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[dramatic music]
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[Pedrosa] Holy [bleep].
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It's the moose.
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♪
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[bleep].
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Maybe I will have
second opportunity.
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[Poldi] I'm feeling
really, really good.
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♪
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Nature is like
the ultimate freedom
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and just the open schedule.
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It just seems
so right for my brain.
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[Aaron] My strategy is to get
my shelter built right away.
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Then I can focus on hunting,
fishing, and acquiring food.
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[groans]
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We just caught Moby Dick.
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[Andrew] At the moment,
it's just about spray and pray
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and try and put out
as many passive means
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of getting food as possible.
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Trap line produces.
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[howling]
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♪
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[tense music]
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♪
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[suspenseful music]
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♪
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[Aaron] I'm contemplating
doing something
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very silly
and maybe very stupid.
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Thinking about
falling this tree.
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Fashion up a wedge.
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The only crazy thing is,
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it's leaning towards
my shelter,
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which I don't even know
if I should risk,
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but the reason why I want
to cut this tree--
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it's perfect
for finishing off my--
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for finishing off my shelter.
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It's got all the wood
I think I should need.
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And I'm thinking,
if I can saw it enough,
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get this wedge in here,
bang it in,
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I should be able to get it
to fall the right way.
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I just, uh... taking a few
minutes to think about it,
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'cause it could go very bad,
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and it'd be extremely dumb.
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I just need to push it
this way.
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Like, but do you need
the tree that bad?
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Nothing ventured,
nothing gained.
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This might be the dumbest thing
you've ever seen on "Alone."
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[suspenseful music]
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I feel great.
I got lots of food.
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♪
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I feel I need to really
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take my time with things,
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especially decisions
that hold a lot of weight.
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I don't need to rush,
but I need to get things done,
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because there's only a limited
amount of time to do it.
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Don't go this way.
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This might have been dumb.
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[thudding]
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No, go that way.
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[cracking]
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Holy! Thank goodness.
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[sighs]
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Just out here
being a lumberjack.
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The old grandpa would be proud.
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[tense music]
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♪
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I've been working really hard,
but in doing so,
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I'm also burning
a lot of calories.
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♪
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Yeah, what a guy could do
with a chainsaw around here.
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You never know when your next
meal is gonna come, so...
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[thuds]
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Trying to balance the working
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and the hunting
and fishing is--
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we just got to keep doing
what we're doing.
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♪
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A buddy said, before I left,
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if I'm not hunting,
fishing, or working,
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I'm slowly quitting.
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♪
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It stuck in my mind.
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I don't want to be a quitter.
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♪
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Yeah, so now I kind of--
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gonna make somewhat
of a vise, a holder,
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so that I can put
my firewood or small wood
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that I'm gonna cut, put it here
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and make a vise system
that I can lock it down,
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and I can saw on this side,
just without,
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like, trying to hold it
and saw.
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Just--
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I don't know
if it's gonna work,
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but what else do we got to do?
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[pensive music]
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[sawing]
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The amount of work,
off the bat,
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is hard on the body and mind,
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getting yourself set up
for the winter months
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that we know are coming,
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and doing that with
a limited amount of tools,
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limited food,
and in bear-dense population.
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You got to be on your toes,
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always doing--always
looking out for yourself,
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but working extremely hard.
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♪
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It's go fast, but slow down.
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Go in the crack.
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It's a weird mixture.
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♪
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This is coming over.
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I'm willing to push my body
to the limit.
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Obviously, there is a limit
that the body can take.
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So if I'm not feeding it
or taking care of myself,
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then the body will break.
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Mother Nature is undefeated.
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♪
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Now, this is your
locking mechanism here.
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It locks it down.
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And this is your thing.
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So if you got a smaller piece,
you just unlock it,
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twist it a bunch, push it down.
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[groans]
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And then put this on.
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Ting. It ain't going nowhere.
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OK. Now to make the X.
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♪
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Everything out here
is a learning curve.
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You definitely learn.
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You know,
it's a familiar place, Canada,
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but it's unfamiliar ground,
essentially.
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I haven't stayed in a swamp.
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I've hunted 'em,
I've seen 'em,
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I've been around 'em,
but this?
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Yeah.
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No, I've never built stuff
in it either.
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♪
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Nothing you can't do
with two feet and a heartbeat
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and a little work ethic.
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[sawing]
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There's a lot of--
like, do it wrong,
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figure out the right way,
then, you know, build.
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OK, now we've got it
figured out.
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Everything I've done
so far is like,
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there's been issues,
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but then we've overcome
those issues.
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♪
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It's gonna be lots
of problem-solving out here,
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and I think I'm doing
a good job at that,
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but I still need to slow down.
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Last wall.
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Should be able
to get her done tonight.
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[tense music]
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♪
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- Oh, that just came
off the bone nicely.
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I just thought...
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[spits]
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Episode one is usually
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the first five people.
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Episode two is usually
the second five people.
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Not sure when episode one cut--
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maybe day four.
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So it could have been...
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Nero's boot failure.
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So my foot feels quite wet.
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Boot repair.
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There's my temporary repair.
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Nero explores land
and finds bunch of junk
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down by the river.
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What is this?
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I just found a container.
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Got some wire, a little cog.
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Well, it could have been
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the start of the success
of my trap line.
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A good-sized snowshoe hare.
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The trap line produces.
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Got myself a muskrat.
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♪
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So...
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It would be cool, though,
if it ended
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on me bringing in
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a beaver.
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I got cameras rolling,
just in case.
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That'd be a pretty sick ending
to the episode.
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[tense music]
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Today is about getting
the smoker sorted out,
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because I do have excess food
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that I need to start
making safe,
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particularly in this wet weather.
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So, yes, so I'm literally
just gonna have it here
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and just gonna
just start weaving
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and putting in
uprights and stuff
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and essentially just build
the--the smoker here.
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The fish is gonna spoil
quicker than the muskrat
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and the snowshoe hare.
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It's gonna attract more
predators and scavengers.
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I've got around
about 40 snares out.
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And it's a combination
of snowshoe hare,
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beaver, and muskrat.
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But I just needed to get
as many out as possible,
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because the more snares
that I get out,
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the more I increase my
possibility of getting food.
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Quantity is better
than quality.
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And then, over time,
that quantity
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will then turn into quality.
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Beaver, 100%,
is something that
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I really, really want to get,
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because there's a whole heap
of calories in them,
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but they're small enough
that you can manage that food
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in one go pretty well,
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whereas trying to manage
a moose or a caribou
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in this environment,
while it's still so wet,
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there's, like,
a high risk of spoilage.
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But the biggest thing for me
is the amount of fat
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that I can get off it.
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Fat is liquid gold out here.
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It's what allows you
to stay warm.
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It allows you
to process protein.
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It's everything.
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♪
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[wind whistling]
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All right.
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Base complete.
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[whistles]
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[sighs]
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OK, I am not gonna do
a door tonight.
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I can do door tomorrow,
because I know, otherwise,
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I'm just gonna rush it.
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And then, hopefully,
we'll have game
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to start this baby up soon.
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[sighs] OK.
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[ominous music]
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♪
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[beaver grunting]
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[tense music]
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♪
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[rain pattering]
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[Nero sighs]
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I should repair that boot.
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♪
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I can see that the stitching
that I originally did,
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at some stage, is gonna fail,
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so I'm just going
a bit wider on it.
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Gonna get the old
spruce resin out.
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[tense music]
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It might just break off
as soon as it dries.
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♪
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I really have no idea.
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Having to deal with this rain
is really, really annoying
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and having to, like,
just dry things out.
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You know, my boot's broken,
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and it's just
making things really,
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really difficult to manage.
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And there's just
a cold dampness
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to the air, which--
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it kind of actually
gets into you more
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and penetrates more than
what the actual dry cold is.
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So I'm always constantly just
drying my socks and my liners.
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Everything gets dirty
and muddy,
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and everything just
turns into brown,
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and it just--
it's not what I expected.
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[rain pattering]
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She ain't pretty, but...
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All she's gotta do is hold.
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Keep holding
until the cold comes.
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I need to go check
my trap line,
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'cause that's gonna determine
whether I'm processing food
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tonight or working on my door.
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♪
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Nice. The rain stopped.
269
00:13:40,653 --> 00:13:42,221
Cool.
270
00:13:42,322 --> 00:13:45,223
So my family and I are, like,
avid board-gamers.
271
00:13:45,224 --> 00:13:47,225
And one of the first
board games
272
00:13:47,226 --> 00:13:48,560
that I played with my son,
273
00:13:48,561 --> 00:13:50,195
it was, like,
a cooperative board game.
274
00:13:50,196 --> 00:13:52,665
You start at
a helicopter landing spot,
275
00:13:52,765 --> 00:13:54,399
and then you go around
the island,
276
00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:56,268
and, you know, complete
the different tasks.
277
00:13:56,269 --> 00:13:58,470
Meanwhile,
the island is sinking.
278
00:13:58,471 --> 00:14:00,639
So you're trying to finish
all those tasks,
279
00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:02,742
working together,
and then once you finish,
280
00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:04,309
you then need to get back
281
00:14:04,310 --> 00:14:06,645
to that same
helicopter landing spot,
282
00:14:06,646 --> 00:14:08,347
and then that's where
you exit the island,
283
00:14:08,348 --> 00:14:09,949
and that's how
you win the game.
284
00:14:10,049 --> 00:14:11,584
♪
285
00:14:11,684 --> 00:14:15,821
Instead of my island slowly
getting consumed by water,
286
00:14:15,822 --> 00:14:20,459
it's gonna be slowly getting
consumed by snow and ice.
287
00:14:20,460 --> 00:14:22,227
I need to complete
all my tasks
288
00:14:22,228 --> 00:14:25,497
before the bitter cold
arrives,
289
00:14:25,498 --> 00:14:28,300
and then a helicopter ride
back out of here.
290
00:14:28,301 --> 00:14:29,669
I win the game.
291
00:14:29,769 --> 00:14:31,870
[rustling]
292
00:14:31,871 --> 00:14:34,639
Oh. [sighs]
293
00:14:34,640 --> 00:14:36,342
The snare cinched down
on something.
294
00:14:36,442 --> 00:14:38,076
[sighs deeply]
295
00:14:38,077 --> 00:14:44,282
♪
296
00:14:44,283 --> 00:14:46,718
Oh, got a little bit caught.
297
00:14:46,719 --> 00:14:49,354
Just went straight past
my snare.
298
00:14:49,355 --> 00:14:50,756
The snare was too small.
299
00:14:50,757 --> 00:14:52,791
♪
300
00:14:52,792 --> 00:14:55,327
But it looks like
there's beaver tracks.
301
00:14:55,328 --> 00:14:56,762
Very exciting.
302
00:14:56,763 --> 00:15:01,032
♪
303
00:15:01,033 --> 00:15:05,270
Oh, see, I underestimated
the power of the beaver.
304
00:15:05,271 --> 00:15:07,038
♪
305
00:15:07,039 --> 00:15:09,441
We can't do this
back in Australia,
306
00:15:09,442 --> 00:15:11,510
snaring and trapping.
307
00:15:11,511 --> 00:15:14,346
So I can't practice this
and get better.
