1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:58,826 --> 00:01:01,018 So you're a singer? 4 00:01:01,087 --> 00:01:02,358 Yep. 5 00:01:02,426 --> 00:01:07,198 'Cause I don't know who you are. 6 00:01:07,267 --> 00:01:12,303 That's okay, you know, I'm not for everybody. 7 00:01:12,372 --> 00:01:14,964 No, I mean I drive a lot of famous people, 8 00:01:15,032 --> 00:01:18,335 and I just, I never heard of you before. 9 00:01:33,060 --> 00:01:35,489 Hey, I called my boy, he's in a band, 10 00:01:35,558 --> 00:01:39,389 he says he's never heard of you either. 11 00:01:39,458 --> 00:01:41,162 Can you talk to him? 12 00:01:41,231 --> 00:01:42,666 He's on the phone right now? 13 00:01:42,735 --> 00:01:44,059 Yeah. 14 00:01:45,197 --> 00:01:47,030 Hi. 15 00:01:47,098 --> 00:01:48,669 Hi. This is so embarrassing, 16 00:01:48,738 --> 00:01:51,210 I'm sorry about my dad. He says you're famous? 17 00:01:51,278 --> 00:01:53,372 I've never heard of you. What's your name? 18 00:01:53,441 --> 00:01:55,374 Well, my name is Annie Clark, 19 00:01:55,443 --> 00:01:58,039 but I perform as St. Vincent. 20 00:01:58,108 --> 00:02:00,076 Maybe that's where the confusion lies. 21 00:02:00,145 --> 00:02:03,347 Maybe sing one of your songs, 22 00:02:03,416 --> 00:02:04,385 I don't know. 23 00:02:04,454 --> 00:02:06,225 Oh, now there's a good idea. 24 00:02:06,293 --> 00:02:08,219 How about if you do one for us there, Ms. Vincent? 25 00:02:08,288 --> 00:02:09,788 Or Mrs. Vincent? 26 00:02:15,468 --> 00:02:19,765 without you, love 27 00:02:19,834 --> 00:02:23,208 to be solo 28 00:02:23,277 --> 00:02:29,005 from First Avenue 29 00:02:29,073 --> 00:02:31,249 motherfucker in this-- 30 00:02:31,318 --> 00:02:33,280 Whoa, did she just say MF? 31 00:02:33,349 --> 00:02:35,686 Yeah, goodbye, son. 32 00:02:35,755 --> 00:02:36,848 Motherfucker. 33 00:02:38,357 --> 00:02:43,287 Don't worry, we'll find out who you are. 34 00:03:38,509 --> 00:03:39,548 Hello? 35 00:03:41,820 --> 00:03:42,848 Hello? 36 00:04:01,202 --> 00:04:02,241 Hello? 37 00:04:21,260 --> 00:04:23,988 Why was the movie never completed? 38 00:04:26,625 --> 00:04:28,323 All I can say is that 39 00:04:28,392 --> 00:04:32,733 somewhere along the way things went terribly wrong. 40 00:05:15,273 --> 00:05:17,272 give me the answer 41 00:05:17,341 --> 00:05:20,616 I need an answer 42 00:05:20,684 --> 00:05:24,280 with the goners 43 00:05:24,348 --> 00:05:29,284 give me the answer 44 00:06:15,703 --> 00:06:17,240 Should I look into the lens? 45 00:06:17,309 --> 00:06:19,741 Uh, I don't think so. 46 00:06:24,676 --> 00:06:25,980 You get it? 47 00:06:26,049 --> 00:06:26,909 Yep. 48 00:06:26,978 --> 00:06:27,577 All right, day one, so exciting. 49 00:06:27,646 --> 00:06:29,680 Yay. 50 00:06:29,749 --> 00:06:30,583 Let's roll on everything. 51 00:06:30,652 --> 00:06:32,448 Oh my gosh, great to see you. 52 00:06:32,517 --> 00:06:33,557 Hey. 53 00:06:35,762 --> 00:06:37,693 CB. 54 00:06:37,761 --> 00:06:39,294 I'm so glad you're doing this, thank you. 55 00:06:39,363 --> 00:06:40,499 No, thanks for having me. 56 00:06:40,567 --> 00:06:42,764 I mean I think we're gonna get really great stuff, 57 00:06:42,832 --> 00:06:44,693 and the fans will be very, very excited. 58 00:06:44,761 --> 00:06:46,097 I hope so. 59 00:06:46,166 --> 00:06:47,635 And of course you'll make me look amazing. 60 00:06:47,704 --> 00:06:48,763 Oh, you wanna look amazing? 61 00:06:48,832 --> 00:06:50,233 Yeah. 62 00:06:51,543 --> 00:06:54,176 So how should-- like, what should I do? 63 00:06:54,245 --> 00:06:55,670 Just be yourself. 64 00:06:55,739 --> 00:06:56,976 Okay. 65 00:06:57,045 --> 00:06:58,609 Even if that's just me playing video games? 66 00:06:58,678 --> 00:07:01,509 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 67 00:07:01,578 --> 00:07:03,121 I just, audience should feel like a fly on the wall. 68 00:07:03,190 --> 00:07:05,015 So we're gonna film everything, 69 00:07:05,084 --> 00:07:07,518 especially if it's you being you. 70 00:07:10,723 --> 00:07:13,497 Tour is boring. 71 00:07:13,566 --> 00:07:17,260 Yeah, I mean maybe it's good to show that. 72 00:07:22,568 --> 00:07:24,166 Oh, shit. 73 00:07:24,235 --> 00:07:26,401 Ooh, oh that's a faster swim. 74 00:07:31,650 --> 00:07:34,409 Okay, let's start at the beginning. 75 00:07:37,118 --> 00:07:40,523 It was supposed to be a music documentary, 76 00:07:40,592 --> 00:07:43,495 concert footage, interviews, you know, 77 00:07:45,127 --> 00:07:48,962 I guess I just wanted people to know who I really am. 78 00:07:53,067 --> 00:07:56,272 Yeah. How do I do this? 79 00:07:56,340 --> 00:07:58,334 You're doing it right. 80 00:08:00,009 --> 00:08:01,872 But I didn't-- I didn't want the film 81 00:08:01,941 --> 00:08:03,944 to just be random footage. 82 00:08:07,446 --> 00:08:10,819 I wanted it to be intimate and... revealing. 83 00:08:13,082 --> 00:08:14,691 Here we go. 84 00:08:16,625 --> 00:08:17,860 You know, it's a lot. 85 00:08:17,929 --> 00:08:19,025 It takes a lot of energy to do the show, 86 00:08:19,094 --> 00:08:21,592 and basically everything I do in a day 87 00:08:21,660 --> 00:08:25,867 is geared toward that hour and a half I have on stage. 88 00:08:37,643 --> 00:08:42,654 I was excited to have somebody make a movie about me. 89 00:08:42,723 --> 00:08:45,622 I mean, I wanted to know what we'd find 90 00:08:45,691 --> 00:08:48,620 once we stripped away those layers. 91 00:08:48,688 --> 00:08:54,622 And when you have a friend at the helm, you feel protected. 92 00:08:54,691 --> 00:08:58,031 So, I asked my best friend to direct it. 93 00:09:02,669 --> 00:09:08,603 There's nobody who knows me better than Carrie Brownstein. 94 00:09:08,672 --> 00:09:11,816 She's a musician, a writer, a filmmaker, 95 00:09:11,885 --> 00:09:15,918 she's helped me on countless creative endeavors. 96 00:09:15,987 --> 00:09:20,858 And I wanted somebody I could trust to tell my story. 97 00:09:20,927 --> 00:09:23,652 She understands what it's like to be a performer, 98 00:09:23,721 --> 00:09:26,659 but, I mean, more than that, she understands me. 99 00:09:26,728 --> 00:09:31,526 in the city who can stand me 100 00:09:37,744 --> 00:09:40,874 I feel like for a while, maybe it was now, 101 00:09:40,943 --> 00:09:42,805 I think I'm just second guessing, 102 00:09:42,873 --> 00:09:46,674 like... maybe everything was luck before and not skill, 103 00:09:46,743 --> 00:09:49,346 'cause I just, I'm just in an era of failure. 104 00:09:49,414 --> 00:09:51,385 Like, this is my era of failure. 105 00:09:51,453 --> 00:09:54,891 You're not a failure in any way, shape or form. 106 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:56,690 But I mean, by one litmus test, 107 00:09:56,759 --> 00:09:58,993 I mean, I don't, you know. 108 00:10:00,367 --> 00:10:02,557 No way. Bee sting. 109 00:10:03,764 --> 00:10:04,697 That's crazy. 110 00:10:04,766 --> 00:10:05,830 It's not crazy. 111 00:10:05,899 --> 00:10:07,364 It's totally crazy. 112 00:10:07,432 --> 00:10:10,302 I think it's me using rational thought. 113 00:10:10,370 --> 00:10:11,637 Your pilot was so good, though, 114 00:10:11,705 --> 00:10:13,039 it made me cry. 115 00:10:13,108 --> 00:10:15,078 I know, but we're friends. 116 00:10:15,147 --> 00:10:17,807 I think other people would have liked it if they'd seen it. 117 00:10:17,876 --> 00:10:19,912 I bet it would have made other people cry too, not just me. 118 00:10:19,981 --> 00:10:21,979 You know what was the problem? 119 00:10:22,048 --> 00:10:22,978 It was supposed to be a comedy. 120 00:10:38,003 --> 00:10:42,597 go somewhere else 121 00:10:46,807 --> 00:10:48,838 C-cam, this is great. 122 00:10:48,907 --> 00:10:50,339 Hold there. 123 00:10:50,408 --> 00:10:53,382 Copy that, got it. 124 00:11:08,161 --> 00:11:10,530 -You're amazing. 125 00:11:12,832 --> 00:11:13,903 I love you. 126 00:11:15,873 --> 00:11:18,074 Good night, love you. Good night. 127 00:11:18,143 --> 00:11:19,205 Be safe. 128 00:11:27,718 --> 00:11:30,253 You want some tea or anything? 129 00:11:30,321 --> 00:11:31,349 I'm okay. 130 00:11:32,690 --> 00:11:33,921 Where's the rest of the band? 131 00:11:33,989 --> 00:11:35,617 Everyone's already in their bunks, 132 00:11:35,685 --> 00:11:39,787 or they're watching a movie in the back. 133 00:11:39,856 --> 00:11:42,463 I was hoping to get a little after show footage. 134 00:11:42,532 --> 00:11:43,761 Uh... 135 00:11:43,830 --> 00:11:45,636 Y'all just did. 136 00:11:45,704 --> 00:11:48,366 I got a double, double word score. 137 00:11:50,067 --> 00:11:50,768 Nice. 138 00:11:50,837 --> 00:11:51,906 Damn it. 139 00:11:51,974 --> 00:11:52,839 Mm-hmm, read 'em and weep. 140 00:11:52,908 --> 00:11:54,802 You what would could be fun, 141 00:11:54,871 --> 00:11:57,773 we could, uh, throw a little dance party on the bus. 142 00:11:57,842 --> 00:11:58,882 Totally. 143 00:11:59,880 --> 00:12:01,142 We've never done that, 144 00:12:01,211 --> 00:12:02,677 but I love the idea. 145 00:12:07,554 --> 00:12:12,096 Hey, Annie, how did you feel about the show tonight? 