1 00:00:12,721 --> 00:00:14,806 [narrator] Previously on Star Trek: Discovery: 2 00:00:14,890 --> 00:00:17,726 [Book] Michael, I was on my way to the Bajoran exchange 3 00:00:17,809 --> 00:00:20,437 when this guy sitting next to me... I think his black box 4 00:00:20,521 --> 00:00:22,022 is one of the ones you're looking for. 5 00:00:22,564 --> 00:00:25,776 It's on Hunhau, Emerald Chain territory. I won't be long. 6 00:00:25,859 --> 00:00:27,444 This was three weeks ago. 7 00:00:27,527 --> 00:00:30,739 If Book found a third black box and it shows the same variants, 8 00:00:30,822 --> 00:00:34,493 the Burn didn't happen all at once. We have got to get to Hunhau. 9 00:00:34,576 --> 00:00:37,538 -At the moment, we cannot. -Yes, sir. 10 00:00:37,621 --> 00:00:40,749 You're the only one who'd say yes to going on an unsanctioned mission. 11 00:00:40,832 --> 00:00:45,003 -Are you in or out? Georgiou? -You had me at "unsanctioned mission." 12 00:00:45,087 --> 00:00:47,297 The spore drive's new and improved. 13 00:00:47,381 --> 00:00:49,508 I redesigned it so you won't have to use those shunts. 14 00:00:49,591 --> 00:00:51,343 A little gooey. 15 00:00:51,426 --> 00:00:56,056 Commander Burnham left to pursue a mission of her own, 16 00:00:56,139 --> 00:00:57,724 against my direct orders. 17 00:00:57,808 --> 00:01:02,688 Sir, you know Michael is one of the people that I love most in this world, 18 00:01:02,771 --> 00:01:04,856 but she made a choice, and now because of that, 19 00:01:04,940 --> 00:01:06,066 you don't have one. 20 00:01:06,149 --> 00:01:09,695 -You have to tell the admiral. -That is astute, ensign. 21 00:01:10,946 --> 00:01:13,490 Commander Burnham's mission was 100 percent rogue. 22 00:01:13,574 --> 00:01:17,160 Until we solve the mystery of how the Burn happened and why, 23 00:01:17,244 --> 00:01:19,830 I believe the Federation will never be, 24 00:01:19,913 --> 00:01:22,833 can never be brought back together again. 25 00:01:22,916 --> 00:01:25,502 We'll see what your intel brings, commander. 26 00:01:26,128 --> 00:01:27,754 I will leave it up to you, captain, 27 00:01:28,755 --> 00:01:31,925 to determine the consequences of her insubordination. 28 00:01:32,009 --> 00:01:35,637 As of now, you're relieved of your duty as my Number One. 29 00:01:36,430 --> 00:01:41,059 You will restrict yourself to chief science officer duties only. 30 00:01:44,104 --> 00:01:46,106 [dramatic music playing] 31 00:01:47,983 --> 00:01:50,027 [Burnham] Personal log, supplemental. 32 00:01:51,820 --> 00:01:54,406 Even after a year of finding my way alone, 33 00:01:55,449 --> 00:01:58,827 I truly believed I could find a way to fit back into this uniform, 34 00:01:59,995 --> 00:02:01,079 on to this ship. 35 00:02:02,998 --> 00:02:04,458 Now I'm not so sure. 36 00:02:06,335 --> 00:02:08,086 I've become someone new. 37 00:02:10,380 --> 00:02:13,800 Still just as committed to the Federation, to my friends, 38 00:02:15,052 --> 00:02:17,596 but there's a distance between us now. 39 00:02:19,389 --> 00:02:22,059 I'll never be at peace until I solve the Burn, 40 00:02:23,101 --> 00:02:25,437 but I don't know if I can do it from Discovery. 41 00:02:28,357 --> 00:02:30,817 This may not be my home anymore. 42 00:02:32,527 --> 00:02:34,112 I don't know what that means... 43 00:02:35,947 --> 00:02:37,449 or where it will lead me. 44 00:02:47,376 --> 00:02:49,378 [tender music playing] 45 00:02:53,215 --> 00:02:54,716 When are we getting out of here? 46 00:02:56,927 --> 00:02:58,220 You really hate it. 47 00:02:58,303 --> 00:03:00,097 [Book] "Hate" is a strong word. 48 00:03:00,555 --> 00:03:03,683 But I'm also living on the Shuttlebay of a Federation starship, 49 00:03:03,767 --> 00:03:05,894 and no one knows what to make of me. 50 00:03:05,977 --> 00:03:09,022 Let's acknowledge this isn't a long-term situation. 51 00:03:10,649 --> 00:03:12,943 -Where would we go? -Space. 52 00:03:13,026 --> 00:03:15,654 -Mmm. And what about--? -The Burn? 53 00:03:15,737 --> 00:03:16,571 Yeah. 54 00:03:17,072 --> 00:03:19,408 The biggest, most dangerous cosmic puzzle of all time? 55 00:03:20,367 --> 00:03:21,743 Have you always been this way? 56 00:03:26,248 --> 00:03:27,082 My brother... 57 00:03:29,084 --> 00:03:30,377 he called me on it. 58 00:03:32,963 --> 00:03:35,048 How I take responsibility for everything. 59 00:03:36,299 --> 00:03:38,468 Sounds like we'd have gotten on, me and your brother. 60 00:03:38,552 --> 00:03:39,928 -Is that right? -Yeah. 61 00:03:40,721 --> 00:03:43,515 We'd bond over your endearing messianic complex. 62 00:03:43,598 --> 00:03:47,352 Hmm. Says the man who risks his life to save helpless creatures. 63 00:03:47,436 --> 00:03:49,104 -Oh, yeah. -Mm. 64 00:04:05,996 --> 00:04:06,872 Hey. 65 00:04:07,497 --> 00:04:10,208 -Saru, uh... -Demoted me. Yeah. 66 00:04:12,461 --> 00:04:13,712 Hey, um... 67 00:04:15,172 --> 00:04:20,135 you put me in a really horrible position with Saru and with the admiral 68 00:04:20,218 --> 00:04:21,762 when you went off on your own. 69 00:04:22,304 --> 00:04:24,389 Would've been so much worse if I had told you. 70 00:04:24,473 --> 00:04:25,599 My choice. 71 00:04:27,058 --> 00:04:28,059 Not yours. 72 00:04:30,437 --> 00:04:32,189 I'm sorry, Tilly. 73 00:04:33,023 --> 00:04:35,650 This transition has been difficult for all of us. 74 00:04:35,734 --> 00:04:36,860 I had to go. 75 00:04:38,653 --> 00:04:39,738 I had to. 76 00:04:42,699 --> 00:04:43,784 The truth is... 77 00:04:46,244 --> 00:04:48,830 I don't know how I fit in anymore. 78 00:04:54,252 --> 00:04:59,007 One one-millionth of a microsecond. You were right. That was the difference. 79 00:04:59,090 --> 00:05:01,343 The U.S.S. Yelchin, the first black box you found, 80 00:05:01,426 --> 00:05:03,762 when the Burn happened, it lost contact 81 00:05:03,845 --> 00:05:08,099 at precisely 81986 mark 272139. 82 00:05:08,183 --> 00:05:11,019 And now the Gav'Nor, a thousand light-years away, 83 00:05:11,102 --> 00:05:14,231 lost contact one one-millionth of a microsecond later. 84 00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:17,567 -The Giacconi? The recorder Book found? -Computer's still working on it. 85 00:05:17,651 --> 00:05:20,904 With this data, we can triangulate and pinpoint the source of the Burn. 86 00:05:20,987 --> 00:05:23,782 In two dimensions, maybe, but in three-dimensional space, 87 00:05:23,865 --> 00:05:27,494 that leaves an area far too large to explore in several lifetimes. 88 00:05:27,577 --> 00:05:29,037 So, we have to narrow it down. 89 00:05:29,538 --> 00:05:32,999 -Somehow, we need to find more data. -Well, I flagged this... 90 00:05:34,835 --> 00:05:37,879 when I was going through Federation databases, 91 00:05:37,963 --> 00:05:40,006 it's an experiment, SB-19. 92 00:05:40,090 --> 00:05:43,009 They spread sensors across dozens of light-years of subspace. 93 00:05:43,093 --> 00:05:46,555 -They had a front-seat view of the Burn. -SB-19 reported no findings. 94 00:05:46,638 --> 00:05:48,640 Either the sensors didn't record anything... 95 00:05:48,723 --> 00:05:51,101 -Unlikely. -Or they didn't make their results public. 