1 00:00:05,072 --> 00:00:06,406 [Jacks] Oh, my God. 2 00:00:06,507 --> 00:00:08,041 Live beaver there. 3 00:00:08,074 --> 00:00:10,210 Dead beaver there. Whoa. What do I do? 4 00:00:10,310 --> 00:00:12,446 If I can honor this beaver, 5 00:00:12,546 --> 00:00:15,182 then I believe that he is worth taking. 6 00:00:15,315 --> 00:00:16,517 - Oh, [bleep]. 7 00:00:16,617 --> 00:00:20,787 These [bleep] jacks are going for my fat. 8 00:00:20,821 --> 00:00:25,359 I will have to protect my meat much better. 9 00:00:25,459 --> 00:00:28,762 I'm so glad that moose is... 10 00:00:31,098 --> 00:00:32,232 [bowstring thuds] 11 00:00:32,366 --> 00:00:33,901 [Aaron] [bleep]. 12 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:36,703 The arrow hit a tree. 13 00:00:36,837 --> 00:00:38,505 Oh, my God, 14 00:00:38,639 --> 00:00:41,542 I'm gonna beat the [bleep] out of myself about it. 15 00:00:41,675 --> 00:00:44,444 It's a sad day, though, boy. 16 00:00:44,478 --> 00:00:47,481 [dramatic music] 17 00:00:47,514 --> 00:00:54,521 ♪ ♪ 18 00:01:20,247 --> 00:01:22,282 Okay, day 31. 19 00:01:22,316 --> 00:01:24,351 Coming in hot. 20 00:01:24,484 --> 00:01:27,554 Just trying to fill this glove with berries. 21 00:01:27,588 --> 00:01:31,224 We're about right there right now. 22 00:01:31,358 --> 00:01:34,995 Hopefully we'll have this thing topped right up, 23 00:01:35,028 --> 00:01:38,265 and we can supplement berries as we're eating bunnies 24 00:01:38,398 --> 00:01:40,667 and hopefully moose. 25 00:01:40,801 --> 00:01:44,538 ♪ ♪ 26 00:01:44,671 --> 00:01:47,441 It would be hard to pick berries when it gets cold, 27 00:01:47,474 --> 00:01:49,409 but hopefully it doesn't for a bit. 28 00:01:49,476 --> 00:01:50,811 ♪ ♪ 29 00:01:50,911 --> 00:01:52,613 Yeah, the lingonberries still got crunch to them, 30 00:01:52,713 --> 00:01:56,249 so it's nice to mix them in with the blueberries, 31 00:01:56,283 --> 00:01:59,353 because they're getting a little bit mushy. 32 00:01:59,453 --> 00:02:01,555 ♪ ♪ 33 00:02:07,094 --> 00:02:08,195 ♪ ♪ 34 00:02:08,228 --> 00:02:10,229 [sighs] 35 00:02:21,842 --> 00:02:26,313 Gonna go for a little walk, see if I can find an arrow. 36 00:02:26,446 --> 00:02:31,118 ♪ ♪ 37 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:34,488 Missing the moose was a big disappointment. 38 00:02:34,521 --> 00:02:37,524 I should have been more calm, more relaxed, 39 00:02:37,557 --> 00:02:40,994 not letting the weight of the competition 40 00:02:41,028 --> 00:02:43,463 make me rush a shot I shouldn't have taken. 41 00:02:43,597 --> 00:02:45,599 But I have to dig deep. 42 00:02:45,732 --> 00:02:50,003 I got to swallow my pride, and we got to work harder now. 43 00:02:50,070 --> 00:02:51,238 ♪ ♪ 44 00:02:51,271 --> 00:02:53,573 I'm just gonna walk this way for a second, 45 00:02:53,674 --> 00:02:56,476 because I shot an arrow over. 46 00:02:56,510 --> 00:02:58,078 I thought it went in the water, 47 00:02:58,111 --> 00:03:00,647 but the water's receded so much. 48 00:03:00,681 --> 00:03:03,917 It'd be nice to see a frickin' broadhead sticking up. 49 00:03:03,984 --> 00:03:05,552 ♪ ♪ 50 00:03:05,686 --> 00:03:07,754 Wouldn't that be something? 51 00:03:07,888 --> 00:03:09,322 I don't got broadheads. 52 00:03:09,423 --> 00:03:11,725 I only have two blunts. 53 00:03:11,825 --> 00:03:15,162 I got no chances of getting a big game with them. 54 00:03:15,195 --> 00:03:17,564 I don't know why I was shooting broadheads at squirrels, 55 00:03:17,597 --> 00:03:21,201 though, like when I only had a... 56 00:03:21,234 --> 00:03:23,236 ♪ ♪ 57 00:03:23,270 --> 00:03:24,371 Whatever. 58 00:03:24,438 --> 00:03:25,839 ♪ ♪ 59 00:03:25,939 --> 00:03:28,475 It's in the past. 60 00:03:28,575 --> 00:03:32,045 It's a new day...here. 61 00:03:32,079 --> 00:03:33,847 ♪ ♪ 62 00:03:33,947 --> 00:03:36,717 New day for luck. 63 00:03:36,750 --> 00:03:41,288 I could easily hang it up right now, but I won't. 64 00:03:41,388 --> 00:03:43,290 No way. 65 00:03:43,323 --> 00:03:45,726 There's too many people I would be failing-- 66 00:03:45,826 --> 00:03:48,628 myself, obviously, number one, 67 00:03:48,762 --> 00:03:51,698 Travis, my brothers, my dad. 68 00:03:51,765 --> 00:03:53,166 ♪ ♪ 69 00:03:53,200 --> 00:03:56,002 You know, my dad taught me how to hunt. 70 00:03:56,036 --> 00:03:58,004 No arrows. 71 00:03:58,038 --> 00:03:59,606 Damn it. 72 00:03:59,639 --> 00:04:02,142 My dad's just a blue-collar guy 73 00:04:02,275 --> 00:04:04,811 that loves the outdoors. 74 00:04:04,845 --> 00:04:06,913 He was very disciplined. 75 00:04:07,047 --> 00:04:11,551 Zero, zilch, nada. 76 00:04:11,685 --> 00:04:13,320 ♪ ♪ 77 00:04:13,453 --> 00:04:15,322 Well, let's go check on my snares. 78 00:04:15,388 --> 00:04:17,357 ♪ ♪ 79 00:04:17,491 --> 00:04:19,159 Growing up, there was tough days, 80 00:04:19,192 --> 00:04:21,560 but there was a lot of lessons and a lot of things. 81 00:04:21,661 --> 00:04:23,597 Like, even just, like, setting snares, 82 00:04:23,730 --> 00:04:25,632 my dad taught me. 83 00:04:25,766 --> 00:04:27,834 It's a beautiful thing. 84 00:04:27,934 --> 00:04:30,971 And hopefully that's gonna carry me through to the end. 85 00:04:31,004 --> 00:04:33,173 Oh, oh, we got a bunny. 86 00:04:33,206 --> 00:04:35,242 I see feet. 87 00:04:35,275 --> 00:04:38,011 Yeah, bunny. 88 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:40,280 Oh, yeah, bunny. 89 00:04:40,347 --> 00:04:47,387 ♪ ♪ 90 00:04:53,326 --> 00:04:56,029 One bunny in the bank. 91 00:04:56,163 --> 00:04:58,765 We shall continue on. 92 00:04:58,832 --> 00:05:04,638 ♪ ♪ 93 00:05:04,738 --> 00:05:06,072 Coming up onto this. 94 00:05:06,206 --> 00:05:08,041 Oh, [bleep], we got another bunny. 95 00:05:08,074 --> 00:05:11,077 ♪ ♪ 96 00:05:11,178 --> 00:05:12,279 Killing it. 97 00:05:12,412 --> 00:05:14,114 ♪ ♪ 98 00:05:14,247 --> 00:05:16,149 I knew this was gonna be a good set. 99 00:05:16,283 --> 00:05:18,285 This is a huge trail. 100 00:05:18,351 --> 00:05:20,787 ♪ ♪ 101 00:05:20,921 --> 00:05:22,355 Two-bunny day, folks. 102 00:05:22,455 --> 00:05:24,791 Two-bunny day. 103 00:05:24,925 --> 00:05:28,595 ♪ ♪ 104 00:05:28,628 --> 00:05:30,197 I'm happy... 105 00:05:30,230 --> 00:05:32,399 happy I had a good day like this. 106 00:05:32,532 --> 00:05:34,835 I was feeling pretty down in the dumps. 107 00:05:34,935 --> 00:05:37,537 We're back on track. 108 00:05:37,637 --> 00:05:40,807 Put the old flag up in the air today. 109 00:05:40,841 --> 00:05:43,743 ♪ ♪ 110 00:05:43,877 --> 00:05:48,481 Proud Canadian, so we will raise her on the shelter. 111 00:05:48,548 --> 00:05:55,589 ♪ ♪ 112 00:06:03,430 --> 00:06:05,498 My Canadian flag. 113 00:06:08,068 --> 00:06:12,138 I declare this day Canada Day. 114 00:06:12,239 --> 00:06:16,476 I just got to do you guys proud and win this thing. 115 00:06:16,610 --> 00:06:19,846 ♪ Oh, Canada ♪ 116 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:26,887 ♪ ♪ 117 00:06:45,639 --> 00:06:47,307 [Andrew] Snowed a little bit last night 118 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:49,676 but nothing too extreme. 119 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:55,949 So, for breakfast, I've got the last of the hare. 120 00:06:55,982 --> 00:06:58,418 And after that, I've got no food at all. 121 00:07:01,554 --> 00:07:04,925 I'm just gonna savor every tiny morsel of meat. 122 00:07:07,160 --> 00:07:10,630 I think we get so used to having food security 123 00:07:10,730 --> 00:07:13,800 in the West that it barely even occurs to us 124 00:07:13,833 --> 00:07:18,772 that it's never really been a normal thing. 125 00:07:21,675 --> 00:07:25,278 I'm hoping that this hare will give me all the energy I need 126 00:07:25,312 --> 00:07:27,414 today to get everything done that I want to do, 127 00:07:27,514 --> 00:07:30,450 which is finish the coracle 128 00:07:30,550 --> 00:07:32,852 and... 129 00:07:32,953 --> 00:07:34,721 get some fishing done. 130 00:07:36,523 --> 00:07:37,958 But we shall see. 131 00:07:38,091 --> 00:07:40,627 ♪ ♪ 132 00:07:40,660 --> 00:07:43,630 I've been making a coracle, which is a small boat. 133 00:07:43,730 --> 00:07:44,998 ♪ ♪ 134 00:07:45,098 --> 00:07:47,901 I feel inspired. 135 00:07:48,034 --> 00:07:50,370 That's the rough shape of it. 136 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:52,105 Now that the seat's in position, 137 00:07:52,238 --> 00:07:54,074 I can weave more willow in, which will help 138 00:07:54,174 --> 00:07:56,042 to clamp the seat in place. 139 00:07:56,109 --> 00:07:57,444 ♪ ♪ 140 00:07:57,477 --> 00:07:59,312 Nice. 141 00:07:59,446 --> 00:08:01,147 Back to the coracle. 142 00:08:01,281 --> 00:08:03,383 ♪ ♪ 143 00:08:03,516 --> 00:08:05,885 Oh, it's starting to look like a boat. 144 00:08:05,986 --> 00:08:09,122 Still needs a lot of work, but it's getting there. 145 00:08:09,155 --> 00:08:10,623 ♪ ♪ 146 00:08:10,757 --> 00:08:13,259 It's taken me a lot longer to build than I'd hoped, 147 00:08:13,360 --> 00:08:16,029 because every time I thought, I'll put my effort 148 00:08:16,162 --> 00:08:17,931 and energy into building the coracle, 149 00:08:17,964 --> 00:08:19,766 the weather would turn. 150 00:08:19,799 --> 00:08:21,835 But now that it's almost done, 151 00:08:21,935 --> 00:08:24,337 I just want to get it out on the water. 152 00:08:24,471 --> 00:08:26,639 What I need to do is start tying everything together 153 00:08:26,740 --> 00:08:29,309 so it doesn't start to pull apart. 154 00:08:29,442 --> 00:08:31,911 And then once I've got all the bottom part shaped 155 00:08:32,044 --> 00:08:34,714 how I like it, I'm gonna flip the whole thing over, 156 00:08:34,847 --> 00:08:38,751 put the tarp on, tighten that up... 157 00:08:38,885 --> 00:08:40,653 and then I have a finished coracle. 158 00:08:40,720 --> 00:08:42,389 ♪ ♪ 159 00:08:42,522 --> 00:08:45,592 A coracle is a traditional Welsh watercraft 160 00:08:45,725 --> 00:08:47,527 that would have been a common sight on rivers 161 00:08:47,627 --> 00:08:49,462 a century or more ago. 162 00:08:49,596 --> 00:08:51,965 And there's something quite nostalgic about seeing them. 163 00:08:51,998 --> 00:08:54,567 Always remind me of home. 164 00:08:54,667 --> 00:08:57,203 I just hope this isn't a waste of time and energy today, 165 00:08:57,237 --> 00:08:58,705 but... 166 00:08:58,838 --> 00:09:00,907 at least I'll have got it finished. 