WEBVTT 1 00:00:02,070 --> 00:00:03,737 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:03,837 --> 00:00:05,839 Our kid is 12 weeks early. 3 00:00:05,939 --> 00:00:07,275 Two and a half pounds. 4 00:00:07,375 --> 00:00:09,043 He's hooked up to all those IVs and machines. 5 00:00:09,143 --> 00:00:11,345 MIGUEL: We've actually-- we've been thinking 6 00:00:11,445 --> 00:00:14,014 about relocating... out to California. 7 00:00:14,115 --> 00:00:17,518 You know, to be there for Kate, to help out with the baby. 8 00:00:17,618 --> 00:00:19,287 Kevin, if having kids is something you need 9 00:00:19,387 --> 00:00:22,556 to make your life complete, you have to tell me. 10 00:00:22,656 --> 00:00:24,458 KEVIN: If I have to choose between a life with you 11 00:00:24,558 --> 00:00:26,894 and a life with kids, it's no contest. 12 00:00:26,994 --> 00:00:28,362 I choose you. 13 00:00:28,462 --> 00:00:31,232 For the past 20 years I have stood by your side 14 00:00:31,332 --> 00:00:32,900 through every flight of fancy, 15 00:00:33,000 --> 00:00:35,069 and for the first time-- the fir time-- 16 00:00:35,169 --> 00:00:36,537 I have a flight of fancy, 17 00:00:36,637 --> 00:00:39,307 and I am not going to give that up. 18 00:00:39,407 --> 00:00:41,909 I am not going to bend. 19 00:00:42,009 --> 00:00:43,744 It's time to go see her, Tess. 20 00:00:43,844 --> 00:00:44,978 I'm not ready. 21 00:00:45,079 --> 00:00:46,814 Oh, did you bring the Pin the Tail on the Donkey 22 00:00:46,914 --> 00:00:48,416 from my office? Thank you. 23 00:00:48,516 --> 00:00:49,650 I promised I'd bring it. 24 00:00:49,750 --> 00:00:52,386 We're all going to see Randall's mother. 25 00:01:04,165 --> 00:01:05,633 (beeps) 26 00:01:12,306 --> 00:01:14,242 ("Friday I'm in Love" by Yo La Tengo playing) 27 00:01:26,187 --> 00:01:30,023 * I don't care if Monday's blue * 28 00:01:30,124 --> 00:01:33,294 * Tuesday's gray and Wednesday, too * 29 00:01:33,394 --> 00:01:35,363 * Thursday I don't care about you * 30 00:01:35,463 --> 00:01:36,830 * It's Friday... * 31 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:39,500 Hey, come on, girls, let's make breakfast. 32 00:01:39,600 --> 00:01:43,103 * Monday you can fall apart * 33 00:01:43,204 --> 00:01:47,007 * Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart * 34 00:01:47,107 --> 00:01:50,544 * Thursday doesn't even start * 35 00:01:50,644 --> 00:01:52,680 * It's Friday I'm in love * 36 00:01:54,182 --> 00:01:57,218 * Saturday, wait * 37 00:01:57,318 --> 00:01:59,520 * Sunday always comes too late * 38 00:01:59,620 --> 00:02:03,657 There's my big, strong two-week-old. 39 00:02:03,757 --> 00:02:06,160 Or, you're doing so good, Jack. 40 00:02:06,260 --> 00:02:08,296 So well doing so well. 41 00:02:08,396 --> 00:02:09,697 He's young and impressionable. 42 00:02:09,797 --> 00:02:11,299 -Don't. -Good morning. 43 00:02:11,399 --> 00:02:13,701 I brought some coffee. 44 00:02:13,801 --> 00:02:15,169 Thank you. 45 00:02:15,269 --> 00:02:16,704 Yours is decaf, 'cause I didn't think that 46 00:02:16,804 --> 00:02:20,808 little Jack should have any caffeine in his breast milk. 47 00:02:20,908 --> 00:02:23,076 Well, the doctor said it's fine, as long as I time the caffeine 48 00:02:23,177 --> 00:02:24,745 between feedings. 49 00:02:24,845 --> 00:02:27,014 -Well, better safe than sorry. -Mm-hmm. 50 00:02:27,114 --> 00:02:28,916 Did I show you this apartment 51 00:02:29,016 --> 00:02:30,017 that Miguel is seeing for us today? 52 00:02:30,117 --> 00:02:31,685 -Look at those Spanish tiles. -Yeah. 53 00:02:31,785 --> 00:02:33,421 I think we're really gonna love living out here. 54 00:02:33,521 --> 00:02:36,056 TOBY: And we love that you're moving out here. 55 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:38,058 KEVIN: Do we really have to do it this way? 56 00:02:38,158 --> 00:02:39,560 I mean, this just takes forever. 57 00:02:39,660 --> 00:02:43,030 Yeah, but you actually get to taste the coffee this way. 58 00:02:43,130 --> 00:02:46,834 Yeah. Here, try it. 59 00:02:46,934 --> 00:02:49,169 * And your spirits rise * 60 00:02:49,270 --> 00:02:51,004 * Throwing out your frown... * 61 00:02:51,104 --> 00:02:54,542 Mmm... Oh, my gosh! It-it tastes like coffee. 62 00:02:54,642 --> 00:02:56,777 -Shut up. You know it tastes better. -It does. 63 00:02:56,877 --> 00:02:58,912 See, this is what I want right here, you know. 64 00:02:59,012 --> 00:03:01,249 I mean, who could spend 20 minutes doing 65 00:03:01,349 --> 00:03:03,417 pour-over coffee if there was a screaming baby in the house? 66 00:03:03,517 --> 00:03:04,418 Right? 67 00:03:05,919 --> 00:03:07,355 You want to talk about it some more? 68 00:03:07,455 --> 00:03:09,590 No. No, I'm-- look, I'm kidding. 69 00:03:09,690 --> 00:03:11,124 I'm kidding. 70 00:03:11,225 --> 00:03:12,926 Total ki-- get over here. Come here. 71 00:03:13,026 --> 00:03:14,895 I want to see if pour-over coffee breath 72 00:03:14,995 --> 00:03:18,131 -is better than regular coffee breath. -Okay. 73 00:03:18,232 --> 00:03:21,469 THE CURE (over radio): * It's Friday I'm in love * 74 00:03:21,569 --> 00:03:25,138 -(humming along) -* Saturday, wait * 75 00:03:25,239 --> 00:03:28,809 * Sunday always comes too late * 76 00:03:28,909 --> 00:03:32,613 * But Friday never hesitates * 77 00:03:32,713 --> 00:03:35,649 -* I don't care if Monday's black * -(clattering) 78 00:03:35,749 --> 00:03:36,884 Oh, shoot. 79 00:03:36,984 --> 00:03:38,819 * Tuesday, Wednesday heart attack. * 80 00:03:38,919 --> 00:03:40,721 (gasps) 81 00:03:40,821 --> 00:03:43,391 (phone rings) 82 00:03:43,491 --> 00:03:44,892 Hello. 83 00:04:01,575 --> 00:04:03,110 Hey. 84 00:04:03,210 --> 00:04:06,146 -Hey, babe. -I came as soon as I could. 85 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:08,081 -Miguel's picking up the kids. -It's okay. 86 00:04:08,181 --> 00:04:09,483 -I'm fine. -Mm. 87 00:04:09,583 --> 00:04:10,751 (Rebecca winces) 88 00:04:10,851 --> 00:04:12,586 My arm really hurts, though. 89 00:04:12,686 --> 00:04:15,255 Mm, but they gave me stuff for it. 90 00:04:15,356 --> 00:04:17,124 I'm on so many pain meds, 91 00:04:17,224 --> 00:04:19,293 I feel really loopy. 92 00:04:19,393 --> 00:04:21,762 -Hmm. -Okay. 93 00:04:21,862 --> 00:04:24,632 Jack, I just looked down for one second 94 00:04:24,732 --> 00:04:28,101 'cause Kate wanted peaches and the peaches fell out 95 00:04:28,201 --> 00:04:29,537 -of the bag. -Hey, hey, it's okay. 96 00:04:29,637 --> 00:04:32,340 Doesn't matter. 97 00:04:32,440 --> 00:04:33,807 What did the doctor say? 98 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:35,208 Mm... 99 00:04:35,309 --> 00:04:38,446 he said I broke my arm in two places. 100 00:04:38,546 --> 00:04:42,215 Mm. My MRI looked good. 101 00:04:42,316 --> 00:04:45,218 But he wants to keep me overnight 102 00:04:45,319 --> 00:04:48,055 to, you know, monitor me 103 00:04:48,155 --> 00:04:51,859 and just be extra cautious. 104 00:04:51,959 --> 00:04:54,495 (breathes deeply) 105 00:04:54,595 --> 00:04:56,163 All right, little man. 106 00:04:56,263 --> 00:04:59,400 Let's see if you can breathe on your own. 107 00:04:59,500 --> 00:05:01,802 -(monitor beeping loudly) -Come on, buddy, come on, buddy. 108 00:05:02,903 --> 00:05:04,372 Come on. 109 00:05:07,875 --> 00:05:09,076 He's doing it. 110 00:05:09,176 --> 00:05:11,845 (Jack fusses) 111 00:05:11,945 --> 00:05:14,047 Yeah, blood oxygen levels are steady. 