146 00:12:12,165 --> 00:12:13,732 Uh... 147 00:12:16,028 --> 00:12:17,736 Can we do this tomorrow? 148 00:12:19,069 --> 00:12:20,804 I'm sorry, I'm just a little bit fried, 149 00:12:20,873 --> 00:12:24,108 and I kind of wanna turn my brain off. 150 00:12:24,177 --> 00:12:25,643 Okay. 151 00:12:25,712 --> 00:12:27,535 Ketchup spelled C-a-t-c-h-e-t? 152 00:12:27,604 --> 00:12:28,774 It's a British condiment. 153 00:12:28,843 --> 00:12:30,443 God damn it. 154 00:12:30,512 --> 00:12:32,813 What is something interesting about Annie? 155 00:12:32,882 --> 00:12:35,083 She's good at writing music. 156 00:12:36,080 --> 00:12:37,853 I don't know. 157 00:12:37,921 --> 00:12:39,055 Do you think she's not interesting? 158 00:12:39,124 --> 00:12:41,852 What do you and Annie like to do on the bus? 159 00:12:41,921 --> 00:12:43,091 Oh the bus? 160 00:12:44,289 --> 00:12:46,721 Oh we snack on some radishes. 161 00:12:48,132 --> 00:12:50,968 Something that tastes like dirt, we really like it. 162 00:12:51,036 --> 00:12:55,740 So, yeah, we go look for farmer's market every town 163 00:12:55,809 --> 00:12:58,866 and try, you know, different radishes. 164 00:12:58,935 --> 00:13:01,069 So, Robert, what is interesting about Annie? 165 00:13:01,137 --> 00:13:02,572 Her music. 166 00:13:02,641 --> 00:13:05,410 Neil already said that. - Um... 167 00:13:08,751 --> 00:13:10,987 Her dad is in jail. 168 00:13:11,056 --> 00:13:14,722 Okay, cut, I don't think we should go there. 169 00:13:14,790 --> 00:13:16,994 Okay. Not interesting? 170 00:13:17,063 --> 00:13:18,856 Well, you know, I don't wanna exploit her family drama 171 00:13:18,925 --> 00:13:20,764 for the movie. 172 00:13:20,832 --> 00:13:23,593 She's my friend, I'm just gonna... 173 00:13:25,104 --> 00:13:30,274 Let's get you telling us something interesting about her. 174 00:13:30,342 --> 00:13:32,001 Her music. 175 00:13:44,954 --> 00:13:45,883 That's pretty, Annie. 176 00:13:45,951 --> 00:13:46,883 Is it new? 177 00:13:46,952 --> 00:13:48,189 Yeah. 178 00:13:48,258 --> 00:13:49,960 It's all right, I'm kind of working on it. 179 00:13:50,029 --> 00:13:53,898 It's been hard to come up with anything lately. 180 00:14:00,169 --> 00:14:02,803 You can write a song for the movie. 181 00:14:02,872 --> 00:14:04,738 We can track its progress. 182 00:14:04,807 --> 00:14:07,072 It'd make a nice story. 183 00:14:07,141 --> 00:14:09,639 And we kind of need a story. 184 00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:16,210 Only if you play a guitar solo on it. 185 00:14:16,279 --> 00:14:16,949 Sure. 186 00:14:19,717 --> 00:14:21,056 It sounds like you already wrote one. 187 00:14:21,125 --> 00:14:22,084 , it goes like that. 188 00:14:29,130 --> 00:14:31,101 Hey, how's the film coming? 189 00:14:31,170 --> 00:14:34,129 Documentary, that's a big step up for you. 190 00:14:34,198 --> 00:14:35,134 Yeah, I hope so. 191 00:14:35,202 --> 00:14:36,633 You know when I tell friends 192 00:14:36,701 --> 00:14:38,168 that you're working in film now, 193 00:14:38,237 --> 00:14:40,241 they are very impressed. 194 00:14:41,706 --> 00:14:44,077 Yeah, I just, I want it to be good. 195 00:14:44,145 --> 00:14:45,144 CB, I'm starting on abs. 196 00:14:45,212 --> 00:14:48,782 Yeah, we filmed those yesterday, 197 00:14:48,851 --> 00:14:50,119 and the day before. 198 00:14:51,924 --> 00:14:53,622 When's your next radiation treatment? 199 00:14:53,690 --> 00:14:55,450 Um, Tuesday. 200 00:14:55,519 --> 00:14:56,694 But don't worry about me. 201 00:14:56,762 --> 00:14:58,992 Let's talk about this movie. 202 00:14:59,061 --> 00:15:00,756 I'm so proud of you, Care. 203 00:15:00,825 --> 00:15:03,858 Must be exciting directing your friend. 204 00:15:09,269 --> 00:15:11,866 Yeah, it's really exciting. 205 00:15:19,585 --> 00:15:21,209 Okay, right there. 206 00:15:21,278 --> 00:15:22,210 I love that. 207 00:15:22,279 --> 00:15:23,178 So St. Vincent. 208 00:15:23,247 --> 00:15:24,478 So intense. 209 00:15:24,547 --> 00:15:25,779 I just want a little more 210 00:15:25,848 --> 00:15:27,317 of that in the non-concert footage. 211 00:15:27,386 --> 00:15:28,960 Yeah, well do you really think 212 00:15:29,029 --> 00:15:32,326 I can only be sexual and alluring on stage? 213 00:15:33,523 --> 00:15:35,857 No, but it's not the same. 214 00:15:35,926 --> 00:15:38,331 Yeah, well, we're not so different me and her. 215 00:15:38,400 --> 00:15:41,665 Okay, that wasn't what I was saying. 216 00:15:52,713 --> 00:15:57,285 A small part of me was starting to second guess myself. 217 00:15:58,615 --> 00:16:01,183 Am I saying the right things? 218 00:16:01,252 --> 00:16:03,157 Do I look okay? 219 00:16:03,226 --> 00:16:05,861 Is this what people want from me? 220 00:16:05,930 --> 00:16:08,056 I was thinking the bridge... 221 00:16:08,125 --> 00:16:10,196 One of the reasons why I wanted to make a documentary 222 00:16:10,265 --> 00:16:11,598 in the first place is because 223 00:16:11,667 --> 00:16:14,732 I would finally be in control of the narrative. 224 00:16:14,801 --> 00:16:17,540 How you actually seem and how you think you seem, 225 00:16:17,609 --> 00:16:22,069 like those, sometimes the gulf is catastrophically wide. 226 00:16:22,138 --> 00:16:26,910 And so the idea is to have how you sound 227 00:16:26,979 --> 00:16:31,350 and how you think you sound be actually very married. 228 00:16:31,418 --> 00:16:33,686 I wanted this film to be different. 229 00:16:33,755 --> 00:16:37,952 I didn't wanna feel pressure to be somebody I'm not. 230 00:16:41,129 --> 00:16:43,067 It's always collaboration. 231 00:16:43,135 --> 00:16:46,069 I think the best skill in being an artist 232 00:16:46,138 --> 00:16:49,270 is knowing who to collaborate with. 233 00:16:49,339 --> 00:16:52,138 You don't own it, it's not about you, 234 00:16:52,207 --> 00:16:53,711 and at its best this feels like 235 00:16:53,780 --> 00:16:56,379 this very ego-less experience. 236 00:16:56,448 --> 00:16:59,749 And I don't know if what constitutes important artist is 237 00:16:59,817 --> 00:17:01,317 necessarily good art. 238 00:17:01,386 --> 00:17:03,584 I mean, that puts a huge premium on the present tense. 239 00:17:03,653 --> 00:17:06,150 But what litmus test do we have other than now? 240 00:17:06,219 --> 00:17:07,982 We have what lasts. 241 00:17:08,051 --> 00:17:12,130 We have what really moves people's hearts. 242 00:17:12,198 --> 00:17:13,956 I mean half the time people don't even realize 243 00:17:14,024 --> 00:17:17,262 that it's wonderful until like generations later, 244 00:17:17,331 --> 00:17:19,501 and then it's super revered. 245 00:17:19,570 --> 00:17:20,599 Um. 246 00:17:22,400 --> 00:17:23,768 Is everything okay? 247 00:17:23,836 --> 00:17:24,839 I'm sorry, I'm just getting these weird texts 248 00:17:24,908 --> 00:17:26,574 from my girlfriend. 249 00:17:26,643 --> 00:17:27,672 Oh. 250 00:17:31,578 --> 00:17:34,076 I think she's breaking up with me. 251 00:17:34,145 --> 00:17:35,185 Oh God. 252 00:17:37,816 --> 00:17:40,652 I was doing a magazine feature in London, 253 00:17:40,721 --> 00:17:43,460 and I stayed and went to Paris fashion week, 254 00:17:43,529 --> 00:17:44,557 and... 255 00:17:46,932 --> 00:17:49,430 I've been gone for like a month. 256 00:17:51,264 --> 00:17:53,293 Am I a terrible person? 257 00:17:53,362 --> 00:17:55,271 No. 258 00:17:55,340 --> 00:17:59,466 No, you're just doing whatever you have to do. 259 00:17:59,535 --> 00:18:00,936 Yeah, I guess. 260 00:18:04,378 --> 00:18:06,651 You're not a terrible person. 261 00:18:06,719 --> 00:18:08,449 You're not, I promise. 262 00:18:10,222 --> 00:18:13,491 Would you record a message for her for me? 263 00:18:13,559 --> 00:18:14,817 Uh, sure. 264 00:18:14,886 --> 00:18:16,852 My girlfriend does not trust me right now, 265 00:18:16,921 --> 00:18:19,355 but she's a huge, huge fan of yours, 266 00:18:19,424 --> 00:18:20,626 and she would trust you 267 00:18:20,694 --> 00:18:22,390 if you told her that I was a good person. 268 00:18:22,458 --> 00:18:23,497 Uh, yeah. 269 00:18:26,630 --> 00:18:28,332 Hey, this is Annie Clark, 270 00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:29,235 and I just wanted to-- 271 00:18:29,304 --> 00:18:30,500 Oh, can you say St. Vincent, 272 00:18:30,569 --> 00:18:32,201 then she'll know who you are. 273 00:18:32,270 --> 00:18:33,309 Right. 274 00:18:35,639 --> 00:18:37,874 Hey, this is St. Vincent, 275 00:18:37,943 --> 00:18:42,379 and I just wanted to say that your girlfriend-- 276 00:18:42,448 --> 00:18:43,678 Holly. 277 00:18:43,747 --> 00:18:46,080 Holly, uh, loves you very much, 278 00:18:48,557 --> 00:18:52,086 and she's so sorry that she has been gone 279 00:18:53,423 --> 00:18:54,859 so often-- 280 00:18:54,928 --> 00:18:56,766 Would you also say that she shouldn't give up on me, 281 00:18:56,835 --> 00:18:59,434 and that there is nobody 282 00:18:59,502 --> 00:19:03,398 who's gonna love her the way I love her? 283 00:19:05,472 --> 00:19:08,235 And don't give up hope on her, 284 00:19:08,304 --> 00:19:12,810 because nobody's gonna love you as much as she does. 285 00:19:14,415 --> 00:19:16,084 Okay, well, I'm really sorry. 