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[tense music]
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♪ ♪
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narrator: In "Alone's"
most terrifying location yet,
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ten participants face
the deadliest predator
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in North America.
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‐ There he is, right there.
‐ Grizzly bears.
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‐ Hey, bear!
‐ Got a lot of grizzlies here.
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I'm going to have
to live with them.
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‐ Go on, get!
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‐ Every second we're on
the land, we're being hunted.
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‐ Holy [bleep],
a mountain lion.
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‐ He's circling
around my shelter.
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narrator:
Bone‐chilling cold...
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‐ Winter is coming.
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‐ When you combine the wind
with the rain and the cold,
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this place could make
the Arctic look easy.
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‐ Ah, [bleep].
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narrator:
And complete isolation.
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‐ You cannot hide
from yourself,
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mentally and emotionally.
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‐ Ah!
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‐ There's no place to go.
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‐ I am suffering
from loneliness.
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narrator: Who will survive?
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‐ Yes! Yes!
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‐ This could be the end.
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‐ I don't want it to tap, but
I don't want to die either.
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‐ You have to suffer
before you can succeed.
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‐ [retches]
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narrator: The last one
standing wins.
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‐ At what point do
I push the button?
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[bear growls]
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[soft dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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[wind howling]
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♪ ♪
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‐ This land is as wild
as any in North America.
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Chilko Lake
is extremely rugged.
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Landslides, rockslides,
fires, winds,
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cold, hypothermia, snow.
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I mean like, there's a reason
no one lives out here.
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‐ Bye‐bye, people.
I am alone.
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‐ The higher elevation
is going to be a huge factor.
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We're going to have to deal
with subzero temperatures,
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heavy snowfall,
and extreme winds.
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‐ It has officially begun.
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[bleep] crazy.
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[laughs]
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‐ You're not at the top
of the food chain here.
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Black bears, cougar,
wolves, moose,
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but then the big one
is grizzlies.
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I mean, if you come up
on a grizzly,
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the next thing you know,
you're in a world of hurt.
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‐ The Chilko region
is a massive,
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salmon‐spawning ground,
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and there is just tons
of grizzly bears.
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‐ Bear tracks, definitely
within the last 24 hours.
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So they're out there.
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‐ "Alone" is
the ultimate benchmark.
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With nothing
but ten permitted items,
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we have to build a life
and survive.
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‐ I don't think there's
anything more real
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than what we're about to do.
It's all on me.
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It's just me and the wild.
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‐ Everybody is here because
they have the physical skills,
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but in survival, it's mental.
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‐ There goes my last contact.
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Holy [bleep].
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It's on.
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My heart is beating.
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I am so excited.
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Day one, minute one.
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And so it begins.
[laughs]
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Holy crap.
I'm on "Alone."
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It's hard to believe.
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It almost brings tears
to my eyes.
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I'm so glad to be here.
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My girlfriend, Brittany,
and my kids
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have sacrificed so much
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so that I can come here
and do this.
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I won't waste their sacrifice.
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[tense music]
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‐ So I found me
some coyote tracks,
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wanted to show you
what they look like.
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I've been doing this kind
of stuff since I was born.
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When most kids were riding
skateboards,
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me and my brother
were sneaking off
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to the neighbor's pond
to catch fish.
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Wyoming
white‐tailed jackrabbit.
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My strongest skill set
is big game hunting.
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I've been hunting bears
for quite some time.
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I think I can safely say
I have more experience
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with bears than anybody
on this season.
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Looking pretty mean.
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You need to respect them,
but you cannot fear them.
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If you fear a grizzly,
they're going to know it,
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and that never works
in your favor.
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‐ Hey.
‐ [giggles]
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‐ The reason I'm doing this
is for the money.
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I've got an eight‐year‐old
daughter that I adopted.
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I have a great girlfriend.
She has a son of her own,
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and we have identical
twin girls together.
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That money is going to
allow me to spend more time
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with my children.
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It is going to be
a very tough season,
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but my number one goal
is to win,
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and there's nothing out there
I can't overcome.
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♪ ♪
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Shelter, hunting and fishing.
Those are my three goals.
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If I can do those
three successfully,
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then all I have to do
is overcome the loneliness,
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and I'll succeed.
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I'm not going to do
too much more exploring.
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I've got to start thinking
about dinner.
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I've seen two grouse.
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I've got to find me
a good throwing stick,
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in case I come across
another one of them.
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I want to do it better
than anybody has in the past,
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110 days plus.
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To win this thing,
you need willpower
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because the suck
is definitely coming,
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and the only way
you're going to get through it
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is with enough willpower.
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Look at this.
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That's bear.
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[breathing deeply]
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This is grizzly central.
Every log I look at,
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every round log
has been torn into.
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The bears tear into it
looking for food.
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We are in one of the highest
grizzly bear populations
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in North America.
It's not a matter of if.
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I know I'm going
to encounter grizzlies here.
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Shelter is a big priority.
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I don't not want to spend
too many nights
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with this number of grizzlies
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without a shelter
that can semi‐keep them out.
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That's definitely
a grizzly bear.
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One.
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It's pretty damn fresh.
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Not a good sign.
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A grizzly bear
is capable of consuming you.
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He can just simply end you,
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and it can happen
in a split second.
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It just hit me
how alone I really am.
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[dramatic music]
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[bird cries]
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‐ Got a little game trail
coming down this way,
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running right down the middle
of this little ridge.
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I'm not looking for anything
in particular.
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I'm just looking to see
what I have to work with.
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You always hope that you
get lucky with a site,
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but it doesn't do any good
to hope for the best.
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You have what you have,
and that's what you're going
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to have for the rest
of the time you're here.
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Ooh, look at that.
Nice.
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The first forage.
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[gentle music]
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Putting food on the table
is my primary concern.
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My body type is not built
to hold weight.
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The weight that I've put on
is going to fall off quickly,
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and once that happens, I'm not
going to have those reserves.
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So it's going to be
very important
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that I know the plants,
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that I can hunt all the birds,
grouse,
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and that I'm able
to catch enough fish.
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Pretty good haul.
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I'm under no illusions
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that it's going to be easy
to be out here alone.
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It's going to be
the most difficult thing
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I've ever attempted
in my life.
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‐ Whoa! Dad's got it.
‐ Yes.
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‐ I was a wildlife
[indistinct] for ten years.
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I've trapped every animal
in Idaho.
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You can't learn that stuff
from a book.
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That's experience.
That's what I bring.
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I'm primarily a video creator
with a focus on primitive
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and traditional archery.
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Bow building is my passion.
Deadly.
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I want to do this because
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it's a once‐in‐a‐lifetime
opportunity.
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I don't feel like I need
to provide anything to anyone.
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This is for me.
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There's things that you can
only learn about yourself
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when you face challenges
like this.
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Whoo!
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That's what
I'm looking forward to.
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My family is the biggest thing
that I'm going to miss,
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but for me, the way to them
is through this thing.
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The prize money
would be great.
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We could set up a couple
of college funds for the kids,
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and it'd pay off our house.
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This will be far longer than
I've ever been gone before,
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and as time goes on, it's just
I'm going to want to see them.
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But I can't imagine a scenario
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that's going to cause me
to tap that button.
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‐ Bye, Dad.
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‐ I haven't found anything
that...
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Looks like a place
that I would want to hunt.
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This stuff is just thick
and uninviting.
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Ah, [bleep].
Some grouse.
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[suspenseful music]
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♪ ♪
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Dinner!
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♪ ♪
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[exhales]
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Beautiful birds.
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[thoughtful music]
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The thing that separates
the people
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that are gonna tap early
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from the people
that stay out here
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is fortitude, mental toughness
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because it's going to
get hard.
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The people that go out
thinking that they have
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it all figured out,
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that have a huge ego
about what they can do,
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good luck
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because you're going
to get humbled.
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It looks like a fine meal
in the making right there.
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Being in grizzly country
is definitely going to affect
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the way that I do everything.
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I have to maintain
a separate cook site
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because if a bear
starts associating
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food with the place
that you're living,
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you're going to have problems,
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but I don't live my life
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in fear of things
that might happen.
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When I'm out there
and something comes up,
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I'll deal with it.
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[twigs snap]
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The [bleep] was that?
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[tense music]
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Got me all jumpy.
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Holy [bleep].
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Mountain lion.
[whispering] Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God.
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[tense music]
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‐ [whispering] Oh, my God.
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That is a [bleep]
mountain lion.
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[leaves rustle]
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00:13:26,773 --> 00:13:28,074
[twigs snap]
262
00:13:30,543 --> 00:13:33,179
[jacket rustling]
263
00:13:44,991 --> 00:13:46,592
[bleep].
264
00:13:46,726 --> 00:13:53,700
♪ ♪
265
00:13:56,402 --> 00:13:57,704
Damn it.
266
00:13:59,272 --> 00:14:01,441
Ah, I thought I could
get him to tree.
267
00:14:03,810 --> 00:14:05,078
[sighs]
268
00:14:07,513 --> 00:14:09,749
That was freaking awesome.
269
00:14:10,817 --> 00:14:12,251
Holy [bleep].
270
00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:16,823
[desolate music]
271
00:14:16,956 --> 00:14:18,925
That was a mistake.
272
00:14:19,058 --> 00:14:22,895
I tried to slip back
to my tent and get my bow,
273
00:14:23,029 --> 00:14:24,564
and when I did that,
274
00:14:24,697 --> 00:14:26,899
he took that
as an opportunity to leave.
275
00:14:28,000 --> 00:14:32,238
What I should have done
was rushed him right then,
276
00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:35,308
and he'd went up a tree and
I could have killed that cat.
277
00:14:36,442 --> 00:14:38,111
Man, that was cool.
278
00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:45,118
I hope I see him again
with my bow in my hand.
279
00:14:45,251 --> 00:14:46,986
God dang it.
280
00:14:52,024 --> 00:14:54,894
[soft dramatic music]
281
00:14:55,027 --> 00:15:02,068
♪ ♪
282
00:15:06,005 --> 00:15:08,274
‐ Freaking awesome.
I'm ready.
283
00:15:08,408 --> 00:15:10,109
Get out of here!
284
00:15:10,243 --> 00:15:12,111
[boat engine humming]
285
00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:14,213
There they go.
There they go.
