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-What did you do?
-I treated young women very badly.

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You dirty, filthy beast!
You little horror!

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FATHER PETER:
Look, she needs you, Michael.

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And she needs to
have total faith in you.

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I mean, why would you destroy all that
just to clear your own conscience?

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And I can't do that...

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While I'm hiding an inconvenient
truth of my own.

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There are four betting shops
in whole Cross Road.

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No bank,

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no post office, no chemist,
but four betting shops.

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Why four, when everyone
around there is skint?

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And in a week or two,

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my boss is going to find out.

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Please don't kill yourself.

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And I will show you how to atone.

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Promise me you won't kill yourself.

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♪ Broken windows and empty hallways

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♪ A pale, dead moon in the sky
streaked with grey

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♪ Human kindness is overflowing

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♪ And I think it's going to rain today ♪

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[MICHAEL BREATHING HEAVILY]

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You were a bloody awful mother!

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And you, a horrible son.

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To scream at your child like that,

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to make your hatred so obvious.

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Your bed a disgrace,
you dirty little horror.

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My dad's not here because life with you,

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that was his purgatory.

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You are here.

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What a hypocrite you are!

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Yeah! Hypocrite or no,
I'd never destroy my own child.

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Not a child, a dog.

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A dirty, stinking dog.

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-Something wrong with you.
-You're no big thing.

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Something seriously wrong with you.

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If you didn't want to see me again,
you tosser, fine.

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Everyone said it, that Michael Kerrigan,
what a head case he is!

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-You were two sluts.
-[LAUGHS]

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-Yeah, two sluts you were.
-It meant nothing to me!

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You especially,
chewing all the way through it.

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Don't go near that prick,
that's what we told each other.

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What did you expect?

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How can anyone have respect
for two little sluts like you?

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-All that ever mattered to you was that.
-Oh!

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Who wants to bring up
an arrogant child, eh?

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Slightest sign,
you knock it out of them.

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Always at it.

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Trouble is you knock out confidence
and ambition

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-and pride and self-esteem.
-Always at it.

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You made me a self-loathing wreck.

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But that's okay,
'cause I was not arrogant.

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[TRAIN HORN BLOWING]

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You're gonna have to save me.

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CHRISTOPHER: What with, you pillock?

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-"What with?"
-Yeah.

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Can you stop talking over the table,
for God's sake!

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Hey, hey! You talk over the table.

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-I, I don't. I don't.
-Oh, shut it, Saint bloody Michael.

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Every decent chance I've got
of winning a hand, you do!

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-You know what I've got, don't you?
-Yeah.

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-Right, well, then I repeat, save me.
-And I repeat, what with?

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-You've got the ace of spades!
-[ALL SHOUTING]

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Why are you telling everybody
what you've got?

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I mean, where's the skill in that?

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I gave him three cards
at the beginning of this game

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and then you gave me three cards.

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Same bloody cards, different colour.

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The whole point to playing cards is
you don't know what each other's got.

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I mean, what's the point
in playing if you do?

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You cheating shit!

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Where's the skill,
where's the pleasure?

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[ALL CONTINUE ARGUING]

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I can't lose lead.

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-You've had it anyway.
-CHRISTOPHER: That's it, he's home.

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You cheating git.

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You need to calm down a bit,
you old boy, I tell you that.

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-You'd have gone through anyway.
-MICHAEL: Anyway, I've got to get off.

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CHRISTOPHER: Mum'll be all right.
Beth's with her.

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MICHAEL: It's just that
she's been with her all day,

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-so she'll want to get off, so...
-All right.

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-And, er, give her my regards.
-MICHAEL: Yep, yep.

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-See you, blokes.
-Don't forget your money.

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-Yeah, take it steady out there.
-See ya.

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Enjoy your winnings.

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[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

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-Hi.
-Hi, I forgot my key.

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Michael's here, Mum.

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Hiya, Mum. Be up soon.

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-How is she?
-Not good.

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She won't tell you that
but she's not good.

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-Oh, God.
-Who won?

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-Guess.
-Bye, Mum.

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-Bye.
-See you, ta-ra.

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MICHAEL: It was the night Joe played
in the Sheffield and Hallamshire final

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and those two coppers came for my dad.

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He hadn't paid a fine or something.

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[WHEEZING]

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[WEAKLY] A court order.

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Anyway, the last thing our Joe sees
before he disappears up the street

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is Dad getting marched down it
by these two coppers.

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But they only take him to the bottom
and they let him go.

102
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Anyway, Dad comes back
and I said, "Why did they let you go?"

103
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And he says, "You can't get blood
out of a stone, son."

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[LAUGHS]

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But our Joe hadn't seen any of this.

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He thinks Dad's in the nick.

107
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So, we're up in the stands
at Bramall Lane.

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Me and my dad.
Floodlights and everything.

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And the teams come out.

110
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And I'm desperate for Joe to see
that Dad's with me.

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So I'm shouting out, "Joe! Joe!"

112
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But Joe can't see
because of the floodlights.

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He can hear me, but he can't see me.

114
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So, I start shouting,
"My dad's here! My dad's here!"

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[LAUGHS] And everyone in the stands
is looking round at me,

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thinking what I'm going on about.

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But I don't care, just so long
as our Joe doesn't have to play

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the biggest game of his life
thinking me dad's in the nick.

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"My dad's here! My dad's here!"

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[LAUGHS]

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CHLOE: Mum! They're ruined.

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Actually ruined.

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Dickhead, you're paying for them!

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JAKE: Mum told me to do
the washing and I have.

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CHLOE: You did it on purpose.
He did it on purpose!

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-JAKE: No, I never...
-You did! You sure did.

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ROZ: I said separate the whites,
didn't I?

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-Didn't I say?
-I did! I made a pile of them.

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But they must have been
rolled up somewhere.

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-Where you going?
-LEO: School.

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-Without eating?
-I'll get something there.

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CHLOE: Why did you tell him
to do the washing, anyway?

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Because he has to learn.

134
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But he can't even wash himself.

135
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Shut your face right now.

136
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I'm not doing it anymore

137
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and if you have any sense,
neither should you.

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So he has to learn.

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They have to learn.

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[DOOR OPENS]

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[DOOR SHUTS]

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[TAPPING]

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Come here. [CLICKS TONGUE]

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There he is.

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He's a good boy.

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00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:06,640
[ENGINE STARTING]

147
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-Where are you going?
-ROZ: Work.

148
00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:10,320
-What? You're not giving me a lift?
-No.

149
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Why didn't you say?

150
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-ROZ: Make sure everything's locked.
-What?

