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Previously on This Is Us...

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NICKY: You can be nice to them
all you want, Jack.

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But they're not just women
and children.

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They're the enemy.

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I had a brother...
he died in the war.

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I went to a database
for the war memorial.

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Nicholas Pearson,
he might be dead,

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but he didn't die here
in Vietnam.

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"Jack, last one. C.K."

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KEVIN:
My dad knew he was alive.

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Well, there's a return address.

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Bradford, Pennsylvania.
You think he's still there?

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(phone ringing in distance)

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Thanks, Ken.

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(indistinct chatter)

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-I call the TV.
-No, no, no, no.

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-REBECCA: Hi.
-JACK: Hey.

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-What?
-Uh, no, no, no. Homework first.

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-No TV.
-What about her?

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-I finished.
-JACK: Hey, guys, come on.

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Gear up in your rooms,
and then do greater Pittsburgh

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-a favor and shower, please.
-Hi.

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Hi.

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Thank you for picking them up
from practice.

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Yeah. Yeah, I'm here to serve.
(chuckles)

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(TV plays indistinctly)

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(laughter on TV)

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Hey, so I got to go out of town
for work tomorrow.

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-On a Saturday?
-Yeah.

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We've got a... a lumberyard
we're contracting up in Trenton.

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It's kind of important
that I'm there.

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-Okay.
-Okay.

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I'm gonna go upstairs
and change.

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I'll be right back down.

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KATE (on computer): Wait. You're
saying our uncle is still alive?

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Okay, that can't be true.

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Nicky died in Vietnam.

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Randall, didn't you
and Dad visit

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the memorial in high school?

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Wasn't his brother's name
on the wall?

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He said it was too hard for him.

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-KATE: Mom.
-I-I'm just hearing all this

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for the first time, too.

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Well, maybe Dad, uh,
maybe he didn't know.

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-Maybe he just was...
-KEVIN: He knew.

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He knew. I found a postcard
that Nicky sent him.

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It was dated 1992.

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(mimics explosion)

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Mind completely blown.

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I know this is really hard
for everyone to hear

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-because it means, well,
Dad wasn't telling us the...
-(sighs)

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Bradford is a six-hour drive
from here.

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I don't have a phone number,
but I have an address.

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And guess what.
As of 2017,

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there was a Nicholas Pearson
living there.

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-(mimics explosion)
-Randall.

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Whoever wants to come on
this trip with me,

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-you're more than welcome.
-RANDALL: All right.

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I'm not getting sworn in
for another eight weeks.

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Beth has a bunch
of job interviews coming up.

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As long as I can get somebody
to watch the girls, I'm in.

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(grunts) Yes, he's in. Okay.

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Mom? Kate?

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You want to join our, uh,
our little road movie?

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It'll be fun. It'll be like
Butch and Sundance

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and Thelma and Louise.
A-And you can pick

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whatever character you want;
doesn't matter to me.

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I'm not locked into one
in particular.

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I'm totally fluid on that.

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(quietly):
I'm Sundance.

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-I know you are. Yeah.
-Yeah.

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No. But I will,

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I will watch the girls for you,
okay?

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Mom.

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You know what? I...
I can't.

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I'm 2,500 miles away
and I'm pregnant.

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Kate, Dad's brother
may be alive.

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Don't you want to know
who he is?

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Guys, I'm out. Gotta go.

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-You know what that means.
-Hmm?

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Butch and Sundan...

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Hey, baby, have you seen
my cashmere heather V?

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The one that goes perfectly
with my uncle-hunter jeans?

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What's wrong?

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Uh, everything about
that sentence, baby.

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-Ah.
-But, um, also,

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feeling kind of nervous
about these interviews tomorrow.

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You're nervous?
Child, please.

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If anything, those companies
should be nervous to meet you.

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Because one of them is about
to win the Beth Pearson lottery.

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Why would they be nervous to win
the Beth Pearson lottery?

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I don't know.
It sounded cuter in my head.

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Uh, job interview pep talk,
take two.

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Beth Pearson,

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you are the ultimate prize hire.

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You're gonna walk
into those firms tomorrow

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with your brilliant-ass mind

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and that impressive-ass ambition

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and those spiky-ass heels,
and they gonna be like,

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"Beth Pearson, what we got
to do to get your actual ass

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in this building, Beth Pearson?"

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And, yes, I emphasize
the Beth Pearson,

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because it's more than just
a name, it is an attitude.

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An attitude that screams,

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"You know you want to hire me."

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All right,
I like take two better.

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Thank you very much.

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Your mom and Miguel

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are gonna stay over, right?

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Because I am going to go
to dinner with Zoe

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to blow off
some post-interview steam.

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And by dinner I mean Scotch.

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Yeah, they're in.

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What about you?

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You stressed
about what could happen

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when you meet
your long lost uncle?

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Honestly, I'm more stressed

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about what's gonna happen
if we don't meet him.

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Babe, when I was looking
for William,

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the only thing
I could think about

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was what I was gonna find if
I ever got to knock on his door.

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Like, would he look like me?

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Would he hug me?

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Would he slam the door
in my face?

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But the worst version
I could ever imagine

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is what would happen if no one
ever answered the door.

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And I think that's what's gonna
happen to Kevin.

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-So I got to be there for him.
-(phone chimes)

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Well, well.

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Look at that.

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What?

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KEVIN:
Hello. There she is.

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Sibling road trip, here we go.

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Thelma's in the house.

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-Get my bag for me.
-For the road.

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-Oh.
-Turkey and roast beef

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on pimento and an apple.

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God, I love your lunches.
Bye-bye.

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* It ain't no use to sit
and wonder why *

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Regulators, let's ride.

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-* If you don't know by now
-Thanks, Mom.

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All right. I'll be back
before you guys know it.

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-Bye, Dad.
-You're gonna be in time

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-for my game tomorrow, right?
-Yes, I will. I will be there.

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REBECCA:
He's only going to Trenton.

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* It'll never do somehow

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-Where's your brother?
-In there.

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JACK: Hey, Kev, you're not gonna
say good-bye?

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Good-bye.

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* Look out your window
and I'll be gone *

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* You're the reason
I'm travelin' on *

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* Well, don't think twice

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* It's all right

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Mom.

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* Ain't no use in turnin'
on your light, babe *

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* The light I never knowed

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Love you.

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* Ain't no use in turnin' on
your light, babe *

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* I'm on the dark side
of the road *

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* But I wish there was something
you would do or say *

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* To try and make me change
my mind and stay *

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* We never did
too much talkin', anyway *

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* Don't think twice,
it's all right. *

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This is... crazy.
Right?

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I mean, months and months of
searching, and here we are, huh?

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Road trippin'!
The Big Three,

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about ready to unlock
the great mystery of our uncle.

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I'm gonna need to pee soon.

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Pee? We've been on--

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It's like 12 and a half minutes
we've been driving.

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Okay, well, I'm pregnant,
and I pee a lot,

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so you just have
to deal with it.

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I've got road trip snacks
available

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whenever anybody wants them.

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Lots of nuts and seeds,
many pitted fruits.

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-I'm good.
-Randall?

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Yeah?

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You give away pennies
on Halloween, don't you?

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-(Kate laughs)
-Be honest with me.

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-Full-size candy bars,
for the record.
-Yeah?

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-Yeah. Only house on the block.
-Tell the truth, it's raisins.

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-It's healthy raisins.
-Handful of raisins.

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(laughter)

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You know, remember,
I live in a house

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with four very willful
and opinionated women,

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so I'm impervious
to your mocking.

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So, how old would Dad's
brother be now?

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Seventy.

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I wonder why Dad told us
his brother was dead.

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-I don't know.
-Mm.

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But we're about to embark
on some Shakespearean-level

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tragedy, I'm afraid.

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How are you so...
cool about this?

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Dad basically lied to us
his entire life,

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-a-and it doesn't freak you out?
-Not really.

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When you find out your mom's
been lying to you

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about your birth father
for 36 years,

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not much can rattle you
after that.

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* I just want
to stay here now... *

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I think this is really
rocking Mom's world

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to hear all this stuff
about Dad.

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ANNIE:
That smells so good.

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Do you think Dad will
bring Nicky home,

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like he brought home
Grandpa William?

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(chuckles)

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No, I don't think so, honey.

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He sure likes bringing people
home, though. Just sayin'.

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(Miguel chuckles)

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Hey, Tess,

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hit me with some
chocolate chips, would you?

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Here you go.
Excuse me.

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Is Grandma okay?

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Yeah, Grandma's just
a little tired.

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All right, let's get
this dough going in the oven

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before I eat that raw.
Teaspoon.

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YOUNG NICKY:
Hey, Jack.

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I'm going
to live in a big house

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on a lake someday.

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It's gonna have a dock
for my boat.

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Oh, yeah?

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I think you got to be rich

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to have a house
and a boat on a lake.

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I will be.
I'm going to be a doctor.

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Maybe a surgeon.

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JACK:
You're smart enough.

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Floyd Morton's dad is a surgeon,
and he's pretty rich.

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I need to get really rich,
though,

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not pretty rich.

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Dang, Nicky.

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How many boats do you need?

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Just one.

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Two houses, though.

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Big ol' houses
on a big ol' lake.

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YOUNG NICKY: Big ol' houses
on a big ol' lake.

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Well, we doing this or not?

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(birds chirping)

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How'd you get my home address?

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Come on.

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I don't think he's there,
Sundance.

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Yeah. Kev, hey, we tried.

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Okay? It wasn't meant to be.

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And we should go,
'cause I have to pee.

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JACK:
You can't

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write me at home.

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Got it?

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(chuckles)

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You drove all the way
from Pittsburgh to tell me that?

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00:12:28,215 --> 00:12:30,818
That's how much I mean it.

249
00:12:34,321 --> 00:12:36,056
(keys jangle)

250
00:12:36,089 --> 00:12:38,926
Take care.

251
00:12:38,959 --> 00:12:41,494
Oh, really? Wonderful.
You're breaking in?

252
00:12:41,528 --> 00:12:43,563
I'm not breaking in. I'm trying
to see if anyone lives here.

253
00:12:43,596 --> 00:12:45,866
NICKY:
Somebody does.

254
00:12:51,238 --> 00:12:53,440
Nicholas Pearson?

255
00:12:54,474 --> 00:12:55,976
Yeah.

256
00:13:01,915 --> 00:13:03,716
I'm Kevin Pearson.

257
00:13:03,750 --> 00:13:05,552
I'm, uh...

258
00:13:07,287 --> 00:13:09,289
I'm Jack Pearson's son.

259
00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:12,559
You want a beer?

260
00:13:13,593 --> 00:13:16,563
I don't drink anymore.

261
00:13:18,866 --> 00:13:21,568
I got Nesquik.

262
00:13:29,276 --> 00:13:31,144
Jack know you're here?

263
00:13:32,345 --> 00:13:34,347
He's dead.

264
00:13:36,149 --> 00:13:38,118
Dead.

265
00:13:38,151 --> 00:13:39,619
When'd he pass?

266
00:13:39,652 --> 00:13:41,621
1998.

267
00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:44,624
(quietly):
'98.

268
00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:46,493
(muttering)

269
00:13:56,904 --> 00:13:58,838
(lock clicks)

270
00:14:04,945 --> 00:14:07,347
You coming in or not?

271
00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:20,827
Mmm.

272
00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:22,930
I got some Fritos, also,
if you're hungry.

273
00:14:22,963 --> 00:14:24,597
No, I'm...

274
00:14:24,631 --> 00:14:25,865
That'll be fine.

275
00:14:26,900 --> 00:14:28,568
(grunts)

276
00:14:33,907 --> 00:14:35,875
You know,

277
00:14:35,909 --> 00:14:37,911
I had a house once.

278
00:14:38,979 --> 00:14:41,181
But this is better.

279
00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:43,516
It's much more manageable.

280
00:14:44,551 --> 00:14:46,719
Mm.

281
00:14:46,753 --> 00:14:50,257
I, uh, have something for you.

282
00:14:55,628 --> 00:14:57,630
(inhales)

283
00:14:57,664 --> 00:15:00,033
(blows smoke out)

284
00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:03,836
I thought maybe you'd want them.

285
00:15:12,345 --> 00:15:15,315
Good men.

286
00:15:21,688 --> 00:15:23,623
Sorry.

287
00:15:23,656 --> 00:15:25,392
It's a bad habit.

288
00:15:25,425 --> 00:15:27,394
One of many.

289
00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:29,729
Mm. Jesus.

290
00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,898
Nicky, how do you screw up
chocolate milk?

291
00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:34,301
(grunts)

292
00:15:34,334 --> 00:15:37,204
Well, it can't be as bad
as Mom's chili lasagna.

293
00:15:37,237 --> 00:15:38,405
Yeah.

294
00:15:38,438 --> 00:15:39,806
(chuckles)

295
00:15:39,839 --> 00:15:41,274
Remember when we tried

296
00:15:41,308 --> 00:15:43,076
feeding it
to Mrs. Atkins' collie?

297
00:15:43,110 --> 00:15:45,578
Oh, yeah.
Even Ms. Atkins' collie

298
00:15:45,612 --> 00:15:47,080
didn't want to eat that crap.

299
00:15:47,114 --> 00:15:48,781
No.
(laughs): Yeah.

300
00:15:48,815 --> 00:15:51,451
(laughing)

301
00:15:51,484 --> 00:15:53,286
Oh...

302
00:15:53,320 --> 00:15:54,587
(Nicky sighs)

303
00:15:54,621 --> 00:15:56,956
(chuckles)

304
00:16:08,501 --> 00:16:10,137
You diabetic?

305
00:16:16,709 --> 00:16:18,778
My brother's adopted.

306
00:16:18,811 --> 00:16:20,080
It's true.

307
00:16:21,714 --> 00:16:23,283
Explains why he's black.

308
00:16:23,316 --> 00:16:24,751
That's also true.

309
00:16:29,022 --> 00:16:31,624
Our dad told us
you died in Vietnam.

310
00:16:33,660 --> 00:16:34,661
Uh-huh.

311
00:16:37,064 --> 00:16:38,931
Seems you didn't.

312
00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:41,834
Uh-uh.

313
00:16:45,438 --> 00:16:46,806
Oh, come on.

314
00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:48,175
(clattering)

315
00:16:48,208 --> 00:16:50,777
Sir, I know this
may be hard to talk about,

316
00:16:50,810 --> 00:16:53,180
but do you have any idea
why he might have told us that?

317
00:16:53,213 --> 00:16:54,281
(grunts)

318
00:16:54,314 --> 00:16:57,117
(panting)

319
00:16:57,150 --> 00:16:59,652
You wasted your time
coming here.

320
00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:06,893
Just-- please, leave.

321
00:17:09,096 --> 00:17:11,064
No.

322
00:17:12,132 --> 00:17:15,335
Sir, I didn't want to come here.

323
00:17:17,337 --> 00:17:19,139
And I didn't want to...

324
00:17:19,172 --> 00:17:21,007
find out these answers, but...

325
00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:23,176
my brother literally traveled
around the world and back

326
00:17:23,210 --> 00:17:24,511
to learn about our dad,

327
00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:25,612
and it's led him here.

328
00:17:25,645 --> 00:17:28,047
So we're not going anywhere.

329
00:17:30,717 --> 00:17:32,185
(chuckles)

330
00:17:32,219 --> 00:17:34,654
Yeah.

331
00:17:35,922 --> 00:17:39,692
You're Jack's kids, all right.

332
00:17:49,269 --> 00:17:51,671
(sighs)
I got drafted.

333
00:17:51,704 --> 00:17:57,043
Your father enlisted
to look for me.

334
00:17:57,076 --> 00:17:59,479
I was a medic

335
00:17:59,512 --> 00:18:02,482
who sampled his own inventory.

336
00:18:02,515 --> 00:18:05,518
I mean, I sampled
a lot of stuff.

337
00:18:05,552 --> 00:18:10,157
I mean,
whatever junk came my way.

338
00:18:10,190 --> 00:18:12,159
I, um...

339
00:18:12,192 --> 00:18:14,161
I hated the war.

340
00:18:14,194 --> 00:18:15,562
(sips)

341
00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:17,096
I hated myself.

342
00:18:17,130 --> 00:18:21,968
And your father tried
to clean me up. (scoffs)

343
00:18:23,636 --> 00:18:25,772
It didn't work.

344
00:18:25,805 --> 00:18:27,540
Finally, they, um,

345
00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:29,209
pulled me out of there

346
00:18:29,242 --> 00:18:31,944
for, uh, psychiatric reasons.

347
00:18:31,978 --> 00:18:34,381
You know, some get homesick.

348
00:18:34,414 --> 00:18:35,715
I got war-sick.

349
00:18:35,748 --> 00:18:37,817
(chuckling)

350
00:18:39,552 --> 00:18:42,222
Then why did Dad tell us
you died there?

351
00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:48,295
He should never have
come for me.

352
00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:56,736
He should never have come
for me.

353
00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:07,814
(pills rattle)

354
00:19:17,457 --> 00:19:19,859
(mimics gunshot)

355
00:19:25,031 --> 00:19:27,634
(chickens clucking)

356
00:19:27,667 --> 00:19:30,002
(rooster crowing)

357
00:19:32,104 --> 00:19:35,141
(yawns)

358
00:19:35,174 --> 00:19:38,345
(grunting)

359
00:19:38,378 --> 00:19:40,647
(dog barking in distance)

360
00:19:53,826 --> 00:19:55,828
(mooing in distance)

361
00:19:58,631 --> 00:20:00,633
(grunts)

362
00:20:12,211 --> 00:20:14,213
Mmm.

363
00:20:24,424 --> 00:20:26,092
Hmm?

364
00:20:26,125 --> 00:20:27,894
Mm.

365
00:20:30,430 --> 00:20:31,731
Hey. No.

366
00:20:39,005 --> 00:20:42,074
(laughing)

367
00:20:42,108 --> 00:20:44,511
(chuckling)

368
00:20:46,913 --> 00:20:49,282
(both laughing)

369
00:20:50,583 --> 00:20:52,585
(sniffs)

370
00:20:56,255 --> 00:20:58,224
Cam on, chú.

371
00:20:58,257 --> 00:21:01,461
Không có chi.

372
00:21:12,639 --> 00:21:14,641
Let's go fishing.

373
00:21:26,753 --> 00:21:28,721
Okay.

374
00:21:28,755 --> 00:21:31,324
I think we found our spot.
What do you think?

375
00:21:31,358 --> 00:21:34,126
Let's go fishing, huh?

376
00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:35,362
All right, now,

377
00:21:35,395 --> 00:21:37,129
see this?

378
00:21:37,163 --> 00:21:38,998
Secret weapon.

379
00:21:43,403 --> 00:21:45,472
Uh-huh. See?

380
00:21:45,505 --> 00:21:48,274
(pops lips, imitates explosion)

381
00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:49,776
(vocalizes, laughs)

382
00:21:49,809 --> 00:21:51,077
Okay.

383
00:21:52,111 --> 00:21:53,780
Watch this.

384
00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:58,150
Watch out.

385
00:21:58,184 --> 00:22:00,753
(both laugh)

386
00:22:02,121 --> 00:22:03,656
Holy mackerel.

387
00:22:03,690 --> 00:22:05,492
(whoops)

388
00:22:05,525 --> 00:22:07,560
All right!

389
00:22:07,594 --> 00:22:09,295
-Come to Papa, baby.
-(speaking Vietnamese)

390
00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:10,430
Oh, yeah, we did good.

391
00:22:10,463 --> 00:22:11,864
(laughs)

392
00:22:11,898 --> 00:22:13,400
Here.

393
00:22:13,433 --> 00:22:15,935
It's bigger than you.

394
00:22:15,968 --> 00:22:17,437
Yeah.

395
00:22:17,470 --> 00:22:19,439
(laughs)

396
00:22:19,472 --> 00:22:21,474
What do you think?

397
00:22:21,508 --> 00:22:24,310
Pretty good, right?
Go ahead. Toss him in.

398
00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:25,945
Oh, yeah.

399
00:22:25,978 --> 00:22:28,114
Dinner. Beautiful.

400
00:22:28,147 --> 00:22:30,016
Toss him in. Oh!

401
00:22:30,049 --> 00:22:31,551
Oh! Oh! Oh!

402
00:22:31,584 --> 00:22:33,453
Oh! Oh, oh, oh! There you go.

403
00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:35,321
There he is. Toss him in.

404
00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:37,356
I think we're good.

405
00:22:37,390 --> 00:22:39,692
What do you think,
should we go find another spot?

406
00:22:39,726 --> 00:22:42,695
All right, Captain.
Whatever you say.

407
00:22:42,729 --> 00:22:45,698
(sighs) Plenty more
where that came from, huh?

408
00:22:52,939 --> 00:22:56,275
Okay. I like this spot, too.

409
00:22:56,308 --> 00:22:58,177
What do you think?

410
00:22:58,210 --> 00:22:59,946
I think so. I feel it here.

411
00:22:59,979 --> 00:23:02,515
Okay.

412
00:23:03,516 --> 00:23:06,185
(speaking Vietnamese)

413
00:23:06,218 --> 00:23:09,556
No, no, no, no, no. No, no.

414
00:23:09,589 --> 00:23:10,990
No, no, no, no, no, no.
No, no, no, no, no.

415
00:23:11,023 --> 00:23:13,392
No, no, no!

416
00:23:14,694 --> 00:23:16,295
Watch out.

417
00:23:16,328 --> 00:23:18,230
Watch out! Get-get off the boat!

418
00:23:18,264 --> 00:23:20,867
Get off the boat!
Get off the boat!

419
00:23:20,900 --> 00:23:22,702
Off the boat! Off the boat!

420
00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:25,905
Jump!

421
00:23:28,407 --> 00:23:30,943
(explosion)

422
00:23:40,086 --> 00:23:42,589
-Murillo, what happened?
-A boat exploded.

423
00:23:42,622 --> 00:23:45,024
I think one of our guys
was on it.

424
00:23:57,236 --> 00:23:59,238
-(sound muted)
-(high-pitched ringing)

425
00:24:09,816 --> 00:24:13,052
(muted screaming)

426
00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:17,156
Sarge!

427
00:24:25,598 --> 00:24:28,267
Lanh. Lanh?

428
00:24:28,300 --> 00:24:30,202
Lanh? Lanh?!

429
00:24:30,236 --> 00:24:32,539
(screaming)

430
00:24:35,174 --> 00:24:37,043
Let's go. Go!

431
00:24:51,658 --> 00:24:53,526
-(sound muted)
-(high-pitched ringing)

432
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:55,595
(speaking indistinctly)

433
00:25:09,809 --> 00:25:11,544
(inaudible)

434
00:25:13,112 --> 00:25:15,648
What did you do, huh?!
What did you do?!

435
00:25:15,682 --> 00:25:17,249
What did you do, Nicky?

436
00:25:17,283 --> 00:25:20,352
He was just a kid.

437
00:25:22,221 --> 00:25:23,556
He was just a kid.

438
00:25:25,725 --> 00:25:27,894
I'm done! I'm done!

439
00:25:36,569 --> 00:25:40,506
Lanh! Lanh!

