1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:16,417 --> 00:00:19,087 (dramatic music) 4 00:00:21,855 --> 00:00:23,057 [man] Filming? 5 00:00:23,091 --> 00:00:24,458 [Jennifer] Mmhmm? 6 00:00:24,492 --> 00:00:26,527 Good morning. 7 00:00:26,560 --> 00:00:30,064 I don't know if I should wave with my right hand 8 00:00:30,098 --> 00:00:32,433 or try and wave with this hand. 9 00:00:35,369 --> 00:00:36,104 Kinda hurts. 10 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:43,111 So maybe I'll just talk about today 11 00:00:43,144 --> 00:00:45,479 and kind of today's significance 12 00:00:45,513 --> 00:00:49,083 but I'll introduce myself to my camera first. 13 00:00:49,117 --> 00:00:51,119 Eduardo Garcia, hi. 14 00:00:51,152 --> 00:00:54,455 Today I'm going into an operation 15 00:00:54,488 --> 00:00:56,457 where I've made a decision 16 00:00:56,490 --> 00:00:59,260 to take off my own limb, 17 00:00:59,293 --> 00:01:02,796 this big ole... 18 00:01:02,830 --> 00:01:07,435 left arm of mine I've had for 30 years. 19 00:01:07,468 --> 00:01:12,740 And I don't know if it's always done great things 20 00:01:12,773 --> 00:01:16,577 but it's always done great things by me. 21 00:01:16,610 --> 00:01:19,680 (music playing) 22 00:01:22,916 --> 00:01:27,288 * When I grow up 23 00:01:27,321 --> 00:01:29,557 * I want to be a forester 24 00:01:29,590 --> 00:01:34,328 * Run through the moss on high heels 25 00:01:34,362 --> 00:01:38,632 * That's what I'll do 26 00:01:38,666 --> 00:01:40,868 * Throwing out a boomerang 27 00:01:40,901 --> 00:01:45,806 * Waiting for it to come back to me 28 00:01:54,448 --> 00:01:57,885 * That's what I'll have 29 00:01:57,918 --> 00:02:01,155 * Staring at a sea shell 30 00:02:01,189 --> 00:02:06,527 * Waiting for it 31 00:02:06,560 --> 00:02:09,230 * To catch me or hold 32 00:02:27,281 --> 00:02:30,218 (dramatic music) 33 00:02:30,251 --> 00:02:33,521 -(heavy breathing) -(heart beating) 34 00:02:37,425 --> 00:02:39,193 [Garcia] I remember coming to 35 00:02:41,895 --> 00:02:44,765 and not being able to move my body. 36 00:02:47,801 --> 00:02:50,571 But I remember knowing that I had to move my body. 37 00:02:50,604 --> 00:02:52,606 From that point, 38 00:02:52,640 --> 00:02:56,444 from waking up and rolling over onto my hands and knees, 39 00:02:56,477 --> 00:02:58,412 there's a gap. 40 00:03:00,881 --> 00:03:03,551 (heavy breathing) 41 00:03:13,461 --> 00:03:16,730 My next memory is the road. 42 00:03:16,764 --> 00:03:19,700 I thought I was totally in a dream, 43 00:03:19,733 --> 00:03:22,303 somewhere in the mountains. 44 00:03:22,336 --> 00:03:26,474 There's no way I could be in this sensation 45 00:03:26,507 --> 00:03:28,776 and not be in a dream state. 46 00:03:31,011 --> 00:03:34,248 When I put it together that I wasn't dreaming 47 00:03:34,282 --> 00:03:36,350 was I could hear birds. 48 00:03:37,651 --> 00:03:39,820 (imitating chirping) 49 00:03:39,853 --> 00:03:43,257 I could hear my boots scuffing 50 00:03:43,291 --> 00:03:46,260 and that was real, that was then. 51 00:03:48,729 --> 00:03:50,331 And then it clicked. 52 00:03:54,368 --> 00:03:56,437 I was out hunting today. 53 00:03:56,470 --> 00:04:00,007 I came across this metal barrel 54 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:02,943 that was in the earth. 55 00:04:02,976 --> 00:04:05,346 I looked in it, 56 00:04:05,379 --> 00:04:10,250 there's this decomposing or decaying carcass. 57 00:04:11,819 --> 00:04:14,622 I want to check it out, I'm curious, 58 00:04:14,655 --> 00:04:16,924 I take my knife out. 59 00:04:16,957 --> 00:04:18,559 (dramatic music) 60 00:04:18,592 --> 00:04:20,528 (explosion) 61 00:04:20,561 --> 00:04:24,031 But it hits me like I'm being electrocuted. 62 00:04:26,434 --> 00:04:29,970 I need to get down, I need to get to a house, 63 00:04:30,003 --> 00:04:32,440 I need to ask someone to call 911. 64 00:04:34,875 --> 00:04:37,578 (dramatic music) 65 00:04:56,597 --> 00:04:59,400 There was no warning, 66 00:04:59,433 --> 00:05:02,370 it was just this dead bear in a metal can. 67 00:05:04,372 --> 00:05:08,308 How was I supposed to know it was on live power? 68 00:05:24,758 --> 00:05:27,495 The outdoors was my first love 69 00:05:27,528 --> 00:05:30,931 and then cooking was my second. 70 00:05:30,964 --> 00:05:33,434 It came from my environment. 71 00:05:35,669 --> 00:05:37,771 It was a place of freedom. 72 00:05:39,172 --> 00:05:41,141 Food became this language 73 00:05:41,174 --> 00:05:42,710 that I could speak with anyone 74 00:05:42,743 --> 00:05:45,846 from anywhere in the world. 75 00:05:45,879 --> 00:05:50,751 A passion that was defining who I was in life 76 00:05:50,784 --> 00:05:54,655 and everything was just coming together. 77 00:05:54,688 --> 00:05:59,527 Something that you've worked your whole life for 78 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:04,432 and having it yanked out from underneath you. 79 00:06:04,465 --> 00:06:08,368 I don't know how else to describe that. 80 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:16,510 My phone just started to buzz. 81 00:06:16,544 --> 00:06:18,011 I'm with your brother, 82 00:06:18,045 --> 00:06:19,447 he's been hurt. 83 00:06:20,848 --> 00:06:22,483 I spoke to the surgeon 84 00:06:22,516 --> 00:06:25,653 and he said that I should speak to Ed on the phone 85 00:06:25,686 --> 00:06:27,688 because it might be the last time that I speak to him. 86 00:06:27,721 --> 00:06:30,491 I asked him, "Is he alive, will he live?" 87 00:06:30,524 --> 00:06:32,660 He said, "I've seen cases 88 00:06:32,693 --> 00:06:35,563 "where people survive something like this." 89 00:06:35,596 --> 00:06:40,167 He said, "But he would have some significant handicaps." 90 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:42,503 [Daphne] There is a lot of maladies 91 00:06:42,536 --> 00:06:43,971 that come out of an electrocution 92 00:06:44,004 --> 00:06:46,607 because we just don't know how it affects 93 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:49,677 all the other tissues in the body. 94 00:06:49,710 --> 00:06:53,614 And he just wrote something like "I love you 95 00:06:53,647 --> 00:06:56,550 and I don't want to lose my hand." 96 00:06:56,584 --> 00:06:59,487 (rapid breathing) 97 00:07:01,489 --> 00:07:02,923 When Ed first arrived here, 98 00:07:02,956 --> 00:07:06,660 he had several life- threatening injuries. 99 00:07:06,694 --> 00:07:07,695 It was his hand 100 00:07:07,728 --> 00:07:09,129 which is the entrance wound 101 00:07:09,162 --> 00:07:12,766 and then it was the chest wall area, his ribs. 102 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,668 He had two areas on his head 103 00:07:14,702 --> 00:07:16,904 which were exit wounds. 104 00:07:16,937 --> 00:07:20,474 He also had a blow out on his left thigh. 105 00:07:26,880 --> 00:07:28,148 I remember we landed 106 00:07:28,181 --> 00:07:29,550 and the first thing I said 107 00:07:29,583 --> 00:07:30,984 once I woke up when we landed was, 108 00:07:31,018 --> 00:07:34,488 "So what time are we going home tonight?" 109 00:07:34,522 --> 00:07:35,856 You know what I mean, 110 00:07:35,889 --> 00:07:38,726 like I just had no idea how big this was. 111 00:07:40,594 --> 00:07:43,531 [Man] Yeah, the amount of current that went through you 112 00:07:43,564 --> 00:07:44,565 it's amazing that-- 113 00:07:44,598 --> 00:07:45,733 [Woman] You're alive. 114 00:07:45,766 --> 00:07:48,101 [Man] Yeah, so amazing. 115 00:07:48,135 --> 00:07:50,571 [Eduardo] Amazing I'm alive. 116 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:54,508 [Man] One sec, we'll clean it off. 117 00:07:54,542 --> 00:07:56,276 [Eduardo] So just when I look at it, 118 00:07:56,309 --> 00:07:58,512 it just looks gnarly man, 119 00:07:58,546 --> 00:08:02,049 black and funky and-- There's exposed tissue there 120 00:08:02,082 --> 00:08:04,251 and there's concern that maybe you cut the ribs, 121 00:08:04,284 --> 00:08:06,854 maybe not very alive either. 122 00:08:06,887 --> 00:08:10,023 [Jennifer] Baby, look at me and smile. 123 00:08:10,057 --> 00:08:11,024 Smile. 124 00:08:21,168 --> 00:08:23,737 It made me really sad to think of Ed waking up 125 00:08:23,771 --> 00:08:26,239 without a hand and these horrific injuries 126 00:08:26,273 --> 00:08:27,841 in a dark room by himself 127 00:08:27,875 --> 00:08:31,579 with just a bunch of machines just beeping. 128 00:08:34,281 --> 00:08:36,584 During the day is when everything's normal 129 00:08:36,617 --> 00:08:38,686 and as soon as the night comes, 130 00:08:38,719 --> 00:08:40,921 it's kind of when crazy stuff happens, 131 00:08:40,954 --> 00:08:42,322 nightmares or whatever 132 00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:44,057 like obviously Ed had a lot of nightmares 133 00:08:44,091 --> 00:08:46,960 so I was really glad just to be there 134 00:08:46,994 --> 00:08:49,329 so when he did stir in the night or whatever. 135 00:08:49,362 --> 00:08:53,200 So really sleeping there in this chair 136 00:08:53,233 --> 00:08:55,202 was way worth it 137 00:08:55,235 --> 00:08:57,237 and I wouldn't have left. 138 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:01,308 Yes, he's right here with me. 139 00:09:01,341 --> 00:09:02,943 He's in a little bit of pain 140 00:09:02,976 --> 00:09:05,713 but nothing crazy, just happy. 141 00:09:05,746 --> 00:09:07,748 That felt so good. 142 00:09:07,781 --> 00:09:09,950 [Man] So that's you on the CT scanner. 143 00:09:09,983 --> 00:09:14,121 It seemed like they really cared about each other. 144 00:09:14,154 --> 00:09:16,690 I didn't actually know that they weren't dating 145 00:09:16,724 --> 00:09:17,891 when I first met 'em. 146 00:09:17,925 --> 00:09:19,326 I thought they were. 147 00:09:23,664 --> 00:09:25,165 I could've been sleeping there 148 00:09:25,198 --> 00:09:26,934 but is that what he needed? 149 00:09:26,967 --> 00:09:30,871 My mom could've been there sleeping for a month. 150 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:33,674 Is that what he needed? 151 00:09:33,707 --> 00:09:36,109 No, I think he needed Jen there. 152 00:09:39,146 --> 00:09:41,081 We have to be supportive of one another 153 00:09:41,114 --> 00:09:42,950 and if you're used to being the captain 154 00:09:42,983 --> 00:09:44,284 like I was for example, 155 00:09:44,317 --> 00:09:46,319 you have to let go of certain things 156 00:09:46,353 --> 00:09:50,624 'cause it's really not about you that much at that point. 157 00:09:57,765 --> 00:10:01,134 Being alive with a few handicaps 158 00:10:01,168 --> 00:10:04,137 is much better than being dead. 159 00:10:04,171 --> 00:10:05,605 That's for sure, 160 00:10:06,439 --> 00:10:08,141 that's for damn sure. 161 00:10:10,944 --> 00:10:11,745 Yeah. 162 00:10:15,348 --> 00:10:17,818 (slow music) 163 00:10:17,851 --> 00:10:22,790 [Kathie] Eduardo and Eugenio came in on August 4th, 1981, 164 00:10:22,823 --> 00:10:25,192 seven and a half weeks premature. 165 00:10:25,225 --> 00:10:27,160 We called them the boys. 166 00:10:29,062 --> 00:10:32,265 Indra was two and a half years old. 167 00:10:32,299 --> 00:10:35,002 We were living in Calabasas outside of Los Angeles. 168 00:10:35,035 --> 00:10:37,104 Then, when they were three months old, 169 00:10:37,137 --> 00:10:38,371 their father left 170 00:10:39,439 --> 00:10:41,975 saying he would come back, 171 00:10:42,009 --> 00:10:44,745 that he was gonna return to Mexico, 172 00:10:44,778 --> 00:10:47,214 he was gonna return to this little island where he grew up. 173 00:10:47,247 --> 00:10:50,884 I looked at Indra and then I looked at Eduardo and Eugenio 174 00:10:50,918 --> 00:10:54,955 and I knew that I had to be there for them 175 00:10:54,988 --> 00:10:59,693 and make the best of a difficult situation. 