286 00:19:16,153 --> 00:19:17,445 I hope everything works out. 287 00:19:17,514 --> 00:19:18,716 No, me too. 288 00:19:18,785 --> 00:19:21,522 Should we get back to the interview? 289 00:19:22,652 --> 00:19:23,284 I think we're good. 290 00:19:23,353 --> 00:19:24,388 Really? 291 00:19:24,456 --> 00:19:25,354 That was great, yeah. 292 00:19:25,423 --> 00:19:26,091 That was it? 293 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:26,862 Yeah, thank you. 294 00:19:26,931 --> 00:19:27,755 Yeah, you know what, 295 00:19:27,824 --> 00:19:29,291 actually, my cousin lives here, 296 00:19:29,360 --> 00:19:31,869 and your people only gave you one ticket to Saturday night. 297 00:19:31,938 --> 00:19:33,269 Do you think you could maybe 298 00:19:33,338 --> 00:19:35,902 look into getting a plus one for me? 299 00:19:35,971 --> 00:19:36,904 Sure. 300 00:19:36,972 --> 00:19:38,302 Thank you. 301 00:19:38,371 --> 00:19:40,134 Muah! Thank you. 302 00:19:41,514 --> 00:19:42,543 Bye. 303 00:19:43,681 --> 00:19:45,383 Wow. 304 00:19:45,451 --> 00:19:47,942 Uh, that woman, she didn't listen to anything I said. 305 00:19:48,011 --> 00:19:50,479 I know, but you still did her a favor, 306 00:19:50,548 --> 00:19:52,448 because you're too nice. 307 00:19:52,517 --> 00:19:54,754 Stop being so nice. 308 00:19:54,823 --> 00:19:57,254 I'm not getting her stupid cousin into the show. 309 00:19:57,323 --> 00:19:58,090 Good. 310 00:19:58,159 --> 00:19:59,421 Yeah, don't. 311 00:19:59,490 --> 00:20:00,693 But can you? 312 00:20:02,562 --> 00:20:05,159 I don't want her to be mad at me. 313 00:20:08,301 --> 00:20:09,767 You can cut. 314 00:20:09,836 --> 00:20:13,002 When she's not on screen you can cut. 315 00:20:15,905 --> 00:20:17,343 I like that, yeah. 316 00:20:17,412 --> 00:20:19,245 Conjuring sort of a Patsy Cline. 317 00:20:19,314 --> 00:20:21,275 Oh, yeah, yeah. 318 00:20:21,343 --> 00:20:23,786 I feel like, uh... I was thinking about, like, uh, 319 00:20:23,855 --> 00:20:25,481 some croonery. 320 00:20:35,900 --> 00:20:36,927 That's nice. 321 00:20:40,397 --> 00:20:41,334 Ah nice. 322 00:20:41,403 --> 00:20:44,242 And then it would be something. 323 00:20:50,443 --> 00:20:51,508 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 324 00:20:51,576 --> 00:20:52,839 Like a big like 70's, 325 00:20:52,908 --> 00:20:56,254 . 326 00:21:01,453 --> 00:21:02,386 Yeah, I like it. 327 00:21:02,455 --> 00:21:03,453 Yeah, that's cool. 328 00:21:03,522 --> 00:21:05,290 A refrain. 329 00:21:06,426 --> 00:21:07,854 Yeah, I love it. 330 00:21:07,923 --> 00:21:09,232 Like Keith Moon. 331 00:21:09,301 --> 00:21:12,094 What about, what should it be about? 332 00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:15,229 That's up to you. 333 00:21:19,707 --> 00:21:22,975 I mean the alienation of touring. 334 00:21:23,044 --> 00:21:24,411 No. 335 00:21:24,479 --> 00:21:27,345 Yeah, that's not that relatable. 336 00:21:27,414 --> 00:21:29,579 I mean, heartbreak. 337 00:21:29,648 --> 00:21:31,487 No, that is very cloying. 338 00:21:34,488 --> 00:21:35,985 But your call, your call. 339 00:21:36,054 --> 00:21:39,253 What about that, just, well of sorrow 340 00:21:40,565 --> 00:21:42,558 that everybody has from like childhood trauma? 341 00:21:42,627 --> 00:21:44,225 That's very dark, 342 00:21:44,293 --> 00:21:47,701 but I love these ideas, they, they're great. 343 00:21:53,913 --> 00:21:55,269 Just not for this. 344 00:22:23,107 --> 00:22:24,898 A cam, go to a two shot. 345 00:22:24,967 --> 00:22:26,610 Copy that. 346 00:22:26,679 --> 00:22:30,711 you and lose you 347 00:22:36,512 --> 00:22:39,083 I don't even like to dress a salad, you know? 348 00:22:39,152 --> 00:22:42,493 I'm, like-- I wanna taste the vegetables, 349 00:22:42,561 --> 00:22:44,324 otherwise, why am I eating vegetables? 350 00:22:44,393 --> 00:22:45,425 I wanna taste the earth, 351 00:22:45,494 --> 00:22:46,959 I want to taste the dirt. 352 00:22:47,027 --> 00:22:49,496 So I just kind of throw 'em all together, 353 00:22:49,564 --> 00:22:54,262 and eat 'em about 3:00 p.m. 354 00:23:04,677 --> 00:23:05,909 What's up, internet? 355 00:23:05,978 --> 00:23:07,475 It's your girl MovieDork here 356 00:23:07,544 --> 00:23:10,580 to talk about the top 10 documentaries of all time, 357 00:23:10,649 --> 00:23:11,917 in my opinion. 358 00:23:11,985 --> 00:23:13,485 Put your hate in the comments below, 359 00:23:13,553 --> 00:23:14,750 or you could not. 360 00:23:14,819 --> 00:23:16,486 Before we get started... 361 00:23:16,555 --> 00:23:17,485 Hey. 362 00:23:17,554 --> 00:23:18,653 Hi. 363 00:23:18,721 --> 00:23:20,589 How is it? 364 00:23:20,657 --> 00:23:22,796 Uh, great. 365 00:23:22,865 --> 00:23:27,431 Yeah, no, the live footage is really special. 366 00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:28,538 Are you sure? 367 00:23:32,770 --> 00:23:35,512 Okay, I was thinking, 368 00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:37,438 is there a way to heighten it a little? 369 00:23:37,506 --> 00:23:41,584 You're nerdy and normal in real life, which I love, 370 00:23:42,848 --> 00:23:44,521 but the disparity between that 371 00:23:44,589 --> 00:23:48,520 and who you are onstage is kind of jarring, 372 00:23:48,589 --> 00:23:50,758 you know what I'm saying? 373 00:23:55,425 --> 00:23:56,633 I just wanted to give you guys a little bit 374 00:23:56,701 --> 00:23:59,360 of a heads up that Carrie and I have been talking, 375 00:23:59,428 --> 00:24:01,504 and we think that I should veer more towards 376 00:24:01,573 --> 00:24:04,870 my onstage persona for the documentary. 377 00:24:04,939 --> 00:24:06,008 So should we call you St. Vincent? 378 00:24:06,076 --> 00:24:07,011 Oh God no. 379 00:24:07,079 --> 00:24:08,906 Wait, CB, should they? 380 00:24:08,975 --> 00:24:10,144 Uh, I think Annie's okay. 381 00:24:10,213 --> 00:24:10,838 Yeah. 382 00:24:10,907 --> 00:24:11,741 I can do an accent. 383 00:24:11,810 --> 00:24:13,544 Want me to be Australian? 384 00:24:13,613 --> 00:24:14,577 Look at this size-- 385 00:24:14,646 --> 00:24:15,576 No, no, no. 386 00:24:15,645 --> 00:24:16,350 Oh. 387 00:24:16,418 --> 00:24:17,682 No, please, go for it. 388 00:24:17,751 --> 00:24:20,221 Look at the size of that one. 389 00:24:20,290 --> 00:24:22,593 That's good, but no. 390 00:24:22,661 --> 00:24:26,025 It's just about me making some subtle changes 391 00:24:26,094 --> 00:24:28,996 so that I can be a little bit more interesting. 392 00:24:29,065 --> 00:24:29,858 Exactly. 393 00:24:29,927 --> 00:24:31,567 How about in your new role 394 00:24:31,636 --> 00:24:35,000 you do a formal introduction of the band. 395 00:24:36,773 --> 00:24:40,434 And everyone we're gonna look to the camera. 396 00:24:45,614 --> 00:24:48,178 This is Toko, she's Japanese. 397 00:24:49,250 --> 00:24:50,552 Hi. 398 00:24:50,621 --> 00:24:53,187 And this is Neil, he's Neil. 399 00:24:53,255 --> 00:24:54,723 Good day. 400 00:24:54,791 --> 00:24:57,718 And this is Robert, the skins man of the group. 401 00:24:57,787 --> 00:24:59,023 Hello. 402 00:24:59,092 --> 00:25:01,796 Or in lay people's terms, the drummer. 403 00:25:04,694 --> 00:25:05,800 Um, 404 00:25:10,107 --> 00:25:11,436 we got it. 405 00:25:11,505 --> 00:25:12,601 Yeah, we got it. 406 00:25:12,670 --> 00:25:14,235 Great. 407 00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:16,613 Toko's cat got eaten by a coyote, 408 00:25:16,681 --> 00:25:20,882 and Robert's wife had a breeched birth. 409 00:25:20,951 --> 00:25:23,620 The umbilical cord was wrapped around the baby's neck, 410 00:25:23,689 --> 00:25:26,056 like it was trying to hang itself in utero. 411 00:25:26,125 --> 00:25:27,883 And that was after what, 412 00:25:27,951 --> 00:25:29,692 multiple miscarriages. 413 00:25:36,964 --> 00:25:41,231 Oh, my God, I'm so sorry you guys. 414 00:25:42,741 --> 00:25:45,636 Toko, I didn't mean to call you Japanese. 415 00:25:45,705 --> 00:25:48,768 Toko is Japanese. 416 00:25:48,837 --> 00:25:53,507 I was thinking maybe this should just be a concert film. 417 00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:57,849 Because I can't be who you want me to be. 418 00:25:57,917 --> 00:26:00,120 No, because what you do on stage 419 00:26:00,189 --> 00:26:04,692 is really hard to duplicate off stage, and that's okay. 420 00:26:04,761 --> 00:26:06,696 I can be St. Vincent all the time. 421 00:26:06,764 --> 00:26:08,698 No, Annie, I was saying I'm wrong. 422 00:26:08,767 --> 00:26:10,624 Let's protect the fact that you're normal, 423 00:26:10,693 --> 00:26:14,634 that your life isn't crazy or interesting enough 424 00:26:14,703 --> 00:26:17,201 to make a documentary about. 425 00:26:40,531 --> 00:26:42,132 Pass please. 426 00:26:42,201 --> 00:26:43,690 Oh, I'm playing tonight. 427 00:26:43,759 --> 00:26:47,605 I need to see a pass to let you in. 428 00:26:50,770 --> 00:26:52,801 So, it's my band, 429 00:26:52,870 --> 00:26:54,073 I'm St. Vincent. 430 00:26:54,972 --> 00:26:56,812 I'm on all the posters. 