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[dramatic music]
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♪
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- [howling]
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- This is a nasty place.
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You gotta be damn tough...
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- [groaning]
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- And damn stubborn to still be
here doing this right now.
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- Go home, guys.
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♪
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- Building this lean-to
reminds me of my family.
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I miss them.
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My boy is turning 12.
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My last coney head.
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I hated to miss his birthday.
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I'll remember
this meal forever.
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- I've got one toe
that's super painful.
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No.
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I need my sleeping bag.
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I'm losing all feeling.
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[beeping]
Med check.
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♪
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- This has gotta be it.
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Dub Paetz, the winner
of season 11 "Alone."
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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- [sobbing]
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Oh, [bleep].
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[sighs] OK.
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[tense music]
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Firewood patrol.
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♪
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It's harder every day
to get this damn wood, man.
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♪
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I was really let down
today when I found out
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that I wasn't done, man.
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I thought, holy crap, dude.
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They got my dad or my mom
or my sister or somebody
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hidden in that helicopter,
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and they're gonna
sneak around right now.
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But that didn't happen.
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♪
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I was like,
what the hell, dude?
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Come on.
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This can't be real.
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♪
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I never should have
allowed myself to--
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to let that sink in, that I--
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I was gonna go home.
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I should have just continued
on with the thought process
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of do not set expectations
that you aren't sure of,
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because you could be here
for a lot longer still.
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And here we are.
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♪
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We're here for who knows--
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we still might be here
another 30-plus days.
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♪
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Get back to work, dude.
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♪
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You never know, man.
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Whoever that is out there,
they might have kids, dude.
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They're gonna miss those kids,
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and they're gonna probably
want to go home for that.
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♪
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All right, I think
I'm gonna go fishing.
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[tense music]
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Let me feel that sweet strike.
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It's so crazy not having
the sun ever come up.
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Goes to the edge of
the horizon and never pops.
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What the hell is gonna happen
in permanent darkness?
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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I'm in a desperate situation.
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I got a couple of days worth
of food left, at the most.
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♪
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I'm gonna think positively.
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♪
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Negativity is freaking
cancer out here.
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♪
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I'll tell you, this has
been the hardest thing
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I've ever done in my life.
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And it's not necessarily
the survival part of it.
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It's the not pushing the button
part that's been hard.
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It's so easy to do.
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It's just one moment
of weakness,
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and you push it,
and boom, you're gone.
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But it's the kind of thing
that can come back
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to haunt you and regret--
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and have regrets
the rest of your life.
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About 30 years ago,
my dad had the opportunity
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to buy a cabin on a particular
river that he loves,
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that we both loved.
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And he let somebody
talk him out of buying it,
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and he's regretted it
for his entire life.
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Dude, one little quick
decision can bring
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so much haunting
and so much pain.
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So that's what
that red button is.
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The red button is
a dream-crushing killer
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that's got a nice little
sugar coating on it.
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And once you push it...
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♪
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You get the sugar,
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but you don't get the big cake
that's--that's coming
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after it if you push--
push on through and wait.
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♪
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[tense music]
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♪
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- T-shirt full of moose.
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[laughs]
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And that's not all of it.
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That's not all of it.
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Mmm.
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That's good.
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Every now and then you just
find a piece of jerky
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that's so much better
than the rest.
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All right, I'm gonna go have
a look at the fish lines.
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[ominous music]
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I know I can go past
100 days on the jerky.
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♪
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But once I get down
to eating only jerky,
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I know that's gonna play
a major factor
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in where I'm at in my mind.
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My gums just bleed.
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My teeth are tore up
from eating it.
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So I'd really like to get
more fresh meat and fish.
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My ice fishing--so far,
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the results have been
really disappointing.
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I'm not sure if the pike have
largely left my little zone
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of the river or if
they're doing something
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completely different.
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But my instincts
tell me I'm missing
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some opportunities there.
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Let's see if there's been any
action on these fish lines.
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And the only thing
different is that
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I put guts on it yesterday.
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So some slight chance
to be eager about.
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[tense music]
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♪
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No.
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I think everybody
in the whole world
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ought to do "Alone," really.
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I think it would help
everyone.
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It's helped me so much.
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And I've loved it.
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This is my thing, you know?
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I'm a wild man.
I love the wilderness.
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I just love the wilderness.
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♪
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Out here, I've experienced
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some huge windfalls of food
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and also food insecurity.
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♪
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There's something there,
I think.
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♪
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Nope.
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Empty.
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And I'm thinking about
all those people
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that I've seen
in conflict zones
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and disaster zones that have
to live with that reality
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as their life.
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They don't have a button
that they can push
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to be like, OK, I'm done.
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I want food now.
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And I think to exist
as a human in this world
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and not look into that
and see if there's
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something that we can do,
it's a shame of an existence.
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♪
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Oh, well.
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I'm gonna go get a fish
out of the food cache.
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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All right, guys, I want
to show you what I have.
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I have a chunk of fish.
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I was gonna cook this whole
thing for supper tonight.
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But let me tell you,
it struck my mind
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how many children tonight
won't have a meal at all.
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And it breaks my heart.
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And I'm gonna take the tail
section of this fish
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that I would have eaten,
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and instead of
cooking it tonight,
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I'm gonna put it right here,
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and maybe a wild animal
will come get it,
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maybe a pine marten
that's been running around
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or a gray jays.
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They'll eat it, for sure.
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But instead of eating
that tail section,
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I want to raise awareness
for those children
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who won't have anything
to eat tonight.
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That is more important
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than a piece of fish
and a warm meal.
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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- A snowy day in the Northland.
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Boy, we got a snowy day
in the Northland.
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Yep.
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Old lean-to behind me.
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Boy, it's getting a little
better all the time.
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A few small branches here.
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I'll fill all that in now.
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That's the plan, no?
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A cup of coffee now
wouldn't hurt.
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[laughs]
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The wife's chocolate cake
and dream whip
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would be all right too.
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I don't know why, but that's
the only thing I really crave.
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[pensive music]
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Something sweet, I guess.
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♪
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Whoo-whee.
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Ooh, I'll tell you.
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[speaking indistinctly]
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Ooh.
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First thing I gotta do is
check the rabbit snares.
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The days are getting
super short,
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and it'll be getting colder
and colder and colder.
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This late in the game,
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you spend a lot of time
in the tilt.
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♪
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Right there.
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I'm always looking
for fresh rabbit tracks.
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♪
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[speaking indistinctly]
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Very encouraging,
what I'm seeing here.
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♪
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Set a couple more rabbit
snares over this way now.
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♪
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I can't let my food stock
go too low.
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I'm getting hunger pangs.
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I think about my wife's
chocolate cake every night.
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Pretty much that's all I do,
dream of food.
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But I think that's because
I'm missing her, too.
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Yeah, that's pretty good.
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Yeah, I'm just gonna check
the ice fishing hole.
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The old net hasn't
been producing lately.
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I'm well at fishing,
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and she's, like,
rock solid in, like,
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being able
to look after things.
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But you just--you never know.
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I just hope
everything's going well.
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The mama whitefish,
that's what we're going after.
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♪
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I really miss her.
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♪
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No fish.
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The water levels has dropped.
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♪
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Yeah, that's not good.
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No rabbits, nothing in the net.
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♪
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[groaning]
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♪
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Oh, God.
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My hair froze in it.
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[chuckles]
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[tense music]
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♪
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- Guys, I'm really nervous
because I've come this far.
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I really want to win this.
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And now, ladies and gentlemen,
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it is finally time for the epic
conclusion of Trial by Fire.
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The tribes are assembled.
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Alliances are forming.
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Give it all you've got, guys.
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Five.
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00:13:59,793 --> 00:14:02,517
Ah! [mimics explosion]
274
00:14:02,517 --> 00:14:05,172
Seven players remain,
and I am one of them.
275
00:14:05,172 --> 00:14:07,103
A lot of broken alliances
last time.
276
00:14:07,103 --> 00:14:08,862
Short Johnny came up short.
277
00:14:08,862 --> 00:14:11,344
Ah!
278
00:14:11,344 --> 00:14:14,379
The stakes are high.
279
00:14:14,379 --> 00:14:16,413
Let's keep it tight.
280
00:14:16,413 --> 00:14:18,896
Guys, I'm in the third
voting position.
281
00:14:18,896 --> 00:14:23,379
Alexandra is second,
and Daryl is first.
282
00:14:23,379 --> 00:14:24,413
Three!
283
00:14:24,413 --> 00:14:25,413
One vote for three.
284
00:14:25,413 --> 00:14:26,931
Guys, I got one vote.
285
00:14:26,931 --> 00:14:28,620
At least I will not be
going home
286
00:14:28,620 --> 00:14:30,000
with a big goose egg, no votes.
287
00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:32,034
I got one vote,
and there's still a chance.
288
00:14:32,034 --> 00:14:33,275
Three! Another vote.
289
00:14:33,275 --> 00:14:35,586
That puts Timber
and Alexandra even.
290
00:14:35,586 --> 00:14:38,103
I'm so nervous.
291
00:14:38,103 --> 00:14:39,517
A two.
292
00:14:39,517 --> 00:14:45,448
And it is Alexandra
who wins Trial by Fire!
293
00:14:45,448 --> 00:14:47,275
[high-pitched voice]
I cannot believe this!
294
00:14:47,275 --> 00:14:48,724
I cannot believe it--
it was close with Timber,
295
00:14:48,724 --> 00:14:50,172
but I was right
to make alliance
296
00:14:50,172 --> 00:14:51,862
and go with him, to trust him.
297
00:14:51,862 --> 00:14:54,172
We gotta the end, and I won.
298
00:14:54,172 --> 00:14:55,896
[normal voice] And just so
you guys know, in real life,
299
00:14:55,896 --> 00:14:57,586
my wife's middle name
is Alexandra.
300
00:14:57,586 --> 00:14:59,172
So this is who I'm
picturing this whole time
301
00:14:59,172 --> 00:15:00,793
with this cool player
in the middle.
302
00:15:00,793 --> 00:15:02,206
Eh-eh-eh,
303
00:15:02,206 --> 00:15:04,310
so cheesy and sappy,
but I like it.
304
00:15:06,517 --> 00:15:10,793
It's supposed to be morning,
late morning.
305
00:15:10,793 --> 00:15:13,793
The sun scarcely comes up
at all now,
306
00:15:13,793 --> 00:15:16,724
but it's light enough to see
for a few hours.
307
00:15:16,724 --> 00:15:19,413
And it cannot dampen
our spirits.
308
00:15:19,413 --> 00:15:21,965
So I'm gonna check
the snare lines.
309
00:15:21,965 --> 00:15:24,172
♪
310
00:15:24,172 --> 00:15:27,000
I have a couple snares to check
just right close to camp
311
00:15:27,000 --> 00:15:29,655
because I saw tracks
from a hare.
