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[SEAGULLS SQUAWKING]

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[DOG BARKING]

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[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

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[LOUD CLANKING]

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[RUMBLING]

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[HORSE SNORTS]

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[METAL CLINKS]

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[DOG BARKING]

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

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[CAR DOOR OPENS]

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[CAR DOOR CLOSES]

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[DOOR BELL DINGS]

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[DOOR CLOSES]

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WOMAN: Wait here.

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Lily!

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MAN: I'll be right there.

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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WOMAN: Lily!

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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WOMAN: Lily!

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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WOMAN: Lily!

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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Hi, Lily.

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Hi. Uh,

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I'm sorry, you just--

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Is this your sword?

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Uh, no.

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It's, uh,

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it's my stepdad's.

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You look different.

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Yeah?

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You look good.

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Thanks.

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So do you...

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Well, okay, should we, uh,
get started?

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[PENDULUM CLOCK TICKING]

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AMANDA:<i> "Despite his lack</i>
<i>of experience in the field,</i>

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Jared's contributions
to the project

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were spectral."

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LILY: And does that make sense?

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Is Jared a ghost?

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-LILY: No.
-How do you know?

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It doesn't say
he's not a ghost.

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Um...

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so the answer is B,

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"significant".

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-This test is intolerable.
-You're doing great.

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I'm better at applied skills.

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-I have business savvy.
-Totally.

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AMANDA: I think my best option
at this point

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would be to skip college
and just to sort of

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-Steve Jobs my way through life.
-That's an idea.

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AMANDA:
You're good at this, though.

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Better than my actual tutor.
How much are you charging?

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What are you talking about?

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I'm not charging you.

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We're hanging out.

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Okay. So, uh,

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moving on
to passage comprehension.

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Do you wanna read, or should I?

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You start.

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Okay.

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"From Paul Revere
to the Marlboro Man,

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one image has maintained
a firm hold

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on the American imagination.

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As closely tied to notions of
liberty as any flag or eagle,

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the horse..."

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You know what, actually
this is longer than we need.

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Let's do a short one.

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Do you have any food here?

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[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

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LILY: So, yeah,

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I'm lucky to be at a school
that values

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learning outside
of the classroom.

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And you just finished
all your classwork early?

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-LILY: Yup.
-Was it hard?

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No.

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Trying to wrap my head
around mutual funds

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and credit swaps
was the hard part.

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Anyway...

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Shall we?

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Leave it.

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I'm sorry

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if I acted funny

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about that passage.

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AMANDA: It's only weird
if you make it weird.

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Well, I just figured

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you might not wanna
talk about it.

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-Why?
-LILY: Well,

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I guess you're...

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feeling a lot of...

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feelings, uh, right now.

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It's fresh.

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Well, that's the funny thing,
actually.

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-I really don't.
-Don't what?

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Feel anything.

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Like, you're numb?

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Like you don't have
any negative feelings--

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Like I don't have
any feelings, ever.

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[SCOFFS]

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-Sure, you do.
-I mean...

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sometimes I feel hungry
or tired.

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But, like, joy, guilt?

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I really don't have
any of those.

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I don't understand.

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Yeah, it's hard to explain.
It's really only recently

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that I've been able
to admit it to myself.

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Because I've gotten so good
at watching

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and imitating
other people's emotions

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that I sort of tricked myself

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into believing I have them,

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but I don't.

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So that's a, um...

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AMANDA: A what?

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A disorder or something?

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Oh. Well,

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the shrink would sure
like it to be.

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First it was borderline
personality,

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then severe depression,

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yesterday, she said
it was antisocial

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with schizoid tendency.

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She's basically just flipping
to random pages of the DSM-5

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and throwing medications at me.

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But I have a perfectly
healthy brain.

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It just doesn't
contain feelings.

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And that doesn't necessarily
make me a bad person.

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It just means I have to work
a little harder

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than everyone else to be good.

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[PHONE ALARM RINGING]

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Oh, uh--

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[RINGING CONTINUES]

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-Two hours?
-Yeah.

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Glad you set an alarm
to make sure

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we didn't hang out
longer than intended.

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Oh, no--I mean, it--

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I have this thing with my mom--

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You know, I have my mom's
email password.

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-Sorry?
-AMANDA: It means I read

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her inbox daily.

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I saw your thread with her.

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How she had to bump up
from a hundred

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to two hundred an hour
to get you to do this.

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Just next time,
don't say you're not charging.

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She was desperate to set up
a playdate, by the way.

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She's been trying for two weeks.

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You could have gotten
five hundred out of her

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if you'd stood pat.

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[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

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[MOUSE CLICKS]

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[COMPUTER CHIMES]

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LILY: "...but the America
I found when I got off the plane

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was nothing like
Mother's stories.

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Cars stood in lines
along ill-maintained highways

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and gangs
of slump-shouldered men

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tossed dice in alleyways.

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I didn't know whether to feel
betrayed by my mother,

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or to feel grief that,

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even as imperfect
as this new land might be,

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she wasn't here to see it."

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Okay. So, how would you
summarize that passage?

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-Bad.
-No.

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Uh, not evaluate,

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just summarize.

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You make the arrangement
by phone this time?

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-What are you talking about?
-AMANDA: No email

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with my mom about payment.

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I'm not getting paid this time.

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I don't want payment.

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What do you want?

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Nothing. I just
wanted to see you.

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[DOOR CLOSES]

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MARK: Lily.

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I'm gonna go ride.
You mind telling your mom--

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LILY: Um, Amanda, this is Mark.

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Mark, this is Amanda.

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Nice to meet you.

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Yeah.

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Did you need something?

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No.

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LILY: Okay.

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Okay.

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[DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]

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Okay, so question nine,

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"The author's attitude
towards her mother's jade box

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can be primarily described as--"

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Wow.

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Wow, what?

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You hate him.

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[SCOFFS] Um--

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So it's "A, solemn.

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B, contemptuous--"

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You despise him.

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No, we...

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have our differences,

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but I'm trying very hard

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to have a pleasant

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and mature relationship
with him.

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Hmm.

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LILY: So, "C, sardonic.

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D, ambivalent--"

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Because he's rich?

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-Excuse me?
-Because he leaves you

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envelopes of money?

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Okay, that was for
my broken laptop.

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He doesn't just leave me
envelopes of money--

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Okay, but you and your mom
must still know

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that it's in your best interest
to keep him happy.

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Okay, I--actually,
I think we're done here.

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AMANDA: What's wrong?

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I don't know.

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AMANDA: I just think you should
be honest about your feelings.

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Otherwise it starts coming out
in passive-aggressive ways.

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Like, for instance,
you start inviting

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your creepy friend over
to make him mad.

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-That's not why you're here.
-Of course it is.

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Look, if that's how you feel,
then why don't you go

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ask your mom to buy you
another friend?

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I'm sure you're just rolling
in options.

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AMANDA: The answer is "D,

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ambivalent."

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That's right.

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You know, my friend
taught me this trick,

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where whenever it says
"ambivalent" on the SAT,

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that's the answer.

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You're not hurt?

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It's the first honest thing
you've said to me

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since sixth grade.

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[SIGHS]

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You're incredibly off-putting
and you freak me out.

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There you go.

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In kind of
a fascinating way,

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like a YouTube video
of a giant zit being popped

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or a baby born without a face.

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Love those videos.

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You actually smell
kind of weird.

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-Really?
-Yeah.

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-Have you showered?
-Only every couple of days,

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lately.
But no one said anything

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so I thought
I was getting away with it.

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You're not.

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Not sorry I tried.

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How's that feel?

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Really good.

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Seems like it.

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Well, we should actually

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probably get back to work.

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-Sorry.
-No--

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Sorry. That was just sudden.

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It looked like an attack.

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-No, I was trying--
-Right...

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[INHALES]

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

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[WATER RUNNING]

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[WATER TURNS OFF]

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[WATER DRIPPING]

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[DRAMATIC MUSIC OVER TV]

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<i>Come here.</i>

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<i>Why do you do this to me,</i>
<i>Frank?</i>

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-AMANDA: Yikes.
-LILY: What?

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AMANDA: That's the worst
fake crying I've ever seen.

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<i>Do you have to go?</i>

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<i>I have to go, Paula. I know...</i>

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-LILY: She's...
<i>-All right, go...</i>

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00:17:36,292 --> 00:17:37,687
-AMANDA: Trying.
<i>-Go anywhere you like.</i>

267
00:17:37,722 --> 00:17:39,293
<i>You can go to blazes</i>
<i>for all I care.</i>

268
00:17:39,328 --> 00:17:40,690
<i>Paula.</i>

269
00:17:40,725 --> 00:17:43,297
<i>Paula.</i>

270
00:17:43,332 --> 00:17:46,300
-AMANDA: Look, that's better.
<i>-Yes, I know I'm...</i>

271
00:17:46,335 --> 00:17:47,730
<i>-I'm being foolish.</i>
-LILY: Actually,

272
00:17:47,765 --> 00:17:49,600
that might not even be fake.

273
00:17:49,635 --> 00:17:51,602
AMANDA: It is.

274
00:17:51,637 --> 00:17:54,308
LILY: No, look,
those are real tears.

275
00:17:54,343 --> 00:17:55,606
She's just using The Technique.

276
00:17:55,641 --> 00:17:57,179
The what?

277
00:17:58,842 --> 00:18:00,578
FRANK [OVER TV]:
<i>Come on, fix your face.</i>

278
00:18:00,613 --> 00:18:02,448
<i>We'll go down to Eddie's</i>
<i>and have a drink.</i>

279
00:18:02,483 --> 00:18:05,253
I mean, maybe she actually
fell in love with the actor.

280
00:18:05,288 --> 00:18:07,552
And they're fucking
between takes, and...

281
00:18:07,587 --> 00:18:08,718
it's the last week of shooting,

282
00:18:08,753 --> 00:18:10,720
so she knows
she has to return home

283
00:18:10,755 --> 00:18:13,459
to her loveless
1940s marriage, and...

284
00:18:13,494 --> 00:18:16,594
[CRYING]

285
00:18:20,534 --> 00:18:22,567
The Technique.

286
00:18:22,602 --> 00:18:23,832
Holy shit.

287
00:18:23,867 --> 00:18:25,405
AMANDA: Yeah.

288
00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:26,571
You can just...

289
00:18:26,606 --> 00:18:28,276
do that on cue?

290
00:18:28,311 --> 00:18:29,607
Years of practice.

291
00:18:31,842 --> 00:18:33,644
Can you teach me?

292
00:18:40,290 --> 00:18:41,454
So you basically
have to learn

293
00:18:41,489 --> 00:18:43,753
all the automatic,
like, processes

294
00:18:43,788 --> 00:18:45,359
that get triggered when you cry,

295
00:18:45,394 --> 00:18:48,593
and then sort of manually
generate each one.

296
00:18:48,628 --> 00:18:50,496
It feeds back to the brain,
and then the tears

297
00:18:50,531 --> 00:18:51,827
just come naturally.

298
00:18:53,798 --> 00:18:55,501
You finished boarding school
by March.

299
00:18:55,536 --> 00:18:57,305
Don't act like
this is confusing.

300
00:18:57,340 --> 00:18:58,438
Okay.

301
00:18:58,473 --> 00:18:59,670
Where does it start?

302
00:18:59,705 --> 00:19:01,401
AMANDA: Right here.

303
00:19:04,479 --> 00:19:06,347
Tiny gulps of air.

304
00:19:06,382 --> 00:19:09,515
[HEAVY BREATHING]

305
00:19:13,818 --> 00:19:16,852
It's like
you're choking yourself...

306
00:19:16,887 --> 00:19:18,359
from the inside.

307
00:19:18,394 --> 00:19:21,527
[HEAVY BREATHING]

308
00:19:25,434 --> 00:19:27,566
-LILY: Is it working?
-AMANDA: No.

309
00:19:28,734 --> 00:19:30,338
MARK: [CLEARS THROAT]

310
00:19:36,445 --> 00:19:38,445
-LILY: Hi, Mark.
-AMANDA: Hi, Mark.

311
00:19:39,613 --> 00:19:40,810
Where's your mother?

312
00:19:40,845 --> 00:19:41,877
Some work-party thing.

313
00:19:41,912 --> 00:19:43,483
What work-party thing?

314
00:19:43,518 --> 00:19:45,650
I don't know.
Some work-party thing.

315
00:19:45,685 --> 00:19:46,717
I didn't know your mom worked.

316
00:19:46,752 --> 00:19:48,323
Come talk to me upstairs,
please.

317
00:19:48,358 --> 00:19:49,489
Okay.

318
00:19:49,524 --> 00:19:51,656
After the next commercial break.

319
00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:53,328
-Now.
-I don't wanna leave

320
00:19:53,363 --> 00:19:55,660
-Amanda alone.
-Amanda will be fine here alone.

321
00:19:55,695 --> 00:19:57,530
I'm quite afraid of the dark.

322
00:20:00,733 --> 00:20:02,370
How long are you here, Amanda?

