1 00:00:19,953 --> 00:00:21,653 - Okay Ned, you've got 90 minutes. 2 00:00:21,655 --> 00:00:24,890 Any subject you like, time starts now. 3 00:00:30,830 --> 00:00:33,899 - We all have one thing we're ashamed of. 4 00:00:33,901 --> 00:00:37,269 The memory of one moment so embarrassing 5 00:00:37,271 --> 00:00:39,538 we don't think we'll ever get over it. 6 00:00:39,540 --> 00:00:43,776 A moment that still wakes us at four A.M. sweating. 7 00:00:45,111 --> 00:00:47,546 My terrible moment happened because I was afraid, 8 00:00:47,548 --> 00:00:49,815 I was afraid because I lost the only true friend 9 00:00:49,817 --> 00:00:51,650 I'd ever known. 10 00:00:51,652 --> 00:00:54,453 People do bad things out of fear. 11 00:01:01,594 --> 00:01:06,231 For me, the good life ended when mum died a few years back. 12 00:01:06,233 --> 00:01:08,167 Suddenly, dad married Natalie. 13 00:01:08,169 --> 00:01:10,903 They were living in Dubai and I was in boarding school 14 00:01:10,905 --> 00:01:12,404 in the middle of nowhere. 15 00:01:12,406 --> 00:01:15,040 A school where rugby was a religion. 16 00:01:15,042 --> 00:01:16,942 Where I was persecuted daily. 17 00:01:16,944 --> 00:01:18,343 I mean, legally you guys shouldn't be able 18 00:01:18,345 --> 00:01:20,112 to force me to go to school. 19 00:01:20,114 --> 00:01:22,014 Legally I'm basically an adult. 20 00:01:22,016 --> 00:01:24,183 - You're basically an adult but you're actually like 16. 21 00:01:24,185 --> 00:01:26,819 - Yes, 16 is your actual age. 22 00:01:26,821 --> 00:01:28,053 Which is why the idea of us letting 23 00:01:28,055 --> 00:01:29,855 you leave school is absurd. 24 00:01:29,857 --> 00:01:31,957 - So you're pretty much sending me to jail? 25 00:01:31,959 --> 00:01:34,560 - Even prisoners make an effort to fit in. 26 00:01:34,562 --> 00:01:38,597 They do jigsaws together, play ping pong with each other. 27 00:01:38,599 --> 00:01:40,766 - Could you please listen to yourself 28 00:01:40,768 --> 00:01:42,301 for the briefest of moments? 29 00:01:42,303 --> 00:01:43,535 - Excuse me? 30 00:01:43,537 --> 00:01:45,104 - Ned, conforming is part of being a grown up 31 00:01:45,106 --> 00:01:46,872 and letting you leave school early would be sending 32 00:01:46,874 --> 00:01:48,707 you to jail in a way. 33 00:01:48,709 --> 00:01:50,843 Boys that leave school at your age doom themselves 34 00:01:50,845 --> 00:01:53,078 to a life of sweeping up supermarket floors. 35 00:01:53,080 --> 00:01:54,413 - Dad was obsessed with 36 00:01:54,415 --> 00:01:56,115 the guys who swept supermarket floors. 37 00:01:56,117 --> 00:01:57,950 - And then crime, naturally. 38 00:01:57,952 --> 00:02:00,119 Natalie, Adam Quinn's boy, he was expelled 39 00:02:00,121 --> 00:02:02,654 from school last year, now apparently, he's a bum in Paris. 40 00:02:02,656 --> 00:02:04,156 - No way, really? 41 00:02:04,158 --> 00:02:07,392 - Yes, reading his poetry on the Metro for money. 42 00:02:07,394 --> 00:02:10,229 Practically begging, it's desperately sad. 43 00:02:10,231 --> 00:02:11,997 So just think about that. 44 00:02:11,999 --> 00:02:14,099 - A bum in Paris. 45 00:02:14,101 --> 00:02:15,834 I would've loved that. 46 00:02:15,836 --> 00:02:18,403 But was I bad enough to get expelled? 47 00:02:18,405 --> 00:02:20,072 This year would tell. 48 00:03:42,088 --> 00:03:44,323 Have my own room, magical. 49 00:03:44,325 --> 00:03:47,192 - Did you just say you have your own room? 50 00:03:47,194 --> 00:03:48,827 No way, let me see. 51 00:03:50,029 --> 00:03:51,430 Oh. 52 00:03:51,432 --> 00:03:54,166 - Ladies and gentlemen, my tormenter in chief. 53 00:03:54,168 --> 00:03:55,234 - Okay. 54 00:03:56,336 --> 00:03:58,604 Maybe the reason you have your own room 55 00:03:58,606 --> 00:04:01,573 is so nobody gets bummed, you know, 56 00:04:01,575 --> 00:04:03,242 in the middle of the night. 57 00:04:03,244 --> 00:04:05,377 - And hello to you too weasel. 58 00:04:05,379 --> 00:04:06,812 I trust the summer treated you well. 59 00:04:06,814 --> 00:04:11,083 - I trust the summer treated you well. 60 00:04:11,085 --> 00:04:14,052 Oh, you are an utter bender. 61 00:04:14,054 --> 00:04:17,322 - Weasel, you fucking ledge, I haven't seen you in ages. 62 00:04:17,324 --> 00:04:18,390 - Alright. 63 00:04:19,325 --> 00:04:21,893 - Back to jail and just like prison, 64 00:04:21,895 --> 00:04:24,429 if nobody likes who you really are, 65 00:04:24,431 --> 00:04:28,433 then buddy, you better hide yourself away. 66 00:04:28,435 --> 00:04:31,203 Here's an example, for English essays, 67 00:04:31,205 --> 00:04:33,372 I stole the lyrics from obscure songs, 68 00:04:33,374 --> 00:04:36,675 the very old Mr. Fatrell would never know. 69 00:04:36,677 --> 00:04:38,377 But it was a private joke. 70 00:04:38,379 --> 00:04:40,312 But nobody else knew the songs 71 00:04:40,314 --> 00:04:42,281 or cared one way or the other. 72 00:04:42,283 --> 00:04:45,617 Everyone at Woodhill college was obsessed with rugby. 73 00:04:45,619 --> 00:04:47,519 And I didn't hate rugby but what happened 74 00:04:47,521 --> 00:04:49,221 if you didn't love it? 75 00:04:52,393 --> 00:04:54,726 Yeah, that sound means gay. 76 00:04:55,528 --> 00:04:57,896 I have no idea why it means that 77 00:04:57,898 --> 00:05:00,732 but believe me, I heard it a lot. 78 00:05:01,901 --> 00:05:03,335 I should explain. 79 00:05:04,437 --> 00:05:07,472 Gay means crap, bad, or different 80 00:05:07,474 --> 00:05:09,608 and the fear of being in any way different 81 00:05:09,610 --> 00:05:12,678 ran through our school from top to bottom. 82 00:05:12,680 --> 00:05:15,180 - Ask the lady to dance and then, you know, 83 00:05:15,182 --> 00:05:18,517 you get into a sort of a, member it's kind of that 84 00:05:18,519 --> 00:05:21,186 but do not do that, okay. 85 00:05:21,188 --> 00:05:22,854 So any questions? 86 00:05:22,856 --> 00:05:25,424 - There were other kinds of schools, of course. 87 00:05:25,426 --> 00:05:28,493 Cool, modern day schools where anything went. 88 00:05:28,495 --> 00:05:29,628 But not here. 89 00:05:34,934 --> 00:05:37,102 - Today, we're gonna be looking at... 90 00:05:37,104 --> 00:05:39,071 - talking about sexual identity 91 00:05:39,073 --> 00:05:42,441 to anyone in our school, that was like staring at the sun. 92 00:05:42,443 --> 00:05:45,010 - Have you any idea? 93 00:05:47,715 --> 00:05:49,481 - It seemed, you could be whoever you liked 94 00:05:49,483 --> 00:05:51,683 out in the world. 95 00:05:58,858 --> 00:06:02,294 But our school wasn't a part of the world. 96 00:06:02,296 --> 00:06:05,097 - Firstly, some sad news. 97 00:06:05,099 --> 00:06:07,733 After a short illness our dear colleague 98 00:06:07,735 --> 00:06:11,136 and friend, Glen Fatrell, has passed on. 99 00:06:16,109 --> 00:06:19,077 Units, which will mean some reshuffling 100 00:06:19,079 --> 00:06:21,146 in the English department. 101 00:06:21,148 --> 00:06:24,316 In honor of our recently deceased English teacher, 102 00:06:24,318 --> 00:06:26,318 one victorious student will be chosen 103 00:06:26,320 --> 00:06:28,053 to represent the school in 104 00:06:28,055 --> 00:06:30,756 the national essay writing competition. 105 00:06:30,758 --> 00:06:33,925 There is a first prize of five grand. 106 00:06:38,664 --> 00:06:41,266 As a donation to the school. 107 00:06:43,170 --> 00:06:44,236 Now, rugby. 108 00:06:51,177 --> 00:06:52,811 - Did you ever meet an adult who wishes 109 00:06:52,813 --> 00:06:54,312 they were a kid again? 110 00:06:54,314 --> 00:06:57,048 That was our headmaster, Walter. 111 00:07:01,554 --> 00:07:04,456 - This school has won 17 senior cups. 112 00:07:06,225 --> 00:07:10,595 But it has been a long decade since the last. 113 00:07:10,597 --> 00:07:14,466 We have a fine crop of players. 114 00:07:14,468 --> 00:07:18,703 The entire school needs to support our fantastic coach, 115 00:07:19,939 --> 00:07:23,842 Mr. Pascal O'keefe. 116 00:07:25,244 --> 00:07:27,913 - As for this guy, rumor had it Pascal's wife left him 117 00:07:27,915 --> 00:07:31,249 because he was too obsessed with rugby. 118 00:07:32,985 --> 00:07:36,655 And that, that's the guy who changed everything. 119 00:07:42,061 --> 00:07:43,195 - Guys, guys. 120 00:07:53,506 --> 00:07:57,108 - Now young man, before we show your mother your digs, 121 00:07:57,110 --> 00:07:59,945 I need you to promise me something, 122 00:07:59,947 --> 00:08:01,146 I'm told you left your old school 123 00:08:01,148 --> 00:08:03,782 for repeated and persistent fighting? 124 00:08:03,784 --> 00:08:05,217 We're happy to educate you as long 125 00:08:05,219 --> 00:08:09,421 as that kind of behavior remains in your past, understood? 126 00:08:09,423 --> 00:08:10,489 Follow me. 127 00:08:12,492 --> 00:08:15,961 Get out of that bin Kennedy and seize egregious playing. 128 00:08:15,963 --> 00:08:18,263 - Yes sir, because it's all my fault. 129 00:08:18,265 --> 00:08:19,898 - Apology accepted. 130 00:08:19,900 --> 00:08:23,535 Now coach Pascal O'keefe is a former pupil. 131 00:08:24,670 --> 00:08:27,038 We've a fantastic crop of players this year. 132 00:08:27,040 --> 00:08:28,106 Men, Sonny. 133 00:08:29,809 --> 00:08:32,010 Just one more till to the title. 134 00:08:32,012 --> 00:08:35,080 Training starts tomorrow, do not be late for Pascal. 135 00:08:35,082 --> 00:08:37,382 Nice boy called Ned is this room. 136 00:08:37,384 --> 00:08:39,284 Parents live in Dubai. 137 00:08:44,557 --> 00:08:47,192 - What sort of a boy is Ned? 138 00:08:47,194 --> 00:08:48,860 - Veracious reader. 139 00:08:52,832 --> 00:08:56,468 Well, I'll leave you to say your farewells. 140 00:09:01,073 --> 00:09:02,941 - Honey I'm sorry your dad didn't make it. 141 00:09:02,943 --> 00:09:04,676 He wanted to, he was just... 142 00:09:04,678 --> 00:09:06,077 - drunk? 143 00:09:06,079 --> 00:09:07,312 - He's busy, he's incredibly busy with work, 144 00:09:07,314 --> 00:09:10,782 you know how hard he works, he's flat out. 145 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:15,387 Just a hug. 146 00:09:36,876 --> 00:09:38,677 - Are you okay, miss? 147 00:09:53,459 --> 00:09:54,960 Give me a second. 