1 00:00:13,013 --> 00:00:15,015 ♪ ♪ 2 00:00:27,903 --> 00:00:32,908 MAN: This is a tale of a mad scientist. 3 00:00:32,950 --> 00:00:35,161 And the last time I tried to solve 4 00:00:35,202 --> 00:00:36,704 the mysteries of the universe. 5 00:00:36,746 --> 00:00:38,748 (heart beating slowly) 6 00:00:41,041 --> 00:00:43,669 I think it hit the ground 37 minutes ago, 7 00:00:43,711 --> 00:00:46,255 but my mind hasn't caught up to that yet. 8 00:00:46,297 --> 00:00:49,425 For me, it's still falling. 9 00:00:49,467 --> 00:00:52,636 Falling for that second. 10 00:00:52,678 --> 00:00:54,889 Or falling for an eternity. 11 00:00:54,930 --> 00:00:57,141 I can't tell anymore. 12 00:00:57,183 --> 00:00:59,185 ♪ ♪ 13 00:01:01,270 --> 00:01:02,980 (glass shatters) 14 00:01:03,022 --> 00:01:04,982 Tried to solve the mysteries of the universe? 15 00:01:05,024 --> 00:01:06,567 Succeeded. 16 00:01:06,609 --> 00:01:08,486 The last time I succeeded 17 00:01:08,527 --> 00:01:11,489 and broke through time and space into another dimension. 18 00:01:11,530 --> 00:01:13,324 But that's the end. 19 00:01:13,365 --> 00:01:15,534 And I'm a fool, starting at the end, 20 00:01:15,576 --> 00:01:17,495 when I should begin at the beginning. 21 00:01:17,536 --> 00:01:19,371 My beginning. 22 00:01:19,413 --> 00:01:20,915 That kid right there? 23 00:01:20,956 --> 00:01:21,916 That's me. 24 00:01:21,957 --> 00:01:22,917 Jack Parsons. 25 00:01:22,958 --> 00:01:24,251 Age eight. 26 00:01:24,293 --> 00:01:25,753 I liked math. 27 00:01:25,795 --> 00:01:27,797 And I was damn good at it. 28 00:01:27,838 --> 00:01:29,715 But I loved magick. 29 00:01:29,757 --> 00:01:32,009 Honest-to-God magick. 30 00:01:32,051 --> 00:01:33,719 Breaking dimensional barriers, 31 00:01:33,761 --> 00:01:36,806 infusing power and summoning demons. 32 00:01:39,266 --> 00:01:41,268 Choronzon be. 33 00:01:41,310 --> 00:01:43,020 Vessal I. 34 00:01:43,062 --> 00:01:45,314 Choronzon be. 35 00:01:45,356 --> 00:01:47,399 -(indistinct whispering) -Vessal I. 36 00:01:47,441 --> 00:01:50,486 Choronzon be. 37 00:01:52,780 --> 00:01:54,990 JACK: I know. It sounds crazy. 38 00:01:55,032 --> 00:01:57,368 Would it make you feel better knowing that I helped create 39 00:01:57,409 --> 00:01:59,578 the first rockets made for space exploration... 40 00:02:02,790 --> 00:02:04,333 ...at a time when even saying that would get you 41 00:02:04,375 --> 00:02:05,751 laughed out of a room full of scientists 42 00:02:05,793 --> 00:02:08,462 as fast as saying I summoned the devil? 43 00:02:08,504 --> 00:02:10,631 (cackling) 44 00:02:10,673 --> 00:02:13,050 Both equally science fiction in 1922. 45 00:02:13,092 --> 00:02:14,760 (radio signal warbles) 46 00:02:14,802 --> 00:02:17,888 Not good enough? 47 00:02:17,930 --> 00:02:20,391 Give me 30 seconds and I will prove it to you. 48 00:02:20,432 --> 00:02:22,726 Scientifically. 49 00:02:22,768 --> 00:02:24,687 A demon. 50 00:02:24,728 --> 00:02:26,730 Cha El mi. 51 00:02:27,773 --> 00:02:30,150 Cha El mi. 52 00:02:30,192 --> 00:02:32,611 Cha El mi. 53 00:02:34,071 --> 00:02:36,407 Cha El mi. 54 00:02:36,448 --> 00:02:39,451 -Cha El mi. -(indistinct whispering) 55 00:02:39,493 --> 00:02:42,371 JACK: The thing is, I don't have a lot of time right now, 56 00:02:42,413 --> 00:02:44,081 because I dropped the beaker. 57 00:02:44,123 --> 00:02:45,791 So I need you to open your mind 58 00:02:45,833 --> 00:02:47,334 and listen just a little bit deeper 59 00:02:47,376 --> 00:02:49,587 to the tides that roll across the universe. 60 00:02:49,628 --> 00:02:51,630 Step inside my mind. 61 00:02:55,259 --> 00:02:56,802 And though this story starts in hell... 62 00:02:56,844 --> 00:02:58,888 (creature roaring) 63 00:02:58,929 --> 00:03:02,016 ...it ends in heaven. 64 00:03:04,268 --> 00:03:06,562 ♪ ♪ 65 00:03:38,552 --> 00:03:40,179 Hey, Jack. How much longer? 66 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:43,641 I prefer not to blow myself up when it launches. 67 00:03:43,682 --> 00:03:45,351 So maybe give me five more minutes, Eddie? 68 00:03:45,392 --> 00:03:47,186 FORMAN: Hey, hey, hey, hey, if I could blow myself... 69 00:03:47,227 --> 00:03:49,396 Edward, language. 70 00:03:49,438 --> 00:03:51,023 We're not sailors. 71 00:03:51,065 --> 00:03:52,775 You sure about that, Frankie? Huh? 72 00:03:52,816 --> 00:03:54,318 Space sailors. 73 00:03:54,360 --> 00:03:55,778 Huh. Is that what we're gonna call them? 74 00:03:55,819 --> 00:03:57,279 FORMAN: You got a better idea? 75 00:03:57,321 --> 00:03:59,156 Well, cosmos travelers, maybe. 76 00:03:59,198 --> 00:04:01,408 Space sailors, man. 77 00:04:01,450 --> 00:04:05,162 Meh. Jack's right. Cosmonauts. 78 00:04:05,204 --> 00:04:07,831 Oh, you, Frank? Really? 