167 00:09:01,041 --> 00:09:02,842 ♪ ♪ 168 00:09:02,942 --> 00:09:05,111 I wanted to build a coracle because it would be 169 00:09:05,245 --> 00:09:06,513 a useful way of fishing. 170 00:09:06,646 --> 00:09:08,281 It would be a way to get to places 171 00:09:08,314 --> 00:09:10,116 that I can't get to on foot. 172 00:09:10,250 --> 00:09:11,818 That's good. Okay. 173 00:09:11,885 --> 00:09:13,353 ♪ ♪ 174 00:09:13,486 --> 00:09:16,689 The lake, I can't access huge areas of it 175 00:09:16,790 --> 00:09:19,192 because of the dense undergrowth. 176 00:09:19,325 --> 00:09:20,927 But by using a coracle, 177 00:09:21,027 --> 00:09:22,962 I will be able to paddle straight across 178 00:09:23,063 --> 00:09:26,132 to access areas that are potentially good for fishing, 179 00:09:26,166 --> 00:09:27,467 as well as for hunting. 180 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:28,535 ♪ ♪ 181 00:09:28,635 --> 00:09:31,438 I'll make a sliding knot here. 182 00:09:31,538 --> 00:09:33,840 That will allow me to put some tension on this. 183 00:09:33,873 --> 00:09:36,443 So I'm just gonna roll it into it so it's... 184 00:09:36,543 --> 00:09:38,845 well secured. 185 00:09:38,878 --> 00:09:41,047 I was thinking about names for my coracle, 186 00:09:41,181 --> 00:09:45,685 and one that came to mind is the Welsh word "hiraeth," 187 00:09:45,785 --> 00:09:49,722 which roughly translates as a sort of longing for home, 188 00:09:49,823 --> 00:09:53,193 missing all the things that home represents. 189 00:09:53,326 --> 00:09:55,528 So I think that's a perfect little nod 190 00:09:55,628 --> 00:09:57,197 to its Welsh heritage. 191 00:10:01,701 --> 00:10:05,605 Looks like the time has finally come to launch the coracle. 192 00:10:05,672 --> 00:10:07,974 ♪ ♪ 193 00:10:08,108 --> 00:10:10,477 I'm pretty sure I've built a very stable 194 00:10:10,577 --> 00:10:12,846 and watertight craft, 195 00:10:12,879 --> 00:10:16,516 but if the structure is badly made, 196 00:10:16,616 --> 00:10:19,085 the whole thing could just sink. 197 00:10:19,152 --> 00:10:21,888 ♪ ♪ 198 00:10:21,988 --> 00:10:24,858 My concern is that, if I do get cold and wet, 199 00:10:24,958 --> 00:10:27,560 I could find myself becoming hypothermic, 200 00:10:27,594 --> 00:10:30,964 and that would be a very serious situation. 201 00:10:30,997 --> 00:10:33,299 It's all ice. 202 00:10:33,399 --> 00:10:36,402 Looks like water a bit further out, but... 203 00:10:36,436 --> 00:10:38,638 it's still a long way to go. 204 00:10:38,671 --> 00:10:41,341 ♪ ♪ 205 00:10:41,474 --> 00:10:44,677 At the very least, it would mean having to tap out. 206 00:10:44,777 --> 00:10:47,046 At the worst, it could put my life in danger. 207 00:10:47,113 --> 00:10:48,915 ♪ ♪ 208 00:10:49,015 --> 00:10:53,486 It floats, but I'm stuck in the mud. 209 00:10:53,553 --> 00:10:57,657 ♪ ♪ 210 00:11:01,895 --> 00:11:03,930 Oh, [bleep]! 211 00:11:03,963 --> 00:11:07,600 ♪ ♪ 212 00:11:10,503 --> 00:11:13,406 [dramatic music] 213 00:11:13,473 --> 00:11:15,275 ♪ ♪ 214 00:11:15,308 --> 00:11:16,309 - [sighs] 215 00:11:18,077 --> 00:11:19,312 [chuckles] 216 00:11:19,345 --> 00:11:22,749 Okay, it didn't damage anything. 217 00:11:22,882 --> 00:11:25,818 My foot got stuck in the mud. 218 00:11:25,952 --> 00:11:27,720 Oh, man. Right. 219 00:11:31,357 --> 00:11:34,394 [squeaking] 220 00:11:36,729 --> 00:11:38,398 Okay, here we go. 221 00:11:42,035 --> 00:11:43,836 This is it. 222 00:11:43,870 --> 00:11:47,407 This is "Hiraeth" on her maiden voyage. 223 00:11:49,242 --> 00:11:52,212 I'm just gonna try and catch a fish while I'm here. 224 00:11:52,312 --> 00:11:53,913 That'd be pretty magical, wouldn't it? 225 00:11:54,047 --> 00:11:59,586 ♪ ♪ 226 00:11:59,719 --> 00:12:01,754 Paddling a coracle differs quite significantly 227 00:12:01,888 --> 00:12:04,157 from a canoe or a kayak. 228 00:12:04,190 --> 00:12:05,925 Whereas with a canoe or a kayak, 229 00:12:05,959 --> 00:12:07,493 you paddle at the sides, 230 00:12:07,594 --> 00:12:09,762 with a coracle, you use a sculling motion, 231 00:12:09,796 --> 00:12:12,165 which means that you almost perform a figure-eight motion 232 00:12:12,198 --> 00:12:14,400 with a paddle at the front of the boat. 233 00:12:21,641 --> 00:12:23,142 ♪ ♪ 234 00:12:23,276 --> 00:12:25,878 I'm expecting the water to be quite deep in the middle... 235 00:12:31,751 --> 00:12:34,387 But the further I go out, the more it becomes clear 236 00:12:34,420 --> 00:12:36,990 that the lake, as I keep referring to it, 237 00:12:37,023 --> 00:12:39,759 is no more than a shallow pond. 238 00:12:39,792 --> 00:12:42,228 Don't know if there is any deep sections 239 00:12:42,362 --> 00:12:44,597 that I can try fishing in. 240 00:12:44,631 --> 00:12:46,199 Pretty shallow everywhere. 241 00:12:46,232 --> 00:12:47,400 ♪ ♪ 242 00:12:47,500 --> 00:12:49,636 It's disappointing, because it means 243 00:12:49,736 --> 00:12:51,971 that it's highly unlikely to sustain 244 00:12:52,071 --> 00:12:54,173 the kind of fish that I was hoping to catch in there. 245 00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:56,009 ♪ ♪ 246 00:12:56,109 --> 00:12:58,645 This isn't quite the experience I was planning. 247 00:12:58,711 --> 00:13:00,079 ♪ ♪ 248 00:13:00,113 --> 00:13:02,849 It'll be just like the "Titanic" at this rate. 249 00:13:02,915 --> 00:13:06,052 ♪ ♪ 250 00:13:09,188 --> 00:13:12,558 ♪ ♪ 251 00:13:12,692 --> 00:13:15,762 "Hiraeth" is a sound boat. 252 00:13:15,862 --> 00:13:18,665 The lake is the problem. 253 00:13:18,798 --> 00:13:21,167 It's not much more than ankle-deep. 254 00:13:21,267 --> 00:13:24,070 And then as soon as you get to slightly deeper water, 255 00:13:24,203 --> 00:13:26,105 it's ice. 256 00:13:26,239 --> 00:13:29,342 So can't catch fish in it. 257 00:13:29,475 --> 00:13:31,477 I'm starting to think my attention 258 00:13:31,577 --> 00:13:34,514 is probably better put towards the river now. 259 00:13:34,614 --> 00:13:35,748 I think that was a success. 260 00:13:35,882 --> 00:13:40,486 The boat works, and that's progress. 261 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:43,823 "Hiraeth" of the seas... 262 00:13:43,956 --> 00:13:46,993 or of the pond, anyway. 263 00:13:47,126 --> 00:13:54,133 ♪ ♪ 264 00:14:03,109 --> 00:14:05,445 - I see a log over here. 265 00:14:05,545 --> 00:14:07,747 We're gonna trap the beaver. 266 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,082 Perfect. 267 00:14:12,485 --> 00:14:14,687 Oh, jackpot. Oh, wow. Look at that. 268 00:14:14,787 --> 00:14:16,956 Jackpot. 269 00:14:16,989 --> 00:14:18,358 Yes. 270 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:21,894 Ah! 271 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:25,998 This is what I do every morning. 272 00:14:26,032 --> 00:14:28,601 This is my breakfast. 273 00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:30,370 This is my pantry right here. 274 00:14:30,403 --> 00:14:32,271 [lips smacking] 275 00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:37,844 ♪ ♪ 276 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:41,013 Okay, I need to hydrate. 277 00:14:41,114 --> 00:14:43,216 This is my new water source. 278 00:14:43,282 --> 00:14:45,752 ♪ ♪ 279 00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:49,622 Initially, I was actually going to one of the ponds, 280 00:14:49,756 --> 00:14:53,860 and it was a good 300, 400 meters every morning. 281 00:14:53,926 --> 00:14:58,364 ♪ ♪ 282 00:14:58,398 --> 00:15:01,634 This resource is a lot closer, 283 00:15:01,667 --> 00:15:04,570 and it's kind of a marsh. 284 00:15:04,604 --> 00:15:07,140 Definitely got to boil that. 285 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:10,910 And saves me a lot of effort for carrying water every day, 286 00:15:11,043 --> 00:15:12,645 which is nice. 287 00:15:12,678 --> 00:15:15,915 [sighs] First thing on the agenda today... 288 00:15:16,048 --> 00:15:17,884 done. 289 00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:24,457 ♪ ♪ 290 00:15:24,557 --> 00:15:26,893 Okay, so the next thing, 291 00:15:26,993 --> 00:15:29,195 a new location for my gillnet. 292 00:15:29,228 --> 00:15:33,332 I think I've settled around here. 293 00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:37,069 I don't see any beaver tracks, do I? 294 00:15:37,203 --> 00:15:39,205 ♪ ♪ 295 00:15:39,305 --> 00:15:41,140 That might be a good thing. 296 00:15:41,274 --> 00:15:42,842 Well, it'll be a very good thing. 297 00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,811 Okay, so... 298 00:15:44,844 --> 00:15:47,480 perfect for a gillnet. 299 00:15:47,580 --> 00:15:50,483 The beaver is the bane of my existence. 300 00:15:50,583 --> 00:15:52,485 I put out setline. 301 00:15:52,585 --> 00:15:55,221 I put a trotline out and a gillnet, 302 00:15:55,354 --> 00:15:59,759 and I see him destroying work that I've done. 303 00:15:59,859 --> 00:16:03,596 My net is utterly destroyed. 304 00:16:03,696 --> 00:16:07,633 This doesn't really bode well for Jacks's fishing. 305 00:16:07,767 --> 00:16:11,504 [bleep]. See if we can fix this monster of a trotline. 306 00:16:11,637 --> 00:16:14,040 Look, there's the culprit right there. 307 00:16:14,073 --> 00:16:15,308 Right there. 308 00:16:15,341 --> 00:16:18,277 Stop destroying the things that I make! 309 00:16:18,377 --> 00:16:20,246 It's reached the point where it's personal 310 00:16:20,279 --> 00:16:21,814 between me and this beaver. 311 00:16:21,914 --> 00:16:23,916 I spent all this time making a net, 312 00:16:24,050 --> 00:16:26,719 and it's just destroyed. 313 00:16:26,853 --> 00:16:28,621 It's soul-crushing. 314 00:16:28,754 --> 00:16:32,492 Let's deploy this gillnet and see what happens. 315 00:16:32,592 --> 00:16:34,827 Recently, I found the beaver lodge, 316 00:16:34,927 --> 00:16:38,798 and now the potential to trap the beaver is a lot higher. 