323
00:20:02,405 --> 00:20:03,866
My mom's gonna pick me up
around midnight.

324
00:20:03,901 --> 00:20:05,769
Hmm.

325
00:20:05,804 --> 00:20:07,705
Midnight's late for us.

326
00:20:08,807 --> 00:20:10,609
Lily can give you
a ride home now.

327
00:20:10,644 --> 00:20:12,413
Two teens in one car,
at night?

328
00:20:12,448 --> 00:20:13,777
That's an accident
waiting to happen.

329
00:20:13,812 --> 00:20:15,779
Yeah. I mean, we're always
turning up the radio

330
00:20:15,814 --> 00:20:17,847
-super loud...
-Texting while driving.

331
00:20:17,882 --> 00:20:19,849
I'll call your mom.

332
00:20:19,884 --> 00:20:21,356
She can come pick you up now.

333
00:20:21,391 --> 00:20:22,555
-She's busy.
-Doing what?

334
00:20:22,590 --> 00:20:24,392
Chemotherapy.

335
00:20:27,892 --> 00:20:29,397
[SWALLOWS]

336
00:20:33,634 --> 00:20:34,897
'Night.

337
00:20:40,740 --> 00:20:42,344
LILY: [SCOFFS]

338
00:20:44,447 --> 00:20:45,842
[SIGHS]

339
00:20:49,485 --> 00:20:50,880
You ever talk to your mom?

340
00:20:50,915 --> 00:20:53,652
-About what?
-Him.

341
00:20:53,687 --> 00:20:55,390
What would I even say?

342
00:20:55,425 --> 00:20:56,886
The way he makes you feel.

343
00:20:56,921 --> 00:20:59,394
You'd think that
would matter to her?

344
00:20:59,429 --> 00:21:01,429
-You'd think--
-[DOOR CLOSES]

345
00:21:04,929 --> 00:21:06,764
Just grabbin' my juice.

346
00:21:11,441 --> 00:21:12,638
His juice?

347
00:21:13,773 --> 00:21:15,839
It's a cleanse.

348
00:21:17,711 --> 00:21:19,645
Three weeks out of the month
he pounds steak,

349
00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:21,911
and the last week
he juices exclusively.

350
00:21:21,946 --> 00:21:23,748
-Is that healthy?
-I think

351
00:21:23,783 --> 00:21:27,686
you're only supposed to do it
once a year.

352
00:21:27,721 --> 00:21:29,919
Hopefully, one of these days
he'll just...

353
00:21:29,954 --> 00:21:31,690
juice himself to death.

354
00:21:31,725 --> 00:21:34,825
[ERGOMETER STARTING]

355
00:21:36,631 --> 00:21:37,927
What's that?

356
00:21:37,962 --> 00:21:39,027
The ergometer.

357
00:21:39,062 --> 00:21:40,930
The what?

358
00:21:40,965 --> 00:21:42,767
The ergometer.

359
00:21:42,802 --> 00:21:44,769
It's like a rowing machine.

360
00:21:44,804 --> 00:21:46,034
[SIGHS]

361
00:21:46,069 --> 00:21:48,674
He's on that thing at all hours.

362
00:21:48,709 --> 00:21:49,939
I think
it's a deliberate effort

363
00:21:49,974 --> 00:21:52,513
to make me lose my fucking mind.

364
00:21:52,548 --> 00:21:53,976
PAULA [OVER TV]:
<i>Tell me, Frank, what is it?</i>

365
00:21:54,011 --> 00:21:55,780
<i>Give me a chance to fight back.</i>
<i>Just give me a chance.</i>

366
00:21:55,815 --> 00:21:57,518
LILY: [SIGHS]

367
00:21:57,553 --> 00:21:58,981
Come on.

368
00:21:59,016 --> 00:22:00,917
Let's go steal
some of his wine.

369
00:22:07,563 --> 00:22:09,662
You ever think about
just killing him?

370
00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:21,641
I mean, no.

371
00:22:21,676 --> 00:22:24,545
You could at least
consider it.

372
00:22:24,580 --> 00:22:26,844
-No.
-Just weigh the pros and cons.

373
00:22:26,879 --> 00:22:28,483
-LILY: No.
-Why don't you consider

374
00:22:28,518 --> 00:22:29,880
all options?

375
00:22:29,915 --> 00:22:31,882
LILY: Yeah. Not,
like, murder.

376
00:22:31,917 --> 00:22:33,048
Yeah, sure it's outside the box,

377
00:22:33,083 --> 00:22:35,820
but you can only get so far

378
00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:38,020
thinking how
everyone else thinks.

379
00:22:39,595 --> 00:22:41,089
Look at Steve Jobs.

380
00:22:41,124 --> 00:22:42,860
-LILY: What?
-I'm just going off

381
00:22:42,895 --> 00:22:45,632
what you're giving me.
It's a cost-benefit analysis.

382
00:22:46,866 --> 00:22:48,833
It seems like you could generate
a lot of benefit

383
00:22:48,868 --> 00:22:50,604
for a lot of people.

384
00:22:50,639 --> 00:22:53,508
Except I'd spend the rest
of my life in jail.

385
00:22:53,543 --> 00:22:55,543
AMANDA: Why are you assuming
you'd get caught?

386
00:23:01,914 --> 00:23:04,013
I should not have
to explain this.

387
00:23:04,048 --> 00:23:05,850
AMANDA: Probably what
people said to Columbus

388
00:23:05,885 --> 00:23:07,720
when he was like,
"I think the world is round,

389
00:23:07,755 --> 00:23:09,590
instead of flat and
surrounded by dragons."

390
00:23:09,625 --> 00:23:11,020
They were like, "No, dumbass,

391
00:23:11,055 --> 00:23:12,923
we shouldn't have
to explain this."

392
00:23:12,958 --> 00:23:15,530
It's probably what people said
to Steve Jobs when he was like,

393
00:23:15,565 --> 00:23:16,894
"This MP3 player
is also a phone."

394
00:23:16,929 --> 00:23:18,896
Okay, can we please
stop talking about Steve Jobs?

395
00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:20,700
Steve Jobs never fucking
murdered someone.

396
00:23:20,735 --> 00:23:22,130
I think most of this
country's moral norms

397
00:23:22,165 --> 00:23:24,737
comes from weird
old Puritan bullshit.

398
00:23:24,772 --> 00:23:27,542
A human life
isn't some sacred thing.

399
00:23:27,577 --> 00:23:28,906
There's nothing holy
about a dick and a vaj

400
00:23:28,941 --> 00:23:32,041
getting together and
spitting out a little dude.

401
00:23:32,076 --> 00:23:34,043
If that dude causes
more bad than good,

402
00:23:34,078 --> 00:23:36,749
then he's like a, you know...

403
00:23:36,784 --> 00:23:39,983
a piece of malfunctioning
machinery.

404
00:23:40,018 --> 00:23:42,150
A lame horse.

405
00:23:42,185 --> 00:23:43,756
Right.

406
00:23:43,791 --> 00:23:45,120
Should be taken out back
and put down.

407
00:23:45,155 --> 00:23:47,056
-See? You get it.
-You know what you sound like?

408
00:23:47,091 --> 00:23:48,728
-What?
-A Nazi.

409
00:23:48,763 --> 00:23:50,730
I had to leave school
before we did World War II

410
00:23:50,765 --> 00:23:53,799
but I think it was about race,
with them?

411
00:23:55,935 --> 00:23:57,704
I think you should leave.

412
00:23:59,642 --> 00:24:01,642
-Why?
-I just...

413
00:24:01,677 --> 00:24:02,940
think you should.

414
00:24:04,845 --> 00:24:06,812
-I don't get it.
-You don't have to.

415
00:24:13,953 --> 00:24:15,722
You're sure?

416
00:24:33,841 --> 00:24:35,170
Okay.

417
00:24:54,829 --> 00:24:56,895
[INDISTINCT CHATTER OVER TV]

418
00:24:56,930 --> 00:24:59,194
MAN [OVER TV]:<i> Nice and slow.</i>

419
00:24:59,229 --> 00:25:01,966
<i>That's the way</i>
<i>I wanna see you go, Bigelow,</i>

420
00:25:02,001 --> 00:25:04,166
<i>nice and slow.</i>

421
00:25:05,070 --> 00:25:08,038
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

422
00:25:08,073 --> 00:25:10,205
[ERGOMETER WHIRRING]

423
00:25:52,051 --> 00:25:55,118
[KEYBOARD TYPING]

424
00:26:02,897 --> 00:26:05,964
[DIALING]

425
00:26:10,773 --> 00:26:13,202
[PHONE RINGING]

426
00:26:13,237 --> 00:26:15,204
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
<i>Anticline Capital Partners.</i>

427
00:26:15,239 --> 00:26:17,811
Hey, how's it going?

428
00:26:17,846 --> 00:26:19,307
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
<i>It's going fine, ma'am.</i>

429
00:26:19,342 --> 00:26:21,716
<i>How can I help you?</i>

430
00:26:21,751 --> 00:26:24,048
Yeah, I'm just calling
about your, um,

431
00:26:24,083 --> 00:26:25,852
your internship program.

432
00:26:27,251 --> 00:26:29,218
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
<i>To my knowledge, we don't have</i>

433
00:26:29,253 --> 00:26:30,758
<i>an internship program.</i>

434
00:26:33,928 --> 00:26:35,158
What about Lily?

435
00:26:36,931 --> 00:26:38,799
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
<i>What about who?</i>

436
00:26:43,300 --> 00:26:45,905
[PHONE RINGING]

437
00:26:45,940 --> 00:26:47,005
MAN [OVER PHONE]:<i> Front desk.</i>

438
00:26:47,040 --> 00:26:49,007
Hi, this is Andover?

439
00:26:49,042 --> 00:26:50,844
MAN [OVER PHONE]:
<i>Uh, yes, how can I help you?</i>

440
00:26:50,879 --> 00:26:52,912
AMANDA: This is Rhonda
with Edible Arrangements.

441
00:26:52,947 --> 00:26:54,243
We just had an issue
with a delivery,

442
00:26:54,278 --> 00:26:57,818
and wanted to confirm
a student mailing address.

443
00:26:57,853 --> 00:26:59,248
MAN [OVER PHONE]:<i> All right.</i>

444
00:26:59,283 --> 00:27:01,954
You do have a "Lily Reynolds"
at the school?

445
00:27:03,122 --> 00:27:05,320
<i>[TYPING OVER PHONE]</i>

446
00:27:08,028 --> 00:27:10,127
Would you like me
to repeat the question?

447
00:27:12,032 --> 00:27:14,131
MAN [OVER PHONE]:
<i>That student is actually...</i>

448
00:27:15,904 --> 00:27:18,102
<i>Hold on one minute. I'm going</i>
<i>to transfer your call.</i>

449
00:27:18,137 --> 00:27:19,972
Okay.

450
00:27:20,007 --> 00:27:22,238
MAN [OVER PHONE]:<i> Ma'am,</i>
<i>what did you say your name was?</i>

451
00:27:24,077 --> 00:27:25,241
<i>Ma'am?</i>

452
00:27:30,380 --> 00:27:33,854
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

453
00:28:06,251 --> 00:28:09,351
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

454
00:28:12,059 --> 00:28:13,927
LILY: Mom?

455
00:28:35,885 --> 00:28:37,082
MARK: Lily.

456
00:28:52,297 --> 00:28:53,934
Don't yell...

457
00:28:54,398 --> 00:28:56,068
in the house.

458
00:28:56,433 --> 00:28:58,466
LILY: Sorry.

459
00:28:58,501 --> 00:29:00,006
Where's Mom?

460
00:29:40,312 --> 00:29:41,344
Oh, hi.

461
00:29:41,379 --> 00:29:43,181
What is this?

462
00:29:43,216 --> 00:29:45,447
Oh, Mark put it in on Wednesday.

463
00:29:46,450 --> 00:29:48,120
LILY: I need your car keys.

464
00:29:48,155 --> 00:29:50,122
Sure. They're in my jeans.

465
00:29:51,125 --> 00:29:53,422
Which are somewhere.

466
00:29:53,457 --> 00:29:55,424
Oh, by the way, I booked us
a spa trip in two weeks.

467
00:29:55,459 --> 00:29:57,195
I hope you'll join me.

468
00:29:59,298 --> 00:30:01,166
How long have you been in here?

469
00:30:03,137 --> 00:30:05,071
Um, not long.

470
00:30:07,009 --> 00:30:09,075
Mark likes it
when I have a little color.

471
00:30:12,476 --> 00:30:14,146
LILY: I'm going out.

472
00:30:19,054 --> 00:30:22,187
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

473
00:30:35,103 --> 00:30:36,564
MAN: ...she turns out
to be this crazy person

474
00:30:36,599 --> 00:30:38,170
and it's just fucking like--

475
00:30:38,205 --> 00:30:39,567
How could you do that?
It's her own horse.

476
00:30:39,602 --> 00:30:42,471
Are you fucking kidding me?
That's crazy!