148 00:09:58,531 --> 00:10:00,899 I can't share with a guy like him. 149 00:10:00,901 --> 00:10:02,834 - Ned, Ned, Ned. 150 00:10:02,836 --> 00:10:05,570 You know, my time on the boy scouts as a young man 151 00:10:05,572 --> 00:10:07,706 was rewarding on so many levels. 152 00:10:07,708 --> 00:10:09,975 Beaver whacking, orienteering, 153 00:10:09,977 --> 00:10:13,044 the nautical art of making knots. 154 00:10:13,046 --> 00:10:15,013 And although I may not be able to remember how 155 00:10:15,015 --> 00:10:19,017 to fashion a round turn and two half hitches, 156 00:10:19,019 --> 00:10:21,152 I will never forget the lasting bond of friendship 157 00:10:21,154 --> 00:10:22,520 that ensued. 158 00:10:22,522 --> 00:10:24,756 - Sir, the Geneva convention. 159 00:10:24,758 --> 00:10:26,725 - My decision is final. 160 00:10:28,861 --> 00:10:29,928 Leave. 161 00:10:33,666 --> 00:10:35,700 - Yes, this was a blow but it wasn't 162 00:10:35,702 --> 00:10:37,502 as if the rugby team would be congregating 163 00:10:37,504 --> 00:10:38,870 in my bedroom. 164 00:10:38,872 --> 00:10:40,105 - We heard you were coming. 165 00:10:40,107 --> 00:10:42,807 Yes, you're younger than us but Pascal says, 166 00:10:42,809 --> 00:10:46,044 if you're good enough, you're old enough. 167 00:10:46,046 --> 00:10:50,048 - Look, Conor, this is the last year for this dream team, 168 00:10:50,050 --> 00:10:51,916 alright, we all leave in the summer, 169 00:10:51,918 --> 00:10:53,218 I've been captain twice 170 00:10:53,220 --> 00:10:56,021 and I'll never compete again, unfortunately, 171 00:10:56,023 --> 00:10:59,924 so we have to end this thing this year. 172 00:10:59,926 --> 00:11:01,693 If I'm being honest with you, I don't think 173 00:11:01,695 --> 00:11:04,562 the chance is gonna come around again for this school. 174 00:11:04,564 --> 00:11:07,298 - Training starts tomorrow, six. 175 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:12,604 Do not be late, do not be late, seriously, big no no. 176 00:11:14,840 --> 00:11:16,908 - This is your roommate. 177 00:11:18,010 --> 00:11:19,678 I was really starting to wonder for a second. 178 00:11:19,680 --> 00:11:22,614 I mean, this is a picture of two guys wearing 179 00:11:22,616 --> 00:11:24,849 the face off each other, Conor. 180 00:11:24,851 --> 00:11:26,151 I mean, really. 181 00:11:26,153 --> 00:11:27,719 - That's not mine. 182 00:11:29,622 --> 00:11:32,957 - Touch me, homo and I call rape, okay. 183 00:11:34,860 --> 00:11:36,194 - Jesus. 184 00:11:36,196 --> 00:11:37,595 - Weasel, give it a rest. 185 00:11:37,597 --> 00:11:38,963 - Conor, you're gonna have 186 00:11:38,965 --> 00:11:41,599 to seriously consider moving rooms, okay? 187 00:11:41,601 --> 00:11:43,401 You're gonna get aids in here. 188 00:11:43,403 --> 00:11:45,603 We cannot have a teammate giving us aids 189 00:11:45,605 --> 00:11:46,771 in the middle of a scrum. 190 00:11:46,773 --> 00:11:48,173 - Yeah, I'm not totally sure that's how 191 00:11:48,175 --> 00:11:49,541 the HIV virus is transmitted. 192 00:11:49,543 --> 00:11:50,842 - Go fuck yourself, Spainer. 193 00:11:50,844 --> 00:11:54,813 And as for you, you just made weasel's shit list. 194 00:12:06,425 --> 00:12:07,492 - Coming? 195 00:12:24,143 --> 00:12:25,410 - You were wondering if there's another room 196 00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:26,911 you could sleep in? 197 00:12:26,913 --> 00:12:29,547 But what's wrong with the room that you already have? 198 00:12:29,549 --> 00:12:30,782 - My roommate. 199 00:12:35,588 --> 00:12:38,757 As a new boy, it can be, it can be... 200 00:12:46,532 --> 00:12:47,532 - It can be what? 201 00:12:47,534 --> 00:12:49,601 - It's just, you can be. 202 00:12:53,072 --> 00:12:54,939 - Go back to your room Conor. 203 00:12:54,941 --> 00:12:56,007 Good man. 204 00:13:10,256 --> 00:13:12,991 - The Berlin wall was built overnight. 205 00:13:12,993 --> 00:13:14,659 The world woke up the morning after 206 00:13:14,661 --> 00:13:15,994 and there it was. 207 00:13:15,996 --> 00:13:18,263 Now, I'm no communist but there's a lot 208 00:13:18,265 --> 00:13:21,099 to be said for acting decisively. 209 00:13:53,265 --> 00:13:56,467 - Did you know lizards can regrow their tails? 210 00:13:56,469 --> 00:13:59,404 That's how it was in our school with English teacher. 211 00:13:59,406 --> 00:14:01,739 One dies, another grows in it's place. 212 00:14:01,741 --> 00:14:02,807 No big deal. 213 00:14:10,250 --> 00:14:11,816 - Darren Finnigan. 214 00:14:14,220 --> 00:14:16,855 Did you make that absurd noise? 215 00:14:21,026 --> 00:14:25,263 Age 16, birthday June, shoe size eight and a half, 216 00:14:27,533 --> 00:14:31,502 fan of formula one car racing, allergic to milk 217 00:14:32,371 --> 00:14:35,106 and therefore all dairy, surely. 218 00:14:36,408 --> 00:14:40,478 Father, management consultant, mother stay at home mom, 219 00:14:43,849 --> 00:14:47,819 bed wetter, I'd imagine, and a coward for sure. 220 00:14:47,821 --> 00:14:50,688 Congratulations Mr. Finnigan, you are today's winner 221 00:14:50,690 --> 00:14:54,158 of the witless tool competition, be gone. 222 00:15:00,099 --> 00:15:01,165 Anyone else? 223 00:15:05,838 --> 00:15:06,905 No? 224 00:15:08,707 --> 00:15:10,375 Good. 225 00:15:10,377 --> 00:15:13,778 How did I look at that stuff about Darren? 226 00:15:13,780 --> 00:15:14,846 I read it. 227 00:15:16,048 --> 00:15:20,218 And I read about each and every one of you similarly. 228 00:15:21,587 --> 00:15:25,657 There is no limit to what you can learn from reading. 229 00:15:30,529 --> 00:15:33,064 And with that in mind, I'm assigning you an essay, 230 00:15:33,066 --> 00:15:35,133 the essay is due on Friday 231 00:15:35,135 --> 00:15:39,037 and the title of the essay is a family member. 232 00:15:41,206 --> 00:15:42,907 And before you consider how dull 233 00:15:42,909 --> 00:15:45,810 and how asinine the title of that essay is, 234 00:15:45,812 --> 00:15:48,279 let me tell you that I'm aware how dull and asinine it is 235 00:15:48,281 --> 00:15:51,616 and I want to own the dullness. 236 00:15:51,618 --> 00:15:53,785 Reveal to me who you are. 237 00:15:56,355 --> 00:15:57,422 If you dare. 238 00:15:59,992 --> 00:16:03,528 In the meantime, we're going to be reading lord of the flies 239 00:16:03,530 --> 00:16:06,731 by Golding, a cautionary tale about giving power 240 00:16:06,733 --> 00:16:10,969 to an impressionable mass of fragrant and unkempt urchins. 241 00:16:12,304 --> 00:16:14,072 Not that that's every gonna happen in my class. 242 00:16:14,074 --> 00:16:16,975 Okay, books open please, page one. 243 00:16:20,846 --> 00:16:22,513 - The boy with fair hair lowered himself down 244 00:16:22,515 --> 00:16:24,282 the last few feet of the rock and began 245 00:16:24,284 --> 00:16:26,384 to pick his way toward the lagoon. 246 00:16:26,386 --> 00:16:28,086 Though he'd taken off of school sweater 247 00:16:28,088 --> 00:16:29,620 and trailed it now from one hand, 248 00:16:29,622 --> 00:16:32,023 his gray shirt stuck to him. 249 00:16:34,995 --> 00:16:36,794 - Go away, thank you. 250 00:16:39,264 --> 00:16:40,331 - Woah. 251 00:16:41,967 --> 00:16:45,470 - Sorry, sir, I thought you were a pupil. 252 00:16:47,306 --> 00:16:48,373 - No. 253 00:16:50,542 --> 00:16:53,077 What's with the Berlin wall? 254 00:16:53,079 --> 00:16:55,546 - It's a matter of necessity. 255 00:16:55,548 --> 00:16:58,016 - Right, who's your roommate? 256 00:16:59,318 --> 00:17:01,719 - Oh honestly, I don't know. 257 00:17:02,821 --> 00:17:05,590 - Right well I've got a delivery for. 258 00:17:09,561 --> 00:17:11,362 No way you can make him feel welcome, no? 259 00:17:11,364 --> 00:17:12,830 - Yeah, see, he's a rugby player so, 260 00:17:12,832 --> 00:17:15,133 believe me, my friendship would be a hindrance. 261 00:17:15,135 --> 00:17:18,136 - That's quite a persecution complex you got going on there. 262 00:17:18,138 --> 00:17:19,704 - Thank you. 263 00:17:19,706 --> 00:17:21,105 - You gonna let me hear something? 264 00:17:21,107 --> 00:17:23,474 - Well, I can't play and even if I could, 265 00:17:23,476 --> 00:17:26,344 I don't think I'd play anything that you'd like. 266 00:17:26,346 --> 00:17:28,246 - Just play something. 267 00:17:42,528 --> 00:17:44,262 - Okay, so that's d. 268 00:17:44,264 --> 00:17:45,329 - That's d. 269 00:17:49,501 --> 00:17:50,501 - Is d your only... 270 00:17:50,503 --> 00:17:51,536 - d is my only chord, yeah. 271 00:17:51,538 --> 00:17:53,271 - I see, okay well, 272 00:17:53,273 --> 00:17:57,075 lift the finger up to that one, higher there. 273 00:17:58,277 --> 00:17:59,510 Yep, now play. 274 00:18:02,481 --> 00:18:04,782 Now you know another chord. 275 00:18:05,951 --> 00:18:07,018 See you. 276 00:18:26,271 --> 00:18:28,973 - Sir, I'm really really sorry, I know I'm late, 277 00:18:28,975 --> 00:18:30,641 it's just, I couldn't find my boots, 278 00:18:30,643 --> 00:18:32,143 I thought I put them in my bag 279 00:18:32,145 --> 00:18:33,811 and I thought my bag was in my classroom but I left... 280 00:18:33,813 --> 00:18:35,146 - Conor, relax. 281 00:18:36,548 --> 00:18:38,549 You're new, it happens. 282 00:18:39,918 --> 00:18:42,653 The lads are running drills out there, get ready, 283 00:18:42,655 --> 00:18:44,188 I'll go out with you. 284 00:18:44,190 --> 00:18:45,857 Get you introduced. 285 00:18:49,061 --> 00:18:51,295 Once you cross that white line, Conor, 286 00:18:51,297 --> 00:18:55,032 I want you to concentrate on just one thing. 287 00:18:55,834 --> 00:18:57,335 Express yourself. 288 00:19:00,305 --> 00:19:01,506 Good to go? 289 00:19:01,508 --> 00:19:02,573 - Yeah. 290 00:19:03,275 --> 00:19:04,342 - After you. 291 00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,056 Everyone, this is Conor. 292 00:19:20,292 --> 00:19:21,792 Conor won the junior cup 293 00:19:21,794 --> 00:19:25,663 at st Barts last year kicking 19 points in the final, huh? 294 00:19:26,899 --> 00:19:28,499 I asked him up with the seniors so he sees 295 00:19:28,501 --> 00:19:32,136 what we're made of, give him something to aspire to. 296 00:19:32,138 --> 00:19:34,605 Also, give Wallace a bit of competition. 