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Is it worth me
dying for this?

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That's so dramatic (laughs).

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Official YIFY movies site:
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Interviewer: You're like,

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"as long as you get it on tape."

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(laughs) Oh my God.

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My commitment to this trial, it,

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yeah, it's worth, it
is worth dying for.

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(touching music)

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My name is Jeffrey Drew.

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I have been HIV positive

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for over 32 years now.

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(touching music)

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Judge: Do you
swear or affirm

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that the testimony you
are about to give

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is the truth, the whole truth

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and nothing but the
truth, so help you God?

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Group: I do.

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In 1995, we told
patients with AIDS

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they would
with certainty die.

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AIDS plagued
my internship.

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By the end of that year,

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we had an FDA approved
HIV cocktail,

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three drugs up to
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which if taken without fail,

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allowed AIDS patients to live.

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At the time, the three
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cost a total of $15,000
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but the cost of these
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is $40,000 to $50,000
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A 300% increase
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I just believe that
it's my responsibility

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as a human being just to
try to do my best here,

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and if that means helping
to gather information

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for a cure, that appeals to me.

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I had heard about the
trial the summer,

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the beginning of the
summer of 2019.

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They had already started,

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they had a few people
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and so there was an
excitement about it

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and wasn't attached to big
pharma, and I thought,

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"oh, that's interesting,"

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and so it took me
awhile to consider it

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because I didn't know
what it exactly entailed.

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I was concerned about in the
long term, what would happen,

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and even my HIV doctor, I
might as well just say this.

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I mean, they don't know that
I've been doing this study

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and I've just kept it from them,

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because I don't want to be
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I've been keeping
all my medications

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because I don't know if
I'm going to need them.

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Interviewer: Does
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It scares the
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Interviewer: About
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do you think this is worth?

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Thousands I would say.

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Yeah, yeah, but this one's
most important (laughs).

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There's a law
allowing physicians and
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to try something
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If the currently available
medications aren't working.

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it's called the
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and this is part of that.

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It's not really a
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It's really kind of a
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investigational treatment
for individuals

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whose virus is not
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and if their results
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then you can present
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and do a real clinical trial.

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The right to try.
It's my body.

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It's my body. What I
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and just gathering that
information for these people

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is my small way of being a part

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of hopefully finding a cure.

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You know, the
tragedy is,

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is there are more
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in the US today than there
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but it's not something
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the front pages anymore.

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(big band music)

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My name is Jeffrey and I'm
Miss Nevada, Miss Lotta
Slots.

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(applause)

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Announcer: Ladies
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please help me welcome, from
the Sahara Hotel, Lotta Slots.

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I first started
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with Best in Drag show in 1996.

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Alexis Pitman asked me
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and it was this
fundraiser to raise money

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for people living with
AIDS who needed help

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with housing or food
or paying their bills.

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Announcer: Our girl,
Miss Nevada.

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Now, wait a minute.

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Exactly how did she win
the Miss Nevada Pageant?

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Pageant Host: Honey,
that girl is so lucky,

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there is a horse shoe
up her ass. Honey, oh.

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Announcer: Explains that
walk, doesn't it?

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Six, seven, then eight.

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For an eight and a
two, and then hold up.

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Jeffrey's participation
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over the past 25 years
has been extraordinary

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and he is part
of a group of men

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that have raised over
$5 million for this agency.

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When he took over the show,

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it was a monumental undertaking
because it's 200 volunteers.

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It's like wrangling
cats, but the point is,

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is that Jeffrey has
made a commitment

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to make sure that the
show is his very best

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that it can possibly be
year in and year out.

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He's synonymous today with
the Best in Drag Show.

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We need to keep pushing
for more funding,

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getting involved
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and supporting groups
like Aid for AIDS,

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and as my great, great friend,
Sammy Davis Jr. told me,

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(crowd laughs)

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"What the world needs now
is love sweet love."

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(applause)

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[Event Host] That's the
most we've ever raised.

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The most it's ever been
before. Thank you so much.

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It's a treatable
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and so I believe this is all

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about monopoly and making money.

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Even with this
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there are five or six
others happening, too.

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There are two
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about why they're secretive.