112 00:05:14,147 --> 00:05:16,817 His lungs are functioning well without the ventilator. 113 00:05:16,917 --> 00:05:19,887 What you are looking at is some top-notch breathing. 114 00:05:19,987 --> 00:05:21,221 -Mm-hmm. -Oh, my God. I've never been 115 00:05:21,321 --> 00:05:23,223 so proud of somebody for doing something so basic. 116 00:05:23,323 --> 00:05:24,758 -(group chuckles) -This is great. 117 00:05:24,858 --> 00:05:26,927 This is great, this is exactly what 118 00:05:27,027 --> 00:05:29,863 we want to see at 30 weeks developmentally. 119 00:05:29,963 --> 00:05:31,999 Now, Jack is still very new at this, 120 00:05:32,099 --> 00:05:34,535 which means that we all have to monitor him closely. 121 00:05:34,635 --> 00:05:36,670 So let's go over how we do that. 122 00:05:36,770 --> 00:05:38,706 Oh, hold on one second. 123 00:05:38,806 --> 00:05:41,174 I just... want to... 124 00:05:41,274 --> 00:05:43,844 (clicks tongue) peanuts from the plane... 125 00:05:43,944 --> 00:05:45,112 I know it's in here somewhere. 126 00:05:45,212 --> 00:05:46,914 I have a little notebook. 127 00:05:47,014 --> 00:05:48,516 Here we go. Sorry, sorry. 128 00:05:48,616 --> 00:05:50,751 I just don't want to forget anything. 129 00:05:50,851 --> 00:05:53,554 DR. GREEN: All right, when it comes to Baby Jack's breathing, 130 00:05:53,654 --> 00:05:56,356 it's all about minding our As and Bs. 131 00:05:56,457 --> 00:05:58,426 "A" stands for apnea, 132 00:05:58,526 --> 00:06:00,360 "B" stands for bradycardia. 133 00:06:00,461 --> 00:06:03,130 And how do you spell that last word? 134 00:06:03,230 --> 00:06:05,466 -Brady... -Mom? 135 00:06:05,566 --> 00:06:07,100 Dr. Green could get called away at any second, 136 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:08,602 so I think that we should just 137 00:06:08,702 --> 00:06:10,538 keep the questions and maybe the spell-check until the end. 138 00:06:10,638 --> 00:06:11,939 -Okay. -DR. GREEN: All right. 139 00:06:12,039 --> 00:06:14,408 Breathing doesn't come naturally to Jack just yet. 140 00:06:14,508 --> 00:06:17,411 He needs to remember to do it, okay? 141 00:06:17,511 --> 00:06:18,746 And sometimes he'll forget. 142 00:06:18,846 --> 00:06:20,313 Now, when he does forget, 143 00:06:20,414 --> 00:06:22,315 that's called apnea. 144 00:06:22,416 --> 00:06:24,752 Which leads to bradycardia, or "bradying," 145 00:06:24,852 --> 00:06:26,987 or an extremely low heart rate. 146 00:06:27,087 --> 00:06:29,823 -Jesus. -No, I know it sounds scary. 147 00:06:29,923 --> 00:06:31,559 And when that happens, you're gonna hear 148 00:06:31,659 --> 00:06:33,727 all sorts of beeping and alarms, 149 00:06:33,827 --> 00:06:36,096 which can make it even scarier. 150 00:06:36,196 --> 00:06:38,265 But there's actually a very simple solution 151 00:06:38,365 --> 00:06:39,833 when that happens-- just... 152 00:06:41,935 --> 00:06:43,170 give him a little tap. 153 00:06:43,270 --> 00:06:45,839 -Tap. -Okay? It startles him 154 00:06:45,939 --> 00:06:49,409 just a little to remind him to breathe. 155 00:06:49,510 --> 00:06:51,679 Will the nurses respond if he stops breathing, though? 156 00:06:51,779 --> 00:06:53,814 -Oh, yeah. Yeah, a nurse will be here immediately. -Okay. 157 00:06:53,914 --> 00:06:55,749 -But if you're sitting here... -Mm-hmm. 158 00:06:55,849 --> 00:06:57,785 ... just go ahead and tap him yourself. 159 00:06:57,885 --> 00:06:59,953 -Okay, and what about...? -Is it dangerous 160 00:07:00,053 --> 00:07:02,523 for him if he starts to bray... 161 00:07:02,623 --> 00:07:03,957 -DR. GREEN: Bradying. -Bradying. Brady. 162 00:07:04,057 --> 00:07:05,358 DR. GREEN: No. No, not at all. 163 00:07:05,459 --> 00:07:07,027 -Not if he's dealt with swiftly. -Hmm. 164 00:07:07,127 --> 00:07:08,529 (alarms beeping) 165 00:07:08,629 --> 00:07:10,464 -Okay, so does it matter... -You know what? 166 00:07:10,564 --> 00:07:12,365 I got to go, um... 167 00:07:12,466 --> 00:07:14,134 but we will talk later. This is good. 168 00:07:14,234 --> 00:07:15,603 This is very good. 169 00:07:15,703 --> 00:07:17,037 -(alarms continue) -I... 170 00:07:17,137 --> 00:07:18,305 (Toby exhales) 171 00:07:18,405 --> 00:07:19,973 (Rebecca sighs) 172 00:07:20,073 --> 00:07:21,709 -(phone chimes) -REBECCA: Siri, 173 00:07:21,809 --> 00:07:24,111 how do you spell "bradycardia"? 174 00:07:24,211 --> 00:07:26,113 (phone chimes) 175 00:07:35,388 --> 00:07:36,890 -Hello? -ANNIE: Dad. 176 00:07:36,990 --> 00:07:39,893 -Hey, Dad. -Hey, there's my Fab Four. 177 00:07:39,993 --> 00:07:42,796 Hey, Dej, we should probably hit the road soon if we're gonna 178 00:07:42,896 --> 00:07:45,398 make it to your debate tournament in Newark. 179 00:07:45,499 --> 00:07:47,701 -Hi. -Hi. 180 00:07:50,337 --> 00:07:52,472 BETH: Uh, I have back-to-back 181 00:07:52,573 --> 00:07:54,041 beginner's ballet classes, so Zoe and Kevin 182 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:56,043 are gonna come watch the girls while I'm gone. 183 00:07:56,143 --> 00:07:58,746 -Great. -Are you staying here tonight 184 00:07:58,846 --> 00:08:00,247 when you get back? 185 00:08:00,347 --> 00:08:03,150 Oh, I, um... maybe. 186 00:08:03,250 --> 00:08:04,985 Just waiting for Jae-Won to tell me tomorrow's schedule. 187 00:08:06,987 --> 00:08:08,989 Hey, Dej, I'm gonna go get your backpack. 188 00:08:09,089 --> 00:08:10,691 DEJA: Okay. 189 00:08:21,501 --> 00:08:23,103 Did you know Deja joined the debate team? 190 00:08:23,203 --> 00:08:24,905 It's news to me. 191 00:08:25,005 --> 00:08:27,374 Yesterday was the first I'd heard of it. 192 00:08:27,474 --> 00:08:28,508 Same. 193 00:08:31,745 --> 00:08:33,781 Randall, the other night I-I said some things 194 00:08:33,881 --> 00:08:36,283 -that I didn't... -No, we both did. 195 00:08:39,519 --> 00:08:42,389 Do you think we can talk when Deja and I get back later? 196 00:08:42,489 --> 00:08:44,758 Figure out how we're gonna make our way through this? 197 00:08:44,858 --> 00:08:47,227 Yeah. 198 00:08:51,732 --> 00:08:53,967 You remember, uh... 199 00:08:54,067 --> 00:08:57,404 few months back when we finally did that escape room together? 200 00:08:57,504 --> 00:08:59,539 Oh, that was a disaster. 201 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:02,242 Deja and Tess hated it, Annie got claustrophobic. 202 00:09:02,342 --> 00:09:04,444 Yeah, but then... right before 203 00:09:04,544 --> 00:09:07,480 all three girls went into full meltdown mode... 204 00:09:07,581 --> 00:09:09,216 We found the door. 205 00:09:09,316 --> 00:09:11,151 We found the door. 206 00:09:16,289 --> 00:09:19,226 I'm not seeing the door here, Randall. 207 00:09:36,777 --> 00:09:37,978 -(knock on door) -Yeah. 208 00:09:38,078 --> 00:09:39,246 -I want to give her the flowers. -Hey. 209 00:09:39,346 --> 00:09:40,513 -You can give her the chocolates. -No, Kev. 210 00:09:40,614 --> 00:09:43,583 REBECCA (slurring): Hey, guys. Hi. 211 00:09:43,684 --> 00:09:45,085 -Come on, come on inside. -It looks worse 212 00:09:45,185 --> 00:09:46,954 -than it is. -Come on. 213 00:09:48,989 --> 00:09:51,191 -Thank you so much for picking them up. -MIGUEL: Of course. 214 00:09:51,291 --> 00:09:52,860 -Hey, bud. -Yeah. Let me know if you 215 00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:54,862 -need anything else, okay? -JACK: Okay. Thanks, man. 216 00:09:54,962 --> 00:09:56,296 I'll give you guys some privacy. 