96 00:05:51,184 --> 00:05:55,230 -The admiral might have access to it. -He's not my biggest fan right now. 97 00:05:55,939 --> 00:05:59,693 This is bigger than you, bigger than him. It's bigger than everybody, heh, it's... 98 00:06:00,318 --> 00:06:02,320 [suspenseful music playing] 99 00:06:04,656 --> 00:06:06,283 What if you hadn't made it back? 100 00:06:09,035 --> 00:06:10,036 What would I do? 101 00:06:13,999 --> 00:06:15,709 [computer] Analysis complete. 102 00:06:16,793 --> 00:06:18,461 The Giacconi lost contact 103 00:06:19,254 --> 00:06:21,756 seven one-millionths of a microsecond after the Yelchin. 104 00:06:23,049 --> 00:06:24,134 That confirms it. 105 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:29,598 [Vance] You're telling me these three ships were destroyed by the Burn 106 00:06:29,681 --> 00:06:30,557 at different times? 107 00:06:32,183 --> 00:06:34,436 [Burnham] The difference is in millionths of a microsecond, 108 00:06:34,519 --> 00:06:37,439 but, yes, there is a difference. 109 00:06:39,274 --> 00:06:40,317 Son of a bitch. 110 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:43,528 Are you familiar with an experiment called SB-19? 111 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:45,822 [woman speaking on PA indistinctly] 112 00:06:48,533 --> 00:06:50,410 -We can't access it. -Why? 113 00:06:52,787 --> 00:06:53,747 It's Ni'Var. 114 00:06:55,498 --> 00:06:58,752 You'd know it by its former name, Vulcan. 115 00:07:01,630 --> 00:07:03,923 Vulcans? The Vulcans changed their name? 116 00:07:04,549 --> 00:07:08,219 It's not just the Vulcans who live there. They share the planet with the Romulans. 117 00:07:08,303 --> 00:07:12,223 The Romulans were considered enemies in our time. 118 00:07:12,307 --> 00:07:14,267 And for a long time after, 119 00:07:14,351 --> 00:07:16,853 until Ambassador Spock brought them back. 120 00:07:17,354 --> 00:07:19,356 History forgot this in your time, 121 00:07:19,439 --> 00:07:23,401 but the Vulcans and the Romulans were two tribes of the same species 122 00:07:23,485 --> 00:07:25,070 that went their separate ways. 123 00:07:25,153 --> 00:07:28,949 Your brother started the process of reunifying them. 124 00:07:29,032 --> 00:07:30,367 And he succeeded. 125 00:07:31,034 --> 00:07:33,745 It took centuries after his death, but yes. 126 00:07:36,039 --> 00:07:39,834 But the Vulcans always shared their research with the Federation. 127 00:07:39,918 --> 00:07:41,378 [Vance] Maybe in the past, 128 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:45,006 but Ni'Var left the Federation nearly a hundred years ago. 129 00:07:50,804 --> 00:07:52,806 [theme music playing] 130 00:09:22,187 --> 00:09:24,731 [Burnham] Vulcan was one of the founding members of the Federation. 131 00:09:25,607 --> 00:09:29,861 They would never abandon it. Must have been the Romulans. 132 00:09:29,944 --> 00:09:31,696 No, the Romulans wanted to stay. 133 00:09:32,781 --> 00:09:36,034 Even before the Burn, the Federation was running out of dilithium. 134 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:38,203 All member planets were ordered 135 00:09:38,286 --> 00:09:41,498 to put their best scientists towards finding a solution. 136 00:09:42,373 --> 00:09:46,044 Ni'Var's contribution was SB-19. 137 00:09:47,128 --> 00:09:51,049 A system to transport starships thousands of light-years in an instant, 138 00:09:51,132 --> 00:09:53,093 much like your spore drive. 139 00:09:53,176 --> 00:09:55,845 -What happened? -Well, it was new technology. 140 00:09:56,471 --> 00:10:00,058 Ni'Var's scientists felt, ultimately, that it was too dangerous. 141 00:10:00,141 --> 00:10:03,103 And so they asked permission to shutter the program. 142 00:10:04,854 --> 00:10:07,732 But it was the most promising dilithium alternative of the day, 143 00:10:07,816 --> 00:10:09,818 so the Federation ordered them to proceed. 144 00:10:09,901 --> 00:10:12,529 They think they caused the Burn? 145 00:10:12,612 --> 00:10:13,446 No. 146 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:16,950 They think we forced them to cause the Burn. 147 00:10:17,033 --> 00:10:19,035 [dramatic music playing] 148 00:10:19,119 --> 00:10:23,873 So, they left the Federation and kept the SB-19 data from us. 149 00:10:23,957 --> 00:10:24,833 Sir... 150 00:10:25,875 --> 00:10:29,045 we have proof the Burn had a different origin. 151 00:10:29,129 --> 00:10:32,048 I don't think any claims of proof will make any difference. 152 00:10:32,132 --> 00:10:35,510 -They're convinced they're right. -Well, perhaps, then, 153 00:10:35,593 --> 00:10:40,014 this new information would be sufficient to reopen diplomatic relations. 154 00:10:40,098 --> 00:10:43,476 We have to tell them. There must be a way to get them to listen. 155 00:10:47,647 --> 00:10:48,940 Spock's sister. 156 00:10:49,023 --> 00:10:52,610 Sending Commander Burnham as our representative might tip the scales. 157 00:10:52,694 --> 00:10:55,113 Admiral, I must inform you, 158 00:10:55,196 --> 00:10:58,116 Commander Burnham was reprimanded for her insubordinate actions 159 00:10:58,199 --> 00:11:00,410 and dismissed as my First Officer. 160 00:11:00,493 --> 00:11:01,953 Insubordinate or not, 161 00:11:02,036 --> 00:11:04,747 she's the only person who could open that door, 162 00:11:04,831 --> 00:11:06,249 and with this new information-- 163 00:11:06,332 --> 00:11:11,754 Sir, I don't think I can genuinely represent the Federation right now. 164 00:11:13,173 --> 00:11:14,174 [Vance] Find a way. 165 00:11:14,716 --> 00:11:17,385 I'll bring the diplomatic corps into the loop. 166 00:11:17,468 --> 00:11:20,263 And I'll send a full report to Ni'Var, headline: 167 00:11:20,346 --> 00:11:22,015 "Michael Burnham is coming." 168 00:11:28,563 --> 00:11:30,064 [Burnham] Listen to me, little brother. 169 00:11:31,399 --> 00:11:33,818 This is the last advice I'll ever be able to give you. 170 00:11:34,485 --> 00:11:36,613 There is a whole galaxy out there 171 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:40,533 full of people who will reach for you. 172 00:11:43,536 --> 00:11:44,913 You have to let them. 173 00:11:47,874 --> 00:11:49,042 Reach for them. 174 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:02,096 [exhales] 175 00:12:05,892 --> 00:12:10,063 [computer] Ambassador Spock, circa stardate 45825. 176 00:12:10,146 --> 00:12:13,399 Coordinates redacted, retrieved from classified archive. 177 00:12:13,483 --> 00:12:16,819 The personal files of Admiral Jean-Luc Picard. 178 00:12:19,155 --> 00:12:20,031 [Burnham] Play. 179 00:12:20,114 --> 00:12:23,409 Closed minds have kept these two worlds apart for centuries. 180 00:12:23,493 --> 00:12:27,789 We can choose to live with that enmity or seek a way to change it. 181 00:12:28,414 --> 00:12:31,084 The union of the Vulcan and the Romulan people 182 00:12:31,167 --> 00:12:34,003 will not be achieved by politics or by diplomacy. 183 00:12:35,755 --> 00:12:37,256 But it will be achieved. 184 00:12:37,340 --> 00:12:40,969 Like the first Vulcans, these people are struggling 185 00:12:41,052 --> 00:12:42,512 for a new enlightenment. 