317 00:16:38,931 --> 00:16:41,667 I'm channeling the beaver animal spirit, 318 00:16:41,801 --> 00:16:43,669 and that is persistence. 319 00:16:43,803 --> 00:16:45,271 ♪ ♪ 320 00:16:45,404 --> 00:16:47,273 We can just pray. 321 00:16:47,406 --> 00:16:49,675 Pray that it works. 322 00:16:49,709 --> 00:16:51,277 God, I'd love a fish. 323 00:16:51,377 --> 00:16:53,045 ♪ ♪ 324 00:16:53,079 --> 00:16:55,481 Let's get out of here now. 325 00:16:55,581 --> 00:16:58,751 Prime time, hunting time. 326 00:16:58,885 --> 00:17:04,323 ♪ ♪ 327 00:17:04,423 --> 00:17:07,460 Everything is pretty scarce here in this immediate area, 328 00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:09,561 but I still see some hare. 329 00:17:09,595 --> 00:17:10,896 I don't see them every day, 330 00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:12,531 but I try every day to put some effort 331 00:17:12,565 --> 00:17:14,099 into procuring them. 332 00:17:18,237 --> 00:17:21,339 I didn't come into this as a big hunter 333 00:17:21,473 --> 00:17:25,077 or a trapper or a fisherman, but this is an opportunity 334 00:17:25,176 --> 00:17:27,413 for me to grow that skill set. 335 00:17:27,445 --> 00:17:30,283 And while I may not be thriving, 336 00:17:30,316 --> 00:17:31,951 I'm still doing it, you know? 337 00:17:31,984 --> 00:17:33,486 I've got berries, I've got plants, 338 00:17:33,586 --> 00:17:35,588 I've got meat. 339 00:17:35,721 --> 00:17:42,728 ♪ ♪ 340 00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:52,471 ♪ ♪ 341 00:17:52,605 --> 00:17:54,073 [exhales deeply] 342 00:17:54,206 --> 00:17:55,708 [bowstring thuds] 343 00:17:55,841 --> 00:17:58,110 Got a hare with a bow-- another one! 344 00:17:58,244 --> 00:18:01,113 ♪ ♪ 345 00:18:01,247 --> 00:18:02,715 Got him right in the head. 346 00:18:02,815 --> 00:18:04,116 Wow. 347 00:18:04,250 --> 00:18:07,853 ♪ ♪ 348 00:18:07,954 --> 00:18:10,122 And we're taking him back. 349 00:18:10,156 --> 00:18:12,158 We got rabbit to cook. 350 00:18:12,191 --> 00:18:16,696 ♪ ♪ 351 00:18:16,796 --> 00:18:19,165 You know, I think one of the things that is keeping me here 352 00:18:19,265 --> 00:18:21,067 is the ability to hunt. 353 00:18:21,200 --> 00:18:23,402 Oh, yeah. 354 00:18:23,469 --> 00:18:24,971 ♪ ♪ 355 00:18:25,071 --> 00:18:27,607 You know, I actually thought that hunting could be seen 356 00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:29,642 as a waste of time. 357 00:18:29,675 --> 00:18:31,277 If you have a bunch of traps out, 358 00:18:31,377 --> 00:18:32,945 you could be sitting in your shelter 359 00:18:33,079 --> 00:18:34,947 doing crafts instead of hunting. 360 00:18:35,081 --> 00:18:36,716 [exhaling deeply] 361 00:18:36,816 --> 00:18:38,918 But I'm finding a lot of power in hunting. 362 00:18:39,051 --> 00:18:40,086 ♪ ♪ 363 00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:41,120 [sighs] 364 00:18:41,220 --> 00:18:43,022 It makes me happy, you know? 365 00:18:43,155 --> 00:18:46,959 It helps me to shift from a bad day to a good day. 366 00:18:47,059 --> 00:18:48,694 I really am the Jacks of all trades. 367 00:18:48,794 --> 00:18:52,565 I know a little about a lot, but I feel like I know enough. 368 00:18:52,665 --> 00:18:55,234 I'm living. I'm doing it. 369 00:18:55,267 --> 00:18:57,503 Oh, yeah. 370 00:18:57,637 --> 00:18:59,605 [sighs] 371 00:19:02,508 --> 00:19:05,444 [dramatic music] 372 00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:12,518 ♪ ♪ 373 00:19:13,753 --> 00:19:15,655 [bird caws, Jacks groans] 374 00:19:15,721 --> 00:19:18,157 ♪ ♪ 375 00:19:18,190 --> 00:19:20,559 [Jacks groans] Okay. 376 00:19:20,660 --> 00:19:23,362 My stomach is feeling really funny right now. 377 00:19:24,730 --> 00:19:28,000 It's pretty cramped up. 378 00:19:28,034 --> 00:19:29,802 ♪ ♪ 379 00:19:29,835 --> 00:19:31,771 [sighs] 380 00:19:31,804 --> 00:19:33,806 [groans] 381 00:19:33,839 --> 00:19:35,741 ♪ ♪ 382 00:19:35,875 --> 00:19:37,243 [bleep]. 383 00:19:37,276 --> 00:19:40,046 ♪ ♪ 384 00:19:40,079 --> 00:19:41,914 [groans] 385 00:19:41,981 --> 00:19:44,350 ♪ ♪ 386 00:19:44,483 --> 00:19:48,320 [breathes deeply] 387 00:19:48,387 --> 00:19:50,322 ♪ ♪ 388 00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:52,725 [sighs] 389 00:19:52,758 --> 00:19:57,830 ♪ ♪ 390 00:19:57,963 --> 00:20:00,399 Just wondering if I need to, like, just lay down 391 00:20:00,433 --> 00:20:01,567 for a second. 392 00:20:01,634 --> 00:20:02,868 ♪ ♪ 393 00:20:03,002 --> 00:20:04,837 [groans] 394 00:20:04,970 --> 00:20:07,540 ♪ ♪ 395 00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:09,308 [groans] 396 00:20:09,408 --> 00:20:11,677 Not sure if I want to throw up or not right now. 397 00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:13,112 ♪ ♪ 398 00:20:13,245 --> 00:20:16,115 [groans] 399 00:20:16,248 --> 00:20:18,918 ♪ ♪ 400 00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:20,853 Ugh. 401 00:20:20,953 --> 00:20:22,888 Why would this be happening to me? 402 00:20:22,922 --> 00:20:24,323 ♪ ♪ 403 00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,495 ♪ ♪ 404 00:20:29,628 --> 00:20:32,598 Am I not hydrated enough to digest? 405 00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:33,833 ♪ ♪ 406 00:20:33,966 --> 00:20:35,835 [groans] 407 00:20:35,968 --> 00:20:37,470 ♪ ♪ 408 00:20:37,603 --> 00:20:42,074 Oh, God, this is really painful. 409 00:20:42,108 --> 00:20:45,478 [crying] I keep going through these waves... 410 00:20:45,611 --> 00:20:47,079 of nausea 411 00:20:47,113 --> 00:20:48,314 to, like... 412 00:20:48,414 --> 00:20:51,350 ♪ ♪ 413 00:20:51,484 --> 00:20:54,320 Pain, just pain. 414 00:20:54,453 --> 00:20:57,389 ♪ ♪ 415 00:20:57,523 --> 00:20:59,391 And I don't know why. 416 00:20:59,525 --> 00:21:00,993 ♪ ♪ 417 00:21:01,127 --> 00:21:04,163 It just hurts so bad. 418 00:21:04,196 --> 00:21:06,732 [bleep]. 419 00:21:06,799 --> 00:21:12,605 ♪ ♪ 420 00:21:17,042 --> 00:21:19,545 [bleep]. 421 00:21:19,678 --> 00:21:21,080 [groans] 422 00:21:21,213 --> 00:21:22,948 ♪ ♪ 423 00:21:25,684 --> 00:21:27,019 ♪ ♪ 424 00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:29,989 [sobbing] 425 00:21:30,122 --> 00:21:33,292 ♪ ♪ 426 00:21:33,325 --> 00:21:35,227 Oh, God, help me! 427 00:21:35,361 --> 00:21:37,463 Please help me! 428 00:21:37,596 --> 00:21:40,232 [groans, sobs] 429 00:21:40,366 --> 00:21:45,671 ♪ ♪ 430 00:21:45,805 --> 00:21:49,341 [grunts weakly] 431 00:21:49,475 --> 00:21:51,210 [bleep]. 432 00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:53,245 [groans] 433 00:21:55,848 --> 00:21:58,417 [groans] 434 00:22:04,223 --> 00:22:05,624 [sighs] 435 00:22:05,758 --> 00:22:07,560 I think I'm gonna have to shift gears 436 00:22:07,693 --> 00:22:10,429 for the next couple of days. 437 00:22:10,563 --> 00:22:12,164 Okay. 438 00:22:12,264 --> 00:22:14,533 I need to rest. 439 00:22:18,637 --> 00:22:25,644 ♪ ♪ 440 00:22:38,324 --> 00:22:41,861 [Andrew] The official launch on a proper body of water 441 00:22:41,994 --> 00:22:45,097 of "Hiraeth" the coracle. 442 00:22:45,231 --> 00:22:49,401 You would not believe how excited this makes me feel. 443 00:22:49,501 --> 00:22:52,638 My entire nation will be singing 444 00:22:52,738 --> 00:22:56,075 in jubilation that a coracle 445 00:22:56,108 --> 00:22:58,010 is being launched in the Arctic. 446 00:22:58,043 --> 00:23:00,679 [laughs] Ah. 447 00:23:00,779 --> 00:23:02,648 No, they won't give a [bleep], but... 448 00:23:02,748 --> 00:23:04,316 Anyway, I really care. 449 00:23:04,350 --> 00:23:06,318 But this is a big deal for me. 450 00:23:06,452 --> 00:23:08,587 And if I can catch some fish, 451 00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:12,091 I am gonna be one happy survivor. 452 00:23:12,124 --> 00:23:16,061 ♪ ♪ 453 00:23:16,195 --> 00:23:17,830 Now that I'm confident in the fact 454 00:23:17,863 --> 00:23:20,399 that my boat is an effective watercraft, 455 00:23:20,432 --> 00:23:23,235 I think it's time that I tested it on the river. 456 00:23:25,771 --> 00:23:28,007 That's a very different body of water. 457 00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:30,109 I'm very aware that falling into the river 458 00:23:30,209 --> 00:23:33,045 would present much more serious hazards. 459 00:23:33,078 --> 00:23:34,914 It's certainly a lot deeper. 460 00:23:34,947 --> 00:23:36,982 There's quite a strong current, 461 00:23:37,116 --> 00:23:40,319 and I could potentially get washed downstream. 462 00:23:40,352 --> 00:23:43,789 But the chance of catching fish is much higher. 463 00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:45,524 Right, let's try it. 464 00:23:45,557 --> 00:23:47,493 So there's my bait... 465 00:23:47,526 --> 00:23:50,763 my hand line ready to go. 466 00:23:50,796 --> 00:23:52,364 And we're in. 467 00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:56,936 So no weight. Just letting it drift. 468 00:24:02,074 --> 00:24:05,210 My dad's always been interested in kayaking. 469 00:24:05,244 --> 00:24:06,779 ♪ ♪ 470 00:24:06,879 --> 00:24:09,882 He always inspired me to be getting outside. 471 00:24:09,915 --> 00:24:12,117 I think this might be one of the best days 472 00:24:12,251 --> 00:24:14,053 we've had yet 473 00:24:14,153 --> 00:24:15,688 in terms of weather. 474 00:24:15,721 --> 00:24:17,189 ♪ ♪ 475 00:24:17,222 --> 00:24:20,559 He claims he was the first guy to kayak-fish in the UK. 476 00:24:20,592 --> 00:24:22,995 I can't verify that, unfortunately. 477 00:24:23,095 --> 00:24:26,231 ♪ ♪ 478 00:24:26,365 --> 00:24:27,533 Come on, fish. 479 00:24:27,566 --> 00:24:28,801 ♪ ♪ 480 00:24:28,834 --> 00:24:30,402 Come on. 481 00:24:30,436 --> 00:24:33,639 And every summer we'd take a kayak and go catching fish. 482 00:24:33,706 --> 00:24:35,541 ♪ ♪ 483 00:24:35,674 --> 00:24:37,509 Come on, fishies. 