217 00:09:57,698 --> 00:10:00,267 -(door closes) -How are you guys? 218 00:10:00,367 --> 00:10:01,534 Your face looks really messed up. 219 00:10:01,635 --> 00:10:03,603 -Kevin. -(laughs) 220 00:10:03,704 --> 00:10:05,806 That's okay. 221 00:10:05,906 --> 00:10:07,440 I bet it looks pretty messed up. 222 00:10:07,540 --> 00:10:08,842 Hmm. 223 00:10:08,942 --> 00:10:10,610 Nobody's given me a mirror, 224 00:10:10,711 --> 00:10:13,613 which is probably for the best. 225 00:10:13,714 --> 00:10:16,549 Mom, wh-why are you talking like that, all slow? 226 00:10:16,650 --> 00:10:19,186 (clicks tongue) 'Cause I'm on medicine, bud. 227 00:10:19,286 --> 00:10:20,988 Makes my arm not hurt, 228 00:10:21,088 --> 00:10:23,824 but it also makes me really sleepy. 229 00:10:23,924 --> 00:10:25,693 (chuckles) 230 00:10:25,793 --> 00:10:27,394 (softly): It's okay. 231 00:10:32,733 --> 00:10:35,035 Hey, guys, can you give me a second to talk 232 00:10:35,135 --> 00:10:37,037 -to your dad alone, please? -Go, uh, go wait outside. 233 00:10:37,137 --> 00:10:38,205 -Okay? -Okay. 234 00:10:38,305 --> 00:10:39,339 -Okay. -I love you guys. 235 00:10:39,439 --> 00:10:40,340 -JACK: Go ahead. -Love you. 236 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:42,843 I love you. 237 00:10:42,943 --> 00:10:46,146 Go ahead. I'll be right out. 238 00:10:46,246 --> 00:10:48,481 (door closes) 239 00:10:48,581 --> 00:10:51,418 Jack, you got to take them home. 240 00:10:51,518 --> 00:10:53,186 They're really scared. 241 00:10:53,286 --> 00:10:55,989 No, come on, I'm-I'm not gonna leave you here overnight. 242 00:10:56,089 --> 00:10:58,191 I-- it's one night. 243 00:10:58,291 --> 00:11:00,660 Please. 244 00:11:00,761 --> 00:11:03,063 Okay. 245 00:11:03,163 --> 00:11:04,698 If that's what you want. 246 00:11:04,798 --> 00:11:06,566 Mm-hmm. It is. 247 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:11,739 ("Lay You Down" by Lava Beds playing softly) 248 00:11:19,579 --> 00:11:23,016 So... your first debate meet. 249 00:11:23,116 --> 00:11:25,018 Hey, how'd you get interested in debate anyway? 250 00:11:25,118 --> 00:11:27,687 I don't know. 251 00:11:27,788 --> 00:11:29,923 Just happened, I guess. 252 00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:32,359 Hmm. 253 00:11:32,459 --> 00:11:33,894 When did you and Beth stop knowing 254 00:11:33,994 --> 00:11:35,963 how to have a conversation with each other? 255 00:11:37,931 --> 00:11:39,599 -What are you ta... -Randall. 256 00:11:39,699 --> 00:11:42,102 Come on, I know what it's like to live in a house 257 00:11:42,202 --> 00:11:44,738 where people are pissed off at each other all the time. 258 00:11:49,943 --> 00:11:52,712 Do the other girls feel it, too? 259 00:11:52,813 --> 00:11:54,581 Not Annie, she's too young, 260 00:11:54,681 --> 00:11:56,750 but Tess, 261 00:11:56,850 --> 00:11:58,385 she does for sure. 262 00:12:02,956 --> 00:12:04,491 -(knocking on door) -Hello, hello, hello? 263 00:12:04,591 --> 00:12:06,760 Cool uncle and hot aunt in the hizzy! 264 00:12:06,860 --> 00:12:07,961 -Who's home? -Hi! 265 00:12:08,061 --> 00:12:10,230 -Anybody? Hello? -BETH: Hey. 266 00:12:10,330 --> 00:12:11,664 -ZOE: Hey! -Hey, guys. Thanks so much 267 00:12:11,765 --> 00:12:13,934 -for coming to hang out with the girls today. -Anytime. 268 00:12:14,034 --> 00:12:15,335 -It'll be fun, right? -I think so. Yeah. 269 00:12:15,435 --> 00:12:17,971 You know, I haven't seen you since L.A. How have you been? 270 00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:20,573 Uh, I'm good, really good. Thank you, yeah. 271 00:12:20,673 --> 00:12:21,975 And wildly sober, so you have nothing 272 00:12:22,075 --> 00:12:23,443 -to worry about... -That's great, Kev. That's so good. 273 00:12:23,543 --> 00:12:25,645 Thank you, guys. Thank you, guys, so much. 274 00:12:28,181 --> 00:12:30,150 -That was weird. -Yeah. 275 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:32,352 Uh, she typically has at least one really mean 276 00:12:32,452 --> 00:12:34,788 -zinger for me. -Hey, guys, I need your help. 277 00:12:34,888 --> 00:12:37,324 -I have to pick an outfit for yearbook photos. -Cool. 278 00:12:37,424 --> 00:12:38,458 -Oh, I am all over it. -Okay. 279 00:12:38,558 --> 00:12:39,860 -ZOE: Okay. -ANNIE: Can I come? 280 00:12:39,960 --> 00:12:42,295 ZOE: Well, this is clearly a two-person job, Annie. 281 00:12:42,395 --> 00:12:44,965 You simply must come. Ah. 282 00:12:45,065 --> 00:12:47,367 -(laughing) -Have fun. 283 00:12:47,467 --> 00:12:48,802 TESS: I can't decide between, like, five outfits. 284 00:12:48,902 --> 00:12:50,170 ZOE: Don't worry, I got you. 285 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:52,505 ANNIE: Aunt Zoe, I want to show you my new paints. 286 00:12:55,175 --> 00:12:57,777 Do you think we would like living in Atwater Village? 287 00:12:57,878 --> 00:13:01,548 Miguel found this place that has the cutest coffee shop 288 00:13:01,648 --> 00:13:03,817 on the corner, and it's five minutes away from you guys. 289 00:13:06,519 --> 00:13:10,157 I guess. And what about Santa Monica? 290 00:13:10,257 --> 00:13:11,791 I know that you love the ocean. 291 00:13:11,892 --> 00:13:14,061 Yeah, but isn't that, like, an hour away? 292 00:13:14,161 --> 00:13:15,963 I mean, we're moving here to help you. 293 00:13:16,063 --> 00:13:18,731 I want to be able to just... pop over. 294 00:13:18,832 --> 00:13:21,368 (Jack fussing) 295 00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:26,073 Do you think he's warm enough? 296 00:13:26,173 --> 00:13:27,074 Yeah. 297 00:13:27,174 --> 00:13:29,409 'Cause, you know, I could ask for... 298 00:13:29,509 --> 00:13:31,478 I think he's fine. 299 00:13:31,578 --> 00:13:32,812 Okay. 300 00:13:34,581 --> 00:13:37,050 They just haven't taken his temperature 301 00:13:37,150 --> 00:13:39,219 for a little bit, and we're supposed to take 302 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:42,555 his temperature regularly when he's out of the Isolette, 303 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:45,558 -so... -Okay, I'll put him back. 304 00:13:45,658 --> 00:13:48,728 I'm-I'm probably just being a little overcautious. 305 00:13:48,828 --> 00:13:51,731 And you think I'm not being overly cautious? 306 00:13:51,831 --> 00:13:54,001 No. That's not what I'm saying, sweetheart. 307 00:13:54,101 --> 00:13:55,602 I just, I have in my notes 308 00:13:55,702 --> 00:13:57,170 -that we're suppo... -(alarm beeping) 309 00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:00,240 Nurse? 310 00:14:00,340 --> 00:14:02,709 -(alarms beeping rapidly) -Nurse! 311 00:14:02,809 --> 00:14:04,844 We need help over here! 312 00:14:06,914 --> 00:14:08,781 -(Jack fussing) -REBECCA: Hey. 313 00:14:08,882 --> 00:14:10,918 Hey. Hey. 314 00:14:11,018 --> 00:14:13,386 There you go. It's okay. 315 00:14:13,486 --> 00:14:14,754 He's okay. I tapped him. 316 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:17,224 He's fine, see? 317 00:14:17,324 --> 00:14:19,226 -Everything okay? -Yeah. 318 00:14:19,326 --> 00:14:20,961 He was bradying, and I tapped him 319 00:14:21,061 --> 00:14:24,031 the way that Dr. Green told us to, and I think he's okay 320 00:14:24,131 --> 00:14:25,598 'cause the alarm shut off. 321 00:14:25,698 --> 00:14:27,935 -Yup, he's breathing just fine. -Yeah? 322 00:14:28,035 --> 00:14:29,136 Way to go, Grandma. 323 00:14:29,236 --> 00:14:31,871 No, I mean, I didn't really do anything. 