151
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-JAKE: What's she doing?
-I don't know.

152
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What are you doing?

153
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[CHURCH BELLS RINGING]

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Brother and sisters,

155
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let us acknowledge our sins

156
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and so prepare ourselves to celebrate

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the sacred mysteries.

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FATHER MATTHEW:
You're a thief, Kerrigan.

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A thief!

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What is he, boys?

161
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[CHANTING] Thief! Thief!

162
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A thief!

163
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The school stopped asking me
for dinner money

164
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so I stopped asking my mum for it.

165
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It went on for over a year
and then they realised their mistake

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and asked me what I'd done
with all the money.

167
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I said I'd spent it.

168
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Better to be thought a thief
than a pauper.

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[SMIRKS]

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Yeah. Is that a sin?

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I confess to almighty God...

172
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-[PARISHIONERS REPEATING]
-And to you, my brothers and sisters,

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that I have greatly sinned,

174
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in my thoughts and in my words,

175
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in what I have done
and in what I have failed to do,

176
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through my fault, through my fault,

177
00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:03,040
through my most grievous fault.

178
00:09:03,120 --> 00:09:06,760
Therefore I ask blessed Mary,
ever virgin,

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all the angels and saints
and you my brothers and sisters...

180
00:09:11,120 --> 00:09:13,280
Bernadette Jenkins is here.

181
00:09:14,080 --> 00:09:16,120
She gets the results
of her scan Tuesday morning,

182
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so she's asked us
to remember her in our prayers.

183
00:09:19,640 --> 00:09:22,600
And Helen Oyenusi's with us again today,

184
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which reminds me to remind you
of tonight's candlelit vigil

185
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outside Laurel Road police station.

186
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All are welcome.

187
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Including police officers, Andrew.

188
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No implied criticism here.

189
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WOMAN: [OVER RADIO]
I've kept cats all my life,

190
00:09:44,240 --> 00:09:46,560
Roger, and I've never seen
one of them go for a bird.

191
00:09:46,640 --> 00:09:50,120
And my garden's full of them, Roger,
blue tits, jays, robins.

192
00:09:50,320 --> 00:09:52,240
What I haven't seen, though,
is magpies...

193
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[TELEPHONE RINGS]

194
00:09:58,840 --> 00:10:00,120
Hello, Michael Kerrigan.

195
00:10:00,680 --> 00:10:02,280
It's Roz Demichelis, Michael.

196
00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:04,400
Oh, how are you?

197
00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:06,080
Good, yeah. You?

198
00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:08,360
Yeah, I'm good, thank you.

199
00:10:10,080 --> 00:10:12,360
-What's that?
-Microwave.

200
00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:14,400
I'm, er, doing Singapore noodles.

201
00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:17,280
Is there no end to this man's talents?
[LAUGHS]

202
00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:20,720
Listen, I can see into my boss's office.

203
00:10:20,960 --> 00:10:22,080
He's on the phone.

204
00:10:23,320 --> 00:10:26,240
There's a cheque on his desk for £1,900

205
00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:28,120
payable to Elaine Coombs.

206
00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:31,920
But there is no Elaine Coombs.
Elaine Coombs is me.

207
00:10:34,400 --> 00:10:36,680
If he's on to accounts,
and I think he is,

208
00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:40,720
he'll be getting told that there are
well over a hundred similar cheques,

209
00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:42,240
payable to Elaine Coombs,

210
00:10:46,320 --> 00:10:47,600
all signed by me.

211
00:10:48,200 --> 00:10:51,400
Total's £232,648.

212
00:10:55,920 --> 00:10:57,960
I think he just said,
"I can't believe it."

213
00:11:00,920 --> 00:11:02,520
I think he said it again.

214
00:11:05,840 --> 00:11:07,160
And he's getting off the phone.

215
00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:11,040
He's coming out. He's coming over.

216
00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:15,360
So, yeah, so, erm,

217
00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:16,800
I think that would be...

218
00:11:16,880 --> 00:11:18,320
JAMIE: Can I see you in the office, Roz?

219
00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:21,920
-Yeah. Just finish this call.
-Yeah.

220
00:11:26,840 --> 00:11:30,000
Not to put too fine a point on it,
Michael, but I am fucked.

221
00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:31,560
Can I help?

222
00:11:33,080 --> 00:11:34,480
Can I come see you?

223
00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:35,840
Yes. When?

224
00:11:38,080 --> 00:11:39,440
Well, he's going to sack me

225
00:11:39,520 --> 00:11:41,960
so I've got the rest of the day free.

226
00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:44,280
Unless he calls the police,

227
00:11:44,360 --> 00:11:47,480
but I'm going to ask him
to defer that to tomorrow, so...

228
00:11:48,600 --> 00:11:49,800
This afternoon?

229
00:11:50,280 --> 00:11:51,600
Yeah, 3:00?

230
00:11:52,840 --> 00:11:55,040
Yeah. I'll see you then.

231
00:11:55,960 --> 00:11:57,400
Enjoy your noodles.

232
00:12:17,840 --> 00:12:18,880
What is it?

233
00:12:19,880 --> 00:12:21,800
I'm hoping you can
sort something out, Roz.

234
00:12:22,680 --> 00:12:24,400
I'm praying you can sort it out.

235
00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:26,320
I'll do my best.

236
00:12:27,840 --> 00:12:29,000
Take a look at this.

237
00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:34,240
A cheque's been returned.

238
00:12:34,640 --> 00:12:36,360
-Why?
-No date.

239
00:12:39,120 --> 00:12:40,680
Who's Elaine Coombs, Roz?

240
00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:48,640
Me.

241
00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:55,680
At least one cheque a month,

242
00:12:56,520 --> 00:12:59,120
all for just under two grand
so they don't need countersigning.

243
00:13:03,920 --> 00:13:05,560
How much altogether?

244
00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:10,920
-Didn't they tell you?
-They can only go back six years.

245
00:13:11,560 --> 00:13:13,880
I assume you've been at it
longer than that.

246
00:13:19,520 --> 00:13:20,880
Eight years altogether.

247
00:13:22,960 --> 00:13:25,880
£232,648.

248
00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:33,920
Why?

249
00:13:35,320 --> 00:13:37,080
-I'm a thief.
-No, no, no.

250
00:13:39,240 --> 00:13:40,240
Why?

251
00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:43,680
Why did you steal from me?

252
00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:45,280
What made you do it?

253
00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:50,040
-You want the truth?
-Yeah.

254
00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:54,480
-The idiotic truth?
-Yes.

255
00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:00,200
Coke.

