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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ There's bears,
like, 30 feet away
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from me right now.
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Hey, get out of here!
[airhorn blares]
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I don't like having
bear encounters.
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‐ This gill net
is all kind of tangled up.
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‐ This bloody basket's
snagged on something.
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♪ ♪
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I've expended all the energy
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I'm going to
on fishing this lake.
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I will last here on plant food
as long as I last.
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‐ Holy [bleep].
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I invested in that gill net,
and today, it paid off.
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Yes!
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These fish aren't gonna
take me to the end,
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but, God, what a start!
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♪ ♪
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narrator: In "Alone"'s
most terrifying location yet,
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ten participants
face the deadliest predator
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in North America...
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‐ There he is, right there.
‐ Grizzly bears.
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‐ Hey, bear!
‐ Been a lot of grizzly here.
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I'm gonna
have to live with them.
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‐ Go on, get!
[bear growls]
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‐ Every second
we're on the land,
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we're being hunted.
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‐ Holy [bleep]. Mountain lion.
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‐ He's circling
around my shelter.
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narrator:
Bone‐chilling cold...
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‐ Winter's coming.
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‐ You combine the wind
with the rain and the cold,
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this place could make
the Arctic look easy.
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‐ Ah, [bleep].
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narrator:
And complete isolation.
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‐ You cannot hide
from yourself
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mentally and emotionally.
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‐ [screams]
‐ There's no place to go.
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‐ I am suffering
from loneliness.
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narrator:
Who will survive?
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‐ Yes! Yes!
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‐ This could be the end.
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‐ I don't wanna tap,
but I don't wanna die, either!
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‐ You have to suffer
before you can succeed.
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‐ [retches]
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narrator:
The last one standing wins.
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‐ At what point
do I push the button?
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♪ ♪
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‐ You know what the fish
say to my lures?
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"You ain't food.
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"What are you doing
in my waters?
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"[bleep] lure.
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Think I'm gonna
eat that trash?"
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And then they swim away.
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♪ ♪
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Let's go check the gill net.
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♪ ♪
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I want a fish so bad
in that gill net, man.
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I've seen fish
right there before,
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earlier on in the season
before it got cold.
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Shore is still very frozen.
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Aw, [bleep].
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Gill net is frozen solid.
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So I can't move it.
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[bleep]. It's still empty.
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Why can't there be
just one fish in there
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instead of a bunch
of leaves and sticks?
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Would that be
so much to ask for?
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My body's
deteriorating out here.
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Getting all freaking skinny.
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I'm also worried
about the, uh,
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you know, the weight loss.
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They might say
that it's too much weight
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that I've lost.
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Whether or not I get
to stick around is on them.
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My toes are starting
to get cold now.
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Try and warm them up.
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The wet cold,
it gets all the way
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into your bones, you know?
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It's just, like, penetrating.
[exhales]
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It's a cold day, man.
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♪ ♪
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Cold day indeed.
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♪ ♪
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♪ Cold feet, cold, cold feet ♪
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♪ Oh, I wish
I had warmer feet now ♪
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♪ Wouldn't be so bad out here ♪
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♪ If I just had
warmer feet, yeah ♪
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Ow, ow, ow, ow, ouch.
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Are you kidding me?
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[bleep].
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So I made a big mistake, man.
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I burned a hole
in my warm pair of socks.
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Yep, that's what I did.
I burned them.
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See that? Burn marks.
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On both freaking socks.
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I'm stupid. I'm dumb.
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Those were
the warmest pair that I had,
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and now they're compromised.
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Something as small as socks
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can just be
a total game changer
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in the cold, and I'm gonna be
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kind of [bleep] 'cause of it.
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Nothing I can do about it now.
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Just deal with the frozen feet.
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♪ ♪
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‐ Welcome to today.
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I'm up.
[chuckles]
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First achievement of the day.
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But I'm tired.
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I'm having trouble sleeping.
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The reason
I'm having trouble sleeping
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is because I've gotten so bony
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I cannot organize
my clothing as padding
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in such a way
that I sleep well.
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You know, you gotta sleep.
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If you can't sleep,
everything‐‐
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everything gets worse
so much quicker
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'cause your body
can't repair itself,
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you're burning calories
when you shouldn't be.
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I mean, there's a lot going on
if you can't sleep.
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But I got to motivate myself
to get up
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and get some things done.
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Today will be
a pretty heavy emphasis
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on trying to get
kinnikinnick and rose hips.
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Okay. All right.
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♪ ♪
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We're off.
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♪ ♪
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My body is...
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It's really drained.
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It's not a matter
of will power;
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it's a matter of calories,
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and I am almost out
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of both fat reserves
on my body and food,
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so my time is very limited.
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I would just like to see
if we can get the supplies in
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to just kind of ride out
the rest of the time.
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♪ ♪
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Okay, getting up in here
is going to be a challenge
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with my coordination level...
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♪ ♪
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So bear with me.
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Don't laugh too hard.
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♪ ♪
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Here we are, and here we go.
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♪ ♪
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Picking berries in the snow.
So very slow.
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♪ ♪
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You know,
it's one of those plants
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that you're just like,
"Yeah, where do I grab?"
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♪ ♪
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Pulling it to me
is much more efficient
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than me going to it.
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I'd always had
this kind of thought
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in the back of my head
that, if I could catch fish,
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I could probably stay out here
for a really long time.
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This is gathering,
slow and steady.
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♪ ♪
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This is tough
to come to terms with,
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but makes it a puzzle
that you have to solve.
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How do you innovate
to get around the problem?
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How do you solve it?
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♪ ♪
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That's that.
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I got a full gathering bag.
Yay.
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Oh, let's get back
to the house.
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And we're out. I'm so done.
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♪ ♪
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‐ Could sell these
at the store, man.
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Hand‐crafted.
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Maybe that's what
I'll do for a living
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after I leave this show.
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Make hand‐crafted die.
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All right,
gonna crank the fire a bit
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and play some Yahtzee!
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♪ ♪
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Sweet.
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♪ ♪
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One, two, four, five.
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All right.
So one, two, four, five.
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Need a three, you guys.
Two rolls to get a three.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, five.
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♪ ♪
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Three. Look at that.
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♪ ♪
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Large straight.
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Banking on the gill net, man.
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Banking on the gill net.
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Then I just sit around
and eat fish.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, look at that. Yahtzee!
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♪ ♪
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Super excited to finally
and check the net.
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♪ ♪
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What the hell?
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The boat looks really weird.
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We better check it out.
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This wind was howling
all night.
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It could have blown
the whole thing down.
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♪ ♪
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God. Oh, no.
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♪ ♪
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No, damn it!
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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[sighs]
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♪ ♪
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Well, I wondered
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if this day would come where...
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The boat would sink
or something would happen.
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Gill net's out.
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I mean, that board could be
holding the whole boat up,
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for all I know.
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I cut it loose,
and that whole thing
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could just go under.
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♪ ♪
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Oh.
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I'm gonna try it.
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I'm gonna cut
the board loose here...
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And then see
if I can get it to shore.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, I gotta be careful.
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All right, well,
we're gonna try it.
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♪ ♪
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Slow and steady.
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♪ ♪
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We got a lot of pinching
on them ropes.
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♪ ♪
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Okay.
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It's free.
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[grunts]
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♪ ♪
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[grunts]
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♪ ♪
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[grunts]
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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[grunting]
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♪ ♪
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Hey!
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We didn't lose it.
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Think we're gonna be able
to salvage it.
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♪ ♪
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What I learned is that
if I get big waves here,
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it's gonna cost me big time.
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♪ ♪
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I'm kind of living
and dying by the gill net.
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Mostly dying.
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♪ ♪
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Fix that outrigger,
try to launch it.
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♪ ♪
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Go check the net.
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♪ ♪
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Go home and start a fire.
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♪ ♪
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Lot to do before we get there.
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♪ ♪
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‐ [sighs]
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Put on another layer.
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Kind of a chore
getting dressed.
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[sighs]
There.
276
00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,334
I don't know
how long that took.
277
00:15:36,903 --> 00:15:38,137
But it ain't quick.
278
00:15:38,271 --> 00:15:42,775
♪ ♪
279
00:15:42,909 --> 00:15:45,211
All right, let's go see
about that gill net.
280
00:15:45,344 --> 00:15:47,046
♪ ♪
281
00:15:47,180 --> 00:15:49,015
If I want to win this thing,
282
00:15:49,148 --> 00:15:50,616
I'm gonna have
to catch some fish.
283
00:15:50,750 --> 00:15:53,386
There's no way that that
deer's gonna see me through.
284
00:15:53,519 --> 00:15:57,123
♪ ♪
285
00:15:57,256 --> 00:16:00,293
The wind makes it
incredibly difficult to fish
286
00:16:00,426 --> 00:16:02,195
with this nylon gill net.
287
00:16:02,328 --> 00:16:09,068
♪ ♪
288
00:16:09,202 --> 00:16:11,137
Lines are frozen together.
289
00:16:12,505 --> 00:16:13,372
That's great.
290
00:16:13,506 --> 00:16:17,009
♪ ♪
291
00:16:17,143 --> 00:16:19,946
Oh, I see what's going on.
292
00:16:20,079 --> 00:16:23,382
String I left on there
is all wrapped up.
293
00:16:23,516 --> 00:16:24,584
♪ ♪
294
00:16:24,717 --> 00:16:27,019
Ugh, God,
295
00:16:27,153 --> 00:16:29,055
it's just one thing
after another with this net,
296
00:16:29,188 --> 00:16:30,056
I swear.
297
00:16:30,189 --> 00:16:31,324
♪ ♪
298
00:16:31,457 --> 00:16:33,559
Just gonna have to pull
the whole damn thing in.
299
00:16:33,693 --> 00:16:37,029
♪ ♪
300
00:16:37,163 --> 00:16:39,165
That just sucks.
301
00:16:39,298 --> 00:16:42,068
♪ ♪
302
00:16:42,201 --> 00:16:44,270
Damn, I might even
have a fish in there.