312
00:15:29,655 --> 00:15:30,827
He came hopping through camp.
313
00:15:30,827 --> 00:15:32,758
I guess he moved in
from somewhere.
314
00:15:32,758 --> 00:15:35,448
Hadn't seen hare tracks
in ages.
315
00:15:35,448 --> 00:15:36,827
I saw a set of hare tracks,
316
00:15:36,827 --> 00:15:39,793
so I set a couple
of those yesterday.
317
00:15:39,793 --> 00:15:43,517
And then just decide
how to kill my time the rest--
318
00:15:43,517 --> 00:15:45,689
[gasps]
319
00:15:52,103 --> 00:15:55,068
- [gasps] Yes!
320
00:15:55,068 --> 00:15:56,172
Look at this. Look at this.
321
00:15:56,172 --> 00:15:57,379
Look at this.
Look at this.
322
00:15:57,379 --> 00:15:58,586
♪
323
00:15:58,586 --> 00:16:00,655
Yes.
324
00:16:00,655 --> 00:16:03,448
Yes, yes, yes.
325
00:16:03,448 --> 00:16:04,655
Yes.
326
00:16:04,655 --> 00:16:06,034
♪
327
00:16:06,034 --> 00:16:08,206
Ha-ha!
328
00:16:08,206 --> 00:16:12,413
Nailed him right here,
right close to camp.
329
00:16:12,413 --> 00:16:15,000
Yeah!
330
00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:16,517
Yeah.
331
00:16:16,517 --> 00:16:18,103
A nice hare.
332
00:16:18,103 --> 00:16:20,344
Nice, big fatty.
333
00:16:20,344 --> 00:16:22,103
Yes.
334
00:16:22,103 --> 00:16:24,344
Yes!
335
00:16:24,344 --> 00:16:26,827
The connection that
I've shared with this land
336
00:16:26,827 --> 00:16:29,793
and every form of life
that lives on it
337
00:16:29,793 --> 00:16:33,000
is deeper than
words can express.
338
00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:38,793
I value its life
and its meat and its innards.
339
00:16:38,793 --> 00:16:40,586
Rah, rah, rah, rah.
340
00:16:40,586 --> 00:16:43,000
In my mind, I'm already
sucking its lungs and heart
341
00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:45,379
out of its chest
after it's boiled.
342
00:16:45,379 --> 00:16:48,103
This is gonna be delicious.
343
00:16:48,103 --> 00:16:52,689
This is the most pure life
that I've ever lived,
344
00:16:52,689 --> 00:16:55,103
the most pure connection
with nature that
345
00:16:55,103 --> 00:16:57,689
I've ever experienced
and enjoyed.
346
00:16:57,689 --> 00:17:00,103
And it's because
my very life and existence
347
00:17:00,103 --> 00:17:01,758
was dependent on it.
348
00:17:01,758 --> 00:17:03,551
Take you back to camp.
349
00:17:03,551 --> 00:17:04,827
♪
350
00:17:04,827 --> 00:17:07,000
The wild places of this world
351
00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:08,275
mean the same thing to me
352
00:17:08,275 --> 00:17:10,793
now that they've always meant,
353
00:17:10,793 --> 00:17:12,379
but in a deeper way now,
354
00:17:12,379 --> 00:17:15,793
because I've truly tasted it
for long enough
355
00:17:15,793 --> 00:17:19,862
to know that
it is where I belong.
356
00:17:19,862 --> 00:17:22,310
♪
357
00:17:22,310 --> 00:17:23,482
All right.
358
00:17:23,482 --> 00:17:25,896
Now, Levi, Elliot,
359
00:17:25,896 --> 00:17:27,517
you remember how
I taught you to do it.
360
00:17:27,517 --> 00:17:29,689
You take the lower
jawbone off first,
361
00:17:29,689 --> 00:17:31,275
then you take them apart.
362
00:17:31,275 --> 00:17:33,137
And you use the jawbone
as a scoop
363
00:17:33,137 --> 00:17:34,931
to scoop out the brains.
364
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:39,103
That's a "for sure
you gotta do it" step
365
00:17:39,103 --> 00:17:41,172
because otherwise, it's hard
to get the brains out.
366
00:17:42,172 --> 00:17:43,827
The back part of the brain
comes first.
367
00:17:43,827 --> 00:17:46,379
You take your scooper,
and you begin--
368
00:17:46,379 --> 00:17:48,000
ow, it's burning my fingers--
369
00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,137
to scoop.
370
00:17:49,137 --> 00:17:50,620
And there.
371
00:17:58,034 --> 00:18:00,379
A delicious morsel of brain.
372
00:18:01,793 --> 00:18:03,344
It's good.
373
00:18:04,517 --> 00:18:07,000
I miss my family a lot,
374
00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:09,931
but I'm really
enjoying this hare.
375
00:18:09,931 --> 00:18:12,931
[dramatic music]
376
00:18:12,931 --> 00:18:19,655
♪
377
00:18:24,931 --> 00:18:29,103
- ♪ Who wants to
378
00:18:29,103 --> 00:18:32,241
♪ Live in the Arctic
379
00:18:32,241 --> 00:18:36,172
♪ Well, let me tell you
something, friend ♪
380
00:18:36,172 --> 00:18:38,758
♪ Ooh
381
00:18:38,758 --> 00:18:42,103
♪ It's not
a nice place to live ♪
382
00:18:42,103 --> 00:18:45,000
♪ In the middle of winter
383
00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:48,448
♪
384
00:18:48,448 --> 00:18:50,275
Oh, now come on, pike.
385
00:18:50,275 --> 00:18:52,965
Let's go, please.
386
00:18:52,965 --> 00:18:55,551
♪ I'm gonna lose my mind
387
00:19:03,586 --> 00:19:05,689
[tense music]
388
00:19:05,689 --> 00:19:08,517
I really, really need
to get some food.
389
00:19:08,517 --> 00:19:13,413
♪
390
00:19:13,413 --> 00:19:15,344
Pretty bold move here.
391
00:19:29,655 --> 00:19:31,310
That's about all
I have left in my cache
392
00:19:31,310 --> 00:19:33,655
is one part of a burbot.
393
00:19:33,655 --> 00:19:36,655
[dramatic music]
394
00:19:36,655 --> 00:19:42,103
♪
395
00:19:42,103 --> 00:19:45,551
Dude.
396
00:19:45,551 --> 00:19:48,310
Look at that big
hunk of burbot.
397
00:19:48,310 --> 00:19:50,172
♪
398
00:19:50,172 --> 00:19:54,344
The hardest job
in the world right now
399
00:19:54,344 --> 00:19:56,724
is just staying alive.
400
00:19:56,724 --> 00:20:03,793
♪
401
00:20:04,655 --> 00:20:07,965
Man, my hands and feet...
402
00:20:10,517 --> 00:20:13,241
Cold as the damn Dickens.
403
00:20:13,241 --> 00:20:15,482
[tense music]
404
00:20:15,482 --> 00:20:19,103
I knew it was gonna get cold,
and I prepared for cold.
405
00:20:19,103 --> 00:20:22,103
But this caliber of cold,
406
00:20:22,103 --> 00:20:25,551
I didn't realize existed.
407
00:20:25,551 --> 00:20:29,482
And it's to the point where
I'm sleeping every night
408
00:20:29,482 --> 00:20:33,448
in my snow pants
with two pairs of socks.
409
00:20:33,448 --> 00:20:36,655
And then I stuff my feet
inside mittens
410
00:20:36,655 --> 00:20:40,551
just to keep my toes
from getting frostbite.
411
00:20:40,551 --> 00:20:42,551
But it's still cold as hell.
412
00:20:42,551 --> 00:20:44,241
♪
413
00:20:44,241 --> 00:20:45,379
Oh, my goodness.
414
00:20:45,379 --> 00:20:47,103
I needed that.
415
00:20:47,103 --> 00:20:49,827
And I've got
20 hours of darkness
416
00:20:49,827 --> 00:20:51,931
in a small shelter
every night,
417
00:20:51,931 --> 00:20:54,965
and it's just me.
418
00:20:54,965 --> 00:20:57,172
And I get a taste of
what it feels like to really
419
00:20:57,172 --> 00:20:59,482
not have any
human interaction.
420
00:20:59,482 --> 00:21:00,931
♪
421
00:21:00,931 --> 00:21:03,862
And it's exactly like
solitary confinement.
422
00:21:03,862 --> 00:21:05,344
♪
423
00:21:05,344 --> 00:21:07,827
You can leave this prison,
though, if you want,
424
00:21:07,827 --> 00:21:10,862
but then you're
gonna be incarcerated
425
00:21:10,862 --> 00:21:12,689
after you leave here
426
00:21:12,689 --> 00:21:16,034
because you have to live
with the decision.
427
00:21:16,034 --> 00:21:20,724
♪
428
00:21:20,724 --> 00:21:22,586
Not a very good broth, dude.
429
00:21:22,586 --> 00:21:23,931
[clears throat]
430
00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:29,551
It's warm, though.
431
00:21:34,379 --> 00:21:36,206
[tense music]
432
00:21:36,206 --> 00:21:39,413
I'm running on fumes.
433
00:21:39,413 --> 00:21:41,586
♪
434
00:21:41,586 --> 00:21:43,551
I wish I could just
go to sleep and, like,
435
00:21:43,551 --> 00:21:46,551
be done with this day.
436
00:21:46,551 --> 00:21:48,793
There's only so much sleep
my body can take.
437
00:21:48,793 --> 00:21:51,965
And then it's like, OK,
you gotta be awake.
438
00:21:51,965 --> 00:21:57,655
And it's a freaking
constant battle of--
439
00:21:57,655 --> 00:22:01,137
of hey, Dub...
[clears throat]
440
00:22:01,137 --> 00:22:02,689
Push the button.
It'll be great.
441
00:22:02,689 --> 00:22:07,310
You can go do fun things
and do stuff.
442
00:22:07,310 --> 00:22:12,137
And then it's like, hey, Dub,
you push that button,
443
00:22:12,137 --> 00:22:15,965
you're gonna regret it
for the rest of your life.
444
00:22:15,965 --> 00:22:20,000
If I have a bunch of food
and I--and I feel secure,
445
00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:21,448
then it's not--
446
00:22:21,448 --> 00:22:23,413
it doesn't happen as much.
447
00:22:23,413 --> 00:22:28,517
But when I'm low on food,
like I am right now,
448
00:22:28,517 --> 00:22:31,724
it's like a constant loop,
and it's driving me insane.
449
00:22:31,724 --> 00:22:34,310
♪
450
00:22:34,310 --> 00:22:36,896
That frightens me
451
00:22:36,896 --> 00:22:39,482
because food supplies are
scarce out there.
452
00:22:39,482 --> 00:22:40,827
♪
453
00:22:40,827 --> 00:22:44,034
I can't snare rabbits
that don't exist.