256
00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:04,000
[SCOFFS]

257
00:14:04,960 --> 00:14:06,000
No.

258
00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:09,520
No, large gin and tonic,
you're off your head.

259
00:14:09,600 --> 00:14:13,080
You snort 230k's worth of coke,
I'd notice.

260
00:14:16,440 --> 00:14:17,680
It's gone, Jamie.

261
00:14:22,200 --> 00:14:24,120
I lived the good life for a while
and now it's all gone.

262
00:14:24,200 --> 00:14:25,360
You're lying!

263
00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:27,920
Oh, you look good, Roz.

264
00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:30,240
You always look good,

265
00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:33,720
but I don't believe you've spent
a quarter of a million on yourself

266
00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:35,520
over the last few years.

267
00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:40,320
You've lived in the same house
since the day you married that gobshite.

268
00:14:41,120 --> 00:14:44,360
Your last holiday was
a fortnight in Windermere,

269
00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:46,560
which doesn't exactly count
as an exotic holiday.

270
00:14:46,640 --> 00:14:47,840
You've got a company car!

271
00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:49,600
So where's all this money?

272
00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:51,400
It's gone.

273
00:14:55,360 --> 00:14:56,800
You pay me it back,

274
00:14:57,880 --> 00:14:59,040
I don't phone the police.

275
00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:00,840
You're sacked, yeah,
but no police involved.

276
00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:02,680
You don't pay me back,

277
00:15:04,600 --> 00:15:05,720
you go down, Roz.

278
00:15:05,800 --> 00:15:07,600
And you go down for years.

279
00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:10,720
And if you think it's worth it,

280
00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:13,440
if you think you can just
do a few years,

281
00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:16,080
come out to 200 grand stashed away
somewhere, well, think again.

282
00:15:17,280 --> 00:15:18,680
'Cause they'll be all over you
like a rash.

283
00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:20,880
They go through everything, Roz.

284
00:15:21,640 --> 00:15:25,360
Every penny you spent,
every bloody postage stamp you bought.

285
00:15:25,560 --> 00:15:27,320
They won't let you away with a carrot.

286
00:15:27,400 --> 00:15:28,440
They'll find nothing.

287
00:15:28,520 --> 00:15:29,960
And I'll do my bit, too.

288
00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:33,200
'Cause I want my money back,
I want every single penny back.

289
00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:35,560
And I won't rest till I got it.

290
00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:37,480
I'll be watching you like a hawk.

291
00:15:37,560 --> 00:15:39,040
-It's all gone, Jamie.
-It can't be all gone!

292
00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:40,280
Please, not my face.

293
00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:46,040
[JAMIE BREATHING HEAVILY]

294
00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:51,560
Two hundred and thirty grand
she's robbed, this thieving bitch.

295
00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:54,240
Two hundred and thirty grand!

296
00:15:59,520 --> 00:16:01,000
Police, please.

297
00:16:01,080 --> 00:16:03,560
Can I ask you to wait
till tomorrow, Jamie?

298
00:16:03,760 --> 00:16:04,960
What?

299
00:16:06,920 --> 00:16:08,120
I've got things to do tonight.

300
00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:09,520
What kind of things?

301
00:16:10,640 --> 00:16:12,000
-Things.
-Tough.

302
00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:17,680
With the kids.

303
00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:21,880
I have things with the kids.

304
00:16:29,440 --> 00:16:30,480
[PHONE BEEPS]

305
00:16:33,800 --> 00:16:34,880
Thank you.

306
00:17:08,200 --> 00:17:11,200
Then he told them
that I was the thieving bitch

307
00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,200
who'd robbed 200 grand off him.

308
00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:17,240
And I wished he had punched me.

309
00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:23,200
You think he's calling out there?

310
00:17:25,320 --> 00:17:26,520
Yeah.

311
00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:28,800
I do, too.

312
00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:35,960
MICHAEL: There are lots of different
versions of the Stations of the Cross.

313
00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:39,920
Some have Christ falling three times,

314
00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,640
some just once. But...

315
00:17:43,800 --> 00:17:48,280
Some end with Christ entombed,
some with him rising.

316
00:17:49,280 --> 00:17:51,600
But no matter what version
you're looking at,

317
00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:54,640
there's one that's never there.

318
00:17:56,040 --> 00:17:59,800
And that's Christ calling out
on the cross in despair,

319
00:18:01,200 --> 00:18:04,440
"My God, my God,
why have you forsaken me?"

320
00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:08,000
I think that's because
they can't handle it.

321
00:18:09,360 --> 00:18:12,400
Christ, the Son of God, in despair.

322
00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:14,480
[LAUGHS] What chance have we got?

323
00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:17,880
But I'd always have that one.

324
00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:21,240
He knew despair. He understands.

325
00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:28,520
You know one of the last people he spoke
to alive, Roz, was a common thief.

326
00:18:30,640 --> 00:18:32,120
He'll speak to you.

327
00:18:33,480 --> 00:18:36,120
He'll be saying,
right up to the very end,

328
00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,240
"Choose hope, not despair."

329
00:18:40,440 --> 00:18:42,080
"Life, not death."

330
00:18:51,240 --> 00:18:52,240
[SIGHS]

331
00:18:55,480 --> 00:18:56,960
Er... [SIGHS]

332
00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:04,720
Is there any way you can pay it back?

333
00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:08,400
Have you got any money
tied up in the house?

334
00:19:09,320 --> 00:19:10,440
No.

335
00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:13,160
Convince the judge you can pay it back.

336
00:19:13,640 --> 00:19:16,480
You see, you'd be looking at three years
rather than four or five.

337
00:19:16,640 --> 00:19:17,920
You do half, don't forget.

338
00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:20,080
Get three years, that's only 18 months.

339
00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:23,880
And it's white collar, so you'll spend
most of it in an open prison.

340
00:19:25,800 --> 00:19:27,160
How d'you know all that?

341
00:19:28,040 --> 00:19:29,280
Internet.

342
00:19:29,360 --> 00:19:30,840
[BOTH LAUGH]

343
00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:39,400
I'm grateful, Michael.

344
00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:42,120
I am.

345
00:19:43,080 --> 00:19:46,200
But I'm not going to prison, I'm afraid.

346
00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:49,240
MICHAEL: Why?

347
00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:52,200
I mean, why now?
You've done the hardest bit.

348
00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:53,920
You've faced him and told him.

349
00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:56,600
No, that's not the hardest bit.

350
00:19:57,840 --> 00:20:00,760
It's everyone knowing.
Neighbours, friends.

351
00:20:00,840 --> 00:20:02,920
All wetting themselves with glee.