186 00:12:43,346 --> 00:12:47,392 And it may take decades or even centuries for them to reach it, 187 00:12:47,475 --> 00:12:48,851 but they will reach it. 188 00:12:50,186 --> 00:12:51,270 And I must help. 189 00:12:54,190 --> 00:12:56,192 [tender music playing] 190 00:13:04,492 --> 00:13:09,122 You know, I never let myself look back to find out who he became. 191 00:13:10,123 --> 00:13:12,583 You guys are chronic overachievers. 192 00:13:19,048 --> 00:13:20,591 How am I gonna do this, Book? 193 00:13:22,635 --> 00:13:27,515 It's possible that a person who has a complex relationship with the future 194 00:13:28,307 --> 00:13:30,893 is the exact right person to do this job. 195 00:13:37,984 --> 00:13:39,819 I am sure you have heard. 196 00:13:40,695 --> 00:13:43,156 I dismissed Commander Burnham as my First Officer. 197 00:13:44,365 --> 00:13:46,325 Must've been very difficult, sir. 198 00:13:51,456 --> 00:13:54,876 I would like you to serve as my acting First Officer 199 00:13:54,959 --> 00:13:57,170 until I find a permanent replacement. 200 00:13:57,253 --> 00:13:59,255 What? Sir, what? 201 00:14:00,256 --> 00:14:01,257 [Tilly chuckles] 202 00:14:01,966 --> 00:14:04,510 I never completed the Command Training Program. 203 00:14:04,594 --> 00:14:09,640 You traveled through a wormhole 930 years into the future. 204 00:14:10,475 --> 00:14:14,979 I am confident in saying your experience now exceeds the parameters 205 00:14:15,063 --> 00:14:17,857 designed for the Command Training Program. 206 00:14:17,940 --> 00:14:19,734 Sir, I'm an ensign. I-- 207 00:14:21,652 --> 00:14:23,446 I'd be responsible for lives. 208 00:14:23,529 --> 00:14:27,450 Part of leadership is the acknowledgment that one is suited to it. 209 00:14:27,533 --> 00:14:31,996 Many members of our crew have struggled with all that has changed. 210 00:14:32,080 --> 00:14:35,208 I have watched you rise to the occasion. 211 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:38,294 I believe you can help them rise as well. 212 00:14:38,378 --> 00:14:43,591 And I believe you will always put the needs of Starfleet and the Federation 213 00:14:43,674 --> 00:14:45,551 ahead of your own wishes. 214 00:14:46,719 --> 00:14:49,472 Sir, are you asking me because I'm qualified 215 00:14:49,555 --> 00:14:52,183 or because I'm compliant? 216 00:14:53,226 --> 00:14:57,730 I'm asking because I believe this is in the best interest of our ship. 217 00:15:02,777 --> 00:15:04,654 Take a day to think about it. 218 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:08,324 Now let us jump to Ni'Var. 219 00:15:14,247 --> 00:15:15,456 Status report, please. 220 00:15:15,998 --> 00:15:18,543 Coordinates locked in. All hands ready to jump to Ni'Var. 221 00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:21,838 -HQ confirms that Ni'Var is expecting us. -[Saru] Very well. 222 00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:25,758 The people of Ni'Var have not been visited 223 00:15:25,842 --> 00:15:28,761 by a Federation starship in nearly a century. 224 00:15:28,845 --> 00:15:30,930 Let us remind them who we are 225 00:15:31,556 --> 00:15:34,475 and how important they are to us. 226 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:36,018 Black alert. 227 00:15:36,102 --> 00:15:37,979 [alarm wailing] 228 00:15:39,021 --> 00:15:41,023 [dramatic music playing] 229 00:16:05,715 --> 00:16:09,635 [Detmer] Sir, we are in Lagrange one for Ni'Var, formerly the planet Vulcan. 230 00:16:11,345 --> 00:16:14,098 -Incoming transmission. -Open the channel. 231 00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:26,694 I am T'Rina, president of Ni'Var. 232 00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:28,446 [Saru] Greetings. 233 00:16:28,529 --> 00:16:31,866 I am Saru of the U.S.S. Discovery. 234 00:16:31,949 --> 00:16:35,953 The Federation sent word you're en route using a unique propulsion system. 235 00:16:36,037 --> 00:16:39,415 I presume that is how you evaded our long-range sensors? 236 00:16:39,499 --> 00:16:41,834 I assure you, we were not attempting to evade. 237 00:16:41,918 --> 00:16:44,045 Discovery is equipped with a system 238 00:16:44,128 --> 00:16:46,923 that allows us to travel across the mycelial network. 239 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:50,927 We've been briefed regarding the special circumstances of Discovery's crew... 240 00:16:51,886 --> 00:16:53,971 and your special passenger. 241 00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:01,145 Greetings, Madam President. 242 00:17:01,229 --> 00:17:04,148 I am Michael Burnham, daughter of Sarek, 243 00:17:04,649 --> 00:17:05,983 sister of Spock. 244 00:17:06,067 --> 00:17:07,652 It is an honor to greet you. 245 00:17:08,611 --> 00:17:12,448 I only wish Ambassador Spock could see the fruits of his labor as you do now. 246 00:17:12,532 --> 00:17:16,494 I do believe he would find it all fascinating. 247 00:17:18,621 --> 00:17:22,416 I would be pleased to speak further, but first, we must dispense 248 00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:26,212 with the Federation's request for data related to SB-19. 249 00:17:28,673 --> 00:17:33,511 We found significant new evidence related to the cause of the Burn. 250 00:17:33,594 --> 00:17:35,763 SB-19 can help us with that. 251 00:17:35,846 --> 00:17:41,018 SB-19 is an issue of great cultural and political sensitivity here. 252 00:17:41,102 --> 00:17:43,729 Our inquiry is entirely scientific in nature. 253 00:17:43,813 --> 00:17:47,358 Even science cannot be separated from cultural and political context. 254 00:17:47,441 --> 00:17:50,361 There are always implications, as Spock himself learned. 255 00:17:50,444 --> 00:17:53,990 Ni'Var struggles with the delicate balance of reunification, 256 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,909 which became more complicated after the Burn. 257 00:17:56,993 --> 00:18:00,705 Any theory Commander Burnham is developing could tear open old wounds, 258 00:18:00,788 --> 00:18:02,582 and we cannot afford that at this time. 259 00:18:03,249 --> 00:18:07,336 -Madam President-- -Permission to access SB-19 is denied. 260 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,839 If you persist in requesting it, 261 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:13,342 I will have to be content with observing your spore drive in action 262 00:18:13,426 --> 00:18:15,511 as you return to Federation headquarters. 263 00:18:19,974 --> 00:18:24,353 Madam President, do the people of Ni'Var still honor any of the old ways, 264 00:18:24,437 --> 00:18:26,564 in matters of scientific inquiry? 265 00:18:28,024 --> 00:18:28,941 They do. 266 00:18:29,025 --> 00:18:31,235 Then as a graduate of the Vulcan Science Academy, 267 00:18:31,319 --> 00:18:34,030 I respectfully invoke the T'Kal-in-ket. 268 00:18:34,572 --> 00:18:36,866 [tense music playing] 269 00:18:41,787 --> 00:18:43,414 I will convene a quorum. 270 00:18:51,339 --> 00:18:52,381 Commander? 271 00:18:53,049 --> 00:18:57,511 Vulcans have engaged in T'Kal-in-ket since the time of Surak. 272 00:18:57,595 --> 00:19:02,016 T'Kal-in-ket is a philosophical process designed to unearth deep truths, 273 00:19:02,099 --> 00:19:05,686 credited as being one of the engines that led to Vulcan scientific advancement. 