79 00:04:07,873 --> 00:04:09,249 Thought you didn't believe 80 00:04:09,291 --> 00:04:11,085 we could go from the Earth to the Moon. 81 00:04:11,126 --> 00:04:12,211 MALINA: I didn't say I wanted to go. 82 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:14,088 I want a rocket that will. 83 00:04:14,129 --> 00:04:15,798 And just because Jules Verne says 84 00:04:15,839 --> 00:04:17,758 we can travel through space doesn't mean we can. 85 00:04:17,800 --> 00:04:19,385 Yeah, well, I tell you what, pal, when I get to the Moon, 86 00:04:19,426 --> 00:04:21,470 I'll send you a postcard. 87 00:04:21,512 --> 00:04:23,389 We're doin' this today, right? 88 00:04:23,430 --> 00:04:25,349 Yeah, yeah, you jackass. 89 00:04:25,391 --> 00:04:27,726 -Yeah. -All... done. 90 00:04:34,274 --> 00:04:36,110 You're a little close there, Jackie boy. 91 00:04:36,151 --> 00:04:38,612 That's all the cord I could sneak out of Caltech. 92 00:04:41,532 --> 00:04:43,033 At least shield your eyes, Parsons. 93 00:04:43,075 --> 00:04:45,119 Shield my eyes? 94 00:04:45,160 --> 00:04:48,622 If I did that, how could I see this beaut take flight? 95 00:04:53,293 --> 00:04:55,754 (chuckles) 96 00:04:55,796 --> 00:04:57,464 JACK: It was a beautiful sight. 97 00:04:57,506 --> 00:04:59,258 Flying higher and higher. 98 00:04:59,299 --> 00:05:01,802 I knew then that we'd make it to the stars. 99 00:05:01,844 --> 00:05:04,013 It looks like an angel. 100 00:05:04,054 --> 00:05:05,764 An angel? 101 00:05:05,806 --> 00:05:08,392 Jesus Christ, man, what the hell are you drinking? 102 00:05:08,434 --> 00:05:09,727 (chuckles) 103 00:05:09,768 --> 00:05:11,895 JACK: My first angel at age 22. 104 00:05:11,937 --> 00:05:14,690 Still 14 years behind my first demon, 105 00:05:14,732 --> 00:05:17,317 but my friends didn't need to know that. 106 00:05:17,359 --> 00:05:19,778 From the Earth to the Moon. 107 00:05:21,905 --> 00:05:23,365 ♪ ♪ 108 00:05:23,407 --> 00:05:26,118 JACK: I grew up in the age of Jules Verne, 109 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:27,703 Flash Gordon and Buck Rogers. 110 00:05:27,745 --> 00:05:29,997 And I helped birth the space program. 111 00:05:30,039 --> 00:05:34,168 You see, in the '20s, rocket science had a faith problem. 112 00:05:34,209 --> 00:05:36,003 Funny, right? 113 00:05:36,045 --> 00:05:37,838 A lot of very smart people didn't believe 114 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:39,506 that we could create a combination 115 00:05:39,548 --> 00:05:41,508 of solid and liquid fuel, fused with metal, 116 00:05:41,550 --> 00:05:44,053 that could bust through the gravity well. 117 00:05:44,094 --> 00:05:45,763 But I knew we could. 118 00:05:45,804 --> 00:05:48,182 So did those two guys bumping gums back there: 119 00:05:48,223 --> 00:05:51,643 Edward Forman and Frank Malina. 120 00:05:51,685 --> 00:05:52,978 But we couldn't even tell the scientists 121 00:05:53,020 --> 00:05:54,646 at Caltech the truth: 122 00:05:54,688 --> 00:05:57,441 that we wanted to launch rockets into space. 123 00:05:57,483 --> 00:05:59,693 Because those learned men would've laughed at us 124 00:05:59,735 --> 00:06:02,279 the way you laughed at me when I told you I summoned a demon. 125 00:06:04,198 --> 00:06:06,366 So how did I get my job at Caltech? 126 00:06:06,408 --> 00:06:07,910 We had an in. 127 00:06:07,951 --> 00:06:09,078 Frankie worked for Theodore von Kármán, 128 00:06:09,119 --> 00:06:10,329 a leading rocket scientist. 129 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:12,247 Von Kármán lived in Hungary, 130 00:06:12,289 --> 00:06:13,791 but in 1930, he got worried 131 00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:15,709 about the rise of anti-intellectualism 132 00:06:15,751 --> 00:06:17,127 and took off for America. 133 00:06:17,169 --> 00:06:18,962 -(cheering) -Good for us. 134 00:06:19,004 --> 00:06:20,297 Not so good for the Nazis. 135 00:06:20,339 --> 00:06:22,382 (gunshot) 136 00:06:22,424 --> 00:06:24,885 Von Kármán ran Caltech's aeronautical lab, 137 00:06:24,927 --> 00:06:26,970 which became Aerojet, 138 00:06:27,012 --> 00:06:29,348 which then became the Jet Propulsion Laboratory. 139 00:06:29,389 --> 00:06:31,350 JPL. 140 00:06:31,391 --> 00:06:34,436 If we ever get something out probing the universe, 141 00:06:34,478 --> 00:06:37,981 you gotta give us boys at JPL some credit. 142 00:06:38,023 --> 00:06:40,359 Once we launched Frankie's angel in the canyon, 143 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:42,653 they stopped laughing and told us to start launching 144 00:06:42,694 --> 00:06:45,531 at a test facility outside Caltech. 145 00:06:45,572 --> 00:06:48,492 Most of the time, our rockets blew up on the launchpad. 146 00:06:48,534 --> 00:06:53,497 So they started calling us the Suicide Squad. 