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[***]

2
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[WHISTLE TWEETS]

3
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[HUMMING]

4
00:01:05,454 --> 00:01:07,156
Hm.

5
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[HUMMING CONTINUES]

6
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All right.

7
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We're out of tea bags.

8
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[HUMMING]

9
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Any delays?

10
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A slight snarl-up
in Basingstoke.

11
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[INHALES SHARPLY]

12
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Fuck Basingstoke.

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[BOTH LAUGH]

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ED:
This-- This i-is not
an airport.

15
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Th-th-that's the trouble.

16
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[SPEAKS
FOREIGN LANGUAGE]

17
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Yeah, yeah.
Well, we're in Woking.

18
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[STUTTERING]
Uh, I don't quite--

19
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Well, you've done it,
but we're in Woking.

20
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You guys should
really get a lift.

21
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Yeah, we really should.

22
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[PHONE RINGING]

23
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[WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER PA]

24
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Hi.

25
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No, of course
I can't come home.

26
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Of course I can't.

27
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Because I'm at work.

28
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[TOILET FLUSHING]

29
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Of course I do.

30
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No, of course I do.

31
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Please don't shout.

32
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[DOOR OPENS]

33
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Toilet's blocked.

34
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Yes, sir.
Yeah. It is.

35
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[GRUNTS]

36
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Five day return,
please.

37
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Yes, coming right up.

38
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Uh, where to?

39
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You look like you're having
a worse day than I am.

40
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Why are you looking at me
like that?

41
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Do you want one?

42
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Uh, no, thank you.

43
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Uh, I need the destination
of your ticket,

44
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and I'm afraid I need you to
extinguish that cigarette. Ha.

45
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Ha. Didn't I say?
That's why I need this.

46
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Calms my vastly
overheating brain.

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Macon Heights.

48
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Macon Heights?

49
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That's right.
Macon Heights.

50
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Um, ha.

51
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There's no such station.

52
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Check the computer.

53
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A ticket to
Macon Heights.

54
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I've worked here over
20 years, madam.

55
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M-A-C-O-N Heights.

56
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Uh, what train were
you considering getting?

57
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Uh, do you know the time?

58
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5:19. I can also take
the 1:19 or the 9:19.

59
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Well, there you go.
That's the Alton train.

60
00:04:01,363 --> 00:04:02,564
You see?

61
00:04:02,597 --> 00:04:04,733
Stops at Brookwood,
Ash Vale,

62
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Aldershot, Farnham, Bentley,
and then Alton.

63
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There's no Macon Heights,
I'm afraid. Heh.

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[TRAIN PASSES]

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[***]

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BOB:
Then she was gone?

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ED:
Yeah, some sort
of trick, I think.

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A sort of light thing.

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Okay.

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No. No,
it's okay.

71
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Still keeping
that up, are you?

72
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I dream of
passive smoking.

73
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[BOTH LAUGH]

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Macon Heights.

75
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Yeah. I keep feeling I've heard
the name before somewhere.

76
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Ed, Listen.

77
00:05:07,429 --> 00:05:08,597
I know I don't
have kids,

78
00:05:08,630 --> 00:05:12,867
but I mean to ask,
you're okay?

79
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Never better.

80
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See you tomorrow.

81
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[MUFFLED RAP MUSIC
PLAYING INDISTINCTLY]

82
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[PEOPLE SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER POLICE RADIO]

83
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Shit. They called
the police?

84
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MARY:
She did. I phoned you.

85
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I didn't think
she'd call the police.

86
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OFFICER:
She'll not be
pressing charges.

87
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ED:
Oh, good.

88
00:06:01,683 --> 00:06:02,917
Th-that's good.

89
00:06:02,951 --> 00:06:04,953
But she
is very upset.

90
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A 15-year-old girl,
you understand?

91
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Well, we're very sorry.

92
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Aren't we, Sam?
She laughed at me.

93
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There is gonna
come a point--

94
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No, there won't. No.

95
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We won't let it.

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OFFICER:
--where we can't
excuse him.

97
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I just got angry.

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ED:
And I understand
that it's just--

99
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I shouldn't scare people.

100
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I shouldn't
scare people.

101
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Sam, I'm trying
to talk to you here.

102
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SAM:
I shouldn't scare
people, but I do.

103
00:06:35,950 --> 00:06:38,520
But I do,
I do scare people.

104
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[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
ON RECORD PLAYER]

105
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Hang on, have you
been raiding my, um--

106
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Oh.

107
00:06:50,632 --> 00:06:53,067
Pray silence
for Louie Bellson.

108
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You used to listen to this
when you were little.

109
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Count how many notes he plays
in the next five seconds.

110
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L-listen to that sax.
Go on. Go on, then.

111
00:07:01,643 --> 00:07:04,112
Phew-phew-phew.
Go on, count. Go on.

112
00:07:04,145 --> 00:07:06,981
Go on, count them.
Come on. Count them.

113
00:07:07,015 --> 00:07:08,583
You can't, though,

114
00:07:08,617 --> 00:07:10,519
because it's physically
impossible, it is.

115
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Too many notes to count.

116
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[LAUGHS]

117
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This, um--
Did she say anything

118
00:07:21,262 --> 00:07:23,264
or-or do anything
to provoke you?

119
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I've forgotten, so...

120
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[RECORD SCRATCHES,
MUSIC STOPS]

121
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Well...

122
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Okay, kiddo.

123
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Okey-doke.

124
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[TRAIN PASSING]

125
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Come in.

126
00:08:00,702 --> 00:08:04,739
Please sit down, madam.
Please sit down.

127
00:08:04,773 --> 00:08:06,074
Please sit.

128
00:08:06,107 --> 00:08:08,176
I just want
to buy a ticket.

129
00:08:08,209 --> 00:08:10,745
Why do I feel like I'm being
interviewed by Special Branch?

130
00:08:10,779 --> 00:08:13,047
Ed says you take
the Alton train.

131
00:08:13,081 --> 00:08:14,248
That's correct.

132
00:08:14,282 --> 00:08:16,184
The 9:19 train to Alton.

133
00:08:16,217 --> 00:08:20,054
The 9:19, or the 13:19,
or the 17:19.

134
00:08:20,088 --> 00:08:22,557
But mostly the 9:19.

135
00:08:22,591 --> 00:08:25,660
How long is the trip?
How long does it take?

136
00:08:25,694 --> 00:08:28,196
Twenty-eight minutes,
precisely.