303
00:16:44,403 --> 00:16:49,175
♪ ♪
304
00:16:49,308 --> 00:16:51,077
Hell, I believe
there is a fish in there.
305
00:16:51,210 --> 00:16:54,013
I'll be a son of a gun.
Look at that.
306
00:16:54,146 --> 00:16:58,451
♪ ♪
307
00:16:58,584 --> 00:17:00,253
Let's try this.
308
00:17:00,386 --> 00:17:04,690
♪ ♪
309
00:17:04,824 --> 00:17:06,359
Rock's hung up now.
310
00:17:06,492 --> 00:17:09,362
[grunting]
311
00:17:09,495 --> 00:17:11,430
♪ ♪
312
00:17:11,564 --> 00:17:12,932
[bleep].
313
00:17:17,970 --> 00:17:19,505
Something broke on it.
314
00:17:26,145 --> 00:17:29,248
Got a fish, though.
Look at that.
315
00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:33,986
♪ ♪
316
00:17:34,120 --> 00:17:36,756
Nice trout.
317
00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:40,092
I did learn that the net works.
It will catch fish.
318
00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:42,028
♪ ♪
319
00:17:42,161 --> 00:17:43,829
Man, I really needed that.
320
00:17:43,963 --> 00:17:45,865
Thank you,
thank you, thank you.
321
00:17:47,300 --> 00:17:49,569
Well, just gotta figure out
322
00:17:49,702 --> 00:17:50,803
how the hell
to get the damn thing
323
00:17:50,937 --> 00:17:52,772
back out there now.
324
00:17:52,905 --> 00:17:54,941
♪ ♪
325
00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:55,975
I'm not gonna be able to get
326
00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:57,176
another pully system
out there,
327
00:17:57,310 --> 00:18:00,246
and that wasn't working
so good anyway.
328
00:18:00,379 --> 00:18:02,014
See, it's deep right here,
329
00:18:02,148 --> 00:18:04,116
and if I can get
the net right here...
330
00:18:04,250 --> 00:18:05,418
♪ ♪
331
00:18:05,551 --> 00:18:08,654
Guess I could anchor it
somehow to that rock.
332
00:18:10,890 --> 00:18:11,958
Might work.
333
00:18:12,091 --> 00:18:14,994
♪ ♪
334
00:18:15,127 --> 00:18:17,930
Damn, log pole's pretty heavy.
335
00:18:18,064 --> 00:18:19,398
♪ ♪
336
00:18:19,532 --> 00:18:22,935
That fish that I caught
tangled the entire works up.
337
00:18:23,069 --> 00:18:25,471
I have to start over
from scratch.
338
00:18:25,605 --> 00:18:28,741
Good to have a fish.
Bad to have to start over.
339
00:18:28,874 --> 00:18:30,843
♪ ♪
340
00:18:30,977 --> 00:18:32,411
Ah, [bleep].
341
00:18:32,545 --> 00:18:34,113
There's a big rock‐‐
big, giant rock‐‐
342
00:18:34,246 --> 00:18:36,916
and right off of that rock
is deep water,
343
00:18:37,049 --> 00:18:40,386
and so I basically make
the same kind of system.
344
00:18:40,519 --> 00:18:43,356
♪ ♪
345
00:18:43,489 --> 00:18:45,291
Let's see.
346
00:18:45,424 --> 00:18:48,160
I've got a rock,
and then a buoy
347
00:18:48,294 --> 00:18:50,463
above the rock,
and then I have a steel ring
348
00:18:50,596 --> 00:18:52,164
attached to the buoy.
349
00:18:52,298 --> 00:18:53,733
Now, let's see.
350
00:18:53,866 --> 00:18:55,735
Should have been practicing
my shot put.
351
00:18:55,868 --> 00:19:02,942
♪ ♪
352
00:19:04,910 --> 00:19:06,712
And so I have a line
that runs from the bank
353
00:19:06,846 --> 00:19:09,815
out through that rock
and back,
354
00:19:09,949 --> 00:19:12,251
and so my net's attached
to one of those lines,
355
00:19:12,385 --> 00:19:15,221
and so I can pull it out
and then pull it back in.
356
00:19:15,354 --> 00:19:19,425
♪ ♪
357
00:19:20,626 --> 00:19:22,762
All right, she's fishing again.
358
00:19:22,895 --> 00:19:29,869
♪ ♪
359
00:19:44,850 --> 00:19:47,520
‐ [bleep].
It hurts.
360
00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:52,992
Stick went
right under my glasses
361
00:19:53,125 --> 00:19:54,126
into my eye.
362
00:19:56,729 --> 00:19:58,064
See anything?
363
00:20:03,169 --> 00:20:08,140
This is the look
of a dirty, tired...
364
00:20:09,675 --> 00:20:10,843
Painful...
365
00:20:10,976 --> 00:20:12,378
♪ ♪
366
00:20:12,511 --> 00:20:14,480
Gill net fisherman
that's overinvested.
367
00:20:14,613 --> 00:20:15,781
♪ ♪
368
00:20:15,915 --> 00:20:18,017
I should be hunting,
369
00:20:18,150 --> 00:20:21,187
trapping, fishing with line...
370
00:20:21,320 --> 00:20:22,822
♪ ♪
371
00:20:22,955 --> 00:20:24,223
So I'm boiling a bunch of water
372
00:20:24,356 --> 00:20:27,960
and let it cool, flush my eye.
373
00:20:28,094 --> 00:20:29,495
♪ ♪
374
00:20:29,628 --> 00:20:30,663
Would that help?
375
00:20:30,796 --> 00:20:37,470
♪ ♪
376
00:20:37,603 --> 00:20:38,471
Mm.
377
00:20:38,604 --> 00:20:40,039
♪ ♪
378
00:20:40,172 --> 00:20:41,040
Geez.
379
00:20:41,173 --> 00:20:42,141
♪ ♪
380
00:20:42,274 --> 00:20:43,142
Mm.
381
00:20:43,275 --> 00:20:44,643
♪ ♪
382
00:20:46,579 --> 00:20:52,284
♪ ♪
383
00:20:57,623 --> 00:21:03,429
♪ ♪
384
00:21:03,562 --> 00:21:05,664
Okay, I'm gonna go over
and fix the net.
385
00:21:05,798 --> 00:21:08,768
♪ ♪
386
00:21:08,901 --> 00:21:10,269
All right, we're launching.
387
00:21:10,402 --> 00:21:11,504
♪ ♪
388
00:21:11,637 --> 00:21:12,505
[grunts]
389
00:21:12,638 --> 00:21:17,576
♪ ♪
390
00:21:17,710 --> 00:21:18,711
Floating.
391
00:21:23,649 --> 00:21:27,153
Today is my dad's birthday.
392
00:21:27,286 --> 00:21:29,188
Just want to say
happy birthday, Dad.
393
00:21:29,321 --> 00:21:30,189
♪ ♪
394
00:21:30,322 --> 00:21:31,457
I love you.
395
00:21:31,590 --> 00:21:33,692
♪ ♪
396
00:21:33,826 --> 00:21:35,394
And I wouldn't be here
on your birthday
397
00:21:35,528 --> 00:21:37,463
if it wasn't for you.
398
00:21:37,596 --> 00:21:39,465
I might have given up
a long time ago.
399
00:21:39,598 --> 00:21:42,034
I might not even be out here.
I don't know what I'd be into.
400
00:21:42,168 --> 00:21:44,737
But, like,
you got me into the outdoors,
401
00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:47,540
and it's changed my life.
402
00:21:47,673 --> 00:21:48,607
I'm gonna push it hard.
403
00:21:48,741 --> 00:21:50,643
I'm gonna push it
to my limits, man.
404
00:21:50,776 --> 00:21:53,879
My tank is pretty empty...
405
00:21:54,013 --> 00:21:56,916
♪ ♪
406
00:21:57,049 --> 00:21:58,250
But there's fish here.
407
00:21:58,384 --> 00:21:59,819
I think if I can catch
a few of those,
408
00:21:59,952 --> 00:22:01,520
you know,
every few days or every week,
409
00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:04,924
like, I am gonna be
sitting in hog heaven.
410
00:22:05,057 --> 00:22:06,525
Like, I'm gonna get
a lot of work done
411
00:22:06,659 --> 00:22:08,327
because there's
so many nutrients
412
00:22:08,460 --> 00:22:10,296
you don't get
on these land animals,
413
00:22:10,429 --> 00:22:12,331
and so I'm feeling
really good about this.
414
00:22:12,464 --> 00:22:13,799
This could work.
415
00:22:13,933 --> 00:22:20,339
♪ ♪
416
00:22:20,472 --> 00:22:21,807
Oh, my God, there's a fish.
417
00:22:21,941 --> 00:22:23,042
♪ ♪
418
00:22:23,175 --> 00:22:26,312
My God, yes!
419
00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:28,214
Yes!
420
00:22:28,347 --> 00:22:29,915
♪ ♪
421
00:22:30,049 --> 00:22:33,052
Yes, yes, yes!
422
00:22:33,185 --> 00:22:34,453
♪ ♪
423
00:22:34,587 --> 00:22:36,589
Caught a fish!
424
00:22:36,722 --> 00:22:38,891
Ha ha!
425
00:22:39,024 --> 00:22:40,492
Oh, I needed you.
426
00:22:40,626 --> 00:22:44,430
Thank you so much.
Thank you so much!
427
00:22:44,563 --> 00:22:51,403
♪ ♪
428
00:22:52,705 --> 00:22:54,073
That hog.
429
00:22:54,206 --> 00:22:55,474
♪ ♪
430
00:22:55,608 --> 00:22:57,042
Look at that fat baby.
431
00:22:57,176 --> 00:22:59,745
♪ ♪
432
00:22:59,879 --> 00:23:02,214
Fat, huh? Thick.
433
00:23:02,348 --> 00:23:03,482
A belly.
434
00:23:03,616 --> 00:23:05,417
♪ ♪
435
00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:07,152
I need to go get a fire going
and get warm.
