1 00:00:20,542 --> 00:00:22,753 [guitar feedback droning] 2 00:00:53,575 --> 00:00:56,828 [feedback continues droning] 3 00:01:18,391 --> 00:01:20,310 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 4 00:01:20,393 --> 00:01:23,146 [scattered cheers, applause] 5 00:01:29,194 --> 00:01:31,488 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 6 00:01:39,412 --> 00:01:41,331 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 7 00:01:41,414 --> 00:01:43,667 [muffled, indistinct vocal] 8 00:01:48,255 --> 00:01:50,215 [muffled, indistinct vocal continues] 9 00:01:50,298 --> 00:01:52,509 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 10 00:01:52,592 --> 00:01:54,344 [muffled, indistinct vocal continues] 11 00:02:01,059 --> 00:02:02,477 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 12 00:02:02,561 --> 00:02:04,771 [intense, shouting vocal] 13 00:02:06,439 --> 00:02:07,941 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 14 00:02:08,024 --> 00:02:10,235 [shouting vocal continues] 15 00:02:11,278 --> 00:02:12,696 [guitar plays heavy, distorted chord] 16 00:02:12,779 --> 00:02:16,283 ♪ There’s something I want to eat ♪ 17 00:02:16,366 --> 00:02:18,034 [applause, whistling] 18 00:02:18,118 --> 00:02:20,370 [shouting, indistinct vocal] 19 00:02:23,248 --> 00:02:28,628 ♪ I’m sorry you’re cheap and violent ♪ 20 00:02:28,712 --> 00:02:32,757 ♪ And something I want to eat ♪ 21 00:02:32,841 --> 00:02:37,304 [intense screaming]: ♪ Purify ♪ 22 00:02:43,977 --> 00:02:47,689 ♪ Baby ♪ 23 00:02:47,772 --> 00:02:50,567 [guitar plays intense, distorted riff] 24 00:02:59,826 --> 00:03:02,412 [indistinct, shouting vocal] 25 00:03:15,550 --> 00:03:18,887 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 26 00:03:21,848 --> 00:03:23,683 ♪ Let me get there, let me get there ♪ 27 00:03:23,767 --> 00:03:25,018 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 28 00:03:27,020 --> 00:03:29,689 ♪ Let me get there, let me, let me ♪ 29 00:03:29,773 --> 00:03:32,233 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 30 00:03:32,317 --> 00:03:33,735 [intense screaming]: ♪ Purify ♪ 31 00:03:33,818 --> 00:03:37,322 ♪ Let me get there, let me get there ♪ 32 00:03:37,405 --> 00:03:41,952 [intense screaming]: ♪ Purify. ♪ 33 00:03:43,078 --> 00:03:45,872 [audience cheering, whistling] 34 00:03:45,956 --> 00:03:48,500 [fast, intense guitar riff plays] 35 00:03:48,583 --> 00:03:50,251 [guitar riff ends] 36 00:03:50,335 --> 00:03:52,212 [feedback droning] 37 00:03:54,631 --> 00:03:57,592 [cheering] 38 00:04:00,512 --> 00:04:04,599 [feedback squealing] 39 00:04:11,314 --> 00:04:13,608 [distant traffic] 40 00:04:28,248 --> 00:04:31,584 [grunts softly, sighs] 41 00:04:45,181 --> 00:04:47,142 [opens blinds] 42 00:04:47,225 --> 00:04:48,768 [closes blinds] 43 00:04:57,736 --> 00:04:59,571 [whirring] 44 00:05:04,826 --> 00:05:07,996 [dripping] 45 00:05:14,753 --> 00:05:16,880 [panting] 46 00:05:22,052 --> 00:05:24,345 [air whizzing] 47 00:05:38,109 --> 00:05:40,361 [old-time Delta blues playing] 48 00:05:45,909 --> 00:05:46,743 Lulu! 49 00:05:47,911 --> 00:05:50,205 ♪ Love, oh, love ♪ 50 00:05:50,288 --> 00:05:54,542 ♪ Oh, careless love ♪ 51 00:05:57,337 --> 00:05:59,506 [music continues] 52 00:06:06,554 --> 00:06:07,972 Mmm. 53 00:06:08,056 --> 00:06:09,057 Lou. 54 00:06:09,140 --> 00:06:10,225 Stop. 55 00:06:10,308 --> 00:06:11,392 Lou, it’s up time. 56 00:06:11,476 --> 00:06:12,644 Mm-hmm. 57 00:06:17,941 --> 00:06:19,150 Up time. 58 00:06:20,193 --> 00:06:21,111 Huh? 59 00:06:21,194 --> 00:06:23,238 -Yeah. -Come on. 60 00:06:24,531 --> 00:06:25,698 [Lou groans softly] 61 00:06:25,782 --> 00:06:27,200 Come on, stop that. 62 00:06:27,283 --> 00:06:29,410 We got to get right to it for grizzle. Remember? 63 00:06:29,494 --> 00:06:30,620 Okay. 64 00:06:32,831 --> 00:06:34,499 Yo, I got some smoothie for you. 65 00:06:34,582 --> 00:06:36,209 You’re gonna fuckin’ hate it. 66 00:06:36,292 --> 00:06:38,294 But it’s healthy. 67 00:06:38,378 --> 00:06:40,296 Want some? I wouldn’t recommend it. 68 00:06:40,380 --> 00:06:42,257 -It’s disgusting. -Mm-mm. 69 00:06:44,843 --> 00:06:46,970 [grunts softly] 70 00:06:47,053 --> 00:06:48,638 [moans] 71 00:06:49,848 --> 00:06:52,392 [chuckling] 72 00:06:52,475 --> 00:06:54,310 Okay, poops. 73 00:06:54,394 --> 00:06:55,353 Dance time. 74 00:06:55,436 --> 00:06:57,730 [traffic rumbling] 75 00:06:58,857 --> 00:07:01,109 [music continues from trailer] 76 00:07:17,333 --> 00:07:19,127 [music fades] 77 00:07:19,210 --> 00:07:21,921 [slow R&B love song plays]: ♪ Together ♪ 78 00:07:22,755 --> 00:07:28,011 ♪ Together ♪ 79 00:07:28,094 --> 00:07:32,891 ♪ Every minute’s got to count for something ♪ 80 00:07:32,974 --> 00:07:35,852 ♪ You and I ♪ 81 00:07:35,935 --> 00:07:41,357 ♪ Can be proud of ♪ 82 00:07:41,441 --> 00:07:45,695 ♪ It’s not every day in our lives ♪ 83 00:07:45,778 --> 00:07:49,949 -♪ We can be together ♪ -♪ Together ♪ 84 00:07:50,033 --> 00:07:52,827 ♪ Together ♪ 85 00:07:52,911 --> 00:07:54,579 Yes! 86 00:07:54,662 --> 00:07:56,080 [chuckles] 87 00:07:56,164 --> 00:07:58,249 ♪ We’ve got to respect ♪ 88 00:07:58,333 --> 00:08:02,795 -♪ And protect what is ours ♪ -[both laughing] 89 00:08:03,963 --> 00:08:06,174 ♪ Together ♪ 90 00:08:06,257 --> 00:08:09,510 ♪ This love is yours ♪ 91 00:08:09,594 --> 00:08:11,888 ♪ Mine... ♪ 92 00:08:11,971 --> 00:08:13,139 -No? -[laughing] 93 00:08:13,223 --> 00:08:14,140 Nah? No? 94 00:08:14,224 --> 00:08:15,350 Okay. 95 00:08:15,433 --> 00:08:18,895 ♪ Yours, mine... ♪ 96 00:08:18,978 --> 00:08:22,607 RUBEN and LOU: ♪ And I would do anything for love ♪ 97 00:08:22,690 --> 00:08:24,651 RUBEN: ♪ But he won’t do that ♪ 98 00:08:24,734 --> 00:08:27,028 What’s the thing that he won’t do in that song? 99 00:08:27,111 --> 00:08:28,696 What’s left for him to not do? 100 00:08:28,780 --> 00:08:29,781 LOU: Anal. 101 00:08:29,864 --> 00:08:31,366 ♪ No, no ♪ 102 00:08:31,449 --> 00:08:32,867 -♪ But I won’t do that ♪ -♪ He won’t do that ♪ 103 00:08:32,951 --> 00:08:34,285 [laughter] 104 00:08:34,369 --> 00:08:36,579 RUBEN: I used to imagine Jeff Goldblum was my dad. 105 00:08:36,663 --> 00:08:38,456 Saw him in The fucking Fly, I was like, 106 00:08:38,539 --> 00:08:40,124 "Yo, that must be what my dad looks like." 107 00:08:40,208 --> 00:08:42,585 Also explains a lot, ’cause the dude’s fucking weird. 108 00:08:42,669 --> 00:08:43,878 But he looks like me, man. 109 00:08:43,962 --> 00:08:45,546 -It’s true, yeah. -Yeah! 110 00:08:45,630 --> 00:08:47,215 You kind of look like Jeff Goldblum. 111 00:08:47,298 --> 00:08:49,133 RUBEN: Why is it okay to, like, use a toothpick in public 112 00:08:49,217 --> 00:08:51,052 but not floss? Have you ever tried that? 113 00:08:51,135 --> 00:08:53,346 -LOU: To floss my teeth in public? No. -To floss in public. 114 00:08:53,429 --> 00:08:55,473 Like, you’re just at the dinner table, you just pull out some... 115 00:08:55,556 --> 00:08:57,141 LOU: I used to imagine my funeral a lot 116 00:08:57,225 --> 00:08:59,352 when I was a kid... at school in math. 117 00:08:59,435 --> 00:09:00,853 RUBEN: Fun! 118 00:09:00,937 --> 00:09:02,563 LOU: I used to daydream about my funeral. 119 00:09:02,647 --> 00:09:04,482 Then I’d make myself cry! [laughs] 120 00:09:04,565 --> 00:09:06,776 Uh, yeah, I think I’d get cremated. 121 00:09:06,859 --> 00:09:07,777 What about you? 122 00:09:07,860 --> 00:09:09,195 RUBEN: Cremated... 123 00:09:09,279 --> 00:09:10,947 or, like, just fed to the birds, you know? 124 00:09:11,030 --> 00:09:12,740 LOU: Well, you know, now you can get 125 00:09:12,824 --> 00:09:16,035 ashes put into tattoo ink. 126 00:09:16,119 --> 00:09:18,079 -My face on your back. -RUBEN: Your face? 127 00:09:18,162 --> 00:09:19,831 LOU: Where the clown is. 128 00:09:19,914 --> 00:09:21,291 -RUBEN: What? -LOU: Yeah. 129 00:09:22,375 --> 00:09:24,544 RUBEN: ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 130 00:09:24,627 --> 00:09:27,505 ♪ Scary clown face. ♪ 131 00:09:30,925 --> 00:09:33,970 [indistinct chatter] 132 00:09:34,053 --> 00:09:36,347 Yo, we don’t need to... we don’t need to put ’em all out. 133 00:09:36,431 --> 00:09:38,850 I know, but we just need to fill ’em up a little bit. 134 00:09:38,933 --> 00:09:40,393 -Okay. -That’s good. 135 00:09:40,476 --> 00:09:43,396 You want to put out... put out some different ones? 136 00:09:43,479 --> 00:09:45,523 Hmm? 137 00:09:45,606 --> 00:09:47,317 That’s the face of a sale. 138 00:09:48,526 --> 00:09:52,322 Okay, this one costs, uh, 50 bucks extra because... 139 00:09:52,405 --> 00:09:54,907 -It’s an original artwork. -I’m gonna spit on. 140 00:09:54,991 --> 00:09:56,659 -A $50... Oh! -Okay, a hundred bucks. 141 00:09:56,743 --> 00:09:58,536 -That’s ten grand. -[laughing] 142 00:09:58,619 --> 00:10:01,414 -Did you guys sound-check? -No, not yet. 143 00:10:01,497 --> 00:10:02,707 We’re going on at... 144 00:10:02,790 --> 00:10:04,459 -5:00? -Did Margaret sound-check yet? 145 00:10:04,542 --> 00:10:06,044 Yo, you sound-checked yet? 146 00:10:06,127 --> 00:10:06,961 No. 147 00:10:07,045 --> 00:10:08,629 Not looking forward to it. 148 00:10:08,713 --> 00:10:10,006 Terrified. 149 00:10:10,089 --> 00:10:11,716 Half my shit is broken down. 150 00:10:11,799 --> 00:10:13,426 [instruments tuning, drumbeat playing] 151 00:10:13,509 --> 00:10:16,012 -[instruments muted] -[high-pitched ringing] 152 00:10:19,223 --> 00:10:21,392 [muffled chatter] 153 00:10:26,939 --> 00:10:29,233 -[box thumps] -[ringing intensifies] 154 00:10:30,276 --> 00:10:32,528 [muffled chatter continues] 155 00:10:44,540 --> 00:10:47,668 [Lou shouting indistinctly over fast, heavy guitar riff] 156 00:10:56,302 --> 00:10:59,514 [music muffles gradually] 157 00:11:06,104 --> 00:11:08,314 [low tone droning] 158 00:11:17,949 --> 00:11:20,243 [sound muted] 159 00:12:00,741 --> 00:12:01,951 [muffled]: Ah. 160 00:12:02,869 --> 00:12:03,995 Ah. 161 00:12:09,542 --> 00:12:11,377 [muffled]: Ah. 162 00:12:12,753 --> 00:12:14,130 Ah. 163 00:12:18,301 --> 00:12:19,469 [muffled cough] 164 00:12:20,845 --> 00:12:23,181 [muffled water drizzling] 165 00:12:29,896 --> 00:12:32,190 [muffled whirring] 166 00:12:33,274 --> 00:12:36,110 [sound muted] 167 00:12:48,664 --> 00:12:50,833 [muffled chatter] 168 00:13:01,260 --> 00:13:03,888 It’s... it’s probably a two out of ten 169 00:13:03,971 --> 00:13:06,224 in terms of his hearing. He can’t... 170 00:13:06,307 --> 00:13:08,684 He’s having trouble even communicating with me. 171 00:13:10,937 --> 00:13:11,729 It-it’s... 172 00:13:11,812 --> 00:13:14,398 [muffled chatter] 173 00:13:22,740 --> 00:13:25,368 [muffled conversation] 174 00:13:42,510 --> 00:13:44,220 I got to see a doctor? 