137
00:08:28,229 --> 00:08:29,798
It's supposed to,

138
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though it's recently
become less reliable.

139
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BOB:
What sort of place
is Macon Heights?

140
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How many live there?

141
00:08:36,337 --> 00:08:38,573
Five thousand.
I don't know.

142
00:08:38,607 --> 00:08:40,575
And does it have
a large employer?

143
00:08:40,609 --> 00:08:43,578
A brewery? A power station?
A call center?

144
00:08:43,612 --> 00:08:46,114
No. Nothing big like that.

145
00:08:46,147 --> 00:08:48,950
I work accounts
at Bradshaw Insurance.

146
00:08:50,251 --> 00:08:51,820
What's the problem?

147
00:08:54,055 --> 00:08:56,190
This is a map
of our local network.

148
00:08:56,224 --> 00:09:00,695
I'll show you in particular
Farnham, and then Bentley.

149
00:09:00,729 --> 00:09:03,632
Do you notice there
are no stops in between?

150
00:09:03,665 --> 00:09:04,799
[TRAIN PASSES, THEN SILENCE]

151
00:09:10,805 --> 00:09:12,874
[SIGHS]

152
00:09:12,907 --> 00:09:15,343
Okay, how the fuck
did she do that?

153
00:09:15,376 --> 00:09:19,280
WOMAN [OVER PA]:
The train now standing at
Platform 6

154
00:09:19,313 --> 00:09:23,184
is the 9:17 serving

155
00:09:23,217 --> 00:09:27,255
Billingham, Farnham,
Bentley, and Alton.

156
00:09:27,288 --> 00:09:29,223
[***]

157
00:09:37,165 --> 00:09:38,299
MAN:
Are you on duty?

158
00:09:39,734 --> 00:09:43,104
Uh. No. No. No.

159
00:09:43,137 --> 00:09:44,405
Thanks.

160
00:09:44,438 --> 00:09:46,040
[DOORS BEEPING]

161
00:09:46,074 --> 00:09:47,308
[DOORS CLOSE]

162
00:09:49,043 --> 00:09:50,244
[WHISTLE TWEETS]

163
00:09:50,278 --> 00:09:51,913
[SAM SCREAMING]

164
00:09:51,946 --> 00:09:53,948
ED:
Sam, don't you hurt
your mother!

165
00:09:53,982 --> 00:09:55,817
That's enough!
Don't hurt him.

166
00:09:55,850 --> 00:09:59,153
Sam, please.
Please, please, please, Sam.

167
00:09:59,187 --> 00:10:04,158
DOCTOR:
When you lose control,
does it feel like anger?

168
00:10:04,192 --> 00:10:05,359
SAM:
No.

169
00:10:05,393 --> 00:10:08,396
Yes. It's, um--

170
00:10:08,429 --> 00:10:09,964
DOCTOR:
Does it feel different

171
00:10:09,998 --> 00:10:11,833
from what normal anger
feels like?

172
00:10:12,867 --> 00:10:14,268
Yes.

173
00:10:14,302 --> 00:10:16,270
DOCTOR:
And how does
it feel different?

174
00:10:16,304 --> 00:10:19,107
Does it feel sad?

175
00:10:20,975 --> 00:10:22,744
Yeah.

176
00:10:22,777 --> 00:10:25,747
DOCTOR:
Okay. That's interesting,
isn't it?

177
00:10:25,780 --> 00:10:26,915
SAM:
Is it?

178
00:10:30,284 --> 00:10:31,886
Dad.

179
00:10:34,155 --> 00:10:36,324
What? S-- Uh, sorry.

180
00:10:36,357 --> 00:10:38,459
Sorry. Sorry.

181
00:10:38,492 --> 00:10:41,262
Well, shall we leave it
there for now, yeah?

182
00:10:41,295 --> 00:10:42,463
Ed, Mary,
can I have a word?

183
00:10:42,496 --> 00:10:44,132
A-a word about what?

184
00:10:44,165 --> 00:10:46,067
DOCTOR:
Just some forms
I want them to sign.

185
00:10:46,100 --> 00:10:47,401
[SIGHS]

186
00:10:47,435 --> 00:10:49,270
Form a queue for the forms.

187
00:10:49,303 --> 00:10:50,905
Too many notes.

188
00:10:50,939 --> 00:10:52,073
[LAUGHS]

189
00:10:53,341 --> 00:10:54,776
Okay. Um.

190
00:10:54,809 --> 00:10:56,244
I'll just
wait outside

191
00:10:56,277 --> 00:10:58,947
with all the other
crazy kids.

192
00:11:01,382 --> 00:11:03,317
[***]

193
00:11:05,754 --> 00:11:08,890
I'm concerned about Sam.

194
00:11:08,923 --> 00:11:12,026
With the psychotic episodes
becoming more frequent,

195
00:11:12,060 --> 00:11:14,395
and the violence
getting worse,

196
00:11:14,428 --> 00:11:18,499
it seems likely that
his condition is deteriorating.

197
00:11:18,532 --> 00:11:22,003
We need to start talking
about how to prepare for this.

198
00:11:22,971 --> 00:11:24,906
[***]

199
00:11:33,114 --> 00:11:34,849
MARY:
Does he frighten you?

200
00:11:36,985 --> 00:11:39,754
Well, I'm frightened
for him.

201
00:11:39,788 --> 00:11:42,156
But does he
frighten you?

202
00:11:46,527 --> 00:11:48,763
Sometimes, yeah.

203
00:11:48,797 --> 00:11:50,031
Does he frighten you?

204
00:11:50,064 --> 00:11:52,466
He's my son.

205
00:11:52,500 --> 00:11:54,735
My son doesn't
frighten me.

206
00:11:58,272 --> 00:12:00,809
Do you remember, um--

207
00:12:00,842 --> 00:12:02,977
Do you remember
when-when we first met?

208
00:12:03,011 --> 00:12:04,879
Um, we were
introduced by, uh--

209
00:12:04,913 --> 00:12:06,380
Fuck, I f-forgot her name.

210
00:12:06,414 --> 00:12:08,149
On a train.

211
00:12:08,182 --> 00:12:10,251
She said, "This is Ed.
He works in trains,

212
00:12:10,284 --> 00:12:12,086
and this is Mary,
and she's on a train."

213
00:12:12,120 --> 00:12:13,354
Then she burst
into hysterics

214
00:12:13,387 --> 00:12:14,923
even though
it wasn't that funny.