308
00:15:14,347 --> 00:15:16,548
♪
309
00:15:16,549 --> 00:15:18,917
[sighs]
310
00:15:18,918 --> 00:15:21,753
I need to fix my snares.
311
00:15:21,754 --> 00:15:27,392
Hopefully this land
believes in redemption.
312
00:15:27,393 --> 00:15:30,862
Hopefully I can
get that beaver.
313
00:15:30,863 --> 00:15:32,998
[leaves rustling]
314
00:15:32,999 --> 00:15:36,001
[dramatic music]
315
00:15:36,002 --> 00:15:43,042
♪
316
00:15:47,079 --> 00:15:50,082
[loud chittering]
317
00:15:58,591 --> 00:16:00,425
[chittering]
318
00:16:00,426 --> 00:16:02,428
I go check my snares,
319
00:16:02,528 --> 00:16:07,399
and I need my bow and arrows.
320
00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:09,401
I have so much to do.
321
00:16:09,402 --> 00:16:10,802
[chittering]
322
00:16:10,803 --> 00:16:12,838
[tense music]
323
00:16:12,839 --> 00:16:16,675
I'm here to test my limits
and myself.
324
00:16:16,676 --> 00:16:18,176
You get stronger.
325
00:16:18,177 --> 00:16:21,947
You get self-confident
by being outdoors.
326
00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:23,515
That's why I'm here.
327
00:16:23,516 --> 00:16:25,584
I want to prove to myself
328
00:16:25,585 --> 00:16:28,253
that I can stay here
much longer,
329
00:16:28,254 --> 00:16:30,555
that I can,
and that it's possible.
330
00:16:30,556 --> 00:16:34,092
I have the will to survive.
331
00:16:34,093 --> 00:16:36,528
♪
332
00:16:36,529 --> 00:16:37,763
Yeah.
333
00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:42,300
I catch a rabbit in the snare.
334
00:16:42,301 --> 00:16:43,803
Look.
335
00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:50,876
It's broken.
336
00:16:50,877 --> 00:16:51,878
Look.
337
00:16:54,247 --> 00:16:55,447
Look.
338
00:16:55,448 --> 00:16:59,484
Something took it first,
maybe a fox.
339
00:16:59,485 --> 00:17:01,187
♪
340
00:17:01,287 --> 00:17:02,921
[sniffs]
341
00:17:02,922 --> 00:17:05,757
♪
342
00:17:05,758 --> 00:17:10,828
That's why you need
to check snares in the morning,
343
00:17:10,829 --> 00:17:15,600
in the first daylight.
344
00:17:15,601 --> 00:17:16,835
♪
345
00:17:16,836 --> 00:17:19,270
[sniffs]
346
00:17:19,271 --> 00:17:23,909
Everything that lives
in this place want food.
347
00:17:23,910 --> 00:17:25,943
Damn.
348
00:17:25,944 --> 00:17:27,846
♪
349
00:17:27,847 --> 00:17:30,750
I lost one rabbit.
350
00:17:30,850 --> 00:17:33,919
Yeah, what a shame.
351
00:17:33,920 --> 00:17:35,520
I have a lot of things to do.
352
00:17:35,521 --> 00:17:37,023
I have my shelter to finish.
353
00:17:37,123 --> 00:17:39,524
I want to go fish.
354
00:17:39,525 --> 00:17:40,626
I need to hunt.
355
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:42,227
I need to have food.
356
00:17:42,228 --> 00:17:45,397
This is a bad sign for me.
357
00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:49,067
I call this the dead walk,
358
00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:53,805
a walk where you found nothing.
359
00:17:53,806 --> 00:17:56,141
The way to starvation.
360
00:17:56,142 --> 00:17:58,443
♪
361
00:17:58,444 --> 00:18:02,280
Rose hips...
362
00:18:02,281 --> 00:18:05,750
will be my lunch today,
363
00:18:05,751 --> 00:18:08,653
because you are a bad hunter.
364
00:18:08,654 --> 00:18:09,622
♪
365
00:18:09,722 --> 00:18:11,556
Dealing with problems
366
00:18:11,557 --> 00:18:15,160
and being calm
in difficult situations,
367
00:18:15,161 --> 00:18:19,130
to go ahead and adapt
and overcome yourself
368
00:18:19,131 --> 00:18:21,533
is necessary.
369
00:18:21,534 --> 00:18:23,435
♪
370
00:18:23,436 --> 00:18:25,537
Let's go back to the camp.
371
00:18:25,538 --> 00:18:27,940
♪
372
00:18:28,040 --> 00:18:30,508
That's it.
373
00:18:30,509 --> 00:18:33,845
I'm learning with mistakes.
374
00:18:33,846 --> 00:18:36,882
[rustling]
375
00:18:38,250 --> 00:18:41,187
[tense music]
376
00:18:41,287 --> 00:18:42,754
♪
377
00:18:42,755 --> 00:18:44,789
[chittering]
378
00:18:44,790 --> 00:18:46,992
Squirrel again.
379
00:18:46,993 --> 00:18:54,000
♪
380
00:19:09,115 --> 00:19:10,116
[bow cracks]
381
00:19:14,520 --> 00:19:15,820
[dramatic music]
382
00:19:15,821 --> 00:19:17,155
[Pedrosa] Squirrel.
383
00:19:17,156 --> 00:19:18,356
♪
384
00:19:18,357 --> 00:19:19,458
[bow cracks]
385
00:19:22,194 --> 00:19:23,361
Damn.
386
00:19:23,362 --> 00:19:26,365
♪
387
00:19:36,942 --> 00:19:38,744
It's a waste.
388
00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:40,346
[tense music]
389
00:19:40,446 --> 00:19:42,714
My hands are cold.
390
00:19:42,715 --> 00:19:44,282
♪
391
00:19:44,283 --> 00:19:46,317
I need to go back
to the shelter.
392
00:19:46,318 --> 00:19:48,587
♪
393
00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:52,157
I am all wet.
394
00:19:52,158 --> 00:19:53,324
No more.
395
00:19:53,325 --> 00:19:58,396
I cannot shoot no more
for a squirrel in a tree.
396
00:19:58,397 --> 00:20:01,866
♪
397
00:20:01,867 --> 00:20:05,837
Yeah, I found my arrow.
398
00:20:05,838 --> 00:20:08,640
♪
399
00:20:08,641 --> 00:20:11,110
Yes.
400
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:13,478
Let's go back to the camp.
401
00:20:13,479 --> 00:20:15,346
♪
402
00:20:15,347 --> 00:20:17,515
You know, the first day,
the ground squirrel
403
00:20:17,516 --> 00:20:20,085
that I catch, it felt so easy.
404
00:20:20,086 --> 00:20:23,488
I start with so much
confidence in my bow.
405
00:20:23,489 --> 00:20:26,459
Let's remain calm and humble.
406
00:20:36,602 --> 00:20:38,603
It's a grouse.
407
00:20:38,604 --> 00:20:41,573
[suspenseful music]
408
00:20:41,574 --> 00:20:48,614
♪
409
00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:58,490
I shot the grouse, finally.
410
00:20:58,491 --> 00:20:59,924
♪
411
00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:02,794
Finally.
412
00:21:02,795 --> 00:21:05,230
[breathing heavily]
413
00:21:05,231 --> 00:21:07,565
Finally.
414
00:21:07,566 --> 00:21:09,634
♪
415
00:21:09,635 --> 00:21:11,035
Thank you.
416
00:21:11,036 --> 00:21:13,204
[wings thudding]
417
00:21:13,205 --> 00:21:16,007
Thank you. Thank you.
418
00:21:16,008 --> 00:21:17,275
♪
419
00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:19,712
I don't know if
it's a grouse or ptarmigan,
420
00:21:19,812 --> 00:21:22,881
but at least I know
where they are.
421
00:21:22,882 --> 00:21:25,151
Thank you, God.
422
00:21:25,251 --> 00:21:27,919
Awesome, man.
423
00:21:27,920 --> 00:21:29,922
Awesome.
424
00:21:32,925 --> 00:21:35,927
[dramatic music]
425
00:21:35,928 --> 00:21:42,968
♪
426
00:21:49,441 --> 00:21:50,875
[Aaron] I definitely don't
want to get out of bed.
427
00:21:50,876 --> 00:21:52,545
I'm pretty cozy here.
428
00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:56,080
I slept really good last night.
429
00:21:56,081 --> 00:21:58,483
Feeling pretty homey in here.
430
00:21:58,484 --> 00:22:02,954
Today's project is probably
to work on the fireplace.
431
00:22:02,955 --> 00:22:04,522
I want to get
this fireplace started,
432
00:22:04,523 --> 00:22:07,525
and then I can--because I want
to start concentrating
433
00:22:07,526 --> 00:22:09,861
on hunting here really soon.
434
00:22:09,862 --> 00:22:12,831
It's starting to get
that cold, fall feeling.
435
00:22:12,832 --> 00:22:17,068
So it should make
the moose start rutting,
436
00:22:17,069 --> 00:22:19,104
make all the animals
start moving.
437
00:22:19,205 --> 00:22:21,673
So rain stopped.
438
00:22:21,674 --> 00:22:23,441
We're gonna get up
and get at 'em.
439
00:22:23,442 --> 00:22:25,109
Coming at ya.
440
00:22:25,110 --> 00:22:27,745
♪
441
00:22:27,746 --> 00:22:32,050
I still need to figure out
my fire and my shelter.
442
00:22:32,051 --> 00:22:36,187
So I plan on building a frame
out of 2-inch sticks
443
00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:37,822
and then mud
and have a chimney
444
00:22:37,823 --> 00:22:39,190
going out through the roof,
445
00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:41,993
and I could be good
for a long, long time.
446
00:22:41,994 --> 00:22:45,597
I need to calm down and relax,
not push my body too hard.
447
00:22:45,598 --> 00:22:46,866
Breathe.
448
00:22:46,966 --> 00:22:48,701
Like, this is a marathon,
not a sprint.
449
00:22:48,801 --> 00:22:51,402
And just work
a little bit slower,
450
00:22:51,403 --> 00:22:53,171
a little more methodical.
451
00:22:53,172 --> 00:22:54,339
I keep telling myself,
452
00:22:54,340 --> 00:22:55,773
don't get hyper-focused
on things.
453
00:22:55,774 --> 00:22:57,742
And I don't think I am,
because, like,
454
00:22:57,743 --> 00:22:59,978
the shelter's have done,
the smoker's half done.
455
00:22:59,979 --> 00:23:02,147
It's like, I got
so many projects half done.
456
00:23:02,248 --> 00:23:04,916
OK, let's tie these together.
457
00:23:04,917 --> 00:23:06,585
Oh, yeah.
458
00:23:06,685 --> 00:23:08,586
If I can maintain, like,
the projects,
459
00:23:08,587 --> 00:23:12,258
where it's like, I feel like
I'm playing catch-up
460
00:23:12,358 --> 00:23:14,792
or I'm behind,
and I need to keep working,
461
00:23:14,793 --> 00:23:16,628
I think my time here--
462
00:23:16,629 --> 00:23:18,563
I don't want to say
it'll be easy,
463
00:23:18,564 --> 00:23:22,233
but, like, right now, I--
464
00:23:22,234 --> 00:23:24,435
it ain't bugging me one bit.
