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OFJOSEPH: <i>Previously on</i>
The Handmaid's Tale...

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Do you have any idea
what you did?

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You fucking bitch!

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(SPITS)

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You're being so mean.

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She got someone executed.
She doesn't feel sorry about it.

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She should have kept
her fucking mouth shut.

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You will never be free of me
until both of my children are safe.

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That is my constant prayer
for Nichole.

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You will not let her go!

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Because I love her!

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This isn't love.
You can't love!

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You don't know how!

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Ofmatthew doesn't want
her baby.

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Well, it was just a second.

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AUNT LYDIA: That's a sin.

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HANDMAIDS: Sinner. Sinner.
Sinner. Sinner.

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AUNT LYDIA: <i>And to refuse
God's blessings of a child...</i>

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(OFMATTHEW GROWLING)

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- (PANICKED SCREAMING)
- (JANINE GROANING)

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...is among
the gravest of sins.

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(SOBBING)

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HANDMAIDS:
<i>Sinner. Sinner. Sinner.</i>

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Natalie!

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Oh, no! Oh, no!

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No! No!

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<i>Ooh, baby, do you know
What that's worth</i>

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<i>Ooh, heaven is
A place on Earth</i>

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<i>They say in heaven
Love comes first</i>

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<i>We'll make heaven
A place on Earth</i>

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(HEART MONITOR BEEPING)

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OFJOSEPH: <i>Do you hear it?</i>

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<i>I didn't at first.</i>

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<i>Not for a few weeks.</i>

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<i>Don't you hear it?</i>

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<i>Ooh, baby, do you know
What that's worth</i>

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<i>Ooh, heaven is
A place on Earth</i>

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<i>Right?</i>

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<i>They say in heaven
Love comes first</i>

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<i>We'll make heaven
A place on Earth</i>

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<i>Ooh, heaven is
A place on Earth</i>

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<i>Don't you hear it? You will.</i>

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<i>You'll hear it.</i>

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You'll hear it.

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OFJOSEPH: <i>They don't give Ofmatthew
anything that might hurt the baby.</i>

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<i>There's no future for her
in any case.</i>

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<i>"There's too much bleeding,"
they say.</i>

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<i>"Her brain is gone,"
they say.</i>

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<i>Ofmatthew is just
a vessel now,</i>

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<i>and the baby is
all that matters.</i>

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<i>I suppose it's all
that ever mattered.</i>

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<i>The doctors and nurses and orderlies
and technicians come and go.</i>

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<i>I stay.</i>

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<i>Thirty-two days so far.</i>

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<i>I will be here until
there's a baby.</i>

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<i>"This is your walking partner,"
Aunt Lydia said.</i>

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<i>"Where else would you be?"</i>

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<i>Ooh, baby, do you know
What that's worth?</i>

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<i>Ooh, heaven is
A place on Earth</i>

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<i>They say in heaven
Love comes first...</i>

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(OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYING)

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<i>Ooh</i>

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<i>Heaven is a place on Earth</i>

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OFJOSEPH: <i>The wives come
to pray with Mrs. Calhoun.</i>

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<i>"Please, God,
protect this child.</i>

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<i>"Bring forth your miracle.</i>

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<i>"We've been so faithful
and good.</i>

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<i>"'Heaven is a place on Earth, '
dear God."</i>

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(SCOFFS) <i>They smell
of powder and soap.</i>

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<i>They smell like the ceremony.</i>

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<i>Like Serena Joy,
when she held me down.</i>

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<i>It's hard not to fucking gag.</i>

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<i>When Aunt Lydia brings everyone to pray,
it smells like sweat.</i>

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<i>Like onions and oranges and fish
from the grocery store.</i>

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<i>It smells like tape and pus</i>

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<i>from Janine's wounds, still healing after
what Ofmatthew did to her.</i>

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(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

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(OFERIC WHIMPERS)

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<i>I will be here
until there's a baby...</i>

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<i>However long that takes.</i>

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<i>This room has a smell,
citrus and ammonia.</i>