477
00:30:42,506 --> 00:30:44,473
I mean, uh, it must be really
crazy for you

478
00:30:44,508 --> 00:30:47,080
because you guys were friends
and everything, so it's like...

479
00:30:47,115 --> 00:30:50,347
LILY: Uh, yeah, but like
a million years ago, so...

480
00:30:50,382 --> 00:30:52,085
If you need someone to,
you know, talk to--

481
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:53,086
[SCOFFS]

482
00:30:53,121 --> 00:30:55,055
You've seen the pictures, right?

483
00:30:55,090 --> 00:30:56,320
-No.
-Zach Friedrich's dad

484
00:30:56,355 --> 00:30:58,025
is part-owner of the stable.

485
00:30:58,060 --> 00:30:59,994
He found the, like, the photos.

486
00:31:00,029 --> 00:31:01,325
His dad was sending them
to their lawyer.

487
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,063
So, Zach sent them to Connor

488
00:31:03,098 --> 00:31:05,065
and Connor obviously sent them
to 10 other people.

489
00:31:05,100 --> 00:31:06,330
MICHAEL: She's fucking 15, dude!

490
00:31:06,365 --> 00:31:08,332
TIM: Yes, and that's plenty old
enough to decide

491
00:31:08,367 --> 00:31:10,169
who she wants to hang out with.

492
00:31:10,204 --> 00:31:12,072
So, I'm sorry if your girlfriend
would rather--

493
00:31:12,107 --> 00:31:14,008
MICHAEL: She's not
my girlfriend, all right?

494
00:31:14,043 --> 00:31:15,240
She's my fucking sister!

495
00:31:15,275 --> 00:31:16,538
TIM: All right,
well, whatever she is.

496
00:31:16,573 --> 00:31:20,014
She is an intelligent,
like, being

497
00:31:20,049 --> 00:31:21,411
who can make up her own mind
about the people

498
00:31:21,446 --> 00:31:23,083
she wants to hang out with.
Am I wrong?

499
00:31:23,118 --> 00:31:24,513
What the fuck
is he even doing here?

500
00:31:24,548 --> 00:31:26,218
Whoa. [IMITATES] "What the fuck
am I even doing here"?

501
00:31:26,253 --> 00:31:29,023
I am providing you all
with early drug experiences

502
00:31:29,058 --> 00:31:30,453
that you will forever cherish.
That's what the fuck I'm doing.

503
00:31:30,488 --> 00:31:32,125
-And who the fuck are you?
-You went to school

504
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:33,522
-with my cousin.
-Okay, great. What's his name?

505
00:31:33,557 --> 00:31:35,590
This guy did fucking jail time.

506
00:31:35,625 --> 00:31:37,130
Statutory rape.

507
00:31:37,165 --> 00:31:38,461
He fucked someone our age
when he was 25.

508
00:31:38,496 --> 00:31:40,298
All right. All right.
All right. All right.

509
00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:41,398
I was 23.

510
00:31:41,433 --> 00:31:43,400
You gorilla-faced dumbass!

511
00:31:43,435 --> 00:31:45,435
Hey, put that fucking phone
away!

512
00:31:45,470 --> 00:31:47,206
You know what? I refuse.

513
00:31:47,241 --> 00:31:49,571
I refuse--
put the fucking phone away!

514
00:31:49,606 --> 00:31:52,607
I refuse to stand trial in front
of this kangaroo court--fuck.

515
00:31:52,642 --> 00:31:54,213
Shit! Fuck!

516
00:31:54,248 --> 00:31:59,218
-MICHAEL: Fuck you!
-Fucking evil children.

517
00:31:59,253 --> 00:32:02,584
Oh, shit, fucking children.
Goddammit...

518
00:32:04,093 --> 00:32:07,193
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

519
00:32:20,439 --> 00:32:22,043
LILY: [CLEARS THROAT]

520
00:32:24,443 --> 00:32:26,113
Is this your car?

521
00:32:27,281 --> 00:32:28,643
Let me get out of your way.

522
00:32:30,284 --> 00:32:32,185
Unless, um,

523
00:32:32,220 --> 00:32:34,220
-you want in on this?
-No.

524
00:32:35,619 --> 00:32:38,092
I see that glimmer.

525
00:32:38,127 --> 00:32:41,095
-Don't be ashamed.
-I'm good. Thanks.

526
00:32:41,130 --> 00:32:42,657
-I'm Tim.
-I'll--

527
00:32:42,692 --> 00:32:44,527
I'll call the cops.

528
00:32:46,399 --> 00:32:47,629
All right.

529
00:32:52,636 --> 00:32:54,438
You know, I saw you

530
00:32:54,473 --> 00:32:57,177
earlier in the night back there.

531
00:32:57,212 --> 00:32:58,574
Keeping to yourself.

532
00:33:00,314 --> 00:33:03,315
Something is weighing on you.

533
00:33:04,483 --> 00:33:06,318
-Let's talk it out.
-No.

534
00:33:06,353 --> 00:33:08,452
Come on.
I'm a really good listener.

535
00:33:08,487 --> 00:33:10,256
I really have to go.

536
00:33:13,657 --> 00:33:15,228
Where did you go to school?

537
00:33:17,199 --> 00:33:18,429
I board.

538
00:33:19,663 --> 00:33:22,631
And it makes you miserable.

539
00:33:22,666 --> 00:33:25,139
It's like a glorified
fuckin' prison.

540
00:33:25,174 --> 00:33:28,241
[CAR BEEPING]

541
00:33:33,182 --> 00:33:35,413
You ever think
about dropping out?

542
00:33:35,448 --> 00:33:38,350
-Why would I do that?
-It's what I did.

543
00:33:38,385 --> 00:33:41,155
Followed my, uh,

544
00:33:41,190 --> 00:33:43,421
entrepreneurial instincts.

545
00:33:43,456 --> 00:33:46,193
It's the best decision
I ever made.

546
00:33:46,228 --> 00:33:47,425
Clearly.

547
00:33:50,298 --> 00:33:52,595
You know, the thing about
this town is...

548
00:33:52,630 --> 00:33:55,235
the sawdust smells fantastic,

549
00:33:55,270 --> 00:33:58,667
but you are still
in a hamster cage.

550
00:33:58,702 --> 00:34:00,669
Meanwhile, out there,

551
00:34:00,704 --> 00:34:03,342
there are more billionaires

552
00:34:03,377 --> 00:34:05,377
under 30

553
00:34:05,412 --> 00:34:08,314
than at any moment
in human history.

554
00:34:13,717 --> 00:34:16,652
[MUFFLED] It's our time,
motherfucker.

555
00:34:21,758 --> 00:34:25,232
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

556
00:34:55,330 --> 00:34:56,428
[GLASS CLINKS]

557
00:34:56,463 --> 00:34:59,596
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

558
00:35:07,606 --> 00:35:10,772
[RUMBLING]

559
00:35:17,814 --> 00:35:20,617
[RUMBLING GROWS LOUDER]

560
00:35:28,792 --> 00:35:30,561
[ALL SOUNDS STOP]

561
00:35:34,303 --> 00:35:35,500
[CAR DOOR CLOSES]

562
00:35:38,373 --> 00:35:40,241
[BIRD SQUAWKING]

563
00:35:41,541 --> 00:35:43,706
-Well, hello, you!
-Hi.

564
00:35:45,710 --> 00:35:47,710
Did she--

565
00:35:47,745 --> 00:35:49,481
Did you come here to--

566
00:35:50,847 --> 00:35:54,288
-Did she do something?
-Uh, no.

567
00:35:54,323 --> 00:35:56,719
No, I'm, I'm just here
to say hi.

568
00:35:57,722 --> 00:35:59,260
Oh.

569
00:36:00,758 --> 00:36:01,889
What--come on in.

570
00:36:01,924 --> 00:36:04,331
Come in.

571
00:36:04,366 --> 00:36:05,563
She's out back.

572
00:36:16,510 --> 00:36:18,778
What's she doing out there?

573
00:36:21,845 --> 00:36:23,746
KAREN: I don't know.

574
00:36:23,781 --> 00:36:27,354
MAN [OVER TV]:<i> ...believe as</i>
<i>much of that delicious stem,</i>

575
00:36:27,389 --> 00:36:30,423
<i>which has the same flavor</i>
<i>as the artichoke heart,</i>

576
00:36:30,458 --> 00:36:33,327
<i>and also looks really cool.</i>

577
00:36:33,362 --> 00:36:34,658
Just hit him.

578
00:36:34,693 --> 00:36:36,660
-What?
-Just hit him.

579
00:36:36,695 --> 00:36:39,333
MAN [OVER TV]:
<i>...we cut straight across</i>

580
00:36:39,368 --> 00:36:40,467
<i>into thin pieces.</i>

581
00:36:40,503 --> 00:36:42,534
<i>Now at this point</i>
<i>you can eat this raw.</i>

582
00:36:42,569 --> 00:36:44,602
<i>And I often make a little salad</i>

583
00:36:44,637 --> 00:36:46,505
<i>that we use</i>
<i>with a little lemon juice</i>

584
00:36:46,540 --> 00:36:48,573
<i>and a little extra virgin</i>
<i>and olive oil</i>

585
00:36:48,608 --> 00:36:50,509
<i>and eat them</i>

586
00:36:50,544 --> 00:36:51,708
<i>with something called bresaola,</i>

587
00:36:51,743 --> 00:36:53,314
<i>which is air-dried beef.</i>

588
00:36:57,452 --> 00:36:58,517
Twenty-five.

589
00:36:58,552 --> 00:36:59,749
Bullshit. It was 30.

590
00:36:59,784 --> 00:37:01,817
Fine. Thirty.

591
00:37:08,661 --> 00:37:11,761
[PANTING]

592
00:37:27,581 --> 00:37:30,648
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

593
00:38:08,655 --> 00:38:11,788
[COUGHING]

594
00:38:22,966 --> 00:38:24,900
[CHAIR SQUEAKING]

595
00:38:29,478 --> 00:38:31,808
Hey, um...

596
00:38:32,745 --> 00:38:33,909
so...

597
00:38:35,814 --> 00:38:38,815
that thing you said
the other night.

598
00:38:41,688 --> 00:38:42,819
Which thing?

599
00:38:42,854 --> 00:38:44,018
About Mark.

600
00:38:45,692 --> 00:38:47,659
Yeah?

601
00:38:47,694 --> 00:38:48,957
Well,

602
00:38:48,992 --> 00:38:51,795
you said something like,

603
00:38:51,830 --> 00:38:54,501
"Why are you assuming
you'd get caught?"

604
00:38:57,066 --> 00:38:58,736
Uh-huh.

605
00:38:59,904 --> 00:39:01,970
So, like...

606
00:39:02,005 --> 00:39:03,576
hypothetically,

607
00:39:05,580 --> 00:39:08,746
if you were going to do it,

608
00:39:13,588 --> 00:39:15,621
how would you...

609
00:39:17,020 --> 00:39:18,624
do it?

610
00:39:20,958 --> 00:39:22,826
Well, I wouldn't...

611
00:39:22,861 --> 00:39:24,465
do it.

612
00:39:28,031 --> 00:39:30,064
That's what you want me to say.

613
00:39:32,035 --> 00:39:34,475
I don't want you
to say anything.

614
00:39:36,611 --> 00:39:37,907
Just asking.

615
00:39:39,977 --> 00:39:43,077
[TAPPING]

616
00:39:55,894 --> 00:39:58,125
CYNTHIA: I do think that
you could be...

617
00:39:58,160 --> 00:39:59,830
more honest.

618
00:40:06,740 --> 00:40:08,773
"The mounting pressure
of my coursework,

619
00:40:08,808 --> 00:40:11,138
combined with the emotional toll
of losing my father--"

620
00:40:11,173 --> 00:40:12,777
You don't have to read
it out loud.

621
00:40:12,812 --> 00:40:14,713
CYNTHIA: "--drove me
to confuse the thin line

622
00:40:14,748 --> 00:40:17,518
between research
and plagiarism."

623
00:40:18,653 --> 00:40:19,718
How about you just say:

624
00:40:19,753 --> 00:40:22,050
"Drove me to go online
and find--

625
00:40:22,085 --> 00:40:24,888
Okay, I really don't
need your line edits.

626
00:40:24,923 --> 00:40:27,055
Then why are you asking me
to read it?

627
00:40:27,090 --> 00:40:29,057
Because I need
a parent's signature

628
00:40:29,092 --> 00:40:30,564
on my reapplication form.

629
00:40:30,599 --> 00:40:33,061
Right, but...

630
00:40:33,096 --> 00:40:34,601
LILY: What?

631
00:40:36,605 --> 00:40:37,901
We've been having
the conversation

632
00:40:37,936 --> 00:40:40,101
about next year, and...

633
00:40:41,104 --> 00:40:43,577
we feel really good

634
00:40:43,612 --> 00:40:45,777
about Brookmore.