324 00:14:34,441 --> 00:14:35,976 I would have tapped him. 325 00:14:37,577 --> 00:14:39,579 But I wanted to make sure the nurses were coming. 326 00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:41,248 I know you would have done that, of course. 327 00:14:41,348 --> 00:14:42,449 No, but when I hold him, 328 00:14:42,549 --> 00:14:44,317 it regulates his breathing, 329 00:14:44,417 --> 00:14:47,387 but I put him down because you were driving me crazy. 330 00:14:53,961 --> 00:14:57,097 Um, I'm gonna just, uh... 331 00:14:57,197 --> 00:14:59,732 I'm gonna head back to your house, and I'll, um, 332 00:14:59,832 --> 00:15:01,334 take Audio to the dog park. 333 00:15:08,075 --> 00:15:09,576 Mom and I were supposed to build an obstacle course for Hammy. 334 00:15:09,676 --> 00:15:12,245 Well, Hammy looks tired. I don't, I don't think 335 00:15:12,345 --> 00:15:14,014 he should be doing any obstacles, Kev. 336 00:15:15,848 --> 00:15:18,351 Mom and I were supposed to watch Hook tonight. 337 00:15:18,451 --> 00:15:20,853 Okay, well, you can-- we can watch it tomorrow. 338 00:15:20,954 --> 00:15:22,855 But it's due back to Blockbuster tomorrow. 339 00:15:22,956 --> 00:15:24,424 Well, we'll just, we'll re-rent it, pal. 340 00:15:24,524 --> 00:15:26,593 Blockbuster's not going anywhere. 341 00:15:26,693 --> 00:15:28,528 -Randall said she might have brain damage. -JACK: What? 342 00:15:28,628 --> 00:15:31,831 Come on, guys, your mom, she doesn't have brain damage. 343 00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:33,600 All right, here, clear-clear the table. 344 00:15:33,700 --> 00:15:35,668 Dinner... is served. 345 00:15:35,768 --> 00:15:37,037 RANDALL: Ew. 346 00:15:37,137 --> 00:15:38,471 What is this? 347 00:15:38,571 --> 00:15:40,773 Corn sandwiches. 348 00:15:40,873 --> 00:15:43,943 I used to eat these all the time before I met your mom. 349 00:15:44,044 --> 00:15:45,678 You're really lucky you met her. 350 00:15:45,778 --> 00:15:47,214 JACK: Ha, ha, very funny. 351 00:15:47,314 --> 00:15:48,515 Try one. 352 00:15:48,615 --> 00:15:51,684 Go on, try it. 353 00:15:51,784 --> 00:15:52,885 It's good, right? 354 00:15:52,986 --> 00:15:54,854 And it's good for you, you know, 355 00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:57,024 'cause corn. 356 00:15:57,124 --> 00:16:00,960 We were supposed to have lasagna before Mom got run over. 357 00:16:01,061 --> 00:16:02,795 She didn't get run over, Kev. She's fine. 358 00:16:02,895 --> 00:16:04,231 KATE: Then why couldn't she come home? 359 00:16:04,331 --> 00:16:06,633 Because they're just being extra cautious. 360 00:16:06,733 --> 00:16:08,035 Cautious that she doesn't have brain damage? 361 00:16:08,135 --> 00:16:09,202 -Kev, she doesn't have... -Do you even think Mom'll be 362 00:16:09,302 --> 00:16:10,570 able to understand Hook when she gets home? 363 00:16:10,670 --> 00:16:12,372 Yes, she will be able to understand Hook. 364 00:16:12,472 --> 00:16:14,907 Now, all of you, eat your dinner. 365 00:16:23,716 --> 00:16:25,652 -Hey, who wants ice cream? -Mm-hmm. 366 00:16:25,752 --> 00:16:27,320 Yeah? Okay. 367 00:16:27,420 --> 00:16:29,756 Tess? Yo. Hey. We're making brownies downstairs 368 00:16:29,856 --> 00:16:32,192 if you want to-- Oh, my God, what happened in here? 369 00:16:32,292 --> 00:16:34,194 It's like a Forever 21 exploded. 370 00:16:34,294 --> 00:16:36,763 I'm still trying to pick an outfit for yearbook photos. 371 00:16:36,863 --> 00:16:38,998 I thought you and Zoe landed on something. 372 00:16:39,099 --> 00:16:41,768 We did, but I hate it. I hate all my clothes. 373 00:16:43,703 --> 00:16:45,705 Okay, well, why don't you tell your mom? 374 00:16:45,805 --> 00:16:47,374 I'm sure she'll take you shopping. 375 00:16:47,474 --> 00:16:50,009 She's too busy teaching all the time and fighting with my dad. 376 00:16:50,110 --> 00:16:51,944 They fighting? 377 00:16:52,045 --> 00:16:54,847 Not like yelling fighting, 378 00:16:54,947 --> 00:16:56,516 but I can tell. 379 00:16:56,616 --> 00:16:59,919 So I'm trying not to bother them with my stuff. 380 00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,588 Okay. 381 00:17:01,688 --> 00:17:03,890 I get that, but you know what, 382 00:17:03,990 --> 00:17:05,358 um, well, you wouldn't be bothering me 383 00:17:05,458 --> 00:17:07,860 with your stuff, you know? 384 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:09,462 What do you got? 385 00:17:11,731 --> 00:17:13,933 Tess, come on, look, I got a lot more going on 386 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:15,468 up here than people give me credit for. 387 00:17:15,568 --> 00:17:19,439 Come on, hit me. 388 00:17:19,539 --> 00:17:22,309 Do you remember when I told you I was gay? 389 00:17:22,409 --> 00:17:24,577 Mm-hmm. Via text. It was very modern of you. 390 00:17:24,677 --> 00:17:25,578 (chuckles) 391 00:17:28,615 --> 00:17:30,783 I thought coming out to you guys 392 00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:32,785 would be the hardest part, 393 00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:35,455 but instead 394 00:17:35,555 --> 00:17:38,258 I just have a million more questions about myself. 395 00:17:38,358 --> 00:17:42,229 Like, what clothes make me feel like "the real me"? 396 00:17:42,329 --> 00:17:46,266 What books should I be reading? What movies should I be seeing? 397 00:17:47,900 --> 00:17:51,404 When will I finally decide to tell my friends? 398 00:17:56,075 --> 00:17:57,177 What you got? 399 00:17:59,179 --> 00:18:03,082 I-I've never been through what you're going through right now. 400 00:18:03,183 --> 00:18:05,318 I mean, I once had to kiss Topher Grace in this indie film 401 00:18:05,418 --> 00:18:07,687 that I did, but that wasn't like... 402 00:18:12,192 --> 00:18:13,860 Tess, I'm not gonna sit here and 403 00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:16,763 pretend like I know how you're feeling, okay, 'cause I don't, 404 00:18:16,863 --> 00:18:18,831 but, you know, this whole idea of not really knowing 405 00:18:18,931 --> 00:18:21,168 who you are deep down inside, that's my life story. 406 00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:22,935 (scoffs) Please. 407 00:18:23,035 --> 00:18:24,871 No, wait, hold on, hear me out, though. 408 00:18:24,971 --> 00:18:26,873 Um... 409 00:18:29,142 --> 00:18:31,711 I'll tell you what, one thing that I have learned, 410 00:18:31,811 --> 00:18:33,546 um... 411 00:18:33,646 --> 00:18:38,285 I don't think we figure out exactly who we are all at once. 412 00:18:38,385 --> 00:18:40,987 I think it happens over a long period of time, 413 00:18:41,087 --> 00:18:42,955 just, like, piece by piece, you know? 414 00:18:43,055 --> 00:18:45,725 Like, um... Okay, take, me for instance. 415 00:18:45,825 --> 00:18:48,328 A couple years ago, I get close with your dad, 416 00:18:48,428 --> 00:18:51,298 and I find a piece of myself in that. 417 00:18:51,398 --> 00:18:53,566 And then I meet your aunt, and I, and I find 418 00:18:53,666 --> 00:18:56,703 another piece of myself. 419 00:18:56,803 --> 00:18:59,572 Honey, I think that's sort of how it works, you know. 420 00:18:59,672 --> 00:19:01,641 I think we go through this life slowly but surely, 421 00:19:01,741 --> 00:19:04,344 just collecting these little pieces of ourselves 422 00:19:04,444 --> 00:19:07,180 that we can't really live without until, you know, 423 00:19:07,280 --> 00:19:11,684 eventually, we have enough of them to where we-we feel whole. 