431 00:26:58,210 --> 00:27:01,743 Don't know who you are. 432 00:27:01,812 --> 00:27:02,680 Dude. 433 00:27:02,749 --> 00:27:04,820 Sorry. 434 00:27:05,782 --> 00:27:06,822 Thanks. 435 00:27:07,821 --> 00:27:09,751 For what? 436 00:27:09,820 --> 00:27:10,859 Sorry. 437 00:27:20,904 --> 00:27:23,740 Check one, two, check, check. 438 00:27:23,809 --> 00:27:27,772 Can I have my vocal, like monitor, please? 439 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:29,173 It's my fucking show, 440 00:27:29,242 --> 00:27:31,776 you're gonna save me from fucking ISIS, 441 00:27:31,844 --> 00:27:33,607 fuck you fucking cock. 442 00:27:40,817 --> 00:27:45,089 Oh, my lips and teeth turning red from the wine? 443 00:27:45,158 --> 00:27:46,888 No. - You sure? 444 00:27:46,957 --> 00:27:47,855 Yeah. 445 00:27:47,924 --> 00:27:48,593 Smile. 446 00:27:48,661 --> 00:27:50,801 Very good. 447 00:27:50,869 --> 00:27:53,365 I bet Annie asked people to give us the good wine. 448 00:27:53,434 --> 00:27:57,239 She was trying really hard to impress me the other day. 449 00:27:57,308 --> 00:27:58,802 Is she nice? 450 00:27:58,871 --> 00:28:00,234 No, she's a snob. 451 00:28:00,303 --> 00:28:04,738 Totally impenetrable and aloof. 452 00:28:04,807 --> 00:28:07,617 I don't care, I fucking love her music. 453 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:10,611 Me too, she's so beautiful. 454 00:28:10,679 --> 00:28:11,819 I just want her to punch me in the face. 455 00:28:11,887 --> 00:28:13,381 Stop it, you're making her 456 00:28:13,450 --> 00:28:15,148 way more interesting than she is. 457 00:28:15,217 --> 00:28:16,893 Where is she anyway? 458 00:28:16,961 --> 00:28:19,460 She's like a boss, you show up late, right? 459 00:28:19,529 --> 00:28:20,894 That's something. 460 00:28:20,962 --> 00:28:23,628 You are right about that. 461 00:29:02,268 --> 00:29:03,673 This is a little frustrating. 462 00:29:03,741 --> 00:29:05,699 I don't wanna waste 16mm film, 463 00:29:05,767 --> 00:29:07,769 but maybe with a little distance she'll-- 464 00:29:07,838 --> 00:29:08,840 CB. 465 00:29:08,908 --> 00:29:09,836 CB, get your cameras. 466 00:29:09,905 --> 00:29:12,006 No, no, we're set up for the live show. 467 00:29:12,075 --> 00:29:13,510 Don't worry. 468 00:29:13,579 --> 00:29:17,649 No, no, no, I want them here now, I changed my mind. 469 00:29:17,718 --> 00:29:18,756 Yes. 470 00:29:20,722 --> 00:29:21,988 Ask me a question. 471 00:29:22,057 --> 00:29:22,854 What kind of question? 472 00:29:22,922 --> 00:29:24,795 Any fucking question. 473 00:29:24,864 --> 00:29:28,658 Annie, what's going through your mind? 474 00:29:28,726 --> 00:29:32,396 How it doesn't matter how I feel on any given night. 475 00:29:32,465 --> 00:29:34,198 That no matter what I owe it all to my fans 476 00:29:34,267 --> 00:29:36,965 to give them my blood, sweat and tears. 477 00:29:37,034 --> 00:29:37,868 Great. 478 00:29:37,937 --> 00:29:39,869 No, I can do it better. 479 00:29:39,937 --> 00:29:40,572 Let's go. 480 00:29:40,641 --> 00:29:41,344 Okay. 481 00:29:41,413 --> 00:29:42,069 I guess we're resetting. 482 00:29:42,138 --> 00:29:43,072 Back to one. 483 00:29:43,141 --> 00:29:46,740 Let's reset and hold here. 484 00:29:48,046 --> 00:29:49,678 Give me the line. 485 00:29:49,747 --> 00:29:51,855 Ask me "Annie, what's going through your mind?" 486 00:29:51,924 --> 00:29:54,752 Annie, what's going through your mind? 487 00:29:54,821 --> 00:29:56,053 Great question. 488 00:29:56,122 --> 00:29:57,721 What's going through my mind? 489 00:29:57,790 --> 00:30:00,420 I guess how it doesn't matter how I feel on any given night, 490 00:30:00,489 --> 00:30:01,698 but I owe it all to my fans 491 00:30:01,767 --> 00:30:04,096 to give them my blood, sweat and tears. 492 00:30:04,165 --> 00:30:05,560 But sometimes I worry I'm not enough. 493 00:30:05,629 --> 00:30:07,770 Sometimes I worry that I might fall. 494 00:30:07,839 --> 00:30:09,935 Wait, do you mean fail? 495 00:30:10,004 --> 00:30:11,365 I feel like fail may be better. 496 00:30:11,434 --> 00:30:12,835 You know what, fail is better. 497 00:30:12,904 --> 00:30:13,934 Okay. 498 00:30:14,003 --> 00:30:15,108 Cue me. 499 00:30:15,177 --> 00:30:16,839 Okay, what's going through your mind. 500 00:30:16,908 --> 00:30:18,111 Annie. 501 00:30:18,180 --> 00:30:20,948 Annie, what's going through your mind? 502 00:30:21,016 --> 00:30:23,717 How I worry that sometimes I won't, 503 00:30:23,785 --> 00:30:24,915 that I have to give-- 504 00:30:24,984 --> 00:30:26,186 You were saying 505 00:30:26,254 --> 00:30:29,023 giving all your fans every single night-- 506 00:30:29,092 --> 00:30:31,021 You know what, can you just transcribe it? 507 00:30:31,089 --> 00:30:32,721 I'll hit it tomorrow. 508 00:30:32,790 --> 00:30:34,562 Okay, but I think it doesn't have to be perfect. 509 00:30:34,631 --> 00:30:36,130 I like the honesty. 510 00:30:36,198 --> 00:30:37,897 I am being honest about needing you to do that, 511 00:30:37,966 --> 00:30:40,029 and it does have to be perfect. 512 00:30:40,098 --> 00:30:41,795 Here, get me like this. 513 00:30:44,837 --> 00:30:45,738 Cigarette. 514 00:30:45,807 --> 00:30:47,377 You don't smoke though. 515 00:30:47,446 --> 00:30:48,912 I mean that's silly. 516 00:30:48,981 --> 00:30:52,806 This is how actors play rock stars in movies. 517 00:30:54,719 --> 00:30:56,652 Yeah, but you are a rockstar. 518 00:30:56,721 --> 00:30:57,912 I mean, I know rock stars-- 519 00:30:57,981 --> 00:30:59,021 Shh. 520 00:31:02,889 --> 00:31:03,791 I love you baby, 521 00:31:03,860 --> 00:31:05,863 but I'm married to the road. 522 00:31:11,327 --> 00:31:12,826 Have a good show. 523 00:33:25,602 --> 00:33:26,630 Great. 524 00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:31,173 Oh, so sorry, I'll be right back. 525 00:33:37,483 --> 00:33:39,374 Nice sunglasses. 526 00:33:39,442 --> 00:33:41,348 Will you announce me? 527 00:33:42,346 --> 00:33:43,720 Will you let people know 528 00:33:43,789 --> 00:33:46,221 that I'm walking into the space? 529 00:33:52,623 --> 00:33:56,128 Ladies and gentlemen, St. Vincent. 530 00:34:05,238 --> 00:34:07,341 Annie, that was terrific. 531 00:34:09,071 --> 00:34:12,174 I would like to introduce you to my cousin, Sarah. 532 00:34:12,243 --> 00:34:13,275 Sarah, Annie. 533 00:34:13,344 --> 00:34:14,579 Nice to meet you. 534 00:34:14,648 --> 00:34:16,509 Thanks so much for getting me into the show. 535 00:34:16,578 --> 00:34:18,515 It was my pleasure. 536 00:34:18,583 --> 00:34:21,421 It's such a gift to have you here. 537 00:34:21,489 --> 00:34:23,957 Do you think I could take a picture with you? 538 00:34:24,025 --> 00:34:25,319 I'll take it. 539 00:34:25,388 --> 00:34:26,459 Actually, no. 540 00:34:33,271 --> 00:34:35,100 I'm so sorry, I think she's really tired. 541 00:34:35,169 --> 00:34:38,305 Or maybe she's just brave. 542 00:34:38,374 --> 00:34:41,945 That kind of honesty is so refreshing. 543 00:34:42,014 --> 00:34:44,939 Finally, a woman speaking her truth. 544 00:34:46,408 --> 00:34:47,447 Yeah. 545 00:35:52,917 --> 00:35:55,114 Hey Care, it's Dad. 546 00:35:55,183 --> 00:35:57,378 I'm sorry to miss you. 547 00:35:57,447 --> 00:36:01,625 I'm off to Minnesota tomorrow to meet with a specialist. 548 00:36:01,693 --> 00:36:05,257 Still try and see if he could get a day off and come visit. 549 00:36:05,326 --> 00:36:07,622 I know you're crazy busy. 550 00:36:07,691 --> 00:36:09,398 Your uncle is coming with, 551 00:36:09,467 --> 00:36:12,263 so if you can't get ahold of me, try him. 552 00:36:12,332 --> 00:36:13,867 Okay, honey, I love you. 553 00:36:13,936 --> 00:36:15,172 Bye, bye. 554 00:36:37,562 --> 00:36:38,252 Hey. 555 00:36:38,321 --> 00:36:39,289 Hi. 556 00:36:39,358 --> 00:36:40,421 Did you wanna talk? 557 00:36:40,490 --> 00:36:41,255 Not exactly. 558 00:36:41,324 --> 00:36:42,364 Come in. 559 00:36:46,133 --> 00:36:47,468 Hi, Carrie. 560 00:36:47,537 --> 00:36:51,164 Carrie, you remember my girlfriend, Dakota. 561 00:36:53,570 --> 00:36:55,410 We want you to film us. 562 00:36:58,247 --> 00:36:59,676 I don't have a camera though. 563 00:36:59,745 --> 00:37:02,780 Well, you're a director, so direct. 564 00:37:05,351 --> 00:37:07,422 You can use your phone. 565 00:37:09,187 --> 00:37:13,186 You're the one who wanted this to be more interesting. 566 00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:22,334 Whenever you're ready. 567 00:37:22,403 --> 00:37:25,341 I want this to be artistic, 568 00:37:25,410 --> 00:37:29,202 Scandinavian, European, anything but American. 569 00:37:30,612 --> 00:37:32,438 It's still in English though, right? 570 00:37:32,507 --> 00:37:33,547 Oui. 571 00:37:34,577 --> 00:37:35,678 Okay. 572 00:37:35,746 --> 00:37:38,387 CB, can you come closer? 573 00:37:39,517 --> 00:37:41,489 We're set. 574 00:37:41,558 --> 00:37:45,218 Okay, get on the bed, you're too far away. 575 00:37:47,392 --> 00:37:48,430 Come. 576 00:37:55,405 --> 00:37:56,662 That's a good angle right there. 577 00:37:56,731 --> 00:37:58,132 Okay. 578 00:37:59,405 --> 00:38:01,168 Rolling. 