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Number one is to
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and then there is a
school of thinking

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that says drug companies
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of treating diseases, not
necessarily curing diseases,

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so those who may be looking
to actually cure a disease

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may be at risk of
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having their process challenged.

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Interviewer: Are you
nervous at all?

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I'm always nervous
when I come here.

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I think we're getting
test results today,

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but we're getting the whole
kit and caboodle, yeah.

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They talk about this
race to find a cure,

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and I don't know if
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and we see it even with PrEP.

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(sad music)

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When I think about
the fact that Truvada for
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is only getting to 10%
of the people that need it,

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What about the other 90%?

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What about their families?

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Gilliad
has shown as,

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as unfortunately many
other big pharmaceutical
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have shown, that they're
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over patient health.

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So the list price is
almost $2,000 in the United
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Why is it $8 in Australia?

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Truvada, it still
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in the United States and
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it is generic.

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I can't comment on
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of the generic medicines.

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In Australia,
PrEP is $8 a month.

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In the United States,
it's almost $2,000 a month.

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(crickets chirping)

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Yeah, feeling lousy
after eight hours

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of (coughs) doing a kind of,

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having somebody
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injected into me,

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and then I came home
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and they were surprised that
I wasn't a lot more sick.

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Creating new immunity
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the only way we've
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is by taking people who have
life-threatening cancers

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and wiping out their
immune system

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with very highly
toxic chemotherapy,

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and during this period of time,

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they are at tremendous
risk of death,

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tremendous risk of death,

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probably about a 30 to
40% chance of dying.

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So they, this kind of
procedure is not one

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that's going to be
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We're seeing whether
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a kind of a stem
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not a full one where we
wipe his immune system

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out completely, because we
don't want to do that to him.

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This is not about
the vilifying of profit.

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This is about the
vilifying of choosing profit
over people,

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and if we know that
a new person is infected

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every 15 minutes and we've
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that's 10 more people
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The more time we waste,
the more lives that we are
losing.

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It's been a rough week.

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So, it was a week of (exhales)

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chemo, learning how to inject
myself with the chemo,

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and going in and getting
the vaccine also,

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and then all of a
sudden it hit like,

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between the chills
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and shitting on myself,
and throwing up,

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and everything else,

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and I just keep saying,
"what have I done?"

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(water running)

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(crickets chirping)

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I was just stuck here.
I couldn't move.

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The only way I was going
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I'd just be walking
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and all of a sudden my
body would just start

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shitting on itself
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what was happening,

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and then I would think what
would happen to me if I died,

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and then I would think, then
I would think (laughs),

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"who would be mad,
who would be sad,"

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"and who would be happy
that I was dead?"

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(laughs)

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That's what I would
think about, yeah.

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(laughs)

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Yeah, that's what happens
when you have a fever.

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(laughs)

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(melancholy music)

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My friends and I were just
sitting around waiting

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to see who was going
to die first,

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and we watched them.

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We watched our friends
go one by one by one,

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we took care of them. We
were bedside with them.

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We were feeding them. We
were changing all that

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I don't want to say trauma,
but it was, it was rough.

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It was rough,

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and these men were dying
with dignity and humor.

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Oh my God, humor.

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I don't want people to
forget their names,

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because sometimes,
some days I do.

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I forget about them.

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(sad music)

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I'm always busy doing things
and going places and stuff,

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and this really slowed
it down, you know,

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and each day I feel better,
but at the worst of it,

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I was like, "what
the fuck did I do?"

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and there's nobody to
blame, but myself,

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so it's not like you can go
for a sympathy with anybody,

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(laughs) so, and it kinda
just kinda freaks people out

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that you're just playing
with your body this way.

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(birds chirping)

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It all goes back
to the initial patent

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that Gilead was able to secure

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on the pro-drug Tenofovir.

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Their sole control
over this molecule

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from the mid nineties
has led to their hold

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over the HIV medication market.

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It's a common theme
to do evergreening,

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which is when a patent holder
will make small tweaks

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to the patent to extend
their exclusivity period

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and keep drug prices high.

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The public, we, the
people develop this drug.

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We paid for this drug.

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We led and developed all
of the grounding patents,

252
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and then that patent
has been privatized,

253
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and as a result, people
are, are dying for no reason,

254
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for no reason.