424 00:19:15,222 --> 00:19:17,190 And you think that'll happen for me? 425 00:19:17,290 --> 00:19:20,427 Nah, probably not. I mean, you're not that special. 426 00:19:20,527 --> 00:19:22,329 (chuckles) 427 00:19:22,429 --> 00:19:23,730 Do I think it will happen for you? 428 00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:25,865 I know it will happen for you. 429 00:19:25,965 --> 00:19:27,166 Tess Pearson, 430 00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:29,269 you, my niece, have 431 00:19:29,369 --> 00:19:33,373 so many years ahead of you to find all of your pieces. 432 00:19:35,508 --> 00:19:37,109 Now, was that corny, or did I just... 433 00:19:37,210 --> 00:19:38,445 (clicks tongue) did I nail it? 434 00:19:38,545 --> 00:19:41,248 -No? Laid it on too think? -You nailed it. 435 00:19:41,348 --> 00:19:43,550 -I nailed it. Yes! -(laughs) 436 00:19:43,650 --> 00:19:45,952 I felt pretty strong there at the end, yeah. 437 00:19:46,052 --> 00:19:50,089 Release. Turn in. Big finish. And bend down. 438 00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:52,359 Beautiful, beautiful. And finish. 439 00:19:52,459 --> 00:19:54,627 Beautiful. 440 00:19:54,727 --> 00:19:56,263 And great class, ladies. 441 00:19:56,363 --> 00:19:59,566 All right, next week we'll focus on jetés, right? 442 00:19:59,666 --> 00:20:01,133 And hopefully hear the next chapter 443 00:20:01,234 --> 00:20:02,902 in the saga of Diane's neighbor's yappy dog. 444 00:20:03,002 --> 00:20:04,904 (chuckles) 445 00:20:05,004 --> 00:20:06,806 (indistinct chatter) 446 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:11,278 LIZ: Hey, Beth. 447 00:20:11,378 --> 00:20:13,045 Tanya's got strep. 448 00:20:13,145 --> 00:20:15,748 Do you think you could cover her Sunday a.m. class? 449 00:20:15,848 --> 00:20:17,216 -Oh, sure. -Great. 450 00:20:17,317 --> 00:20:18,785 You can do it with your eyes closed. 451 00:20:18,885 --> 00:20:20,453 It's literally just four moms with no rhythm 452 00:20:20,553 --> 00:20:22,121 trying to drop ten pounds they'll never drop. 453 00:20:42,942 --> 00:20:46,579 You sure this is the right address? 454 00:20:46,679 --> 00:20:48,180 This neighborhood looks a little rough. 455 00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:50,650 Yup. This is it. 456 00:20:57,790 --> 00:20:59,125 Uh... 457 00:20:59,225 --> 00:21:01,260 where's the school? 458 00:21:01,361 --> 00:21:03,596 Oh, there's no school. 459 00:21:03,696 --> 00:21:06,265 There's no debate team either. 460 00:21:06,366 --> 00:21:08,968 I think arguing with random strangers 461 00:21:09,068 --> 00:21:10,370 about weird stuff is stupid. 462 00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:11,671 Oh. 463 00:21:11,771 --> 00:21:13,940 Okay. So where are we? 464 00:21:16,108 --> 00:21:18,511 You remember a while back when you took me 465 00:21:18,611 --> 00:21:20,613 to your dad's building because you wanted me 466 00:21:20,713 --> 00:21:22,048 to sign my adoption papers? 467 00:21:22,148 --> 00:21:23,450 Yeah. 468 00:21:23,550 --> 00:21:26,118 Remember when... you told me you had everything 469 00:21:26,218 --> 00:21:28,287 you were gonna say planned out? 470 00:21:28,388 --> 00:21:29,656 -Yeah? -Yeah, well... 471 00:21:29,756 --> 00:21:32,024 you're not the only one in the world who can 472 00:21:32,124 --> 00:21:33,993 drag somebody on a long car ride 473 00:21:34,093 --> 00:21:36,663 just to give them a big speech at a meaningful location. 474 00:21:40,900 --> 00:21:43,302 I lived in this house for eight months 475 00:21:43,403 --> 00:21:45,204 when my mom was in rehab. 476 00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:47,006 Oh, wow. 477 00:21:47,106 --> 00:21:48,475 Deja, I didn't know you... 478 00:21:48,575 --> 00:21:50,510 Not now, I'm doing a speech. 479 00:21:50,610 --> 00:21:54,180 Now, there were houses where the parents 480 00:21:54,280 --> 00:21:56,215 drank more or... 481 00:21:56,315 --> 00:21:59,218 they hit harder, but, um... 482 00:21:59,318 --> 00:22:02,422 this house... 483 00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:05,257 this was Mr. and Mrs. Johnson's house. 484 00:22:06,559 --> 00:22:09,195 This is where they kept you hungry. 485 00:22:10,930 --> 00:22:12,999 Now, they would load up on foster kids, 486 00:22:13,099 --> 00:22:14,401 as many as they can get, 487 00:22:14,501 --> 00:22:16,335 just for the government stipend 488 00:22:16,436 --> 00:22:18,371 and they would blow 489 00:22:18,471 --> 00:22:20,707 all the money they got... 490 00:22:20,807 --> 00:22:22,842 on scratcher tickets. 491 00:22:24,276 --> 00:22:25,778 Anyway... 492 00:22:25,878 --> 00:22:29,348 every single night, we would split a can of soup 493 00:22:29,449 --> 00:22:31,618 four ways, five ways. 494 00:22:31,718 --> 00:22:35,121 And just watch Mr. Johnson scratch his way 495 00:22:35,221 --> 00:22:37,256 through... $30 worth 496 00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:40,226 of those stupid scratcher tickets. 497 00:22:43,262 --> 00:22:47,099 One night he didn't even bother to buy the soup. 498 00:22:47,199 --> 00:22:48,901 So... 499 00:22:49,001 --> 00:22:51,037 stole one of his tickets when he was... 500 00:22:51,137 --> 00:22:53,740 getting up to grab a beer. 501 00:22:54,874 --> 00:22:56,876 And if we won, 502 00:22:56,976 --> 00:22:58,878 we were going to sneak out to buy 503 00:22:58,978 --> 00:23:00,780 burgers and fries and... 504 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:02,749 dip 'em in the, the chocolate Frosties. 505 00:23:02,849 --> 00:23:04,250 Have you ever done that? 506 00:23:04,350 --> 00:23:05,652 No? 507 00:23:05,752 --> 00:23:07,253 It's the best. 508 00:23:07,353 --> 00:23:09,656 (laughing): It's so good. 509 00:23:09,756 --> 00:23:12,391 But, of course... 510 00:23:12,492 --> 00:23:14,393 we didn't win. 511 00:23:16,128 --> 00:23:17,930 Nobody ever won at that house. 512 00:23:20,467 --> 00:23:23,302 'Cause most people don't win, Randall. 513 00:23:24,604 --> 00:23:26,506 But you did. 514 00:23:26,606 --> 00:23:28,307 You won the lottery. 515 00:23:28,407 --> 00:23:29,742 You won it twice. 516 00:23:29,842 --> 00:23:33,112 Once when you got adopted and again when you met Beth. 517 00:23:35,314 --> 00:23:38,017 I don't know what's going on between you two, 518 00:23:38,117 --> 00:23:40,620 but you got to get it together. 519 00:23:44,123 --> 00:23:46,092 You owe it to the world... 520 00:23:46,192 --> 00:23:49,295 that let you win the lottery twice. 521 00:23:55,502 --> 00:23:56,669 Now come on. 522 00:23:56,769 --> 00:23:58,771 This speech made me want a burger. 523 00:24:17,156 --> 00:24:19,058 (exhales) 524 00:24:30,737 --> 00:24:32,672 (monitor beeping) 525 00:24:49,188 --> 00:24:51,090 * 526 00:25:02,401 --> 00:25:04,737 Get me whatever you're having with an iced tea. 527 00:25:04,837 --> 00:25:07,506 All right? Got to make a quick call. 528 00:25:16,683 --> 00:25:18,585 (line ringing) 529 00:25:19,719 --> 00:25:21,220 Randall, hey, I've got 530 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:23,389 -your schedule for Monday. -Hey, Jae-Won. 531 00:25:23,489 --> 00:25:24,924 I know my swearing in is coming up, 532 00:25:25,024 --> 00:25:26,726 but I need to ask you something. 533 00:25:26,826 --> 00:25:29,295 And after I do, I need you to take a deep breath 534 00:25:29,395 --> 00:25:31,530 and then answer me calmly. 