635
00:40:48,716 --> 00:40:49,913
He has a friend
who's on the board

636
00:40:49,948 --> 00:40:51,651
and they're really
very good at--

637
00:40:51,686 --> 00:40:54,918
Brookmore
is a place for girls

638
00:40:54,953 --> 00:40:56,821
with very severe
behavioral issues.

639
00:40:56,856 --> 00:40:58,658
How is this even part
of the conversation?

640
00:40:58,693 --> 00:41:00,627
-That's not true.
-LILY: If I'm not readmitted,

641
00:41:00,662 --> 00:41:02,563
then I'm staying local.

642
00:41:05,128 --> 00:41:06,732
We, um...

643
00:41:09,132 --> 00:41:10,637
We think you'd do really well

644
00:41:10,672 --> 00:41:12,705
in a supportive environment.

645
00:41:12,740 --> 00:41:13,838
[EXHALES]

646
00:41:15,138 --> 00:41:16,973
-He doesn't want me here.
-CYNTHIA: No--

647
00:41:17,008 --> 00:41:19,778
No, that's not it at all.

648
00:41:19,813 --> 00:41:21,945
You know how much effort
he puts in every day

649
00:41:21,980 --> 00:41:23,683
getting closer to you.

650
00:41:23,718 --> 00:41:24,981
I got admitted
into Andover, I've--

651
00:41:25,016 --> 00:41:26,213
MARK: You were admitted
to Andover

652
00:41:26,248 --> 00:41:28,149
because your dad
wrote them a check.

653
00:41:33,992 --> 00:41:35,761
This is a not a conversation.

654
00:41:37,259 --> 00:41:39,699
We've already made
the down payment.

655
00:41:39,734 --> 00:41:42,867
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

656
00:42:05,694 --> 00:42:07,793
[METAL SQUEAKING]

657
00:42:19,202 --> 00:42:22,643
[GUNSHOTS OVER TV]

658
00:42:57,306 --> 00:43:00,747
[BRUSHING TEETH]

659
00:43:11,826 --> 00:43:14,959
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

660
00:43:27,369 --> 00:43:29,171
-[MUSIC STOPS]
-[NOTIFICATION BEEPS]

661
00:43:33,177 --> 00:43:35,012
[SPITS]

662
00:43:35,047 --> 00:43:36,244
[WATER RUNNING]

663
00:43:36,279 --> 00:43:38,114
-[WATER OFF]
-[TOOTHBRUSH THUDS ON COUNTER]

664
00:43:49,292 --> 00:43:51,798
[TYPING ON KEYBOARD]

665
00:43:54,132 --> 00:43:57,100
[COMPUTER BEEPS]

666
00:43:57,135 --> 00:43:58,739
[NOTIFICATION BEEPS]

667
00:44:01,304 --> 00:44:03,007
[TYPING ON KEYBOARD]

668
00:44:04,978 --> 00:44:07,979
-[COMPUTER BEEPS]
-[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

669
00:44:17,254 --> 00:44:20,321
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

670
00:44:25,361 --> 00:44:27,801
-MARK: I'm fine.
-CYNTHIA: Honey,

671
00:44:27,836 --> 00:44:29,000
you can't go in
looking like that.

672
00:44:29,035 --> 00:44:30,199
-I'm fine.
-Let me just fix it--

673
00:44:30,234 --> 00:44:31,365
I'm fine. Ow.

674
00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:33,268
Are you gonna make me
repeat myself?

675
00:44:34,337 --> 00:44:36,007
-Don't do that--
-Are you gonna make me

676
00:44:36,042 --> 00:44:38,009
repeat myself?
I said I'm fucking fine!

677
00:44:38,044 --> 00:44:39,175
I was just trying to help.

678
00:44:39,210 --> 00:44:40,913
Do you speak English?

679
00:44:40,948 --> 00:44:42,178
Or am I gonna have
to stand here all day

680
00:44:42,213 --> 00:44:44,180
like a fucking robot
repeating myself.

681
00:44:44,215 --> 00:44:45,379
"I'm fine. I'm fine.

682
00:44:45,414 --> 00:44:47,348
I'm fine. I'm fine!"

683
00:44:49,924 --> 00:44:51,352
Jesus Christ!

684
00:44:55,864 --> 00:44:58,260
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

685
00:44:58,295 --> 00:45:00,295
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]

686
00:45:01,969 --> 00:45:04,200
[BIRD CALLING]

687
00:45:13,046 --> 00:45:14,375
I saw the photos.

688
00:45:22,088 --> 00:45:23,384
Oh.

689
00:45:25,058 --> 00:45:26,420
You're not gonna say anything?

690
00:45:27,456 --> 00:45:29,157
What do you want me to say?

691
00:45:32,230 --> 00:45:34,032
I guess I didn't realize
you did it like that.

692
00:45:34,067 --> 00:45:35,297
Well, that's not
how I wanted it to go.

693
00:45:35,332 --> 00:45:37,068
-Well, what did you to happen?
-Obviously,

694
00:45:37,103 --> 00:45:39,202
I wanted to get it done
by a vet.

695
00:45:39,237 --> 00:45:41,204
He was never gonna walk again.

696
00:45:41,239 --> 00:45:43,140
But you know my mom.

697
00:45:43,175 --> 00:45:45,142
She's the type of person
that gets weepy

698
00:45:45,177 --> 00:45:47,111
when she imagines her horse
going to sleep

699
00:45:47,146 --> 00:45:49,245
and never waking up.
And when a...

700
00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:51,379
weak moral character like that
runs your household--

701
00:45:51,414 --> 00:45:52,985
But still, you didn't have to--

702
00:45:53,020 --> 00:45:54,888
Well, if the Midazolam
Hydrochloride had worked

703
00:45:54,923 --> 00:45:56,384
-like it was supposed to--
-The what?

704
00:45:56,419 --> 00:45:57,891
The Midazolam Hydrochloride.

705
00:45:57,926 --> 00:46:00,091
If it had worked
like it was supposed to,

706
00:46:00,126 --> 00:46:01,422
then it just would have been...

707
00:46:05,098 --> 00:46:07,098
Unfortunately,

708
00:46:07,133 --> 00:46:09,969
quality control on black-market
drugs is poor.

709
00:46:11,170 --> 00:46:13,907
Honeymooner
was going into convulsions.

710
00:46:13,942 --> 00:46:15,403
He was bucking hard

711
00:46:15,438 --> 00:46:17,911
and he broke the splint.

712
00:46:17,946 --> 00:46:19,143
And then he...

713
00:46:19,178 --> 00:46:20,342
broke the other leg, too.

714
00:46:20,377 --> 00:46:23,180
But you don't wanna
hear about this.

715
00:46:33,291 --> 00:46:35,093
By that point,
it just became a question

716
00:46:35,128 --> 00:46:37,425
of ending it as quickly
as possible.

717
00:46:37,460 --> 00:46:40,131
And I Googled methods
of execution.

718
00:46:40,166 --> 00:46:41,495
I didn't have a gun,

719
00:46:41,530 --> 00:46:42,969
so that was out.

720
00:46:43,004 --> 00:46:44,267
But...

721
00:46:44,302 --> 00:46:45,499
in Mexico,
they use something

722
00:46:45,534 --> 00:46:47,435
called a<i> "puntilla."</i>

723
00:46:47,470 --> 00:46:49,305
LILY: A what?

724
00:46:49,340 --> 00:46:51,142
AMANDA: A<i> puntilla.</i>

725
00:46:51,177 --> 00:46:52,308
It's like a curved blade.

726
00:46:52,343 --> 00:46:53,540
Like an ice pick.

727
00:46:53,575 --> 00:46:55,311
You jam it behind
the cervical vertebrae,

728
00:46:55,346 --> 00:46:57,951
and they go limp.

729
00:46:57,986 --> 00:47:00,184
LILY: And you had a<i> puntilla?</i>

730
00:47:02,023 --> 00:47:03,484
Kinda.

731
00:47:05,994 --> 00:47:07,521
It stopped
the convulsions, but...

732
00:47:07,556 --> 00:47:09,457
the problem with<i> puntilla</i>

733
00:47:09,492 --> 00:47:11,228
execution is,
it doesn't actually kill

734
00:47:11,263 --> 00:47:14,968
the horse,
it just paralyzes them.

735
00:47:15,003 --> 00:47:16,299
And obviously I didn't want that

736
00:47:16,334 --> 00:47:18,301
for Honeymooner.

737
00:47:18,336 --> 00:47:20,237
So, I climbed on top of him,

738
00:47:20,272 --> 00:47:22,305
he was on the ground
at this point,

739
00:47:22,340 --> 00:47:25,044
and I started cutting away
the flesh of his neck.

740
00:47:25,079 --> 00:47:27,178
The goal was to get to the spine
as quickly as possible

741
00:47:27,213 --> 00:47:30,313
and it took some time.

742
00:47:30,348 --> 00:47:32,018
The muscle had a lot
of gristle in it

743
00:47:32,053 --> 00:47:34,185
and the knife got dull
pretty quickly,

744
00:47:34,220 --> 00:47:35,483
but...

745
00:47:35,518 --> 00:47:39,091
but I got there...

746
00:47:39,126 --> 00:47:41,060
And then I...

747
00:47:41,095 --> 00:47:43,326
I just stood up and I...

748
00:47:43,361 --> 00:47:45,196
got my foot...

749
00:47:45,231 --> 00:47:49,068
into a position where I
could kick downwards, and...

750
00:47:49,103 --> 00:47:50,962
[SQUASH]

751
00:47:54,042 --> 00:47:55,206
Sorry.

752
00:47:56,539 --> 00:47:58,473
No, it's, um...

753
00:48:04,382 --> 00:48:07,515
I think it felt right.
That it was me who did it.

754
00:48:07,550 --> 00:48:10,386
After all the years
I'd spent with that horse.

755
00:48:12,093 --> 00:48:14,456
I just put my head down, and...

756
00:48:14,491 --> 00:48:17,228
looked at it
as completing a task.

757
00:48:23,269 --> 00:48:24,400
I think we should do it.

758
00:48:28,076 --> 00:48:29,174
Really?

759
00:48:31,277 --> 00:48:32,408
Really.

760
00:48:35,314 --> 00:48:37,578
And you're looking at me.

761
00:48:37,613 --> 00:48:40,020
Only because
you're the only person here.

762
00:48:43,289 --> 00:48:45,487
I do think you'd be good
at it, though.

763
00:48:45,522 --> 00:48:48,424
I mean, with the kind
of composure you showed with...

764
00:48:50,098 --> 00:48:53,429
Hey. Hey!

765
00:48:54,696 --> 00:48:56,399
Amanda.

766
00:48:56,434 --> 00:48:58,335
-Amanda, where are you going?
-I don't know

767
00:48:58,370 --> 00:49:00,502
why you're saying all this now.
I think you might be saying it

768
00:49:00,537 --> 00:49:02,405
-because you're emotional.
-Why am I emotional?

769
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:04,110
I don't know. You just never
really tell me

770
00:49:04,145 --> 00:49:05,474
-anything about your life.
-That's not true--

771
00:49:05,509 --> 00:49:07,179
But that doesn't stop you
from asking me to kill

772
00:49:07,214 --> 00:49:08,609
-someone for you.
-That's not what I'm asking!

773
00:49:08,644 --> 00:49:10,677
You do realize that I'm the very
worst person to do this.

774
00:49:10,712 --> 00:49:12,415
I'm awaiting trial
for animal cruelty.

775
00:49:12,450 --> 00:49:14,087
If anything violent happens
anywhere near me,

776
00:49:14,122 --> 00:49:15,451
I'm the first person
they will come after.

777
00:49:15,486 --> 00:49:17,255
-Okay. I get that.
-If we were going to do this,

778
00:49:17,290 --> 00:49:20,192
we'd both need to be far away
with airtight alibis.

779
00:49:24,231 --> 00:49:28,332
SINGER: ♪<i> We get it</i>
<i>almost every night</i> ♪

780
00:49:28,367 --> 00:49:32,138
♪<i> When that moon</i>
<i>is big and bright</i> ♪

781
00:49:32,173 --> 00:49:33,337
♪<i> It's supernatural...</i> ♪

782
00:49:33,372 --> 00:49:35,306
LILY: Um...

783
00:49:35,341 --> 00:49:36,637
we are here to visit

784
00:49:36,672 --> 00:49:39,178
one of your guests.

785
00:49:41,314 --> 00:49:43,644
Name, please.

786
00:49:43,679 --> 00:49:46,449
-My name?
-The resident's name.

787
00:49:46,484 --> 00:49:48,484
Oh, um...

788
00:49:49,652 --> 00:49:50,717
That...

789
00:49:50,752 --> 00:49:53,159
-that would be, uh--
-Ms. Jones.

