... 214 00:11:24,760 --> 00:11:27,141 And... 215 00:11:27,176 --> 00:11:28,867 Cut them off here. 216 00:11:30,731 --> 00:11:33,354 To survive in the arctic, 217 00:11:33,389 --> 00:11:36,116 I need to feel like I don't know what my wall is. 218 00:11:36,150 --> 00:11:38,739 I don't know if humans actually have a wall. 219 00:11:38,774 --> 00:11:42,501 I think that's something that we make up 220 00:11:42,536 --> 00:11:46,367 to say it's okay to give up, to not reach your goals, 221 00:11:46,402 --> 00:11:48,369 to not be all of who you are. 222 00:11:48,404 --> 00:11:49,992 I don't think I have a wall, 223 00:11:50,026 --> 00:11:52,442 and if I've got some struggles, 224 00:11:52,477 --> 00:11:54,444 I can climb over that thing. 225 00:11:54,479 --> 00:11:57,068 ♪ 226 00:11:57,102 --> 00:11:59,104 There we go. 227 00:12:03,730 --> 00:12:05,593 Man, the wind--ow,. 228 00:12:05,628 --> 00:12:07,906 I just cut myself.. 229 00:12:10,150 --> 00:12:12,635 It's not good. 230 00:12:13,740 --> 00:12:14,948 No! 231 00:12:17,882 --> 00:12:20,643 I need to stop the bleeding. This is freakin' crazy. 232 00:12:20,677 --> 00:12:23,335 Where is the gauze? 233 00:12:23,370 --> 00:12:25,061 Man. 234 00:12:25,096 --> 00:12:28,064 ♪ 235 00:12:29,445 --> 00:12:31,999 ♪ 236 00:12:32,034 --> 00:12:34,761 I'm so bitter right now. 237 00:12:36,072 --> 00:12:38,040 ♪ 238 00:12:38,074 --> 00:12:39,800 Cut myself.. 239 00:12:39,835 --> 00:12:43,390 I've been so freakin' careful. 240 00:12:43,424 --> 00:12:45,254 This is ridiculous... 241 00:12:45,288 --> 00:12:47,256 ♪ 242 00:12:51,674 --> 00:12:53,710 I don't wanna go home. 243 00:13:12,143 --> 00:13:13,454 it. 244 00:13:13,489 --> 00:13:15,456 ♪ 245 00:13:15,491 --> 00:13:17,424 I'm not tapping out. 246 00:13:20,013 --> 00:13:22,153 I can do this. 247 00:13:22,187 --> 00:13:25,915 I have to make sure that this is clean in there. 248 00:13:25,950 --> 00:13:28,745 It's freaking deep, though. 249 00:13:30,920 --> 00:13:34,510 I'm not getting this thing infected. 250 00:13:34,544 --> 00:13:36,926 ♪ 251 00:13:36,961 --> 00:13:39,101 Oh! 252 00:13:41,689 --> 00:13:43,622 Oh! 253 00:13:43,657 --> 00:13:45,797 Ow. 254 00:13:45,832 --> 00:13:48,765 Any kind of wound or cut out here is 255 00:13:48,800 --> 00:13:50,802 so dangerous. 256 00:13:50,837 --> 00:13:53,356 I'm gonna put it inside this mitt... 257 00:13:53,391 --> 00:13:55,048 ♪ 258 00:13:55,082 --> 00:13:56,843 Keep my hand warm. 259 00:13:56,877 --> 00:13:58,810 ♪ 260 00:13:58,845 --> 00:14:00,536 Oh... 261 00:14:00,570 --> 00:14:03,435 I am so not prepared right now for a big wound. 262 00:14:03,470 --> 00:14:06,680 I have so much work to do. 263 00:14:06,714 --> 00:14:08,475 God... 264 00:14:08,509 --> 00:14:11,340 Can't believe it. 265 00:14:11,374 --> 00:14:12,962 I just so don't want this cut 266 00:14:12,997 --> 00:14:15,344 to send me home. 267 00:14:19,175 --> 00:14:26,182 ♪ 268 00:14:32,948 --> 00:14:39,920 ♪ 269 00:14:42,336 --> 00:14:44,856 What do you say, Mr. Seagull? 270 00:14:47,963 --> 00:14:49,896 Hm. 271 00:14:49,930 --> 00:14:52,208 Come to think of it, interesting-- 272 00:14:52,243 --> 00:14:56,005 That seagull goes and sits on that rock over there 273 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:58,318 this time of day. 274 00:14:58,352 --> 00:14:59,871 Where'd he go? 275 00:14:59,906 --> 00:15:01,769 Comes over here... 276 00:15:04,807 --> 00:15:08,742 To sit on that rock. 277 00:15:08,776 --> 00:15:12,090 Thank you, friendly seagull. I shall try that fishing spot. 278 00:15:16,923 --> 00:15:19,373 I'm a search and rescue canine handler, 279 00:15:19,408 --> 00:15:22,480 and I've been a bow hunter since I was 14. 280 00:15:22,514 --> 00:15:23,653 I spend a lot of time 281 00:15:23,688 --> 00:15:25,276 researching the animals that I hunt, 282 00:15:25,310 --> 00:15:27,726 understanding their activities. 