176 00:10:59,727 --> 00:11:02,262 She's a very spiritual woman, my mom 177 00:11:03,931 --> 00:11:07,300 and she founded a spiritual community in LA. 178 00:11:08,902 --> 00:11:11,271 (slow music) 179 00:11:18,111 --> 00:11:20,180 Almost the entire community moved to Montana, 180 00:11:20,213 --> 00:11:21,715 I'm talking hundreds of people. 181 00:11:21,749 --> 00:11:23,383 [Indra] There was definitely like singing 182 00:11:23,416 --> 00:11:26,219 about being Montana bound. 183 00:11:26,253 --> 00:11:28,722 We welcome you to the heart 184 00:11:28,756 --> 00:11:32,159 and we sing the song of gratitude. 185 00:11:32,192 --> 00:11:34,862 Here, oh universe, I am grateful. 186 00:11:38,331 --> 00:11:41,401 [Eduardo] I just kind of think growing up that way 187 00:11:41,434 --> 00:11:43,070 is a privilege. 188 00:11:43,103 --> 00:11:45,939 There's others that saw our community, 189 00:11:45,973 --> 00:11:48,175 definitely thought it was a little weird. 190 00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:51,178 I always tell my mom that was the best move 191 00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:52,245 she could've ever done 192 00:11:52,279 --> 00:11:54,381 was getting us here. 193 00:11:54,414 --> 00:11:56,516 For me it was almost like we moved 194 00:11:56,549 --> 00:12:00,453 into the set of a National Geographic magazine. 195 00:12:00,487 --> 00:12:05,092 The mountains had their own special magical allure 196 00:12:05,125 --> 00:12:07,227 for a child's imagination. 197 00:12:09,830 --> 00:12:11,331 We would spend our summers 198 00:12:11,364 --> 00:12:12,766 fishing in Yellowstone, 199 00:12:12,800 --> 00:12:14,234 running into the hills. 200 00:12:15,836 --> 00:12:18,038 I definitely took to that very quickly 201 00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:19,873 and made it my home. 202 00:12:25,946 --> 00:12:27,514 [Jennifer] Hello, Ed. 203 00:12:29,549 --> 00:12:30,851 Hey. 204 00:12:30,884 --> 00:12:32,519 No, we're filming this for 205 00:12:32,552 --> 00:12:35,422 just documenting my recovery for us. 206 00:12:35,455 --> 00:12:36,456 [Woman] Cool. 207 00:12:36,489 --> 00:12:38,191 Yeah. 208 00:12:38,225 --> 00:12:42,996 [Jennifer] It's pretty hard for a YouTube video. 209 00:12:43,030 --> 00:12:47,300 I saw it as part of the recovery process to film. 210 00:12:47,334 --> 00:12:49,436 It was really important to me 211 00:12:49,469 --> 00:12:51,338 that he didn't come out the other end of it 212 00:12:51,371 --> 00:12:53,941 and be like, why did you sign that way, 213 00:12:53,974 --> 00:12:55,042 why did you sign this way, 214 00:12:55,075 --> 00:12:56,910 and not really understand. 215 00:12:56,944 --> 00:12:58,445 [Woman] So we would go in 216 00:12:58,478 --> 00:12:59,546 and raise up all these loose edges 217 00:12:59,579 --> 00:13:01,014 and free them up 218 00:13:01,048 --> 00:13:02,349 so that they can come together 219 00:13:02,382 --> 00:13:05,886 and allow this hair to shift to this area. 220 00:13:05,919 --> 00:13:07,855 Okay, and you think my eyebrows 221 00:13:07,888 --> 00:13:08,922 are gonna be all like this? 222 00:13:08,956 --> 00:13:10,123 [Woman] I hope not. 223 00:13:10,157 --> 00:13:11,825 [Jennifer] Also for Ed, 224 00:13:11,859 --> 00:13:15,595 filming actually kind of gave him something to do. 225 00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:20,333 See you later, I'm going to get my head wound closed up. 226 00:13:20,367 --> 00:13:23,170 I'm just kind of coming out of anesthesia. 227 00:13:23,203 --> 00:13:25,305 [Jennifer] You want to look at me, Ed? 228 00:13:25,338 --> 00:13:26,173 Very cool. 229 00:13:27,107 --> 00:13:28,508 Ready Jennifer? 230 00:13:28,541 --> 00:13:30,010 [Jennifer] I'm ready. 231 00:13:30,043 --> 00:13:31,344 When you're in the hospital, 232 00:13:31,378 --> 00:13:32,545 every day is the same. 233 00:13:32,579 --> 00:13:34,081 Everything's getting better 234 00:13:34,114 --> 00:13:35,949 but it's very slowly getting better. 235 00:13:35,983 --> 00:13:38,886 Is it video, filming right now? 236 00:13:38,919 --> 00:13:40,320 [Jennifer] Mm-hmm. 237 00:13:40,353 --> 00:13:41,421 You close enough? 238 00:13:41,454 --> 00:13:42,589 -[Jennifer] Yep. -Are you sure? 239 00:13:42,622 --> 00:13:44,124 I think you should be closer. 240 00:13:44,157 --> 00:13:45,092 Want to turn the light on more? 241 00:13:45,125 --> 00:13:46,059 [Jennifer] No, I'm good. 242 00:13:46,093 --> 00:13:46,927 You're good? 243 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:48,161 You sure? 244 00:13:48,195 --> 00:13:49,429 [Jennifer] It just gave a focus 245 00:13:49,462 --> 00:13:50,964 on something other than just the fact 246 00:13:50,998 --> 00:13:51,999 that we're in a freaking hospital. 247 00:13:52,032 --> 00:13:53,100 Yes, I got it! 248 00:13:55,268 --> 00:13:56,970 Nailed that sucker! 249 00:13:57,004 --> 00:14:00,073 I've been trying that for like 10 times. 250 00:14:01,341 --> 00:14:03,143 [Boy] I'll help you. 251 00:14:03,176 --> 00:14:04,377 [Boy #2] God it's cold. 252 00:14:04,411 --> 00:14:06,246 Hurry up. 253 00:14:06,279 --> 00:14:09,482 I didn't have a dad growing up. 254 00:14:09,516 --> 00:14:12,452 There was really no one looking over us saying, 255 00:14:12,485 --> 00:14:14,054 "Don't do that or don't do this." 256 00:14:14,087 --> 00:14:15,622 It was really our world to discover 257 00:14:15,655 --> 00:14:19,326 and make our own mistakes and learn from them. 258 00:14:21,028 --> 00:14:23,596 I just remember that they were both crazy 259 00:14:23,630 --> 00:14:27,567 and having them both together was chaos. 260 00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:29,336 Yeah man, what's up with you? 261 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:30,537 Hey, bitch, come on. 262 00:14:30,570 --> 00:14:32,605 Yeah, you think you're bad. 263 00:14:34,174 --> 00:14:35,442 [Kathie] They had a lot of energy. 264 00:14:35,475 --> 00:14:37,444 I tried the best I could 265 00:14:37,477 --> 00:14:40,047 to keep Eddie in line. 266 00:14:40,080 --> 00:14:42,582 [Eduardo] I guess my educational history 267 00:14:42,615 --> 00:14:44,985 is kicked out of nine different schools 268 00:14:45,018 --> 00:14:47,687 starting with preschool, disruptive behavior. 269 00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:51,324 First grade was for filling condoms with piss 270 00:14:51,358 --> 00:14:52,926 and throwing them down the hallway. 271 00:14:52,960 --> 00:14:55,395 I started a fire in the boy's bathroom 272 00:14:55,428 --> 00:14:57,297 so I got kicked out of that school. 273 00:14:57,330 --> 00:14:59,199 [Eugenio] Got into a fight, 274 00:14:59,232 --> 00:15:01,368 we kind of both got kicked out in that situation 275 00:15:01,401 --> 00:15:05,005 but I think he was leading the charge. 276 00:15:05,038 --> 00:15:07,707 Eugene, he was 11 years old, 277 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:09,676 never even thought about not having a father 278 00:15:09,709 --> 00:15:11,111 and he goes, "I need to meet my father." 279 00:15:11,144 --> 00:15:13,947 And she said, "Okay." 280 00:15:13,981 --> 00:15:15,348 And within months, 281 00:15:15,382 --> 00:15:17,517 it was literally that fast. 282 00:15:17,550 --> 00:15:20,320 Where's dad and then we're in Mexico. 283 00:15:22,055 --> 00:15:25,993 All I knew is he was this incredibly dark, tanned 284 00:15:26,026 --> 00:15:27,327 pirate looking figure 285 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:30,030 that fished for sharks and lobster 286 00:15:30,063 --> 00:15:33,533 and lived this crazy jungle lifestyle. 287 00:15:33,566 --> 00:15:35,635 He was like a hero. 288 00:15:35,668 --> 00:15:37,104 It was idyllic, 289 00:15:37,137 --> 00:15:39,139 me and my twin brother running around 290 00:15:39,172 --> 00:15:41,008 just having a blast. 291 00:15:41,041 --> 00:15:42,475 Hi, mom. 292 00:15:42,509 --> 00:15:43,310 Hi, guys. 293 00:15:46,346 --> 00:15:49,016 (mariachi music) 294 00:15:55,188 --> 00:15:58,058 We decided to get together again. 295 00:16:02,362 --> 00:16:04,631 We went through a lot of changes, a lot of changes, 296 00:16:04,664 --> 00:16:08,401 and then me becoming pregnant with Ellie 297 00:16:08,435 --> 00:16:11,071 and integrating into a family. 298 00:16:16,409 --> 00:16:18,045 [Eduardo] The first time my dad's actually 299 00:16:18,078 --> 00:16:20,147 gotten to make a snowball. 300 00:16:20,180 --> 00:16:22,115 I don't know if he expected himself 301 00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:24,351 to play dad all of a sudden. 302 00:16:24,384 --> 00:16:26,586 Hey, dad, no, don't throw it! 303 00:16:30,590 --> 00:16:31,424 Say hi. 304 00:16:31,458 --> 00:16:32,759 Hi. 305 00:16:32,792 --> 00:16:34,361 And we're gonna go say hi to Eduardo 306 00:16:34,394 --> 00:16:35,695 who's having lunch 307 00:16:35,728 --> 00:16:39,066 and he does not know that dad is here. 308 00:16:39,099 --> 00:16:41,334 (speaking in Spanish) 309 00:16:41,368 --> 00:16:42,535 It's a surprise. 310 00:16:42,569 --> 00:16:44,071 He doesn't know you're here. 311 00:16:44,104 --> 00:16:48,141 No (speaking in Spanish). 312 00:16:48,175 --> 00:16:48,808 [Eugenio] Whistle, whistle. 313 00:16:48,841 --> 00:16:50,543 (whistling) 314 00:16:50,577 --> 00:16:54,414 (speaking in Spanish) 315 00:17:00,487 --> 00:17:02,155 Hey, how you doing? 316 00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:03,223 How you doing? 317 00:17:03,256 --> 00:17:06,326 Thank you, thank you to be here. 318 00:17:06,359 --> 00:17:10,197 (speaking in Spanish) 319 00:17:22,609 --> 00:17:24,744 [Eduardo] For many years, he wasn't really my dad, 320 00:17:24,777 --> 00:17:26,446 he was a friend. 321 00:17:26,479 --> 00:17:29,082 [Manuel] Watch it, don't break the line. 322 00:17:29,116 --> 00:17:31,184 Don't break the line. 323 00:17:31,218 --> 00:17:33,120 It's a big fish, wow. 324 00:17:35,222 --> 00:17:36,323 It's big fish. 325 00:17:37,657 --> 00:17:38,491 Ha ha! 326 00:17:41,228 --> 00:17:44,097 [Eduardo] At 13, I started using drugs 327 00:17:44,131 --> 00:17:47,700 and then I started smoking cigarettes with my dad 328 00:17:47,734 --> 00:17:49,236 and doing drugs with my dad 329 00:17:49,269 --> 00:17:50,270 and drinking with my dad 330 00:17:50,303 --> 00:17:52,205 and he becomes my best friend 331 00:17:52,239 --> 00:17:54,807 because he's not telling me no. 332 00:17:54,841 --> 00:17:57,377 And I was already hanging with a crew 333 00:17:57,410 --> 00:18:00,113 that was tripping on acid and doing coke 334 00:18:00,147 --> 00:18:01,748 and everything else. 335 00:18:01,781 --> 00:18:04,284 [Kathie] When Eduardo was 17, 336 00:18:04,317 --> 00:18:06,119 he sat at the kitchen table and he said, 337 00:18:06,153 --> 00:18:09,722 "I realize that my habits were hurting my family." 338 00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:12,192 [Eduardo] So I'm tired of living in the shadows of lies 339 00:18:12,225 --> 00:18:15,628 and I just want to level the field here 340 00:18:15,662 --> 00:18:18,398 and me, Euge, Indra, dad, 341 00:18:18,431 --> 00:18:21,668 we've been using drugs for years behind your back, mom. 342 00:18:21,701 --> 00:18:23,403 I mean, I was livid. 343 00:18:24,737 --> 00:18:26,473 And I think for Eduardo 344 00:18:26,506 --> 00:18:28,875 going straight was essential. 345 00:18:30,643 --> 00:18:33,513 [Eduardo] I decided if I want to make an impact in life, 346 00:18:33,546 --> 00:18:35,415 I needed to get to business, 347 00:18:35,448 --> 00:18:36,849 I need to get to work, 348 00:18:36,883 --> 00:18:40,353 I need to be purposeful in my life. 349 00:18:40,387 --> 00:18:44,824 I had already been cooking in restaurants since I was 15. 