274 00:19:05,770 --> 00:19:07,104 And once invoked, 275 00:19:07,730 --> 00:19:09,482 the request cannot be denied. 276 00:19:09,565 --> 00:19:11,525 So, you gave her no choice? 277 00:19:11,609 --> 00:19:13,778 [Burnham] It's the only way we'll have that data. 278 00:19:13,861 --> 00:19:15,529 This could help us solve the Burn. 279 00:19:17,531 --> 00:19:18,824 What is the protocol? 280 00:19:18,908 --> 00:19:21,952 I'll have to defend my hypothesis before the Science Institute. 281 00:19:22,036 --> 00:19:24,413 I assume you are prepared. 282 00:19:25,039 --> 00:19:26,999 Of course, sir. 283 00:19:35,424 --> 00:19:36,759 Welcome to Discovery. 284 00:19:43,724 --> 00:19:47,478 A special chamber has been prepared for the T'Kal-in-ket. 285 00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:51,649 Madam President, 286 00:19:52,233 --> 00:19:55,486 uh, will you permit me to give you a tour of our vessel? 287 00:19:55,569 --> 00:19:57,655 You can forego the niceties, captain. 288 00:19:58,364 --> 00:20:01,409 Your commander has already diplomatically forced me into a corner. 289 00:20:02,493 --> 00:20:05,913 -Your shalankhkai will arrive momentarily. -My shalankhkai? 290 00:20:06,414 --> 00:20:08,332 An ancient Romulan designation. 291 00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:10,501 Vulcans know it as sha-set. 292 00:20:11,085 --> 00:20:12,378 Ah, my advocate. 293 00:20:12,461 --> 00:20:15,923 What's new since your time is that only sisters from the Qowat Milat order 294 00:20:16,006 --> 00:20:18,092 can serve as advocates. 295 00:20:18,175 --> 00:20:20,970 Forgive me, I'm not familiar with the Qowat Milat. 296 00:20:21,053 --> 00:20:24,098 [T'Rina] The Qowat Milat are an ancient Romulan sect 297 00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:27,226 that live and die by the precept of absolute candor. 298 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:31,230 A necessary outgrowth of a Romulan culture that trafficked in secrets. 299 00:20:31,313 --> 00:20:34,400 They were essential in helping our ancestors trust one another 300 00:20:34,483 --> 00:20:36,277 during the early days of reunification. 301 00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:39,989 Today, they enable us to have a healthy discourse on the planet. 302 00:20:40,531 --> 00:20:42,533 It's an ancient story, isn't it? 303 00:20:42,616 --> 00:20:46,245 My people's fates are so intertwined and they are so similar in profound ways, 304 00:20:46,328 --> 00:20:48,038 yet they do not trust each other. 305 00:20:50,833 --> 00:20:54,670 I apologize for forcing your hand. I meant no disrespect. 306 00:20:54,754 --> 00:20:55,671 You are brave. 307 00:20:57,381 --> 00:20:59,633 And, technically, a citizen of Ni'Var. 308 00:20:59,717 --> 00:21:01,427 You are within your rights, 309 00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:05,181 but I'm sure you are aware that a classic tactic during T'Kal-in-ket 310 00:21:05,264 --> 00:21:08,893 is to ruthlessly assail the credibility of the challenger. 311 00:21:08,976 --> 00:21:09,894 I am aware. 312 00:21:09,977 --> 00:21:11,687 If you are not proved to be credible, 313 00:21:11,771 --> 00:21:14,940 it will be known that Spock's sister returned to us a dissembler. 314 00:21:15,024 --> 00:21:17,943 That will have real and grave consequences. Do you understand? 315 00:21:18,486 --> 00:21:19,320 Yes, ma'am. 316 00:21:19,945 --> 00:21:23,908 One Qowat Milat sister has taken a particular interest in your case. 317 00:21:23,991 --> 00:21:26,702 I suspect you may have a particular interest in her as well. 318 00:21:26,786 --> 00:21:29,330 She'll be transporting in momentarily. 319 00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:35,002 Be honest, 320 00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:38,172 especially to yourself. 321 00:21:44,345 --> 00:21:46,347 [dramatic music playing] 322 00:22:04,865 --> 00:22:05,699 Mom? 323 00:22:07,159 --> 00:22:07,993 Michael! 324 00:22:11,872 --> 00:22:13,916 Oh, I hoped, but I never... 325 00:22:26,637 --> 00:22:30,057 [T'Rina] I was informed your jump to the future is not widely known, 326 00:22:30,140 --> 00:22:31,684 even within Starfleet. 327 00:22:32,851 --> 00:22:35,563 The admiral was concerned that it could be polarizing, 328 00:22:35,646 --> 00:22:36,981 given the Temporal Accords. 329 00:22:37,565 --> 00:22:42,903 Yet there was no other way to explain to you the presence of Spock's sister. 330 00:22:42,987 --> 00:22:46,115 I confess, I am astonished at the risk taken by your crew. 331 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:49,493 -Duty called. -I am grateful for your courage. 332 00:22:50,786 --> 00:22:52,413 What do you make of this future? 333 00:22:53,330 --> 00:22:56,750 [Saru] Well, I am troubled 334 00:22:57,626 --> 00:22:59,962 that the Federation is so reduced. 335 00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:06,635 But I am heartened that those who remain are committed to its core values. 336 00:23:07,678 --> 00:23:09,597 You sound quite certain of that. 337 00:23:09,680 --> 00:23:14,018 I have seen their commitment to member and non-member worlds alike. 338 00:23:15,811 --> 00:23:17,938 [woman on PA] All personnel, Cargo Bay 3... 339 00:23:18,022 --> 00:23:19,940 Forgive me if I'm overstepping, 340 00:23:20,482 --> 00:23:25,279 but I know the Federation feels the loss of Ni'Var keenly. 341 00:23:25,362 --> 00:23:27,114 I do hope that our visit 342 00:23:27,615 --> 00:23:30,409 and Commander Burnham's discussions with the quorum 343 00:23:30,492 --> 00:23:34,204 will open new channels of diplomacy. 344 00:23:36,165 --> 00:23:38,834 That would require far more than one visit, captain. 345 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:43,464 There had been numerous issues. SB-19 was merely the final blow. 346 00:23:45,257 --> 00:23:47,968 I would like to hear about them, if I may. 347 00:23:48,927 --> 00:23:51,221 [tender music playing] 348 00:23:51,972 --> 00:23:55,684 -Did you ever make it to Terralysium? -No, landed right back on Essof IV. 349 00:23:55,768 --> 00:23:57,436 [chuckles] Wasn't pretty. 350 00:23:59,313 --> 00:24:02,024 Colonists brought me to the Qowat Milat, who healed me. 351 00:24:03,525 --> 00:24:06,528 -You could use a bit of that yourself. -What makes you say that? 352 00:24:07,988 --> 00:24:09,031 Well, you seem... 353 00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:11,575 between places. 354 00:24:13,369 --> 00:24:16,121 This must be some of that absolute candor I've heard about. 355 00:24:17,206 --> 00:24:20,834 Actually, "between places" was my gentle way of saying "lost." 356 00:24:21,377 --> 00:24:25,005 -Thought I'd ease you in. -I'm not lost. 357 00:24:25,089 --> 00:24:27,257 Of course, I'm happy to be back, um, but... 358 00:24:30,386 --> 00:24:33,722 But you learned to live 359 00:24:33,806 --> 00:24:36,100 and maybe even like a different kind of life? 360 00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:39,311 Yeah. 361 00:24:40,979 --> 00:24:43,691 [Gabrielle] When I landed here, the sisters helped me learn 362 00:24:43,774 --> 00:24:46,318 how to just be where I am. 363 00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:49,363 However unsettling it may be. 364 00:24:51,490 --> 00:24:53,283 [man on PA] Lieutenant Doss, please report to the bridge. 