255
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It is a
reasonable question,

256
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what patent
length should be.

257
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I'd like to have that
conversation and dialogue.

258
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I don't know whether it
should be one year, five years,

259
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17 years. I don't know.

260
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Let's have that debate.

261
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Interviewer: How
are you feeling?

262
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You know what? Okay. (coughs)

263
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Yeah, tired, exhausted,

264
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So, I'm hoping a little coffee

265
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will make me feel better.

266
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(inhales)

267
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I think that
survivor guilt

268
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plays a huge part in
a lot of our lives,

269
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and I think one of the
ways that it plays out

270
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is in being so willing
to do whatever it takes

271
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to find a cure so
that our existence

272
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on the planet wasn't in vain.

273
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How are you?

274
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I'm good.

275
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Greg approached
me to also do the trial

276
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and I was open
to the possibilities

277
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and I went in and I
said, "nah, I can't."

278
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Right.

279
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"I can't right now."

280
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You can't.

281
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Yeah, and you said yes.

282
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Yeah.

283
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There are my core
group of friends,

284
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there were a few of them
that were just like,

285
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"What are you doing?"

286
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"This isn't proven.
You don't look well."

287
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"You're really sick.
What are you thinking?"

288
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Jeffrey was having
night sweats.

289
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He was throwing up.

290
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He was having chills.

291
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He wasn't able to
get out of bed,

292
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and I'm thinking to myself,
"I can't do that right now,"

293
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and I just look
at Jeffrey again,

294
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and I just go, "right on baby."

295
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It takes a strong constitution

296
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and that's my best friend.

297
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That's how he rolls.

298
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(bright music)

299
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Obviously, companies are
going to be profit
motivated,

300
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but when that
intersects with public health

301
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and with the
welfare of individuals,

302
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the question becomes,
should there be mechanisms,

303
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whether it be the law or whether
it be legislative change

304
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where a pharmaceutical company
should be held accountable,

305
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where it makes a decision
solely based on profit,

306
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or is there an additional
obligation that is owed

307
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because it concerns public
health and individual health.

308
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I am not getting paid.

309
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It's all volunteer

310
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and people are
surprised by that.

311
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I'm four months into
this trial. I'm broke.

312
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I never really planned
for the future.

313
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because I never really thought
that I would be here.

314
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I was supposed to go
to DC back in February

315
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when my viral load
were so great,

316
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and then with this whole
COVID pandemic situation,

317
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they kept putting it off,

318
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but now the scientists who
came up with this vaccine

319
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has also been pulled into
finding a cure for COVID,

320
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and so I get it, but
it's like, okay,

321
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where do I fit into all this?

322
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And where, what am I doing?

323
00:18:08,380 --> 00:18:11,758
That always, I'm afraid
that all that this work

324
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and this whole lifestyle
change this last year

325
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would be affected and that
it would be discounted,

326
00:18:17,472 --> 00:18:20,850
yeah, so I would assume
that it's all in order,

327
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but then who knows?

328
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Interviewer: How
are you feeling

329
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about Best in Drag this year?

330
00:18:30,276 --> 00:18:32,320
Good, excited, excited.

331
00:18:32,362 --> 00:18:33,405
There's a lot going on.

332
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In this world of COVID,
we are rehearsing

333
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in a parking lot in Eagle
Rock to keep everybody safe.

334
00:18:47,419 --> 00:18:49,129
And it's about producing
an opening number

335
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that is social distancing.

336
00:18:52,007 --> 00:18:53,717
We won't be dancing
on top of each other.

337
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I noticed my concentration
is a little off

338
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with all of it because it's
so hard to think sometimes

339
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in this Groundhog's Day
of COVID right now,

340
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I'm just grateful that I'm
physically able to do what I do,

341
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and I can ask for
help if I need it.

342
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The people that are so
affected by this disease

343
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are the ones that, you know,

344
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can't afford medication
or can't get medication,

345
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and typically tend
to be minorities.

346
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They tend to be poor.

347
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They tend to be homeless,

348
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and these are members of society

349
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that the majority of
society wants to overlook,

350
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and when you've got a medication
that some wealthier people

351
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can afford, it's hard
to put a spotlight

352
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on the ones that
actually need it,

353
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and that are suffering
from this disease.