465
00:23:24,436 --> 00:23:25,803
♪
466
00:23:25,804 --> 00:23:29,541
OK, that's the base.
That will sit on the fire.
467
00:23:29,642 --> 00:23:31,342
And now we'll just go,
boop, boop, boop, boop.
468
00:23:31,343 --> 00:23:34,245
And then those will sit
on top of that.
469
00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:37,081
[thudding]
470
00:23:37,082 --> 00:23:40,285
[bleep] off.
471
00:23:40,286 --> 00:23:41,987
Bugger off.
472
00:23:42,087 --> 00:23:45,090
[thudding]
473
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:48,559
So I swear I started talking
like my grandpa.
474
00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:49,961
He'd always be like...
475
00:23:49,962 --> 00:23:50,995
[chuckles]
476
00:23:50,996 --> 00:23:52,664
Son of a bear!
477
00:23:52,665 --> 00:23:54,633
[thudding]
478
00:23:54,733 --> 00:23:56,267
Like, obviously, I miss home.
479
00:23:56,268 --> 00:23:58,870
I miss everybody,
I miss family and loved ones
480
00:23:58,871 --> 00:24:00,838
and whatnot,
but we got a goal in mind,
481
00:24:00,839 --> 00:24:03,241
and we're going for it.
482
00:24:03,242 --> 00:24:06,044
You mother trucker. [sniffs]
483
00:24:06,045 --> 00:24:09,314
[light music]
484
00:24:09,315 --> 00:24:11,382
It's not gonna be much more
than three months.
485
00:24:11,383 --> 00:24:13,284
Like, if it's four months,
you know,
486
00:24:13,285 --> 00:24:16,521
four months of my life
will set me up for life, so...
487
00:24:16,522 --> 00:24:19,458
I don't think it'll take much
to heat the little cabin.
488
00:24:19,558 --> 00:24:21,592
I think there'll be a lot
of trials and tribulations
489
00:24:21,593 --> 00:24:22,994
and problems
you have to work through,
490
00:24:22,995 --> 00:24:26,965
but as for now...
491
00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:28,499
keep it rolling.
492
00:24:28,500 --> 00:24:31,703
She's a slow,
tedious project, folks.
493
00:24:31,704 --> 00:24:33,072
♪
494
00:24:33,172 --> 00:24:35,507
We're gonna go down
and check our fish lines.
495
00:24:35,607 --> 00:24:37,742
Hopefully they're full.
496
00:24:37,743 --> 00:24:40,244
Fishing, to me,
is very important.
497
00:24:40,245 --> 00:24:42,080
I think if I catch
30 or 40 fish,
498
00:24:42,081 --> 00:24:43,715
I can be here 90 to 100 days.
499
00:24:43,716 --> 00:24:44,916
That's the plan.
500
00:24:44,917 --> 00:24:47,952
[tense music]
501
00:24:47,953 --> 00:24:53,992
♪
502
00:24:53,993 --> 00:24:55,560
Nothing.
503
00:24:55,561 --> 00:24:59,397
♪
504
00:24:59,398 --> 00:25:01,666
That one might have one, though.
505
00:25:01,667 --> 00:25:05,203
This one's gonna be
tricky, boy.
506
00:25:05,204 --> 00:25:07,505
But I think it's got one.
507
00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:10,641
♪
508
00:25:10,642 --> 00:25:14,912
Come on, baby. Come on, baby.
509
00:25:14,913 --> 00:25:16,748
No, no, no, no.
510
00:25:16,749 --> 00:25:19,884
Get the [bleep] up here.
511
00:25:19,885 --> 00:25:22,353
Oh.
512
00:25:22,354 --> 00:25:24,188
Yes, sir.
513
00:25:24,189 --> 00:25:25,990
♪
514
00:25:25,991 --> 00:25:28,259
[thudding]
515
00:25:28,260 --> 00:25:30,161
♪
516
00:25:30,162 --> 00:25:32,930
Yes.
517
00:25:32,931 --> 00:25:34,766
Whoo!
518
00:25:34,767 --> 00:25:37,568
What a good day.
519
00:25:37,569 --> 00:25:39,237
A fish a day keeps
the medic away,
520
00:25:39,238 --> 00:25:40,805
so we're happy.
521
00:25:40,806 --> 00:25:42,774
That's a decent-sized pike too.
522
00:25:42,775 --> 00:25:45,610
♪
523
00:25:45,611 --> 00:25:49,147
I need to be able to catch
fish so I get more fat.
524
00:25:49,148 --> 00:25:52,183
There it is,
ladies and gentlemen.
525
00:25:52,184 --> 00:25:56,120
♪
526
00:25:56,121 --> 00:25:57,622
Fat out here is so important,
527
00:25:57,623 --> 00:26:00,058
just because you burn
so much of it.
528
00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:03,995
You need it to insulate you,
to turn to energy.
529
00:26:03,996 --> 00:26:07,799
Just that's what
our bodies run off of.
530
00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:10,835
It's a female.
531
00:26:10,836 --> 00:26:12,837
A little bit of roe.
532
00:26:12,838 --> 00:26:14,639
♪
533
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:16,841
Look at the heart
still beating.
534
00:26:16,842 --> 00:26:22,480
♪
535
00:26:22,481 --> 00:26:24,449
Crazy, eh?
536
00:26:24,450 --> 00:26:26,084
I've just got to keep working,
537
00:26:26,085 --> 00:26:27,785
keep pushing the pace
out here.
538
00:26:27,786 --> 00:26:30,121
We got things to do,
things we need to get done,
539
00:26:30,122 --> 00:26:31,824
so we just got
to keep working.
540
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:34,358
So there.
You have a clean fish.
541
00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:35,993
OK.
542
00:26:35,994 --> 00:26:39,564
Go get water, boil some fish.
543
00:26:39,565 --> 00:26:40,998
Let's get after it.
544
00:26:40,999 --> 00:26:43,402
♪
545
00:26:46,572 --> 00:26:49,507
[tense music]
546
00:26:49,508 --> 00:26:56,548
♪
547
00:26:57,850 --> 00:26:59,750
[Andrew] Good evening.
548
00:26:59,751 --> 00:27:01,352
Yesterday was productive.
549
00:27:01,353 --> 00:27:05,591
I started my full-time shelter,
built most of the raised beds.
550
00:27:05,691 --> 00:27:07,158
So today I'll be finishing that
551
00:27:07,159 --> 00:27:08,993
and making a start
on the frame.
552
00:27:08,994 --> 00:27:12,231
And depending on how I feel,
I may even finish
553
00:27:12,331 --> 00:27:14,198
the lean-to part of that today.
554
00:27:14,199 --> 00:27:16,767
So it feels--it feels good,
555
00:27:16,768 --> 00:27:20,706
except this continual concern
556
00:27:20,806 --> 00:27:23,342
about where my next meal
is coming from.
557
00:27:23,442 --> 00:27:24,909
And I know that's "Alone."
558
00:27:24,910 --> 00:27:26,912
That's--that is the game.
559
00:27:27,012 --> 00:27:29,313
Where do you get it from?
But same old story.
560
00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:31,082
You're probably getting really
tired of hearing me say,
561
00:27:31,083 --> 00:27:32,450
I can't find food!
562
00:27:32,451 --> 00:27:36,354
But I can't just manage
on berries alone,
563
00:27:36,355 --> 00:27:38,556
so I'm gonna have
to find something.
564
00:27:38,557 --> 00:27:40,458
♪
565
00:27:40,459 --> 00:27:41,860
With the temperatures
dropping,
566
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:43,628
I'm definitely feeling
some pressure
567
00:27:43,629 --> 00:27:45,630
to get this permanent
shelter finished.
568
00:27:45,631 --> 00:27:47,732
I don't really want to be
caught under a tarp
569
00:27:47,733 --> 00:27:49,267
with snow coming down
570
00:27:49,268 --> 00:27:51,102
and temperatures dropping
to minus forty,
571
00:27:51,103 --> 00:27:55,706
so there is a slight pressing
need to get things done,
572
00:27:55,707 --> 00:27:57,675
but I don't really
beat myself up
573
00:27:57,676 --> 00:28:00,578
if I don't get a lot
of things done in a day.
574
00:28:00,579 --> 00:28:03,581
Essentially,
just keeping myself fed,
575
00:28:03,582 --> 00:28:06,083
keeping my water boiled,
576
00:28:06,084 --> 00:28:08,620
maintaining my morale,
577
00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:10,221
they're all jobs.
578
00:28:10,222 --> 00:28:11,622
And if I keep
beating myself up
579
00:28:11,623 --> 00:28:13,558
about not finishing my shelter
so quickly,
580
00:28:13,559 --> 00:28:17,195
then I'm probably gonna get
much more uneasy
581
00:28:17,196 --> 00:28:18,796
about the whole experience,
582
00:28:18,797 --> 00:28:20,398
and so I'm gonna carry on
583
00:28:20,399 --> 00:28:22,900
with my slightly
lackadaisical approach,
584
00:28:22,901 --> 00:28:24,835
which seems to have
worked so far.
585
00:28:24,836 --> 00:28:26,470
Now for the ridgepole.
586
00:28:26,471 --> 00:28:31,142
So this is the piece
587
00:28:31,143 --> 00:28:33,111
that holds everything together.
588
00:28:33,212 --> 00:28:36,380
If we get a lot of high winds,
this will eventually
589
00:28:36,381 --> 00:28:37,682
start to creep down.
590
00:28:37,683 --> 00:28:40,586
So I figured, lash it on.
591
00:28:40,686 --> 00:28:43,021
Bring it on, weather.
592
00:28:43,121 --> 00:28:44,590
Yeah.
593
00:28:44,690 --> 00:28:46,792
Almost feeling at home already.
594
00:28:48,293 --> 00:28:49,261
Still a bit of work to do,
595
00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:51,128
but I'm definitely
getting there.
596
00:28:51,129 --> 00:28:53,397
♪
597
00:28:53,398 --> 00:28:55,233
I'm going for a walk
with the bow.
598
00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:58,603
So this camera is mounted
to the front of my bow.
599
00:28:58,604 --> 00:29:03,908
So whatever I'm shooting at,
you will see it.
600
00:29:03,909 --> 00:29:05,409
This bow is really long.
601
00:29:05,410 --> 00:29:06,677
It gets in the way
when you're trying
602
00:29:06,678 --> 00:29:08,746
to walk through the bush.
603
00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:12,550
So it's only really suitable
604
00:29:12,551 --> 00:29:16,087
for open areas.
605
00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:19,490
I'm trying to get
through here now.
606
00:29:19,491 --> 00:29:21,325
Tangled up.
607
00:29:21,326 --> 00:29:24,195
One of the biggest challenges
of my location is,
608
00:29:24,196 --> 00:29:27,265
the undergrowth is
way too dense,
609
00:29:27,266 --> 00:29:30,102
so it's impossible to really
walk without making
610
00:29:30,202 --> 00:29:31,469
a huge amount of noise.
611
00:29:31,470 --> 00:29:33,271
It's very difficult,
especially with a bow,
612
00:29:33,272 --> 00:29:35,206
because my bow is a longbow,
613
00:29:35,207 --> 00:29:36,507
which, in hindsight,
614
00:29:36,508 --> 00:29:37,743
may not have been
the best choice
615
00:29:37,843 --> 00:29:40,779
for hunting
in very dense undergrowth.