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<i>It would have been in spray bottles before,
at the grocery store.</i>

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<i>Or Bed Bath and Beyond.</i>

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<i>And then mostly from Amazon.</i>

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<i>When there were
all those things.</i>

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<i>Before the Internet raids.</i>

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<i>Before the decency codes
and all the hangings.</i>

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<i>She has a smell too.</i>

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<i>A kind of sweet decay,
like wet leaves.</i>

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<i>Like a dirty scalp.</i>

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<i>Like her shit.</i>

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<i>Soft, unformed, blameless.</i>

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<i>She smells like a baby.</i>

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<i>They're not real, you know.</i>

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<i>They're not.</i>

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(GASPS)

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(HEART MONITOR BEEPING)

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(GROANS)

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(GRUNTS)

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(GROANING)

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<i>Maybe I'm crazy and this is
some new kind of therapy.</i>

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<i>I wish that were true,
then I could get better.</i>

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<i>And this would go away.
I could leave this room.</i>

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<i>This would all end.</i>

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(HEART MONITOR
BEEPING RAPIDLY)

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(ALARM RINGING)

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(BEEPING STABILIZES)

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<i>This has to end.</i>

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(GASPS)

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(HEART MONITOR BEEPING)

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(LIQUID DRIPPING)

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(HUMMING)

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("HEAVEN IS A PLACE ON EARTH"
PLAYING)

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<i>Ooh, heaven is
A place on Earth</i>

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<i>They say in heaven
Love comes first</i>

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<i>We'll make heaven
A place on Earth</i>

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HANDMAIDS: Dear God,
please watch over this child.

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(SOFTLY) Hey, pray, stupid.

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AUNT LYDIA: Let Him hear
your devotion, girls.

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Your heavenly powers overcome
sickness and infirmity.

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HANDMAIDS: Dear God,
please watch over this child.

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AUNT LYDIA: You gather your lambs in arms
and carry them in your bosom.

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HANDMAIDS: Dear God,
please watch over this child.

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Ofhoward, put yourself together, please.
Hair out of your face.

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Nothing is uglier than vanity,
Ofhoward.

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That's better, dear.

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Look upon us with eyes
of mercy, O Lord.

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(SOFTLY) It's okay,
it's not so bad.

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- AUNT LYDIA: May this child grow in the grace...
- It's gross.

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- ...and knowledge of Our Heavenly Father.
- It's not fair.

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- To Him be the glory...
- (HEART MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

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(ALARM RINGING)

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All right, girls, let's give them room
to do their work.

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Come on.

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Excuse me, ladies.

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What challenges has
the Lord given us this morning?

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NURSE: Her pressure's
creeping up again. 145 over 110.

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Push 200 milligrams of Labetalol
and draw for labs.

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White count first.

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Now, how's our patient?

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Fetal heart rate
is stable.

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Oh, praise be.
Let's keep it that way.

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- (OFMATTHEW GROANING)
- (ALARM BLARING)

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What's happening?

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She's having seizures.

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(OFMATTHEW GROANING)

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If you're lucky,
you may get

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to see her shit herself.

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You are a heartless,
heartless girl, Ofjoseph.

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He who is most merciful,

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please hear our prayers

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and save this child.

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Please, God, let them die.

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Please, God, let them die.

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Please, God...

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...let them die.

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YATES: Lovely. Lovely.

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Okay.
Clean that up, please.

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Excuse me, Doctor, may I ask
what you're doing?

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A saphenous cutdown.

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I am placing a small tube
into the femoral vein.

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Basically, it's a fancy name
to get in more fluids.

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Should help control
the seizures,

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and our little miracle

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needs plenty of fluids.

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Ah, of course.

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Tie and anchor that suture closed, please.
Don't worry about the scar.

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Glory be with you.

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AUNT LYDIA: Ah, go in grace.

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The miracles God allows
these doctors to perform.

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It's simply awe-inspiring.

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Well, under His eye, dear.

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Hold on a minute.

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Pardon?

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I'm sorry. Um...

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Aunt Lydia...

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May I go home, please?

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No. You may not.
Ridiculous!