350 00:18:44,857 --> 00:18:46,926 And then I decided culinary school 351 00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,629 was going to be where I put all my energy 352 00:18:49,662 --> 00:18:51,731 and through that, 353 00:18:51,764 --> 00:18:56,369 I wanted to discover my potential 354 00:18:56,403 --> 00:18:59,206 on my own without substances. 355 00:18:59,239 --> 00:19:00,940 [Announcer] Eduardo Garcia. 356 00:19:00,973 --> 00:19:04,211 (audience applause) 357 00:19:10,650 --> 00:19:12,385 [Eduardo] Danielle, you want to see something cool? 358 00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:13,720 Come here. 359 00:19:13,753 --> 00:19:14,587 [Jennifer] Yeah, this is pretty cool. 360 00:19:14,621 --> 00:19:15,955 So, this is lefty, 361 00:19:15,988 --> 00:19:16,823 you now lefty, Danielle? 362 00:19:16,856 --> 00:19:18,325 [Danielle] Yeah. 363 00:19:18,358 --> 00:19:19,959 I can feel all my fingers still over there 364 00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:21,328 even though they're not there. 365 00:19:21,361 --> 00:19:23,230 That's my thumb moving, 366 00:19:24,431 --> 00:19:26,199 this is my pinky moving. 367 00:19:27,767 --> 00:19:31,404 Maybe I'll be able to get a prosthetic limb 368 00:19:31,438 --> 00:19:35,308 that has like some kind of sensors. 369 00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:37,610 I don't want the ones that are supposed to look like hands. 370 00:19:37,644 --> 00:19:41,848 I want like cool, custom made like hardwood cherry hands 371 00:19:41,881 --> 00:19:44,951 or oak or like titanium, I don't know, something cool. 372 00:19:44,984 --> 00:19:46,386 [Woman] Antler. 373 00:19:46,419 --> 00:19:48,588 Fucking yeah, antler, like bone, 374 00:19:50,723 --> 00:19:52,325 kinda cool. 375 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:53,493 [Woman] That's awesome. 376 00:19:53,526 --> 00:19:55,362 That is awesome. 377 00:19:55,395 --> 00:19:57,430 Boom, boom, boom, boom. 378 00:19:57,464 --> 00:19:59,666 Only time I was worried for him 379 00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:02,469 was when he had his chest operation 380 00:20:02,502 --> 00:20:06,439 because they'd never done anything like it before. 381 00:20:06,473 --> 00:20:08,875 With the rib, you can't just cut it off 382 00:20:08,908 --> 00:20:11,311 and leave a hole in the chest. 383 00:20:11,344 --> 00:20:12,645 What we have to do 384 00:20:12,679 --> 00:20:14,814 is try to find ways to cover that up. 385 00:20:14,847 --> 00:20:16,749 [Jennifer] So we had like the burn team, 386 00:20:16,783 --> 00:20:17,750 the plastic surgeon team, 387 00:20:17,784 --> 00:20:19,552 the cardiothoracic team, 388 00:20:19,586 --> 00:20:20,987 everybody around the bed 389 00:20:21,020 --> 00:20:23,290 just kind of brainstorming essentially 390 00:20:23,323 --> 00:20:24,991 what muscle they could take from where. 391 00:20:25,024 --> 00:20:26,659 [Doctor] Everything that's dead. 392 00:20:26,693 --> 00:20:29,296 -Gotta go. -[Doctor] Gotta go, yeah. 393 00:20:29,329 --> 00:20:32,832 That may leave you with a hole on your chest this big. 394 00:20:32,865 --> 00:20:34,601 Yes, sir. 395 00:20:34,634 --> 00:20:36,669 [Doctor] Like kind of stick my head in it kind of. 396 00:20:36,703 --> 00:20:38,438 Yes, sir. 397 00:20:38,471 --> 00:20:41,974 The likelihood of you doing pull ups again is zero. 398 00:20:42,008 --> 00:20:43,310 Pull ups again 399 00:20:43,343 --> 00:20:44,677 -in a year? -Ever, ever. 400 00:20:44,711 --> 00:20:46,279 You're gonna have, 401 00:20:46,313 --> 00:20:48,948 your lat's gonna be turned around to here. 402 00:20:48,981 --> 00:20:51,751 (knives scraping) 403 00:20:54,687 --> 00:20:59,326 [Eduardo] I just wrapped up a very successful year 404 00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:00,460 as a yacht chef, 405 00:21:00,493 --> 00:21:01,994 11 years of hard work. 406 00:21:04,464 --> 00:21:06,999 My way of cooking as a professional yacht chef 407 00:21:07,033 --> 00:21:08,368 really became: get there, 408 00:21:08,401 --> 00:21:10,069 figure out what's in the market, 409 00:21:10,102 --> 00:21:11,604 what's local, what's in season 410 00:21:11,638 --> 00:21:15,375 and then figure out how to put it together. 411 00:21:16,776 --> 00:21:19,379 Definitely developing as a chef. 412 00:21:21,881 --> 00:21:24,517 You're going around the world. 413 00:21:24,551 --> 00:21:26,753 There were all kinds of adventures. 414 00:21:26,786 --> 00:21:29,556 It kickstarted a time of life 415 00:21:29,589 --> 00:21:31,524 where I was accountable to myself only 416 00:21:31,558 --> 00:21:34,594 and myself was interested in letting loose a little bit. 417 00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:38,064 So that is what brought me into hey, 418 00:21:38,097 --> 00:21:40,367 been six, seven years since I've had a beer, 419 00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:44,504 hmm, there's a drink being passed around, yeah, why not? 420 00:21:46,038 --> 00:21:48,608 I remember sitting on the couch at the crew house 421 00:21:48,641 --> 00:21:49,642 when Jen walked in 422 00:21:49,676 --> 00:21:52,011 and where we connected 423 00:21:52,044 --> 00:21:55,014 was she was game to have fun. 424 00:21:55,047 --> 00:21:59,051 I wanted to go surf five a.m. and be at work by eight. 425 00:21:59,085 --> 00:22:01,554 Hand went up, she's like, "I'm in." 426 00:22:01,588 --> 00:22:03,656 [Jennifer] Most people just wanted to go to the bars. 427 00:22:03,690 --> 00:22:06,025 He was the only person on the yacht 428 00:22:06,058 --> 00:22:07,427 that liked to surf and run and skateboard 429 00:22:07,460 --> 00:22:09,962 and all the things I like to do. 430 00:22:09,996 --> 00:22:11,864 And we started hanging out more. 431 00:22:11,898 --> 00:22:14,901 And then we started dating. 432 00:22:14,934 --> 00:22:17,604 [Eduardo] She was keen to dance, to play, 433 00:22:17,637 --> 00:22:19,439 to express, to live. 434 00:22:20,172 --> 00:22:22,542 (laughing) 435 00:22:28,881 --> 00:22:31,083 [Man] Ed's walking. 436 00:22:31,117 --> 00:22:33,986 [Eduardo] I think I felt a responsibility 437 00:22:34,020 --> 00:22:35,755 to be tougher than I should have been 438 00:22:35,788 --> 00:22:38,090 because of how hard everyone was working around me. 439 00:22:38,124 --> 00:22:39,992 [Woman] Okay ready? Turn around. 440 00:22:40,026 --> 00:22:41,093 [Eduardo] There's gonna be someone else out there 441 00:22:41,127 --> 00:22:42,629 that has it worse than you do. 442 00:22:42,662 --> 00:22:45,498 Just be grateful for what you do have. 443 00:22:45,532 --> 00:22:46,999 [Woman] Everything feel okay? 444 00:22:47,033 --> 00:22:49,502 Yeah, I wish I could use this sucker. 445 00:22:49,536 --> 00:22:50,503 You can yeah. 446 00:22:51,638 --> 00:22:52,472 Pretend. 447 00:22:52,505 --> 00:22:53,906 Yeah. 448 00:22:53,940 --> 00:22:55,775 [Eduardo] Gotta pretend he's doing something. 449 00:22:55,808 --> 00:22:58,678 That sucker has no free rides, man. 450 00:23:01,881 --> 00:23:02,715 Thanks. 451 00:23:02,749 --> 00:23:03,783 [Nurse] You done? 452 00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:05,017 No, I'm not done. 453 00:23:05,051 --> 00:23:06,619 I'm just saying thanks. 454 00:23:06,653 --> 00:23:08,521 I appreciate it. 455 00:23:08,555 --> 00:23:10,022 [Nurse] No problem. 456 00:23:11,491 --> 00:23:13,159 This is my new typing attachment. 457 00:23:13,192 --> 00:23:14,927 Gonna help me just do some simple typing 458 00:23:14,961 --> 00:23:18,498 until I get my prosthetic in, kinda cool. 459 00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:23,169 I never felt a fear for my life. 460 00:23:23,202 --> 00:23:27,106 I felt anxiety about everyday matters of life, 461 00:23:27,139 --> 00:23:28,708 how I'd get back to life. 462 00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,477 This is awesome. 463 00:23:30,510 --> 00:23:31,544 That's great. 464 00:23:35,648 --> 00:23:37,116 I think hiking is gonna be 465 00:23:37,149 --> 00:23:40,453 some of the best therapy I'll ever do. 466 00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:44,056 (exhales) 467 00:23:52,699 --> 00:23:55,768 You know, how am I going to be me again? 468 00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:14,587 Not to be funny but this is my first stab 469 00:24:14,621 --> 00:24:16,222 at working with a prosthetic 470 00:24:16,255 --> 00:24:18,625 or any attachment on lefty. 471 00:24:26,666 --> 00:24:28,200 Works. 472 00:24:28,234 --> 00:24:31,070 And Jen invented, show the camera, Jen . 473 00:24:31,103 --> 00:24:33,039 Basically it's this two foot fork 474 00:24:33,072 --> 00:24:35,808 and one end's for scratching, one end's for eating, 475 00:24:35,842 --> 00:24:37,677 do not confuse the two. 476 00:24:39,679 --> 00:24:41,614 Thank you. Well done you. 477 00:24:43,249 --> 00:24:45,685 I know it's kind of weird for you. 478 00:24:45,718 --> 00:24:50,122 Not just kind of weird, very, very messed up 479 00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:54,627 but well done you for hanging in there 37 days with me 480 00:24:54,661 --> 00:24:58,631 and not abandoning me for some other whatever. 481 00:25:07,173 --> 00:25:11,277 I wonder if I can just launch this carrot at my face. 482 00:25:14,046 --> 00:25:14,847 Oh, yeah. 483 00:25:16,315 --> 00:25:18,718 [Jennifer] We had this amazing relationship 484 00:25:18,751 --> 00:25:20,052 but I had two minds, 485 00:25:20,086 --> 00:25:21,688 part of me was telling me 486 00:25:21,721 --> 00:25:23,556 that Eduardo was the most amazing guy ever 487 00:25:23,590 --> 00:25:25,792 and then the other part of my brain was just telling me 488 00:25:25,825 --> 00:25:29,028 that something was going on, he was disingenuous. 489 00:25:29,061 --> 00:25:31,163 He just said that I was paranoid, 490 00:25:31,197 --> 00:25:32,832 that I should shut up, 491 00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:35,702 that all of his friends thought I was a mean person 492 00:25:35,735 --> 00:25:37,770 for even suggesting such a thing. 493 00:25:37,804 --> 00:25:40,039 [Eduardo] And I didn't make the connection 494 00:25:40,072 --> 00:25:42,575 that me cheating on her would somehow 495 00:25:42,609 --> 00:25:45,912 subconsciously speak to her. 496 00:25:45,945 --> 00:25:48,147 And I don't remember how I said it, 497 00:25:48,180 --> 00:25:52,652 I remember sitting on the port side of the yacht 498 00:25:52,685 --> 00:25:54,153 and just spitting it out 499 00:25:55,855 --> 00:25:57,757 like there was this time, there was that time, 500 00:25:57,790 --> 00:25:59,125 there was this time, there was that time. 501 00:25:59,158 --> 00:26:01,628 And then I was just destroyed, I think, 502 00:26:01,661 --> 00:26:04,631 because it wasn't this kind of like one off thing 503 00:26:04,664 --> 00:26:08,901 it was actually kind of two years of complete lies. 504 00:26:08,935 --> 00:26:10,870 He's been cheating on me basically 505 00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:12,905 for most of our relationship, 506 00:26:12,939 --> 00:26:14,106 that just hurt. 507 00:26:16,709 --> 00:26:20,012 [Eduardo] It was a recurrence of that same time when I was 17 508 00:26:20,046 --> 00:26:24,083 like shit, how have my actions become actions 509 00:26:24,116 --> 00:26:27,053 that are hurting people, 510 00:26:27,086 --> 00:26:29,622 not who I want to be in life. 511 00:26:31,357 --> 00:26:33,392 It was time to clean up my act. 512 00:26:33,425 --> 00:26:36,195 I came home for seven months, 513 00:26:36,228 --> 00:26:40,700 no drugs, no alcohol, just a lot of time in the outdoors, 514 00:26:40,733 --> 00:26:42,702 a lot of time working. 