616
00:29:40,879 --> 00:29:43,681
I'm not sure how successful
this will be as a hunting trip,
617
00:29:43,682 --> 00:29:45,916
but I found some lingonberries,
618
00:29:45,917 --> 00:29:48,552
so it's not
a complete waste of time.
619
00:29:48,553 --> 00:29:49,754
♪
620
00:29:49,755 --> 00:29:52,857
They're a little bit sharp,
but in a good way.
621
00:29:52,858 --> 00:29:54,993
♪
622
00:29:55,093 --> 00:29:56,994
The undergrowth is very old,
623
00:29:56,995 --> 00:29:58,229
and there's a lot of branches
624
00:29:58,230 --> 00:29:59,797
that are catching
on everything,
625
00:29:59,798 --> 00:30:01,099
and every step you take,
626
00:30:01,199 --> 00:30:03,067
you're having
to kind of pull things off.
627
00:30:03,068 --> 00:30:05,469
And it becomes
very, very tiring.
628
00:30:05,470 --> 00:30:06,570
You're stooping.
629
00:30:06,571 --> 00:30:07,705
You're climbing over,
630
00:30:07,706 --> 00:30:09,073
so you're using up
a lot of energy
631
00:30:09,074 --> 00:30:11,676
in order just to make
very slow progress.
632
00:30:11,677 --> 00:30:13,811
♪
633
00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:15,279
Not entirely unsuccessful.
634
00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:16,514
I found some berries,
635
00:30:16,515 --> 00:30:20,552
but not quite
what I was looking for.
636
00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:22,586
I'm just heading
back to camp now.
637
00:30:22,587 --> 00:30:24,222
[rustling]
638
00:30:24,323 --> 00:30:26,357
So I'm making the decision
that doing that
639
00:30:26,358 --> 00:30:29,260
on a regular basis
is counterproductive.
640
00:30:29,261 --> 00:30:31,662
I'm trying to conserve
as much of my energy
641
00:30:31,663 --> 00:30:33,432
as possible,
which means sticking to places
642
00:30:33,532 --> 00:30:35,633
that are far easier to get to.
643
00:30:35,634 --> 00:30:38,637
[chittering]
644
00:30:39,938 --> 00:30:41,506
I heard a commotion
645
00:30:41,606 --> 00:30:44,875
and realized
I'd caught another squirrel.
646
00:30:44,876 --> 00:30:47,111
So here he is.
647
00:30:47,112 --> 00:30:48,913
Poor little guy.
648
00:30:48,914 --> 00:30:50,114
Thank you, squirrel.
649
00:30:50,115 --> 00:30:51,515
Much needed.
650
00:30:51,516 --> 00:30:54,285
I'm gonna check
the other traps now.
651
00:30:54,286 --> 00:30:57,121
Before I caught the squirrel,
I was feeling very despondent
652
00:30:57,122 --> 00:30:59,458
about my ability to get food,
653
00:30:59,558 --> 00:31:02,093
but it's not a constant
yearning for food.
654
00:31:02,094 --> 00:31:05,229
It's more of an awareness that
I need to be getting food.
655
00:31:05,230 --> 00:31:07,365
Otherwise, my body
weight will drop.
656
00:31:07,366 --> 00:31:10,000
Nope. Nothing.
657
00:31:10,001 --> 00:31:12,471
I hate snares. I really do.
658
00:31:12,571 --> 00:31:13,604
Something about it.
659
00:31:13,605 --> 00:31:16,708
It's just--it's not sporting.
660
00:31:16,808 --> 00:31:17,908
It's not British.
661
00:31:17,909 --> 00:31:19,410
[laughs]
662
00:31:19,411 --> 00:31:20,878
But it is effective.
663
00:31:20,879 --> 00:31:22,546
I would say,
if I have a weak skill,
664
00:31:22,547 --> 00:31:24,281
it's hunting big game
with a bow,
665
00:31:24,282 --> 00:31:27,251
because coming from the UK,
where bow hunting is illegal,
666
00:31:27,252 --> 00:31:29,387
I don't have that experience.
667
00:31:29,388 --> 00:31:31,956
I have bow hunted
with a compound bow before,
668
00:31:31,957 --> 00:31:33,958
but using a primitive bow
is not something
669
00:31:33,959 --> 00:31:35,627
I have experience of.
670
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:38,330
[rustling]
671
00:31:39,398 --> 00:31:41,599
Oh, hello.
672
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:44,568
I got a varying hare.
673
00:31:44,569 --> 00:31:48,239
[tense music]
674
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:51,442
It would appear that
my fortunes have changed.
675
00:31:51,443 --> 00:31:53,043
Ooh.
676
00:31:53,044 --> 00:31:55,513
I mean, this is no guarantee
I'm gonna get anything
677
00:31:55,514 --> 00:31:57,114
for the rest of the time
I'm here,
678
00:31:57,115 --> 00:31:59,785
but it's certainly a step
in the right direction.
679
00:31:59,885 --> 00:32:03,921
So hopefully, between
my squirrel and this guy,
680
00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:05,556
I'll have a few days' worth
of food here.
681
00:32:05,557 --> 00:32:09,059
So let's get busy.
682
00:32:09,060 --> 00:32:12,062
[dramatic music]
683
00:32:12,063 --> 00:32:19,070
♪
684
00:32:25,710 --> 00:32:26,911
[Poldi] Whew.
685
00:32:26,912 --> 00:32:28,446
Cut a lot of boughs.
686
00:32:28,447 --> 00:32:31,983
Still got plenty to do,
but here's what I eat in a day
687
00:32:32,083 --> 00:32:34,553
as a 24-year-old
survival athlete.
688
00:32:39,658 --> 00:32:42,560
Rabbit bone tea for breakfast.
689
00:32:42,561 --> 00:32:45,796
Already harvested
probably six spruce trees
690
00:32:45,797 --> 00:32:48,266
for their boughs,
'cause I need, [bleep],
691
00:32:48,366 --> 00:32:50,868
more boughs than a church
could ever bough.
692
00:32:50,869 --> 00:32:52,770
Um...
693
00:32:52,771 --> 00:32:53,838
[laughs]
694
00:32:53,839 --> 00:32:55,239
Nice.
695
00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:57,475
But, yeah, we'll be able
to keep on keeping on.
696
00:32:57,476 --> 00:32:59,910
♪
697
00:32:59,911 --> 00:33:01,679
I'm feeling great.
698
00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:04,114
My plan is working,
and I'm just gonna
699
00:33:04,115 --> 00:33:06,083
keep eating three meals a day,
700
00:33:06,084 --> 00:33:08,553
so that I can
push myself physically.
701
00:33:08,653 --> 00:33:12,089
[sawing]
702
00:33:12,090 --> 00:33:13,792
Timber.
703
00:33:13,892 --> 00:33:17,261
[cracking]
704
00:33:17,262 --> 00:33:19,664
I got some pretty hard bits
done on my shelter.
705
00:33:19,764 --> 00:33:22,099
Now it's just all fine work.
706
00:33:22,100 --> 00:33:25,136
[thudding]
707
00:33:26,571 --> 00:33:27,906
Probably time-consuming,
708
00:33:28,006 --> 00:33:31,208
but that's one thing
I do have a lot of.
709
00:33:31,209 --> 00:33:33,010
♪
710
00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:34,445
Time.
711
00:33:34,446 --> 00:33:37,349
♪
712
00:33:37,449 --> 00:33:39,717
Huge, huge tepee.
713
00:33:39,718 --> 00:33:42,953
And I'm only
justifying its size.
714
00:33:42,954 --> 00:33:44,989
It's definitely quite a risk.
715
00:33:44,990 --> 00:33:47,958
Pretty easy way to blow out,
mentally and physically.
716
00:33:47,959 --> 00:33:50,628
But just because
I have access to food,
717
00:33:50,629 --> 00:33:53,231
might as well utilize
that energy I've got,
718
00:33:53,331 --> 00:33:57,434
because once this is built,
then I can store food in it,
719
00:33:57,435 --> 00:34:00,504
I can smoke things inside
and all that good stuff
720
00:34:00,505 --> 00:34:02,773
and hopefully be
a little bit more comfortable.
721
00:34:02,774 --> 00:34:04,041
♪
722
00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:05,544
But, yeah,
723
00:34:05,644 --> 00:34:08,479
just a little thatch
by the little thatch.
724
00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:10,513
♪
725
00:34:10,514 --> 00:34:13,350
The amount of sunlight
and daytime
726
00:34:13,351 --> 00:34:15,386
is very much so in my mind,
727
00:34:15,387 --> 00:34:17,555
the amount of time
you have to work.
728
00:34:17,556 --> 00:34:21,992
♪ And we just
keep on thatchin' ♪
729
00:34:21,993 --> 00:34:24,629
But, you know, if you have
16 hours of daylight,
730
00:34:24,728 --> 00:34:26,964
and you work hard
for 16 hours,
731
00:34:26,965 --> 00:34:28,799
you'll just tank.
732
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:31,635
♪
733
00:34:31,636 --> 00:34:34,905
My strategy, in terms
of my permanent shelter,
734
00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:37,675
will be, you know,
just days and days
735
00:34:37,676 --> 00:34:41,146
and days of small snippets.
736
00:34:41,246 --> 00:34:45,716
♪ Nearly time for lunchtime
737
00:34:45,717 --> 00:34:47,952
♪ Yeah
738
00:34:47,953 --> 00:34:49,587
I'm gonna take it
one day at a time.
739
00:34:49,588 --> 00:34:50,955
And if that's too much,
740
00:34:50,956 --> 00:34:54,024
I'll take it
half a day at a time.
741
00:34:54,025 --> 00:34:57,161
I think, in this environment,
if you put a number on it,
742
00:34:57,162 --> 00:34:59,163
you'll just hurt yourself.
743
00:34:59,164 --> 00:35:02,267
This is the longest I've lived
off the land so far.
744
00:35:05,170 --> 00:35:08,439
This is what's allowing me
to keep on.
745
00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:10,474
You probably can't see,
but there's a bunch of fat
746
00:35:10,475 --> 00:35:12,611
floating on the surface.
747
00:35:17,916 --> 00:35:20,117
Fish head soup.
748
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:23,221
[slurps]
749
00:35:23,321 --> 00:35:24,755
Ah.
750
00:35:24,756 --> 00:35:27,758
Mmm.
751
00:35:27,759 --> 00:35:30,261
Very honest day's work.
752
00:35:30,362 --> 00:35:33,764
I walk up to my fishing spot
753
00:35:33,765 --> 00:35:36,600
and have a couple casts,
754
00:35:36,601 --> 00:35:38,969
just for a therapeutic walk.
755
00:35:38,970 --> 00:35:43,073
And yeah.
756
00:35:43,074 --> 00:35:44,541
[tense music]
757
00:35:44,542 --> 00:35:48,846
Out here, being alone
has given me time to think.
758
00:35:48,847 --> 00:35:52,683
I've just had my first,
like, positive daydream.