283 00:15:27,761 --> 00:15:29,936 And in order to stay out here for a longer period of time, 284 00:15:29,970 --> 00:15:33,008 I think that hunting is going to be crucial. 285 00:15:33,042 --> 00:15:36,735 The X that you can see indicate it's a canine. 286 00:15:36,770 --> 00:15:40,567 I am 100% confident that I am going to win. 287 00:15:40,601 --> 00:15:42,534 I've always thought that most of our limits 288 00:15:42,569 --> 00:15:45,020 that we put on ourselves are self-imposed, 289 00:15:45,054 --> 00:15:47,091 and once you get past those, 290 00:15:47,125 --> 00:15:49,369 you can accomplish anything that you put your mind to. 291 00:15:50,749 --> 00:15:52,475 I feel at home in the outdoors. 292 00:15:52,510 --> 00:15:54,926 I have the skills and the mindset needed 293 00:15:54,961 --> 00:15:57,342 to be successful in this endeavor. 294 00:15:57,377 --> 00:15:59,655 Ah, is there anything better than chilling by the fire? 295 00:16:01,381 --> 00:16:05,040 I'm leaving my wife and my youngest son, 296 00:16:05,074 --> 00:16:08,319 but I'm one that believes that they're within me, 297 00:16:08,353 --> 00:16:10,631 and so, I'm bringing them with me. 298 00:16:11,839 --> 00:16:13,117 In the last few months, 299 00:16:13,151 --> 00:16:16,499 my wife and I have been overwhelmed with urban life. 300 00:16:16,534 --> 00:16:18,605 The money would allow us that freedom 301 00:16:18,639 --> 00:16:20,434 to get away from the city 302 00:16:20,469 --> 00:16:22,712 and live a better life. 303 00:16:27,269 --> 00:16:29,892 All this because a seagull landed there. 304 00:16:29,926 --> 00:16:31,204 Yup. 305 00:16:31,238 --> 00:16:36,450 ♪ 306 00:16:36,485 --> 00:16:40,040 I think these first two weeks are gonna be important 307 00:16:40,075 --> 00:16:43,285 for long-term success for any of the participants, 308 00:16:43,319 --> 00:16:45,494 so I'm trying to bring in some fish ASAP. 309 00:16:45,528 --> 00:16:47,496 ♪ 310 00:16:47,530 --> 00:16:50,188 That was a terrible cast. 311 00:16:50,223 --> 00:16:52,535 Everything that you do has a little equation 312 00:16:52,570 --> 00:16:54,330 that you gotta figure out for success, 313 00:16:54,365 --> 00:16:56,781 and once you crack the code and figure out the equation 314 00:16:56,815 --> 00:16:59,059 for success, then it can be duplicated. 315 00:16:59,094 --> 00:17:01,406 But in this situation, 316 00:17:01,441 --> 00:17:05,686 the chances for frustration or failures are high. 317 00:17:05,721 --> 00:17:08,172 ♪ 318 00:17:08,206 --> 00:17:10,208 Come on, there's gotta be one fish 319 00:17:10,243 --> 00:17:12,728 that would be hungry enough to take that fly. 320 00:17:12,762 --> 00:17:19,321 ♪ 321 00:17:19,355 --> 00:17:21,254 Oh, I got a fish! 322 00:17:23,118 --> 00:17:24,947 No freakin' way. 323 00:17:24,981 --> 00:17:29,986 ♪ 324 00:17:30,021 --> 00:17:31,298 Get it up. 325 00:17:31,333 --> 00:17:32,886 ♪ 326 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:35,854 Ah! Aha! 327 00:17:38,650 --> 00:17:41,929 Ah, I'm going to eat! 328 00:17:41,964 --> 00:17:45,830 Ah... 329 00:17:45,864 --> 00:17:47,521 Yes! 330 00:17:54,597 --> 00:18:01,673 ♪ 331 00:18:09,336 --> 00:18:10,406 ♪ 332 00:18:12,408 --> 00:18:14,893 There's my fish. 333 00:18:14,928 --> 00:18:16,688 All righty. 334 00:18:16,723 --> 00:18:19,484 Time to, uh, 335 00:18:19,519 --> 00:18:21,555 get to work on this bad boy. 336 00:18:21,590 --> 00:18:23,385 ♪ 337 00:18:23,419 --> 00:18:26,698 This is the most meaningful fish that I've ever caught. 338 00:18:26,733 --> 00:18:29,080 I think struggle does make you stronger 339 00:18:29,115 --> 00:18:31,738 both mentally and physically. 