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[ominous music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ Holy crap.
Bear track.
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Shack.
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This bear
is poking around camp.
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[bear groans]
Holy [bleep].
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♪ ♪
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[bear spray hisses]
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‐ Fish trap's stuck.
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[groans] Damn it.
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All right. I'm cutting it.
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There she goes.
Just piss‐poor performance.
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‐ Well. I'll take beach fish.
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This represents multiple days'
worth of calories.
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Thank you, lake, for the fish.
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I really didn't want
to leave this early.
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‐ Let's carry her.
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‐ Feel like 37 days
is no time at all.
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I had so much more
I wanted to build.
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I had so many more animals
that I wanted to hunt.
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♪ ♪
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narrator: In "Alone's"
most terrifying location yet,
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ten participants
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face the deadliest predator
in North America...
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‐ There he is, right there.
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‐ Grizzly bears.
‐ Hey, bear!
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‐ We got a lot
of grizzly here.
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I'm gonna have
to live with them.
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‐ Go on! Get!
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‐ Every second we're on
the land, we're being hunted.
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‐ Holy [bleep]. Mountain lion.
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‐ He's circling
around my shelter.
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narrator:
Bone‐chilling cold...
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‐ Winter's coming.
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‐ You combine the wind
with the rain and the cold,
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this place could make
the Arctic look easy.
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‐ Oh, [bleep].
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narrator:
And complete isolation.
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‐ You cannot hide
from yourself,
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mentally and emotionally.
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‐ [shouts]
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‐ There's no place to go.
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‐ I am suffering
from loneliness.
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narrator: Who will survive?
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‐ Yes! Yes!
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‐ This could be the end.
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‐ I don't want to tap,
but I don't want to die either.
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‐ You have to suffer
before you can succeed.
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‐ [wretches]
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narrator:
The last one standing wins.
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‐ At what point do
I push the button?
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♪ ♪
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[wind whistling]
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‐ It's stinking cold, man.
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Not fun.
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No fun at all.
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♪ Oh why, oh why is it
so damn cold? ♪
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♪ The wind keeps at it
again ♪
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♪ And I try every day
just to go another day ♪
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♪ No matter how hard it gets ♪
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The winds are heavy,
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so it's just blowing
in every gap, everywhere.
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Holy cow.
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♪ ♪
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Never experienced
anything this cold.
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It's really hard
to fall asleep.
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Really hard to get warm.
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♪ ♪
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I gotta spend the day
chinking all the cracks
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from the inside with moss,
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just to
make it extra wind‐proof.
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♪ ♪
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This place is
hypothermia's paradise.
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♪ ♪
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We're gonna get our chink on.
Start at the bottom.
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♪ ♪
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I can't even imagine
how it gets
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in, like, December or January.
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♪ ♪
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Anyone else
tapping out right now?
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I hope so.
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♪ ♪
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Take that, windy wall.
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♪ ♪
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Control of your mind
is a big deal out here.
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♪ ♪
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I got to give thanks
to my brother
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for helping me train my mind
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and control the negative
thoughts when they come.
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♪ ♪
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I wish you were mushrooms
I could eat.
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♪ ♪
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My brother wants me to do
these visualization things.
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Say it, believe it, do it.
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[grunts]
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♪ ♪
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It's cold.
It's hard out here.
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But that's no reason
for me to give up.
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Gotta visualize
the win, Biko.
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It's the only outcome you see.
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♪ ♪
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It's time to get a fire
going.
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♪ ♪
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Pretty excited about
my freshly‐chinked cabin.
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♪ My cabin is gonna be warm
and awesome ♪
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♪ All the way through
winter ♪
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♪ ♪
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‐ Today is my oldest brother,
Shane's, birthday.
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Happy birthday, Shane.
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He always been
a huge supporter of mine.
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And he would love to be
out here hunting.
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I don't know how he'd do
with the starving part.
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Bet he's eating
some good meals today.
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♪ ♪
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It's a beautiful, gorgeous,
sunny, cold day.
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♪ ♪
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But I'm hungry.
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♪ ♪
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I've had three
or four snows now
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and I keep saying
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the snow's gonna bring
the animals down to me.
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But I'm not seeing
animal signs.
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And so right now
I'm gonna go fishing.
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♪ ♪
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What is that?
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♪ ♪
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What the hell?
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♪ ♪
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I have not eaten red meat
this entire time.
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This is an absolute
freaking blessing.
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♪ ♪
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Typically,
I would not eat an animal
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with not knowing how it died.
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But, like,
this thing's hardly rigid.
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It has not been dead long.
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♪ ♪
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That's not good.
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♪ ♪
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There is dinner, folks.
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Breasts, legs are in there,
neck, heart, liver.
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Everything looked good.
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I don't see any worms
in the meat, just in the guts.
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But I'm gonna boil
the hell out of it.
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Hopefully, it's not a disease.
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♪ ♪
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I'm not doing well.
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♪ ♪
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I need protein,
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and I'm just trying to get to
when we can use gill nets.
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And that's
my next big move.
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I think it's fairly safe.
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I don't think it was diseased.
I think it was wormy.
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♪ ♪
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Fish have worms.
Mushrooms have worms.
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♪ ♪
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This might be the only reason
I get to day 45.
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Willing to risk it.
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♪ ♪
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Mmm.
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It is...
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delicious.
Oh, my God.
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Your flesh will now
become my flesh.
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♪ ♪
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‐ Hoo‐wee.
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♪ ♪
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Holy cow, it's cold.
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Ugh.
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That's a lot of fur
for a zipper.
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I never meant for this
to have a zipper on the inside,
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but that was what I had
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when I had to finish
this fairly quickly.
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That's all right.
We get there.
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That is potentially
the warmest thing
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I have ever put on in my life.
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All right.
Let's go pick some rosehips.
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[lively music]
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Finally wearing my parka.
Whoo!
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♪ ♪
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I've always wanted
to make a parka.
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And being on this show
gave me the reason to do it.
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♪ ♪
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[laughs]
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I haven't actually
seen this on myself yet.
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♪ ♪
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Okay, so this is kind of
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where a lot of the rosehips
sort of start.
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Oh.
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My intake has been
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a half a pound
of roots and berries per day.
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We got to move
to the next patch.
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That's 1,500 calories.
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But that is not enough.
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♪ ♪
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My body is running
out of reserves.
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I have had two fish
that I found on the beach.
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That is the extent
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of my animal
protein intake out here.
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♪ ♪
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Gonna head back to camp.
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♪ ♪
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Without those
high‐calorie items
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like fish, game,
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this is just a slow
descent into starvation.
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And the wind is dying down.
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♪ ♪
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I think it has
a lot of potential.
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♪ ♪
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When I was gutting
the big fish
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that I found on the beach,
a whole bunch of small fish
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came up and were eating
the bits.
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Little whitefish
and stuff in there.
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So I thought, you know what,
I'm gonna make a fish basket
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for very small fish.
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♪ ♪
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If I could get
a few of those in a trap,
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that will be pretty exciting.
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A bunch of small fish
equals a big fish.
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Cool.
That's something accomplished.
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It's warmed up,
and the wind seems to be calm.
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All right, here we go.
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♪ ♪
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I have to get it
out far enough
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to be able to catch fish.
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So I'm gonna put it
on a line system.
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♪ ♪
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Basically have
a clothesline system.
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I have two anchors.
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One is on the beach,
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which is attached to
the other anchor in the water,
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out by the rocks,
near Cook Camp.
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This should be a system
where you just pull it in,
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check the trap,
and put it back out.
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♪ ♪
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Great. Lovely.
I'm ready to rock and roll.
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It's ready to go out.
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♪ ♪
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I'm running out of days
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where I'm gonna have
the energy to do projects
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unless I can get some
more calories coming in.
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Out she goes.
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♪ ♪
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Why don't you work?
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♪ ♪
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Come on.
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♪ ♪
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Bloody basket's
snagged on something.
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♪ ♪
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What in the world?
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♪ ♪
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[bleep].
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That shouldn't happen.
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♪ ♪
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Slow down, Theresa.
You're all right.
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♪ ♪
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Just gotta get out
to that rock.
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You can do this.
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♪ ♪
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I gotta get some clothes off
and go for a little wade.
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♪ ♪
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Go figure it out.
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♪ ♪
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Wading in the lake
with snow on the ground.
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♪ ♪
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Brr.
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♪ ♪
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Oh. If it can tangle,
it bloody will.
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We're gonna fix
that little problem.
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♪ ♪
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There we go.
All right.
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♪ ♪
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Now I need to tie
the line back together.
274
00:13:35,281 --> 00:13:37,650
♪ ♪
275
00:13:37,784 --> 00:13:40,653
I love it here,
but in the last few days,
276
00:13:40,787 --> 00:13:42,789
have started
missing my parents.
277
00:13:42,922 --> 00:13:46,693
You know, life is rolling on
without me there,
278
00:13:46,826 --> 00:13:48,494
and it's an odd thought.
279
00:13:48,628 --> 00:13:50,897
I think this is the one
that pulls the basket in.
280
00:13:51,030 --> 00:13:54,467
♪ ♪
281
00:13:54,600 --> 00:13:58,104
Awesome.
And that totally works.
282
00:13:58,237 --> 00:13:59,839
♪ ♪
283
00:14:00,039 --> 00:14:03,676
I know for a fact
they are sat in Wyoming
284
00:14:03,810 --> 00:14:06,212
worrying
about me every day.
285
00:14:06,346 --> 00:14:07,580
♪ ♪
286
00:14:07,714 --> 00:14:09,849
All right, here we go again.
287
00:14:09,982 --> 00:14:12,552
You know, your daughter's out
in the wilderness,
288
00:14:12,685 --> 00:14:15,488
all by herself,
survival living.
289
00:14:15,621 --> 00:14:17,457
Setting the fish trap,
take two.
290
00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:19,025
[chuckles]
291
00:14:19,158 --> 00:14:22,295
♪ ♪
292
00:14:22,428 --> 00:14:24,297
Ah.
293
00:14:24,430 --> 00:14:27,633
I want them to know I'm okay.
294
00:14:27,767 --> 00:14:30,169
And I hope my parents
are proud of me.