484 00:24:37,643 --> 00:24:39,111 ♪ ♪ 485 00:24:39,211 --> 00:24:42,481 So by being on the coracle, it reminds me of my family, 486 00:24:42,514 --> 00:24:45,751 and it reminds me that I haven't seen them 487 00:24:45,884 --> 00:24:47,286 for a very long time. 488 00:24:47,353 --> 00:24:50,522 ♪ ♪ 489 00:24:50,556 --> 00:24:53,592 [object clattering] 490 00:24:55,361 --> 00:24:57,563 No fish, unfortunately. 491 00:24:58,731 --> 00:25:03,302 I've just used probably several thousand calories. 492 00:25:03,435 --> 00:25:05,771 So the plan is to take a break from fishing 493 00:25:05,871 --> 00:25:07,806 and not catching fish, 494 00:25:07,906 --> 00:25:10,209 go and check the snares. 495 00:25:10,242 --> 00:25:12,177 Take the bow... 496 00:25:12,277 --> 00:25:14,346 hopefully... 497 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,015 get something. 498 00:25:16,081 --> 00:25:19,885 ♪ ♪ 499 00:25:19,918 --> 00:25:23,756 This is really quite energy-sapping. 500 00:25:23,789 --> 00:25:25,824 My inability to get food at the moment 501 00:25:25,958 --> 00:25:28,827 is becoming a real problem. 502 00:25:28,961 --> 00:25:31,196 ♪ ♪ 503 00:25:31,296 --> 00:25:33,298 I'm aware that my calorific input 504 00:25:33,399 --> 00:25:35,067 is extremely low. 505 00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,236 I'm feeling tired. 506 00:25:37,336 --> 00:25:39,238 And calories I waste at this stage 507 00:25:39,271 --> 00:25:41,840 could cost me a lot of time at the end. 508 00:25:41,874 --> 00:25:46,045 We're going on a little scouting-cum-hunting mission. 509 00:25:46,145 --> 00:25:48,147 I'm gonna try and explore a new area 510 00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:50,449 which I think could be quite productive. 511 00:25:50,482 --> 00:25:51,550 ♪ ♪ 512 00:25:51,683 --> 00:25:54,686 I am literally desperate for food right now. 513 00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:56,088 ♪ ♪ 514 00:25:56,188 --> 00:25:59,358 I am so hungry, and... 515 00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:02,828 I didn't think I'd be going back to that situation. 516 00:26:02,961 --> 00:26:05,597 So there's a good game trail here. 517 00:26:05,631 --> 00:26:07,833 That first two weeks was tough, 518 00:26:07,966 --> 00:26:10,803 getting into that sort of ketosis state. 519 00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:14,473 And then I had a few hares, and my body started to adjust, 520 00:26:14,606 --> 00:26:16,442 and I started to feel really good. 521 00:26:19,445 --> 00:26:21,346 ♪ ♪ 522 00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:25,084 But it seems to be occasional runs of luck, 523 00:26:25,117 --> 00:26:28,520 followed by a sort of period of not much. 524 00:26:28,554 --> 00:26:30,422 Wind is in my favor. 525 00:26:30,556 --> 00:26:32,925 I've always seen nature as my safe space, 526 00:26:32,958 --> 00:26:35,994 a place to go when life becomes tough. 527 00:26:36,028 --> 00:26:40,666 But nature doesn't feel quite so welcoming anymore. 528 00:26:40,799 --> 00:26:42,968 I feel a lot smaller and a lot more vulnerable 529 00:26:43,001 --> 00:26:45,070 to the whims of nature, 530 00:26:45,204 --> 00:26:47,806 and I'm well aware that the circumstances 531 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:49,842 that are keeping me out here can change 532 00:26:49,875 --> 00:26:51,844 as quickly as the weather, 533 00:26:51,877 --> 00:26:54,313 and I think I've come to terms with that. 534 00:26:54,413 --> 00:26:57,749 ♪ ♪ 535 00:27:00,352 --> 00:27:04,957 ♪ ♪ 536 00:27:05,090 --> 00:27:07,092 [bowstring thuds] 537 00:27:17,603 --> 00:27:19,805 ♪ ♪ 538 00:27:19,905 --> 00:27:22,641 Someone's looking out for me. 539 00:27:22,741 --> 00:27:24,676 Who, I don't know, but... 540 00:27:24,776 --> 00:27:26,678 definitely feels like someone is. 541 00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:28,280 ♪ ♪ 542 00:27:28,380 --> 00:27:31,750 I've never had a solid belief in any one faith, 543 00:27:31,884 --> 00:27:33,785 but I think when you're out here alone, 544 00:27:33,919 --> 00:27:36,955 you can't help but analyze the meaning of life 545 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:40,259 in a much more in-depth way than you might 546 00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,728 under normal circumstances... 547 00:27:42,761 --> 00:27:45,330 Okay, this one's ready to cook. 548 00:27:45,430 --> 00:27:48,600 Because being out here, you're a part of nature. 549 00:27:48,700 --> 00:27:50,269 If things aren't going well, 550 00:27:50,402 --> 00:27:52,604 it's almost as if nature is against you. 551 00:27:52,704 --> 00:27:55,240 And then all of a sudden, things start to come. 552 00:27:55,340 --> 00:27:57,509 This will definitely go a long way to helping 553 00:27:57,609 --> 00:28:00,445 to put more back in where I need it. 554 00:28:00,546 --> 00:28:03,482 It's like if you suffer enough, 555 00:28:03,515 --> 00:28:04,950 the rewards come. 556 00:28:05,050 --> 00:28:06,251 ♪ ♪ 557 00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:08,520 I don't know what I've done, but... 558 00:28:08,554 --> 00:28:11,657 thank you, whoever you are. 559 00:28:11,757 --> 00:28:13,926 Very well done now. 560 00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:20,399 The skin looks just crispy. 561 00:28:20,499 --> 00:28:22,467 Perfect. 562 00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:30,475 Mm, mm, mmm. 563 00:28:32,477 --> 00:28:35,647 Oh, a couple of these a week, a couple of hares a week, 564 00:28:35,747 --> 00:28:39,484 the odd fish, that'll be amazing. 565 00:28:39,518 --> 00:28:42,354 80, 90, 100 days, no worries. 566 00:28:44,423 --> 00:28:46,391 Mmm, mmm. Oh, my gosh. 567 00:28:46,525 --> 00:28:47,859 Wow. 568 00:28:51,463 --> 00:28:54,366 [dramatic music] 569 00:28:54,433 --> 00:29:00,639 ♪ ♪ 570 00:29:00,739 --> 00:29:04,009 [Ziga] Gosh, look at these mountains. 571 00:29:04,042 --> 00:29:05,944 ♪ ♪ 572 00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:09,348 Mountains are pretty much without snow. 573 00:29:14,653 --> 00:29:17,623 It's gonna be a very nice day. 574 00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:19,725 Yeah, unfortunately, a bit too warm, 575 00:29:19,825 --> 00:29:22,995 but I think meat can handle it, 576 00:29:23,028 --> 00:29:26,465 at least for one more day. 577 00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:29,835 Don't want to dry all the meat. 578 00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:32,304 It was so nice to have some fresh one 579 00:29:32,437 --> 00:29:35,007 for cooking. 580 00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:36,575 Okay. 581 00:29:38,577 --> 00:29:41,847 It's finally time for breakfast. 582 00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,883 ♪ ♪ 583 00:29:44,916 --> 00:29:48,453 I'm very thankful for all this moose meat. 584 00:29:48,553 --> 00:29:51,657 I'm not thinking about any other game. 585 00:29:51,757 --> 00:29:53,792 I don't need anything else. 586 00:29:53,925 --> 00:29:58,263 The moose is gonna get me all the way to the end. 587 00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:00,899 Okay, time for food cache. 588 00:30:03,735 --> 00:30:06,605 I can smell some unpleasant smell. 589 00:30:12,044 --> 00:30:16,515 I think it's just the hide. 590 00:30:16,615 --> 00:30:18,617 [grunts] 591 00:30:35,767 --> 00:30:37,436 [bleep]. 592 00:30:37,569 --> 00:30:43,675 ♪ ♪ 593 00:30:43,709 --> 00:30:45,377 [bleep] damn it. 594 00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:46,678 [bleep] damn it, [bleep] damn it, 595 00:30:46,812 --> 00:30:49,247 [bleep] damn it. 596 00:30:49,348 --> 00:30:51,616 I really have to figure out what is happening. 597 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,251 ♪ ♪ 598 00:30:53,285 --> 00:30:55,954 It's maybe just slivers, 599 00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:58,390 but they are spoiling. 600 00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:01,493 They don't look the best. 601 00:31:01,526 --> 00:31:08,500 ♪ ♪ 602 00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:12,371 There's one part that is kind of... 603 00:31:12,471 --> 00:31:15,507 suspicious to me. 604 00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:20,212 Definitely have to take action with this food. 605 00:31:20,312 --> 00:31:23,348 And this weather... 606 00:31:23,482 --> 00:31:25,717 sucks. 607 00:31:25,751 --> 00:31:28,720 Things are turning... 608 00:31:28,754 --> 00:31:32,324 in direction that I don't like, 609 00:31:32,357 --> 00:31:34,126 and I should stop it. 610 00:31:34,226 --> 00:31:36,161 No question. 611 00:31:36,194 --> 00:31:38,397 No matter how much energy I spend, 612 00:31:38,530 --> 00:31:40,632 this is now... 613 00:31:40,766 --> 00:31:43,635 number-one priority... 614 00:31:43,735 --> 00:31:45,604 is meat preservation. 615 00:31:45,637 --> 00:31:48,974 ♪ ♪ 616 00:31:49,074 --> 00:31:52,577 I had a lot of time to preserve this meat, 617 00:31:52,677 --> 00:31:54,646 but I didn't do it. 618 00:31:54,679 --> 00:31:56,248 I was lazy. 619 00:31:56,281 --> 00:31:58,316 I was hoping for cold weather 620 00:31:58,417 --> 00:32:01,286 and to process meat slowly, 621 00:32:01,386 --> 00:32:05,524 with cooking a few pieces each day. 622 00:32:05,557 --> 00:32:08,360 But now I will have to smoke everything. 623 00:32:08,393 --> 00:32:11,696 ♪ ♪ 624 00:32:11,797 --> 00:32:13,832 I feel a lot of pressure, 625 00:32:13,965 --> 00:32:17,035 because I really don't want to be remembered 626 00:32:17,068 --> 00:32:20,338 as guy who shot a moose and let it spoil. 627 00:32:20,439 --> 00:32:23,608 Guys, this food cache was really a mistake. 628 00:32:23,708 --> 00:32:26,011 It's definitely one of the worst days so far, 629 00:32:26,111 --> 00:32:28,647 and I have to give everything-- 630 00:32:28,747 --> 00:32:31,516 everything--to prevent this. 631 00:32:35,053 --> 00:32:38,356 Okay, now things are getting 632 00:32:38,457 --> 00:32:40,559 under control slowly. 633 00:32:42,928 --> 00:32:45,430 Let's keep on processing. 