340 00:18:31,772 --> 00:18:34,154 Just like a weightlifter lifts heavy weights 341 00:18:34,189 --> 00:18:35,569 to build his muscles, 342 00:18:35,604 --> 00:18:37,675 these experiences strengthen our mind. 343 00:18:37,709 --> 00:18:40,195 The more you break yourself down, 344 00:18:40,229 --> 00:18:41,713 the more you're going to gain. 345 00:18:41,748 --> 00:18:43,681 ♪ 346 00:18:43,715 --> 00:18:45,959 Oh, wow, 347 00:18:45,993 --> 00:18:49,100 Its swim bladder is filled with little parasitic worms. 348 00:18:49,135 --> 00:18:50,377 ♪ 349 00:18:50,412 --> 00:18:51,930 I saw one move. 350 00:18:51,965 --> 00:18:53,794 ♪ 351 00:18:53,829 --> 00:18:56,176 I could be putting my health at risk, 352 00:18:56,211 --> 00:18:59,283 but I'm not going to win if I can't eat. 353 00:18:59,317 --> 00:19:04,633 ♪ 354 00:19:04,667 --> 00:19:06,704 I'm gonna cook it thoroughly. 355 00:19:06,738 --> 00:19:10,052 ♪ 356 00:19:10,086 --> 00:19:12,192 Thank you, Mother Nature. 357 00:19:12,227 --> 00:19:15,471 Thank you, Canadian arctic. 358 00:19:17,335 --> 00:19:20,545 There's a Grey jay. 359 00:19:20,580 --> 00:19:23,410 Want that fish, don't you? 360 00:19:23,445 --> 00:19:24,963 I will give you a piece. 361 00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:26,724 That'll be 362 00:19:26,758 --> 00:19:29,416 how I give back to the land. 363 00:19:30,797 --> 00:19:32,281 Here you go. 364 00:19:32,316 --> 00:19:34,559 Hm... 365 00:19:43,016 --> 00:19:44,500 There you go. 366 00:19:46,744 --> 00:19:49,298 Awesome., 367 00:19:49,333 --> 00:19:56,340 ♪ 368 00:20:04,831 --> 00:20:11,803 ♪ 369 00:20:14,841 --> 00:20:19,225 ♪ 370 00:20:20,398 --> 00:20:23,090 Diary of a lumberjack... 371 00:20:23,125 --> 00:20:25,679 Log 1,000, 372 00:20:25,714 --> 00:20:27,371 same location. 373 00:20:31,306 --> 00:20:34,447 I find with every 374 00:20:34,481 --> 00:20:37,484 bit of wood that I cut... 375 00:20:39,900 --> 00:20:42,938 A little hope 376 00:20:42,972 --> 00:20:44,974 and a little luck... 377 00:20:47,908 --> 00:20:50,428 That maybe when I go 378 00:20:50,463 --> 00:20:52,637 fishing tomorrow... 379 00:20:55,985 --> 00:20:59,195 I'll catch a fish bigger than 380 00:20:59,230 --> 00:21:00,921 a buck? 381 00:21:00,956 --> 00:21:03,061 I don't know anything that rhymes with "luck." 382 00:21:03,096 --> 00:21:05,098 Oh, I do... 383 00:21:09,482 --> 00:21:11,346 Hello. 384 00:21:11,380 --> 00:21:13,900 Hm, those are all right. 385 00:21:15,936 --> 00:21:17,731 Hungry today. 386 00:21:17,766 --> 00:21:19,664 Need to get my hunt on. 387 00:21:19,699 --> 00:21:23,012 ♪ 388 00:21:23,047 --> 00:21:25,014 This is an awesome adventure. 389 00:21:25,049 --> 00:21:26,982 It's great if you're doing this only for the money, 390 00:21:27,016 --> 00:21:28,777 but for me personally, 391 00:21:28,811 --> 00:21:30,744 the journey is why I'm out here. 392 00:21:30,779 --> 00:21:32,332 There's no resources and 393 00:21:32,367 --> 00:21:34,058 no one there to pat you on the back and say, 394 00:21:34,092 --> 00:21:35,680 "It's gonna be all better." 395 00:21:35,715 --> 00:21:38,269 You have to draw from deep within inside. 396 00:21:38,304 --> 00:21:40,823 ♪ 397 00:21:47,071 --> 00:21:49,245 My biggest frustration when it comes to getting food 398 00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:51,386 right now is fish. 399 00:21:51,420 --> 00:21:53,422 Even though I'm struggling out here with fishing, 400 00:21:53,457 --> 00:21:55,079 this doesn't break my confidence 401 00:21:55,113 --> 00:21:56,701 or break my forward momentum. 402 00:21:56,736 --> 00:21:58,496 We used to have a saying in the Marine Corps. 403 00:21:58,531 --> 00:22:00,809 "Now, what's the first thing that dies in combat? 404 00:22:00,843 --> 00:22:02,328 It's typically your plan." 405 00:22:02,362 --> 00:22:04,778 On "Alone," that same principle applies. 406 00:22:04,813 --> 00:22:06,401 What's your first plan in "Alone"? 