295
00:14:30,303 --> 00:14:31,971
♪ ♪
296
00:14:32,105 --> 00:14:33,940
All right. Works.
297
00:14:34,073 --> 00:14:35,007
♪ ♪
298
00:14:35,141 --> 00:14:36,442
It's a fish trap in the water.
299
00:14:36,576 --> 00:14:37,944
♪ ♪
300
00:14:38,077 --> 00:14:40,012
Yay.
301
00:14:40,146 --> 00:14:41,280
Let's just hope it attracts
302
00:14:41,414 --> 00:14:45,051
a whole bunch
of little, yummy fish.
303
00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:49,522
Whoo.
304
00:14:49,655 --> 00:14:56,662
♪ ♪
305
00:15:14,046 --> 00:15:17,483
‐ Well, that's looking about
like a gill net to me.
306
00:15:18,684 --> 00:15:21,220
I'm gonna tie
some of these off.
307
00:15:21,354 --> 00:15:23,122
But that's awesome.
308
00:15:23,256 --> 00:15:24,757
♪ ♪
309
00:15:24,891 --> 00:15:26,959
Let's just take it down.
310
00:15:27,093 --> 00:15:28,961
Pretty stoked, guys.
311
00:15:29,095 --> 00:15:30,830
Finished the gill net
312
00:15:30,963 --> 00:15:33,633
well before we're allowed
to use them.
313
00:15:33,766 --> 00:15:35,835
There it is.
314
00:15:35,968 --> 00:15:38,771
Ready for the netting
of gills at some point.
315
00:15:38,905 --> 00:15:42,475
♪ ♪
316
00:15:42,608 --> 00:15:44,444
Not really sure
what else to do.
317
00:15:44,577 --> 00:15:46,446
♪ ♪
318
00:15:46,579 --> 00:15:48,147
I'm gonna have to think
of some more projects
319
00:15:48,281 --> 00:15:50,183
to stay busy out here.
320
00:15:50,316 --> 00:15:53,052
♪ ♪
321
00:15:53,186 --> 00:15:56,756
Just trying to take it easy
till I can put a gill net in.
322
00:15:56,889 --> 00:15:58,658
That's gonna be my best option
323
00:15:58,791 --> 00:16:00,860
for getting fish
out of that lake.
324
00:16:00,993 --> 00:16:02,361
♪ ♪
325
00:16:02,495 --> 00:16:05,131
Feels like time's going slower
and slower out here.
326
00:16:05,264 --> 00:16:06,632
♪ ♪
327
00:16:06,766 --> 00:16:08,701
Felt like it went by
pretty fast in the beginning,
328
00:16:08,835 --> 00:16:09,969
but that might have been
329
00:16:10,102 --> 00:16:12,738
'cause I was so busy
doing stuff.
330
00:16:12,872 --> 00:16:14,807
Pretty cool spoon there, Biko.
331
00:16:14,941 --> 00:16:16,809
♪ ♪
332
00:16:16,943 --> 00:16:18,845
Final product.
333
00:16:18,978 --> 00:16:21,013
The best spoon
I've ever made.
334
00:16:21,147 --> 00:16:22,648
♪ ♪
335
00:16:22,782 --> 00:16:27,153
Projects help you stay busy.
Help keep your mind off home.
336
00:16:27,286 --> 00:16:33,960
♪ ♪
337
00:16:34,093 --> 00:16:37,530
Might make a halfway
decent shelter spear.
338
00:16:37,663 --> 00:16:39,098
♪ ♪
339
00:16:39,232 --> 00:16:44,537
As the weather gets colder,
as the food gets scarcer,
340
00:16:44,670 --> 00:16:47,907
it's getting harder
to pass the days by.
341
00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:49,375
My ankle is hurting.
342
00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:52,178
Definitely can't start
going on hunting missions,
343
00:16:52,311 --> 00:16:54,113
which really sucks.
344
00:16:54,247 --> 00:16:55,982
I think that would
work pretty good.
345
00:16:56,115 --> 00:16:57,650
♪ ♪
346
00:16:57,783 --> 00:17:00,686
I just feel like
just one misstep, man,
347
00:17:00,820 --> 00:17:02,688
could send me out of here.
348
00:17:02,822 --> 00:17:06,559
Just gotta try to figure out
getting food from the water.
349
00:17:06,692 --> 00:17:08,828
♪ ♪
350
00:17:08,961 --> 00:17:11,497
No one to talk to
but a camera lens.
351
00:17:11,631 --> 00:17:13,432
It can be kind of tough, man.
352
00:17:13,566 --> 00:17:15,167
♪ ♪
353
00:17:15,301 --> 00:17:17,537
I decided to cut up my belt
354
00:17:17,670 --> 00:17:20,239
and go ahead and make
a sheath for my knife.
355
00:17:20,373 --> 00:17:21,941
♪ ♪
356
00:17:22,074 --> 00:17:24,310
Well, how about that, then huh?
357
00:17:24,443 --> 00:17:28,581
Fancy new sheath with
a proper belt loop.
358
00:17:28,714 --> 00:17:30,349
Boom.
359
00:17:31,584 --> 00:17:33,386
Anyways.
360
00:17:33,519 --> 00:17:34,820
♪ ♪
361
00:17:34,954 --> 00:17:37,490
Each day I'm here is
one day closer to my goal.
362
00:17:37,623 --> 00:17:38,958
♪ ♪
363
00:17:39,091 --> 00:17:43,429
I am becoming the troll,
for sure, out here.
364
00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:45,298
Can you see the claws?
365
00:17:45,431 --> 00:17:46,832
♪ ♪
366
00:17:46,966 --> 00:17:49,936
[dramatically]
I am becoming the troll.
367
00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:52,038
♪ ♪
368
00:17:52,171 --> 00:17:54,006
Just gotta conquer my mind.
369
00:17:54,140 --> 00:18:00,580
♪ ♪
370
00:18:00,713 --> 00:18:02,682
It's crazy that I'm not
going crazy
371
00:18:02,815 --> 00:18:04,417
from being alone this long.
372
00:18:04,550 --> 00:18:06,686
[laughs]
373
00:18:06,819 --> 00:18:08,788
Maybe just a little crazy.
374
00:18:12,959 --> 00:18:15,561
There it is.
"Troll Cave."
375
00:18:15,695 --> 00:18:17,563
♪ ♪
376
00:18:17,697 --> 00:18:20,166
It does feel like
I've moved here now.
377
00:18:20,299 --> 00:18:23,369
♪ ♪
378
00:18:23,502 --> 00:18:26,639
Important business
to attend to.
379
00:18:26,772 --> 00:18:28,975
Definitely not
gonna give up easy.
380
00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:33,779
I'm willing to deal with a lot
of discomfort, starvation.
381
00:18:33,913 --> 00:18:37,049
This is my one chance
to provide
382
00:18:37,183 --> 00:18:38,718
like I never have before.
383
00:18:38,851 --> 00:18:40,086
♪ ♪
384
00:18:40,219 --> 00:18:41,921
Now all who come around
385
00:18:42,054 --> 00:18:44,423
will know that
this is the Troll Cave.
386
00:18:44,557 --> 00:18:51,263
♪ ♪
387
00:19:05,344 --> 00:19:06,712
‐ Gill net break time.
388
00:19:06,846 --> 00:19:09,048
♪ ♪
389
00:19:09,181 --> 00:19:12,018
Back, arm, shoulder...
[groans]
390
00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:14,620
Gonna raise
the net up a little
391
00:19:14,754 --> 00:19:17,757
so my head's not
looking down.
392
00:19:19,725 --> 00:19:21,360
I'm an old man.
393
00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:23,262
♪ ♪
394
00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:28,367
♪ ♪
395
00:19:28,501 --> 00:19:31,837
Time to do
the next row of mesh.
396
00:19:31,971 --> 00:19:34,874
♪ ♪
397
00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:36,909
I'd like to finish
my net today.
398
00:19:37,043 --> 00:19:38,811
♪ ♪
399
00:19:38,944 --> 00:19:41,614
Gonna be tying all day, guys.
400
00:19:41,747 --> 00:19:43,416
♪ ♪
401
00:19:43,549 --> 00:19:45,418
Found that bird.
402
00:19:45,551 --> 00:19:47,319
That was a nice morale boost.
403
00:19:47,453 --> 00:19:49,689
Get some meat.
Didn't have any stomachaches.
404
00:19:49,822 --> 00:19:53,292
Didn't have anything.
Feel fine.
405
00:19:53,426 --> 00:19:54,694
Good.
406
00:19:54,827 --> 00:19:55,861
♪ ♪
407
00:19:55,995 --> 00:19:58,497
Oh, yeah.
408
00:19:58,631 --> 00:20:00,266
I'm doing
a five‐inch gill net.
409
00:20:00,399 --> 00:20:01,967
See if I can get
some big fish,
410
00:20:02,101 --> 00:20:04,303
'cause big fish
pay off big time.
411
00:20:04,437 --> 00:20:06,472
♪ ♪
412
00:20:06,605 --> 00:20:07,640
Okay.
413
00:20:07,773 --> 00:20:09,442
First float is on.
414
00:20:09,575 --> 00:20:11,744
I like it.
415
00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:14,647
The boat and the gill net
are the combo, man.
416
00:20:14,780 --> 00:20:16,482
That's my winning team,
I hope.
417
00:20:16,615 --> 00:20:18,284
I can set my gill net
all over the cove.
418
00:20:18,417 --> 00:20:20,386
I can set it deep.
I can set it shallow.
419
00:20:20,519 --> 00:20:22,455
In the wintertime, those fish
move into deep water,
420
00:20:22,588 --> 00:20:23,923
I can get to them.
421
00:20:24,056 --> 00:20:25,958
God, if that could give me
a steady food source,
422
00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:27,893
I'm gonna go the distance.
423
00:20:28,027 --> 00:20:32,598
♪ ♪
424
00:20:36,836 --> 00:20:38,938
Yes.
425
00:20:39,071 --> 00:20:40,840
That is ready
to put in the water.
426
00:20:46,145 --> 00:20:47,713
One happy dude.
427
00:20:51,684 --> 00:20:54,920
Now that...
428
00:20:55,054 --> 00:20:56,122
Is done, finally.
429
00:20:56,255 --> 00:20:57,590
Took me forever.
