1 00:00:02,670 --> 00:00:05,671 (GLASS SHATTERING) 2 00:00:11,345 --> 00:00:15,147 (CALMING INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 3 00:00:24,158 --> 00:00:28,238 So you know, sex is just another way of communication. 4 00:00:28,262 --> 00:00:30,996 If people fucked more there would be less war. 5 00:00:32,199 --> 00:00:34,499 Less killing, less rape, 6 00:00:36,837 --> 00:00:39,416 all that shit, know what I mean? 7 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:41,073 Yeah, I think so. 8 00:00:42,009 --> 00:00:42,986 I mean it's just like, 9 00:00:43,010 --> 00:00:45,121 if people did what they wanted to do 10 00:00:45,145 --> 00:00:47,112 and as long as it didn't hurt anyone, 11 00:00:48,148 --> 00:00:49,793 it shouldn't be a problem. 12 00:00:49,817 --> 00:00:52,495 You know anything about the clit? 13 00:00:52,519 --> 00:00:54,631 Just what they say on South Park. 14 00:00:54,655 --> 00:00:57,200 Alright, so like nothing? 15 00:00:57,224 --> 00:01:00,170 Well it's call the clitoris 16 00:01:00,194 --> 00:01:04,507 and it's actually the only part of the human body 17 00:01:04,531 --> 00:01:08,211 that's designed and functioned purely for pleasure. 18 00:01:08,235 --> 00:01:13,305 It's just there to enable a girl to cum over and over 19 00:01:14,375 --> 00:01:15,552 and over again. 20 00:01:15,576 --> 00:01:19,444 So that means that if you can master the clitoris, 21 00:01:20,581 --> 00:01:22,625 then you'll be like set for life. 22 00:01:22,649 --> 00:01:25,150 You have one year until you're 17, 23 00:01:26,487 --> 00:01:28,898 and you know what that means, right? 24 00:01:28,922 --> 00:01:30,066 No. 25 00:01:30,090 --> 00:01:32,302 Age of fucking consent dude. 26 00:01:32,326 --> 00:01:34,537 And you know what I'm gonna do? 27 00:01:34,561 --> 00:01:36,828 I'm gonna fuck you until your eyes fall out. 28 00:01:37,831 --> 00:01:40,065 (MOANING) 29 00:01:41,702 --> 00:01:43,935 (MOANING) 30 00:01:45,639 --> 00:01:47,873 (MOANING) 31 00:01:55,682 --> 00:01:57,916 (PANTING) 32 00:02:01,188 --> 00:02:02,188 Oh my God. 33 00:02:15,235 --> 00:02:17,469 (PANTING) 34 00:02:25,512 --> 00:02:28,246 (KEYS CLANKING) 35 00:02:55,909 --> 00:02:58,376 (KEYS THUMP) 36 00:03:01,915 --> 00:03:03,092 [WOMAN] Contractions are a minute apart. 37 00:03:03,116 --> 00:03:03,927 [MAN] Good, good. 38 00:03:03,951 --> 00:03:04,761 [WOMAN] Take a deep breath. 39 00:03:04,785 --> 00:03:06,095 [MAN] Okay, just breath slow. 40 00:03:06,119 --> 00:03:07,030 - [WOMAN] Nice And Slow. - [MAN] Just breath slow. 41 00:03:07,054 --> 00:03:10,188 Slowly, slowly, deep breath in, out. 42 00:03:11,091 --> 00:03:13,525 Good, good, good, good. 43 00:03:14,361 --> 00:03:16,739 - [WOMAN] Deep breath. - [MAN] Keep going. 44 00:03:16,763 --> 00:03:19,075 Deep breath, deep breath. 45 00:03:19,099 --> 00:03:20,443 - You're doing good. - [WOMAN] Nice and slow, 46 00:03:20,467 --> 00:03:22,779 come on you can do it. 47 00:03:22,803 --> 00:03:24,514 - You can do it. - [MAN] You're doing great. 48 00:03:24,538 --> 00:03:26,950 You're doing good, you're doing good. 49 00:03:26,974 --> 00:03:28,418 (PANTING) 50 00:03:28,442 --> 00:03:29,419 Push. 51 00:03:29,443 --> 00:03:30,653 - Slow your breathing. - Push. 52 00:03:30,677 --> 00:03:32,777 (CRYING) Deep breath now. 53 00:03:34,515 --> 00:03:35,525 Right, right. 54 00:03:35,549 --> 00:03:37,594 [WOMAN] Deep breath, you're doing good. 55 00:03:37,618 --> 00:03:40,129 - Hang in there. - [MAN] You gettin' tired? 56 00:03:40,153 --> 00:03:42,420 [WOMAN] You're almost done, hang in there. 57 00:03:43,624 --> 00:03:44,467 (PANTING) [Man] One more breath, 58 00:03:44,491 --> 00:03:46,191 one more breath, breath really slow. 59 00:03:47,194 --> 00:03:49,405 One at a time, one at a time. 60 00:03:49,429 --> 00:03:51,563 There you go, there you go. 61 00:03:52,432 --> 00:03:54,911 Another breath, another breath. 62 00:03:54,935 --> 00:03:56,513 (CRYING) 63 00:03:56,537 --> 00:03:57,814 Good there's the head. 64 00:03:57,838 --> 00:03:59,949 Deep breath, deep breath. 65 00:03:59,973 --> 00:04:02,685 Okay, we're getting a lot of progress. 66 00:04:02,709 --> 00:04:05,755 Okay, when you're ready, take another deep breath. 67 00:04:05,779 --> 00:04:06,912 One more, one more. 68 00:04:08,215 --> 00:04:10,460 Deep breath, deep breath, push! 69 00:04:10,484 --> 00:04:11,561 Okay, push, push. 70 00:04:11,585 --> 00:04:14,364 [WOMAN] Push, push, push, push, push! 71 00:04:14,388 --> 00:04:16,888 [MAN] Good, that's it, here he comes. 72 00:04:18,158 --> 00:04:20,236 (CRYING) You got a boy, 73 00:04:20,260 --> 00:04:21,893 you got a baby boy. 74 00:04:25,632 --> 00:04:26,798 You did it. 75 00:04:28,735 --> 00:04:31,469 (SOBS) Good job. 76 00:04:46,887 --> 00:04:48,920 [MAN] You got you a baby boy here. 77 00:04:53,493 --> 00:04:55,293 [WOMAN] Here's a healthy baby boy. 78 00:05:03,737 --> 00:05:05,270 Don't circumcise him. 79 00:05:07,608 --> 00:05:09,307 Don't circumcise him. 80 00:05:31,064 --> 00:05:33,698 (BABY FUSSING) 81 00:06:01,161 --> 00:06:03,294 (CRYING) 82 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:27,185 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 83 00:06:43,837 --> 00:06:46,971 (SOMBER PIANO MUSIC) 84 00:07:36,923 --> 00:07:39,324 (MUMBLES) 85 00:07:51,838 --> 00:07:54,405 (DOOR CLOSES) 86 00:08:17,898 --> 00:08:22,967 Central access, (MUMBLES) 87 00:08:25,639 --> 00:08:28,206 (GATE CLANKS) 88 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:34,280 Hi. 89 00:08:35,649 --> 00:08:36,649 Hi. 90 00:08:45,058 --> 00:08:46,691 Come on, let's get the fuck outta here. 91 00:08:49,429 --> 00:08:51,763 (CAR REVS) 92 00:08:59,906 --> 00:09:02,785 (SOMBER GUITAR MUSIC) 93 00:09:02,809 --> 00:09:03,809 So how's Ty? 94 00:09:05,278 --> 00:09:06,311 He's really cool. 95 00:09:08,014 --> 00:09:09,948 He's gonna be so excited to see you. 96 00:09:12,652 --> 00:09:13,896 (SIGHS) He looks just like you too, 97 00:09:13,920 --> 00:09:16,399 like it's crazy. 