454
00:22:44,034 --> 00:22:47,724
I can't trap all this stuff
that's not here.
455
00:22:47,724 --> 00:22:50,620
I do need food coming in
because that's gonna be
456
00:22:50,620 --> 00:22:52,344
the end of me
if I don't have it.
457
00:22:52,344 --> 00:22:53,482
♪
458
00:22:53,482 --> 00:22:55,172
And it turns my brain
into overdrive
459
00:22:55,172 --> 00:22:56,482
trying to solve it.
460
00:22:56,482 --> 00:23:00,034
And there's nothing I can do
besides fish harder.
461
00:23:00,034 --> 00:23:01,655
♪
462
00:23:01,655 --> 00:23:04,275
So here's what's happened.
463
00:23:04,275 --> 00:23:08,551
I brought this belt right here.
464
00:23:11,379 --> 00:23:17,172
It's the color
of a brook trout.
465
00:23:17,172 --> 00:23:21,172
So I just cut a chunk off it,
about this much.
466
00:23:21,172 --> 00:23:23,758
And here's what I've done.
467
00:23:27,655 --> 00:23:31,413
This is gonna work
freaking good, you guys.
468
00:23:31,413 --> 00:23:35,482
So here's my--my lure, right?
469
00:23:35,482 --> 00:23:38,551
So what I've done is I make--
470
00:23:38,551 --> 00:23:43,344
I pop a little hole
471
00:23:43,344 --> 00:23:47,275
where I want my stitch to be,
472
00:23:47,275 --> 00:23:48,724
like that.
473
00:23:48,724 --> 00:23:51,965
♪
474
00:23:51,965 --> 00:23:53,862
It's a time-consuming process.
475
00:23:53,862 --> 00:23:59,586
But just like that,
I've managed to secure
476
00:23:59,586 --> 00:24:03,517
this 7/0 hook
onto this piece of belt
477
00:24:03,517 --> 00:24:05,965
that looks exactly like
a damn fish.
478
00:24:05,965 --> 00:24:09,034
It's just gonna--it's gonna,
like, dart around,
479
00:24:09,034 --> 00:24:13,172
which is the perfect action
you could have
480
00:24:13,172 --> 00:24:16,551
to attract pike to strike.
481
00:24:16,551 --> 00:24:19,724
I guarantee we're gonna get
big fish on that.
482
00:24:19,724 --> 00:24:21,827
I love it.
483
00:24:21,827 --> 00:24:24,137
It's not over for Dub.
484
00:24:28,206 --> 00:24:31,137
[dramatic music]
485
00:24:31,137 --> 00:24:36,551
♪
486
00:24:38,620 --> 00:24:42,137
- Another very comfortable
night in the tilt.
487
00:24:42,137 --> 00:24:44,655
I am very blessed
for this tilt.
488
00:24:44,655 --> 00:24:48,551
It worked out better
than expected, way better.
489
00:24:48,551 --> 00:24:50,689
I bet the little fella
would like one.
490
00:24:50,689 --> 00:24:52,724
I will do it in the backyard,
back out in the bushes.
491
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:03,275
[laughs]
492
00:25:11,137 --> 00:25:14,103
[solemn music]
493
00:25:14,103 --> 00:25:15,758
♪
494
00:25:15,758 --> 00:25:19,344
My food supply now is good,
but it's not great.
495
00:25:19,344 --> 00:25:22,965
So my main focus is
try to cache more food.
496
00:25:22,965 --> 00:25:27,758
See if there's any fresh track
of anything over that way.
497
00:25:27,758 --> 00:25:29,793
♪
498
00:25:29,793 --> 00:25:32,931
My strategy right now is
just go after food to cache.
499
00:25:32,931 --> 00:25:34,379
♪
500
00:25:34,379 --> 00:25:36,000
If I get rabbits,
well, then that prolongs
501
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,379
the fish that I got.
502
00:25:37,379 --> 00:25:39,379
It gives me a chance now
to catch some more,
503
00:25:39,379 --> 00:25:40,793
because the weather
could turn,
504
00:25:40,793 --> 00:25:42,620
and then it could be hard.
505
00:25:42,620 --> 00:25:45,068
Two more snares.
506
00:25:45,068 --> 00:25:46,413
A bit of rabbit--
a bit of rabbit liver
507
00:25:46,413 --> 00:25:48,793
in the morning would be nice.
508
00:25:48,793 --> 00:25:50,689
That would be awesome.
509
00:25:50,689 --> 00:25:53,620
♪
510
00:25:53,620 --> 00:25:55,068
I worked up a sweat.
511
00:25:55,068 --> 00:25:57,517
[speaking indistinctly]
I was going too fast, man.
512
00:25:57,517 --> 00:25:59,275
Slow it in.
513
00:25:59,275 --> 00:26:00,965
♪
514
00:26:00,965 --> 00:26:03,586
Walking back and forth over
that hill too many times
515
00:26:03,586 --> 00:26:06,068
just takes a lot of energy
to get over there.
516
00:26:06,068 --> 00:26:07,413
I've been doing
a lot more exertion
517
00:26:07,413 --> 00:26:10,172
that I planned to,
walking and carrying
518
00:26:10,172 --> 00:26:11,724
around all the different gear.
519
00:26:11,724 --> 00:26:14,344
So now I really gotta be
careful what I do,
520
00:26:14,344 --> 00:26:16,068
especially this late
in the game,
521
00:26:16,068 --> 00:26:17,413
because I don't want
to get hurt
522
00:26:17,413 --> 00:26:19,068
and get pulled
before I'm done.
523
00:26:19,068 --> 00:26:21,310
♪
524
00:26:21,310 --> 00:26:23,310
I got a rabbit!
I got a rabbit!
525
00:26:23,310 --> 00:26:25,068
Oh, blessed redeemers.
526
00:26:25,068 --> 00:26:26,758
Look at that.
527
00:26:26,758 --> 00:26:28,482
Oh, my God.
528
00:26:28,482 --> 00:26:30,172
♪
529
00:26:30,172 --> 00:26:32,241
We're gonna fix him up, see?
530
00:26:32,241 --> 00:26:33,517
Well, well, well, well.
531
00:26:33,517 --> 00:26:35,103
[chuckling]
532
00:26:35,103 --> 00:26:37,413
That was a total shock,
you know?
533
00:26:37,413 --> 00:26:39,413
Oh, man.
534
00:26:39,413 --> 00:26:40,827
Whoo-hoo!
535
00:26:40,827 --> 00:26:42,000
For a while, I didn't think
536
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,206
there was even one left
in the world.
537
00:26:44,206 --> 00:26:48,241
After such a nifty spell
with nothing,
538
00:26:48,241 --> 00:26:50,068
that is a total surprise.
539
00:26:50,068 --> 00:26:51,724
♪
540
00:26:51,724 --> 00:26:53,000
The snare's good.
541
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:55,413
I'm just gonna reset
the same one here again.
542
00:26:55,413 --> 00:26:58,137
Oh, merciful, this is so good.
543
00:26:58,137 --> 00:27:00,103
Days and days and days,
never seen a grouse
544
00:27:00,103 --> 00:27:01,793
or rabbit track, or nothing.
545
00:27:01,793 --> 00:27:04,862
You never know
what to expect out here.
546
00:27:04,862 --> 00:27:06,103
[chuckles]
547
00:27:11,793 --> 00:27:14,758
[soft music]
548
00:27:14,758 --> 00:27:21,827
♪
549
00:27:24,655 --> 00:27:26,931
Oh, what a beautiful rabbit.
550
00:27:26,931 --> 00:27:29,689
♪
551
00:27:40,103 --> 00:27:42,172
If I win this money,
this will allow me
552
00:27:42,172 --> 00:27:44,103
to get out of the fishery
earlier.
553
00:27:44,103 --> 00:27:45,862
♪
554
00:27:45,862 --> 00:27:48,068
Kiki, me, and Whit, we're
gonna do some marvelous things
555
00:27:48,068 --> 00:27:50,241
and enjoy some time
with, you know, the kids.
556
00:27:50,241 --> 00:27:53,758
♪
557
00:27:53,758 --> 00:27:55,655
Oh, yeah.
558
00:27:55,655 --> 00:27:58,068
♪
559
00:27:58,068 --> 00:27:59,310
Oh, my gosh.
560
00:27:59,310 --> 00:28:00,724
Good old hot food.
561
00:28:00,724 --> 00:28:02,172
Look at this.
562
00:28:02,172 --> 00:28:04,413
Mmm.
563
00:28:04,413 --> 00:28:09,000
Ah, so long since
I had rabbit liver.
564
00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:12,172
It's, oh, so good.
565
00:28:12,172 --> 00:28:14,724
Mmm.
566
00:28:14,724 --> 00:28:17,068
That is so dang good.
567
00:28:17,068 --> 00:28:18,793
That was a real morale booster.
568
00:28:18,793 --> 00:28:21,241
[laughs]
569
00:28:21,241 --> 00:28:24,103
[dramatic music]
570
00:28:24,103 --> 00:28:30,034
♪
571
00:28:30,034 --> 00:28:32,137
- It's snowing hard.
572
00:28:32,137 --> 00:28:34,931
It is significantly
below freezing right now.
573
00:28:34,931 --> 00:28:37,137
Cold hands. Cold hands.
574
00:28:37,137 --> 00:28:38,965
- So cozy.
575
00:28:38,965 --> 00:28:41,137
Every night, I have no idea
how cold it been.
576
00:28:41,137 --> 00:28:42,862
[laughs]
577
00:28:42,862 --> 00:28:44,172
Hopefully it blows it
overnight,
578
00:28:44,172 --> 00:28:45,206
and we get a good day
tomorrow,
579
00:28:45,206 --> 00:28:47,137
and we'll be extra productive.
580
00:28:47,137 --> 00:28:53,206
♪
581
00:28:53,206 --> 00:28:55,655
- Boy, the snow is
really drifting.
582
00:28:55,655 --> 00:28:58,034
♪
583
00:28:58,034 --> 00:28:59,827
Oh, my God.
584
00:29:03,758 --> 00:29:07,137
- I think it's gonna do this
until doomsday,
585
00:29:07,137 --> 00:29:09,482
when we all descend
to Niflheim,
586
00:29:09,482 --> 00:29:12,758
where the frozen cold
will never release us.
587
00:29:12,758 --> 00:29:19,793
♪
588
00:29:26,862 --> 00:29:29,310
- That was, by far,
the coldest night
589
00:29:29,310 --> 00:29:31,448
I've ever had in my life.
590
00:29:31,448 --> 00:29:34,586
I tossed and turned
for many, many hours.
591
00:29:36,655 --> 00:29:40,275
There's gonna be a lot of snow,
592
00:29:40,275 --> 00:29:42,344
a hell of a lot of snow
out there.
593
00:29:44,482 --> 00:29:47,482
So to make it
even down to the--
594
00:29:47,482 --> 00:29:50,137
the ice holes is gonna be
a pain in the butt.