175 00:13:44,303 --> 00:13:46,639 He... he can see you now. 176 00:13:47,932 --> 00:13:49,767 -What? -He can see you right-right now. 177 00:13:49,850 --> 00:13:52,186 -Now? -Yes, I-I... 178 00:13:52,270 --> 00:13:55,314 [muffled conversation] 179 00:13:56,107 --> 00:13:57,525 [distant siren wailing] 180 00:13:57,608 --> 00:13:59,235 Hey, Lulu. Uh, sorry I had to run out, baby. 181 00:13:59,318 --> 00:14:01,153 I got to deal with some shit, okay? 182 00:14:01,237 --> 00:14:02,947 Don’t worry about anything, okay? 183 00:14:08,035 --> 00:14:09,954 WOMAN: Mr. Stone? 184 00:14:12,915 --> 00:14:14,250 Oh. Oh, yeah. 185 00:14:17,461 --> 00:14:19,255 [muffled]: Ah. 186 00:14:22,049 --> 00:14:24,844 DOCTOR [barely audible]: Okay, how is that volume? 187 00:14:24,927 --> 00:14:26,762 Is the volume loud enough? 188 00:14:26,846 --> 00:14:27,805 Good. 189 00:14:27,888 --> 00:14:29,223 Can you hear me? 190 00:14:29,307 --> 00:14:31,434 -[muffled]: What? -You can hear me okay? 191 00:14:31,517 --> 00:14:33,227 -Volume-wise? -I can hear you. 192 00:14:33,311 --> 00:14:35,021 Okay. 193 00:14:35,104 --> 00:14:36,939 I’m gonna say these words. 194 00:14:37,023 --> 00:14:40,109 I want you to repeat them back to me. 195 00:14:40,192 --> 00:14:42,903 I’m gonna start with just your right ear. 196 00:14:42,987 --> 00:14:44,614 Okay? 197 00:14:45,531 --> 00:14:47,158 Bass. 198 00:14:49,493 --> 00:14:51,037 Bass. 199 00:14:52,622 --> 00:14:54,332 Mess. 200 00:14:54,415 --> 00:14:55,833 [muffled] 201 00:14:55,916 --> 00:14:57,918 Car. 202 00:14:58,002 --> 00:14:59,545 [muffled] 203 00:14:59,629 --> 00:15:01,255 Mop. 204 00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:04,175 RUBEN [unmuffled]: Noisy. 205 00:15:04,258 --> 00:15:05,593 DOCTOR: Search. 206 00:15:05,676 --> 00:15:07,637 Throat. 207 00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:10,056 -Ditch. -Fish. 208 00:15:10,139 --> 00:15:11,265 Talk. 209 00:15:11,349 --> 00:15:12,683 T... 210 00:15:15,936 --> 00:15:17,772 Ring. 211 00:15:17,855 --> 00:15:19,607 Broom. 212 00:15:19,690 --> 00:15:21,067 Germ. 213 00:15:25,363 --> 00:15:26,822 DOCTOR: Life. 214 00:15:30,159 --> 00:15:31,577 Team. 215 00:15:35,956 --> 00:15:37,291 Lid. 216 00:15:42,588 --> 00:15:44,006 Lid. 217 00:15:46,050 --> 00:15:48,844 This is your chart, Ruben. 218 00:15:48,928 --> 00:15:52,473 Now, as far as the volume that you can hear, 219 00:15:52,556 --> 00:15:56,102 you, on your right ear, were 28%, 220 00:15:56,185 --> 00:15:58,896 and on your left ear, you were 24%. 221 00:15:58,979 --> 00:16:00,898 -It’s what? -In the left ear, 222 00:16:00,981 --> 00:16:02,149 you came in at 24%. 223 00:16:02,233 --> 00:16:03,192 Okay. 224 00:16:03,275 --> 00:16:06,153 No matter how loud I made the test-- 225 00:16:06,237 --> 00:16:09,573 I could have put it at 11-- you were still going to miss 226 00:16:09,657 --> 00:16:13,577 70% to 80% of the words that I said. 227 00:16:13,661 --> 00:16:14,704 Okay. 228 00:16:14,787 --> 00:16:15,705 That is not good. 229 00:16:15,788 --> 00:16:16,831 Yeah, I see that. 230 00:16:16,914 --> 00:16:18,582 So, what... [clears throat] 231 00:16:18,666 --> 00:16:20,000 What can we do about it? 232 00:16:20,084 --> 00:16:21,293 How do I get it back? 233 00:16:21,377 --> 00:16:22,670 Well, um... 234 00:16:22,753 --> 00:16:26,090 you have to understand something here. 235 00:16:26,173 --> 00:16:28,843 Whether or not this is related to 236 00:16:28,926 --> 00:16:30,928 your exposure to noise 237 00:16:31,011 --> 00:16:34,056 or it’s an autoimmune issue 238 00:16:34,140 --> 00:16:35,725 doesn’t really matter. 239 00:16:35,808 --> 00:16:37,435 I understand I got a problem. 240 00:16:37,518 --> 00:16:39,562 I’m asking you what I can do about it. 241 00:16:39,645 --> 00:16:42,106 Well, what you can do about it first 242 00:16:42,189 --> 00:16:46,569 is to eliminate all exposure to loud noises. 243 00:16:46,652 --> 00:16:50,865 And then we can run some tests and we can determine exactly 244 00:16:50,948 --> 00:16:53,743 what is going on with your ears. 245 00:16:53,826 --> 00:16:56,662 And if we do, then we can have our other conversations. 246 00:16:56,746 --> 00:16:58,247 We can have what? 247 00:16:58,330 --> 00:17:02,960 Well, there are implants that bypass the cochlea. 248 00:17:03,043 --> 00:17:04,837 You said implants? 249 00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:06,380 -Yes. -Those work? 250 00:17:06,464 --> 00:17:08,883 For people with severe hearing loss or 251 00:17:08,966 --> 00:17:11,135 complete deafness, yes, they help. 252 00:17:11,218 --> 00:17:12,970 Well, then let’s do that. 253 00:17:13,053 --> 00:17:16,015 [chuckles] Well, it’s not that simple. 254 00:17:16,098 --> 00:17:18,934 Uh, it’s a very involved process, and it’s quite costly. 255 00:17:19,018 --> 00:17:20,644 How much is it? 256 00:17:20,728 --> 00:17:23,522 Well, they can run between $40,000 and $80,000, 257 00:17:23,606 --> 00:17:27,318 depending, and they are not covered by insurance. 258 00:17:33,115 --> 00:17:34,492 Okay. 259 00:17:34,575 --> 00:17:35,993 And, um... 260 00:17:37,411 --> 00:17:38,829 Like, when-when can you do it? 261 00:17:38,913 --> 00:17:40,331 You got ’em in stock now? 262 00:17:40,414 --> 00:17:42,541 Mr. Stone, your hearing 263 00:17:42,625 --> 00:17:46,045 is deteriorating rapidly. 264 00:17:46,128 --> 00:17:47,880 Am I right? 265 00:17:48,714 --> 00:17:51,967 And over the next few days, 266 00:17:52,051 --> 00:17:54,929 or even hours, it’s going to continue. 267 00:17:55,012 --> 00:17:57,973 And the hearing that you have lost 268 00:17:58,057 --> 00:18:00,309 is not coming back. 269 00:18:01,977 --> 00:18:03,646 [muffled, distorted]: You have to understand 270 00:18:03,729 --> 00:18:06,065 your first responsibility 271 00:18:06,148 --> 00:18:08,901 is to preserve the hearing you have. 272 00:18:14,824 --> 00:18:17,868 [guitar feedback droning loudly] 273 00:18:17,952 --> 00:18:20,287 [audience cheering] 274 00:18:25,417 --> 00:18:27,711 [deep, droning guitar noise] 275 00:18:36,262 --> 00:18:39,557 [Lou shouting indistinctly over piercing guitar feedback] 276 00:18:44,603 --> 00:18:48,858 -[music slowly fades] -[high-pitched ringing] 277 00:18:48,941 --> 00:18:52,236 -[vocal and guitar stop] -[muffled drumbeat continues] 278 00:19:03,539 --> 00:19:05,624 [droning score builds] 279 00:19:16,635 --> 00:19:18,762 [panicked gasping] 280 00:19:18,846 --> 00:19:21,015 [panting heavily] 281 00:19:26,478 --> 00:19:28,397 -[door bangs open] -LOU: Ruben, what the fuck? 282 00:19:28,480 --> 00:19:30,691 [Lou continues muffled] 283 00:19:38,866 --> 00:19:41,076 [muffled conversation] 284 00:19:53,380 --> 00:19:56,383 [music playing quietly] 285 00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:02,640 Yes, it’ll come back. 286 00:20:02,723 --> 00:20:04,350 I have to... 287 00:20:05,267 --> 00:20:06,894 There’s, like, a surgery. 288 00:20:08,312 --> 00:20:09,563 What? 289 00:20:09,647 --> 00:20:11,815 It’s simple. It’s all it is. There’s an implant. 290 00:20:11,899 --> 00:20:13,192 They put it in your shit. 291 00:20:13,275 --> 00:20:14,735 It’s like a... 292 00:20:14,818 --> 00:20:17,071 Okay, it’ll come back. 293 00:20:17,154 --> 00:20:18,405 It’s fine, Lou. 294 00:20:18,489 --> 00:20:20,240 It’s, like, 40 grand, 80 grand, whatever, 295 00:20:20,324 --> 00:20:21,533 but it’s... 296 00:20:21,617 --> 00:20:22,826 it’ll come back. 297 00:20:22,910 --> 00:20:24,536 Till then, Lou, we just keep going, okay? 298 00:20:24,620 --> 00:20:27,289 -No. No. -Lou. Listen to me. 299 00:20:27,373 --> 00:20:28,791 Let’s play tomorrow, let’s see what it’s like. 300 00:20:28,874 --> 00:20:29,875 Let’s try it, okay? 301 00:20:29,959 --> 00:20:31,251 I’m gonna be like a click track. 302 00:20:31,335 --> 00:20:32,503 You can play to me. 303 00:20:32,586 --> 00:20:33,921 -No. -Huh? You can adj... 304 00:20:34,004 --> 00:20:35,839 It’s different, but it is what it is, Lou. 305 00:20:42,346 --> 00:20:45,140 Lou, we have a t... Lou, we have a tour booked. 306 00:20:45,224 --> 00:20:47,768 -It’s not safe. -We have a tour booked. 307 00:20:47,851 --> 00:20:49,770 -We have a tour booked, Lou. -No. 308 00:20:49,853 --> 00:20:51,480 -It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter. -Yes, we do. 309 00:20:51,563 --> 00:20:53,649 -It’s not safe, it’s not safe. -We have a tour booked! 310 00:20:55,484 --> 00:20:58,028 -Ruben. -I don’t fucking... [mutters] 311 00:21:00,447 --> 00:21:03,659 [door opens, closes] 312 00:21:04,618 --> 00:21:06,370 RUBEN [outside]: Yo! 313 00:21:06,453 --> 00:21:08,247 You got a smoke, please? 314 00:21:09,415 --> 00:21:11,709 [sound muted] 315 00:21:38,235 --> 00:21:40,070 This is ridiculous. 316 00:21:47,453 --> 00:21:48,454 He’s sleeping. 317 00:21:48,537 --> 00:21:49,413 Hi. 318 00:21:49,496 --> 00:21:50,664 Hi, Hector? 319 00:21:50,748 --> 00:21:52,207 Hi. This is Lou. 320 00:21:52,291 --> 00:21:54,376 Ruben’s having a bit of... a bit of trouble right now. 321 00:21:54,460 --> 00:21:55,544 -He’s... -Hey, Hector, what’s up? 322 00:21:55,627 --> 00:21:57,504 He’s got some hearing problems. 323 00:21:59,048 --> 00:22:00,549 Yeah, I mean, I can put him on, 324 00:22:00,632 --> 00:22:02,551 but he won’t be able to hear you. 325 00:22:03,594 --> 00:22:04,928 Okay. 326 00:22:05,012 --> 00:22:07,222 Talk to him. Talk to him. 327 00:22:10,100 --> 00:22:12,644 Hey, Hector, what’s going on, man? 328 00:22:12,728 --> 00:22:13,896 It’s Ruben. 329 00:22:13,979 --> 00:22:15,522 I’d say it’s good to hear your voice, 330 00:22:15,606 --> 00:22:17,608 but I can’t hear a fuckin’ word you’re saying right now. 331 00:22:17,691 --> 00:22:19,193 So this is completely pointless. 332 00:22:19,276 --> 00:22:22,029 Lou wanted me to call you because I had a cigarette. 333 00:22:22,112 --> 00:22:25,699 Uh, you know, not great, not ideal, but... 334 00:22:25,783 --> 00:22:29,703 considering the circumstances, which are pretty fucked up, 335 00:22:29,787 --> 00:22:30,996 you know, understandable. 336 00:22:31,080 --> 00:22:32,331 I’d say understandable, 337 00:22:32,414 --> 00:22:34,291 for everyone apart from Lou, it seems. 338 00:22:34,374 --> 00:22:36,251 Um, I got this, bro. 339 00:22:36,335 --> 00:22:38,879 I know you’d probably be asking me if I’m steady right now, 340 00:22:38,962 --> 00:22:40,798 if I’m feeling level. 