147 00:06:53,539 --> 00:06:54,790 (chuckles) 148 00:06:54,832 --> 00:06:57,626 I liked that. 149 00:06:57,668 --> 00:06:59,586 (laughing): Oh, my God, man. 150 00:06:59,628 --> 00:07:01,588 That is-- No, that's not cool. 151 00:07:01,630 --> 00:07:03,090 -Ridiculous. -Okay. 152 00:07:03,132 --> 00:07:04,925 Come on, let's do this. We gotta go. 153 00:07:04,967 --> 00:07:06,468 (sighs) Ay, yep. 154 00:07:08,178 --> 00:07:10,472 MALINA: That's the third one down. 155 00:07:10,514 --> 00:07:11,807 We should call it a day. 156 00:07:11,849 --> 00:07:13,600 Fourth rocket's just gonna blow up, too, 157 00:07:13,642 --> 00:07:15,144 so what's the point? 158 00:07:15,185 --> 00:07:17,187 Because we can. Jack? 159 00:07:17,229 --> 00:07:19,731 Hold on, let me try something. 160 00:07:23,861 --> 00:07:26,530 Oh, uh, Jack... maybe... maybe not now. 161 00:07:26,572 --> 00:07:28,574 ♪ ♪ 162 00:07:31,368 --> 00:07:34,454 My will is manifest. 163 00:07:34,496 --> 00:07:36,290 My will is flight. 164 00:07:36,331 --> 00:07:38,834 My will is manifest. 165 00:07:38,876 --> 00:07:41,587 My will is flight. 166 00:07:41,628 --> 00:07:44,298 -(indistinct whispering) -My will is manifest. 167 00:07:44,339 --> 00:07:46,049 My will is flight. 168 00:07:46,091 --> 00:07:49,136 My will is manifest. 169 00:07:49,178 --> 00:07:51,430 My will is flight. 170 00:07:51,471 --> 00:07:54,975 It-It's a spell. (sniffs) 171 00:07:55,017 --> 00:07:57,311 Yep, that's, uh... that's his thing. 172 00:07:57,352 --> 00:07:58,937 Just let him. 173 00:07:58,979 --> 00:08:00,606 -Seriously? -FORMAN: Yeah. 174 00:08:00,647 --> 00:08:01,648 (laughs) 175 00:08:03,275 --> 00:08:06,737 When we started this, did anybody believe 176 00:08:06,778 --> 00:08:08,906 we could launch a rocket? Huh? 177 00:08:10,782 --> 00:08:13,285 (breathing heavily) Come on. 178 00:08:13,327 --> 00:08:15,495 (exhales) 179 00:08:15,537 --> 00:08:19,374 JACK: My will is manifest. 180 00:08:19,416 --> 00:08:21,877 My will is flight. 181 00:08:21,919 --> 00:08:24,546 -(indistinct whispering) -My will is manifest. 182 00:08:24,588 --> 00:08:28,133 Nuit, I beseech you! 183 00:08:35,098 --> 00:08:38,810 If it works, boys, it works. 184 00:08:38,852 --> 00:08:42,022 JACK: And, boy, did it work. 185 00:08:42,064 --> 00:08:44,066 Right up until it didn't. 186 00:08:45,734 --> 00:08:48,779 Like I said, I was still learning my spellcraft. 187 00:08:49,821 --> 00:08:53,200 But then, 100 feet up... 188 00:08:57,621 --> 00:08:59,706 Did you see her? 189 00:08:59,748 --> 00:09:00,707 Who? 190 00:09:00,749 --> 00:09:03,627 Her. I-In red. 191 00:09:03,669 --> 00:09:05,212 Her who? 192 00:09:07,798 --> 00:09:08,966 JACK: Her... 193 00:09:10,467 --> 00:09:11,927 Th-This is crazy. 194 00:09:11,969 --> 00:09:13,804 There's no such thing as magick. 195 00:09:13,845 --> 00:09:16,515 And five years ago, there was no such thing as rockets. 196 00:09:16,556 --> 00:09:18,809 Fiction becomes fact. 197 00:09:18,850 --> 00:09:21,019 (stammers) E-Eddie. 198 00:09:21,061 --> 00:09:22,521 Look, man, all I saw 199 00:09:22,562 --> 00:09:24,231 was a rocket go up, explode, 200 00:09:24,273 --> 00:09:26,525 then come back down. You know, gravity. 201 00:09:26,566 --> 00:09:29,736 Gravity. W-We can all agree on gravity, at least, right? 202 00:09:29,778 --> 00:09:32,906 MALINA: I'm not so sure about this whole spell thing. 203 00:09:32,948 --> 00:09:34,408 It's childish, Jack. 204 00:09:34,449 --> 00:09:38,578 You know, maybe you should find something else for your magick. 205 00:09:41,456 --> 00:09:46,712 JACK: I only saw red, but I felt... 206 00:09:46,753 --> 00:09:48,755 her. 207 00:09:53,885 --> 00:09:55,554 I was only eight. 208 00:09:55,595 --> 00:09:58,724 I knew science was part of what I was looking for. 209 00:09:58,765 --> 00:10:01,977 And science fiction that would become science fact. 210 00:10:04,896 --> 00:10:09,860 But still, something more was needed... 211 00:10:09,901 --> 00:10:11,153 magick. Spells. 212 00:10:11,194 --> 00:10:12,487 There was truth in those pages. 213 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:14,448 Truth in magick. 214 00:10:15,490 --> 00:10:17,617 But that wasn't enough. 215 00:10:17,659 --> 00:10:21,163 I had opened a window and seen a devil and an angel. 216 00:10:21,204 --> 00:10:23,123 But I needed more than a window. 217 00:10:23,165 --> 00:10:25,792 At the time, I didn't know what that meant. 218 00:10:25,834 --> 00:10:28,211 A window to what? To where? 219 00:10:28,253 --> 00:10:29,963 I was missing something 220 00:10:30,005 --> 00:10:32,674 and couldn't figure out what. 221 00:10:32,716 --> 00:10:35,427 My home. The Parsonage. 222 00:10:35,469 --> 00:10:40,349 A haven for artists, followers and believers. 