759
00:35:52,684 --> 00:35:54,685
There's always thoughts
of, you know,
760
00:35:54,686 --> 00:35:56,654
perceived hunger and whatnot,
761
00:35:56,655 --> 00:35:58,989
but this was, like,
things I want to do.
762
00:35:58,990 --> 00:36:02,993
And it filled me with joy,
and that felt really nice.
763
00:36:02,994 --> 00:36:06,397
♪
764
00:36:06,398 --> 00:36:07,899
You know,
the first couple episodes
765
00:36:07,999 --> 00:36:10,668
I actually watched
of this show, I was like,
766
00:36:10,669 --> 00:36:13,270
these people are not
what they say they are.
767
00:36:13,271 --> 00:36:14,739
♪
768
00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:17,074
And then I went on
a hunting trip with no food,
769
00:36:17,075 --> 00:36:19,276
and I was like, I understand.
770
00:36:19,277 --> 00:36:21,211
You know, everything
goes out the door.
771
00:36:21,212 --> 00:36:23,914
[splashing]
772
00:36:23,915 --> 00:36:25,916
Oh, no.
773
00:36:25,917 --> 00:36:30,721
♪
774
00:36:30,722 --> 00:36:31,989
Whoo!
775
00:36:31,990 --> 00:36:34,426
Knowing that
I'm in a very healthy state
776
00:36:34,526 --> 00:36:35,592
is an advantage.
777
00:36:35,593 --> 00:36:38,063
There was a lucky one.
778
00:36:38,163 --> 00:36:40,764
I can actually just relax.
779
00:36:40,765 --> 00:36:42,466
I feel like there will be
some people here
780
00:36:42,467 --> 00:36:45,036
who have a huge shock
to the system.
781
00:36:46,604 --> 00:36:48,005
Hope you guys saw that,
782
00:36:48,006 --> 00:36:50,841
but that bigger pike
just got off in the shallows,
783
00:36:50,842 --> 00:36:53,343
and then I grabbed it.
784
00:36:53,344 --> 00:36:55,012
[clicks tongue]
785
00:36:55,013 --> 00:36:59,483
Time to go sit by a warm fire
and have dinner!
786
00:36:59,484 --> 00:37:00,984
Yoo-hoo!
787
00:37:00,985 --> 00:37:03,354
♪
788
00:37:06,558 --> 00:37:09,427
[tense music]
789
00:37:09,527 --> 00:37:16,534
♪
790
00:37:25,643 --> 00:37:27,878
There we have it.
791
00:37:27,879 --> 00:37:32,951
Thatch door
and a complete smoker.
792
00:37:34,719 --> 00:37:36,019
I actually think...
793
00:37:36,020 --> 00:37:38,122
[laughs]
794
00:37:38,123 --> 00:37:39,923
I think it actually looks
a lot like
795
00:37:39,924 --> 00:37:42,426
the cartoon character Grug.
796
00:37:42,427 --> 00:37:46,797
If you don't know who Grug is,
go--go look him up.
797
00:37:46,798 --> 00:37:52,370
So I think my smoker
is gonna be called Grug.
798
00:37:53,571 --> 00:37:55,506
Grug doesn't normally
endorse smoking,
799
00:37:55,507 --> 00:37:59,611
but hopefully he gets
plenty of smoking time.
800
00:38:01,012 --> 00:38:02,679
[clicking tongue]
801
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:04,682
Job done. Boo!
802
00:38:06,351 --> 00:38:09,553
All right.
Time to fill this baby up.
803
00:38:09,554 --> 00:38:12,790
[soft music]
804
00:38:12,791 --> 00:38:15,826
Well, that was
a fun little project,
805
00:38:15,827 --> 00:38:18,929
but I want to be able
to take my time
806
00:38:18,930 --> 00:38:20,798
and sit down and craft
807
00:38:20,799 --> 00:38:23,734
and just do things
that bring me joy.
808
00:38:23,735 --> 00:38:25,836
♪
809
00:38:25,837 --> 00:38:29,439
There's some kind of noise
coming from down at the point.
810
00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:31,709
♪
811
00:38:31,810 --> 00:38:35,345
Down near my gillnet.
812
00:38:35,346 --> 00:38:37,314
I'm gonna go check it out.
813
00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:42,187
But that's a want, not a need.
814
00:38:42,287 --> 00:38:44,721
What I need is food,
815
00:38:44,722 --> 00:38:46,924
permanent shelter,
816
00:38:46,925 --> 00:38:49,026
and to survive.
817
00:38:49,027 --> 00:38:51,762
I've heard it
for the last 15 minutes.
818
00:38:51,763 --> 00:38:53,397
Anyhow, it stopped.
819
00:38:53,398 --> 00:38:55,232
♪
820
00:38:55,233 --> 00:38:59,269
Just so much time goes into
just meeting your basic needs.
821
00:38:59,270 --> 00:39:00,838
But everything
can't be polished.
822
00:39:00,839 --> 00:39:03,307
Like, that's just not
the way it is.
823
00:39:03,308 --> 00:39:06,911
It's not the way
that survival rolls.
824
00:39:07,011 --> 00:39:08,011
This is life.
825
00:39:08,012 --> 00:39:11,715
This is just raw, how it is.
826
00:39:11,716 --> 00:39:13,818
No action on the snare.
827
00:39:13,918 --> 00:39:15,986
There's only so much
you can do.
828
00:39:15,987 --> 00:39:18,522
You've just got to roll
with however it goes.
829
00:39:18,523 --> 00:39:19,824
♪
830
00:39:19,924 --> 00:39:21,124
Maybe that's one
of the lessons
831
00:39:21,125 --> 00:39:23,594
that was out here for me--
832
00:39:23,595 --> 00:39:26,430
embrace the imperfection.
833
00:39:26,431 --> 00:39:32,202
Embrace the raw,
the rugged, the real.
834
00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:34,204
Holy [bleep].
835
00:39:34,205 --> 00:39:35,706
♪
836
00:39:35,707 --> 00:39:38,675
There's a beaver right there.
837
00:39:38,676 --> 00:39:40,111
Oh.
838
00:39:41,479 --> 00:39:44,482
Attached to that giant log
I had across the line.
839
00:39:47,051 --> 00:39:49,586
He's snared up.
840
00:39:49,587 --> 00:39:51,154
He's not going anywhere.
841
00:39:51,155 --> 00:39:54,191
[tense music]
842
00:39:54,192 --> 00:39:59,429
♪
843
00:39:59,430 --> 00:40:01,398
I don't want to damage
the pelt.
844
00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:08,406
♪
845
00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:20,684
He's dead.
846
00:40:20,685 --> 00:40:22,586
♪
847
00:40:22,587 --> 00:40:25,590
[grunting]
848
00:40:30,962 --> 00:40:33,196
Yes!
849
00:40:33,197 --> 00:40:35,832
Come on!
850
00:40:35,833 --> 00:40:39,503
Oh! Oh!
851
00:40:39,504 --> 00:40:41,438
I'll be happy with any beaver,
but the fact that it's, like,
852
00:40:41,439 --> 00:40:44,641
a full-size adult one
is just incredible.
853
00:40:44,642 --> 00:40:47,110
Oh.
854
00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:50,480
This thing's about
15 to 20 kilos.
855
00:40:50,481 --> 00:40:54,018
I cannot even imagine
what it would be like
856
00:40:54,118 --> 00:40:57,422
taking a moose
in this weather,
857
00:40:57,522 --> 00:40:59,057
or a caribou.
858
00:40:59,157 --> 00:41:01,591
I'm not sure a caribou
would have as much fat on it
859
00:41:01,592 --> 00:41:03,627
as our Mr. Beaver here.
860
00:41:03,628 --> 00:41:04,829
♪
861
00:41:04,929 --> 00:41:06,997
Oh!
862
00:41:06,998 --> 00:41:08,066
[sighs]
863
00:41:08,166 --> 00:41:09,299
I can barely hold it up.
864
00:41:09,300 --> 00:41:10,467
It's so heavy.
865
00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:11,868
♪
866
00:41:11,869 --> 00:41:14,604
This gives me food security.
867
00:41:14,605 --> 00:41:16,540
I don't know for how long.
868
00:41:16,541 --> 00:41:20,277
Let's let the caption
tell us how much calories
869
00:41:20,278 --> 00:41:22,312
this food's gonna give us.
870
00:41:22,313 --> 00:41:24,114
♪
871
00:41:24,115 --> 00:41:27,785
Thanks, caption.
I appreciate that.
872
00:41:27,885 --> 00:41:30,153
Get smoking, Grug!
873
00:41:30,154 --> 00:41:32,023
Whoo!
874
00:41:32,123 --> 00:41:34,192
[sighs]
875
00:41:34,292 --> 00:41:35,827
Let's go, baby!
876
00:41:35,927 --> 00:41:37,361
Let's go!
877
00:41:37,362 --> 00:41:43,433
♪
878
00:41:43,434 --> 00:41:48,638
OK, so the main thing to do
is get the pelt off
879
00:41:48,639 --> 00:41:50,040
and then gut,
and then this thing's
880
00:41:50,041 --> 00:41:52,442
gonna become a lot lighter.
881
00:41:52,443 --> 00:41:54,178
♪
882
00:41:54,278 --> 00:41:57,681
The beaver just
gives me options.
883
00:41:57,682 --> 00:42:01,485
Look at the size of that tail
compared to my head.
884
00:42:01,486 --> 00:42:04,822
You know, it's early days,
and I feel that
885
00:42:04,922 --> 00:42:07,357
it's a massive, big step
in the right direction.
886
00:42:07,358 --> 00:42:09,126
It's the best food
that I've gotten,
887
00:42:09,127 --> 00:42:10,727
and it's just incredible.
888
00:42:10,728 --> 00:42:12,996
I'll never forget this moment.
889
00:42:12,997 --> 00:42:15,033
I love this beaver.
890
00:42:15,133 --> 00:42:17,834
This beaver is mine.
891
00:42:17,835 --> 00:42:20,837
There are many other
beavers out there,
892
00:42:20,838 --> 00:42:24,074
but this one,
this is my beaver.
893
00:42:24,075 --> 00:42:26,076
♪
894
00:42:26,077 --> 00:42:29,046
I just had this feeling
that nature was waiting
895
00:42:29,047 --> 00:42:31,382
for me to finish that smoker.
896
00:42:31,482 --> 00:42:36,119
Look at the size of this liver.
897
00:42:36,120 --> 00:42:38,622
It was like, Nero,
898
00:42:38,623 --> 00:42:43,160
you build that smoker,
and I will provide.
899
00:42:43,161 --> 00:42:46,430
But you gotta do
the work first, dude.
900
00:42:46,431 --> 00:42:52,402
♪
901
00:42:52,403 --> 00:42:56,406
Snowshoe kidney, beaver kidney.
902
00:42:56,407 --> 00:42:59,476
[exhales sharply]
903
00:42:59,477 --> 00:43:01,912
I am happy.
904
00:43:01,913 --> 00:43:02,880
♪
905
00:43:06,017 --> 00:43:08,953
[dramatic music]
906
00:43:09,053 --> 00:43:14,425
♪
907
00:43:14,525 --> 00:43:17,727
[cracking]
908
00:43:17,728 --> 00:43:24,669
♪
909
00:43:24,769 --> 00:43:27,772
[thudding]
910
00:43:34,278 --> 00:43:35,879
- Oh.