634 00:32:45,564 --> 00:32:48,266 ♪ ♪ 635 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:52,370 I have to carefully cut away all the surface 636 00:32:52,404 --> 00:32:54,439 from big pieces 637 00:32:54,539 --> 00:32:57,209 and then interior cut in small pieces 638 00:32:57,242 --> 00:33:00,312 and prepare them for smoking in my shelter. 639 00:33:00,445 --> 00:33:03,915 And I want to smoke everything in one round. 640 00:33:03,949 --> 00:33:06,518 I know these parts can be super chewy. 641 00:33:06,551 --> 00:33:08,453 ♪ ♪ 642 00:33:08,553 --> 00:33:12,357 Success, for me, it's not necessarily winning at all, 643 00:33:12,457 --> 00:33:16,995 but, still, I would like to represent my country. 644 00:33:17,095 --> 00:33:19,531 It's what defined me, 645 00:33:19,631 --> 00:33:23,335 and we have a great source of knowledge 646 00:33:23,435 --> 00:33:25,704 from our old people 647 00:33:25,837 --> 00:33:28,507 that were living close to nature. 648 00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:31,476 And I think that this old knowledge 649 00:33:31,610 --> 00:33:33,778 was disappearing. 650 00:33:33,912 --> 00:33:35,947 But now I think we are starting to realize 651 00:33:36,081 --> 00:33:40,352 that we are missing this part of being connected to nature. 652 00:33:40,385 --> 00:33:42,387 When these old people will die, 653 00:33:42,487 --> 00:33:44,656 a lot of knowledge will die with them. 654 00:33:44,789 --> 00:33:49,528 So that's why I feel so passionate about it. 655 00:33:49,628 --> 00:33:52,964 And I just want to pass this down 656 00:33:52,998 --> 00:33:55,033 to my son... 657 00:33:55,066 --> 00:33:57,802 because I think it's important for kids 658 00:33:57,836 --> 00:34:00,639 to grow up finding joy 659 00:34:00,739 --> 00:34:03,475 in simple things. 660 00:34:03,575 --> 00:34:06,545 Another round of jerky... 661 00:34:06,678 --> 00:34:09,848 and then another and then another. 662 00:34:09,947 --> 00:34:11,616 And then also this. 663 00:34:11,716 --> 00:34:13,985 Oh, gosh, it's gonna be a very long night. 664 00:34:14,119 --> 00:34:15,820 Very long. 665 00:34:15,954 --> 00:34:18,757 Inner peace is actually much more important 666 00:34:18,790 --> 00:34:21,560 than what you are showing on the outside, 667 00:34:21,592 --> 00:34:25,397 and I want to live this way for him. 668 00:34:25,429 --> 00:34:26,998 ♪ ♪ 669 00:34:27,098 --> 00:34:31,803 I filled the shelter with jerky. 670 00:34:31,902 --> 00:34:34,139 I have to sleep outside. 671 00:34:35,940 --> 00:34:38,208 [sighs] 672 00:34:38,310 --> 00:34:41,279 So today's diary... 673 00:34:41,379 --> 00:34:43,614 no more spoiling. 674 00:34:45,483 --> 00:34:47,518 That's all. 675 00:34:52,157 --> 00:34:55,594 [dramatic music] 676 00:34:55,726 --> 00:35:02,634 ♪ ♪ 677 00:35:02,734 --> 00:35:05,437 - Yeah, if "Alone" was a board game, 678 00:35:05,537 --> 00:35:06,638 which it should be, 679 00:35:06,738 --> 00:35:09,274 because that would be a kick-ass board game. 680 00:35:09,307 --> 00:35:10,642 Like, you got your stereotypical 681 00:35:10,675 --> 00:35:12,477 sort of, like, characters that you could choose from, 682 00:35:12,577 --> 00:35:14,012 you could play. 683 00:35:14,112 --> 00:35:16,815 There's, like, the hunter. 684 00:35:16,881 --> 00:35:18,149 ♪ ♪ 685 00:35:18,283 --> 00:35:21,119 There's the fisherman. 686 00:35:21,252 --> 00:35:22,954 ♪ ♪ 687 00:35:23,088 --> 00:35:24,789 There's the forager. 688 00:35:24,923 --> 00:35:26,658 ♪ ♪ 689 00:35:26,758 --> 00:35:30,028 And, you know, there's the trapper. 690 00:35:30,061 --> 00:35:34,265 And the game board-- the land decides for me 691 00:35:34,399 --> 00:35:37,035 which role it's gonna play. 692 00:35:37,068 --> 00:35:40,005 And it's basically telling me just, 693 00:35:40,105 --> 00:35:42,474 dude, you're the trapper, 694 00:35:42,507 --> 00:35:45,477 and that's the role you're gonna play. 695 00:35:45,510 --> 00:35:47,445 And I'm like... 696 00:35:47,479 --> 00:35:50,682 okay, that's what I'm doing. 697 00:35:52,517 --> 00:35:54,919 That would be pretty cool... 698 00:35:55,020 --> 00:35:57,622 an "Alone" board game. 699 00:35:57,756 --> 00:36:00,625 All right, let's finish this off. 700 00:36:00,759 --> 00:36:03,561 Get a fire going. Try this guy out. 701 00:36:03,595 --> 00:36:05,730 Might as well just cook up my meal. 702 00:36:05,797 --> 00:36:11,970 ♪ ♪ 703 00:36:12,070 --> 00:36:14,372 Food's over the fire. 704 00:36:14,472 --> 00:36:17,676 So I'm gonna keep working on my wreath 705 00:36:17,709 --> 00:36:19,444 for my door. 706 00:36:19,544 --> 00:36:21,680 I've got, like, the main frame sorted out. 707 00:36:21,713 --> 00:36:23,148 Coming along quite nicely. 708 00:36:23,281 --> 00:36:25,150 I'm just gonna pop down and grab some 709 00:36:25,283 --> 00:36:29,587 of the lighter, thinner stuff and kind of add it to this, 710 00:36:29,721 --> 00:36:32,157 and then I'm gonna mount it. 711 00:36:32,257 --> 00:36:36,828 It's gonna be one of my fun self-care morale projects 712 00:36:36,961 --> 00:36:38,329 for today. 713 00:36:38,363 --> 00:36:40,065 ♪ ♪ 714 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:42,534 I'm eating well. Digestion's well. 715 00:36:42,667 --> 00:36:46,037 Just feel like I'm starting to just hit my stride out here. 716 00:36:46,137 --> 00:36:48,239 Got my bundle. 717 00:36:48,373 --> 00:36:51,643 But fishing's been a bitch. 718 00:36:51,676 --> 00:36:54,212 Not really much method to what I'm doing here. 719 00:36:54,245 --> 00:36:55,647 I'm just... 720 00:36:55,714 --> 00:36:57,315 ♪ ♪ 721 00:36:57,348 --> 00:36:59,684 Kind of going with the flow. 722 00:36:59,784 --> 00:37:01,920 On the surface, it looks like a fisherman's dream, 723 00:37:01,953 --> 00:37:05,190 but there is just snags everywhere. 724 00:37:05,290 --> 00:37:07,959 Every time I cast out, always getting snagged, 725 00:37:08,059 --> 00:37:11,262 always just losing line and hooks. 726 00:37:11,396 --> 00:37:13,965 There. Pretty happy with that. 727 00:37:13,998 --> 00:37:16,267 It's a cool-looking wreath. 728 00:37:16,401 --> 00:37:19,471 Time to go put it on my door. 729 00:37:19,604 --> 00:37:22,574 So right now I don't want to just put all this energy 730 00:37:22,674 --> 00:37:24,275 and effort into the fishing. 731 00:37:24,409 --> 00:37:25,810 ♪ ♪ 732 00:37:25,844 --> 00:37:28,113 That's pretty good. 733 00:37:28,146 --> 00:37:30,215 Hopefully the lake, I mean, fully freezes over, 734 00:37:30,348 --> 00:37:33,118 and I can walk on it, and I can just drop a line down. 735 00:37:33,218 --> 00:37:35,920 But for now, I'm good as gold. 736 00:37:35,954 --> 00:37:37,789 [sighs] 737 00:37:37,889 --> 00:37:39,090 ♪ ♪ 738 00:37:39,124 --> 00:37:41,392 Wreath done. 739 00:37:41,526 --> 00:37:44,596 [chuckles] 740 00:37:44,696 --> 00:37:47,265 Pretty damn happy with that. 741 00:37:47,398 --> 00:37:48,967 It's time to eat. 742 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,802 Time to eat. 743 00:37:50,835 --> 00:37:53,071 ♪ ♪ 744 00:37:53,204 --> 00:37:56,040 Anybody who sort of, like, knows bushcraft, 745 00:37:56,074 --> 00:37:59,677 survival skills, they can see that... 746 00:37:59,711 --> 00:38:02,747 what I'm doing out here is nothing special. 747 00:38:02,847 --> 00:38:03,915 ♪ ♪ 748 00:38:03,948 --> 00:38:06,251 We have a leg, and I have the other leg, 749 00:38:06,351 --> 00:38:09,287 the head, and the ribs tonight. 750 00:38:09,387 --> 00:38:11,623 I'm not really pulling out any, like, 751 00:38:11,756 --> 00:38:15,093 crazy advanced tricks or techniques or anything. 752 00:38:15,193 --> 00:38:16,761 I'm keeping it simple. 753 00:38:16,828 --> 00:38:18,163 ♪ ♪ 754 00:38:18,196 --> 00:38:19,430 Ah, yum. 755 00:38:19,564 --> 00:38:21,466 Yum, yum, yum, yum. 756 00:38:21,599 --> 00:38:24,636 Working the basics, working the fundamentals, 757 00:38:24,769 --> 00:38:26,171 they get you to places. 758 00:38:26,271 --> 00:38:27,572 They lead to success. 759 00:38:27,672 --> 00:38:29,073 I'm gonna drink all this broth. 760 00:38:32,076 --> 00:38:33,511 ♪ ♪ 761 00:38:33,611 --> 00:38:35,480 But it wasn't until my son came along, and I was like, 762 00:38:35,580 --> 00:38:37,615 what sort of childhood do I want to give him? 763 00:38:37,749 --> 00:38:41,219 And, immediately, I was like, I want him to be outside. 764 00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:42,987 But I didn't know where to start at all. 765 00:38:43,021 --> 00:38:44,422 And I literally just hopped online. 766 00:38:44,556 --> 00:38:46,758 I was like, how to do things outside with your kids? 767 00:38:46,791 --> 00:38:48,793 And then all of a sudden, I came across bushcraft. 768 00:38:48,893 --> 00:38:52,130 And so I did my very first bushcraft course, 769 00:38:52,163 --> 00:38:54,032 and I just loved it. 770 00:38:54,065 --> 00:38:56,968 And I want to have these experiences with him 771 00:38:57,068 --> 00:39:00,271 that bring him and I together but also give him skills 772 00:39:00,405 --> 00:39:03,641 and appreciation for the outdoors. 773 00:39:03,675 --> 00:39:04,843 Wow. 774 00:39:04,943 --> 00:39:07,512 The water level-- starting to really drop. 775 00:39:09,848 --> 00:39:12,317 There's lots of little fish that have just been caught, 776 00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:15,019 stuck in here. 777 00:39:15,119 --> 00:39:18,656 I'm just trying to get them onto land. 778 00:39:18,723 --> 00:39:20,625 ♪ ♪ 779 00:39:20,758 --> 00:39:22,327 Oh, there's some more just here. 780 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:24,162 Whoa, there's a whole bunch of them. 781 00:39:24,195 --> 00:39:25,430 ♪ ♪ 782 00:39:25,563 --> 00:39:27,465 They're alive. 783 00:39:27,599 --> 00:39:29,968 Water level's dropped, and... 784 00:39:30,001 --> 00:39:31,970 thus, being caught out. 785 00:39:32,003 --> 00:39:34,172 And there's some bigger ones here, too. 786 00:39:34,239 --> 00:39:35,907 ♪ ♪ 787 00:39:35,940 --> 00:39:38,209 Another one just here. [grunts] 788 00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:40,044 Holy crap, there's heaps. 789 00:39:40,144 --> 00:39:42,247 Look at them all. 790 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:44,249 Holy [bleep]. 