790
00:49:56,395 --> 00:50:01,332
SINGER: ♪<i> Everybody was dancing</i>
<i>in the moonlight</i> ♪

791
00:50:01,367 --> 00:50:03,202
♪<i> Dancing in the moonlight...</i> ♪

792
00:50:03,237 --> 00:50:05,138
-Thank you.
-SINGER: ♪<i> Everybody's</i> ♪

793
00:50:05,173 --> 00:50:07,305
♪<i> Feeling warm and bright</i> ♪

794
00:50:07,340 --> 00:50:10,407
♪<i> It's such a fine</i>
<i>and natural sight</i> ♪

795
00:50:10,442 --> 00:50:14,345
♪<i> Everybody's dancing</i>
<i>in the moonlight</i> ♪

796
00:50:14,380 --> 00:50:15,676
[DOOR OPENS]

797
00:50:15,711 --> 00:50:18,382
[HEAVY MACHINERY WHIRRING]

798
00:50:26,623 --> 00:50:29,723
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING
OVER RADIO]

799
00:50:48,546 --> 00:50:50,216
How did you find me?

800
00:50:50,251 --> 00:50:52,218
-Asked around.
-TIM: Asked around...

801
00:50:52,253 --> 00:50:55,518
[SNICKERS] That is
so fucking unprofessional.

802
00:50:55,553 --> 00:50:57,718
You know, I wouldn't--
I wouldn't...

803
00:50:57,753 --> 00:50:59,357
normally make a sale

804
00:50:59,392 --> 00:51:00,688
under these circumstances.

805
00:51:00,723 --> 00:51:03,394
AMANDA: Good thing you need
the business.

806
00:51:03,429 --> 00:51:05,528
I don't need the business.

807
00:51:05,563 --> 00:51:06,694
Okay.

808
00:51:06,729 --> 00:51:08,366
Th--

809
00:51:08,401 --> 00:51:10,434
This is a temporary gig.

810
00:51:10,469 --> 00:51:11,732
Fun.

811
00:51:13,274 --> 00:51:14,735
I have had to hustle

812
00:51:14,770 --> 00:51:17,210
for everything that I have.

813
00:51:17,245 --> 00:51:18,409
You don't know

814
00:51:18,444 --> 00:51:19,773
-where I come from.
-Westchester.

815
00:51:19,808 --> 00:51:21,214
-Amanda...
-TIM: Fuck off.

816
00:51:21,249 --> 00:51:23,216
You have no idea.

817
00:51:23,251 --> 00:51:25,317
Give me five,

818
00:51:25,352 --> 00:51:28,221
max ten years,

819
00:51:28,256 --> 00:51:31,587
I will be running this game.

820
00:51:31,622 --> 00:51:32,786
All up the coast,

821
00:51:32,821 --> 00:51:36,361
I will be the guy.

822
00:51:46,538 --> 00:51:48,769
-You got a creepy friend.
-I know.

823
00:51:49,805 --> 00:51:51,772
-We done here--
-You got a gun?

824
00:51:57,483 --> 00:51:59,747
Why do you care if I have a gun?

825
00:51:59,782 --> 00:52:01,452
Just curious.

826
00:52:01,487 --> 00:52:03,322
If you're planning to run
the game in a few years

827
00:52:03,357 --> 00:52:04,752
I imagine it might involve,

828
00:52:04,787 --> 00:52:07,359
you know, violence.

829
00:52:07,394 --> 00:52:10,263
Well, it's not gonna involve
business lunches and golf.

830
00:52:10,298 --> 00:52:11,759
So, you must have a gun.

831
00:52:11,794 --> 00:52:13,365
None of your fucking business.

832
00:52:13,400 --> 00:52:14,762
What, are you trying to get me
in trouble?

833
00:52:14,797 --> 00:52:16,467
-I bet he doesn't have one.
-AMANDA: Yeah,

834
00:52:16,502 --> 00:52:17,765
-I bet he's got like a...
-A spork.

835
00:52:17,800 --> 00:52:19,602
-AMANDA: You packin' a spork?
-Fuck no,

836
00:52:19,637 --> 00:52:21,538
I am not packing a spork.

837
00:52:21,573 --> 00:52:22,671
What the fuck is wrong with you?

838
00:52:22,706 --> 00:52:23,771
Yes,

839
00:52:23,806 --> 00:52:25,344
I have a gun.

840
00:52:25,379 --> 00:52:26,774
-Multiple guns?
-Multiple gun--

841
00:52:26,809 --> 00:52:28,479
No! One! One gun!

842
00:52:28,514 --> 00:52:29,678
What, am I, fucking Rambo?

843
00:52:29,713 --> 00:52:31,350
Do you have it on you?

844
00:52:31,385 --> 00:52:33,385
-Why do you care?
-He's lying.

845
00:52:35,653 --> 00:52:37,785
I have a gun.

846
00:52:37,820 --> 00:52:39,325
AMANDA: Good.

847
00:52:40,757 --> 00:52:42,625
-Why "good?"
-Because then Lily

848
00:52:42,660 --> 00:52:44,693
has a business proposition
for you.

849
00:52:49,832 --> 00:52:53,339
[PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]

850
00:53:05,518 --> 00:53:08,618
[WOMAN SINGS "AVE MARIA"]

851
00:54:36,939 --> 00:54:38,807
-[SINGING STOPS ABRUPTLY]
-AMANDA: Tim.

852
00:54:38,842 --> 00:54:40,743
What?

853
00:54:40,778 --> 00:54:42,943
AMANDA: So, you'll come in
through here.

854
00:54:42,978 --> 00:54:46,419
You'll break it.
Use a brick or a heavy stone.

855
00:54:46,454 --> 00:54:47,981
You're sure it'll break?

856
00:54:48,016 --> 00:54:50,423
LILY: Yeah.
A tree branch came through

857
00:54:50,458 --> 00:54:52,821
the other one last summer.

858
00:54:52,856 --> 00:54:54,691
TIM: All right.
Well, that'll be loud.

859
00:54:54,726 --> 00:54:56,528
Yeah. And that's the point.
He'll wake up

860
00:54:56,563 --> 00:54:58,596
and he'll likely come in
through here.

861
00:54:58,631 --> 00:55:00,400
And then you will--

862
00:55:03,966 --> 00:55:05,471
TIM: Right?

863
00:55:05,506 --> 00:55:08,441
-Am I missing something?
-No, you got it.

864
00:55:08,476 --> 00:55:09,904
I didn't think
you'd bring it here.

865
00:55:13,646 --> 00:55:15,679
You don't like it?

866
00:55:15,714 --> 00:55:17,483
LILY: Please don't point
that thing at me.

867
00:55:17,518 --> 00:55:18,682
AMANDA: Is it loaded?

868
00:55:22,820 --> 00:55:24,523
You wanna hold it?

869
00:55:24,558 --> 00:55:25,821
No, thanks.

870
00:55:27,825 --> 00:55:28,989
Come on.

871
00:55:36,504 --> 00:55:37,965
Anyway, you'll shoot.

872
00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:39,967
You'll grab some stuff,
make it look like a robbery,

873
00:55:40,002 --> 00:55:41,672
and then you'll run out
the way you came.

874
00:55:41,707 --> 00:55:43,509
-TIM: Then I'll go to my car.
-AMANDA: Yeah.

875
00:55:43,544 --> 00:55:44,708
TIM: Am I gonna trip an alarm?

876
00:55:44,743 --> 00:55:46,072
AMANDA: There's no reason
you'd set one.

877
00:55:46,107 --> 00:55:47,810
TIM: The neighbors will call
the cops.

878
00:55:47,845 --> 00:55:49,812
AMANDA: I doubt it.
There's no one especially close.

879
00:55:49,847 --> 00:55:51,748
TIM: You ever heard a gunshot,
sweetheart?

880
00:55:51,783 --> 00:55:53,750
Plus sound carries
over the water.

881
00:55:53,785 --> 00:55:55,488
AMANDA: Then drive away quickly.

882
00:55:55,523 --> 00:55:57,853
TIM: "Then drive away quickly."

883
00:55:57,888 --> 00:55:59,888
Middle of the night in a quiet
neighborhood like this.

884
00:55:59,923 --> 00:56:01,824
What am I?
Supposed to get lost in traffic?

885
00:56:01,859 --> 00:56:03,089
Drive away at a moderate speed

886
00:56:03,124 --> 00:56:04,662
without your headlights on.

887
00:56:04,697 --> 00:56:06,059
No one will be able
to ID your car.

888
00:56:06,094 --> 00:56:07,995
Yeah, and slam into a tree,

889
00:56:08,030 --> 00:56:09,733
on these windy fucking roads.

890
00:56:09,768 --> 00:56:12,835
I believe in you.

891
00:56:12,870 --> 00:56:14,573
TIM: [SCOFFS]
You know what,

892
00:56:14,608 --> 00:56:16,542
I don't think you girls
are thinking this through.

893
00:56:16,577 --> 00:56:18,544
AMANDA: Well, if you don't want
the hundred thousand--

894
00:56:18,579 --> 00:56:19,710
How do I know
you're good for it?

895
00:56:19,745 --> 00:56:22,548
AMANDA: We're good for it.

896
00:56:22,583 --> 00:56:23,780
TIM: I know you're good for it.

897
00:56:23,815 --> 00:56:25,749
but how do I know the fucking...

898
00:56:25,784 --> 00:56:27,718
<i>Swimfan</i> over there
isn't gonna have

899
00:56:27,753 --> 00:56:28,950
an episode and change her mind?

900
00:56:28,985 --> 00:56:30,051
We're good for it.

901
00:56:33,121 --> 00:56:35,693
You sure you wanna let
this bitch talk you into this?

902
00:56:35,728 --> 00:56:37,530
TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
<i>Do you have it on you?</i>

903
00:56:37,565 --> 00:56:38,597
LILY [OVER RECORDING]:<i> Yes.</i>

904
00:56:38,632 --> 00:56:40,533
TIM [OVER RECORDING]:<i> You sure?</i>

905
00:56:40,568 --> 00:56:42,799
-LILY [OVER RECORDING]:<i> Yeah.</i>
-TIM [OVER RECORDING]:<i> Where?</i>

906
00:56:42,834 --> 00:56:44,537
LILY [OVER RECORDING]:
<i>Right here.</i>

907
00:56:44,572 --> 00:56:46,033
TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
<i>Okay. One gram or two?</i>

908
00:56:46,068 --> 00:56:47,738
LILY [OVER RECORDING]:<i> Two.</i>

909
00:56:47,773 --> 00:56:49,905
TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
<i>Okay. That's one-twenty.</i>

910
00:56:54,010 --> 00:56:55,746
Why would you record that?

911
00:56:57,651 --> 00:56:59,046
You're gonna blackmail me

912
00:56:59,081 --> 00:57:02,049
into killing your stepdad?

913
00:57:02,084 --> 00:57:04,788
-No. That's--
-AMANDA: Yeah. Exactly that.

914
00:57:04,823 --> 00:57:06,889
You got it.

915
00:57:06,924 --> 00:57:08,561
TIM: Don't drag her into this.

916
00:57:08,596 --> 00:57:10,728
And you know what?
Don't drag me.

917
00:57:10,763 --> 00:57:12,059
Because, unlike you,

918
00:57:12,094 --> 00:57:13,126
we have lives to lead.

919
00:57:13,161 --> 00:57:15,898
-Oh, you do?
-Yeah.

920
00:57:15,933 --> 00:57:17,900
I don't know about her,
but I do.

921
00:57:17,935 --> 00:57:19,638
You work in a nursing home.

922
00:57:19,673 --> 00:57:22,773
Other than that,
you sell drugs to children.

923
00:57:22,808 --> 00:57:24,104
-That's a life?
-Amanda...

924
00:57:24,139 --> 00:57:25,908
Every business starts small.

925
00:57:25,943 --> 00:57:27,008
Oh, really?

926
00:57:27,043 --> 00:57:28,174
And what's next?

927
00:57:28,209 --> 00:57:29,912
You're clearly only selling
to minors

928
00:57:29,947 --> 00:57:31,177
because you don't wanna
get involved

929
00:57:31,212 --> 00:57:33,586
-with the real dealers.
-Hey, you don't know me.

930
00:57:33,621 --> 00:57:34,950
You don't know me.

931
00:57:34,985 --> 00:57:37,623
Give me a decade,
I'm gonna be driving a car

932
00:57:37,658 --> 00:57:38,855
just like the one out front.

933
00:57:38,890 --> 00:57:40,087
I'm gonna move my family

934
00:57:40,122 --> 00:57:43,189
into a neighborhood
just like this one.

935
00:57:43,224 --> 00:57:45,796
Because I got the drive.

936
00:57:45,831 --> 00:57:47,930
Oh, yeah.
And the mental toughness.

937
00:57:47,965 --> 00:57:49,800
And a permanent spot
on Connecticut's

938
00:57:49,835 --> 00:57:51,670
sex offender registry.

939
00:57:51,705 --> 00:57:53,771
So, I guess the day you move in
you'll have to drive

940
00:57:53,806 --> 00:57:54,970
that expensive car

941
00:57:55,005 --> 00:57:56,103
door to door

942
00:57:56,138 --> 00:57:57,170
introducing yourself

943
00:57:57,205 --> 00:57:58,941
and trying
to convince them that...