436
00:23:07,286 --> 00:23:11,724
Like, we can just sit around
and cook fish stew!
437
00:23:11,857 --> 00:23:14,693
♪ ♪
438
00:23:14,827 --> 00:23:15,828
Yes!
439
00:23:17,496 --> 00:23:20,733
I needed it.
I really needed it.
440
00:23:20,866 --> 00:23:25,905
♪ ♪
441
00:23:26,038 --> 00:23:28,741
So tonight I'm gonna
be having fish soup
442
00:23:28,874 --> 00:23:30,943
that I'm excited about.
443
00:23:31,076 --> 00:23:32,111
♪ ♪
444
00:23:32,244 --> 00:23:35,414
Size of that fish,
all that broth.
445
00:23:35,547 --> 00:23:36,582
♪ ♪
446
00:23:36,715 --> 00:23:38,851
Golly, what a day.
447
00:23:38,984 --> 00:23:40,319
♪ ♪
448
00:23:40,452 --> 00:23:42,554
What a day, you guys.
449
00:23:42,688 --> 00:23:45,090
Man, ups and downs.
450
00:23:45,224 --> 00:23:48,527
I mean, just really
went down and then up.
451
00:23:48,661 --> 00:23:50,596
♪ ♪
452
00:23:50,729 --> 00:23:52,298
I feel like I'm okay.
453
00:23:52,431 --> 00:23:54,166
I have a few days'
worth of food.
454
00:23:54,300 --> 00:23:56,035
I need to invest
these calories smartly,
455
00:23:56,168 --> 00:23:58,771
but, like, Dad,
you taught me not to give up,
456
00:23:58,904 --> 00:24:01,340
and I'm not giving up.
457
00:24:01,473 --> 00:24:04,176
All right. Oh, my God!
458
00:24:04,310 --> 00:24:05,444
♪ ♪
459
00:24:05,577 --> 00:24:10,449
Scooping up
my first bite of fish.
460
00:24:10,582 --> 00:24:12,885
♪ ♪
461
00:24:15,988 --> 00:24:20,659
♪ ♪
462
00:24:23,595 --> 00:24:30,569
♪ ♪
463
00:24:46,318 --> 00:24:51,090
‐ The first order of business
today is some breakfast.
464
00:24:52,992 --> 00:24:55,661
A bit of rosehip
and kinnikinnick boiled down
465
00:24:55,794 --> 00:24:58,230
and then strained.
466
00:24:58,364 --> 00:25:00,332
It's probably two cans' worth.
467
00:25:00,466 --> 00:25:02,968
You know,
that's two days of rosehips.
468
00:25:04,236 --> 00:25:06,572
I've tried a number of
different straining methods.
469
00:25:06,705 --> 00:25:09,308
What actually works the best
is stick your hands in it,
470
00:25:09,441 --> 00:25:11,243
grab out the pulp, and squeeze.
471
00:25:11,377 --> 00:25:14,113
You end up
with these weird, little cakes
472
00:25:14,246 --> 00:25:16,515
of basically seed
473
00:25:16,648 --> 00:25:19,418
and the case from the rosehips.
474
00:25:19,551 --> 00:25:22,688
Um, it's interesting.
475
00:25:22,821 --> 00:25:25,090
Might not be
the world's best food,
476
00:25:25,224 --> 00:25:26,492
but it is food.
477
00:25:26,625 --> 00:25:28,594
♪ ♪
478
00:25:28,727 --> 00:25:30,963
I would love to put those
back on the fire
479
00:25:31,096 --> 00:25:32,197
and get that reducing;
480
00:25:32,331 --> 00:25:35,501
however, I have
481
00:25:35,634 --> 00:25:39,104
either misplaced my pot hook,
482
00:25:39,238 --> 00:25:41,874
or I potentially
483
00:25:42,007 --> 00:25:43,542
knocked it
in the fire by accident,
484
00:25:43,675 --> 00:25:46,111
didn't realize.
485
00:25:46,245 --> 00:25:50,582
So unexpected
morning carving project.
486
00:25:50,716 --> 00:25:52,351
♪ ♪
487
00:25:52,484 --> 00:25:54,086
My body is tired.
488
00:25:54,219 --> 00:25:56,055
I'm calorie‐starved on a level
489
00:25:56,188 --> 00:25:58,057
that I didn't know existed,
490
00:25:58,190 --> 00:26:00,893
but still smiling.
491
00:26:01,026 --> 00:26:02,428
Still loving the view.
492
00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:04,129
Sitting next to my fire.
493
00:26:04,263 --> 00:26:05,631
♪ ♪
494
00:26:05,764 --> 00:26:06,899
It's an awkward carve
495
00:26:07,032 --> 00:26:11,870
because it's
really close to the‐‐
496
00:26:12,004 --> 00:26:13,172
to the hanger.
497
00:26:13,305 --> 00:26:15,340
♪ ♪
498
00:26:15,474 --> 00:26:18,844
Hearing only myself speak
out here has been interesting.
499
00:26:18,977 --> 00:26:21,947
I know that my accent
is a bit manic.
500
00:26:22,081 --> 00:26:25,851
And it's interesting
to hear which bits‐‐
501
00:26:25,984 --> 00:26:28,187
I still have a bit
of the American "R."
502
00:26:28,320 --> 00:26:31,623
Like, quite‐‐actually
quite distinctly the "err."
503
00:26:31,757 --> 00:26:33,459
Seems like all of my vowels
504
00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:36,395
are really
what has taken on the...
505
00:26:36,528 --> 00:26:38,397
♪ ♪
506
00:26:38,530 --> 00:26:41,300
I don't know what you call it.
A British drawl, perhaps.
507
00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:42,267
It's...
508
00:26:42,401 --> 00:26:44,703
♪ ♪
509
00:26:44,837 --> 00:26:48,440
In the same way
that Texans elongate words.
510
00:26:48,574 --> 00:26:51,210
Perhaps we'll call this
a drawl.
511
00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:54,379
I don't know, actually,
what a British accent
512
00:26:54,513 --> 00:26:57,583
is called‐‐
like, the type of accent it is,
513
00:26:57,716 --> 00:27:00,619
if there is such
a designation even.
514
00:27:00,752 --> 00:27:03,388
♪ ♪
515
00:27:03,522 --> 00:27:06,892
It's amazing how little
strength my arms have.
516
00:27:07,025 --> 00:27:09,228
That is gonna be
a bloody ugly pot hook.
517
00:27:09,361 --> 00:27:11,797
Like, really ugly.
518
00:27:11,930 --> 00:27:12,865
Trying to decide
if it's gonna be easier
519
00:27:12,998 --> 00:27:14,700
to saw that off
or cut that off.
520
00:27:14,833 --> 00:27:16,168
♪ ♪
521
00:27:16,301 --> 00:27:18,270
Eh...
522
00:27:18,403 --> 00:27:19,505
knife is out.
523
00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:26,645
♪ ♪
524
00:27:29,181 --> 00:27:30,349
This is just a...
525
00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:31,750
♪ ♪
526
00:27:31,884 --> 00:27:33,886
Pretty big teeth
for trying to do this.
527
00:27:34,019 --> 00:27:37,222
♪ ♪
528
00:27:37,356 --> 00:27:39,391
See, I would have
sawed this off.
529
00:27:39,525 --> 00:27:41,093
Ow. Bloody [bleep].
530
00:27:46,565 --> 00:27:47,432
Mm.
531
00:27:47,566 --> 00:27:49,401
♪ ♪
532
00:27:49,535 --> 00:27:52,004
Knew I shouldn't have
been doing that [bleep].
533
00:27:52,137 --> 00:27:53,872
♪ ♪
534
00:27:54,006 --> 00:27:56,508
Ah, yeah, that's, uh...
535
00:27:56,642 --> 00:28:03,715
♪ ♪
536
00:28:05,717 --> 00:28:07,085
Mm, mm.
537
00:28:07,219 --> 00:28:08,487
♪ ♪
538
00:28:08,620 --> 00:28:10,088
It's clean, but it's deep.
539
00:28:10,222 --> 00:28:12,291
♪ ♪
540
00:28:12,424 --> 00:28:13,525
Ouch. That was stupid.
541
00:28:13,659 --> 00:28:14,626
That was just dumb.
542
00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:16,061
I knew better than that.
543
00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:17,896
♪ ♪
544
00:28:18,030 --> 00:28:19,064
Silly little things like that
545
00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:20,265
that could just
end your time out here
546
00:28:20,399 --> 00:28:21,633
just like that, boom.
547
00:28:21,767 --> 00:28:22,935
I mean, I could have cut
548
00:28:23,068 --> 00:28:25,270
right through the tendon
in the back of that finger.
549
00:28:25,404 --> 00:28:27,606
That would have been
an immediate ticket home.
550
00:28:27,739 --> 00:28:28,607
Done.
551
00:28:28,740 --> 00:28:31,944
♪ ♪
552
00:28:32,077 --> 00:28:36,248
Can't be dumb out here.
553
00:28:36,381 --> 00:28:38,016
♪ ♪
554
00:28:38,150 --> 00:28:41,720
Damn it, this is really
what I was afraid of actually.
555
00:28:41,853 --> 00:28:45,324
I was afraid that my mind
556
00:28:45,457 --> 00:28:48,660
would be willing
557
00:28:48,794 --> 00:28:51,763
to do everything I ask,
that I want,
558
00:28:51,897 --> 00:28:52,764
and that...
559
00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:54,666
♪ ♪
560
00:28:54,800 --> 00:28:57,603
And that my body
just eventually
561
00:28:57,736 --> 00:28:59,071
wouldn't be capable...
562
00:28:59,204 --> 00:29:00,839
♪ ♪
563
00:29:00,973 --> 00:29:03,775
Of following it up.
564
00:29:03,909 --> 00:29:08,647
♪ ♪
565
00:29:08,780 --> 00:29:11,750
It's all right.
It's okay. It's okay.
566
00:29:11,883 --> 00:29:13,685
I mean,
you knew this would come.
567
00:29:13,819 --> 00:29:16,989
There would be times
that this would be the case.