595
00:29:50,137 --> 00:29:51,482
[tense music]
596
00:29:51,482 --> 00:29:53,551
But I'll tell you what.
597
00:29:53,551 --> 00:29:55,965
♪
598
00:29:55,965 --> 00:29:58,206
I'm not joking
when I say I'm gonna be
599
00:29:58,206 --> 00:30:01,586
out there fishing my ass off.
600
00:30:01,586 --> 00:30:05,448
♪
601
00:30:05,448 --> 00:30:06,827
Holy crap, look at that.
602
00:30:09,655 --> 00:30:12,620
My door is--usually falls
straight to the ground.
603
00:30:12,620 --> 00:30:16,689
♪
604
00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:20,482
It was one heck
of a storm last night.
605
00:30:20,482 --> 00:30:27,551
♪
606
00:30:33,793 --> 00:30:36,000
I can't see where I've been.
607
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:40,655
All my trails that I've
been working are all gone.
608
00:30:40,655 --> 00:30:42,793
♪
609
00:30:42,793 --> 00:30:44,344
[bleep].
610
00:30:53,482 --> 00:30:56,310
Oh, my God, I just walked
away from the fire.
611
00:30:56,310 --> 00:30:58,413
Feet are already [bleep].
612
00:30:58,413 --> 00:31:02,793
♪
613
00:31:02,793 --> 00:31:07,241
There it is, my lure.
614
00:31:07,241 --> 00:31:11,413
I'm gonna try
fishing for a little
615
00:31:11,413 --> 00:31:14,000
until I can't take it anymore.
616
00:31:16,896 --> 00:31:20,000
I hope I win, but I don't have
617
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:23,551
a lot of days left
to get that title.
618
00:31:23,551 --> 00:31:26,068
My body does not have
the reserves
619
00:31:26,068 --> 00:31:28,310
to be out here
starving to death.
620
00:31:28,310 --> 00:31:31,689
This is for all the marbles.
621
00:31:31,689 --> 00:31:33,551
And I'm right at
the finish line.
622
00:31:33,551 --> 00:31:37,103
I know there's only one
or two people left, for sure.
623
00:31:37,103 --> 00:31:38,586
♪
624
00:31:38,586 --> 00:31:40,793
A fish right now would be
the only thing
625
00:31:40,793 --> 00:31:45,034
that could pull me from
the edge of the cliff I'm on,
626
00:31:45,034 --> 00:31:51,689
with the whole financial future
of my life with me on it.
627
00:31:51,689 --> 00:31:54,689
[tense music]
628
00:31:54,689 --> 00:31:56,172
♪
629
00:31:56,172 --> 00:31:58,655
How are they not hitting?
630
00:31:58,655 --> 00:32:00,724
It's such a good spot.
631
00:32:05,206 --> 00:32:07,103
Boy, it's a cold one.
632
00:32:07,103 --> 00:32:09,137
♪
633
00:32:09,137 --> 00:32:13,551
The colder I get,
the less sleep I get,
634
00:32:13,551 --> 00:32:16,620
the more I start worrying
about my parents.
635
00:32:16,620 --> 00:32:19,241
♪
636
00:32:19,241 --> 00:32:24,068
And there's a sheet that you
sign when you come in here,
637
00:32:24,068 --> 00:32:26,034
and you check a box that says,
638
00:32:26,034 --> 00:32:29,068
please notify me
of family emergencies,
639
00:32:29,068 --> 00:32:31,620
please do not notify me
of family emergencies.
640
00:32:31,620 --> 00:32:33,310
You check one of those boxes.
641
00:32:33,310 --> 00:32:36,793
So I said, do not tell me
about family emergencies
642
00:32:36,793 --> 00:32:39,137
because it's gonna
compromise my ability
643
00:32:39,137 --> 00:32:41,068
to stay in the competition.
644
00:32:41,068 --> 00:32:42,758
♪
645
00:32:42,758 --> 00:32:46,965
And now it's been so long,
and I'm like, oh, crap, dude.
646
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:49,931
I'm out here having
to live with that.
647
00:32:49,931 --> 00:32:52,206
That goes through my head
all the time.
648
00:32:52,206 --> 00:32:56,827
♪
649
00:32:56,827 --> 00:33:00,655
And there's no way anybody
could possibly understand,
650
00:33:00,655 --> 00:33:05,586
when you're isolated
with no distractions
651
00:33:05,586 --> 00:33:10,379
for 20-plus hours a day
in a small, little space,
652
00:33:10,379 --> 00:33:12,827
where your mind goes
and what it thinks about
653
00:33:12,827 --> 00:33:16,241
and the kind of stories
it can create out of thin air.
654
00:33:16,241 --> 00:33:17,620
[grunts]
655
00:33:17,620 --> 00:33:20,206
Where are the fish at?
656
00:33:20,206 --> 00:33:22,206
I always tell myself, it's OK.
657
00:33:22,206 --> 00:33:23,344
♪
658
00:33:23,344 --> 00:33:25,413
But what if it's not?
659
00:33:29,034 --> 00:33:31,586
[bleep].
660
00:33:31,586 --> 00:33:35,103
This place, man.
661
00:33:35,103 --> 00:33:37,413
What do I gotta do?
662
00:33:37,413 --> 00:33:40,413
[tense music]
663
00:33:40,413 --> 00:33:45,344
♪
664
00:33:45,344 --> 00:33:47,448
Nothing on that.
665
00:33:47,448 --> 00:33:49,344
♪
666
00:33:49,344 --> 00:33:51,275
Oh, we're in trouble.
667
00:33:51,275 --> 00:33:53,793
♪
668
00:33:53,793 --> 00:33:55,689
So much trouble.
669
00:33:55,689 --> 00:34:02,000
♪
670
00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:03,724
[sighs]
671
00:34:03,724 --> 00:34:05,724
Breathe. It's OK.
672
00:34:05,724 --> 00:34:06,896
♪
673
00:34:06,896 --> 00:34:08,620
You're gonna make it.
674
00:34:08,620 --> 00:34:10,724
♪
675
00:34:10,724 --> 00:34:12,379
Five.
676
00:34:12,379 --> 00:34:15,068
My heart's just
fricking pounding.
677
00:34:15,068 --> 00:34:16,758
I can barely breathe.
678
00:34:16,758 --> 00:34:19,689
♪
679
00:34:19,689 --> 00:34:21,827
And I can't--
680
00:34:21,827 --> 00:34:23,896
dude, I can't do anything.
681
00:34:23,896 --> 00:34:25,620
♪
682
00:34:25,620 --> 00:34:30,034
I can't--how can I go walk
someplace to go hunting
683
00:34:30,034 --> 00:34:33,620
or to--to somewhere
where I can find food
684
00:34:33,620 --> 00:34:36,965
if I can't walk up a freaking
small little hill, like--
685
00:34:36,965 --> 00:34:39,103
like I'm walking up right now?
686
00:34:39,103 --> 00:34:42,103
[dramatic music]
687
00:34:42,103 --> 00:34:44,517
[sighs]
688
00:34:44,517 --> 00:34:51,620
♪
689
00:34:53,379 --> 00:34:58,965
I've tried everything, man.
690
00:34:58,965 --> 00:35:04,137
♪
691
00:35:08,206 --> 00:35:11,000
[dramatic music]
692
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:15,724
♪
693
00:35:15,724 --> 00:35:20,517
My body's missing--
my body's missing something.
694
00:35:20,517 --> 00:35:23,724
It's missing some sort
of nutrient or something.
695
00:35:23,724 --> 00:35:26,172
And it doesn't work.
696
00:35:26,172 --> 00:35:30,172
♪
697
00:35:30,172 --> 00:35:31,827
I mean, I don't know--
698
00:35:31,827 --> 00:35:34,206
I don't know if what's wrong
with me is, like,
699
00:35:34,206 --> 00:35:38,551
gonna just go away
and I'll be normal, or if I'm,
700
00:35:38,551 --> 00:35:42,482
like, permanently doing damage
to my body that I can't fix.
701
00:35:42,482 --> 00:35:44,931
Like, I might be walking
around like I'm 90 year old--
702
00:35:44,931 --> 00:35:47,827
90 years old forever
because of whatever it is
703
00:35:47,827 --> 00:35:49,275
I'm doing to my body.
704
00:35:49,275 --> 00:35:53,931
♪
705
00:35:53,931 --> 00:35:57,724
There is every single reason
in the world for me
706
00:35:57,724 --> 00:36:03,758
to stop right now, to quit
and leave and feel OK about it.
707
00:36:03,758 --> 00:36:04,965
♪
708
00:36:04,965 --> 00:36:07,241
But all the dreams
I've been, like, building
709
00:36:07,241 --> 00:36:11,689
in my head for--for the months
that I've been here,
710
00:36:11,689 --> 00:36:15,068
all get wiped out
the moment I hit that button.
711
00:36:15,068 --> 00:36:19,896
♪
712
00:36:19,896 --> 00:36:22,137
I'm worried about
my--my family.
713
00:36:22,137 --> 00:36:24,137
I don't know how they are.
714
00:36:24,137 --> 00:36:28,137
♪
715
00:36:28,137 --> 00:36:30,448
I don't know what to do, man.
716
00:36:30,448 --> 00:36:35,379
♪
717
00:36:35,379 --> 00:36:37,379
How the hell?
718
00:36:37,379 --> 00:36:40,137
How do I freaking tap out?
719
00:36:40,137 --> 00:36:44,068
♪
720
00:36:44,068 --> 00:36:46,172
It hurts to walk.
721
00:36:46,172 --> 00:36:48,034
♪
722
00:36:48,034 --> 00:36:50,241
This is bad.
723
00:36:50,241 --> 00:36:52,620
♪
724
00:36:52,620 --> 00:36:55,931
I'll never have another
chance at this kind of money.
725
00:36:55,931 --> 00:36:58,862
♪
726
00:36:58,862 --> 00:37:02,862
To think of going home
without it is a bummer.
727
00:37:02,862 --> 00:37:05,758
But to think of going home
to a passed-away family member
728
00:37:05,758 --> 00:37:07,793
is a lot worse than that.
729
00:37:07,793 --> 00:37:10,793
[dramatic music]
730
00:37:10,793 --> 00:37:13,379
♪
731
00:37:20,620 --> 00:37:23,655
[beeping]
732
00:37:29,965 --> 00:37:31,517
I think I got it.
733
00:37:31,517 --> 00:37:34,517
[tense music]
734
00:37:34,517 --> 00:37:39,896
♪
735
00:37:39,896 --> 00:37:41,620
Hey, this is Dub.
736
00:37:41,620 --> 00:37:43,620
♪
737
00:37:43,620 --> 00:37:46,310
I'm officially tapping out.
738
00:37:46,310 --> 00:37:49,000
[dramatic music]
739
00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:56,034
♪
740
00:38:07,724 --> 00:38:09,724
It's time to go.