352
00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:09,200
You said that you've lived with shame,
Michael, but you haven't.

353
00:20:09,560 --> 00:20:11,720
It's guilt that you've lived with,

354
00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:14,440
guilt over the way
you treated those women.

355
00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:17,600
Tell the world

356
00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:19,960
and then, that's shame.

357
00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:21,600
Huh.

358
00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:27,400
Did you tell him it went on machines?

359
00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:30,920
-No.
-Why not?

360
00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:35,400
I'd sooner him despise me than pity me.

361
00:20:39,120 --> 00:20:40,120
Eh.

362
00:20:45,680 --> 00:20:47,360
Would you fuck me, Michael, please?

363
00:20:48,560 --> 00:20:49,880
What?

364
00:20:51,120 --> 00:20:52,400
I think you heard.

365
00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:57,400
I can't.

366
00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:01,720
Though I'm sure it would be
a wonderful experience, but...

367
00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:03,640
I can't.

368
00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:08,320
I'll be dead tomorrow,
so nobody'd know.

369
00:21:11,720 --> 00:21:13,240
I'll be dead tomorrow so,

370
00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:16,400
it's the least you can do.

371
00:21:17,600 --> 00:21:19,360
It's the least any gentleman can do.

372
00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:23,760
Yeah, well, I can't.

373
00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:28,320
You get a lot of offers?

374
00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:31,240
Yeah. Yeah, a few.

375
00:21:31,360 --> 00:21:33,400
You get more wearing the collar, though?

376
00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:36,040
-Yeah.
-Yeah.

377
00:21:36,120 --> 00:21:37,760
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

378
00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:43,520
How were you going to do it?

379
00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:46,920
Oh, we're here to talk about you, Roz.

380
00:21:47,960 --> 00:21:49,920
-Was it a train?
-Heh...

381
00:21:50,840 --> 00:21:51,920
Have you got your mobile?

382
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:53,240
Yeah.

383
00:21:54,680 --> 00:21:56,280
Put my number in, will you?

384
00:21:57,960 --> 00:21:59,160
How were you going to do it?

385
00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:04,280
My number is 07700...

386
00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:06,880
900 481.

387
00:22:08,120 --> 00:22:09,760
Just give it to me again?

388
00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:15,560
Yeah, 07700 900 481.

389
00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:17,640
Right.

390
00:22:18,200 --> 00:22:20,120
Phone me if you change your mind.

391
00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:22,200
If at any point, you change your mind,

392
00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:26,600
early on, late on, very late on,
phone me and I'll get to you.

393
00:22:28,040 --> 00:22:29,320
I won't change my mind.

394
00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:32,080
Well, promise me if you do,
then you'll call me.

395
00:22:34,040 --> 00:22:35,320
I promise.

396
00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:42,240
Where will you do it?

397
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:47,960
At home, in my bed.

398
00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:54,560
-Will the kids find you?
-No.

399
00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:56,160
No, they'll be at school.

400
00:22:58,520 --> 00:22:59,920
My ex, Paul's, coming over.

401
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:02,640
He thinks to fix the radiator
in my bedroom. He'll find me.

402
00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:04,240
Please don't do it, Roz.

403
00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:08,520
How many politicians have there been
caught with their fingers in the till?

404
00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:10,920
They're worse than you,
because they're bloody hypocrites.

405
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:13,360
Laying down the law for others,
breaking it themselves.

406
00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:16,880
They come out of prison
and throw themselves into penal reform

407
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:19,280
and campaigns for this,
that, and the other.

408
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,040
Prison's the making of them,
Roz, and it can be for you.

409
00:23:22,120 --> 00:23:23,320
Fight them.

410
00:23:23,400 --> 00:23:26,760
Fight those bloody machines
and go to prison and come back out

411
00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:28,360
-and fight them again.
-I can't.

412
00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:29,680
You can!

413
00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:32,280
You can.

414
00:23:33,120 --> 00:23:34,880
Look, there's a meeting tomorrow
down at the council.

415
00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:37,240
-You come along, and we'll...
-No, I can't.

416
00:23:37,320 --> 00:23:38,760
Then let me tell someone about this.

417
00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,560
-Let me...
-No!

418
00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:53,360
Will you join me in a prayer?

419
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:56,720
Yeah.

420
00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:00,800
-Shall we?
-Yeah.

421
00:24:06,760 --> 00:24:08,720
This is Roz Demichelis, Lord.

422
00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,080
She doesn't know how much you love her,

423
00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:14,440
how much she matters to you.

424
00:24:15,440 --> 00:24:17,320
Can you find some way of showing her?

425
00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:19,640
Thank you, Lord.

426
00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:22,200
-Amen.
-Amen.

427
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:36,880
Phone me, Roz, and I'll get to you.

428
00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:50,040
I'll get to you, Roz, I promise.

429
00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:05,520
ROZ: You go to any food bank
and you ask them what they need most,

430
00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:07,880
and they'll tell you pasta.
It's cheap and nutritious.

431
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,640
You can feed an army.
Bit of pasta, bit of sauce.

432
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:14,800
How long is that now?

433
00:25:16,360 --> 00:25:17,960
-Five minutes.
-Right.

434
00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:19,600
Is there any pink showing?

435
00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:21,480
No.

436
00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:23,680
That's the main thing,
you don't want any pink.

437
00:25:24,640 --> 00:25:25,640
[ROZ SIGHS]

438
00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:27,040
Open the sauce.

439
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:32,720
Pink inside a steak's fine
but pink in a pan of mince is a no-no.

440
00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:34,440
Right, pour the sauce in.

441
00:25:36,040 --> 00:25:37,360
Put the whole thing in.

442
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:43,320
-Are you watching this?
-Er, yeah.

443
00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:46,560
I am no longer cooking for you,
do you understand that?

444
00:25:47,120 --> 00:25:49,520
Get that straight,
I am not cooking for you.

445
00:25:51,280 --> 00:25:52,280
So what are you going to do?

446
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:53,840
Chloe'll do it.

447
00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:56,040
No, she won't.

448
00:25:57,240 --> 00:25:59,440
She will be no man's skivvy.

449
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:02,120
So, you need to watch
how it's done, yeah?

450
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:04,320
-JAKE: Right.
-Right.

451
00:26:06,720 --> 00:26:08,040
Okay,

452
00:26:09,640 --> 00:26:11,000
is it boiling?

453
00:26:12,120 --> 00:26:13,440
-Yeah.
-All right, just...

454
00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:16,000
Turn it down and let it simmer.

455
00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:20,160
You don't want to boil it dry.

456
00:26:23,120 --> 00:26:24,440
All right, spaghetti.

457
00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:27,520
How much do you think we need for four?

458
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:31,440
All of it.

459
00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:32,600
Yeah.

460
00:26:33,400 --> 00:26:34,840
Whack it in.

461
00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:53,600
You think it's bad, yeah?

462
00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:56,440
Yeah.

463
00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:00,400
Well, wait till you taste his pudding.

464
00:27:01,680 --> 00:27:04,560
[ALL LAUGHING]

465
00:27:12,560 --> 00:27:14,320
-What are you doing?
-What?

466
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:17,880
-For God's sakes!
-What?

467
00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:21,080
You don't turn it on until it's full
and it's nowhere near full.

468
00:27:21,160 --> 00:27:22,360
Right, whatever.

469
00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:24,200
Don't talk to me like that.

470
00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:26,440
Running it when it's empty
costs me money.

471
00:27:26,520 --> 00:27:27,960
I'm the one that has to find that.

472
00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:30,760
-It's not empty.
-It's virtually empty, look at it.

473
00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:33,760
-And this, this is just ridiculous.
-[SILVERWARE CLANKING]

474
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:36,920
Common sense should tell you
that that's just wrong.

475
00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:38,480
-Why?
-Because...

476
00:27:39,520 --> 00:27:41,800
Spoons and forks should face
the same way.

477
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:45,760
If they face the same way,
they take up less space.

478
00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:48,000
And we want this thing
as full as possible

479
00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:49,760
before we switch it on

480
00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:52,080
because it costs money to run, right?

481
00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:53,160
Right.

482
00:27:53,800 --> 00:27:56,680
So, spoons and forks
the same way in future, yeah?

483
00:27:57,160 --> 00:27:58,360
Yeah.

484
00:27:58,640 --> 00:27:59,880
And what's this?

485
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:01,720
A plate.

486
00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:06,240
It's filthy. They're all filthy.

487
00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:07,520
That's why they're in there.

488
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:09,880
No, you rinse them
before you put them in.

489
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:11,760
There's two reasons for that.

490
00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:13,560
One, if you rinse them before
you put them in,

491
00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:15,000
you don't clog the machine.

492
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:18,280
Two, we want it as full as possible
before we turn it on, yes?

493
00:28:18,360 --> 00:28:19,360
Yes.

494
00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:22,280
That's been established beyond
all reasonable doubt. Right?

495
00:28:22,360 --> 00:28:23,360
Yes.

496
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:26,480
So, there's going to be dishes
in here overnight that are dirty.

497
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:29,840
I don't want them
stinking up the kitchen.

498
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:31,080
Right.

499
00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:34,680
[SIGHS]

500
00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:44,160
I'm so sick of this house.

501
00:28:50,120 --> 00:28:52,680
And I'm sick of you and him
acting the eejit.

502
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:55,560
I'm just so sick of it.

503
00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:13,440
-[KNOCKING ON DOOR]
-[SNIFFLES]

504
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:17,400
Yeah?

505
00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:18,960
LEO: Can I come in?

506
00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:20,960
Yes. [CLEARING THROAT]

507
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:25,360
What you doing?

508
00:29:27,440 --> 00:29:29,200
Writing a letter to Auntie Jackie.

509
00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:31,320
She's on e-mail.

510
00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:32,840
I know.

511
00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:35,360
She likes getting letters.

512
00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:38,400
I brought you this.

513
00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:41,640
Thanks.

514
00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:44,440
[CLEARS THROATS, SNIFFLES]

515
00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:46,360
Are you all right?

516
00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:50,160
Yeah.

517
00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:55,280
I'm sorry.

518
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:10,840
[SIGHS]

519
00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:18,600
Right.

520
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:23,480
[SNIFFLES]

521
00:30:30,280 --> 00:30:31,400
Write.

522
00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:34,040
[LAUGHS] I will.

523
00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:46,400
[SOBS]

524
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:56,160
♪ ...that saved a wretch like me

525
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:02,920
♪ I once was lost

526
00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:07,360
♪ But now am found

527
00:31:07,440 --> 00:31:09,640
♪ Was blind

528
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:15,000
♪ But now I see

529
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:20,560
♪ 'Twas grace that taught

530
00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:24,640
♪ My heart to fear

531
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:29,480
♪ And grace my fears

532
00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:32,800
♪ Relieved

533
00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:37,720
♪ How precious did

534
00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:41,720
♪ That grace appear

535
00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:47,800
♪ The hour I first believed ♪

536
00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:03,360
Thanks for this.

537
00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:09,880
So, how are the flashbacks going?

538
00:32:10,480 --> 00:32:11,920
Oh, I'm excelling myself.

539
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:14,240
Flash forwards these days.

540
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:16,000
To purgatory.

541
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:20,840
Cold wind, thin air,
people telling each other bitter truths.

542
00:32:20,920 --> 00:32:22,640
Purgatory is other people.

543
00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:26,400
Thanks.

544
00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:32,880
Someone in confession has told me
she's going to kill herself.

545
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:36,240
You believe her?

546
00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:37,680
Totally.

547
00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:41,240
I asked her if I could
tell someone about it.

548
00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:43,880
Openly, I mean, and, er, she said no.

549
00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:49,840
What can I do?

550
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:54,320
Is it imminent?

551
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:55,680
Tomorrow.

552
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:58,280
And have you told her
if she changes her mind that...

553
00:32:58,360 --> 00:33:00,680
Yeah, I gave her my mobile number.

554
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:03,520
[SIGHS]

555
00:33:04,680 --> 00:33:07,200
I used to relish these prospects, Peter.

556
00:33:08,120 --> 00:33:11,880
All those stories of Catholic martyrs
going to their deaths

557
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:14,760
before breaking the seal
of the confession.

558
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:19,960
"Yeah, I'll have some of that."
[LAUGHS]

559
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:23,520
"They might even make me a saint."

560
00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:26,920
But I never envisaged this.

561
00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:28,040
No.

562
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:32,400
I see it now for what it is,
of course, the seal.

563
00:33:32,480 --> 00:33:34,080
It's a sales pitch.

564
00:33:34,160 --> 00:33:36,560
The best ever,
every religion wishes it had it.

565
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:39,240
That's all it is, a bloody sales pitch.

566
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,720
"Ten billion confessions heard,
not one revealed.

567
00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:44,360
-"Buy now while stocks last."
-[CHUCKLES]

568
00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:50,680
Tell me I should tell someone.

569
00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:58,560
I'm back on the sugar.

570
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:04,200
I know.