911
00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:38,548
Really smoky out here.
912
00:43:38,549 --> 00:43:40,884
Just hooking into
a squirrel head for lunch.
913
00:43:40,885 --> 00:43:42,285
[sniffs]
914
00:43:42,286 --> 00:43:43,553
Eating a lot this morning,
915
00:43:43,554 --> 00:43:45,922
having a real slow one,
just because I feel
916
00:43:45,923 --> 00:43:47,824
very depleted,
but bouncing back.
917
00:43:47,825 --> 00:43:48,925
[camera beeping]
918
00:43:48,926 --> 00:43:51,062
And then I'll do some
on the door.
919
00:43:51,162 --> 00:43:53,131
[bleep] you.
920
00:44:00,238 --> 00:44:04,508
I'm just gonna go get my saw...
921
00:44:04,509 --> 00:44:09,279
♪ And an extra battery
for the camera ♪
922
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,515
Shelter-building time.
923
00:44:11,516 --> 00:44:14,551
A couple hours of thatching,
spruce bough
924
00:44:14,552 --> 00:44:16,487
and whatever you want
to call it.
925
00:44:18,256 --> 00:44:20,123
I kind of need
to make a ladder.
926
00:44:20,124 --> 00:44:23,593
I'll just make
a small one for now,
927
00:44:23,594 --> 00:44:27,664
just to get a little bit
further up.
928
00:44:27,665 --> 00:44:33,003
I'll make it out of willow,
and then I'll need
929
00:44:33,004 --> 00:44:35,205
to harvest more spruce boughs,
930
00:44:35,206 --> 00:44:37,275
and then a few more again.
931
00:44:38,442 --> 00:44:42,346
And then we'll start
having a sweet teepee.
932
00:44:42,446 --> 00:44:45,348
[tense music]
933
00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:48,318
♪
934
00:44:48,319 --> 00:44:51,354
[sawing]
935
00:44:51,355 --> 00:44:53,190
♪
936
00:44:53,191 --> 00:44:56,026
I'm noticing
the weather's getting colder,
937
00:44:56,027 --> 00:44:58,228
the wind's blowing
a little bit harder at night.
938
00:44:58,229 --> 00:45:00,430
And I know
it's going into winter,
939
00:45:00,431 --> 00:45:03,033
but it's happening quicker
than I'm expecting.
940
00:45:03,034 --> 00:45:04,434
♪
941
00:45:04,435 --> 00:45:08,506
And I feel like I've
put all my eggs in one basket
942
00:45:08,606 --> 00:45:10,308
with my huge shelter.
943
00:45:10,408 --> 00:45:12,075
♪
944
00:45:12,076 --> 00:45:16,580
And I keep telling myself
that my decision is justified.
945
00:45:16,581 --> 00:45:19,115
And, you know, if it all
works out, it can actually--
946
00:45:19,116 --> 00:45:20,717
it could work
really, really well.
947
00:45:20,718 --> 00:45:25,188
♪
948
00:45:25,189 --> 00:45:29,526
However, I'm eating as much
food as I possibly can.
949
00:45:29,527 --> 00:45:31,428
[thudding]
950
00:45:31,429 --> 00:45:33,763
But I'm working
less efficiently.
951
00:45:33,764 --> 00:45:36,067
My breaks are getting longer,
952
00:45:36,167 --> 00:45:39,002
and I've still got,
you know, lots to do.
953
00:45:39,003 --> 00:45:41,638
♪
954
00:45:41,639 --> 00:45:43,907
It's worrying.
955
00:45:43,908 --> 00:45:45,475
All these negative thoughts
956
00:45:45,476 --> 00:45:47,911
are just gonna creep in
naturally.
957
00:45:47,912 --> 00:45:49,981
♪
958
00:45:50,081 --> 00:45:52,515
There's only so much
the land can give you,
959
00:45:52,516 --> 00:45:55,752
and then it's sentimental
endurance and starvation.
960
00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:57,954
It's a ticking time bomb.
961
00:45:57,955 --> 00:46:00,523
And that ticking time bomb is
relative to what you've got
962
00:46:00,524 --> 00:46:02,092
and what you're given.
963
00:46:02,093 --> 00:46:03,660
♪
964
00:46:03,661 --> 00:46:06,563
We're just gonna start
with three rungs.
965
00:46:06,564 --> 00:46:09,066
We can always add more,
if we need.
966
00:46:09,166 --> 00:46:12,035
And it's funny, you know,
how you prepare for this show
967
00:46:12,036 --> 00:46:14,505
with bushcraft
and bush skills--
968
00:46:14,605 --> 00:46:17,240
no, you go out with nothing,
969
00:46:17,241 --> 00:46:21,278
and you see how
you operate mentally.
970
00:46:21,279 --> 00:46:28,285
♪
971
00:46:28,286 --> 00:46:29,986
[sighs]
972
00:46:29,987 --> 00:46:33,723
♪
973
00:46:33,724 --> 00:46:35,760
It should be good.
974
00:46:39,397 --> 00:46:42,399
Not-so-blue sky coming.
975
00:46:42,400 --> 00:46:43,400
Good.
976
00:46:43,401 --> 00:46:47,704
My theory is, short season.
977
00:46:47,705 --> 00:46:50,174
Here for a good time,
not a long time.
978
00:46:52,076 --> 00:46:53,244
Yeah.
979
00:47:02,920 --> 00:47:05,755
♪ Doo, doo, doo, doo,
doo, doo, doo, doo ♪
980
00:47:05,756 --> 00:47:10,126
♪
981
00:47:10,127 --> 00:47:11,828
So I'm 24 years old.
982
00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:14,597
I've never had
a full-time job.
983
00:47:14,598 --> 00:47:17,468
Right now, I just teach
whitewater kayaking.
984
00:47:17,568 --> 00:47:20,705
The rain's setting in now.
985
00:47:20,805 --> 00:47:22,405
Whatever.
986
00:47:22,406 --> 00:47:26,042
Whitewater kayaking has
the whole mental aspect to it
987
00:47:26,043 --> 00:47:29,746
that I enjoy, just because
the river is so strong
988
00:47:29,747 --> 00:47:32,350
and, you know, water is
just so unforgiving.
989
00:47:32,450 --> 00:47:33,550
All righty.
990
00:47:33,551 --> 00:47:34,751
We're gonna do
a little bit on my door,
991
00:47:34,752 --> 00:47:36,787
give it a little bit
of structure,
992
00:47:36,887 --> 00:47:39,556
and then we can weave that in.
993
00:47:39,557 --> 00:47:42,258
And if you allow yourself
to slip,
994
00:47:42,259 --> 00:47:43,894
the river just
kind of eats it up,
995
00:47:43,994 --> 00:47:45,829
and before you know it,
you're upside down
996
00:47:45,830 --> 00:47:49,432
or out of your kayak,
in a really dangerous spot.
997
00:47:49,433 --> 00:47:52,268
♪
998
00:47:52,269 --> 00:47:55,438
And, yeah,
I've had friends pass away
999
00:47:55,439 --> 00:47:57,741
from the smallest mistake.
1000
00:47:57,742 --> 00:48:00,144
♪
1001
00:48:00,244 --> 00:48:04,548
I think trying to survive
out here is the same.
1002
00:48:08,619 --> 00:48:10,420
It should be good.
1003
00:48:10,421 --> 00:48:13,723
You've got to be quietly
confident in yourself
1004
00:48:13,724 --> 00:48:15,992
and your ability.
1005
00:48:15,993 --> 00:48:19,997
♪
1006
00:48:23,434 --> 00:48:25,469
Trying to fill the tank
for tomorrow.
1007
00:48:27,538 --> 00:48:30,174
I'm very depleted
in the evening today.
1008
00:48:34,044 --> 00:48:35,044
It's fine.
1009
00:48:35,045 --> 00:48:37,214
Then the mind just runs.
1010
00:48:38,849 --> 00:48:41,619
It thinks about tapping out
and all that good stuff.
1011
00:48:50,895 --> 00:48:53,831
I'll move a little slower
tomorrow.
1012
00:48:53,931 --> 00:48:56,366
♪
1013
00:48:56,367 --> 00:48:59,402
[dramatic music]
1014
00:48:59,403 --> 00:49:06,410
♪
1015
00:49:13,117 --> 00:49:14,385
[Andrew]
I'm about to go and check
1016
00:49:14,485 --> 00:49:16,753
those snares in the new area.
1017
00:49:16,754 --> 00:49:20,290
Hopefully a lot of rabbits,
but we shall see.
1018
00:49:20,291 --> 00:49:22,392
Right, let's do this.
1019
00:49:22,393 --> 00:49:24,662
[tense music]
1020
00:49:24,762 --> 00:49:27,664
Yesterday,
I was feeling very, very down
1021
00:49:27,665 --> 00:49:29,933
about my long-term prospects.
1022
00:49:29,934 --> 00:49:32,435
So I've put a huge amount
of effort
1023
00:49:32,436 --> 00:49:34,070
into going to a new area,
1024
00:49:34,071 --> 00:49:36,706
where there was
a lot more signs of game.
1025
00:49:36,707 --> 00:49:40,276
I set a lot of snares there,
which hopefully will create
1026
00:49:40,277 --> 00:49:42,313
some more food opportunities.
1027
00:49:50,721 --> 00:49:57,761
♪
1028
00:50:09,773 --> 00:50:11,475
Nothing goes easy.
1029
00:50:15,779 --> 00:50:19,048
So, long story short,
1030
00:50:19,049 --> 00:50:21,552
I had a rabbit.
1031
00:50:21,652 --> 00:50:25,955
So I went to grab it,
but it somehow managed
1032
00:50:25,956 --> 00:50:28,358
to work its way loose,
but I got it.
1033
00:50:28,359 --> 00:50:31,428
So I've spared you
the gory details
1034
00:50:31,529 --> 00:50:33,763
of breaking its neck.
1035
00:50:33,764 --> 00:50:34,764
Ooh.
1036
00:50:34,765 --> 00:50:36,566
Bit of an
adrenaline-pumping moment.
1037
00:50:36,567 --> 00:50:38,001
I thought I was gonna lose him
for a second,
1038
00:50:38,002 --> 00:50:41,472
but I'm gonna make
my way back to camp.
1039
00:50:41,572 --> 00:50:44,507
[tense music]
1040
00:50:44,508 --> 00:50:50,113
♪
1041
00:50:50,114 --> 00:50:52,582
OK, I'm on my way back to camp,
1042
00:50:52,583 --> 00:50:55,985
and I spotted these--
1043
00:50:55,986 --> 00:50:59,188
very fresh grizzly bear tracks.
1044
00:50:59,189 --> 00:51:02,525
So at least we know
the bears are still around,
1045
00:51:02,526 --> 00:51:06,930
and they're on the list.
[chuckles]
1046
00:51:06,931 --> 00:51:08,765
Problem is,
I'm on theirs as well.
1047
00:51:08,766 --> 00:51:10,266
[laughs]
1048
00:51:10,267 --> 00:51:12,468
OK, may the best man win.
1049
00:51:12,469 --> 00:51:14,871
[chuckles]
1050
00:51:14,872 --> 00:51:17,307
Overall,
I feel really, really good.