741
00:38:10,517 --> 00:38:13,241
I'm tapping out
for so many reasons.
742
00:38:13,241 --> 00:38:16,206
It's like, I'm tapping out
for my health.
743
00:38:16,206 --> 00:38:19,068
I'm tapping out because
I want to see my mom,
744
00:38:19,068 --> 00:38:21,448
which is--which seems insane.
745
00:38:21,448 --> 00:38:23,241
It's like, three months
is not that long.
746
00:38:23,241 --> 00:38:25,862
I go three months all the time
without seeing my mom.
747
00:38:25,862 --> 00:38:28,689
But at least I talk to her,
and at least I know she's OK.
748
00:38:28,689 --> 00:38:31,000
I mean, I know
I could do it physically.
749
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:33,241
I can--I can sit by the fire,
and I can--
750
00:38:33,241 --> 00:38:34,965
I can do it.
751
00:38:34,965 --> 00:38:38,931
But mentally, is it worth--
752
00:38:38,931 --> 00:38:43,000
is it worth me getting out
of here with a bunch of money
753
00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:46,000
and then having something wrong
with my mom or my dad
754
00:38:46,000 --> 00:38:48,413
or--or them just being gone?
755
00:38:48,413 --> 00:38:50,517
I mean, how the hell am
I gonna live with that
756
00:38:50,517 --> 00:38:53,137
for the rest of my life?
757
00:38:53,137 --> 00:38:56,482
Money comes and goes,
but family, you only get one.
758
00:38:56,482 --> 00:39:00,862
And they're all I got, man.
759
00:39:00,862 --> 00:39:04,724
Turns out I like people
more than I thought.
760
00:39:04,724 --> 00:39:06,275
That's why I'm going home,
because--
761
00:39:06,275 --> 00:39:10,310
because I want to be
by people again.
762
00:39:12,068 --> 00:39:15,206
It's like, being alone
is pointless.
763
00:39:15,206 --> 00:39:16,482
Why?
764
00:39:16,482 --> 00:39:19,724
[pensive music]
765
00:39:19,724 --> 00:39:26,275
Making the call was just as
hard as I envisioned it being.
766
00:39:26,275 --> 00:39:29,103
Yes, I'm officially
tapping out.
767
00:39:29,103 --> 00:39:32,965
That's a painful batch
of words right there.
768
00:39:32,965 --> 00:39:37,448
But this experience
has made me realize
769
00:39:37,448 --> 00:39:39,793
that I'm capable of
a hell of a lot more
770
00:39:39,793 --> 00:39:41,620
than I ever thought I was.
771
00:39:41,620 --> 00:39:42,758
♪
772
00:39:42,758 --> 00:39:44,482
I've always loved nature,
773
00:39:44,482 --> 00:39:46,482
and I've spent
a lot of time in it,
774
00:39:46,482 --> 00:39:49,793
but I've never really
been so immersed into it.
775
00:39:49,793 --> 00:39:51,068
♪
776
00:39:51,068 --> 00:39:53,000
And for once, I guess I became
777
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:56,172
part of--like, the legit part
of the ecosystem.
778
00:39:56,172 --> 00:39:58,206
Like, I was in
the Arctic battle,
779
00:39:58,206 --> 00:40:00,793
just like every other animal.
780
00:40:00,793 --> 00:40:04,620
It's a connection that most
people could never imagine,
781
00:40:04,620 --> 00:40:06,241
and I'll never forget it.
782
00:40:06,241 --> 00:40:07,758
♪
783
00:40:07,758 --> 00:40:09,034
I've always thought
784
00:40:09,034 --> 00:40:11,724
being alone was
the right thing for me
785
00:40:11,724 --> 00:40:14,689
until I was really,
truly alone.
786
00:40:14,689 --> 00:40:16,206
♪
787
00:40:16,206 --> 00:40:18,241
There's no reason for me
to put myself
788
00:40:18,241 --> 00:40:20,275
in solitary confinement
789
00:40:20,275 --> 00:40:22,586
because I'm afraid of the pain
790
00:40:22,586 --> 00:40:24,275
that may be caused
by other people.
791
00:40:24,275 --> 00:40:26,034
♪
792
00:40:26,034 --> 00:40:28,413
Some people might be bad,
793
00:40:28,413 --> 00:40:30,931
but a lot of people are good.
794
00:40:30,931 --> 00:40:32,758
♪
795
00:40:32,758 --> 00:40:35,758
We are made to be
social animals.
796
00:40:35,758 --> 00:40:41,689
And I'm not impervious to
the laws of humanity, I guess.
797
00:40:41,689 --> 00:40:43,758
And it's so much more
than that.
798
00:40:43,758 --> 00:40:47,241
I get to talk to my mom.
799
00:40:47,241 --> 00:40:51,689
That moment is gonna be
worth $500,000 to me.
800
00:40:51,689 --> 00:40:55,034
♪
801
00:40:59,206 --> 00:41:02,172
[dramatic music]
802
00:41:02,172 --> 00:41:09,206
♪
803
00:41:24,068 --> 00:41:25,310
- I was thinking back
this morning,
804
00:41:25,310 --> 00:41:28,172
laying in the sleeping bag,
about the phases
805
00:41:28,172 --> 00:41:30,862
that I've gone through
being out here.
806
00:41:30,862 --> 00:41:32,379
In the early part,
807
00:41:32,379 --> 00:41:34,103
there's life's heart
beating everywhere.
808
00:41:34,103 --> 00:41:35,724
There's waterfowl making
such a ruckus.
809
00:41:35,724 --> 00:41:37,862
There's fish striking.
810
00:41:37,862 --> 00:41:40,310
I was so content.
811
00:41:40,310 --> 00:41:41,620
But as freeze-up starts
to happen,
812
00:41:41,620 --> 00:41:44,000
the land got really silent.
813
00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:45,379
The heartbeat of the land
itself stopped,
814
00:41:45,379 --> 00:41:47,620
and everything went colorless.
815
00:41:47,620 --> 00:41:50,586
And that, I realized,
is what started to wear on me
816
00:41:50,586 --> 00:41:52,413
is--is that--
817
00:41:52,413 --> 00:41:58,379
that silence and colorlessness
and absolute lack of life
818
00:41:58,379 --> 00:42:02,586
making the isolation feel
so intense.
819
00:42:02,586 --> 00:42:05,931
And the noises in your head are
so loud and deafening
820
00:42:05,931 --> 00:42:08,034
that they can overwhelm you.
821
00:42:08,034 --> 00:42:10,137
For me, it overwhelms me,
looks like.
822
00:42:10,137 --> 00:42:15,137
You start to search inside
yourself for meaning,
823
00:42:15,137 --> 00:42:18,275
for something to think of
to break up the monotony
824
00:42:18,275 --> 00:42:21,827
and give you a reason
to keep thinking.
825
00:42:21,827 --> 00:42:24,655
You know,
you got plans at home.
826
00:42:24,655 --> 00:42:26,172
You got other life
outside there.
827
00:42:26,172 --> 00:42:27,448
But you've gotta be
real careful with those,
828
00:42:27,448 --> 00:42:29,103
'cause those can make you
super miserable.
829
00:42:29,103 --> 00:42:30,862
[tense music]
830
00:42:30,862 --> 00:42:32,793
Um...[clears throat]
831
00:42:32,793 --> 00:42:35,310
♪
832
00:42:35,310 --> 00:42:36,517
Yeah.
833
00:42:36,517 --> 00:42:39,482
[suspenseful music]
834
00:42:39,482 --> 00:42:44,758
♪
835
00:42:44,758 --> 00:42:47,172
I'm gonna check
the fish lines.
836
00:42:47,172 --> 00:42:50,620
♪
837
00:42:50,620 --> 00:42:53,379
I feel like the end of my nose
is gonna get frostbite
838
00:42:53,379 --> 00:42:55,586
if I don't bury it up in here.
839
00:42:55,586 --> 00:42:57,655
♪
840
00:42:57,655 --> 00:42:58,862
Ugh.
841
00:42:58,862 --> 00:43:00,620
♪
842
00:43:00,620 --> 00:43:02,965
It's too cold for this boy.
843
00:43:02,965 --> 00:43:04,448
Telling ya.
844
00:43:05,862 --> 00:43:09,172
But there's still water under
the snow on top of the ice.
845
00:43:10,689 --> 00:43:12,068
It just freezes all over you,
846
00:43:12,068 --> 00:43:13,896
get on the bottom
of your boots.
847
00:43:18,482 --> 00:43:20,379
[ice cracking]
848
00:43:20,379 --> 00:43:22,379
[ominous music]
849
00:43:22,379 --> 00:43:24,068
That was a big crack under me.
850
00:43:24,068 --> 00:43:25,379
♪
851
00:43:25,379 --> 00:43:28,413
Big ice crack.
852
00:43:28,413 --> 00:43:30,448
The river ice sucks.
853
00:43:30,448 --> 00:43:32,689
It's dangerous, and it sucks.
854
00:43:32,689 --> 00:43:34,206
♪
855
00:43:34,206 --> 00:43:35,793
You can't fish in this.
856
00:43:35,793 --> 00:43:36,793
I can't.
857
00:43:36,793 --> 00:43:38,310
I don't know how to.
858
00:43:38,310 --> 00:43:40,103
♪
859
00:43:40,103 --> 00:43:42,275
So I'm gonna pull
all the fish stuff.
860
00:43:42,275 --> 00:43:44,344
♪
861
00:43:44,344 --> 00:43:47,137
The ice continually
has me worried.
862
00:43:47,137 --> 00:43:49,344
I'm walking through
big, slushy water
863
00:43:49,344 --> 00:43:51,172
on top of the ice.
864
00:43:51,172 --> 00:43:54,000
And even being out there
to ice fish at all
865
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:58,586
is not only risky
for falling through...
866
00:43:58,586 --> 00:44:00,793
Just want to get this hook
and get out of here.
867
00:44:00,793 --> 00:44:02,000
♪
868
00:44:02,000 --> 00:44:04,448
But it's risky to all my gear,
869
00:44:04,448 --> 00:44:07,241
just for the amount of ice
that it clumps on me
870
00:44:07,241 --> 00:44:09,586
before I come home
and go back to my shelter,
871
00:44:09,586 --> 00:44:12,551
from all that slushy water.
872
00:44:12,551 --> 00:44:14,655
It's kind of miserable.
873
00:44:14,655 --> 00:44:15,931
♪
874
00:44:15,931 --> 00:44:19,310
So now I have to hope
for more hares.
875
00:44:19,310 --> 00:44:20,758
♪
876
00:44:20,758 --> 00:44:23,172
And then I'm gonna eat
just as much jerky
877
00:44:23,172 --> 00:44:25,413
as my teeth will allow me.