215
00:12:14,956 --> 00:12:16,257
[LAUGHS]

216
00:12:16,290 --> 00:12:17,491
It took me almost
two months

217
00:12:17,525 --> 00:12:19,794
to convince you
out for a coffee.

218
00:12:20,962 --> 00:12:22,396
But I knew.

219
00:12:22,430 --> 00:12:24,933
I knew you
that were somebody

220
00:12:24,966 --> 00:12:27,035
I could build something
with and it--

221
00:12:27,068 --> 00:12:29,437
He reminds me
of you.

222
00:12:29,470 --> 00:12:31,205
That's why I can
talk to him.

223
00:12:32,841 --> 00:12:35,009
The true you.

224
00:12:35,043 --> 00:12:39,247
Not the one with the fake smile
spread across your face.

225
00:12:43,317 --> 00:12:44,919
Okay.

226
00:12:47,221 --> 00:12:48,990
And actually,

227
00:12:50,158 --> 00:12:51,425
I'm more frightened
of you

228
00:12:51,459 --> 00:12:52,994
when you've got
that fake smile on

229
00:12:53,027 --> 00:12:54,395
than I am of him.

230
00:12:56,297 --> 00:12:58,199
[SNIFFS]

231
00:12:58,232 --> 00:13:00,835
Okay. Good.

232
00:13:05,239 --> 00:13:07,175
[HUMMING]

233
00:13:13,948 --> 00:13:17,085
MAN [OVER PA]:
The train now approaching
Platform 6,

234
00:13:17,118 --> 00:13:21,555
the 9:19 train, boarding
at all stations to Alton.

235
00:13:21,589 --> 00:13:23,524
[***]

236
00:13:27,661 --> 00:13:30,064
[WHISTLE TWEETS]

237
00:13:31,432 --> 00:13:33,067
[DOORS BEEPING]

238
00:13:33,101 --> 00:13:35,036
[***]

239
00:13:44,612 --> 00:13:46,547
[CELL PHONE BUTTONS BEEPING]

240
00:14:03,397 --> 00:14:06,600
Uh, no, I'm not
collecting tickets.

241
00:14:11,372 --> 00:14:14,208
I'm just a passenger.

242
00:14:14,242 --> 00:14:17,278
MAN:
Yes, sir, we're
all passengers here.

243
00:14:25,019 --> 00:14:26,154
[***]

244
00:15:18,006 --> 00:15:19,273
ED:
Excuse me.

245
00:15:19,307 --> 00:15:20,541
Excuse me.

246
00:15:20,574 --> 00:15:22,410
You-- You can't--

247
00:15:24,045 --> 00:15:25,980
[PHONE ALARM BEEPING]

248
00:15:46,367 --> 00:15:48,302
[***]

249
00:16:35,216 --> 00:16:37,151
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

250
00:16:45,159 --> 00:16:48,062
GIRL:
Wait! Wait!

251
00:16:52,466 --> 00:16:54,168
Wait for me!

252
00:17:00,274 --> 00:17:02,210
[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS]

253
00:17:06,347 --> 00:17:07,648
We do a table
service.

254
00:17:07,681 --> 00:17:10,251
Take a seat.
What can I get for you?

255
00:17:10,284 --> 00:17:11,452
Tea.

256
00:17:11,485 --> 00:17:13,087
WAITRESS:
How do you like it?

257
00:17:13,121 --> 00:17:14,522
Ahem, m-milk.

258
00:17:14,555 --> 00:17:15,756
One sugar.

259
00:17:15,789 --> 00:17:18,226
I'll bring it right over.

260
00:17:34,908 --> 00:17:37,211
White. One sugar.

261
00:17:37,245 --> 00:17:39,680
And a piece of some
apple cake I made.

262
00:17:39,713 --> 00:17:42,216
No charge. You look
like you could do with it.

263
00:17:42,250 --> 00:17:44,118
Right, uh, thanks.

264
00:17:44,152 --> 00:17:47,121
Uh. Very much. Yeah.

265
00:17:51,792 --> 00:17:53,161
I've never
seen someone look

266
00:17:53,194 --> 00:17:54,762
so frightened
by my cooking. Ha!

267
00:17:54,795 --> 00:17:56,264
Yeah.

268
00:18:03,237 --> 00:18:05,239
Well, actually,
it's, uh--

269
00:18:05,273 --> 00:18:06,574
It's divine.

270
00:18:06,607 --> 00:18:07,841
Divine?
Yeah.

271
00:18:07,875 --> 00:18:10,278
Ha-ha-ha.
I like divine.

272
00:18:10,311 --> 00:18:12,780
It's delicious.

273
00:18:12,813 --> 00:18:14,748
New in town?

274
00:18:14,782 --> 00:18:16,584
Yes.

275
00:18:16,617 --> 00:18:19,820
Well, not that I speak on behalf
of the town or anything,

276
00:18:19,853 --> 00:18:23,357
but I think you'll find a lot
of things divine around here.

277
00:18:23,391 --> 00:18:25,293
[SERVICE BELL DINGS]

278
00:18:39,340 --> 00:18:40,708
Oh, my.

279
00:18:43,244 --> 00:18:44,545
[CHUCKLES]

280
00:18:49,217 --> 00:18:51,185
[GIGGLING]

281
00:18:51,219 --> 00:18:53,287
Sorry,
we're just engaged.

282
00:18:53,321 --> 00:18:55,256
It's kind of--
It's glorious!

283
00:18:55,289 --> 00:18:58,326
Oh, well,
congratulations.

284
00:18:58,359 --> 00:19:00,761
MAN:
Thank you. Thank you.

285
00:19:00,794 --> 00:19:02,330
She said yes!
We're engaged!

286
00:19:02,363 --> 00:19:03,397
[ALL LAUGHING]

287
00:19:03,431 --> 00:19:05,399
[CHUCKLES]

288
00:19:05,433 --> 00:19:07,368
[***]

289
00:19:10,838 --> 00:19:11,772
MAN:
Hello.

290
00:19:25,319 --> 00:19:27,221
[BIKE BELL RINGS]

291
00:19:31,392 --> 00:19:33,361
[CHILDREN LAUGHING,
CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]

292
00:19:43,504 --> 00:19:47,875
WOMAN:
Man sits alone
watching children play.

293
00:19:47,908 --> 00:19:50,378
In another world,
I'd be worried.

294
00:19:52,980 --> 00:19:55,416
He reminds me of my boy.

295
00:19:55,449 --> 00:19:56,784
WOMAN:
Which one?

296
00:19:56,817 --> 00:19:59,219
ED:
The one at the back there.

297
00:20:00,688 --> 00:20:02,956
Not very physical,
is he?

298
00:20:06,760 --> 00:20:08,462
Am I ill?

299
00:20:09,797 --> 00:20:12,766
Are you are a symptom
of my illness?

300
00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:14,968
You see, that's a classic
negative response

301
00:20:15,002 --> 00:20:17,405
from a classically
negative man.

302
00:20:17,438 --> 00:20:20,240
Why not see the possibilities
of the place?

303
00:20:21,842 --> 00:20:23,877
What is this place?

304
00:20:23,911 --> 00:20:26,347
Macon Heights.

305
00:20:26,380 --> 00:20:28,048
But Macon Heights is--

306
00:20:28,081 --> 00:20:31,018
It's not supposed
to be here.

307
00:20:31,051 --> 00:20:34,021
Did that apple cake
taste imaginary?

308
00:20:34,054 --> 00:20:36,357
Do those kids
look imaginary?

309
00:20:36,390 --> 00:20:37,891
It exists, Ed.

310
00:20:37,925 --> 00:20:40,794
You just don't want
to believe it can exist.

311
00:20:40,828 --> 00:20:42,796
Because it makes
you happy,

312
00:20:42,830 --> 00:20:45,433
and you're not used
to being happy.

313
00:20:47,501 --> 00:20:50,571
Maybe this is the world
as it should be.

314
00:20:50,604 --> 00:20:52,373
Cigarette?

315
00:20:52,406 --> 00:20:54,975
Maybe this is the world
that you need.

316
00:20:59,547 --> 00:21:03,050
Your train home leaves
at 20 past 7.

317
00:21:03,083 --> 00:21:06,520
Try to enjoy Macon Heights
until it does.

318
00:21:12,059 --> 00:21:13,994
[***]

319
00:21:39,487 --> 00:21:41,722
[GRUNTS]
Up we go!

320
00:22:06,947 --> 00:22:10,117
[TRAIN HONKS]

321
00:22:10,150 --> 00:22:12,085
[***]

322
00:22:34,074 --> 00:22:35,643
MARY:
Hiya.

323
00:22:35,676 --> 00:22:36,844
Hiya.

324
00:22:36,877 --> 00:22:38,078
MARY:
Good day?

325
00:22:38,111 --> 00:22:39,513
Strange day.

326
00:22:39,547 --> 00:22:41,749
Oh.

327
00:22:41,782 --> 00:22:43,884
Go put your feet up.

328
00:22:43,917 --> 00:22:45,753
I'm making a chicken pie
for dinner.

329
00:22:45,786 --> 00:22:46,954
Bit of a treat.

330
00:22:46,987 --> 00:22:48,489
Oh, yeah.

331
00:22:55,763 --> 00:22:57,698
[***]

332
00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:28,596
Remember when we
painted this room?

333
00:23:28,629 --> 00:23:29,863
[CHUCKLES]

334
00:23:29,897 --> 00:23:31,699
Always thought
we'd have a boy.

335
00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:35,469
Things happen,
I guess.

336
00:23:36,570 --> 00:23:38,138
Or they don't.

337
00:23:42,610 --> 00:23:44,812
I love you.

338
00:23:44,845 --> 00:23:45,779
[CHUCKLES]

339
00:23:47,748 --> 00:23:49,517
Still...

340
00:23:49,550 --> 00:23:52,820
I seem to remember
we had fun trying, though.

341
00:23:52,853 --> 00:23:54,888
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

342
00:23:57,290 --> 00:23:58,626
Mm.

343
00:24:00,728 --> 00:24:01,895
Mm.

344
00:24:01,929 --> 00:24:03,096
[BOTH GIGGLING]

345
00:24:03,130 --> 00:24:04,464
Oh!

346
00:24:13,774 --> 00:24:15,643
WOMAN:
Thank you.

347
00:24:15,676 --> 00:24:17,545
Thank you all.

348
00:24:17,578 --> 00:24:19,547
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

349
00:24:26,119 --> 00:24:27,821
[PA BEEPS]

350
00:24:27,855 --> 00:24:29,790
[WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER PA]

351
00:24:35,262 --> 00:24:37,030
[***]

352
00:24:59,987 --> 00:25:01,755
[PHONE RINGING]

353
00:25:01,789 --> 00:25:03,791
[ED SNIFFS]

354
00:25:03,824 --> 00:25:06,794
ED [STUTTERS]:
Yeah. I'm trying to locate
a reporter of yours.

355
00:25:06,827 --> 00:25:10,931
Uh, you don't seem to have
a-an e-mail contact.

356
00:25:10,964 --> 00:25:15,235
Uh, well, I wouldn't know.
Her name is Martine Jenkins.

357
00:25:17,037 --> 00:25:19,707
I need to know everything
I can about the place.

358
00:25:19,740 --> 00:25:20,974
MARTINE:
Why?

359
00:25:21,008 --> 00:25:23,010
Eh-- Um...

360
00:25:23,043 --> 00:25:24,778
It's, uh, for a project.

361
00:25:24,812 --> 00:25:26,113
[CHUCKLES]

362
00:25:26,146 --> 00:25:27,981
You do understand
I'm a journalist?

363
00:25:28,015 --> 00:25:30,584
We're a dying breed,
but we generally

364
00:25:30,618 --> 00:25:35,355
have an unerring sense of smell
where bullshit is concerned.

365
00:25:35,388 --> 00:25:36,957
[CHUCKLES]

366
00:25:36,990 --> 00:25:39,593
MARTINE:
How many times
have you been?

367
00:25:39,627 --> 00:25:40,894
Um... Ahem.

368
00:25:42,630 --> 00:25:44,364
Once.
Oh, I'm impressed.

369
00:25:44,397 --> 00:25:47,000
Normally people have been
eight or nine times

370
00:25:47,034 --> 00:25:48,268
before they look me up.

371
00:25:48,301 --> 00:25:50,103
I'm not the first, then.

372
00:25:59,947 --> 00:26:02,082
In my experience,

373
00:26:02,115 --> 00:26:05,052
the less I explain...

374
00:26:05,085 --> 00:26:06,987
the better this is.

375
00:26:08,956 --> 00:26:10,290
[MURMURS]

376
00:26:14,194 --> 00:26:15,763
[ED SCOFFS]

377
00:26:15,796 --> 00:26:18,198
This is still a town
that doesn't exist.

378
00:26:18,231 --> 00:26:22,202
It's a town
that almost existed.

379
00:26:22,235 --> 00:26:24,838
I think that's
somehow different.

380
00:26:26,239 --> 00:26:28,976
There was such a lot
to say about it.

381
00:26:29,009 --> 00:26:33,413
The pity was I just couldn't get
a big piece printed up anywhere.

382
00:26:33,446 --> 00:26:35,282
Well, who stopped you?

383
00:26:35,315 --> 00:26:37,250
Oh, no, no, there's
no conspiracy.

384
00:26:37,284 --> 00:26:39,252
They just didn't think
it was interesting.

385
00:26:39,286 --> 00:26:42,222
A dreamer dreams big.

386
00:26:42,255 --> 00:26:43,791
It blows up.

387
00:26:43,824 --> 00:26:45,793
He dies.

388
00:26:45,826 --> 00:26:47,027
He died?

389
00:26:47,060 --> 00:26:48,862
He won the bid,

390
00:26:48,896 --> 00:26:52,232
but there were
financial irregularities.

391
00:26:52,265 --> 00:26:54,334
Not corruption,
just incompetence.

392
00:26:57,370 --> 00:27:00,140
I've tried to visit,
you know.

393
00:27:00,173 --> 00:27:02,275
Of course I have.

394
00:27:02,309 --> 00:27:04,211
An ideal town...

395
00:27:04,244 --> 00:27:05,813
[INHALES SHARPLY]

396
00:27:05,846 --> 00:27:07,380
...that stays ideal...

397
00:27:09,182 --> 00:27:12,820
that can exist untouched
by reality.

398
00:27:16,223 --> 00:27:18,325
But the door
wouldn't open for me.

399
00:27:18,358 --> 00:27:21,161
Um... Who's this?

400
00:27:22,395 --> 00:27:23,897
That's his daughter,

401
00:27:23,931 --> 00:27:25,265
Linda.

402
00:27:25,298 --> 00:27:27,334
She found him in the woods.

403
00:27:27,367 --> 00:27:29,336
Overdosed.

404
00:27:29,369 --> 00:27:32,740
Two weeks after they took
the project away from him

405
00:27:32,773 --> 00:27:35,342
and gave it
to the next bidder.

406
00:27:35,375 --> 00:27:37,310
[***]

407
00:27:46,353 --> 00:27:48,021
You're just
saying nothing, are you?

408
00:27:48,055 --> 00:27:50,057
What?

409
00:27:50,090 --> 00:27:52,459
BOB:
You fuck off just before rush
hour, leave me on my johns.

410
00:27:52,492 --> 00:27:53,927
And you're just
saying nothing.

411
00:27:53,961 --> 00:27:56,396
Where'd you go?

412
00:27:56,429 --> 00:27:58,131
You doing something
you shouldn't?

413
00:27:58,165 --> 00:28:00,000
No.

414
00:28:00,033 --> 00:28:01,969
Once a family's broken...

415
00:28:02,002 --> 00:28:03,470
it doesn't get mended.

416
00:28:03,503 --> 00:28:05,906
Three kids by three
different mothers, remember?

417
00:28:05,939 --> 00:28:07,374
[CHUCKLES]
Three kids?

418
00:28:07,407 --> 00:28:11,011
Yes. I think I know
how many children I've got.

419
00:28:13,914 --> 00:28:15,348
I have to go.

420
00:28:15,382 --> 00:28:16,950
I'll take it
as annual leave.

421
00:28:16,984 --> 00:28:18,485
What?

422
00:28:18,518 --> 00:28:22,222
Ed! Ed, it's too late for me
to arrange cover.

423
00:28:22,255 --> 00:28:24,457
You can't just go.

424
00:28:24,491 --> 00:28:26,927
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

425
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:29,096
Ed! Ed!

426
00:28:29,129 --> 00:28:31,531
Stop the train!

427
00:28:31,564 --> 00:28:33,133
Ed.

428
00:28:36,870 --> 00:28:38,806
[***]

429
00:28:42,009 --> 00:28:44,344
MAN:
Gets quite addictive,
doesn't it?

430
00:28:45,813 --> 00:28:47,848
Sorry?

431
00:28:47,881 --> 00:28:50,050
Watching the world go by.

432
00:29:08,301 --> 00:29:09,536
You came back.

433
00:29:09,569 --> 00:29:11,004
I did.

434
00:29:11,038 --> 00:29:12,472
I am so pleased.

435
00:29:12,505 --> 00:29:14,507
I made a ginger cake today that
you're gonna love.

436
00:29:14,541 --> 00:29:17,410
Then I will
have that and a...

437
00:29:17,444 --> 00:29:20,914
I was about to say
a cup of hot chocolate.

438
00:29:20,948 --> 00:29:23,550
Hot chocolate and ginger cake
is a tasty combination.

439
00:29:23,583 --> 00:29:25,152
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

440
00:29:25,185 --> 00:29:27,087
[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS]

441
00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,056
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

442
00:29:36,997 --> 00:29:38,531
[SIGHS]

443
00:29:41,268 --> 00:29:43,336
[CHATTER, JAZZ MUSIC FADE AWAY]

444
00:29:43,370 --> 00:29:45,172
WAITRESS:
Feels better, doesn't it?

445
00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:49,209
Warning...

446
00:29:49,242 --> 00:29:51,344
this can get
quite addictive.

447
00:29:51,378 --> 00:29:52,913
[MOUTHS]

448
00:29:52,946 --> 00:29:55,248
My ginger cake. Ha.

449
00:29:55,282 --> 00:29:58,185
Oh, ha-ha-ha. Thank you.

450
00:29:58,218 --> 00:30:00,153
[INDISTINCT CHATTER,
JAZZ SONG RESUME]

451
00:30:10,030 --> 00:30:11,598
[BOTH LAUGHING]

452
00:30:11,631 --> 00:30:14,334
Sorry. We're just engaged.
It's kind of--

453
00:30:14,367 --> 00:30:15,468
It's glorious.

454
00:30:15,502 --> 00:30:16,469
[MAN LAUGHS]

455
00:30:16,503 --> 00:30:18,338
I-I-I don't understand.

456
00:30:18,371 --> 00:30:20,273
MAN:
Thank you. Thank you.

457
00:30:22,309 --> 00:30:23,877
[CHUCKLES]

458
00:30:26,313 --> 00:30:28,215
[ICE CREAM TRUCK
PLAYING MUSIC]

459
00:30:28,248 --> 00:30:30,217
[CHILDREN LAUGHING,
CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]

460
00:30:38,125 --> 00:30:41,061
[***]

461
00:31:08,555 --> 00:31:11,491
[***]

462
00:31:19,666 --> 00:31:21,634
VOICE:
Dad.

463
00:31:35,548 --> 00:31:37,484
[MARY SOBBING]

464
00:31:45,325 --> 00:31:47,060
Mary.

465
00:31:51,198 --> 00:31:52,532
What's the matter?

466
00:31:54,234 --> 00:31:56,503
Just...

467
00:31:56,536 --> 00:31:58,371
thinking about
what could have been.

468
00:31:59,706 --> 00:32:02,742
What could have been
doesn't exist.

469
00:32:02,775 --> 00:32:06,946
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
There's only what is,
and that's you and me.

470
00:32:09,582 --> 00:32:11,418
And that's
good enough for me.

471
00:32:24,731 --> 00:32:27,667
[UPBEAT SONG PLAYING
ON SAXOPHONE]

472
00:32:47,587 --> 00:32:50,523
[SAXOPHONE MUSIC
DISTORTING, SLOWING]

473
00:32:55,762 --> 00:32:57,597
[RECORD SCRATCHES]

474
00:33:02,269 --> 00:33:04,737
[CLOCK TICKING]

475
00:33:07,540 --> 00:33:09,476
[***]

476
00:33:34,534 --> 00:33:36,236
[LATCH CLICKS
LADDER CLATTERS]

477
00:33:52,552 --> 00:33:55,488
[***]

478
00:34:30,223 --> 00:34:32,159
[***]

479
00:34:34,294 --> 00:34:35,862
[BIRDS CHIRPING]

480
00:34:42,235 --> 00:34:44,437
[BOTH SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]

481
00:34:44,471 --> 00:34:46,406
[LAUGHS]

482
00:34:48,641 --> 00:34:51,478
[SONG PLAYING INDISTINCTLY
OVER STEREO]

483
00:34:54,314 --> 00:34:56,349
WOMAN:
Sammy!

484
00:35:17,470 --> 00:35:19,306
[CRYING]

485
00:35:37,257 --> 00:35:38,825
MARY:
Couldn't you sleep?

486
00:35:41,728 --> 00:35:43,696
What are you doing
with all these?

487
00:35:43,730 --> 00:35:45,332
What are all these?

488
00:35:48,335 --> 00:35:50,270
Do you remember
when we first met?

489
00:35:50,303 --> 00:35:52,372
On a train.

490
00:35:52,405 --> 00:35:53,873
Woman introduced us
and she said:

491
00:35:53,906 --> 00:35:55,675
"Here's Ed. He's in trains.

492
00:35:55,708 --> 00:35:57,510
[CHUCKLES]
And here's Mary.
She's on one."

493
00:35:57,544 --> 00:36:00,580
And what happened
after that?

494
00:36:00,613 --> 00:36:03,816
We fell in love, didn't we?
It's as simple as that.

495
00:36:03,850 --> 00:36:05,318
Ed?

496
00:36:05,352 --> 00:36:06,753
Are you okay?

497
00:36:08,555 --> 00:36:10,357
Ed?

498
00:36:10,390 --> 00:36:11,524
Where are you going?

499
00:36:12,459 --> 00:36:13,826
BOB:
Ed.

500
00:36:13,860 --> 00:36:15,762
Ed, there's been a problem
at Basingstoke.

501
00:36:15,795 --> 00:36:16,963
Fuck Basingstoke.

502
00:36:16,996 --> 00:36:18,765
Yeah, but it does
need sorting.

503
00:36:18,798 --> 00:36:20,267
Can we get some ETAs on it?

504
00:36:20,300 --> 00:36:21,634
I said fuck Basingstoke.

505
00:36:23,503 --> 00:36:25,272
MAN:
Ah, you're angry.

506
00:36:26,373 --> 00:36:27,640
Or upset.

507
00:36:28,808 --> 00:36:30,677
Or mad.

508
00:36:30,710 --> 00:36:32,712
Or sane?

509
00:36:32,745 --> 00:36:35,682
[TRAIN SIGNAL RINGING
IN BACKGROUND]

510
00:36:35,715 --> 00:36:37,317
What are you, Ed,
do you think?

511
00:36:42,355 --> 00:36:43,790
Excuse me.

512
00:36:43,823 --> 00:36:46,526
I'm looking for Linda.
Do you know who-- Linda?

513
00:36:46,559 --> 00:36:50,463
No, she wasn't called Linda.
She was called Jane.

514
00:36:50,497 --> 00:36:51,764
Lung cancer, you see.

515
00:36:51,798 --> 00:36:53,333
What?

516
00:36:53,366 --> 00:36:54,634
MAN: Lung cancer.
ED: This is important.

517
00:36:54,667 --> 00:36:56,836
I'm looking for Linda. Do--

518
00:36:56,869 --> 00:36:58,938
I'm sorry, you have me mixed up
with another man.

519
00:36:58,971 --> 00:37:01,608
"Go home," they said.
And then I found home.

520
00:37:01,641 --> 00:37:03,410
WOMAN:
They said you'd
be able to help.

521
00:37:03,443 --> 00:37:07,480
They said you were new.
And helpful. A new helpful man.

522
00:37:07,514 --> 00:37:09,382
They're gonna let him die,
aren't they?

523
00:37:09,416 --> 00:37:10,883
Why would they
let him die?

524
00:37:13,653 --> 00:37:16,589
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

525
00:37:29,836 --> 00:37:31,871
It's you. Thank God.

526
00:37:31,904 --> 00:37:33,573
Please help me.

527
00:37:33,606 --> 00:37:36,676
I'm looking for Linda.
A mistake has been made.

528
00:37:36,709 --> 00:37:39,379
Well, you're looking
in a bit of mess, aren't you?

529
00:37:39,412 --> 00:37:43,049
I'll fetch a cake
and one of your hot chocolates.

530
00:37:43,082 --> 00:37:45,017
[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS]

531
00:37:53,360 --> 00:37:55,061
Please. Please help me.

532
00:37:55,094 --> 00:37:57,564
Do you know
where I can find Linda?

533
00:37:57,597 --> 00:37:58,798
No, love.

534
00:37:58,831 --> 00:37:59,999
I'm not sure I can

535
00:38:00,032 --> 00:38:01,601
find much at all, really.

536
00:38:01,634 --> 00:38:04,571
What is this place?
Macon Heights.

537
00:38:04,604 --> 00:38:06,873
But what's happened to it?

538
00:38:06,906 --> 00:38:08,541
You did.

539
00:38:08,575 --> 00:38:10,377
The truth did.

540
00:38:10,410 --> 00:38:13,713
[ANGRY TONE]
And we want it back
the way we had it.

541
00:38:13,746 --> 00:38:17,950
I just want to find Linda.
I just want to get my boy back.

542
00:38:25,024 --> 00:38:28,461
He told me he had a knife.
He told me I had to follow him.

543
00:38:28,495 --> 00:38:31,564
This older man took me
off of the path.

544
00:38:31,598 --> 00:38:32,932
I was 14.

545
00:38:32,965 --> 00:38:35,034
I was walking home,
just through the park,

546
00:38:35,067 --> 00:38:37,770
and there was a bit in the fence
that was broken.

547
00:38:37,804 --> 00:38:40,773
And he pulled me through,
pulled me by the rail tracks.

548
00:38:40,807 --> 00:38:43,843
He started to touch me.
He started to touch my breasts.

549
00:38:43,876 --> 00:38:45,845
No one had ever
touched me there before.

550
00:38:45,878 --> 00:38:47,780
I think I need
to tell you my story.

551
00:38:47,814 --> 00:38:50,149
No. No, I don't want
to hear your stories.

552
00:38:50,182 --> 00:38:51,718
I think that
part of you does.

553
00:38:51,751 --> 00:38:54,621
A part of you
has to understand it.

554
00:38:54,654 --> 00:38:56,789
Understand what
this place is.

555
00:38:57,790 --> 00:38:59,892
She took my son.

556
00:38:59,926 --> 00:39:02,629
I need to get him back.

557
00:39:02,662 --> 00:39:05,698
Was he in pain?

558
00:39:05,732 --> 00:39:08,034
She's very good with pain.

559
00:39:10,937 --> 00:39:13,473
When later, I fell in love,
and I tried to...

560
00:39:15,442 --> 00:39:17,877
It just didn't work,
and this--

561
00:39:17,910 --> 00:39:20,480
This is better.

562
00:39:20,513 --> 00:39:21,881
What was your son's name?

563
00:39:23,483 --> 00:39:24,717
[VOICE CRACKING]
Sam.

564
00:39:24,751 --> 00:39:26,953
S-S-Sammy.

565
00:39:28,154 --> 00:39:30,923
A nice name.

566
00:39:30,957 --> 00:39:34,661
[SOBBING]
I was frightened of him.

567
00:39:34,694 --> 00:39:36,763
No.

568
00:39:36,796 --> 00:39:37,930
No more of that. Not here.

569
00:39:48,708 --> 00:39:50,710
Coffee and walnut cake,

570
00:39:50,743 --> 00:39:53,746
made just the way
my mum used to make it.

571
00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:02,455
You'll remember
where to find her.

572
00:40:08,661 --> 00:40:10,997
[BOTH GIGGLING]

573
00:40:11,030 --> 00:40:14,000
Sorry, we're just engaged.
It's kind of--

574
00:40:14,033 --> 00:40:16,803
It's glorious.

575
00:40:16,836 --> 00:40:18,471
Stay out of my way!

576
00:40:19,939 --> 00:40:23,109
Thank you. Thank you.

577
00:40:23,142 --> 00:40:25,912
WOMAN: We're engaged.
MAN: Congratulations.

578
00:40:25,945 --> 00:40:28,214
WOMAN: Thank you. Thank you.
MAN: Fabulous. Fabulous.

579
00:40:30,116 --> 00:40:32,051
[***]

580
00:40:56,909 --> 00:40:59,612
A lot of people forget
I work at Bradshaw Insurance

581
00:40:59,646 --> 00:41:01,881
so kudos for that.

582
00:41:01,914 --> 00:41:05,217
I always tell them,
but they generally forget.

583
00:41:05,251 --> 00:41:06,619
How can I help?

584
00:41:06,653 --> 00:41:09,589
You've made a mistake.

585
00:41:09,622 --> 00:41:11,524
I'm not one of these people.

586
00:41:19,131 --> 00:41:23,035
And I need everything back
just the way it was before.

587
00:41:33,079 --> 00:41:36,015
[***]

588
00:41:36,048 --> 00:41:39,986
[KIDS LAUGHING,
CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]

589
00:41:46,325 --> 00:41:48,260
[***]

590
00:41:55,868 --> 00:41:57,704
I take it they're not real.

591
00:41:59,338 --> 00:42:00,707
Aren't they?

592
00:42:00,740 --> 00:42:03,042
And nor are your
engaged couple,

593
00:42:03,075 --> 00:42:06,746
who have bashed into me
in the street three times now.

594
00:42:06,779 --> 00:42:09,749
Bit disingenuous...

595
00:42:09,782 --> 00:42:13,352
claiming your son reminded you
of the kid at the back.

596
00:42:13,385 --> 00:42:15,622
LINDA:
As I understand it,
he'd be at the front,

597
00:42:15,655 --> 00:42:17,990
probably ripping
the kite to pieces.

598
00:42:19,358 --> 00:42:20,927
Sit down, Ed.

599
00:42:28,367 --> 00:42:30,837
I want my son back.

600
00:42:30,870 --> 00:42:32,639
I'm not sure you do.

601
00:42:34,340 --> 00:42:38,711
People can't
just be extinguished.

602
00:42:38,745 --> 00:42:42,148
I have three rationalizations
I always give.

603
00:42:42,181 --> 00:42:44,817
First, is the damage
that's been done to yourself.

604
00:42:44,851 --> 00:42:46,719
Okay, enough with--
Second,

605
00:42:46,753 --> 00:42:48,721
is the damage
that's been done to others.

606
00:42:48,755 --> 00:42:51,791
And third,
perhaps most important...

607
00:42:51,824 --> 00:42:53,893
is the damage that's done
to him or her,

608
00:42:53,926 --> 00:42:55,361
the subject, if you like.

609
00:42:55,394 --> 00:42:56,896
Fuck you.