791 00:39:44,315 --> 00:39:47,318 ♪ ♪ 792 00:39:47,418 --> 00:39:49,654 Whoops. Threw that one back in the water. 793 00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:50,955 ♪ ♪ 794 00:39:50,989 --> 00:39:52,123 My hands are getting frozen. 795 00:39:52,223 --> 00:39:55,159 I need to actually get my waterproof gloves, 796 00:39:55,260 --> 00:39:56,995 I think... 797 00:39:57,095 --> 00:39:58,796 and come back and finish this off. 798 00:39:58,930 --> 00:40:04,502 ♪ ♪ 799 00:40:04,636 --> 00:40:06,871 I remember back on day one or two, 800 00:40:06,905 --> 00:40:11,643 I saw, like, one or two little whitefish near Broken Bridge. 801 00:40:11,743 --> 00:40:14,045 Just gonna get ones I've collected 802 00:40:14,078 --> 00:40:16,014 in the bag first. 803 00:40:16,114 --> 00:40:17,248 Start a count. 804 00:40:17,282 --> 00:40:18,549 ♪ ♪ 805 00:40:18,683 --> 00:40:20,618 I didn't really think anything much of it. 806 00:40:20,718 --> 00:40:23,254 I just grabbed them and used them as bait. 807 00:40:23,354 --> 00:40:25,023 It's maybe one of those little signs 808 00:40:25,156 --> 00:40:26,858 which I might have picked up on back then, 809 00:40:26,958 --> 00:40:28,726 but I'm very, very grateful 810 00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:30,561 that the fish are getting stuck. 811 00:40:30,595 --> 00:40:33,564 One, two. 812 00:40:33,598 --> 00:40:36,968 You have these ideas about bringing in these massive fish 813 00:40:37,068 --> 00:40:39,203 on these lines or in your gillnet, and it doesn't work, 814 00:40:39,237 --> 00:40:41,572 but it doesn't mean that there's not fish around. 815 00:40:41,673 --> 00:40:44,309 14, 15. 816 00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:46,177 And this bridge that I've built-- 817 00:40:46,311 --> 00:40:47,979 I never thought of it as some sort of, 818 00:40:48,079 --> 00:40:49,714 like, horizontal fish weir, 819 00:40:49,847 --> 00:40:51,549 but now that I actually look at it, 820 00:40:51,683 --> 00:40:53,651 that's exactly what's happening here. 821 00:40:59,023 --> 00:41:01,659 I'm not sure whether the fish are just trying to migrate 822 00:41:01,759 --> 00:41:05,964 through to the big river or something else is causing them 823 00:41:06,064 --> 00:41:08,232 to come through here, but food's food, 824 00:41:08,366 --> 00:41:11,402 and that's a sustainable food source right there. 825 00:41:11,436 --> 00:41:13,638 88, 89. 826 00:41:13,738 --> 00:41:16,908 So now I need to reinforce this fish wire 827 00:41:17,041 --> 00:41:19,210 to adapt something that nature 828 00:41:19,310 --> 00:41:21,312 kind of really provided for me. 829 00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:23,047 Wow. 830 00:41:23,147 --> 00:41:25,049 Just wow. 831 00:41:25,149 --> 00:41:29,554 And I'm just gonna keep working this as long as I can. 832 00:41:29,587 --> 00:41:34,192 Nature is like, hey, Nero, you're actually listening. 833 00:41:34,292 --> 00:41:36,527 ♪ ♪ 834 00:41:36,561 --> 00:41:40,198 I've got 89 in here. 835 00:41:40,331 --> 00:41:42,333 Grab, like, an average-size one. 836 00:41:44,335 --> 00:41:47,405 There's your average-size little guy. 837 00:41:49,841 --> 00:41:52,677 For the guy who can't catch anything, any fish, 838 00:41:52,710 --> 00:41:55,413 who's caught two pike this whole entire time... 839 00:41:57,382 --> 00:41:59,817 I just increased... 840 00:41:59,917 --> 00:42:02,320 my fishing total 841 00:42:02,420 --> 00:42:04,922 up to 91 fish. [chuckles] 842 00:42:06,891 --> 00:42:09,560 There's a whole meal right there, easily. 843 00:42:09,594 --> 00:42:11,796 There's, like, 89 little, bite-sized pieces. 844 00:42:11,929 --> 00:42:13,664 I'm not gonna gut them or anything. 845 00:42:13,798 --> 00:42:15,733 I'm just gonna cook them up. 846 00:42:15,833 --> 00:42:18,336 But that's just... 847 00:42:18,403 --> 00:42:19,670 ♪ ♪ 848 00:42:19,804 --> 00:42:22,473 [splutters] 849 00:42:22,607 --> 00:42:24,308 Cray-cray, man. 850 00:42:24,442 --> 00:42:25,643 ♪ ♪ 851 00:42:25,676 --> 00:42:28,046 The land provides. 852 00:42:28,079 --> 00:42:30,081 It nourishes me. 853 00:42:30,181 --> 00:42:31,682 I will be fed. 854 00:42:31,716 --> 00:42:34,485 ♪ ♪ 855 00:42:34,519 --> 00:42:36,587 Thank you. 856 00:42:40,158 --> 00:42:41,559 [dramatic music] 857 00:42:41,692 --> 00:42:46,731 ♪ ♪ 858 00:42:46,831 --> 00:42:49,033 [Nero] Let's see what little fishies are stuck. 859 00:42:49,167 --> 00:42:50,468 ♪ ♪ 860 00:42:50,601 --> 00:42:52,804 Wow. 861 00:42:52,837 --> 00:42:54,439 Holy crap. 862 00:42:54,472 --> 00:42:56,174 I got a burbot. 863 00:42:59,544 --> 00:43:01,212 Got my bag o' fish. 864 00:43:02,947 --> 00:43:06,451 I tell you what, though, like, I know it's a big, big choice, 865 00:43:06,484 --> 00:43:09,187 because, yeah, it's one of your ten items, 866 00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:12,757 but having salt? 867 00:43:12,790 --> 00:43:15,126 Oh, my gosh. 868 00:43:15,159 --> 00:43:19,530 It's just--that is a block of morale right there. 869 00:43:19,564 --> 00:43:20,798 That is just-- 870 00:43:20,898 --> 00:43:23,234 like, psychologically and intuitively 871 00:43:23,367 --> 00:43:26,838 as, like, to help with hydration 872 00:43:26,938 --> 00:43:29,407 and water retention. 873 00:43:29,507 --> 00:43:32,877 And, yeah, intuitively for me, it was like that-- 874 00:43:32,977 --> 00:43:37,849 salt is the right choice for one of my ten items. 875 00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:39,517 [soft music] 876 00:43:39,650 --> 00:43:42,053 It's a good--good size. 877 00:43:42,086 --> 00:43:43,121 ♪ ♪ 878 00:43:43,154 --> 00:43:44,755 We're gonna smoke that up. 879 00:43:44,822 --> 00:43:46,424 ♪ ♪ 880 00:43:46,557 --> 00:43:47,925 I'm sure people wonder, like, 881 00:43:48,025 --> 00:43:50,228 why would you do this for a TV show? 882 00:43:50,361 --> 00:43:51,696 ♪ ♪ 883 00:43:51,829 --> 00:43:54,999 I'm here for my own personal growth and journey, 884 00:43:55,099 --> 00:43:57,869 but also because, being out here, 885 00:43:57,969 --> 00:44:00,471 I think about my relationship with my dad growing up 886 00:44:00,605 --> 00:44:03,508 and just get this sense of just absence. 887 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:04,775 ♪ ♪ 888 00:44:04,876 --> 00:44:07,278 There's our burbot liver. 889 00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,679 Into the pot it goes. 890 00:44:08,779 --> 00:44:09,714 ♪ ♪ 891 00:44:09,814 --> 00:44:10,948 Start counting. 892 00:44:11,082 --> 00:44:13,484 My parents were working a lot of the time. 893 00:44:13,584 --> 00:44:15,720 They were supporting us economically, 894 00:44:15,753 --> 00:44:17,121 but I didn't understand that as a child. 895 00:44:17,221 --> 00:44:19,924 All I saw was that they spent a lot of time working 896 00:44:19,957 --> 00:44:21,859 and not a lot of time with me. 897 00:44:21,959 --> 00:44:23,194 Oh...[sighs] 898 00:44:23,227 --> 00:44:25,229 I'll try and space these out. 899 00:44:25,363 --> 00:44:26,597 Some of them are pretty damn small. 900 00:44:26,697 --> 00:44:27,932 There's a couple larger ones 901 00:44:28,032 --> 00:44:31,636 I might just slit down the middle. 902 00:44:31,669 --> 00:44:33,437 Help dry 'em out. 903 00:44:33,471 --> 00:44:35,173 You had this idea as a child of, like, 904 00:44:35,273 --> 00:44:37,475 what your relationship should be with your dad. 905 00:44:37,508 --> 00:44:40,211 And we'd go through little bits and pieces, 906 00:44:40,311 --> 00:44:42,246 but it wasn't what I thought 907 00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:44,715 a relationship with my dad should be like. 908 00:44:44,849 --> 00:44:46,517 There's 23. 909 00:44:46,551 --> 00:44:47,985 It always just left me in a place 910 00:44:48,119 --> 00:44:50,588 of just uncertainty about myself. 911 00:44:50,721 --> 00:44:53,257 That big guy there is 44. 912 00:44:53,324 --> 00:44:55,359 ♪ ♪ 913 00:44:55,393 --> 00:44:56,994 All right, get this hanging in Grug, 914 00:44:57,128 --> 00:45:00,264 and then I'll hang those two separately in Grug. 915 00:45:00,398 --> 00:45:02,333 I'll gut that one as well. 916 00:45:02,366 --> 00:45:05,870 And smoke away. 917 00:45:05,970 --> 00:45:08,272 That's why I make the effort with my boy. 918 00:45:08,406 --> 00:45:09,440 ♪ ♪ 919 00:45:09,473 --> 00:45:11,075 Being outdoors with him, 920 00:45:11,175 --> 00:45:12,810 it's so important to me. 921 00:45:12,910 --> 00:45:14,712 170 fish. 922 00:45:14,845 --> 00:45:17,648 That might make me the most successful fisherman 923 00:45:17,748 --> 00:45:19,850 in "Alone" history. 924 00:45:19,951 --> 00:45:22,720 I don't want him to feel the way that I did. 925 00:45:22,820 --> 00:45:25,590 That's my goal as a father. 926 00:45:25,723 --> 00:45:26,991 ♪ ♪ 927 00:45:28,125 --> 00:45:29,627 Good to get some fish into my system. 928 00:45:29,727 --> 00:45:33,998 I don't know, like, how much fats and oils are in whitefish. 929 00:45:37,735 --> 00:45:38,903 Pretty mild, actually. 930 00:45:39,036 --> 00:45:40,972 Not really a lot of fishy flavor at all. 931 00:45:43,441 --> 00:45:46,043 This is the sort of fish I could get used to. 932 00:45:46,077 --> 00:45:47,612 No bones. 933 00:45:47,645 --> 00:45:50,915 Well, there are bones, but not picking bones out of meals. 934 00:45:53,351 --> 00:45:55,319 Life be crazy. 935 00:45:55,419 --> 00:45:58,322 [tense music] 936 00:45:58,356 --> 00:46:05,396 ♪ ♪ 937 00:46:08,266 --> 00:46:10,801 [Jacks] So I'm not really sure what's going on. 938 00:46:10,835 --> 00:46:12,036 ♪ ♪ 939 00:46:12,069 --> 00:46:17,241 My first theory is that-- 940 00:46:17,275 --> 00:46:22,280 I realize that while I'm disinfecting the water, 941 00:46:22,313 --> 00:46:27,885 it's not actually pulling out what might be in there, 942 00:46:27,918 --> 00:46:30,154 and that is iodine. 943 00:46:30,187 --> 00:46:32,957 Maybe a small portion every day, 944 00:46:33,057 --> 00:46:37,161 it's actually stripping my stomach 945 00:46:37,194 --> 00:46:40,798 and killing good bacteria. 