944
00:57:58,976 --> 00:58:00,811
the only reason you had sex
with a child

945
00:58:00,846 --> 00:58:02,615
is because you were too afraid

946
00:58:02,650 --> 00:58:06,179
to talk to anyone your own age.

947
00:58:06,214 --> 00:58:09,116
[PERCUSSION MUSIC PLAYING]

948
00:58:09,151 --> 00:58:11,591
[AMANDA GRUNTS]

949
00:58:21,669 --> 00:58:23,636
Give me the phone.

950
00:58:23,671 --> 00:58:26,067
TIM: You're not gonna use this.

951
00:58:26,102 --> 00:58:28,674
Not in this house.
Not in this neighborhood.

952
00:58:30,876 --> 00:58:33,646
Cops would be here in a second.

953
00:58:33,681 --> 00:58:35,780
Give me the phone.

954
00:58:40,754 --> 00:58:43,887
Even if we were in the middle
of nowhere,

955
00:58:43,922 --> 00:58:47,891
you wouldn't shoot.

956
00:58:47,926 --> 00:58:50,729
Even if no one...

957
00:58:50,764 --> 00:58:52,225
would find out.

958
00:58:52,260 --> 00:58:53,633
[TIM CHUCKLES]

959
00:58:57,034 --> 00:58:58,638
You cannot hesitate.

960
00:59:01,269 --> 00:59:03,841
The only thing worse
than being incompetent

961
00:59:03,876 --> 00:59:05,040
or being unkind

962
00:59:05,075 --> 00:59:07,042
or being evil

963
00:59:07,077 --> 00:59:08,912
is being indecisive.

964
00:59:15,052 --> 00:59:17,921
[WATER SPLASHING]

965
00:59:17,956 --> 00:59:19,120
Oh.

966
00:59:22,994 --> 00:59:25,060
[GROANS]

967
00:59:28,230 --> 00:59:29,801
AMANDA:
You did something stupid,

968
00:59:29,836 --> 00:59:31,770
and you took a head wound,

969
00:59:31,805 --> 00:59:32,870
but we've stopped the bleeding,

970
00:59:32,905 --> 00:59:34,201
and you're in a stable
condition.

971
00:59:34,236 --> 00:59:36,742
-I have to go to the hospital.
-AMANDA: No.

972
00:59:36,777 --> 00:59:40,207
I have to go to the hospital.

973
00:59:40,242 --> 00:59:42,209
LILY: They're my mom's Vicodin
from her back surgery.

974
00:59:42,244 --> 00:59:43,914
AMANDA: Take no more than two
at a time.

975
00:59:43,949 --> 00:59:46,081
Keep it clean and it'll heal up
naturally.

976
00:59:50,923 --> 00:59:53,220
What am I gonna tell my dad?

977
00:59:53,255 --> 00:59:56,729
AMANDA: Why will your dad care?

978
00:59:56,764 --> 00:59:58,258
Because I live with him.

979
01:00:00,966 --> 01:00:04,066
Wear a hat.

980
01:00:04,101 --> 01:00:06,299
We're keeping this, by the way.

981
01:00:06,334 --> 01:00:07,872
We'll put it inside the grill.

982
01:00:09,810 --> 01:00:11,238
TIM: The what?

983
01:00:11,273 --> 01:00:13,075
The second grill.
It's the one furthest

984
01:00:13,110 --> 01:00:15,143
from the house.
Mark never uses it.

985
01:00:15,178 --> 01:00:16,914
You can come get it
Saturday night.

986
01:00:16,949 --> 01:00:17,981
TIM: That's in, uh...

987
01:00:20,788 --> 01:00:22,755
-three days.
-BOTH: Yeah.

988
01:00:22,790 --> 01:00:26,825
You can't give the fucking hole
in my head time to close?

989
01:00:26,860 --> 01:00:28,992
It has to be Saturday.

990
01:00:29,027 --> 01:00:30,125
I'm on vacation with my mom,

991
01:00:30,160 --> 01:00:32,864
and Amanda's at a residential

992
01:00:32,899 --> 01:00:34,327
psychotherapy program.

993
01:00:34,362 --> 01:00:36,835
If you tell anyone
about any of this

994
01:00:36,870 --> 01:00:38,100
or if you don't do your job,

995
01:00:38,135 --> 01:00:40,333
we'll send the audio,
which we've put online,

996
01:00:40,368 --> 01:00:41,873
to the police.

997
01:00:47,408 --> 01:00:50,046
I'm out.

998
01:00:50,081 --> 01:00:51,883
I'm out.
You...

999
01:00:51,918 --> 01:00:54,985
you try anything,
you're going to jail.

1000
01:00:55,020 --> 01:00:57,790
I'm sorry, who--
who's going to jail?

1001
01:00:57,825 --> 01:00:59,957
AMANDA: We're just two minors
with incredibly expensive

1002
01:00:59,992 --> 01:01:01,288
-family lawyers.
-LILY: Uh-hmm.

1003
01:01:01,323 --> 01:01:03,125
AMANDA: On the other hand,
if you have one more

1004
01:01:03,160 --> 01:01:05,963
legal issue,
even a minor drug offense,

1005
01:01:05,998 --> 01:01:07,063
you're getting 15 years.

1006
01:01:07,098 --> 01:01:10,165
[BRUSH SWISHING]

1007
01:01:12,367 --> 01:01:14,840
[LILY SIGHS]

1008
01:01:18,340 --> 01:01:20,010
Do you think
he's actually gonna do it?

1009
01:01:20,045 --> 01:01:21,209
He is.

1010
01:01:23,279 --> 01:01:25,048
Just enjoy your spa weekend.

1011
01:01:25,083 --> 01:01:26,346
I'll see you when it's done.

1012
01:01:31,023 --> 01:01:33,089
[BRUSH SWISHING]

1013
01:01:35,929 --> 01:01:39,029
Do you want, like, a--

1014
01:01:39,064 --> 01:01:41,801
I don't know, a hug or...

1015
01:01:43,266 --> 01:01:44,804
No.

1016
01:01:48,073 --> 01:01:49,204
Okay.

1017
01:01:55,080 --> 01:01:58,147
[AMBIENT MUSIC PLAYING]

1018
01:02:01,383 --> 01:02:04,384
Thank you.

1019
01:02:04,419 --> 01:02:06,089
LILY: Thanks.

1020
01:02:26,914 --> 01:02:28,980
Mmm, so good.

1021
01:02:34,515 --> 01:02:37,384
[POP MUSIC PLAYING]

1022
01:02:37,419 --> 01:02:40,992
SINGER:
♪<i> [INDISTINCT]</i> ♪

1023
01:03:09,451 --> 01:03:12,254
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

1024
01:03:12,289 --> 01:03:15,323
[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

1025
01:04:33,271 --> 01:04:36,371
[METAL CLANKS]

1026
01:04:45,646 --> 01:04:49,120
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

1027
01:04:56,129 --> 01:04:59,229
SINGER:
♪<i> [INDISTINCT]</i> ♪

1028
01:05:25,587 --> 01:05:28,588
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

1029
01:05:51,283 --> 01:05:53,184
[GASPS]

1030
01:05:53,219 --> 01:05:54,383
Oh, my God!

1031
01:05:55,386 --> 01:05:56,517
What are you doing here?

1032
01:05:56,552 --> 01:05:57,584
MARK: I thought I'd drive in.

1033
01:05:57,619 --> 01:05:59,520
Save you the train ride.

1034
01:05:59,555 --> 01:06:02,655
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]

1035
01:06:05,495 --> 01:06:07,627
[SLAMS]

1036
01:06:14,339 --> 01:06:16,141
LILY: Fucking coward.

1037
01:06:16,176 --> 01:06:18,275
You know, he's probably on his
way to the police right now.

1038
01:06:18,310 --> 01:06:19,606
-AMANDA: He won't.
-You don't know that.

1039
01:06:19,641 --> 01:06:21,443
AMANDA: He doesn't wanna get
himself involved

1040
01:06:21,478 --> 01:06:23,445
-in any legal trouble.
-LILY: Well, then he'll come

1041
01:06:23,480 --> 01:06:25,117
after us.
I mean, he took his gun back.

1042
01:06:25,152 --> 01:06:27,284
AMANDA: He has nothing to gain
in doing that.

1043
01:06:27,319 --> 01:06:28,450
He'll leave us alone,

1044
01:06:28,485 --> 01:06:29,550
and we'll leave him alone.

1045
01:06:29,585 --> 01:06:31,288
He doesn't deserve that.

1046
01:06:31,323 --> 01:06:33,158
AMANDA: So, what, you want us
to track him down

1047
01:06:33,193 --> 01:06:34,324
and kill him too?

1048
01:06:34,359 --> 01:06:36,359
Let's just murder
half of Connecticut.

1049
01:06:40,167 --> 01:06:41,364
We'll do it ourselves.

1050
01:06:44,501 --> 01:06:46,204
I don't think
you're in the right mindset

1051
01:06:46,239 --> 01:06:48,371
to be planning this.

1052
01:06:48,406 --> 01:06:51,473
-What kind of mindset am I in?
-Lighting a cigarette indoors.

1053
01:06:51,508 --> 01:06:53,475
-That kind of mindset.
-Oh, is this your house?

1054
01:06:53,510 --> 01:06:55,147
-Or is this my house?
-I'm just saying,

1055
01:06:55,182 --> 01:06:56,544
that if we're gonna do this
it's because

1056
01:06:56,579 --> 01:06:58,315
it's the right thing to do.

1057
01:06:58,350 --> 01:06:59,481
Not because you're upset

1058
01:06:59,516 --> 01:07:02,517
and you're going through
a hard time.

1059
01:07:02,552 --> 01:07:04,255
What kind of "hard time"

1060
01:07:04,290 --> 01:07:06,554
am I going through?

1061
01:07:06,589 --> 01:07:08,160
I mean everything.

1062
01:07:08,195 --> 01:07:10,195
"Everything"?
What is "everything?"

1063
01:07:10,230 --> 01:07:12,659
My life is fine right now--

1064
01:07:12,694 --> 01:07:16,267
AMANDA: I mean, you got expelled
from Andover.

1065
01:07:16,302 --> 01:07:18,170
And you lied to me about your
internship.

1066
01:07:18,205 --> 01:07:21,305
[CAR APPROACHING]

1067
01:07:25,311 --> 01:07:26,475
Is that Mark?

1068
01:07:34,320 --> 01:07:37,420
[FOOTSTEPS]

1069
01:07:53,240 --> 01:07:55,504
What is this?

1070
01:08:00,775 --> 01:08:04,249
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

1071
01:08:28,605 --> 01:08:31,342
Ow, uh, God.

1072
01:08:32,609 --> 01:08:34,213
Where'd you get these?

1073
01:08:36,613 --> 01:08:38,580
A store.

1074
01:08:38,615 --> 01:08:40,747
MARK: Is this a thing
you do now?

1075
01:08:40,782 --> 01:08:42,353
You a smoker?

1076
01:08:44,522 --> 01:08:46,588
[EXHALES]

1077
01:08:46,623 --> 01:08:47,820
If my dad

1078
01:08:47,855 --> 01:08:50,493
found me smoking in his house,

1079
01:08:50,528 --> 01:08:52,759
I would've gotten the buckle-end
of the belt.

1080
01:08:52,794 --> 01:08:54,530
Is that what you wanna do?

1081
01:08:57,469 --> 01:08:59,469
MARK: Just throw the pack out.
I won't tell your mother.

1082
01:08:59,504 --> 01:09:01,603
-Tell her.
-She doesn't need one more thing

1083
01:09:01,638 --> 01:09:03,836
to make her anxious.
Which you'd know,

1084
01:09:03,871 --> 01:09:05,673
-if you'd bother--
-Leave her.

1085
01:09:10,416 --> 01:09:12,779
What's that?

1086
01:09:12,814 --> 01:09:15,584
If you want
what's best for her...

1087
01:09:16,818 --> 01:09:18,323
leave her.

1088
01:09:24,826 --> 01:09:26,628
You couldn't possibly

1089
01:09:26,663 --> 01:09:29,565
understand someone else's
point of view.

1090
01:09:29,600 --> 01:09:30,830
Could you?

1091
01:09:30,865 --> 01:09:32,469
Not mine,

1092
01:09:32,504 --> 01:09:34,339
not your friends',

1093
01:09:34,374 --> 01:09:35,637
definitely not your mom's.

1094
01:09:35,672 --> 01:09:39,377
-Fuck you.
-Because in your brain,

1095
01:09:39,412 --> 01:09:40,708
all these people

1096
01:09:40,743 --> 01:09:42,809
are just...

1097
01:09:42,844 --> 01:09:46,417
little offshoots
of your consciousness.

1098
01:09:47,684 --> 01:09:49,519
We're all your maids,

1099
01:09:49,554 --> 01:09:51,488
aren't we?

1100
01:09:51,523 --> 01:09:53,523
Your cleaning ladies.

1101
01:09:53,558 --> 01:09:55,558
Your personal trainers.

1102
01:09:57,859 --> 01:09:59,562
You know what?