297 00:19:34,607 --> 00:19:36,040 You've met our captain Victor, 298 00:19:36,042 --> 00:19:37,675 apart from him, far too many names to remember 299 00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:38,976 but I'll give you the gist. 300 00:19:38,978 --> 00:19:40,978 Key Chafrey, prop. 301 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:43,314 Tom Quillin, current place kicker. 302 00:19:43,316 --> 00:19:46,083 We get our speed from this fellow. 303 00:19:46,085 --> 00:19:47,818 Scrum half one, two. 304 00:19:49,788 --> 00:19:51,522 Chief wrecking ball. 305 00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:55,960 Okay, line out, first against seconds, 306 00:19:55,962 --> 00:19:57,795 Conor, play a 10 for the first. 307 00:19:57,797 --> 00:20:00,331 Wallace, where's Wally? 308 00:20:00,333 --> 00:20:01,999 - I'm here. 309 00:20:02,001 --> 00:20:03,067 - Defend it. 310 00:20:04,770 --> 00:20:07,672 - Don't worry about it, I got you. 311 00:20:32,731 --> 00:20:34,365 - You're an animal. 312 00:20:35,634 --> 00:20:36,701 Monster. 313 00:20:39,973 --> 00:20:41,706 Wallace, come back in for Conor. 314 00:20:41,708 --> 00:20:43,441 Conor, take a break. 315 00:20:44,343 --> 00:20:46,677 - Take a break. 316 00:20:46,679 --> 00:20:48,579 We've only just begun. 317 00:20:50,215 --> 00:20:51,449 - Okay, reset! 318 00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:31,122 - Is it broken? 319 00:21:31,124 --> 00:21:33,791 - Of course it's fucking broken. 320 00:21:33,793 --> 00:21:36,394 - Well done lads, yeah good play. 321 00:21:36,396 --> 00:21:37,995 Don't worry about that weasel. 322 00:21:37,997 --> 00:21:40,464 You never were a looker. 323 00:21:40,466 --> 00:21:42,867 Anyone see Conor masters? 324 00:21:42,869 --> 00:21:44,535 - He never came in. 325 00:22:00,585 --> 00:22:02,420 - Tell me who you are. 326 00:22:04,389 --> 00:22:05,756 I set an essay title for you 327 00:22:05,758 --> 00:22:07,358 because I wanted to find out about you 328 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:10,061 and there were some excellent essays 329 00:22:10,063 --> 00:22:14,031 but there was one that stood out above all. 330 00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:15,099 Ned wrote. 331 00:22:16,435 --> 00:22:19,070 Do you wanna get up here and read it in front of the class? 332 00:22:19,072 --> 00:22:21,472 - I'm actually okay, thanks. 333 00:22:23,575 --> 00:22:27,511 I mean, thank you but I'd just prefer not to. 334 00:22:27,513 --> 00:22:29,246 - I appreciate that. 335 00:22:31,750 --> 00:22:33,718 But I think you should. 336 00:22:38,391 --> 00:22:40,391 The next person to make a single solitary sound 337 00:22:40,393 --> 00:22:43,294 of any sort is in hideous trouble. 338 00:22:45,097 --> 00:22:46,330 Go ahead, Ned. 339 00:23:03,181 --> 00:23:04,749 - A family member. 340 00:23:05,984 --> 00:23:08,586 I have this cousin who's name's Kevin 341 00:23:08,588 --> 00:23:11,255 and I'm pretty sure he's destined for heaven. 342 00:23:11,257 --> 00:23:13,657 He's always spotlessly dressed, 343 00:23:13,659 --> 00:23:16,861 clean and neat and totally smooth. 344 00:23:16,863 --> 00:23:19,997 He likes to wear this fur-lined sheepskin jacket. 345 00:23:24,302 --> 00:23:26,137 - Keep going, please. 346 00:23:28,974 --> 00:23:31,041 - Kevin, start the same. 347 00:23:31,043 --> 00:23:32,610 My perfect cousin. 348 00:23:34,679 --> 00:23:38,416 He doesn't, he's his father's pride and joy. 349 00:23:39,551 --> 00:23:43,521 His brother's little gone boy. 350 00:23:50,328 --> 00:23:52,963 He thinks I'm bit of a coward 351 00:23:52,965 --> 00:23:54,131 cause I universally... 352 00:23:54,133 --> 00:23:56,066 - stop, stop, stop. 353 00:23:56,068 --> 00:23:57,134 Sit down. 354 00:24:10,148 --> 00:24:13,284 Listen to you, the baying crowd. 355 00:24:13,286 --> 00:24:15,019 Behaving like sheep. 356 00:24:16,822 --> 00:24:20,991 Why do you assume that this lesson isn't for you? 357 00:24:24,896 --> 00:24:28,199 Never, ever, ever use a borrowed voice. 358 00:24:32,671 --> 00:24:36,907 You're all individual. 359 00:24:41,580 --> 00:24:42,646 Stop, stop! 360 00:24:47,419 --> 00:24:49,220 You spend your whole life being someone else, 361 00:24:49,222 --> 00:24:50,888 who's gonna be you? 362 00:24:55,060 --> 00:24:56,126 Get out. 363 00:25:29,761 --> 00:25:30,928 - Turn it down? 364 00:25:30,930 --> 00:25:32,263 - No, not that. 365 00:25:35,867 --> 00:25:38,936 Today, that was pretty cool. 366 00:25:38,938 --> 00:25:40,771 I like the song. 367 00:25:40,773 --> 00:25:43,274 - Could you go straight to hell please? 368 00:25:43,276 --> 00:25:44,942 - I liked it a lot. 369 00:25:47,045 --> 00:25:50,180 Why do you like so much old stuff? 370 00:25:50,182 --> 00:25:53,951 - Well because modern life is rubbish. 371 00:25:53,953 --> 00:25:55,185 - I hear that. 372 00:26:03,328 --> 00:26:05,496 - So I saw weasel's face. 373 00:26:06,464 --> 00:26:07,965 - How'd you know I did that? 374 00:26:07,967 --> 00:26:10,601 - Word gets around, even to me. 375 00:26:15,774 --> 00:26:18,108 - Can I ask you a question? 376 00:26:21,313 --> 00:26:22,546 It's personal. 377 00:26:30,055 --> 00:26:31,121 Are you gay? 378 00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:35,559 - Don't worry Conor, I'm not gonna bum you in the night or any... 379 00:26:35,561 --> 00:26:36,927 - no, sorry, I'm sorry... 380 00:26:36,929 --> 00:26:38,462 - was that it? 381 00:26:38,464 --> 00:26:41,398 That was your question, was it? 382 00:26:56,548 --> 00:27:01,352 - It's not really the music, it's more the story. 383 00:27:01,354 --> 00:27:03,387 How someone can write about themselves like that, 384 00:27:03,389 --> 00:27:06,624 about their family, it's mad isn't it? 385 00:27:07,792 --> 00:27:10,861 - Well yeah, the madder, the better. 386 00:27:23,376 --> 00:27:26,377 So you're not just taking the piss? 387 00:27:28,413 --> 00:27:29,980 - I like the song. 388 00:27:32,450 --> 00:27:34,351 - Well follow me then. 389 00:28:02,213 --> 00:28:04,615 - Didn't know this was here. 390 00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:07,584 - Found these last year. 391 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:09,420 - Vinyl. 392 00:28:11,056 --> 00:28:14,558 Look at those faces, what were they thinking? 393 00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:16,326 - Well, none of them ever cared about 394 00:28:16,328 --> 00:28:20,164 the stuff that matters here, that's for sure. 395 00:28:24,903 --> 00:28:27,905 And I can't wait to get out of here. 396 00:28:27,907 --> 00:28:29,306 - What are you gonna be? 397 00:28:29,308 --> 00:28:31,241 - I am basically unemployable. 398 00:28:31,243 --> 00:28:33,177 But I'll be free. 399 00:28:33,179 --> 00:28:36,580 - My dad and I used to sail that before he, 400 00:28:36,582 --> 00:28:39,149 before he became interested in other things. 401 00:28:39,151 --> 00:28:41,218 I remember sitting at the front of the boat, 402 00:28:41,220 --> 00:28:44,221 that felt free, like flying. 403 00:28:44,223 --> 00:28:45,889 - You still got the boat? 404 00:28:45,891 --> 00:28:48,258 - It's still there, I think, rusting away. 405 00:28:48,260 --> 00:28:52,396 - So what's it like to punch someone in the face? 406 00:28:54,432 --> 00:28:56,633 Woah, show me that, how do you know a chord? 407 00:28:56,635 --> 00:28:59,837 - I can like music, you know, we're not all the same. 408 00:28:59,839 --> 00:29:02,039 - So you on his shit list? 409 00:29:03,608 --> 00:29:07,177 - I think you've been taken off that list. 410 00:29:26,064 --> 00:29:29,099 - I never knew I'd been lonely until I found a friend. 411 00:29:29,101 --> 00:29:31,568 Not that Conor and I were peas in a pod. 412 00:29:31,570 --> 00:29:33,504 I mean, I never met someone who liked to run around 413 00:29:33,506 --> 00:29:37,741 as much as I liked to sit down and do nothing at all. 414 00:29:39,410 --> 00:29:41,178 My defenses were coming down 415 00:29:41,180 --> 00:29:45,415 and I'd never say it out loud but it felt pretty good. 416 00:29:46,985 --> 00:29:48,919 Weasel had suddenly stopped bullying me 417 00:29:48,921 --> 00:29:52,489 and I no longer dreamed of being expelled. 418 00:29:53,758 --> 00:29:56,126 Despite my best intentions, I began to feel 419 00:29:56,128 --> 00:29:57,361 like I fit in. 420 00:29:58,463 --> 00:30:00,130 Four packs. 421 00:30:00,132 --> 00:30:01,198 - Yep. 422 00:30:01,833 --> 00:30:03,433 What happened? 423 00:30:03,435 --> 00:30:04,635 - I was pocketed. 424 00:30:04,637 --> 00:30:05,836 - Again? 425 00:30:05,838 --> 00:30:07,771 How many times is that since September? 426 00:30:07,773 --> 00:30:09,339 - Three, no, four. 427 00:30:11,709 --> 00:30:13,610 Yeah, how many have you had? 428 00:30:13,612 --> 00:30:15,345 - I've never been pocketed. 429 00:30:15,347 --> 00:30:16,713 - You've never been pocketed? 430 00:30:16,715 --> 00:30:18,749 - I've never been pocketed. 431 00:30:18,751 --> 00:30:21,018 - That's not right. 432 00:30:21,020 --> 00:30:23,086 Anyway, this is for you. 433 00:30:24,322 --> 00:30:26,089 - What is it? 434 00:30:26,091 --> 00:30:28,325 - Birthday present. 435 00:30:28,327 --> 00:30:29,393 - Really? 436 00:30:30,595 --> 00:30:33,864 - Yeah, well, I wasn't gonna get you anything obviously 437 00:30:33,866 --> 00:30:35,966 but my wicked step mother said, seeing as you're 438 00:30:35,968 --> 00:30:38,602 a roommate and all, you know, probably should. 439 00:30:38,604 --> 00:30:40,070 It's a harmonica. 440 00:30:42,173 --> 00:30:43,907 - Thanks Ned. 441 00:30:43,909 --> 00:30:46,577 - Oh I have one more present for you actually. 442 00:30:46,579 --> 00:30:47,644 Yeah. 443 00:30:50,114 --> 00:30:51,348 - You wouldn't dare. 444 00:30:51,350 --> 00:30:52,816 - Wouldn't I, though? 445 00:30:52,818 --> 00:30:53,884 - Ned. 446 00:30:55,186 --> 00:30:57,187 - Have a good birthday. 447 00:30:58,590 --> 00:30:59,656 - Bastard. 448 00:31:04,295 --> 00:31:06,797 - Alas, poor Yorick. 