535 00:25:31,631 --> 00:25:33,432 Hit me. 536 00:25:33,532 --> 00:25:34,901 Okay, um... 537 00:25:36,969 --> 00:25:38,905 what would happen... 538 00:25:39,005 --> 00:25:40,907 if I resigned? 539 00:25:41,007 --> 00:25:42,575 What? 540 00:25:42,675 --> 00:25:44,577 What do you mean, resigned? 541 00:25:44,677 --> 00:25:46,813 Like from city council, if I decided 542 00:25:46,913 --> 00:25:48,815 I couldn't go through with accepting the position. 543 00:25:48,915 --> 00:25:50,449 Oh, God, I knew I should have taken 544 00:25:50,549 --> 00:25:52,719 -that job at MSNBC when I had the chance. -Jae-Won. 545 00:25:52,819 --> 00:25:54,153 I'm not saying it's happening. 546 00:25:54,253 --> 00:25:56,488 I just need to know what would happen. 547 00:25:56,589 --> 00:25:58,490 Will you talk me through it, please? 548 00:25:58,591 --> 00:26:00,727 Just step by step. 549 00:26:02,294 --> 00:26:03,796 You'd need to do it in writing. 550 00:26:05,665 --> 00:26:07,099 Things would break quickly. 551 00:26:07,199 --> 00:26:09,268 Um, there'd be an emergency special election 552 00:26:09,368 --> 00:26:13,072 paid for by the taxpayers who just paid for the last election. 553 00:26:13,172 --> 00:26:15,074 It would basically confirm the worst fears 554 00:26:15,174 --> 00:26:16,909 of everyone who put their faith in an outsider 555 00:26:17,009 --> 00:26:19,612 with zero experience in government or politics. 556 00:26:19,712 --> 00:26:21,814 Got it. 557 00:26:21,914 --> 00:26:23,515 Thank you for educating me. 558 00:26:23,616 --> 00:26:25,484 Randall... 559 00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:28,287 -you're not really thinking about... -Got to run, Jae-Won. 560 00:26:32,358 --> 00:26:33,793 (exhales) 561 00:26:33,893 --> 00:26:35,127 (Annie speaking indistinctly) 562 00:26:35,227 --> 00:26:36,696 Yeah. Oh, I love these. 563 00:26:36,796 --> 00:26:38,464 -These are great. -Yeah. 564 00:26:38,564 --> 00:26:41,133 (Annie speaking indistinctly) 565 00:26:41,233 --> 00:26:42,835 Oh, I-- oh, well, thank you. 566 00:26:42,935 --> 00:26:44,704 -You're welcome. -Mm-hmm. 567 00:26:47,173 --> 00:26:49,776 Um... the brownies smell like they're almost done. 568 00:26:49,876 --> 00:26:51,177 You want to go check? 569 00:26:51,277 --> 00:26:52,979 -I'll meet you in there. Okay. -Okay. 570 00:26:57,283 --> 00:26:59,051 What? 571 00:27:09,228 --> 00:27:12,498 You know, my mom didn't want kids at first either. 572 00:27:12,598 --> 00:27:14,366 -Is that right? -Mm-hmm. 573 00:27:14,466 --> 00:27:16,168 Yup. 574 00:27:16,268 --> 00:27:17,636 Not for a really long time, anyway. 575 00:27:17,737 --> 00:27:19,638 And then she, uh... 576 00:27:19,739 --> 00:27:21,640 she was amazing at it. 577 00:27:23,475 --> 00:27:25,311 She used to do this thing, she would-- (chuckles) 578 00:27:25,411 --> 00:27:27,013 she would write these really dumb jokes 579 00:27:27,113 --> 00:27:29,048 on the, the banana peels 580 00:27:29,148 --> 00:27:30,983 of the bananas that she would pack for our lunches... 581 00:27:31,083 --> 00:27:32,719 -(chuckles) -...when we were kids-- did I ever tell you that? 582 00:27:32,819 --> 00:27:34,186 -No. -Yeah. Yeah. 583 00:27:34,286 --> 00:27:36,188 Uh, five days a week. Three jokes. 584 00:27:36,288 --> 00:27:38,057 Every day, I mean... 585 00:27:38,157 --> 00:27:40,526 that's... 586 00:27:40,626 --> 00:27:42,862 that's next-level, right? 587 00:27:45,998 --> 00:27:48,600 I guess all I'm saying is, I think sometimes, 588 00:27:48,701 --> 00:27:50,703 you know, people think they know what they want... 589 00:27:50,803 --> 00:27:52,772 but then time goes by 590 00:27:52,872 --> 00:27:55,341 and things just, they change. 591 00:27:55,441 --> 00:27:57,910 Hmm. 592 00:27:59,879 --> 00:28:02,381 Watching you with the girls, Zoe, you... (chuckles) 593 00:28:02,481 --> 00:28:05,084 You're amazing with them. 594 00:28:05,184 --> 00:28:08,054 And I think, maybe... 595 00:28:08,154 --> 00:28:10,589 uh... 596 00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:12,058 I'd be pretty good at it, too. 597 00:28:14,193 --> 00:28:15,895 ANNIE: Aunt Zoe. 598 00:28:17,029 --> 00:28:18,397 I got to... 599 00:28:18,497 --> 00:28:20,399 -go check on the brownies. -Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 600 00:28:21,533 --> 00:28:23,435 (door opens, closes) 601 00:28:26,105 --> 00:28:27,940 RANDALL: Hey, man. 602 00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:30,109 -Hey. -Didn't expect you to still be here. 603 00:28:30,209 --> 00:28:31,477 Where's Beth? 604 00:28:40,152 --> 00:28:41,720 BETH: Thank you so much 605 00:28:41,821 --> 00:28:43,890 -for meeting me on such short notice. -No problem. 606 00:28:43,990 --> 00:28:45,557 I'm honored to meet the new councilman's wife. 607 00:28:45,657 --> 00:28:47,293 (chuckles softly) 608 00:28:47,393 --> 00:28:48,895 So I'd love to hear more about you. 609 00:28:48,995 --> 00:28:50,429 It'll help me find exactly what you're looking for. 610 00:28:50,529 --> 00:28:53,499 Okay. Well, as you know, my husband will be 611 00:28:53,599 --> 00:28:56,002 working down here full-time, and... 612 00:28:56,102 --> 00:28:58,104 the commute from our house in Jersey's already killing him. 613 00:28:58,204 --> 00:29:00,572 He hasn't even been sworn in yet. 614 00:29:00,672 --> 00:29:02,174 We thought we could make it work, 615 00:29:02,274 --> 00:29:03,642 but it's pretty clear that we can't. 616 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,812 So here we are. 617 00:29:05,912 --> 00:29:07,313 Here we are. 618 00:29:09,448 --> 00:29:12,151 I think you will really love Philly. 619 00:29:12,251 --> 00:29:13,820 Let's go see some places. 620 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:15,154 Great. 621 00:29:25,464 --> 00:29:27,366 (knock on door) 622 00:29:27,466 --> 00:29:28,835 Yeah, come in. 623 00:29:30,937 --> 00:29:33,272 We can't sleep. 624 00:29:33,372 --> 00:29:35,774 RANDALL: I had a nightmare about Mom. 625 00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:37,043 She looked like Freddy Krueger 626 00:29:37,143 --> 00:29:38,845 and her face was wrapped in bandages. 627 00:29:38,945 --> 00:29:40,546 And then he woke us up and told us 628 00:29:40,646 --> 00:29:42,048 all about it and freaked us out. 629 00:29:45,017 --> 00:29:46,785 Okay. 630 00:29:46,886 --> 00:29:48,654 Okay, this is ridiculous. 631 00:29:48,754 --> 00:29:50,689 Put your shoes, jackets on. Let's go see Mom. 632 00:29:56,195 --> 00:29:59,165 -Hi. -Hi. 633 00:30:01,868 --> 00:30:03,502 How's the baby? 634 00:30:05,337 --> 00:30:07,473 He's good. He slept for most of the day. 635 00:30:07,573 --> 00:30:09,575 Toby just got to the hospital, so I'm just gonna... 636 00:30:09,675 --> 00:30:11,210 take a shower and I'll head back. 637 00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:13,579 -Hey, Bug? -Hmm? 638 00:30:13,679 --> 00:30:15,714 I'm sorry if I, uh... 639 00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:18,017 overstepped. 640 00:30:18,117 --> 00:30:20,319 Or if the idea of us 641 00:30:20,419 --> 00:30:23,155 moving out here makes you feel... 642 00:30:23,255 --> 00:30:25,191 No. 643 00:30:27,894 --> 00:30:30,930 You knew exactly what to do today. 