223 00:10:40,390 --> 00:10:44,603 After I read my first Equinox magazine, 224 00:10:44,644 --> 00:10:46,063 I started writing letters 225 00:10:46,104 --> 00:10:47,856 to the leader of the Thelema Church, 226 00:10:47,898 --> 00:10:49,608 Aleister Crowley. 227 00:10:49,649 --> 00:10:51,651 (groans) 228 00:10:57,032 --> 00:11:01,119 Aleister Crowley was known as the wickedest man in the world. 229 00:11:01,161 --> 00:11:05,123 "Do what thou wilt" was his driving mantra. 230 00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:08,627 He believed that all people had to follow their true Will 231 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:11,129 with a capital "W." 232 00:11:11,171 --> 00:11:14,341 He believed it so much that he created an entire religion 233 00:11:14,383 --> 00:11:16,176 around that simple concept, 234 00:11:16,218 --> 00:11:20,013 taking ideas from a bunch of other religions: 235 00:11:20,055 --> 00:11:23,642 Judaism, Christianity, Classical Grecian 236 00:11:23,683 --> 00:11:25,727 and a whole ton of Paganism mixed with Egyptian gods 237 00:11:25,769 --> 00:11:29,314 to create his brand-new spiritual philosophy 238 00:11:29,356 --> 00:11:31,650 called Thelema. 239 00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,944 He presided over a Gnostic mass, 240 00:11:33,985 --> 00:11:35,946 which was a lot like Roman Catholic mass 241 00:11:35,987 --> 00:11:37,656 but aimed at different gods. 242 00:11:37,697 --> 00:11:41,076 And sex was a sacrament. 243 00:11:41,118 --> 00:11:44,121 Better than eating a piece of bread 244 00:11:44,162 --> 00:11:47,624 that was supposed to be the flesh of God, if you ask me. 245 00:11:47,666 --> 00:11:49,209 Press didn't know what to make of the guy 246 00:11:49,251 --> 00:11:50,919 and his new religion, 247 00:11:50,961 --> 00:11:52,671 so they named it devil worship and called it a day. 248 00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:55,340 But it was so much more than that. 249 00:11:55,382 --> 00:11:58,135 Thelema was more Egyptian philosophy 250 00:11:58,176 --> 00:12:00,220 than Satanic sex cult. 251 00:12:00,262 --> 00:12:02,681 I officially converted when I was 24. 252 00:12:02,722 --> 00:12:06,393 Easy choice. Sex over of cannibalism. 253 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:16,570 "Thrice Illuminated, 254 00:12:16,611 --> 00:12:19,656 "Thrice Illustrious 255 00:12:19,698 --> 00:12:23,952 and very dear Brother." 256 00:12:23,994 --> 00:12:26,455 I never actually met the guy, 257 00:12:26,496 --> 00:12:29,249 not even once in my entire life, 258 00:12:29,291 --> 00:12:31,084 but we corresponded so many times 259 00:12:31,126 --> 00:12:33,378 right up until he died in 1947, 260 00:12:33,420 --> 00:12:36,173 that I felt like I was there in London 261 00:12:36,214 --> 00:12:41,511 or he was here in Hollywood with me. 262 00:12:43,346 --> 00:12:45,974 (gasps) Magick. 263 00:12:46,016 --> 00:12:48,226 CROWLEY: Is that your Will, Jack? 264 00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:50,520 Magick? 265 00:12:50,562 --> 00:12:51,980 And science. 266 00:12:52,022 --> 00:12:53,982 Together. They must be together. 267 00:12:54,024 --> 00:12:56,568 Magick is Will. 268 00:12:56,610 --> 00:12:58,695 Thelema is Will. 269 00:12:58,737 --> 00:13:02,949 Science is held to different laws. 270 00:13:02,991 --> 00:13:05,744 You cannot Will a rocket into space. 271 00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:08,747 Oh, but I did. 272 00:13:08,788 --> 00:13:10,957 Go on. 273 00:13:10,999 --> 00:13:13,168 Just like when I was eight and summoned the Choronzon. 274 00:13:13,210 --> 00:13:14,753 Something. 275 00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:17,839 You summoned something. 276 00:13:17,881 --> 00:13:22,761 When I was a young man, I summoned Satan. 277 00:13:22,802 --> 00:13:25,847 But your demon looked nothing like that. 278 00:13:25,889 --> 00:13:29,184 Yours was different. 279 00:13:29,226 --> 00:13:33,855 Is that what you want, a demon? 280 00:13:33,897 --> 00:13:39,694 No. I-It, I mean, when I was eight, yeah. 281 00:13:39,736 --> 00:13:44,032 Dimensional portal into another universe. 282 00:13:44,074 --> 00:13:47,911 Like this one, but different. I-I think that's what I did. 283 00:13:47,953 --> 00:13:52,791 I opened a window, a-a hole, a wrinkle into the multiverse. 284 00:13:57,170 --> 00:14:00,799 Newton posited that God made worlds of various sorts. 285 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:04,594 Ah, a God thing. 286 00:14:04,636 --> 00:14:07,097 Uh, no. Actually, a-a science thing. 287 00:14:07,138 --> 00:14:11,434 -And it's gaining in popularity. -God and science. 