449 00:31:06,799 --> 00:31:10,934 - I knew him, Horatio, a fellow of infinite jest. 450 00:31:13,204 --> 00:31:16,540 - Mr. Sherry began to work with us as a team. 451 00:31:16,542 --> 00:31:18,942 And we all loved him for it. 452 00:31:23,482 --> 00:31:25,849 Still, when an annual variety show was announced 453 00:31:25,851 --> 00:31:29,920 at the local girl's school, no one stuck their hand up. 454 00:31:29,922 --> 00:31:31,455 But Sherry had heard us messing around 455 00:31:31,457 --> 00:31:35,158 on those old guitars and said, no, insisted, 456 00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:38,896 that Conor and I should play a song. 457 00:31:49,641 --> 00:31:50,774 - Hi fellas, how's it going? 458 00:31:50,776 --> 00:31:53,810 - Extremely bad - awful, thanks. 459 00:31:53,812 --> 00:31:55,279 - And why is that? 460 00:31:55,281 --> 00:31:58,081 - Well, we're not these deadly Spanish guitar players, 461 00:31:58,083 --> 00:31:59,917 we can't do an instrumental. 462 00:31:59,919 --> 00:32:03,887 We have to do a song but neither of us wanna be the singer. 463 00:32:03,889 --> 00:32:04,922 - I'm definitely not doing it. 464 00:32:04,924 --> 00:32:06,223 - No, me neither. 465 00:32:06,225 --> 00:32:07,991 - And why not the both of you? 466 00:32:07,993 --> 00:32:11,161 - What, like Simon and Garfunkel? 467 00:32:11,163 --> 00:32:14,731 - Yeah, like Simon and Garfunkel. 468 00:32:14,733 --> 00:32:16,300 - I don't think so. 469 00:32:16,302 --> 00:32:18,035 - Not cool enough for you Ned now? 470 00:32:18,037 --> 00:32:21,004 - Honestly, no, not really. 471 00:32:21,006 --> 00:32:23,974 - Why, you young man need to learn about 472 00:32:23,976 --> 00:32:27,144 what is much more important than cool 473 00:32:28,146 --> 00:32:29,379 and that is... 474 00:32:34,886 --> 00:32:36,887 What is beautiful. 475 00:33:00,646 --> 00:33:01,712 - High low. 476 00:33:04,682 --> 00:33:06,550 - Oh but sir, it's so high. 477 00:33:06,552 --> 00:33:07,617 - So high. 478 00:33:09,053 --> 00:33:10,554 - Don't gock, Mr. 479 00:33:13,124 --> 00:33:15,759 - Conor, training, 10 minutes man. 480 00:33:15,761 --> 00:33:16,827 Come on. 481 00:33:26,037 --> 00:33:27,104 - Yes! 482 00:33:28,506 --> 00:33:30,140 - The school rugby team embarked 483 00:33:30,142 --> 00:33:32,209 a long unbeaten win. 484 00:33:32,211 --> 00:33:35,412 The local papers put it down to my friend, 485 00:33:35,414 --> 00:33:37,314 the new star out-half. 486 00:33:40,451 --> 00:33:42,919 The players worshiped Pascal. 487 00:33:44,489 --> 00:33:47,557 - Number nine, congratulations. 488 00:33:47,559 --> 00:33:49,860 You have an announcement to make? 489 00:33:49,862 --> 00:33:51,528 - No. - Yeah, you do. 490 00:33:51,530 --> 00:33:52,529 - No. 491 00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:53,830 - You do. 492 00:33:53,832 --> 00:33:55,265 Come on number nine. 493 00:33:55,267 --> 00:33:57,634 Everybody, I just noticed number nine tackling 494 00:33:57,636 --> 00:33:59,102 and it's clear that he has something else 495 00:33:59,104 --> 00:34:00,704 on his mind so I'm guessing it's 496 00:34:00,706 --> 00:34:02,873 because you and your boyfriend are engaged 497 00:34:02,875 --> 00:34:06,443 to be married. 498 00:34:09,147 --> 00:34:11,348 The hell are you doing breastfeeding the tacklebag? 499 00:34:11,350 --> 00:34:12,416 Hit it. 500 00:34:17,622 --> 00:34:19,322 You afraid to be hit? 501 00:34:19,324 --> 00:34:21,191 Go sign up for the school opera. 502 00:34:21,193 --> 00:34:23,727 I'm sure they're short a few tavern wenches. 503 00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:25,695 Everyone, gather round. 504 00:34:27,198 --> 00:34:28,932 Time to get serious. 505 00:34:32,637 --> 00:34:34,371 It is the nature of the school that you hear 506 00:34:34,373 --> 00:34:36,473 a lot of talk about opening your mind 507 00:34:36,475 --> 00:34:40,010 and the value of a rounded education. 508 00:34:40,012 --> 00:34:41,545 Bullshit. 509 00:34:41,547 --> 00:34:44,114 We're about to walk onto a battle field. 510 00:34:44,116 --> 00:34:45,882 And once we do, the last thing we need 511 00:34:45,884 --> 00:34:50,220 is empathy for our fellow man, to be feeling things. 512 00:34:50,222 --> 00:34:52,656 Conor is leading us out and he will have 513 00:34:52,658 --> 00:34:54,491 a target on his back. 514 00:34:54,493 --> 00:34:56,526 So from now on, men, 515 00:34:56,528 --> 00:34:59,729 you're not a team, it's a war zone 516 00:34:59,731 --> 00:35:01,698 and you're in the army. 517 00:35:14,545 --> 00:35:15,812 - Shouldn't you be asleep? 518 00:35:15,814 --> 00:35:17,214 - Shouldn't you? 519 00:35:19,217 --> 00:35:21,384 - I'm not the one playing in the quarter final tomorrow. 520 00:35:21,386 --> 00:35:23,653 - That is why I'm not sleeping. 521 00:35:23,655 --> 00:35:25,455 - I can't, me nerves. 522 00:35:26,557 --> 00:35:28,425 - You're gonna win. 523 00:35:28,427 --> 00:35:29,693 - You don't know that. 524 00:35:29,695 --> 00:35:31,128 - I don't know the first thing about rugby 525 00:35:31,130 --> 00:35:33,363 but I feel it in my bones. 526 00:35:38,002 --> 00:35:40,003 - Are you gonna be there? 527 00:35:40,005 --> 00:35:42,239 - It's not really my team. 528 00:35:46,744 --> 00:35:50,447 This one time, before you came here, 529 00:35:50,449 --> 00:35:54,684 one of your teammates flushed my head down the toilet. 530 00:35:56,287 --> 00:36:00,223 So that is not going on my autobiography. 531 00:36:00,225 --> 00:36:02,559 You're better off without me. 532 00:36:02,561 --> 00:36:05,362 I will be rooting for you though. 533 00:36:07,165 --> 00:36:09,966 - Single file, gentlemen, single file. 534 00:36:33,324 --> 00:36:35,992 - Conor, your old man's out at the bar, 535 00:36:35,994 --> 00:36:37,594 says he wants to buy us all a drink. 536 00:36:42,033 --> 00:36:44,601 - Watch out, coming through. 537 00:36:44,603 --> 00:36:48,538 Coming through, coming through, here we are. 538 00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:50,173 Watch yourself boys. 539 00:36:50,175 --> 00:36:51,408 Help yourself. 540 00:36:56,247 --> 00:36:58,582 Have a drink with your old man, son. 541 00:36:58,584 --> 00:37:00,817 - Fine with water, thanks. 542 00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:05,989 - We can't toast the victory without a man's drink, huh? 543 00:37:08,726 --> 00:37:11,294 To my son, the athlete. 544 00:37:11,296 --> 00:37:13,330 And to all you fine young men. 545 00:37:13,332 --> 00:37:14,397 Cheers. 546 00:37:20,238 --> 00:37:21,705 - Conor later told me that if he hadn't had 547 00:37:21,707 --> 00:37:25,842 that first drink, his night would've ended very differently. 548 00:37:57,375 --> 00:38:00,543 - Your dad is a complete inspiration. 549 00:38:01,679 --> 00:38:03,179 - Best thing about watching you play today 550 00:38:03,181 --> 00:38:07,384 was realizing that all that rubbish in the last school 551 00:38:07,386 --> 00:38:09,185 was just rubbish. 552 00:38:09,187 --> 00:38:12,555 That was the real you today, huh? 553 00:38:12,557 --> 00:38:14,658 I loved you today. 554 00:38:14,660 --> 00:38:16,226 I loved you again. 555 00:38:17,561 --> 00:38:20,563 You felt like my son again. 556 00:38:20,565 --> 00:38:22,799 Not that shit from before. 557 00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:25,902 Now come on, jump in and I'll give you a lift back, huh? 558 00:38:25,904 --> 00:38:27,537 We'll have a chats. 559 00:38:28,472 --> 00:38:30,540 - I'm getting the train. 560 00:38:37,882 --> 00:38:38,948 - Son... 561 00:38:44,922 --> 00:38:46,389 - After walking for hours, I found 562 00:38:46,391 --> 00:38:48,425 a cinema showing a subtitled film about 563 00:38:48,427 --> 00:38:50,260 a nun which was long. 564 00:38:54,131 --> 00:38:56,733 I ended up late for the coaches back to school 565 00:38:56,735 --> 00:38:58,668 and that's when I saw Conor. 566 00:38:58,670 --> 00:39:01,971 The idea was that I would surprise him. 567 00:39:28,666 --> 00:39:31,034 - Far too young, sorry pal. 568 00:39:31,036 --> 00:39:32,869 - He's my friend. 569 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,771 - He's older than you. 570 00:39:35,973 --> 00:39:37,941 - What kind of bar is this? 571 00:39:37,943 --> 00:39:39,476 - A bar for adults. 572 00:39:39,478 --> 00:39:41,878 - Okay, what kind of adults? 573 00:39:43,013 --> 00:39:44,147 - Gay adults. 574 00:39:47,785 --> 00:39:48,852 - Totally. 575 00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:52,188 Just double checking. 576 00:39:54,325 --> 00:39:55,859 I'm just gonna wait for him, 577 00:39:55,861 --> 00:39:57,994 he'll be out in a second. 578 00:40:35,466 --> 00:40:36,699 I better head. 579 00:40:37,968 --> 00:40:39,536 It's getting late. 580 00:40:54,585 --> 00:40:58,621 All this time, I thought I was the only one on the outside. 581 00:40:58,623 --> 00:41:02,225 Turns out, I couldn't have been more wrong. 582 00:42:04,889 --> 00:42:06,689 - Well hello, Conor. 583 00:42:06,691 --> 00:42:08,625 Here on the train. 584 00:42:08,627 --> 00:42:11,461 I nearly missed the bloody train. 585 00:42:14,098 --> 00:42:15,365 So congratulations on today, 586 00:42:15,367 --> 00:42:17,066 what did you play really well? 587 00:42:17,068 --> 00:42:20,103 - Well thanks sir, I actually missed a few kicks 588 00:42:20,105 --> 00:42:21,337 so not my best. 589 00:42:21,339 --> 00:42:22,705 - Oh did, oh okay. 590 00:42:22,707 --> 00:42:24,207 I was told you got the quarter. 591 00:42:24,209 --> 00:42:25,942 - Semi, semi-finals. 592 00:42:28,045 --> 00:42:30,113 - No pressure then. - - No. 593 00:42:45,963 --> 00:42:49,465 - I might have a cup of tea or something. 594 00:42:53,637 --> 00:42:56,039 I like a cup of tea, I mean. 595 00:42:56,874 --> 00:42:58,942 Not much of a coffee drinker 596 00:42:58,944 --> 00:43:02,145 but I like a cup of tea, or a pot, 597 00:43:02,147 --> 00:43:03,713 nice big pot, pot of tea. 598 00:43:03,715 --> 00:43:05,048 Big pot of tea. 599 00:43:06,350 --> 00:43:08,885 - Sir, before, it's not my team. 600 00:43:08,887 --> 00:43:10,386 - No, no, no. 601 00:43:10,388 --> 00:43:12,755 I was bursting for a loo and it was the nearest bar around. 602 00:43:12,757 --> 00:43:14,557 - Yeah, you know my friend, my there Conor, 603 00:43:14,559 --> 00:43:16,059 he's very affectionate. 