430
00:20:57,723 --> 00:20:59,792
Too slow, but I like
the end product.
431
00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:00,960
Happy with it.
432
00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:03,562
♪ ♪
433
00:21:03,696 --> 00:21:04,930
I'm more optimistic.
434
00:21:05,064 --> 00:21:07,366
Between the gill net
and the boat, as a team,
435
00:21:07,500 --> 00:21:10,836
feel like that is
my road to victory.
436
00:21:10,970 --> 00:21:12,138
♪ ♪
437
00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:15,307
Without either of those,
doesn't look good.
438
00:21:15,441 --> 00:21:16,475
♪ ♪
439
00:21:21,914 --> 00:21:23,916
All right, you guys,
it's 2:30 a. m.
440
00:21:24,049 --> 00:21:26,252
Gill netting day.
441
00:21:26,385 --> 00:21:27,853
It's a windy one.
442
00:21:27,987 --> 00:21:30,456
It's been blowing hard
as hell all night,
443
00:21:30,589 --> 00:21:33,759
and I just have
this bad gut feeling
444
00:21:33,893 --> 00:21:35,227
that the boat
needs attention,
445
00:21:35,361 --> 00:21:38,030
so I'm walking down the hill,
and I'll take you with me.
446
00:21:38,164 --> 00:21:41,033
I'm afraid
the boat's smashed up.
447
00:21:41,167 --> 00:21:42,735
I need to know it's okay.
448
00:21:42,868 --> 00:21:44,403
♪ ♪
449
00:21:44,537 --> 00:21:46,972
Do I want to be doing this?
450
00:21:47,106 --> 00:21:50,042
Hell no.
There might be bears around.
451
00:21:50,176 --> 00:21:52,444
♪ ♪
452
00:21:52,578 --> 00:21:53,712
Hey, bear!
453
00:21:53,846 --> 00:21:55,815
[bleep].
454
00:21:55,948 --> 00:21:58,684
This was a dumb idea.
455
00:21:58,818 --> 00:22:00,753
Hey, bear!
456
00:22:07,159 --> 00:22:14,166
♪ ♪
457
00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:22,875
‐ Hey, bear!
458
00:22:23,008 --> 00:22:24,376
♪ ♪
459
00:22:24,510 --> 00:22:25,678
Hey, bear!
460
00:22:25,811 --> 00:22:27,079
♪ ♪
461
00:22:27,213 --> 00:22:28,581
Coming through!
462
00:22:28,714 --> 00:22:33,853
♪ ♪
463
00:22:38,424 --> 00:22:40,693
Hey, bear! Gonna be quick!
464
00:22:40,826 --> 00:22:42,194
♪ ♪
465
00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:09,121
Ooh.
466
00:23:16,896 --> 00:23:18,998
[bleep].
467
00:23:33,145 --> 00:23:36,348
♪ ♪
468
00:23:36,482 --> 00:23:38,450
We're gonna call
that good for now.
469
00:23:38,584 --> 00:23:41,987
♪ ♪
470
00:23:42,121 --> 00:23:45,557
That feels so much better.
471
00:23:50,262 --> 00:23:54,967
I am so glad
I came down.
472
00:23:58,370 --> 00:24:00,306
Windy.
473
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:01,941
Geez.
474
00:24:02,074 --> 00:24:06,011
Windy night.
Not what I wanted to do.
475
00:24:06,145 --> 00:24:08,480
But...
476
00:24:08,614 --> 00:24:10,082
So gonna head back up.
477
00:24:13,085 --> 00:24:19,959
♪ ♪
478
00:24:32,237 --> 00:24:34,873
‐ Good morrow to you.
479
00:24:35,007 --> 00:24:40,045
Fine morn, it is,
as it is gill net day,
480
00:24:40,179 --> 00:24:44,049
the day I get to put in maybe
the biggest game changer
481
00:24:44,183 --> 00:24:46,585
for me out here,
482
00:24:46,719 --> 00:24:49,355
as far as food goes.
483
00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:55,995
♪ ♪
484
00:24:56,128 --> 00:24:58,163
I'm gonna go get
my gill net tree down.
485
00:24:58,297 --> 00:24:59,865
♪ ♪
486
00:25:00,065 --> 00:25:02,301
That's our specimen
right there.
487
00:25:02,434 --> 00:25:04,069
Long, narrow.
488
00:25:04,203 --> 00:25:06,772
Should get my gill net
out to a good distance.
489
00:25:06,905 --> 00:25:10,542
♪ ♪
490
00:25:10,676 --> 00:25:13,078
It's getting tough
out here, folks.
491
00:25:13,212 --> 00:25:15,581
The lack of calories
catches up with you, man.
492
00:25:15,714 --> 00:25:17,149
♪ ♪
493
00:25:17,282 --> 00:25:21,353
It's been weeks since
I consumed any protein.
494
00:25:21,487 --> 00:25:22,521
♪ ♪
495
00:25:22,654 --> 00:25:24,757
I'm definitely
getting beat up.
496
00:25:25,657 --> 00:25:29,895
♪ ♪
497
00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:32,898
Gotta go real careful.
This is a bouncy log.
498
00:25:33,032 --> 00:25:38,370
♪ ♪
499
00:25:38,504 --> 00:25:42,307
Slow and careful, leg.
Slow and careful.
500
00:25:42,441 --> 00:25:43,509
♪ ♪
501
00:25:43,642 --> 00:25:45,344
I don't know how
much weight I've lost,
502
00:25:45,477 --> 00:25:46,979
but I know
it's considerable.
503
00:25:47,112 --> 00:25:48,647
♪ ♪
504
00:25:48,781 --> 00:25:50,249
Just gonna keep on
doing the best
505
00:25:50,382 --> 00:25:52,551
I can, despite being cold,
506
00:25:52,684 --> 00:25:55,854
despite missing home,
despite missing eating.
507
00:25:55,988 --> 00:25:59,258
I really hope the gill
net changes things for me.
508
00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:00,592
That's my last hope.
509
00:26:00,726 --> 00:26:06,598
♪ ♪
510
00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:09,334
Wish my pops was here.
511
00:26:09,468 --> 00:26:12,137
My dad sure would
appreciate this place.
512
00:26:13,605 --> 00:26:15,407
He would say it's healing.
513
00:26:15,541 --> 00:26:18,110
♪ ♪
514
00:26:18,243 --> 00:26:20,712
My dad was a marine.
515
00:26:20,846 --> 00:26:24,450
He was always wanting
to teach us skills.
516
00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:27,019
And now for you.
517
00:26:27,152 --> 00:26:30,155
He was really brave
his whole career.
518
00:26:30,289 --> 00:26:34,493
Did some scary stuff.
Had some scary close calls.
519
00:26:34,626 --> 00:26:35,627
Okay.
520
00:26:35,761 --> 00:26:37,963
♪ ♪
521
00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:40,566
Looks like a pretty decent
gill net, if you ask me.
522
00:26:40,699 --> 00:26:41,967
♪ ♪
523
00:26:42,067 --> 00:26:44,103
Let's get it out there.
524
00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:46,371
♪ ♪
525
00:26:46,505 --> 00:26:49,641
I hope that when
he watches this,
526
00:26:49,775 --> 00:26:52,277
he can see that this was
my chance to be brave...
527
00:26:52,411 --> 00:26:53,879
♪ ♪
528
00:26:54,012 --> 00:26:56,448
And to put one foot
in front of the other,
529
00:26:56,582 --> 00:26:59,051
and to deal with
the mental demons
530
00:26:59,184 --> 00:27:01,854
of being alone
in the wilderness,
531
00:27:01,987 --> 00:27:03,255
not having much to eat.
532
00:27:03,388 --> 00:27:05,190
♪ ♪
533
00:27:05,324 --> 00:27:07,726
All right.
Gill net is deployed.
534
00:27:07,860 --> 00:27:09,895
♪ ♪
535
00:27:10,028 --> 00:27:12,865
I hope I make him
proud by my sheer will
536
00:27:12,998 --> 00:27:16,635
and determination,
despite starvation.
537
00:27:16,768 --> 00:27:20,239
♪ ♪
538
00:27:20,372 --> 00:27:22,641
Just praying the gill
net works for me, man.
539
00:27:22,774 --> 00:27:24,476
♪ ♪
540
00:27:24,610 --> 00:27:26,178
I'm counting on that, man.
541
00:27:28,247 --> 00:27:29,681
Are you kidding me?
542
00:27:29,815 --> 00:27:32,885
♪ ♪
543
00:27:33,018 --> 00:27:34,686
Look at that.
544
00:27:34,820 --> 00:27:37,489
Those are bears...
545
00:27:37,623 --> 00:27:40,526
♪ ♪
546
00:27:40,659 --> 00:27:41,793
Swimming towards my camp.
547
00:27:41,927 --> 00:27:43,295
[bleep].
548
00:27:43,428 --> 00:27:45,264
♪ ♪
549
00:27:45,397 --> 00:27:47,366
That's concerning.
550
00:27:47,499 --> 00:27:50,202
There's bears, like, 30
feet away from me right now.
551
00:27:50,335 --> 00:27:52,437
♪ ♪
552
00:27:59,344 --> 00:28:02,915
Hey, get out of here!
Get out of here!
553
00:28:03,048 --> 00:28:05,350
♪ ♪
554
00:28:05,484 --> 00:28:07,085
They're leaving.
555
00:28:07,219 --> 00:28:09,521
♪ ♪
556
00:28:09,655 --> 00:28:11,857
Thank goodness.
557
00:28:11,990 --> 00:28:13,825
I don't like having
bear encounters.
558
00:28:13,959 --> 00:28:15,761
♪ ♪
559
00:28:15,894 --> 00:28:17,196
It's stressful
560
00:28:17,329 --> 00:28:20,532
to have to watch out for them
all the time.
561
00:28:20,666 --> 00:28:23,168
♪ ♪
562
00:28:23,302 --> 00:28:26,405
It's a constant worry
that Mr. Grizzle Bear
563
00:28:26,538 --> 00:28:28,307
is gonna come around
the corner.
564
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:29,741
♪ ♪
565
00:28:29,875 --> 00:28:31,510
I'm looking forward
to later in the season,
566
00:28:31,643 --> 00:28:33,178
when they're hibernating.