610
00:42:56,929 --> 00:42:58,097
Husbands wanting their wives

611
00:42:58,130 --> 00:42:59,699
to go through
that final round

612
00:42:59,732 --> 00:43:02,401
of painful chemotherapy.

613
00:43:02,434 --> 00:43:04,637
Children wanting their mums
to go on living,

614
00:43:04,671 --> 00:43:07,039
despite the pain.

615
00:43:07,073 --> 00:43:09,776
[SCOFFS]
What, so the answer
to life's problems

616
00:43:09,809 --> 00:43:12,779
is to stop living
in reality?

617
00:43:12,812 --> 00:43:14,747
Your son
was a shit son,

618
00:43:14,781 --> 00:43:17,917
and you were
a shit father to him.

619
00:43:17,950 --> 00:43:19,719
LINDA:
What's great
about that reality?

620
00:43:19,752 --> 00:43:21,353
ED:
You don't understand.

621
00:43:21,387 --> 00:43:23,890
There were moments of joy.

622
00:43:23,923 --> 00:43:27,994
There were moments
of incredible happiness,

623
00:43:28,027 --> 00:43:30,062
when Sam was happy.

624
00:43:30,096 --> 00:43:31,698
There was joy.

625
00:43:31,731 --> 00:43:34,200
Don't deny you dreamt
of another life.

626
00:43:34,233 --> 00:43:37,269
Dreaming is not the same
as wishing it's true.

627
00:43:46,045 --> 00:43:49,081
I want to see my son grow up
to be a man.

628
00:43:59,125 --> 00:44:00,326
I can tell you his story

629
00:44:00,359 --> 00:44:02,328
will just get
sadder and sadder.

630
00:44:02,361 --> 00:44:04,897
Then that should be
my story too.

631
00:44:07,900 --> 00:44:09,335
It'll break you.

632
00:44:10,502 --> 00:44:12,271
And it'll break your wife.

633
00:44:14,106 --> 00:44:16,709
He'll go to jail.

634
00:44:16,743 --> 00:44:19,178
He'll do terrible things.

635
00:44:19,211 --> 00:44:21,914
You'll do terrible things.

636
00:44:21,948 --> 00:44:23,482
You'll all be so unhappy.

637
00:44:23,515 --> 00:44:25,718
Then that is
how it shall be.

638
00:44:25,752 --> 00:44:27,720
Adopt. Foster.

639
00:44:27,754 --> 00:44:29,789
Find another child
that needs you.

640
00:44:29,822 --> 00:44:33,192
Engage in new possibilities,
a new life.

641
00:44:33,225 --> 00:44:34,493
You can rewrite everything.

642
00:44:34,526 --> 00:44:37,329
We had a child.

643
00:44:37,363 --> 00:44:38,898
I'd like him back.

644
00:44:38,931 --> 00:44:40,767
This is just guilt.

645
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:42,068
No.

646
00:44:42,101 --> 00:44:45,171
This is love.

647
00:44:45,204 --> 00:44:47,406
He's what I made.

648
00:44:47,439 --> 00:44:50,943
We made. This is love.

649
00:44:53,079 --> 00:44:54,914
You almost sound convinced.

650
00:44:57,083 --> 00:44:58,350
I can force your hand.

651
00:44:58,384 --> 00:45:00,119
No, you can't.

652
00:45:00,152 --> 00:45:03,489
They all have to come and travel
through my station

653
00:45:03,522 --> 00:45:04,991
to get to Macon Heights.

654
00:45:05,024 --> 00:45:07,159
I'll tell them
what they're gonna lose.

655
00:45:07,193 --> 00:45:09,128
A life without truth.

656
00:45:09,161 --> 00:45:10,396
That won't stop all of them.

657
00:45:10,429 --> 00:45:12,398
It will stop some of them.

658
00:45:12,431 --> 00:45:15,067
How many is too many?

659
00:45:15,101 --> 00:45:19,005
You would deny them
the possibility of happiness?

660
00:45:19,038 --> 00:45:21,774
Of all there is here?

661
00:45:21,808 --> 00:45:24,510
You think that
this is happiness?

662
00:45:27,113 --> 00:45:29,816
I think it's as close
as some people can get.

663
00:45:31,383 --> 00:45:33,052
You included.

664
00:45:35,021 --> 00:45:36,755
And me.

665
00:45:40,960 --> 00:45:43,295
I love my son.

666
00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:50,469
You made
the wrong choice, Ed.

667
00:45:55,875 --> 00:45:58,044
LINDA [SIGHS]:
I wish I could have
saved you.

668
00:46:05,151 --> 00:46:07,086
[***]

669
00:46:18,164 --> 00:46:20,132
[TRAIN SIGNAL RINGING]

670
00:46:20,166 --> 00:46:22,268
[***]

671
00:46:37,950 --> 00:46:39,919
MAN:
I tried
to leave once.

672
00:46:41,353 --> 00:46:43,122
I couldn't
do it.

673
00:46:45,191 --> 00:46:47,093
I pity you.

674
00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:50,029
And I envy you.

675
00:46:52,131 --> 00:46:54,066
What's your story, then?

676
00:46:55,267 --> 00:46:57,203
What did this place fix?

677
00:46:58,270 --> 00:47:00,539
I did damage to children.

678
00:47:04,310 --> 00:47:06,512
Does that make you
want to hurt me?

679
00:47:07,980 --> 00:47:10,049
It makes me
want to hurt myself.

680
00:47:12,919 --> 00:47:15,187
I want to see my son again.

681
00:47:16,522 --> 00:47:18,657
MAN:
Good on you.

682
00:47:18,690 --> 00:47:20,392
Some of us...

683
00:47:22,328 --> 00:47:25,431
have no choice
but to need this place.

684
00:47:25,464 --> 00:47:28,134
[TRAIN CHUGGING]

685
00:47:42,281 --> 00:47:44,216
[***]

686
00:47:50,522 --> 00:47:52,458
[MUFFLED RAP MUSIC
PLAYING INDISTINCTLY]

687
00:48:05,104 --> 00:48:06,939
[KEYS JINGLING]

688
00:48:13,512 --> 00:48:15,047
[DOOR CLOSES]

689
00:48:16,282 --> 00:48:18,384
Hiya.

690
00:48:18,417 --> 00:48:20,352
It's just me.

691
00:48:21,653 --> 00:48:23,589
[SILVERWARE CLANKING]

692
00:48:35,134 --> 00:48:38,070
[TRAIN CHUGGING]

693
00:48:46,512 --> 00:48:49,448
[***]