515 00:26:42,735 --> 00:26:45,738 I was so depressed, 516 00:26:45,772 --> 00:26:47,206 so physically ill. 517 00:26:49,909 --> 00:26:52,912 I had this cabin in Montana that was really rough 518 00:26:52,945 --> 00:26:54,947 and I remember fixing up the interior 519 00:26:54,981 --> 00:26:57,950 with a goal that maybe Jen'll come back to Montana, 520 00:26:57,984 --> 00:26:59,652 no expectations, 521 00:26:59,686 --> 00:27:02,789 I don't need you to get back together with me. 522 00:27:02,822 --> 00:27:03,790 [Jennifer] Despite everything, 523 00:27:03,823 --> 00:27:04,991 you love who you love 524 00:27:05,024 --> 00:27:07,226 and I wanted to be there for him 525 00:27:07,259 --> 00:27:10,196 and help him get through everything. 526 00:27:16,102 --> 00:27:18,204 [Eduardo] It was the first time 527 00:27:18,237 --> 00:27:21,173 her and I had been in the same space clean and clear. 528 00:27:23,943 --> 00:27:26,779 [Jennifer] He was definitely trying to show me 529 00:27:26,813 --> 00:27:30,016 that he was somebody that now did actually care. 530 00:27:30,049 --> 00:27:32,685 So when I have my ridiculous photo ideas 531 00:27:32,719 --> 00:27:34,020 he was up for that. 532 00:27:37,356 --> 00:27:40,259 [Eduardo] When we start talking about something 533 00:27:40,292 --> 00:27:43,095 and we're both into it, it's unstoppable 534 00:27:43,129 --> 00:27:45,898 the amount of ideas that come out. 535 00:27:49,268 --> 00:27:52,204 I left my full time career as a yacht chef after a decade 536 00:27:52,238 --> 00:27:56,408 and I was ready for a career change. 537 00:27:56,442 --> 00:27:59,779 Together with Jen, my brother, my sister, 538 00:28:01,313 --> 00:28:05,251 we started a food company called Montana Mex. 539 00:28:05,284 --> 00:28:06,352 [Jennifer] And on top of that, 540 00:28:06,385 --> 00:28:07,954 we started planning 541 00:28:07,987 --> 00:28:10,489 for Eduardo to have a outdoor cooking show. 542 00:28:10,522 --> 00:28:12,291 Rolling. 543 00:28:12,324 --> 00:28:14,994 [Jennifer] We're just on a rampage of creativity 544 00:28:15,027 --> 00:28:16,896 and it was super fun. 545 00:28:18,865 --> 00:28:20,867 [Eduardo] That's when I got to know Jen , 546 00:28:20,900 --> 00:28:22,034 like the business part of Jen , 547 00:28:22,068 --> 00:28:23,803 the intellectual part of Jen , 548 00:28:23,836 --> 00:28:24,837 the creative part of Jen , 549 00:28:24,871 --> 00:28:27,006 the challenging parts of Jen. 550 00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:29,041 Look how big our ducks are. 551 00:28:30,943 --> 00:28:34,847 That was the beginning of our friendship for sure. 552 00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:39,318 And I put this on it 553 00:28:41,153 --> 00:28:46,926 because otherwise when I'm in bed 554 00:28:46,959 --> 00:28:48,961 it will just keep me up. 555 00:28:48,995 --> 00:28:50,997 You've been doing it that same way every night? 556 00:28:51,030 --> 00:28:51,964 Yeah. 557 00:28:51,998 --> 00:28:53,332 Really? 558 00:28:53,365 --> 00:28:55,868 Yeah. I don't know, I don't feel 559 00:28:55,902 --> 00:28:56,969 like I need to sleep in a real bed at all really, 560 00:28:57,003 --> 00:28:57,970 it's fine. 561 00:29:00,039 --> 00:29:01,774 It was a very bizarre situation 562 00:29:01,808 --> 00:29:03,509 'cause you're trying to care for somebody 563 00:29:03,542 --> 00:29:05,311 who is going through the pit of hell 564 00:29:05,344 --> 00:29:06,345 but at the same time, 565 00:29:06,378 --> 00:29:07,947 I also had all these things 566 00:29:07,980 --> 00:29:10,349 from obviously the relationship 567 00:29:10,382 --> 00:29:12,952 that Ed and I had previously. 568 00:29:13,986 --> 00:29:15,021 Did you make it? 569 00:29:15,054 --> 00:29:16,022 No, it was so close. 570 00:29:16,055 --> 00:29:18,024 It landed right side up. 571 00:29:18,057 --> 00:29:19,525 Try it again, try it again. 572 00:29:19,558 --> 00:29:21,794 Ugh, that's even worse. 573 00:29:23,996 --> 00:29:26,565 Obviously annoys me at times but I love him, 574 00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:28,968 I've loved him a long time. 575 00:29:31,170 --> 00:29:33,005 I will always love him. 576 00:29:39,946 --> 00:29:42,414 [Man] Please breathe in and hold your breath. 577 00:29:47,119 --> 00:29:50,122 Start breathing again. 578 00:29:50,156 --> 00:29:53,092 [Amalia Cochran] The testicle that had been damaged 579 00:29:53,125 --> 00:29:55,995 from the electrical injury was not viable 580 00:29:56,028 --> 00:29:58,130 and there was no way for us to help it survive. 581 00:29:58,164 --> 00:30:01,100 So that's discussion number one that we're having 582 00:30:01,133 --> 00:30:04,303 with a young healthy guy and his family 583 00:30:04,336 --> 00:30:08,340 about it is our recommendation that we do this. 584 00:30:08,374 --> 00:30:09,475 [Jennifer] For whatever reason, 585 00:30:09,508 --> 00:30:11,043 he chose me to be the signer. 586 00:30:11,077 --> 00:30:12,879 Especially because of the cheating thing, 587 00:30:12,912 --> 00:30:14,380 it's like almost hilarious 588 00:30:14,413 --> 00:30:17,016 this sense that the ex girlfriend that was cheated on 589 00:30:17,049 --> 00:30:18,985 got to sign away his testicle. 590 00:30:19,018 --> 00:30:21,253 [Doctor] Your charts look good, your blood looks good, 591 00:30:21,287 --> 00:30:23,890 you kind of went through the basic and then 592 00:30:23,923 --> 00:30:26,058 but we got some bad news. 593 00:30:26,092 --> 00:30:28,127 The pathology report pops up 594 00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:32,031 and low and behold there's a testicular cancer. 595 00:30:34,233 --> 00:30:36,002 [Eduardo] Are you kidding me? 596 00:30:36,035 --> 00:30:40,039 My focus right now is figuring out how to be an amputee, 597 00:30:40,072 --> 00:30:42,274 other surgeries that are ongoing, 598 00:30:42,308 --> 00:30:45,544 picking myself up out of the ground for the most part 599 00:30:45,577 --> 00:30:50,016 and on top of that you're asking me to deal with cancer? 600 00:30:50,049 --> 00:30:51,117 [Jennifer] And that's when they realized 601 00:30:51,150 --> 00:30:52,618 it was second stage 602 00:30:52,651 --> 00:30:55,955 because he had a tumor halfway up his spine as well. 603 00:30:55,988 --> 00:30:59,225 [Eduardo] Any chance to see that tumor clot on my? 604 00:30:59,258 --> 00:31:00,292 [Man] Yeah. 605 00:31:00,326 --> 00:31:02,561 That's big, man. 606 00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:04,230 [Jennifer] Basically 607 00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:06,065 they couldn't do all the reconstructive surgeries 608 00:31:06,098 --> 00:31:09,535 because he needed to get not chemotherapy immediately 609 00:31:09,568 --> 00:31:11,103 before it went to his brain. 610 00:31:11,137 --> 00:31:13,505 So... 611 00:31:13,539 --> 00:31:16,075 I forgot one. 612 00:31:16,108 --> 00:31:19,178 It just became my norm being in ICU, 613 00:31:19,211 --> 00:31:21,047 you know what I mean? 614 00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:22,314 It became my norm. 615 00:31:24,483 --> 00:31:26,085 [Jennifer] How do you feel? 616 00:31:26,118 --> 00:31:27,586 Mechanical. 617 00:31:27,619 --> 00:31:29,055 [Jennifer] But in a cool way? 618 00:31:29,088 --> 00:31:30,589 Yeah, I think so. 619 00:31:31,657 --> 00:31:33,525 I think I was actually terrified 620 00:31:33,559 --> 00:31:35,327 to leave the hospital. 621 00:31:38,297 --> 00:31:41,367 The doctors in the burn unit 622 00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:47,006 decided I was healthy enough to go home 623 00:31:47,039 --> 00:31:49,008 or leave the hospital today. 624 00:31:50,509 --> 00:31:52,511 So we packed up our stuff 625 00:31:54,380 --> 00:31:57,183 and put it in the truck. 626 00:31:57,216 --> 00:32:00,186 Pretty amazing that we're out of here, 627 00:32:02,488 --> 00:32:05,191 pretty fucking glad I didn't die. 628 00:32:11,197 --> 00:32:13,099 I don't have my left hand. 629 00:32:17,169 --> 00:32:20,406 But otherwise we're in really great shape, 630 00:32:21,540 --> 00:32:23,242 really great shape. 631 00:32:29,181 --> 00:32:31,150 I think I got over there 632 00:32:31,183 --> 00:32:33,352 two or three days after he was discharged 633 00:32:33,385 --> 00:32:37,256 and I worried about them both. 634 00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:38,757 Although they were pulling together, 635 00:32:38,790 --> 00:32:41,327 there was an atmosphere 636 00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:43,996 because they were both so exhausted, 637 00:32:44,030 --> 00:32:45,264 both so exhausted. 638 00:32:46,565 --> 00:32:48,734 (laughing) 639 00:32:54,206 --> 00:32:56,308 We didn't know what to do for Christmas 640 00:32:56,342 --> 00:32:59,578 and I think I'll never, ever forget 641 00:32:59,611 --> 00:33:03,649 the fact that we decided to go to Arches National Park 642 00:33:06,218 --> 00:33:09,555 and it was just unbelievable 643 00:33:09,588 --> 00:33:10,756 when I could see Ed's face 644 00:33:10,789 --> 00:33:13,459 thinking that even he had said 645 00:33:13,492 --> 00:33:16,228 he never thought that would happen. 646 00:33:16,262 --> 00:33:17,763 (laughing) 647 00:33:17,796 --> 00:33:19,498 [Eduardo] What's happening now? 648 00:33:19,531 --> 00:33:22,201 Let's check it out, let's check it out. 649 00:33:22,234 --> 00:33:25,437 Just stay shoulders right over your feet, okay? 650 00:33:25,471 --> 00:33:27,573 Yeah, you're good, it's no problem. 651 00:33:27,606 --> 00:33:29,608 Look at Jen and your feet. 652 00:33:31,310 --> 00:33:33,512 [Corinne] Then they got me across this high thing 653 00:33:33,545 --> 00:33:36,715 that was so steep I didn't think I'd get across 654 00:33:36,748 --> 00:33:38,217 but he said, "No, you're scared, 655 00:33:38,250 --> 00:33:40,119 "we'll get you across this." 656 00:33:40,152 --> 00:33:41,387 [Eduardo] Take it like that, 657 00:33:41,420 --> 00:33:43,189 two, three steps at a time, pause, 658 00:33:43,222 --> 00:33:45,324 two, three, don't think of it as a big wall, 659 00:33:45,357 --> 00:33:47,359 okay, very good, very good. 660 00:33:48,427 --> 00:33:49,828 You did great. 661 00:33:49,861 --> 00:33:53,232 That was, this is just fear, isn't it? 662 00:33:55,501 --> 00:33:57,336 He'd survived, 663 00:33:57,369 --> 00:33:58,837 nothing else, the fact that he'd survived through 664 00:33:58,870 --> 00:34:00,439 in a wonderful place. 665 00:34:01,607 --> 00:34:04,776 [Eduardo] She's insane, huh? 666 00:34:04,810 --> 00:34:09,348 Ed was, even at that very short space 667 00:34:09,381 --> 00:34:11,650 that he'd been out of hospital, 668 00:34:11,683 --> 00:34:13,219 no one would guess that he was going through 669 00:34:13,252 --> 00:34:14,620 what he was going through. 670 00:34:19,825 --> 00:34:23,262 [Eduardo] I don't remember the day I arrived home. 671 00:34:23,295 --> 00:34:25,564 It must have been momentous in that sense 672 00:34:25,597 --> 00:34:28,267 but I don't remember walking in 673 00:34:28,300 --> 00:34:29,601 to my house for the first time 674 00:34:29,635 --> 00:34:31,337 and opening the door. 675 00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:35,841 What I remember was wanting to hide, 676 00:34:37,309 --> 00:34:39,278 I don't even know why. 677 00:34:39,311 --> 00:34:41,547 Locally I live in a small community. 678 00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:44,616 They knew I had been electrocuted. 679 00:34:44,650 --> 00:34:47,119 You couldn't hide that I was missing a hand 680 00:34:47,153 --> 00:34:48,154 but you know what, 681 00:34:48,187 --> 00:34:49,155 I could hide the fact 682 00:34:49,188 --> 00:34:51,590 that I was going through cancer. 683 00:34:52,824 --> 00:34:57,763 Today is February the seventh 684 00:34:57,796 --> 00:35:01,567 and it's official, my hair is falling out. 685 00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:02,501 Bucket. 686 00:35:06,205 --> 00:35:07,739 You see that? 687 00:35:09,508 --> 00:35:13,379 Bink, how disgusting. 