644 00:30:31,030 --> 00:30:34,433 (voice breaking): You always know exactly what to do. 645 00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:36,168 -That's not true. -Yeah, it is. 646 00:30:38,104 --> 00:30:40,439 It is, and... 647 00:30:40,539 --> 00:30:42,274 I just feel like I'm never going to be 648 00:30:42,374 --> 00:30:44,210 as good a mom as you. 649 00:30:44,310 --> 00:30:46,178 Also not true. 650 00:30:49,081 --> 00:30:51,083 I need you to know, 651 00:30:51,183 --> 00:30:54,053 the way that I react to you sometimes, it's... 652 00:30:54,153 --> 00:30:55,787 it's on me. 653 00:30:55,888 --> 00:30:58,925 It's my own insecurities. 654 00:30:59,025 --> 00:31:01,928 I don't know how the hell I'm ever gonna live up to you. 655 00:31:04,063 --> 00:31:07,433 You know, you... 656 00:31:07,533 --> 00:31:09,969 you have this magical quality. 657 00:31:12,071 --> 00:31:13,405 Just being you. 658 00:31:13,505 --> 00:31:15,241 And you always made us feel really safe. 659 00:31:17,743 --> 00:31:19,145 (exhales) 660 00:31:19,245 --> 00:31:20,779 I want you to be here. 661 00:31:20,879 --> 00:31:22,714 For me. 662 00:31:22,814 --> 00:31:25,117 But-but even more for Jack. 663 00:31:25,217 --> 00:31:26,785 You know? 664 00:31:26,885 --> 00:31:29,288 I want my son to... 665 00:31:29,388 --> 00:31:32,491 grow up with the Rebecca Pearson-level magic, too. 666 00:31:37,329 --> 00:31:40,099 I think that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me. 667 00:31:41,167 --> 00:31:42,901 Mom. (chuckles) 668 00:31:43,002 --> 00:31:44,736 Aw... 669 00:31:44,836 --> 00:31:47,573 -Well, good. -(whispering): Thank you. 670 00:31:50,742 --> 00:31:53,412 -(exhales) -Okay, so... 671 00:31:53,512 --> 00:31:55,181 can I just apologize in advance for, uh, 672 00:31:55,281 --> 00:31:56,815 being triggered by everything you're gonna say 673 00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:59,318 and treating you like a punching bag for the next 674 00:31:59,418 --> 00:32:00,686 -year or two, 'cause... -(laughing) 675 00:32:00,786 --> 00:32:01,988 That's fine. 676 00:32:02,088 --> 00:32:05,124 -(chuckling) -It's what I'm here for. 677 00:32:05,224 --> 00:32:07,859 Well, I am juicing tonight. 678 00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:10,529 Way too many brownies for me. 679 00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:23,675 Kevin. 680 00:32:25,111 --> 00:32:27,879 We need to talk about this. 681 00:32:27,980 --> 00:32:30,616 Uh, yeah, I know. 682 00:32:31,717 --> 00:32:34,053 You want to be a dad. 683 00:32:34,153 --> 00:32:36,355 Maybe not now but someday. 684 00:32:36,455 --> 00:32:38,357 Uh... I mean, maybe, yeah. 685 00:32:38,457 --> 00:32:39,958 I don't know. I don't know. 686 00:32:40,059 --> 00:32:42,528 And you should be a dad, Kevin. 687 00:32:42,628 --> 00:32:43,962 You... 688 00:32:44,063 --> 00:32:48,500 you should raise 500 perfectly symmetrical kids. 689 00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:52,538 You'll be amazing at it. 690 00:32:52,638 --> 00:32:54,706 And I want... 691 00:32:54,806 --> 00:32:56,875 I want you to have that. I... 692 00:32:56,975 --> 00:33:00,046 I want you to have everything you want. 693 00:33:00,146 --> 00:33:02,048 (exhales) 694 00:33:02,148 --> 00:33:05,151 But I don't want that. 695 00:33:09,055 --> 00:33:10,556 I know. That's-- I'm-- 696 00:33:10,656 --> 00:33:12,158 Look, I made my choice, okay? 697 00:33:12,258 --> 00:33:13,592 I told you... 698 00:33:13,692 --> 00:33:16,262 I know. 699 00:33:16,362 --> 00:33:19,698 I think you made the wrong choice. 700 00:33:19,798 --> 00:33:22,768 You think I'm gonna change. 701 00:33:22,868 --> 00:33:25,003 And I'm not. 702 00:33:37,449 --> 00:33:39,785 You're really never gonna want to... 703 00:33:58,204 --> 00:34:00,439 Hi. Um, I'm Jack Pearson. 704 00:34:00,539 --> 00:34:03,041 We're here to see my wife Rebecca Pearson. 705 00:34:03,142 --> 00:34:04,943 Visiting hours don't start until 6:00 a.m. 706 00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,945 Okay, see, we're-we're not visitors. 707 00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:08,947 We're her family. And... 708 00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:10,949 Well, my kids, th-they don't... 709 00:34:11,049 --> 00:34:13,219 they don't do so well without their mom. 710 00:34:13,319 --> 00:34:15,053 We could've made it one night. 711 00:34:15,154 --> 00:34:16,288 Hi. 712 00:34:17,923 --> 00:34:19,491 I'm sorry, I don't-- I don't know what that is. 713 00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:21,493 Um, look, my wife, 714 00:34:21,593 --> 00:34:23,995 she's not used to being without us either. 715 00:34:24,096 --> 00:34:26,332 But she sent us home earlier 716 00:34:26,432 --> 00:34:28,167 because she was trying to be strong for us. 717 00:34:28,267 --> 00:34:30,169 Because, you know, that's just-- that's who my wife is. 718 00:34:30,269 --> 00:34:32,438 She's strong for us, but... 719 00:34:32,538 --> 00:34:37,576 You know, we, we don't really work too good without her. 720 00:34:37,676 --> 00:34:39,578 You know, 721 00:34:39,678 --> 00:34:40,979 it's... 722 00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:42,514 It's like a car. 723 00:34:42,614 --> 00:34:44,015 You know, um, 724 00:34:44,116 --> 00:34:45,016 you-you got your... 725 00:34:45,117 --> 00:34:46,352 your antilock brakes, 726 00:34:46,452 --> 00:34:48,854 your suspension, your-your exhaust pipes. 727 00:34:48,954 --> 00:34:52,191 But, you see, my wife, she's-she's the engine. 728 00:34:52,291 --> 00:34:55,694 And the rest of us, we're-we're s... 729 00:34:55,794 --> 00:34:58,797 Well, we're useless without the engine. 730 00:34:58,897 --> 00:35:01,467 Do you-- do you understand what I'm saying? 731 00:35:01,567 --> 00:35:03,001 Not really. 732 00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:05,604 I'm at the end of a 24-hour shift. 733 00:35:05,704 --> 00:35:09,107 Honestly, I'm only hearing random words. 734 00:35:11,443 --> 00:35:13,879 Go ahead. Just keep your voices down 735 00:35:13,979 --> 00:35:15,113 until visiting hours start. 736 00:35:15,214 --> 00:35:17,115 Okay. Come on. Thank you. 737 00:35:17,216 --> 00:35:18,684 Let's move. 738 00:35:18,784 --> 00:35:21,119 So, maybe we'll see you around. 739 00:35:22,188 --> 00:35:24,022 Or not. Thank you. 740 00:35:24,122 --> 00:35:26,458 * 741 00:35:27,559 --> 00:35:29,895 (door opens) 742 00:35:31,830 --> 00:35:33,232 Hey. 743 00:35:33,332 --> 00:35:35,066 -Hey. -(keys jangle) 744 00:35:35,167 --> 00:35:37,002 Classes run late? 745 00:35:37,102 --> 00:35:40,005 No, I had to run an errand. 746 00:35:40,105 --> 00:35:41,640 How'd your day go? 747 00:35:41,740 --> 00:35:43,041 My day? 748 00:35:43,141 --> 00:35:46,478 Uh, it's a funny story. 749 00:35:46,578 --> 00:35:48,680 There was no debate. 750 00:35:48,780 --> 00:35:51,217 Deja wanted to show me her old foster home. 751 00:35:51,317 --> 00:35:53,252 What? 752 00:35:53,352 --> 00:35:55,587 Yeah, had a whole talk planned for me and everything. 753 00:35:55,687 --> 00:35:57,389 It was very me. 754 00:36:00,058 --> 00:36:02,728 She's worried about us. 755 00:36:02,828 --> 00:36:05,231 Apparently, she and Tess can feel it. 756 00:36:05,331 --> 00:36:07,833 Oh. I hate that. 757 00:36:07,933 --> 00:36:09,368 Yeah, me, too. 758 00:36:14,340 --> 00:36:16,408 I'm gonna resign, Beth. 759 00:36:17,776 --> 00:36:20,212 -Randall... -It's just a job. 760 00:36:20,312 --> 00:36:23,715 At the end of the day, it's just a job. 761 00:36:23,815 --> 00:36:26,184 I won the lottery, baby. 762 00:36:27,886 --> 00:36:29,721 Oh, that's what Deja called it. 763 00:36:29,821 --> 00:36:32,391 Me landing you. 764 00:36:34,260 --> 00:36:35,427 Smart kid. 765 00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:38,063 Yeah, she is. 766 00:36:38,163 --> 00:36:40,232 I thought I could figure out a way to do this 767 00:36:40,332 --> 00:36:42,067 that wouldn't hurt us. 768 00:36:42,167 --> 00:36:44,703 But I wasn't realistic. 