1103
01:09:59,597 --> 01:10:01,531
Put all the shit in your lungs

1104
01:10:01,566 --> 01:10:03,830
that you want.

1105
01:10:03,865 --> 01:10:05,898
We need to stop protecting you.

1106
01:10:07,473 --> 01:10:09,704
Life needs to knock you
around a little.

1107
01:10:11,411 --> 01:10:12,608
Oh, and the only reason

1108
01:10:12,643 --> 01:10:14,841
that I am still sending you
to Brookmore

1109
01:10:14,876 --> 01:10:16,711
is that I've paid in full.

1110
01:10:16,746 --> 01:10:17,910
After that,

1111
01:10:18,946 --> 01:10:21,683
you're off my payroll.

1112
01:10:21,718 --> 01:10:22,882
Princess.

1113
01:10:26,426 --> 01:10:29,559
[FOOTSTEPS]

1114
01:10:32,597 --> 01:10:34,729
[DOOR SLAMS]

1115
01:10:39,637 --> 01:10:40,867
You didn't do anything.

1116
01:10:40,902 --> 01:10:44,541
-[METAL CLANKS]
-AMANDA: You were never unsafe.

1117
01:10:44,576 --> 01:10:45,641
So, you're okay with him

1118
01:10:45,676 --> 01:10:47,379
talking to me like that?

1119
01:10:47,414 --> 01:10:49,942
He's a cock.
Is that new information for us?

1120
01:10:49,977 --> 01:10:51,713
Honestly,
he's not even that off-base.

1121
01:10:51,748 --> 01:10:55,618
I mean, empathy isn't
your strong suit.

1122
01:10:55,653 --> 01:10:57,884
But you know that.

1123
01:10:57,919 --> 01:10:59,754
You're great in other ways.

1124
01:11:04,497 --> 01:11:06,398
-[EXHALES]
-Hey! There you go.

1125
01:11:06,433 --> 01:11:07,960
What?

1126
01:11:07,995 --> 01:11:11,832
The Technique.
You've been practicing.

1127
01:11:11,867 --> 01:11:14,472
I'm not using
The Technique, Amanda.

1128
01:11:18,511 --> 01:11:20,907
Hey, can I ask you something?

1129
01:11:20,942 --> 01:11:22,447
Yeah.

1130
01:11:23,615 --> 01:11:24,779
Do you remember that time

1131
01:11:24,814 --> 01:11:26,814
in ninth grade
when we were driving home

1132
01:11:26,849 --> 01:11:28,013
from my dad's funeral,

1133
01:11:28,048 --> 01:11:29,784
and you were holding me,

1134
01:11:29,819 --> 01:11:31,621
and we were crying?

1135
01:11:31,656 --> 01:11:32,787
Yeah.

1136
01:11:34,956 --> 01:11:36,956
Were you using The Technique?

1137
01:11:38,498 --> 01:11:39,728
Yeah.

1138
01:11:41,732 --> 01:11:45,635
That was good, wasn't it?

1139
01:11:45,670 --> 01:11:48,803
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]

1140
01:11:52,072 --> 01:11:55,513
[MARK GRUNTING]

1141
01:11:59,519 --> 01:12:00,683
Ah, fuck!

1142
01:12:40,692 --> 01:12:44,529
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

1143
01:12:44,564 --> 01:12:46,894
<i>Sara, this is</i>
<i>Mr. Geoffrey Hamilton.</i>

1144
01:12:46,929 --> 01:12:48,731
<i>Little Miss Crewe is</i>
<i>our new pupil.</i>

1145
01:12:48,766 --> 01:12:49,996
<i>How do you do?</i>

1146
01:12:50,031 --> 01:12:51,602
<i>How do you do?</i>

1147
01:12:51,637 --> 01:12:53,538
<i>I believe I'm to</i>
<i>teach you to ride.</i>

1148
01:12:53,573 --> 01:12:54,836
It's funny to think how everyone

1149
01:12:54,871 --> 01:12:58,510
in this movie is dead now.

1150
01:12:58,545 --> 01:12:59,907
Or, like,

1151
01:12:59,942 --> 01:13:01,744
at least very old.

1152
01:13:03,550 --> 01:13:05,814
He's probably got
a motor-scooter now.

1153
01:13:07,048 --> 01:13:09,851
She... pees in a bag.

1154
01:13:09,886 --> 01:13:12,722
She's an obligation
to her family.

1155
01:13:12,757 --> 01:13:14,053
They take turns visiting her.

1156
01:13:14,088 --> 01:13:15,626
And...

1157
01:13:15,661 --> 01:13:17,628
and when they sit next
to her bed

1158
01:13:17,663 --> 01:13:20,862
and this movie comes on the TV,
she goes, "My,

1159
01:13:20,897 --> 01:13:23,634
-what a pretty young thing--"
-You're bumming me out.

1160
01:13:29,675 --> 01:13:31,972
AMANDA: You okay?

1161
01:13:32,007 --> 01:13:34,139
LILY: I'm fine.

1162
01:13:34,174 --> 01:13:36,581
Why?

1163
01:13:36,616 --> 01:13:38,913
AMANDA: Just three days
of radio silence and then,

1164
01:13:38,948 --> 01:13:42,752
like, very urgent text messages.

1165
01:13:42,787 --> 01:13:44,985
AMANDA: You know, if you wanna
get back to the plan we can--

1166
01:13:45,020 --> 01:13:47,086
I don't wanna talk
about the plan.

1167
01:13:49,761 --> 01:13:52,828
[ERGOMETER WHIRRING]

1168
01:14:06,679 --> 01:14:07,810
Um...

1169
01:14:10,111 --> 01:14:11,781
Do you remember that stuff

1170
01:14:11,816 --> 01:14:15,653
you were saying to Tim
the other day?

1171
01:14:15,688 --> 01:14:16,918
What stuff?

1172
01:14:16,953 --> 01:14:20,592
The stuff about how...

1173
01:14:20,627 --> 01:14:22,088
his life...

1174
01:14:22,123 --> 01:14:25,663
-isn't worth living.
-Yeah.

1175
01:14:25,698 --> 01:14:27,698
Do you ever ask that question
about yourself?

1176
01:14:30,802 --> 01:14:31,834
Like, any of our lives?

1177
01:14:31,869 --> 01:14:34,100
Like, in a philosophical sense?

1178
01:14:34,135 --> 01:14:35,706
Like...

1179
01:14:35,741 --> 01:14:37,708
your life...

1180
01:14:38,645 --> 01:14:39,809
in particular.

1181
01:14:43,650 --> 01:14:45,980
I just mean like--

1182
01:14:46,015 --> 01:14:47,817
If you can't...

1183
01:14:47,852 --> 01:14:49,819
feel anything,

1184
01:14:49,854 --> 01:14:52,019
like, even happiness

1185
01:14:52,054 --> 01:14:53,592
or...

1186
01:15:03,703 --> 01:15:05,164
I'm so sorry. I...

1187
01:15:06,904 --> 01:15:08,068
I didn't mean that.

1188
01:15:10,677 --> 01:15:11,874
No, it's...

1189
01:15:13,174 --> 01:15:15,680
It's okay. I just never really
thought about it.

1190
01:15:24,020 --> 01:15:25,184
Stop.

1191
01:15:29,861 --> 01:15:31,025
I drugged it.

1192
01:15:34,030 --> 01:15:35,194
You what?

1193
01:15:36,901 --> 01:15:39,033
I put Rohypnol in it.

1194
01:15:42,269 --> 01:15:44,104
You roofied me.

1195
01:15:44,139 --> 01:15:45,644
Yeah.

1196
01:15:47,142 --> 01:15:48,680
Why?

1197
01:15:48,715 --> 01:15:50,209
LILY: Because I...

1198
01:15:52,048 --> 01:15:55,181
was gonna knock you out
and then go upstairs.

1199
01:15:55,216 --> 01:15:57,183
And afterwards I was gonna put
the knife in your hand

1200
01:15:57,218 --> 01:15:58,822
to make it look like you'd...

1201
01:16:08,328 --> 01:16:10,768
Oh, I'm so sorry, okay? I...

1202
01:16:10,803 --> 01:16:12,902
I don't even know
what I was thinking. Just...

1203
01:16:12,937 --> 01:16:16,939
Just give me the glass
and I'll throw them both away...

1204
01:16:16,974 --> 01:16:18,875
Stop.

1205
01:16:18,910 --> 01:16:20,008
Stop it.

1206
01:16:24,751 --> 01:16:25,882
AMANDA: Ooh.

1207
01:16:25,917 --> 01:16:27,114
What did you do?

1208
01:16:28,018 --> 01:16:29,182
I drank it.

1209
01:16:32,990 --> 01:16:35,694
I told you not to. You...

1210
01:16:36,829 --> 01:16:38,092
You need to go throw up.
Come on.

1211
01:16:38,127 --> 01:16:39,258
No, thanks.

1212
01:16:39,293 --> 01:16:40,897
LILY: Do you know
what this does?

1213
01:16:40,932 --> 01:16:42,734
Oh, yeah. It, um--

1214
01:16:42,769 --> 01:16:45,264
Oh, God, you really dosed
this motherfucker up.

1215
01:16:48,874 --> 01:16:50,269
Why would you do that?

1216
01:16:58,180 --> 01:16:59,949
I live a meaningless life--

1217
01:16:59,984 --> 01:17:01,082
LILY: No.

1218
01:17:01,117 --> 01:17:03,887
You're...
you're a great...

1219
01:17:04,153 --> 01:17:05,284
friend.

1220
01:17:10,159 --> 01:17:11,290
I'm a...

1221
01:17:15,329 --> 01:17:18,066
I'm a skilled imitator.

1222
01:17:24,877 --> 01:17:26,008
Hey.

1223
01:17:28,144 --> 01:17:29,308
Hey!

1224
01:17:35,085 --> 01:17:38,152
[INDISTINCT TV CHATTER]

1225
01:17:45,326 --> 01:17:47,766
[GASPS]

1226
01:17:49,836 --> 01:17:52,903
[BREATHES HEAVILY]

1227
01:17:59,109 --> 01:18:02,176
[FESTIVE MUSIC PLAYING OVER TV]

1228
01:18:09,889 --> 01:18:12,791
[CHATTER ON TV CONTINUES,
INDISTINCT]

1229
01:18:21,362 --> 01:18:23,065
SARA [OVER TV]:<i> Are they</i>
<i>going to South Africa too?</i>

1230
01:18:23,100 --> 01:18:24,902
ROSE [OVER TV]:
<i>Yes, dear.</i>

1231
01:18:24,937 --> 01:18:27,201
<i>They're going to relieve</i>
<i>our poor soldiers in Mafeking.</i>

1232
01:18:27,236 --> 01:18:29,841
SARA:
<i>Is there something the matter</i>
<i>with our soldiers in Mafeking?</i>

1233
01:18:29,876 --> 01:18:31,403
ROSE:<i> The Boers have them</i>
<i>all cut off.</i>

1234
01:18:31,438 --> 01:18:33,174
<i>We were unable to break</i>
<i>through their lines</i>

1235
01:18:33,209 --> 01:18:35,275
<i>-and get help to them.</i>
-[CLATTERING]

1236
01:18:35,310 --> 01:18:37,915
[CHATTER ON TV CONTINUES]

1237
01:18:55,462 --> 01:18:59,970
SARA:<i> Miss Rose,</i>
<i>my daddy's at Mafeking.</i>

1238
01:19:00,973 --> 01:19:02,907
[SARA CRYING]

1239
01:19:02,942 --> 01:19:05,910
ROSE:
<i>Oh, darling, I'm so sorry.</i>

1240
01:19:05,945 --> 01:19:07,307
<i>I didn't know.</i>

1241
01:19:07,342 --> 01:19:08,473
SARA:
<i>Oh, it's miserable.</i>

1242
01:19:08,508 --> 01:19:09,947
ROSE:<i> Shh.</i>

1243
01:19:09,982 --> 01:19:12,048
[SARA CONTINUES CRYING]

1244
01:19:12,083 --> 01:19:14,281
ROSE:
<i>Darling, you mustn't cry.</i>

1245
01:19:14,316 --> 01:19:16,415
<i>I'm sure he'll be all right.</i>

1246
01:19:16,450 --> 01:19:18,384
[ERGOMETER STOPS]

1247
01:19:18,419 --> 01:19:20,019
ROSE:
<i>Good afternoon, Mr. Geoffrey.</i>

1248
01:19:20,054 --> 01:19:21,387
GEOFFREY [OVER TV]:
<i>Good afternoon. Is Miss Sara</i>
<i>ready for her ride?</i>

1249
01:19:21,422 --> 01:19:23,059
-[LOUD THUDS]
-ROSE:<i> Yes, she'll be down</i>
<i>presently.</i>

1250
01:19:23,094 --> 01:19:25,061
GEOFFREY:
<i>Thanks.</i>

1251
01:19:25,096 --> 01:19:27,261
<i>Oh, are we all ready?</i>

1252
01:19:27,296 --> 01:19:29,901
[LOUDER THUDS]