946 00:46:40,931 --> 00:46:42,967 Theory number two. 947 00:46:43,067 --> 00:46:48,172 So about 12 years ago, 948 00:46:48,272 --> 00:46:51,042 I had my gallbladder removed, 949 00:46:51,075 --> 00:46:54,378 and I think what's happening is that 950 00:46:54,478 --> 00:46:59,517 bile is building up in my stomach. 951 00:46:59,550 --> 00:47:04,989 So what that means is I need fat. 952 00:47:05,089 --> 00:47:07,925 ♪ ♪ 953 00:47:07,958 --> 00:47:10,561 Um...I need fish. 954 00:47:10,594 --> 00:47:12,830 I need a beaver. 955 00:47:12,963 --> 00:47:15,032 I need something. 956 00:47:15,166 --> 00:47:19,403 So I'm gonna check that beaver trap. 957 00:47:19,470 --> 00:47:26,210 ♪ ♪ 958 00:47:26,310 --> 00:47:29,680 You know, and I think just that subtle movement 959 00:47:29,780 --> 00:47:34,051 of using your body, it's just a really nice 960 00:47:34,151 --> 00:47:38,823 distraction from how uncomfortable I am right now. 961 00:47:38,956 --> 00:47:40,725 It's also a really nice distraction 962 00:47:40,758 --> 00:47:43,594 from how serious is this? 963 00:47:43,627 --> 00:47:45,529 I'm not ready to give up. 964 00:47:45,629 --> 00:47:48,999 I'm not ready to remove myself from this experience. 965 00:47:49,133 --> 00:47:51,302 I want to thrive. 966 00:47:51,435 --> 00:47:55,239 And if I leave, no one will see my comeback. 967 00:47:56,607 --> 00:47:58,709 You know, with a half a million dollars, 968 00:47:58,843 --> 00:48:01,245 I could have a home. 969 00:48:01,345 --> 00:48:04,949 It's the thing that I crave the most in my life right now. 970 00:48:05,082 --> 00:48:06,150 [tense music] 971 00:48:06,250 --> 00:48:08,386 You know, like, I live in a vehicle. 972 00:48:08,519 --> 00:48:11,155 And I love traveling. 973 00:48:11,288 --> 00:48:13,391 I love meeting new people. 974 00:48:13,424 --> 00:48:16,360 It allows me to teach in the Eastern Woodlands. 975 00:48:16,394 --> 00:48:18,596 It allows me to teach in the desert. 976 00:48:18,696 --> 00:48:22,566 But at the same time, living in a van, 977 00:48:22,666 --> 00:48:24,635 it can be pretty isolating. 978 00:48:24,769 --> 00:48:26,871 And as I get older, 979 00:48:27,004 --> 00:48:28,406 I think there is something to be said 980 00:48:28,506 --> 00:48:31,709 about planting roots and creating community. 981 00:48:31,842 --> 00:48:35,079 Someday I might have to pull these traps, 982 00:48:35,112 --> 00:48:36,881 'cause they're just too far. 983 00:48:36,914 --> 00:48:38,015 ♪ ♪ 984 00:48:38,115 --> 00:48:41,485 I want to host a holiday for my family. 985 00:48:41,519 --> 00:48:44,121 I've never done that ever. 986 00:48:44,155 --> 00:48:45,623 I want to cook for them. 987 00:48:45,756 --> 00:48:49,160 I want them to be in my home and see what brings me joy 988 00:48:49,293 --> 00:48:51,128 and share it with them. 989 00:48:51,162 --> 00:48:53,864 Careful, steady. 990 00:48:53,998 --> 00:48:58,602 And I would give anything for that right now. 991 00:48:58,636 --> 00:49:00,237 ♪ ♪ 992 00:49:00,337 --> 00:49:01,338 Hmm. 993 00:49:04,375 --> 00:49:05,476 Okay. 994 00:49:05,576 --> 00:49:06,744 What's happened here? 995 00:49:06,877 --> 00:49:07,878 [tense music] 996 00:49:07,978 --> 00:49:10,881 I'm at the beaver trap area... 997 00:49:10,915 --> 00:49:13,684 but both the snare, the anchor, 998 00:49:13,717 --> 00:49:15,920 and the float are gone. 999 00:49:15,986 --> 00:49:19,890 ♪ ♪ 1000 00:49:19,990 --> 00:49:22,326 It looks like I caught a beaver, 1001 00:49:22,359 --> 00:49:23,994 but where is it? 1002 00:49:24,094 --> 00:49:28,966 ♪ ♪ 1003 00:49:29,066 --> 00:49:31,836 Maybe I'm lucky. Maybe he got out. 1004 00:49:31,936 --> 00:49:33,804 What if he went off in a different direction? 1005 00:49:33,838 --> 00:49:35,806 What if he was coming out when he got caught? 1006 00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:38,409 ♪ ♪ 1007 00:49:38,442 --> 00:49:42,079 Doubtful from the way it looks. 1008 00:49:42,112 --> 00:49:48,352 All I see is essentially debris of a struggle. 1009 00:49:48,486 --> 00:49:50,721 So something happened. 1010 00:49:50,821 --> 00:49:53,357 It could have got tangled in the snares 1011 00:49:53,491 --> 00:49:56,393 and died somewhere, 1012 00:49:56,494 --> 00:50:00,030 and I'm starting to fear that I'm not gonna be able 1013 00:50:00,064 --> 00:50:03,968 to retrieve his body to properly honor his life. 1014 00:50:04,034 --> 00:50:05,836 ♪ ♪ 1015 00:50:05,936 --> 00:50:10,274 Look at all the stumps from what the beaver has taken. 1016 00:50:10,374 --> 00:50:12,409 Just like me. 1017 00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:15,513 And I think about its home and its family. 1018 00:50:15,613 --> 00:50:17,781 And those are the things that I want. 1019 00:50:17,915 --> 00:50:19,750 What a horrible thing. 1020 00:50:19,884 --> 00:50:25,589 ♪ ♪ 1021 00:50:25,723 --> 00:50:27,591 What a horrible thing. 1022 00:50:27,725 --> 00:50:30,361 [ominous music] 1023 00:50:30,394 --> 00:50:33,063 ♪ ♪ 1024 00:50:33,197 --> 00:50:35,599 I would always respect an animal 1025 00:50:35,733 --> 00:50:38,969 out of being compassionate. 1026 00:50:39,069 --> 00:50:41,805 But I think that there is a very good possibility 1027 00:50:41,839 --> 00:50:44,909 that I killed this animal, 1028 00:50:44,942 --> 00:50:49,847 and my biggest fear just came to life, 1029 00:50:49,947 --> 00:50:52,683 that I became the murderer that I didn't want to be. 1030 00:50:52,716 --> 00:50:54,518 ♪ ♪ 1031 00:50:54,652 --> 00:50:56,887 I am not okay right now. 1032 00:50:56,921 --> 00:51:00,758 ♪ ♪ 1033 00:51:00,858 --> 00:51:05,996 I did the thing that I was so afraid that I was gonna do, 1034 00:51:06,030 --> 00:51:10,000 to take its life and not have the ability to honor it. 1035 00:51:10,034 --> 00:51:11,835 ♪ ♪ 1036 00:51:11,936 --> 00:51:14,238 [sniffs] 1037 00:51:14,338 --> 00:51:15,940 The only thing I can think of 1038 00:51:16,073 --> 00:51:17,841 is to just pray that he got out. 1039 00:51:17,875 --> 00:51:20,210 ♪ ♪ 1040 00:51:20,244 --> 00:51:22,246 I feel absolutely awful. 1041 00:51:22,279 --> 00:51:25,115 ♪ ♪ 1042 00:51:25,149 --> 00:51:27,685 I feel like I don't deserve to be here anymore. 1043 00:51:27,718 --> 00:51:30,688 ♪ ♪ 1044 00:51:34,158 --> 00:51:37,094 [dramatic music] 1045 00:51:37,161 --> 00:51:43,133 ♪ ♪ 1046 00:51:43,233 --> 00:51:44,068 [Jacks] I don't know. 1047 00:51:44,201 --> 00:51:45,369 I keep thinking about the beaver. 1048 00:51:45,402 --> 00:51:46,804 ♪ ♪ 1049 00:51:49,607 --> 00:51:51,508 [tense music] 1050 00:51:51,642 --> 00:51:53,477 I don't know. 1051 00:51:53,611 --> 00:51:55,112 ♪ ♪ 1052 00:51:55,245 --> 00:51:57,548 I just wish I could see him. 1053 00:51:57,681 --> 00:51:59,116 ♪ ♪ 1054 00:51:59,216 --> 00:52:02,953 I have seen no sign of this beaver for days. 1055 00:52:03,087 --> 00:52:04,555 [sighs] 1056 00:52:04,655 --> 00:52:06,890 Man. 1057 00:52:06,924 --> 00:52:09,326 Maybe I can still honor this one in some way. 1058 00:52:09,360 --> 00:52:10,828 ♪ ♪ 1059 00:52:10,961 --> 00:52:13,597 I'm taking the beaver trap down. 1060 00:52:13,631 --> 00:52:16,066 That last one that's there. 1061 00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:18,535 I decided to stop pursuing the beaver. 1062 00:52:18,602 --> 00:52:20,371 ♪ ♪ 1063 00:52:20,471 --> 00:52:23,240 Even though I know that I need fat, 1064 00:52:23,273 --> 00:52:27,277 it feels like nature is turning its back on me. 1065 00:52:27,311 --> 00:52:29,013 ♪ ♪ 1066 00:52:29,113 --> 00:52:31,682 And in the back of my brain, all I can think about 1067 00:52:31,782 --> 00:52:34,218 is how I wish I could call my mother 1068 00:52:34,318 --> 00:52:36,286 and tell her, "I love you." 1069 00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:37,388 ♪ ♪ 1070 00:52:37,488 --> 00:52:39,890 The frozen berries taste like candy. 1071 00:52:39,990 --> 00:52:42,760 I would say my childhood was pretty normal. 1072 00:52:42,793 --> 00:52:45,396 My mom and I had a really great relationship. 1073 00:52:45,429 --> 00:52:48,766 She cared a lot about other people, quite literally. 1074 00:52:48,799 --> 00:52:50,567 I mean, she was a nurse. 1075 00:52:50,668 --> 00:52:54,238 But my mom was always putting others before herself, 1076 00:52:54,371 --> 00:52:55,839 and she was always kind of putting 1077 00:52:55,973 --> 00:52:58,308 self-care to the wayside. 1078 00:52:58,442 --> 00:53:00,444 Out here, I'm realizing that 1079 00:53:00,544 --> 00:53:02,346 I'm not very different from her, 1080 00:53:02,479 --> 00:53:04,848 and I never made that connection before. 1081 00:53:04,948 --> 00:53:07,284 Self-care should be a priority. 1082 00:53:07,384 --> 00:53:10,020 I only have one shot on this planet. 1083 00:53:10,154 --> 00:53:13,290 I only have one shot to be the best version of myself 1084 00:53:13,323 --> 00:53:14,792 I could possibly be. 1085 00:53:14,892 --> 00:53:19,530 ♪ ♪ 1086 00:53:20,998 --> 00:53:22,366 Here we go. 1087 00:53:22,466 --> 00:53:25,469 Being a hunter, you're tapping into 1088 00:53:25,602 --> 00:53:29,239 a law of nature that you are a part of. 1089 00:53:29,273 --> 00:53:33,644 And with those laws comes responsibility 1090 00:53:33,677 --> 00:53:35,713 and also consequence. 1091 00:53:35,746 --> 00:53:40,050 I knew that going into this, but this is the first time 1092 00:53:40,150 --> 00:53:41,719 feeling the weight. 1093 00:53:41,752 --> 00:53:45,355 And I'm feeling a darkness and a guilt. 1094 00:53:45,456 --> 00:53:46,757 Better. 1095 00:53:46,790 --> 00:53:48,826 And that's the biggest lesson. 1096 00:53:48,959 --> 00:53:51,762 I need to step up and move forward. 1097 00:53:51,829 --> 00:53:53,764 ♪ ♪ 1098 00:53:53,797 --> 00:53:55,833 [sighs] 1099 00:54:01,839 --> 00:54:04,475 Mm, that sun is very warm. 1100 00:54:09,246 --> 00:54:10,714 Whoa. 1101 00:54:11,682 --> 00:54:13,283 Huh. Really? 1102 00:54:21,725 --> 00:54:22,893 [water splashing] 1103 00:54:24,695 --> 00:54:25,863 [suspenseful music] 1104 00:54:25,996 --> 00:54:28,565 No... 1105 00:54:28,599 --> 00:54:31,201 [bleep]... 1106 00:54:31,301 --> 00:54:32,803 way. 1107 00:54:32,836 --> 00:54:39,877 ♪ ♪ 1108 00:54:46,350 --> 00:54:48,485 Oh... 1109 00:54:48,585 --> 00:54:52,222 my [bleep] God! 1110 00:54:52,356 --> 00:54:55,793 Whoo! 1111 00:54:55,926 --> 00:55:00,264 I got a [bleep] fish finally! 