407 00:22:06,435 --> 00:22:08,299 To get fish. Well, when you're not, 408 00:22:08,334 --> 00:22:10,059 you gotta come up with a different plan. 409 00:22:10,094 --> 00:22:17,066 ♪ 410 00:22:41,953 --> 00:22:43,576 I heard that. 411 00:22:43,610 --> 00:22:48,822 ♪ 412 00:22:57,693 --> 00:22:59,005 ♪ 413 00:23:00,455 --> 00:23:07,427 ♪ 414 00:23:11,673 --> 00:23:14,365 Al right. 415 00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,437 I saw a little muskrat-- just put an arrow into him. 416 00:23:17,472 --> 00:23:18,921 I got a meal. 417 00:23:18,956 --> 00:23:20,820 Yeah! 418 00:23:20,854 --> 00:23:22,166 Awesome., 419 00:23:26,653 --> 00:23:29,207 Thank you, little dude. I appreciate it. 420 00:23:29,242 --> 00:23:30,623 ♪ 421 00:23:30,657 --> 00:23:32,970 I'm starving. 422 00:23:33,004 --> 00:23:34,972 Cut around that tail... 423 00:23:37,492 --> 00:23:40,115 Couple things you wanna avoid on the muskrat-- 424 00:23:40,149 --> 00:23:42,358 You really gotta clear the scent glands on it, 425 00:23:42,393 --> 00:23:44,360 and make sure that you're not gonna pop any of those 426 00:23:44,395 --> 00:23:45,845 and spoil your meat. 427 00:23:45,879 --> 00:23:47,191 The other thing you wanna check 428 00:23:47,225 --> 00:23:48,503 is definitely all the vital organs. 429 00:23:48,537 --> 00:23:50,505 Check the liver. Make sure it's not spotted. 430 00:23:50,539 --> 00:23:52,783 You wanna look through the internals, even. 431 00:23:52,817 --> 00:23:54,440 If you have to, go through the intestines. 432 00:23:54,474 --> 00:23:55,889 Make sure there's no worms or anything 433 00:23:55,924 --> 00:23:58,029 in the residual poo that remains. 434 00:23:58,064 --> 00:24:00,584 If you eat something that is tainted or has worms, 435 00:24:00,618 --> 00:24:02,448 if you're just gonna put that inside your system, 436 00:24:02,482 --> 00:24:05,623 it can definitely cause you some long-term problems. 437 00:24:05,658 --> 00:24:09,282 Not a lot of meat, but... 438 00:24:09,316 --> 00:24:11,491 Some. 439 00:24:11,526 --> 00:24:18,498 ♪ 440 00:24:26,817 --> 00:24:28,957 This is Michelle from Channel 6 News. 441 00:24:28,991 --> 00:24:31,200 I am in here with the weather forecast 442 00:24:31,235 --> 00:24:32,926 for all you northerners 443 00:24:32,961 --> 00:24:36,723 otherwise staying in the arctic in primitive-style shelters. 444 00:24:36,758 --> 00:24:40,140 I suggest that you make sure you have enough firewood 445 00:24:40,175 --> 00:24:42,211 stored up, fresh water, and some berries on hand 446 00:24:42,246 --> 00:24:44,282 if you're like Michelle who has not yet caught 447 00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:47,044 a single fish or lined animal. 448 00:24:47,078 --> 00:24:49,564 This is Michelle, Channel 6 News. 449 00:24:49,598 --> 00:24:51,738 Out. 450 00:24:51,773 --> 00:24:55,880 ♪ 451 00:24:55,915 --> 00:24:57,779 I think it's day seven. 452 00:24:57,813 --> 00:25:00,160 I'm starting to feel the hunger 453 00:25:00,195 --> 00:25:02,404 a little bit more today. 454 00:25:02,438 --> 00:25:06,097 I haven't even seen a fish since I've been here. 455 00:25:06,132 --> 00:25:07,685 I can't even begin to describe 456 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:09,618 how frustrating that is for me. 457 00:25:09,653 --> 00:25:11,655 ♪ 458 00:25:11,689 --> 00:25:14,278 So, I'm getting ready to go find a different area 459 00:25:14,312 --> 00:25:15,866 to fish in. 460 00:25:15,900 --> 00:25:18,109 At home, I'm kind of the master fisherman. 461 00:25:18,144 --> 00:25:20,595 I'd be devastated if I don't catch fish out here. 462 00:25:20,629 --> 00:25:22,597 ♪ 463 00:25:22,631 --> 00:25:24,840 I already live remotely. 464 00:25:24,875 --> 00:25:26,566 And I come from a family of farming, 465 00:25:26,601 --> 00:25:29,155 rural, tough, gritty folk. 466 00:25:29,189 --> 00:25:32,054 I grew up hunting and fishing and trapping. 