341 00:22:40,881 --> 00:22:43,550 Not completely, but I’m cool. 342 00:22:43,634 --> 00:22:45,803 You’d tell me serenity is something you get 343 00:22:45,886 --> 00:22:49,723 when you, uh, stop wishing for a different past. 344 00:22:49,807 --> 00:22:51,225 Bro, I love you, man. 345 00:22:51,308 --> 00:22:53,310 Oh, my manager wants the... wants the phone back, 346 00:22:53,393 --> 00:22:54,561 so I got to go. 347 00:22:54,645 --> 00:22:56,021 Okay, love you, bro. 348 00:22:57,689 --> 00:22:58,565 Hey. 349 00:22:58,649 --> 00:23:00,734 Yeah, he-he can’t hear a word. 350 00:23:03,570 --> 00:23:06,865 Well, if you get him to a group, then how is he gonna hear? 351 00:23:09,868 --> 00:23:11,203 Okay. 352 00:23:13,080 --> 00:23:15,541 Okay, tha-thanks, Hector, thank you. 353 00:23:16,792 --> 00:23:18,001 When? When? 354 00:23:18,085 --> 00:23:19,795 Okay, yeah, I’ll make sure it’s on loud. 355 00:23:19,878 --> 00:23:22,089 Okay, thank you so much. Thank you. 356 00:23:23,966 --> 00:23:25,175 Okay, bye. 357 00:23:32,099 --> 00:23:33,809 He’s gonna call back. 358 00:23:35,102 --> 00:23:36,270 What did he say? 359 00:23:36,353 --> 00:23:37,938 Write it down. Tell... What did he... 360 00:23:38,021 --> 00:23:39,857 [Lou sighs] 361 00:23:43,694 --> 00:23:45,988 "Call back." 362 00:23:48,073 --> 00:23:49,950 He’s gonna call back-- that’s all? 363 00:23:50,033 --> 00:23:51,577 Fuckin’ Hector. 364 00:23:51,660 --> 00:23:53,871 [Ruben exhales sharply] 365 00:23:53,954 --> 00:23:55,789 What are we gonna do now? 366 00:24:04,256 --> 00:24:06,842 What do you want to do, Lou? 367 00:24:06,925 --> 00:24:08,302 Huh? 368 00:24:14,683 --> 00:24:16,852 [sound muted] 369 00:24:24,318 --> 00:24:26,278 [door opens] 370 00:24:27,988 --> 00:24:29,698 RUBEN: Fuck this. 371 00:24:32,659 --> 00:24:35,871 [cell phone vibrating] 372 00:24:37,539 --> 00:24:38,790 It’s Hector. 373 00:24:43,128 --> 00:24:45,005 Hey. 374 00:24:45,088 --> 00:24:46,423 Yeah, he’s here. 375 00:24:48,967 --> 00:24:50,552 Not so good. 376 00:24:54,681 --> 00:24:57,017 Oh. Okay. 377 00:24:57,100 --> 00:25:01,063 Uh, yeah, what-what... what is it and... 378 00:25:01,146 --> 00:25:02,856 What? What’s the plan? 379 00:25:02,940 --> 00:25:05,150 Uh... 380 00:25:05,234 --> 00:25:08,278 Well, we’re-we’re in Missouri, so that’s gonna take a few days. 381 00:25:08,362 --> 00:25:10,781 I don’t... I don’t really know. 382 00:25:12,366 --> 00:25:14,993 No, no, no, we’ll leave right away. 383 00:25:15,994 --> 00:25:17,663 Okay, yeah. 384 00:25:17,746 --> 00:25:19,122 Okay, thank you. 385 00:25:19,206 --> 00:25:20,666 Thank you so much. I really, really appreciate it. 386 00:25:20,749 --> 00:25:22,292 Thank you. 387 00:25:22,376 --> 00:25:24,461 No, yeah, I’ll tell him. 388 00:25:24,544 --> 00:25:25,462 Okay. 389 00:25:25,545 --> 00:25:27,089 Bye. 390 00:25:31,468 --> 00:25:32,386 What? 391 00:25:37,057 --> 00:25:38,308 He’s found a place. 392 00:25:50,570 --> 00:25:52,906 [low, muffled sound of engine rumbling] 393 00:26:00,414 --> 00:26:02,708 ♪ ♪ 394 00:26:21,977 --> 00:26:24,313 ♪ ♪ 395 00:26:40,245 --> 00:26:42,414 [engine roars by] 396 00:26:44,124 --> 00:26:46,418 [insects trilling, birds chirping] 397 00:27:00,349 --> 00:27:02,642 [insects chirping] 398 00:27:35,509 --> 00:27:37,719 [engine shuts off] 399 00:27:39,304 --> 00:27:41,014 RUBEN: Is that him? 400 00:27:51,149 --> 00:27:53,235 Ruben. 401 00:27:53,318 --> 00:27:55,237 Hi. I don’t... I’m sorry, I don’t know that. 402 00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:56,905 I’m Ruben. 403 00:27:56,988 --> 00:27:58,240 Yeah, this is Lou. 404 00:27:58,323 --> 00:27:59,699 Hi. I’m... I’m Lou. 405 00:27:59,783 --> 00:28:01,076 I’m sorry, I read lips. 406 00:28:01,159 --> 00:28:02,202 M-My name is Lou. 407 00:28:02,285 --> 00:28:05,080 -Lou. I’m Joe. -Hi, Joe. 408 00:28:05,163 --> 00:28:07,749 -You mind if I borrow him for a minute? -No. 409 00:28:07,833 --> 00:28:09,960 All right, you mind watching my beast here for me 410 00:28:10,043 --> 00:28:11,253 while we have a talk? 411 00:28:11,336 --> 00:28:12,379 Well, okay. 412 00:28:12,462 --> 00:28:14,548 -Lou, this is Louie. -Oh. 413 00:28:14,631 --> 00:28:15,882 He’s my hearing dog. 414 00:28:15,966 --> 00:28:18,176 He let me know you were here. 415 00:28:18,260 --> 00:28:20,011 I named it after Louie Aparicio 416 00:28:20,095 --> 00:28:22,055 -from the White Sox in ’59. -Okay. 417 00:28:22,139 --> 00:28:23,682 You want to be best friends with him, 418 00:28:23,765 --> 00:28:25,225 -give him one of these. -Oh, sure. 419 00:28:25,308 --> 00:28:27,060 -Okay? -Yeah. 420 00:28:29,896 --> 00:28:30,772 RUBEN: Yo, what about... 421 00:28:30,856 --> 00:28:32,107 Lou, you coming? 422 00:28:32,190 --> 00:28:33,191 No, no, you. 423 00:28:33,275 --> 00:28:34,609 -You sure? -Yeah. 424 00:28:34,693 --> 00:28:36,903 -I won’t be long, okay? -Okay. 425 00:28:38,321 --> 00:28:40,657 JOE: You be a good boy! 426 00:28:40,740 --> 00:28:42,534 [dog whimpers] 427 00:29:20,030 --> 00:29:21,406 [throat clearing] 428 00:29:21,490 --> 00:29:23,200 Okay. Uh... 429 00:29:23,283 --> 00:29:24,951 Test. 430 00:29:25,785 --> 00:29:27,579 Oh. 431 00:29:41,510 --> 00:29:42,636 Okay. 432 00:29:42,719 --> 00:29:45,597 So, it works. 433 00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:48,350 Is this okay for you? 434 00:29:48,433 --> 00:29:49,518 Yeah, can you hear me? 435 00:29:49,601 --> 00:29:52,479 No. No, I’m gonna read your lips. 436 00:29:52,562 --> 00:29:54,564 I might miss some things, but I’m gonna try, okay? 437 00:29:54,648 --> 00:29:57,025 -Okay. -Just try, try to speak clearly. 438 00:29:57,108 --> 00:29:58,610 Yeah. 439 00:30:00,904 --> 00:30:02,531 How are you, Ruben? 440 00:30:06,493 --> 00:30:08,203 I’m okay. 441 00:30:12,541 --> 00:30:14,125 You’re an addict? 442 00:30:15,961 --> 00:30:17,212 Yeah. 443 00:30:19,381 --> 00:30:21,049 What sort of drugs? 444 00:30:23,009 --> 00:30:24,302 What’d I take? 445 00:30:25,136 --> 00:30:26,596 Mm-hmm. 446 00:30:29,182 --> 00:30:31,810 Everything. [scoffs] 447 00:30:31,893 --> 00:30:33,520 Um... 448 00:30:34,771 --> 00:30:36,731 Mainly heroin. 449 00:30:36,815 --> 00:30:38,191 Heroin. 450 00:30:39,985 --> 00:30:43,363 Have you thought about using since you lost your hearing? 451 00:30:57,836 --> 00:31:00,005 Today is not a good day. 452 00:31:07,846 --> 00:31:10,682 I’m not thinking clear today. 453 00:31:13,184 --> 00:31:15,937 Let’s talk about me. 454 00:31:16,021 --> 00:31:17,314 I’m an alcoholic. 455 00:31:18,565 --> 00:31:20,442 I lost my hearing in the Vietnam War 456 00:31:20,525 --> 00:31:23,695 when a bomb exploded near me. 457 00:31:23,778 --> 00:31:25,780 I still remember the music I was listening to 458 00:31:25,864 --> 00:31:26,990 when that bomb went off. 459 00:31:28,533 --> 00:31:32,579 After that, I lost everything else-- 460 00:31:32,662 --> 00:31:35,790 my wife, my kid. 461 00:31:35,874 --> 00:31:38,001 Not because of being deaf, mind you, Ruben. 462 00:31:38,084 --> 00:31:39,377 It was the beer. 463 00:31:42,464 --> 00:31:44,591 How long you been clean? 464 00:31:45,925 --> 00:31:47,344 Four years. 465 00:31:47,427 --> 00:31:49,846 -Four? -Mmm. 466 00:31:49,929 --> 00:31:52,515 And you need some help right now? 467 00:31:53,767 --> 00:31:55,727 Yo, I should check on Lou. 468 00:31:57,687 --> 00:31:59,272 How long you two been together? 469 00:32:00,649 --> 00:32:02,984 Four years. 470 00:32:03,068 --> 00:32:06,363 -[insects trilling] -[dishes clanking inside] 471 00:32:12,827 --> 00:32:14,913 [sighs softly] 472 00:32:25,757 --> 00:32:27,926 You play music, right? 473 00:32:28,009 --> 00:32:29,344 -No. -No? 474 00:32:29,427 --> 00:32:30,553 No, not anymore. 475 00:32:30,637 --> 00:32:32,305 Not until I get the implant. 476 00:32:32,389 --> 00:32:34,557 -Implant? -Yeah. 477 00:32:34,641 --> 00:32:37,060 Sorry, you know about these implants they got now? 478 00:32:37,143 --> 00:32:39,396 It’s like... it’s like, uh... th-they have implants. 479 00:32:39,479 --> 00:32:42,440 I know. Yes. 480 00:32:42,524 --> 00:32:43,525 Expensive. 481 00:32:43,608 --> 00:32:46,778 Yeah. Thank you. Yes, they are. 482 00:32:46,861 --> 00:32:48,279 So... 483 00:32:50,115 --> 00:32:52,033 You should understand that, uh, 484 00:32:52,117 --> 00:32:53,410 this is a Deaf community. 485 00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,870 Not just my program, but we’re part 486 00:32:55,954 --> 00:32:57,956 of a larger Deaf community. 487 00:32:58,039 --> 00:33:01,835 And my program, and the people in it, 488 00:33:01,918 --> 00:33:05,296 they benefit tremendously from that Deaf community. 489 00:33:05,380 --> 00:33:06,965 We work with them, 490 00:33:07,048 --> 00:33:08,466 and they work with us. 491 00:33:08,550 --> 00:33:11,469 But it’s very important, 492 00:33:11,553 --> 00:33:12,971 if you want to be here, 493 00:33:13,054 --> 00:33:14,472 to understand that we’re looking for 494 00:33:14,556 --> 00:33:16,266 a solution to... 495 00:33:16,349 --> 00:33:18,143 to this... 496 00:33:19,102 --> 00:33:20,311 ...not this. 497 00:33:23,606 --> 00:33:26,151 Why don’t you go invite Lou in here? 498 00:33:29,362 --> 00:33:31,448 [chuckles softly] Sure. 499 00:33:34,284 --> 00:33:35,827 Lou! 500 00:33:42,917 --> 00:33:44,878 This guy wants to talk to you. 501 00:33:44,961 --> 00:33:46,796 Okay. 502 00:33:50,341 --> 00:33:52,135 Well... I think it’s important 503 00:33:52,218 --> 00:33:54,679 that you stay here with us right now, Ruben, 504 00:33:54,763 --> 00:33:56,431 learn some sign language, 505 00:33:56,514 --> 00:33:58,433 find some solid ground. 506 00:33:59,601 --> 00:34:00,977 What do you think? 507 00:34:01,060 --> 00:34:02,479 Man, it sounds great, 508 00:34:02,562 --> 00:34:04,230 but we don’t have a lot of money right now. 509 00:34:04,314 --> 00:34:06,900 JOE: Well, sometimes our church sponsors deaf people in need, 510 00:34:06,983 --> 00:34:08,735 and right now, 511 00:34:08,818 --> 00:34:10,528 you fit the bill, Ruben. 512 00:34:10,612 --> 00:34:11,946 Uh, we’re really not 513 00:34:12,030 --> 00:34:13,531 -churchgoing people. -Sorry, I-I read... 514 00:34:13,615 --> 00:34:15,116 Sorry, Ruben, I read lips. I can’t... 515 00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:16,493 What’d you say? 516 00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:19,996 We’re not religious, either of us. 517 00:34:20,079 --> 00:34:21,414 Very much not into religion. 518 00:34:21,498 --> 00:34:22,832 No offense, you know. 519 00:34:22,916 --> 00:34:25,126 Religion plays no part in this, Ruben. 520 00:34:25,210 --> 00:34:26,669 The church helps 521 00:34:26,753 --> 00:34:28,713 people in need, not religious people. 522 00:34:28,797 --> 00:34:31,090 The important thing is that you want to stay here. 523 00:34:31,174 --> 00:34:32,550 Mmm. 524 00:34:32,634 --> 00:34:33,676 Yeah. 525 00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:34,928 Lou? 526 00:34:35,011 --> 00:34:37,514 Do you think Ruben needs help right now? 527 00:34:41,351 --> 00:34:43,436 You understand, if, uh... 528 00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:45,146 Ruben were to stay here, 529 00:34:45,230 --> 00:34:46,981 he’d have to do it on his own. 530 00:34:47,065 --> 00:34:50,652 Members live in a house separate from the outside world. 531 00:34:50,735 --> 00:34:52,111 No contact to the outside world, 532 00:34:52,195 --> 00:34:54,155 no phones. 