365 00:24:53,367 --> 00:24:55,077 I don't think I fit in here anymore. 366 00:24:55,786 --> 00:24:58,539 Hmph. And it also sounds like that terrifies you. 367 00:24:59,873 --> 00:25:02,835 -Not as much as the T'Kal-in-ket. -Mm. 368 00:25:04,169 --> 00:25:05,504 You bit off a lot this time. 369 00:25:06,046 --> 00:25:07,631 I'm right. 370 00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:09,758 I know I'm right about this. 371 00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,176 The Burn. 372 00:25:12,136 --> 00:25:16,265 With your help, we can convince them to give us the SB-19 data. 373 00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:19,810 You won't convince them. 374 00:25:19,893 --> 00:25:23,647 The sisters of the Qowat Milat bind themselves to lost causes, 375 00:25:24,356 --> 00:25:27,526 and right now, there's no cause more lost than yours. 376 00:25:27,609 --> 00:25:28,902 No. No, no, no. 377 00:25:28,986 --> 00:25:33,115 The whole point of the T'Kal-in-ket is to hear facts and to use logic. 378 00:25:33,198 --> 00:25:36,452 -They'll see. -[scoffs] What they need to see. 379 00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:38,912 Just like the rest of us. 380 00:25:39,621 --> 00:25:43,667 N'Raj is a Romulan elder who longs for greater self-governance. 381 00:25:43,751 --> 00:25:47,045 V'Kir is the young leader of a sect of Vulcan purists. 382 00:25:47,129 --> 00:25:50,799 Shira speaks for the Romulo-Vulcans who are trying to forge a new path here. 383 00:25:50,883 --> 00:25:55,012 They all have their own truths, facts and logic that are vying for air. 384 00:25:55,095 --> 00:25:57,389 Okay, then we appeal to V'Kir. 385 00:25:57,473 --> 00:26:00,976 A Vulcan purist must at least respond to logic. 386 00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:05,939 I'm here for you. I am your advocate. 387 00:26:06,607 --> 00:26:10,319 But I would be betraying my sacred duty if I didn't tell you the truth. 388 00:26:10,402 --> 00:26:13,197 You're walking in there with a lot of blind spots. 389 00:26:14,239 --> 00:26:16,867 The scarcity of dilithium was caused in part 390 00:26:16,950 --> 00:26:19,578 by the sheer size of the Federation. 391 00:26:20,412 --> 00:26:22,956 To solve that problem, it stretched member worlds 392 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:25,209 beyond capacity and comfort. 393 00:26:25,959 --> 00:26:27,628 In its desire to serve the many, 394 00:26:27,711 --> 00:26:30,798 the Federation ignored the needs of the few. 395 00:26:31,465 --> 00:26:33,717 Did your ancestors not coin the phrase: 396 00:26:33,801 --> 00:26:36,512 "The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few"? 397 00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:39,890 When the people of Vulcan welcomed the Romulans home, 398 00:26:39,973 --> 00:26:44,561 we were forced to confront centuries of mistrust and brutality on both sides. 399 00:26:44,645 --> 00:26:46,688 Over time and with much effort, 400 00:26:46,772 --> 00:26:51,109 we earned the wisdom to know when to let go of maxims and proverbs. 401 00:26:52,152 --> 00:26:56,657 Of course, but perhaps the Federation has acquired 402 00:26:57,199 --> 00:26:59,368 a newfound wisdom of its own. 403 00:27:01,745 --> 00:27:03,539 It has been my experience 404 00:27:04,039 --> 00:27:09,253 that we learn our greatest lessons when we pay a heavy price. 405 00:27:10,087 --> 00:27:14,800 You must admit, the Federation has paid most dearly. 406 00:27:19,763 --> 00:27:21,181 The T'Kal-in ket is this way. 407 00:27:24,601 --> 00:27:26,603 [gong ringing] 408 00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:40,242 [suspenseful music playing] 409 00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:57,634 Thank you, quorum members and peers, N'Raj, Shira and V'Kir. 410 00:27:57,718 --> 00:28:00,304 Thank you, Qowat Milat Sister Gabrielle. 411 00:28:00,387 --> 00:28:04,099 Our purpose here is the excavation of truth, 412 00:28:05,225 --> 00:28:08,854 tested by the scientific rigors of logic and fact. 413 00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:12,983 So, let us begin with the facts. 414 00:28:13,066 --> 00:28:16,278 We've already received and reviewed the data around your presentation 415 00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:17,613 and found it lacking. 416 00:28:18,196 --> 00:28:20,908 I move to dismiss and end this quorum. 417 00:28:21,700 --> 00:28:24,369 But, Peer V'Kir, you have not fully heard me out. 418 00:28:24,453 --> 00:28:26,079 In deference to Ambassador Spock, 419 00:28:26,163 --> 00:28:28,290 I prefer not to speak in such terms to you. 420 00:28:28,832 --> 00:28:31,501 But I will point out the puerility in your findings. 421 00:28:31,585 --> 00:28:34,171 Ni'Var Science Institute has never disputed 422 00:28:34,254 --> 00:28:36,256 that there's a source of the Burn. 423 00:28:36,340 --> 00:28:38,050 If that is your new theory, 424 00:28:38,133 --> 00:28:40,302 there is no need to waste our time. 425 00:28:40,385 --> 00:28:42,596 But you think that the Burn started here. 426 00:28:42,679 --> 00:28:45,390 I have evidence that shows that cannot be true. 427 00:28:45,474 --> 00:28:47,976 How long has the Federation had evidence of this? 428 00:28:48,060 --> 00:28:50,437 A great deal of suffering may have been avoided. 429 00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:53,023 I uncovered this last bit of evidence only days ago. 430 00:28:53,106 --> 00:28:56,151 [V'Kir] Her findings are based on fractions of microseconds 431 00:28:56,235 --> 00:28:59,529 on the Burn-destruction time stamps of three starships. 432 00:28:59,613 --> 00:29:03,408 Across thousands of light-years, those numbers could've been skewed. 433 00:29:03,492 --> 00:29:05,869 We have accounted for subatomic lensing. 434 00:29:05,953 --> 00:29:08,247 Her miniscule sample size is inconsequential 435 00:29:08,330 --> 00:29:11,416 compared to what the Ni'Var Science Institute has already collected. 436 00:29:11,500 --> 00:29:14,544 -Then why won't you share that data? -[Shira] The data is sensitive in nature. 437 00:29:14,628 --> 00:29:17,506 We cannot risk it falling into the wrong hands. 438 00:29:17,589 --> 00:29:20,133 We cannot risk how the Federation may use it. 439 00:29:20,217 --> 00:29:22,302 Carrying the weight of responsibility for the Burn 440 00:29:22,386 --> 00:29:25,055 has created great hardship for our planet. 441 00:29:25,555 --> 00:29:27,266 -If they can prove-- -Peer N'Raj, 442 00:29:27,349 --> 00:29:29,977 given the unrest in your own province, 443 00:29:30,060 --> 00:29:34,564 how can you dispute that knowledge in the wrong hands is a dangerous thing? 444 00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:38,610 And, Peer Shira, how many additional resources 445 00:29:38,694 --> 00:29:39,778 have the Vulcans spent 446 00:29:39,861 --> 00:29:43,156 quashing insurgencies in the Romulo-Vulcan regions? 