769 00:36:44,803 --> 00:36:46,905 I bit off more than I could chew. 770 00:36:47,005 --> 00:36:48,740 You're not gonna resign, Randall. 771 00:36:53,612 --> 00:36:56,147 We're moving to Philadelphia. 772 00:36:57,283 --> 00:36:59,150 No. 773 00:36:59,251 --> 00:37:01,387 I won't make us uproot our lives. 774 00:37:01,487 --> 00:37:03,389 And I won't let you give up on your dream. 775 00:37:03,489 --> 00:37:05,223 I'm not giving up on my dream. 776 00:37:05,324 --> 00:37:08,794 Randall, I found the door. 777 00:37:10,562 --> 00:37:13,899 I'm gonna open my own dance studio. 778 00:37:13,999 --> 00:37:16,067 In Philly. 779 00:37:19,104 --> 00:37:21,840 I want to cut the ribbon on a place of my very own, 780 00:37:21,940 --> 00:37:24,175 one that I can run the way that I want to. 781 00:37:24,276 --> 00:37:27,012 But city council doesn't pay enough. 782 00:37:27,112 --> 00:37:28,347 How are we gonna afford... 783 00:37:28,447 --> 00:37:29,981 We scale back. 784 00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:31,417 We bet on us. 785 00:37:31,517 --> 00:37:32,984 We have a lot tied up in this house. 786 00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:34,986 You want to sell this house? 787 00:37:35,086 --> 00:37:38,657 But, baby, we got married in this house. 788 00:37:38,757 --> 00:37:41,192 We raised our family in this house. 789 00:37:41,293 --> 00:37:42,494 I know. 790 00:37:42,594 --> 00:37:45,864 And it served us well for a long time. 791 00:37:45,964 --> 00:37:47,299 (exhales) 792 00:37:47,399 --> 00:37:49,801 With what you want to do, we're gonna... 793 00:37:49,901 --> 00:37:52,203 we're gonna have to get a much smaller place. 794 00:37:52,304 --> 00:37:54,039 Well... 795 00:37:54,139 --> 00:37:57,275 guess it'll be easier for me to find you then. 796 00:37:57,376 --> 00:37:58,977 ("Hold Your Head Up High" by Darlingside playing) 797 00:38:00,679 --> 00:38:03,114 We don't work when we're apart. 798 00:38:03,214 --> 00:38:06,518 But, together... 799 00:38:06,618 --> 00:38:08,787 baby, 800 00:38:08,887 --> 00:38:13,291 together, we set the world on fire. 801 00:38:13,392 --> 00:38:16,862 * How it rambles round the moon * 802 00:38:16,962 --> 00:38:20,866 * A let-go-of balloon * 803 00:38:20,966 --> 00:38:24,035 * Nothing is forever * 804 00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:25,871 Hi, Mom. 805 00:38:25,971 --> 00:38:27,473 Hey, you. 806 00:38:27,573 --> 00:38:31,377 * And my father as he stands * 807 00:38:31,477 --> 00:38:35,381 -* A perfect cartoon man * -Ooh, coffee. 808 00:38:35,481 --> 00:38:37,349 * Heavy-sighed * 809 00:38:37,449 --> 00:38:40,986 * And open-eyed, I heard him speak * 810 00:38:41,086 --> 00:38:42,554 Hey, baby. 811 00:38:42,654 --> 00:38:44,756 Hey. 812 00:38:46,392 --> 00:38:48,326 Mm. 813 00:38:53,264 --> 00:38:54,833 You okay? 814 00:38:54,933 --> 00:38:58,437 * Hold your head up high * 815 00:38:58,537 --> 00:39:00,772 You want coffee? 816 00:39:00,872 --> 00:39:03,241 Yeah. 817 00:39:03,341 --> 00:39:06,878 * Hold your head up high * 818 00:39:09,280 --> 00:39:13,284 * Rise it up, it's fine terrain * 819 00:39:13,385 --> 00:39:16,722 * The time will come again * 820 00:39:16,822 --> 00:39:22,260 * And misery's no rest for weary gentlemen * 821 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:26,064 * See that humankind is you * 822 00:39:26,164 --> 00:39:29,535 * Like all the rest, down to * 823 00:39:29,635 --> 00:39:35,373 * The scratches on the album that you're singing to * 824 00:39:35,474 --> 00:39:40,912 * Hold your head up high * 825 00:39:43,114 --> 00:39:44,249 * Hold your head up * 826 00:39:44,349 --> 00:39:49,755 * High * 827 00:39:49,855 --> 00:39:52,157 * Hold your head up * 828 00:39:52,257 --> 00:39:56,495 * High * 829 00:39:56,595 --> 00:39:59,465 * Hold your head up * 830 00:39:59,565 --> 00:40:05,270 * High * 831 00:40:05,370 --> 00:40:07,673 TOBY: Man, Kevin's house is huge. 832 00:40:07,773 --> 00:40:09,675 Thanks for calling. 833 00:40:10,976 --> 00:40:13,278 (grunts) 834 00:40:13,378 --> 00:40:14,680 I got the, uh... 835 00:40:14,780 --> 00:40:16,347 sidewalk chalk. 836 00:40:16,448 --> 00:40:18,584 I just talked to Jack, 837 00:40:18,684 --> 00:40:20,318 and they're on their way. 838 00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:22,588 I'm glad you decided to come. 839 00:40:22,688 --> 00:40:25,491 Of course. (clears throat) 840 00:40:25,591 --> 00:40:26,658 Come on in. 841 00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:29,094 * 842 00:40:48,947 --> 00:40:50,616 Good to see you, too, bud. 843 00:40:50,716 --> 00:40:52,017 Oh. Hey, Uncle Randall. 844 00:40:52,117 --> 00:40:53,018 Thank you. 845 00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:54,686 Hey, where's your dad? 846 00:40:54,786 --> 00:40:57,689 Uh, he went to go get takeout. 847 00:40:57,789 --> 00:40:59,525 He realized we didn't have any food. 848 00:41:01,359 --> 00:41:03,228 Classic Kevin. 849 00:41:03,328 --> 00:41:04,696 Knock, knock, knock. Look who's here. 850 00:41:04,796 --> 00:41:06,732 -Hi. -Hey. 851 00:41:06,832 --> 00:41:09,000 -Hey. Where is he? (gasps) -My God, 852 00:41:09,100 --> 00:41:11,169 -do you have enough luggage? -Well, I had no choice. -(chuckles) Hi. 853 00:41:11,269 --> 00:41:12,838 Mwah. I'm here indefinitely. 854 00:41:12,938 --> 00:41:14,405 Indefinitely? 855 00:41:14,506 --> 00:41:16,174 -Indefinitely. -Wait, Kev, you don't think 856 00:41:16,274 --> 00:41:17,342 you're living here, do you? 857 00:41:17,442 --> 00:41:19,177 With no room service? No, thank you. 858 00:41:19,277 --> 00:41:20,846 -But don't you worry about a thing. -Careful. 859 00:41:20,946 --> 00:41:22,514 I will be here all the time. 860 00:41:22,614 --> 00:41:24,482 Look how handsome you are. 861 00:41:24,583 --> 00:41:27,052 Hey, Tobes, you got any, uh, Perrier? 862 00:41:27,152 --> 00:41:29,420 We're parched. We're parched. 863 00:41:29,521 --> 00:41:31,256 -We got thirsty. -(Jack fusses) 864 00:41:31,356 --> 00:41:32,524 RANDALL: All right. 865 00:41:32,624 --> 00:41:34,492 I'm gonna go say hi. 866 00:41:35,594 --> 00:41:37,062 Oh, um, where is...? 867 00:41:37,162 --> 00:41:38,730 He's already in there. 868 00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:41,032 (sniffles) 869 00:41:41,132 --> 00:41:44,402 -* -(crickets chirping) 870 00:41:51,376 --> 00:41:52,844 * 871 00:41:54,379 --> 00:41:56,882 * Hold your head up * 872 00:41:56,982 --> 00:42:01,219 * High * 873 00:42:01,319 --> 00:42:04,289 * Hold your head up * 874 00:42:04,389 --> 00:42:09,861 * High * 875 00:42:09,961 --> 00:42:13,131 * Hold your head up high. * 876 00:42:13,231 --> 00:42:14,766 Hi, Mom. 877 00:42:14,866 --> 00:42:16,868 It's Randall. 878 00:42:16,968 --> 00:42:19,938 Your son, Randall. 879 00:42:20,038 --> 00:42:22,040 * 880 00:42:30,616 --> 00:42:32,217 Hey, Nicky. 881 00:42:32,317 --> 00:42:35,621 * 882 00:42:39,725 --> 00:42:41,660 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH