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Previously on "Chance"...

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D:
What I took off that shitbird

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back at
the massage parlor.

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Chance:
After you killed him.

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You call Blackstone
on that phone,

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it's a whole new day,
my brother. Buckle up.

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Blackstone: You told me he
put you on a bus. You were gone.

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Why the fuck
are you here?

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Nicole:
They drove me someplace

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and locked me
in this gross room.

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And I was so scared!

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Hey, Doc.
Detective Hynes.

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Detective Blackstone
beat his wife.

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He hit your daughter.

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Might be a part owner
in a brothel.

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He stalked and harassed you
and your friend,

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then he beat you up.

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The only thing I hate
more than a cop

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going after another cop is
a bad cop.

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Does that mean
you're gonna help me?

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I was looking
for Detective Hynes.

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When did you
last talk to him?

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A couple of days ago.
Why?

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He didn't come in for his shift
today. Didn't call either.

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Blackstone:
So, here's how it's gonna be.

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We are gonna meet and talk.

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Bring that second set of books
with you.

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You know the Ocean Park Motel?
Be there at 5:00 -- alone.

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I'll know if you're not. You
won't like what happens next.

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Chance:
Eldon Chance is a 55-year-old
right-handed neuropsychiatrist.

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Of late,
he is increasingly aware

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of a mental state he finds
to be dark and unstable.

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He fears he has been drawn
to the precipice

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of some new
and terrible reality,

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and that now, having stumbled,

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he will be unable
to keep from falling.

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**

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[ Waves crashing ]

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**

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Man: On the other side!

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There!

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[ Police radio chatter ]
Come over here!

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Breathing!
Yeah.

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[ Doors shut ]

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[ Engine starts
and radio chatter ]

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[ Siren wails ]

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[ Heart monitor
beeping steadily ]

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Where am I?

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What is this?

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You're in an ambulance,
Dr. Chance,

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on the way
to the hospital.

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You had a real bad fall.
You're a lucky man.

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Oh, my God.

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Jaclyn.

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Are you okay?

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What happened?

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Tell me what happened.

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Oh.

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Please.
Please talk to me.

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Please talk to me.

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I tried.

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But you know that,
I fucking tried.

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Tried what, to fly?
My God, Eldon, you're a local.

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You know those cliffs.

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What were you doing out there
at night?

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You have a death wish?

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I -- I just can't
remember.

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I -- I don't know --

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Don't worry about that
right now.

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You need your rest.

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Did you see her?

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Would that be Jaclyn?
Yeah. Is she --

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There's no one here, hon.
I just heard you say that name.

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[ Sighs ]

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Hey, I need my phone.

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No. No phone right now.
You need to rest.

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Listen, either
you're going to remember...

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...or you're not.

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Nicole: Dad?

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Dad?

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[ Heart monitor
beeping steadily ]

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Hi.

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They said you have a concussion
and broken bones,

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but you're gonna be okay.

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Are you?
Doesn't look like you are.

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Where's your mother?

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She went to get
more coffee.

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So what happened?

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I mean,
what really happened?

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I'm...
I don't remember.

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Well, what about
your scary friend?

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Did he do anything?

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I don't know.

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Probably
best to keep him

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between the two of us
for now, okay?

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I'll say I'm not so good
right now.

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But neither are you.
Are you?

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[ Monitor beeps quickly, stops ]

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But we're gonna fix
what's wrong with us.

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The both of us.

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That's what matters.

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Well, you say stuff like that,
and then you just leave.

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And then you fall off
a stupid cliff.

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Yeah, it's
a really stupid cliff.

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[ Chuckles ]

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[ Rattling ]

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[ Gasping ]

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The fuck
were you thinking, Doc?

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[ Gasping ]

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[ Siren wails distantly ]

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Dr. Chance, hey.

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Detective Newsome, SFPD.

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Sorry if I startled you.

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No, it's okay.
I -- I...

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I was dreaming, I guess.

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Anyone show you
a newspaper?

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You're in there.

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Although just "San Francisco
Bay's doctor, name withheld."

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Fell of a cliff.

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Almost famous.

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I'm guessing it was the car
accident that distracted you.

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What do you think?

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Thank you.

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I -- I don't remember
a car accident.

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Old man in an old car,
T-boned a new Mercedes.

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Pretty much
right on top of you.

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Wall hadn't been
under repair,

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it probably
wouldn't have fallen.

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You really --
You don't remember?

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With an injury
such as mine...

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your retrograde component
can be buried.

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Some people
can lose months, years.

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Over time, some people can
remember everything.

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Others never do.

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Oh.

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You mind me asking...

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why you care
what I remember?

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This about the accident?

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A lot of things
went down that night.

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The Mercedes the old man hit
fled the scene.

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Found the car
abandoned later.

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Passenger's
still at large.

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That's terrible.

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Yeah.

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But that's
just one piece of it.

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There was a homicide in progress
almost at the same time.

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Multiple victims at a motel
not too far away.

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My God.

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Yeah.

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And an Oakland cop was involved,
so, of course,

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the media's been
going crazy.

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Do you remember
why you were out there?

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I was, uh...

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I was just walking.

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You know,
I wanted to clear my head.

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Been having a lot of trouble
with our daughter, and --

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Sure.
I get that.

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Name Raymond Blackstone
mean anything?

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To me?
No, I -- I don't think so.

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No.

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Why, is he --

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The cop
I just mentioned.

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He was the victim --
one of the victims.

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A witness placed him
near the Cliff House earlier.

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You recall seeing anyone nearby
before you fell?

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No, I haven't --

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I don't remember.

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You said...

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You said multiple victims?

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Yeah.
It's a real shit show.

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Uh, I'm gonna take your clothes,
if that's okay.

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What?

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I want to look them over,
to see if maybe

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you and Blackstone
came into contact or...

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maybe were victims
of the same perp, even.

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Grasping at straws maybe,
or maybe not.

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Maybe you'll remember.

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Or maybe we'll figure it all out
without you.

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[ Sighs ]

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[ Woman speaking over PA ]

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You okay there, Eldon?

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[ Sighs ]

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You know, Ginley, I have
questioned a million patients...

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without ever really knowing
what it's like to have

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a period of time
in which something

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life-changing happened
that can't be accounted for.

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Like there's something terrible
to one's sense of the world.

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I'm sure it does.

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All those disorders,
all those pathologies --

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I can imagine that
that is the thing I've become.

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Some sort of
walking repositories

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of all the mental illness
I've ever dealt with.

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If that's what you're imagining,
cut it out.

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I brought you something.

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When the police asked for your
clothes, I tucked this away.

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EMTs said you had it on you
when you fell.

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Thought it might be something
you'd like to keep track of.

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[ Sighs ]

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And, uh, also this.

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I turned it off
to save the battery.

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And...
whatever this is.

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I don't know
what the hell's going on.

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I've just...always thought
of you as one of the good ones.

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One of the few.

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So...

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Am I gonna be sorry?

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I hope not.

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Me, too.

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[ Line ringing ]

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Woman: You have reached a number
that has been disconnected.

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[ Line ringing ]

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Carl: You've reached
Allan's Antiques.

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No one here is available
to take your ca--

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Your family's here
for you.

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Like you don't know
hospital policy.

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Get in the chair.

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[ Sighs ]

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Yeah, a town car is fine.

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6600 Post Street.

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How long?

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That's great.

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Uh, just tell the driver
I'll be out front.

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[ Knock on door ]

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I got to the hospital,
they said you'd been discharged.

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Yeah, yeah.

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This morning.

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You just missed Christina
and Nicole.

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Hmm.

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What the hell, Eldon?

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I, uh --
I was out for a walk.

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It's on every newscast.

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I guess we weren't the only ones
who didn't like him.

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But still.

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Uh, it's a dangerous game --
even for the good cops.

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But you were out there.

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You were right there,
for Christ's sake.

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Have you said anything?
To whom?

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They're asking for people
to come forward.

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They are asking for people with
information to come forward.

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Anyway,
they have already showed up.

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And?

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And nothing.

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I went for a walk, Suzanne,
and I fell.

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What about her?

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I don't know.
I haven't heard from her.

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They haven't released the names
of the other victims.

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She could have been there.
She could be dead.

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[ Sighs ]

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I mean, what's the point
of lying to you?

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I -- I can't...
get it out of my mind,

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finding her, finding out
what happened to her.

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I don't even know
how I'd start.

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How you would explain it
to the police.

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The police, who are probably
looking for her themselves,

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if she's not dead.

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You know, since her husband just
got murdered out by the beach.

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And the fact
that you knew her

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probably isn't information
you gave them, is it?

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I came here
to see how you were.

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And now I have.

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And you're alive.

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00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:11,144
If you ever get better,
you let me know.

264
00:15:32,199 --> 00:15:34,701
It's all right.
I wasn't followed.

265
00:15:34,734 --> 00:15:39,406
Ah! Like Lazarus
raised from the dead.

266
00:15:39,439 --> 00:15:42,809
Sorry not to have braved
the confines of the hospital.

267
00:15:42,842 --> 00:15:45,545
Seemed the wisest decision,
considering.

268
00:15:46,546 --> 00:15:50,183
You have to tell me what
happened back there...now.

269
00:15:50,217 --> 00:15:52,185
What do you remember,
Doc?

270
00:15:54,621 --> 00:15:57,024
I remember Blackstone
in front of me.

271
00:15:57,057 --> 00:15:59,192
I remember the Mercedes
behind me.

272
00:15:59,226 --> 00:16:01,728
And then...nothing.

273
00:16:01,761 --> 00:16:04,697
No shit.
That's pretty crazy.

274
00:16:04,731 --> 00:16:08,201
People are dead.
He's dead.

275
00:16:08,235 --> 00:16:10,837
Is she?
Did I kill him?

276
00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:12,539
You're the only ones
I can talk to about this.

277
00:16:12,572 --> 00:16:14,341
You got to tell me
what you know now!

278
00:16:14,374 --> 00:16:16,776
You'll get all of it, but
right now, you need to relax.

279
00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:19,646
I mean, it wasn't long ago,
you fell of a fucking cliff.

280
00:16:22,315 --> 00:16:25,918
For starters,
Boss saved your ass.

281
00:16:25,952 --> 00:16:29,522
It was you?
The old man in the accident?

282
00:16:29,556 --> 00:16:31,258
Who said old?

283
00:16:31,291 --> 00:16:33,693
That's your word,
not mine.

284
00:16:33,726 --> 00:16:37,030
But, yes,
I did my little part.

285
00:16:37,064 --> 00:16:40,467
We parked and waited
until we saw them come out.

286
00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:43,503
**

287
00:16:50,910 --> 00:16:53,113
Blackstone
and two thugs --

288
00:16:53,146 --> 00:16:56,015
We trailed them from the motel
to the beach.

289
00:17:04,824 --> 00:17:08,061
D: Pull over.

290
00:17:08,095 --> 00:17:09,462
All right.

291
00:17:09,496 --> 00:17:11,164
You park
further down, okay?

292
00:17:11,198 --> 00:17:12,599
Somewhere by
the Great Highway

293
00:17:12,632 --> 00:17:15,102
where you can get eyes
on the doc and the cop.

294
00:17:15,135 --> 00:17:17,170
I'm gonna stick with the guys
in the Mercedes.

295
00:17:17,204 --> 00:17:19,005
If Doc Chance gets to
where he's supposed to be,

296
00:17:19,038 --> 00:17:21,841
they're gonna try rolling up on
his six -- That's what I'd do.

297
00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:24,111
That's you and the doc
against those three.

298
00:17:24,144 --> 00:17:25,945
They're
armed and dangerous.

299
00:17:25,978 --> 00:17:28,481
Keep your cell open,
radio contact.

300
00:17:37,824 --> 00:17:43,196
It was about
to be perfect, Doc...

301
00:17:43,230 --> 00:17:45,832
at which point, you went full-on
headless chicken.

302
00:17:45,865 --> 00:17:50,537
[ Cellphone buzzing ]

303
00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:53,440
What the fuck, Doc?

304
00:17:53,473 --> 00:17:55,108
You started telling me
we had to abort,

305
00:17:55,142 --> 00:17:56,843
said you were
going to Land's End,

306
00:17:56,876 --> 00:17:59,112
but then you don't even do that.
You went down those stairs.

307
00:17:59,146 --> 00:18:01,781
Chance: Yeah, that's when I saw
those guys in the Mercedes.

308
00:18:01,814 --> 00:18:04,151
That's why
I was there to begin with.

309
00:18:04,184 --> 00:18:06,018
I-I thought about trying
to head you off at the pass,

310
00:18:06,052 --> 00:18:07,654
but then you never showed.

311
00:18:07,687 --> 00:18:08,888
You weren't answering
your fucking phone, either.

312
00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:11,358
I was scared, D.
No shit.

313
00:18:11,391 --> 00:18:14,794
I look, there you are,
middle of the fucking sidewalk,

314
00:18:14,827 --> 00:18:18,198
under the lights, in plain sight
going back the way you came.

315
00:18:18,231 --> 00:18:20,233
A blind man could see
where that was headed.

316
00:18:20,267 --> 00:18:23,370
We need an air strike,
brother -- right fucking now.

317
00:18:23,403 --> 00:18:25,104
[ Phone beeps ]

318
00:18:32,345 --> 00:18:35,482
Thing you got to love
about Carl --

319
00:18:35,515 --> 00:18:38,251
You ask him to crash his car,
he just does it --

320
00:18:38,285 --> 00:18:40,920
no questions,
no hesitation.

321
00:18:40,953 --> 00:18:43,256
Let's face it --
The guy's got balls.

322
00:18:56,636 --> 00:18:59,272
Carl: I lost track of everything
in the collision.

323
00:18:59,306 --> 00:19:01,574
Hadn't seen you or him.

324
00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:03,943
But seeing the place
where the wall was broken,

325
00:19:03,976 --> 00:19:05,712
I just had a feeling.

326
00:19:05,745 --> 00:19:07,514
The crash
got everybody's attention,

327
00:19:07,547 --> 00:19:09,115
let me
get out in the open.

328
00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:11,218
That's when I saw
Blackstone's car go.

329
00:19:11,251 --> 00:19:13,286
You weren't
in my line of sight, Doc.

330
00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:15,121
It was dark,
but I saw him leaving.

331
00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:17,357
I figured he'd killed you
or grabbed you.

332
00:19:17,390 --> 00:19:19,392
Either way,
I knew where he was going.

333
00:19:19,426 --> 00:19:21,928
Everything you told me
about him and her,

334
00:19:21,961 --> 00:19:24,297
I knew
he wasn't leaving alone.

335
00:19:50,089 --> 00:19:52,725
Blade carries cloth
into the wound,

336
00:19:52,759 --> 00:19:54,060
helps staunch the flow.

337
00:19:54,093 --> 00:19:55,662
[ Shuddering breathing ]

338
00:19:55,695 --> 00:19:57,830
Along with that,
you hold the blade in place

339
00:19:57,864 --> 00:20:00,166
for a two-count,
there won't be enough pressure

340
00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:02,435
left in the system
to drive the blood.

341
00:20:02,469 --> 00:20:04,471
[ Gasps ]

342
00:20:04,504 --> 00:20:06,506
[ Exhales deeply ]

343
00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:08,408
What are you saying?

344
00:20:08,441 --> 00:20:10,743
Congratulations.

345
00:20:10,777 --> 00:20:14,080
But if the --
if the aortic arch was pierced,

346
00:20:14,113 --> 00:20:16,283
there wasn't enough pressure
left in his system --

347
00:20:16,316 --> 00:20:17,750
I didn't say
you were perfect.

348
00:20:17,784 --> 00:20:18,985
You missed
the aortic arch.

349
00:20:19,018 --> 00:20:20,987
Knife went
into his heart.

350
00:20:21,020 --> 00:20:22,522
That's why I could see
the blade moving

351
00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:24,491
every time his heart
tried to pump.

352
00:20:24,524 --> 00:20:26,293
Cardiac tamponade.
Yeah.

353
00:20:26,326 --> 00:20:28,328
Heart knots up
around the blade.

354
00:20:28,361 --> 00:20:31,097
Pericardium
fills with blood.

355
00:20:31,130 --> 00:20:33,333
The exact placement of the blade
and severity of the wound

356
00:20:33,366 --> 00:20:35,435
will determine
exactly how long it takes

357
00:20:35,468 --> 00:20:37,604
for the pericardium
to completely fill,

358
00:20:37,637 --> 00:20:39,138
choke off the heart.

359
00:20:39,171 --> 00:20:41,374
But until then,
it's still treatable.

360
00:20:41,408 --> 00:20:43,776
Pretty much fatal
pretty much all the time, Doc,

361
00:20:43,810 --> 00:20:45,778
treated or not.

362
00:20:45,812 --> 00:20:48,281
Wha -- uh...
You were there.

363
00:20:48,315 --> 00:20:49,849
You could have
called someone

364
00:20:49,882 --> 00:20:52,485
instead of pulling the blade
and accelerating the bleed.

365
00:20:52,519 --> 00:20:54,454
Called who, said what?

366
00:20:54,487 --> 00:20:56,989
It was his choice, Doc --
Blackstone's.

367
00:20:57,023 --> 00:20:59,459
He knew it, he made it.

368
00:20:59,492 --> 00:21:01,394
He could have gone
and tried to get himself help.

369
00:21:01,428 --> 00:21:03,996
But he went
back to her instead.

370
00:21:06,666 --> 00:21:09,402
[ Keys jingle ]

371
00:21:09,436 --> 00:21:11,338
Well, where is she?

372
00:21:11,371 --> 00:21:14,273
I don't know where she is.
She's gone.

373
00:21:16,343 --> 00:21:18,411
When you say gone...

374
00:21:18,445 --> 00:21:20,547
I say I don't know.

375
00:21:20,580 --> 00:21:23,716
He was dead, I unlocked
her cuffs, and that's it.

376
00:21:23,750 --> 00:21:25,418
She could be
anywhere now.

377
00:21:25,452 --> 00:21:29,088
The important thing is the lady
you wanted free is free,

378
00:21:29,121 --> 00:21:30,723
Doc, and you did it.

379
00:21:30,757 --> 00:21:33,092
You did all of it.
How does it feel?

380
00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:34,661
Yeah, but I didn't.
I didn't.

381
00:21:34,694 --> 00:21:37,930
It wasn't me, it was you
pulling out the blade.

382
00:21:37,964 --> 00:21:39,899
That you put in.

383
00:21:39,932 --> 00:21:41,768
She's free,
and you killed him.

384
00:21:41,801 --> 00:21:44,170
How does it feel?

385
00:21:44,203 --> 00:21:46,205
[ Sighs ]

386
00:21:46,238 --> 00:21:49,576
I don't know.

387
00:21:49,609 --> 00:21:52,445
How would you feel, D...

388
00:21:52,479 --> 00:21:53,946
if someone told you
you'd done something like that,

389
00:21:53,980 --> 00:21:56,683
you can't remember it?

390
00:21:56,716 --> 00:21:57,617
It's like...

391
00:21:57,650 --> 00:21:58,951
[ Sighs ]

392
00:21:58,985 --> 00:22:01,588
It's like being lost
in my own home.

393
00:22:01,621 --> 00:22:04,757
It's terrifying.

394
00:22:04,791 --> 00:22:06,092
[ Sighs ]

395
00:22:06,125 --> 00:22:08,761
So, what happens now?

396
00:22:15,402 --> 00:22:17,837
Try not
to be a stranger.

397
00:22:24,243 --> 00:22:26,413
See you, Doc.

398
00:22:47,266 --> 00:22:50,903
**

399
00:22:50,937 --> 00:22:52,605
Dr. Marks:
So, general concerns.

400
00:22:52,639 --> 00:22:54,507
The nature and type
of friendships she has,

401
00:22:54,541 --> 00:22:57,309
her choice in role models,
love interests.

402
00:22:57,343 --> 00:22:59,912
Only one in that department,
but yeah.

403
00:22:59,946 --> 00:23:02,782
And her affiliated behavior,

404
00:23:02,815 --> 00:23:06,085
her willingness to engage
in risk-taking behavior.

405
00:23:06,118 --> 00:23:08,187
Not unheard of
among teenagers.

406
00:23:08,220 --> 00:23:10,189
[ Chuckles softly ]
No, of course.

407
00:23:10,222 --> 00:23:12,459
Frontal lobe development is
a beautiful thing --

408
00:23:12,492 --> 00:23:14,694
when and if.

409
00:23:14,727 --> 00:23:18,130
Uh, the Yale-Brown
Obsessional Scale is something

410
00:23:18,164 --> 00:23:19,832
I've used
in my own practice.

411
00:23:19,866 --> 00:23:22,969
If I am not mistaken, there's
an adolescent version, as well.

412
00:23:23,002 --> 00:23:24,704
Yes, there is.

413
00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:28,274
And we can
look into that.

414
00:23:28,307 --> 00:23:31,878
I will also say that...

415
00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:35,114
she's never been one
to take things lightly.

416
00:23:35,147 --> 00:23:38,050
You know, she gets interested
in something, she's...

417
00:23:38,084 --> 00:23:41,888
a heat-seeking missile --
all-in.

418
00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:44,791
It's the upside to obsession,
I suppose.

419
00:23:44,824 --> 00:23:46,659
It's not all
doom and gloom.

420
00:23:46,693 --> 00:23:49,361
And there is also
a potential for illumination,

421
00:23:49,395 --> 00:23:51,197
but that balance
has to be found.

422
00:23:51,230 --> 00:23:52,965
And that's what you think
she may be losing --

423
00:23:52,999 --> 00:23:55,702
the balance.

424
00:23:55,735 --> 00:23:59,639
I, myself, am...

425
00:23:59,672 --> 00:24:03,743
I am not without
certain obsessive proclivities.

426
00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:07,346
You think there may be
a genetic component in Nicole.

427
00:24:07,379 --> 00:24:09,248
Yeah, I do.

428
00:24:14,286 --> 00:24:16,923
Dr. Marks is ready
for you.

429
00:24:16,956 --> 00:24:19,325
You were
in there forever.

430
00:24:19,358 --> 00:24:20,560
If you already
told her everything,

431
00:24:20,593 --> 00:24:21,994
then why do I have to
go in there?

432
00:24:22,028 --> 00:24:24,330
You'll like her.
Go on.

433
00:24:24,363 --> 00:24:26,065
I'll be here
when you get out.

434
00:24:30,069 --> 00:24:31,403
Hey.

435
00:24:38,545 --> 00:24:41,548
**

436
00:24:45,618 --> 00:24:48,454
Oh, hey!
There you are!

437
00:24:54,627 --> 00:24:56,495
[ Horn honks ]

438
00:25:00,066 --> 00:25:02,034
Hey, Doc.

439
00:25:02,068 --> 00:25:04,771
That's a cute cup of coffee
you got there.

440
00:25:04,804 --> 00:25:08,274
My God, Detective Hynes.
You're all right.

441
00:25:08,307 --> 00:25:11,243
I thought Blackstone might have
gotten to you somehow.

442
00:25:11,277 --> 00:25:13,145
Yeah, well...

443
00:25:13,179 --> 00:25:15,081
he would have.

444
00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:17,316
He tried.

445
00:25:17,349 --> 00:25:19,051
You know,
I started to look into him

446
00:25:19,085 --> 00:25:20,987
right after
I saw you last.

447
00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:22,755
Spoke to a guy
in Oakland Vice

448
00:25:22,789 --> 00:25:25,124
who I thought
was good people.

449
00:25:25,157 --> 00:25:26,793
The night I did that,
when I got home,

450
00:25:26,826 --> 00:25:28,595
there was a couple guys
in my house.

451
00:25:28,628 --> 00:25:29,729
Who?

452
00:25:29,762 --> 00:25:31,397
I don't fucking know.

453
00:25:31,430 --> 00:25:33,132
I took off
before they saw me.

454
00:25:33,165 --> 00:25:35,401
So now he's gone --
Blackstone.

455
00:25:35,434 --> 00:25:37,436
I mean, I don't mean
to speak ill of the dead

456
00:25:37,469 --> 00:25:40,740
or whatever, but it's not
the worst news I ever got.

457
00:25:40,773 --> 00:25:42,909
You, either, I bet.

458
00:25:42,942 --> 00:25:45,845
Although, you didn't
actually get the news.

459
00:25:45,878 --> 00:25:49,348
I mean, 'cause you were there,
on the scene.

460
00:25:49,381 --> 00:25:50,950
What are the odds?

461
00:25:54,887 --> 00:25:56,422
So, how is the wife
taking all this?

462
00:25:56,455 --> 00:25:58,290
She happy or what?

463
00:25:58,324 --> 00:26:00,126
I don't know
where she is.

464
00:26:00,159 --> 00:26:02,494
Oh.
Oh, that's a shame.

465
00:26:02,528 --> 00:26:05,832
I was thinking you would,
you two being so close --

466
00:26:05,865 --> 00:26:10,469
doctor-patient
and whatnot.

467
00:26:10,502 --> 00:26:13,039
How's this sound --
I'll check back in with you

468
00:26:13,072 --> 00:26:16,609
after a while
and see if you know then.

469
00:26:16,643 --> 00:26:20,279
Because
one of you killed him.

470
00:26:20,312 --> 00:26:21,513
Detective --

471
00:26:21,547 --> 00:26:23,616
Now you're wondering
what this is, right?

472
00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:27,153
But I don't know
what it is, either.

473
00:26:27,186 --> 00:26:29,455
I haven't decided yet.

474
00:26:29,488 --> 00:26:32,491
**

475
00:27:02,354 --> 00:27:05,357
**

476
00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:32,785
Look at you.

477
00:27:32,819 --> 00:27:38,290
[ Chuckles ]
Look at me?

478
00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:41,027
I thought I was never gonna
see you again.

479
00:27:41,060 --> 00:27:43,062
You wouldn't have.

480
00:27:43,095 --> 00:27:44,697
You almost didn't.

481
00:27:44,731 --> 00:27:46,766
What about since then?

482
00:27:46,799 --> 00:27:49,268
It's been weeks.
Where did you --

483
00:27:49,301 --> 00:27:51,704
I didn't know if you ran,
if you left town.

484
00:27:51,738 --> 00:27:52,939
Well, I couldn't.

485
00:27:52,972 --> 00:27:55,241
Not yet.

486
00:27:55,274 --> 00:27:57,877
How's your daughter?

487
00:27:57,910 --> 00:27:59,045
S-She's fine.

488
00:27:59,078 --> 00:28:01,247
She's safe
thanks to you.

489
00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:03,983
Well, she was in danger
thanks to me.

490
00:28:04,016 --> 00:28:05,484
Me, too.

491
00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:07,253
[ Keys clatter ]

492
00:28:07,286 --> 00:28:08,888
What about yours?

493
00:28:08,921 --> 00:28:11,023
Where is she now?

494
00:28:19,866 --> 00:28:26,072
Once you told me...
you wanted me to feel whole.

495
00:28:26,105 --> 00:28:30,609
That you wanted that more
than you wanted to be with me.

496
00:28:30,642 --> 00:28:33,579
I couldn't imagine
what you meant

497
00:28:33,612 --> 00:28:38,751
or who I would be
if that happened.

498
00:28:38,785 --> 00:28:42,121
[ Chuckles ]
And maybe it never will.

499
00:28:42,154 --> 00:28:44,623
Something is.

500
00:28:44,656 --> 00:28:47,827
Something
is happening now.

501
00:28:47,860 --> 00:28:51,597
[ Sighs ]
Things I thought I lost.

502
00:28:51,630 --> 00:28:55,768
Things I didn't know I knew,
they're coming back.

503
00:28:55,802 --> 00:29:00,139
And I don't want them,
but they're here.

504
00:29:00,172 --> 00:29:02,208
And...

505
00:29:02,241 --> 00:29:05,978
you deserve
to know them.

506
00:29:06,012 --> 00:29:09,648
You deserve to know...

507
00:29:09,681 --> 00:29:12,885
that you were right
about me.

508
00:29:12,919 --> 00:29:15,287
You were right
about my past,

509
00:29:15,321 --> 00:29:18,991
about my childhood,
about Jackie.

510
00:29:19,025 --> 00:29:20,927
You might want to sit.

511
00:29:32,071 --> 00:29:35,174
[ Sighs ]
Thank you, Dr. Cohen.

512
00:29:35,207 --> 00:29:37,209
Myra, please.

513
00:29:37,243 --> 00:29:42,548
I'm gonna start
with some thoughts I have.

514
00:29:42,581 --> 00:29:47,486
And if I'm wrong about any
of them, you stop me, all right?

515
00:29:47,519 --> 00:29:51,257
This refuge you've created
has kept you going,

516
00:29:51,290 --> 00:29:53,759
but it's also trapped you
in the past.

517
00:29:53,792 --> 00:29:55,928
It lets you pretend
you are a person

518
00:29:55,962 --> 00:29:57,930
to whom nothing has happened.

519
00:29:57,964 --> 00:30:01,067
But it will never let you
move forward.

520
00:30:01,100 --> 00:30:03,602
So, there's one thing
you must recognize --

521
00:30:03,635 --> 00:30:05,571
here in this office,
if nowhere else --

522
00:30:05,604 --> 00:30:12,111
that you will have to share with
me that you're loss is real.

523
00:30:12,144 --> 00:30:14,580
Can you do that, Jaclyn?

524
00:30:20,152 --> 00:30:22,554
Oh, before I forget,

525
00:30:22,588 --> 00:30:25,291
there's an earlier appointment
freeing up.
Oh, really?

526
00:30:25,324 --> 00:30:27,293
Yes, if you're still interested,
Mondays at 11:00.

527
00:30:27,326 --> 00:30:28,861
Oh, I don't know.

528
00:30:28,895 --> 00:30:31,363
I sort of like being
your last patient.

529
00:30:31,397 --> 00:30:35,201
Not worrying if someone's
left waiting while we go over.

530
00:30:35,234 --> 00:30:36,869
Oh, sorry.

531
00:30:36,903 --> 00:30:39,238
I saw my other patients
at practice today.

532
00:30:39,271 --> 00:30:42,141
I had forgot I had left this
in such a mess.

533
00:30:44,410 --> 00:30:47,079
Are you feeling
all right?

534
00:30:47,113 --> 00:30:49,581
I -- I just...

535
00:30:49,615 --> 00:30:51,750
that smell.

536
00:30:51,783 --> 00:30:54,620
Well, I don't...

537
00:30:54,653 --> 00:30:56,322
Oh, is it this,
maybe?

538
00:30:56,355 --> 00:30:58,891
My friend dried me some flowers
from her garden.

539
00:30:58,925 --> 00:31:00,960
I just --
I don't know if I can...

540
00:31:00,993 --> 00:31:02,828
I'll take it outside,
all right?

541
00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:04,663
And then
I'll open a window.

542
00:31:05,431 --> 00:31:07,900
Chance: It's that scent.

543
00:31:07,934 --> 00:31:12,338
At the same time,
she's pressing you to...

544
00:31:12,371 --> 00:31:14,840
share your loss.

545
00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:16,909
Jaclyn: Outside my window
when I was little,

546
00:31:16,943 --> 00:31:20,179
there was
a flowering tree.

547
00:31:20,212 --> 00:31:24,316
Ceanothus -- wild lilac.

548
00:31:24,350 --> 00:31:26,518
I didn't know
the name then.

549
00:31:26,552 --> 00:31:29,755
I just knew
that you could smell it

550
00:31:29,788 --> 00:31:33,692
even through
a locked window.

551
00:31:33,725 --> 00:31:36,428
Cohen: I know that
to survive this long,

552
00:31:36,462 --> 00:31:38,764
you've had to
keep yourself private.

553
00:31:38,797 --> 00:31:41,500
And by letting me in,
even as far as you have,

554
00:31:41,533 --> 00:31:45,004
can make you feel violated
all over again.

555
00:31:45,037 --> 00:31:47,273
I know that
even before you went to school,

556
00:31:47,306 --> 00:31:50,309
you were taught
about violence and cruelty.

557
00:31:50,342 --> 00:31:52,945
That the people
who were supposed to love,

558
00:31:52,979 --> 00:31:55,314
care for, and protect you

559
00:31:55,347 --> 00:31:58,050
instead violated you
beyond measure.

560
00:31:58,084 --> 00:32:00,953
And so, you spent
most of your life since

561
00:32:00,987 --> 00:32:03,322
looking for
some kind of sanctuary,

562
00:32:03,355 --> 00:32:05,357
trying to
make yourself to even...

563
00:32:05,391 --> 00:32:10,896
"...understand the idea
of safety.

564
00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:16,802
Telling yourself that
a small part of you still has...

565
00:32:16,835 --> 00:32:19,438
a living child."

566
00:32:23,775 --> 00:32:29,148
I wasn't very old
when I had her.

567
00:32:29,181 --> 00:32:32,851
And I didn't have her
for very long.

568
00:32:32,884 --> 00:32:35,988
I told them
she was sick.

569
00:32:36,022 --> 00:32:38,157
Something was wrong.

570
00:32:38,190 --> 00:32:41,727
They wouldn't take her
to the doctor.

571
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:44,763
Jaclyn, I'm so sorry.

572
00:32:44,796 --> 00:32:46,032
Keep reading.

573
00:32:48,367 --> 00:32:51,370
And so, I know
I am trying to divest you

574
00:32:51,403 --> 00:32:54,840
of the most important possession
in your care now --

575
00:32:54,873 --> 00:32:57,109
the daughter
you couldn't save,

576
00:32:57,143 --> 00:33:00,779
the centerpiece
of your identity disturbance.

577
00:33:00,812 --> 00:33:03,715
And in doing that,
I also know I am removing

578
00:33:03,749 --> 00:33:05,517
your belief that you have
done something --

579
00:33:05,551 --> 00:33:08,120
one thing --
good with your life.

580
00:33:08,154 --> 00:33:10,856
But you have, Jaclyn.
You survived.

581
00:33:10,889 --> 00:33:12,424
You're still here.

582
00:33:12,458 --> 00:33:14,693
You were never allowed
to be innocent.

583
00:33:14,726 --> 00:33:17,029
You may always
feel alone.

584
00:33:17,063 --> 00:33:19,498
But it's not too late
for you to be free.

585
00:33:21,067 --> 00:33:22,368
Aah!

586
00:33:22,401 --> 00:33:24,203
[ Sobbing ]

587
00:33:24,236 --> 00:33:25,971
[ Gasping ]

588
00:33:32,311 --> 00:33:34,513
[ Gurgling ]

589
00:33:48,694 --> 00:33:54,266
[ Sighs, stops sobbing ]

590
00:33:54,300 --> 00:33:56,435
[ Gasping stops ]

591
00:34:19,225 --> 00:34:21,026
[ Sniffles ]

592
00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:28,300
[ Keys ticking ]

593
00:34:28,334 --> 00:34:30,469
[ Line ringing ]

594
00:34:30,502 --> 00:34:32,171
Blackstone: Hey.

595
00:34:32,204 --> 00:34:34,773
Please come.

596
00:34:34,806 --> 00:34:36,308
Come now.

597
00:34:38,910 --> 00:34:41,046
We've killed her.

598
00:34:44,015 --> 00:34:47,119
One night,
the winter I turned 12,

599
00:34:47,153 --> 00:34:50,389
I woke up and found myself
standing on the corner

600
00:34:50,422 --> 00:34:53,192
at the very end
of our street.

601
00:34:53,225 --> 00:34:55,494
I was in my pajamas...

602
00:34:55,527 --> 00:34:58,063
a coat, and shoes.

603
00:34:58,096 --> 00:35:01,300
I didn't know
how I got there.

604
00:35:01,333 --> 00:35:04,303
I thought
I sleepwalked.

605
00:35:04,336 --> 00:35:08,307
But then
I heard her...

606
00:35:08,340 --> 00:35:10,709
in my mind.

607
00:35:11,577 --> 00:35:13,345
Chance: Jackie...

608
00:35:13,379 --> 00:35:16,715
The real protector.

609
00:35:16,748 --> 00:35:20,486
That was
the very first time.

610
00:35:20,519 --> 00:35:29,094
And she told me, "Just
keep walking," but I didn't.

611
00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:31,897
I went back.

612
00:35:31,930 --> 00:35:34,700
Jackie the protector.

613
00:35:41,407 --> 00:35:43,609
Take the clothes,
put them in a bag.

614
00:35:46,578 --> 00:35:48,013
Jackie, you hear me?

615
00:35:48,046 --> 00:35:49,548
Jackie, now!

616
00:35:51,950 --> 00:35:53,919
Here.

617
00:36:02,894 --> 00:36:05,163
[ Grunting ]

618
00:36:09,435 --> 00:36:13,038
Protecting me
from myself.

619
00:36:13,071 --> 00:36:15,541
Then who --

620
00:36:15,574 --> 00:36:18,143
who was protecting
my daughter?

621
00:36:18,176 --> 00:36:20,246
Who was
protecting Nicole?

622
00:36:20,279 --> 00:36:23,282
Was it Jackie,
or was it you?

623
00:36:23,315 --> 00:36:25,784
See, maybe that's why --

624
00:36:25,817 --> 00:36:27,085
that's why
this has happened.

625
00:36:27,118 --> 00:36:30,422
That's why everything
is coming back.

626
00:36:30,456 --> 00:36:33,492
You have
re-entered the world.

627
00:36:33,525 --> 00:36:36,995
You took an action
out there in the world.

628
00:36:37,028 --> 00:36:40,966
Not for yourself,
but for someone else.

629
00:36:40,999 --> 00:36:43,569
But...

630
00:36:43,602 --> 00:36:44,970
This is...

631
00:36:48,974 --> 00:36:50,976
You told me once...

632
00:36:51,009 --> 00:36:53,745
to confess.

633
00:36:53,779 --> 00:36:58,850
To plead self-defense,
say I wasn't in my right mind.

634
00:36:58,884 --> 00:37:01,420
But I-I can't do that.

635
00:37:01,453 --> 00:37:05,090
Or I'm not strong enough
to do it.

636
00:37:05,123 --> 00:37:09,828
So I wrote it all down here...
for you.