579 00:38:02,309 --> 00:38:03,010 I love you. 580 00:38:03,079 --> 00:38:05,476 I love you. 581 00:38:05,545 --> 00:38:06,409 Who's face is that? 582 00:38:06,478 --> 00:38:08,478 My face. 583 00:38:08,546 --> 00:38:10,082 Who's lips are those? 584 00:38:10,151 --> 00:38:11,513 My lips. 585 00:38:11,582 --> 00:38:13,819 Hey, sorry to interrupt, 586 00:38:13,888 --> 00:38:17,354 there's this thing that people are doing in the film 587 00:38:17,423 --> 00:38:19,395 and television industry 588 00:38:19,463 --> 00:38:21,831 where they hire an intimacy coordinator. 589 00:38:21,900 --> 00:38:24,363 It's for sex scenes, 590 00:38:24,432 --> 00:38:26,030 and it's just to help people 591 00:38:26,099 --> 00:38:30,434 be more comfortable with nudity and touching and consent. 592 00:38:30,502 --> 00:38:31,370 It's okay, I consent. 593 00:38:31,439 --> 00:38:33,400 And she consents, obviously. 594 00:38:33,469 --> 00:38:35,004 Mm-hmm. 595 00:38:35,072 --> 00:38:35,869 The only thing I stipulate is you just don't 596 00:38:35,938 --> 00:38:37,110 show any of my pubic region. 597 00:38:37,179 --> 00:38:38,447 I stipulate nothing. 598 00:38:38,515 --> 00:38:43,581 Please get the camera as close to me as you need. 599 00:38:43,649 --> 00:38:44,678 I guess I should have clarified. 600 00:38:44,747 --> 00:38:46,420 I guess for my comfort, 601 00:38:46,489 --> 00:38:49,283 I would love to just shoot her a text 602 00:38:49,351 --> 00:38:51,427 and see if she could maybe call in and consult. 603 00:38:51,496 --> 00:38:52,862 Yeah, but can we just get this version first? 604 00:38:52,931 --> 00:38:54,364 Yeah, it's better. 605 00:39:00,602 --> 00:39:02,230 Remember when we went to Tulum 606 00:39:02,299 --> 00:39:05,740 and had those really, really good poached eggs? 607 00:39:05,809 --> 00:39:06,635 Mm-hmm. 608 00:39:06,704 --> 00:39:08,638 That bowl of mixed fruit. 609 00:39:08,707 --> 00:39:09,639 Yeah, was it papaya or mango? 610 00:39:09,708 --> 00:39:11,377 I always get them confused. 611 00:39:11,446 --> 00:39:12,111 I don't know because mangoes-- 612 00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:13,775 Oh, she just texted, 613 00:39:13,844 --> 00:39:15,446 and she can call in 10 minutes, 614 00:39:15,515 --> 00:39:16,445 if you can just hold off. 615 00:39:16,514 --> 00:39:18,249 Uh, we can't. 616 00:39:18,318 --> 00:39:19,356 No, we can't. 617 00:39:20,722 --> 00:39:23,389 Um, wait, guys, just for legal purposes. 618 00:39:23,458 --> 00:39:26,154 I'm gonna turn the camera on me. 619 00:39:45,541 --> 00:39:46,245 Hi. 620 00:39:46,314 --> 00:39:47,476 Hey, how are you? 621 00:39:47,544 --> 00:39:48,643 I'm great. 622 00:39:48,712 --> 00:39:50,618 Last night was... 623 00:39:51,514 --> 00:39:53,254 magical. 624 00:39:53,323 --> 00:39:55,456 Yeah, glad I was there for it. 625 00:39:55,524 --> 00:39:58,485 Speaking of that, if there's ever 626 00:39:58,554 --> 00:40:01,595 anything you don't want in the movie, just let me know. 627 00:40:01,664 --> 00:40:05,702 I'm not interested in hiding anything. 628 00:40:05,771 --> 00:40:07,294 Okay. 629 00:40:07,363 --> 00:40:10,700 I just thought, I thought we could check in. 630 00:40:10,769 --> 00:40:12,503 It feels like it's been a second 631 00:40:12,572 --> 00:40:13,810 since we actually talked. 632 00:40:13,879 --> 00:40:15,672 About what? 633 00:40:15,741 --> 00:40:18,711 Like, my dad called yesterday, 634 00:40:18,780 --> 00:40:22,645 he wants me to visit him on a day off. 635 00:40:22,713 --> 00:40:24,447 Do we have a day off? 636 00:40:24,515 --> 00:40:25,554 We don't. 637 00:40:28,454 --> 00:40:29,690 How's your mom? 638 00:40:29,759 --> 00:40:32,527 Oh, so now you care about my boring life. 639 00:40:32,596 --> 00:40:35,696 Annie, I feel like we can differentiate 640 00:40:35,765 --> 00:40:39,701 between who we are in the movie and real life. 641 00:40:39,770 --> 00:40:44,232 So, as your friend, I'm asking you, how is your mom? 642 00:40:46,638 --> 00:40:47,906 She is wonderful. 643 00:40:53,049 --> 00:40:54,077 Okay. 644 00:40:56,582 --> 00:40:58,081 Two, three, four. 645 00:41:04,619 --> 00:41:08,862 back from the road 646 00:41:08,931 --> 00:41:12,602 take off my clothes 647 00:41:12,670 --> 00:41:17,504 in the only world? 648 00:41:25,981 --> 00:41:27,914 People understand that when I'm on stage 649 00:41:27,982 --> 00:41:31,312 I'm playing a bigger version of myself. 650 00:41:34,659 --> 00:41:36,191 But what some people fail to understand 651 00:41:36,260 --> 00:41:38,121 is that all of it's me, 652 00:41:40,660 --> 00:41:42,356 and none of it's me. 653 00:41:51,833 --> 00:41:55,942 Sometimes you have to reject not only your former self, 654 00:41:56,011 --> 00:41:59,472 but, also, the people who came along with it. 655 00:42:02,043 --> 00:42:02,942 Annie, so good tonight. 656 00:42:03,011 --> 00:42:04,983 Seriously, like awesome. 657 00:42:48,699 --> 00:42:51,524 Annie, just a reminder that I wanted 658 00:42:53,529 --> 00:42:57,200 to film a scene with you and one of your fans. 659 00:42:59,206 --> 00:43:03,312 You know, just to show how intense the connection is. 660 00:43:03,381 --> 00:43:05,041 I feel like people, you know, 661 00:43:05,110 --> 00:43:06,615 they get really emotional around you. 662 00:43:06,684 --> 00:43:09,542 It just might be nice to show that. 663 00:43:10,452 --> 00:43:11,951 Sure, sounds good. 664 00:43:13,916 --> 00:43:16,384 Okay, great. 665 00:43:16,452 --> 00:43:20,960 And then maybe after the show we could play cards 666 00:43:21,028 --> 00:43:24,557 or get a drink or watch a movie on the bus. 667 00:43:42,779 --> 00:43:43,818 Annie? 668 00:43:47,425 --> 00:43:49,923 I think Ms. Vincent is asleep. 669 00:43:56,665 --> 00:43:57,729 She's weird, you don't see that? 670 00:43:57,798 --> 00:43:59,830 I don't really see it at all? 671 00:43:59,899 --> 00:44:00,701 What are you talking about? 672 00:44:00,769 --> 00:44:01,933 I don't know, I just need someone 673 00:44:02,002 --> 00:44:03,705 to make her seem more relatable again. 674 00:44:03,774 --> 00:44:06,703 Oh, well right there, take your pick. 675 00:44:12,912 --> 00:44:14,111 Hey, excuse me, I'm Carrie. 676 00:44:14,180 --> 00:44:16,680 I'm making a documentary about St. Vincent. 677 00:44:16,749 --> 00:44:17,579 What's your name? 678 00:44:17,648 --> 00:44:18,584 Kim. 679 00:44:18,652 --> 00:44:19,749 Hey, nice to meet you. 680 00:44:19,818 --> 00:44:21,015 You wanna come with me? 681 00:44:21,084 --> 00:44:23,753 I have a surprise for you. 682 00:44:28,463 --> 00:44:29,666 Come in. 683 00:44:31,795 --> 00:44:32,629 Annie? 684 00:44:32,698 --> 00:44:33,736 Yeah. 685 00:44:34,797 --> 00:44:35,837 Kim. 686 00:44:37,605 --> 00:44:39,304 Meet St. Vincent. 687 00:44:39,373 --> 00:44:40,402 Hi, Kim. 688 00:44:42,512 --> 00:44:44,637 This is so amazing. 689 00:44:46,010 --> 00:44:48,216 Aww, so nice to meet you. 690 00:44:48,285 --> 00:44:49,642 Hi, how are you? 691 00:44:51,012 --> 00:44:52,051 I'm-- 692 00:44:53,883 --> 00:44:54,922 It's okay. 693 00:44:55,955 --> 00:44:57,783 You literally saved my life. 694 00:44:57,852 --> 00:44:59,954 I start, I've been listening to you since I was 16. 695 00:45:00,023 --> 00:45:01,122 I grew up in Fresno, 696 00:45:01,191 --> 00:45:02,895 and my high school boyfriend 697 00:45:02,964 --> 00:45:05,658 gave me "Strange Mercy" for my birthday. 698 00:45:07,967 --> 00:45:09,669 Two nights before we graduated, 699 00:45:09,738 --> 00:45:12,203 he was killed in a car accident. 700 00:45:13,911 --> 00:45:16,306 Your songs were the only thing that got me through. 701 00:45:16,374 --> 00:45:19,672 I wouldn't be alive without your music. 702 00:45:21,980 --> 00:45:24,844 That means so much to me. 703 00:45:24,913 --> 00:45:29,682 I never thought I'd get to tell you that in person. 704 00:45:37,561 --> 00:45:40,935 That's just so tragic and so sad. 705 00:45:43,737 --> 00:45:45,698 Don't be sad, it's okay. 706 00:45:51,338 --> 00:45:52,947 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 707 00:45:55,211 --> 00:45:57,710 It's just a lot, you know? 708 00:45:58,586 --> 00:45:59,817 It's a lot. 709 00:45:59,886 --> 00:46:01,982 It must be so hard. 710 00:46:12,063 --> 00:46:14,232 Actually people 711 00:46:14,300 --> 00:46:15,569 that might not even know your music, 712 00:46:15,638 --> 00:46:17,039 which is most people. 713 00:46:17,107 --> 00:46:18,539 No. - I don't know how to-- 714 00:46:18,607 --> 00:46:19,475 Which is fine. 715 00:46:19,544 --> 00:46:20,575 No, but just that they actually 716 00:46:20,644 --> 00:46:21,844 think this is a good film. 717 00:46:21,912 --> 00:46:23,040 Yeah I want people to see 718 00:46:23,108 --> 00:46:24,071 how I have to kind of train. 719 00:46:24,140 --> 00:46:24,974 Yeah. 720 00:46:25,042 --> 00:46:25,878 To do it. 721 00:46:25,947 --> 00:46:27,246 Like how physical the show is. 722 00:46:27,314 --> 00:46:27,977 It's okay, we'll get your muscles. 723 00:46:28,046 --> 00:46:29,714 You see that? 724 00:46:29,783 --> 00:46:30,820 You see that? 725 00:46:32,216 --> 00:46:32,883 Yeah, look at mine. 726 00:46:32,951 --> 00:46:33,916 Oh my God. 727 00:46:33,984 --> 00:46:35,221 Not bad, right? 