568
00:29:17,122 --> 00:29:18,223
♪ ♪
569
00:29:18,357 --> 00:29:20,692
This is just your body
asking for a break.
570
00:29:20,826 --> 00:29:22,227
♪ ♪
571
00:29:22,361 --> 00:29:24,062
I'm not in pain.
572
00:29:24,196 --> 00:29:28,066
I'm just really tired.
573
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:31,570
♪ ♪
574
00:29:31,703 --> 00:29:33,505
There are the med checks
coming up...
575
00:29:33,639 --> 00:29:34,940
♪ ♪
576
00:29:35,073 --> 00:29:38,176
And they're a big deal
577
00:29:38,310 --> 00:29:40,245
because there's
always the chance
578
00:29:40,379 --> 00:29:41,580
that I'd get pulled.
579
00:29:41,713 --> 00:29:42,781
♪ ♪
580
00:29:42,914 --> 00:29:43,949
I'm worried.
581
00:29:44,082 --> 00:29:50,255
♪ ♪
582
00:29:51,490 --> 00:29:55,294
As much as I don't want
the end of my story out here
583
00:29:55,427 --> 00:30:00,265
to be all about
the breakdown of my body,
584
00:30:00,399 --> 00:30:02,634
it's kind of turning
into that, and...
585
00:30:02,768 --> 00:30:04,736
♪ ♪
586
00:30:04,870 --> 00:30:08,707
I guess that's
my reality right now.
587
00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:12,444
And we'll see how far we get
if they let me stay.
588
00:30:12,577 --> 00:30:16,281
♪ ♪
589
00:30:16,415 --> 00:30:20,619
My goal is getting closer
to being a reality here.
590
00:30:20,752 --> 00:30:22,854
I might be able
to accomplish this.
591
00:30:22,988 --> 00:30:27,826
It would allow me to buy
that plot of land in Sweden.
592
00:30:27,959 --> 00:30:31,863
I can build a house there.
My kind of house.
593
00:30:31,997 --> 00:30:34,900
♪ ♪
594
00:30:35,033 --> 00:30:36,001
[sighs]
595
00:30:38,704 --> 00:30:40,172
♪ ♪
596
00:30:43,408 --> 00:30:45,077
And I hope you're doing okay.
597
00:30:45,210 --> 00:30:47,079
♪ ♪
598
00:30:47,212 --> 00:30:49,815
I also really hope
you're ready to tap.
599
00:30:49,948 --> 00:30:50,949
Kind of a...
600
00:30:52,617 --> 00:30:55,087
You know?
[chuckles]
601
00:30:55,220 --> 00:30:57,556
On one hand,
I wish them all the best.
602
00:30:57,689 --> 00:31:01,193
On the other hand,
bloody go home
603
00:31:01,326 --> 00:31:03,028
so I can win some money.
604
00:31:09,234 --> 00:31:16,241
♪ ♪
605
00:31:33,625 --> 00:31:34,626
‐ Yes!
606
00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:42,567
And that right there
is what fish can do for you.
607
00:31:42,701 --> 00:31:44,236
That's the power of food.
608
00:31:44,369 --> 00:31:46,872
I think I'm good for‐‐
609
00:31:47,005 --> 00:31:51,009
I really do think
I have 30 days plus of wood.
610
00:31:51,143 --> 00:31:53,111
That's ready for winter.
611
00:31:53,245 --> 00:31:56,148
♪ ♪
612
00:31:56,281 --> 00:31:57,983
I'm investing those calories
613
00:31:58,116 --> 00:32:00,819
from that fish
into two things:
614
00:32:00,952 --> 00:32:02,287
getting firewood for winter
615
00:32:02,421 --> 00:32:04,122
and building another gill net.
616
00:32:04,256 --> 00:32:06,291
♪ ♪
617
00:32:06,425 --> 00:32:08,093
Can't afford not to have
a gill net in
618
00:32:08,226 --> 00:32:09,928
every second I can.
619
00:32:10,061 --> 00:32:11,830
Be glad to have this done.
620
00:32:11,963 --> 00:32:13,398
♪ ♪
621
00:32:13,532 --> 00:32:17,202
Two nets‐‐now we can mend one
and fish the other.
622
00:32:17,335 --> 00:32:18,370
♪ ♪
623
00:32:18,503 --> 00:32:20,872
I know that better days
are coming, man,
624
00:32:21,006 --> 00:32:22,274
and the meat's gonna show up,
625
00:32:22,407 --> 00:32:23,642
and it's gonna show up
in the form of fish
626
00:32:23,775 --> 00:32:25,243
and show up in the form
of my gill net,
627
00:32:25,377 --> 00:32:28,079
and I'm hoping
two gill nets pays off.
628
00:32:28,213 --> 00:32:30,982
♪ ♪
629
00:32:31,116 --> 00:32:34,085
I'm invested in gill netting
'cause these nets work.
630
00:32:34,219 --> 00:32:36,888
The gill net is gonna
take me to the end,
631
00:32:37,022 --> 00:32:39,191
so I'm going all in.
632
00:32:39,324 --> 00:32:41,026
I gotta dig deep
633
00:32:41,159 --> 00:32:44,029
'cause I'm not thriving.
634
00:32:44,162 --> 00:32:46,264
I don't have much food,
635
00:32:46,398 --> 00:32:48,767
so I gotta dig deep right now
636
00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:51,303
and, like, get after it
and work till dark
637
00:32:51,436 --> 00:32:54,606
or past dark
while I have the energy.
638
00:32:54,739 --> 00:33:01,813
♪ ♪
639
00:33:14,926 --> 00:33:17,229
All right.
Go out and set the new net.
640
00:33:17,362 --> 00:33:19,498
♪ ♪
641
00:33:19,631 --> 00:33:22,734
All right, guys,
I'll be back shortly.
642
00:33:22,868 --> 00:33:24,035
Hopefully.
643
00:33:24,169 --> 00:33:27,072
♪ ♪
644
00:33:27,205 --> 00:33:29,341
Last day
I have a fish right now.
645
00:33:29,474 --> 00:33:32,077
Spending those calories
like dollar bills.
646
00:33:32,210 --> 00:33:34,012
♪ ♪
647
00:33:34,145 --> 00:33:35,780
It's gonna be
super time‐consuming
648
00:33:35,914 --> 00:33:37,983
and not worth it,
649
00:33:38,116 --> 00:33:40,952
but you gotta try, man.
650
00:33:41,086 --> 00:33:42,988
It's gill net or bust.
651
00:33:43,121 --> 00:33:44,489
♪ ♪
652
00:33:44,623 --> 00:33:46,892
Tie this net.
653
00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:48,627
Hmm. Come on.
654
00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:51,429
♪ ♪
655
00:33:51,563 --> 00:33:53,431
Done.
656
00:33:53,565 --> 00:33:54,733
Ready to go.
657
00:33:54,866 --> 00:33:56,868
♪ ♪
658
00:33:57,002 --> 00:33:58,904
Buoys are out.
659
00:33:59,037 --> 00:34:01,973
Let's go check that first net.
660
00:34:02,107 --> 00:34:07,679
♪ ♪
661
00:34:13,618 --> 00:34:15,854
Either way,
I'm going out swinging,
662
00:34:15,987 --> 00:34:18,523
not hibernating
in my freaking shelter.
663
00:34:18,657 --> 00:34:20,158
♪ ♪
664
00:34:20,292 --> 00:34:21,793
Now pulling it up.
665
00:34:21,927 --> 00:34:24,062
♪ ♪
666
00:34:24,195 --> 00:34:25,297
Come on, fish.
667
00:34:25,430 --> 00:34:29,801
♪ ♪
668
00:34:29,935 --> 00:34:31,469
Nothing.
669
00:34:31,603 --> 00:34:32,804
Damn it.
670
00:34:34,539 --> 00:34:41,313
♪ ♪
671
00:34:41,446 --> 00:34:45,417
I'm gonna fight till the end.
I'm gonna fight till the end.
672
00:34:45,550 --> 00:34:46,651
For lots of reasons, man.
673
00:34:46,785 --> 00:34:49,888
I'm fighting for myself,
for my pride,
674
00:34:50,021 --> 00:34:54,025
but really, man,
I want it for my mom and dad.
675
00:34:54,159 --> 00:34:57,329
Mom and Dad
have supported me so much,
676
00:34:57,462 --> 00:35:00,532
and I just‐‐oh,
I want this for them.
677
00:35:00,665 --> 00:35:02,500
I want to show 'em, man.
678
00:35:02,634 --> 00:35:05,070
I want to just say
I can do it,
679
00:35:05,203 --> 00:35:08,006
and I wish that my mom could
come out and tell me I won.
680
00:35:08,139 --> 00:35:09,908
♪ ♪
681
00:35:10,041 --> 00:35:12,711
That'd be days
and weeks down the road,
682
00:35:12,844 --> 00:35:16,414
but, oh, that'd be so amazing.
683
00:35:16,548 --> 00:35:23,555
♪ ♪
684
00:35:43,174 --> 00:35:44,709
‐ There's a place
called adventure
685
00:35:44,843 --> 00:35:46,645
that lives just on the horizon.
686
00:35:48,079 --> 00:35:49,447
It calls us forth.
687
00:35:49,581 --> 00:35:51,383
♪ ♪
688
00:35:51,516 --> 00:35:55,520
Over the next ridge
and around the next bend.
689
00:35:55,654 --> 00:35:58,123
It's where
life's good stories live,
690
00:35:58,256 --> 00:36:00,592
the ones that'll be told
around campfires
691
00:36:00,725 --> 00:36:01,993
for a lifetime and more.
692
00:36:02,127 --> 00:36:03,495
♪ ♪
693
00:36:03,628 --> 00:36:06,364
But adventure doesn't give up
her secrets easily.
694
00:36:06,498 --> 00:36:09,100
She keeps them hidden
from all but the most willing.
695
00:36:09,234 --> 00:36:10,301
♪ ♪
696
00:36:10,435 --> 00:36:12,671
Willing to pay
the asking price.