354
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(intense music)

355
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I think about the early
days, the eighties,

356
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the nine, you know,
a PLA dance-a-thon,

357
00:20:14,422 --> 00:20:16,299
the Paws benefit, pets
are wonderful support,

358
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and even the Commitment to Life,

359
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or they'd honor Barbara
Streisand or Elizabeth Taylor

360
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and then charge a
gazillion dollars to go,

361
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and none of that's
happening anymore.

362
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It went from being
very high visibility

363
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and lots of press stuff
to you never know

364
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if it's going to make it
with the AP or anything.

365
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Other diseases that
have taken over,

366
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you know, more important.

367
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People's lives are
not commodities.

368
00:20:52,085 --> 00:20:56,089
You can say, "how much
is this phone worth to you?"

369
00:20:56,131 --> 00:20:58,842
and you can say, "a
hundred dollars, two hundred
dollars."

370
00:20:58,883 --> 00:21:02,095
You can buy a Nokia phone.
You can not have a phone at all,

371
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but you cannot ask the question,

372
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"How much will you
pay to be alive?"

373
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"How much will you pay to live?"

374
00:21:08,727 --> 00:21:10,437
because the answer
is "everything."

375
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You will pay $10,

376
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you'll pay a thousand dollars.

377
00:21:12,981 --> 00:21:14,607
You will go into debt,

378
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you will do anything to live,

379
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and that is what makes
the price of medicine

380
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different than the
price of an iPhone.

381
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Announcer: Miss Nevada,
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382
00:21:28,163 --> 00:21:30,623
We have the scientific
tools to end this HIV
epidemic,

383
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and we are fortunate that
pharma has developed

384
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these drugs to get us there.

385
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They have already
profited enormously.

386
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Now, in the spirit
of saving lives,

387
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I simply ask that these
drugs be reasonably priced

388
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so that those most
marginalized and at risk

389
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can reap their benefit.

390
00:21:48,433 --> 00:21:50,101
I hope that some
of these companies,

391
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including Gilead will begin
to do the right thing.

392
00:21:54,564 --> 00:21:55,690
It's never too late
for that. Thank you.

393
00:22:02,739 --> 00:22:03,490
You ready to do this?

394
00:22:03,531 --> 00:22:05,784
Yes.

395
00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:06,576
Interviewer: Today's
the final day.

396
00:22:06,618 --> 00:22:10,914
Hopefully, hopefully.

397
00:22:10,955 --> 00:22:12,832
Interviewer: How long do you
think you'll be here?

398
00:22:12,874 --> 00:22:14,209
Think I'm here for a
couple hours. I know that.

399
00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:15,752
That's what they told me. So--

400
00:22:15,794 --> 00:22:17,587
Interviewer: Are
you nervous?

401
00:22:17,629 --> 00:22:19,381
I'm nervous, I'm
anxious, I'm irritated.

402
00:22:19,422 --> 00:22:21,758
I just want to get this done.

403
00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:24,552
I've been reflecting a
lot on the last year

404
00:22:24,594 --> 00:22:27,597
and this commitment
and what am I doing

405
00:22:27,639 --> 00:22:29,224
and why am I doing this,

406
00:22:29,265 --> 00:22:31,685
and getting back to my life

407
00:22:31,726 --> 00:22:34,062
and remember that I've been

408
00:22:34,104 --> 00:22:36,690
going through this process
through a pandemic,

409
00:22:36,731 --> 00:22:38,525
so it has to, I have to
surrender, you know,

410
00:22:42,862 --> 00:22:45,740
my character defect
of lack of patience.

411
00:22:49,244 --> 00:22:50,829
That's, I'm feeling a
little bratty today,

412
00:22:50,870 --> 00:22:55,125
so that's what
anyone can (laughs)

413
00:22:55,166 --> 00:22:58,461
This is my acting shirt (laughs)

414
00:22:58,503 --> 00:22:59,504
I'm feeling like
a warrior today.

415
00:22:59,546 --> 00:23:01,506
Interviewer: Yeah.

416
00:23:01,548 --> 00:23:02,716
I don't want to cuss
anybody out though.