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Please.

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You may go home
when your walking partner goes home.

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You certainly owe her that consideration
after the way you have treated her.

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I know.
I know I was shitty.

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Ofjoseph.

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All you girls,
just awful.

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I know. I know. I...

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I don't feel well.

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Ofjoseph,

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I believe in you.

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God never gives us more
than we can handle.

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Are you sure?

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Pray without ceasing.

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That's all we can do.

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Yes, Aunt Lydia.

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<i>Ooh, heaven is
A place on Earth</i>

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<i>Place on Earth</i>

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<i>Place on</i>

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<i>Earth</i>

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(RUMMAGING)

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(GROANS)

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(GASPING)

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(GROANS SOFTLY)

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(GASPS)

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(NEEDLE CLATTERS)

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(RUMMAGING)

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You don't fool me.

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I know you're gone already.

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(DOOR OPENS)

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Hi.

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Hi.

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What are you doing here?

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Got infected.

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They have to do
another procedure.

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OFJOSEPH: Oh.

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Oh.

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OFHOWARD: I haven't been
praying for her.

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Not really.

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Okay.

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She had that seizure.

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Do you think that was
your fault?

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Obviously.

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Do you think
she can hear me?

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I don't know.

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OFHOWARD: Hi, Natalie.

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It's Janine.

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I just want you to know
that I forgive you.

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And I want you to get better.

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She can't get better.

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I can wish for it anyway.

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I want you to find peace.

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Is that better?

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Janine.

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I know
how we can help her.

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- No.
- Janine,

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it's the right thing to do.

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Listen to me.

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We have to end it.

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So you're going to kill her?

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And the baby?

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What did they ever
do to you?

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Janine, we have to.
We have to do something.

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Don't do that.

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She's one of us.

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Okay.

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Okay?

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OFJOSEPH: Yeah.

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Okay. Okay.

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Give that to me.

248
00:23:44,381 --> 00:23:46,338
When did you get to be
so selfish?

249
00:23:48,510 --> 00:23:52,049
Everything is always
about you now. Your problems.

250
00:23:55,517 --> 00:23:56,974
Get the fuck out of here.

251
00:24:02,232 --> 00:24:03,598
You're different.

252
00:24:08,656 --> 00:24:10,113
I don't like it.

253
00:24:31,095 --> 00:24:33,838
The lungs aren't fully formed yet,
and won't be for a few weeks,

254
00:24:33,931 --> 00:24:36,639
but we can take care of it
in the NICU, if need be.

255
00:24:42,022 --> 00:24:43,917
CALHOUN: They're not gonna
come in here, are they?

256
00:24:43,941 --> 00:24:46,103
- Those sick girls?
- They're not sick.

257
00:24:46,819 --> 00:24:48,481
They're here for
their menarche exam.

258
00:24:49,822 --> 00:24:51,939
They've flowered?
How lovely.

259
00:24:52,700 --> 00:24:54,316
OFJOSEPH:
<i>That will be Hannah soon.</i>

260
00:24:55,744 --> 00:24:57,030
<i>Too soon.</i>

261
00:24:57,121 --> 00:25:00,034
It'll be a few years before they're ready
to have babies of their own.

262
00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:05,577
OFJOSEPH: <i>He doesn't mean
emotionally ready.</i>

263
00:25:05,671 --> 00:25:08,288
<i>He means they track
their pelvic development.</i>

264
00:25:11,802 --> 00:25:13,338
<i>She's got prominent veins.</i>

265
00:25:14,179 --> 00:25:15,761
<i>Easy to slice, I'd think.</i>

266
00:25:17,391 --> 00:25:18,802
<i>His aren't bad either.</i>

267
00:25:19,643 --> 00:25:21,009
<i>Harder to see.</i>

268
00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:25,480
<i>If I only get one kill,
I should start at the top.</i>

269
00:25:25,607 --> 00:25:26,848
<i>Make it count.</i>

270
00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:31,110
<i>Eenie,</i>

271
00:25:33,157 --> 00:25:34,193
<i>meenie...</i>

272
00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:35,399
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

273
00:25:35,492 --> 00:25:36,608
<i>...minie,</i>

274
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:42,656
<i>moe.</i>

275
00:25:42,750 --> 00:25:44,352
SERENA: I'm sorry
I couldn't get here sooner.

276
00:25:44,376 --> 00:25:45,854
MRS. CALHOUN: Oh, that's all right.
Thank you for coming.

277
00:25:45,878 --> 00:25:47,790
SERENA: Of course.
I've been praying for you.

278
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,121
MRS. CALHOUN:
And I for you.

279
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:50,959
Our precious babies.

280
00:25:51,050 --> 00:25:54,384
YATES: Commander, we can discuss
the rest of the lab tests in my office.

281
00:25:59,683 --> 00:26:02,517
Mrs. Waterford, may I speak
to you for a moment?

282
00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:08,394
You don't want
to bother with that.

283
00:26:12,112 --> 00:26:13,648
I'll catch up
with you downstairs.

284
00:26:21,914 --> 00:26:23,325
Yes, Ofjoseph?

285
00:26:24,625 --> 00:26:27,288
Come closer.
It's a secret.

286
00:26:33,675 --> 00:26:34,961
What?

287
00:26:44,061 --> 00:26:45,393
You're not well.

288
00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:49,768
No.

289
00:26:51,819 --> 00:26:53,060
June?

290
00:26:59,785 --> 00:27:01,117
(SERENA GASPS)

291
00:27:01,453 --> 00:27:02,534
(BOTH GRUNTING)

292
00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:06,205
(GROANING)

293
00:27:07,334 --> 00:27:08,495
(SERENA BREATHING HEAVILY)

294
00:27:09,503 --> 00:27:11,290
You're out of your mind.

295
00:27:14,049 --> 00:27:16,917
This has to end.
This has to end.

296
00:27:20,264 --> 00:27:22,551
You were supposed to be
one of the strong ones.

297
00:27:42,286 --> 00:27:43,886
There's something wrong.
She cut herself.

298
00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:14,353
YATES: Mrs. Waterford said
you cut yourself.

299
00:28:16,069 --> 00:28:17,401
Let me see.

300
00:28:18,155 --> 00:28:19,566
It's all right.

301
00:28:26,079 --> 00:28:27,195
Ouch.

302
00:28:28,165 --> 00:28:29,497
You need stitches.

303
00:28:51,605 --> 00:28:52,686
(INSTRUMENTS CLATTERING)

304
00:28:57,778 --> 00:28:58,894
Come.

305
00:28:59,613 --> 00:29:00,854
Sit.

306
00:29:07,996 --> 00:29:09,532
It's a clean slice.

307
00:29:10,415 --> 00:29:11,781
Just a few more.

308
00:29:13,460 --> 00:29:15,042
You doing okay?

309
00:29:17,673 --> 00:29:19,630
OFJOSEPH: You shouldn't bother
trying to fix me

310
00:29:19,716 --> 00:29:21,548
if you're just
going to report me.

311
00:29:23,178 --> 00:29:26,012
You're right.
I shouldn't.

312
00:29:38,485 --> 00:29:39,646
Thank you.

313
00:29:41,363 --> 00:29:42,570
I took an oath.

314
00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:44,780
First do no harm.

315
00:29:44,866 --> 00:29:46,107
Am I harming you?

316
00:29:48,412 --> 00:29:49,948
You're torturing her.

317
00:29:50,831 --> 00:29:53,448
YATES: She's not my patient,
the child is.

318
00:29:53,542 --> 00:29:54,874
OFJOSEPH: That's bullshit.

319
00:29:55,544 --> 00:29:56,830
Sir.

320
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:58,081
Hold still.

321
00:30:10,225 --> 00:30:11,966
My mother was a doctor.

322
00:30:15,147 --> 00:30:16,763
She treated pregnant women.

323
00:30:17,858 --> 00:30:19,895
And she always
put her patients,

324
00:30:21,028 --> 00:30:23,111
the women, first.

325
00:30:24,531 --> 00:30:27,319
Things were different
when she practiced medicine.

326
00:30:28,910 --> 00:30:30,026
Did she get out?

327
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:31,156
No.

328
00:30:34,207 --> 00:30:35,869
I'm sure you miss her.

329
00:30:39,171 --> 00:30:40,628
Where did she practice?

330
00:30:40,756 --> 00:30:43,499
Somerville.
For the most part.

331
00:30:47,346 --> 00:30:49,303
- Holly Maddox.
- (CHUCKLES)

332
00:30:53,018 --> 00:30:54,179
Well,

333
00:30:55,103 --> 00:30:57,937
now I know why you took
a swipe at Mrs. Waterford.

334
00:30:58,899 --> 00:31:00,481
Dr. Maddox.

335
00:31:01,610 --> 00:31:03,272
Dr. Maddox, she was scary.

336
00:31:03,612 --> 00:31:05,023
(CHUCKLES)

337
00:31:06,365 --> 00:31:08,948
Yeah. She is.

338
00:31:11,787 --> 00:31:12,994
Was.

339
00:31:14,790 --> 00:31:16,281
I don't actually know.

340
00:31:24,549 --> 00:31:27,087
You should know
I was going to kill Serena.

341
00:31:29,846 --> 00:31:31,132
And her.

342
00:31:33,308 --> 00:31:34,469
And you, too.

343
00:31:38,939 --> 00:31:40,146
(SIGHS)

344
00:31:40,816 --> 00:31:42,352
I warned them.

345
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:46,819
I said, "You can't leave
that girl in here,

346
00:31:47,489 --> 00:31:50,448
"praying for months on end."

347
00:31:52,536 --> 00:31:55,074
The brain atrophies
in isolation

348
00:31:56,248 --> 00:31:57,830
and breeds despair.

349
00:32:03,463 --> 00:32:05,830
How long have you had
suicidal thoughts?

350
00:32:07,717 --> 00:32:09,083
Homicidal.

351
00:32:09,177 --> 00:32:12,511
Doing any of the things that you
said would put you on the wall,

352
00:32:13,140 --> 00:32:14,676
and you know it.

353
00:32:16,309 --> 00:32:18,346
So, how long?

354
00:32:22,899 --> 00:32:24,265
I don't know.

355
00:32:31,867 --> 00:32:33,074
Since I realized

356
00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:35,527
I probably won't see
my daughters again.

357
00:32:43,170 --> 00:32:44,752
You feel hopeless?

358
00:32:46,006 --> 00:32:47,497
How should I feel?

359
00:32:56,933 --> 00:33:00,097
Doctor, she's someone's
child, too.

360
00:33:07,986 --> 00:33:10,023
I honor the Handmaid's life

361
00:33:12,532 --> 00:33:14,319
by saving her child.

362
00:33:19,915 --> 00:33:21,827
How will you honor
your daughters?

363
00:33:29,382 --> 00:33:31,089
Try not to get that wet.

364
00:33:34,638 --> 00:33:36,129
Under His eye.

365
00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:13,462
(HEART MONITOR BEEPING)

366
00:34:18,807 --> 00:34:21,174
(BEEPING RAPIDLY)

367
00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:22,842
(ALARM DINGING)

368
00:34:59,723 --> 00:35:01,931
(RAPID BEEPING CONTINUES)

369
00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:09,972
(ALARMS RINGING)

370
00:35:25,915 --> 00:35:28,032
Okay. Take that.

371
00:35:29,294 --> 00:35:31,126
Here we go, gentlemen.

372
00:35:35,842 --> 00:35:39,677
Oh. Yeah. Okay.

373
00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:45,425
Okay.

374
00:35:47,187 --> 00:35:48,187
Okay.

375
00:36:13,630 --> 00:36:14,666
(BABY COUGHS)

376
00:36:14,756 --> 00:36:16,372
NURSE: Praise be.

377
00:36:16,466 --> 00:36:17,707
Take him.

378
00:36:21,388 --> 00:36:22,504
(BABY CRIES)

379
00:36:26,518 --> 00:36:27,804
(SIGHS)

380
00:36:29,479 --> 00:36:31,892
She's not gonna last
much longer.

381
00:36:31,981 --> 00:36:33,392
Stitch her up.

382
00:36:33,900 --> 00:36:35,857
- You could use the practice.
- Yes, sir.

383
00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:55,892
Can I carry that
for you?

384
00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:59,437
Sure. Thank you.

385
00:38:04,115 --> 00:38:06,152
Did you just
have a baby?

386
00:38:07,452 --> 00:38:08,738
No.

387
00:38:09,871 --> 00:38:11,578
I was visiting a friend.

388
00:38:12,248 --> 00:38:13,534
Oh.

389
00:38:14,584 --> 00:38:16,166
Is she really sick?

390
00:38:19,088 --> 00:38:20,249
Yeah.

391
00:38:22,467 --> 00:38:24,333
Well, the Lord
will heal her.

392
00:38:25,053 --> 00:38:26,760
You just have to
pray hard enough.

393
00:38:26,846 --> 00:38:28,212
Praise be.

394
00:38:29,474 --> 00:38:31,557
I'm here because they said
I can have babies.

395
00:38:32,435 --> 00:38:34,347
Later, not right now.

396
00:38:35,230 --> 00:38:36,687
After I get married.

397
00:38:39,025 --> 00:38:40,482
Is that what you want?

398
00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:45,938
Of course. So much.

399
00:38:49,786 --> 00:38:51,197
WOMAN: Rose.

400
00:40:06,529 --> 00:40:08,646
AUNT LYDIA:
Ofjoseph, come along.

401
00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:16,745
She's still alive.

402
00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:21,951
Not for much longer,
as I understand.

403
00:40:22,879 --> 00:40:25,166
God will call her home
soon enough.

404
00:40:26,299 --> 00:40:28,416
- It's been quite an ordeal.
- Aunt Lydia.

405
00:40:30,094 --> 00:40:31,585
I need to stay with her.

406
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:33,921
If I may.

407
00:40:38,019 --> 00:40:39,260
Oh...

408
00:40:39,979 --> 00:40:41,595
That would be
very kind of you.

409
00:40:42,941 --> 00:40:44,682
Go in grace, Ofjoseph.

410
00:40:48,696 --> 00:40:50,187
I'll try.

411
00:41:01,376 --> 00:41:02,492
(SIGHS)

412
00:41:03,878 --> 00:41:05,585
(OFHOWARD HUMMING)

413
00:41:17,225 --> 00:41:18,591
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)

414
00:41:19,727 --> 00:41:22,014
Blessed be the fruit, dear.

415
00:41:22,105 --> 00:41:23,437
OFHOWARD:
May the Lord open.

416
00:41:27,777 --> 00:41:30,110
The doctor said
the procedure went well.

417
00:41:31,656 --> 00:41:34,319
Yeah, he said... Mmm...

418
00:41:35,952 --> 00:41:37,784
I mean, all thanks to God.

419
00:41:38,788 --> 00:41:41,872
May his healing light
shine upon you.

420
00:41:48,256 --> 00:41:49,918
I brought you something.

421
00:41:55,263 --> 00:41:57,425
Nothing wrong with
wanting to look your best.

422
00:42:01,352 --> 00:42:02,843
Let me help you.

423
00:42:10,737 --> 00:42:12,524
Here. Take this off.

424
00:42:13,573 --> 00:42:15,155
Okay. Gently.

425
00:42:32,550 --> 00:42:33,711
(AUNT LYDIA LAUGHS)

426
00:42:37,805 --> 00:42:39,091
I look like a pirate.

427
00:42:39,432 --> 00:42:40,718
(LAUGHING)

428
00:42:41,184 --> 00:42:42,425
Indeed.

429
00:42:45,271 --> 00:42:46,762
A space pirate.

430
00:42:50,735 --> 00:42:52,067
(CHUCKLING)

431
00:42:53,988 --> 00:42:55,820
(HEART MONITOR BEEPING)

432
00:43:04,749 --> 00:43:06,035
It's okay.

433
00:43:07,627 --> 00:43:08,993
It's all right.

434
00:43:10,213 --> 00:43:11,420
I'm here.

435
00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:15,048
I'll be right here.

436
00:43:24,977 --> 00:43:27,435
I'm sorry I was
such a shit to you.

437
00:43:32,652 --> 00:43:34,689
I got lost, I think.

438
00:43:39,158 --> 00:43:41,650
Not that that's
a good excuse, but...

439
00:43:45,748 --> 00:43:47,614
I don't really
have another reason.

440
00:43:51,963 --> 00:43:54,421
They just take everything
from you, you know.

441
00:43:56,801 --> 00:43:58,212
They really do.

442
00:44:04,058 --> 00:44:06,801
(SIGHS) Oh, your son,

443
00:44:08,396 --> 00:44:09,978
he's beautiful.

444
00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:13,352
Oh, he's...

445
00:44:15,319 --> 00:44:17,185
He is beautiful.

446
00:44:19,866 --> 00:44:21,858
And everyone
is praying for him,

447
00:44:21,951 --> 00:44:25,240
but I wouldn't worry,
seriously.

448
00:44:25,872 --> 00:44:28,990
Because I think
he's just like you.

449
00:44:31,377 --> 00:44:32,663
He's a fighter.

450
00:44:39,135 --> 00:44:43,004
And he doesn't deserve
to grow up in this place.

451
00:44:47,018 --> 00:44:49,010
He deserves to be free.

452
00:44:52,064 --> 00:44:54,272
They all deserve to be free.

453
00:44:58,362 --> 00:45:00,775
So, Natalie...

454
00:45:09,415 --> 00:45:11,122
I'm gonna get them out.

455
00:45:13,836 --> 00:45:16,328
I'm gonna get out
as many children as I can.

456
00:45:18,966 --> 00:45:21,800
I don't really
know how yet, but...

457
00:45:25,473 --> 00:45:27,055
I swear to you,

458
00:45:30,978 --> 00:45:32,594
I'm gonna get them out.

459
00:45:39,528 --> 00:45:42,692
Because Gilead should
know how this feels.

460
00:45:46,786 --> 00:45:48,448
It's their turn to hurt.

461
00:45:55,211 --> 00:45:56,873
(HEART MONITOR
BEEPING RAPIDLY)

462
00:45:58,756 --> 00:46:00,088
All right.

463
00:46:01,842 --> 00:46:03,208
It's okay.

464
00:46:03,844 --> 00:46:05,255
It's all right.

465
00:46:06,389 --> 00:46:08,221
(BEEPING STABILIZES)

466
00:46:10,559 --> 00:46:13,643
<i>Ooh, baby, do you know
What that's worth?</i>

467
00:46:14,313 --> 00:46:17,977
<i>Ooh, heaven is
A place on Earth</i>

468
00:46:20,236 --> 00:46:21,317
(GROANS)

469
00:46:22,822 --> 00:46:24,404
Do you remember that song?

470
00:46:32,498 --> 00:46:34,990
<i>They say in heaven</i>

471
00:46:40,798 --> 00:46:42,881
<i>Love comes first</i>

472
00:46:43,843 --> 00:46:47,757
<i>We'll make heaven
A place on Earth</i>

473
00:46:52,059 --> 00:46:55,518
<i>When the night falls down</i>

474
00:46:56,397 --> 00:47:00,767
<i>I wait for you
And you come around</i>

475
00:47:00,860 --> 00:47:04,319
<i>And the world's alive</i>

476
00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:09,825
<i>With the sound of kids
on the street outside</i>

477
00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:18,746
(HEART MONITOR
CONTINUES BEEPING)

478
00:47:24,550 --> 00:47:26,712
(OFMATTHEW BREATHING SLOWLY)

479
00:47:39,732 --> 00:47:41,348
(BEEPING SLOWS)

480
00:47:52,328 --> 00:47:56,197
- (BEEPING STOPS)
- (BREATHING STOPS)