728 00:46:35,290 --> 00:46:36,048 That's quite a bush you got there. 729 00:46:36,117 --> 00:46:37,083 Shut up. 730 00:46:37,924 --> 00:46:40,090 I would like to thank, 731 00:46:40,158 --> 00:46:41,894 I would like to thank-- 732 00:46:41,963 --> 00:46:43,759 I'll thank you first. 733 00:46:43,828 --> 00:46:47,931 Okay, I would like to thank Carrie. 734 00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:49,063 Annie Cwauk. 735 00:46:49,131 --> 00:46:50,734 Annie Cwauk. 736 00:47:12,159 --> 00:47:17,127 my own tonight 737 00:47:29,513 --> 00:47:31,245 Sorry, what was that? 738 00:47:31,314 --> 00:47:32,207 Fatigue. 739 00:47:32,276 --> 00:47:34,477 That's what I was thinking. 740 00:47:41,155 --> 00:47:44,116 I don't think it sings very well. 741 00:47:44,185 --> 00:47:45,654 Okay. 742 00:47:45,722 --> 00:47:49,690 Well, I could do a solo over what you're playing. 743 00:47:50,832 --> 00:47:52,396 Okay. 744 00:47:56,168 --> 00:48:00,133 - You know. - 745 00:48:00,201 --> 00:48:05,512 Like a... 746 00:48:05,581 --> 00:48:06,972 You know what? 747 00:48:07,041 --> 00:48:08,980 Honestly, I think I should just work on this song 748 00:48:09,049 --> 00:48:11,748 by myself for a little bit. 749 00:48:11,817 --> 00:48:13,756 Okay. 750 00:48:13,824 --> 00:48:16,787 Maybe I'll just write my own song. 751 00:48:16,856 --> 00:48:18,794 For whose movie? 752 00:48:18,862 --> 00:48:20,126 All right, here's your cappuccino, 753 00:48:20,195 --> 00:48:23,189 and I got you some extra guitar picks. 754 00:48:23,257 --> 00:48:24,664 Thank you. 755 00:48:24,733 --> 00:48:26,099 Sorry, who are you? 756 00:48:26,168 --> 00:48:28,997 Oh, Carrie, I got you a new assistant. 757 00:48:29,065 --> 00:48:30,104 This is-- 758 00:48:31,102 --> 00:48:33,131 Kayla. What's up? 759 00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:34,837 Hey. 760 00:48:34,906 --> 00:48:36,273 No, I just thought you could use somebody to hang out with 761 00:48:36,341 --> 00:48:38,948 so you could talk about your dad. 762 00:48:41,617 --> 00:48:42,875 I love dads. 763 00:48:46,050 --> 00:48:46,982 Thanks, Kayla. 764 00:48:47,050 --> 00:48:48,089 Oh, yeah. 765 00:50:24,649 --> 00:50:29,652 lonely winter 766 00:50:49,343 --> 00:50:58,117 blind psychics 767 00:51:15,403 --> 00:51:20,406 lonely winter 768 00:51:23,708 --> 00:51:28,040 lonely winter 769 00:52:31,243 --> 00:52:32,077 I'm gonna miss ya. 770 00:52:32,146 --> 00:52:34,106 Thanks, same here, Brian. 771 00:52:36,412 --> 00:52:37,614 Good times, huh? 772 00:52:37,683 --> 00:52:39,249 Yeah, I really appreciate everything. 773 00:52:39,317 --> 00:52:40,349 Good luck with the uh, 774 00:52:40,417 --> 00:52:41,452 the rest of the tour. 775 00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:42,351 Hey, no problem, good luck to you. 776 00:52:42,420 --> 00:52:43,285 I called the car service, 777 00:52:43,354 --> 00:52:45,119 it should be here soon. 778 00:52:45,188 --> 00:52:46,057 Thanks. 779 00:52:46,126 --> 00:52:48,120 All right, later, dude. 780 00:53:53,324 --> 00:53:54,320 Uncle Pete? 781 00:53:54,389 --> 00:53:56,696 Yep. 782 00:53:56,765 --> 00:53:59,461 I mean, he sounded decent last time we talked. 783 00:53:59,529 --> 00:54:01,928 Well, he's holding up. 784 00:54:01,997 --> 00:54:04,531 Mainly, I think he's just depressed. 785 00:54:04,600 --> 00:54:06,101 You know your dad, 786 00:54:06,170 --> 00:54:08,372 he doesn't like having to count on anybody else for help. 787 00:54:08,441 --> 00:54:09,507 I mean, I tried to visit him 788 00:54:09,576 --> 00:54:10,340 when we went through the Northwest, 789 00:54:10,408 --> 00:54:12,340 but this tour has been 790 00:54:12,409 --> 00:54:13,772 kind of crazy. 791 00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:15,645 Hey, I gotta tell you, 792 00:54:15,713 --> 00:54:19,317 this documentary you're working on, 793 00:54:19,386 --> 00:54:22,348 it's really lifted his spirits. 794 00:54:22,417 --> 00:54:24,557 Now this will be a little embarrassing to hear maybe, 795 00:54:24,626 --> 00:54:27,329 but every doctor and nurse at that hospital 796 00:54:27,397 --> 00:54:31,123 knows all about his daughter, the director. 797 00:54:31,192 --> 00:54:32,961 I have done other things, you know? 798 00:54:33,030 --> 00:54:35,529 I know, I know, but this is different. 799 00:54:35,598 --> 00:54:37,462 This is artistic. 800 00:54:37,531 --> 00:54:38,638 Yes. 801 00:54:38,707 --> 00:54:41,038 He's just bragging a little because he loves ya. 802 00:54:41,107 --> 00:54:42,009 Right. 803 00:54:42,078 --> 00:54:43,411 Your dad, he keeps saying, 804 00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:46,447 I gotta be healthy in time for the premier. 805 00:54:47,645 --> 00:54:50,647 When is the premier, by the way? 806 00:54:50,716 --> 00:54:53,713 Well, we'd have to finish the movie 807 00:54:53,782 --> 00:54:56,017 for there to be a premier. 808 00:54:57,284 --> 00:54:59,521 Well, I guess I'm just here to tell you 809 00:54:59,589 --> 00:55:03,226 to finish your movie. 810 00:55:25,646 --> 00:55:26,685 Annie? 811 00:55:50,704 --> 00:55:51,743 Hi Carrie. 812 00:55:58,551 --> 00:56:01,148 Are you ready to get to work? 813 00:56:02,990 --> 00:56:04,019 Yes. 814 00:56:11,168 --> 00:56:13,369 I want a sensory experience. 815 00:56:14,730 --> 00:56:15,664 I wanna bridge the gap 816 00:56:15,733 --> 00:56:19,341 between audience and performer. 817 00:56:19,410 --> 00:56:21,175 I'm no longer interested in gestures 818 00:56:21,244 --> 00:56:23,472 that come solely from the stage. 819 00:56:23,541 --> 00:56:25,575 The audience cheers, 820 00:56:25,644 --> 00:56:27,446 that's all the gesture you need. 821 00:56:27,514 --> 00:56:29,441 Cheering is born of expectation. 822 00:56:29,509 --> 00:56:32,917 It's the audience performing being an audience. 823 00:56:32,985 --> 00:56:35,519 You're playing the biggest shows of your life, 824 00:56:35,588 --> 00:56:37,015 why do you wanna sabotage it? 825 00:56:37,084 --> 00:56:40,292 I want to disrupt the senses. 826 00:56:40,361 --> 00:56:42,924 How are you gonna do that? 827 00:56:42,992 --> 00:56:46,466 By finally admitting the truth. 828 00:56:46,534 --> 00:56:49,503 That the audience doesn't need me, 829 00:56:49,572 --> 00:56:52,971 I'm just a vessel for their feelings. 830 00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:57,545 Also, this is the only item I'll be selling at my shows. 831 00:57:23,704 --> 00:57:25,366 Say something. 832 00:57:25,435 --> 00:57:26,475 No. 833 00:57:38,381 --> 00:57:41,413 Slipping into this new mode was freeing. 834 00:58:07,912 --> 00:58:10,717 Carrie, give a thought. 835 00:58:10,786 --> 00:58:13,346 How am I gonna learn? 836 00:58:20,128 --> 00:58:24,633 I feel like I'm in, I'm in the failure era of my life, 837 00:58:24,702 --> 00:58:26,628 where people don't like the shit I'm doing. 838 00:58:26,696 --> 00:58:28,569 I'm not joking. 839 00:58:28,638 --> 00:58:31,600 People don't like what I'm doing. 840 00:58:31,669 --> 00:58:32,637 I'm grappling. 841 00:58:32,705 --> 00:58:34,906 But what's weird is I claim, 842 00:58:36,604 --> 00:58:38,744 and I can't even tell if it's real anymore. 843 00:58:38,813 --> 00:58:41,617 I do think that the artist's role, 844 00:58:41,685 --> 00:58:43,585 the writer's role is to thrash around, 845 00:58:43,654 --> 00:58:46,650 to make mistakes, to be out of step. 846 00:58:46,719 --> 00:58:48,819 But then when I am out of step, 847 00:58:48,888 --> 00:58:51,123 -I feel terrible. -Yeah. 848 00:58:51,192 --> 00:58:55,759 You know, when I'm out of step with what people like, 849 00:58:55,827 --> 00:58:58,423 then I feel down on myself. 850 00:58:58,492 --> 00:59:01,402 But I, but philosophically, I think 851 00:59:01,470 --> 00:59:04,402 no, that's how it should be. 852 00:59:04,471 --> 00:59:06,634 I don't know. 853 00:59:06,702 --> 00:59:10,777 I kind of think I just wanna make things with friends. 854 00:59:15,813 --> 00:59:17,509 It's beautiful today. 855 00:59:42,577 --> 00:59:45,042 Hey, Carrie, where's your wig? 856 00:59:50,714 --> 00:59:51,752 CB. 857 00:59:56,853 --> 00:59:58,785 Where's your wig? 858 01:00:24,485 --> 01:00:26,314 We're in this together. 859 01:00:29,883 --> 01:00:30,923 Are we? 860 01:00:31,888 --> 01:00:33,354 Mm-hmm, me and me. 861 01:00:43,768 --> 01:00:44,996 There she is. 862 01:01:10,697 --> 01:01:12,894 Hey, Care, it's Dad. 863 01:01:12,963 --> 01:01:15,233 It's been a rough week, 864 01:01:15,301 --> 01:01:17,364 but your uncle told me that you seemed good. 865 01:01:17,433 --> 01:01:20,766 And I can't wait to see the movie. 866 01:01:20,835 --> 01:01:22,605 Honey, I am just so happy that you're finally 867 01:01:22,674 --> 01:01:27,144 doing the kind of work that you were always meant to do. 868 01:01:48,697 --> 01:01:52,873 Um, so, Annie has asked that I do a formal interview 869 01:01:57,006 --> 01:01:57,836 with the two of you. 870 01:01:57,905 --> 01:01:58,641 Mm-hmm. 871 01:01:58,710 --> 01:01:59,944 Cool, great. 