533 00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:57,408 I’ve found that in all cases, that’s the way it works best. 534 00:34:57,492 --> 00:34:59,118 Yo, hold up a minute, okay? 535 00:34:59,202 --> 00:35:01,371 Let me catch up. Okay? 536 00:35:02,497 --> 00:35:04,249 Can you help Ruben commit to that, Lou? 537 00:35:06,251 --> 00:35:07,710 You want... you want to try this for a couple days? 538 00:35:07,794 --> 00:35:08,628 We have our own home. 539 00:35:08,711 --> 00:35:10,547 We can stay in the RV. 540 00:35:10,630 --> 00:35:12,257 No, I’m sorry to say, that’s not the way 541 00:35:12,340 --> 00:35:13,174 that it works here, Ruben. 542 00:35:13,258 --> 00:35:15,218 Well, that’s a problem, then. 543 00:35:15,301 --> 00:35:18,054 Do you have anywhere you can be during this time, Lou? 544 00:35:19,931 --> 00:35:22,559 Yo, that’s that, man. We’re done. 545 00:35:22,642 --> 00:35:23,601 We’re done. 546 00:35:23,685 --> 00:35:24,727 Thanks a lot for your time, bro. 547 00:35:24,811 --> 00:35:25,895 Appreciate it, okay? 548 00:35:25,979 --> 00:35:27,355 We’re out, baby. Let’s go. 549 00:35:31,025 --> 00:35:33,319 [insects chirping] 550 00:35:36,823 --> 00:35:39,117 [objects rattling] 551 00:35:56,676 --> 00:35:57,886 Hey. 552 00:35:57,969 --> 00:36:00,096 Lou... [clears throat] 553 00:36:00,179 --> 00:36:01,681 I’m thinking we should still go hit 554 00:36:01,764 --> 00:36:03,182 our fuckin’ show in Dayton. 555 00:36:03,266 --> 00:36:05,393 Okay? I can... I can fuckin’ watch you for cues. 556 00:36:05,476 --> 00:36:07,520 I know it was rocky last time, but we did... 557 00:36:07,604 --> 00:36:08,980 we weren’t on the same page. 558 00:36:09,063 --> 00:36:10,982 Now you know what’s up, I can fuckin’ watch you. 559 00:36:11,065 --> 00:36:13,026 And I know this shit inside out. 560 00:36:13,109 --> 00:36:14,652 Okay, yo. I can fuckin’ make it work 561 00:36:14,736 --> 00:36:17,989 until we have enough for surgery. 562 00:36:18,072 --> 00:36:18,907 Okay? 563 00:36:18,990 --> 00:36:21,034 We’re gonna get there. 564 00:36:21,117 --> 00:36:23,453 Yo, seriously, we’re good to go. 565 00:36:23,536 --> 00:36:24,996 Lou. 566 00:36:25,079 --> 00:36:27,081 Hmm? 567 00:36:27,165 --> 00:36:29,083 Hey, I’ll deal with this shit. 568 00:36:29,167 --> 00:36:30,168 I’ll deal with it. 569 00:36:30,251 --> 00:36:31,961 You know I fucking will. It’s just money. 570 00:36:32,045 --> 00:36:33,880 You know that, right? Huh? 571 00:36:36,674 --> 00:36:38,217 Come here. 572 00:36:43,556 --> 00:36:45,850 [sound muted] 573 00:36:48,311 --> 00:36:50,605 [loud banging] 574 00:36:54,233 --> 00:36:55,944 Ruben! 575 00:36:58,071 --> 00:37:00,657 Ruben! Ruben! 576 00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:02,200 Stop it! 577 00:37:04,869 --> 00:37:06,829 [shouts] 578 00:37:06,913 --> 00:37:08,498 [Ruben grunts, screams] 579 00:37:08,581 --> 00:37:10,083 Ruben! 580 00:37:10,166 --> 00:37:12,460 [yelling] 581 00:37:17,674 --> 00:37:19,759 -[banging continues] -[Ruben grunting] 582 00:37:21,302 --> 00:37:23,888 [sobbing, panting] 583 00:37:23,972 --> 00:37:24,973 [screams] 584 00:37:25,056 --> 00:37:26,641 Lou, look at me. I’m not going back 585 00:37:26,724 --> 00:37:28,601 to that fuckin’ place, okay? 586 00:37:30,520 --> 00:37:32,021 I know. I know. 587 00:37:32,105 --> 00:37:33,022 I’m... 588 00:37:36,943 --> 00:37:39,320 Well, then fuckin’ support me. 589 00:37:39,404 --> 00:37:42,365 How’s about that? Fuckin’ support me, Lou. 590 00:37:42,448 --> 00:37:44,283 Huh? 591 00:37:45,910 --> 00:37:46,995 You don’t want to be here? 592 00:37:48,121 --> 00:37:49,706 -Of course I do. -I knew it. 593 00:37:49,789 --> 00:37:51,833 I fuckin’ knew it. I fuckin’ knew this was coming. 594 00:37:51,916 --> 00:37:53,167 I fuckin’ knew it. 595 00:37:53,251 --> 00:37:54,544 This is about the fuckin’ album, huh? 596 00:37:54,627 --> 00:37:56,546 What happened? You get a better offer? 597 00:37:56,629 --> 00:37:57,880 -What are you talking about? -Huh? 598 00:37:57,964 --> 00:37:59,173 -What are you saying? -I can’t hear... 599 00:37:59,257 --> 00:38:01,050 I can’t hear you. I can’t fucking hear you! 600 00:38:01,134 --> 00:38:03,678 Do you understand me? I can’t. I’m fuckin’ deaf. 601 00:38:03,761 --> 00:38:04,637 I’m fucking deaf! 602 00:38:04,721 --> 00:38:05,555 No fucking hearing! 603 00:38:05,638 --> 00:38:08,224 Okay? Okay? 604 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:15,189 No, what I need... what I need is a fucking gun in my mouth. 605 00:38:15,273 --> 00:38:17,650 What I need is a fucking gun in my fucking mouth! 606 00:38:17,734 --> 00:38:18,735 Okay?! 607 00:38:18,818 --> 00:38:21,112 [Ruben panting] 608 00:38:24,198 --> 00:38:25,283 Look, I’m sorry. 609 00:38:25,366 --> 00:38:26,826 Lou, I’m just fucked up a little. 610 00:38:26,909 --> 00:38:29,078 I just need a little... I need a minute to think. 611 00:38:29,162 --> 00:38:30,163 Okay? 612 00:38:31,330 --> 00:38:32,290 [cell phone ringing] 613 00:38:32,373 --> 00:38:34,333 There’s got to be another way. 614 00:38:34,417 --> 00:38:35,209 Lou? 615 00:38:38,671 --> 00:38:40,089 Hello? 616 00:38:40,173 --> 00:38:41,758 Hey. 617 00:38:43,634 --> 00:38:44,886 Oh, really? 618 00:38:46,596 --> 00:38:47,472 Oh. 619 00:38:47,555 --> 00:38:48,806 Who is that? 620 00:38:48,890 --> 00:38:50,433 Okay, well, I need to get ready. 621 00:38:50,516 --> 00:38:52,977 Okay. No, I’ll get a cab. 622 00:38:53,895 --> 00:38:55,229 Yeah, it’s fine. 623 00:38:56,272 --> 00:38:57,648 Okay, bye. 624 00:38:57,732 --> 00:39:00,151 What’s going on? 625 00:39:00,234 --> 00:39:01,152 Huh? 626 00:39:01,235 --> 00:39:03,196 What’s going on? 627 00:39:03,279 --> 00:39:04,530 I’m getting on a plane, 628 00:39:04,614 --> 00:39:07,116 and you’re gonna go back to that place. 629 00:39:12,455 --> 00:39:14,207 Just slow down, okay? Slow down. 630 00:39:14,290 --> 00:39:16,042 Yo, chill, dude. We’re gonna be a minute. 631 00:39:16,125 --> 00:39:18,461 Just chill. Okay? 632 00:39:18,544 --> 00:39:20,546 Just slow down a minute. 633 00:39:20,630 --> 00:39:22,340 Lou. Lou. 634 00:39:22,423 --> 00:39:23,800 This is so fucked up. 635 00:39:23,883 --> 00:39:25,718 Who’s gonna be looking out for you over there? Hmm? 636 00:39:25,802 --> 00:39:27,345 -Who’s gonna look out for you? -It’s okay. 637 00:39:27,428 --> 00:39:28,846 -Don’t say that guy. -It’s okay. It’s okay. 638 00:39:28,930 --> 00:39:30,765 Lou, I need... I need more of a plan, Lou. 639 00:39:30,848 --> 00:39:31,891 -Ruben. -I need... 640 00:39:31,974 --> 00:39:33,935 I need more from you, Lou. 641 00:39:41,859 --> 00:39:44,237 I need more of a plan, Lou. 642 00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:46,239 You can’t just fuckin’... 643 00:39:56,249 --> 00:39:58,543 Ah, Jesus. Lou, come on. 644 00:39:58,626 --> 00:40:00,795 Ruben. Ruben. 645 00:40:01,838 --> 00:40:03,339 You hurt yourself... 646 00:40:03,422 --> 00:40:05,633 Ruben, you hurt yourself, 647 00:40:05,716 --> 00:40:07,009 you hurt me. 648 00:40:07,093 --> 00:40:09,720 I’ll hurt myself, too. I’ll hurt myself, too. 649 00:40:09,804 --> 00:40:11,764 Don’t say that. 650 00:40:11,848 --> 00:40:13,224 Promise. 651 00:40:13,307 --> 00:40:15,518 Say it, Rubi, or all of this is for shit. 652 00:40:15,601 --> 00:40:16,644 Say it! Promise! 653 00:40:16,727 --> 00:40:18,020 Go back there right now. 654 00:40:18,104 --> 00:40:19,438 Promise, say it! 655 00:40:19,522 --> 00:40:22,400 -I’ll promise if you... -No, say it, promise. 656 00:40:22,483 --> 00:40:24,443 [grunts in frustration] 657 00:40:26,070 --> 00:40:27,280 Go back to that place. 658 00:40:27,363 --> 00:40:29,615 I... only if... I need... 659 00:40:29,699 --> 00:40:31,742 I need you to wait for me. 660 00:40:31,826 --> 00:40:34,120 Okay? You’re it for me, Lou. You’re my fuckin’ heart. 661 00:40:34,203 --> 00:40:35,538 You’re it for me. 662 00:40:35,621 --> 00:40:38,291 Okay? You got to wait for me. 663 00:40:46,174 --> 00:40:47,633 Fuck. 664 00:40:50,595 --> 00:40:51,888 Listen to me. Listen, listen. 665 00:40:51,971 --> 00:40:54,974 When you get there, I need you to... 666 00:40:55,057 --> 00:40:57,268 I need you to write to me, okay? 667 00:40:57,351 --> 00:41:00,813 Yeah? Will you write me and tell me you’re okay? 668 00:41:00,897 --> 00:41:02,190 Huh? Promise me? 669 00:41:02,273 --> 00:41:03,608 And listen, if it’s... 670 00:41:03,691 --> 00:41:05,776 if it’s bullshit, you just get your ass back here. 671 00:41:05,860 --> 00:41:07,278 I’ll fix it, I swear to God. 672 00:41:07,361 --> 00:41:08,529 You know I’ll fuckin’ fix this. 673 00:41:08,613 --> 00:41:10,364 This is not that hard, okay? 674 00:41:10,448 --> 00:41:12,325 Just come back here. 675 00:41:15,661 --> 00:41:17,496 -I love you. -You’re my fucking heart. 676 00:41:17,580 --> 00:41:18,831 Okay? 677 00:41:21,250 --> 00:41:22,752 Motherfucker. 678 00:41:22,835 --> 00:41:24,921 -Oh, motherf... -[engine starts] 679 00:41:33,262 --> 00:41:35,473 -Fuck. -[car departing] 680 00:41:38,684 --> 00:41:40,686 [sobbing]: Motherfucker. 681 00:41:47,276 --> 00:41:48,569 Oh. 682 00:41:54,617 --> 00:41:56,160 Fuck. 683 00:41:57,161 --> 00:41:59,038 Motherfucker. 684 00:42:04,669 --> 00:42:06,963 [stifled sob] 685 00:42:07,046 --> 00:42:09,590 [sounds of nature] 686 00:42:53,968 --> 00:42:55,511 RUBEN: What’s up? 687 00:42:57,013 --> 00:42:58,222 Yo. 688 00:42:58,306 --> 00:42:59,640 Hey. 689 00:43:12,820 --> 00:43:14,655 [unzips bag] 690 00:43:14,739 --> 00:43:16,907 [rummaging] 691 00:43:27,835 --> 00:43:29,003 You want my car keys? 692 00:43:40,264 --> 00:43:43,225 If I ask for ’em back, I want ’em back, okay? 693 00:43:43,976 --> 00:43:45,186 [Ruben clears throat] 694 00:43:47,021 --> 00:43:48,564 We’re not doing that. 695 00:44:10,169 --> 00:44:12,463 [insects trilling loudly] 696 00:45:03,514 --> 00:45:05,057 Your name. 697 00:45:06,142 --> 00:45:07,685 My name’s Ruben. 698 00:45:07,768 --> 00:45:09,395 I’m an addict. 699 00:45:09,478 --> 00:45:11,772 I have four years clean now. 700 00:45:11,856 --> 00:45:13,315 I’m sorry I don’t... 701 00:45:13,399 --> 00:45:14,650 talk sign language. 702 00:45:14,733 --> 00:45:16,152 That’s it. 703 00:45:24,452 --> 00:45:27,496 My name is Shaheem. 704 00:45:27,580 --> 00:45:30,499 I’m a heroin addict. 705 00:45:50,561 --> 00:45:52,855 [sound muted] 706 00:46:08,496 --> 00:46:10,789 [rhythmic tapping, utensils banging] 707 00:46:18,339 --> 00:46:20,633 [rhythmic clapping, banging] 708 00:46:27,223 --> 00:46:29,517 [muffled banging] 709 00:46:46,367 --> 00:46:48,577 [insects trilling] 710 00:46:55,417 --> 00:46:56,794 Oh... 711 00:46:56,877 --> 00:46:58,420 [whispers]: Fuck. 712 00:46:59,838 --> 00:47:02,258 [snoring] 713 00:47:06,470 --> 00:47:08,764 [sound muted] 714 00:48:30,387 --> 00:48:33,265 [children chattering playfully nearby] 715 00:49:02,169 --> 00:49:04,421 [quiet laughter inside room] 716 00:49:17,142 --> 00:49:18,560 What? 717 00:49:21,605 --> 00:49:22,523 Okay. 718 00:49:22,606 --> 00:49:24,566 [students laughing] 719 00:49:24,650 --> 00:49:26,944 [laughter quiets] 720 00:49:39,623 --> 00:49:42,167 [laughing]: I know, right? 