697
00:36:12,804 --> 00:36:15,140
♪ ♪
698
00:36:15,273 --> 00:36:16,941
If someone
could transcribe that for me
699
00:36:17,075 --> 00:36:19,344
and just hand it to me
on my exit,
700
00:36:19,477 --> 00:36:22,013
that would be wonderful.
701
00:36:22,147 --> 00:36:28,920
♪ ♪
702
00:36:29,054 --> 00:36:31,556
I was thinking about
going to check the net,
703
00:36:31,690 --> 00:36:36,027
but sounds like the waves
are breaking pretty hard.
704
00:36:36,161 --> 00:36:38,596
And so I'm gonna have
to go looking for grouse.
705
00:36:38,730 --> 00:36:44,903
♪ ♪
706
00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,072
Look at that. Holy [bleep].
707
00:36:48,807 --> 00:36:51,910
That right there is lion poop.
708
00:36:52,043 --> 00:36:53,445
♪ ♪
709
00:36:53,578 --> 00:36:55,080
It's fresh.
710
00:36:55,213 --> 00:37:01,352
♪ ♪
711
00:37:01,486 --> 00:37:05,390
I bet that's that same cat
I saw when I first got here.
712
00:37:05,523 --> 00:37:07,425
I'll never sneak up
on him like this,
713
00:37:07,559 --> 00:37:10,128
but that gives‐‐
that encourages me
714
00:37:10,261 --> 00:37:11,863
to come back out here
715
00:37:11,996 --> 00:37:15,767
after we get a fresh snow
and just walk the creek.
716
00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:17,368
That's pretty cool right there.
717
00:37:17,502 --> 00:37:18,803
♪ ♪
718
00:37:18,937 --> 00:37:22,006
I would love to see if I
can find a kitty cat track.
719
00:37:22,140 --> 00:37:24,542
God, If I could do that‐‐
if I could‐‐
720
00:37:24,676 --> 00:37:27,212
if I could track that cat down,
oh, my God.
721
00:37:27,345 --> 00:37:29,013
That's, like,
a lifetime achievement.
722
00:37:29,147 --> 00:37:31,249
So few people
have ever done that.
723
00:37:31,382 --> 00:37:38,389
♪ ♪
724
00:37:40,692 --> 00:37:44,529
Been thinking about trying
to make a predator call.
725
00:37:44,662 --> 00:37:45,930
Just think I might
be able to use
726
00:37:46,064 --> 00:37:48,666
a piece of rawhide as a reed.
727
00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:50,668
Just a tube‐style call.
728
00:37:50,802 --> 00:37:52,871
But maybe I'll get
started on that.
729
00:37:53,004 --> 00:37:55,406
♪ ♪
730
00:37:55,540 --> 00:37:58,209
Well, there's a barrel
all finished.
731
00:37:58,343 --> 00:38:00,979
My plan is to sit
on a prominent spot
732
00:38:01,112 --> 00:38:02,547
where I can get a good view
733
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:04,382
and blow on
this predator call.
734
00:38:04,516 --> 00:38:06,718
It's just a call that sounds
735
00:38:06,851 --> 00:38:09,754
like a deer bleat
or a dying rabbit.
736
00:38:09,888 --> 00:38:11,890
It's kind of
a scream‐y type of thing.
737
00:38:12,023 --> 00:38:13,291
And just blow on this thing
738
00:38:13,424 --> 00:38:15,994
and hopefully
bring this cat in.
739
00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:17,028
[call toots]
740
00:38:17,162 --> 00:38:18,730
[air blowing]
741
00:38:20,632 --> 00:38:23,601
[call squeaking]
742
00:38:23,735 --> 00:38:25,670
[call screeches]
743
00:38:25,804 --> 00:38:27,505
That ought to call a cat.
744
00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:34,646
♪ ♪
745
00:38:40,985 --> 00:38:43,288
When they said that we
could hunt cats,
746
00:38:43,421 --> 00:38:45,323
I was like,
"Oh, great, thanks."
747
00:38:45,456 --> 00:38:46,691
It's like, nobody's ever
gonna see one
748
00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:48,259
or get a shot at one.
749
00:38:48,393 --> 00:38:50,762
But then I see one.
750
00:38:50,895 --> 00:38:52,463
I don't get
another chance at that.
751
00:38:52,597 --> 00:38:54,098
♪ ♪
752
00:38:54,232 --> 00:38:56,835
Here kitty, kitty, kitty.
753
00:38:56,968 --> 00:38:58,203
Man, that would be something.
754
00:38:58,336 --> 00:39:00,038
That's something
I've always wanted to do
755
00:39:00,171 --> 00:39:02,874
is walk a lion down.
756
00:39:03,007 --> 00:39:09,981
♪ ♪
757
00:39:10,982 --> 00:39:13,318
So I was on my way
out to the spot
758
00:39:13,451 --> 00:39:17,622
to do some predator calling,
and what do I see?
759
00:39:17,755 --> 00:39:19,090
Fresh grizz tracks.
760
00:39:19,224 --> 00:39:24,162
♪ ♪
761
00:39:24,295 --> 00:39:25,430
Holy [bleep].
762
00:39:31,936 --> 00:39:34,806
Fresh grizz tracks.
763
00:39:34,939 --> 00:39:38,076
I haven't seen any fresh tracks
in a while, but he's been here,
764
00:39:38,209 --> 00:39:40,578
and we're not 100 yards
out of camp,
765
00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:41,613
and he's all over this ridge,
back and forth, searching.
766
00:39:41,746 --> 00:39:43,047
I think I'm gonna wait.
767
00:39:43,181 --> 00:39:45,450
I'm gonna wait a little while
on the predator calling
768
00:39:45,583 --> 00:39:46,918
'cause I damn sure
don't want to be out there
769
00:39:47,051 --> 00:39:49,254
sounded like a dying deer
770
00:39:49,387 --> 00:39:51,456
when there's still a grizz
poking around.
771
00:39:52,957 --> 00:39:55,760
So I'm gonna‐‐might just
kind of hang close to camp
772
00:39:55,894 --> 00:39:59,430
this morning just in case
he is still poking around.
773
00:39:59,564 --> 00:40:06,404
♪ ♪
774
00:40:06,537 --> 00:40:07,772
That's not good.
775
00:40:07,906 --> 00:40:10,141
♪ ♪
776
00:40:10,275 --> 00:40:13,244
So here I am, 8 yards...
777
00:40:13,378 --> 00:40:16,014
♪ ♪
778
00:40:16,147 --> 00:40:17,715
Less than 30 feet
from the camp,
779
00:40:17,849 --> 00:40:19,817
and he came right here.
780
00:40:19,951 --> 00:40:21,819
He made a complete circle
around the tent.
781
00:40:21,953 --> 00:40:23,254
♪ ♪
782
00:40:23,388 --> 00:40:27,558
I bled all of the air
out of the air horn by mistake,
783
00:40:27,692 --> 00:40:30,194
and so now
there's no alarm system.
784
00:40:30,328 --> 00:40:31,896
♪ ♪
785
00:40:32,030 --> 00:40:34,599
I brought all my meat and stuff
inside there 'cause I thought
786
00:40:34,732 --> 00:40:36,968
they would have been
sleeping by now, but...
787
00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:39,570
♪ ♪
788
00:40:39,704 --> 00:40:42,573
I might have to go hang it
back up in a tree.
789
00:40:42,707 --> 00:40:43,708
♪ ♪
790
00:40:43,841 --> 00:40:45,510
Did not expect that.
791
00:40:45,643 --> 00:40:47,011
♪ ♪
792
00:40:47,145 --> 00:40:49,147
The last thing I want
is a bear coming in
793
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:51,149
that thinks he's
gonna get a free lunch.
794
00:40:51,282 --> 00:40:54,052
♪ ♪
795
00:40:54,185 --> 00:40:56,554
If a bear got
the rest of the jerky,
796
00:40:56,688 --> 00:40:59,023
that would...
[chuckles]
797
00:40:59,157 --> 00:41:00,892
That would be real bad.
798
00:41:01,025 --> 00:41:02,961
♪ ♪
799
00:41:03,094 --> 00:41:05,396
Be interesting to see
what he does.
800
00:41:05,530 --> 00:41:07,365
If he comes back,
that means trouble.
801
00:41:07,498 --> 00:41:10,201
That means something
that he wants around here.
802
00:41:10,335 --> 00:41:11,669
Can't be having that.
803
00:41:11,803 --> 00:41:18,810
♪ ♪
804
00:41:25,817 --> 00:41:31,723
♪ ♪
805
00:41:31,856 --> 00:41:35,426
‐ Here we are.
This is the "Starvation Hour."
806
00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:36,894
Hey, everybody!
807
00:41:37,028 --> 00:41:38,296
How's it going? Here I am.
808
00:41:38,429 --> 00:41:39,964
I'm back.
809
00:41:40,098 --> 00:41:42,834
It is snowing outside,
as it seems,
810
00:41:42,967 --> 00:41:46,070
and I'm in here.
811
00:41:46,204 --> 00:41:48,673
[sighs]
812
00:41:50,408 --> 00:41:53,578
I need to focus
on getting more food in me.
813
00:41:53,711 --> 00:41:57,749
If I don't get enough, they may
feel that I'm at risk of...
814
00:41:57,882 --> 00:41:59,317
♪ ♪
815
00:41:59,450 --> 00:42:02,086
Whatever and decide to pull me,
816
00:42:02,220 --> 00:42:03,554
which I don't want.
817
00:42:03,688 --> 00:42:07,225
I just‐‐
I need this money so bad.
818
00:42:07,358 --> 00:42:10,128
I don't have a job
or a career to go back to.
819
00:42:10,261 --> 00:42:11,996
♪ ♪
820
00:42:12,130 --> 00:42:13,564
I'm sure you guys
can all understand
821
00:42:13,698 --> 00:42:15,600
why I need to stay.
822
00:42:15,733 --> 00:42:18,136
♪ ♪
823
00:42:18,269 --> 00:42:19,837
Let's go check the gill net.