688 00:35:13,412 --> 00:35:18,150 Bink, bink, oh my. 689 00:35:18,184 --> 00:35:20,152 Jen, do you want to try this? 690 00:35:20,186 --> 00:35:20,852 You might enjoy it. 691 00:35:20,886 --> 00:35:22,321 [Jennifer] I will. 692 00:35:22,354 --> 00:35:23,589 Holy, look at that. 693 00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:26,658 [Jennifer] I can make a bald patch. 694 00:35:28,394 --> 00:35:30,362 Hey, baby, do it systematically. 695 00:35:30,396 --> 00:35:31,797 [Jennifer] I'm turning you into my dad. 696 00:35:31,830 --> 00:35:33,232 Look at you. 697 00:35:33,265 --> 00:35:35,867 [Jennifer] This is just like my dad. 698 00:35:35,901 --> 00:35:37,336 Does it not hurt at all? 699 00:35:37,369 --> 00:35:39,471 This is excellent fun. 700 00:35:39,505 --> 00:35:42,741 No, if it hurt, I would ask you to stop. 701 00:35:43,842 --> 00:35:45,177 It hurts a little. 702 00:35:46,478 --> 00:35:48,380 Grab a clump and just go for it but. 703 00:35:48,414 --> 00:35:49,281 Pink. 704 00:35:50,649 --> 00:35:53,619 It's literally like having a cat. 705 00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:56,222 You've always wanted a cat. 706 00:35:58,424 --> 00:36:00,526 (slow music) 707 00:36:02,461 --> 00:36:04,430 (laughing) 708 00:36:08,434 --> 00:36:10,902 (dramatic music) 709 00:36:17,576 --> 00:36:18,744 [Jennifer] How are you doing? 710 00:36:18,777 --> 00:36:20,612 I'm hanging in there. 711 00:36:23,682 --> 00:36:25,451 It's been a long week. 712 00:36:27,486 --> 00:36:30,722 Pretty nauseous almost every day this week 713 00:36:31,890 --> 00:36:34,226 but we're hanging in there. 714 00:36:34,260 --> 00:36:36,328 I'm getting my pick line taken out today 715 00:36:36,362 --> 00:36:37,496 so it'll be nice. 716 00:36:42,934 --> 00:36:44,470 [Jennifer] Happy? 717 00:36:45,571 --> 00:36:46,738 Yeah, thanks. 718 00:36:48,740 --> 00:36:50,776 [Nurse] You're welcome. 719 00:36:52,844 --> 00:36:55,547 Back on Monday, Monday at noon. 720 00:37:00,819 --> 00:37:02,354 [Jennifer] When he was going through everything 721 00:37:02,388 --> 00:37:05,324 the priority was get him rehabilitated 722 00:37:05,357 --> 00:37:07,359 and get him back to life. 723 00:37:08,660 --> 00:37:10,462 But further down the list 724 00:37:10,496 --> 00:37:13,565 is what is the deal with our relationship as a whole? 725 00:37:13,599 --> 00:37:17,035 How are we gonna get out of this as friends? 726 00:37:17,068 --> 00:37:19,838 What's gonna happen in the future? 727 00:37:33,685 --> 00:37:36,388 (hens crowing) 728 00:37:37,989 --> 00:37:39,658 The doubt didn't start 729 00:37:39,691 --> 00:37:43,495 until I tried actually getting back to life again. 730 00:37:47,533 --> 00:37:50,369 All of a sudden overnight at 30 years old, 731 00:37:50,402 --> 00:37:53,905 I had to rethink how to do every single task. 732 00:37:57,509 --> 00:38:01,547 Ashes is one of my favorite place to hike anywhere. 733 00:38:05,717 --> 00:38:09,821 You now had my mom, Jen , my sister, my brother, my dad, 734 00:38:11,457 --> 00:38:14,760 take a bear spray, don't hike alone. 735 00:38:14,793 --> 00:38:17,496 Really concerned about my ability 736 00:38:19,565 --> 00:38:22,834 to be the guy I was a few months before. 737 00:38:28,407 --> 00:38:29,775 [Jennifer] Ed losing his hand 738 00:38:29,808 --> 00:38:31,677 is really something that everybody sees 739 00:38:31,710 --> 00:38:33,779 but not many people know 740 00:38:33,812 --> 00:38:36,448 that he also lost so much of his muscle mass 741 00:38:36,482 --> 00:38:38,617 from his torso, from his legs, from his arms. 742 00:38:38,650 --> 00:38:40,118 The fact is that he operates 743 00:38:40,151 --> 00:38:43,422 with way less muscle than most of us do. 744 00:38:47,493 --> 00:38:49,595 [Eduardo] It's such a horrible thing, you know, 745 00:38:49,628 --> 00:38:51,363 to have someone care for you 746 00:38:51,397 --> 00:38:54,566 and for you to think, "Hey back off, 747 00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:58,870 I need a moment to see if I can do this again. 748 00:38:58,904 --> 00:39:01,707 Give me a second to fail on my own." 749 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:17,623 [Jennifer] I think what a lot of people see with recovery 750 00:39:17,656 --> 00:39:22,160 is this grand coming out of oh I'm recovered 751 00:39:22,193 --> 00:39:24,963 and actually it isn't that. 752 00:39:24,996 --> 00:39:27,165 It's this kind of never-ending process 753 00:39:27,198 --> 00:39:29,601 of a million little achievements. 754 00:39:30,569 --> 00:39:32,471 Undoing these knots 755 00:39:32,504 --> 00:39:35,774 is definitely proving to be a little more difficult 756 00:39:35,807 --> 00:39:38,410 but I don't think undoing knots 757 00:39:38,444 --> 00:39:41,413 is ever easy for anybody. 758 00:39:41,447 --> 00:39:42,548 There it goes. 759 00:39:45,584 --> 00:39:47,085 That's a deer. 760 00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:57,496 I love to hike for elk antlers 761 00:39:57,529 --> 00:39:59,698 and my goal was I want to be able to hike 762 00:39:59,731 --> 00:40:02,067 a solid eight miles into the back country 763 00:40:02,100 --> 00:40:04,102 and feel strong about it. 764 00:40:08,674 --> 00:40:11,610 Being outdoors was my recovery, 110% 765 00:40:11,643 --> 00:40:13,712 and that was where I, 766 00:40:13,745 --> 00:40:15,647 it was my way of rehabilitating. 767 00:40:15,681 --> 00:40:17,483 That's a heavy pack. 768 00:40:33,231 --> 00:40:34,933 I would get home at 5 p.m. 769 00:40:34,966 --> 00:40:37,469 and there'd be a race. 770 00:40:37,503 --> 00:40:40,906 If I couldn't get a meal under my belt by six, 771 00:40:40,939 --> 00:40:44,743 I would be too sick to cook a meal, 772 00:40:44,776 --> 00:40:46,678 I would lose all interest. 773 00:40:48,213 --> 00:40:49,815 I guess as a bonus, 774 00:40:49,848 --> 00:40:51,617 I don't have to worry 775 00:40:51,650 --> 00:40:53,519 about cutting the fingers 776 00:40:53,552 --> 00:40:56,187 off of my left hand anymore when I'm chopping. 777 00:40:56,221 --> 00:40:58,824 I'd be pretty crushed if I couldn't cook anymore, 778 00:40:58,857 --> 00:41:00,091 be pretty crushed. 779 00:41:03,829 --> 00:41:06,798 It was only until I actually started 780 00:41:06,832 --> 00:41:09,501 getting back into trying to cook again 781 00:41:09,535 --> 00:41:11,102 that it all started to click. 782 00:41:11,136 --> 00:41:12,971 I'm like, "Wait a minute, 783 00:41:13,004 --> 00:41:15,206 my career is built off of the ability to work quickly, 784 00:41:15,240 --> 00:41:17,075 efficiently with my hands. 785 00:41:17,108 --> 00:41:21,580 Fuck, I got one hand and a forearm." 786 00:41:27,853 --> 00:41:29,588 That's hot. 787 00:41:42,934 --> 00:41:45,704 We knew that my chemotherapy treatments 788 00:41:45,737 --> 00:41:47,138 would be a three-month ordeal 789 00:41:47,172 --> 00:41:48,807 and we just had to survive that 790 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:53,712 and the day it ended my focus immediately shifted 791 00:41:53,745 --> 00:41:56,147 to, "Okay, let's get back to recovery. 792 00:41:56,181 --> 00:41:57,649 We've got a long list of things 793 00:41:57,683 --> 00:41:59,851 that still need to be healed." 794 00:42:11,797 --> 00:42:13,832 [Jennifer] Do you want to describe what was here 795 00:42:13,865 --> 00:42:15,834 when you were electrocuted? 796 00:42:20,939 --> 00:42:24,109 Not a big box with working locks on it. 797 00:42:27,245 --> 00:42:31,783 I'd have probably stumbled straight down here. 798 00:42:31,817 --> 00:42:33,218 Let's see if it goes to a road. 799 00:42:33,251 --> 00:42:35,053 [Jennifer] Yeah, you want to follow it? 800 00:42:35,086 --> 00:42:37,088 -Yeah. -[Jennifer] Okay. 801 00:42:37,122 --> 00:42:39,591 I don't know if I saw some of these trees. 802 00:42:41,192 --> 00:42:43,662 Incredible, I can't remember. 803 00:42:48,634 --> 00:42:53,304 I didn't like being up there standing next to that box. 804 00:42:53,338 --> 00:42:54,272 It was hard. 805 00:42:57,976 --> 00:43:01,780 Trying not to feel anger through this whole event 806 00:43:01,813 --> 00:43:04,249 and then you go back to the site where you nearly died 807 00:43:04,282 --> 00:43:05,884 and you're looking at it 808 00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:08,987 and it's... 809 00:43:09,020 --> 00:43:12,958 locked up, posted, sealed, 810 00:43:12,991 --> 00:43:17,128 huge padlocks, shut down, safe. 811 00:43:17,162 --> 00:43:18,396 That's how it should've been 812 00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:20,799 when I was up here hiking. 813 00:43:20,832 --> 00:43:22,634 That's how it should've been. 814 00:43:22,668 --> 00:43:24,770 It angered me to see that. 815 00:43:30,241 --> 00:43:33,178 One tiny event can rock you so hard. 816 00:43:39,417 --> 00:43:42,353 I didn't feel a need to stay there for too long, 817 00:43:42,387 --> 00:43:43,388 it turned me. 818 00:44:07,312 --> 00:44:08,246 Hello. 819 00:44:12,117 --> 00:44:15,854 (speaking in Spanish) 820 00:44:17,222 --> 00:44:19,024 Dad, you're here early though, man. 821 00:44:19,057 --> 00:44:19,958 [Manuel] Huh? 822 00:44:19,991 --> 00:44:22,794 (speaking in Spanish) 823 00:44:22,828 --> 00:44:24,763 I was totally joking with dad 824 00:44:24,796 --> 00:44:27,032 but I guess he's here to work. 825 00:44:28,399 --> 00:44:29,701 That's harder. 826 00:44:38,043 --> 00:44:39,377 Isn't that weird? 827 00:44:39,410 --> 00:44:41,880 You see the circulation missing in that finger? 828 00:44:41,913 --> 00:44:44,716 It just gets, they get cold. 829 00:44:44,750 --> 00:44:47,719 I think there's nerve damage or something. 830 00:44:47,753 --> 00:44:48,920 The scar's healing nicely. 831 00:44:48,954 --> 00:44:50,288 Yeah. 832 00:44:50,321 --> 00:44:52,023 I'm glad it's got nice and flat. 833 00:44:52,057 --> 00:44:52,891 Try to open it up a little bit. 834 00:44:52,924 --> 00:44:53,925 That's better, 835 00:44:53,959 --> 00:44:54,893 you got some blood to it now. 836 00:44:54,926 --> 00:44:55,794 Good job, Indra. 837 00:44:55,827 --> 00:44:57,195 Yeah. 838 00:44:57,228 --> 00:44:58,463 [Jennifer] When we were in the hospital, 839 00:44:58,496 --> 00:45:00,165 Indra and I, 840 00:45:00,198 --> 00:45:02,467 we'd like shamelessly get out all of our paperwork 841 00:45:02,500 --> 00:45:05,003 and we'd be running our company. 842 00:45:05,036 --> 00:45:07,505 Let's make sure that our company 843 00:45:07,538 --> 00:45:09,975 doesn't go completely under. 844 00:45:10,008 --> 00:45:11,409 We've got stuff to do, 845 00:45:11,442 --> 00:45:13,278 we've got stuff that needs to happen, 846 00:45:13,311 --> 00:45:17,415 we have things that need to not be lost because of this. 847 00:45:26,992 --> 00:45:29,327 [Eduardo] That will come off. 848 00:45:30,962 --> 00:45:32,730 [Man] There you go. 849 00:45:36,802 --> 00:45:39,270 [Eduardo] That's pretty cool. 850 00:45:39,304 --> 00:45:40,171 [Man] So how you gonna trigger it? 851 00:45:40,205 --> 00:45:41,472 Just bring it up. 852 00:45:41,506 --> 00:45:43,241 Oh, just click it on your cheek. 853 00:45:43,274 --> 00:45:44,309 Oh, there you go. 854 00:45:44,342 --> 00:45:45,343 Yeah. 855 00:45:45,376 --> 00:45:46,778 Alright. 856 00:45:46,812 --> 00:45:49,080 There was one online for 1,100 bucks 857 00:45:49,114 --> 00:45:51,049 and I figured we could make one 858 00:45:51,082 --> 00:45:54,485 so it's like I'm $33 into it right now. 859 00:45:54,519 --> 00:45:58,857 And exactly, and Montana style. 860 00:46:31,156 --> 00:46:35,060 I mean, I think we could tweak it maybe a little more but, 861 00:46:38,263 --> 00:46:39,297 You got this? 862 00:46:56,414 --> 00:46:57,215 Jesus. 863 00:47:06,057 --> 00:47:09,895 Alright, step one. 864 00:47:09,928 --> 00:47:12,063 [Eduardo] I like it. 865 00:47:12,097 --> 00:47:14,632 Super lightweight, super strong, it's cleanable. 866 00:47:14,665 --> 00:47:16,134 It's just a-- 867 00:47:16,167 --> 00:47:17,368 You guys are doing this right here? 868 00:47:17,402 --> 00:47:18,236 This is what we're about to build? 