567
00:28:33,312 --> 00:28:39,151
♪ ♪
568
00:28:39,284 --> 00:28:41,954
I'm kind of doing it
the grizzly bear way right now.
569
00:28:42,087 --> 00:28:43,222
♪ ♪
570
00:28:43,355 --> 00:28:47,159
I just packed on a bunch
of freaking
571
00:28:47,292 --> 00:28:48,627
meat‐‐
572
00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:51,430
packed on a bunch
of extra meat on my body,
573
00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:55,534
and now I'm gonna just wait
it out until it's all gone.
574
00:28:56,401 --> 00:29:01,306
♪ ♪
575
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:03,442
I've never starved
for this long
576
00:29:03,575 --> 00:29:06,578
or been on such a low‐calorie
diet for this long.
577
00:29:06,712 --> 00:29:08,380
♪ ♪
578
00:29:08,513 --> 00:29:09,781
I'm feeling it now.
579
00:29:09,915 --> 00:29:13,285
♪ ♪
580
00:29:13,418 --> 00:29:15,954
The hunger is starting
to get to me.
581
00:29:17,222 --> 00:29:24,229
♪ ♪
582
00:29:37,442 --> 00:29:40,212
‐ Oh, I am dark and filthy.
583
00:29:41,713 --> 00:29:46,385
Wow, that is so crazy,
584
00:29:46,518 --> 00:29:49,154
when you don't look at yourself
every day, or even every week.
585
00:29:51,523 --> 00:29:52,824
Geez.
586
00:29:58,664 --> 00:30:00,299
Eyes.
587
00:30:03,969 --> 00:30:05,237
Wow.
588
00:30:07,372 --> 00:30:09,074
No one out here to tell you,
589
00:30:09,207 --> 00:30:12,244
"Man, you got some dirt
on your face."
590
00:30:14,746 --> 00:30:16,114
♪ ♪
591
00:30:16,248 --> 00:30:18,717
Opening day, gill net season.
592
00:30:18,850 --> 00:30:19,918
♪ ♪
593
00:30:20,052 --> 00:30:23,121
Really glad
I came down last night.
594
00:30:23,255 --> 00:30:25,924
I realized I need
to get the boat fixed.
595
00:30:26,058 --> 00:30:27,426
♪ ♪
596
00:30:27,559 --> 00:30:30,362
It's not quite as stable
as I'd like.
597
00:30:33,598 --> 00:30:36,968
So I want to be
as safe as possible.
598
00:30:38,470 --> 00:30:40,439
That boat is not going back
in the water
599
00:30:40,572 --> 00:30:42,507
until it has new ribs
and the outriggers are solid.
600
00:30:42,641 --> 00:30:44,743
♪ ♪
601
00:30:44,876 --> 00:30:48,680
I put a lot of time and energy
and thought into this boat,
602
00:30:48,814 --> 00:30:51,950
and man, I'm hoping
it starts paying off.
603
00:30:52,084 --> 00:30:53,318
♪ ♪
604
00:30:53,452 --> 00:30:55,153
I love living in Alaska
605
00:30:55,287 --> 00:30:57,589
in the middle of
the wilderness.
606
00:30:57,723 --> 00:31:01,193
But being so remote, you miss
out on the services society
607
00:31:01,326 --> 00:31:03,161
and the service industry.
608
00:31:03,295 --> 00:31:05,430
Like, you can go down
and buy bread.
609
00:31:05,564 --> 00:31:10,001
You can go buy gasoline.
I can't do any of that stuff.
610
00:31:10,135 --> 00:31:12,471
Good to go.
Let's do the other one.
611
00:31:12,604 --> 00:31:13,972
And then ribs.
612
00:31:14,106 --> 00:31:15,440
♪ ♪
613
00:31:15,574 --> 00:31:17,976
You need something,
you don't have a store.
614
00:31:18,110 --> 00:31:20,011
You get unhealthy and sick
and whatever,
615
00:31:20,145 --> 00:31:21,747
you don't have a doctor.
616
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,182
So you have to deal with
a lot of things on your own.
617
00:31:24,316 --> 00:31:26,151
♪ ♪
618
00:31:26,284 --> 00:31:28,120
Okay. This ought to be
a little firmer.
619
00:31:28,253 --> 00:31:29,354
♪ ♪
620
00:31:29,488 --> 00:31:32,157
Who knows what
the future holds?
621
00:31:32,290 --> 00:31:34,960
But the way I see it now it's,
the gill net works well,
622
00:31:35,093 --> 00:31:38,463
I can stay, and if it doesn't,
I might not be able to.
623
00:31:40,665 --> 00:31:43,502
Feels solid now.
624
00:31:43,635 --> 00:31:46,037
Now let's get
this net going, huh?
625
00:31:46,171 --> 00:31:48,373
Let's get out there
and go set it.
626
00:31:48,507 --> 00:31:50,142
♪ ♪
627
00:31:50,275 --> 00:31:52,411
We're gonna fish five feet
off the bottom.
628
00:31:52,544 --> 00:31:55,080
Is that too aggressive?
629
00:31:55,213 --> 00:31:58,183
Trees, stumps, logs,
floating stuff,
630
00:31:58,316 --> 00:32:00,519
I just feel like
that's where the fish are.
631
00:32:00,652 --> 00:32:02,053
♪ ♪
632
00:32:02,187 --> 00:32:04,189
I need some wins.
I need some successes.
633
00:32:04,322 --> 00:32:06,792
I need some celebrations.
634
00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:08,660
I'll do the best I can.
635
00:32:08,794 --> 00:32:11,129
I'm not going anywhere.
636
00:32:11,263 --> 00:32:13,298
I will adapt and overcome.
637
00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:17,335
Woo‐hoo.
638
00:32:17,469 --> 00:32:19,671
Now we're going fishing.
639
00:32:19,805 --> 00:32:26,578
♪ ♪
640
00:32:39,691 --> 00:32:41,493
‐ Nice big ball of moss.
641
00:32:43,962 --> 00:32:45,464
I gotta a few cracks
in the shelter
642
00:32:45,597 --> 00:32:47,599
I need to patch up.
643
00:32:47,732 --> 00:32:50,669
But thinking 'bout making
an archery target,
644
00:32:50,802 --> 00:32:54,473
and I think this would
make a good arrow stop.
645
00:32:56,074 --> 00:32:59,311
Look at that. Poi‐fect.
646
00:32:59,444 --> 00:33:01,446
Use my landing net
for something.
647
00:33:03,148 --> 00:33:05,016
Can't catch any damn fish
to go in it.
648
00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:08,553
♪ ♪
649
00:33:08,687 --> 00:33:11,423
Before we get the gill net
all squared away,
650
00:33:11,556 --> 00:33:13,391
time for archery practice.
651
00:33:13,525 --> 00:33:18,763
♪ ♪
652
00:33:18,897 --> 00:33:22,634
Yeah, I think
that's gonna work good.
653
00:33:22,767 --> 00:33:23,969
I have a target range
at the house
654
00:33:24,102 --> 00:33:25,370
that me and the boys shoot.
655
00:33:25,504 --> 00:33:27,105
♪ ♪
656
00:33:27,239 --> 00:33:28,440
I shoot it almost every day,
657
00:33:28,573 --> 00:33:30,041
but they'll shoot
a couple times a week,
658
00:33:30,175 --> 00:33:31,343
usually.
659
00:33:31,476 --> 00:33:33,144
Clear some of that underbrush
out of the way.
660
00:33:33,278 --> 00:33:38,183
♪ ♪
661
00:33:41,820 --> 00:33:43,388
Very nice.
662
00:33:43,522 --> 00:33:45,223
♪ ♪
663
00:33:45,357 --> 00:33:46,858
That was fun.
664
00:33:46,992 --> 00:33:48,560
♪ ♪
665
00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:51,630
Now we'll had back out
to the beach.
666
00:33:51,763 --> 00:33:53,131
♪ ♪
667
00:33:53,265 --> 00:33:56,268
Gonna set up my rig
for setting out the gill net.
668
00:33:56,401 --> 00:33:57,469
♪ ♪
669
00:33:57,602 --> 00:33:59,871
I'm not seeing
the fish anymore.
670
00:34:00,071 --> 00:34:02,674
But I know they're out there.
671
00:34:02,807 --> 00:34:04,009
♪ ♪
672
00:34:04,142 --> 00:34:06,511
I don't have any experience
with gill nets.
673
00:34:06,645 --> 00:34:08,547
But this could be
a game‐changer.
674
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:10,248
♪ ♪
675
00:34:10,382 --> 00:34:13,084
Gonna make a tripod‐type
thing here.
676
00:34:13,218 --> 00:34:15,587
The gill net pulley system,
677
00:34:15,720 --> 00:34:19,024
it needs to be stout enough
to withstand those winds.
678
00:34:19,157 --> 00:34:21,459
♪ ♪
679
00:34:21,593 --> 00:34:23,261
I like being
a wildlife biologist.
680
00:34:23,395 --> 00:34:26,164
I mean, I did it
for over ten years.
681
00:34:26,298 --> 00:34:29,267
But I always had the thought
I just needed to be
682
00:34:29,401 --> 00:34:30,969
working for myself.
683
00:34:31,102 --> 00:34:33,238
I was an entrepreneur
at heart.
684
00:34:33,371 --> 00:34:35,540
And eventually found
a way to do that,
685
00:34:35,674 --> 00:34:38,510
doing something I love,
which is absolutely amazing.
686
00:34:38,643 --> 00:34:39,911
♪ ♪
687
00:34:40,045 --> 00:34:42,447
I've got a buddy that
was just musically‐‐
688
00:34:42,581 --> 00:34:44,649
I mean, he was gifted.
689
00:34:44,783 --> 00:34:46,851
And I said,
"Man, this is your calling.
690
00:34:46,985 --> 00:34:49,254
You gotta make this your life."
691
00:34:49,387 --> 00:34:51,356
And he's, "Ah, nah."
692
00:34:51,489 --> 00:34:53,224
♪ ♪
693
00:34:53,358 --> 00:34:57,162
You know, maybe only
one percent of the people
694
00:34:57,295 --> 00:35:01,232
that have a talent like that
that actually make it.