824
00:42:19,971 --> 00:42:21,239
♪ ♪
825
00:42:21,372 --> 00:42:24,308
So don't even dare
think about it, Chilko Lake.
826
00:42:24,442 --> 00:42:27,345
Don't even dare think about
putting anything in there.
827
00:42:27,478 --> 00:42:30,515
♪ ♪
828
00:42:30,648 --> 00:42:34,552
I triple‐dog double dare you,
[bleep] Chilko Lake,
829
00:42:34,685 --> 00:42:37,522
to even provide even
a little bit of food for me
830
00:42:37,655 --> 00:42:39,090
in one of those traps.
831
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:41,225
♪ ♪
832
00:42:41,359 --> 00:42:43,127
I never wanted food
in the first place.
833
00:42:43,261 --> 00:42:45,696
I wanted to come out here
and lose some weight.
834
00:42:51,269 --> 00:42:53,304
See some leaves...
835
00:42:54,472 --> 00:42:56,007
Some branches...
836
00:42:57,275 --> 00:42:58,810
And no fish.
837
00:42:58,943 --> 00:43:02,413
♪ ♪
838
00:43:02,547 --> 00:43:05,116
[bleep] it, dude.
I'm gonna try a new spot.
839
00:43:05,249 --> 00:43:06,751
♪ ♪
840
00:43:06,884 --> 00:43:08,953
I'm gonna pull it
[bleep] right now.
841
00:43:09,087 --> 00:43:11,722
♪ ♪
842
00:43:11,856 --> 00:43:13,624
I don't care
if you're iced together.
843
00:43:13,758 --> 00:43:14,826
Get un‐iced.
844
00:43:14,959 --> 00:43:21,966
♪ ♪
845
00:43:27,338 --> 00:43:29,874
I don't know if moving
the gill net will do anything,
846
00:43:30,007 --> 00:43:31,709
but it doesn't hurt to try.
847
00:43:31,843 --> 00:43:33,611
♪ ♪
848
00:43:33,744 --> 00:43:37,148
It's sat in that spot.
It's caught nothing but plants.
849
00:43:37,281 --> 00:43:44,122
♪ ♪
850
00:43:44,255 --> 00:43:45,756
Oh, well. Gill net's moved.
851
00:43:45,890 --> 00:43:48,126
I did something different.
Hurray.
852
00:43:48,259 --> 00:43:49,393
♪ ♪
853
00:43:49,527 --> 00:43:53,064
Everybody applaud for me.
854
00:43:53,197 --> 00:43:54,465
[applauds]
855
00:43:54,599 --> 00:43:56,801
Bravo, Biko.
856
00:43:56,934 --> 00:43:58,569
Bravo.
857
00:43:58,703 --> 00:44:00,905
[bleep] bravo, man.
858
00:44:01,038 --> 00:44:04,342
♪ ♪
859
00:44:04,475 --> 00:44:05,576
Holy [bleep], man.
860
00:44:05,710 --> 00:44:07,512
♪ ♪
861
00:44:07,645 --> 00:44:09,914
I can't believe
how much that winded me.
862
00:44:10,047 --> 00:44:13,384
♪ ♪
863
00:44:13,518 --> 00:44:15,987
Just goes to show you
how weak I've become.
864
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:19,090
♪ ♪
865
00:44:19,223 --> 00:44:23,461
[bleep] tired, man.
Tired of being here.
866
00:44:23,594 --> 00:44:26,797
♪ ♪
867
00:44:26,931 --> 00:44:28,566
Tired of struggling.
868
00:44:29,834 --> 00:44:31,135
Tired of failing.
869
00:44:34,005 --> 00:44:36,874
I'm just [bleep] tired, man.
870
00:44:37,008 --> 00:44:40,845
♪ ♪
871
00:44:40,978 --> 00:44:44,749
All right, gonna dig up
the onions, I guess, now.
872
00:44:44,882 --> 00:44:48,085
♪ ♪
873
00:44:48,219 --> 00:44:50,288
Harvesting my little garden.
874
00:44:50,421 --> 00:44:51,722
♪ ♪
875
00:44:51,856 --> 00:44:54,058
Gotta be careful
with the frozen ones, man.
876
00:44:54,192 --> 00:44:56,060
They like to break.
877
00:44:56,194 --> 00:45:00,464
♪ ♪
878
00:45:00,598 --> 00:45:02,667
All right.
879
00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:04,368
I think that's all of them.
880
00:45:04,502 --> 00:45:05,836
♪ ♪
881
00:45:05,970 --> 00:45:08,706
I think it would just be better
if everybody tapped out
882
00:45:08,839 --> 00:45:10,107
so we could all go home.
883
00:45:10,241 --> 00:45:11,709
♪ ♪
884
00:45:11,842 --> 00:45:14,378
That might just be my opinion,
885
00:45:14,512 --> 00:45:17,748
but it's valid.
886
00:45:19,250 --> 00:45:20,651
Harvested.
887
00:45:21,919 --> 00:45:24,222
♪ ♪
888
00:45:24,355 --> 00:45:26,991
I'm hoping that this meal
I'm gonna have today
889
00:45:27,124 --> 00:45:29,627
will carry me on
through the week.
890
00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:31,529
♪ ♪
891
00:45:31,662 --> 00:45:34,031
Would you like some hot water
with things in it?
892
00:45:34,165 --> 00:45:35,800
♪ ♪
893
00:45:35,933 --> 00:45:38,669
Mm, you don't make it sound
particularly appetizing.
894
00:45:38,803 --> 00:45:41,539
Well, it's not. It's not.
895
00:45:41,672 --> 00:45:45,176
This place is
getting me down, man, it's‐‐
896
00:45:45,309 --> 00:45:47,745
it's beating me down.
It's wearing me down.
897
00:45:47,878 --> 00:45:48,980
♪ ♪
898
00:45:49,113 --> 00:45:50,214
When I applied,
899
00:45:50,348 --> 00:45:51,449
we didn't have
little ones on the way.
900
00:45:51,582 --> 00:45:53,417
I wanted a grand adventure.
901
00:45:53,551 --> 00:45:55,119
♪ ♪
902
00:45:55,253 --> 00:45:57,855
Wanted to test myself
903
00:45:57,989 --> 00:46:01,692
and see what my limits were.
904
00:46:01,826 --> 00:46:03,694
♪ ♪
905
00:46:03,828 --> 00:46:05,563
But after I found out
906
00:46:05,696 --> 00:46:08,899
that I had two daughters
on the way, man, it was like‐‐
907
00:46:09,033 --> 00:46:11,335
and I didn't find out‐‐
908
00:46:11,469 --> 00:46:13,137
I didn't even find out
they were girls
909
00:46:13,271 --> 00:46:17,875
until I was‐‐
a few days before launch.
910
00:46:18,009 --> 00:46:20,711
I wanna live a long time.
911
00:46:20,845 --> 00:46:22,446
I wanna be healthy.
912
00:46:22,580 --> 00:46:24,382
♪ ♪
913
00:46:24,515 --> 00:46:25,816
I wanna take care of myself
914
00:46:25,950 --> 00:46:29,153
so I can watch my kids grow up
915
00:46:29,287 --> 00:46:32,490
and watch them
have kids one day.
916
00:46:32,623 --> 00:46:34,592
♪ ♪
917
00:46:34,725 --> 00:46:37,495
I know that if I can
just stick around,
918
00:46:37,628 --> 00:46:38,963
there's a chance...
919
00:46:39,096 --> 00:46:40,631
♪ ♪
920
00:46:40,765 --> 00:46:42,733
that I can change your lives.
921
00:46:42,867 --> 00:46:46,771
♪ ♪
922
00:46:46,904 --> 00:46:50,074
But I am worn out, man.
I'm worn out.
923
00:46:50,207 --> 00:46:52,243
♪ ♪
924
00:46:52,376 --> 00:46:54,045
Really worn out.
925
00:47:00,051 --> 00:47:02,920
[dramatic music]
926
00:47:03,054 --> 00:47:10,061
♪ ♪
927
00:47:22,206 --> 00:47:26,010
‐ Today is the day, man.
928
00:47:26,143 --> 00:47:27,411
♪ ♪
929
00:47:27,545 --> 00:47:29,280
Day I tap out.
930
00:47:29,413 --> 00:47:31,449
♪ ♪
931
00:47:31,582 --> 00:47:35,553
I'm just kidding, man.
I ain't tapping out yet.
932
00:47:35,686 --> 00:47:37,655
[laughs]
933
00:47:37,788 --> 00:47:41,025
You guys [bleep] wish
I would tap out right now.
934
00:47:41,158 --> 00:47:42,927
I got more weight to lose.
935
00:47:45,429 --> 00:47:49,300
I'm just mostly concerned
about the food thing, you know.
936
00:47:51,001 --> 00:47:53,704
Um, I wanna make sure that...
937
00:47:55,806 --> 00:47:57,408
They've got no reason
to pull me,
938
00:47:57,541 --> 00:47:59,210
basically, you know?
939
00:47:59,343 --> 00:48:03,781
♪ ♪
940
00:48:03,914 --> 00:48:06,250
I'm gonna go down
to the shoreline.
941
00:48:06,384 --> 00:48:08,819
Hopefully the gill net's
still [bleep] there.
942
00:48:08,953 --> 00:48:12,089
♪ ♪
943
00:48:12,223 --> 00:48:15,192
I've pretty much just chased
my passions my whole life
944
00:48:15,326 --> 00:48:17,862
rather than
a big pile of money.
945
00:48:17,995 --> 00:48:20,364
I'm definitely kind of
changing my mindset
946
00:48:20,498 --> 00:48:22,867
now that I have kids
on the way.
947
00:48:22,967 --> 00:48:24,068
♪ ♪
948
00:48:24,201 --> 00:48:26,470
I'm constantly
thinking of those twins
949
00:48:26,604 --> 00:48:29,240
and thinking about how they're
gonna watch this one day,
950
00:48:29,373 --> 00:48:31,776
and I want them to be
proud of me, you know?