1253
01:19:29,936 --> 01:19:33,102
GEOFFREY:
<i>The two most beautiful ladies</i>
<i>in the world.</i>

1254
01:19:33,137 --> 01:19:35,005
<i>Why are you not</i>
<i>in your riding things?</i>

1255
01:19:35,040 --> 01:19:38,173
<i>I can't go today. Ermengarde</i>
<i>needs extra tutoring today.</i>

1256
01:19:38,208 --> 01:19:39,273
GEOFFREY:
<i>Oh, will it take all afternoon?</i>

1257
01:19:39,308 --> 01:19:40,912
ROSE:<i> I'm afraid so.</i>

1258
01:19:40,947 --> 01:19:42,078
<i>I have to stay with her until</i>

1259
01:19:42,113 --> 01:19:43,310
<i>she can spell Constantinople.</i>

1260
01:19:43,345 --> 01:19:45,114
GEOFFREY:
<i>Heavens, that may take months.</i>

1261
01:19:45,149 --> 01:19:47,182
ROSE:
<i>You leave that to me.</i>

1262
01:19:50,451 --> 01:19:52,055
GEOFFREY:<i> Shall we go?</i>

1263
01:19:53,322 --> 01:19:55,124
<i>Have you been crying?</i>

1264
01:19:55,159 --> 01:19:57,324
<i>But you have, there are still</i>
<i>tears in your eyes.</i>

1265
01:19:57,359 --> 01:19:59,964
SARA:
<i>It's just this London fog.</i>

1266
01:19:59,999 --> 01:20:02,461
GEOFFREY:
<i>Oh, well, if that's all,</i>
<i>let's be off, shall we?</i>

1267
01:20:13,177 --> 01:20:14,946
SARA:<i> Mr. Geoffrey.</i>

1268
01:20:14,981 --> 01:20:16,475
<i>Would you mind very much</i>
<i>if we didn't ride today?</i>

1269
01:20:16,510 --> 01:20:18,950
GEOFFREY:
<i>Not at all, dear.</i>
<i>But may I ask why not?</i>

1270
01:20:18,985 --> 01:20:20,952
-[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
-SARA:<i> I'd like to talk to you.</i>

1271
01:20:20,987 --> 01:20:22,316
GEOFFREY:<i> All right.</i>

1272
01:20:24,155 --> 01:20:26,188
[LILY PANTING]

1273
01:20:26,223 --> 01:20:28,124
[TV CHATTER CONTINUES,
INDISTINCT]

1274
01:20:28,159 --> 01:20:30,522
-[KNIFE THUDS]
-[LILY BREATHING HEAVILY]

1275
01:20:42,008 --> 01:20:45,075
[AMANDA SNORING]

1276
01:21:08,298 --> 01:21:11,365
[INDISTINCT TV CHATTER]

1277
01:21:27,119 --> 01:21:30,516
[LILY SOBS]

1278
01:21:30,551 --> 01:21:34,355
MAN [OVER TV]:<i> You take</i>
<i>advantage of my absence</i>
<i>to become a riding master?</i>

1279
01:21:34,390 --> 01:21:36,060
<i>And next door to me own house?</i>

1280
01:21:36,095 --> 01:21:37,622
<i>Where's your family pride, boy?</i>

1281
01:21:37,657 --> 01:21:39,261
GEOFFREY [OVER TV]:
<i>Well, sir, one must eat,</i>

1282
01:21:39,296 --> 01:21:41,230
<i>and family pride</i>
<i>is a pretty thin diet.</i>

1283
01:21:41,265 --> 01:21:42,297
MAN:<i> Oh, blackmail?</i>

1284
01:21:42,332 --> 01:21:44,365
<i>You think I'll buy you off?</i>

1285
01:21:44,400 --> 01:21:46,532
GEOFFREY:
<i>I hadn't thought of that,</i>
<i>but it's not a bad idea.</i>

1286
01:21:46,567 --> 01:21:48,468
MAN:<i> I'll see you hanged,</i>
<i>drawn and quartered for that.</i>

1287
01:21:48,503 --> 01:21:50,635
<i>Wait till I see the woman</i>
<i>who runs this school.</i>

1288
01:21:50,670 --> 01:21:52,373
<i>I'll put a spoke in your wheel.</i>

1289
01:21:52,408 --> 01:21:54,111
GEOFFREY:
<i>Do! She'd love to know</i>

1290
01:21:54,146 --> 01:21:55,112
<i>my grandfather is Lord Wickham.</i>

1291
01:21:55,147 --> 01:21:57,213
<i>She'll probably</i>
<i>raise my salary!</i>

1292
01:21:57,248 --> 01:22:01,250
[HIGH-PITCHED WHINE
DROWNS OUT ALL SOUND]

1293
01:22:04,255 --> 01:22:05,584
[WHINE STOPS ABRUPTLY]

1294
01:22:09,260 --> 01:22:12,360
[CAR APPROACHING]

1295
01:22:18,269 --> 01:22:20,104
[CAR DOOR OPENS]

1296
01:22:27,113 --> 01:22:28,277
Tim?

1297
01:22:32,184 --> 01:22:34,283
[EXHALES]

1298
01:22:35,550 --> 01:22:37,055
Moving up in the world.

1299
01:22:41,160 --> 01:22:42,423
What are you doing here?

1300
01:22:42,458 --> 01:22:45,195
Lunch meeting.

1301
01:22:45,230 --> 01:22:47,197
It's only weird
if you make it weird.

1302
01:22:50,730 --> 01:22:52,598
So, what's your meeting?

1303
01:22:52,633 --> 01:22:54,600
College interview, actually.

1304
01:22:54,635 --> 01:22:56,437
They take you out
to lunches for those?

1305
01:22:56,472 --> 01:22:58,604
They don't usually, but, um...

1306
01:22:58,639 --> 01:23:00,441
the guy interviewing me is--

1307
01:23:00,476 --> 01:23:02,641
was actually a friend
of my stepdad's.

1308
01:23:04,579 --> 01:23:06,084
I heard.

1309
01:23:07,318 --> 01:23:08,647
I heard about that.

1310
01:23:10,387 --> 01:23:13,619
I'm sorry... for your loss.

1311
01:23:13,654 --> 01:23:16,655
It's been a tough time
for my family.

1312
01:23:16,690 --> 01:23:18,261
But we're pushing through it.

1313
01:23:23,532 --> 01:23:25,631
Uh, I think...

1314
01:23:25,666 --> 01:23:27,237
this is for you.

1315
01:23:41,418 --> 01:23:43,121
Just so you know...

1316
01:23:50,526 --> 01:23:52,262
I'm glad you didn't show up.

1317
01:23:54,530 --> 01:23:56,365
Okay.

1318
01:23:56,400 --> 01:23:58,565
I wanted her to forget
all about it, but...

1319
01:23:58,600 --> 01:24:00,765
she...

1320
01:24:00,800 --> 01:24:02,305
felt differently.

1321
01:24:05,211 --> 01:24:07,178
Did you, uh...

1322
01:24:07,213 --> 01:24:08,608
talk to her after that?

1323
01:24:12,416 --> 01:24:14,614
She did write me
a letter, though.

1324
01:24:15,815 --> 01:24:17,485
<i>About a week ago.</i>

1325
01:24:20,226 --> 01:24:21,489
TIM:<i> What did it say?</i>

1326
01:24:25,627 --> 01:24:27,561
AMANDA:<i> Things actually</i>
<i>aren't bad here.</i>

1327
01:24:30,236 --> 01:24:31,532
<i>Food's okay,</i>

1328
01:24:31,567 --> 01:24:33,600
<i>staff are generally</i>
<i>nice people.</i>

1329
01:24:36,605 --> 01:24:38,308
<i>The therapists</i>
<i>have been working with me</i>

1330
01:24:38,343 --> 01:24:41,575
<i>to fill in my memories</i>
<i>of those missing hours.</i>

1331
01:24:41,610 --> 01:24:43,742
<i>And it's kind</i>
<i>of a fun exercise.</i>

1332
01:24:45,317 --> 01:24:46,712
<i>I can tell them fucking</i>
<i>anything and they'll</i>

1333
01:24:46,747 --> 01:24:48,615
<i>just write it down and nod.</i>

1334
01:24:52,786 --> 01:24:55,556
<i>In other news, the ol'</i>
<i>medication-of-the-month club</i>

1335
01:24:55,591 --> 01:24:57,591
<i>is back in full swing,</i>

1336
01:24:57,626 --> 01:24:59,428
<i>and the latest ones</i>
<i>are making me sleep</i>

1337
01:24:59,463 --> 01:25:03,498
<i>14 hours a day</i>
<i>and dream constantly.</i>

1338
01:25:03,533 --> 01:25:06,237
<i>You're in a lot of them.</i>

1339
01:25:06,272 --> 01:25:08,437
<i>In one of the recurring ones,</i>
<i>we're in your living room,</i>

1340
01:25:08,472 --> 01:25:11,605
<i>and I've just drank</i>
<i>your drugged screwdriver...</i>

1341
01:25:11,640 --> 01:25:13,475
<i>and you're screaming,</i>

1342
01:25:13,510 --> 01:25:16,313
<i>asking me why I did it.</i>

1343
01:25:16,348 --> 01:25:19,448
<i>Asking me why I have a horse's</i>
<i>head instead of my face.</i>

1344
01:25:20,880 --> 01:25:23,518
<i>And I wanna tell you</i>
<i>that I don't,</i>

1345
01:25:23,553 --> 01:25:25,454
<i>but I turn to you</i>
<i>and I open my mouth</i>

1346
01:25:25,489 --> 01:25:26,587
<i>and all that comes out is...</i>

1347
01:25:26,622 --> 01:25:28,688
[HORSE NEIGHS]

1348
01:25:30,791 --> 01:25:32,758
AMANDA:<i> And then there's</i>
<i>this other recurring dream</i>

1349
01:25:32,793 --> 01:25:34,595
<i>that doesn't involve you</i>
<i>at all.</i>

1350
01:25:34,630 --> 01:25:36,300
<i>And it goes like this:</i>

1351
01:25:38,700 --> 01:25:41,272
<i>I'm Honeymooner,</i>

1352
01:25:41,307 --> 01:25:42,801
<i>and I'm dying.</i>

1353
01:25:44,310 --> 01:25:45,705
<i>And I rise out of my body,</i>

1354
01:25:45,740 --> 01:25:48,444
<i>and I'm staring down</i>
<i>at our whole suburb,</i>

1355
01:25:48,479 --> 01:25:51,348
<i>and time is speeding up.</i>

1356
01:25:51,383 --> 01:25:53,317
<i>And I see generations</i>
<i>of people coming,</i>

1357
01:25:53,352 --> 01:25:55,649
<i>and going,</i>
<i>and building bigger houses.</i>

1358
01:25:57,554 --> 01:25:58,887
<i>And then eventually...</i>

1359
01:25:58,922 --> 01:26:01,490
<i>the people start spending</i>
<i>more and more of their time</i>

1360
01:26:01,525 --> 01:26:04,328
<i>staring at their smartphones.</i>

1361
01:26:04,363 --> 01:26:05,890
<i>And soon enough,</i>
<i>they're forgetting to clean</i>

1362
01:26:05,925 --> 01:26:07,331
<i>their houses,</i>

1363
01:26:07,366 --> 01:26:08,662
<i>or mow their lawns,</i>

1364
01:26:08,697 --> 01:26:10,631
<i>or eat,</i>

1365
01:26:10,666 --> 01:26:12,897
<i>and eventually, all the houses</i>
<i>rot and collapse,</i>

1366
01:26:12,932 --> 01:26:14,635
<i>and the people disappear,</i>

1367
01:26:14,670 --> 01:26:17,275
<i>vanishing completely</i>
<i>into the Internet.</i>

1368
01:26:19,345 --> 01:26:20,740
<i>And then--</i>

1369
01:26:20,775 --> 01:26:22,841
<i>and this is the really</i>
<i>beautiful part,</i>

1370
01:26:24,548 --> 01:26:27,351
<i>the horses take over.</i>

1371
01:26:27,386 --> 01:26:28,847
<i>And the whole suburb</i>
<i>is just beautiful</i>

1372
01:26:28,882 --> 01:26:30,882
<i>thoroughbred stallions</i>
<i>with no owners</i>

1373
01:26:30,917 --> 01:26:33,819
<i>and no memory of owners</i>
<i>and no way of knowing</i>

1374
01:26:33,854 --> 01:26:35,689
<i>how expensive they are,</i>

1375
01:26:35,724 --> 01:26:38,626
<i>just mating and galloping</i>
<i>through the ruins.</i>

1376
01:26:48,539 --> 01:26:50,572
What did it say?

1377
01:26:52,873 --> 01:26:54,840
I don't know.

1378
01:26:54,875 --> 01:26:56,875
I just threw it away.

1379
01:26:58,417 --> 01:27:02,584
[ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING]

1380
01:27:48,434 --> 01:27:51,534
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]