604 00:43:16,061 --> 00:43:17,160 - There's no signs out front. 605 00:43:17,162 --> 00:43:18,661 - Yes, very poorly signed. 606 00:43:18,663 --> 00:43:21,064 He's an Italian, you know, he's all over, you know. 607 00:43:21,066 --> 00:43:22,131 Oh Jesus. 608 00:43:24,335 --> 00:43:28,237 Conor, I think a certain degree of discretion. 609 00:43:29,373 --> 00:43:31,774 - I'm never gonna say anything, sir. 610 00:43:31,776 --> 00:43:32,775 - About anything. 611 00:43:32,777 --> 00:43:33,776 - Ever. - Ever. 612 00:43:33,778 --> 00:43:34,844 Okay, good. 613 00:43:38,048 --> 00:43:39,115 Okay. 614 00:43:40,551 --> 00:43:41,618 Right. 615 00:43:48,525 --> 00:43:51,628 I might get a cup of tea, do you want a cup of tea? 616 00:43:51,630 --> 00:43:53,363 Do you want one? - Yeah. 617 00:43:53,365 --> 00:43:54,931 - Okay. 618 00:43:54,933 --> 00:43:55,999 Okay. 619 00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:24,227 - Okay, have you learned your part? 620 00:44:24,229 --> 00:44:25,294 - I have. 621 00:44:26,230 --> 00:44:28,264 - There's no avoiding this any longer so, 622 00:44:28,266 --> 00:44:30,566 let's just go for it, okay. 623 00:44:32,269 --> 00:44:34,370 One, two, three... 624 00:44:34,372 --> 00:44:36,005 - sorry, Conor, before we start. 625 00:44:36,007 --> 00:44:37,507 - What? 626 00:44:37,509 --> 00:44:38,641 - Just, um... 627 00:44:51,088 --> 00:44:52,588 Nothing, nothing. 628 00:44:54,692 --> 00:44:56,259 - You sure? 629 00:44:56,261 --> 00:44:57,326 - Yeah. 630 00:45:01,198 --> 00:45:03,700 - One, two, three, four. 631 00:45:17,449 --> 00:45:18,815 You made me do it by myself. 632 00:45:18,817 --> 00:45:21,050 - I just... - Teamwork, Ned. 633 00:45:23,420 --> 00:45:24,487 - Yeah. 634 00:45:25,389 --> 00:45:26,456 - You ready? 635 00:45:27,624 --> 00:45:30,126 One, two, three, four. 636 00:45:44,008 --> 00:45:45,208 I thought we agreed that you would go high 637 00:45:45,210 --> 00:45:46,242 and I would go low. 638 00:45:46,244 --> 00:45:47,477 - We did. 639 00:45:47,479 --> 00:45:48,711 - I thought you said you learned your part. 640 00:45:48,713 --> 00:45:51,914 - I did, I have, I mean I have learned my part 641 00:45:51,916 --> 00:45:52,982 it's just, 642 00:45:54,418 --> 00:45:57,420 all I can hear in my head is your voice. 643 00:45:57,422 --> 00:46:00,156 And you know, it makes me wanna follow you. 644 00:46:00,158 --> 00:46:01,691 - Well don't. 645 00:46:01,693 --> 00:46:02,992 Sing your own part or I can go high and you can go low. 646 00:46:02,994 --> 00:46:04,193 - No, I can be high. 647 00:46:04,195 --> 00:46:06,028 - Okay then, be high. 648 00:46:06,997 --> 00:46:08,664 - Okay. 649 00:46:08,666 --> 00:46:10,733 - One, two, three, four. 650 00:46:38,595 --> 00:46:40,062 Think that was alright. 651 00:46:40,064 --> 00:46:41,130 - Yeah. 652 00:46:59,583 --> 00:47:01,717 - Stop, stop, stop, stop. 653 00:47:05,322 --> 00:47:07,223 Conor, sport, kicking, 654 00:47:09,893 --> 00:47:11,694 takes a quiet mind, 655 00:47:11,696 --> 00:47:13,963 you need to have nothing going on in there. 656 00:47:13,965 --> 00:47:15,031 Okay? 657 00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:18,634 So what's eating you? 658 00:47:20,504 --> 00:47:21,571 - Sir, 659 00:47:24,374 --> 00:47:27,343 sometimes I just feel like a robot. 660 00:47:29,613 --> 00:47:31,948 Doing this again and again. 661 00:47:34,418 --> 00:47:37,920 Maybe there's a little more to life than. 662 00:47:40,858 --> 00:47:42,859 - You have a rare gift. 663 00:47:44,194 --> 00:47:46,162 And you need to use it. 664 00:47:48,866 --> 00:47:51,701 And recently I've noticed you hanging around 665 00:47:51,703 --> 00:47:54,303 with different people, that's fine, 666 00:47:54,305 --> 00:47:55,671 I suppose, whatever. 667 00:47:55,673 --> 00:47:57,907 But here's the thing son, 668 00:47:57,909 --> 00:48:01,143 you lie down with dogs, you get fleas. 669 00:48:05,949 --> 00:48:08,517 Have you identified the fleas? 670 00:48:11,221 --> 00:48:12,788 Don't complicated this son. 671 00:48:12,790 --> 00:48:15,424 There's you and that and those. 672 00:48:17,461 --> 00:48:18,527 Now come on. 673 00:48:32,876 --> 00:48:34,210 For fucks sake. 674 00:48:37,481 --> 00:48:38,981 - Good morning Pascal. 675 00:48:38,983 --> 00:48:40,049 - Walter. 676 00:48:41,184 --> 00:48:42,251 Question? 677 00:48:43,787 --> 00:48:48,124 Have you run a background check on Dan Sherry? 678 00:48:48,126 --> 00:48:49,859 - And why would I do that? 679 00:48:49,861 --> 00:48:52,428 - Sherry's not married, is he? 680 00:48:54,564 --> 00:48:55,564 - What are you asking? 681 00:48:55,566 --> 00:48:56,866 - I don't know what I'm asking 682 00:48:56,868 --> 00:48:59,435 only I'm sure you notice that Conor masters level 683 00:48:59,437 --> 00:49:02,338 is dropping, he misses a number of kicks 684 00:49:02,340 --> 00:49:04,874 in the match yesterday and then very late last night, 685 00:49:04,876 --> 00:49:09,345 I encounter him sauntering back to school drunk 686 00:49:09,347 --> 00:49:11,547 in the company of a certain Dan Sherry. 687 00:49:11,549 --> 00:49:14,283 I want you to Walter, I'm concerned. 688 00:49:14,285 --> 00:49:16,385 - Did you not take the boys for a celebratory glass 689 00:49:16,387 --> 00:49:17,653 of beer last night? 690 00:49:17,655 --> 00:49:19,922 - Yes but that was just... - But nothing. 691 00:49:19,924 --> 00:49:22,258 If you don't know what you're asking, Pascal, 692 00:49:22,260 --> 00:49:24,860 be careful what you're insinuating. 693 00:49:24,862 --> 00:49:27,697 - Walter, I need your support. 694 00:49:27,699 --> 00:49:29,231 Everything hinges on this. 695 00:49:29,233 --> 00:49:31,767 We, the team, we need it. 696 00:49:31,769 --> 00:49:34,170 - Dan Sherry is a teacher in this school 697 00:49:34,172 --> 00:49:36,038 just like you and I. 698 00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:37,440 This is the team. 699 00:49:37,442 --> 00:49:38,941 - Sherry is like me? 700 00:49:38,943 --> 00:49:40,843 Nah, I don't think so. 701 00:49:41,812 --> 00:49:43,679 Listen, forget it, it's fine. 702 00:49:43,681 --> 00:49:46,849 I just wanted to put my concerns on the record in case, 703 00:49:46,851 --> 00:49:48,117 that's all. 704 00:49:48,119 --> 00:49:49,685 - In case of what? 705 00:49:55,459 --> 00:49:58,494 - Boys Conor's age are highly impressionable. 706 00:49:58,496 --> 00:49:59,762 You know this. 707 00:49:59,764 --> 00:50:02,098 Certain types of people as teachers around kids, 708 00:50:02,100 --> 00:50:03,799 once you know for certain that those certain types 709 00:50:03,801 --> 00:50:05,968 of people are those certain types of people, 710 00:50:05,970 --> 00:50:07,803 I mean, I would consider myself a Christian 711 00:50:07,805 --> 00:50:08,938 and a liberal but... 712 00:50:08,940 --> 00:50:10,272 - but? 713 00:50:10,274 --> 00:50:11,674 - But those certain aforementioned types of people, 714 00:50:11,676 --> 00:50:13,476 those certain types of behaviors 715 00:50:13,478 --> 00:50:15,644 are seriously not cool. 716 00:50:15,646 --> 00:50:17,947 Not cool near children. 717 00:50:17,949 --> 00:50:18,948 You know this. 718 00:50:18,950 --> 00:50:20,182 - Thank you Pascal. 719 00:50:20,184 --> 00:50:21,350 - I mean, you have to know that Walter. 720 00:50:21,352 --> 00:50:22,651 - Thank you Pascal. 721 00:50:22,653 --> 00:50:24,286 - Thank you Walter. 722 00:50:31,094 --> 00:50:34,497 - Okay, this is a lesson in projection. 723 00:50:34,499 --> 00:50:35,498 What? 724 00:50:35,500 --> 00:50:36,732 In projection, yes. 725 00:50:36,734 --> 00:50:38,067 Yes, move back. 726 00:50:39,236 --> 00:50:41,003 Keep going, keep going, keep going, keep going, 727 00:50:41,005 --> 00:50:42,638 stop, stop, stop, stop. 728 00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:44,173 Okay, when you sing tomorrow, 729 00:50:44,175 --> 00:50:47,276 you can't whimper like some weird little field mice. 730 00:50:47,278 --> 00:50:49,945 Okay, you've got to project. 731 00:50:49,947 --> 00:50:53,716 Reveal to me who you are if you dare. 732 00:50:53,718 --> 00:50:56,318 Let your voices bounce off the walls. 733 00:50:56,320 --> 00:50:57,620 Alright, begin. 734 00:51:01,959 --> 00:51:03,192 - I can't hear you. 735 00:51:03,194 --> 00:51:04,760 At all. 736 00:51:04,762 --> 00:51:05,761 What? 737 00:51:05,763 --> 00:51:07,396 Louder! 738 00:51:07,398 --> 00:51:08,464 Yes, louder. 739 00:51:10,734 --> 00:51:13,169 Louder, louder, come one! 740 00:51:16,074 --> 00:51:17,139 - Better. 741 00:51:20,243 --> 00:51:21,277 - I just have to do more, you know, 742 00:51:21,279 --> 00:51:23,512 flexibility, conditioning. 743 00:51:25,749 --> 00:51:28,250 - That's your out-half there. 744 00:51:35,225 --> 00:51:37,693 Any idea why Conor left his old school? 745 00:51:37,695 --> 00:51:38,928 - No. 746 00:51:38,930 --> 00:51:40,096 - You have a cousin at st Barts, don't you? 747 00:51:40,098 --> 00:51:42,231 - Well, he's actually a second cousin. 748 00:51:42,233 --> 00:51:44,934 But actually, I was meant to go there myself 749 00:51:44,936 --> 00:51:47,303 but when my dad died... 750 00:51:47,305 --> 00:51:50,773 - he's letting all our hard work go to waste. 751 00:51:50,775 --> 00:51:51,807 I wouldn't be happen about that 752 00:51:51,809 --> 00:51:54,176 if I was on his team. 753 00:51:54,178 --> 00:51:56,745 Matter of fact, I'd be raging. 754 00:52:09,326 --> 00:52:10,860 - Knock, knock. 755 00:52:10,862 --> 00:52:12,128 Ah, there's Conor. 756 00:52:12,130 --> 00:52:13,662 Hey, can I ask you something? 757 00:52:13,664 --> 00:52:14,730 - Yeah. 758 00:52:15,899 --> 00:52:19,702 - Yeah, why are you hanging out with that freak Ned? 759 00:52:20,604 --> 00:52:22,171 - That freak Ned is my mate. 760 00:52:22,173 --> 00:52:23,739 - Your mate how? 761 00:52:23,741 --> 00:52:25,107 - He's my roommate weasel. 762 00:52:25,109 --> 00:52:26,842 - Oh, okay, got you. 763 00:52:28,044 --> 00:52:29,411 - Everything okay up there? 764 00:52:29,413 --> 00:52:30,412 - Everything's really good, Conor. 765 00:52:30,414 --> 00:52:33,149 Just, I have cousin in st Barts. 766 00:52:35,252 --> 00:52:36,986 Well, second cousin. 767 00:52:38,121 --> 00:52:40,289 But I know everyone says you left your old school 768 00:52:40,291 --> 00:52:43,826 because I don't know, you were fighting all the time 769 00:52:43,828 --> 00:52:47,329 but I was talking to him and I was wondering, 770 00:52:47,331 --> 00:52:49,899 what was the reason, you know, 771 00:52:50,767 --> 00:52:52,668 for all this fighting. 772 00:52:53,637 --> 00:52:55,971 Why the fighting, you know? 773 00:52:57,474 --> 00:52:59,708 - What do you want, weasel? 774 00:52:59,710 --> 00:53:01,911 - Conor, I promised my father, 775 00:53:01,913 --> 00:53:04,580 on his death bed, that I would do everything 776 00:53:04,582 --> 00:53:07,683 in my power to win that cup. 777 00:53:07,685 --> 00:53:09,818 I'm not the only one that's noticing 778 00:53:09,820 --> 00:53:12,588 you're spending a lot of time 779 00:53:12,590 --> 00:53:15,157 with the wrong kind of people. 780 00:53:16,893 --> 00:53:18,360 What we're gonna do is, 781 00:53:18,362 --> 00:53:20,462 you're gonna pick your company a little bit better. 782 00:53:20,464 --> 00:53:22,598 You're gonna focus on the semi-final. 783 00:53:22,600 --> 00:53:26,202 And we'll let the rumors from your old school 784 00:53:26,204 --> 00:53:28,837 be rumors from your old school. 785 00:53:32,209 --> 00:53:33,275 Yeah, good. 786 00:53:34,077 --> 00:53:35,144 Good chat. 787 00:53:36,213 --> 00:53:37,279 Good chat. 788 00:53:56,900 --> 00:53:58,801 - When I woke up on the day of the talent show, 789 00:53:58,803 --> 00:54:00,970 and there was no sign of Conor. 790 00:54:00,972 --> 00:54:03,739 I wasn't that surprised. 791 00:54:03,741 --> 00:54:05,441 If you play for the rugby team, 792 00:54:05,443 --> 00:54:07,943 you're up early for training. 793 00:54:09,246 --> 00:54:12,047 - You look up, eyes up everybody. 794 00:54:15,119 --> 00:54:16,752 - You get to skip all sorts of classes. 795 00:54:16,754 --> 00:54:19,154 Especially when it gets to the semi-final. 796 00:54:19,156 --> 00:54:20,956 You're carrying the hopes of the school 797 00:54:20,958 --> 00:54:22,224 on your shoulders. 798 00:54:22,226 --> 00:54:25,861 Is an education more important than that? 799 00:54:32,969 --> 00:54:35,437 But I was worried by six P.M. 800 00:54:42,779 --> 00:54:44,380 - He's not coming, okay. 801 00:54:44,382 --> 00:54:45,581 - Sir, I can't do it alone. 802 00:54:45,583 --> 00:54:47,182 - You can, you can do it. 803 00:54:47,184 --> 00:54:48,884 - So give it up for Clinton. 804 00:55:08,838 --> 00:55:09,872 - He's a genius. 805 00:55:09,874 --> 00:55:12,441 - He's not, he's not a genius. 806 00:55:33,730 --> 00:55:35,564 How is he doing that? 807 00:55:49,379 --> 00:55:50,946 All you need to do is go out there 808 00:55:50,948 --> 00:55:53,115 and let them hear your voice. 809 00:55:53,117 --> 00:55:56,151 That's all, that's all you need to do, okay? 810 00:55:56,153 --> 00:55:59,888 - From two current Woodhill college students. 811 00:55:59,890 --> 00:56:03,759 - Hey good luck, don't be nervous, you're fine. 812 00:56:12,402 --> 00:56:14,303 - One of us, actually. 813 00:56:15,405 --> 00:56:18,006 Turns out there's only one of us. 814 00:56:34,491 --> 00:56:35,958 - Oh Jesus. 815 00:57:25,241 --> 00:57:27,543 - Hey there Pascal. 816 00:57:27,545 --> 00:57:29,111 Can I have a word? 817 00:57:29,113 --> 00:57:31,013 - It's a free country. 818 00:57:32,582 --> 00:57:34,750 - So you must be pretty excited, quarter finals. 819 00:57:34,752 --> 00:57:37,453 - Semi-finals. - Semi-finals. 820 00:57:37,455 --> 00:57:40,022 That's exciting, yeah. 821 00:57:40,024 --> 00:57:41,757 - It's no time for complacency. 822 00:57:41,759 --> 00:57:43,492 - No, no, no, quite. 823 00:57:44,594 --> 00:57:48,497 So listen, Conor, he didn't show up to sing 824 00:57:48,499 --> 00:57:50,299 at the variety show. 825 00:57:50,301 --> 00:57:52,801 - He had kicking practice. 826 00:57:52,803 --> 00:57:54,336 - Oh, you knew about it. 827 00:57:54,338 --> 00:57:58,140 - Well in semi-final week our out-half had more important 828 00:57:58,142 --> 00:57:59,675 things on his mind. 829 00:57:59,677 --> 00:58:03,846 - Sure it wasn't you who had other things on his mind? 830 00:58:10,019 --> 00:58:11,186 - I consider you something of 831 00:58:11,188 --> 00:58:13,155 a Trojan horse, Sherry. 832 00:58:14,657 --> 00:58:16,658 - Not sure where this is going, pas. 833 00:58:16,660 --> 00:58:18,961 - Encouraging Conor masters to be a singer 834 00:58:18,963 --> 00:58:21,096 one week before the semi-final of the senior cup? 835 00:58:21,098 --> 00:58:23,999 - Come on, I'm trying to help him. 836 00:58:26,369 --> 00:58:28,270 - You can have the weird ones with the dyed hair 837 00:58:28,272 --> 00:58:30,305 and the banjos. 838 00:58:30,307 --> 00:58:32,541 I've got fuck all use of them. 839 00:58:32,543 --> 00:58:33,609 No interest. 840 00:58:35,612 --> 00:58:38,480 I say this to you the once, 841 00:58:38,482 --> 00:58:42,518 you'd do well to let the boy focus on his rugby. 842 00:58:42,520 --> 00:58:43,585 You get me? 843 00:58:47,724 --> 00:58:49,958 - Got apple in your beard. 844 00:59:02,472 --> 00:59:05,140 - Meanwhile, the school rugby, 845 00:59:05,142 --> 00:59:06,742 for out-half Conor masters. 846 00:59:06,744 --> 00:59:08,510 Inspiration with the ball at hand, 847 00:59:08,512 --> 00:59:10,145 troubled off the kicking team. 848 00:59:10,147 --> 00:59:13,181 Despite two penalty misses, Woodhill college progresses 849 00:59:13,183 --> 00:59:15,684 to their first senior final in over a decade. 850 00:59:15,686 --> 00:59:17,920 - Everyone who's ever been young, 851 00:59:17,922 --> 00:59:19,988 so that's everyone ever, 852 00:59:19,990 --> 00:59:22,658 knows just what humiliation feels like. 853 00:59:22,660 --> 00:59:24,226 But worse than the embarrassment 854 00:59:24,228 --> 00:59:26,295 was Conor's vanishing act. 855 00:59:26,297 --> 00:59:28,530 He had disappeared from my life. 856 00:59:28,532 --> 00:59:30,699 And I can't believe I'm about to say this 857 00:59:30,701 --> 00:59:32,734 but I missed him. 858 00:59:32,736 --> 00:59:34,136 We were friends. 859 00:59:36,439 --> 00:59:40,175 I wasn't gonna give that up without a fight. 860 00:59:43,379 --> 00:59:45,847 - Halt, who goes there? 861 00:59:45,849 --> 00:59:47,482 Oh, can I help you? 862 00:59:49,185 --> 00:59:50,919 - I was looking for Conor. 863 00:59:50,921 --> 00:59:52,854 So I can say well done, is he in there? 864 00:59:52,856 --> 00:59:57,059 - Oh um, nope, he's actually not in there. 865 00:59:57,061 --> 00:59:59,027 I'm really sorry. 866 00:59:59,029 --> 01:00:00,429 - Maybe I'll just check. 867 01:00:00,431 --> 01:00:02,898 - Yeah well maybe instead of checking, 868 01:00:02,900 --> 01:00:06,902 you just piss off, does that sound like a plan? 869 01:00:06,904 --> 01:00:10,872 I'm not gonna tell you again to piss off, okay? 870 01:00:16,145 --> 01:00:17,212 - Fuck. 871 01:00:26,990 --> 01:00:28,757 - Uh uh uh, no. 872 01:00:28,759 --> 01:00:30,726 - Hey Ned, Ned, leave it. 873 01:00:30,728 --> 01:00:32,728 Come on man, just leave him be, will you? 874 01:00:32,730 --> 01:00:34,997 - Thank you, I wanna go see my friend, Conor. 875 01:00:34,999 --> 01:00:38,333 - He is not your friend, he's your roommate. 876 01:00:38,335 --> 01:00:41,003 He had no choice but to hang out with you. 877 01:00:41,005 --> 01:00:42,237 Do you get it? 878 01:00:44,674 --> 01:00:48,410 Conor, this little, I don't know vol appears 879 01:00:50,580 --> 01:00:53,415 to be very much in love with you. 880 01:00:53,417 --> 01:00:56,518 Now, I told him, you're that way inclined 881 01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:58,253 but maybe I'm wrong. 882 01:01:05,962 --> 01:01:07,529 Am I wrong, Conor? 883 01:01:13,503 --> 01:01:16,972 - Go back to the fucking dorm man. 884 01:01:16,974 --> 01:01:19,975 - Yeah, go back to the dorm faggot. 885 01:01:22,245 --> 01:01:23,879 - Tell them, Conor. 886 01:01:26,416 --> 01:01:28,784 - Go back to the fucking dorm, man. 887 01:01:28,786 --> 01:01:30,252 - Tell them. 888 01:01:30,254 --> 01:01:32,087 I only meant for Conor to tell his teammates 889 01:01:32,089 --> 01:01:35,223 that we were friends, but looking back, 890 01:01:35,225 --> 01:01:37,359 maybe he thought I knew more than that. 891 01:01:37,361 --> 01:01:38,427 Tell them. 892 01:01:39,629 --> 01:01:41,196 - I'm warning you. 893 01:01:52,809 --> 01:01:57,012 - Conor, this is some shit right here. 894 01:01:57,014 --> 01:01:58,580 - Fuck off weasel. 895 01:02:02,552 --> 01:02:04,386 - See you later then. 896 01:02:45,228 --> 01:02:47,863 - Those masterful images because complete 897 01:02:47,865 --> 01:02:51,967 grew in pure mind, but out of what began? 898 01:02:51,969 --> 01:02:55,737 A mound of refuse or the sweepings of a street, 899 01:02:55,739 --> 01:02:59,341 old kettles, old bottles, and a broken can, 900 01:02:59,343 --> 01:03:03,278 old iron, old bones, old rags, that raving slut 901 01:03:04,180 --> 01:03:05,847 who keeps the till. 902 01:03:07,283 --> 01:03:09,785 Now that my ladder's gone, 903 01:03:09,787 --> 01:03:13,922 I must lie down where all the ladders start 904 01:03:13,924 --> 01:03:15,824 in the foul rag and bone shop. 905 01:03:19,695 --> 01:03:20,762 Come in. 906 01:03:33,176 --> 01:03:34,209 Go on then. 907 01:03:34,211 --> 01:03:35,811 - Everyone up. 908 01:03:35,813 --> 01:03:36,878 Follow us. 909 01:03:38,080 --> 01:03:40,248 - Complusionary cheerleading at the head of the final. 910 01:03:40,250 --> 01:03:44,486 Pretty much the last place on earth I wanted to be. 911 01:04:06,376 --> 01:04:08,610 - Lyrically these songs left a little 912 01:04:08,612 --> 01:04:11,179 to be desired but on this day, 913 01:04:12,582 --> 01:04:14,416 lyrics weren't the problem. 914 01:04:14,418 --> 01:04:16,685 It was what was behind them. 915 01:04:16,687 --> 01:04:18,420 This wasn't my team. 916 01:04:24,293 --> 01:04:26,361 Maybe the idea of getting expelled 917 01:04:26,363 --> 01:04:28,096 began to surface once again. 918 01:04:28,098 --> 01:04:30,398 Honestly, I don't remember. 919 01:04:38,875 --> 01:04:39,941 - Sing. 920 01:04:40,877 --> 01:04:42,043 Fucking sing. 921 01:04:44,413 --> 01:04:45,480 Sing. 922 01:04:46,782 --> 01:04:49,417 Sing you little queer. 923 01:04:49,419 --> 01:04:50,552 - They wanted me to sing? 924 01:04:50,554 --> 01:04:52,520 I'd sing like a canary. 925 01:04:53,656 --> 01:04:55,857 I had this big piece of news that I could share 926 01:04:55,859 --> 01:04:57,158 and what was I keeping it for? 927 01:04:57,160 --> 01:04:59,027 There was nothing wrong with being different, 928 01:04:59,029 --> 01:05:01,062 I knew that and why did Conor get to be adored 929 01:05:01,064 --> 01:05:03,098 and me bullied when we were both the same? 930 01:05:03,100 --> 01:05:04,799 Oh I'd tell them, I'd tell everyone. 931 01:05:04,801 --> 01:05:07,769 Then they'd apologize and everyone would be 932 01:05:07,771 --> 01:05:09,037 on my side for once. 933 01:05:09,039 --> 01:05:11,172 Finally, Neddie had the conch. 934 01:05:11,174 --> 01:05:13,241 I'll tell you who's gay. 935 01:05:14,343 --> 01:05:17,212 Oh I'll tell you who's gay alright. 936 01:05:18,514 --> 01:05:20,348 Conor masters is gay. 937 01:05:27,657 --> 01:05:29,324 There it is, folks. 938 01:05:30,860 --> 01:05:32,661 That terrible memory. 939 01:06:14,603 --> 01:06:16,805 - Your parents are flying home from Dubai tonight. 940 01:06:16,807 --> 01:06:19,007 They'll be here first thing in the morning. 941 01:06:19,009 --> 01:06:20,342 Ned, I'm aware you haven't had it easy 942 01:06:20,344 --> 01:06:23,244 in this school but grabbing a megaphone, 943 01:06:23,246 --> 01:06:25,714 disrupting match preparations, 944 01:06:25,716 --> 01:06:27,282 it crosses a line. 945 01:06:28,517 --> 01:06:30,151 - Am I expelled? 946 01:06:30,153 --> 01:06:32,654 - You'll sleep in the infirmary tonight. 947 01:06:32,656 --> 01:06:36,157 We'll meet tomorrow morning at eight A.M. 948 01:06:37,893 --> 01:06:41,429 I expected so much more from you Ned. 949 01:06:41,431 --> 01:06:43,331 I expected compassion. 950 01:06:44,734 --> 01:06:47,469 Towards a boy who was new, 951 01:06:47,471 --> 01:06:49,371 towards a boy who was always going to feel 952 01:06:49,373 --> 01:06:52,774 a little different from the rest of you. 953 01:06:57,480 --> 01:07:01,716 You of all people I thought could empathize with that. 954 01:07:04,653 --> 01:07:05,820 Go on, leave. 955 01:07:13,963 --> 01:07:16,031 - It's funny how it goes, isn't it? 956 01:07:16,033 --> 01:07:17,832 Now that I'd seemed to have achieved my goal 957 01:07:17,834 --> 01:07:19,801 of getting expelled, there was nothing 958 01:07:19,803 --> 01:07:21,536 I wanted more than to go back to being 959 01:07:21,538 --> 01:07:23,905 a pupil in this school. 960 01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:31,946 - Hey Conor. 961 01:07:32,782 --> 01:07:33,948 - Can I talk to you? 962 01:07:33,950 --> 01:07:36,351 - Yeah, yeah course you can. 963 01:07:38,788 --> 01:07:41,056 Although I can't let you in here, sorry. 964 01:07:41,058 --> 01:07:42,724 Stupid regulations. 965 01:07:44,226 --> 01:07:46,728 Come on, we'll go for a walk. 966 01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:58,573 So, big day tomorrow Conor. 967 01:07:59,942 --> 01:08:01,910 It's the first final in, how long is it? 968 01:08:01,912 --> 01:08:04,245 - Yeah, I can't do. 969 01:08:04,247 --> 01:08:06,581 - It's just nerves, you're a great player 970 01:08:06,583 --> 01:08:08,516 with a great team, you're fine. 971 01:08:08,518 --> 01:08:11,853 - It's got nothing to do with it. 972 01:08:11,855 --> 01:08:13,888 Sir, I saw you with your friend. 973 01:08:13,890 --> 01:08:15,457 You were together. 974 01:08:23,199 --> 01:08:27,102 - So you saw me with a friend, Conor, so what? 975 01:08:29,405 --> 01:08:31,406 Look, I know it's hard. 976 01:08:34,844 --> 01:08:36,478 I know. 977 01:08:36,480 --> 01:08:38,980 But it gets better, trust me. 978 01:08:41,550 --> 01:08:42,550 - When I'm older. 979 01:08:42,552 --> 01:08:43,952 - Yeah, when you're older. 980 01:08:43,954 --> 01:08:46,154 Sad fact of life. 981 01:08:46,156 --> 01:08:47,922 - So, I'm just supposed to keep lying? 982 01:08:47,924 --> 01:08:49,991 - It's not a lie. 983 01:08:49,993 --> 01:08:51,092 It's not necessarily lying 984 01:08:51,094 --> 01:08:53,361 if you keep something to yourself. 985 01:08:53,363 --> 01:08:54,963 - But if you pretend to be something you're not 986 01:08:54,965 --> 01:08:56,731 then that's a lie. 987 01:08:56,733 --> 01:08:58,933 Sir, I remember the lesson with Ned, 988 01:08:58,935 --> 01:09:00,135 I remember when you called him out 989 01:09:00,137 --> 01:09:02,036 for plagiarizing that song. 990 01:09:02,038 --> 01:09:03,338 Don't use a borrowed voice, you said, 991 01:09:03,340 --> 01:09:05,507 find your own voice, don't be a sheep. 992 01:09:05,509 --> 01:09:07,542 Sir, you said that lesson wasn't just for Ned, 993 01:09:07,544 --> 01:09:08,776 you said it was for all of us 994 01:09:08,778 --> 01:09:11,312 so why am I exempt, why am I different 995 01:09:11,314 --> 01:09:12,514 from everyone else? 996 01:09:12,516 --> 01:09:14,682 - Can't be all things to all men, Conor, 997 01:09:14,684 --> 01:09:17,285 at all times, its not smart. 998 01:09:17,287 --> 01:09:18,553 - Why not? 999 01:09:18,555 --> 01:09:19,988 - Sometimes you need to keep things hidden away 1000 01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:21,723 to protect yourself. 1001 01:09:28,264 --> 01:09:31,399 There will come a point in the future 1002 01:09:31,401 --> 01:09:33,535 when you won't have to lie anymore. 1003 01:09:33,537 --> 01:09:34,602 Trust me. 1004 01:09:35,871 --> 01:09:37,038 - Will there? 1005 01:09:37,806 --> 01:09:38,873 - Yeah. 1006 01:09:40,809 --> 01:09:42,644 - And did you hit that point? 1007 01:09:42,646 --> 01:09:44,546 - This isn't about me. 1008 01:09:50,085 --> 01:09:51,419 It gets better. 1009 01:09:54,256 --> 01:09:55,557 It gets better. 1010 01:09:58,727 --> 01:10:00,228 That's all I can say to you. 1011 01:10:00,230 --> 01:10:02,363 Please believe me, Conor. 1012 01:10:03,699 --> 01:10:07,202 - How on earth can I even begin to believe you? 1013 01:10:10,105 --> 01:10:11,172 - Oh Conor, 1014 01:10:12,408 --> 01:10:13,474 Conor. 1015 01:10:28,123 --> 01:10:30,925 - Jesus Christ, Conor it's 11:05. 1016 01:10:35,898 --> 01:10:39,400 - We take this type of transgression very seriously. 1017 01:10:39,402 --> 01:10:41,936 We'll take the midterm to consider. 1018 01:10:41,938 --> 01:10:43,838 But punishment will be severe. 1019 01:10:43,840 --> 01:10:46,674 - I appreciate all of that, thank you. 1020 01:10:46,676 --> 01:10:50,345 Tell me though, what happened to my son's face? 1021 01:10:50,347 --> 01:10:53,815 - Well we can't get an answer on that, I'm afraid. 1022 01:10:53,817 --> 01:10:54,882 Ned? 1023 01:10:56,085 --> 01:10:57,252 - Nothing happened. 1024 01:10:57,254 --> 01:10:59,087 - Something happened. 1025 01:11:00,256 --> 01:11:02,991 - This is nobody's fault but my own. 1026 01:11:02,993 --> 01:11:04,459 - More than anything, this is about preserving 1027 01:11:04,461 --> 01:11:06,928 the ethos of the school. 1028 01:11:06,930 --> 01:11:08,062 - Sir, sorry. 1029 01:11:09,265 --> 01:11:11,266 - Wait outside, Victor. 1030 01:11:13,969 --> 01:11:15,203 - I can't sir. 1031 01:11:16,138 --> 01:11:17,939 Conor's gone missing. 1032 01:11:19,842 --> 01:11:23,678 He didn't stay in his bed last night. 1033 01:11:23,680 --> 01:11:24,979 He's gone. 1034 01:11:24,981 --> 01:11:28,549 - Well have you told Pascal? I mean, Mr. O'keefe. 1035 01:11:28,551 --> 01:11:30,752 - No, I thought I'd come to you first. 1036 01:11:30,754 --> 01:11:33,354 - Well tell Mr. O'keefe I wanna see him here immediately. 1037 01:11:33,356 --> 01:11:34,922 Go on. 1038 01:11:34,924 --> 01:11:35,990 - Yes sir. 1039 01:11:48,971 --> 01:11:51,806 - Sir, Mr. curly wants to see you. 1040 01:11:52,941 --> 01:11:54,042 - Victor, I thought you were supposed 1041 01:11:54,044 --> 01:11:55,643 to be Victor and Conor. 1042 01:11:55,645 --> 01:11:57,545 Where's Conor? 1043 01:11:57,547 --> 01:12:00,381 - Sir, there was an incident yesterday. 1044 01:12:00,383 --> 01:12:02,216 Conor, he's gone missing. 1045 01:12:02,218 --> 01:12:04,052 - What do you mean missing, Victor? 1046 01:12:04,054 --> 01:12:06,487 - Walter wants to see you, sir, now. 1047 01:12:06,489 --> 01:12:08,656 - Walter wants to see me? 1048 01:12:10,392 --> 01:12:13,294 Of course this has to happen today. 1049 01:12:13,296 --> 01:12:14,762 Thank you Victor. 1050 01:12:23,706 --> 01:12:26,474 - Hey Pascal, good luck today. 1051 01:12:26,476 --> 01:12:27,542 You okay? 1052 01:12:29,545 --> 01:12:32,313 - Is your delight Sherry? 1053 01:12:32,315 --> 01:12:35,083 Over the fucking moon, yeah? 1054 01:12:35,085 --> 01:12:36,117 - What? 1055 01:12:36,119 --> 01:12:37,652 - Conor masters, huh? 1056 01:12:37,654 --> 01:12:40,421 Missing on the day of the final. 1057 01:12:40,423 --> 01:12:42,557 - Missing? - Missing, yes. 1058 01:12:42,559 --> 01:12:46,127 What part of missing don't you understand? 1059 01:13:29,037 --> 01:13:32,774 - When we get back, can I please jump out in town? 1060 01:13:32,776 --> 01:13:35,076 I really need to do something? 1061 01:13:35,078 --> 01:13:36,978 - You must be kidding. 1062 01:13:42,918 --> 01:13:45,319 - Look dad, I know I'm in trouble 1063 01:13:45,321 --> 01:13:48,990 but I wouldn't ask if it wasn't absolutely vital. 1064 01:13:48,992 --> 01:13:51,826 - Not only are you not jumping out, Ned, 1065 01:13:51,828 --> 01:13:54,695 you are massively, unbelievably grounded 1066 01:13:54,697 --> 01:13:58,433 until we can figure out what to do with you. 1067 01:14:09,878 --> 01:14:10,945 - Dan. 1068 01:14:16,351 --> 01:14:18,519 I suppose you heard about Conor masters. 1069 01:14:18,521 --> 01:14:19,587 - Yeah. 1070 01:14:20,656 --> 01:14:23,324 - His parents don't know where he is. 1071 01:14:23,326 --> 01:14:26,894 Well, I've notified the coach anyways, so. 1072 01:14:28,864 --> 01:14:32,500 And we have an untested player in out-half. 1073 01:14:33,669 --> 01:14:35,236 I mean, Wallace is a pest. 1074 01:14:35,238 --> 01:14:39,140 - Oh who cares about the fucking rugby Walter? 1075 01:14:40,008 --> 01:14:42,310 Some boys don't play rugby. 1076 01:14:43,712 --> 01:14:45,613 What about those boys? 1077 01:15:22,150 --> 01:15:23,217 - Ned, Ned! 1078 01:15:24,019 --> 01:15:25,086 Fuck. 1079 01:15:34,930 --> 01:15:37,765 - Conor was always running. 1080 01:15:37,767 --> 01:15:39,600 I couldn't understand it. 1081 01:15:39,602 --> 01:15:42,136 But now I finally got it. 1082 01:15:42,138 --> 01:15:46,374 You have to know that you're running in the right direction. 1083 01:16:13,168 --> 01:16:14,235 - Men. 1084 01:16:17,506 --> 01:16:21,309 You might be wondering where our out-half is. 1085 01:16:23,345 --> 01:16:26,781 Earlier, as you know, I was called to Mr. curly's office 1086 01:16:26,783 --> 01:16:31,018 and informed that the boy had some kind of breakdown 1087 01:16:32,120 --> 01:16:34,689 and has gone missing. 1088 01:16:34,691 --> 01:16:36,924 Today of all days, I know. 1089 01:16:38,493 --> 01:16:42,697 I don't know if you're aware of the rumors swirling around. 1090 01:16:42,699 --> 01:16:46,701 But it transpires that he was dealing with, 1091 01:16:46,703 --> 01:16:48,669 serious personal issues. 1092 01:16:48,671 --> 01:16:52,907 But he's missing today, and I wanna tell you this, 1093 01:16:54,176 --> 01:16:57,078 we are way better off without him. 1094 01:16:58,146 --> 01:17:01,349 I mean, we all have personal issues 1095 01:17:01,351 --> 01:17:05,152 but look around you, anyone who can't be trusted 1096 01:17:05,154 --> 01:17:09,390 to put those issues to one side can't be part of a team. 1097 01:17:14,363 --> 01:17:19,066 We all have shit that we're going through you know. 1098 01:17:19,068 --> 01:17:20,134 Do you run? 1099 01:17:23,038 --> 01:17:24,105 No. 1100 01:17:26,708 --> 01:17:27,775 You stay. 1101 01:17:29,778 --> 01:17:32,513 You stay and you deal with your shit 1102 01:17:32,515 --> 01:17:35,716 by standing in a field, blowing a whistle 1103 01:17:35,718 --> 01:17:37,451 in the fucking rain. 1104 01:17:44,726 --> 01:17:46,193 - Let's go warriors, let's go. 1105 01:17:46,195 --> 01:17:49,130 Let's go warriors, let's go. 1106 01:19:02,971 --> 01:19:04,038 - Hello? 1107 01:19:14,216 --> 01:19:15,449 Can I come in? 1108 01:19:16,351 --> 01:19:18,018 - What do you want? 1109 01:19:20,322 --> 01:19:24,558 - I want to apologize for being a terrible friend. 1110 01:19:26,495 --> 01:19:29,296 - So you knew about me all along? 1111 01:19:30,198 --> 01:19:31,999 - I'm so sorry Conor. 1112 01:19:37,906 --> 01:19:39,573 I want you to play. 1113 01:19:39,575 --> 01:19:41,008 There's still time. 1114 01:19:41,010 --> 01:19:42,943 - You said that that wasn't your team. 1115 01:19:42,945 --> 01:19:45,880 You've never even seen us play before. 1116 01:19:45,882 --> 01:19:48,382 - Look, I was wrong. 1117 01:19:48,384 --> 01:19:52,620 Okay, turns out I was wrong about pretty much everything. 1118 01:19:54,556 --> 01:19:56,023 - Not everything. 1119 01:20:00,695 --> 01:20:03,697 - You don't have to pick a side, Conor. 1120 01:20:03,699 --> 01:20:05,232 You don't have to be one thing or the other. 1121 01:20:05,234 --> 01:20:07,134 You can be everything. 1122 01:20:08,336 --> 01:20:10,371 - I'm not sure I can play for them. 1123 01:20:10,373 --> 01:20:12,606 For weasel, for the coach. 1124 01:20:13,508 --> 01:20:14,909 - It's for them. 1125 01:20:15,710 --> 01:20:17,478 You're not playing for them. 1126 01:20:17,480 --> 01:20:19,446 You're playing for us. 1127 01:20:19,448 --> 01:20:23,317 It's my team if you're playing on it. 1128 01:20:23,319 --> 01:20:25,619 Reveal to them who you are. 1129 01:20:26,621 --> 01:20:27,688 If you dare. 1130 01:20:31,159 --> 01:20:32,393 - If you dare. 1131 01:20:39,134 --> 01:20:40,434 Our team, yeah? 1132 01:22:05,453 --> 01:22:06,520 - Conor. 1133 01:22:09,391 --> 01:22:11,592 What can we do for you? 1134 01:22:11,594 --> 01:22:14,828 - Late again, sorry about that lads. 1135 01:22:14,830 --> 01:22:17,264 - You're mind is shot, right? 1136 01:22:17,266 --> 01:22:21,101 You're all over the place, I understand that. 1137 01:22:22,604 --> 01:22:24,004 - I wasn't shot. 1138 01:22:25,040 --> 01:22:27,708 - Well at this point, Conor, 1139 01:22:27,710 --> 01:22:30,210 we all heard about the thing. 1140 01:22:31,146 --> 01:22:32,212 - The thing? 1141 01:22:33,248 --> 01:22:34,682 - The thing. 1142 01:22:34,684 --> 01:22:35,916 - The thing? 1143 01:22:35,918 --> 01:22:38,152 - The thing, the thing, the thing. 1144 01:22:38,154 --> 01:22:40,321 Look, it's not your fault 1145 01:22:41,856 --> 01:22:43,824 but you cannot fit into this team. 1146 01:22:43,826 --> 01:22:44,992 - Since when? 1147 01:22:44,994 --> 01:22:46,827 - Since, look, you're incompatible. 1148 01:22:46,829 --> 01:22:48,329 - Incompatible according to who? 1149 01:22:48,331 --> 01:22:49,396 - Us. 1150 01:22:51,166 --> 01:22:54,835 According to all of us, is that right lads? 1151 01:22:58,840 --> 01:23:02,609 - I don't know if you heard why I left my old school. 1152 01:23:02,611 --> 01:23:06,013 - Yeah, we heard you got in some fights. 1153 01:23:08,750 --> 01:23:12,720 - I don't know if you heard why I was fighting. 1154 01:23:14,689 --> 01:23:18,392 I was fighting everyone who found out who I was. 1155 01:23:18,394 --> 01:23:20,227 Every last one of them. 1156 01:23:20,229 --> 01:23:21,962 But they kept coming 1157 01:23:23,698 --> 01:23:25,933 and I couldn't stop them coming 1158 01:23:25,935 --> 01:23:28,502 and I couldn't fight them all. 1159 01:23:30,505 --> 01:23:33,841 I couldn't stay and keep denying it so I ran away. 1160 01:23:33,843 --> 01:23:35,075 To our school. 1161 01:23:37,078 --> 01:23:38,312 Thing is lads, 1162 01:23:40,782 --> 01:23:43,250 I'd like to stop running away, you know. 1163 01:23:43,252 --> 01:23:44,885 I'm done with that. 1164 01:23:46,588 --> 01:23:50,357 Thanks to Ned here, you all know who I am. 1165 01:23:50,359 --> 01:23:51,859 I'm the same me that I always was 1166 01:23:51,861 --> 01:23:55,996 and I really really wanna be a part of this team. 1167 01:23:57,999 --> 01:24:00,034 I'm here and I'm ready to play 1168 01:24:00,036 --> 01:24:02,603 so if you want me on your side. 1169 01:24:08,710 --> 01:24:11,712 - Wallace has been filling in 1170 01:24:11,714 --> 01:24:14,048 and doing a perfectly good job. 1171 01:24:14,050 --> 01:24:15,182 - Come on Pascal. 1172 01:24:15,184 --> 01:24:16,316 - No I haven't, Pascal. 1173 01:24:16,318 --> 01:24:18,485 - Believe in yourself, boy. 1174 01:24:18,487 --> 01:24:22,356 - I believe I'm fucking shit at out-half. 1175 01:24:22,358 --> 01:24:24,491 I'm weak and you know it. 1176 01:24:29,631 --> 01:24:31,865 - Come on Pascal, just put Wallace on the wing. 1177 01:24:31,867 --> 01:24:33,367 - Well that's a pity Victor 1178 01:24:33,369 --> 01:24:36,236 because Wallace has just put himself on the bench. 1179 01:24:36,238 --> 01:24:38,639 There is one coach on this team. 1180 01:24:38,641 --> 01:24:40,207 One voice, not 15. 1181 01:24:41,142 --> 01:24:42,209 You hear me? 1182 01:24:45,313 --> 01:24:47,214 Do you hear me Victor? 1183 01:24:55,790 --> 01:24:59,860 Congratulations Victor, you're off the team now. 1184 01:25:13,875 --> 01:25:15,275 You're a pair of fucking tools. 1185 01:25:15,277 --> 01:25:16,977 Lads, I'm sorry but this lad has ruined 1186 01:25:16,979 --> 01:25:19,379 your hard work for the year. 1187 01:25:25,386 --> 01:25:26,854 Anyone else walks off to that side 1188 01:25:26,856 --> 01:25:28,655 and they're gone too. 1189 01:25:34,462 --> 01:25:37,464 I'll forfeit the game if I have to. 1190 01:25:38,466 --> 01:25:39,700 I can do that. 1191 01:25:41,936 --> 01:25:43,804 That's enough, I said. 1192 01:25:43,806 --> 01:25:44,872 You hear me? 1193 01:26:00,722 --> 01:26:02,322 Ah for fuck's sake. 1194 01:26:27,515 --> 01:26:30,918 - We all have that one thing we're ashamed of. 1195 01:26:30,920 --> 01:26:33,554 The memory of one moment so embarrassing, 1196 01:26:33,556 --> 01:26:37,724 we don't know if we'll ever be able to forget it. 1197 01:26:37,726 --> 01:26:39,693 A single moment when not only do 1198 01:26:39,695 --> 01:26:41,795 we betray everyone around us 1199 01:26:41,797 --> 01:26:44,031 but we betrayed ourselves too 1200 01:26:44,033 --> 01:26:46,166 in the most terrible way. 1201 01:26:49,604 --> 01:26:52,139 Yes we all have that moment. 1202 01:26:52,141 --> 01:26:54,107 But the pain of remembering the embarrassment begins 1203 01:26:54,109 --> 01:26:58,345 to fade eventually with the help of a good friend. 1204 01:27:01,783 --> 01:27:03,450 I will never forget that game 1205 01:27:03,452 --> 01:27:05,452 for as long as I live. 1206 01:27:05,454 --> 01:27:08,722 Conor was everywhere, everyone noticed him, 1207 01:27:08,724 --> 01:27:11,091 the determination to shut people up, 1208 01:27:11,093 --> 01:27:12,726 to prove them wrong. 1209 01:27:12,728 --> 01:27:14,194 What he was feeling spread throughout 1210 01:27:14,196 --> 01:27:15,963 the team like a fever. 1211 01:27:15,965 --> 01:27:19,099 People talked about it for months after. 1212 01:28:03,845 --> 01:28:04,911 - Conor's playing? 1213 01:28:04,913 --> 01:28:06,680 - Yeah, your Ned found him. 1214 01:28:10,251 --> 01:28:12,653 - Well he's a good kid, Ned. 1215 01:28:18,993 --> 01:28:20,994 Walter, this is Arthur. 1216 01:28:22,096 --> 01:28:24,097 - Hello Arthur, Walter. 1217 01:28:26,367 --> 01:28:28,101 - Arthur's me fella. 1218 01:28:31,339 --> 01:28:33,307 We're a bit of an item. 1219 01:28:54,496 --> 01:28:57,264 - Like I said, I don't think I'll ever be able 1220 01:28:57,266 --> 01:29:01,301 to get over the embarrassment and the shame of what I did. 1221 01:29:01,303 --> 01:29:04,871 But in a way, some good did come out of it. 1222 01:29:07,008 --> 01:29:11,144 That year, everyone in school learned the same lesson. 1223 01:29:11,146 --> 01:29:13,347 Not to speak in a borrowed voice. 1224 01:30:38,766 --> 01:30:41,768 - You know, one single year before, 1225 01:30:41,770 --> 01:30:44,204 I'd have given everything I owned 1226 01:30:44,206 --> 01:30:46,540 for that kick to be missed. 1227 01:30:48,943 --> 01:30:50,510 But people change.