440
00:25:40,539 --> 00:25:42,541
(sobbing):
Lanh!

441
00:25:46,012 --> 00:25:48,815
(speaking Vietnamese)

442
00:25:50,416 --> 00:25:52,418
I'm sorry.

443
00:26:01,861 --> 00:26:04,196
(screaming, sobbing)

444
00:26:28,254 --> 00:26:31,858
Shrinks will get his head
on straight, Sarge.

445
00:26:31,891 --> 00:26:35,327
Murillo, Boone,

446
00:26:35,361 --> 00:26:37,496
you guys are on the wire.

447
00:26:37,529 --> 00:26:39,431
Murphy, Townie,
the rest of you gear up.

448
00:26:39,465 --> 00:26:41,467
We're out at 0500.

449
00:27:02,321 --> 00:27:06,558
I never got to, um...

450
00:27:06,592 --> 00:27:09,228
(sighs)

451
00:27:09,261 --> 00:27:12,331
I never got to tell him.

452
00:27:14,633 --> 00:27:17,804
I never got to tell him.

453
00:27:25,344 --> 00:27:27,279
Then we built the curved
snowbank so we'd have

454
00:27:27,313 --> 00:27:28,748
-a bobsled turn.
-Oh, yeah.

455
00:27:28,781 --> 00:27:30,582
Yeah.

456
00:27:30,616 --> 00:27:34,186
Yeah, except the sled went
straight through the snowbank

457
00:27:34,220 --> 00:27:35,621
and almost onto
the Bellarmine Parkway.

458
00:27:35,654 --> 00:27:38,825
So much for
the Squaw Valley Olympics.

459
00:27:38,858 --> 00:27:41,828
-Yeah.
-(laughs)

460
00:27:51,771 --> 00:27:52,939
Jack...

461
00:27:52,972 --> 00:27:55,474
No. Nicky, no.

462
00:28:00,012 --> 00:28:04,817
No, I... I don't want
to go back there.

463
00:28:04,851 --> 00:28:07,653
I want to leave that
right where it is.

464
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:11,057
You don't have to talk.
Just... listen.

465
00:28:14,761 --> 00:28:20,967
I've relived that day
so many times in my head.

466
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,369
I-I-I didn't mean
for that boy...

467
00:28:23,402 --> 00:28:25,504
-Nicky...
-Just let me say...

468
00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:28,640
Just stop, stop.
I'm begging you, stop.

469
00:28:28,674 --> 00:28:30,676
Okay? No more.

470
00:28:30,709 --> 00:28:35,481
And-and stop... stop sending
letters to my house.

471
00:28:35,514 --> 00:28:38,851
I've got a wife and a family.
I moved on.

472
00:28:38,885 --> 00:28:42,688
I wish I was wired differently,
but I'm not. Okay?

473
00:28:42,721 --> 00:28:46,125
I-I can't just turn back.

474
00:28:57,203 --> 00:28:59,071
It's good to see you, Nick.

475
00:28:59,105 --> 00:29:01,307
Did I ruin your life?

476
00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:11,217
No, Nicky, I--

477
00:29:11,250 --> 00:29:12,819
I have a good life.

478
00:29:33,705 --> 00:29:35,707
Gosh.

479
00:29:35,741 --> 00:29:37,309
(chuckles)

480
00:29:40,813 --> 00:29:43,549
Your wife is beautiful.

481
00:29:43,582 --> 00:29:46,285
Yes, she is.

482
00:29:46,318 --> 00:29:49,288
Her name is Rebecca.

483
00:29:49,321 --> 00:29:52,825
And that's Kate,
Kevin and Randall.

484
00:29:52,859 --> 00:29:57,329
-Randall is a different color.
-Yes, he is.

485
00:29:57,363 --> 00:30:01,433
He found me.

486
00:30:03,635 --> 00:30:05,905
Mm.

487
00:30:14,780 --> 00:30:16,348
You have a nice house.

488
00:30:20,619 --> 00:30:24,456
So... yeah.

489
00:30:46,045 --> 00:30:49,415
I won't--
I won't write you anymore.

490
00:30:49,448 --> 00:30:52,184
You can go.

491
00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:58,991
-Nicky, I...
-Just go.

492
00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:15,874
(door closes)

493
00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:31,157
You know, and the women--
the Vietnamese women--

494
00:31:31,190 --> 00:31:35,661
um... when they, uh...
lost someone

495
00:31:35,694 --> 00:31:39,198
during that war,
they'd collapse.

496
00:31:39,231 --> 00:31:42,068
It's like their-their bones
were being pulled

497
00:31:42,101 --> 00:31:43,869
from their body.

498
00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:46,372
And, like...

499
00:31:46,405 --> 00:31:48,840
they'd fold into...