447 00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:46,410 We cannot allow further unrest. 448 00:29:47,077 --> 00:29:49,705 Peer V'Kir, my brother would have found it illogical 449 00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:52,332 to sacrifice knowledge to avoid risk. 450 00:29:52,416 --> 00:29:54,751 She invokes her own brother in an effort 451 00:29:54,835 --> 00:29:57,504 to win us to her cause through emotional appeal. 452 00:29:57,587 --> 00:29:59,965 This is a forum for logic, Commander Burnham. 453 00:30:00,048 --> 00:30:03,719 If there is even a chance we aren't responsible for the Burn, 454 00:30:04,845 --> 00:30:08,682 we must join the investigation and share our evidence. 455 00:30:08,765 --> 00:30:13,770 I would be willing to consider that, but I'm not convinced of your motives. 456 00:30:13,854 --> 00:30:16,898 I want the truth. Nothing more. 457 00:30:17,733 --> 00:30:18,567 For whom? 458 00:30:19,526 --> 00:30:22,279 For the Federation or yourself? 459 00:30:23,697 --> 00:30:25,032 For all of us. 460 00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:28,035 This is immaterial and beyond the scope of this debate. 461 00:30:28,118 --> 00:30:32,539 I am the chair of this quorum, and I move to dismiss. 462 00:30:32,622 --> 00:30:35,125 Peer V'Kir has made a motion to dismiss. 463 00:30:35,667 --> 00:30:37,711 -Is there consensus? -There is not. 464 00:30:37,794 --> 00:30:39,421 I'll abstain at this time. 465 00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:43,842 Three quorum members, three opinions, no consensus. 466 00:30:43,925 --> 00:30:47,471 Let us take a moment to adjourn to be in our thoughts. 467 00:30:50,974 --> 00:30:53,185 None of these canisters should be empty. 468 00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:56,521 -Take them to the storage bay. Please. -[man] Aye, commander. 469 00:30:56,605 --> 00:30:57,939 What's that look? 470 00:30:58,023 --> 00:30:59,483 I need to talk to you. 471 00:31:04,988 --> 00:31:08,200 Saru asked me to be his acting First Officer. 472 00:31:14,664 --> 00:31:18,877 So, that would make you my superior officer? 473 00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:19,795 Yeah. 474 00:31:21,546 --> 00:31:23,840 Position only, not in rank. 475 00:31:23,924 --> 00:31:27,761 Most of this crew has more experience than me, so... 476 00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:32,849 I guess I'm just, like, wondering, like, um, what you would think about... 477 00:31:35,685 --> 00:31:36,978 me taking it. 478 00:31:38,939 --> 00:31:42,692 Honestly, the notion of taking orders from you 479 00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:45,362 is deeply, deeply weird. 480 00:31:45,445 --> 00:31:47,948 Almost, uh, disturbing. 481 00:31:49,616 --> 00:31:52,035 What's your ETA on recalibrating for the jump back? 482 00:31:52,119 --> 00:31:54,204 Tell Detmer to relax. I'll be ready. 483 00:31:54,287 --> 00:31:57,332 -I need to-- -Yeah. I know. Thank you. Sorry. Thanks. 484 00:31:57,416 --> 00:31:59,418 [chamber opens] 485 00:31:59,501 --> 00:32:01,920 [Burnham] V'Kir made up his mind before he set foot here. 486 00:32:02,003 --> 00:32:04,214 He believes he's protecting his homeworld. 487 00:32:04,297 --> 00:32:07,551 Engaging with you means moving closer to the Federation. 488 00:32:07,634 --> 00:32:09,928 He's weighing that as well. They all are. 489 00:32:10,011 --> 00:32:12,347 He claims to be a follower of Spock. 490 00:32:13,056 --> 00:32:17,018 -That means seeking the truth. -He opened himself up and spoke the truth. 491 00:32:17,102 --> 00:32:19,062 As did I. I'm being truthful. 492 00:32:19,146 --> 00:32:22,441 Not as truthful as you were with me about whether or not you fit here. 493 00:32:22,983 --> 00:32:25,277 -That's personal. -It's relevant. 494 00:32:25,861 --> 00:32:27,988 I thought you were advocating for me. 495 00:32:28,071 --> 00:32:29,448 What do you think I am doing? 496 00:32:29,531 --> 00:32:31,450 But this is a lost cause? Right? 497 00:32:31,533 --> 00:32:33,994 They are not the only audience in the room. 498 00:32:34,536 --> 00:32:36,705 You are Qowat Milat 499 00:32:38,123 --> 00:32:39,666 and you are my mother. 500 00:32:42,002 --> 00:32:45,964 Tell them that you know me. Tell them I can be trusted. 501 00:32:46,631 --> 00:32:47,466 I'm sorry. 502 00:32:48,133 --> 00:32:52,679 Based on what you're not telling them, you cannot be trusted. 503 00:32:55,140 --> 00:32:57,142 [suspenseful music playing] 504 00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:01,688 [gong ringing] 505 00:33:01,771 --> 00:33:04,524 [woman]TheT'Kal-in-ket resumes. 506 00:33:14,326 --> 00:33:15,160 I... 507 00:33:21,208 --> 00:33:24,252 I have presented data that I believe shows that the Burn 508 00:33:25,378 --> 00:33:27,297 was not caused by SB-19. 509 00:33:30,842 --> 00:33:32,886 However, it is true that... 510 00:33:35,305 --> 00:33:36,765 I cannot be sure. 511 00:33:42,562 --> 00:33:44,564 With humility, I ask for your help. 512 00:33:46,233 --> 00:33:49,611 And we are telling you that the SB-19 data 513 00:33:49,694 --> 00:33:52,572 definitively concludes that the Burn started here. 514 00:33:54,074 --> 00:33:55,408 Why don't you believe us? 515 00:33:55,492 --> 00:33:59,538 Commander Burnham, are you speaking on behalf of the Federation? 516 00:33:59,621 --> 00:34:01,706 Yes, I am. 517 00:34:01,790 --> 00:34:05,377 [Shira] Then everything you say must be weighted with that fact. 518 00:34:05,460 --> 00:34:09,047 Ni'Var did not take the decision to leave the Federation lightly. 519 00:34:09,130 --> 00:34:13,343 You are asking us to trust that they will not use our data unwisely, 520 00:34:13,426 --> 00:34:16,721 that they will not resume the original experiment. 521 00:34:16,805 --> 00:34:18,682 [audience murmuring] 522 00:34:18,765 --> 00:34:20,308 That is a big ask. 523 00:34:20,392 --> 00:34:21,393 I know. 524 00:34:24,062 --> 00:34:25,772 But the Federation can be trusted. 525 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:31,570 She's asking this quorum to take what she says on faith. 526 00:34:32,654 --> 00:34:35,490 She demands trust, while her own actions are cynical. 527 00:34:38,451 --> 00:34:41,496 I only seek to share information that can better both of our futures. 528 00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:43,373 And we should believe you? 529 00:34:44,416 --> 00:34:45,250 Yes. 530 00:34:45,333 --> 00:34:47,127 [Gabrielle] Because you are honest when you say 531 00:34:47,210 --> 00:34:50,297 the Federation has Ni'Var's best intentions at heart? 532 00:34:50,380 --> 00:34:51,339 Yes. 533 00:34:51,423 --> 00:34:55,468 But your own story is completely incongruous to those assertions. 534 00:34:55,552 --> 00:34:56,428 What? 535 00:34:56,511 --> 00:35:00,974 Didn't you mutiny against your friend and mentor, Captain Philippa Georgiou, 536 00:35:01,057 --> 00:35:02,767 at the Battle of the Binary Stars 537 00:35:02,851 --> 00:35:05,228 so you could deal with the Klingons as you saw fit? 538 00:35:05,312 --> 00:35:08,648 -Yes, but they-- -Didn't she ultimately die in that battle? 