288 00:14:11,476 --> 00:14:14,813 Make up your mind. 289 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:17,482 What about her? 290 00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:20,610 The Scarlet Woman. She was there, when I was eight, 291 00:14:20,652 --> 00:14:23,029 and yesterday, in the explosion after my spell. 292 00:14:23,071 --> 00:14:26,241 -That is magick and science. -Hmm. 293 00:14:26,283 --> 00:14:28,785 Aleister. 294 00:14:28,827 --> 00:14:31,830 Magick is just science we haven't figured out yet. 295 00:14:31,871 --> 00:14:33,582 There's no difference. 296 00:14:33,623 --> 00:14:36,042 No "and," no "but." T-They are the same. 297 00:14:36,084 --> 00:14:40,964 Is that what your engineers tell you, too, Jack? 298 00:14:41,006 --> 00:14:43,466 You know they don't. 299 00:14:43,508 --> 00:14:46,011 Do they laugh at you when you bring your spell book 300 00:14:46,052 --> 00:14:48,013 to the launchpad? 301 00:14:48,054 --> 00:14:51,391 They are men of logic. Logic... 302 00:14:51,433 --> 00:14:53,435 ...is a really good way to be wrong with confidence. 303 00:14:53,476 --> 00:14:56,771 I made you the leader of my temple 304 00:14:56,813 --> 00:15:01,735 because you are a soul on the path to true Will. 305 00:15:01,776 --> 00:15:05,739 Do not waste yourself on blind men. 306 00:15:10,327 --> 00:15:12,954 My dear fellow, 307 00:15:12,996 --> 00:15:18,168 I think the key to your salvation is not science, 308 00:15:18,209 --> 00:15:23,173 not held within your conscious mind. 309 00:15:23,214 --> 00:15:25,884 These three beings: 310 00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:29,888 you, your Scarlet Woman and your devil. 311 00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:34,517 The Great Mother Nuit 312 00:15:34,559 --> 00:15:38,521 has opened a door at your knocking. 313 00:15:38,563 --> 00:15:43,151 All you have to do is walk through it. 314 00:15:43,193 --> 00:15:46,446 W-What? 315 00:15:46,488 --> 00:15:47,906 D-Door... I don't... 316 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:51,326 Find your Scarlet Woman. 317 00:15:51,368 --> 00:15:56,748 She is the tool you need to open your True Will. 318 00:15:57,749 --> 00:15:59,751 ♪ ♪ 319 00:16:26,986 --> 00:16:30,532 Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. 320 00:16:30,573 --> 00:16:32,450 CONGREGATION: Love is the law. 321 00:16:32,492 --> 00:16:35,578 Love under Will. 322 00:16:35,620 --> 00:16:37,789 JACK: Crowley was right. 323 00:16:37,831 --> 00:16:42,752 I had to go back to the desert and try again... 324 00:16:45,422 --> 00:16:47,966 ...but not with science. 325 00:16:48,007 --> 00:16:50,009 With candles... 326 00:16:53,638 --> 00:16:56,224 ...and blood. 327 00:16:56,266 --> 00:16:58,893 This time... 328 00:16:58,935 --> 00:17:00,520 with magick. 329 00:17:07,610 --> 00:17:09,612 And drugs. 330 00:17:09,654 --> 00:17:12,824 To help me find my visions, 331 00:17:12,866 --> 00:17:17,871 sex magick, powerful, feminine in origin, 332 00:17:17,912 --> 00:17:20,707 which makes it the stuff of life and renewal. 333 00:17:20,749 --> 00:17:22,459 When I orgasm, it allows me to harness 334 00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:24,002 the raw energy of the universe 335 00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:26,212 to produce the outcome I desire, 336 00:17:26,254 --> 00:17:29,215 my Will. What they don't tell you-- 337 00:17:29,257 --> 00:17:32,385 you can never quite get all the sand out. 338 00:17:32,427 --> 00:17:36,097 Ischuros. 339 00:17:36,139 --> 00:17:39,184 (chanting in foreign language) 340 00:17:39,225 --> 00:17:41,603 (yells) 341 00:17:44,647 --> 00:17:46,566 (retching) 342 00:17:46,608 --> 00:17:49,944 (coughing) 343 00:17:49,986 --> 00:17:51,821 (panting) 344 00:17:51,863 --> 00:17:55,158 WOMAN'S VOICE: I am here, Jack Parsons. 345 00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:00,497 I am here, Jack Parsons. 346 00:18:00,538 --> 00:18:02,207 Who are you? 347 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,335 Who are you? 348 00:18:05,376 --> 00:18:08,463 Who...? 349 00:18:08,505 --> 00:18:11,466 Who are you? 350 00:18:11,508 --> 00:18:14,636 (panting) 351 00:18:20,975 --> 00:18:22,977 (upbeat big band music plays) 352 00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:39,077 (music shuts off) 353 00:18:39,118 --> 00:18:41,955 What-What's happening here? 354 00:18:41,996 --> 00:18:43,414 Tried to tell you, Jack. 355 00:18:43,456 --> 00:18:46,251 It's the magick and your lifestyle, 356 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:47,669 the girls, the guys, 357 00:18:47,710 --> 00:18:49,254 the what-do-you-call-it, bigamy. 358 00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:51,089 Polyamory. It's different. 