869 00:47:18,269 --> 00:47:19,104 Yeah. 870 00:47:19,137 --> 00:47:20,471 That's so neat. 871 00:47:23,041 --> 00:47:24,109 What's going on? 872 00:47:35,220 --> 00:47:36,621 (whirring) 873 00:47:36,654 --> 00:47:39,124 (hammering) 874 00:47:40,458 --> 00:47:43,494 It's pretty just phenomenal 875 00:47:43,528 --> 00:47:45,663 to be able to sit in this shop all day long, 876 00:47:45,696 --> 00:47:50,001 make these little changes almost immediately, 877 00:47:50,035 --> 00:47:52,170 go back and forth, go back and forth 878 00:47:52,203 --> 00:47:54,973 without having to ship a product back to the maker 879 00:47:55,006 --> 00:47:56,241 and then get it a week later, 880 00:47:56,274 --> 00:47:58,143 that kind of a process. 881 00:47:59,277 --> 00:48:00,378 That was quick. 882 00:48:11,622 --> 00:48:12,657 I'm ready to take it off. 883 00:48:12,690 --> 00:48:14,292 Yeah, let's do this. 884 00:48:16,094 --> 00:48:19,164 That's it, destruction, it did well, that thing, 885 00:48:19,197 --> 00:48:22,500 that thing's done well. 886 00:48:26,571 --> 00:48:27,638 It's pretty cool. 887 00:48:29,407 --> 00:48:31,309 I think I'm gonna have a hard time beating this up. 888 00:48:31,342 --> 00:48:33,044 It'll be like a new surf board. 889 00:48:33,078 --> 00:48:34,679 Once you get the first ding the it'll be alright 890 00:48:34,712 --> 00:48:39,017 but until then, polish it off at the end of every night. 891 00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:43,288 Crank down. 892 00:48:43,321 --> 00:48:44,355 Crank it down so you can really just-- 893 00:48:44,389 --> 00:48:46,457 Do a pull up. 894 00:48:46,491 --> 00:48:49,627 Yeah, and that's kind of when it's gonna be necessary. 895 00:49:03,674 --> 00:49:06,277 [Woman] Nice, wow, fantastic. 896 00:49:08,079 --> 00:49:08,679 Good work. 897 00:49:10,181 --> 00:49:12,083 That's a start. 898 00:49:13,751 --> 00:49:16,354 The guy before the injury, 899 00:49:16,387 --> 00:49:18,656 very confident about where I was in life 900 00:49:18,689 --> 00:49:24,195 to overnight being a guy with one hand instead of two, 901 00:49:24,229 --> 00:49:25,463 holes in my ribcage, 902 00:49:25,496 --> 00:49:27,732 cancer also on top of that. 903 00:49:27,765 --> 00:49:30,368 A year worth of surgeries in front of me, 904 00:49:30,401 --> 00:49:34,305 no idea what my long term capacities were gonna be, 905 00:49:36,241 --> 00:49:39,244 and no idea if I could even go back 906 00:49:39,277 --> 00:49:43,381 to the career that I'd worked since I was 15 on. 907 00:49:43,414 --> 00:49:44,449 There you go. 908 00:49:44,482 --> 00:49:47,718 See if you come over here, Sam, 909 00:49:47,752 --> 00:49:52,057 see it's almost like the snow kept it from freezing 910 00:49:52,090 --> 00:49:53,491 on top of something. 911 00:50:00,331 --> 00:50:01,799 Except for the one thing, 912 00:50:01,832 --> 00:50:03,668 never doubting that I would live. 913 00:50:03,701 --> 00:50:06,304 The second my eyes opened on that forest floor 914 00:50:06,337 --> 00:50:07,572 and I had a heartbeat, 915 00:50:07,605 --> 00:50:09,440 I'm gonna get myself out of here 916 00:50:09,474 --> 00:50:13,578 and I'm gonna get myself back to that, back to life. 917 00:50:36,667 --> 00:50:39,470 [Jennifer] How you doing today, Ed? 918 00:50:39,504 --> 00:50:40,738 I'm good. 919 00:50:40,771 --> 00:50:42,173 I'm about to fly out to New Mexico 920 00:50:42,207 --> 00:50:43,441 for this catering gig 921 00:50:43,474 --> 00:50:45,343 so getting my knives sharpened, 922 00:50:45,376 --> 00:50:49,147 feeling a little time crunched right now. 923 00:50:49,180 --> 00:50:51,282 I was just looking around 924 00:50:51,316 --> 00:50:53,284 and it's pretty awesome place to be sharpening your knives, 925 00:50:53,318 --> 00:50:55,420 out in your front yard. 926 00:50:55,453 --> 00:50:56,254 I like it. 927 00:51:03,428 --> 00:51:04,295 So marinade for the? 928 00:51:04,329 --> 00:51:07,332 Yeah, dry, dry rub. 929 00:51:07,365 --> 00:51:11,502 Ranga and I are doing a little at home testing 930 00:51:11,536 --> 00:51:14,139 for this catering gig. 931 00:51:14,172 --> 00:51:15,840 It's quite a big function. 932 00:51:15,873 --> 00:51:19,377 It's over the course of a week, 150 people. 933 00:51:20,645 --> 00:51:22,447 Working with guests 934 00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:25,383 and what are people gonna think about the crazy hand 935 00:51:25,416 --> 00:51:28,386 and I like the way this one looks. 936 00:51:28,419 --> 00:51:32,290 I feel more confident with it, that's for sure. 937 00:51:47,938 --> 00:51:51,342 I haven't put one of these on in almost a year. 938 00:51:52,877 --> 00:51:54,445 That's the longest time I've ever gone 939 00:51:54,479 --> 00:51:58,316 without putting one of these on since I was 15. 940 00:51:59,484 --> 00:52:01,719 (upbeat music) 941 00:52:03,221 --> 00:52:04,289 Firing it up. 942 00:52:11,496 --> 00:52:13,798 Ranga, these hors d'oeuvres can go. 943 00:52:15,400 --> 00:52:16,367 Guys how far are you 944 00:52:16,401 --> 00:52:18,203 on having a single platter done? 945 00:52:18,236 --> 00:52:20,338 Guess. Two minutes? 946 00:52:20,371 --> 00:52:22,440 -Uh, three. -Let's go. 947 00:52:22,473 --> 00:52:24,775 (upbeat music) 948 00:52:26,977 --> 00:52:29,514 Summer squash salad, thank you. 949 00:52:31,216 --> 00:52:32,517 Put that with the vinaigrette, 950 00:52:32,550 --> 00:52:35,620 feel free to splash some shrimp, send it out. 951 00:52:35,653 --> 00:52:36,787 Thank you. 952 00:52:36,821 --> 00:52:38,523 Hold up, they're calling me. 953 00:52:38,556 --> 00:52:40,925 It's Jen , I'm a little busy. 954 00:52:45,496 --> 00:52:47,398 That's perfect, get it in. 955 00:52:53,504 --> 00:52:54,305 Awesome. 956 00:52:56,741 --> 00:52:57,542 Ah. 957 00:53:00,311 --> 00:53:01,612 Nice work, Jeff. 958 00:53:01,646 --> 00:53:04,315 [Jeff] You're working too hard. 959 00:53:08,386 --> 00:53:10,255 It's August 4th, it's my birthday, 960 00:53:10,288 --> 00:53:11,422 I turn 31 today. 961 00:53:11,456 --> 00:53:13,591 I didn't die this last fall. 962 00:53:13,624 --> 00:53:16,994 I've been thinking about that yesterday and today. 963 00:53:17,027 --> 00:53:18,696 I could not be here. 964 00:53:18,729 --> 00:53:20,865 It could've been game over but it wasn't. 965 00:53:20,898 --> 00:53:24,902 * Happy birthday to you 966 00:53:24,935 --> 00:53:28,706 * Happy birthday dear Eduardo 967 00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:34,345 * Happy birthday to you 968 00:53:34,379 --> 00:53:36,581 (clapping) 969 00:53:39,784 --> 00:53:40,885 Thanks, guys. 970 00:53:44,054 --> 00:53:46,357 (yelling) 971 00:53:47,558 --> 00:53:48,526 Thank you. 972 00:53:52,630 --> 00:53:54,532 [Woman] Have you had any surgeries or anything 973 00:53:54,565 --> 00:53:55,633 since we last saw you? 974 00:53:55,666 --> 00:53:56,501 No. 975 00:53:56,534 --> 00:53:57,802 [Woman] Okay. 976 00:54:00,938 --> 00:54:04,375 [Eduardo] I have a check up every six months. 977 00:54:04,409 --> 00:54:08,613 I don't know if I'm gonna get good or bad news. 978 00:54:08,646 --> 00:54:12,317 [Woman] Take a deep breath in and hold it. 979 00:54:14,452 --> 00:54:16,754 I'm happy to say that today I'm cancer free, 980 00:54:16,787 --> 00:54:18,656 I'm a survivor 981 00:54:18,689 --> 00:54:23,628 and I don't know what is gonna happen six months from now 982 00:54:23,661 --> 00:54:25,696 and that's always on my mind a little 983 00:54:25,730 --> 00:54:29,334 but I'm not gonna let that take control of me. 984 00:54:30,901 --> 00:54:34,772 Haven't used you since Costa Rica, have we? 985 00:54:34,805 --> 00:54:36,674 You're gonna be a mess. 986 00:54:36,707 --> 00:54:40,545 University of Utah Burn Center, Eduardo Garcia, 987 00:54:40,578 --> 00:54:42,813 "Bethany Hamilton surfboard handle kit. 988 00:54:42,847 --> 00:54:44,549 "The kit and this handle 989 00:54:44,582 --> 00:54:45,750 "has enabled her to control her board underwater 990 00:54:45,783 --> 00:54:48,619 "with only hand while duck diving." 991 00:54:52,557 --> 00:54:55,660 I'm not gonna think for the people around me. 992 00:54:55,693 --> 00:54:57,828 I'm not gonna wonder if they think I look weird 993 00:54:57,862 --> 00:55:01,532 or "Oh my God, that guy's got a fucking hole in his head." 994 00:55:01,566 --> 00:55:05,069 It's like an experience like this teaches you 995 00:55:06,804 --> 00:55:09,607 to be incredibly happy with who you are, 996 00:55:09,640 --> 00:55:12,643 no matter what you're going through. 997 00:55:12,677 --> 00:55:14,612 And for that, I'm grateful. 998 00:55:14,645 --> 00:55:17,081 (happy music) 999 00:55:22,753 --> 00:55:24,922 I want to jump right into it and them I'm hurting myself. 1000 00:55:24,955 --> 00:55:26,657 I think if I hurt myself, 1001 00:55:26,691 --> 00:55:29,627 there'd be a lot of people pretty angry at me. 1002 00:55:29,660 --> 00:55:31,896 (upbeat music) 1003 00:55:37,502 --> 00:55:41,606 Well, hopefully we'll do it again, that's for sure. 1004 00:55:49,146 --> 00:55:52,983 Half experimental, half "How do I do this safely?" 1005 00:56:04,595 --> 00:56:05,963 There's a bull right down here 1006 00:56:05,996 --> 00:56:07,865 probably in this pocket. 1007 00:56:07,898 --> 00:56:10,601 (upbeat music) 1008 00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:18,909 There's two bulls sparring over there. 1009 00:56:20,611 --> 00:56:22,747 (bulls yelping) 1010 00:56:22,780 --> 00:56:23,581 Love that. 1011 00:56:24,882 --> 00:56:27,618 (upbeat music) 1012 00:57:14,832 --> 00:57:16,734 [Katie Couric] Eduardo Garcia was leading a life 1013 00:57:16,767 --> 00:57:18,503 most people only dream of 1014 00:57:18,536 --> 00:57:20,004 but when he returned home to Montana, 1015 00:57:20,037 --> 00:57:22,473 his life changed forever. 1016 00:57:22,507 --> 00:57:26,143 Please welcome the man known as the bionic chef, 1017 00:57:26,176 --> 00:57:27,478 Eduardo Garcia. 1018 00:57:27,512 --> 00:57:30,447 (audience applause) 1019 00:57:31,816 --> 00:57:34,018 Please welcome chef Eduardo Garcia. 1020 00:57:34,051 --> 00:57:36,987 Our chef Eduardo Garcia, thank you so much for joining us. 1021 00:57:37,021 --> 00:57:38,856 (speaking in Spanish) 1022 00:57:38,889 --> 00:57:40,257 (audience applause) 1023 00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:42,259 Wow, you're so handsome. 1024 00:57:42,292 --> 00:57:43,794 Oh, Katie. 1025 00:57:43,828 --> 00:57:47,632 How do you, tell us, does this allow you to, 1026 00:57:47,665 --> 00:57:49,634 obviously it allows you to do everything you need to do? 1027 00:57:49,667 --> 00:57:53,037 I mean I got a walnut crusher down here. 1028 00:57:53,070 --> 00:57:55,806 Did it come like that, that walnut crusher? 1029 00:57:55,840 --> 00:57:57,274 Did that come like that? Custom. 1030 00:57:57,307 --> 00:57:58,943 [Man] Custom crusher. 1031 00:57:58,976 --> 00:58:01,178 And if you have to like grab an apple or something, 1032 00:58:01,211 --> 00:58:02,246 you just go phew? 1033 00:58:02,279 --> 00:58:03,681 Whacha! 1034 00:58:03,714 --> 00:58:05,249 That's so funny. 1035 00:58:05,282 --> 00:58:07,184 So you've traveled a lot around the world. 1036 00:58:07,217 --> 00:58:09,286 What would you say was the most beautiful place you'd been? 1037 00:58:09,319 --> 00:58:10,955 Montana. 1038 00:58:10,988 --> 00:58:12,723 Montana, well that's where you live now? 1039 00:58:12,757 --> 00:58:14,859 That's why I live there. 1040 00:58:25,870 --> 00:58:26,971 Getting there. 1041 00:58:28,573 --> 00:58:29,974 We are getting there. 1042 00:58:34,612 --> 00:58:36,814 [Jennifer] Hello. 1043 00:58:36,847 --> 00:58:40,785 -(chicken clucking) -(rooster crowing) 1044 00:58:42,186 --> 00:58:43,888 Although Eduardo and I 1045 00:58:43,921 --> 00:58:46,190 aren't in a romantic relationship anymore, 1046 00:58:46,223 --> 00:58:50,928 we have one of the strongest relationships I've known. 