539 00:35:11,526 --> 00:35:12,360 Yes. 540 00:35:12,444 --> 00:35:14,487 [Gabrielle] Less than 48 hours ago, 541 00:35:14,571 --> 00:35:17,741 you were relieved of your duty as First Officer again 542 00:35:17,824 --> 00:35:21,703 for disobeying yet another direct command from yet another captain. 543 00:35:22,329 --> 00:35:26,124 This is who the Federation sends us after nearly a century. 544 00:35:26,207 --> 00:35:29,669 And just moments ago, she shared her misgivings with me 545 00:35:29,753 --> 00:35:32,005 about whether or not she even belongs here. 546 00:35:32,088 --> 00:35:34,174 -Isn't that true? -It's not that simple. 547 00:35:34,257 --> 00:35:35,425 It is. 548 00:35:36,009 --> 00:35:37,218 So, I will ask again. 549 00:35:37,302 --> 00:35:39,054 Why does this quorum, 550 00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:44,893 why does anyone have any reason to trust you or the Federation? 551 00:35:53,276 --> 00:35:57,656 Distinguished Peers, let me speak truth to you because she is unable to. 552 00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:00,617 She did not have the childhood I would've wished for her. 553 00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:02,327 I orphaned her. 554 00:36:03,703 --> 00:36:06,748 She may have grown up here, but she was never Vulcan. 555 00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:09,709 She is human, through and through. 556 00:36:09,793 --> 00:36:13,254 And being human, she is governed by emotion 557 00:36:13,338 --> 00:36:16,675 and a desire to insinuate herself into certain matters of import 558 00:36:16,758 --> 00:36:18,593 to fill an emotional void. 559 00:36:18,677 --> 00:36:21,888 I maintain that that void has made her vulnerable to manipulation 560 00:36:21,971 --> 00:36:23,264 by the Federation. 561 00:36:23,348 --> 00:36:25,308 I am not being manipulated. 562 00:36:25,392 --> 00:36:28,895 Then you admit to letting them exploit the fact that you're Spock's sister? 563 00:36:28,978 --> 00:36:31,398 I would never disrespect my brother. You know that. 564 00:36:31,481 --> 00:36:34,943 Your methods and motives are clouded. Even to yourself. 565 00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:37,862 You demanded this quorum without resolving to be honest. 566 00:36:37,946 --> 00:36:43,326 You thought I would not fulfill my duty to truth because I am your mother. 567 00:36:45,078 --> 00:36:46,246 But you're mistaken. 568 00:36:46,996 --> 00:36:49,290 [tense music playing] 569 00:36:49,374 --> 00:36:52,043 Fine. There are things I didn't willingly share. 570 00:36:52,127 --> 00:36:55,630 But as my Qowat Milat advocate, I demand that you confirm the truth. 571 00:36:55,714 --> 00:36:58,967 Didn't the Federation give me a mission and a purpose? 572 00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:00,468 -Yes. -Didn't the Federation 573 00:37:00,552 --> 00:37:02,804 give me a place and a family? 574 00:37:02,887 --> 00:37:05,682 -Yes. -Didn't my crew and I risk our lives? 575 00:37:05,765 --> 00:37:09,310 And work together in the past to save all sentient life in the universe? 576 00:37:09,894 --> 00:37:10,937 [Gabrielle] That is true. 577 00:37:11,020 --> 00:37:14,774 And isn't it true that the only reason we are all sitting here today 578 00:37:14,858 --> 00:37:17,610 is because the Federation gave the U.S.S. Discovery 579 00:37:17,694 --> 00:37:20,488 the resources and the mandate to solve the biggest, 580 00:37:20,572 --> 00:37:23,074 most troublesome problems in the galaxy? 581 00:37:23,158 --> 00:37:24,200 Yes. 582 00:37:25,118 --> 00:37:28,913 Didn't you see all of us, imperfect and flawed as we all are, 583 00:37:28,997 --> 00:37:33,334 -still live up to its best ideals? -Yes, I did. 584 00:37:33,418 --> 00:37:36,254 So, I may question and I may fear 585 00:37:36,796 --> 00:37:39,048 because the problems often seem insurmountable. 586 00:37:39,132 --> 00:37:42,177 -But haven't we always risen to meet them? -Yes. 587 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:45,555 Why don't you believe me when I say it is the greater good I am fighting for, 588 00:37:45,638 --> 00:37:48,099 that I have always been fighting for? 589 00:37:48,183 --> 00:37:51,144 Then why are you struggling with whether or not you belong here? 590 00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:02,989 I don't know. 591 00:38:06,034 --> 00:38:08,411 Maybe because the stakes are so much higher now. 592 00:38:12,207 --> 00:38:13,541 Everything is different. 593 00:38:15,835 --> 00:38:17,420 And every day, there's this fear, 594 00:38:19,047 --> 00:38:21,633 this fear that I'm doing it wrong. 595 00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:28,223 Like I'll destroy the people I love. 596 00:38:30,683 --> 00:38:32,894 What if I lose everything and everyone? 597 00:38:34,354 --> 00:38:36,523 After all we've sacrificed. 598 00:38:39,025 --> 00:38:39,859 I know. 599 00:38:44,072 --> 00:38:46,241 Now she speaks truthfully. 600 00:38:51,037 --> 00:38:52,747 I thank you for your candor, 601 00:38:53,665 --> 00:38:54,499 daughter. 602 00:38:55,792 --> 00:38:59,921 I appreciate your sentiments, but candor will not prevent another Burn. 603 00:39:00,588 --> 00:39:04,342 Our society only wants stability and peace. 604 00:39:04,425 --> 00:39:06,636 Peer V'Kir, we are to determine 605 00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:10,849 if we're going to share the SB-19 data based on scientific evidence. 606 00:39:10,932 --> 00:39:14,143 We are not here to decide what our society wants. 607 00:39:14,227 --> 00:39:16,145 Vulcans will choose whatever serves them best 608 00:39:16,229 --> 00:39:17,814 and insist it is only logical. 609 00:39:17,897 --> 00:39:20,650 If the Vulcans won't share their data, then the Romulans will. 610 00:39:20,733 --> 00:39:22,402 [audience murmuring] 611 00:39:23,319 --> 00:39:24,654 [Shira] My brothers! 612 00:39:24,737 --> 00:39:26,447 Peer N'Raj, this is not the way. 613 00:39:26,531 --> 00:39:28,950 What way do you know? You sit in the middle, 614 00:39:29,033 --> 00:39:31,160 -trying to be everything and nothing. -Friends! 615 00:39:34,247 --> 00:39:36,666 This is not what my brother would have wanted. 616 00:39:37,792 --> 00:39:40,044 He revealed the connection between your cultures. 617 00:39:40,128 --> 00:39:42,005 I implore you, don't lose that. 618 00:39:42,088 --> 00:39:44,340 Clearly more tenuous than we'd realized. 619 00:39:45,466 --> 00:39:48,261 -Perhaps it is already lost. -[Burnham] No. 620 00:39:49,554 --> 00:39:50,763 No, it is not. 621 00:39:52,015 --> 00:39:55,018 Spock believed you could create something bigger than yourselves. 622 00:39:55,101 --> 00:39:56,769 That's what this quorum is. 623 00:39:57,562 --> 00:39:59,105 That's what Ni'Var is. 624 00:40:02,984 --> 00:40:04,319 That's what the Federation is. 625 00:40:06,946 --> 00:40:08,865 [T'Rina] You represent the Federation, 626 00:40:10,158 --> 00:40:13,494 yet you invoke Ambassador Spock, who left it behind. 627 00:40:14,370 --> 00:40:19,250 Doesn't mean he didn't love it. Doesn't mean he wouldn't have returned. 