571
00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:06,080
It's pathetic, isn't it?

572
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:09,880
I just didn't want you to know.

573
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:12,000
Yeah. [CHUCKLES]

574
00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:15,320
You see, the thing is,

575
00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:18,480
you could tell someone
and that someone could intervene,

576
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:22,360
and the likelihood is
the next day she might kill herself.

577
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:24,240
Only the next day,

578
00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:27,120
she doesn't have the option
to call you because, guess what?

579
00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:29,800
What?

580
00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:31,800
FATHER PETER: You've betrayed her.

581
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:36,880
Aye.

582
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:44,240
-Do you know what we should do?
-What?

583
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:45,720
FATHER PETER: Pray.

584
00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:50,560
I nearly said, "Is that all?"
God forgive me.

585
00:34:52,800 --> 00:34:56,400
BOTH: Lord, lift up our weary spirits...

586
00:34:57,080 --> 00:35:00,680
So that we might find rest
and eternal peace within you.

587
00:35:01,160 --> 00:35:05,280
May we stand on mountains
and walk on stormy seas.

588
00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:09,280
Give us that unspeakable joy
to dance in the rain.

589
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:10,440
BOTH: Amen.

590
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:52,880
See you, Mom.

591
00:35:57,080 --> 00:35:58,360
There you go.

592
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:41,640
Come in.

593
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:43,720
Good boy.

594
00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:50,920
There we go.

595
00:37:53,240 --> 00:37:55,680
That's my boy. [KISSES]

596
00:37:56,280 --> 00:37:57,840
[SNIFFLES]

597
00:39:11,560 --> 00:39:13,800
Father, it shrunk!

598
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:16,560
It shrunk!

599
00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:18,440
Oh! Fantastic!

600
00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:19,720
-Oh!
-[CHUCKLES]

601
00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:25,680
Stay with your granny.

602
00:39:26,520 --> 00:39:28,440
There's a good boy.

603
00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:32,360
It's gonna be nice.

604
00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,720
Surprise, surprise.

605
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:50,200
Come in.

606
00:39:57,760 --> 00:39:59,160
Why are you here?

607
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:01,960
I was hoping you would look
after Woody for me.

608
00:40:02,040 --> 00:40:03,680
Who's Woody?

609
00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:05,920
The dog.

610
00:40:06,240 --> 00:40:08,040
Why? Where are you going?

611
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:11,440
Work's really busy.

612
00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:13,080
He's on his own too much.

613
00:40:13,800 --> 00:40:15,680
What would I do with a dog?

614
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:18,280
I thought he could keep you company.

615
00:40:18,360 --> 00:40:20,160
Do the kids not look after him?

616
00:40:20,240 --> 00:40:21,840
They're always out.

617
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:23,560
You can't just give their dog away.

618
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:25,040
He's my dog.

619
00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:28,920
They won't even notice.

620
00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:32,760
Will you take him or not?

621
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:35,880
It'd need walking.

622
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:39,120
Just for the toilet
and then a little run later.

623
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:40,600
It's no big deal.

624
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:41,760
Where would I take it?

625
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,320
Out the back field.

626
00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:44,920
Will you stop saying "it?"

627
00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:47,000
It's a boy.

628
00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:51,640
How long for?

629
00:40:54,880 --> 00:40:56,320
I'm not sure.

630
00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:58,520
A while.

631
00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:01,600
Will you come and see him?

632
00:41:10,720 --> 00:41:12,120
He won't cost you anything.

633
00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:15,320
[SIGHS]

634
00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:18,200
Whatever.

635
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:21,160
Can he stay?

636
00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:22,560
Yes.

637
00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:31,920
He sleeps upstairs, on the bed.
Is that all right?

638
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,360
-Are you sick?
-No.

639
00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:36,480
Got a fella?

640
00:41:39,680 --> 00:41:40,720
So, what's wrong with...

641
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:41,840
Nothing.

642
00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:01,720
Make sure you take water
up to bed with you.

643
00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:05,880
And don't feed him shite food
or chocolate.

644
00:42:25,240 --> 00:42:27,040
[WATER RUNNING]

645
00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:46,560
[CELL PHONE RINGING]

646
00:42:54,240 --> 00:42:55,320
Hi.

647
00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:56,440
Where are you?

648
00:42:58,720 --> 00:43:00,840
-Work.
-Nan's been on.

649
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,160
You've given her the dog?

650
00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:07,520
Yeah.

651
00:43:07,880 --> 00:43:08,960
Why?

652
00:43:10,280 --> 00:43:12,000
I don't want to look after him anymore.

653
00:43:12,080 --> 00:43:13,760
Well, I'll look after him.

654
00:43:13,840 --> 00:43:15,160
No, you won't, Chloe.

655
00:43:15,240 --> 00:43:17,480
You'll do it for a week
and then you'll get fed up again.

656
00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:18,840
She says you're acting strange.

657
00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:20,680
I'm acting strange!

658
00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:22,320
What's wrong?

659
00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:23,720
[EXHALES]

660
00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:25,680
Nothing.

661
00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:27,040
Honestly.

662
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:30,880
Bye.

663
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:21,640
WOMAN: Are you going anywhere nice?

664
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:25,000
I hope so.

665
00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:36,040
-What's the alternative?
-Anything.

666
00:44:36,280 --> 00:44:37,960
Well, what exactly? A Harvey Nicks?

667
00:44:38,040 --> 00:44:39,840
I dunno. A charity shop, anything.

668
00:44:39,920 --> 00:44:41,240
Anything but another bloody
betting shop.

669
00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:43,640
You wouldn't even get a charity shop.

670
00:44:43,720 --> 00:44:45,920
Look, there's four
boarded-up shops there already,

671
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:47,800
-This'll be five.
-Fine.

672
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:50,240
Better boarded up than
sucking the people dry,

673
00:44:50,360 --> 00:44:51,600
because that's all they're doing.

674
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:52,720
I'm sorry, Father,

675
00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:54,400
but I'm getting
a little bit sick of this actually.

676
00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:56,200
-Is it all right if I speak my mind?
-Yeah.

677
00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:58,600
Just forget your prayer
that you've said at the start?

678
00:44:58,680 --> 00:44:59,840
Oh, please do.

679
00:44:59,920 --> 00:45:02,400
Okay, well, I'm sorry,
but I'm finding all of this

680
00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:04,720
a little bit hypocritical actually.

681
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:07,000
These machines are evil
when they're in our betting shops

682
00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:09,400
but they're fine when
they're in your social club, Father.

683
00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:11,400
Two of them, you've got.