467 00:25:32,089 --> 00:25:33,400 I needed to know how to fish so that 468 00:25:33,435 --> 00:25:34,816 we had supper on the table. 469 00:25:34,850 --> 00:25:36,438 I had to learn how to stalk deer 470 00:25:36,472 --> 00:25:38,198 so that I had food on the freaking table. 471 00:25:38,233 --> 00:25:40,787 Everything that I have had to go through in my life 472 00:25:40,822 --> 00:25:42,789 prepared me for this. 473 00:25:42,824 --> 00:25:44,550 The thing that's gonna set me apart 474 00:25:44,584 --> 00:25:47,000 is just sheer determination. 475 00:25:47,035 --> 00:25:48,484 I don't quit. 476 00:25:48,519 --> 00:25:50,797 And it's not something that somebody can go out and learn. 477 00:25:50,832 --> 00:25:53,869 Barring me hurting myself seriously, 478 00:25:53,904 --> 00:25:57,045 I don't see what's going to take me out of it. 479 00:25:57,079 --> 00:25:58,391 There you go. 480 00:25:58,425 --> 00:25:59,875 Come on, chickies! 481 00:25:59,910 --> 00:26:02,050 The biggest thing that I'll miss is, of course, my family, 482 00:26:02,084 --> 00:26:03,638 but they're waiting for me on the other side. 483 00:26:03,672 --> 00:26:05,709 Like, they're waiting for me to finish this. 484 00:26:05,743 --> 00:26:08,677 At the end of it, somebody's gonna win $500,000. 485 00:26:08,712 --> 00:26:10,541 And I do want to win, 486 00:26:10,576 --> 00:26:12,923 Winning this means total freedom. 487 00:26:12,957 --> 00:26:15,581 I wouldn't have to worry about being hungry, 488 00:26:15,615 --> 00:26:16,892 being without a home. 489 00:26:16,927 --> 00:26:18,307 That's all I need. 490 00:26:18,342 --> 00:26:20,965 ♪ 491 00:26:22,449 --> 00:26:25,176 The is that? You see it? 492 00:26:25,211 --> 00:26:27,385 Huh. 493 00:26:27,420 --> 00:26:29,387 What the hell? 494 00:26:29,422 --> 00:26:32,528 In Michelle's piece of land, there's no wildlife, however, 495 00:26:32,563 --> 00:26:36,843 she's finding pieces of trash. 496 00:26:36,878 --> 00:26:39,363 That is a 50-gallon drum... 497 00:26:39,397 --> 00:26:42,642 ♪ 498 00:26:42,677 --> 00:26:44,644 That I could turn into something. 499 00:26:44,679 --> 00:26:47,509 ♪ 500 00:26:47,543 --> 00:26:50,788 I can't survive on thin air out here. 501 00:26:50,823 --> 00:26:54,481 Without food, I'm not going to last. 502 00:26:54,516 --> 00:26:58,106 Every time I find something, I have to think about it as, 503 00:26:58,140 --> 00:27:01,937 how can I use this to get me food? 504 00:27:04,008 --> 00:27:06,493 Shtink, sthank, shtunk. 505 00:27:06,528 --> 00:27:08,254 So, I've got an idea for it... 506 00:27:08,288 --> 00:27:12,568 Make a raft, and then go see where I can catch some fish, 507 00:27:15,675 --> 00:27:17,988 I tipped it so it can drain out. 508 00:27:19,955 --> 00:27:22,302 It looks like from the outside. 509 00:27:22,337 --> 00:27:25,098 Story of my life. 510 00:27:25,133 --> 00:27:32,140 ♪ 511 00:27:38,008 --> 00:27:42,633 ♪ 512 00:27:42,668 --> 00:27:45,601 -Muskrat. -I'm having muskrat wings. 513 00:27:45,636 --> 00:27:47,258 Mmm. 514 00:27:47,293 --> 00:27:49,778 Let's dig in. 515 00:28:04,482 --> 00:28:06,001 Mm... 516 00:28:06,036 --> 00:28:08,210 Tastes good to have some meat. 517 00:28:13,181 --> 00:28:16,529 I don't have any, like, dipping sauces or anything. 518 00:28:16,563 --> 00:28:17,841 Sorry. 519 00:28:17,875 --> 00:28:20,878 But I can tell you that... 520 00:28:23,916 --> 00:28:26,090 No sauce is needed. 521 00:28:28,990 --> 00:28:31,164 That's all she wrote, folks. 522 00:28:34,616 --> 00:28:36,583 Time to cut some firewood. 523 00:28:40,104 --> 00:28:42,003 It absolutely feels great to have 524 00:28:42,037 --> 00:28:44,246 some food inside my system, some nourishment, 525 00:28:44,281 --> 00:28:47,974 and it's gonna allow me to live on and carry on. 526 00:28:48,009 --> 00:28:50,736 But once you eat that meat off of those bones, 527 00:28:50,770 --> 00:28:52,530 it's time to get down to business, get to work. 528 00:28:52,565 --> 00:28:59,572 ♪ 529 00:29:04,439 --> 00:29:06,959 God dang, man. What the heck? 530 00:29:14,621 --> 00:29:17,486 My insides have turned. 531 00:29:17,521 --> 00:29:19,005 ♪ 532 00:29:22,043 --> 00:29:26,633 ♪ 533 00:29:34,780 --> 00:29:40,820 ♪ 534 00:29:47,827 --> 00:29:50,968 I feel like there's something definitely wrong inside. 535 00:29:51,003 --> 00:29:53,660 ♪ 536 00:29:53,695 --> 00:29:57,250 I just started having... 537 00:29:57,285 --> 00:30:00,081 just, you know, the poos, if you will... 538 00:30:01,772 --> 00:30:05,845 You know, it's just cramps and abdominal pain. 539 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:11,092 ♪ 540 00:30:11,126 --> 00:30:13,197 I'm not in a good place. 541 00:30:13,232 --> 00:30:15,199 I'm not in a good place right now. 542 00:30:15,234 --> 00:30:17,305 ♪ 543 00:30:17,339 --> 00:30:20,549 My insides are killing me. They're absolutely killing me. 544 00:30:20,584 --> 00:30:22,310 ♪ 545 00:30:23,725 --> 00:30:26,038 This is gonna be a rough night. 546 00:30:32,838 --> 00:30:39,845 ♪ 547 00:30:47,542 --> 00:30:54,549 ♪ 548 00:30:56,309 --> 00:30:57,655 Ugh. 549 00:31:00,348 --> 00:31:03,351 Little bit of blood. It's a bit sore, you know? 550 00:31:03,385 --> 00:31:05,077 It's just sore. 551 00:31:08,114 --> 00:31:10,461 But it looks like it's sealing nicely, 552 00:31:10,496 --> 00:31:12,843 which I'm really happy about. 553 00:31:14,983 --> 00:31:17,434 Yeah, that looks good. 554 00:31:17,468 --> 00:31:19,470 Just like that. 555 00:31:21,231 --> 00:31:23,026 Okay. 556 00:31:23,060 --> 00:31:24,959 Happy with that. 557 00:31:24,993 --> 00:31:26,581 Happy. 558 00:31:26,615 --> 00:31:28,514 ♪ 559 00:31:28,548 --> 00:31:30,723 Getting this bad cut on my hand-- 560 00:31:30,757 --> 00:31:32,552 That could've been a downer, 561 00:31:32,587 --> 00:31:34,934 but I know it's getting better, 562 00:31:34,969 --> 00:31:37,488 and I know this place is gonna make me dig deeper 563 00:31:37,523 --> 00:31:38,973 than I ever have. 564 00:31:39,007 --> 00:31:45,324 ♪ 565 00:31:45,358 --> 00:31:47,533 The one-armed logger-- not bad, huh? 566 00:31:48,914 --> 00:31:55,921 ♪ 567 00:32:08,002 --> 00:32:11,177 Yeah. 568 00:32:11,212 --> 00:32:14,215 That's just my foot out of my boot. 569 00:32:14,249 --> 00:32:19,530 My boot is also steaming. 570 00:32:19,565 --> 00:32:21,463 Means my boots are wet. 571 00:32:21,498 --> 00:32:24,363 That's the problem with these types of boots, 572 00:32:24,397 --> 00:32:27,262 is your feet sweat in them. 573 00:32:29,747 --> 00:32:33,579 And then they sweat, and then... they get wet. 574 00:32:35,753 --> 00:32:37,997 Probably due to being in the arctic! 575 00:32:38,032 --> 00:32:41,414 ♪ 576 00:32:41,449 --> 00:32:43,623 Hey, guys, remember when I found that barrel? 577 00:32:43,658 --> 00:32:45,556 I've got an idea for it. 578 00:32:45,591 --> 00:32:48,180 I might be able to tie my fishing lines on it. 579 00:32:48,214 --> 00:32:55,049 ♪ 580 00:32:55,083 --> 00:32:57,603 We are looking at probably two weeks 581 00:32:57,637 --> 00:32:59,985 before we get dang cold. 582 00:33:00,019 --> 00:33:02,815 I'm hoping that the best long-term food source 583 00:33:02,849 --> 00:33:04,230 is going to be fish, 584 00:33:04,265 --> 00:33:07,889 but if I am not set up in the next two weeks, 585 00:33:07,923 --> 00:33:11,168 I could be risking death. 586 00:33:11,203 --> 00:33:12,514 So it's pretty clear that 587 00:33:12,549 --> 00:33:14,827 I am not able to catch fish here from shore. 588 00:33:14,861 --> 00:33:17,174 I've spent countless hours 589 00:33:17,209 --> 00:33:18,451 sitting here and watching the water, 590 00:33:18,486 --> 00:33:20,557 and I haven't seen any movement. 591 00:33:20,591 --> 00:33:23,215 I'm thinking, what if I build a boat out of this barrel 592 00:33:23,249 --> 00:33:25,631 to get hooks in the water and then maybe, 593 00:33:25,665 --> 00:33:28,737 I can finally get fish with it. 594 00:33:28,772 --> 00:33:30,877 So, I think what I'm gonna do 595 00:33:30,912 --> 00:33:34,640 is, like, I say, put those on either side. 596 00:33:34,674 --> 00:33:37,298 Now, these... 597 00:33:37,332 --> 00:33:39,231 Are... 598 00:33:39,265 --> 00:33:41,474 They're stabilizing it 599 00:33:41,509 --> 00:33:44,719 so it doesn't roll. 600 00:33:44,753 --> 00:33:47,066 "Go to the arctic," they said. 601 00:33:47,101 --> 00:33:50,138 "It'll be fun," no one said. 602 00:33:50,173 --> 00:33:52,416 "You'll enjoy your time," I thought. 603 00:33:52,451 --> 00:33:55,661 ♪ 604 00:33:55,695 --> 00:33:57,145 Well, hopefully, this idea works. 605 00:33:57,180 --> 00:34:01,253 We'll see how she floats. 606 00:34:03,703 --> 00:34:07,086 ♪ 607 00:34:07,121 --> 00:34:09,330 Ee-oops. 608 00:34:09,364 --> 00:34:11,918 ♪ 609 00:34:11,953 --> 00:34:15,163 What I'm gonna do is I'm gonna take some of my fish hooks, 610 00:34:15,198 --> 00:34:18,132 rig lines to it, and get it into deeper water. 611 00:34:18,166 --> 00:34:21,238 ♪ 612 00:34:21,273 --> 00:34:23,965 I have high hopes of this working. 613 00:34:23,999 --> 00:34:27,279 ♪ 614 00:34:27,313 --> 00:34:30,765 Swamp Barrel Susie, prepare to be launched. 615 00:34:30,799 --> 00:34:33,078 Huzzah! 616 00:34:33,112 --> 00:34:38,359 ♪ 617 00:34:38,393 --> 00:34:41,051 I expect you to float, you fat. 618 00:34:41,086 --> 00:34:44,296 ♪ 619 00:34:44,330 --> 00:34:47,506 Get out there, you bitch. Go catch me some fish. 620 00:34:49,611 --> 00:34:56,480 ♪ 621 00:35:16,431 --> 00:35:18,778 It's... 622 00:35:18,813 --> 00:35:20,987 2:20 in the morning. 623 00:35:26,683 --> 00:35:28,685 And, um... 624 00:35:36,210 --> 00:35:40,697 ♪ 625 00:35:40,731 --> 00:35:43,044 I'm not feeling good. 626 00:35:43,078 --> 00:35:46,116 ♪ 627 00:35:46,151 --> 00:35:47,980 Uh... 628 00:35:48,014 --> 00:35:49,982 ♪ 629 00:35:50,016 --> 00:35:53,158 There's nothing left in me. 630 00:35:53,192 --> 00:35:56,299 I'm completely drained of all bodily fluids at this time. 631 00:35:56,333 --> 00:35:58,784 ♪ 632 00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:04,859 ♪ 633 00:36:04,893 --> 00:36:07,033 Back home, I need to be t tough guy. 634 00:36:07,068 --> 00:36:09,588 I need to be the one my kids can say, 635 00:36:09,622 --> 00:36:11,900 "It's Dad. He's the superhero." 636 00:36:11,935 --> 00:36:14,834 But not being able to keep anything inside your body 637 00:36:14,869 --> 00:36:16,905 is a very serious thing. 638 00:36:16,940 --> 00:36:19,149 I can't take my heart medication, 639 00:36:19,184 --> 00:36:20,461 and without my heart medication, 640 00:36:20,495 --> 00:36:22,911 I can go down a path 641 00:36:22,946 --> 00:36:24,913 that leads to another heart attack, 642 00:36:24,948 --> 00:36:28,123 and... then it's really game over. 643 00:36:28,158 --> 00:36:32,680 ♪ 644 00:36:36,856 --> 00:36:38,168 my shower? 645 00:36:38,203 --> 00:36:40,515 I don't have a shower-- 646 00:36:40,550 --> 00:36:42,207 My fire pit... 647 00:37:12,167 --> 00:37:14,860 I'm in a lot of pain. 648 00:37:14,894 --> 00:37:17,449 Every muscle and joint is just... 649 00:37:17,483 --> 00:37:19,968 Throbbing. 650 00:37:20,003 --> 00:37:21,418 ♪ 651 00:37:21,453 --> 00:37:23,489 I feel like there's something inside of me 652 00:37:23,524 --> 00:37:25,629 that's just taking control. 653 00:37:25,664 --> 00:37:27,044 My chest is sore. 654 00:37:27,079 --> 00:37:30,427 My body aches all over, the dry-heaving-- 655 00:37:30,462 --> 00:37:33,154 It's just something that is completely 656 00:37:33,188 --> 00:37:35,881 not right. 657 00:37:35,915 --> 00:37:39,436 I ignored the signs of my heart attack. 