695
00:35:01,366 --> 00:35:05,337
That ought to work.
Wire that up.
696
00:35:05,470 --> 00:35:07,606
But that's the one percent
that tries.
697
00:35:07,739 --> 00:35:09,441
♪ ♪
698
00:35:09,574 --> 00:35:12,043
If you stick with it and do it
because you love it,
699
00:35:12,177 --> 00:35:13,845
you will be that one percent.
700
00:35:13,979 --> 00:35:15,914
'Cause everyone else
will give up.
701
00:35:17,082 --> 00:35:20,385
So I'll put a ring up here.
702
00:35:20,518 --> 00:35:22,988
Run that cord through the ring.
703
00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:25,924
And then I can pull it up.
704
00:35:27,525 --> 00:35:29,227
Oh, [bleep].
705
00:35:29,361 --> 00:35:32,364
♪ ♪
706
00:35:32,497 --> 00:35:35,767
So there's a merganser
foraging right here
707
00:35:35,900 --> 00:35:37,369
along the beach.
708
00:35:37,502 --> 00:35:39,170
He's coming this way.
709
00:35:39,304 --> 00:35:41,840
I'll be really surprised if he
gets close enough for a shot.
710
00:35:41,973 --> 00:35:44,776
But he might.
He's getting close.
711
00:35:44,909 --> 00:35:51,116
♪ ♪
712
00:35:51,249 --> 00:35:52,117
Come on.
713
00:35:52,250 --> 00:35:54,819
♪ ♪
714
00:35:54,953 --> 00:35:56,454
I'd love some duck.
715
00:35:56,588 --> 00:35:58,490
♪ ♪
716
00:36:02,761 --> 00:36:03,795
♪ ♪
717
00:36:03,928 --> 00:36:06,765
You [bleep].
718
00:36:06,898 --> 00:36:09,501
Ah.
719
00:36:09,634 --> 00:36:11,369
Damn it!
720
00:36:11,503 --> 00:36:14,172
Son of a B, son of a B.
721
00:36:18,476 --> 00:36:21,012
I hit just‐‐ah!‐‐
722
00:36:21,146 --> 00:36:22,180
just underneath him.
723
00:36:22,313 --> 00:36:24,816
Man, I can't believe
he got that close.
724
00:36:24,949 --> 00:36:28,620
That's ridiculous.
He was ten yards.
725
00:36:30,055 --> 00:36:32,824
Just hit right underneath him.
Damn it.
726
00:36:33,892 --> 00:36:35,560
♪ ♪
727
00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:38,063
I should have killed
that bird.
728
00:36:38,196 --> 00:36:40,965
That deer is not going
to last forever.
729
00:36:41,099 --> 00:36:43,301
I got to get some food
stockpiled up
730
00:36:43,435 --> 00:36:45,437
to be able to stay here.
731
00:36:45,570 --> 00:36:46,671
♪ ♪
732
00:36:46,805 --> 00:36:49,507
At least the gill net
looks nice.
733
00:36:49,641 --> 00:36:51,843
Maybe the fish will like it.
734
00:36:51,976 --> 00:36:54,579
So the way that
this gill net system works
735
00:36:54,713 --> 00:36:57,749
is I have this ring.
736
00:36:57,882 --> 00:37:00,051
All right, I don't even know
where to begin.
737
00:37:00,185 --> 00:37:02,053
♪ ♪
738
00:37:02,187 --> 00:37:03,955
I have an anchor rock.
739
00:37:04,089 --> 00:37:06,658
I have a line
coming up to a float.
740
00:37:06,791 --> 00:37:09,828
And just under the float,
I have a ring attached.
741
00:37:09,961 --> 00:37:12,030
The ring is going to act
as a pulley.
742
00:37:12,163 --> 00:37:14,466
So I have a tripod
on the beach,
743
00:37:14,599 --> 00:37:18,369
and I have a paracord
that runs in a continuous loop
744
00:37:18,503 --> 00:37:21,272
through the ring
back to the tripod.
745
00:37:21,406 --> 00:37:22,874
I don't know how
this is gonna work
746
00:37:23,007 --> 00:37:25,243
with those rocks down there.
747
00:37:25,376 --> 00:37:28,847
So now all I have to do
is attach my gill net to this,
748
00:37:28,980 --> 00:37:32,050
and I can laundry line it out
and laundry line it back.
749
00:37:37,222 --> 00:37:40,391
It is deployed.
750
00:37:40,525 --> 00:37:42,193
Fingers crossed.
751
00:37:42,327 --> 00:37:46,164
Actually went out smoother than
I thought it was gonna go into.
752
00:37:49,067 --> 00:37:51,603
Hopefully, this will carry me
through the end.
753
00:37:53,138 --> 00:38:00,211
♪ ♪
754
00:38:15,226 --> 00:38:18,696
‐ Not the worst day ever,
but not the nicest.
755
00:38:20,465 --> 00:38:22,734
So I'm walking over
to Cook Camp,
756
00:38:22,867 --> 00:38:26,538
because my fish trap
is still in the water,
757
00:38:26,671 --> 00:38:30,275
and we've got a crazy
north wind today,
758
00:38:30,408 --> 00:38:33,411
really high waves,
and I'm just gonna go over
759
00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:38,149
and see if there's any chance
of me being able
760
00:38:38,283 --> 00:38:40,819
to get it out of the water.
761
00:38:40,952 --> 00:38:42,320
♪ ♪
762
00:38:45,557 --> 00:38:49,060
However, the fish trap
isn't producing.
763
00:38:49,194 --> 00:38:51,930
Maybe today
it's gonna be different.
764
00:38:52,063 --> 00:38:56,301
♪ ♪
765
00:38:56,434 --> 00:38:57,302
What the hell?
766
00:38:57,435 --> 00:38:58,903
♪ ♪
767
00:38:59,037 --> 00:39:00,672
My fish basket is on the beach.
768
00:39:00,805 --> 00:39:03,842
♪ ♪
769
00:39:03,975 --> 00:39:05,276
What the [bleep]?
770
00:39:05,410 --> 00:39:12,417
♪ ♪
771
00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:14,919
Holy cow.
772
00:39:15,053 --> 00:39:18,823
The waves tore the wire
off the anchor rock.
773
00:39:18,957 --> 00:39:20,124
♪ ♪
774
00:39:20,258 --> 00:39:21,359
[bleep].
775
00:39:21,492 --> 00:39:23,228
♪ ♪
776
00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:25,864
And also smashed
one of the hoops.
777
00:39:25,997 --> 00:39:28,032
♪ ♪
778
00:39:28,166 --> 00:39:31,870
So, so, so annoying.
779
00:39:32,003 --> 00:39:34,572
♪ ♪
780
00:39:34,706 --> 00:39:36,975
Let's take the fish trap
home.
781
00:39:37,108 --> 00:39:38,810
It's done.
782
00:39:38,943 --> 00:39:41,045
♪ ♪
783
00:39:41,179 --> 00:39:42,914
I've expended all the energy
784
00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:46,317
I'm going to
on fishing this lake.
785
00:39:46,451 --> 00:39:48,653
♪ ♪
786
00:39:48,786 --> 00:39:52,357
I know my time here
is getting slim.
787
00:39:52,490 --> 00:39:53,358
♪ ♪
788
00:39:53,491 --> 00:39:54,893
However,
789
00:39:55,026 --> 00:39:57,862
$500,000 is actually
a pretty big factor for me.
790
00:39:57,996 --> 00:40:02,233
I have no plan whatsoever
for that point in my life
791
00:40:02,367 --> 00:40:04,035
where I can't work anymore.
792
00:40:04,168 --> 00:40:05,870
Oh.
793
00:40:06,004 --> 00:40:07,171
♪ ♪
794
00:40:07,305 --> 00:40:08,673
You haven't
noticed here,
795
00:40:08,806 --> 00:40:12,610
but I don't like
being beaten by things.
796
00:40:12,744 --> 00:40:14,112
♪ ♪
797
00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:17,815
So it's looking like
I will last here on plant food
798
00:40:17,949 --> 00:40:19,784
as long as I last.
799
00:40:19,918 --> 00:40:24,255
♪ ♪
800
00:40:24,389 --> 00:40:25,990
All adventures
have a beginning,
801
00:40:26,124 --> 00:40:27,692
a middle, and an end, right?
802
00:40:28,793 --> 00:40:31,496
Be nice if mine ended
with $500,000.
803
00:40:32,563 --> 00:40:39,537
♪ ♪
804
00:40:55,019 --> 00:40:59,290
‐ The loud winds woke me up...
805
00:40:59,424 --> 00:41:03,528
about an hour‐‐hour,
hour and a half ago.
806
00:41:06,898 --> 00:41:08,866
I haven't been able
to go back to sleep.
807
00:41:11,302 --> 00:41:12,870
Not making me happy.
808
00:41:14,105 --> 00:41:16,174
♪ ♪
809
00:41:16,307 --> 00:41:19,944
Hope my gill net isn't
being destroyed down there.
810
00:41:20,078 --> 00:41:22,580
I'm praying for a fish
to be in there.
811
00:41:23,448 --> 00:41:29,854
♪ ♪
812
00:41:29,988 --> 00:41:31,456
So here we go.
813
00:41:31,589 --> 00:41:33,725
♪ ♪
814
00:41:33,858 --> 00:41:37,161
I'm gonna check out the
gill net, first things first.
815
00:41:37,295 --> 00:41:41,366
♪ ♪
816
00:41:41,499 --> 00:41:43,368
Gotta get something to eat.
817
00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:46,204
♪ ♪
818
00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:48,072
No fish.
819
00:41:48,206 --> 00:41:50,341
♪ ♪
820
00:41:50,475 --> 00:41:52,310
Oh, man.
821
00:41:52,443 --> 00:41:55,747
I was really hoping there was
at least a small fish in there.
822
00:41:55,880 --> 00:41:57,248
♪ ♪
823
00:41:57,382 --> 00:41:58,683
It's really disappointing, man,
824
00:41:58,816 --> 00:42:01,853
and it just takes away
a little bit more of my hope.
825
00:42:01,986 --> 00:42:08,860
♪ ♪
826
00:42:12,964 --> 00:42:16,868
The lack of food, the failures
after failures after failures
827
00:42:17,001 --> 00:42:20,338
is starting to add up.