628 00:40:20,877 --> 00:40:24,589 How and if he understood love is something we can never know. 629 00:40:26,132 --> 00:40:27,383 I think I might know. 630 00:40:34,766 --> 00:40:37,101 The Burn nearly destroyed the Federation. 631 00:40:39,312 --> 00:40:43,608 I will not add the peace of Ni'Var to its list of casualties. 632 00:40:49,948 --> 00:40:51,824 I withdraw my request. 633 00:40:52,825 --> 00:40:54,035 [rings] 634 00:40:56,621 --> 00:40:57,830 What about the data? 635 00:40:59,707 --> 00:41:00,667 I'll keep searching. 636 00:41:01,209 --> 00:41:03,878 I'll send whatever I find to the Ni'Var Science Institute. 637 00:41:03,962 --> 00:41:07,882 You can do with it what you want. I ask you for nothing. 638 00:41:11,010 --> 00:41:15,807 But I am giving you my trust, as a member of Starfleet. 639 00:41:22,063 --> 00:41:24,065 [dramatic music playing] 640 00:41:49,257 --> 00:41:50,925 [door chimes] 641 00:41:51,009 --> 00:41:51,884 [sighs] 642 00:41:52,593 --> 00:41:53,428 Come in. 643 00:42:00,727 --> 00:42:02,645 I got where you were going back there. 644 00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:07,066 You could've picked a better time to do some parenting. 645 00:42:07,150 --> 00:42:09,110 Is this what you were like as a 12-year-old? 646 00:42:16,075 --> 00:42:19,454 You know, the first thing you told me after all this time... 647 00:42:22,165 --> 00:42:25,376 was that you didn't know how you fit in with your family anymore. 648 00:42:27,670 --> 00:42:31,591 Michael, you don't need to choose between the person you used to be 649 00:42:31,674 --> 00:42:33,301 and the person you are now. 650 00:42:34,302 --> 00:42:35,261 You shouldn't. 651 00:42:36,220 --> 00:42:38,347 Duty and joy go hand in hand. 652 00:42:38,431 --> 00:42:41,934 Duty is there so you can continue to pursue your happiness, 653 00:42:42,018 --> 00:42:43,352 and joy is there 654 00:42:44,270 --> 00:42:46,689 so that you have something real to fight for. 655 00:42:47,607 --> 00:42:49,609 [tender music playing] 656 00:42:54,489 --> 00:42:55,490 So, what now? 657 00:42:56,240 --> 00:42:58,701 I told you there was another audience. 658 00:42:59,911 --> 00:43:03,498 When President T'Rina saw you, when you let her see you, 659 00:43:06,334 --> 00:43:09,545 she decided that trusting you was worth the risk. 660 00:43:18,304 --> 00:43:22,308 And she also said she wondered how much of the man Spock became 661 00:43:23,184 --> 00:43:25,686 was the result of who his sister was. 662 00:43:45,123 --> 00:43:47,333 You're staying on Ni'Var, aren't you? 663 00:43:48,459 --> 00:43:50,044 I can't be bound to you. 664 00:43:51,671 --> 00:43:53,339 You're not a lost cause. 665 00:43:55,758 --> 00:43:58,511 But I finally get a chance to say something to you 666 00:43:59,011 --> 00:44:01,931 that I've wanted to say for a very long time. 667 00:44:04,851 --> 00:44:07,311 You always know where to find me. 668 00:44:18,156 --> 00:44:19,282 You wanted to see me? 669 00:44:25,163 --> 00:44:27,290 -You told them? -Of course I told them. 670 00:44:27,790 --> 00:44:30,877 I-- I haven't given an answer yet. 671 00:44:30,960 --> 00:44:32,044 Say yes. 672 00:44:32,628 --> 00:44:34,547 -But I-- -Say yes. 673 00:44:35,214 --> 00:44:37,466 -Say yes. -Say yes. 674 00:44:38,050 --> 00:44:40,178 -Say yes. -Just say it! 675 00:44:42,763 --> 00:44:43,598 Really? 676 00:44:49,020 --> 00:44:51,564 -Why? -Because... 677 00:44:51,647 --> 00:44:56,277 we know you, and knowing you, we'd all follow you anywhere. 678 00:44:56,819 --> 00:44:58,696 Saru made the right choice. 679 00:44:59,614 --> 00:45:02,491 Well, I'm gonna need all of your help. 680 00:45:02,575 --> 00:45:08,331 Of course. But first, we'd like to present a list of grievances and requests. 681 00:45:08,414 --> 00:45:09,707 -[woman] Yes. -[Rhys] I need 682 00:45:09,790 --> 00:45:12,376 two weeks' leave on Earth. A place called Hawaii. 683 00:45:13,294 --> 00:45:15,713 Yeah, the head in my 'fresher's leaking, so... 684 00:45:15,796 --> 00:45:17,924 I'd like quarters with a window. 685 00:45:18,007 --> 00:45:21,928 I'd like you to assign someone to help me analyze all this SB-19 data. 686 00:45:22,011 --> 00:45:23,804 -No. You got it? -[Burnham chuckles] 687 00:45:23,888 --> 00:45:25,932 [Tilly] Oh! That's amazing! 688 00:45:29,602 --> 00:45:31,228 I really wanted to tell you... 689 00:45:31,312 --> 00:45:33,105 Oh, did I miss the cool "say yes" part? 690 00:45:34,815 --> 00:45:36,192 I'm sorry I'm late. 691 00:45:37,401 --> 00:45:40,446 -I just wanted your blessing. -No, you don't need that. 692 00:45:42,156 --> 00:45:43,741 How can I make it easier? 693 00:45:44,492 --> 00:45:45,534 You lead me. 694 00:45:48,621 --> 00:45:50,373 Wait, you mean, you're not leaving? 695 00:45:54,919 --> 00:45:56,462 I'm here for the duration. 696 00:45:59,090 --> 00:46:00,216 [Burnham chuckles] 697 00:46:06,639 --> 00:46:08,182 Commander Burnham, 698 00:46:08,265 --> 00:46:11,352 I want you to take that data to the science lab immediately. 699 00:46:11,435 --> 00:46:14,563 You are going to figure out what caused the Burn 700 00:46:14,647 --> 00:46:16,607 and help to rebuild the Federation. 701 00:46:16,691 --> 00:46:18,359 -Yeah. -Yes. Yes! 702 00:46:22,655 --> 00:46:23,656 We all will. 703 00:46:27,702 --> 00:46:30,663 Thought you were going to ask me to switch my bed to the other side. 704 00:46:30,746 --> 00:46:32,206 Yeah, no, that's happening. 705 00:46:32,289 --> 00:46:34,208 Oh, well, whatever you say, Number One. 706 00:46:34,291 --> 00:46:36,502 [Tilly and Burnham laugh] 707 00:46:37,128 --> 00:46:38,421 [T'Rina] Thank you, captain. 708 00:46:39,255 --> 00:46:40,131 This has been... 709 00:46:41,424 --> 00:46:44,135 quite different from what I expected. 710 00:46:49,348 --> 00:46:50,683 That was a compliment. 711 00:46:52,351 --> 00:46:53,185 Ah. 712 00:46:54,228 --> 00:46:55,187 If I may... 713 00:46:57,106 --> 00:47:00,401 I understand the situation on Ni'Var is complex. 714 00:47:00,484 --> 00:47:03,112 Contemplating a future within the Federation 715 00:47:03,612 --> 00:47:06,115 may be premature at this time. 716 00:47:06,198 --> 00:47:07,116 However... 717 00:47:08,576 --> 00:47:09,827 I would very much appreciate 718 00:47:09,910 --> 00:47:13,247 the opportunity to continue our conversation. 719 00:47:13,330 --> 00:47:14,582 As would I. 720 00:47:15,666 --> 00:47:16,542 In time. 721 00:47:18,127 --> 00:47:19,628 Thank you, Madam President. 722 00:47:22,048 --> 00:47:24,550 Live long and prosper, Captain Saru. 723 00:47:36,062 --> 00:47:38,064 [tender music playing] 724 00:47:44,820 --> 00:47:47,031 -You got the data, didn't you? -I did. 725 00:47:47,114 --> 00:47:48,699 And you're not leaving, are you? 726 00:47:49,742 --> 00:47:50,576 No. 727 00:47:58,626 --> 00:47:59,668 I belong here. 728 00:48:03,506 --> 00:48:04,507 With this crew. 729 00:48:08,302 --> 00:48:09,595 True believer, right? 730 00:48:15,810 --> 00:48:17,019 What does that mean for you? 731 00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:22,566 I don't know. 732 00:48:23,609 --> 00:48:25,611 [purring] 733 00:48:30,741 --> 00:48:32,201 You feel like home. 734 00:48:34,328 --> 00:48:35,162 So do you. 735 00:49:02,106 --> 00:49:04,108 [theme music playing]