658 00:37:39,471 --> 00:37:43,164 I felt chest pains and-- all day. 659 00:37:43,198 --> 00:37:46,374 And then that evening, 660 00:37:46,409 --> 00:37:47,962 all the way into the following morning... 661 00:37:49,343 --> 00:37:50,723 Eventually, the pain just took over, 662 00:37:50,758 --> 00:37:53,485 and it woke me up, and it was too late. 663 00:38:01,596 --> 00:38:03,460 Gotta think of everything I can do to... 664 00:38:04,737 --> 00:38:06,532 Fix my guts. 665 00:38:06,567 --> 00:38:08,258 It's like... 666 00:38:20,995 --> 00:38:23,860 ♪ 667 00:38:26,897 --> 00:38:33,904 ♪ 668 00:38:36,769 --> 00:38:38,392 I tried. 669 00:38:38,426 --> 00:38:42,016 I'm sorry, Eliza... 670 00:38:42,050 --> 00:38:46,020 I'm sorry, boys. 671 00:38:46,054 --> 00:38:48,781 I tried... 672 00:38:51,612 --> 00:38:53,441 This is Donny. 673 00:38:53,476 --> 00:38:55,029 I'm officially tapping. 674 00:38:58,066 --> 00:39:05,142 ♪ 675 00:39:06,005 --> 00:39:07,938 I'm gonna go home and I'm gonna have to see 676 00:39:07,973 --> 00:39:10,009 my wife and kids and tell them that 677 00:39:10,044 --> 00:39:13,565 what I promised them that I would do, 678 00:39:13,599 --> 00:39:15,256 I wasn't able to do it. 679 00:39:17,776 --> 00:39:19,536 ♪ 680 00:39:23,437 --> 00:39:25,197 I can hear a boat coming. 681 00:39:25,231 --> 00:39:28,752 ♪ 682 00:39:31,306 --> 00:39:33,516 Hey, Donny. 683 00:39:34,896 --> 00:39:40,212 ♪ 684 00:39:40,246 --> 00:39:41,593 I know something's not right. 685 00:39:41,627 --> 00:39:43,767 And from my heart attack, I just-- 686 00:39:43,802 --> 00:39:46,425 I try and listen, and I know-- 687 00:39:46,460 --> 00:39:50,222 I know something's-- something's wrong. 688 00:39:50,256 --> 00:39:54,122 I never thought I would put that phone in my hand 689 00:39:54,157 --> 00:39:56,124 and make that call, 690 00:39:56,159 --> 00:39:58,644 but I quickly realized it's not worth it. 691 00:39:58,679 --> 00:40:00,991 My family needs me and I need them. 692 00:40:01,026 --> 00:40:02,614 ♪ 693 00:40:02,648 --> 00:40:03,960 In every situation, 694 00:40:03,994 --> 00:40:05,306 there's gonna be positives and negatives, 695 00:40:05,340 --> 00:40:08,482 and you're gonna learn from both of them. 696 00:40:08,516 --> 00:40:11,416 For me, I cheated a lot out here, 697 00:40:11,450 --> 00:40:13,383 and there's a lot of things I failed at. 698 00:40:13,418 --> 00:40:15,074 And I'm realizing that 699 00:40:15,109 --> 00:40:17,560 it's okay to let the barriers down and 700 00:40:17,594 --> 00:40:21,633 it's okay to be human and ask somebody for help. 701 00:40:21,667 --> 00:40:23,462 It just shows that you have flaws, 702 00:40:23,497 --> 00:40:26,431 and you can be prepared, 703 00:40:26,465 --> 00:40:29,503 have all the survival skills, the perfect shelter. 704 00:40:29,537 --> 00:40:31,090 You can be on top of your game, 705 00:40:31,125 --> 00:40:34,991 but one small little thing on the insides, 706 00:40:35,025 --> 00:40:36,475 and it's game over. 707 00:40:36,510 --> 00:40:38,477 ♪ 708 00:40:38,512 --> 00:40:40,065 I think if I would've stayed out there 709 00:40:40,099 --> 00:40:41,860 for another day or two, 710 00:40:41,894 --> 00:40:44,034 we might not be having this conversation. 711 00:40:49,281 --> 00:40:50,489 ♪ 712 00:40:50,524 --> 00:40:53,250 -Yeah! -It's pretty good for a day. 713 00:40:53,285 --> 00:40:55,460 Definitely have something going on in my belly, 714 00:40:55,494 --> 00:40:56,737 definitely nauseous. 715 00:41:00,603 --> 00:41:02,950 Definitely vomiting a little bit of blood. 716 00:41:02,984 --> 00:41:06,229 This is the longest I've ever gone without food. 717 00:41:06,263 --> 00:41:08,542 Yeah, baby--no! 718 00:41:08,576 --> 00:41:11,786 -Uh-oh. -I got a fire. 719 00:41:11,821 --> 00:41:13,305 Holy. 720 00:41:13,339 --> 00:41:16,584 ♪