951
00:48:31,909 --> 00:48:34,812
♪ ♪
952
00:48:34,945 --> 00:48:37,081
Oh, [bleep].
953
00:48:37,214 --> 00:48:39,683
Well, would you look at that?
954
00:48:39,817 --> 00:48:42,653
Look what I found.
A frozen solid whitefish.
955
00:48:42,787 --> 00:48:44,722
♪ ♪
956
00:48:44,855 --> 00:48:47,825
Maybe something grabbed it
and then dropped it.
957
00:48:47,958 --> 00:48:50,461
I don't know,
but I'll [bleep] take it, man.
958
00:48:50,594 --> 00:48:54,799
I think this fish was
definitely some bird's lunch,
959
00:48:54,932 --> 00:48:56,467
and then it dropped it.
960
00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:57,635
♪ ♪
961
00:48:57,768 --> 00:49:01,739
Man, got my little
tiny whitefish.
962
00:49:01,872 --> 00:49:02,940
♪ ♪
963
00:49:03,073 --> 00:49:06,777
6‐inch fish, wowie.
964
00:49:06,911 --> 00:49:09,013
But it's protein.
965
00:49:09,146 --> 00:49:11,048
First protein
I've had in a while.
966
00:49:11,182 --> 00:49:12,917
♪ ♪
967
00:49:13,050 --> 00:49:15,052
There it is.
968
00:49:15,186 --> 00:49:17,321
All cleaned and scaled.
969
00:49:20,758 --> 00:49:22,693
Very happy to have it.
970
00:49:22,827 --> 00:49:28,065
♪ ♪
971
00:49:28,199 --> 00:49:30,835
This fish, it‐‐
972
00:49:30,968 --> 00:49:32,803
it's almost no food at all.
973
00:49:32,937 --> 00:49:35,673
♪ ♪
974
00:49:35,806 --> 00:49:38,242
And I'm feeling
pretty lethargic.
975
00:49:38,375 --> 00:49:42,813
♪ ♪
976
00:49:42,947 --> 00:49:47,585
I'm starting to let go
of the idea of winning.
977
00:49:47,718 --> 00:49:48,886
♪ ♪
978
00:49:49,019 --> 00:49:52,056
And, uh, I'm telling myself,
979
00:49:52,189 --> 00:49:54,024
"You know what?
980
00:49:54,158 --> 00:49:55,726
Plenty of people
have raised kids
981
00:49:55,860 --> 00:49:58,262
without a pile of money."
982
00:49:58,395 --> 00:50:00,064
What is money
if you're not there
983
00:50:00,197 --> 00:50:01,932
to be there with your family
984
00:50:02,066 --> 00:50:05,903
to enjoy the things
that it can provide, you know?
985
00:50:06,036 --> 00:50:06,837
♪ ♪
986
00:50:06,971 --> 00:50:09,640
If I was to die out here,
987
00:50:09,773 --> 00:50:12,309
then I'd miss out
on everything.
988
00:50:16,080 --> 00:50:23,087
♪ ♪
989
00:50:30,594 --> 00:50:33,497
‐ Ugh. I am spent.
990
00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:37,268
Soon.
991
00:50:37,401 --> 00:50:38,903
♪ ♪
992
00:50:39,036 --> 00:50:43,140
Okay, I'm going out
to check the ol', uh,
993
00:50:43,274 --> 00:50:45,309
gill net.
994
00:50:47,878 --> 00:50:49,280
♪ ♪
995
00:50:49,413 --> 00:50:51,782
God, what I'd give to have
another fish in the net.
996
00:50:51,916 --> 00:50:53,250
♪ ♪
997
00:50:53,384 --> 00:50:55,019
My confidence right now
is through the roof.
998
00:50:55,152 --> 00:50:57,321
Like, the net
and the boat are a team,
999
00:50:57,454 --> 00:50:59,290
and they're gonna
flipping work.
1000
00:50:59,423 --> 00:51:01,225
I love how I've got it
dialed in.
1001
00:51:01,358 --> 00:51:04,361
And I am just, like,
freaking stoked
1002
00:51:04,495 --> 00:51:06,864
that this is paying off.
1003
00:51:06,997 --> 00:51:10,167
When your systems work
and there's fish biting,
1004
00:51:10,301 --> 00:51:12,036
you have security,
you have comfort,
1005
00:51:12,169 --> 00:51:13,637
you have mental health.
1006
00:51:13,771 --> 00:51:15,806
I feel pretty confident
I'm in the running.
1007
00:51:15,940 --> 00:51:22,947
♪ ♪
1008
00:51:25,749 --> 00:51:29,453
[bleep]. Damn it.
1009
00:51:29,587 --> 00:51:32,623
We need another fish, guys.
We need food.
1010
00:51:32,756 --> 00:51:35,626
I'm not eating,
and this doesn't feel good.
1011
00:51:35,759 --> 00:51:38,762
There are times
when my mental strength
1012
00:51:38,896 --> 00:51:40,598
is not normal, it's not me,
1013
00:51:40,731 --> 00:51:42,232
and I'm noticing
times right now
1014
00:51:42,366 --> 00:51:44,802
when my physical strength‐‐
I'm getting winded,
1015
00:51:44,935 --> 00:51:46,403
and I'm not doing anything.
1016
00:51:46,537 --> 00:51:49,340
Med check's tomorrow,
and I know I'm losing weight,
1017
00:51:49,473 --> 00:51:51,308
and so it makes me nervous.
1018
00:51:51,442 --> 00:51:52,876
I don't wanna go like that.
1019
00:51:53,010 --> 00:51:55,446
$500,000 is a big deal.
1020
00:51:55,579 --> 00:51:57,581
This experience
is an opportunity
1021
00:51:57,715 --> 00:51:59,483
of a freaking lifetime.
1022
00:51:59,617 --> 00:52:02,653
I need some food.
I want to stay out here longer.
1023
00:52:06,890 --> 00:52:09,760
[dramatic music]
1024
00:52:09,893 --> 00:52:16,900
♪ ♪
1025
00:52:23,540 --> 00:52:27,044
‐ This is gonna end up being
the longest season ever.
1026
00:52:27,177 --> 00:52:30,447
It's gonna be like 115 days.
1027
00:52:33,083 --> 00:52:36,420
I started working on
an airplane here for Coye.
1028
00:52:39,056 --> 00:52:40,658
Coye likes little things
like this.
1029
00:52:40,791 --> 00:52:44,228
He loves just little‐‐
I don't know.
1030
00:52:44,361 --> 00:52:46,664
I would have thought
it was super cool, too,
1031
00:52:46,797 --> 00:52:48,032
when I was a kid.
1032
00:52:48,165 --> 00:52:49,967
♪ ♪
1033
00:52:50,100 --> 00:52:54,638
When I first came out here,
it was for me.
1034
00:52:54,772 --> 00:52:57,341
It was something
that I wanted to do.
1035
00:52:57,474 --> 00:52:59,910
Just go see if I can
hack it in the woods.
1036
00:53:00,110 --> 00:53:02,379
There we go.
1037
00:53:02,513 --> 00:53:04,114
Not a bad start.
1038
00:53:04,248 --> 00:53:05,716
♪ ♪
1039
00:53:05,849 --> 00:53:08,452
I'm long past satisfying that.
1040
00:53:08,585 --> 00:53:10,087
♪ ♪
1041
00:53:10,220 --> 00:53:12,923
What keeps me here is my boys.
1042
00:53:13,057 --> 00:53:14,792
I wanna set
a good example for them.
1043
00:53:14,925 --> 00:53:18,328
I want to give them
something to be proud of.
1044
00:53:18,462 --> 00:53:20,631
Yeah, Coye will dig this.
1045
00:53:26,370 --> 00:53:29,473
I've been away from my family
for so much.
1046
00:53:29,606 --> 00:53:31,775
I never, ever expected it
to weigh on me
1047
00:53:31,909 --> 00:53:33,610
like it's weighing on me now.
1048
00:53:33,744 --> 00:53:35,345
♪ ♪
1049
00:53:35,479 --> 00:53:36,914
I mean, that's all
I can think about,
1050
00:53:37,047 --> 00:53:39,950
is just going home
and seeing my boys.
1051
00:53:40,084 --> 00:53:42,686
♪ ♪
1052
00:53:42,820 --> 00:53:45,089
Oh, man.
1053
00:53:45,222 --> 00:53:48,025
The days are dragging by,
1054
00:53:48,158 --> 00:53:52,796
and it's obvious
that I'm getting light.
1055
00:53:52,930 --> 00:53:57,134
I don't have enough food
to last as long as needed.
1056
00:53:57,267 --> 00:53:59,603
And there's no definite date.
1057
00:53:59,737 --> 00:54:02,339
♪ ♪
1058
00:54:02,473 --> 00:54:05,743
The desire to be here is gone,
1059
00:54:05,876 --> 00:54:08,812
but I can't leave
until it's over.
1060
00:54:08,946 --> 00:54:12,916
Until either I win or there's
no other options for me.
1061
00:54:13,050 --> 00:54:15,753
Just want to feel like
I've given it my all,
1062
00:54:15,886 --> 00:54:17,621
whatever way it turns out.
1063
00:54:18,789 --> 00:54:20,390
[imitating airplane engine]
1064
00:54:20,524 --> 00:54:27,531
♪ ♪
1065
00:55:05,135 --> 00:55:09,306
Even my food fantasies
were keeping me up.
1066
00:55:09,439 --> 00:55:10,774
That's not a good sign.
1067
00:55:10,908 --> 00:55:12,342
♪ ♪
1068
00:55:12,476 --> 00:55:14,311
I don't wanna get pulled.
1069
00:55:14,444 --> 00:55:19,483
♪ ♪
1070
00:55:19,616 --> 00:55:21,185
You know, I'm losing weight,
1071
00:55:21,318 --> 00:55:24,488
and right now,
I am scared [bleep].
1072
00:55:24,621 --> 00:55:25,856
At any moment, they could say,
1073
00:55:25,989 --> 00:55:27,257
"It's not healthy
for you to be here,"
1074
00:55:27,391 --> 00:55:29,293
and I don't wanna
go like that.