359 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:52,715 Poly isn't illegal. 360 00:18:52,757 --> 00:18:54,384 It's different. 361 00:18:54,425 --> 00:18:56,094 We don't need different right now, we need rockets. 362 00:18:56,135 --> 00:18:57,470 What about me? 363 00:18:57,512 --> 00:18:58,888 MALINA: You're out, too. Sorry. 364 00:18:58,930 --> 00:19:00,098 You fired Eddie? 365 00:19:00,139 --> 00:19:01,766 No, not fired. Bought out. 366 00:19:01,808 --> 00:19:03,560 $11,000 each. 367 00:19:03,601 --> 00:19:05,603 Okay. 368 00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:07,438 Who bought us out? 369 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:09,858 General Tire and Rubber Company. 370 00:19:09,899 --> 00:19:12,068 We couldn't keep up with the demand from the Navy. 371 00:19:12,110 --> 00:19:14,237 Needed the cash. It's still JPL, Jack. 372 00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:16,114 Yeah, okay. 373 00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:19,158 Sell your stock, buy the lease to your homes. 374 00:19:23,955 --> 00:19:25,999 Hey, Frankie. 375 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:28,167 I realize that this may come as a shock to you, 376 00:19:28,209 --> 00:19:30,837 but rockets don't even use tires. 377 00:19:30,879 --> 00:19:33,798 Idiot. 378 00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:39,554 (car horn honking) 379 00:19:43,099 --> 00:19:47,228 JACK: Hard to believe, but I was fired from science. 380 00:19:47,270 --> 00:19:49,647 (laughter and loud conversation) 381 00:19:58,573 --> 00:20:00,325 Not right now, darling. 382 00:20:00,366 --> 00:20:03,119 -Okay. Maybe later? -Maybe. 383 00:20:03,161 --> 00:20:05,371 Maybe means no, by the way. 384 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:23,640 (Mozart piece playing) 385 00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:46,245 Hello? 386 00:20:46,287 --> 00:20:48,706 Is this the Parsonage? 387 00:20:50,875 --> 00:20:55,046 A friend said I might stay here for a few days. 388 00:20:55,088 --> 00:20:57,966 You don't turn people away, she said. 389 00:21:10,812 --> 00:21:14,440 I'm an artist. 390 00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:22,657 She said this was a place for artists and whatnot. 391 00:21:28,830 --> 00:21:31,666 This isn't the place for you. 392 00:21:31,708 --> 00:21:32,917 I'm sorry? 393 00:21:32,959 --> 00:21:36,838 Eh, you seem... boring. 394 00:21:36,879 --> 00:21:39,716 Well, you seem like an asshole. 395 00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:41,926 -Really? -Mm-hmm. 396 00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:45,263 What, you into sex magick? Drugs? We have all sorts here. 397 00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:48,766 My friend said this was a safe place. 398 00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:52,270 You are Jack Parsons, right? Are you? 399 00:21:52,311 --> 00:21:55,273 My friend said that 400 00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:58,151 the great Jack Parsons was the most beautiful, 401 00:21:58,192 --> 00:22:01,362 open-minded angel of a man. 402 00:22:03,531 --> 00:22:06,701 Well, your friend sounds like a terrible fucking poet. 403 00:22:06,743 --> 00:22:11,039 All right. You're definitely not an angel. 404 00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:14,292 My apologies for having wasted your time. 405 00:22:18,755 --> 00:22:21,049 (door slams shut) 406 00:22:21,090 --> 00:22:24,510 JACK: Sometimes the universe gives us everything we want, 407 00:22:24,552 --> 00:22:26,512 and then, most times, 408 00:22:26,554 --> 00:22:28,973 because at heart we're self-destructive monkeys, 409 00:22:29,015 --> 00:22:31,642 we spit right back in its face. 410 00:22:34,812 --> 00:22:37,273 This was the piece Crowley told me about, 411 00:22:37,315 --> 00:22:39,859 the tool I needed to break through into heaven or hell 412 00:22:39,901 --> 00:22:42,070 or wherever dimension existed outside our own, 413 00:22:42,111 --> 00:22:44,322 and I was too caught up 414 00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:47,408 in myself to realize it. 415 00:22:47,450 --> 00:22:50,369 But when science closes a door, 416 00:22:50,411 --> 00:22:53,998 magick opens a window. 417 00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:57,668 Hey. 418 00:22:57,710 --> 00:22:59,921 Hey, come on, stop. 419 00:22:59,962 --> 00:23:02,423 Please stop. 420 00:23:02,465 --> 00:23:06,469 I don't even know your name. You forgot your sketchbook. 421 00:23:06,511 --> 00:23:10,473 (out of breath): It's... it's really good. 422 00:23:16,187 --> 00:23:20,149 -Really? Won't even turn around. -Just give it back, please. 