500
00:31:48,874 --> 00:31:51,277
someplace in themselves,
and, um,

501
00:31:51,310 --> 00:31:54,846
squat down and just wail.

502
00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:57,049
You'd just hear it, you know,

503
00:31:57,083 --> 00:31:59,518
over and over and over.

504
00:31:59,551 --> 00:32:01,653
Pure grief.

505
00:32:01,687 --> 00:32:05,057
Yeah. My, uh...

506
00:32:05,091 --> 00:32:07,593
my memory of the war--

507
00:32:07,626 --> 00:32:09,861
it fades a little bit every day.

508
00:32:11,230 --> 00:32:13,632
Except for that mother's face.

509
00:32:14,700 --> 00:32:17,769
She's with me, wailing.

510
00:32:19,738 --> 00:32:21,907
Um...

511
00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:25,611
I worry that that's gonna be
the last damn thing I remember

512
00:32:25,644 --> 00:32:27,646
when my time comes.

513
00:32:31,317 --> 00:32:35,254
You know, your old man--

514
00:32:35,287 --> 00:32:39,291
he saw everything
in black and white, no gray.

515
00:32:39,325 --> 00:32:43,062
It's... it's why
he had two lives.

516
00:32:43,095 --> 00:32:46,765
Uh, the one
before I ruined everything.

517
00:32:46,798 --> 00:32:49,068
The one after.

518
00:32:49,101 --> 00:32:52,038
And he...

519
00:32:52,071 --> 00:32:54,973
he walked away
from the first life.

520
00:32:57,576 --> 00:32:59,111
(car starts)

521
00:32:59,145 --> 00:33:02,448
And once
Jack picked a direction,

522
00:33:02,481 --> 00:33:05,951
he never changed course.

523
00:33:10,856 --> 00:33:12,758
(turn signal clicking)

524
00:33:12,791 --> 00:33:15,127
You know, he put

525
00:33:15,161 --> 00:33:17,329
the war behind him, and

526
00:33:17,363 --> 00:33:19,565
he never looked back.

527
00:33:21,433 --> 00:33:23,735
I wasn't so lucky.

528
00:33:32,644 --> 00:33:35,013
(signal clicking)

529
00:33:52,698 --> 00:33:55,301
How did he die?

530
00:34:00,172 --> 00:34:01,973
Uh...

531
00:34:02,007 --> 00:34:04,376
(clears throat)

532
00:34:04,410 --> 00:34:06,044
There was a fire.

533
00:34:09,415 --> 00:34:12,218
He got us out,
but he had a heart attack

534
00:34:12,251 --> 00:34:15,053
from smoke inhalation.

535
00:34:21,727 --> 00:34:23,162
(quietly):
Oh, damn.

536
00:34:26,265 --> 00:34:28,734
(sighs)

537
00:34:28,767 --> 00:34:32,871
You know, I'm feeling
a little worn down

538
00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:36,074
from all this reliving
of these happy memories,

539
00:34:36,108 --> 00:34:40,712
so, um... I think
I'm just gonna call it a day.

540
00:34:40,746 --> 00:34:44,150
-Sir...
-I'm going
to call it a day, son.

541
00:35:12,511 --> 00:35:13,945
(car door closes)

542
00:35:18,584 --> 00:35:20,819
(door closes)

543
00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:27,092
Hi.

544
00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:29,528
How was it?

545
00:35:32,331 --> 00:35:36,902
Bec, I didn't tell you the truth
about where I went today.

546
00:35:36,935 --> 00:35:39,905
Um...

547
00:35:39,938 --> 00:35:44,943
I went to go see someone,

548
00:35:44,976 --> 00:35:49,981
um, someone that I'd known
from the war.

549
00:35:50,015 --> 00:35:54,786
He'd been having a rough go
of things lately, and...

550
00:35:54,820 --> 00:36:00,158
m-mostly because of something
bad that happened there.

551
00:36:00,192 --> 00:36:02,928
Something he did.

552
00:36:02,961 --> 00:36:06,565
Um... and,

553
00:36:06,598 --> 00:36:09,368
well, we used to be close.

554
00:36:09,401 --> 00:36:13,505
And then we had a falling out
because of that.

555
00:36:13,539 --> 00:36:15,474
And he reached out,

556
00:36:15,507 --> 00:36:19,845
and I decided to go see him.

557
00:36:23,415 --> 00:36:25,417
Well, did it help?

558
00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:33,191
Yeah. A little.

559
00:36:33,225 --> 00:36:35,794
Maybe? I don't know.

560
00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:39,698
You know, there are people
that you can talk to...

561
00:36:39,731 --> 00:36:42,801
I'm gonna go clean up.

562
00:36:48,173 --> 00:36:50,709
Can't tell you
how good it is to be home.