286
00:15:14,347 --> 00:15:15,748
They're going.
287
00:15:17,150 --> 00:15:19,318
Super crazy.
288
00:15:19,452 --> 00:15:21,621
[sighs]
289
00:15:21,754 --> 00:15:25,625
First impressions:
really freaking beautiful.
290
00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:27,360
♪ ♪
291
00:15:27,493 --> 00:15:29,529
My baggage over here.
292
00:15:29,662 --> 00:15:32,532
All right.
Let's get started.
293
00:15:32,665 --> 00:15:35,568
♪ ♪
294
00:15:35,701 --> 00:15:39,238
During boot camp,
they talk about drop shock,
295
00:15:39,372 --> 00:15:40,673
and I get it.
I get it.
296
00:15:40,807 --> 00:15:44,210
Definitely crazy.
[chuckles]
297
00:15:47,313 --> 00:15:48,481
Whoa.
298
00:15:48,614 --> 00:15:51,784
♪ ♪
299
00:15:51,918 --> 00:15:53,686
[laughing]
300
00:15:53,820 --> 00:15:56,122
Yeah!
301
00:15:56,255 --> 00:15:58,491
Look at that right there.
302
00:15:59,559 --> 00:16:02,395
It is a little bull moose.
303
00:16:02,528 --> 00:16:04,597
That's freaking cool.
304
00:16:04,730 --> 00:16:06,966
They look like a log,
like a branchy log,
305
00:16:07,099 --> 00:16:08,201
and then it turned its head,
306
00:16:08,334 --> 00:16:10,837
and I thought it was like
a bird flapping wings.
307
00:16:12,038 --> 00:16:13,706
But it's a freaking moose.
308
00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:17,477
♪ ♪
309
00:16:17,610 --> 00:16:18,978
That is such a sweet greeting.
310
00:16:19,111 --> 00:16:22,548
I'm so pumped.
Home.
311
00:16:22,682 --> 00:16:24,684
I am officially home.
312
00:16:26,385 --> 00:16:28,054
I live in St. Croix,
313
00:16:28,187 --> 00:16:30,556
beautiful sunny
U. S. Virgin Islands.
314
00:16:30,690 --> 00:16:34,193
There's never a day
where I can't go to the beach.
315
00:16:34,327 --> 00:16:36,696
My wife and I
teach primitive skills.
316
00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:40,032
When I first started getting
into these primitive skills,
317
00:16:40,166 --> 00:16:41,267
it was immediately like,
318
00:16:41,400 --> 00:16:42,969
"Oh, this is the rest
of my life,"
319
00:16:43,102 --> 00:16:45,505
and it was something
that I put myself in entirely.
320
00:16:45,638 --> 00:16:47,039
I lived in a primitive shelter
321
00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:49,041
for seven years
through the winters.
322
00:16:49,175 --> 00:16:52,478
I spent an entire year
using nothing but stone tools
323
00:16:52,612 --> 00:16:53,946
as my cutting implement.
324
00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:58,251
I understand how to exchange
the modern distractions
325
00:16:58,384 --> 00:16:59,752
for the ability to listen.
326
00:16:59,886 --> 00:17:02,855
When you're successful
at a challenge like this,
327
00:17:02,989 --> 00:17:04,757
it's because you're listening.
It's because you're open.
328
00:17:04,891 --> 00:17:07,026
You're not trying to force
your ideas on things.
329
00:17:07,159 --> 00:17:09,195
I see this in a lot of ways
as a vision quest.
330
00:17:09,328 --> 00:17:11,931
I want to reach
deep inside myself
331
00:17:12,064 --> 00:17:15,401
and see what else is there
and to evolve.
332
00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:17,169
It never gets old.
333
00:17:17,303 --> 00:17:18,704
You ready for daddy
to go or no?
334
00:17:18,838 --> 00:17:19,906
‐ No.
335
00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:21,841
‐ Mommy, you ready
for daddy to leave?
336
00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:23,376
‐ No.
‐ No?
337
00:17:23,509 --> 00:17:24,610
‐ Daddy, you ready to leave?
338
00:17:24,744 --> 00:17:25,811
No, not really,
but you know what?
339
00:17:25,945 --> 00:17:28,180
Daddy will never feel
ready to leave.
340
00:17:28,314 --> 00:17:30,750
I want this experience
to change me.
341
00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:34,253
I'm excited to see how I deal
with the hardships
342
00:17:34,387 --> 00:17:35,821
because I have the skill set,
343
00:17:35,955 --> 00:17:38,558
and I have the mentality
that can do it.
344
00:17:45,197 --> 00:17:47,233
I knew it was taking
a huge chance
345
00:17:47,366 --> 00:17:50,570
not bringing a fire striker,
like, enormous chance.
346
00:17:51,771 --> 00:17:56,709
Feeling a little defeated
because it's not there.
347
00:17:58,177 --> 00:18:00,279
But I've been doing
primitive fire‐making
348
00:18:00,413 --> 00:18:02,648
for more than 20 years now.
349
00:18:02,782 --> 00:18:04,584
That's something that I feel
confident enough in,
350
00:18:04,717 --> 00:18:06,719
and then that's gonna
save me the extra item
351
00:18:06,852 --> 00:18:08,120
to bring with me.
352
00:18:08,254 --> 00:18:09,989
[as British narrator]
Will he get the fire to start?
353
00:18:10,122 --> 00:18:12,592
Will all of the naysayers
be correct?
354
00:18:12,725 --> 00:18:13,859
Stay tuned!
355
00:18:13,993 --> 00:18:15,261
♪ ♪
356
00:18:15,394 --> 00:18:16,762
[normal voice]
My expectations are always
357
00:18:16,896 --> 00:18:18,464
higher than my ability.
358
00:18:19,332 --> 00:18:20,466
As my ability gets better,
359
00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:23,369
my expectations
soon outstrip them,
360
00:18:23,502 --> 00:18:25,304
and that is what's
driven me in life,
361
00:18:25,438 --> 00:18:26,872
So close!
362
00:18:27,907 --> 00:18:29,642
constantly reassessing
363
00:18:29,775 --> 00:18:32,244
and constantly improving
on my skills.
364
00:18:32,378 --> 00:18:34,146
Oh, thank goodness.
365
00:18:42,822 --> 00:18:44,056
Fire!
366
00:18:45,558 --> 00:18:46,859
[trills tongue loudly]
367
00:18:47,693 --> 00:18:50,096
[dramatic music]
368
00:18:50,229 --> 00:18:52,798
Not really sure
which way to explore first.
369
00:18:52,932 --> 00:18:57,336
This is all about
learning the land today.
370
00:18:58,704 --> 00:19:02,108
Before busting out my shelter.
371
00:19:03,309 --> 00:19:05,344
See what around my sch‐pot.
372
00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:07,913
♪ ♪
373
00:19:08,047 --> 00:19:09,448
Hmm.
374
00:19:11,817 --> 00:19:13,686
A big old bear poop.
375
00:19:15,221 --> 00:19:16,889
Some hair, some berries.
376
00:19:22,762 --> 00:19:26,832
♪ ♪
377
00:19:26,966 --> 00:19:28,501
I've been through
bear territory before.
378
00:19:28,634 --> 00:19:30,169
I've camped a few nights,
but this is the first time
379
00:19:30,302 --> 00:19:32,505
where I've planned
on an extensive stay
380
00:19:32,638 --> 00:19:35,007
in grizzly habitat.
381
00:19:35,141 --> 00:19:38,077
They live here.
This is definitely their spot.
382
00:19:39,078 --> 00:19:41,213
Getting needlessly
dangerous here,
383
00:19:41,347 --> 00:19:47,286
so I suppose I should go
and make my way back to camp.
384
00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:50,289
[tense music]
385
00:19:50,423 --> 00:19:52,458
♪ ♪
386
00:19:52,591 --> 00:19:55,294
[thunder rumbling]
387
00:19:55,428 --> 00:19:57,830
[rain pattering]
388
00:19:57,963 --> 00:20:00,232
[thunder cracks]
389
00:20:00,366 --> 00:20:06,505
♪ ♪
390
00:20:51,484 --> 00:20:54,353
[dramatic music]
391
00:20:54,487 --> 00:20:57,356
[wind howling]
392
00:20:57,490 --> 00:21:04,130
♪ ♪
393
00:21:04,263 --> 00:21:07,266
[birds chirping]
394
00:21:12,171 --> 00:21:14,273
‐ My morning drink.
395
00:21:22,248 --> 00:21:24,450
I just drained the grit
out through my teeth.
396
00:21:24,583 --> 00:21:27,453
[slow tempo music]
397
00:21:27,586 --> 00:21:34,593
♪ ♪
398
00:21:35,895 --> 00:21:37,363
That's enough for now.
399
00:21:37,496 --> 00:21:39,365
♪ ♪
400
00:21:39,498 --> 00:21:40,833
[burps]
401
00:21:40,966 --> 00:21:44,103
Swallowed some weird little
caterpillar looking things.
402
00:21:44,236 --> 00:21:45,571
Extra protein.
403
00:21:45,704 --> 00:21:47,773
♪ ♪
404
00:21:47,907 --> 00:21:49,742
Would you look at that view?
405
00:21:50,576 --> 00:21:53,345
Got this epic mountain
in front of me,
406
00:21:53,479 --> 00:21:58,684
a lake that looks like
Caribbean freaking blue water.
407
00:21:58,818 --> 00:22:01,453
This is one of the most
beautiful places I've been.
408
00:22:02,855 --> 00:22:07,560
This is home,
for long as I can stand it.
409
00:22:08,661 --> 00:22:12,865
♪ Glorious mountain,
how much you must know ♪
410
00:22:12,998 --> 00:22:15,734
My passions are music
and the wilderness.
411
00:22:15,868 --> 00:22:18,771
I'm in a Pagan folk band
and a metal band.
412
00:22:18,904 --> 00:22:20,806
[heavy metal music]
413
00:22:20,940 --> 00:22:22,141
[indistinct singing]
414
00:22:22,274 --> 00:22:25,044
So my focus goes
to those two things along
415
00:22:25,177 --> 00:22:28,047
with whatever I can do
to pay the bills.
416
00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,115
I feel like I've been
preparing for this experience
417
00:22:30,249 --> 00:22:32,985
for years, just doing
the things I enjoy.
418
00:22:33,118 --> 00:22:35,588
I got tons of plant knowledge,
419
00:22:35,721 --> 00:22:37,356
a lot of bushcrafting
knowledge
420
00:22:37,489 --> 00:22:39,124
and fisherman knowledge.
421
00:22:39,258 --> 00:22:40,826
Great catch.
422
00:22:41,594 --> 00:22:44,730
My fiancée just came back
from her first ultrasound.
423
00:22:44,864 --> 00:22:47,633
My fiancée is pregnant
with twins.
424
00:22:47,766 --> 00:22:51,837
The $500,000 prize money would
allow me to give my family
425
00:22:51,971 --> 00:22:54,974
and twins that are
on the way a good life.
426
00:22:55,107 --> 00:22:56,508
I think the mental game
427
00:22:56,642 --> 00:22:59,144
is one of the most important
things of "Alone,"
428
00:22:59,278 --> 00:23:00,713
and I've got the mental game.
429
00:23:00,846 --> 00:23:02,615
I can control those thoughts
430
00:23:02,748 --> 00:23:04,850
that are going to make you
want to press the button.
431
00:23:04,984 --> 00:23:06,719
I'm going out there to win it.
432
00:23:06,852 --> 00:23:09,755
Anytime I feel like quitting
or I'm cold or I'm starving,
433
00:23:09,889 --> 00:23:11,023
I'm just going to think about
434
00:23:11,156 --> 00:23:13,092
what that money
would do for my family.
435
00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:14,426
Bye!
436
00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:16,695
That's all the fire
I'll need to keep going.
437
00:23:19,198 --> 00:23:21,567
The main reason
I brought these overalls...
438
00:23:27,239 --> 00:23:30,843
Is that you guys wouldn't have
to see my ass crack as much.
439
00:23:32,044 --> 00:23:34,446
See?
No cracking.
440
00:23:35,614 --> 00:23:37,917
[compelling music]
441
00:23:38,050 --> 00:23:40,619
All right. I'm going
to do a little exploring.
442
00:23:40,753 --> 00:23:42,254
♪ ♪
443
00:23:42,388 --> 00:23:43,756
Pretty pleased so far.
444
00:23:43,889 --> 00:23:46,225
I think my spot
has got a lot of potential.
445
00:23:47,259 --> 00:23:49,795
Plants everywhere, berries.
446
00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:52,798
I haven't tried fishing yet.
447
00:23:52,932 --> 00:23:55,134
Look, there's a snack
right over here.
448
00:23:55,267 --> 00:23:56,669
♪ ♪
449
00:23:56,802 --> 00:23:59,805
Whether my job is losing
100 pounds and starving
450
00:23:59,939 --> 00:24:02,741
or having success
fishing and hunting,
451
00:24:02,875 --> 00:24:04,810
this is my job now.
452
00:24:04,944 --> 00:24:07,179
I have twins on the way,
453
00:24:07,313 --> 00:24:09,882
so I don't really have
the option of going home.
454
00:24:10,015 --> 00:24:12,184
♪ ♪
455
00:24:29,234 --> 00:24:30,669
Oh, yeah.
456
00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:33,038
Now I have some material
to forge a knife.
457
00:24:33,172 --> 00:24:36,041
[tense electronic music]
458
00:24:36,175 --> 00:24:39,011
♪ ♪
459
00:24:39,144 --> 00:24:41,580
All right.
Guess we'll pull that iron out.
460
00:24:41,714 --> 00:24:44,350
♪ ♪
461
00:24:44,483 --> 00:24:46,919
If I can't bring
a fixed blade with me
462
00:24:47,052 --> 00:24:50,456
'cause I chose the multi‐tool,
then I just have to forge one.
463
00:24:50,589 --> 00:24:52,224
♪ ♪
464
00:24:52,358 --> 00:24:55,127
Get the fire really hot
and get a nice bed of coals,
465
00:24:55,260 --> 00:24:57,596
and then I pull it out
when it gets red hot.
466
00:24:57,730 --> 00:25:00,666
And then hammer it with
the back of my axe on a rock.
467
00:25:00,799 --> 00:25:03,135
♪ ♪
468
00:25:03,268 --> 00:25:04,803
Maybe when it's done,
469
00:25:04,937 --> 00:25:07,606
I can prison shank
a musk ox like Roland.
470
00:25:07,740 --> 00:25:09,675
[laughs]
471
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:13,579
I got a little backyard forge
at home,
472
00:25:13,712 --> 00:25:16,548
and I've made some knives and
jewelry and stuff like that.
473
00:25:16,682 --> 00:25:20,719
♪ ♪
474
00:25:20,853 --> 00:25:23,689
It's just a long, slow process
without proper tools,
475
00:25:23,822 --> 00:25:26,058
but the fact
that I found metal
476
00:25:26,191 --> 00:25:28,160
was just like,
oh, it was so perfect.
477
00:25:28,293 --> 00:25:30,429
I couldn't believe it, man.
478
00:25:30,562 --> 00:25:33,399
I don't think anybody has ever
forged a knife on "Alone."
479
00:25:37,770 --> 00:25:40,639
[suspenseful music]
480
00:25:40,773 --> 00:25:47,780
♪ ♪
481
00:25:50,716 --> 00:25:53,252
[birds chirping]
482
00:25:58,791 --> 00:26:00,592
‐ [groans]
483
00:26:03,629 --> 00:26:05,164
[groans]
484
00:26:05,297 --> 00:26:07,666
I had a pretty miserable
night.
485
00:26:10,302 --> 00:26:13,105
I had to sleep off and on.
486
00:26:13,238 --> 00:26:15,140
I didn't sleep really good.
487
00:26:16,575 --> 00:26:19,378
I'm pretty sure
I'm sleeping upside down.
488
00:26:19,511 --> 00:26:21,447
I know I'm sleeping on a lump.
489
00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:25,818
I've seen fresh grizzly tracks
just 300 yards from my camp.
490
00:26:25,951 --> 00:26:30,522
This is not the place to be.
So today is moving day.
491
00:26:30,656 --> 00:26:34,793
I know where I'm going.
I just got to get there.
492
00:26:37,996 --> 00:26:40,165
[stark ambient music]
493
00:26:40,299 --> 00:26:42,301
[wind howling]
494
00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:43,602
As hungry as I may be
495
00:26:43,735 --> 00:26:45,938
and as hungry as I know
I'm going to get,
496
00:26:46,071 --> 00:26:48,674
the predators are first and
foremost on my mind right now.
497
00:26:48,807 --> 00:26:50,843
I want a shelter.
498
00:26:50,976 --> 00:26:53,278
Once I'm able to move
into my shelter,
499
00:26:53,412 --> 00:26:56,014
hunting and fishing then
becomes number one on my list.
500
00:26:56,148 --> 00:26:58,016
♪ ♪
501
00:26:58,150 --> 00:27:00,652
I intend to build
a log lean‐to,
502
00:27:00,786 --> 00:27:03,155
a log cabin
that's lean in one way.
503
00:27:03,288 --> 00:27:04,523
The main reason is bears.
504
00:27:04,656 --> 00:27:06,358
I just don't want to sleep
underneath a tarp
505
00:27:06,492 --> 00:27:08,861
with grizzly bears around,
you know?
506
00:27:08,994 --> 00:27:10,429
It's gonna give me
a little bit of comfort
507
00:27:10,562 --> 00:27:13,065
and a little self‐assurance
that the bear is at least
508
00:27:13,198 --> 00:27:15,567
going to have to work at it
before he can get in there.
509
00:27:15,701 --> 00:27:18,303
♪ ♪
510
00:27:18,437 --> 00:27:20,973
I've been doing this kind
of stuff all my life.
511
00:27:21,106 --> 00:27:22,908
Definitely blue‐collar.
512
00:27:23,041 --> 00:27:25,911
The only job I've ever
really held is a roughneck.
513
00:27:26,044 --> 00:27:29,248
A roughneck works on the rigs
that drill for oil.
514
00:27:29,381 --> 00:27:32,518
It's a very physical job,
a lot of manual labor.
515
00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:34,553
You're working 12 hours day
516
00:27:34,686 --> 00:27:37,122
nonstop moving
very heavy iron,
517
00:27:37,256 --> 00:27:38,590
very heavy equipment,
518
00:27:38,724 --> 00:27:40,359
and it can be
extremely dangerous.
519
00:27:41,426 --> 00:27:43,862
Then, on top of that,
at the very minimum,
520
00:27:43,996 --> 00:27:45,364
you will be away
from your family
521
00:27:45,497 --> 00:27:46,698
for half of the year.
522
00:27:46,832 --> 00:27:48,300
♪ ♪
523
00:27:48,433 --> 00:27:51,370
But as I grew older
and grew smarter,
524
00:27:51,503 --> 00:27:53,539
I started realizing what was
really important in life,
525
00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,474
and it wasn't work.
526
00:27:56,575 --> 00:27:59,244
I gave up my career
in the oil field
527
00:27:59,378 --> 00:28:01,146
and doing so,
528
00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:03,715
it's been extremely tough
financially.
529
00:28:04,917 --> 00:28:07,219
But never one have
I ever regretted it.
530
00:28:07,352 --> 00:28:09,755
I love my family
with all my heart,
531
00:28:09,888 --> 00:28:12,691
and I've been fortunate enough
to have this opportunity.
532
00:28:12,824 --> 00:28:14,493
I have to succeed.
533
00:28:16,628 --> 00:28:18,163
I can move in there,
534
00:28:18,297 --> 00:28:20,499
give you a peek inside.
535
00:28:20,632 --> 00:28:22,734
It's not the prettiest,
but I got it done
536
00:28:22,868 --> 00:28:25,037
as efficiently
as I possibly could.
537
00:28:25,170 --> 00:28:28,073
The shelter gives me
peace of mind.
538
00:28:28,207 --> 00:28:30,342
It's gonna protect me
from grizzly bears
539
00:28:30,475 --> 00:28:33,145
or other predators
and keep the rain off me.
540
00:28:34,546 --> 00:28:36,348
Home sweet home.
541
00:28:36,481 --> 00:28:39,351
[tense ambient music]
542
00:28:39,484 --> 00:28:44,823
♪ ♪
543
00:28:53,532 --> 00:28:57,936
♪ ♪
544
00:28:58,070 --> 00:29:00,205
‐ I just walked out
to the beach,
545
00:29:00,339 --> 00:29:02,874
and the smoke
is finally clearing up,
546
00:29:03,008 --> 00:29:07,913
so I'm going to show you these
amazing, amazing mountains.
547
00:29:08,046 --> 00:29:10,382
[whispering]
Oh, my goodness.
548
00:29:10,515 --> 00:29:13,185
[normal voice]
This is so cool.
549
00:29:14,620 --> 00:29:18,757
But the way the wind
is coming up off that lake,
550
00:29:18,890 --> 00:29:21,226
I think that I'm going
to move the shelter.
551
00:29:22,461 --> 00:29:24,730
Right now, it's too close
to the beach.
552
00:29:25,797 --> 00:29:28,533
So I'm going to go see
what's here.
553
00:29:29,501 --> 00:29:31,503
[wind howling]
554
00:29:31,637 --> 00:29:34,039
[thoughtful music]
555
00:29:34,172 --> 00:29:36,875
This is pretty steep,
556
00:29:37,009 --> 00:29:39,278
but it's definitely doable.
557
00:29:39,411 --> 00:29:43,015
I can get up there and walk
the edge and look down.
558
00:29:47,386 --> 00:29:49,521
There's just so much to do.
559
00:29:49,655 --> 00:29:50,889
I'm from Pennsylvania,
560
00:29:51,023 --> 00:29:53,225
and we get plenty of cold
and snow,
561
00:29:53,358 --> 00:29:57,929
so building permanent shelter
is of course a priority.
562
00:29:59,331 --> 00:30:01,933
Everything that I do,
I've taught myself.
563
00:30:02,034 --> 00:30:06,705
I've taught myself to be
a hunter and to fish and trap,
564
00:30:06,838 --> 00:30:08,240
and now I teach it.
565
00:30:08,373 --> 00:30:11,043
I own and operate
a retail sporting goods store
566
00:30:11,176 --> 00:30:12,511
and training center
where I teach
567
00:30:12,644 --> 00:30:13,745
youth about the outdoors.
568
00:30:13,879 --> 00:30:14,780
Look at you.
569
00:30:14,913 --> 00:30:16,048
I have a strong skill set
570
00:30:16,181 --> 00:30:17,416
in predator hunting.
571
00:30:17,549 --> 00:30:18,750
That's pretty crazy.
572
00:30:18,884 --> 00:30:21,253
I'm chasing
a North American Super Slam,
573
00:30:21,386 --> 00:30:24,623
which is the 29 large
North American animals,
574
00:30:24,756 --> 00:30:26,425
with my bow, in hopes to be
575
00:30:26,558 --> 00:30:28,960
one of the very few women
that have done so.
576
00:30:29,094 --> 00:30:32,064
I am leaving behind
my two children,
577
00:30:32,197 --> 00:30:33,699
my daughter, who is 25,
578
00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:36,134
and my son, who is 22.
579
00:30:36,268 --> 00:30:37,769
My end goal
for this experience
580
00:30:37,903 --> 00:30:40,739
is to prove that,
as a woman, I can do this.
581
00:30:40,872 --> 00:30:43,342
I've always worked
in male‐dominated industries.
582
00:30:43,475 --> 00:30:45,577
I had to be confident
in myself
583
00:30:45,711 --> 00:30:49,081
so that the men that I worked
with would respect me.
584
00:30:49,214 --> 00:30:52,351
I can win this.
I feel very confident.
585
00:30:52,484 --> 00:30:54,886
Unless I get attacked
by a bear,
586
00:30:55,020 --> 00:30:56,988
I don't think I'm tapping out.
587
00:31:01,426 --> 00:31:04,162
There's this big, open spot.
588
00:31:04,296 --> 00:31:06,565
I have trees
to block that wind,
589
00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,967
but I'm still not too far
from the water.
590
00:31:09,101 --> 00:31:12,971
So, yeah, I think it looks
like a good spot.
591
00:31:13,105 --> 00:31:15,507
It's going to take me awhile,
but...
592
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:17,242
maybe I'll leave
my shelter down there
593
00:31:17,376 --> 00:31:18,744
and get started on one up here.
594
00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:21,747
[suspenseful music]
595
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,750
♪ ♪
596
00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:28,120
I'm going to build an A‐frame
to help keep the snow off
597
00:31:28,253 --> 00:31:30,589
because the snow
is going to be so wet.
598
00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:32,791
I know it's going
to be really heavy.
599
00:31:32,924 --> 00:31:35,227
It's very warm here right now,
but the cold nights
600
00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:37,929
just kind of remind you
that winter is coming.
601
00:31:39,097 --> 00:31:42,567
I want to build something
small to contain heat,
602
00:31:42,701 --> 00:31:45,237
and knowing that there's
so many grizzly bears
603
00:31:45,370 --> 00:31:46,405
in the area,
604
00:31:46,538 --> 00:31:48,840
I want to build
something sturdy.
605
00:31:48,974 --> 00:31:51,042
Grizzly bears
are a serious threat.
606
00:31:51,176 --> 00:31:54,079
That's a very large animal
coming at you very fast.
607
00:31:54,212 --> 00:31:57,783
They're 8 to 10 feet tall
and 800 to 1,800 pounds,
608
00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,684
covering 60 feet a second.
609
00:31:59,818 --> 00:32:01,019
They're going to be on you
610
00:32:01,153 --> 00:32:02,454
before you even know
what happened.
611
00:32:02,587 --> 00:32:04,356
So it keeps me on high alert.
612
00:32:04,489 --> 00:32:06,057
♪ ♪
613
00:32:06,191 --> 00:32:09,594
Not going to reach now.
Got to move that one closer.
614
00:32:09,728 --> 00:32:11,163
♪ ♪
615
00:32:11,296 --> 00:32:14,099
I've always been the hunter,
never the hunted,
616
00:32:14,232 --> 00:32:18,069
but I'm confident
in my survival skills.
617
00:32:18,203 --> 00:32:20,739
My ultimate goal
is to prove to myself
618
00:32:20,872 --> 00:32:22,874
what I'm made of
and what I can do.
619
00:32:23,008 --> 00:32:25,110
♪ ♪
620
00:32:25,243 --> 00:32:28,013
All right, so...
621
00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:31,216
I got the frame up.
622
00:32:32,317 --> 00:32:34,286
I just want to get it up
and get moved down here,
623
00:32:34,419 --> 00:32:39,291
so when I'm here I can make
additions or change things.
624
00:32:40,392 --> 00:32:43,128
I feel like things are going
to start to work out better.
625
00:32:43,261 --> 00:32:46,131
[soft dramatic music]
626
00:32:46,264 --> 00:32:53,238
♪ ♪
627
00:32:57,075 --> 00:32:59,110
‐ [laughs] Oh, wait,
don't time, Chad.
628
00:32:59,244 --> 00:33:01,613
"Where we going?"
We're going over there, Chad.
629
00:33:01,746 --> 00:33:05,750
I don't know where we're going,
actually, but I'm excited.
630
00:33:05,884 --> 00:33:08,854
Oh, yeah.
Old Chaddy, Chad.
631
00:33:08,987 --> 00:33:10,522
Chad is my camera.
632
00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:12,958
He's not just this
inanimate object.
633
00:33:13,091 --> 00:33:15,026
We're personal now.
634
00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:19,164
Jorge is the smaller camera,
but still good quality.
635
00:33:19,297 --> 00:33:22,033
Gary and Gordo are GoPro.
636
00:33:22,167 --> 00:33:25,170
So today is a shelter day.
637
00:33:25,303 --> 00:33:28,273
I'm going to be hungry as hell,
but time expenditure
638
00:33:28,406 --> 00:33:30,175
will be worth it,
especially if I can do
639
00:33:30,308 --> 00:33:32,978
the bulk of the material
collection today.
640
00:33:33,111 --> 00:33:37,415
Another blow down area.
Let's avoid that.
641
00:33:37,549 --> 00:33:40,785
♪ ♪
642
00:33:54,599 --> 00:33:57,002
[bear breathing heavily]
643
00:33:57,135 --> 00:33:58,403
[bleep].
644
00:34:01,673 --> 00:34:04,709
Whoa, bear.
Move off, bear.
645
00:34:04,843 --> 00:34:06,311
[bear grunts softly]
646
00:34:06,444 --> 00:34:08,013
Holy [bleep].
647
00:34:08,146 --> 00:34:10,549
You keep moving, mama.
648
00:34:10,682 --> 00:34:13,351
Hey, you keep moving, mama.
You take those cubs with you.
649
00:34:19,758 --> 00:34:21,293
I'm not your food.
650
00:34:21,426 --> 00:34:25,063
♪ ♪
651
00:34:25,196 --> 00:34:27,065
Don't you stop.
652
00:34:29,234 --> 00:34:31,303
Whoa.
653
00:34:31,436 --> 00:34:33,238
That was close.
654
00:34:34,873 --> 00:34:40,412
♪ ♪
655
00:34:40,545 --> 00:34:43,081
That was crazy.
656
00:34:44,249 --> 00:34:45,350
Whoo.
657
00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:50,155
You know, I felt pretty good
until she turned.
658
00:34:50,288 --> 00:34:53,158
So she‐‐they were
walking down this way,
659
00:34:53,291 --> 00:34:56,861
and then somewhere in here
they smelled me.
660
00:34:56,995 --> 00:34:58,196
And she snorted
a little bit, like,
661
00:34:58,330 --> 00:35:00,198
she gave a little grunt,
like‐‐[grunts]
662
00:35:01,299 --> 00:35:04,269
And then they turned and they
started coming up this way
663
00:35:04,402 --> 00:35:06,338
and actually got closer.
664
00:35:06,471 --> 00:35:09,207
They were, like,
exactly right in there.
665
00:35:09,341 --> 00:35:13,411
♪ ♪
666
00:35:13,545 --> 00:35:17,382
Right there it looks like.
Right in here.
667
00:35:17,515 --> 00:35:19,451
♪ ♪
668
00:35:19,584 --> 00:35:21,586
Looks like a track, yeah.
Definitely, right here.
669
00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:23,488
Look, there's the back
part of the paw.
670
00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:26,224
Here is the front part
of the paw.
671
00:35:26,358 --> 00:35:28,226
Wee. That was close.
672
00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:31,930
♪ ♪
673
00:35:32,063 --> 00:35:34,933
[dramatic music]
674
00:35:35,066 --> 00:35:41,606
♪ ♪
675
00:35:41,740 --> 00:35:43,908
[birds chirping]
676
00:35:44,042 --> 00:35:51,049
♪ ♪
677
00:35:56,621 --> 00:35:58,089
‐ [bleep].
678
00:36:05,397 --> 00:36:07,565
I'll never get him with a rock.
I suck.
679
00:36:07,699 --> 00:36:09,067
♪ ♪
680
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:11,202
I'm pretty damn hungry.
681
00:36:11,336 --> 00:36:13,038
My body is going through
a shock right now.
682
00:36:13,171 --> 00:36:16,374
There's no doubt about it,
but it's a choice I made.
683
00:36:16,508 --> 00:36:17,876
I put food aside,
684
00:36:18,009 --> 00:36:21,112
and I made a conscious effort
to build shelter.
685
00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:23,782
I gotta start
going after some fish.
686
00:36:23,915 --> 00:36:26,017
So I need to make some lures.
687
00:36:26,818 --> 00:36:28,586
I'm allowed to bring
a toothbrush.
688
00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:32,891
I got smart, and I brought
a silver toothbrush
689
00:36:34,459 --> 00:36:36,261
With a hole drilled
in the end.
690
00:36:38,129 --> 00:36:41,866
Now I thought is,
I could cut this off,
691
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:43,835
get another hole in it...
692
00:36:47,305 --> 00:36:49,808
And maybe I could use it
as a lure.
693
00:36:49,941 --> 00:36:51,376
♪ ♪
694
00:36:51,509 --> 00:36:53,578
I've been torn whether I was
making the right decision,
695
00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:55,747
putting all my effort
into a shelter
696
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:57,882
because I am going
very hungry,
697
00:36:58,016 --> 00:37:00,518
but you just have to adapt
and overcome.
698
00:37:00,652 --> 00:37:03,288
That's all you can do.
You adapt or you tap.
699
00:37:03,421 --> 00:37:04,956
I'm going to find out
what works.
700
00:37:05,090 --> 00:37:07,058
♪ ♪
701
00:37:07,192 --> 00:37:08,860
And there's my lure.
702
00:37:11,129 --> 00:37:12,931
That wind
is really blowing now.
703
00:37:13,998 --> 00:37:16,367
I have to fish
on this rocky point.
704
00:37:16,501 --> 00:37:19,104
Anywhere from shore, I'm just
going to lose the lure.
705
00:37:25,710 --> 00:37:27,912
The wind is not
making it easy.
706
00:37:32,450 --> 00:37:34,619
Ah. It goes around my hand.
707
00:37:38,857 --> 00:37:40,358
[bleep].
708
00:37:43,161 --> 00:37:44,996
This is a complete failure.
709
00:37:46,464 --> 00:37:50,401
The wind is so strong
it actually pulled my line
710
00:37:50,535 --> 00:37:53,905
so hard that the lure
never goes into the water.
711
00:37:56,141 --> 00:37:58,243
If I can't get fish,
712
00:37:58,376 --> 00:38:01,079
my odds of succeeding
out here are very slim.
713
00:38:01,212 --> 00:38:02,747
I need to start eating.
714
00:38:02,881 --> 00:38:05,150
[soft dramatic music]
715
00:38:05,283 --> 00:38:09,220
I didn't understand
how hard it is to be hungry
716
00:38:09,354 --> 00:38:11,923
and how much it slows me down
and how much it hurts me
717
00:38:12,056 --> 00:38:14,692
and how much it takes
an emotional toll on me.
718
00:38:14,826 --> 00:38:16,861
[stammers]
It's wearing down on me.
719
00:38:16,995 --> 00:38:18,196
I know it is.
720
00:38:18,329 --> 00:38:20,165
♪ ♪
721
00:38:20,298 --> 00:38:22,734
Six years ago,
I had a heart attack,
722
00:38:22,867 --> 00:38:25,003
and my heart is not as strong
as it used to be.
723
00:38:25,136 --> 00:38:28,006
[tarp rustling in the wind]
724
00:38:28,139 --> 00:38:33,411
♪ ♪
725
00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:35,079
And that's a concern for me.
726
00:38:35,213 --> 00:38:38,917
♪ ♪
727
00:38:39,050 --> 00:38:41,252
At night it beats really hard.
728
00:38:41,386 --> 00:38:46,825
♪ ♪
729
00:38:46,958 --> 00:38:48,793
I don't know why.
730
00:38:48,927 --> 00:38:51,196
I'm sure it's got something
to do with going hungry.
731
00:38:51,329 --> 00:38:54,666
♪ ♪
732
00:39:04,075 --> 00:39:06,778
Something to think about.
I'm going to get some sleep.
733
00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:15,854
[suspenseful music]
734
00:39:15,987 --> 00:39:22,994
♪ ♪
735
00:39:30,335 --> 00:39:32,470
‐ It's just breaking day.
736
00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,073
This thing is
so open right now.
737
00:39:35,206 --> 00:39:39,377
It looks like the weather
is turning better.
738
00:39:42,413 --> 00:39:43,948
But it's so open right now
739
00:39:44,082 --> 00:39:46,784
that if we did get
another storm with wind
740
00:39:46,918 --> 00:39:49,354
and rain come through
while it's like this,
741
00:39:49,487 --> 00:39:52,457
it would blow rain all
under here and I'd get soaked.
742
00:39:52,590 --> 00:39:54,525
So I've got to get that‐‐
743
00:39:54,659 --> 00:39:56,294
I've got to get this thing
walled in
744
00:39:56,427 --> 00:40:00,465
and a little bit more secure
before the next storm comes in.
745
00:40:01,599 --> 00:40:03,301
But I might try to do
some fishing
746
00:40:03,434 --> 00:40:07,438
before I start working
on the shelter.
747
00:40:08,940 --> 00:40:10,742
I built a fishing rod
and reel.
748
00:40:10,875 --> 00:40:12,310
♪ ♪
749
00:40:12,443 --> 00:40:14,946
There's no deep water off
of my beach that I can see.
750
00:40:15,079 --> 00:40:17,315
I mean, it's a good 30 yards
751
00:40:17,448 --> 00:40:19,684
to where it even starts
to drop off.
752
00:40:19,817 --> 00:40:22,186
And so the reel should be
much more efficient
753
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:25,723
and much more effective
to cast to that deeper water.
754
00:40:25,857 --> 00:40:27,058
I like it.
755
00:40:27,926 --> 00:40:30,728
[soft dramatic music]
756
00:40:30,862 --> 00:40:33,031
When I was working
for Fish and Game,
757
00:40:33,164 --> 00:40:37,168
I was gone for 150 days
a year sometimes.
758
00:40:37,302 --> 00:40:40,204
I know there's fish here,
somewhere.
759
00:40:41,506 --> 00:40:44,943
So leaving the family
wasn't difficult
760
00:40:45,076 --> 00:40:46,911
because it's not
an uncommon thing.
761
00:40:48,012 --> 00:40:49,948
I might move down
to a the deeper spot.
762
00:40:50,081 --> 00:40:51,883
♪ ♪
763
00:40:52,016 --> 00:40:54,819
But this is different.
764
00:40:54,953 --> 00:40:56,287
♪ ♪
765
00:40:56,421 --> 00:41:00,425
Solitude is not something
that I'm accustomed to.
766
00:41:00,558 --> 00:41:02,293
♪ ♪
767
00:41:02,427 --> 00:41:03,962
I miss my family.
768
00:41:04,095 --> 00:41:06,364
♪ ♪
769
00:41:06,497 --> 00:41:09,334
This will be the longest
I've ever been gone,
770
00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:12,837
but I know that they can
handle everything,
771
00:41:12,971 --> 00:41:16,140
and I'll be back
when it's time.
772
00:41:16,274 --> 00:41:18,176
♪ ♪
773
00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:21,045
Holy [bleep].
I got one.
774
00:41:21,179 --> 00:41:23,014
Come on, come on, come on.
Come on.
775
00:41:24,449 --> 00:41:26,184
Come on, come on.
776
00:41:28,186 --> 00:41:29,988
Oh, yes.
777
00:41:33,658 --> 00:41:36,027
Whoo! Oh, my God.
778
00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:38,029
Oh, my God.
I can't believe that.
779
00:41:38,162 --> 00:41:41,199
♪ ♪
780
00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:45,803
Oh, my God.
That feels freaking amazing.
781
00:41:45,937 --> 00:41:47,472
Holy [bleep].
782
00:41:47,605 --> 00:41:50,742
♪ ♪
783
00:41:50,875 --> 00:41:56,481
So there's my little lure
that I made the other day
784
00:41:56,614 --> 00:42:01,586
out of a rusty bottle top
and some paracord.
785
00:42:01,719 --> 00:42:05,490
♪ ♪
786
00:42:05,623 --> 00:42:08,993
And there's the very first fish
that it caught,
787
00:42:09,127 --> 00:42:12,030
and my first fish of the trip.
788
00:42:12,163 --> 00:42:14,665
I am so...
789
00:42:14,799 --> 00:42:16,868
unbelievably happy.
790
00:42:17,001 --> 00:42:20,338
That is‐‐man, that's awesome.
791
00:42:20,471 --> 00:42:22,173
Thank you. Thank you.
Thank you.
792
00:42:26,644 --> 00:42:28,746
I think I'll have
some breakfast.
793
00:42:31,616 --> 00:42:34,485
[tense music]
794
00:42:34,619 --> 00:42:41,626
♪ ♪
795
00:42:43,461 --> 00:42:45,763
‐ Sitting in the middle
of the berry patch.
796
00:42:45,897 --> 00:42:47,432
They're just a little
797
00:42:48,299 --> 00:42:49,867
kinnikinnick berry.
798
00:42:51,202 --> 00:42:53,971
So I'm going to start picking
these a little at a time.
799
00:42:54,105 --> 00:42:55,273
Just kind of munching
on them right now.
800
00:42:55,406 --> 00:42:56,908
I'm not going to eat too many.
801
00:42:58,042 --> 00:43:00,578
But I have so much to do.
802
00:43:02,814 --> 00:43:04,882
I'm going to pick
at these a little bit.
803
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:11,022
I don't really love
the little seeds.
804
00:43:13,791 --> 00:43:15,660
Anyway,
I just want to show you.
805
00:43:15,793 --> 00:43:18,629
I'm not going to sit here
and eat on camera.
806
00:43:18,763 --> 00:43:21,933
So anyways,
kinnikinnick berries.
807
00:43:24,035 --> 00:43:26,938
Okay.
Packing up to move.
808
00:43:27,071 --> 00:43:32,610
♪ ♪
809
00:43:32,743 --> 00:43:36,781
It is so windy today.
This is going to be crazy.
810
00:43:39,450 --> 00:43:41,319
Here we go.
811
00:43:45,056 --> 00:43:47,024
Okay.
Tarp, stay there.
812
00:43:47,158 --> 00:43:49,727
With the rest of my stuff
before you stress me out.
813
00:43:49,861 --> 00:43:51,028
♪ ♪
814
00:43:51,162 --> 00:43:54,232
The walk I am not
looking forward to,
815
00:43:54,365 --> 00:43:58,669
but once I get there,
it's going to be so worth it.
816
00:43:58,803 --> 00:44:01,272
♪ ♪
817
00:44:01,405 --> 00:44:03,007
I'm up.
818
00:44:03,141 --> 00:44:07,545
♪ ♪
819
00:44:07,678 --> 00:44:10,214
This is going to be
such a hard walk.
820
00:44:11,716 --> 00:44:14,552
It's just crazy.
821
00:44:14,685 --> 00:44:21,692
♪ ♪
822
00:44:24,495 --> 00:44:28,166
If I can express
how grateful I am to be here.
823
00:44:29,567 --> 00:44:31,102
[grunts]
824
00:44:32,336 --> 00:44:33,671
Oh, my goodness.
825
00:44:33,804 --> 00:44:35,106
Ooh!
826
00:44:35,239 --> 00:44:36,874
♪ ♪
827
00:44:37,008 --> 00:44:40,344
My strongest skill,
I think, is adaptability.
828
00:44:40,478 --> 00:44:42,647
I've had to adapt
to different homes
829
00:44:42,780 --> 00:44:46,384
in different settings
and scenarios my entire life.
830
00:44:46,517 --> 00:44:49,086
So I feel very confident
831
00:44:49,220 --> 00:44:51,689
that I can maintain
the mindset
832
00:44:51,822 --> 00:44:54,825
that I need and hang
in there until the end.
833
00:44:54,959 --> 00:44:58,462
So this is actually going
to be the back
834
00:44:58,596 --> 00:45:00,097
of the shelter.
835
00:45:00,231 --> 00:45:03,868
The fireplace is going
to go here with a chimney,
836
00:45:04,001 --> 00:45:05,770
and I chose that
because the wind
837
00:45:05,903 --> 00:45:07,104
comes from that direction
838
00:45:07,238 --> 00:45:09,207
and it's going to blow
right through.
839
00:45:09,340 --> 00:45:11,409
It's really, really small,
840
00:45:11,542 --> 00:45:16,280
but I can stand up
and I'm not in a wind tunnel.
841
00:45:16,414 --> 00:45:19,217
It's time to settle in.
842
00:45:19,350 --> 00:45:24,121
Yeah, wintertime, I definitely
need to get this buttoned up
843
00:45:24,255 --> 00:45:26,757
because I plan on being here.
844
00:45:26,891 --> 00:45:29,193
This is just the beginning.
845
00:45:29,327 --> 00:45:34,999
♪ ♪
846
00:45:51,782 --> 00:45:52,717
I'm just kind of
847
00:45:52,850 --> 00:45:54,852
trying to not think about it,
848
00:45:54,986 --> 00:45:56,420
rolling around a lot, but
849
00:45:56,554 --> 00:45:58,322
I'm starting to feel nauseous.
850
00:45:58,456 --> 00:46:01,659
♪ ♪
851
00:46:01,792 --> 00:46:02,860
[groans]
852
00:46:02,994 --> 00:46:06,530
♪ ♪
853
00:46:06,664 --> 00:46:08,799
I'm not sure what it is,
854
00:46:08,933 --> 00:46:10,768
maybe the berries.
855
00:46:10,901 --> 00:46:13,738
♪ ♪
856
00:46:13,871 --> 00:46:16,274
Oh, my God.
I feel so yucky.
857
00:46:34,759 --> 00:46:37,161
[retches, coughs]
858
00:46:44,802 --> 00:46:48,205
‐ [retches, coughs]
859
00:46:48,339 --> 00:46:50,474
[spits, coughs]
860
00:46:50,975 --> 00:46:52,043
Okay.
861
00:46:53,244 --> 00:46:54,645
[sighs] Man.
862
00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:09,360
[suspenseful music]
863
00:47:09,493 --> 00:47:16,500
♪ ♪
864
00:47:18,302 --> 00:47:19,737
[sighs]
865
00:47:19,870 --> 00:47:25,810
♪ ♪
866
00:47:25,943 --> 00:47:27,178
All right.
867
00:47:28,913 --> 00:47:31,048
[coughs]
868
00:47:31,182 --> 00:47:33,484
I'm going to roll around here
a little bit more
869
00:47:33,617 --> 00:47:36,754
and see how I feel.
870
00:47:36,887 --> 00:47:43,894
♪ ♪
871
00:47:52,169 --> 00:47:53,804
[retches]
872
00:47:53,938 --> 00:47:55,606
[coughs]
873
00:47:56,674 --> 00:47:58,075
[coughs, retches]
874
00:47:58,209 --> 00:47:59,944
[coughs, spits]
875
00:48:00,144 --> 00:48:05,783
♪ ♪
876
00:48:05,916 --> 00:48:07,885
[groans softly]
877
00:48:09,387 --> 00:48:11,389
It's just frustrating
at this point.
878
00:48:12,556 --> 00:48:14,425
To be positive is difficult.
879
00:48:15,526 --> 00:48:18,028
You only have a limited amount
of time to get your shelter up
880
00:48:18,162 --> 00:48:20,765
and get your snares
set and fish.
881
00:48:20,898 --> 00:48:23,267
♪ ♪
882
00:48:23,401 --> 00:48:24,335
[grunts]
883
00:48:24,468 --> 00:48:27,905
♪ ♪
884
00:48:28,038 --> 00:48:29,807
Don't dare lay down.
885
00:48:31,275 --> 00:48:33,411
When I used to think
about the possibility
886
00:48:33,544 --> 00:48:36,447
of coming on this show,
I thought, you know,
887
00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:40,584
I've survived my whole life
basically on my own,
888
00:48:40,718 --> 00:48:43,287
and I thrived.
889
00:48:43,421 --> 00:48:44,855
But when you're
in the wilderness
890
00:48:44,989 --> 00:48:48,626
and you're feeling unwell,
it's just not that simple.
891
00:48:48,759 --> 00:48:50,694
[groans]
892
00:48:51,862 --> 00:48:53,597
I feel terrible.
893
00:48:53,731 --> 00:48:56,801
♪ ♪
894
00:48:56,934 --> 00:48:58,969
I don't know what to do.
895
00:49:00,171 --> 00:49:05,209
I'm starting to think,
"Can I do this?"
896
00:49:05,342 --> 00:49:08,212
[dramatic music]
897
00:49:08,345 --> 00:49:14,919
♪ ♪
898
00:49:15,052 --> 00:49:17,521
[birds chirping]
899
00:49:22,092 --> 00:49:24,228
‐ Boy, am I starting to stink.
900
00:49:24,361 --> 00:49:27,131
Holy cow.
901
00:49:27,264 --> 00:49:29,733
Yeah. That's no good.
902
00:49:37,374 --> 00:49:40,044
This is the progress I made
on my knife last night.
903
00:49:41,812 --> 00:49:47,318
I think I'm about done
with the shaping of it.
904
00:49:47,451 --> 00:49:49,487
At some point, you just got
to accept it's as good
905
00:49:49,620 --> 00:49:52,823
as it's going to get
with a rock, pliers and an ax.
906
00:49:54,058 --> 00:49:56,293
Mountain fix blade
is almost done
907
00:49:58,562 --> 00:50:01,365
Or should I call it
the troll shiv?
908
00:50:03,234 --> 00:50:05,736
I think I'll call it
the troll shiv.
909
00:50:05,870 --> 00:50:09,273
So the other thing
I was working on last night,
910
00:50:09,406 --> 00:50:11,041
my bone nose ring.
911
00:50:11,175 --> 00:50:13,410
♪ ♪
912
00:50:13,544 --> 00:50:14,945
It's starting to get
to the point
913
00:50:15,079 --> 00:50:16,814
where I can get it to fit.
914
00:50:16,947 --> 00:50:19,717
♪ ♪
915
00:50:19,850 --> 00:50:21,952
It needs a little spit lube.
916
00:50:22,086 --> 00:50:23,521
I have a pierced nose,
917
00:50:23,654 --> 00:50:26,090
but you're not allowed
to take jewelry out here.
918
00:50:26,223 --> 00:50:29,026
So I figured I would
whittle down a bone
919
00:50:29,159 --> 00:50:31,428
and keep the nose
ring hole open.
920
00:50:31,562 --> 00:50:33,797
Hold on, I know this is gross.
921
00:50:33,931 --> 00:50:35,666
I found it
under an eagle's nest.
922
00:50:35,799 --> 00:50:37,167
It was a bigger bone,
923
00:50:37,301 --> 00:50:40,371
and I carved a chunk off of it
and whittled it down,
924
00:50:40,504 --> 00:50:43,407
filed it until
it was nice and smooth.
925
00:50:43,541 --> 00:50:44,909
Oh.
926
00:50:46,510 --> 00:50:48,112
There it is, folks.
927
00:50:52,583 --> 00:50:54,418
Bone nose ring.
928
00:51:00,357 --> 00:51:05,729
♪ I stay busy with lots
of lots of projects ♪
929
00:51:05,863 --> 00:51:10,067
♪ Forging knives
and making nose rings ♪
930
00:51:10,200 --> 00:51:13,404
♪ Waa ♪
931
00:51:18,442 --> 00:51:21,312
[suspenseful music]
932
00:51:21,445 --> 00:51:28,452
♪ ♪
933
00:51:38,095 --> 00:51:40,631
‐ Wind blowing like crazy
all night long.
934
00:51:41,966 --> 00:51:43,734
Yup. Maybe the wind will die
935
00:51:43,867 --> 00:51:46,837
and I'll go fishing,
but it doesn't sound like it.
936
00:51:46,971 --> 00:51:50,741
But if I can't fish, I still
can work on my fireplace.
937
00:51:50,874 --> 00:51:53,444
I can work on building
a cook shack.
938
00:51:54,612 --> 00:51:57,781
I can build a door,
939
00:51:57,915 --> 00:51:59,350
carve a spoon.
940
00:51:59,483 --> 00:52:03,520
I got lots of stuff to do.
No shortage of stuff to do.
941
00:52:07,091 --> 00:52:08,459
It just the things
I really need to do
942
00:52:08,592 --> 00:52:11,762
are the hardest,
and that's get food.
943
00:52:11,895 --> 00:52:13,430
I'm going to get up
this morning
944
00:52:13,564 --> 00:52:15,499
and take my bow down,
walk the beach,
945
00:52:15,633 --> 00:52:18,002
see if I can't find
one of them grouse.
946
00:52:21,905 --> 00:52:24,775
[compelling music]
947
00:52:24,908 --> 00:52:25,809
♪ ♪
948
00:52:25,943 --> 00:52:28,012
The hunger is getting to me,
949
00:52:28,145 --> 00:52:31,048
and I know the only way
to get through it
950
00:52:31,181 --> 00:52:33,317
is to stay busy
and keep after it.
951
00:52:33,450 --> 00:52:35,352
♪ ♪
952
00:52:35,486 --> 00:52:37,688
There's grouse everywhere.
953
00:52:37,821 --> 00:52:39,323
All it's going to take
is a little ingenuity
954
00:52:39,456 --> 00:52:41,125
to get these grouses
in my pot.
955
00:52:44,261 --> 00:52:47,097
Holy [bleep].
Dinner just flew over there.
956
00:52:47,231 --> 00:52:50,100
♪ ♪
957
00:52:50,234 --> 00:52:51,669
Here, Mr. Grouse.
958
00:52:51,802 --> 00:52:53,737
♪ ♪
959
00:52:53,871 --> 00:52:55,572
Where are you?
960
00:52:55,706 --> 00:53:00,611
♪ ♪
961
00:53:00,744 --> 00:53:03,180
My heart is pounding so hard.
962
00:53:04,481 --> 00:53:05,916
[clears throat]
963
00:53:07,317 --> 00:53:09,219
I don't feel right.
964
00:53:11,055 --> 00:53:13,457
Oh, [bleep].
965
00:53:13,590 --> 00:53:15,159
Something's wrong.
966
00:53:17,728 --> 00:53:18,829
Oh, [bleep].
967
00:53:18,962 --> 00:53:21,432
♪ ♪
968
00:53:21,565 --> 00:53:23,067
Ow.
969
00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:26,036
[breathing heavily]
970
00:53:26,170 --> 00:53:29,306
♪ ♪
971
00:53:29,440 --> 00:53:32,443
Oh. Hang in there.
972
00:53:34,745 --> 00:53:36,080
Oh, [bleep].
973
00:53:36,213 --> 00:53:40,951
♪ ♪
974
00:53:41,085 --> 00:53:42,553
[crying]
I'm having chest pains.
975
00:53:42,686 --> 00:53:43,887
It hurts.
976
00:53:44,021 --> 00:53:47,658
♪ ♪
977
00:53:47,791 --> 00:53:49,393
[groans]
978
00:53:49,526 --> 00:53:53,497
I feel a heart attack.
I don't know what's wrong.
979
00:53:53,630 --> 00:53:54,765
♪ ♪
980
00:53:54,898 --> 00:53:55,966
[groans]
981
00:53:56,100 --> 00:53:58,502
[heart pounding]
982
00:53:58,635 --> 00:54:01,405
♪ ♪
983
00:54:01,538 --> 00:54:02,873
Oh, I don't want to tap,
984
00:54:03,006 --> 00:54:04,374
but I don't want to die,
either.
985
00:54:04,508 --> 00:54:06,276
[sobbing]
986
00:54:06,410 --> 00:54:08,245
Get‐‐ow.
[bleep].
987
00:54:08,378 --> 00:54:10,013
[sniffles]
988
00:54:10,147 --> 00:54:12,349
Go away. Go away. Go away.
Go away. Go away. Go away.
989
00:54:13,884 --> 00:54:15,085
Go away.
990
00:54:15,219 --> 00:54:17,387
♪ ♪
991
00:54:17,521 --> 00:54:20,824
[groaning softly]
992
00:54:20,958 --> 00:54:24,995
I promised I would tap
if I got chest pains.
993
00:54:25,129 --> 00:54:26,630
I promised.
994
00:54:28,699 --> 00:54:31,535
Oh, I don't want to tap.
I just‐‐[bleep].
995
00:54:31,668 --> 00:54:34,671
I don't want to die either.
I've got to go.
996
00:54:34,805 --> 00:54:36,907
I need help.
997
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:40,911
I'm so sorry, Brittney.
[sniffles]
998
00:54:41,044 --> 00:54:42,913
I'm so sorry.
999
00:54:44,114 --> 00:54:46,850
[crying, groaning]
1000
00:54:48,719 --> 00:54:50,954
No, please, please,
please don't die.
1001
00:54:51,088 --> 00:54:52,790
Please don't die.
[sniffles]
1002
00:54:52,923 --> 00:54:54,491
I hurt. I hurt. I hurt.
1003
00:54:54,625 --> 00:54:56,093
I don't know
how to work this phone.
1004
00:55:04,802 --> 00:55:06,670
[groans]
1005
00:55:11,308 --> 00:55:12,643
Please don't have
a heart attack, please.
1006
00:55:12,776 --> 00:55:15,145
Please don't have
a heart attack, please.
1007
00:55:15,279 --> 00:55:17,514
Please. Please.
1008
00:55:17,648 --> 00:55:21,351
[groaning]
Please. I swear.
1009
00:55:21,485 --> 00:55:23,453
I swear.
1010
00:55:23,587 --> 00:55:26,623
[groans]
[phone beeping]
1011
00:55:29,159 --> 00:55:32,663
[sniffles, groaning]
1012
00:55:32,796 --> 00:55:34,398
This is Tim.
I need help.
1013
00:55:36,333 --> 00:55:38,335
I'm having severe chest pains.
1014
00:55:41,038 --> 00:55:42,873
My heart is beating real hard.
1015
00:55:43,006 --> 00:55:45,008
I think I might be having
a heart attack.
1016
00:55:47,311 --> 00:55:48,879
I'm scared.
1017
00:55:51,348 --> 00:55:54,918
♪ ♪
1018
00:55:55,052 --> 00:55:57,454
I'm going to live through this.
I'm going to live through this.
1019
00:55:57,588 --> 00:55:59,857
I don't give a [bleep]
what the [bleep] happens.
1020
00:56:00,057 --> 00:56:01,425
I'm going to live through this.
1021
00:56:01,558 --> 00:56:03,126
I'm going to make it home
to my family.
1022
00:56:03,260 --> 00:56:07,497
♪ ♪
1023
00:56:07,631 --> 00:56:10,067
Please don't die. Don't die.
1024
00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:12,102
Don't die. Don't die.
Don't die.
1025
00:56:12,236 --> 00:56:15,239
♪ ♪
1026
00:56:15,372 --> 00:56:17,341
[groans softly]
1027
00:56:17,474 --> 00:56:18,709
Oh.
1028
00:56:18,842 --> 00:56:25,115
♪ ♪
1029
00:56:25,249 --> 00:56:28,518
[crying]
1030
00:56:28,652 --> 00:56:30,287
I have severe chest pains
1031
00:56:30,420 --> 00:56:33,090
and my heart has been
beating really hard.
1032
00:56:33,223 --> 00:56:34,625
‐ I'm going to get you to put
one of these under tongue.
1033
00:56:34,758 --> 00:56:36,293
It's just regular aspirin.
1034
00:56:36,426 --> 00:56:38,762
[soft ambient music]
1035
00:56:38,896 --> 00:56:43,901
♪ ♪
1036
00:56:44,001 --> 00:56:47,504
‐ I made the right choice.
I know I did.
1037
00:56:47,638 --> 00:56:49,473
I know what this pain is.
1038
00:56:49,606 --> 00:56:52,342
It was identical
to my heart attack,
1039
00:56:52,476 --> 00:56:55,746
and this pain will end my life
if I don't get help.
1040
00:56:55,879 --> 00:56:57,681
♪ ♪
1041
00:56:57,814 --> 00:56:59,549
My main purpose
in life is happiness.
1042
00:56:59,683 --> 00:57:01,551
The only thing
that matters is family.
1043
00:57:01,685 --> 00:57:04,121
So when you experience
something
1044
00:57:04,254 --> 00:57:07,424
that makes you think you might
never see them again,
1045
00:57:07,557 --> 00:57:10,627
it's your family
you think about the most.
1046
00:57:17,067 --> 00:57:19,937
[soft dramatic music]
1047
00:57:20,070 --> 00:57:26,476
♪ ♪
1048
00:57:28,345 --> 00:57:31,315
‐ Tim, thanks for talking to me
about your time on "Alone."
1049
00:57:31,448 --> 00:57:33,116
I know you just got
out of the hospital.
1050
00:57:33,250 --> 00:57:34,718
Your experience
is really fresh.
1051
00:57:34,851 --> 00:57:37,554
So let's talk about
what happened on day six.
1052
00:57:37,688 --> 00:57:38,855
First, can you give me
some background
1053
00:57:38,989 --> 00:57:40,457
on your health condition?
1054
00:57:40,590 --> 00:57:44,227
‐ Six years ago, I suffered
a very massive heart attack
1055
00:57:44,361 --> 00:57:46,330
that nearly killed me,
and in the end,
1056
00:57:46,463 --> 00:57:50,133
it resulted in only having
35% heart function left.
1057
00:57:50,267 --> 00:57:52,336
‐ Wow.
‐ I knew coming in here
1058
00:57:52,469 --> 00:57:53,971
that it might be a factor.
1059
00:57:54,104 --> 00:57:55,739
I can literally feel
1060
00:57:55,872 --> 00:58:01,311
my heart beating
in my head and my neck.
1061
00:58:01,445 --> 00:58:03,013
‐ And the doctors cleared you?
1062
00:58:03,146 --> 00:58:05,549
‐ You talk to your doctor
about it, and I did,
1063
00:58:05,682 --> 00:58:08,552
and you ask him, you know,
all the, "Can I do this?
1064
00:58:08,685 --> 00:58:10,220
"Should I do this?
You know, I'm going
1065
00:58:10,354 --> 00:58:11,755
to go out there and starve.
Should I do that?"
1066
00:58:11,888 --> 00:58:13,390
And every doctor is like, "No.
1067
00:58:13,523 --> 00:58:17,094
No, you shouldn't do that."
‐ Any person says no too.
1068
00:58:17,227 --> 00:58:18,895
‐ You know, but he's,
"Well, look, I understand.
1069
00:58:19,029 --> 00:58:20,797
If you're going to do it,
you know, here's the risk.
1070
00:58:20,931 --> 00:58:22,165
Here's the things you need
to watch out for.
1071
00:58:22,299 --> 00:58:23,867
You know,
here's what could happen."
1072
00:58:23,967 --> 00:58:25,602
‐ So tell me about
your strategy
1073
00:58:25,736 --> 00:58:28,805
of building your shelter
rather than finding food first.
1074
00:58:28,939 --> 00:58:30,841
‐ Well, I knew that doing both
at the same time
1075
00:58:30,974 --> 00:58:33,243
would be pretty lengthy.
I had seen bear sign.
1076
00:58:33,377 --> 00:58:35,312
I was worried about bears.
I had no protection.
1077
00:58:35,445 --> 00:58:37,047
I've seen a lot of people
come on,
1078
00:58:37,180 --> 00:58:39,883
and they don't wind up having
a really good shelter for 14,
1079
00:58:40,017 --> 00:58:42,686
sometimes even 20 days,
and I didn't want that.
1080
00:58:42,819 --> 00:58:44,654
You know, the hunger is going
to come no matter what,
1081
00:58:44,788 --> 00:58:46,356
so I figure,
"Let's face it head‐on.
1082
00:58:46,490 --> 00:58:47,891
Let's get it on,
get it over with."
1083
00:58:48,025 --> 00:58:49,926
By day three,
I was really hungry.
1084
00:58:50,060 --> 00:58:53,530
I had gone, like, 72 hours
with absolutely no food at all,
1085
00:58:53,663 --> 00:58:57,200
but it was a risk that I took
and maybe in hindsight,
1086
00:58:57,334 --> 00:58:58,935
you know, maybe the wrong one.
1087
00:58:59,069 --> 00:59:01,838
‐ How did that play
on your emotions and your mind?
1088
00:59:01,972 --> 00:59:03,540
‐ [sighs]
1089
00:59:03,673 --> 00:59:05,342
A lot harder than
I thought it would.
1090
00:59:05,475 --> 00:59:07,511
Oh, God, please be an onion.
1091
00:59:07,644 --> 00:59:09,212
I wasn't prepared
for the mental effects
1092
00:59:09,346 --> 00:59:10,814
of going hungry.
1093
00:59:10,947 --> 00:59:13,450
For lack of better term,
it just caused a depression.
1094
00:59:13,583 --> 00:59:15,218
Shelter is my nemesis.
1095
00:59:15,352 --> 00:59:16,887
‐ There's a lot of people
on the show, they go hungry,
1096
00:59:17,020 --> 00:59:18,188
and I don't think people
at home
1097
00:59:18,321 --> 00:59:20,490
they understand what
that actually does to you.
1098
00:59:20,624 --> 00:59:22,192
‐ And I didn't understand
until I went through it.
1099
00:59:22,325 --> 00:59:24,828
Going hungry for even three
or four days
1100
00:59:24,961 --> 00:59:26,296
really messes with your head.
1101
00:59:26,430 --> 00:59:28,298
Keep thinking about my family.
1102
00:59:28,432 --> 00:59:32,469
Keep imagining that they're sad
and terribly missing me.
1103
00:59:32,602 --> 00:59:35,005
You know, those people
that just sit on the couch,
1104
00:59:35,138 --> 00:59:37,974
watch this show
and mock all those people
1105
00:59:38,108 --> 00:59:41,344
that tap out prior to day 30,
I was one of them.
1106
00:59:41,478 --> 00:59:43,780
‐ Mm.
‐ I have been humbled,
1107
00:59:43,914 --> 00:59:46,116
and it was a struggle
for me to push through,
1108
00:59:46,249 --> 00:59:49,619
and that morning
when the chest pain came,
1109
00:59:49,753 --> 00:59:51,021
that's when I got really scared
1110
00:59:51,154 --> 00:59:53,090
because it's
the exact same pain
1111
00:59:53,223 --> 00:59:55,559
I had when I had
my heart attack.
1112
00:59:55,692 --> 00:59:58,395
Oh, [bleep].
1113
00:59:58,528 --> 00:59:59,896
There ain't a doctor
around the corner.
1114
01:00:00,030 --> 01:00:01,698
I'm not going to
get help right away.
1115
01:00:01,832 --> 01:00:03,266
I was afraid
I was going to die.
1116
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:06,803
Oh, I don't want to tap,
and I don't want to die either!
1117
01:00:06,937 --> 01:00:10,540
‐ I was the first out there
to respond to you, and, wow,
1118
01:00:10,674 --> 01:00:12,642
I can't imagine what you were
going through, Tim.
1119
01:00:12,776 --> 01:00:15,345
I mean, one, it's hard
to tap out of this show.
1120
01:00:15,479 --> 01:00:16,680
I know you didn't want
to do that.
1121
01:00:16,813 --> 01:00:18,915
None of us do,
and so tell me
1122
01:00:19,049 --> 01:00:21,184
how you were feeling
when we first arrived.
1123
01:00:21,318 --> 01:00:22,719
‐ By the time you guys
had gotten there,
1124
01:00:22,853 --> 01:00:23,987
I still didn't know.
1125
01:00:24,121 --> 01:00:26,123
I just didn't know what to do.
It hurt.
1126
01:00:26,256 --> 01:00:28,658
‐ It's a good call, Tim.
‐ Yeah, I‐‐
1127
01:00:29,860 --> 01:00:31,294
[crying]
1128
01:00:31,428 --> 01:00:33,697
I wanted to bring home
the money for my family so bad
1129
01:00:33,830 --> 01:00:36,266
that I could not help
but think,
1130
01:00:36,399 --> 01:00:40,904
"What if you're wrong,
and it's not the heart attack?
1131
01:00:41,037 --> 01:00:43,974
It's not even a risk
of a heart attack."
1132
01:00:44,107 --> 01:00:46,042
I made a mistake.
1133
01:00:46,176 --> 01:00:48,478
Even though I know all logic
was telling me,
1134
01:00:48,612 --> 01:00:51,882
"Get out of here. Get help,"
but in the back of my head,
1135
01:00:52,015 --> 01:00:57,721
I'm tapping out on day six
for nothing,
1136
01:00:57,854 --> 01:00:59,222
but I knew...
1137
01:00:59,356 --> 01:01:00,790
♪ ♪
1138
01:01:00,924 --> 01:01:03,393
I made a promise,
if I had heart pain,
1139
01:01:03,527 --> 01:01:07,130
I would tap out,
no questions asked.
1140
01:01:07,264 --> 01:01:11,368
You know, it ended my dreams
of winning this thing,
1141
01:01:11,501 --> 01:01:14,304
but I get to go home.
1142
01:01:14,437 --> 01:01:16,072
♪ ♪
1143
01:01:16,206 --> 01:01:18,408
‐ Tim, thank you so much
for sharing your story with me.
1144
01:01:18,542 --> 01:01:22,913
I know it didn't end the way
that you wanted, but, you know,
1145
01:01:23,046 --> 01:01:26,416
you reminded us all about
what it is to keep your word,
1146
01:01:26,550 --> 01:01:29,085
and I thank you for that.
1147
01:01:29,219 --> 01:01:32,756
‐ I am bummed that it ended
so extremely early,
1148
01:01:32,889 --> 01:01:35,091
but I know
I did the right thing,
1149
01:01:35,225 --> 01:01:36,760
and in the end,
1150
01:01:36,893 --> 01:01:41,064
I am extremely grateful
to have had this opportunity.
1151
01:01:41,198 --> 01:01:44,534
♪ ♪
1152
01:01:44,668 --> 01:01:46,036
‐ Holy [bleep].
Those are bears.
1153
01:01:46,169 --> 01:01:47,737
‐ Get out of here!
[air horn blares]
1154
01:01:47,871 --> 01:01:50,807
‐ Grizzly bear can kill
a human with one paw swipe.
1155
01:01:50,941 --> 01:01:53,176
‐ Hey, bear!
‐ They're everywhere.
1156
01:01:53,310 --> 01:01:55,245
‐ It doesn't get
any more real.
1157
01:01:55,378 --> 01:01:57,347
It's just you and nature.
1158
01:01:57,480 --> 01:01:59,382
‐ That just stepped it up
a notch.
1159
01:01:59,516 --> 01:02:01,851
‐ One in ten chance
for half a million dollars.
1160
01:02:01,985 --> 01:02:03,086
What's your breaking point?
1161
01:02:03,220 --> 01:02:04,788
‐ Something horrible
is happening.
1162
01:02:04,921 --> 01:02:07,891
‐ One simple slip‐up
could send me out of here.
1163
01:02:08,024 --> 01:02:09,125
‐ Doh!
1164
01:02:09,259 --> 01:02:11,561
‐ There's a point this
is not worth it.
1165
01:02:11,695 --> 01:02:12,963
‐ It's bloody cold.
1166
01:02:13,096 --> 01:02:14,598
‐ I'm struggling.
1167
01:02:14,731 --> 01:02:17,901
‐ This is a cold like I've
never experienced before.
1168
01:02:18,001 --> 01:02:20,537
‐ That was most dangerous thing
I've done yet.
1169
01:02:20,670 --> 01:02:22,172
‐ I feel like I'm gonna
to pass out.
1170
01:02:22,305 --> 01:02:23,273
[groans]
1171
01:02:23,406 --> 01:02:26,409
♪ ♪