1051
00:51:17,308 --> 00:51:19,475
My head's definitely
in the game.
1052
00:51:19,476 --> 00:51:21,077
So along the riverbank,
1053
00:51:21,078 --> 00:51:23,313
I've made my temporary
cooking camp,
1054
00:51:23,314 --> 00:51:25,748
which is just
a little dome shelter.
1055
00:51:25,749 --> 00:51:27,717
I think if I can keep
getting more food,
1056
00:51:27,718 --> 00:51:30,653
maybe some fish,
I'm in a good position
1057
00:51:30,654 --> 00:51:32,990
to do this
as long as it takes.
1058
00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:35,558
I still have some of my rabbit
left from yesterday,
1059
00:51:35,559 --> 00:51:38,295
so that will keep me going.
1060
00:51:38,395 --> 00:51:41,364
So my plan now is
to use this energy
1061
00:51:41,365 --> 00:51:44,033
that I'm about to get
to further my chances
1062
00:51:44,034 --> 00:51:45,401
of getting more food.
1063
00:51:45,402 --> 00:51:48,638
Wow, this is gonna be so good.
1064
00:51:48,639 --> 00:51:50,073
So I'll fish more.
1065
00:51:50,074 --> 00:51:52,109
I plan to put
more snares down,
1066
00:51:52,209 --> 00:51:53,544
and I'd like to try and maybe
1067
00:51:53,644 --> 00:51:55,078
not gain weight,
but at least not
1068
00:51:55,079 --> 00:51:57,313
lose any weight now
for the next couple of weeks,
1069
00:51:57,314 --> 00:51:58,281
if I can.
1070
00:51:58,282 --> 00:52:00,317
Mmm, mmm, mmm.
1071
00:52:01,952 --> 00:52:03,721
What a perfect day.
1072
00:52:07,524 --> 00:52:09,592
This new area has
a lot of potential.
1073
00:52:09,593 --> 00:52:12,362
There's beaver,
muskrats, rabbits.
1074
00:52:12,363 --> 00:52:14,797
I just need to keep
the pressure on now,
1075
00:52:14,798 --> 00:52:16,467
catch more, and get myself
1076
00:52:16,567 --> 00:52:18,801
back to taking in
enough calories
1077
00:52:18,802 --> 00:52:20,236
to be able to function.
1078
00:52:20,237 --> 00:52:22,505
If I can keep myself
in a good condition,
1079
00:52:22,506 --> 00:52:24,874
I know I can sit it out
for longer.
1080
00:52:24,875 --> 00:52:25,909
Ooh, right.
1081
00:52:26,010 --> 00:52:27,243
Well, I've eaten.
1082
00:52:27,244 --> 00:52:28,211
That was good.
1083
00:52:28,212 --> 00:52:29,545
That was a really good meal.
1084
00:52:29,546 --> 00:52:31,548
♪
1085
00:52:31,649 --> 00:52:33,750
So I think I'll light
another fire at camp,
1086
00:52:33,751 --> 00:52:35,552
do an hour on the shelter.
1087
00:52:35,653 --> 00:52:37,787
It's time to do some work.
1088
00:52:37,788 --> 00:52:44,828
♪
1089
00:52:48,198 --> 00:52:51,200
[bear panting]
1090
00:52:51,201 --> 00:52:58,242
♪
1091
00:53:04,081 --> 00:53:06,950
[tense music]
1092
00:53:07,051 --> 00:53:14,058
♪
1093
00:53:18,162 --> 00:53:21,130
[rain pattering]
1094
00:53:21,131 --> 00:53:28,172
♪
1095
00:53:38,048 --> 00:53:39,348
[Aaron] Still pretty ugly out.
1096
00:53:39,349 --> 00:53:43,586
Windy, some light rain.
1097
00:53:43,587 --> 00:53:46,756
But we didn't get
too much done yesterday,
1098
00:53:46,757 --> 00:53:48,124
so today we're gonna
have to try to be
1099
00:53:48,125 --> 00:53:49,593
a little bit more productive.
1100
00:53:49,693 --> 00:53:51,160
Running out of good days.
1101
00:53:51,161 --> 00:53:52,629
I don't know if this is
called a good day,
1102
00:53:52,730 --> 00:53:57,568
but a day where
there's no minus twenty, so...
1103
00:53:59,570 --> 00:54:03,540
It looks like there's--yeah,
there's snow in the mountains.
1104
00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:04,875
[laughs]
1105
00:54:06,176 --> 00:54:07,511
Look at that.
1106
00:54:08,579 --> 00:54:10,013
It's coming.
1107
00:54:11,115 --> 00:54:14,884
That's all snow,
ladies and gentlemen.
1108
00:54:14,885 --> 00:54:17,019
- Oh, wow. Look at this.
1109
00:54:17,020 --> 00:54:18,521
[tense music]
1110
00:54:18,522 --> 00:54:21,524
Probably only a matter of time
before we get snow down here.
1111
00:54:21,525 --> 00:54:22,992
♪
1112
00:54:22,993 --> 00:54:26,362
And then my window
for shelter-building
1113
00:54:26,363 --> 00:54:27,830
will have gone.
1114
00:54:27,831 --> 00:54:32,468
- Whew, mountains have snow!
1115
00:54:32,469 --> 00:54:34,271
Ah.
1116
00:54:34,371 --> 00:54:36,038
Snow in the mountains
is beautiful,
1117
00:54:36,039 --> 00:54:39,710
but also, it's a reality
that cold is coming.
1118
00:54:39,810 --> 00:54:43,780
Just how many days
of opportunity do I have left?
1119
00:54:43,781 --> 00:54:45,748
- We got to get that--
the fireplace
1120
00:54:45,749 --> 00:54:48,217
just became number one, actually.
1121
00:54:48,218 --> 00:54:49,285
♪
1122
00:54:49,286 --> 00:54:51,220
It's coming, baby.
1123
00:54:51,221 --> 00:54:55,725
♪
1124
00:54:55,726 --> 00:54:58,961
- There is snow
in the mountain.
1125
00:54:58,962 --> 00:55:01,030
I need to finish the shelter.
1126
00:55:01,031 --> 00:55:03,633
I have no more time.
1127
00:55:03,634 --> 00:55:04,868
[Aaron] I'm gonna take
every piece down there
1128
00:55:04,968 --> 00:55:06,503
and start mudding 'em.
1129
00:55:06,603 --> 00:55:09,205
There's no waiting around now.
1130
00:55:09,206 --> 00:55:10,541
♪
1131
00:55:10,641 --> 00:55:13,510
She's coming here soon,
so we gotta get ready.
1132
00:55:13,610 --> 00:55:15,878
Hurry. It's a race.
1133
00:55:15,879 --> 00:55:17,547
♪
1134
00:55:17,548 --> 00:55:20,082
- Something's pulled
my tripod down.
1135
00:55:20,083 --> 00:55:21,784
[Aaron] Things are
preparing for winter.
1136
00:55:21,785 --> 00:55:24,554
Bears are racing around,
trying to get all their food.
1137
00:55:24,555 --> 00:55:26,389
We got to work harder now.
1138
00:55:26,390 --> 00:55:27,623
- Ooh. Wow.
1139
00:55:27,624 --> 00:55:28,925
I got the shivers. Wow.
1140
00:55:28,926 --> 00:55:30,626
[laughs]
1141
00:55:30,627 --> 00:55:33,796
[cawing]
1142
00:55:33,797 --> 00:55:35,097
[Poldi] Birds are moving.
1143
00:55:35,098 --> 00:55:36,365
♪
1144
00:55:36,366 --> 00:55:38,634
That's a [bleep] load of geese.
1145
00:55:38,635 --> 00:55:42,072
Leaving right now,
I gotta change my plan,
1146
00:55:42,172 --> 00:55:46,075
do more on
my permanent shelter.
1147
00:55:46,076 --> 00:55:48,946
[sighs] That time of year.
1148
00:55:49,046 --> 00:55:52,281
Winter is [bleep] coming.
1149
00:55:52,282 --> 00:55:55,952
♪
1150
00:55:55,953 --> 00:55:56,987
- [sniffs]
1151
00:55:58,455 --> 00:56:01,557
Let's fill this thing with mud.
1152
00:56:01,558 --> 00:56:04,227
Here's our mud shovel.
1153
00:56:04,228 --> 00:56:06,229
I didn't think the weather
would come this quick,
1154
00:56:06,230 --> 00:56:08,664
but here we are.
1155
00:56:08,665 --> 00:56:10,499
The only reason why
I feel this won't work
1156
00:56:10,500 --> 00:56:13,436
is because of
the silt in the mud.
1157
00:56:13,437 --> 00:56:15,438
It's not really clay, clay.
1158
00:56:15,439 --> 00:56:17,073
We're gonna try our best.
1159
00:56:17,074 --> 00:56:20,676
This is a very
unhospitable place
1160
00:56:20,677 --> 00:56:24,080
that we're gonna have to
dig deep to survive in.
1161
00:56:24,081 --> 00:56:25,748
[sighs]
1162
00:56:25,749 --> 00:56:27,183
If you're not set up
for winter,
1163
00:56:27,184 --> 00:56:29,987
you're not gonna last--
it's just the way it is.
1164
00:56:30,087 --> 00:56:32,154
Like, I'm from Canada.
I know that.
1165
00:56:32,155 --> 00:56:34,323
So it's a race for me.
1166
00:56:34,324 --> 00:56:36,392
I don't think these people
know this.
1167
00:56:36,393 --> 00:56:38,662
There's one piece
to the puzzle.
1168
00:56:38,762 --> 00:56:41,564
[sniffs]
Let's go get the other.
1169
00:56:41,565 --> 00:56:44,033
♪
1170
00:56:44,034 --> 00:56:49,071
I think if we turn this
upside-down, it'll be easier.
1171
00:56:49,072 --> 00:56:50,506
This is what I work in.
1172
00:56:50,507 --> 00:56:52,309
This is what I grew up in.
1173
00:56:52,409 --> 00:56:53,910
This is my advantage.
1174
00:56:53,911 --> 00:56:59,081
So let's see if these other
countries get what we get.
1175
00:56:59,082 --> 00:57:00,082
This is Canada.
1176
00:57:00,083 --> 00:57:02,385
This is cold.
1177
00:57:02,386 --> 00:57:05,022
The cold is gonna
destroy people.
1178
00:57:05,122 --> 00:57:06,790
Like, it's coming.
1179
00:57:06,890 --> 00:57:08,891
Hypothermia is real.
1180
00:57:08,892 --> 00:57:11,560
People will get it.
1181
00:57:11,561 --> 00:57:15,398
I think I might start
a fire in that right now...
1182
00:57:15,399 --> 00:57:17,767
♪
1183
00:57:17,768 --> 00:57:22,104
Just to help dry it,
because it is wet.
1184
00:57:22,105 --> 00:57:26,208
♪
1185
00:57:26,209 --> 00:57:28,544
Holy [bleep], that's heavy.
1186
00:57:28,545 --> 00:57:31,948
♪
1187
00:57:31,949 --> 00:57:34,418
We're surviving.
We're having fun still.
1188
00:57:34,518 --> 00:57:39,555
No worries whatsoever yet,
like, of wanting to go home.