684
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:12,520
I mean, if gambling was so bad,

685
00:45:12,600 --> 00:45:14,560
then how come so much of it
goes on in your parish?

686
00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:17,920
The spot-the-ball,
the bonus ball, the raffle.

687
00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:21,040
You lose that, Father,
and you'd be skint, you know it.

688
00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:26,000
Now, the firm I work for,
it employs 15,000 people.

689
00:45:26,120 --> 00:45:27,920
That's 15,000 wage packets,

690
00:45:28,000 --> 00:45:31,360
on top of rates, corporation tax,
and God knows what else.

691
00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:33,400
You've got to see it's crucial, Father.

692
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:35,960
First, I'm sorry I've upset you, Jean.

693
00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:41,480
Second, the machines in Saint Nick's
are nothing like those in your shops.

694
00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:45,120
Ours take 10-pence coins,
yours take 10-pound notes.

695
00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:49,000
We'll come back to this,
Jean, if that's okay.

696
00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:53,320
Er, this is Roz Demichelis, everyone.

697
00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:56,520
Now, I hope you don't mind,
but I've invited her along today

698
00:45:56,600 --> 00:46:00,840
because she can speak from
personal experience on this matter.

699
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:02,200
So, uh...

700
00:46:03,480 --> 00:46:05,040
Isn't that right, Roz?

701
00:46:07,240 --> 00:46:08,360
Yeah.

702
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:10,880
Yes.

703
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:18,000
[MICHAEL CLEARS THROAT]

704
00:46:33,200 --> 00:46:35,040
I'm Roz. Erm...

705
00:46:36,760 --> 00:46:39,400
I'm 45. I have three kids.

706
00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:42,120
[SIGHS]

707
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:44,080
For the past eight years,

708
00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:48,760
I've worked full-time
as an office manager in Bolthurst.

709
00:46:50,200 --> 00:46:54,640
Before that I was a stay-at-home mum,
which was nice.

710
00:46:56,080 --> 00:46:57,240
I have a good life.

711
00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:03,120
Had a good life.

712
00:47:07,960 --> 00:47:11,320
Yesterday, my boss,

713
00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:13,880
who's been a good friend to me,

714
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:17,120
found out that I took...

715
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:19,960
I've been taking, as in, stealing

716
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:22,320
from him and his company.

717
00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:30,840
£232,648 pounds is the total

718
00:47:30,920 --> 00:47:33,920
that I've taken from him.

719
00:47:36,720 --> 00:47:38,120
Stole from him.

720
00:47:46,600 --> 00:47:48,320
I used the money...

721
00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:50,440
The vast majority of it,

722
00:47:52,240 --> 00:47:53,640
I put into, erm,

723
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:57,080
into machines in betting shops.

724
00:47:58,360 --> 00:48:00,640
Some of it was on online bingo

725
00:48:00,720 --> 00:48:06,040
but most of it, I'd say 200 grand,
it went into machines.

726
00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:13,160
I grew up, went to school,
went to college, got a job,

727
00:48:13,240 --> 00:48:17,080
got a house, had kids, got a dog.

728
00:48:20,320 --> 00:48:21,600
I...

729
00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:28,440
I'm not anxious or depressed,
I don't drink or snort coke.

730
00:48:28,520 --> 00:48:30,040
And I'm not stupid.

731
00:48:32,320 --> 00:48:34,600
I'm not the cleverest person
in the world,

732
00:48:34,680 --> 00:48:37,960
but I have a "B" in O Level Maths

733
00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:43,480
and I know that the odds
of feeding a machine

734
00:48:44,160 --> 00:48:46,480
and coming out on top are very slim.

735
00:48:48,840 --> 00:48:50,240
But that is what I did.

736
00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:54,240
I just started and I couldn't stop.

737
00:48:57,560 --> 00:48:59,520
If you'd had told me, 10 years ago,

738
00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:02,360
if you'd said
that I would wind up here,

739
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:04,160
I would have laughed in your face.

740
00:49:08,280 --> 00:49:10,680
I suppose everybody has their thing.

741
00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:16,160
The thing that makes them
feel something,

742
00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:20,200
when they can't feel anything.

743
00:49:22,560 --> 00:49:24,280
Or when they want to disappear.

744
00:49:28,080 --> 00:49:31,120
And those machines, they were my thing.

745
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:34,760
I cared more about them than anything.

746
00:49:36,720 --> 00:49:40,160
And if my boss, my friend,

747
00:49:42,040 --> 00:49:47,280
hadn't found out,
they would still be my thing.

748
00:49:52,720 --> 00:49:54,040
That's it.

749
00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:56,640
I mean, that's all, really.

750
00:49:58,520 --> 00:49:59,520
[SIGHS]

751
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:04,640
Just, I would say, just don't think
that this is something

752
00:50:04,720 --> 00:50:06,440
that happens to other people.

753
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:08,560
You know,
other people that aren't like you,

754
00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:10,560
other people different from you.

755
00:50:12,160 --> 00:50:15,600
It could happen to your kid, you,
your mother, your brother.

756
00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:20,200
Just don't let them near them.

757
00:50:22,080 --> 00:50:24,040
Because they are evil.

758
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:32,320
That's it really, that's all.

759
00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:36,000
Just...

760
00:50:45,720 --> 00:50:47,000
I don't really have
anything else to say.

761
00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:48,960
Would it be okay if I leave?

762
00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:51,600
Yeah. [CLEARING THROAT] Yes.

763
00:51:25,840 --> 00:51:28,840
[CHURCH BELL RINGING]

764
00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:30,440
Well?

765
00:51:36,240 --> 00:51:37,280
Know-all.

766
00:52:08,720 --> 00:52:09,880
You did it.

767
00:52:13,360 --> 00:52:15,000
Central College, Garmoyle, please.

768
00:52:17,000 --> 00:52:18,640
You broke all the rules.

769
00:52:20,200 --> 00:52:22,480
Yes, put me through, please. Thanks.

770
00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:26,440
I'm only bending one.

771
00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:30,880
Oh, hello. You have a student there,
called Chloe Demichelis...

772
00:52:32,600 --> 00:52:34,360
The grace of our lord Jesus Christ

773
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:38,040
and the love of God and the communion
of the Holy Spirit be with you all.

774
00:52:38,120 --> 00:52:39,920
ALL: And with your spirit.

775
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:41,680
MICHAEL: Brothers and sisters,

776
00:52:46,240 --> 00:52:48,080
let us acknowledge our sins

777
00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:52,640
and so prepare ourselves
to celebrate the sacred mysteries.