721 00:49:48,132 --> 00:49:49,967 [students laughing] 722 00:50:04,940 --> 00:50:07,151 Um, I don’t... 723 00:50:07,234 --> 00:50:09,069 Sorry. 724 00:50:09,903 --> 00:50:12,072 [Ruben clears throat] 725 00:50:18,954 --> 00:50:20,789 [student chuckles] 726 00:50:30,424 --> 00:50:32,009 Ruben. 727 00:50:33,010 --> 00:50:34,094 Ruben. 728 00:50:38,015 --> 00:50:40,058 [students giggling] 729 00:50:47,316 --> 00:50:49,526 [students groaning] 730 00:51:10,172 --> 00:51:11,298 Oh. 731 00:51:29,566 --> 00:51:30,567 Okay. 732 00:51:33,904 --> 00:51:35,906 [scoffs quietly] 733 00:51:35,989 --> 00:51:37,616 Yeah. 734 00:51:47,543 --> 00:51:49,837 [sound muted] 735 00:51:58,095 --> 00:52:00,389 [ominous tone droning] 736 00:52:13,235 --> 00:52:16,530 -[distant foghorn] -[wind blowing softly] 737 00:52:21,702 --> 00:52:24,997 -[quiet chatter] -[utensils clinking on plates] 738 00:52:32,337 --> 00:52:33,547 Uh, I’m coming. 739 00:52:33,630 --> 00:52:35,507 Okay? One minute. 740 00:52:35,591 --> 00:52:36,758 I-I’ll... I’ll be back. 741 00:52:36,842 --> 00:52:37,843 [clears throat] 742 00:53:37,110 --> 00:53:38,946 [sighs softly] 743 00:53:41,949 --> 00:53:44,242 [insects trilling] 744 00:53:53,335 --> 00:53:54,336 Fuck. 745 00:54:25,075 --> 00:54:26,076 Oh, hey, Joe. 746 00:54:31,456 --> 00:54:33,458 What was that all about, Ruben? 747 00:54:37,295 --> 00:54:39,089 Oh, with your roof? 748 00:54:39,172 --> 00:54:40,465 I was fixing your roof. 749 00:54:40,549 --> 00:54:41,967 It’s, like, one of the eaves is... 750 00:54:42,050 --> 00:54:44,136 [chuckles]: I was trying to fix your roof. 751 00:54:44,219 --> 00:54:47,139 You don’t need to fix anything here. 752 00:54:52,936 --> 00:54:55,313 Okay. [chuckles] 753 00:54:58,775 --> 00:55:00,235 I’ve got a little, uh... 754 00:55:00,318 --> 00:55:02,487 assignment for you. Okay? 755 00:55:02,571 --> 00:55:05,824 You get up early, right? 756 00:55:05,907 --> 00:55:07,701 Yeah, pretty early, yeah. 757 00:55:09,202 --> 00:55:10,871 I’ll have hot coffee 758 00:55:10,954 --> 00:55:12,372 waiting for you 759 00:55:12,456 --> 00:55:14,207 at 5:30. 760 00:55:14,291 --> 00:55:16,543 Early enough for you? 761 00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:21,506 I don’t know. I guess. 762 00:55:21,590 --> 00:55:23,675 Okay, 5:00. 763 00:55:23,759 --> 00:55:25,677 And I’ll, uh, 764 00:55:25,761 --> 00:55:27,763 provide a room for you. 765 00:55:27,846 --> 00:55:29,598 What for? 766 00:55:29,681 --> 00:55:32,601 And there’s nothing that needs to be accomplished in this room. 767 00:55:32,684 --> 00:55:35,520 All I want you to do is just... 768 00:55:36,646 --> 00:55:38,440 ...sit. 769 00:55:40,358 --> 00:55:41,818 [scoffs] 770 00:55:41,902 --> 00:55:45,155 All I ask is if and when you cannot just sit, 771 00:55:45,238 --> 00:55:47,532 you turn yourself to the pen and paper 772 00:55:47,616 --> 00:55:49,951 that I’m going to supply for you. 773 00:55:50,035 --> 00:55:52,120 And I want you to... 774 00:55:53,330 --> 00:55:54,956 ...write. 775 00:55:56,208 --> 00:55:58,210 Doesn’t matter what you write, how you write, 776 00:55:58,293 --> 00:56:00,378 whether it’s spelled correctly. 777 00:56:00,462 --> 00:56:02,631 Or if it’s just a big... [blows raspberry] 778 00:56:02,714 --> 00:56:04,424 ...mess. 779 00:56:04,508 --> 00:56:06,301 I don’t care. 780 00:56:06,384 --> 00:56:08,929 No one will read it, okay? 781 00:56:09,012 --> 00:56:11,014 But I want you to keep writing 782 00:56:11,098 --> 00:56:12,933 continuously without stopping 783 00:56:13,016 --> 00:56:15,811 until you feel like you can... 784 00:56:18,021 --> 00:56:20,107 ...sit again. 785 00:56:35,372 --> 00:56:37,541 -Does it have to be writing? -Writing, yes. 786 00:56:37,624 --> 00:56:40,418 No drawing. Writing, yes. 787 00:56:45,132 --> 00:56:47,634 And if... sometime in the future, 788 00:56:47,717 --> 00:56:50,929 it feels like it’s a little bit too difficult for you, 789 00:56:51,012 --> 00:56:53,974 you should come and find me. 790 00:56:54,057 --> 00:56:56,351 I’ll be in my apartment 791 00:56:56,434 --> 00:56:59,646 doing the same thing as you, okay, Ruben? 792 00:57:04,860 --> 00:57:06,778 I’ll be writing, too. 793 00:57:09,906 --> 00:57:11,241 Okay. 794 00:57:13,410 --> 00:57:15,704 [insects trilling, birds squawking] 795 00:57:40,645 --> 00:57:42,022 [door creaks open] 796 00:57:58,538 --> 00:58:00,665 [door bangs shut] 797 00:58:44,292 --> 00:58:45,585 [yells] 798 00:58:54,594 --> 00:58:56,304 -[yells] -[slams table] 799 00:58:58,265 --> 00:58:59,599 [yells] 800 00:59:00,558 --> 00:59:02,394 [panting] 801 00:59:04,354 --> 00:59:05,772 Mmm, nice. 802 00:59:05,855 --> 00:59:07,816 -Nice, nice, nice. -[paper rustling] 803 00:59:07,899 --> 00:59:10,026 So fucking stupid. 804 00:59:10,110 --> 00:59:12,195 [laughing] 805 00:59:16,992 --> 00:59:19,786 [laughing]: It’s so fucking stupid. 806 00:59:23,415 --> 00:59:25,292 You fucking idiot. 807 00:59:25,375 --> 00:59:27,877 [chuckles, sighs] 808 00:59:38,138 --> 00:59:40,765 What a fucking idiot. 809 00:59:40,849 --> 00:59:44,019 [muffled hip-hop music playing] 810 01:00:22,140 --> 01:00:24,434 [unmuffled hip-hop playing] 811 01:00:28,730 --> 01:00:31,024 [sound muted] 812 01:00:39,824 --> 01:00:41,993 [muffled tapping] 813 01:00:57,425 --> 01:00:58,343 [muffled tapping twice] 814 01:00:58,426 --> 01:01:00,220 [muffled taps repeat] 815 01:01:03,681 --> 01:01:04,641 [muffled tap] 816 01:01:04,724 --> 01:01:06,559 [muffled tap repeats] 817 01:01:16,152 --> 01:01:17,028 [muffled taps] 818 01:01:17,112 --> 01:01:18,321 [muffled taps repeat] 819 01:01:22,492 --> 01:01:24,744 [muffled rhythmic tapping] 820 01:01:24,828 --> 01:01:26,037 [muffled rhythm tapping repeats] 821 01:01:34,421 --> 01:01:36,631 [muffled rhythmic tapping] 822 01:01:39,426 --> 01:01:41,719 [muffled, rhythmic tapping continues] 823 01:02:01,239 --> 01:02:03,533 [sound is back, rhythmic tapping] 824 01:02:08,496 --> 01:02:10,790 [leaves rustling] 825 01:02:15,336 --> 01:02:17,630 [wind in the grass] 826 01:02:35,607 --> 01:02:37,025 Hey. 827 01:02:38,610 --> 01:02:40,445 You think he’s okay? 828 01:02:43,490 --> 01:02:44,616 You okay? 829 01:02:44,699 --> 01:02:46,326 -No. -Not feeling better? 830 01:02:46,409 --> 01:02:47,744 Come on over. 831 01:02:49,579 --> 01:02:51,247 Look at those flowers. 832 01:02:55,793 --> 01:02:57,962 [laughter] 833 01:03:00,757 --> 01:03:03,051 He’s quick. 834 01:03:04,010 --> 01:03:06,721 [laughter] 835 01:03:15,813 --> 01:03:18,274 All right, come here, my friend. 836 01:03:19,651 --> 01:03:21,986 See, I knew he had it. 837 01:03:23,947 --> 01:03:26,241 [laughter] 838 01:03:33,122 --> 01:03:35,333 [squealing laughter] 839 01:03:36,709 --> 01:03:38,878 [Ruben grunting] 840 01:03:47,178 --> 01:03:48,304 A, B, C, 841 01:03:48,388 --> 01:03:49,681 D, E, F, 842 01:03:49,764 --> 01:03:50,890 G, H, I, J, 843 01:03:50,974 --> 01:03:53,101 K, L, M, N-- 844 01:03:53,184 --> 01:03:54,435 R, S, T, 845 01:03:54,519 --> 01:03:55,436 U, V, W, 846 01:03:55,520 --> 01:03:56,980 X, Y, Z. 847 01:04:01,109 --> 01:04:02,777 He won. 848 01:04:02,860 --> 01:04:04,904 -No, no, he won. -It was close. 849 01:04:04,988 --> 01:04:06,656 No, he won. You can go again if you want to. 850 01:04:06,739 --> 01:04:08,783 Again! Again! Again! Again! 851 01:04:13,538 --> 01:04:15,081 A, B, C, D, 852 01:04:15,164 --> 01:04:16,207 G, H, I, 853 01:04:16,291 --> 01:04:17,375 J, K, L, 854 01:04:17,458 --> 01:04:19,794 T, U, V, O, Q-- 855 01:04:19,877 --> 01:04:20,962 R, S, T, 856 01:04:21,045 --> 01:04:22,171 U, V, W, 857 01:04:22,255 --> 01:04:23,756 X, Y, Z. 858 01:04:23,840 --> 01:04:24,966 Yes! 859 01:04:27,719 --> 01:04:28,845 See? 860 01:04:29,596 --> 01:04:30,597 Good job! You did it! 861 01:05:08,009 --> 01:05:10,178 [muttering] 862 01:05:17,602 --> 01:05:19,020 No, I thought... 863 01:05:20,104 --> 01:05:22,440 I thought you said you were smart. 864 01:05:22,523 --> 01:05:24,108 But your wife and your daughter 865 01:05:24,192 --> 01:05:26,402 are better, right? 866 01:05:27,278 --> 01:05:28,696 See? He knows! 867 01:05:28,780 --> 01:05:30,156 [banging on table] 868 01:05:30,239 --> 01:05:33,951 -He already knows. -[laughter] 869 01:05:44,379 --> 01:05:45,713 I don’t like it completely shaved. 870 01:05:45,797 --> 01:05:48,049 I prefer it with a little hair. 871 01:05:58,518 --> 01:06:00,770 Whoa, not too much. 872 01:06:00,853 --> 01:06:01,813 Natural, got it. 873 01:06:01,896 --> 01:06:03,648 Trimmed and all, ya know? 874 01:06:08,403 --> 01:06:09,529 Lovely. 875 01:06:09,612 --> 01:06:10,780 Who is she? 876 01:06:15,159 --> 01:06:16,911 Okay, okay. 877 01:06:20,456 --> 01:06:22,375 Where do you want it? 878 01:06:24,585 --> 01:06:27,463 -Right here. -[chuckles] 879 01:06:32,844 --> 01:06:34,303 I like it. 880 01:06:46,190 --> 01:06:46,983 Cool. Thank you. 881 01:06:47,066 --> 01:06:49,610 [quiet laughter] 882 01:06:59,078 --> 01:07:01,581 [quiet laughter] 883 01:07:05,710 --> 01:07:06,878 My bad. 884 01:07:08,129 --> 01:07:09,464 Watch me. 885 01:07:11,257 --> 01:07:12,425 Slowly. 886 01:07:23,519 --> 01:07:25,813 [drumming continues] 887 01:07:38,117 --> 01:07:40,286 [Deaf applause] 888 01:07:43,289 --> 01:07:45,500 [morning birds chirping] 889 01:08:04,435 --> 01:08:06,646 [birds continue chirping] 890 01:08:19,116 --> 01:08:21,410 [creaking] 891 01:08:27,416 --> 01:08:30,169 I feel a little bit old today. 892 01:08:32,088 --> 01:08:34,048 You are old. 893 01:08:36,509 --> 01:08:37,885 I love your name sign... 894 01:08:37,969 --> 01:08:39,136 Ruben. 895 01:08:39,220 --> 01:08:42,098 [both chuckling] 896 01:08:42,181 --> 01:08:44,267 That first day you were here, 897 01:08:44,350 --> 01:08:47,144 you reminded me of an owl. 898 01:08:49,146 --> 01:08:51,732 -O-W-L? -Owl. 899 01:08:51,816 --> 01:08:52,942 Fuck you. 900 01:09:02,159 --> 01:09:04,620 And you’ve become very important 901 01:09:04,704 --> 01:09:07,081 to a lot of people around here. 902 01:09:08,666 --> 01:09:10,793 You know? It’s true. 903 01:09:10,877 --> 01:09:12,628 Thank you. 904 01:09:14,130 --> 01:09:16,841 I’d like to offer you a... 905 01:09:16,924 --> 01:09:18,134 a way that 906 01:09:18,217 --> 01:09:21,596 maybe you can continue on here with us. 907 01:09:22,722 --> 01:09:24,098 I imagine you’re starting to think 908 01:09:24,181 --> 01:09:26,767 about the future a little bit? 909 01:09:26,851 --> 01:09:29,103 -Future? -Future. 910 01:09:29,186 --> 01:09:31,480 I know I am. 911 01:09:33,733 --> 01:09:36,193 But, uh... I do think there’s a way 912 01:09:36,277 --> 01:09:39,238 you could maybe stay and work here, 913 01:09:39,322 --> 01:09:42,158 uh, maybe with my program, 914 01:09:42,241 --> 01:09:43,910 maybe... 915 01:09:43,993 --> 01:09:45,453 with the kids at school. 916 01:09:46,871 --> 01:09:48,789 Maybe both. 917 01:09:52,126 --> 01:09:54,128 Anyway... 918 01:09:55,129 --> 01:09:56,505 ...you, uh... 919 01:09:56,589 --> 01:09:58,299 you think about it, you know? 920 01:10:06,974 --> 01:10:08,684 [chuckles softly] 921 01:10:22,448 --> 01:10:24,617 [insects buzzing] 922 01:10:46,347 --> 01:10:48,641 [tapping keys] 923 01:11:15,001 --> 01:11:17,294 [chuckles] 924 01:11:18,796 --> 01:11:20,506 What the fuck? 925 01:11:21,215 --> 01:11:23,509 [no audio] 926 01:11:50,077 --> 01:11:52,371 [insects trilling] 927 01:12:08,888 --> 01:12:10,848 [lock clicks] 928 01:12:21,108 --> 01:12:24,987 -[creaking] -[objects clattering] 929 01:13:01,690 --> 01:13:03,984 [grunting, panting] 930 01:13:08,989 --> 01:13:11,492 [sniffs, grunts] 931 01:13:13,577 --> 01:13:15,788 [muffled drumbeat] 932 01:13:32,388 --> 01:13:34,682 [unmuffled, fast-tempo drumbeat] 933 01:14:22,104 --> 01:14:23,189 Her? 934 01:14:23,272 --> 01:14:25,107 Yeah. 935 01:14:30,571 --> 01:14:32,072 [chuckles] Yeah. 936 01:14:32,156 --> 01:14:33,282 Cute. 937 01:14:34,491 --> 01:14:35,743 What do you think, huh? 938 01:14:35,826 --> 01:14:36,994 Yo, what do you think? 939 01:14:37,077 --> 01:14:38,829 This? 940 01:14:38,913 --> 01:14:40,372 All? 941 01:14:41,624 --> 01:14:42,750 Yeah. 942 01:14:43,709 --> 01:14:44,835 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 943 01:14:44,919 --> 01:14:46,295 Wait, yo, it’s easy. 944 01:14:46,378 --> 01:14:48,255 It’s easy. Just... slowly. 945 01:14:49,089 --> 01:14:51,258 Yo. It’s for her, huh? 946 01:14:51,342 --> 01:14:52,343 It’s for her. 947 01:14:52,426 --> 01:14:54,637 We need money. We need money. 948 01:14:55,512 --> 01:14:57,473 Huh? It’s for us. 949 01:15:00,100 --> 01:15:01,518 I’m leveling with you. 950 01:15:01,602 --> 01:15:03,145 It’s for her. 951 01:15:21,872 --> 01:15:22,623 Yo. 952 01:15:22,706 --> 01:15:24,041 For-for this? 953 01:15:24,124 --> 01:15:26,126 For this, remember it’s, uh... 954 01:15:26,210 --> 01:15:27,503 it’s, uh... cash. 955 01:15:27,586 --> 01:15:28,796 Okay? Not check. 956 01:15:28,879 --> 01:15:29,797 Cool. 957 01:15:29,880 --> 01:15:31,090 Yo. 958 01:15:31,173 --> 01:15:32,591 You okay? 959 01:15:32,675 --> 01:15:34,051 Sure? 960 01:15:37,471 --> 01:15:38,847 [van door closes] 961 01:15:38,931 --> 01:15:41,225 [engine starts] 962 01:15:43,894 --> 01:15:46,063 [van departing] 963 01:15:54,071 --> 01:15:56,365 [insects trilling] 964 01:16:25,519 --> 01:16:27,813 [typing] 965 01:17:02,181 --> 01:17:04,558 Hi. Is that Prince Audiology? 966 01:17:04,641 --> 01:17:06,310 Can you hear me? 967 01:17:10,314 --> 01:17:12,232 It’s Stone, Ruben Stone. 968 01:17:12,316 --> 01:17:14,651 R-U-B-E-N, 969 01:17:14,735 --> 01:17:17,237 Stone, S-T-O-N-E. 970 01:17:17,321 --> 01:17:19,823 I’m confirming an appointment. 971 01:17:24,078 --> 01:17:26,413 Yeah, I can hold. 972 01:17:26,497 --> 01:17:28,791 [playing gentle classical tune] 973 01:17:43,722 --> 01:17:46,016 ♪ ♪ 974 01:18:10,332 --> 01:18:12,501 [piano muffles] 975 01:18:20,050 --> 01:18:22,344 [distant foghorn] 976 01:18:52,082 --> 01:18:53,542 So, listen. 977 01:18:53,625 --> 01:18:55,335 -What did you say? Write it down. -Yeah, yeah. 978 01:18:55,419 --> 01:18:57,671 I can’t hear you. Write it down. 979 01:19:13,312 --> 01:19:14,938 [man sets pen down] 980 01:19:18,859 --> 01:19:20,819 I got a proposition for you. 981 01:19:20,903 --> 01:19:22,488 What’s that? 982 01:19:22,571 --> 01:19:24,656 What if I give it to you at this price... 983 01:19:24,740 --> 01:19:27,367 [tapping] 984 01:19:27,451 --> 01:19:30,287 ...but on one condition? 985 01:19:31,955 --> 01:19:33,832 I have the option of coming back to you 986 01:19:33,916 --> 01:19:36,001 within eight weeks. 987 01:19:36,084 --> 01:19:38,795 Okay? I get to buy it back off you 988 01:19:38,879 --> 01:19:40,631 -for ten percent more than this. -[tapping] 989 01:19:40,714 --> 01:19:42,674 But everything has to be in its current condition. 990 01:19:42,758 --> 01:19:46,386 Everything has to be exactly like it is now. 991 01:19:46,470 --> 01:19:47,721 Hmm? 992 01:19:47,804 --> 01:19:49,515 What do you think? 993 01:19:49,598 --> 01:19:51,225 [chuckling]: Why would you want to do that? 994 01:19:51,308 --> 01:19:52,768 Dude, I can’t hear you. I’m deaf. 995 01:19:52,851 --> 01:19:54,686 So it’s... take it or leave it. 996 01:19:54,770 --> 01:19:56,939 What’s it gonna be? 997 01:19:57,022 --> 01:19:59,024 [sighs] 998 01:20:38,146 --> 01:20:40,482 [drill whirring loudly] 999 01:20:51,743 --> 01:20:54,037 [droning score] 1000 01:21:43,712 --> 01:21:46,006 -[rain pattering] -[footsteps sloshing] 1001 01:22:04,733 --> 01:22:06,526 [knocking] 1002 01:22:10,822 --> 01:22:11,657 You’re back? 1003 01:22:14,493 --> 01:22:16,370 Have a seat here. 1004 01:22:17,245 --> 01:22:18,538 Thank you. 1005 01:22:29,049 --> 01:22:30,175 Um... 1006 01:22:31,051 --> 01:22:32,928 ...I did the deed. 1007 01:22:34,805 --> 01:22:36,181 The deed? 1008 01:22:40,519 --> 01:22:41,853 Surgery. 1009 01:22:50,779 --> 01:22:53,198 How’d you get the money? 1010 01:22:53,281 --> 01:22:56,535 I sold my RV and other shit. 1011 01:22:58,787 --> 01:23:00,747 -Okay. -Look, Joe, 1012 01:23:00,831 --> 01:23:04,334 I really don’t want to explain myself right now. 1013 01:23:04,418 --> 01:23:05,752 Okay? 1014 01:23:07,129 --> 01:23:08,630 It’s time. Okay? 1015 01:23:08,714 --> 01:23:11,758 It’s time. I got to do something. 1016 01:23:11,842 --> 01:23:13,135 Right? 1017 01:23:13,218 --> 01:23:15,637 Trying to save my f-fuckin’ life. 1018 01:23:17,848 --> 01:23:19,099 So, that’s what I’m doing. 1019 01:23:19,182 --> 01:23:21,810 Okay? No one else is gonna save my life. 1020 01:23:21,893 --> 01:23:23,645 Right? 1021 01:23:23,729 --> 01:23:25,313 If I just sit here and diddle around, 1022 01:23:25,397 --> 01:23:28,233 what am I gonna have? Nothing. 1023 01:23:28,316 --> 01:23:29,526 Okay? 1024 01:23:29,609 --> 01:23:30,986 And all this shit? 1025 01:23:31,069 --> 01:23:32,738 Like, what does it matter? What does it matter? 1026 01:23:32,821 --> 01:23:34,239 It just passes. 1027 01:23:34,322 --> 01:23:35,240 Yo. 1028 01:23:35,323 --> 01:23:36,825 If I disappear, 1029 01:23:36,908 --> 01:23:38,493 like, who cares? 1030 01:23:38,577 --> 01:23:40,245 Nobody cares, man. 1031 01:23:40,328 --> 01:23:41,288 Seriously. 1032 01:23:41,371 --> 01:23:42,414 Yo, and that’s okay. 1033 01:23:42,497 --> 01:23:43,665 That’s life. 1034 01:23:44,499 --> 01:23:45,834 That’s life. 1035 01:23:45,917 --> 01:23:48,044 No, for real. Okay? 1036 01:23:48,128 --> 01:23:49,421 It just passes. 1037 01:23:49,504 --> 01:23:51,673 It just fucking... fucking passes. 1038 01:23:56,219 --> 01:23:58,305 I wonder, uh... 1039 01:23:58,388 --> 01:24:01,808 all these mornings you’ve been sitting in my study, 1040 01:24:01,892 --> 01:24:04,811 sitting, 1041 01:24:04,895 --> 01:24:06,605 have you... 1042 01:24:06,688 --> 01:24:08,607 had any... 1043 01:24:08,690 --> 01:24:10,442 moments of... 1044 01:24:10,525 --> 01:24:12,527 stillness? 1045 01:24:16,907 --> 01:24:19,159 Because you’re right, Ruben. 1046 01:24:19,242 --> 01:24:20,660 The world does keep moving, 1047 01:24:20,744 --> 01:24:22,704 and it can be a damn... 1048 01:24:22,788 --> 01:24:24,498 cruel place. 1049 01:24:25,540 --> 01:24:27,542 But for me... 1050 01:24:29,461 --> 01:24:33,048 ...those moments of stillness, 1051 01:24:33,131 --> 01:24:35,467 that place, that’s the... 1052 01:24:35,550 --> 01:24:37,219 kingdom of God. 1053 01:24:40,722 --> 01:24:43,517 And that place 1054 01:24:43,600 --> 01:24:45,268 will never abandon you. 1055 01:24:48,772 --> 01:24:50,023 But... 1056 01:24:50,732 --> 01:24:53,485 [takes deep breath] 1057 01:24:53,568 --> 01:24:55,821 I see you’ve made your choice. 1058 01:24:55,904 --> 01:24:56,988 Right? 1059 01:24:58,406 --> 01:25:00,283 Yeah. 1060 01:25:02,160 --> 01:25:04,454 And I sincerely hope 1061 01:25:04,538 --> 01:25:07,332 that it brings you happiness, Ruben. 1062 01:25:11,169 --> 01:25:12,546 Thank you. 1063 01:25:17,509 --> 01:25:21,221 I was wondering, Joe. I don’t know if it’s possible... 1064 01:25:21,304 --> 01:25:23,223 [sighs] 1065 01:25:23,306 --> 01:25:26,601 ...but, uh, I need money 1066 01:25:26,685 --> 01:25:29,980 to... just to buy back my RV. 1067 01:25:30,063 --> 01:25:31,231 You know? 1068 01:25:31,314 --> 01:25:33,024 You know, me... me and Lou. 1069 01:25:33,108 --> 01:25:34,734 This is where we live. 1070 01:25:34,818 --> 01:25:38,029 It’s our home. Our home. 1071 01:25:38,113 --> 01:25:40,782 And I can... I can totally pay you back. 1072 01:25:40,866 --> 01:25:42,033 Just, uh... 1073 01:25:42,117 --> 01:25:44,369 Now I got an issue with time. 1074 01:25:51,793 --> 01:25:53,169 Ruben. 1075 01:25:55,255 --> 01:25:59,175 I don’t understand the situation that you’ve put yourself in, 1076 01:25:59,259 --> 01:26:00,719 but... 1077 01:26:00,802 --> 01:26:02,679 from where I’m sitting... 1078 01:26:02,762 --> 01:26:05,849 you look and sound like an addict. 1079 01:26:05,932 --> 01:26:08,518 No, I don’t. Yo, no. 1080 01:26:08,602 --> 01:26:10,270 I’m not... It’s not... 1081 01:26:10,353 --> 01:26:12,188 Not an addi... 1082 01:26:12,272 --> 01:26:13,773 It’s fine. Okay? 1083 01:26:13,857 --> 01:26:16,776 My situation, it’s cool. Okay? 1084 01:26:16,860 --> 01:26:19,738 Seriously, my girlfriend’s dad is rich, 1085 01:26:19,821 --> 01:26:21,489 he can give me... give me the money. 1086 01:26:21,573 --> 01:26:22,949 Okay? This is nothing. 1087 01:26:23,033 --> 01:26:25,493 You can’t imagine how nothing this is. 1088 01:26:25,577 --> 01:26:27,203 Seriously. 1089 01:26:29,623 --> 01:26:32,125 I’m fucking stupid. I’m-I’m sorry to ask. 1090 01:26:32,208 --> 01:26:34,461 I’m sorry. Okay? 1091 01:26:35,754 --> 01:26:37,464 Okay. 1092 01:26:43,470 --> 01:26:47,057 Please, can I stay here for just... 1093 01:26:47,140 --> 01:26:48,934 three, four weeks? 1094 01:26:49,017 --> 01:26:50,602 Till they... 1095 01:26:50,685 --> 01:26:52,479 activate? 1096 01:26:53,521 --> 01:26:55,815 [takes deep breath] 1097 01:26:58,902 --> 01:27:01,237 Ruben. 1098 01:27:01,321 --> 01:27:04,282 As you know, everybody here 1099 01:27:04,366 --> 01:27:06,076 shares in the belief that 1100 01:27:06,159 --> 01:27:08,370 being deaf is not a handicap. 1101 01:27:08,453 --> 01:27:11,081 Not something to fix. 1102 01:27:12,582 --> 01:27:14,793 It’s pretty important around here. 1103 01:27:16,753 --> 01:27:20,215 All these kids... 1104 01:27:20,298 --> 01:27:22,384 all of us, 1105 01:27:22,467 --> 01:27:25,136 need to be reminded of it 1106 01:27:25,220 --> 01:27:26,805 every day. 1107 01:27:30,100 --> 01:27:33,186 And my house is a house built on that belief, 1108 01:27:33,269 --> 01:27:35,397 and built on trust. 1109 01:27:37,816 --> 01:27:40,151 And when that trust is violated, 1110 01:27:40,235 --> 01:27:42,320 things happen. 