878
00:44:25,413 --> 00:44:28,379
[dramatic music]
879
00:44:28,379 --> 00:44:35,448
♪
880
00:44:41,586 --> 00:44:44,620
[birds calling]
881
00:44:48,689 --> 00:44:51,310
- Yeah.
882
00:44:51,310 --> 00:44:53,931
We'll go and check the rest
of our rabbit snares.
883
00:44:53,931 --> 00:44:56,931
[ominous music]
884
00:44:56,931 --> 00:45:01,068
♪
885
00:45:01,068 --> 00:45:02,655
At this point in the game,
886
00:45:02,655 --> 00:45:04,551
I've got a limited
food supply.
887
00:45:11,241 --> 00:45:13,827
♪
888
00:45:13,827 --> 00:45:16,517
I know, at the beginning,
I had a really good chance.
889
00:45:16,517 --> 00:45:18,344
But as time goes on,
I'm getting
890
00:45:18,344 --> 00:45:20,965
more skeptical
in my mind because
891
00:45:20,965 --> 00:45:25,517
I'm pretty sure somebody got
either a moose or a bear.
892
00:45:25,517 --> 00:45:28,448
I don't want to go home,
but I don't know
893
00:45:28,448 --> 00:45:31,000
how long it's gonna take
to win this.
894
00:45:37,586 --> 00:45:39,379
Yeah.
895
00:45:39,379 --> 00:45:42,344
[dramatic music]
896
00:45:42,344 --> 00:45:49,413
♪
897
00:45:57,655 --> 00:45:59,482
- [sighs]
898
00:45:59,482 --> 00:46:02,413
♪
899
00:46:02,413 --> 00:46:05,241
You know, I've done a lot.
900
00:46:05,241 --> 00:46:09,275
I've lived a lot
of vibrant life out here.
901
00:46:09,275 --> 00:46:11,620
I've received everything
I've asked for out here,
902
00:46:11,620 --> 00:46:12,827
except the money.
903
00:46:12,827 --> 00:46:15,068
I've--I have a vision
for the future.
904
00:46:15,068 --> 00:46:17,068
I know what's next
for our family,
905
00:46:17,068 --> 00:46:19,586
and I'm ready to get
that life started.
906
00:46:19,586 --> 00:46:21,862
♪
907
00:46:21,862 --> 00:46:25,241
I could make this go on
much longer.
908
00:46:25,241 --> 00:46:29,137
But all I'd be thinking about
each day is the money
909
00:46:29,137 --> 00:46:32,482
and trying to impress people
or something.
910
00:46:32,482 --> 00:46:33,896
And I don't need
to prove anything.
911
00:46:33,896 --> 00:46:36,689
I've--I am who I am.
912
00:46:36,689 --> 00:46:38,448
♪
913
00:46:38,448 --> 00:46:41,620
And as I think about who else
might be out here,
914
00:46:41,620 --> 00:46:44,137
I know that it will go
way past 100 days.
915
00:46:44,137 --> 00:46:45,551
There's no chance
that either one of us
916
00:46:45,551 --> 00:46:47,827
taps out for pain or hunger.
917
00:46:47,827 --> 00:46:50,241
There's no chance.
918
00:46:50,241 --> 00:46:52,103
So what am I doing?
919
00:46:52,103 --> 00:46:53,448
♪
920
00:46:53,448 --> 00:46:54,931
I'm gonna turn this camera off.
921
00:46:54,931 --> 00:46:57,413
Looking at it is
a little too much right now.
922
00:46:57,413 --> 00:47:04,551
♪
923
00:47:09,620 --> 00:47:12,482
It's so hard to do.
924
00:47:12,482 --> 00:47:15,448
I hoped that it wouldn't
turn on, but it turned on.
925
00:47:15,448 --> 00:47:18,413
[dramatic music]
926
00:47:18,413 --> 00:47:25,448
♪
927
00:47:28,758 --> 00:47:31,724
[beeping]
928
00:47:31,724 --> 00:47:38,793
♪
929
00:47:41,172 --> 00:47:43,482
Them buttons are hot fire.
930
00:47:43,482 --> 00:47:50,551
♪
931
00:47:59,068 --> 00:48:02,137
[beeping]
932
00:48:02,137 --> 00:48:04,965
♪
933
00:48:04,965 --> 00:48:06,793
I can't do it.
934
00:48:19,620 --> 00:48:20,965
Not today.
935
00:48:25,206 --> 00:48:28,103
[dramatic music]
936
00:48:28,103 --> 00:48:34,862
♪
937
00:48:34,862 --> 00:48:37,896
[tense music]
938
00:48:37,896 --> 00:48:41,551
♪
939
00:48:41,551 --> 00:48:43,724
- Good morning, everybody.
940
00:48:43,724 --> 00:48:46,758
♪
941
00:48:49,206 --> 00:48:50,517
I'm enjoying this enough,
942
00:48:50,517 --> 00:48:52,965
and I'm in good enough health.
943
00:48:52,965 --> 00:48:55,000
I could easily do this to 100.
944
00:49:03,310 --> 00:49:06,965
But it's just kind of
going on and on, just for--
945
00:49:06,965 --> 00:49:08,310
for what?
946
00:49:08,310 --> 00:49:10,724
For what now?
947
00:49:10,724 --> 00:49:12,137
For money.
948
00:49:12,137 --> 00:49:15,206
[tense music]
949
00:49:15,206 --> 00:49:17,172
Today, it started
feeling pointless.
950
00:49:17,172 --> 00:49:19,620
Like, why?
951
00:49:19,620 --> 00:49:23,172
♪
952
00:49:23,172 --> 00:49:27,586
Unexpectedly, this thought
has pressed itself through
953
00:49:27,586 --> 00:49:29,068
into my mind.
954
00:49:29,068 --> 00:49:30,689
♪
955
00:49:30,689 --> 00:49:33,793
What if I go ahead
and win this money?
956
00:49:33,793 --> 00:49:36,241
What'll happen to me
in my work
957
00:49:36,241 --> 00:49:38,896
that I've dedicated
my life to?
958
00:49:38,896 --> 00:49:42,551
Every family I meet needs
$10,000, $15,000
959
00:49:42,551 --> 00:49:44,896
to emigrate
to somewhere better.
960
00:49:44,896 --> 00:49:48,482
It could never reach
all of them.
961
00:49:48,482 --> 00:49:50,482
♪
962
00:49:50,482 --> 00:49:52,068
This is a tough juncture.
963
00:49:52,068 --> 00:49:53,689
♪
964
00:49:53,689 --> 00:49:57,000
And after I give away the last
dollar to the next person,
965
00:49:57,000 --> 00:49:59,655
they may not understand
that it's gone because
966
00:49:59,655 --> 00:50:01,793
it's a fortune too big
to imagine.
967
00:50:01,793 --> 00:50:04,793
So would this money
create a barrier
968
00:50:04,793 --> 00:50:06,620
between me
and those very people
969
00:50:06,620 --> 00:50:09,241
that I would be
trying to help?
970
00:50:09,241 --> 00:50:13,034
Throughout this time, my love
and value for this work
971
00:50:13,034 --> 00:50:16,931
has only deepened
as my connection with life
972
00:50:16,931 --> 00:50:20,068
through nature
has been strengthened.
973
00:50:20,068 --> 00:50:22,068
So I don't want
all of this good
974
00:50:22,068 --> 00:50:25,241
that I've gained to get lost
975
00:50:25,241 --> 00:50:28,689
in the meaningless
and the suck.
976
00:50:28,689 --> 00:50:29,862
♪
977
00:50:29,862 --> 00:50:32,379
And I think
I've received everything,
978
00:50:32,379 --> 00:50:35,137
besides the money,
that I can possibly receive
979
00:50:35,137 --> 00:50:37,758
from something like this.
980
00:50:37,758 --> 00:50:40,379
I've done 83 days.
981
00:50:40,379 --> 00:50:43,034
And I've succeeded
982
00:50:43,034 --> 00:50:45,551
because I've finished
983
00:50:45,551 --> 00:50:47,793
with the questions
that I had for God.
984
00:50:47,793 --> 00:50:49,241
♪
985
00:50:49,241 --> 00:50:51,241
I know how to approach
life with my family
986
00:50:51,241 --> 00:50:52,896
so much better,
987
00:50:52,896 --> 00:50:56,103
since I'm at peace
with my own existence.
988
00:50:56,103 --> 00:50:58,551
And I can go home, and I can
watch this with my boys
989
00:50:58,551 --> 00:51:01,241
on the couch and be proud
of every moment.
990
00:51:01,241 --> 00:51:03,000
♪
991
00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:06,241
I've seen God feed me
every day on this land.
992
00:51:06,241 --> 00:51:08,965
So, in my heart, I know that
He will provide the money,
993
00:51:08,965 --> 00:51:11,241
day by day,
so we can continue to do
994
00:51:11,241 --> 00:51:13,448
this humanitarian work
that we love.
995
00:51:13,448 --> 00:51:15,172
[uplifting music]
996
00:51:15,172 --> 00:51:17,689
What more could I ask?
997
00:51:17,689 --> 00:51:24,000
♪
998
00:51:28,413 --> 00:51:31,448
[beeping]
999
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:45,310
Hi, um, this is Timber,
1000
00:51:45,310 --> 00:51:49,931
and I'm officially
tapping out today.
1001
00:51:49,931 --> 00:51:52,931
[tense music]
1002
00:51:52,931 --> 00:51:54,827
♪
1003
00:51:54,827 --> 00:51:57,206
83 days, you guys.
1004
00:51:57,206 --> 00:51:58,551
♪
1005
00:51:58,551 --> 00:52:00,620
It's good.
1006
00:52:00,620 --> 00:52:03,862
I would've won,
by far, most seasons.
1007
00:52:03,862 --> 00:52:06,206
♪
1008
00:52:06,206 --> 00:52:07,862
This is how I want it, guys.
1009
00:52:07,862 --> 00:52:09,379
♪
1010
00:52:09,379 --> 00:52:10,758
This is how I want it.
1011
00:52:10,758 --> 00:52:17,793
♪
1012
00:52:22,482 --> 00:52:25,586
You know, the--the Arctic
is not too much for me.
1013
00:52:25,586 --> 00:52:29,724
Um, I'm not being forced out
by anything.
1014
00:52:29,724 --> 00:52:31,862
I overcame the limits.
1015
00:52:31,862 --> 00:52:33,827
I've tested myself.
1016
00:52:33,827 --> 00:52:36,758
So I have to choose each day,
what's the right way?
1017
00:52:36,758 --> 00:52:39,310
And for tomorrow,
the right way is for me
1018
00:52:39,310 --> 00:52:41,137
to go be with my family.
1019
00:52:43,137 --> 00:52:45,379
I'm super happy.
1020
00:52:45,379 --> 00:52:47,862
I'm happier than
I've been in years.
1021
00:52:47,862 --> 00:52:51,517
[soft music]
1022
00:52:51,517 --> 00:52:54,551
I feel alive.