423 00:23:20,191 --> 00:23:22,401 -Just turn around. -Just give it back. 424 00:23:32,703 --> 00:23:33,913 Please. 425 00:23:41,796 --> 00:23:44,298 I don't understand you at all. 426 00:23:46,259 --> 00:23:49,804 (indistinct whispering) 427 00:23:54,225 --> 00:23:56,978 -You were so, so, so... -Mean. 428 00:23:57,019 --> 00:23:59,772 -What's your problem? -So many. 429 00:23:59,814 --> 00:24:02,316 Pick one. 430 00:24:02,358 --> 00:24:06,654 You. You're my problem. 431 00:24:06,696 --> 00:24:10,283 That you aren't in my life. 432 00:24:10,324 --> 00:24:12,952 (chuckles) 433 00:24:12,994 --> 00:24:14,954 Really? Laughing? 434 00:24:14,996 --> 00:24:17,707 God, Schrodinger's cat. 435 00:24:17,748 --> 00:24:20,251 Yeah, that's-that's you right now. 436 00:24:20,293 --> 00:24:21,586 What? 437 00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:24,547 It-- Thought experiment. 438 00:24:24,589 --> 00:24:29,093 I-Imagine a cat in a box. It could be dead or alive, 439 00:24:29,135 --> 00:24:33,639 but you don't know until you open the box. 440 00:24:33,681 --> 00:24:38,186 Right now, I... I don't know if I'm alive or dead. 441 00:24:40,563 --> 00:24:42,565 It's up to you. 442 00:24:44,817 --> 00:24:46,986 How long ago was that experiment? 443 00:24:47,028 --> 00:24:51,574 (chuckles) Ten years? Yeah. 444 00:24:51,616 --> 00:24:53,117 Well, then, I can tell you 445 00:24:53,159 --> 00:24:54,702 what's in that box without even looking. 446 00:24:54,744 --> 00:24:56,037 You can? 447 00:24:56,078 --> 00:25:00,208 A dead cat. (chuckles) 448 00:25:02,877 --> 00:25:07,256 That's a long time to be in a box, Jack Parsons. 449 00:25:11,385 --> 00:25:13,387 ♪ ♪ 450 00:25:39,497 --> 00:25:41,499 I really did it. 451 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,793 I summoned a goddess into my life. 452 00:25:43,834 --> 00:25:47,797 (laughs) Goddess, huh? 453 00:25:47,838 --> 00:25:49,715 You know what? 454 00:25:49,757 --> 00:25:52,468 That's a pretty damn good apology. 455 00:26:01,352 --> 00:26:03,187 JACK: Crowley was right. 456 00:26:03,229 --> 00:26:06,941 Marjorie Cameron was muse and tool, 457 00:26:06,983 --> 00:26:09,819 goddess and puzzle piece. 458 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:16,284 34A... 459 00:26:16,325 --> 00:26:19,078 Wait, what's this symbol here next to the "A"? 460 00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:20,579 Looks like a cross? 461 00:26:25,209 --> 00:26:28,004 (moaning) 462 00:26:28,045 --> 00:26:30,339 (laughs) 463 00:26:30,381 --> 00:26:34,552 We'll never finish if we can't even get started. 464 00:26:34,593 --> 00:26:37,680 How much work have you actually done since I got here? 465 00:26:37,722 --> 00:26:42,059 Everything I've ever dreamed of. That is a... dagger. 466 00:26:42,101 --> 00:26:46,022 and it's used to denote the Hermitian adjoint. 467 00:26:46,063 --> 00:26:49,400 -In this case... -Of "A." Got it. 468 00:26:49,442 --> 00:26:52,153 So, you use daggers in math... 469 00:26:52,194 --> 00:26:54,613 Well, in physics, really, but yeah. 470 00:26:54,655 --> 00:26:56,741 And your spells? 471 00:26:56,782 --> 00:27:00,202 Well, that's the best way to draw a pentagram in the air. 472 00:27:00,244 --> 00:27:02,455 Hmm. 473 00:27:02,496 --> 00:27:04,957 Your equations are amazing. 474 00:27:04,999 --> 00:27:08,919 Your math-- Sorry, your physics, 475 00:27:08,961 --> 00:27:12,715 almost feels like magick to me. 476 00:27:12,757 --> 00:27:15,718 But it's not magick, right? That's the point. 477 00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:19,513 You can prove a Hermitian adjoint, 478 00:27:19,555 --> 00:27:22,141 just... why the other stuff? 479 00:27:22,183 --> 00:27:26,604 Why? 480 00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:29,857 'Cause I've already launched a rocket into space. 481 00:27:29,899 --> 00:27:32,193 I've done it. I don't need to do it again. 482 00:27:32,234 --> 00:27:34,487 (Marjorie laughs) 483 00:27:34,528 --> 00:27:36,322 You seem to be making a fine living 484 00:27:36,364 --> 00:27:38,407 doing explosions for the movies. 485 00:27:38,449 --> 00:27:42,578 That's just to pay the bills. That's not a life's work. 486 00:27:42,620 --> 00:27:45,331 What is your life's work? 487 00:27:45,373 --> 00:27:48,334 All this math and your spells. 488 00:27:48,376 --> 00:27:50,211 Are you trying to bust through 489 00:27:50,252 --> 00:27:52,171 some dimensional doorway 490 00:27:52,213 --> 00:27:54,465 into some other place or something? 491 00:27:54,507 --> 00:27:57,718 I've done it, once. 492 00:27:57,760 --> 00:28:01,972 You were there, I was there, 493 00:28:02,014 --> 00:28:05,226 and some demon, 494 00:28:05,267 --> 00:28:09,480 or a being from another dimension was there. 