98 00:09:16,423 --> 00:09:19,302 Where is he? 99 00:09:19,326 --> 00:09:22,260 He is at Mary's house right now. 100 00:09:24,297 --> 00:09:25,797 What have you guys been up to? 101 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:29,277 What happened? 102 00:09:29,301 --> 00:09:31,180 Mary watches the kids sometimes when I'm at work. 103 00:09:31,204 --> 00:09:32,204 Yeah. 104 00:09:34,174 --> 00:09:38,020 And I don't know, like I don't really have much time 105 00:09:38,044 --> 00:09:42,258 to hang out so, that's all I do really. 106 00:09:42,282 --> 00:09:45,350 My moms still fucking disappeared. 107 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:50,900 So yeah, it's just work all the time, 108 00:09:50,924 --> 00:09:58,407 hang out with the kids and then go to sleep, it's hard, man. 109 00:09:58,431 --> 00:10:00,142 Yeah, 110 00:10:00,166 --> 00:10:01,166 yeah I know. 111 00:10:02,802 --> 00:10:04,102 It's fucked up. 112 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:09,585 It's gonna be cool having you around. 113 00:10:09,609 --> 00:10:10,609 Yeah. 114 00:10:12,946 --> 00:10:15,146 Ty needs to know his daddy, you know? 115 00:10:15,916 --> 00:10:17,426 Yeah I know, 116 00:10:17,450 --> 00:10:18,450 I can't wait to see him. 117 00:10:24,858 --> 00:10:25,858 I mean, 118 00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:28,671 Gabriel's really cool too. 119 00:10:28,695 --> 00:10:30,929 He's really a sweet kid. 120 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:32,965 Yeah. 121 00:10:34,100 --> 00:10:36,935 I think you'll really like 'em. 122 00:10:39,172 --> 00:10:40,349 Yeah. 123 00:10:40,373 --> 00:10:41,839 I know it's fucked up but, 124 00:10:44,344 --> 00:10:45,376 he's really cool. 125 00:10:54,020 --> 00:10:56,087 (YAWNS) 126 00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:08,500 Did you miss me? 127 00:11:10,170 --> 00:11:13,082 Yeah, I missed you like a motherfucker. 128 00:11:13,106 --> 00:11:15,106 (LAUGHS) 129 00:11:17,143 --> 00:11:17,969 You're the motherfucker. 130 00:11:17,993 --> 00:11:18,821 I mean I miss you like a motherfucker and everything, 131 00:11:18,845 --> 00:11:20,979 but then I remember the shit that you did 132 00:11:21,815 --> 00:11:23,548 and that fucking pisses me off. 133 00:11:25,785 --> 00:11:27,785 I can not not think about it. 134 00:11:29,823 --> 00:11:30,823 I know. 135 00:11:33,259 --> 00:11:35,738 (SIGHS) 136 00:11:35,762 --> 00:11:36,572 I don't care if you fuck around, you know, 137 00:11:36,596 --> 00:11:37,807 I really don't. 138 00:11:37,831 --> 00:11:40,142 I understand I was locked up and fucking, 139 00:11:40,166 --> 00:11:43,145 like you were out like by yourself 140 00:11:43,169 --> 00:11:46,082 and fucking understand but have you ever heard 141 00:11:46,106 --> 00:11:48,406 of fucking birth control you fucking dumb ass? 142 00:11:52,846 --> 00:11:54,657 - Yeah... - Fucking stupid man. 143 00:11:54,681 --> 00:11:56,848 - It's fucking stupid. - Retarded. 144 00:11:57,851 --> 00:11:59,562 And now I don't even know what the fuck to do, 145 00:11:59,586 --> 00:12:02,898 like I don't know what I should do or feel. 146 00:12:02,922 --> 00:12:04,700 What am I supposed to do now, 147 00:12:04,724 --> 00:12:06,924 just pretend it didn't happen? 148 00:12:09,896 --> 00:12:13,231 - I'm sorry. - You're not fucking sorry. 149 00:12:27,714 --> 00:12:30,548 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 150 00:13:07,120 --> 00:13:09,353 (PANTING) 151 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:39,817 I missed you. 152 00:13:41,888 --> 00:13:46,290 (MOANING) (PANTING) 153 00:14:16,689 --> 00:14:21,092 (MOANING) (PANTING) 154 00:14:32,472 --> 00:14:34,605 (CRYING) 155 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:41,280 Sorry. 156 00:15:31,099 --> 00:15:36,169 (UPBEAT GUITAR MUSIC) (SINGING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 157 00:16:39,968 --> 00:16:41,512 Another one, another one, another one! 158 00:16:41,536 --> 00:16:44,003 [WOMAN] Another one, encore! 159 00:17:02,223 --> 00:17:03,489 Long time no see. 160 00:17:16,938 --> 00:17:17,938 Oh shit. 161 00:17:20,375 --> 00:17:22,775 (CHUCKLING) 162 00:17:26,447 --> 00:17:28,581 (LAUGHS) 163 00:17:31,252 --> 00:17:34,487 (SOMBER GUITAR MUSIC) 164 00:17:47,602 --> 00:17:52,038 ♪ You like the fire the one that I had inside ♪ 165 00:17:55,677 --> 00:17:58,722 ♪ Woman tells me baby, baby ♪ 166 00:17:58,746 --> 00:18:03,816 ♪ What's in your evil mind ♪ 167 00:18:04,552 --> 00:18:09,622 ♪ I didn't know that it just creeps into my head ♪ 168 00:18:12,260 --> 00:18:14,271 ♪ Lookin' at her, ♪ 169 00:18:14,295 --> 00:18:19,076 ♪ Thinking how could I be dead ♪ 170 00:18:19,100 --> 00:18:22,980 ♪ I light my joint and then ♪ 171 00:18:23,004 --> 00:18:27,573 ♪ Everyone here starts runnin' scared ♪ 172 00:18:41,589 --> 00:18:45,436 ♪ I breath in, I could feel it ♪ 173 00:18:45,460 --> 00:18:49,239 ♪ Burnin' deep inside ♪ 174 00:18:49,263 --> 00:18:51,909 ♪ The liquor that I drink ♪ 175 00:18:51,933 --> 00:18:57,002 ♪ My scars it does not hide ♪ 176 00:19:18,393 --> 00:19:19,336 Are you fucked up? 177 00:19:19,360 --> 00:19:20,170 Yeah, 178 00:19:20,194 --> 00:19:21,405 really fucked up. 179 00:19:21,429 --> 00:19:23,474 Why? (LAUGHS) 180 00:19:23,498 --> 00:19:24,908 Drink too much tequila. 181 00:19:24,932 --> 00:19:27,099 (LAUGHS) 182 00:19:33,408 --> 00:19:36,976 (SLOW INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 183 00:19:54,128 --> 00:19:55,694 Hey kids, good morning. 184 00:19:58,166 --> 00:19:59,198 You guys awake yet? 185 00:20:01,702 --> 00:20:02,735 Hello? 186 00:20:06,674 --> 00:20:09,319 Hey sweetheart, wake up. 187 00:20:09,343 --> 00:20:10,509 Happy birthday honey. 188 00:20:11,412 --> 00:20:12,222 Thanks. 189 00:20:12,246 --> 00:20:13,390 - Hello baby. - Good morning. 190 00:20:13,414 --> 00:20:14,892 Oh. 191 00:20:14,916 --> 00:20:16,427 How are you? 192 00:20:16,451 --> 00:20:18,162 Oh my god, it's another hot one. 193 00:20:18,186 --> 00:20:20,564 You guys are so sweaty in here. 194 00:20:20,588 --> 00:20:22,599 Geez you need to get up and come on in 195 00:20:22,623 --> 00:20:24,401 and have a cup of coffee. 196 00:20:24,425 --> 00:20:25,669 Oh that sounds great. 197 00:20:25,693 --> 00:20:26,837 Alright? 198 00:20:26,861 --> 00:20:28,238 Yeah. 199 00:20:28,262 --> 00:20:30,207 You guys are 18, 200 00:20:30,231 --> 00:20:31,664 you're adults now. 201 00:20:33,067 --> 00:20:35,579 We're gonna talk about being adults, 202 00:20:35,603 --> 00:20:38,370 alright, okay? 203 00:20:39,207 --> 00:20:40,717 Inez what are you doing today? 204 00:20:40,741 --> 00:20:42,007 You have any plans? 205 00:20:42,844 --> 00:20:44,988 I think I'm gonna keep Domaz with me tonight, 206 00:20:45,012 --> 00:20:46,390 I don't think I'm gonna go out. 207 00:20:46,414 --> 00:20:49,293 Okay, but you need to have him with you this afternoon, 208 00:20:49,317 --> 00:20:50,260 - alright? - Okay. 209 00:20:50,284 --> 00:20:51,862 I have an appointments. 210 00:20:51,886 --> 00:20:53,564 You know you guys are out of school now, 211 00:20:53,588 --> 00:20:56,155 this is your kid so, 212 00:20:57,625 --> 00:21:00,904 time to be full time parents, alright? 213 00:21:00,928 --> 00:21:02,139 Okay. 214 00:21:02,163 --> 00:21:03,006 I'll see you in the house, 215 00:21:03,030 --> 00:21:04,842 come in, I've got some coffee on. 216 00:21:04,866 --> 00:21:06,298 - Okay. - Alright, sweetie. 217 00:21:07,435 --> 00:21:09,568 (GRUNTS) 218 00:21:22,583 --> 00:21:24,094 - Hey guys. - Hey. 219 00:21:24,118 --> 00:21:25,395 - Hey Adam? - Yeah? 220 00:21:25,419 --> 00:21:28,031 Did you call that guy, I gave you the number? 221 00:21:28,055 --> 00:21:30,033 Yeah, I told you I would. 222 00:21:30,057 --> 00:21:31,668 I know, I'm just checking. 223 00:21:31,692 --> 00:21:33,270 You need to do it this morning, alright? 224 00:21:33,294 --> 00:21:35,372 I'd figure I'd just go by there later, 225 00:21:35,396 --> 00:21:36,340 when I'm done skating. 226 00:21:36,364 --> 00:21:38,509 No, that's the wrong order. 227 00:21:38,533 --> 00:21:42,379 You need to call him, go and see him 228 00:21:42,403 --> 00:21:43,680 and then go skating. 229 00:21:43,704 --> 00:21:44,882 You need to get a job, man, 230 00:21:44,906 --> 00:21:47,150 I tried to set this up with you last week 231 00:21:47,174 --> 00:21:49,253 and you never called him. 232 00:21:49,277 --> 00:21:50,754 I was busy last week. 233 00:21:50,778 --> 00:21:52,890 Busy doing what? 234 00:21:52,914 --> 00:21:54,658 Come on, man. 235 00:21:54,682 --> 00:21:56,960 You wanna talk about someone being busy, 236 00:21:56,984 --> 00:21:59,463 I'm busy taking care of your kids. 237 00:21:59,487 --> 00:22:03,500 I really don't want you to embarrass me by not showing up. 238 00:22:03,524 --> 00:22:05,936 - I'm gonna show up. - And we need this money. 239 00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:06,770 - Yes we do. - You know? 240 00:22:06,794 --> 00:22:07,794 And I'm gonna show up. 241 00:22:08,529 --> 00:22:10,274 Then don't talk to me about skating. 242 00:22:10,298 --> 00:22:13,277 I don't want to hear a goddamn thing about skating. 243 00:22:13,301 --> 00:22:15,712 Plus you have another baby with Donna. 244 00:22:15,736 --> 00:22:17,080 - I know. - You know? 245 00:22:17,104 --> 00:22:20,250 I've been caring the weight for both of you guys 246 00:22:20,274 --> 00:22:22,586 for the past two years with no help. 247 00:22:22,610 --> 00:22:25,188 I really didn't sign up for this. 248 00:22:25,212 --> 00:22:26,089 You know? 249 00:22:26,113 --> 00:22:29,815 I need some help and I'm not getting it. 250 00:22:30,785 --> 00:22:32,651 I mean have you spoken to Donna? 251 00:22:33,454 --> 00:22:35,432 Yeah, I speak with her sometimes. 252 00:22:35,456 --> 00:22:37,734 - You speak with her? - Sometimes. 253 00:22:37,758 --> 00:22:39,302 Oh, are you fucking her again? 254 00:22:39,326 --> 00:22:40,871 - Alright guys, c'mon. - I go to see my kid! 255 00:22:40,895 --> 00:22:43,040 Hey, hey. 256 00:22:43,064 --> 00:22:45,008 He's got a kid with her. 257 00:22:45,032 --> 00:22:47,844 You may not like the situation but that's a reality. 258 00:22:47,868 --> 00:22:50,347 He's a dad to two kids. 259 00:22:50,371 --> 00:22:53,116 Get off your ass, go get dressed right now, 260 00:22:53,140 --> 00:22:55,118 give 'em a call and go down there. 261 00:22:55,142 --> 00:22:57,354 (BANGS) It's almost 10 o'clock in the morning! 262 00:22:57,378 --> 00:22:58,378 C'mon Adam! 263 00:22:59,413 --> 00:23:01,692 - Seriously. - You just pissed him off. 264 00:23:01,716 --> 00:23:04,895 (SCOFFS) Yeah big deal. 265 00:23:04,919 --> 00:23:05,919 Jesus. 266 00:23:07,688 --> 00:23:12,402 Oh (MUMBLES) 267 00:23:12,426 --> 00:23:13,426 Fuck. 268 00:23:15,763 --> 00:23:17,896 (CRYING) 269 00:23:37,652 --> 00:23:38,462 Oh baby, 270 00:23:38,486 --> 00:23:40,330 come here sweetie. 271 00:23:40,354 --> 00:23:42,833 Oh come on, it's okay. 272 00:23:42,857 --> 00:23:44,423 Hi, hey, you okay? 273 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:47,226 You alright? 274 00:23:48,162 --> 00:23:49,461 You okay honey? 275 00:23:51,032 --> 00:23:53,165 (CRYING) 276 00:23:55,636 --> 00:23:59,371 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 277 00:24:44,051 --> 00:24:47,019 (GRAVEL CRUNCHING) 278 00:24:54,795 --> 00:24:59,009 - The fuck are you doing? - (DOOR SLAMS) 279 00:24:59,033 --> 00:25:00,466 The fuck are you doing man? 280 00:25:01,869 --> 00:25:03,480 It's over. 281 00:25:03,504 --> 00:25:05,916 The fuck are you talking about? 282 00:25:05,940 --> 00:25:06,940 Come on baby. 283 00:25:22,389 --> 00:25:23,389 Adam? 284 00:25:25,259 --> 00:25:26,069 - Adam? - What are you doing in here? 285 00:25:26,093 --> 00:25:27,793 You can't just walk in like that. 286 00:25:29,163 --> 00:25:30,741 Take your kid. 287 00:25:30,765 --> 00:25:33,210 I'm done, I'm leaving. 288 00:25:33,234 --> 00:25:34,611 I'm done with this. 289 00:25:34,635 --> 00:25:36,113 I've been raising your kid for the last year 290 00:25:36,137 --> 00:25:38,815 and a half and your kid for the last three years, 291 00:25:38,839 --> 00:25:39,938 and I'm fucking done! 292 00:25:40,741 --> 00:25:42,786 I've had no support, no money 293 00:25:42,810 --> 00:25:45,288 and no family, and you've got plenty of that, so. 294 00:25:45,312 --> 00:25:46,957 You think I can handle two fucking babies? 295 00:25:46,981 --> 00:25:49,581 Yeah, well, it's your responsibility. 296 00:25:50,985 --> 00:25:52,028 If I have to stay here another minute 297 00:25:52,052 --> 00:25:53,952 I'm gonna blow my fucking brains out! 298 00:25:54,755 --> 00:25:56,555 Fuck you, all of you. 299 00:25:59,059 --> 00:26:01,026 That's not even my fucking kid! 300 00:26:02,062 --> 00:26:05,097 Get the fuck back here, you fucking dumb ass! 301 00:26:06,901 --> 00:26:08,578 Dumb bitch, what the fuck are you doing? 302 00:26:08,602 --> 00:26:10,013 Fuck you! 303 00:26:10,037 --> 00:26:12,604 What the fuck are you doing? 304 00:26:16,744 --> 00:26:18,288 Fuck outta here man. 305 00:26:18,312 --> 00:26:19,555 (ENGINE STARTS) 306 00:26:19,579 --> 00:26:21,059 Walk back here you fucking dumb bitch. 307 00:26:29,356 --> 00:26:30,522 The fuck man! 308 00:26:34,728 --> 00:26:35,728 Geez! 309 00:26:37,631 --> 00:26:39,765 (CRYING) 310 00:27:13,334 --> 00:27:15,011 What is this? 311 00:27:15,035 --> 00:27:16,268 A birthday party? 312 00:27:24,845 --> 00:27:28,580 (UPBEAT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 313 00:27:36,824 --> 00:27:39,291 (TRAIN HORN) 314 00:27:50,404 --> 00:27:51,982 Adam, can you throw this trash for me? 315 00:27:52,006 --> 00:27:53,405 Yeah, hold up. 316 00:27:54,608 --> 00:27:55,652 Like right now? 317 00:27:55,676 --> 00:27:56,909 I said hold up. 318 00:27:58,345 --> 00:27:59,656 Get up and throw out the trash. 319 00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:01,591 It can fuckin' wait. 320 00:28:01,615 --> 00:28:04,628 You don't, what the fuck is wrong with you, Adam? 321 00:28:04,652 --> 00:28:05,717 You need to grow up. 322 00:28:07,955 --> 00:28:10,022 (SIGHS) 323 00:28:10,858 --> 00:28:12,190 Don't smoke in here. 324 00:28:13,360 --> 00:28:14,738 I'll smoke wherever the fuck I want to, 325 00:28:14,762 --> 00:28:16,006 this is my trailer. 326 00:28:16,030 --> 00:28:17,307 Adam put that out. 327 00:28:17,331 --> 00:28:18,331 I don't have to. 328 00:28:19,199 --> 00:28:20,377 Adam. 329 00:28:20,401 --> 00:28:21,211 What? 330 00:28:21,235 --> 00:28:22,445 Stop being immature. 331 00:28:22,469 --> 00:28:25,315 I'm not being immature, you're being immature. 332 00:28:25,339 --> 00:28:26,816 You know what, your moms fucking right. 333 00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:28,018 You can't even get a job! 334 00:28:28,042 --> 00:28:29,441 Hmm, mhmm yeah. 335 00:28:30,711 --> 00:28:32,555 And you know, what the fuck were you last night? 336 00:28:32,579 --> 00:28:33,723 - I was out! - I didn't see you 337 00:28:33,747 --> 00:28:35,458 - for like a hour. - I was out. 338 00:28:35,482 --> 00:28:36,426 Out where? 339 00:28:36,450 --> 00:28:37,260 Out. 340 00:28:37,284 --> 00:28:38,284 I was out. 341 00:28:39,353 --> 00:28:40,664 Are you out fucking Donna again, 342 00:28:40,688 --> 00:28:41,564 - is that it? - Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 343 00:28:41,588 --> 00:28:43,355 Yeah, that's what I'm doing, yeah. 344 00:28:44,758 --> 00:28:45,758 Definitely. 345 00:28:48,295 --> 00:28:50,362 (SIGHS) 346 00:28:51,231 --> 00:28:52,242 You're such a fucking asshole, 347 00:28:52,266 --> 00:28:54,044 you know what, I stay here all day. 348 00:28:54,068 --> 00:28:55,679 I don't know where the fuck you go. 349 00:28:55,703 --> 00:28:57,681 Out skating and you just wanna come home 350 00:28:57,705 --> 00:28:59,137 and get high and fuck me. 351 00:29:00,007 --> 00:29:02,319 Exactly, that's all I wanna do. 352 00:29:02,343 --> 00:29:04,187 I've never fucked around on you, 353 00:29:04,211 --> 00:29:06,423 I can't even believe you knocked up Donna. 354 00:29:06,447 --> 00:29:07,724 It wasn't my fucking fault, 355 00:29:07,748 --> 00:29:09,559 I was drunk, it was my fucking birthday, 356 00:29:09,583 --> 00:29:11,695 it was not my fault. 357 00:29:11,719 --> 00:29:13,986 I've never been with anybody else but you. 358 00:29:14,922 --> 00:29:16,833 And I've never loved anyone else but you, 359 00:29:16,857 --> 00:29:17,783 but you're actin' like such a 360 00:29:17,807 --> 00:29:18,735 - fucking bitch. - That's a fucking lie! 361 00:29:18,759 --> 00:29:19,891 No it is not! 362 00:29:28,736 --> 00:29:31,982 You need to get the fuck up and start acting like a dad. 363 00:29:32,006 --> 00:29:33,883 Maybe I will when this joints finished. 364 00:29:33,907 --> 00:29:35,418 You know what, put the fucking joint out. 365 00:29:35,442 --> 00:29:36,553 I told you to stop 366 00:29:36,577 --> 00:29:37,387 - smoking in here. - Dude, are you 367 00:29:37,411 --> 00:29:38,221 fucking serious? 368 00:29:38,245 --> 00:29:39,289 Are you throwing shit at me? 369 00:29:39,313 --> 00:29:40,323 I'll throw what ever the fuck I want! 370 00:29:40,347 --> 00:29:41,640 Don't fucking throw shit! 371 00:29:41,664 --> 00:29:42,959 - Put the fucking joint out! - Don't fucking touch me! 372 00:29:42,983 --> 00:29:44,950 Stop fucking throwing shit at me! 373 00:29:46,653 --> 00:29:47,986 The fuck is your problem? 374 00:29:49,323 --> 00:29:50,767 I'm not even in love with you anymore. 375 00:29:50,791 --> 00:29:53,937 I'm not fucking in love with you. 376 00:29:53,961 --> 00:29:56,088 You think I'm in fucking love with you, 377 00:29:56,112 --> 00:29:58,241 all you do is bitch and bitch and fucking bitch! 378 00:29:58,265 --> 00:29:59,931 I'm fucking tired of it! 379 00:30:00,801 --> 00:30:03,079 That's all you fucking do! 380 00:30:03,103 --> 00:30:05,915 All fucking day, in my fucking ear. 381 00:30:05,939 --> 00:30:07,183 - All fucking day! - Because you don't even try 382 00:30:07,207 --> 00:30:08,585 - to pick up any slack! - Ahh! 383 00:30:08,609 --> 00:30:10,687 I've tried to get a fucking job! 384 00:30:10,711 --> 00:30:13,089 I've tried to get a fucking job! 385 00:30:13,113 --> 00:30:14,357 You don't fucking... 386 00:30:14,381 --> 00:30:15,191 - You're lazy... - Understand that. 387 00:30:15,215 --> 00:30:16,026 You're a lazy fucking asshole. 388 00:30:16,050 --> 00:30:17,360 All you fucking do is sit here! 389 00:30:17,384 --> 00:30:19,029 You fucking go out and fuck whoever the fuck... 390 00:30:19,053 --> 00:30:20,263 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 391 00:30:20,287 --> 00:30:22,032 Nobody looks at me anymore! 392 00:30:22,056 --> 00:30:23,900 - Yeah. - I can't go out and have sex. 393 00:30:23,924 --> 00:30:26,236 You can go out and do whatever the fuck you want. 394 00:30:26,260 --> 00:30:27,070 You don't have a fucking job, 395 00:30:27,094 --> 00:30:29,039 you can't do shit on your own. 396 00:30:29,063 --> 00:30:30,707 You're a fucking mommas boy! 397 00:30:30,731 --> 00:30:32,409 Yeah, I can't do shit, I'm a mommas boy. 398 00:30:32,433 --> 00:30:34,644 Whatever, get the fuck out of my face. 399 00:30:34,668 --> 00:30:36,980 Are you fucking serious? 400 00:30:37,004 --> 00:30:38,114 Go to the kitchen... 401 00:30:38,138 --> 00:30:39,249 - Don't push me! - Where you fucking belong. 402 00:30:39,273 --> 00:30:40,750 You need to take some responsibility... 403 00:30:40,774 --> 00:30:41,851 - Responsibility! - For once... 404 00:30:41,875 --> 00:30:43,686 - Yeah, yeah! - You're not a kid anymore, 405 00:30:43,710 --> 00:30:44,854 - Adam! - Yeah, yeah, I got it! 406 00:30:44,878 --> 00:30:47,712 I got it, responsi-fucking-bility! 407 00:30:49,383 --> 00:30:51,383 Jesus fuck! 408 00:30:54,021 --> 00:30:55,754 You ruin my fucking joint too. 409 00:31:02,229 --> 00:31:03,473 What the fuck is wrong with you? 410 00:31:03,497 --> 00:31:05,330 The fuck is wrong with you? 411 00:31:10,404 --> 00:31:13,238 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 412 00:31:18,846 --> 00:31:21,346 So were you able to get any sleep last night? 413 00:31:24,952 --> 00:31:25,952 No. 414 00:31:27,287 --> 00:31:28,753 I mean, I'm, no. 415 00:31:31,125 --> 00:31:32,257 I don't remember. 416 00:31:35,462 --> 00:31:37,095 You know I'm not sleeping well. 417 00:31:38,832 --> 00:31:41,299 Is he just getting up a lot during the nights? 418 00:31:43,403 --> 00:31:47,339 Yeah, he wakes me up, I mean, he gets hungry. 419 00:31:48,275 --> 00:31:52,811 He wants to eat and, then its just. 420 00:31:55,549 --> 00:31:58,862 (SIGHS) I just start thinking about everything 421 00:31:58,886 --> 00:32:02,265 and he cries and I hear Tom crying 422 00:32:02,289 --> 00:32:05,123 and its just fucked. 423 00:32:07,127 --> 00:32:10,128 You're going to have to do something about that, I think. 424 00:32:12,266 --> 00:32:13,532 There's nothing to do. 425 00:32:15,269 --> 00:32:16,868 But you're not in good shape. 426 00:32:22,843 --> 00:32:25,121 Well, when I was in good shape, 427 00:32:25,145 --> 00:32:27,245 that's what lead to all this. 428 00:32:29,917 --> 00:32:32,896 So it's pointless. 429 00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:34,430 Doesn't matter. 430 00:32:34,454 --> 00:32:35,465 No it does matter, 431 00:32:35,489 --> 00:32:37,967 you have to take care of this little boy. 432 00:32:37,991 --> 00:32:39,090 It's not just that. 433 00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:41,626 What else is going on? 434 00:32:51,104 --> 00:32:52,104 It's like, 435 00:32:54,942 --> 00:32:59,322 as awful as everything was it's my fault. 436 00:32:59,346 --> 00:33:00,572 None of this... 437 00:33:00,596 --> 00:33:01,824 - That's not true. - Would have happened... 438 00:33:01,848 --> 00:33:03,960 - It's completely true. - It's not your fault. 439 00:33:03,984 --> 00:33:05,695 It's 100% true. 440 00:33:05,719 --> 00:33:06,719 It is not. 441 00:33:07,821 --> 00:33:11,000 And I think if you were in a little bit better shape, 442 00:33:11,024 --> 00:33:15,038 you would understand that that's really faulty logic. 443 00:33:15,062 --> 00:33:20,131 I was an idiot and I thought that I could help Tom and... 444 00:33:22,269 --> 00:33:25,815 Why is trying to help someone being an idiot? 445 00:33:25,839 --> 00:33:30,909 I don't see that that has any validation whatsoever. 446 00:33:33,380 --> 00:33:35,425 Everything that happened was a direct result 447 00:33:35,449 --> 00:33:38,828 of my stupid actions. 448 00:33:38,852 --> 00:33:43,121 You don't think this guy embodied that violence before? 449 00:33:44,224 --> 00:33:45,902 He had a history of it, 450 00:33:45,926 --> 00:33:49,806 everybody knew that he was sexually violent. 451 00:33:49,830 --> 00:33:51,374 He was inappropriate with people, 452 00:33:51,398 --> 00:33:54,132 it was just a matter of time before he went off. 453 00:33:56,637 --> 00:33:59,671 It's like he knows, it like he knows what happened 454 00:34:02,909 --> 00:34:04,903 and I, 455 00:34:04,927 --> 00:34:06,923 and I try to hold him and I touch him, 456 00:34:06,947 --> 00:34:12,017 but I can't, it's like he can see that I don't love him. 457 00:34:14,554 --> 00:34:15,654 And he's right. 458 00:34:17,190 --> 00:34:21,070 But you've gotta come to terms with that, honey. 459 00:34:21,094 --> 00:34:23,662 You have to deal with that, this is your baby. 460 00:34:25,465 --> 00:34:27,866 He's his own person, he's not Tom. 461 00:34:31,371 --> 00:34:34,873 I don't think that you're... I think that you see it too. 462 00:34:36,643 --> 00:34:41,224 Look I, I see a certain resemblance 463 00:34:41,248 --> 00:34:44,282 and it's hard because we were all traumatized by him 464 00:34:50,757 --> 00:34:54,837 but we have to just go on and I think if you got some help 465 00:34:54,861 --> 00:34:57,106 and were able to process this, 466 00:34:57,130 --> 00:35:00,365 you would be able to have a relationship with your son. 467 00:35:03,470 --> 00:35:04,647 The only way to do that would be 468 00:35:04,671 --> 00:35:08,251 to wipe my memory clean of what happened 469 00:35:08,275 --> 00:35:09,808 and there's no way to do that. 470 00:35:10,911 --> 00:35:13,389 Blow my brains out and then I'll forget. 471 00:35:13,413 --> 00:35:16,314 Oh come on, that's just not clear thinking 472 00:35:17,918 --> 00:35:21,453 and honey, the drinking doesn't help. 473 00:35:22,522 --> 00:35:24,300 It's the only way I can sleep. 474 00:35:24,324 --> 00:35:28,360 You never come out of the postpartum depression 475 00:35:30,263 --> 00:35:32,497 and you've never dealt with the rape. 476 00:35:37,404 --> 00:35:39,938 I mean, when did you realize this was Tom's baby? 477 00:35:43,110 --> 00:35:45,243 (CRYING) 478 00:35:47,647 --> 00:35:49,114 I don't... Immediately. 479 00:35:50,016 --> 00:35:52,929 - I don't know. - When you were carrying him? 480 00:35:52,953 --> 00:35:58,022 No, I think I just hoped that 481 00:35:59,693 --> 00:36:04,707 it would be you know, Chachis's, Eric's, 482 00:36:04,731 --> 00:36:08,166 someone who I'd loved, 483 00:36:11,872 --> 00:36:13,538 and it's this. 484 00:36:17,310 --> 00:36:20,490 It's like... I feel like every cell in his little body 485 00:36:20,514 --> 00:36:22,046 carries that moment. 486 00:36:24,084 --> 00:36:27,563 I know that he will grow into his own person 487 00:36:27,587 --> 00:36:29,198 and he needs time for that. 488 00:36:29,222 --> 00:36:31,100 And you need to love him... What kind of person 489 00:36:31,124 --> 00:36:33,836 - can he grow into? - And give him... 490 00:36:33,860 --> 00:36:36,873 - A monster like his father? - You got to 491 00:36:36,897 --> 00:36:40,543 set an example, you're all he has. 492 00:36:40,567 --> 00:36:42,178 I don't know where your family is, 493 00:36:42,202 --> 00:36:47,083 I don't know why they're not... I don't want to talk 494 00:36:47,107 --> 00:36:49,352 about this anymore. 495 00:36:49,376 --> 00:36:53,189 I know it's really hard but it doesn't get better. 496 00:36:53,213 --> 00:36:56,259 Each day it seems to get worse with you 497 00:36:56,283 --> 00:36:59,796 and you are too young and he is too young. 498 00:36:59,820 --> 00:37:03,533 You've gotta get out there and have some sort of life 499 00:37:03,557 --> 00:37:05,123 or at least help me. 500 00:37:07,727 --> 00:37:09,394 I can't bring him up 501 00:37:11,465 --> 00:37:13,242 and I can't be here all the time 502 00:37:13,266 --> 00:37:15,700 and I'm actually really worried about him. 503 00:37:18,371 --> 00:37:23,441 Me too. 504 00:37:29,583 --> 00:37:34,619 (INTENSE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) (INCOHERENT TALKING) 505 00:37:51,137 --> 00:37:54,005 That was some fight you had earlier today. 506 00:37:54,875 --> 00:37:56,252 What the hell Adam? 507 00:37:56,276 --> 00:37:59,188 You need to chill out a little bit. 508 00:37:59,212 --> 00:38:00,212 Hey. 509 00:38:01,047 --> 00:38:03,114 She's always the one starting it. 510 00:38:04,284 --> 00:38:09,232 It doesn't really matter, just try and tone it down, 511 00:38:09,256 --> 00:38:10,256 you know? 512 00:38:12,025 --> 00:38:15,071 Just a little bit, what are you guys fighting about anyway? 513 00:38:15,095 --> 00:38:17,173 She thinks that every time I leave the house 514 00:38:17,197 --> 00:38:20,098 I'm out fucking some other girl, she's stupid. 515 00:38:21,067 --> 00:38:23,379 Well, I don't know, 516 00:38:23,403 --> 00:38:26,015 you leave for hours at a time, 517 00:38:26,039 --> 00:38:27,939 who knows what the hell you're doing? 518 00:38:29,242 --> 00:38:30,242 Come here, come here. 519 00:38:31,745 --> 00:38:36,025 You know, if you had a job that you're going to 520 00:38:36,049 --> 00:38:37,860 then we would know where you were 521 00:38:37,884 --> 00:38:42,921 but she doesn't know and she's here stuck with a kid 522 00:38:44,925 --> 00:38:48,738 and feeling insecure, you know? 523 00:38:48,762 --> 00:38:50,172 Yeah. 524 00:38:50,196 --> 00:38:53,809 Which is difficult for her. 525 00:38:53,833 --> 00:38:55,099 Come here, baby. 526 00:38:57,537 --> 00:39:00,772 God, look at this guy. 527 00:39:02,709 --> 00:39:07,490 He's so cute, but looking at this baby's eyes. 528 00:39:07,514 --> 00:39:09,292 He looks exactly like Tom. 529 00:39:09,316 --> 00:39:12,650 It's kinda terrifying, I mean he's just a little boy 530 00:39:13,887 --> 00:39:18,957 and he's so sweet, but then sometimes when he looks at you... 531 00:39:19,359 --> 00:39:20,269 - Yeah. - Don't you get that feeling? 532 00:39:20,293 --> 00:39:21,571 - Yeah, exactly. - And then it's 533 00:39:21,595 --> 00:39:23,239 really hard on his mom too. 534 00:39:23,263 --> 00:39:26,030 - Yeah. - Really hard on her. 535 00:39:27,033 --> 00:39:28,633 Is that why she's never here? 536 00:39:30,570 --> 00:39:31,769 Yeah. 537 00:39:34,074 --> 00:39:36,708 She's mainly in her room. 538 00:39:39,312 --> 00:39:41,079 She takes a lot of naps. 539 00:39:43,083 --> 00:39:45,795 I don't know, she just can't deal with it day to day. 540 00:39:45,819 --> 00:39:47,518 - I know. - After what happened. 541 00:39:49,522 --> 00:39:52,101 I don't think she's talking to many people. 542 00:39:52,125 --> 00:39:54,359 She just seems really out of it. 543 00:39:57,097 --> 00:39:58,908 She's gonna have to figure out what she's gonna do, 544 00:39:58,932 --> 00:40:01,566 but she's gotta get better before she can do it. 545 00:40:02,736 --> 00:40:04,981 I mean, Christ it's hard for her even to go to the store 546 00:40:05,005 --> 00:40:06,337 and talk to anyone. 547 00:40:07,374 --> 00:40:10,252 Much less trying to get her to interview 548 00:40:10,276 --> 00:40:14,824 or looking for something to do, I don't know. 549 00:40:14,848 --> 00:40:16,792 I thought I could help her, 550 00:40:16,816 --> 00:40:18,761 but I don't know if I'm doing a damn bit of good. 551 00:40:18,785 --> 00:40:21,986 And somebody needs to start working in this house. 552 00:40:24,090 --> 00:40:24,900 I know where this is going. 553 00:40:24,924 --> 00:40:29,472 Honey, I just need some help. 554 00:40:29,496 --> 00:40:31,062 I'm trying to get a job. 555 00:40:32,198 --> 00:40:33,175 - I know. - There's just 556 00:40:33,199 --> 00:40:35,177 really none here. 557 00:40:35,201 --> 00:40:36,201 I know. 558 00:40:37,270 --> 00:40:39,482 But if you talk to that guy, 559 00:40:39,506 --> 00:40:41,739 I know it's not the kind of work you want 560 00:40:42,609 --> 00:40:44,308 but I think he'll hire you. 561 00:40:45,412 --> 00:40:50,481 'Cause I'm down to the dregs in my savings 562 00:40:51,384 --> 00:40:52,862 but I just think if you guys out 563 00:40:52,886 --> 00:40:55,398 there arguing in that trailer all the time 564 00:40:55,422 --> 00:40:58,100 and I think like, Jesus if they just 565 00:40:58,124 --> 00:41:01,103 were out looking for work, You know? 566 00:41:01,127 --> 00:41:03,695 But then the kids would always have to be with you. 567 00:41:05,131 --> 00:41:06,809 Well we could switch it off, I mean, 568 00:41:06,833 --> 00:41:11,035 it's not like you can find full time work in this town. 569 00:41:12,172 --> 00:41:15,618 You maybe able to, if I can get you on that crew. 570 00:41:15,642 --> 00:41:17,819 I'm not sure what it is, 571 00:41:17,843 --> 00:41:20,043 it's some sort of construction deal, I don't know. 572 00:41:21,381 --> 00:41:22,381 Those eyes, man. 573 00:41:23,883 --> 00:41:27,285 Wow, incredible. 574 00:41:28,121 --> 00:41:29,420 But he's sweet. 575 00:41:32,292 --> 00:41:34,158 I'll never forget any of that. 576 00:41:36,229 --> 00:41:38,796 He's dead now, we don't have to worry about him. 577 00:41:40,700 --> 00:41:42,433 (EXHALES) I know. 578 00:41:50,877 --> 00:41:53,377 There you go, keep it flat. 579 00:41:55,081 --> 00:41:58,494 Okay a little bit more, back and forth now. 580 00:41:58,518 --> 00:41:59,518 Spread it out, 581 00:42:00,386 --> 00:42:02,353 it's a big job, gonna go all day. 582 00:42:10,430 --> 00:42:12,441 (INTENSE GUITAR MUSIC) 583 00:42:12,465 --> 00:42:15,466 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 584 00:43:04,317 --> 00:43:07,385 (CALM GUITAR MUSIC) 585 00:43:37,483 --> 00:43:41,385 (SINGING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 586 00:45:23,556 --> 00:45:25,389 That was beautiful. 587 00:45:32,231 --> 00:45:35,199 (GUITAR STRUMMING) 588 00:45:46,546 --> 00:45:48,324 Want me to keep playing? 589 00:45:48,348 --> 00:45:49,348 Yes. 590 00:45:50,450 --> 00:45:52,027 Okay. 591 00:45:52,051 --> 00:45:53,284 Another one. 592 00:45:56,622 --> 00:46:00,524 (SINGING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 593 00:47:16,335 --> 00:47:17,335 Come here. 594 00:47:18,471 --> 00:47:19,970 Come here Thomas. 595 00:47:22,041 --> 00:47:24,208 (LAUGHS) 596 00:47:35,088 --> 00:47:36,088 Oh, wow! 597 00:47:50,803 --> 00:47:52,448 What is that? 598 00:47:52,472 --> 00:47:54,138 What is that, baby? 599 00:47:56,342 --> 00:47:57,342 What is that? 600 00:48:00,513 --> 00:48:02,646 (LAUGHS) 601 00:48:05,284 --> 00:48:06,395 Come here, sweetie. 602 00:48:06,419 --> 00:48:08,419 Come on, let's go play. 603 00:48:09,255 --> 00:48:10,732 Wanna go play? 604 00:48:10,756 --> 00:48:12,267 Yeah? 605 00:48:12,291 --> 00:48:14,024 Let's go play, baby. 606 00:48:27,206 --> 00:48:30,941 (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 607 00:48:34,514 --> 00:48:37,414 (ROCKS CRUNCHING) 608 00:49:40,894 --> 00:49:44,128 (POWER LINES HUMMING) 609 00:49:55,041 --> 00:49:57,286 (CRYING) 610 00:49:57,310 --> 00:49:58,687 Come on, go play. 611 00:49:58,711 --> 00:50:00,178 Come on, come on. 612 00:50:02,048 --> 00:50:04,182 (CRYING) 613 00:50:19,265 --> 00:50:21,443 Hey, babe, be careful, Ty's asleep. 614 00:50:21,467 --> 00:50:22,533 He's inside. 615 00:50:30,844 --> 00:50:32,910 (SIGHS) 616 00:50:42,689 --> 00:50:44,822 (CRYING) 617 00:50:47,727 --> 00:50:48,960 Oh, come here. 618 00:50:50,630 --> 00:50:51,674 Come here. 619 00:50:51,698 --> 00:50:52,698 Come here. 620 00:50:58,671 --> 00:51:00,738 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 621 00:51:05,211 --> 00:51:08,512 (UPBEAT COUNTRY MUSIC) 622 00:52:20,820 --> 00:52:22,486 I think you're fucking Miguel. 623 00:52:26,092 --> 00:52:27,258 He's very charming. 624 00:52:30,196 --> 00:52:33,331 I remember he used to flirt with me 625 00:52:36,769 --> 00:52:38,647 and I didn't care but, 626 00:52:38,671 --> 00:52:41,339 I guess this one time I took him to a party 627 00:52:42,208 --> 00:52:44,642 and there was a jacuzzi 628 00:52:46,612 --> 00:52:47,945 and so we got in. 629 00:52:50,750 --> 00:52:52,350 He started rubbing my leg 630 00:52:55,021 --> 00:52:55,965 and I just looked at him 631 00:52:55,989 --> 00:52:58,834 and I looked at his lips 632 00:52:58,858 --> 00:53:02,526 and realized he was so sexy. 633 00:53:03,896 --> 00:53:08,566 And I was like "You know what, I want a piece of that". 634 00:53:11,471 --> 00:53:12,937 So we started making out 635 00:53:16,009 --> 00:53:17,541 and he was such a good kisser. 636 00:53:19,278 --> 00:53:20,622 So we got out of the jacuzzi 637 00:53:20,646 --> 00:53:23,659 and went into these guest rooms, 638 00:53:23,683 --> 00:53:24,882 went into this one room 639 00:53:26,386 --> 00:53:31,455 and we were all wet and he was just in his boxers. 640 00:53:35,228 --> 00:53:37,661 And the sex with him was so crazy, 641 00:53:38,564 --> 00:53:39,697 it was unbelievable. 642 00:53:43,436 --> 00:53:45,536 I mean he just went straight down, 643 00:53:47,006 --> 00:53:50,953 started eating my pussy, eating all of it. 644 00:53:50,977 --> 00:53:52,721 (LAUGHS) 645 00:53:52,745 --> 00:53:54,011 I couldn't believe it. 646 00:53:56,516 --> 00:53:58,049 Like, a 17 year old kid 647 00:53:59,419 --> 00:54:00,863 and no one's good at eating pussy, 648 00:54:00,887 --> 00:54:02,319 but he's incredible. 649 00:54:03,790 --> 00:54:08,570 I mean, only like hardcore lesbians 650 00:54:08,594 --> 00:54:10,027 are good at eating pussy. 651 00:54:11,597 --> 00:54:14,276 And it was like there was a rhythm to it 652 00:54:14,300 --> 00:54:15,300 a beat. 653 00:54:17,603 --> 00:54:18,702 Kind of like music. 654 00:54:20,406 --> 00:54:22,173 And he had this little mustache, 655 00:54:24,677 --> 00:54:28,746 I never thought I would like some Mexican, latino mustache, 656 00:54:29,715 --> 00:54:33,150 but when he was eating my pussy it would just tickle me 657 00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:36,887 and then after that I was addicted to it. 658 00:54:37,723 --> 00:54:39,601 Then we started to fuck, 659 00:54:39,625 --> 00:54:41,859 but then the owner of the house walks in 660 00:54:42,862 --> 00:54:45,362 and was like "What the fuck are you doing". 661 00:54:46,666 --> 00:54:48,944 So we ran out of there and I'm like. 662 00:54:48,968 --> 00:54:50,801 "You're coming with me little one". 663 00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:54,572 I take him back to my house 664 00:54:56,142 --> 00:54:58,242 and I have this giant bed. 665 00:54:59,178 --> 00:55:01,490 And he tells me to take off my clothes 666 00:55:01,514 --> 00:55:06,395 and throws me down on the bed, we're rolling around 667 00:55:06,419 --> 00:55:07,930 and he's so sexy. 668 00:55:07,954 --> 00:55:10,921 I mean, it doesn't even make sense, 669 00:55:11,891 --> 00:55:13,335 he's just this 17 year old kid, 670 00:55:13,359 --> 00:55:16,327 but he was like a Dandy from the 1940's. 671 00:55:18,231 --> 00:55:21,643 And he was the fucking best. 672 00:55:21,667 --> 00:55:24,602 He had this way of looking into your eyes 673 00:55:25,671 --> 00:55:29,106 and making you feel like you were the last girl on Earth. 674 00:55:31,177 --> 00:55:34,111 That's the way he makes all of the girls feel. 675 00:55:36,516 --> 00:55:39,917 The other thing was that, I mean, 676 00:55:40,887 --> 00:55:42,286 he has a perfect penis. 677 00:55:45,558 --> 00:55:47,391 It's like a classic penis, you know, 678 00:55:48,895 --> 00:55:52,463 big, round, thick. 679 00:56:09,182 --> 00:56:12,316 (TRAIN HONKING HORN) 680 00:56:50,923 --> 00:56:53,702 I don't think Adam loves me anymore. 681 00:56:53,726 --> 00:56:54,726 Why? 682 00:56:56,896 --> 00:56:59,530 He just doesn't act the same, he's different. 683 00:57:02,034 --> 00:57:03,667 He doesn't look at me the same, 684 00:57:05,037 --> 00:57:06,604 he doesn't fuck me the same, 685 00:57:07,773 --> 00:57:10,975 he just expects me to be here when he gets off work. 686 00:57:14,413 --> 00:57:15,413 Shit. 687 00:57:17,683 --> 00:57:18,683 Sucks. 688 00:57:19,885 --> 00:57:22,931 I mean he doesn't even try to be a father to his kids, 689 00:57:22,955 --> 00:57:26,023 he doesn't try to be my lover anymore. 690 00:57:29,695 --> 00:57:31,729 I'm so fucking tired of it here. 691 00:57:33,232 --> 00:57:34,232 Then let's leave. 692 00:57:35,968 --> 00:57:37,512 Go where? 693 00:57:37,536 --> 00:57:38,536 To Austin. 694 00:57:40,973 --> 00:57:42,084 Why Austin? 695 00:57:42,108 --> 00:57:47,155 I don't know, there's a good music scene over there, 696 00:57:47,179 --> 00:57:50,892 it's way bigger, there's more places to play. 697 00:57:50,916 --> 00:57:54,918 I want to play my guitar, so that seems like a good place. 698 00:57:58,591 --> 00:58:00,124 You should come with me. 699 00:58:05,331 --> 00:58:06,375 Go with you. 700 00:58:06,399 --> 00:58:07,399 Hell yeah. 701 00:58:08,968 --> 00:58:11,480 You just want me to pick up everything and leave? 702 00:58:11,504 --> 00:58:12,504 Yeah. 703 00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:16,752 What about Thomas? 704 00:58:16,776 --> 00:58:19,821 - I don't know, I mean, - And Tai. 705 00:58:19,845 --> 00:58:23,414 I don't think they care, they just got out of the pin. 706 00:58:27,320 --> 00:58:29,164 We could take the Oregon shit 707 00:58:29,188 --> 00:58:31,655 and move to (MUMBLES), 708 00:58:33,859 --> 00:58:35,604 I don't want to me stuck here 709 00:58:35,628 --> 00:58:37,773 and you're too pretty to be stuck here too, 710 00:58:37,797 --> 00:58:40,364 let's get the fuck outta here. 711 00:58:41,767 --> 00:58:43,211 What about Adam? 712 00:58:43,235 --> 00:58:44,301 Fuck Adam. 713 00:58:53,145 --> 00:58:56,258 Well, I can't just pick up everything and leave. 714 00:58:56,282 --> 00:58:57,726 Yes you can. 715 00:58:57,750 --> 00:58:59,616 What kind of mother would that make me? 716 00:59:01,287 --> 00:59:02,287 - Donna? - No. 717 00:59:04,924 --> 00:59:06,268 But I really want you to come 718 00:59:06,292 --> 00:59:10,794 and I could make money and I could get shows and shit. 719 00:59:14,734 --> 00:59:18,035 I'm getting better at playing the guitars. 720 00:59:24,443 --> 00:59:26,088 I mean you don't have to come, 721 00:59:26,112 --> 00:59:27,978 I'm not kidnapping you or anything. 722 00:59:33,586 --> 00:59:36,253 I haven't had a girlfriend since I was 12 years old. 723 00:59:40,926 --> 00:59:42,237 And I love you. 724 00:59:42,261 --> 00:59:43,527 - You love me? - Mhmm. 725 00:59:46,766 --> 00:59:48,665 Since the second I saw you, 726 00:59:49,635 --> 00:59:51,034 I was like damn. 727 00:59:58,144 --> 00:59:59,443 You're amazing. 728 01:00:06,018 --> 01:00:08,752 - I think I love you too. - Mhmm. 729 01:00:18,030 --> 01:00:20,264 (MUMBLES) 730 01:00:28,073 --> 01:00:30,641 (EERIE MUSIC) 731 01:01:24,563 --> 01:01:27,731 (TRAIN HORN HONKING) 732 01:02:00,533 --> 01:02:04,334 (SOLEMN INSTRUMENTAL GUITAR) 733 01:05:29,531 --> 01:05:31,598 (MUSIC PACE INTENSIFIES) 734 01:06:34,696 --> 01:06:39,766 - What the fuck! - (SCREAMING) 735 01:06:42,404 --> 01:06:43,404 Shit. 736 01:06:46,074 --> 01:06:47,074 Shit. 737 01:06:56,518 --> 01:06:59,753 (SPEAKING IN SPANISH) 738 01:07:08,563 --> 01:07:11,364 (BABY SCREAMING) 739 01:08:41,022 --> 01:08:43,990 (EERIE SLOW MUSIC) 740 01:09:10,452 --> 01:09:13,353 (WATER SPLASHING) 741 01:10:46,948 --> 01:10:50,350 (SLOW GUITAR STRUMMING) 742 01:11:55,617 --> 01:11:58,418 (WATER DRIPPING) 743 01:12:25,547 --> 01:12:27,880 (KNOCKING) 744 01:12:42,764 --> 01:12:43,764 Yeah. 745 01:12:44,833 --> 01:12:46,644 You killed my father. 746 01:12:46,668 --> 01:12:48,512 (GUNSHOT) 747 01:12:48,536 --> 01:12:49,936 I have a 9 year old son 748 01:12:51,005 --> 01:12:55,152 and my fucking ex-wife took him away from me 749 01:12:55,176 --> 01:12:56,554 and I didn't do anything. 750 01:12:56,578 --> 01:12:58,044 I love my son. 751 01:12:59,180 --> 01:13:01,492 I would never discipline him the way 752 01:13:01,516 --> 01:13:03,449 my father disciplined me. 753 01:13:04,686 --> 01:13:08,866 I would never use my fist, these hands are for love. 754 01:13:08,890 --> 01:13:11,023 The strap is for discipline. 755 01:13:16,431 --> 01:13:18,498 I just miss him. 756 01:13:23,405 --> 01:13:26,472 (WOMAN HARMONIZING) 757 01:13:40,455 --> 01:13:43,589 (GASPING FOR BREATH) 758 01:14:12,854 --> 01:14:15,988 (SLOW SPANISH MUSIC)