778
00:52:53,400 --> 00:52:58,560
ALL: I confess to almighty God
and to you, my brothers and sisters,

779
00:52:58,640 --> 00:53:03,080
that I have greatly sinned
in my thoughts and in my words,

780
00:53:03,160 --> 00:53:07,640
in what I have done
and in what I have failed to do.

781
00:53:08,280 --> 00:53:12,960
Through my fault, through my fault,
through my most grievous fault.

782
00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:17,000
Therefore, I ask blessed Mary,
ever virgin,

783
00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:21,280
all the angels and saints and you,
my brothers and sisters,

784
00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:24,160
to pray for me to the Lord, our God.

785
00:53:24,880 --> 00:53:26,880
FATHER MICHAEL: May almighty God
have mercy on us,

786
00:53:26,960 --> 00:53:29,720
forgive us our sins and bring us
to everlasting life.

787
00:53:29,800 --> 00:53:31,160
ALL: Amen.

788
00:53:31,240 --> 00:53:32,800
MICHAEL: Lord, have mercy.

789
00:53:32,880 --> 00:53:34,000
ALL: Lord, have mercy.

790
00:53:34,080 --> 00:53:35,160
Christ, have mercy.

791
00:53:35,280 --> 00:53:36,400
ALL: Christ, have mercy.

792
00:53:36,480 --> 00:53:37,680
Lord, have mercy.

793
00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:39,080
ALL: Lord, have mercy.

794
00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:42,280
MICHAEL: I believe in God,
the Father almighty,

795
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:46,280
creator of heaven and earth,
and in Jesus Christ,

796
00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:51,280
his only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,

797
00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:55,960
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,

798
00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:59,960
was crucified, died and was buried.

799
00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:02,840
He descended into hell.

800
00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:05,840
On the third day,
he rose again from the dead.

801
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:08,000
He ascended into heaven,

802
00:54:08,080 --> 00:54:11,640
and is seated at the right hand
of God the Father almighty.

803
00:54:11,720 --> 00:54:15,600
From there he will come to judge
the living and the dead.

804
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:20,800
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic church,

805
00:54:20,880 --> 00:54:24,680
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,

806
00:54:24,760 --> 00:54:28,360
the resurrection of the body,
and everlasting life.

807
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:29,600
Amen.

808
00:54:29,720 --> 00:54:30,880
The Lord be with you.

809
00:54:30,960 --> 00:54:32,760
ALL: And with your spirit.

810
00:54:32,920 --> 00:54:34,160
MICHAEL: Lift up your hearts.

811
00:54:34,240 --> 00:54:36,280
ALL: We lift them up to the Lord.

812
00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:38,680
MICHAEL: Let us give thanks
to the Lord, our God.

813
00:54:38,920 --> 00:54:40,760
ALL: It is right and just.

814
00:54:41,080 --> 00:54:44,640
Holy, holy, holy Lord God of hosts.

815
00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:47,480
Heaven and earth are full of your glory.

816
00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:49,480
Hosanna in the highest.

817
00:54:49,880 --> 00:54:53,040
Blessed is he who comes
in the name of the Lord.

818
00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,000
Hosanna in the highest.

819
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:57,720
Through him and with him and in him.

820
00:54:57,920 --> 00:55:01,760
O God, almighty Father,
in the unity of the Holy Spirit,

821
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:05,000
all glory and honour is yours,
for ever and ever.

822
00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:06,320
Amen.

823
00:55:06,920 --> 00:55:09,560
At the saviour's command
and formed by divine teaching

824
00:55:09,640 --> 00:55:13,920
we dare say, our Father,
who art in heaven,

825
00:55:14,320 --> 00:55:17,560
hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come,

826
00:55:17,640 --> 00:55:21,040
thy will be done on earth
as it is in heaven.

827
00:55:21,320 --> 00:55:23,800
Give us this day our daily bread

828
00:55:23,880 --> 00:55:26,080
and forgive us our trespasses

829
00:55:26,160 --> 00:55:29,520
as we forgive those
who trespass against us.

830
00:55:30,080 --> 00:55:34,840
And lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil.

831
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:38,720
Deliver us, Lord, we pray,
from every evil,

832
00:55:38,800 --> 00:55:41,200
graciously grant peace in our days that,

833
00:55:41,280 --> 00:55:43,040
by the help of your mercy,

834
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:47,240
we may be always free from sin
and safe from all distress.

835
00:55:59,600 --> 00:56:00,600
[SOBBING]

836
00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:09,640
MICHAEL:
As we await the blessed hope

837
00:56:09,720 --> 00:56:12,560
and the coming of our saviour,
Jesus Christ.

838
00:56:13,440 --> 00:56:18,080
ALL: For the kingdom, the power
and the glory are yours now and forever.

839
00:56:18,160 --> 00:56:22,160
MICHAEL: Lamb of God,
you take away the sins of the world,

840
00:56:22,240 --> 00:56:23,760
have mercy on us.

841
00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:29,160
Lamb of God, you take away the sins
of the world, have mercy on us.

842
00:56:29,240 --> 00:56:34,400
Lamb of God, you take away the sins
of the world, grant us peace.

843
00:56:35,360 --> 00:56:37,360
-Behold the lamb of God...
-[PHONE RINGING]

844
00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:40,400
Behold him who takes away
the sins of the world.

845
00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:43,800
Blessed are those called
to the supper of the lamb.

846
00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:48,560
Lord, I am not worthy that you should
enter under my roof

847
00:56:49,120 --> 00:56:52,680
but only say the word
and my soul shall be healed.

848
00:56:54,600 --> 00:56:56,320
The body of Christ.

849
00:56:58,600 --> 00:57:00,000
-The body of Christ.
-Amen.

850
00:57:19,480 --> 00:57:21,320
[PHONE BEEPING]

851
00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:26,960
ROZ: [ON VOICEMAIL]
I changed my plans, Michael.

852
00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:29,720
Worried you might intervene.

853
00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,400
Which would have been touching
but misguided.

854
00:57:34,080 --> 00:57:35,280
Bye, Michael.

855
00:58:04,600 --> 00:58:06,240
♪ We are lost

856
00:58:06,600 --> 00:58:08,280
♪ We are scattered

857
00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:11,720
♪ We're balmy and we're battered

858
00:58:12,640 --> 00:58:14,240
♪ We might be bruised

859
00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:17,680
♪ But we're not broken

860
00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:20,920
♪ Hallelujah

861
00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:24,480
♪ Hallelujah

862
00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:26,840
♪ We might be bruised

863
00:58:27,080 --> 00:58:30,240
♪ But we're not broken ♪