563
00:37:01,587 --> 00:37:03,188
(water running)

564
00:37:03,221 --> 00:37:05,223
(dishes clinking)

565
00:37:23,041 --> 00:37:24,710
Kids are getting ready for bed,

566
00:37:24,743 --> 00:37:28,013
but I think after consuming
11 chocolate chip cookies,

567
00:37:28,046 --> 00:37:29,648
they're not gonna
sleep for a week.

568
00:37:29,681 --> 00:37:33,218
They found him.

569
00:37:33,251 --> 00:37:35,421
Jack's brother.

570
00:37:35,454 --> 00:37:38,056
Wow.

571
00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:41,527
I never thought th...
Well, tell me.

572
00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:45,196
I-I, I don't know, they just
texted that they found him.

573
00:37:45,230 --> 00:37:48,434
Details to follow.

574
00:37:48,467 --> 00:37:50,101
You okay?

575
00:37:52,438 --> 00:37:54,039
Could I have done more?

576
00:37:54,072 --> 00:37:55,674
You tried, Rebecca.

577
00:37:55,707 --> 00:37:57,075
No...
(sighs)

578
00:37:57,108 --> 00:37:58,710
When Jack first got
back from Vietnam,

579
00:37:58,744 --> 00:38:01,246
I understand why I respected
his privacy.

580
00:38:01,279 --> 00:38:03,248
The wounds were fresh.

581
00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:06,251
But all those years later, why?

582
00:38:06,284 --> 00:38:10,789
Why didn't I ask him more?

583
00:38:12,424 --> 00:38:16,795
You know, Jack was
my closest friend,

584
00:38:16,828 --> 00:38:22,133
for over 20 years, but I didn't
know him completely.

585
00:38:22,167 --> 00:38:24,770
Not the stuff from before.

586
00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:30,275
I think that there was
a darkness inside of him.

587
00:38:30,308 --> 00:38:32,478
I think that he was afraid.

588
00:38:32,511 --> 00:38:34,780
You know, if that darkness
got out, then,

589
00:38:34,813 --> 00:38:37,849
it might swallow up the light
that he got from you.

590
00:38:37,883 --> 00:38:40,151
From the kids.

591
00:38:40,185 --> 00:38:44,122
And make no mistake:

592
00:38:44,155 --> 00:38:46,157
you and the kids
were everything.

593
00:38:48,627 --> 00:38:51,229
I used to love that answer.

594
00:38:51,262 --> 00:38:55,934
'cause I wanted to believe it.

595
00:38:55,967 --> 00:38:57,969
But now?

596
00:39:02,608 --> 00:39:05,811
I want the truth.

597
00:39:13,852 --> 00:39:15,454
(sighs)
Okay.

598
00:39:15,487 --> 00:39:17,288
I got real road snacks.

599
00:39:17,322 --> 00:39:22,694
I got SweeTarts, protein bars,
jerky, smoked almonds, sodas

600
00:39:22,728 --> 00:39:24,530
and Ding effing Dongs.

601
00:39:24,563 --> 00:39:26,998
Now, leave me be.
Kate, did you urinate?

602
00:39:27,032 --> 00:39:31,236
-Yes.
-Kevin, you break it,
you bought it.

603
00:39:31,269 --> 00:39:33,472
-What's wrong?
-I want to go with you.

604
00:39:33,505 --> 00:39:35,474
I like you better
than all of them.

605
00:39:35,507 --> 00:39:37,843
Well, you shouldn't,
because they're pretty great.

606
00:39:37,876 --> 00:39:40,879
And trust me, there's plenty
your old man gets wrong.

607
00:39:40,912 --> 00:39:42,781
-Yeah, right.
-No, I do.

608
00:39:42,814 --> 00:39:47,686
Hey, look, y-you got
to watch out for that, bud,

609
00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:50,522
because a-a kid can either
repeat the mistakes

610
00:39:50,556 --> 00:39:53,391
of his old man,
or he corrects them.

611
00:39:53,425 --> 00:39:55,927
It's hard to explain, but, uh...

612
00:39:59,598 --> 00:40:04,269
Hey, chip in. Help your mom.

613
00:40:07,939 --> 00:40:11,643
That's no way to live, huh?

614
00:40:11,677 --> 00:40:14,480
All messed up, living alone
for 40-some-odd years

615
00:40:14,513 --> 00:40:16,548
in a leaky sardine can?

616
00:40:19,350 --> 00:40:22,320
I can't leave him like Dad did.

617
00:40:59,024 --> 00:41:01,026
KEVIN:
Nicky?

618
00:41:03,795 --> 00:41:06,397
Nicky!

619
00:41:32,023 --> 00:41:34,459
Everything okay in here?
You all right?

620
00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:49,007
I never got to tell him...

621
00:41:51,409 --> 00:41:54,045
...it was an accident.

622
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:16,602
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