637
00:37:09,861 --> 00:37:11,129
Jaclyn.

638
00:37:11,162 --> 00:37:14,199
Give it to your friend,
the good cop.

639
00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:17,202
I know
it's not that simple.

640
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:19,438
How do you explain
how you got this

641
00:37:19,471 --> 00:37:23,208
or [sighs] why you haven't
shared it before now.

642
00:37:23,241 --> 00:37:27,112
I know I'm putting
the burden on you

643
00:37:27,145 --> 00:37:29,881
when you have so much more
at stake than I do,

644
00:37:29,915 --> 00:37:32,351
making you judge and jury.

645
00:37:32,384 --> 00:37:35,487
I'm sorry
if that doesn't seem fair.

646
00:37:56,207 --> 00:38:01,547
D: You see a move, don't wait.
Go first. Trust your training.

647
00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:03,749
Be the still point
in the turning world.

648
00:38:03,782 --> 00:38:05,351
Wait! Fuck!

649
00:38:05,384 --> 00:38:07,786
You hold the blade in place
for a two-count...

650
00:38:14,526 --> 00:38:15,894
No!

651
00:38:15,927 --> 00:38:17,563
You're not the one.

652
00:38:20,699 --> 00:38:21,967
Aah!

653
00:38:24,570 --> 00:38:27,539
What?
What is it?

654
00:38:33,412 --> 00:38:36,682
We all have blood
on our hands.

655
00:38:36,715 --> 00:38:39,585
It's not the same.

656
00:38:39,618 --> 00:38:44,222
We are all pilgrims...

657
00:38:44,255 --> 00:38:46,358
trying to figure out
who we are

658
00:38:46,392 --> 00:38:48,794
and how to live
in this world.

659
00:38:48,827 --> 00:38:51,329
And we go on
until we can't.

660
00:39:17,355 --> 00:39:20,459
[ Door opens, shuts ]

661
00:39:42,681 --> 00:39:47,018
S'up, buddy?

662
00:39:47,052 --> 00:39:50,288
Chance: First, the S.F. cop
took my clothes,

663
00:39:50,321 --> 00:39:52,858
asked way too many
questions.

664
00:39:52,891 --> 00:39:56,194
Then Detective Hynes says
that he's not sure

665
00:39:56,227 --> 00:39:59,498
if he's
blackmailing me yet.

666
00:39:59,531 --> 00:40:02,834
And I am left
with her confession,

667
00:40:02,868 --> 00:40:06,037
this powder keg
in my keeping.

668
00:40:06,071 --> 00:40:08,474
Beyond my connection
with her,

669
00:40:08,507 --> 00:40:10,341
am I worried that the detective
who knows about it

670
00:40:10,375 --> 00:40:12,210
is gonna talk to the one
who wants to know about it.

671
00:40:12,243 --> 00:40:14,446
[ Sighs ]

672
00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:20,151
I can't...excuse or absolve her
of what she's done.

673
00:40:23,221 --> 00:40:25,791
[ Sighs ]

674
00:40:25,824 --> 00:40:29,728
Maybe we should find out where
this Detective Hynes lives.

675
00:40:29,761 --> 00:40:43,809
Pay him a little visit.

676
00:40:43,842 --> 00:40:46,578
You know, I, uh...

677
00:40:46,612 --> 00:40:50,516
I finally remembered
what happened out there,

678
00:40:50,549 --> 00:40:52,718
what I did.

679
00:40:52,751 --> 00:40:57,656
You asked me
how I felt, and, uh...

680
00:40:57,689 --> 00:41:01,059
now I know.

681
00:41:01,092 --> 00:41:06,097
A man who wanted me dead
now is dead because of me.

682
00:41:09,134 --> 00:41:13,905
I can't take that
lightly, but...

683
00:41:13,939 --> 00:41:18,176
I am glad
to still be here.

684
00:41:18,209 --> 00:41:21,880
I mean, there's horror
in the taking of life.

685
00:41:25,050 --> 00:41:30,889
Also an elation in being the one
that walks away.

686
00:41:37,228 --> 00:41:39,030
[ Inhales deeply ]

687
00:41:39,064 --> 00:41:41,967
So, what happens now?

688
00:41:44,803 --> 00:41:46,705
Welcome
to the neighborhood.

689
00:41:46,738 --> 00:41:49,741
[ Los Lobos' "New Zandu"
playing ]

690
00:41:49,775 --> 00:41:52,043
I got you
a cheeseburger.

691
00:41:52,077 --> 00:41:53,444
Awesome.

692
00:41:55,246 --> 00:41:57,549
Get yourself one, too?

693
00:41:57,583 --> 00:41:59,117
Yes, I did.

694
00:41:59,150 --> 00:42:01,286
Awesome.

695
00:42:01,319 --> 00:42:04,322
And...

696
00:42:04,355 --> 00:42:05,624
I took a risk with this,

697
00:42:05,657 --> 00:42:08,126
but I thought a malted
might help...

698
00:42:15,300 --> 00:42:19,270
* Zandu cracked the tile

699
00:42:19,304 --> 00:42:23,508
* With a pointed file

700
00:42:23,541 --> 00:42:26,144
* Could be heard for miles

701
00:42:40,158 --> 00:42:44,295
* Diamond cut the glass

702
00:42:44,329 --> 00:42:48,433
* Like a blade of grass

703
00:42:48,466 --> 00:42:51,970
* Nothing made to last

704
00:42:52,003 --> 00:42:55,306
* In the halls of Lu

705
00:43:00,245 --> 00:43:03,514
* In the new Zandu