1111 01:27:48,743 --> 01:27:51,079 And I can’t have that. 1112 01:27:52,163 --> 01:27:54,249 There are too many others 1113 01:27:54,332 --> 01:27:56,459 to consider. 1114 01:27:58,420 --> 01:28:00,255 And so, 1115 01:28:00,338 --> 01:28:03,550 in your current state, at this time... 1116 01:28:05,343 --> 01:28:09,764 I’m going to have to ask you to pack up your bags today 1117 01:28:09,848 --> 01:28:12,600 and find another place to be, Ruben. 1118 01:28:26,781 --> 01:28:28,074 Cool. 1119 01:28:41,421 --> 01:28:43,465 [sighs] 1120 01:28:43,548 --> 01:28:45,842 [traffic rumbling loudly] 1121 01:29:11,076 --> 01:29:13,328 [pained, trembling breaths] 1122 01:29:17,624 --> 01:29:19,876 [groans] 1123 01:29:27,967 --> 01:29:30,261 [razor buzzing] 1124 01:29:44,109 --> 01:29:46,486 [groaning] 1125 01:29:56,121 --> 01:29:57,789 [razor clicks off] 1126 01:30:10,135 --> 01:30:12,428 [somber music playing] 1127 01:30:30,864 --> 01:30:33,158 ♪ ♪ 1128 01:31:03,980 --> 01:31:06,274 [thunder rumbling] 1129 01:31:33,218 --> 01:31:34,928 Are you ready? 1130 01:31:36,596 --> 01:31:38,389 Okay. 1131 01:31:47,357 --> 01:31:49,317 Here we go. 1132 01:31:50,276 --> 01:31:52,570 [silence] 1133 01:31:56,282 --> 01:31:58,451 -[click] -[high-pitched buzzing] 1134 01:32:00,161 --> 01:32:02,205 [distorted]: Can you hear me? 1135 01:32:03,081 --> 01:32:05,124 [distorted chuckle] 1136 01:32:07,877 --> 01:32:09,128 [distorted]: Say again. 1137 01:32:09,212 --> 01:32:11,089 -[distorted]: Can you hear me? -Whoa. 1138 01:32:12,340 --> 01:32:14,342 How does it sound? 1139 01:32:16,469 --> 01:32:18,554 Uh, sounds weird. 1140 01:32:19,931 --> 01:32:23,893 Okay, well, let’s try making an adjustment. 1141 01:32:26,145 --> 01:32:28,356 [sound tamps down] 1142 01:32:28,439 --> 01:32:30,817 [metallic]: How about now? How’s that? 1143 01:32:30,900 --> 01:32:32,610 Oh, that’s bad. 1144 01:32:32,694 --> 01:32:34,696 Um... 1145 01:32:36,531 --> 01:32:38,574 It’s bad. 1146 01:32:40,118 --> 01:32:42,578 [barely audible]: Do you want to describe what you’re hearing? 1147 01:32:42,662 --> 01:32:44,956 It’s, um... 1148 01:32:45,039 --> 01:32:47,667 It’s, like, high. 1149 01:32:47,750 --> 01:32:48,960 High. 1150 01:32:50,086 --> 01:32:51,546 Um... 1151 01:32:53,506 --> 01:32:55,717 Um... 1152 01:32:55,800 --> 01:32:58,052 [distorted]: Can you change the... 1153 01:33:00,388 --> 01:33:03,182 Well, I can try and make another adjustment. 1154 01:33:03,266 --> 01:33:05,435 [sound shifts] 1155 01:33:07,478 --> 01:33:09,230 [distorted, staticky]: How’s that? 1156 01:33:12,692 --> 01:33:14,152 Okay. 1157 01:33:14,235 --> 01:33:17,030 [distorted]: Ruben, this is not sound like you remember, 1158 01:33:17,113 --> 01:33:19,324 and it’s the implants in your head 1159 01:33:19,407 --> 01:33:21,492 that’s tricking your brain into thinking 1160 01:33:21,576 --> 01:33:25,913 that you’re actually hearing, when in reality 1161 01:33:25,997 --> 01:33:28,207 your ears aren’t working still. 1162 01:33:31,127 --> 01:33:34,714 So, uh, I would suggest that you take it easy 1163 01:33:34,797 --> 01:33:37,300 for the next few weeks and... 1164 01:33:37,383 --> 01:33:39,218 just... 1165 01:33:39,302 --> 01:33:42,805 get adjusted to how things sound. 1166 01:33:46,893 --> 01:33:49,687 And just take your time. 1167 01:33:55,651 --> 01:33:57,862 [somber music playing] 1168 01:34:22,303 --> 01:34:24,514 [jet engine rumbling] 1169 01:34:46,494 --> 01:34:48,454 [distorted European siren blaring] 1170 01:34:48,538 --> 01:34:51,582 [high-pitched static distortion] 1171 01:34:51,666 --> 01:34:53,876 [distorted horns honking] 1172 01:35:01,801 --> 01:35:03,636 [distorted bells dinging] 1173 01:35:03,719 --> 01:35:07,098 -[distorted chatter, laughter] -[distant distorted sounds] 1174 01:35:32,373 --> 01:35:34,542 [tapping buttons] 1175 01:35:38,754 --> 01:35:40,965 [distorted buzzing] 1176 01:35:48,347 --> 01:35:50,183 MAN [distorted]: Oui? 1177 01:35:50,266 --> 01:35:51,893 Bonjour? 1178 01:35:51,976 --> 01:35:54,854 [distorted, staticky]: Yeah. Hi. Is that, um... 1179 01:35:54,937 --> 01:35:57,607 Is... is Lou there? 1180 01:35:57,690 --> 01:35:59,442 Hein? C’est qui? 1181 01:35:59,525 --> 01:36:01,402 Who... who is this? 1182 01:36:02,737 --> 01:36:04,155 This is Ruben. 1183 01:36:04,238 --> 01:36:06,491 [undistorted]: Qui? 1184 01:36:06,574 --> 01:36:08,493 It’s Ruben. 1185 01:36:09,994 --> 01:36:12,413 -Oh. -Hmm. 1186 01:36:12,497 --> 01:36:14,332 [lock clicks] 1187 01:36:27,929 --> 01:36:30,473 [door creaks open] 1188 01:36:30,556 --> 01:36:31,682 Hey. 1189 01:36:32,850 --> 01:36:34,602 Bonjour, uh... 1190 01:36:34,685 --> 01:36:36,896 -Ruben. -Come in. 1191 01:36:41,317 --> 01:36:43,569 You are hungry, Ruben? 1192 01:36:45,821 --> 01:36:47,615 RICHARD: Yes? 1193 01:36:59,835 --> 01:37:01,546 Uh, Louise is not here. 1194 01:37:04,882 --> 01:37:06,217 Uh, you are hearing? 1195 01:37:06,300 --> 01:37:07,885 Y-You are hearing? 1196 01:37:07,969 --> 01:37:11,013 Yeah. I-I had an operation. 1197 01:37:11,097 --> 01:37:12,765 Wow. Yes? 1198 01:37:16,978 --> 01:37:19,564 Oh. What is this? Wait. 1199 01:37:19,647 --> 01:37:20,856 Oh, that’s very good. 1200 01:37:20,940 --> 01:37:23,359 Louise told me your wish for this. 1201 01:37:23,442 --> 01:37:25,861 [chuckling] 1202 01:37:25,945 --> 01:37:27,488 Oh. 1203 01:37:27,572 --> 01:37:30,074 [food sizzling] 1204 01:37:30,157 --> 01:37:31,867 And so, uh... 1205 01:37:33,369 --> 01:37:35,162 So, you’re back to your drums now? 1206 01:37:35,246 --> 01:37:37,707 Uh... not yet. 1207 01:37:37,790 --> 01:37:39,458 I got to... I got to, um... 1208 01:37:39,542 --> 01:37:41,877 I got to deal with some stuff first, you know? 1209 01:37:41,961 --> 01:37:45,256 Just got to... got to settle some things. 1210 01:37:45,339 --> 01:37:47,174 Yes, settle... 1211 01:37:47,258 --> 01:37:48,551 Like what? 1212 01:37:48,634 --> 01:37:50,636 You know, just like... 1213 01:37:50,720 --> 01:37:53,472 just getting back into it and also some financial stuff. 1214 01:37:53,556 --> 01:37:55,641 -Yes. -You know, I just got to figure it all out. 1215 01:37:55,725 --> 01:37:56,601 Mm-hmm. 1216 01:37:57,852 --> 01:37:59,353 Yes. 1217 01:37:59,437 --> 01:38:01,022 And Louise knows that you’re here? 1218 01:38:01,105 --> 01:38:03,190 No. No. 1219 01:38:03,274 --> 01:38:04,650 So, it’s a big surprise, oui? 1220 01:38:11,324 --> 01:38:13,492 Well, Louise has been quite busy, you know? 1221 01:38:14,744 --> 01:38:16,329 Mm-hmm. 1222 01:38:16,412 --> 01:38:19,498 We’re doing a party, so... 1223 01:38:19,582 --> 01:38:21,375 she’ll be back home tonight. 1224 01:38:21,459 --> 01:38:23,544 That’s most certainly. 1225 01:38:29,008 --> 01:38:30,468 Oh, you want... 1226 01:38:30,551 --> 01:38:32,720 I’m going to make you some eggs. 1227 01:38:32,803 --> 01:38:33,929 Oh, no, I’m good. 1228 01:38:34,013 --> 01:38:35,890 Do you need any help with any of this? 1229 01:38:35,973 --> 01:38:37,058 No, no. 1230 01:38:37,141 --> 01:38:38,643 You need some eggs. 1231 01:38:40,061 --> 01:38:41,562 Thanks. 1232 01:38:43,648 --> 01:38:45,900 Where did you grow, Ruben? 1233 01:38:46,692 --> 01:38:48,152 Where did I grow up? 1234 01:38:48,235 --> 01:38:50,946 -Yes. -Um... like, all over. 1235 01:38:51,030 --> 01:38:53,908 You know, Texas, California, 1236 01:38:53,991 --> 01:38:55,409 Arizona, Virginia. 1237 01:38:55,493 --> 01:38:57,411 Yeah. All over. 1238 01:38:57,495 --> 01:38:59,580 Why so many places? 1239 01:39:00,414 --> 01:39:02,708 It was... like, uh... 1240 01:39:02,792 --> 01:39:04,960 my mom was a nurse in the military. 1241 01:39:05,044 --> 01:39:06,796 -Mm-hmm. -You know? 1242 01:39:06,879 --> 01:39:08,964 So she kept moving around. 1243 01:39:09,048 --> 01:39:10,466 And your father, too? 1244 01:39:10,549 --> 01:39:11,467 No. 1245 01:39:11,550 --> 01:39:13,636 I mean, I don’t know. 1246 01:39:13,719 --> 01:39:15,179 I see. 1247 01:39:18,265 --> 01:39:21,143 Uh, I must be honest, I... 1248 01:39:21,227 --> 01:39:24,355 did not always have good feelings for you, Ruben, 1249 01:39:24,438 --> 01:39:26,899 all these years. 1250 01:39:26,982 --> 01:39:29,985 I confide it is like if one... 1251 01:39:31,570 --> 01:39:34,990 ...had stolen something precious. 1252 01:39:36,242 --> 01:39:38,077 You understand? 1253 01:39:38,160 --> 01:39:40,162 But I know it’s not you that took 1254 01:39:40,246 --> 01:39:42,039 Louise from me. 1255 01:39:43,165 --> 01:39:44,875 Her mother did that. 1256 01:39:47,169 --> 01:39:49,922 She took Louise when she left me. 1257 01:39:50,005 --> 01:39:51,924 And she took her again 1258 01:39:52,007 --> 01:39:54,176 when she killed herself. 1259 01:39:56,470 --> 01:39:59,724 And Louise must have come back home then, 1260 01:39:59,807 --> 01:40:02,435 but she was hating me so much. 1261 01:40:02,518 --> 01:40:04,729 What could I do? 1262 01:40:04,812 --> 01:40:06,981 And you... you... 1263 01:40:08,941 --> 01:40:11,444 Well, y-you gave her a place to go. 1264 01:40:12,862 --> 01:40:14,613 Then, and... 1265 01:40:14,697 --> 01:40:16,699 this is a good thing. 1266 01:40:17,950 --> 01:40:20,536 Don’t you see, I didn’t like you much at the time, 1267 01:40:20,619 --> 01:40:22,413 but now I thank you. 1268 01:40:22,496 --> 01:40:24,248 I want to say to you that. 1269 01:40:27,001 --> 01:40:28,419 But anyhow, 1270 01:40:28,502 --> 01:40:31,547 you’re gonna be so happy to see how Louise 1271 01:40:31,630 --> 01:40:34,091 is going great now. 1272 01:40:34,175 --> 01:40:35,968 And that’s the most important. 1273 01:40:36,051 --> 01:40:37,803 [crunching] 1274 01:40:37,887 --> 01:40:39,430 Isn’t it? 1275 01:40:40,389 --> 01:40:41,849 Hmm? 1276 01:40:41,932 --> 01:40:43,768 Okay. 1277 01:41:03,954 --> 01:41:06,123 [sighs] 1278 01:41:17,343 --> 01:41:19,512 [quiet footsteps] 1279 01:41:22,598 --> 01:41:24,475 [window opens] 1280 01:41:24,558 --> 01:41:27,937 [sounds of the city] 1281 01:41:28,020 --> 01:41:28,813 Whoa. 1282 01:41:30,105 --> 01:41:32,441 [chuckling]: Whoa. 1283 01:41:32,525 --> 01:41:34,318 Hi. 1284 01:41:34,401 --> 01:41:36,278 Can you hear me? 1285 01:41:36,362 --> 01:41:38,364 Yeah. Loud and clear. 1286 01:41:39,782 --> 01:41:41,075 Oh, look at you, Lulu. 1287 01:41:41,158 --> 01:41:43,202 Holy shit. 1288 01:41:44,286 --> 01:41:45,621 Look at you, huh? 1289 01:41:45,704 --> 01:41:47,414 -What? -You look different. 1290 01:41:51,585 --> 01:41:53,504 Whoa, no scratching, huh? 1291 01:41:54,255 --> 01:41:56,340 Oh, yeah. 1292 01:41:56,423 --> 01:41:58,175 That’s good. 1293 01:42:17,361 --> 01:42:19,113 Does it feel weird? 1294 01:42:19,196 --> 01:42:20,823 Yeah. Does it look weird? 1295 01:42:20,906 --> 01:42:22,366 -No. -[chuckles] 1296 01:42:22,449 --> 01:42:25,202 No, it doesn’t. It looks really neat. 1297 01:42:25,286 --> 01:42:26,954 Mmm. 1298 01:42:27,788 --> 01:42:29,999 -So crazy. -Mm-hmm. 1299 01:42:31,250 --> 01:42:32,543 How’d you do it? 1300 01:42:32,626 --> 01:42:34,670 Just worked some magic. 