828
00:42:20,471 --> 00:42:23,641
♪ ♪
829
00:42:23,775 --> 00:42:27,412
I can't take a whole lot more
of this, mentally.
830
00:42:27,545 --> 00:42:30,515
♪ ♪
831
00:42:30,648 --> 00:42:33,518
Wish I could have a pep talk
from my dad.
832
00:42:35,319 --> 00:42:37,822
But there's no one out here
to pat you on the back,
833
00:42:37,955 --> 00:42:39,524
say it'll be all right.
834
00:42:41,726 --> 00:42:43,828
Had so many good times
with him growing up.
835
00:42:47,398 --> 00:42:51,102
Can't imagine I'd be the
same person
836
00:42:51,235 --> 00:42:52,770
if he
wasn't there.
837
00:42:52,904 --> 00:42:54,939
♪ ♪
838
00:42:55,073 --> 00:42:56,541
Appreciate everything.
839
00:42:56,674 --> 00:42:58,443
♪ ♪
840
00:42:58,576 --> 00:43:01,245
Never told you, but I do.
841
00:43:01,379 --> 00:43:03,948
♪ ♪
842
00:43:04,082 --> 00:43:06,417
And thanks for accepting...
843
00:43:06,551 --> 00:43:08,619
♪ ♪
844
00:43:08,753 --> 00:43:12,223
The weird, metalhead,
845
00:43:12,356 --> 00:43:15,359
heathen nerd that I turned out.
846
00:43:15,493 --> 00:43:19,397
♪ ♪
847
00:43:19,530 --> 00:43:20,865
Always meant a lot.
848
00:43:20,998 --> 00:43:24,769
♪ ♪
849
00:43:24,902 --> 00:43:29,574
And I hope to show you
what a good father I can be.
850
00:43:29,707 --> 00:43:33,111
♪ ♪
851
00:43:33,244 --> 00:43:36,514
I don't know why
I'm so emotional right now.
852
00:43:36,647 --> 00:43:43,421
♪ ♪
853
00:43:43,554 --> 00:43:46,591
But I'm ready for it to stop.
854
00:43:46,724 --> 00:43:48,593
♪ ♪
855
00:43:48,726 --> 00:43:50,094
Love you, Dad.
856
00:43:50,228 --> 00:43:53,164
♪ ♪
857
00:43:53,297 --> 00:43:57,468
Be safe. Be well.
Stay warm.
858
00:43:58,970 --> 00:44:02,306
See you when I'm out of here.
859
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:04,909
Goodnight.
860
00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:18,656
♪ ♪
861
00:44:30,735 --> 00:44:31,769
‐ This is Clay Hayes,
862
00:44:31,903 --> 00:44:33,638
reporting to you
from Pine Grove.
863
00:44:33,771 --> 00:44:35,606
There are very few
beachgoers today,
864
00:44:35,740 --> 00:44:37,074
and for good reason.
865
00:44:37,208 --> 00:44:40,378
Hurricane Chilko is about
to make landfall.
866
00:44:40,511 --> 00:44:42,547
They eye of the storm
is still a few miles off,
867
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:45,583
but as you can see,
it is pushing massive surf,
868
00:44:45,716 --> 00:44:48,486
and the winds
are extremely strong.
869
00:44:48,619 --> 00:44:51,122
We'll keep you posted
as this storm progresses.
870
00:44:51,255 --> 00:44:52,757
Back to you, Kai.
871
00:45:02,633 --> 00:45:04,268
I need a kitesurfing kit.
872
00:45:04,402 --> 00:45:07,638
♪ ♪
873
00:45:07,772 --> 00:45:10,374
My net's probably in Alaska
somewhere.
874
00:45:10,508 --> 00:45:14,779
♪ ♪
875
00:45:14,912 --> 00:45:16,247
This weather sucks.
876
00:45:16,380 --> 00:45:17,982
♪ ♪
877
00:45:18,115 --> 00:45:21,319
Go down here
and just look at the gill net.
878
00:45:21,452 --> 00:45:23,020
If it's even still there.
879
00:45:23,154 --> 00:45:25,022
♪ ♪
880
00:45:25,156 --> 00:45:27,592
It's really tough
to survive out here.
881
00:45:27,725 --> 00:45:30,094
But one of the reasons
that I say is
882
00:45:30,228 --> 00:45:32,730
I want to set a good example
for both my sons,
883
00:45:32,863 --> 00:45:35,700
but Koi in particular,
the oldest one.
884
00:45:35,833 --> 00:45:38,703
Oh, this thing is all
kind of tangled up.
885
00:45:38,836 --> 00:45:39,837
♪ ♪
886
00:45:39,971 --> 00:45:42,106
He gets discouraged easily.
887
00:45:42,240 --> 00:45:44,108
When something
doesn't come easy,
888
00:45:44,242 --> 00:45:45,610
when he has a setback,
you know,
889
00:45:45,743 --> 00:45:48,980
he lets that stop him.
890
00:45:49,113 --> 00:45:50,915
No fish.
I didn't expect there to be,
891
00:45:51,048 --> 00:45:53,551
especially with all
this crappy weather.
892
00:45:53,684 --> 00:45:56,254
I want to be able
to show him that, you know,
893
00:45:56,387 --> 00:45:58,422
if you just keeping
chipping away,
894
00:45:58,556 --> 00:46:02,226
little bit by little bit,
those little bits add up.
895
00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:03,694
♪ ♪
896
00:46:03,828 --> 00:46:06,764
But he gets overwhelmed,
I think, by the big picture.
897
00:46:06,897 --> 00:46:08,099
♪ ♪
898
00:46:08,232 --> 00:46:09,700
And you just gotta realize
the big picture
899
00:46:09,834 --> 00:46:12,370
is made of
little bitty pixels.
900
00:46:12,503 --> 00:46:14,138
You just gotta
chip away at them.
901
00:46:14,272 --> 00:46:15,473
♪ ♪
902
00:46:15,606 --> 00:46:19,043
This gill net is just‐‐
I don't know about it.
903
00:46:19,176 --> 00:46:20,845
I don't know.
904
00:46:26,117 --> 00:46:28,185
Not a whole lot of
faith there.
905
00:46:36,727 --> 00:46:39,597
[ominous music]
906
00:46:39,730 --> 00:46:46,704
♪ ♪
907
00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:59,517
‐ But I slept pretty
dang good again.
908
00:46:59,650 --> 00:47:00,851
I don't know what's changed.
909
00:47:00,985 --> 00:47:02,620
I think
my sleep's just‐‐my exhaustion
910
00:47:02,753 --> 00:47:04,255
just caught up with me,
or...
911
00:47:11,862 --> 00:47:14,198
I'm gonna get dressed
and go lightning fast.
912
00:47:16,567 --> 00:47:18,102
Go down and check the net.
913
00:47:19,070 --> 00:47:22,473
♪ ♪
914
00:47:22,606 --> 00:47:24,408
I hope that gill net
caught a fish.
915
00:47:24,542 --> 00:47:25,676
♪ ♪
916
00:47:25,810 --> 00:47:27,578
I need it.
917
00:47:27,712 --> 00:47:31,115
I'm gonna keep trying.
Ain't gonna give up.
918
00:47:31,248 --> 00:47:33,451
But man,
I can't seem to connect.
919
00:47:33,584 --> 00:47:36,854
♪ ♪
920
00:47:43,060 --> 00:47:46,364
This will just
a huge event for them.
921
00:47:46,497 --> 00:47:49,967
Huge event for me.
Once in a lifetime.
922
00:47:50,101 --> 00:47:51,635
♪ ♪
923
00:47:51,769 --> 00:47:55,539
I did not plan on visiting
my family this holiday season.
924
00:47:55,673 --> 00:47:57,475
I was just gonna go back
to the hobbit hole
925
00:47:57,608 --> 00:48:00,244
and living alone
on the island for the winter.
926
00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:01,379
♪ ♪
927
00:48:01,512 --> 00:48:03,481
But now no matter what,
928
00:48:03,614 --> 00:48:05,416
I want to go see them, man.
929
00:48:05,549 --> 00:48:07,451
I want to go, like,
just be with them.
930
00:48:07,585 --> 00:48:08,819
♪ ♪
931
00:48:08,953 --> 00:48:10,755
My mom and dad are probably
more excited
932
00:48:10,888 --> 00:48:12,990
about this opportunity than
anyone on the planet,
933
00:48:13,124 --> 00:48:14,125
like, literally.
934
00:48:14,258 --> 00:48:18,295
They are so supportive
of me,
935
00:48:18,429 --> 00:48:21,098
and they think
I'm gonna do incredible.
936
00:48:21,232 --> 00:48:22,800
♪ ♪
937
00:48:22,933 --> 00:48:24,068
I wish one of you
could come out
938
00:48:24,201 --> 00:48:25,236
and see this place, man.
939
00:48:25,369 --> 00:48:27,171
♪ ♪
940
00:48:27,304 --> 00:48:30,141
Check out my camp.
Check out my boat.
941
00:48:30,274 --> 00:48:31,275
♪ ♪
942
00:48:31,409 --> 00:48:33,110
I'd cook you a meal, but...
943
00:48:36,046 --> 00:48:38,449
♪ ♪
944
00:48:38,582 --> 00:48:40,418
Holy [bleep].
945
00:48:40,551 --> 00:48:41,519
♪ ♪
946
00:48:41,652 --> 00:48:43,754
Oh, yes.
947
00:48:43,888 --> 00:48:47,291
♪ ♪
948
00:48:47,425 --> 00:48:49,160
Oh, my God, yes.
949
00:48:49,293 --> 00:48:55,132
♪ ♪
950
00:48:55,266 --> 00:48:57,501
Yes!
951
00:48:57,635 --> 00:49:01,172
Yes! Yes!
952
00:49:01,305 --> 00:49:02,706
Yes!
953
00:49:06,076 --> 00:49:07,411
Yes!
954
00:49:07,545 --> 00:49:10,781
Yes!
955
00:49:10,915 --> 00:49:17,922
♪ ♪
956
00:49:23,060 --> 00:49:26,630
Oh, my God.
957
00:49:26,764 --> 00:49:28,599
Looks so good.
958
00:49:28,732 --> 00:49:30,668
♪ ♪
959
00:49:30,801 --> 00:49:34,138
Key word tonight: savor.
960
00:49:34,271 --> 00:49:38,843
I invested in that boat.
I invested in that gill net.
961
00:49:38,976 --> 00:49:41,712
And today, it paid off.
962
00:49:41,846 --> 00:49:43,914
♪ ♪
963
00:49:44,048 --> 00:49:46,851
Ah! Yes!
964
00:49:51,622 --> 00:49:55,092
Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.
965
00:49:55,226 --> 00:49:56,227
Two.
966
00:49:58,929 --> 00:50:02,132
Filled that pot with one.
967
00:50:02,266 --> 00:50:04,301
My body needs those fish.
968
00:50:04,435 --> 00:50:10,341
My soul needs those fish.
My...morale.
969
00:50:10,474 --> 00:50:12,276
My body's depleted.
970
00:50:12,409 --> 00:50:14,612
Tired. Exhausted.
971
00:50:14,745 --> 00:50:17,348
I've lost so much weight.
972
00:50:17,481 --> 00:50:19,583
You know, I get dizzy spells.
973
00:50:19,717 --> 00:50:22,253
So these fish
aren't gonna get me‐‐you know,
974
00:50:22,386 --> 00:50:24,822
they're not gonna take me
to the end,
975
00:50:24,955 --> 00:50:27,258
but God, what a start.
976
00:50:32,596 --> 00:50:34,798
I'm gonna get to cooking
977
00:50:34,932 --> 00:50:36,600
and just getting warm,
978
00:50:36,734 --> 00:50:39,270
and... [sighs]
979
00:50:41,205 --> 00:50:46,544
Celebrate!
980
00:50:46,677 --> 00:50:49,280
[tense music]
981
00:50:49,413 --> 00:50:56,420
♪ ♪
982
00:51:04,695 --> 00:51:05,829
‐ [in British accent]
On the hunt
983
00:51:05,963 --> 00:51:09,233
for the illusive matsutake.
984
00:51:09,366 --> 00:51:11,735
Must be ever‐aware,
985
00:51:11,869 --> 00:51:13,604
because they can spring
from nowhere
986
00:51:13,737 --> 00:51:15,506
and everywhere
at the same time.
987
00:51:16,907 --> 00:51:18,242
Oh, yes!
988
00:51:20,044 --> 00:51:21,278
Nice.
989
00:51:23,113 --> 00:51:24,448
Perfect.
990
00:51:25,583 --> 00:51:28,452
I'll gather these up and head
back towards the shack.
991
00:51:38,529 --> 00:51:39,930
No worms.
992
00:51:41,765 --> 00:51:44,268
There's quite a few of them
on this ridge.
993
00:51:45,836 --> 00:51:48,038
You can see them poking up
every now and then,
994
00:51:48,172 --> 00:51:49,573
underneath the pine.
995
00:51:49,707 --> 00:51:52,977
See a little patch
of white sticking out.
996
00:51:53,110 --> 00:51:56,947
Shall henceforth be dubbed
Matsutake Ridge.
997
00:51:57,915 --> 00:52:00,651
♪ ♪
998
00:52:00,784 --> 00:52:01,785
That was a pretty good haul.
999
00:52:01,919 --> 00:52:03,988
♪ ♪
1000
00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:06,991
Now I guess I'll walk down
and check the gill net.
1001
00:52:07,124 --> 00:52:08,926
Even though I know
what's in there.
1002
00:52:09,059 --> 00:52:11,562
♪ ♪
1003
00:52:11,695 --> 00:52:13,497
The waves here
are just insane.
1004
00:52:13,631 --> 00:52:15,199
♪ ♪
1005
00:52:15,332 --> 00:52:18,435
And I don't think
it's gonna let up anytime soon.
1006
00:52:18,569 --> 00:52:20,270
But there's always a chance.
1007
00:52:20,404 --> 00:52:23,607
♪ ♪
1008
00:52:23,741 --> 00:52:25,609
Oh, look. No fish.
1009
00:52:25,743 --> 00:52:28,545
♪ ♪
1010
00:52:28,679 --> 00:52:31,782
I need a stick
to hold this net up.
1011
00:52:31,915 --> 00:52:34,518
♪ ♪
1012
00:52:34,652 --> 00:52:36,220
I don't know about this net.
1013
00:52:36,353 --> 00:52:38,389
♪ ♪
1014
00:52:38,522 --> 00:52:41,625
Well, you son of a bitch.
[bleep].
1015
00:52:41,759 --> 00:52:43,293
Not what I wanted you to do.
1016
00:52:43,427 --> 00:52:44,428
♪ ♪
1017
00:52:44,561 --> 00:52:45,863
Even if it caught
a fish or two, still,
1018
00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:48,232
I don't even know if
it'd be worth the hassle.
1019
00:52:48,365 --> 00:52:49,600
♪ ♪
1020
00:52:49,733 --> 00:52:51,802
Just gonna redo this pulley
system a little bit.
1021
00:52:51,935 --> 00:52:53,103
♪ ♪
1022
00:52:53,237 --> 00:52:54,405
[bleep].
1023
00:53:01,912 --> 00:53:04,648
♪ ♪
1024
00:53:04,782 --> 00:53:06,717
Oh, [bleep].
1025
00:53:12,856 --> 00:53:15,626
♪ ♪
1026
00:53:30,507 --> 00:53:32,242
The gill net retrieval system
1027
00:53:32,376 --> 00:53:34,411
is a complete
and total failure.
1028
00:53:34,545 --> 00:53:36,080
♪ ♪
1029
00:53:43,420 --> 00:53:46,290
[ambient music]
1030
00:53:46,423 --> 00:53:50,661
♪ ♪
1031
00:53:50,794 --> 00:53:52,563
[bleep].
1032
00:53:52,696 --> 00:53:56,066
[tense music]
1033
00:53:56,200 --> 00:54:03,207
♪ ♪
1034
00:54:10,514 --> 00:54:12,149
‐ Oh, God no. [bleep].
1035
00:54:12,282 --> 00:54:15,352
♪ ♪
1036
00:54:15,486 --> 00:54:18,555
So yeah. I...
1037
00:54:22,092 --> 00:54:24,528
I spilled
the mushroom soup.
1038
00:54:24,661 --> 00:54:25,929
♪ ♪
1039
00:54:26,063 --> 00:54:29,700
I had to pick every piece
of mushroom
1040
00:54:29,833 --> 00:54:33,570
out of the sand
and the ash in the fireplace,
1041
00:54:33,704 --> 00:54:36,173
rinse it all off,
get new water,
1042
00:54:36,306 --> 00:54:39,443
start the boil again,
get the mushrooms back in.
1043
00:54:39,576 --> 00:54:40,511
Ugh.
1044
00:54:40,644 --> 00:54:43,046
♪ ♪
1045
00:54:43,180 --> 00:54:44,982
Can't believe that happened.
1046
00:54:45,115 --> 00:54:46,650
♪ ♪
1047
00:54:46,784 --> 00:54:48,018
It's all right.
1048
00:54:48,152 --> 00:54:50,254
Some mushroom soup is better
than no mushroom soup.
1049
00:54:50,387 --> 00:54:52,422
But, you know,
that is what it is.
1050
00:54:52,556 --> 00:54:53,657
♪ ♪
1051
00:54:53,791 --> 00:54:56,927
After this, it's just roots
and Kinnikinnick.
1052
00:54:57,060 --> 00:55:00,864
♪ ♪
1053
00:55:00,998 --> 00:55:02,466
So many highs and lows.
1054
00:55:02,599 --> 00:55:04,501
♪ ♪
1055
00:55:04,635 --> 00:55:06,870
I have to be able
to find little ways
1056
00:55:07,004 --> 00:55:09,740
to just keep my spirits up.
1057
00:55:09,873 --> 00:55:12,109
You know, at home,
a lot of that kind of thing
1058
00:55:12,242 --> 00:55:13,777
is food‐related.
1059
00:55:13,911 --> 00:55:15,512
Like,
"Oh, gosh, I'm gonna go out
1060
00:55:15,646 --> 00:55:17,581
"and I'm gonna have,
I don't know, Chinese,
1061
00:55:17,714 --> 00:55:21,084
as a treat for working
really hard today."
1062
00:55:21,218 --> 00:55:24,221
Out here,
you don't really have food,
1063
00:55:24,354 --> 00:55:28,025
so it's interesting to
find ways to reward yourself
1064
00:55:28,158 --> 00:55:30,127
that don't revolve
around food.
1065
00:55:30,260 --> 00:55:31,628
♪ ♪
1066
00:55:31,762 --> 00:55:35,999
Well, in the UK,
today is Guy Fawkes Day,
1067
00:55:36,133 --> 00:55:37,901
5th of November.
1068
00:55:38,035 --> 00:55:42,172
So what I think
we should do now
1069
00:55:42,306 --> 00:55:44,541
is go celebrate Guy Fawkes Day.
1070
00:55:44,675 --> 00:55:51,682
♪ ♪
1071
00:55:53,183 --> 00:55:58,222
In a world away, in a little
place called Ottery St. Mary,
1072
00:55:58,355 --> 00:56:02,893
right now there are people
running through the streets,
1073
00:56:03,026 --> 00:56:04,628
carrying barrels
1074
00:56:04,761 --> 00:56:08,131
that are coated
on the inside in tar,
1075
00:56:08,265 --> 00:56:10,167
and they're running through
the streets with them
1076
00:56:10,300 --> 00:56:11,668
in flames.
1077
00:56:11,802 --> 00:56:16,440
And normally, that is where
I would be right now.
1078
00:56:16,573 --> 00:56:19,877
So this is my tar barrel.
1079
00:56:20,010 --> 00:56:22,346
It's actually
a big old piece of fur
1080
00:56:22,479 --> 00:56:25,315
that's just got a whole bunch
of pine pitch all over it.
1081
00:56:26,817 --> 00:56:28,085
All right, Ottery,
1082
00:56:28,218 --> 00:56:31,288
this is a shout out to you
and your tar barrels.