417
00:23:02,757 --> 00:23:04,759
(Interviewer laughs)

418
00:23:06,469 --> 00:23:08,430
(hopeful music)

419
00:23:19,858 --> 00:23:22,736
With this whole blood
work that I did today,

420
00:23:22,777 --> 00:23:24,946
That's new
information, you know,

421
00:23:24,988 --> 00:23:26,239
we'll see, is this another
year of a commitment

422
00:23:26,281 --> 00:23:27,741
or am I done?

423
00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:34,497
Nobody's mentioned it to
me or told me, thank you.

424
00:23:34,539 --> 00:23:36,207
Thank you for your
service (laughs).

425
00:23:37,834 --> 00:23:39,919
Here's that fruit basket, you
know, nothing like that,

426
00:23:39,961 --> 00:23:41,004
so I never, it's stressful,

427
00:23:42,756 --> 00:23:46,426
and it always concerns me that,

428
00:23:46,468 --> 00:23:49,596
what if this whole situation
that I've been involved with

429
00:23:49,637 --> 00:23:52,515
for the last year and a
half is them selling it

430
00:23:55,143 --> 00:23:58,980
to some conglomerate
or big pharma,

431
00:23:59,022 --> 00:24:01,816
and by my volunteering
my time, and my body,

432
00:24:03,651 --> 00:24:07,864
and everything this last year,

433
00:24:07,906 --> 00:24:10,075
and then they benefited the
billions and I don't know what

434
00:24:11,993 --> 00:24:13,244
it all means anymore, I don't.

435
00:24:16,331 --> 00:24:19,292
Being involved with this trial

436
00:24:19,334 --> 00:24:20,543
has made me even more baffled
by the whole process.

437
00:24:34,683 --> 00:24:40,355
* 86,400 seconds in a day *

438
00:24:40,397 --> 00:24:45,193
* I swear lately, most of
them have been a waste *

439
00:24:45,235 --> 00:24:50,240
* I feel them come and
go, bury my mistakes. *

440
00:24:50,281 --> 00:24:53,785
* But time just goes
on and on in a way *

441
00:24:53,827 --> 00:24:59,082
* if I had one day
left to live, *

442
00:24:59,124 --> 00:25:03,920
* And if the stars went
out on me, the truth is *

443
00:25:03,962 --> 00:25:06,673
* Yeah, There's so
much I'd say and do *

444
00:25:09,259 --> 00:25:14,014
* If I nothing lose,
nah, nothing to lose *

445
00:25:14,055 --> 00:25:16,516
* Oh, I'd call my mother
and tell her I'm sorry *

446
00:25:16,558 --> 00:25:18,852
* And never call her back *

447
00:25:18,893 --> 00:25:21,354
* I'd pour my heart and
soul out into a letter *

448
00:25:21,396 --> 00:25:24,524
* And send it to my dad *

449
00:25:24,566 --> 00:25:28,862
* Like, oh my god, the time
I've wasted lost in my head, *

450
00:25:28,903 --> 00:25:31,406
* Let me leave this world
with the hate behind me *

451
00:25:31,448 --> 00:25:33,366
* And take the love instead *

452
00:25:33,408 --> 00:25:37,704
* Give me only love, only love *

453
00:25:37,746 --> 00:25:41,082
* Give me only love, only love *

454
00:25:43,043 --> 00:25:48,548
* Give me only love, only love *

455
00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:51,384
* Let me leave this world
with the hate behind me *

456
00:25:51,426 --> 00:25:53,345
* And take the love instead *

457
00:25:53,386 --> 00:25:56,014
* Give me only love,
only love, only love *

458
00:25:58,475 --> 00:26:02,854
* Give me only love, only love *

459
00:26:02,896 --> 00:26:05,815
* Only love, only
love, only love *

460
00:26:08,526 --> 00:26:10,403
* Let me leave this world
with the hate behind me *

461
00:26:10,445 --> 00:26:13,365
* Only the love instead *

462
00:26:13,406 --> 00:26:15,408
* Let me leave this world
with the hate behind me *

463
00:26:15,450 --> 00:26:17,410
* And take the love instead *

464
00:26:17,452 --> 00:26:19,788
* Give me only love, only love *