1112 00:55:00,397 --> 00:55:02,533 Yeah! 1113 00:55:02,633 --> 00:55:04,434 Ha-ha! 1114 00:55:04,468 --> 00:55:07,738 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes! 1115 00:55:07,838 --> 00:55:10,707 [uplifting music] 1116 00:55:10,841 --> 00:55:15,212 ♪ ♪ 1117 00:55:15,245 --> 00:55:16,680 Hey, chill, buddy. 1118 00:55:16,780 --> 00:55:17,681 Chill. 1119 00:55:17,748 --> 00:55:19,783 ♪ ♪ 1120 00:55:19,917 --> 00:55:21,919 [groans] 1121 00:55:22,052 --> 00:55:26,323 Look at the [bleep] size of this fish. 1122 00:55:26,356 --> 00:55:27,658 Holy [bleep]. 1123 00:55:27,758 --> 00:55:28,926 Ow. 1124 00:55:28,959 --> 00:55:30,828 ♪ ♪ 1125 00:55:30,961 --> 00:55:32,329 Finally! 1126 00:55:32,429 --> 00:55:33,630 Yeah, buddy! 1127 00:55:33,764 --> 00:55:35,165 Whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo! 1128 00:55:35,232 --> 00:55:37,234 ♪ ♪ 1129 00:55:37,334 --> 00:55:39,670 Thank you, gillnet. Thank you, universe. 1130 00:55:39,803 --> 00:55:40,737 Thank you, fish. 1131 00:55:40,804 --> 00:55:44,007 ♪ ♪ 1132 00:55:44,041 --> 00:55:46,443 I'm gonna cook him really good. 1133 00:55:46,543 --> 00:55:49,446 [tense music] 1134 00:55:49,513 --> 00:55:53,217 ♪ ♪ 1135 00:55:53,317 --> 00:55:54,918 [sighs] 1136 00:55:55,018 --> 00:55:56,286 Mmm. 1137 00:55:56,320 --> 00:56:00,224 ♪ ♪ 1138 00:56:00,357 --> 00:56:01,391 Oh, my God. 1139 00:56:01,525 --> 00:56:05,028 ♪ ♪ 1140 00:56:05,162 --> 00:56:07,831 I don't care if my stomach hurts after this. 1141 00:56:07,965 --> 00:56:11,034 It's so buttery. 1142 00:56:11,134 --> 00:56:12,636 Oh. 1143 00:56:12,669 --> 00:56:17,241 This beaver has taught me a lot about persistence, 1144 00:56:17,341 --> 00:56:19,443 has taught me a lot about family, 1145 00:56:19,476 --> 00:56:21,411 and it's taught me a lot about home. 1146 00:56:21,511 --> 00:56:23,080 Is the other side done? 1147 00:56:23,213 --> 00:56:25,716 ♪ ♪ 1148 00:56:25,849 --> 00:56:26,984 Oh, it is, thank God. 1149 00:56:27,117 --> 00:56:28,051 Okay. 1150 00:56:28,085 --> 00:56:29,920 ♪ ♪ 1151 00:56:30,020 --> 00:56:31,321 Mmm. 1152 00:56:31,421 --> 00:56:34,191 My obsession with home is growing out here, 1153 00:56:34,224 --> 00:56:36,960 and the beaver showed that to me. 1154 00:56:36,994 --> 00:56:38,395 Ah! 1155 00:56:38,428 --> 00:56:40,130 ♪ ♪ 1156 00:56:40,230 --> 00:56:41,565 [laughs] 1157 00:56:41,598 --> 00:56:42,566 ♪ ♪ 1158 00:56:42,599 --> 00:56:45,435 So now I have an opportunity 1159 00:56:45,535 --> 00:56:48,405 to live a life beyond my wildest dreams. 1160 00:56:48,438 --> 00:56:49,773 I have to win. 1161 00:56:49,840 --> 00:56:51,141 ♪ ♪ 1162 00:56:51,275 --> 00:56:52,142 I needed this. 1163 00:56:52,276 --> 00:56:54,077 I needed this so bad. 1164 00:56:54,111 --> 00:56:57,547 Oh, it's [bleep] awesome! 1165 00:56:57,648 --> 00:57:01,084 ♪ ♪ 1166 00:57:04,054 --> 00:57:06,890 [dramatic music] 1167 00:57:06,924 --> 00:57:10,594 ♪ ♪ 1168 00:57:10,694 --> 00:57:15,165 [Ziga] Here I can collect clay for a project. 1169 00:57:15,198 --> 00:57:20,537 I will show you how to make a very quick pot. 1170 00:57:20,637 --> 00:57:22,205 That's very nice. 1171 00:57:25,475 --> 00:57:28,245 So what's happening today? 1172 00:57:28,345 --> 00:57:31,248 Well...you know, 1173 00:57:31,348 --> 00:57:36,153 it's my son's and father's birthday. 1174 00:57:36,186 --> 00:57:40,924 Brought all this clay up here and made a--made a pot. 1175 00:57:40,958 --> 00:57:43,126 It ended up quite nice and big pot. 1176 00:57:43,226 --> 00:57:44,361 Quite useful. 1177 00:57:45,762 --> 00:57:48,131 So what I'm going to do now 1178 00:57:48,231 --> 00:57:51,501 is focus on birthday stuff. 1179 00:57:51,635 --> 00:57:54,471 [soft music] 1180 00:57:54,604 --> 00:57:55,672 ♪ ♪ 1181 00:57:55,706 --> 00:57:59,009 I finally finished processing meat. 1182 00:57:59,042 --> 00:58:01,745 I'm storing it in the shelter 1183 00:58:01,878 --> 00:58:05,515 and also in my trousers and my T-shirt. 1184 00:58:05,649 --> 00:58:06,683 I just use whatever. 1185 00:58:06,750 --> 00:58:07,951 ♪ ♪ 1186 00:58:08,085 --> 00:58:11,188 It feels very good that meat is secure. 1187 00:58:11,321 --> 00:58:13,423 And I really feel that now, finally, 1188 00:58:13,557 --> 00:58:16,026 I have some time to take rest 1189 00:58:16,159 --> 00:58:19,629 and do stuff that I want to do. 1190 00:58:19,763 --> 00:58:22,733 Well, I have to pick up some food. 1191 00:58:22,766 --> 00:58:23,834 ♪ ♪ 1192 00:58:23,967 --> 00:58:25,469 I'm dedicating this day 1193 00:58:25,502 --> 00:58:30,273 just to do something for my son and my father. 1194 00:58:30,340 --> 00:58:32,142 ♪ ♪ 1195 00:58:32,275 --> 00:58:34,978 Okay, lingonberries are out. 1196 00:58:35,045 --> 00:58:36,346 ♪ ♪ 1197 00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:39,049 Now also crowberries. 1198 00:58:39,082 --> 00:58:42,319 So I made a pot from clay. 1199 00:58:42,419 --> 00:58:46,323 I'm making a cake and a candle. 1200 00:58:46,356 --> 00:58:48,992 And in the evening, I'm going to eat it 1201 00:58:49,126 --> 00:58:52,529 and light a candle and think about them. 1202 00:58:52,629 --> 00:58:53,663 [tense music] 1203 00:58:53,797 --> 00:58:55,265 I will wash these berries 1204 00:58:55,399 --> 00:58:59,136 and start making marmalades. 1205 00:58:59,202 --> 00:59:00,203 ♪ ♪ 1206 00:59:00,237 --> 00:59:02,806 My son is turning two years, 1207 00:59:02,839 --> 00:59:06,576 and my father is turning 67. 1208 00:59:06,710 --> 00:59:11,581 It feels quite bad not to be there with my son. 1209 00:59:11,715 --> 00:59:14,151 I mean, he's only two years old now, 1210 00:59:14,251 --> 00:59:17,421 and he probably doesn't miss me, 1211 00:59:17,554 --> 00:59:19,623 but it's more for me, you know? 1212 00:59:19,756 --> 00:59:22,159 I feel very bad because I would like 1213 00:59:22,192 --> 00:59:25,862 to be there and see him playing and developing, 1214 00:59:25,996 --> 00:59:28,031 and I just can't. 1215 00:59:28,165 --> 00:59:32,869 ♪ ♪ 1216 00:59:33,003 --> 00:59:35,005 Okay. 1217 00:59:35,038 --> 00:59:37,607 Marmalade is cooking. 1218 00:59:37,674 --> 00:59:39,309 ♪ ♪ 1219 00:59:39,443 --> 00:59:44,714 Now I need to find appropriate candidates for candles. 1220 00:59:44,748 --> 00:59:47,184 But I'm here for a good reason. 1221 00:59:47,317 --> 00:59:51,388 The candle is basically going to be a Swedish torch. 1222 00:59:51,421 --> 00:59:55,792 And I believe this can really benefit also his future. 1223 00:59:55,892 --> 00:59:58,161 And there's gonna be a lot of time 1224 00:59:58,195 --> 01:00:01,031 when we will spend amazing time together. 1225 01:00:01,131 --> 01:00:04,134 So I should keep on pushing here. 1226 01:00:04,201 --> 01:00:10,807 ♪ ♪ 1227 01:00:13,710 --> 01:00:16,780 [singing in Slovenian] 1228 01:00:36,967 --> 01:00:40,003 [speaking Slovenian] 1229 01:00:42,806 --> 01:00:46,776 This is cake. 1230 01:00:46,877 --> 01:00:49,045 Bor, two years. 1231 01:00:50,881 --> 01:00:55,652 I will eat this cake and think of my son 1232 01:00:55,752 --> 01:00:57,821 and also of my father 1233 01:00:57,954 --> 01:01:01,892 and all the good times we had together. 1234 01:01:04,628 --> 01:01:08,231 I'm glad I made something for them 1235 01:01:08,365 --> 01:01:10,167 and I thought about them. 1236 01:01:15,705 --> 01:01:17,841 Yeah, I don't-- I try not to think too much 1237 01:01:17,941 --> 01:01:19,543 about this stuff, because, of course, 1238 01:01:19,676 --> 01:01:21,444 it makes it harder for me. 1239 01:01:23,413 --> 01:01:26,983 But, yeah, today is the day to think about them a lot. 1240 01:01:27,117 --> 01:01:29,152 [tense music] 1241 01:01:29,252 --> 01:01:33,590 My parents actually enabled me amazing childhood, 1242 01:01:33,723 --> 01:01:37,294 and I would definitely love to give something similar 1243 01:01:37,394 --> 01:01:39,996 also to my kids. 1244 01:01:40,030 --> 01:01:45,669 And I feel that it's not going in a very similar way. 1245 01:01:45,802 --> 01:01:47,671 It's very good. 1246 01:01:47,771 --> 01:01:49,606 Going always for newer and newer projects 1247 01:01:49,706 --> 01:01:52,475 and making a career, 1248 01:01:52,609 --> 01:01:55,879 it's not necessarily the best thing for your child. 1249 01:01:56,012 --> 01:01:57,080 ♪ ♪ 1250 01:01:57,180 --> 01:01:59,082 I think I will sit on the candle. 1251 01:01:59,149 --> 01:02:00,684 ♪ ♪ 1252 01:02:00,717 --> 01:02:04,354 My brother and my sister, they both have a son 1253 01:02:04,387 --> 01:02:07,190 of the same age as my son. 1254 01:02:07,324 --> 01:02:10,160 This can be amazing thing for my son growing up 1255 01:02:10,193 --> 01:02:12,329 and having these strong bonds. 1256 01:02:12,429 --> 01:02:14,030 But my sister and brother, 1257 01:02:14,130 --> 01:02:16,533 they both live in the same town 1258 01:02:16,633 --> 01:02:17,968 where my parents are. 1259 01:02:18,001 --> 01:02:20,604 And at the moment, I live in the capital. 1260 01:02:36,319 --> 01:02:40,156 Being so much time away from everything, 1261 01:02:40,190 --> 01:02:44,194 I realize I would like to be more social, 1262 01:02:44,227 --> 01:02:46,830 going more for type of holidays 1263 01:02:46,963 --> 01:02:49,432 that I had in my childhood, 1264 01:02:49,566 --> 01:02:53,970 and also enable something like this for my kid. 1265 01:02:54,070 --> 01:02:56,773 Time to start the candle. 1266 01:02:56,806 --> 01:03:01,478 Maybe I should start doing things a bit different. 1267 01:03:01,511 --> 01:03:04,114 That's my wish for his birthday. 1268 01:03:04,147 --> 01:03:07,150 ♪ ♪ 1269 01:03:08,818 --> 01:03:11,187 Happy birthday, Bor. 1270 01:03:11,321 --> 01:03:13,356 Happy birthday, Primoz. 1271 01:03:15,091 --> 01:03:16,760 [speaks Slovenian] 1272 01:03:18,228 --> 01:03:22,632 I miss you, but I'm here for a reason. 1273 01:03:26,202 --> 01:03:29,205 There will be a lot of good times together. 1274 01:03:31,274 --> 01:03:32,842 But not now. 1275 01:03:34,210 --> 01:03:35,578 Not yet. 1276 01:03:37,747 --> 01:03:40,684 [howling]