1083
00:56:31,421 --> 00:56:34,424
[laughing]
1084
00:56:34,558 --> 00:56:36,560
[cheering]
1085
00:56:36,693 --> 00:56:37,928
So even though
1086
00:56:38,061 --> 00:56:40,764
I'm not at the running
of the tar barrels,
1087
00:56:40,898 --> 00:56:43,967
even though I'm hungry
all the time,
1088
00:56:44,067 --> 00:56:46,270
and I am weak as a kitten,
1089
00:56:46,403 --> 00:56:49,640
I still wouldn't trade this
for anything.
1090
00:56:49,773 --> 00:56:51,642
It's a gorgeous,
clear night here.
1091
00:56:51,775 --> 00:56:56,146
You can see the stars so,
so brightly.
1092
00:56:56,280 --> 00:56:57,581
♪ ♪
1093
00:56:57,714 --> 00:57:03,420
Where I am right now
at this moment, is magic.
1094
00:57:03,553 --> 00:57:04,988
♪ ♪
1095
00:57:05,122 --> 00:57:08,692
Makes me feel almost normal
for a minute.
1096
00:57:08,825 --> 00:57:09,893
♪ ♪
1097
00:57:10,027 --> 00:57:11,762
It's given me
what I need
1098
00:57:11,895 --> 00:57:14,264
to make it all the way
through.
1099
00:57:14,398 --> 00:57:16,633
This is amazing.
1100
00:57:16,767 --> 00:57:19,469
You could reach out
and touch the stars.
1101
00:57:20,570 --> 00:57:21,872
[exhales]
1102
00:57:30,681 --> 00:57:32,849
My heart will hurt
to leave this place.
1103
00:57:41,725 --> 00:57:44,494
[dramatic music]
1104
00:57:44,628 --> 00:57:51,101
♪ ♪
1105
00:58:08,185 --> 00:58:10,120
‐ Wow.
1106
00:58:10,253 --> 00:58:12,122
That's definitely skinnier.
1107
00:58:14,424 --> 00:58:16,059
Much skinner.
1108
00:58:20,597 --> 00:58:23,600
Brutal.
1109
00:58:23,734 --> 00:58:26,269
Well, there you have it, folks.
1110
00:58:26,403 --> 00:58:29,539
I'm [bleep] losing weight.
1111
00:58:29,673 --> 00:58:32,009
Lots of it.
1112
00:58:32,142 --> 00:58:34,244
But I've got more.
1113
00:58:34,378 --> 00:58:35,979
As you can see,
I can still grab some meat,
1114
00:58:36,113 --> 00:58:39,950
so got more to lose.
1115
00:58:40,083 --> 00:58:43,120
As long as I can grab
some meat,
1116
00:58:43,253 --> 00:58:44,755
I got more to lose.
1117
00:58:48,892 --> 00:58:53,330
♪ ♪
1118
00:58:53,463 --> 00:58:55,532
I don't want to give up.
1119
00:58:55,665 --> 00:58:57,701
This is a once‐in‐a‐lifetime
opportunity.
1120
00:58:57,834 --> 00:58:59,770
♪ ♪
1121
00:58:59,903 --> 00:59:02,406
Gonna get on that onion
foraging mission.
1122
00:59:02,539 --> 00:59:05,075
♪ ♪
1123
00:59:05,208 --> 00:59:07,144
I can't quit now.
1124
00:59:07,277 --> 00:59:09,046
It would feel like me
giving up
1125
00:59:09,179 --> 00:59:10,781
on my family's future.
1126
00:59:10,914 --> 00:59:13,283
♪ ♪
1127
00:59:13,417 --> 00:59:15,786
Here we are at last,
in the onion patch.
1128
00:59:15,919 --> 00:59:17,421
♪ ♪
1129
00:59:17,554 --> 00:59:20,524
The gill net
is not working for me.
1130
00:59:20,657 --> 00:59:22,893
My only fallback is foraging.
1131
00:59:23,026 --> 00:59:26,263
I'm living off plants.
I'm on the vegetarian diet.
1132
00:59:26,396 --> 00:59:27,597
♪ ♪
1133
00:59:27,731 --> 00:59:29,900
Shall we get to digging
or what?
1134
00:59:30,033 --> 00:59:33,303
♪ ♪
1135
00:59:33,437 --> 00:59:38,175
I did not expect to be doing
a vegetarian diet,
1136
00:59:38,308 --> 00:59:39,876
that is for sure.
1137
00:59:42,279 --> 00:59:47,117
I was raised vegan until six
or seven years old, I think.
1138
00:59:48,952 --> 00:59:51,221
The fact that my dad
was a vegan
1139
00:59:51,354 --> 00:59:55,792
that hunted blew
people's minds, man.
1140
00:59:55,926 --> 00:59:59,129
♪ ♪
1141
00:59:59,262 --> 01:00:01,498
All it takes for me to stay
is all I've got.
1142
01:00:01,631 --> 01:00:04,701
So I'm gonna give it
all I've got.
1143
01:00:04,835 --> 01:00:07,337
♪ ♪
1144
01:00:07,471 --> 01:00:10,107
No part of this is easy.
1145
01:00:10,240 --> 01:00:12,242
It's really hard
to choose to starve.
1146
01:00:12,375 --> 01:00:14,377
♪ ♪
1147
01:00:14,511 --> 01:00:18,849
But I'm not gonna let my
mind defeat me out here.
1148
01:00:18,982 --> 01:00:21,918
♪ ♪
1149
01:00:22,052 --> 01:00:25,856
And I keep keeping on,
as long as I can.
1150
01:00:25,989 --> 01:00:27,958
♪ ♪
1151
01:00:28,091 --> 01:00:29,192
All right.
1152
01:00:29,326 --> 01:00:32,095
What do you say
we go plant my garden now?
1153
01:00:32,229 --> 01:00:34,631
♪ ♪
1154
01:00:34,764 --> 01:00:40,170
You are gonna witness
the first ever "Alone" garden.
1155
01:00:42,072 --> 01:00:43,874
Plant my onions.
1156
01:00:47,511 --> 01:00:50,447
♪ ♪
1157
01:00:50,580 --> 01:00:52,282
Hoping that this way,
instead of them
1158
01:00:52,415 --> 01:00:54,251
drying out in my shelter,
1159
01:00:54,384 --> 01:00:56,686
like has been happening,
1160
01:00:56,820 --> 01:00:58,321
they'll stay nice and fresh
1161
01:00:58,455 --> 01:01:00,991
for when I'm ready for them,
for the next meal.
1162
01:01:01,124 --> 01:01:03,827
♪ ♪
1163
01:01:03,960 --> 01:01:08,498
My dad, he kept getting up
every day, risking his life,
1164
01:01:08,632 --> 01:01:11,535
so that he could provide
for his family.
1165
01:01:11,668 --> 01:01:14,504
And I hope that, like him,
1166
01:01:14,638 --> 01:01:16,640
I can keep putting one foot
in front of the other
1167
01:01:16,773 --> 01:01:19,776
all the way to the end,
for my family,
1168
01:01:19,910 --> 01:01:21,211
my growing family.
1169
01:01:21,344 --> 01:01:24,114
♪ ♪
1170
01:01:24,247 --> 01:01:25,515
There you have it.
1171
01:01:25,649 --> 01:01:28,018
♪ ♪
1172
01:01:28,151 --> 01:01:32,055
I know it doesn't look
like much, but it is my garden.
1173
01:01:33,623 --> 01:01:37,327
♪ ♪
1174
01:01:37,460 --> 01:01:40,530
Well, Dad, here I am.
1175
01:01:40,664 --> 01:01:42,699
♪ ♪
1176
01:01:42,832 --> 01:01:46,236
Might be a little lighter
than when you last saw me.
1177
01:01:46,369 --> 01:01:48,038
Haven't been eating
a whole lot.
1178
01:01:48,171 --> 01:01:51,641
But I've been eating enough
to get by.
1179
01:01:51,775 --> 01:01:53,443
♪ ♪
1180
01:01:53,577 --> 01:01:54,711
I built my cabin.
1181
01:01:54,844 --> 01:01:56,379
♪ ♪
1182
01:01:56,513 --> 01:01:57,881
I've eaten a lot of plants.
1183
01:01:58,014 --> 01:01:59,482
♪ ♪
1184
01:01:59,616 --> 01:02:01,251
I've run into grizzly bears.
1185
01:02:01,384 --> 01:02:02,819
♪ ♪
1186
01:02:02,953 --> 01:02:04,521
And I'm still here.
1187
01:02:04,654 --> 01:02:07,591
♪ ♪
1188
01:02:07,724 --> 01:02:08,625
Love you, Pops.
1189
01:02:08,758 --> 01:02:10,227
Thanks for supporting me,
1190
01:02:10,360 --> 01:02:12,262
helping me get to this point.
1191
01:02:12,395 --> 01:02:14,331
♪ ♪
1192
01:02:14,464 --> 01:02:17,200
When I get out of here, I hope
we can meet up for a beer.
1193
01:02:17,334 --> 01:02:18,368
♪ ♪
1194
01:02:18,501 --> 01:02:21,137
And I'll tell you
all about it.
1195
01:02:21,271 --> 01:02:24,241
♪ ♪
1196
01:02:24,374 --> 01:02:27,244
‐ What the hell? Boat sunk.
1197
01:02:27,377 --> 01:02:29,946
Oh, I gotta be careful.
[bleep].
1198
01:02:30,080 --> 01:02:34,184
‐ Gill net is frozen solid.
[bleep] tired, man.
1199
01:02:34,317 --> 01:02:36,853
Tired of failing.
Tired of being here.
1200
01:02:36,987 --> 01:02:39,189
‐ That right there
is lion poop.
1201
01:02:39,322 --> 01:02:40,557
I'll bet that's that same cat
1202
01:02:40,690 --> 01:02:42,392
I saw when I first got here.
1203
01:02:42,525 --> 01:02:44,094
[call device makes
kazoo‐like sound]
1204
01:02:44,227 --> 01:02:45,562
That ought to call a cat.
1205
01:02:45,695 --> 01:02:48,198
‐ Then we saw this off. Ow.
1206
01:02:48,331 --> 01:02:49,499
Bloody [bleep].
1207
01:02:49,633 --> 01:02:51,868
♪ ♪