1189
00:57:39,556 --> 00:57:41,991
Nothing like that's
crossed my mind.
1190
00:57:41,992 --> 00:57:45,095
I said I came here to win,
and I mean it.
1191
00:57:45,195 --> 00:57:48,197
I ain't tapping,
I can tell you that much.
1192
00:57:48,198 --> 00:57:50,599
This'll get dried right out,
and then we'll, uh,
1193
00:57:50,600 --> 00:57:54,236
take it up there,
get it in place,
1194
00:57:54,237 --> 00:57:58,474
and fix what we can
with light mud on the inside.
1195
00:57:58,475 --> 00:58:01,844
Put it in, and...
1196
00:58:01,845 --> 00:58:03,913
we'll be sitting pretty.
1197
00:58:03,914 --> 00:58:05,715
December, here we come.
1198
00:58:05,716 --> 00:58:08,684
[dramatic music]
1199
00:58:08,685 --> 00:58:09,920
♪
1200
00:58:13,090 --> 00:58:15,993
[tense music]
1201
00:58:16,093 --> 00:58:23,100
♪
1202
00:58:25,736 --> 00:58:27,803
[Poldi] Nothing in the snares
this morning.
1203
00:58:27,804 --> 00:58:30,073
[sighs]
1204
00:58:31,875 --> 00:58:33,377
Whew.
1205
00:58:35,579 --> 00:58:37,380
Far too exhausted.
1206
00:58:37,381 --> 00:58:40,516
I could barely go for a walk
and enjoy it.
1207
00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:41,684
[tense music]
1208
00:58:41,685 --> 00:58:44,920
I'm just gonna hang tight,
stay dry,
1209
00:58:44,921 --> 00:58:48,425
and just try to do
as minimal as I can.
1210
00:58:48,525 --> 00:58:50,860
I'm just depleted.
1211
00:58:50,861 --> 00:58:55,032
I'm guessing just
a little bit too ambitious,
1212
00:58:55,132 --> 00:58:58,000
thinking the bigger shelter.
1213
00:58:58,001 --> 00:59:01,037
[rain pattering]
1214
00:59:01,038 --> 00:59:07,476
♪
1215
00:59:07,477 --> 00:59:10,579
All of a sudden,
my creativity...
1216
00:59:10,580 --> 00:59:15,084
on how exciting
this whole shelter is
1217
00:59:15,085 --> 00:59:18,154
compounds on itself.
1218
00:59:18,155 --> 00:59:21,023
My mind's going down
these rabbit holes
1219
00:59:21,024 --> 00:59:23,959
that feel like it's impossible
to pull them out of.
1220
00:59:23,960 --> 00:59:25,227
♪
1221
00:59:25,228 --> 00:59:28,164
Usually, I can keep them
under wraps,
1222
00:59:28,165 --> 00:59:32,268
but right now, I'm confused.
1223
00:59:32,269 --> 00:59:34,136
I'm eating every day.
1224
00:59:34,137 --> 00:59:37,741
I don't have the energy
that I think I should have.
1225
00:59:37,841 --> 00:59:39,241
Why?
1226
00:59:39,242 --> 00:59:41,677
And now, becoming afraid--
1227
00:59:41,678 --> 00:59:44,280
are my energy levels
gonna come back?
1228
00:59:44,281 --> 00:59:45,848
If so, when?
1229
00:59:45,849 --> 00:59:47,950
How much will they come back?
1230
00:59:47,951 --> 00:59:51,053
Yeah, very much so
confused and afraid.
1231
00:59:51,054 --> 00:59:52,888
♪
1232
00:59:52,889 --> 00:59:54,724
[gulps]
1233
00:59:57,327 --> 01:00:00,263
[breathing heavily]
1234
01:00:00,363 --> 01:00:02,031
Things were feeling
really good,
1235
01:00:02,032 --> 01:00:05,068
and then I decided
to build this teepee.
1236
01:00:05,168 --> 01:00:08,105
I need to get spruce boughs
1237
01:00:08,205 --> 01:00:11,641
from over there and finish it.
1238
01:00:13,677 --> 01:00:16,045
I just feel like
I've got nothing,
1239
01:00:16,046 --> 01:00:17,680
nothing in the tank.
1240
01:00:17,681 --> 01:00:20,683
[tense music]
1241
01:00:20,684 --> 01:00:21,917
♪
1242
01:00:21,918 --> 01:00:25,421
At home,
my strategy from the burnout,
1243
01:00:25,422 --> 01:00:28,592
you know, I'll eat more,
try to do some projects
1244
01:00:28,692 --> 01:00:30,659
to try to calm my mind down...
1245
01:00:30,660 --> 01:00:32,027
[sobbing]
1246
01:00:32,028 --> 01:00:34,663
But these tactics
that usually work
1247
01:00:34,664 --> 01:00:38,200
are just getting overridden
like I've never felt before.
1248
01:00:38,201 --> 01:00:39,235
♪
1249
01:00:39,236 --> 01:00:43,038
Do I suffer for another
10, 15 days?
1250
01:00:43,039 --> 01:00:45,641
And it's just
a ticking time bomb, you know?
1251
01:00:45,642 --> 01:00:46,742
♪
1252
01:00:46,743 --> 01:00:49,278
I just can't see myself
finishing--
1253
01:00:49,279 --> 01:00:51,381
finishing the shelter.
1254
01:00:51,481 --> 01:00:53,949
I'm not enjoying myself,
1255
01:00:53,950 --> 01:00:55,751
and I'm feeling confused
1256
01:00:55,752 --> 01:00:57,553
and unknown
with the amount of damage
1257
01:00:57,554 --> 01:01:00,356
I could be doing to myself.
1258
01:01:00,357 --> 01:01:03,426
[sobbing] I'm so sorry.
1259
01:01:03,527 --> 01:01:05,060
[sobbing]
1260
01:01:05,061 --> 01:01:07,196
Those are some cues that,
I told myself,
1261
01:01:07,197 --> 01:01:10,867
prior to the competition,
that it'll be time.
1262
01:01:10,967 --> 01:01:13,970
[beeping]
1263
01:01:17,007 --> 01:01:18,307
Hello.
1264
01:01:18,308 --> 01:01:22,779
My time's come,
and I'm officially tapping out.
1265
01:01:26,183 --> 01:01:29,151
[tense music]
1266
01:01:29,152 --> 01:01:36,193
♪
1267
01:01:39,796 --> 01:01:42,765
Feeling very, very weak--
full body,
1268
01:01:42,766 --> 01:01:46,001
you know, from foot and your
mind at the same time.
1269
01:01:46,002 --> 01:01:48,470
The sort of mental
hardship I came to,
1270
01:01:48,471 --> 01:01:51,240
I just haven't felt it
before like that.
1271
01:01:51,241 --> 01:01:52,742
You know, money's money.
1272
01:01:52,842 --> 01:01:54,843
And I mean, yeah,
it would have made for
1273
01:01:54,844 --> 01:01:57,279
a pretty crazy
kickstart to my life.
1274
01:01:57,280 --> 01:02:00,783
But what I thought I could do,
all of a sudden, I couldn't.
1275
01:02:00,784 --> 01:02:02,352
As soon as you're not
doing anything,
1276
01:02:02,452 --> 01:02:03,953
you're just in your mind.
1277
01:02:03,954 --> 01:02:06,555
And I thought I might as well
just cut my losses
1278
01:02:06,556 --> 01:02:09,158
and remove myself
from this place.
1279
01:02:09,159 --> 01:02:14,764
It's giving me
quite a lot of pain.
1280
01:02:17,467 --> 01:02:23,205
♪
1281
01:02:23,206 --> 01:02:24,907
The decision's been made,
1282
01:02:24,908 --> 01:02:26,976
and now I have to really
live with it.
1283
01:02:26,977 --> 01:02:28,477
♪
1284
01:02:28,478 --> 01:02:31,547
I'm just a little bit
disappointed in my ability.
1285
01:02:31,548 --> 01:02:33,215
♪
1286
01:02:33,216 --> 01:02:35,551
This experience has
definitely given me
1287
01:02:35,552 --> 01:02:40,155
another depth
of the mental perspective.
1288
01:02:40,156 --> 01:02:41,957
I think the biggest thing
I learned is that
1289
01:02:41,958 --> 01:02:44,893
I've still got so much
to grow mentally.
1290
01:02:44,894 --> 01:02:47,063
♪
1291
01:02:47,163 --> 01:02:50,165
A lot of people will think
it's pretty early on
1292
01:02:50,166 --> 01:02:51,634
in the competition,
1293
01:02:51,635 --> 01:02:53,702
when I made the decision
to tap out.
1294
01:02:53,703 --> 01:02:56,238
I don't know how people
are gonna perceive me.
1295
01:02:56,239 --> 01:03:00,709
But right now, I actually feel
completely OK with that.
1296
01:03:00,710 --> 01:03:03,279
It doesn't matter
what anyone else thinks.
1297
01:03:03,280 --> 01:03:05,814
That's been like another
little, like, stepping stone
1298
01:03:05,815 --> 01:03:08,217
in, you know,
the life I choose.
1299
01:03:08,218 --> 01:03:10,552
If you're happy
in your decision-making
1300
01:03:10,553 --> 01:03:12,255
and you really want something,
1301
01:03:12,355 --> 01:03:14,024
then you just
have to go for it.
1302
01:03:14,124 --> 01:03:16,425
That's, I think,
one of the biggest things
1303
01:03:16,426 --> 01:03:19,828
that I can take away
from this whole experience
1304
01:03:19,829 --> 01:03:22,265
and implement that
on my choice
1305
01:03:22,365 --> 01:03:25,302
to try and live
that very free schedule
1306
01:03:25,402 --> 01:03:27,469
and potentially
earn some money
1307
01:03:27,470 --> 01:03:29,706
in a different sort of avenue
1308
01:03:29,806 --> 01:03:33,342
than the average Joe,
and then, you know, be able
1309
01:03:33,343 --> 01:03:35,944
to buy that block of land
and live that life
1310
01:03:35,945 --> 01:03:39,415
that I really want to live
and not feel judged.
1311
01:03:39,416 --> 01:03:46,456
♪
1312
01:03:47,891 --> 01:03:51,593
- My long-term food source,
is going to be big game.
1313
01:03:51,594 --> 01:03:53,395
Big game trail here.
1314
01:03:53,396 --> 01:03:55,431
I need to find moose.
1315
01:03:55,432 --> 01:03:57,099
Definitely a moose trail.
1316
01:03:57,100 --> 01:03:59,668
[Aaron] Right now, it should
be primetime moose hunting.
1317
01:03:59,669 --> 01:04:02,471
[imitates moose grunting]
1318
01:04:02,472 --> 01:04:04,907
[Ziga] If I harvest moose,
I wouldn't have excuse
1319
01:04:04,908 --> 01:04:07,910
not to last very, very long.
1320
01:04:07,911 --> 01:04:09,945
[Aaron] If we get moose,
we win this competition.
1321
01:04:09,946 --> 01:04:11,847
There's not a doubt
in my mind.
1322
01:04:11,848 --> 01:04:12,881
[bleep].
1323
01:04:12,882 --> 01:04:14,884
♪