1075
00:55:29,426 --> 00:55:32,129
Don't pull me yet. Please.
1076
00:55:32,262 --> 00:55:34,998
♪ ♪
1077
00:55:35,132 --> 00:55:36,500
‐ Don't want to go home today.
1078
00:55:36,633 --> 00:55:37,768
♪ ♪
1079
00:55:37,901 --> 00:55:40,804
Let's hope we pass
our med check, huh?
1080
00:55:40,938 --> 00:55:42,272
I'm worried.
1081
00:55:42,406 --> 00:55:44,875
I did come out here
with the absolute intention
1082
00:55:45,008 --> 00:55:47,044
of pushing myself
to that red line,
1083
00:55:47,177 --> 00:55:48,979
and I think I'm close to it.
1084
00:55:49,112 --> 00:55:51,448
♪ ♪
1085
00:55:51,582 --> 00:55:53,650
‐ Worrying about
my medical check.
1086
00:55:53,784 --> 00:55:55,953
I'm gonna be really mad
if my toes
1087
00:55:56,086 --> 00:55:58,255
are what takes me out of this,
1088
00:55:58,388 --> 00:56:00,190
'cause I didn't have
adequate footwear
1089
00:56:00,324 --> 00:56:02,893
or not adequate socks,
or whatever it is.
1090
00:56:03,026 --> 00:56:04,862
I'm gonna be
really [bleep] pissed.
1091
00:56:04,995 --> 00:56:08,265
♪ ♪
1092
00:56:08,398 --> 00:56:12,436
‐ Med check day's not
a good day to be feeling weak.
1093
00:56:12,569 --> 00:56:14,438
I just can't keep
the weight on,
1094
00:56:14,571 --> 00:56:17,674
and I don't know
what to really do about it.
1095
00:56:17,808 --> 00:56:24,815
♪ ♪
1096
00:56:30,754 --> 00:56:37,561
♪ ♪
1097
00:56:45,636 --> 00:56:46,503
‐ Mm.
1098
00:56:46,637 --> 00:56:53,277
♪ ♪
1099
00:56:54,177 --> 00:56:56,113
‐ I've just been experiencing
a little numbness
1100
00:56:56,246 --> 00:56:58,315
here and there
when it gets really cold.
1101
00:56:58,448 --> 00:57:05,522
♪ ♪
1102
00:57:11,094 --> 00:57:12,362
‐ Turn sideways.
1103
00:57:12,496 --> 00:57:19,469
♪ ♪
1104
00:57:37,988 --> 00:57:39,523
‐ You're not seeing any chance
1105
00:57:39,656 --> 00:57:42,492
of improvement
in the near future.
1106
00:57:42,626 --> 00:57:45,028
‐ No, not at this point.
‐ Okay. Copy that.
1107
00:57:45,162 --> 00:57:52,135
♪ ♪
1108
00:57:56,873 --> 00:57:59,743
[dramatic music]
1109
00:57:59,876 --> 00:58:06,416
♪ ♪
1110
00:58:09,886 --> 00:58:10,988
‐ We don't think it's safe
for you to stay
1111
00:58:11,121 --> 00:58:12,656
in the field anymore.
1112
00:58:12,789 --> 00:58:14,124
♪ ♪
1113
00:58:14,257 --> 00:58:16,827
We're gonna have to pull you
for medical reasons.
1114
00:58:18,328 --> 00:58:20,530
You've lost a tremendous
amount of weight,
1115
00:58:20,664 --> 00:58:23,967
and your vital signs
are starting to decline.
1116
00:58:24,067 --> 00:58:27,004
I think the concern is that
your cardiovascular system
1117
00:58:27,137 --> 00:58:28,905
is under pretty severe strain.
1118
00:58:29,039 --> 00:58:32,542
You're at the point now where
we're seeing damage that,
1119
00:58:32,676 --> 00:58:34,978
if we're not careful,
could become permanent.
1120
00:58:35,112 --> 00:58:37,314
It's just too risky
at this point.
1121
00:58:42,853 --> 00:58:44,721
‐ God, I wanted to do better.
1122
00:58:44,855 --> 00:58:45,922
[voice breaking]
I just wanted to do better.
1123
00:58:46,056 --> 00:58:49,793
I wanted‐‐I did not
represent that well.
1124
00:58:49,926 --> 00:58:51,028
♪ ♪
1125
00:58:51,161 --> 00:58:53,063
I just wanted to do better.
1126
00:58:53,196 --> 00:59:00,237
♪ ♪
1127
00:59:04,841 --> 00:59:07,144
I have nothing left in my tank.
1128
00:59:07,277 --> 00:59:09,946
♪ ♪
1129
00:59:10,080 --> 00:59:11,648
I thought to‐‐I mean,
I didn't know today,
1130
00:59:11,782 --> 00:59:14,251
but I knew my time
was coming soon.
1131
00:59:14,384 --> 00:59:16,053
I could feel it.
1132
00:59:17,687 --> 00:59:19,456
God, I wish some of
my investments
1133
00:59:19,589 --> 00:59:21,425
would have paid off better.
1134
00:59:21,558 --> 00:59:26,163
Man, I got so one‐sighted,
I got so overly invested‐‐
1135
00:59:26,296 --> 00:59:27,998
single‐minded on some things,
1136
00:59:28,131 --> 00:59:31,334
and I didn't diversify,
and I didn't adapt soon enough.
1137
00:59:31,468 --> 00:59:35,005
But God dang it,
I knew it was coming.
1138
00:59:35,138 --> 00:59:36,940
♪ ♪
1139
00:59:37,074 --> 00:59:42,312
I just knew, like, I was
nearing my physical limits.
1140
00:59:42,446 --> 00:59:44,448
But I just thought,
"I love my life so much,
1141
00:59:44,581 --> 00:59:45,816
"and I love my family
and friends,
1142
00:59:45,949 --> 00:59:47,451
"and I love
where I live‐‐just‐‐
1143
00:59:47,584 --> 00:59:51,088
I'm just surrounded
by so much positive."
1144
00:59:51,221 --> 00:59:53,023
I have the best parents
in the world.
1145
00:59:53,156 --> 00:59:55,826
They just‐‐they're the reason
I'm here.
1146
00:59:55,959 --> 00:59:59,863
They believe in me
and support me, and‐‐
1147
00:59:59,996 --> 01:00:04,367
and all‐‐every step of my life,
every way they can.
1148
01:00:04,501 --> 01:00:06,970
I wish I could have
made them more proud.
1149
01:00:07,104 --> 01:00:13,844
♪ ♪
1150
01:00:13,977 --> 01:00:16,246
I got a lot of adventures left.
1151
01:00:16,379 --> 01:00:18,682
Dad, we got
a lot of adventures left.
1152
01:00:18,815 --> 01:00:25,088
♪ ♪
1153
01:00:27,657 --> 01:00:30,827
♪ ♪
1154
01:00:30,961 --> 01:00:32,362
I've always been
pretty tough on myself.
1155
01:00:32,496 --> 01:00:33,897
I'm pretty self‐conscious,
1156
01:00:34,030 --> 01:00:36,166
And I just felt insecure
my whole life,
1157
01:00:36,299 --> 01:00:40,937
and so that's why being alone
was so important.
1158
01:00:41,071 --> 01:00:43,707
I have no one else to lean on
or to catch me when I fall.
1159
01:00:43,840 --> 01:00:44,975
♪ ♪
1160
01:00:45,108 --> 01:00:46,476
This was my Super Bowl.
1161
01:00:46,610 --> 01:00:50,447
This was my survival big game.
1162
01:00:50,580 --> 01:00:53,049
And I did not have
my best performance,
1163
01:00:53,183 --> 01:00:57,187
and so I feel disappointment.
1164
01:00:57,320 --> 01:01:00,624
I feel shame
and embarrassment,
1165
01:01:00,757 --> 01:01:02,726
but I also feel humbled.
1166
01:01:02,859 --> 01:01:05,495
♪ ♪
1167
01:01:05,629 --> 01:01:08,598
I knew going in
I needed to diversify,
1168
01:01:08,732 --> 01:01:12,169
but at that moment
where I was starving,
1169
01:01:12,302 --> 01:01:15,505
I went one‐dimensional‐‐
only gill netted.
1170
01:01:15,639 --> 01:01:18,708
I overinvested, overfocused.
1171
01:01:18,842 --> 01:01:21,912
I said, "The gill net
is gonna take me to the end."
1172
01:01:22,045 --> 01:01:23,880
I literally said
"gill net or die."
1173
01:01:24,014 --> 01:01:27,884
And I think, in the end,
it cost me everything.
1174
01:01:28,018 --> 01:01:31,488
But this experience now
is a big chunk of my life,
1175
01:01:31,621 --> 01:01:33,924
and that will never
be taken away.
1176
01:01:34,057 --> 01:01:38,762
It was a phenomenal experience
where I learned and I grew,
1177
01:01:38,895 --> 01:01:41,998
and I'm gonna share that with
students the rest of my life.
1178
01:01:42,132 --> 01:01:45,635
♪ ♪
1179
01:01:45,769 --> 01:01:46,970
‐ I heard a quote one time.
1180
01:01:47,103 --> 01:01:51,474
Said that money is what
we trade our lives for.
1181
01:01:51,608 --> 01:01:53,243
That's pretty damn true.
1182
01:01:53,376 --> 01:01:56,179
‐ Weakness. Hunger.
Mental battle.
1183
01:01:56,313 --> 01:01:58,181
♪ On the toes. Yes, you must ♪
1184
01:01:58,315 --> 01:01:59,282
They're all adding up.
1185
01:01:59,416 --> 01:02:01,284
Getting real sick of this!
1186
01:02:01,418 --> 01:02:04,054
‐ Never really completely
let go of the possibility
1187
01:02:04,187 --> 01:02:06,156
that you might be
the last one out here.
1188
01:02:06,289 --> 01:02:12,529
♪ ♪