1047 00:58:50,961 --> 00:58:52,262 Beyond there's Bing. 1048 00:58:52,296 --> 00:58:54,899 What are you doing in there Bing? 1049 00:58:58,335 --> 00:58:59,570 [Jennifer] I feel right now 1050 00:58:59,604 --> 00:59:01,839 that Ed and I are best friends 1051 00:59:01,872 --> 00:59:05,109 and that's kind of the way it should be, I think, 1052 00:59:05,142 --> 00:59:08,078 for us both to be who we want to be. 1053 00:59:12,650 --> 00:59:14,919 In the moment sitting there in the hospital, 1054 00:59:14,952 --> 00:59:16,854 I didn't realize how severe it was 1055 00:59:16,887 --> 00:59:18,322 and I obviously didn't realize 1056 00:59:18,355 --> 00:59:23,060 how impactful it was on you or my family 1057 00:59:23,093 --> 00:59:26,897 or even myself until now three and a half years later 1058 00:59:26,931 --> 00:59:29,166 and you and I are trying to get on 1059 00:59:29,199 --> 00:59:31,301 with our businesses and our projects, 1060 00:59:31,335 --> 00:59:33,103 trying to get on with our friendship, 1061 00:59:33,137 --> 00:59:34,672 with our relationship, 1062 00:59:34,705 --> 00:59:39,176 and realizing how much personal growth, 1063 00:59:39,209 --> 00:59:42,880 how much pain, how much struggle, 1064 00:59:42,913 --> 00:59:45,015 everybody experienced and how much was put on hold 1065 00:59:45,049 --> 00:59:46,951 just so that the focus could be 1066 00:59:46,984 --> 00:59:48,352 on Ed getting through recovery, 1067 00:59:48,385 --> 00:59:50,020 Ed getting through surgery. 1068 00:59:50,054 --> 00:59:51,889 It takes people like years and years and years 1069 00:59:51,922 --> 00:59:54,091 to like get out of where they are. 1070 00:59:54,124 --> 00:59:55,726 Then suddenly you're on TV 1071 00:59:55,760 --> 00:59:57,261 just like oh yeah, I happen to have this hook, 1072 00:59:57,294 --> 00:59:58,863 it's no big deal 1073 00:59:58,896 --> 01:00:01,666 and nobody sees that coming back home. 1074 01:00:01,699 --> 01:00:04,401 Sometimes I'm not in the mood. 1075 01:00:04,434 --> 01:00:06,771 I actually don't want to deal with this. 1076 01:00:06,804 --> 01:00:09,907 I don't want to have to explain... 1077 01:00:09,940 --> 01:00:11,676 any of it. 1078 01:00:35,432 --> 01:00:38,035 [Eduardo] I think I knew the pain that I felt 1079 01:00:38,068 --> 01:00:39,937 not having a dad 1080 01:00:39,970 --> 01:00:41,839 has stuck with me my whole life. 1081 01:00:43,808 --> 01:00:45,910 You know, like I made peace with my dad 1082 01:00:45,943 --> 01:00:49,680 and I have the opportunity of a lifetime right now. 1083 01:00:49,714 --> 01:00:51,916 I get to see his mistakes 1084 01:00:51,949 --> 01:00:54,885 and I get to apply those to my life. 1085 01:01:01,425 --> 01:01:05,295 If you had to say who you were, 1086 01:01:05,329 --> 01:01:08,365 how do you describe Manuel at 19? 1087 01:01:08,398 --> 01:01:12,236 (speaking in Spanish) 1088 01:01:34,925 --> 01:01:39,029 Where were you in your level of skill as a fisherman? 1089 01:01:48,305 --> 01:01:50,140 Not Mexico, 1090 01:01:50,174 --> 01:01:52,442 round trip ticket anywhere in the world right now. 1091 01:01:52,476 --> 01:01:53,510 Cancun. 1092 01:01:53,543 --> 01:01:55,212 No, besides Cancun. 1093 01:01:55,245 --> 01:01:57,281 Nowhere in Mexico, where would you go? 1094 01:01:57,314 --> 01:01:58,115 Nowhere. 1095 01:02:01,451 --> 01:02:02,820 Right here. 1096 01:02:11,962 --> 01:02:13,898 -Empanadas? -Empanadas. 1097 01:02:27,144 --> 01:02:28,145 Do you have any regrets, 1098 01:02:28,178 --> 01:02:30,514 things you would do different? 1099 01:03:11,989 --> 01:03:13,557 [Kathie] How is the person that you are today 1100 01:03:13,590 --> 01:03:17,361 different than the person that you were before? 1101 01:03:35,145 --> 01:03:36,180 We made it. 1102 01:03:38,282 --> 01:03:39,349 That was good, dad. 1103 01:04:00,670 --> 01:04:05,175 It's strange being like early 30s, no kids, 1104 01:04:05,209 --> 01:04:09,279 to think having a pet 1105 01:04:09,313 --> 01:04:11,648 is the first, it's like a starter kit, 1106 01:04:11,681 --> 01:04:13,217 it's that first step 1107 01:04:13,250 --> 01:04:14,885 to having some type of responsibility 1108 01:04:14,919 --> 01:04:16,253 or some type of thing 1109 01:04:16,286 --> 01:04:19,623 that depends on you at least a little bit. 1110 01:04:19,656 --> 01:04:22,259 I think it was the best thing Jen and I've done in years 1111 01:04:22,292 --> 01:04:24,962 was get this cat. 1112 01:04:28,332 --> 01:04:30,267 [Jennifer] Run along, Bing. 1113 01:04:30,300 --> 01:04:32,236 -Did you get that catnip? -[Jennifer] Yeah. 1114 01:04:32,269 --> 01:04:33,670 Oh, yeah. 1115 01:04:33,703 --> 01:04:36,006 [Jennifer] Oh, she likes it with you. 1116 01:04:36,040 --> 01:04:37,041 That's 'cause I crushed it, 1117 01:04:37,074 --> 01:04:39,143 I got the oils going. 1118 01:04:39,176 --> 01:04:40,110 Right, Bings? 1119 01:04:41,278 --> 01:04:42,346 Yesterday you were saying 1120 01:04:42,379 --> 01:04:45,115 how you feel 1121 01:04:45,149 --> 01:04:48,352 that you can't identify right now with yourself. 1122 01:04:48,385 --> 01:04:51,121 Well, to be in a relationship 1123 01:04:55,359 --> 01:04:58,328 is the immediate opportunity to hurt someone else, right? 1124 01:04:58,362 --> 01:05:00,597 Or to make their life amazing. 1125 01:05:00,630 --> 01:05:02,599 -Or to make their life-- -That's the point of it. 1126 01:05:02,632 --> 01:05:03,968 But I'm aware of that. 1127 01:05:04,001 --> 01:05:06,003 You're such a pain, man. 1128 01:05:07,571 --> 01:05:10,240 I'm trying to reconvince myself 1129 01:05:10,274 --> 01:05:13,410 that I am capable of being in a relationship with someone 1130 01:05:13,443 --> 01:05:15,545 without fucking them over. 1131 01:05:17,381 --> 01:05:19,016 You know, if it's somebody 1132 01:05:19,049 --> 01:05:20,417 who's really supportive of you and awesome, 1133 01:05:20,450 --> 01:05:22,186 it might actually make it a bit easier 1134 01:05:22,219 --> 01:05:23,287 'cause then you know that you have-- 1135 01:05:23,320 --> 01:05:24,354 That's funny, that was you. 1136 01:05:24,388 --> 01:05:25,322 Well, yeah. 1137 01:05:28,258 --> 01:05:32,396 Yeah, well, hmmph, true. 1138 01:05:32,429 --> 01:05:35,632 My hope is that you and I continue to be better friends 1139 01:05:35,665 --> 01:05:38,535 than others can really hope to understand. 1140 01:05:38,568 --> 01:05:40,270 You know how impactful you've been, 1141 01:05:40,304 --> 01:05:43,307 you know that I can't, 1142 01:05:43,340 --> 01:05:45,442 I cannot pay you back 1143 01:05:45,475 --> 01:05:49,179 nor can I validate what you've done for me, like ever. 1144 01:05:49,213 --> 01:05:50,614 [Jennifer] I know. 1145 01:06:02,392 --> 01:06:06,430 At some point, I realized that he didn't need me anymore. 1146 01:06:06,463 --> 01:06:08,132 I didn't need to be there 1147 01:06:08,165 --> 01:06:11,235 100% of the time and the caregiver. 1148 01:06:11,268 --> 01:06:13,003 I chose to put my life on hold 1149 01:06:13,037 --> 01:06:16,240 but I've still been wanting to do things for me 1150 01:06:16,273 --> 01:06:17,574 and one of those things 1151 01:06:17,607 --> 01:06:20,977 has been wanting to do stand up comedy. 1152 01:06:22,446 --> 01:06:24,114 Honestly, I think the stand up thing 1153 01:06:24,148 --> 01:06:27,117 came from not being heard. 1154 01:06:27,151 --> 01:06:29,186 I'm very confident that I'm gonna struggle a lot 1155 01:06:29,219 --> 01:06:30,787 just to speak clearly, 1156 01:06:30,820 --> 01:06:33,123 just to not be so nervous 1157 01:06:33,157 --> 01:06:36,726 in a room full of people that are looking at you. 1158 01:06:38,495 --> 01:06:42,799 [Eduardo] I'm proud of us for surviving. 1159 01:06:42,832 --> 01:06:47,071 I have an undending amount of gratitude for Jen . 1160 01:06:47,804 --> 01:06:49,439 Do what you need to do, 1161 01:06:49,473 --> 01:06:50,774 be who you want to be 1162 01:06:50,807 --> 01:06:54,444 and tell me how I can support you. 1163 01:06:54,478 --> 01:06:57,514 My role, I'm a friend, I care. 1164 01:06:57,547 --> 01:07:00,184 [Announcer] We've got two first timers tonight. 1165 01:07:00,217 --> 01:07:01,518 Jen. 1166 01:07:01,551 --> 01:07:03,720 (happy music) 1167 01:07:06,390 --> 01:07:09,293 So, I'm on Tinder... 1168 01:07:12,496 --> 01:07:16,400 * The favorite parts are what we'll keep 1169 01:07:18,468 --> 01:07:23,840 * Ornamental parts of love and parts of memories 1170 01:07:23,873 --> 01:07:27,611 * So everything else has room to grow 1171 01:07:29,413 --> 01:07:33,350 * 'Cause in better light, everything changes 1172 01:07:37,521 --> 01:07:38,722 No, I don't think Ed owes me. 1173 01:07:38,755 --> 01:07:42,426 I think we did pretty well together. 1174 01:07:42,459 --> 01:07:44,428 What we've experienced and what we've been through together 1175 01:07:44,461 --> 01:07:48,398 forms a friendship which is pretty epic. 1176 01:07:48,432 --> 01:07:51,135 * There's no race, there's only a runner 1177 01:07:51,168 --> 01:07:53,837 * Just keep one foot in front of the other 1178 01:07:53,870 --> 01:07:58,175 * There's no race, there's only a runner 1179 01:07:59,776 --> 01:08:02,879 * One, two, three, and then you get tired 1180 01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:06,350 * Just keep one foot in front of the other 1181 01:08:06,383 --> 01:08:08,852 * There's no race, no ending in sight 1182 01:08:08,885 --> 01:08:11,888 * No second too short, no window too tight 1183 01:08:11,921 --> 01:08:16,793 * Turn off the lights when you leave 1184 01:08:16,826 --> 01:08:21,131 * 'Cause we've got everything we're gonna need 1185 01:08:23,767 --> 01:08:27,871 * We're on the run, we're on the run, we're on the run 1186 01:08:33,310 --> 01:08:35,779 * Tell our story 1187 01:08:42,919 --> 01:08:47,123 * We made something of ourselves 1188 01:08:54,931 --> 01:08:58,568 * One day, tell our story 1189 01:09:07,611 --> 01:09:11,515 * We made something, we made something of ourselves. 1190 01:09:30,834 --> 01:09:31,635 Okay. 1191 01:09:34,738 --> 01:09:36,840 [Eduardo] That is one of the most unique ones 1192 01:09:36,873 --> 01:09:38,408 we've ever picked. 1193 01:09:38,442 --> 01:09:39,243 Whoa. 1194 01:09:45,582 --> 01:09:47,684 She knows something's funny. 1195 01:09:47,717 --> 01:09:49,553 I wonder if she's picking up on, 1196 01:09:49,586 --> 01:09:51,755 this is all Jen's stuff. 1197 01:09:51,788 --> 01:09:52,956 Hey, come here. 1198 01:09:56,426 --> 01:09:59,296 Don't you worry, Jen is moving out. 1199 01:10:05,502 --> 01:10:08,505 She'll come back to us, Bing, don't you worry. 1200 01:10:24,754 --> 01:10:25,822 Don't you worry. 1201 01:10:27,657 --> 01:10:30,927 She's moving out but she is not leaving. 1202 01:10:39,503 --> 01:10:41,571 I told her that you're moving out but you're not leaving. 1203 01:10:41,605 --> 01:10:42,606 [Jennifer] Is he okay? 1204 01:10:42,639 --> 01:10:44,641 Look at Bing. 1205 01:10:44,674 --> 01:10:46,376 Bing was trying to hide in the mattress 1206 01:10:46,410 --> 01:10:48,512 so she could go with you. 1207 01:10:48,545 --> 01:10:49,979 [Jennifer] Of course she was. 1208 01:10:50,013 --> 01:10:50,947 That's okay. 1209 01:11:29,118 --> 01:11:32,322 (singing in Spanish) 1210 01:11:37,694 --> 01:11:41,030 (speaking in Spanish) 1211 01:12:56,139 --> 01:12:56,940 I know. 1212 01:12:58,742 --> 01:12:59,576 I know. 1213 01:13:53,797 --> 01:13:56,900 [Eduardo] I would say that my greatest struggle every day 1214 01:13:56,933 --> 01:14:01,170 is just being true to who I want to be. 1215 01:14:03,206 --> 01:14:05,809 My strength has always been 1216 01:14:05,842 --> 01:14:08,077 working within the physical. 1217 01:14:08,111 --> 01:14:12,115 The emotional challenges, I'm finding way harder. 