872 01:02:00,013 --> 01:02:01,606 I think it's the first time we've ever 873 01:02:01,675 --> 01:02:03,910 gone on the record about our relationship. 874 01:02:03,979 --> 01:02:05,343 Mm, mm-hmm. 875 01:02:05,412 --> 01:02:06,817 Yeah, well, the live sex act 876 01:02:06,886 --> 01:02:08,279 you had me shoot the other night 877 01:02:08,348 --> 01:02:10,915 felt pretty on the record. 878 01:02:10,984 --> 01:02:12,024 Thanks. 879 01:02:14,529 --> 01:02:15,963 How did you meet? 880 01:02:16,032 --> 01:02:20,263 Oh, well, we connected on a very personal level. 881 01:02:21,866 --> 01:02:23,834 Through our agents. 882 01:02:23,903 --> 01:02:24,837 I wasn't even gay at the time. 883 01:02:24,906 --> 01:02:27,776 Nuh-uh, I turned her gay. 884 01:02:27,844 --> 01:02:30,702 That's very inspirational... for someone. 885 01:02:32,543 --> 01:02:37,313 How do relationships play into the creative process? 886 01:02:37,382 --> 01:02:41,817 So much of what I write is fueled by romance. 887 01:02:41,886 --> 01:02:43,782 The good, the bad. 888 01:02:43,851 --> 01:02:48,026 For example, when I was working on "Mass Seduction," 889 01:02:48,095 --> 01:02:49,992 I was-- you know, I was going through 890 01:02:50,061 --> 01:02:51,832 a really hard time in my life, 891 01:02:51,901 --> 01:02:56,496 but what I learned was that sometimes 892 01:02:56,565 --> 01:02:59,599 you have to go to the depth of despair 893 01:03:01,371 --> 01:03:04,241 in order to extract something true. 894 01:03:05,873 --> 01:03:07,310 I don't think I could even write another record 895 01:03:07,378 --> 01:03:10,644 without having my heart totally ripped out. 896 01:03:10,713 --> 01:03:11,885 Well, maybe you just have to write this next one 897 01:03:11,954 --> 01:03:15,021 about being really happy and content. 898 01:03:17,392 --> 01:03:19,017 Yeah. 899 01:03:19,086 --> 01:03:19,986 Baby? 900 01:03:20,055 --> 01:03:21,056 Mm-hmm. 901 01:03:21,125 --> 01:03:23,755 I wanted to propose something. 902 01:03:25,466 --> 01:03:26,494 What? 903 01:03:27,461 --> 01:03:29,761 Right now? On-- on camera? 904 01:03:31,131 --> 01:03:32,704 Oh my God. 905 01:03:32,772 --> 01:03:34,634 I wanted to propose... 906 01:03:36,910 --> 01:03:39,540 that we break up in a few months. 907 01:03:43,851 --> 01:03:45,714 I know it seems really sudden. 908 01:03:45,783 --> 01:03:46,853 What? 909 01:03:46,922 --> 01:03:49,590 And believe me, I am so happy with you, 910 01:03:49,659 --> 01:03:51,924 it's just that I'm too happy, 911 01:03:51,993 --> 01:03:53,555 and I've got another record to write. 912 01:03:53,623 --> 01:03:56,187 And if I don't, you know, really shake things up, 913 01:03:56,256 --> 01:03:57,457 I'm gonna be-- 914 01:03:57,526 --> 01:03:59,725 - What? - Yeah, I won't be able to... 915 01:04:02,766 --> 01:04:05,565 - Why are you doing this? - We can do it any way you want. 916 01:04:05,634 --> 01:04:07,370 I mean, it doesn't have to be some, like-- 917 01:04:07,438 --> 01:04:10,039 outside a night club or on a red carpet. 918 01:04:10,108 --> 01:04:13,080 It could be just the two of us 919 01:04:13,149 --> 01:04:15,148 in the hotel room just screaming at each other, 920 01:04:15,216 --> 01:04:17,947 or, I don't know, or maybe your parents would come. 921 01:04:18,016 --> 01:04:19,715 No, I don't wanna do that. 922 01:04:19,784 --> 01:04:22,983 You're the only person I have ever wanted to do this with. 923 01:04:23,052 --> 01:04:23,921 This is crazy, 924 01:04:23,990 --> 01:04:24,919 why don't we just break up now? 925 01:04:24,988 --> 01:04:26,053 Let's do that. 926 01:04:26,122 --> 01:04:27,120 - No. - Yeah. 927 01:04:27,189 --> 01:04:28,224 - No. - Yeah. 928 01:04:28,293 --> 01:04:30,058 - Because I love you. - You do? 929 01:04:30,127 --> 01:04:31,061 - Yes. - Really? 930 01:04:31,130 --> 01:04:33,128 Yes. And I'm still on tour. 931 01:04:33,197 --> 01:04:34,295 And I like having you around. 932 01:04:34,363 --> 01:04:37,103 God, Annie that is so fucked up. 933 01:04:41,073 --> 01:04:41,972 I'm sorry if this doesn't align 934 01:04:42,041 --> 01:04:44,077 with your artistic process. 935 01:04:47,846 --> 01:04:48,884 Goodbye, Annie. 936 01:04:50,046 --> 01:04:51,110 St. Vincent. 937 01:04:51,179 --> 01:04:52,945 Dakota, wait. 938 01:04:53,014 --> 01:04:54,180 Hey. 939 01:04:54,249 --> 01:04:55,550 Dakota, don't go. 940 01:04:56,760 --> 01:04:58,223 - I love you. - 941 01:04:59,891 --> 01:05:01,462 That was crazy, 942 01:05:01,531 --> 01:05:02,797 what are you doing? 943 01:05:02,865 --> 01:05:05,000 None of that stays in the film. 944 01:05:05,068 --> 01:05:09,461 Annie, what did you expect to happen? 945 01:05:09,530 --> 01:05:13,666 From now on, I need more say 946 01:05:13,735 --> 01:05:16,868 in how other people are going to act. 947 01:05:18,075 --> 01:05:19,946 It's a documentary. 948 01:05:20,015 --> 01:05:22,143 Okay, well, then let's only document 949 01:05:22,211 --> 01:05:23,875 things I can control. 950 01:05:30,127 --> 01:05:32,190 Hey y'all, and welcome to Texas. 951 01:05:32,259 --> 01:05:35,520 Come on in, y'all want some ice tea? 952 01:05:35,589 --> 01:05:38,697 I grew up surrounded by music. 953 01:05:38,766 --> 01:05:39,995 Annie always stood out, 954 01:05:40,064 --> 01:05:42,064 even among her siblings. 955 01:05:42,133 --> 01:05:44,071 We all had to share a bed, 956 01:05:44,140 --> 01:05:46,034 and she used to sing us to sleep at night. 957 01:05:46,103 --> 01:05:47,703 Voice of an angel. 958 01:05:47,771 --> 01:05:50,043 Annie was the kindest sister I could ever hope for. 959 01:05:50,112 --> 01:05:52,639 Biggest heart out of anybody I know. 960 01:05:52,708 --> 01:05:54,477 And if she hadn't become a musician, 961 01:05:54,546 --> 01:05:56,881 I could've imagined her starting an orphanage. 962 01:05:56,950 --> 01:05:59,080 Or running for president. 963 01:05:59,149 --> 01:06:00,912 Or curing cancer. 964 01:06:02,823 --> 01:06:04,089 If I wasn't with Molly, 965 01:06:04,158 --> 01:06:06,753 I would marry Annie in a heartbeat. 966 01:06:08,164 --> 01:06:11,256 All right, who's ready to shoot some guns? 967 01:06:15,098 --> 01:06:16,671 This is mama. 968 01:06:16,740 --> 01:06:18,930 And this is my stepdad, Ray. 969 01:06:20,504 --> 01:06:22,274 These are my brothers and sisters. 970 01:06:22,342 --> 01:06:25,073 These are my nieces and nephews, aunt and uncle. 971 01:06:25,142 --> 01:06:26,040 Say hi everybody. 972 01:06:26,108 --> 01:06:27,147 Hi. 973 01:06:28,013 --> 01:06:29,111 Lovely to meet you guys. 974 01:06:29,180 --> 01:06:30,183 Please don't roll on this. 975 01:06:30,252 --> 01:06:32,284 No, no, no, get this, it's gonna be good. 976 01:06:32,353 --> 01:06:33,888 Okay, I'm serious, this isn't your real family 977 01:06:33,957 --> 01:06:36,215 so it's not really a documentary. 978 01:06:36,284 --> 01:06:36,954 Oh, hush up. 979 01:06:37,022 --> 01:06:38,087 I'll be so mad at you 980 01:06:38,155 --> 01:06:39,951 if you ruin the song. 981 01:07:10,358 --> 01:07:17,362 with the danger 982 01:07:20,533 --> 01:07:25,502 in the Year of the Tiger 983 01:07:27,639 --> 01:07:32,608 in the Year of the Tiger 984 01:07:34,217 --> 01:07:38,911 in the Year of the Tiger 985 01:07:42,223 --> 01:07:44,257 - 986 01:07:48,560 --> 01:07:52,529 can I owe you one 987 01:08:05,347 --> 01:08:10,185 in the Year of the Tiger 988 01:08:10,253 --> 01:08:15,289 in the Year of the Tiger 989 01:08:15,357 --> 01:08:19,986 in the Year of the Tiger 990 01:08:20,054 --> 01:08:24,622 in the Year of the Tiger 991 01:08:45,788 --> 01:08:47,886 My famous pecan pie. 992 01:08:49,952 --> 01:08:51,322 Famous for being the first one you ever baked. 993 01:08:51,391 --> 01:08:53,091 Famous in that it won the blue ribbon 994 01:08:53,160 --> 01:08:55,727 at the 1998 Texas state fair. 995 01:08:55,796 --> 01:08:57,323 I bet. 996 01:08:57,392 --> 01:08:58,326 To Annie's pie. 997 01:08:58,394 --> 01:09:00,168 To Annie's pie. 998 01:09:01,961 --> 01:09:02,669 What y'all waiting for? 999 01:09:02,737 --> 01:09:03,765 Chow down. 1000 01:09:10,304 --> 01:09:11,344 So good. 1001 01:09:18,479 --> 01:09:19,946 So good. 1002 01:09:42,708 --> 01:09:47,211 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't, I can't. 1003 01:09:47,280 --> 01:09:48,275 Really, great to meet y'all. 1004 01:09:48,343 --> 01:09:49,382 Honestly. 1005 01:09:52,148 --> 01:09:53,188 CB. 1006 01:09:56,350 --> 01:09:57,482 CB. 1007 01:09:57,551 --> 01:09:58,319 Hey, hey, hey. 1008 01:09:58,388 --> 01:09:59,384 Wait, wait, wait. 1009 01:09:59,453 --> 01:10:00,290 What? 1010 01:10:00,359 --> 01:10:02,288 Hey, this is your documentary. 1011 01:10:02,357 --> 01:10:02,991 Is it? 1012 01:10:03,060 --> 01:10:03,930 Yes. 1013 01:10:03,999 --> 01:10:06,394 All of this was your idea. 1014 01:10:06,463 --> 01:10:07,834 None of this was my idea. 1015 01:10:07,903 --> 01:10:09,303 My idea was to make you 1016 01:10:09,371 --> 01:10:11,301 and the film just a little more interesting, 1017 01:10:11,370 --> 01:10:12,170 but you would still be yourself, 1018 01:10:12,239 --> 01:10:14,302 not playing some stupid role. 1019 01:10:14,371 --> 01:10:15,399 I'm not playing a role. 1020 01:10:15,468 --> 01:10:16,508 Are you? 1021 01:10:18,511 --> 01:10:20,340 Annie, I shouldn't even be here, 1022 01:10:20,409 --> 01:10:21,447 my dad's sick. 1023 01:10:23,146 --> 01:10:24,175 CB. 1024 01:10:26,579 --> 01:10:27,618 I'm sorry. 