1023
00:52:54,551 --> 00:52:57,241
I feel fully alive again.
1024
00:52:57,241 --> 00:52:59,413
♪
1025
00:52:59,413 --> 00:53:01,896
I've had a lot
of baggage with me
1026
00:53:01,896 --> 00:53:05,103
from experiences
in the past few years.
1027
00:53:05,103 --> 00:53:06,793
Um...
1028
00:53:06,793 --> 00:53:10,517
and I feel that I've really,
really won the battle.
1029
00:53:10,517 --> 00:53:12,586
♪
1030
00:53:12,586 --> 00:53:14,896
I'm proud of having lived
1031
00:53:14,896 --> 00:53:17,310
the realest life
a man can live.
1032
00:53:17,310 --> 00:53:19,241
♪
1033
00:53:19,241 --> 00:53:21,172
So I'll take my moose head,
put it in my house
1034
00:53:21,172 --> 00:53:22,931
that I'll build someday.
1035
00:53:22,931 --> 00:53:25,379
And it'll be awesome.
1036
00:53:25,379 --> 00:53:28,379
[solemn music]
1037
00:53:28,379 --> 00:53:30,931
♪
1038
00:53:30,931 --> 00:53:35,448
As I pack up my tools
and I pack up all my things,
1039
00:53:35,448 --> 00:53:37,103
the main thought
running through my head
1040
00:53:37,103 --> 00:53:40,724
is that I could have brought
my wife here to see this.
1041
00:53:40,724 --> 00:53:43,379
But I know that I'll be
seeing her soon enough at home
1042
00:53:43,379 --> 00:53:46,517
and that she will understand
and agree with
1043
00:53:46,517 --> 00:53:48,896
the reasons that I ended it.
1044
00:53:48,896 --> 00:53:50,517
♪
1045
00:53:50,517 --> 00:53:53,551
I want my children
to see the true victory
1046
00:53:53,551 --> 00:53:55,344
in the immaterial things
1047
00:53:55,344 --> 00:54:00,000
like integrity and joy
and resilience
1048
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:02,310
and the ways that I've walked
through this journey,
1049
00:54:02,310 --> 00:54:04,000
which I know
I can be proud of.
1050
00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:05,517
♪
1051
00:54:05,517 --> 00:54:07,551
And I just want my children
to see those
1052
00:54:07,551 --> 00:54:11,482
as the real victory
rather than $500,000.
1053
00:54:11,482 --> 00:54:13,103
♪
1054
00:54:13,103 --> 00:54:16,551
I think my case shows everyone
that if you believe
1055
00:54:16,551 --> 00:54:19,724
that the show is all about
kill big game and win,
1056
00:54:19,724 --> 00:54:20,931
you're wrong.
1057
00:54:20,931 --> 00:54:22,379
It's not.
1058
00:54:22,379 --> 00:54:24,586
There's so many more layers.
1059
00:54:24,586 --> 00:54:27,103
I killed big game.
1060
00:54:27,103 --> 00:54:29,103
I'm not the winner.
1061
00:54:29,103 --> 00:54:31,448
It's not a 1 plus 1 equals 2.
1062
00:54:31,448 --> 00:54:34,517
Survival itself is much
more complex than that.
1063
00:54:34,517 --> 00:54:35,827
♪
1064
00:54:35,827 --> 00:54:40,000
This has been
my absolute dream life.
1065
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:44,655
"Alone" is the gold standard
test of survivalists.
1066
00:54:44,655 --> 00:54:47,931
And I know that
I have passed the test.
1067
00:54:47,931 --> 00:54:51,827
In survival, it's so easy
to say you can do one thing,
1068
00:54:51,827 --> 00:54:53,862
and it's impossible to prove.
1069
00:54:53,862 --> 00:54:55,103
♪
1070
00:54:55,103 --> 00:54:57,931
But if you do 83 days
on "Alone,"
1071
00:54:57,931 --> 00:55:00,517
you've showed that
you can do it.
1072
00:55:00,517 --> 00:55:04,275
♪
1073
00:55:04,275 --> 00:55:07,241
[dramatic music]
1074
00:55:07,241 --> 00:55:14,310
♪
1075
00:55:37,034 --> 00:55:40,034
- Good morning,
good morning, good morning.
1076
00:55:49,896 --> 00:55:51,724
Bottom of me left foot feels
a bit funny today.
1077
00:55:51,724 --> 00:55:53,310
Almost like I have
something--you know,
1078
00:55:53,310 --> 00:55:55,137
if there was a little
something in your boot,
1079
00:55:55,137 --> 00:55:57,448
and it chafed
or something, like.
1080
00:55:57,448 --> 00:56:00,137
Nothing serious,
but it just feels funny.
1081
00:56:00,137 --> 00:56:01,586
I looked at it,
I couldn't see nothing.
1082
00:56:01,586 --> 00:56:03,172
So I don't know.
1083
00:56:05,827 --> 00:56:07,965
Have a little look at
my family, the ladies there,
1084
00:56:07,965 --> 00:56:09,379
God bless them.
1085
00:56:09,379 --> 00:56:11,103
Oh, boy, a long time.
1086
00:56:11,103 --> 00:56:12,827
Oh.
1087
00:56:12,827 --> 00:56:15,965
I miss my family and my pets.
1088
00:56:15,965 --> 00:56:17,310
Who wouldn't?
1089
00:56:17,310 --> 00:56:19,482
But you just gotta stay
mentally strong
1090
00:56:19,482 --> 00:56:22,103
and take it day by day.
1091
00:56:23,620 --> 00:56:25,482
Yep.
1092
00:56:25,482 --> 00:56:27,689
[yawns]
1093
00:56:27,689 --> 00:56:30,413
[beeping]
1094
00:56:30,413 --> 00:56:31,517
[dramatic music]
1095
00:56:31,517 --> 00:56:33,655
[speaking indistinctly]
1096
00:56:38,758 --> 00:56:41,896
[bleep]. What a piece of crap.
1097
00:56:50,034 --> 00:56:57,034
♪
1098
00:57:04,000 --> 00:57:07,551
In my mind, I'm thinking,
it's day 84.
1099
00:57:07,551 --> 00:57:09,034
I feel good.
1100
00:57:09,034 --> 00:57:10,103
But, you know...
1101
00:57:17,241 --> 00:57:18,448
You know, I want that record.
1102
00:57:18,448 --> 00:57:20,068
I want--and I want
to win so bad.
1103
00:57:20,068 --> 00:57:22,620
I know, without a fact,
that I'll never call in.
1104
00:57:22,620 --> 00:57:24,068
♪
1105
00:57:24,068 --> 00:57:26,758
Go home with gas in the tank
and think on that,
1106
00:57:26,758 --> 00:57:28,344
that I could have stayed
another day?
1107
00:57:28,344 --> 00:57:29,931
That'd destroy me.
1108
00:57:29,931 --> 00:57:32,655
♪
1109
00:57:32,655 --> 00:57:37,344
So if I lose this,
I prefer to be pulled.
1110
00:57:37,344 --> 00:57:38,413
- How's your health been?
1111
00:57:38,413 --> 00:57:39,931
- Uh, good, really good.
1112
00:57:39,931 --> 00:57:41,137
♪
1113
00:57:41,137 --> 00:57:42,310
- I'm gonna need you to pull
that toque off
1114
00:57:42,310 --> 00:57:44,034
quickly, too.
- Oh, shoot.
1115
00:57:44,034 --> 00:57:47,137
♪
1116
00:57:47,137 --> 00:57:49,862
If the doctor said
your toes froze too much
1117
00:57:49,862 --> 00:57:51,413
and you gotta go,
well, it's all I could do.
1118
00:57:51,413 --> 00:57:53,275
Like, I can't do nothing else.
1119
00:57:53,275 --> 00:57:54,620
- Give them a wiggle.
1120
00:57:54,620 --> 00:57:55,931
Yeah.
1121
00:57:55,931 --> 00:57:58,068
Take a nice, big, deep
breath for me, Will.
1122
00:57:58,068 --> 00:58:01,103
And out.
1123
00:58:01,103 --> 00:58:03,137
You're all good.
1124
00:58:03,137 --> 00:58:05,758
♪
1125
00:58:05,758 --> 00:58:06,965
- Emotionally,
how are you feeling?
1126
00:58:06,965 --> 00:58:07,965
- Uh, good.
1127
00:58:07,965 --> 00:58:08,965
You know, like everyone else,
1128
00:58:08,965 --> 00:58:09,965
you're gonna miss your family
1129
00:58:09,965 --> 00:58:11,379
and stuff like that, you know?
1130
00:58:11,379 --> 00:58:14,517
But--but, you know,
Christmas is the only thing
1131
00:58:14,517 --> 00:58:15,551
I kind of worry about.
1132
00:58:15,551 --> 00:58:17,413
You know, we go so late.
1133
00:58:22,172 --> 00:58:23,517
But I'm here this far.
1134
00:58:23,517 --> 00:58:25,034
I've gone this far
and gone this long
1135
00:58:25,034 --> 00:58:27,379
that there's no stopping.
1136
00:58:27,379 --> 00:58:28,896
♪
1137
00:58:28,896 --> 00:58:30,758
- And long-term strategy?
1138
00:58:30,758 --> 00:58:32,655
- Well, I don't know what
"long term" means anymore
1139
00:58:32,655 --> 00:58:33,931
after this late in the game.
1140
00:58:33,931 --> 00:58:36,310
[laughs]
You know what I mean?
1141
00:58:36,310 --> 00:58:38,275
You know, it's getting--it's
getting well up there now.
1142
00:58:38,275 --> 00:58:39,448
[laughs]
1143
00:58:39,448 --> 00:58:44,724
♪
1144
00:58:48,724 --> 00:58:51,172
[tense music]
1145
00:58:51,172 --> 00:58:53,724
- What would you say
you miss the most?
1146
00:58:53,724 --> 00:58:55,344
- Yeah, I can't--my family.
1147
00:58:55,344 --> 00:58:57,413
I can't say just--
but I miss my boy,
1148
00:58:57,413 --> 00:58:59,206
you know, because I know
he's more sensitive,
1149
00:58:59,206 --> 00:59:00,896
like, in that sense, like.
1150
00:59:00,896 --> 00:59:03,655
But--but, you know?
1151
00:59:03,655 --> 00:59:05,517
- Do you think your sons
would be proud of you?
1152
00:59:05,517 --> 00:59:06,862
- Oh, my God, yes.
1153
00:59:06,862 --> 00:59:08,172
Yes, indeed.
1154
00:59:08,172 --> 00:59:09,551
Most--yeah.
1155
00:59:09,551 --> 00:59:10,931
I know when I sees them,
they're gonna give me
1156
00:59:10,931 --> 00:59:12,896
a bear hug like
you wouldn't believe.