1301 01:42:36,714 --> 01:42:39,174 I have to talk to you about it. 1302 01:42:39,258 --> 01:42:41,719 I had to just move some things around. 1303 01:42:41,802 --> 01:42:44,388 RICHARD: Louise, tu descends? 1304 01:42:44,471 --> 01:42:46,181 Um... 1305 01:42:46,265 --> 01:42:49,351 Did Richard tell you about this party thing tonight? 1306 01:42:49,435 --> 01:42:50,769 Oh, shit, yeah. 1307 01:42:50,853 --> 01:42:52,563 Yeah, I just have to go and sort some things out. 1308 01:42:52,646 --> 01:42:54,189 -No, it’s great. It’s cool. -Yeah. 1309 01:42:55,399 --> 01:42:56,483 Go do your thing. 1310 01:42:56,567 --> 01:42:58,068 Okay. 1311 01:42:58,152 --> 01:42:59,612 Do you need anything? 1312 01:42:59,695 --> 01:43:01,906 No, I’m good. 1313 01:43:01,989 --> 01:43:04,116 I’ll just be downstairs. 1314 01:43:08,245 --> 01:43:10,539 [metallic-sounding, lively chatter] 1315 01:43:40,235 --> 01:43:42,529 [distorted chatter continues] 1316 01:44:01,507 --> 01:44:02,841 Hey. What’s up? 1317 01:44:02,925 --> 01:44:06,178 [highly distorted]: Ruben, mon petite ami. 1318 01:44:06,261 --> 01:44:08,138 What’s up? 1319 01:44:08,222 --> 01:44:10,641 -Come again? -How are you? 1320 01:44:10,724 --> 01:44:12,351 How are you? 1321 01:44:13,769 --> 01:44:15,020 Did you get some food? 1322 01:44:15,104 --> 01:44:17,272 -Hmm? -Get some food? 1323 01:44:17,356 --> 01:44:19,441 -Yeah. -Yeah? 1324 01:44:19,525 --> 01:44:21,819 [distorted, indistinct conversation] 1325 01:44:34,206 --> 01:44:37,501 [distorted chatter, laughter] 1326 01:44:56,061 --> 01:44:59,398 [distorted chatter intensifies] 1327 01:45:01,817 --> 01:45:04,028 [distorted clinking of glass] 1328 01:45:04,111 --> 01:45:07,031 [undistorted] 1329 01:45:07,114 --> 01:45:10,659 [speaking French]: I would like to make a wish. 1330 01:45:10,743 --> 01:45:14,788 I would like my daughter to sing a little song with me. 1331 01:45:14,872 --> 01:45:16,206 Papa, no. 1332 01:45:16,290 --> 01:45:19,710 This is my right... It’s my birthday! 1333 01:45:19,793 --> 01:45:20,919 Come. 1334 01:45:21,003 --> 01:45:23,255 -Oh! -[applause] 1335 01:45:23,338 --> 01:45:25,507 Some of you knew 1336 01:45:25,591 --> 01:45:27,426 Louise’s mother, 1337 01:45:27,509 --> 01:45:29,887 and know that I wrote songs for her. 1338 01:45:29,970 --> 01:45:31,388 Many. 1339 01:45:31,472 --> 01:45:34,933 And this was your favorite when you were little. 1340 01:45:35,017 --> 01:45:36,935 Do you remember? 1341 01:45:37,019 --> 01:45:39,021 [playing gentle intro] 1342 01:45:44,526 --> 01:45:46,945 [Lou clears throat quietly] 1343 01:45:47,029 --> 01:45:50,741 [singing in French] 1344 01:46:20,896 --> 01:46:23,148 [continues singing in French] 1345 01:46:49,591 --> 01:46:51,426 [clears throat] 1346 01:46:51,510 --> 01:46:53,762 [Richard and Lou singing together] 1347 01:47:17,661 --> 01:47:19,830 [music distorts] 1348 01:47:29,381 --> 01:47:31,675 [song continues with heavy distortion] 1349 01:48:00,996 --> 01:48:03,207 [distorted applause] 1350 01:48:06,210 --> 01:48:08,378 [undistorted] 1351 01:48:25,479 --> 01:48:27,022 Hey. 1352 01:48:29,566 --> 01:48:31,193 You okay? 1353 01:48:31,276 --> 01:48:32,986 -Hmm? -Yeah. 1354 01:49:04,559 --> 01:49:06,270 Um, sorry. [sniffs] 1355 01:49:06,353 --> 01:49:08,480 I just need some water. [clears throat] 1356 01:49:12,985 --> 01:49:15,237 -[clears throat] -Are you okay? 1357 01:49:15,320 --> 01:49:16,989 -Mm-hmm. -Yeah? 1358 01:49:17,072 --> 01:49:18,699 Yeah, it’s just a little dry in here. 1359 01:49:18,782 --> 01:49:21,034 [sniffs, chuckles] 1360 01:49:21,118 --> 01:49:22,286 [clears throat] 1361 01:49:24,329 --> 01:49:26,456 Hey, that was... that was, uh... 1362 01:49:26,540 --> 01:49:28,834 pretty cool tonight. 1363 01:49:28,917 --> 01:49:30,836 You sounded fucking great. 1364 01:49:30,919 --> 01:49:32,254 -Yeah, right. -What? 1365 01:49:32,337 --> 01:49:34,047 You’re telling me you weren’t feeling it? 1366 01:49:34,131 --> 01:49:35,757 -You were in it. -Well, yeah, well, that’s... 1367 01:49:35,841 --> 01:49:37,843 Straight up, you sounded amazing singing like that. 1368 01:49:37,926 --> 01:49:40,762 It’s my dad’s stuff, but... 1369 01:49:40,846 --> 01:49:42,723 -And you’re speaking French now? -Oh, my God, barely. 1370 01:49:42,806 --> 01:49:44,891 I didn’t know you could do that. 1371 01:49:44,975 --> 01:49:46,893 Well, I’ve mostly forgotten, but... 1372 01:49:46,977 --> 01:49:49,938 it’s coming back a little. 1373 01:49:50,022 --> 01:49:52,024 Yeah, I was thinking, like, do you remember... 1374 01:49:52,107 --> 01:49:53,817 you remember this place at all? 1375 01:49:55,402 --> 01:49:57,654 I didn’t, but... 1376 01:49:57,738 --> 01:49:59,781 so disconcerting the things that 1377 01:49:59,865 --> 01:50:04,119 your memory holds onto without you knowing. 1378 01:50:04,202 --> 01:50:05,495 I don’t know, my... 1379 01:50:05,579 --> 01:50:06,997 my mom and I never really talked about this place. 1380 01:50:07,080 --> 01:50:09,833 It was always some weird, dreamy idea, but... 1381 01:50:09,916 --> 01:50:11,335 -[chuckles] -I mean, 1382 01:50:11,418 --> 01:50:13,003 now it’s come back a little. 1383 01:50:13,086 --> 01:50:15,839 Right. 1384 01:50:15,922 --> 01:50:18,133 Yeah. 1385 01:50:18,216 --> 01:50:22,554 I told everyone about our little gypsy life together. 1386 01:50:22,637 --> 01:50:24,473 I miss it. 1387 01:50:24,556 --> 01:50:26,099 We got to get back into it. 1388 01:50:26,183 --> 01:50:27,726 You know? We got to get back on it, 1389 01:50:27,809 --> 01:50:29,269 we got to get back in the fuckin’... 1390 01:50:29,353 --> 01:50:30,729 -in the groove, huh? -Mm. 1391 01:50:30,812 --> 01:50:32,022 Don’t you think? 1392 01:50:32,105 --> 01:50:34,149 I got to go get the Airstream sorted. 1393 01:50:34,232 --> 01:50:35,609 What do you mean "sorted"? 1394 01:50:35,692 --> 01:50:38,070 I just, I just got a shit ton of things to do. 1395 01:50:38,153 --> 01:50:39,988 -You know? -Right. Like, with the tour and stuff? 1396 01:50:40,072 --> 01:50:41,365 -Yeah, the fuckin’ tour, everything. -Yeah. 1397 01:50:41,448 --> 01:50:43,033 Like, we just got to get back on it, 1398 01:50:43,116 --> 01:50:44,159 -you know, everything. -Mm-hmm. 1399 01:50:44,242 --> 01:50:45,577 The album, the tour... 1400 01:50:45,660 --> 01:50:47,579 the-the... you know? 1401 01:50:49,414 --> 01:50:51,083 Yeah. 1402 01:50:52,376 --> 01:50:54,795 [scratching] 1403 01:50:56,755 --> 01:50:58,465 Hey. 1404 01:51:26,618 --> 01:51:28,662 It’s okay, Lou. 1405 01:51:28,745 --> 01:51:30,705 What? 1406 01:51:34,584 --> 01:51:36,169 It’s okay. 1407 01:51:40,757 --> 01:51:42,467 What’s okay? 1408 01:51:49,224 --> 01:51:51,435 You saved my life. 1409 01:51:54,020 --> 01:51:56,523 You made it... 1410 01:51:56,606 --> 01:51:58,608 you made it beautiful. 1411 01:52:02,195 --> 01:52:03,947 So it’s okay. 1412 01:52:05,782 --> 01:52:07,242 What? 1413 01:52:08,452 --> 01:52:10,579 [crying]: Why are you saying this? 1414 01:52:17,586 --> 01:52:19,796 You saved my life, too, Rubi. 1415 01:52:20,505 --> 01:52:22,674 [sniffling] 1416 01:52:30,390 --> 01:52:32,434 [sobbing] 1417 01:52:41,526 --> 01:52:43,820 [morning birds singing in distance] 1418 01:53:37,290 --> 01:53:39,584 -[door squeaks] -[traffic rumbling] 1419 01:53:43,505 --> 01:53:45,799 [high-pitched static distortion] 1420 01:53:51,221 --> 01:53:53,473 [indistinct, distorted chatter] 1421 01:54:00,814 --> 01:54:03,191 [distorted horn honks, bell dings] 1422 01:54:04,067 --> 01:54:06,361 [distorted chatter] 1423 01:54:18,999 --> 01:54:21,293 [distorted, lively chatter] 1424 01:54:25,505 --> 01:54:27,799 [distorted engines, European siren] 1425 01:54:38,018 --> 01:54:40,145 [distorted church bell clanging] 1426 01:54:57,245 --> 01:54:59,247 [silence] 1427 01:55:26,274 --> 01:55:28,109 [silence continues] 1428 01:56:25,667 --> 01:56:28,253 ["Green" by Abraham Marder playing] 1429 01:56:41,349 --> 01:56:42,600 ♪ Gone ♪ 1430 01:56:43,893 --> 01:56:46,146 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1431 01:56:51,443 --> 01:56:53,778 ♪ Wet fields of green ♪ 1432 01:56:59,075 --> 01:57:01,453 ♪ I know I don’t stay long ♪ 1433 01:57:06,291 --> 01:57:08,668 ♪ You always find me ♪ 1434 01:57:10,962 --> 01:57:12,964 ♪ You say come on ♪ 1435 01:57:14,883 --> 01:57:17,010 ♪ On the train today ♪ 1436 01:57:21,931 --> 01:57:23,975 ♪ You call my name ♪ 1437 01:57:29,773 --> 01:57:33,985 ♪ And you wave and scream, but I can’t hear anything ♪ 1438 01:57:37,489 --> 01:57:39,657 ♪ I can’t hear anything ♪ 1439 01:57:42,368 --> 01:57:44,621 ♪ And you chase me ♪ 1440 01:57:45,455 --> 01:57:47,457 ♪ Down the mountain ♪ 1441 01:57:49,250 --> 01:57:51,753 ♪ Through this city but, oh ♪ 1442 01:57:53,129 --> 01:57:55,590 ♪ My country heart ♪ 1443 01:57:57,133 --> 01:58:00,261 ♪ I’m only seeing green ♪ 1444 01:58:07,894 --> 01:58:10,313 ♪ Say ♪ 1445 01:58:10,396 --> 01:58:12,982 ♪ It’s just a dream ♪ 1446 01:58:16,027 --> 01:58:19,197 ♪ And I’m walking in Durrow now ♪ 1447 01:58:23,201 --> 01:58:25,787 ♪ Sure you may be comfortable ♪ 1448 01:58:29,332 --> 01:58:32,502 ♪ You always got something to say ♪ 1449 01:58:34,295 --> 01:58:36,130 ♪ But come on ♪ 1450 01:58:37,257 --> 01:58:39,384 ♪ I know you ain’t really it ♪ 1451 01:58:43,304 --> 01:58:47,141 ♪ All this time, shame on me ♪ 1452 01:58:50,436 --> 01:58:54,607 ♪ You can howl and scream, I can’t hear anything ♪ 1453 01:58:57,777 --> 01:59:00,154 ♪ I can’t hear anything ♪ 1454 01:59:01,990 --> 01:59:04,784 ♪ And you chase me ♪ 1455 01:59:04,868 --> 01:59:06,953 ♪ Down the mountain ♪ 1456 01:59:08,246 --> 01:59:10,748 ♪ Through this city but, oh ♪ 1457 01:59:11,624 --> 01:59:14,168 ♪ My country heart ♪ 1458 01:59:15,211 --> 01:59:18,256 ♪ I’m only seeing green ♪ 1459 01:59:22,802 --> 01:59:25,138 ♪ You can chase me ♪ 1460 01:59:28,892 --> 01:59:32,186 ♪ I’m only seeing green ♪ 1461 01:59:35,982 --> 01:59:37,817 [child laughing] 1462 01:59:39,193 --> 01:59:41,154 CHILD: Yay. 1463 01:59:42,030 --> 01:59:45,199 [rain falling] 1464 01:59:45,283 --> 01:59:46,492 [thunder rumbling] 1465 01:59:46,576 --> 01:59:47,952 ♪ Gone ♪ 1466 01:59:49,245 --> 01:59:51,539 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1467 01:59:56,753 --> 01:59:59,047 ♪ Wet fields of green ♪ 1468 02:00:02,216 --> 02:00:04,177 ♪ Gone ♪ 1469 02:00:04,260 --> 02:00:06,930 -♪ Gone ♪ -♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1470 02:00:07,013 --> 02:00:09,849 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1471 02:00:09,933 --> 02:00:11,976 ♪ Gone ♪ 1472 02:00:12,060 --> 02:00:15,104 -♪ Gone ♪ -♪ To safety ♪ 1473 02:00:15,188 --> 02:00:16,856 ♪ To safety ♪ 1474 02:00:17,732 --> 02:00:19,776 ♪ Gone ♪ 1475 02:00:19,859 --> 02:00:21,194 ♪ Gone. ♪ 1476 02:00:34,040 --> 02:00:36,292 [music fades]