1025 01:10:29,859 --> 01:10:31,688 We're in this together. 1026 01:10:34,363 --> 01:10:37,364 I don't want this to be hard on you. 1027 01:10:39,660 --> 01:10:41,236 But this is who I am. 1028 01:10:43,429 --> 01:10:45,504 Why don't you come on inside, 1029 01:10:45,572 --> 01:10:49,035 partake in a little Clark family ritual? 1030 01:11:03,418 --> 01:11:08,492 It can be hard when you are trying to create something new 1031 01:11:08,561 --> 01:11:11,398 and other people doubt your intentions. 1032 01:11:21,311 --> 01:11:23,645 Here I was zeroing in on big themes, 1033 01:11:23,713 --> 01:11:24,741 big ideas. 1034 01:11:25,772 --> 01:11:27,143 One more song. 1035 01:11:27,212 --> 01:11:28,581 One more song. 1036 01:11:28,650 --> 01:11:31,709 I had pushed Annie to the breaking point. 1037 01:11:31,778 --> 01:11:33,178 I guess I didn't realize 1038 01:11:33,247 --> 01:11:36,324 that I had pushed other people there as well. 1039 01:11:44,296 --> 01:11:46,257 CB, where are we going? 1040 01:11:49,496 --> 01:11:50,536 CB? 1041 01:11:54,568 --> 01:11:55,607 All right. 1042 01:11:56,405 --> 01:11:57,578 Okay. 1043 01:11:57,647 --> 01:11:59,536 Come on. 1044 01:11:59,605 --> 01:12:00,207 Careful. 1045 01:12:00,276 --> 01:12:01,316 Careful. 1046 01:12:05,615 --> 01:12:06,382 I'm not over dressed am I? 1047 01:12:06,450 --> 01:12:08,356 Just a little further. 1048 01:12:09,288 --> 01:12:10,089 Just a little further. 1049 01:12:10,158 --> 01:12:11,450 Careful, careful, careful. 1050 01:12:11,519 --> 01:12:12,418 Okay. 1051 01:12:12,487 --> 01:12:13,526 Okay. 1052 01:12:14,625 --> 01:12:17,288 You can take your blindfold off. 1053 01:12:23,536 --> 01:12:27,241 I thought we could visit your dad. 1054 01:12:27,310 --> 01:12:29,441 Annie, do you know how rare it is 1055 01:12:29,509 --> 01:12:32,070 for them to allow filming inside? 1056 01:12:32,138 --> 01:12:33,611 But they made an exception for us, 1057 01:12:33,680 --> 01:12:36,582 'cause someone in there is a huge fan. 1058 01:12:39,653 --> 01:12:43,314 Okay, go ahead and tell us what you're feeling. 1059 01:12:46,827 --> 01:12:49,563 You wanna go ahead and tell us what you're thinking? 1060 01:12:49,631 --> 01:12:52,165 I'm thinking I don't know why the fuck we're here. 1061 01:12:52,234 --> 01:12:53,657 We're here because I feel like 1062 01:12:53,726 --> 01:12:56,567 I can't elicit anything authentic from you anymore, okay? 1063 01:12:56,635 --> 01:12:57,669 And I wanted to get something raw. 1064 01:12:57,738 --> 01:13:00,569 So whatever you're feeling right now is okay. 1065 01:13:00,638 --> 01:13:01,776 What I'm feeling, that's okay? 1066 01:13:01,844 --> 01:13:03,610 Thank you. 1067 01:13:03,679 --> 01:13:07,444 Seriously, this is great, just go with it. 1068 01:13:07,513 --> 01:13:09,110 But this is fucking bullshit. 1069 01:13:09,179 --> 01:13:12,578 Annie, this is what we've been trying to get at, 1070 01:13:12,647 --> 01:13:14,418 dirt, grit. 1071 01:13:14,487 --> 01:13:15,683 I mean nothing basic or boring, 1072 01:13:15,752 --> 01:13:18,018 but also nothing contrived. 1073 01:13:18,087 --> 01:13:21,521 Oh yeah, this feels very spontaneous. 1074 01:13:21,590 --> 01:13:22,457 Okay, fine. 1075 01:13:22,526 --> 01:13:24,131 I guess, whatever. 1076 01:13:24,200 --> 01:13:25,527 Okay, we don't have to go in. 1077 01:13:25,595 --> 01:13:27,358 We got something real. 1078 01:13:29,403 --> 01:13:30,667 You know what, I'm very aware 1079 01:13:30,735 --> 01:13:33,635 that the world is full of cruelty, 1080 01:13:33,704 --> 01:13:35,535 and pain and garbage, okay, 1081 01:13:35,604 --> 01:13:36,473 I know that. 1082 01:13:36,542 --> 01:13:39,112 And that's why I make music, 1083 01:13:39,181 --> 01:13:42,714 to get away from... this. 1084 01:13:42,782 --> 01:13:44,714 You can't make the whole thing up 1085 01:13:44,782 --> 01:13:47,620 and expect people to buy into it. 1086 01:13:47,689 --> 01:13:51,552 Well then I wanna make another kind of film. 1087 01:17:35,344 --> 01:17:38,111 and sandwiches 1088 01:17:44,650 --> 01:17:47,757 the burning sand 1089 01:17:58,432 --> 01:18:03,038 and no one wins 1090 01:18:03,107 --> 01:18:08,878 days are spent 1091 01:19:09,603 --> 01:19:13,441 you'd end up here 1092 01:19:13,510 --> 01:19:18,013 for years to see you 1093 01:19:32,727 --> 01:19:37,332 of your mama's tears 1094 01:20:14,975 --> 01:20:17,101 and no one wins 1095 01:20:17,170 --> 01:20:17,869 Cut. 1096 01:20:17,938 --> 01:20:18,938 Cut. 1097 01:20:20,973 --> 01:20:23,749 Hey, CB, I thought that one was actually really good. 1098 01:20:23,817 --> 01:20:26,847 Yeah, it looked great, nice job. 1099 01:20:26,916 --> 01:20:27,751 What's wrong? 1100 01:20:27,820 --> 01:20:29,022 Well, it just feels weird 1101 01:20:29,091 --> 01:20:31,955 to watch you perform a song we wrote together solo. 1102 01:20:32,024 --> 01:20:33,287 Hey, do you guys have a minute? 1103 01:20:33,356 --> 01:20:34,585 I just wanted to show you the options 1104 01:20:34,654 --> 01:20:35,790 for the role of director for tomorrow. 1105 01:20:35,859 --> 01:20:36,793 Oh, perfect. 1106 01:20:36,862 --> 01:20:37,894 CB, I hope you don't mind, 1107 01:20:37,963 --> 01:20:39,565 but I asked Kayla to help us out 1108 01:20:39,634 --> 01:20:41,064 with casting the director. 1109 01:20:41,132 --> 01:20:42,529 Honestly, I would have asked you, 1110 01:20:42,597 --> 01:20:44,532 but you were so busy with your shot list. 1111 01:20:44,601 --> 01:20:46,867 I thought you wanted me to be in the narrative film. 1112 01:20:46,936 --> 01:20:48,205 Oh, no, I do, 1113 01:20:48,273 --> 01:20:51,076 just, you know, played by some exquisite. 1114 01:20:55,783 --> 01:20:58,050 You're fired as my assistant. 1115 01:21:00,020 --> 01:21:03,550 Oh, no, I don't think you can fire me, 1116 01:21:03,619 --> 01:21:05,086 'cause I've just been playing your assistant. 1117 01:21:05,155 --> 01:21:07,092 You know, like I'm an actor. 1118 01:21:09,465 --> 01:21:11,030 Wait, I'm confused. 1119 01:21:12,129 --> 01:21:14,631 I thought that Annie hired you. 1120 01:21:19,173 --> 01:21:22,833 I don't think I know what we're doing anymore. 1121 01:21:34,487 --> 01:21:35,516 Dad? 1122 01:21:37,583 --> 01:21:39,553 Are you a part of this, too? 1123 01:21:40,823 --> 01:21:42,026 Guilty. 1124 01:21:42,095 --> 01:21:43,762 Wait, does that mean you're not sick? 1125 01:21:43,831 --> 01:21:44,994 No, no, no, no, I'm very sick, 1126 01:21:45,063 --> 01:21:49,270 it's just I'm not your dad. 1127 01:22:11,254 --> 01:22:13,884 CB, what don't you understand? 1128 01:22:40,322 --> 01:22:41,351 Get in. 1129 01:23:13,990 --> 01:23:17,689 I'm sorry, I felt really out of it. 1130 01:23:17,758 --> 01:23:19,549 Maybe you're just tired. 1131 01:23:19,618 --> 01:23:22,557 No, I feel out of control. 1132 01:23:26,164 --> 01:23:28,233 I feel completely subsumed. 1133 01:23:29,798 --> 01:23:32,400 It always takes sacrifice to create something. 1134 01:23:32,469 --> 01:23:34,133 Can we have a normal conversation? 1135 01:23:34,201 --> 01:23:35,068 Of course. 1136 01:23:35,137 --> 01:23:36,940 What is this? 1137 01:23:37,008 --> 01:23:39,072 Who else would we be? 1138 01:23:39,141 --> 01:23:40,179 I'm not sure. 1139 01:23:41,443 --> 01:23:43,109 I don't know who you are anymore. 1140 01:23:43,178 --> 01:23:44,744 I know who I am. 1141 01:23:44,813 --> 01:23:48,220 What does it matter if anybody else does? 1142 01:23:48,288 --> 01:23:51,150 What story did you think we were trying to tell? 1143 01:23:51,219 --> 01:23:52,482 Your story. 1144 01:23:52,551 --> 01:23:53,984 This is my story. 1145 01:23:55,562 --> 01:23:58,257 I thought the point was for people to get to know you. 1146 01:23:58,326 --> 01:24:00,595 And now they will. 1147 01:24:00,663 --> 01:24:04,665 CB, are you sure it's me you can no longer find? 1148 01:24:13,241 --> 01:24:14,239 Stop the car. 1149 01:24:14,308 --> 01:24:15,346 Stop the car. 1150 01:25:33,795 --> 01:25:35,094 Don't get me wrong, 1151 01:25:35,163 --> 01:25:37,923 I do feel bad about what happened. 1152 01:25:39,166 --> 01:25:40,063 And it's a shame we'll never finish 1153 01:25:40,132 --> 01:25:42,092 the movie that we started, 1154 01:25:43,333 --> 01:25:44,265 but I think she lost sight 1155 01:25:44,333 --> 01:25:46,096 of what we were doing, 1156 01:25:47,743 --> 01:25:49,176 whereas I never did. 1157 01:25:55,348 --> 01:25:59,514 and no one wins 1158 01:25:59,583 --> 01:26:03,088 days are spent 1159 01:26:26,381 --> 01:26:32,318 where are you now 1160 01:26:32,387 --> 01:26:37,389 where are you now 1161 01:26:40,362 --> 01:26:45,364 where are you now 1162 01:26:48,401 --> 01:26:53,163 where are you 1163 01:28:13,653 --> 01:28:18,750 doesn't change dies 1164 01:28:24,498 --> 01:28:29,501 on this ride