1157
00:59:12,896 --> 00:59:14,517
He'd probably strangle me now.
1158
00:59:14,517 --> 00:59:16,931
[laughing]
1159
00:59:16,931 --> 00:59:18,896
[dramatic music]
1160
00:59:18,896 --> 00:59:20,724
Ah!
- Will, you won!
1161
00:59:20,724 --> 00:59:22,172
- I did?
- You did!
1162
00:59:22,172 --> 00:59:24,034
Oh, God!
1163
00:59:24,034 --> 00:59:25,379
- Jesus.
1164
00:59:25,379 --> 00:59:27,620
[laughter]
1165
00:59:27,620 --> 00:59:30,275
♪
1166
00:59:30,275 --> 00:59:31,758
- Let me look at you.
1167
00:59:31,758 --> 00:59:33,413
Oh, my God!
1168
00:59:33,413 --> 00:59:35,000
- You're so pretty.
1169
00:59:38,103 --> 00:59:39,862
- Oh, my God.
1170
00:59:39,862 --> 00:59:42,275
Oh, my God,
let me look at you again.
1171
00:59:42,275 --> 00:59:43,862
Oh, my God, you did it.
1172
00:59:43,862 --> 00:59:45,862
- I can't believe it.
- You did it!
1173
00:59:45,862 --> 00:59:47,517
- Oh, my God.
1174
00:59:47,517 --> 00:59:49,620
- I love you so much!
1175
00:59:49,620 --> 00:59:51,931
[laughter]
1176
00:59:51,931 --> 00:59:53,310
Oh, my God, Will.
1177
00:59:53,310 --> 00:59:54,379
- Oh, my God,
how--how's the kids?
1178
00:59:54,379 --> 00:59:56,482
- They're doing good.
1179
00:59:56,482 --> 00:59:59,482
- [sobbing]
1180
00:59:59,482 --> 01:00:00,620
♪
1181
01:00:00,620 --> 01:00:02,896
- Oh, God. [laughs]
1182
01:00:02,896 --> 01:00:04,965
I love me tilt,
but no more tilt.
1183
01:00:04,965 --> 01:00:06,275
- Oh, my God.
1184
01:00:06,275 --> 01:00:07,517
- Go, go, go, go, go crawl
in me tilt.
1185
01:00:07,517 --> 01:00:08,965
Have a look.
1186
01:00:08,965 --> 01:00:10,413
I can show you me tilt.
1187
01:00:10,413 --> 01:00:12,413
- [laughs]
1188
01:00:12,413 --> 01:00:13,586
Oh, my God.
1189
01:00:13,586 --> 01:00:15,448
- Crawl in and lie down.
1190
01:00:15,448 --> 01:00:17,172
- You just lived in that?
1191
01:00:17,172 --> 01:00:19,379
Can you fit in there?
1192
01:00:19,379 --> 01:00:22,068
- Ah.
1193
01:00:22,068 --> 01:00:25,724
This is where I spent
all those nights.
1194
01:00:25,724 --> 01:00:28,310
- After, like, day 50 or 60
or something, it was like,
1195
01:00:28,310 --> 01:00:31,172
oh, my God, is he, like, dying?
1196
01:00:31,172 --> 01:00:33,310
And then I went back,
and I looked at, like,
1197
01:00:33,310 --> 01:00:34,931
the last text message
that you sent,
1198
01:00:34,931 --> 01:00:37,413
and it said that you'll be
out here as long as it takes.
1199
01:00:37,413 --> 01:00:39,896
And then I was like, OK,
I just need to calm down
1200
01:00:39,896 --> 01:00:41,379
and stop worrying
because he's just gonna
1201
01:00:41,379 --> 01:00:43,758
be out there for as long
as it takes.
1202
01:00:43,758 --> 01:00:46,758
- Oh, my God.
1203
01:00:46,758 --> 01:00:48,482
This is the biggest dream
that you could dream of.
1204
01:00:48,482 --> 01:00:50,551
And now it's
actually happening.
1205
01:00:50,551 --> 01:00:52,068
I mean, I couldn't be happier.
1206
01:00:52,068 --> 01:00:54,620
- Oh, my God, you got so small.
1207
01:00:54,620 --> 01:00:56,034
- What?
1208
01:00:56,034 --> 01:00:59,310
You should see my--
you should've seen my belt.
1209
01:00:59,310 --> 01:01:01,310
All the little holes
I had to chisel in
1210
01:01:01,310 --> 01:01:04,379
and keep moving them down.
1211
01:01:04,379 --> 01:01:05,827
The greatest adventure
of my life.
1212
01:01:05,827 --> 01:01:07,103
I really can't--it's unreal.
1213
01:01:07,103 --> 01:01:08,931
I gotta start
writing stuff down.
1214
01:01:08,931 --> 01:01:10,034
Oh, my God.
1215
01:01:10,034 --> 01:01:11,724
I was eating boiled fish
and boiled meat
1216
01:01:11,724 --> 01:01:13,034
now for 80-odd days.
1217
01:01:13,034 --> 01:01:14,827
- [laughs]
1218
01:01:14,827 --> 01:01:17,965
- You ever has a champion of
champions, I'm coming back, OK?
1219
01:01:17,965 --> 01:01:23,034
- No, no, no.
[laughter]
1220
01:01:23,034 --> 01:01:25,310
- I can't believe it.
1221
01:01:25,310 --> 01:01:27,965
To have my wife here with me
where I spent all this time,
1222
01:01:27,965 --> 01:01:30,413
to see where I've been,
I'm over the moon,
1223
01:01:30,413 --> 01:01:33,620
because that was a crucial
part of my motivation
1224
01:01:33,620 --> 01:01:34,931
that kept me going.
1225
01:01:34,931 --> 01:01:36,310
It was super special.
1226
01:01:36,310 --> 01:01:38,896
You just--a moment
that, like, I'll relive
1227
01:01:38,896 --> 01:01:42,655
in my mind time and time
and time again going forward.
1228
01:01:42,655 --> 01:01:44,241
My family is everything to me.
1229
01:01:44,241 --> 01:01:46,344
That's why I would
never quit because I knew
1230
01:01:46,344 --> 01:01:49,137
if I was successful, their
future is gonna be brighter.
1231
01:01:49,137 --> 01:01:52,103
Winning this prize,
this $500,000,
1232
01:01:52,103 --> 01:01:55,758
allows us to do things we
never thought possible before.
1233
01:01:55,758 --> 01:01:57,448
A dream of the wife's
was to move back
1234
01:01:57,448 --> 01:01:58,655
to her home community.
1235
01:01:58,655 --> 01:02:00,379
I want to make her
dream come true.
1236
01:02:00,379 --> 01:02:03,310
This money will allow us to be
able to bring our family back
1237
01:02:03,310 --> 01:02:05,793
and raise them in that
small community atmosphere
1238
01:02:05,793 --> 01:02:07,793
that we really think
is important.
1239
01:02:07,793 --> 01:02:10,862
It will also secure
the kids' education.
1240
01:02:10,862 --> 01:02:13,034
It's a life-changing
moment for our family.
1241
01:02:13,034 --> 01:02:15,724
Our future just got
way brighter.
1242
01:02:15,724 --> 01:02:17,862
♪
1243
01:02:17,862 --> 01:02:20,413
I think staying
positive out here
1244
01:02:20,413 --> 01:02:22,827
played a crucial role,
especially in the latter
1245
01:02:22,827 --> 01:02:24,379
part of the game.
1246
01:02:24,379 --> 01:02:26,034
And, you know,
to survive for 84 days,
1247
01:02:26,034 --> 01:02:29,655
I think I even got more mental
strength than I realized.
1248
01:02:29,655 --> 01:02:31,275
I am resilient the way I am
1249
01:02:31,275 --> 01:02:33,896
just because of the way
I grew up.
1250
01:02:33,896 --> 01:02:36,344
I come from a community with
a lot of pride, hard workers.
1251
01:02:36,344 --> 01:02:38,137
So I went out with
that same kind of drive,
1252
01:02:38,137 --> 01:02:39,862
the same work ethic.
1253
01:02:39,862 --> 01:02:42,931
You always gotta find
new ways around things.
1254
01:02:42,931 --> 01:02:45,172
Everybody has trouble,
but how you react
1255
01:02:45,172 --> 01:02:47,758
and deal with it is what
really makes the difference.
1256
01:02:47,758 --> 01:02:52,034
I'm so happy that the skills
that I learned from my parents
1257
01:02:52,034 --> 01:02:54,931
and what I learned from
the Indigenous people,
1258
01:02:54,931 --> 01:02:58,586
all that come together
to make this successful.
1259
01:02:58,586 --> 01:03:00,137
You cannot come in here
1260
01:03:00,137 --> 01:03:01,724
and pretend to be
somebody else.
1261
01:03:01,724 --> 01:03:04,103
You've gotta take the tools
with the skills you got.
1262
01:03:04,103 --> 01:03:06,896
And I have definitely proven
that you do not have to
1263
01:03:06,896 --> 01:03:09,241
get big game to win "Alone."
1264
01:03:09,241 --> 01:03:10,482
♪
1265
01:03:10,482 --> 01:03:12,275
I'm a Labradorian,
true and strong.
1266
01:03:12,275 --> 01:03:13,413
It's who I am.
1267
01:03:13,413 --> 01:03:14,862
It's in my DNA.
1268
01:03:14,862 --> 01:03:16,310
It's a part of me.
1269
01:03:16,310 --> 01:03:18,586
Nothing but good things
is gonna come from this,
1270
01:03:18,586 --> 01:03:19,931
not only in my community,
1271
01:03:19,931 --> 01:03:22,103
but in all the communities
across Labrador.
1272
01:03:22,103 --> 01:03:28,172
♪
1273
01:03:28,172 --> 01:03:30,724
When I go back, they're
gonna be super excited.
1274
01:03:30,724 --> 01:03:32,448
♪
1275
01:03:32,448 --> 01:03:34,689
I'm proud of my little shelter
and what I accomplished there,
1276
01:03:34,689 --> 01:03:37,862
and I'm really happy with
the obstacles I overcame.
1277
01:03:37,862 --> 01:03:39,862
It's a little sad, you know,
to walk away from it,
1278
01:03:39,862 --> 01:03:42,896
but I know I will be
back here again someday.
1279
01:03:42,896 --> 01:03:44,310
The stuff that happened here,
1280
01:03:44,310 --> 01:03:45,931
I'll be talking about
for the rest of my life
1281
01:03:45,931 --> 01:03:47,965
and sharing with others.
1282
01:03:47,965 --> 01:03:50,034
I'm a part of this land now.
1283
01:03:50,034 --> 01:03:52,310
I'm proud of it,
super proud of it.
1284
01:03:52,310 --> 01:03:55,862
♪
1285
01:03:55,862 --> 01:03:58,827
[howling]
1286
01:03:58,827 --> 01:04:00,793
♪