1218 01:14:17,921 --> 01:14:20,957 A friend of mine recommended I check out a group 1219 01:14:20,990 --> 01:14:22,792 called the Challenged Athletes Foundation. 1220 01:14:22,826 --> 01:14:23,693 Good to see you, man. 1221 01:14:23,727 --> 01:14:24,528 You too. 1222 01:14:26,630 --> 01:14:28,932 At my first CAF event, 1223 01:14:28,965 --> 01:14:31,968 a lower arm amputee stepped right up to me, 1224 01:14:32,001 --> 01:14:34,237 pointed and said, "Hey, are you running 1225 01:14:34,270 --> 01:14:36,706 "with your prosthetic on?" 1226 01:14:36,740 --> 01:14:40,677 And that was the first time I can remember 1227 01:14:40,710 --> 01:14:44,047 really being in public with my nude forearm 1228 01:14:45,148 --> 01:14:47,250 without trying to hide it. 1229 01:14:48,652 --> 01:14:50,186 There was no denying it, 1230 01:14:50,219 --> 01:14:53,757 it was like boom, that's your amputation. 1231 01:14:54,924 --> 01:14:56,292 That was my "ah-ha" moment. 1232 01:14:56,325 --> 01:14:57,994 I am an amputee, 1233 01:14:58,027 --> 01:14:59,295 I am missing my left hand. 1234 01:14:59,328 --> 01:15:01,598 It is a part of who I am 1235 01:15:01,631 --> 01:15:03,867 and it doesn't define me, 1236 01:15:03,900 --> 01:15:05,669 I'm not Eduardo Garcia, the amputee, 1237 01:15:05,702 --> 01:15:07,036 I'm just Eduardo. 1238 01:15:12,709 --> 01:15:14,844 [Starter] Swimmers set... 1239 01:15:14,878 --> 01:15:16,880 (horn blows) 1240 01:15:21,050 --> 01:15:22,151 In my every day life, 1241 01:15:22,185 --> 01:15:24,053 I don't have any other amputees 1242 01:15:24,087 --> 01:15:25,722 that are in my close friend group 1243 01:15:25,755 --> 01:15:27,323 or in my community that I know of 1244 01:15:27,356 --> 01:15:29,893 that I can bounce my successes, 1245 01:15:29,926 --> 01:15:32,528 my losses, my hard times off of. 1246 01:15:33,930 --> 01:15:36,800 We inspire and motivate each other 1247 01:15:36,833 --> 01:15:38,835 by watching what we're capable of. 1248 01:15:38,868 --> 01:15:39,736 It's incredible. 1249 01:15:42,972 --> 01:15:45,942 Disabilities like what happened to Eduardo 1250 01:15:45,975 --> 01:15:47,644 in a way is like being born again 1251 01:15:47,677 --> 01:15:49,312 'cause your life gets flipped upside down 1252 01:15:49,345 --> 01:15:50,747 and you start over 1253 01:15:50,780 --> 01:15:53,082 whether you want to admit it or not 1254 01:15:53,116 --> 01:15:55,051 it's flipped upside down. 1255 01:15:55,084 --> 01:15:55,919 [Eduardo] Scoot back a little. 1256 01:15:55,952 --> 01:15:56,753 Okay. 1257 01:15:58,922 --> 01:16:02,592 [Willie] You ultimately, you gotta find who you are again. 1258 01:16:03,660 --> 01:16:05,061 [Eduardo] That was so cool, 1259 01:16:05,094 --> 01:16:07,263 I watched you catch that first wave in. 1260 01:16:07,296 --> 01:16:08,665 That was awesome. 1261 01:16:08,698 --> 01:16:10,066 That was awesome. 1262 01:16:11,735 --> 01:16:12,335 Up and over. 1263 01:16:14,037 --> 01:16:19,008 I've never tried surfing without my prosthetic on 1264 01:16:19,042 --> 01:16:21,044 so that's gonna be a first. 1265 01:16:22,946 --> 01:16:24,313 I know it's kind of just, 1266 01:16:24,347 --> 01:16:25,949 it's a safe zone to discover 1267 01:16:25,982 --> 01:16:29,318 and really be super vulnerable and super open 1268 01:16:29,352 --> 01:16:32,121 and grow together. 1269 01:16:42,131 --> 01:16:46,202 I truly feel this urgent need 1270 01:16:46,235 --> 01:16:48,237 to say thanks at large 1271 01:16:48,271 --> 01:16:52,008 like that asshole kid that was so selfish 1272 01:16:52,041 --> 01:16:53,342 and focused on my own stuff, 1273 01:16:53,376 --> 01:16:56,245 I almost feel guilty 1274 01:16:56,279 --> 01:16:59,015 that I got so much given to me. 1275 01:17:03,119 --> 01:17:05,321 I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for others 1276 01:17:05,354 --> 01:17:07,156 so my life moving forward 1277 01:17:07,190 --> 01:17:11,127 needs to be in some dedication to others. 1278 01:17:11,160 --> 01:17:13,863 I've inflicted a lot of pain in my life. 1279 01:17:13,897 --> 01:17:17,066 I've been a class A beep, I have, I have. 1280 01:17:23,106 --> 01:17:25,074 I have been so many times in my life 1281 01:17:25,108 --> 01:17:27,777 just focused on what I want. 1282 01:17:27,811 --> 01:17:29,813 I think I've always been a driven person, 1283 01:17:29,846 --> 01:17:31,214 I think I've always had more energy 1284 01:17:31,247 --> 01:17:33,182 than anyone knew what to do with. 1285 01:17:33,216 --> 01:17:36,085 You get kicked out of nine schools, I mean, 1286 01:17:36,119 --> 01:17:40,724 but I think this experience it did a couple of things. 1287 01:17:40,757 --> 01:17:45,194 It fortified my interest in making every moment count 1288 01:17:45,228 --> 01:17:46,796 and it also encouraged me 1289 01:17:46,830 --> 01:17:49,298 that this is a life worth living 1290 01:17:49,332 --> 01:17:52,135 and it's a life worth living really, really, really well. 1291 01:17:52,168 --> 01:17:57,106 I mean, I have bad days, for sure, this sucks, it does, 1292 01:17:57,140 --> 01:18:00,944 but I'm not gonna live in that. 1293 01:18:00,977 --> 01:18:03,179 My choice is I'd rather wake up and say, 1294 01:18:03,212 --> 01:18:05,715 "Hey, I'm gonna put a stainless steel plate 1295 01:18:05,749 --> 01:18:07,951 "on the bottom of that and now I've got a hammer." 1296 01:18:07,984 --> 01:18:10,820 The curiosity that maybe got me electrocuted 1297 01:18:10,854 --> 01:18:13,389 "Oh, what's that? It's a dead bear, 1298 01:18:13,422 --> 01:18:16,425 that's kind of weird looking." (buzzing) 1299 01:18:16,459 --> 01:18:20,163 Maybe that curiosity is what pushes me through. 1300 01:18:20,196 --> 01:18:21,898 I'm fortunate to just still be alive 1301 01:18:21,931 --> 01:18:24,067 but it's those mistakes that you make, 1302 01:18:24,100 --> 01:18:25,201 you learn from 'em, 1303 01:18:25,234 --> 01:18:28,337 I'm not touching any more bears. 1304 01:18:28,371 --> 01:18:30,840 But it doesn't mean I'm not lifting up twigs 1305 01:18:30,874 --> 01:18:32,175 and looking for things 1306 01:18:32,208 --> 01:18:34,477 and seeing where opportunity lies. 1307 01:18:34,510 --> 01:18:36,179 Here's the thing 1308 01:18:36,212 --> 01:18:38,948 is caregivers kind of get the blind sight, right, 1309 01:18:38,982 --> 01:18:40,784 like I had the People magazine write up 1310 01:18:40,817 --> 01:18:41,785 and I was on Good Morning America 1311 01:18:41,818 --> 01:18:43,186 and I got flown to New York 1312 01:18:43,219 --> 01:18:46,289 and there's been a lot of publicity on me 1313 01:18:46,322 --> 01:18:50,093 and absolutely zero on every single person that helped me 1314 01:18:50,126 --> 01:18:51,995 and without them, 1315 01:18:52,028 --> 01:18:54,798 I wouldn't have made it through that. 1316 01:18:54,831 --> 01:18:56,766 So I would encourage, if you're out there right now 1317 01:18:56,800 --> 01:18:58,434 and you're helping your best friend, 1318 01:18:58,467 --> 01:19:00,870 your little brother or sister, your mom, your dad, whoever, 1319 01:19:00,904 --> 01:19:03,306 to get through a hard time 1320 01:19:03,339 --> 01:19:05,842 and you feel like all the attention's on them, 1321 01:19:05,875 --> 01:19:10,146 they can't do it without you and without your support. 1322 01:19:10,179 --> 01:19:12,415 So I want any number of people 1323 01:19:13,917 --> 01:19:15,484 to join me right here, 1324 01:19:15,518 --> 01:19:17,186 grab my left hand, grab my right hand, 1325 01:19:17,220 --> 01:19:18,221 join it up with that corner, 1326 01:19:18,254 --> 01:19:20,056 join it up with that corner 1327 01:19:20,089 --> 01:19:23,159 and I want to see if this entire room in the next minute 1328 01:19:23,192 --> 01:19:25,161 can connect hands, go. 1329 01:19:33,536 --> 01:19:37,540 Everybody find your pulse. 1330 01:19:37,573 --> 01:19:40,176 That pulse is now going through every single one of us. 1331 01:19:40,209 --> 01:19:41,344 We are connected. 1332 01:19:44,313 --> 01:19:45,214 [Man] Thanks. 1333 01:19:45,248 --> 01:19:47,516 Yeah man, 100%, you too. 1334 01:19:49,118 --> 01:19:51,888 You can just like hold on to it like. 1335 01:19:53,456 --> 01:19:56,192 Just listening to your story about troubles in school 1336 01:19:56,225 --> 01:19:58,261 is just very inspiring for me 1337 01:19:58,294 --> 01:20:01,230 because everything that you've said 1338 01:20:01,264 --> 01:20:02,565 I could kind of relate to. 1339 01:20:02,598 --> 01:20:04,333 Thanks for coming out. 1340 01:20:04,367 --> 01:20:08,004 My brother was in the ICU about the same time as you. 1341 01:20:08,037 --> 01:20:10,073 He got hit with a firework and was burned, 1342 01:20:10,106 --> 01:20:14,143 he's seven but it's been tough. 1343 01:20:14,177 --> 01:20:15,211 How's he doing? 1344 01:20:15,244 --> 01:20:16,079 He's doing really good. 1345 01:20:16,112 --> 01:20:17,580 Nice. 1346 01:20:17,613 --> 01:20:19,515 Sounds like you've been there for him though? 1347 01:20:19,548 --> 01:20:20,349 Yeah. 1348 01:20:22,085 --> 01:20:25,288 That's awesome, man. That's the stuff. 1349 01:20:27,223 --> 01:20:29,558 (upbeat music) 1350 01:20:33,629 --> 01:20:37,934 I left this parking lot four years ago today at 10:30. 1351 01:20:44,373 --> 01:20:48,477 You look at my experiences leading into this injury, 1352 01:20:51,380 --> 01:20:54,317 maybe I'm doing myself no favors 1353 01:20:54,350 --> 01:20:58,354 by just continuing to push through 1354 01:20:58,387 --> 01:21:01,090 and not stopping to take a full appraisal 1355 01:21:01,124 --> 01:21:02,892 of why I am the way I am 1356 01:21:02,926 --> 01:21:05,328 and how much it means to change. 1357 01:21:09,999 --> 01:21:13,202 Everyone that has encouraged me and supported me 1358 01:21:13,236 --> 01:21:16,505 and forgiven me and held me accountable 1359 01:21:16,539 --> 01:21:20,309 has brought me to today 1360 01:21:22,578 --> 01:21:25,448 and how I make my life moving forward. 1361 01:21:29,085 --> 01:21:31,487 You're damn right I would go back. 1362 01:21:33,122 --> 01:21:34,423 Funny last time I was here with Jen 1363 01:21:34,457 --> 01:21:36,225 I couldn't even stand here. 1364 01:21:36,259 --> 01:21:38,661 I was so pissed, man. 1365 01:21:39,528 --> 01:21:41,664 I was so pissed. 1366 01:21:51,707 --> 01:21:54,643 It feels like a long time ago. 1367 01:21:54,677 --> 01:21:58,214 It feels like more than four years ago. 1368 01:21:58,247 --> 01:22:01,317 It feels like a lifetime ago. 1369 01:22:01,350 --> 01:22:03,352 You know what I'm saying? 1370 01:22:07,256 --> 01:22:09,925 (dramatic music) 1371 01:23:19,595 --> 01:23:23,299 * All my fears are running wild 1372 01:23:23,332 --> 01:23:26,569 * Dragging me mile after mile 1373 01:23:26,602 --> 01:23:31,340 * Think it's time I take the reigns 1374 01:23:31,374 --> 01:23:35,278 * Playing a hero for a change 1375 01:23:35,311 --> 01:23:39,415 * 'Cause I'm stronger, I'm stronger than my 1376 01:23:44,387 --> 01:23:46,322 * Fears 1377 01:23:48,391 --> 01:23:52,528 * Over fields of doubt I march 1378 01:23:52,561 --> 01:23:56,465 * Fighting hard to frame my heart 1379 01:23:56,499 --> 01:24:00,569 * Still I hear my old fears call 1380 01:24:00,603 --> 01:24:04,573 * Who are you to stand so tall 1381 01:24:04,607 --> 01:24:11,414 * Well I'm stronger, I'm stronger than my 1382 01:24:13,116 --> 01:24:15,050 * Fears 1383 01:24:25,794 --> 01:24:29,432 * Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey 1384 01:24:34,537 --> 01:24:38,174 * Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey 1385 01:24:42,845 --> 01:24:47,350 * Every day we have a choice 1386 01:24:47,383 --> 01:24:51,354 * Fear has nothing but a voice 1387 01:24:51,387 --> 01:24:55,624 * It may whisper, it may scream 1388 01:24:55,658 --> 01:24:59,495 * Well I'm no longer listening 1389 01:25:32,728 --> 01:25:36,632 * 'Cause I'm stronger, I'm stronger than my 1390 01:25:41,937 --> 01:25:43,872 * Fears.