495 00:28:09,522 --> 00:28:13,609 But I need to do it again because of you. 496 00:28:13,651 --> 00:28:16,028 Crowley said it himself, you are the key. 497 00:28:16,070 --> 00:28:18,072 You are the final tool I need. 498 00:28:18,114 --> 00:28:20,908 -Tool? -Muse. 499 00:28:20,950 --> 00:28:23,828 So I'm your thing? 500 00:28:23,869 --> 00:28:26,205 What? N-no. You're the... you're the goddess, 501 00:28:26,247 --> 00:28:28,040 the-the summoned. 502 00:28:28,082 --> 00:28:31,210 Maybe you're my tool, Jack. Did you ever think of that? 503 00:28:31,252 --> 00:28:33,045 Perhaps your entire purpose on this planet 504 00:28:33,087 --> 00:28:34,880 is to help me make better art. 505 00:28:34,922 --> 00:28:37,716 (chuckles) What? Of course not. I mean, that-that's ridiculous. 506 00:28:37,758 --> 00:28:40,594 Exactly. 507 00:28:46,892 --> 00:28:49,895 Right. Sorry. 508 00:28:54,275 --> 00:28:56,819 JACK: I wish I had a lifetime to show you 509 00:28:56,861 --> 00:28:59,113 how wonderful Marjorie was, 510 00:28:59,155 --> 00:29:01,240 but even that wouldn't be enough. 511 00:29:01,282 --> 00:29:04,702 But her art? Maybe she was right. 512 00:29:04,743 --> 00:29:07,955 Maybe I was born to be her muse. 513 00:29:07,997 --> 00:29:10,291 -(film reel whirring) -♪ ♪ 514 00:29:10,332 --> 00:29:13,544 Marjorie joined the Navy as a WAVE during the war. 515 00:29:13,586 --> 00:29:16,464 Her father and brother both worked at JPL, 516 00:29:16,505 --> 00:29:19,884 but she heard about me from a friend, not from them. 517 00:29:19,925 --> 00:29:22,052 I always found that funny. 518 00:29:22,094 --> 00:29:24,346 She was an actress 519 00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:27,433 and an artist-- 520 00:29:27,475 --> 00:29:29,852 such an artist. 521 00:29:29,894 --> 00:29:33,230 Even if she didn't know it yet, she was a creature of magick. 522 00:29:33,272 --> 00:29:35,941 And I was sure she would grow into this part of her soul 523 00:29:35,983 --> 00:29:37,985 with me. 524 00:29:40,654 --> 00:29:42,031 Come with me. 525 00:29:42,072 --> 00:29:45,993 -Where? -To mass. To my mass. 526 00:29:46,035 --> 00:29:50,080 I'll show you the world I want to create. 527 00:29:50,122 --> 00:29:53,709 I like this world perfectly fine. 528 00:29:53,751 --> 00:29:56,754 But if it's important to you, it's important to me. 529 00:30:02,134 --> 00:30:05,221 JACK: And it was so very important to me, 530 00:30:05,262 --> 00:30:08,474 which made the ending so much worse. 531 00:30:11,393 --> 00:30:12,394 ALL: Ateh. 532 00:30:18,484 --> 00:30:19,527 Malkuth. 533 00:30:22,571 --> 00:30:23,656 Ve-geburah. 534 00:30:27,117 --> 00:30:28,118 Ve-gedulah. 535 00:30:30,663 --> 00:30:32,331 (echoing): Amen. 536 00:30:35,793 --> 00:30:39,296 (echoing): Take this cake of light and eat it. 537 00:30:39,338 --> 00:30:41,590 CONGREGATION (echoing): There is no part of me 538 00:30:41,632 --> 00:30:44,718 that is not of the gods. 539 00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:50,599 JACK: Take this cake of light and eat it. 540 00:30:58,274 --> 00:31:00,693 (indistinct whispering) 541 00:31:32,224 --> 00:31:34,393 JACK: I was having the best trip of my life. 542 00:31:34,435 --> 00:31:39,231 There is no part of me that is not of the gods. 543 00:31:43,277 --> 00:31:45,863 Marjorie was having the worst. 544 00:31:59,585 --> 00:32:03,005 (chuckles): Marj. That was incredible. 545 00:32:03,047 --> 00:32:06,800 I saw you again tonight in all your glory. 546 00:32:09,386 --> 00:32:11,472 What's this? What are you doing? 547 00:32:11,513 --> 00:32:13,223 I'm going, Jack. 548 00:32:13,265 --> 00:32:15,559 But-but I saw you. 549 00:32:15,601 --> 00:32:18,812 Tonight, I-I really saw you. 550 00:32:18,854 --> 00:32:20,648 You can't. 551 00:32:22,524 --> 00:32:24,735 Please, I... I need you. 552 00:32:24,777 --> 00:32:28,572 I-I can't... I can't finish this without you. 553 00:32:28,614 --> 00:32:32,493 -You're... -I'm your tool, Jack. 554 00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:36,872 Yes. 555 00:32:36,914 --> 00:32:38,415 I know. 556 00:32:38,457 --> 00:32:41,126 And my love. That, too. 557 00:32:41,168 --> 00:32:43,212 That only. 558 00:32:43,253 --> 00:32:45,297 No one person can be 559 00:32:45,339 --> 00:32:48,550 both tool and lover. 560 00:32:48,592 --> 00:32:50,511 You have to pick. 561 00:32:50,552 --> 00:32:53,722 -I-I... -I saw your demon tonight, Jack. 562 00:32:55,307 --> 00:32:58,686 It was consuming you. 563 00:32:58,727 --> 00:33:00,938 And it will kill you. 564 00:33:00,979 --> 00:33:03,107 And I can't be here for that. 565 00:33:03,148 --> 00:33:05,567 No. No, you... you saw the demon. 566 00:33:05,609 --> 00:33:07,486 I-I saw you tonight. 567 00:33:07,528 --> 00:33:09,905 Marj, I-I... I saw your soul. 568 00:33:09,947 --> 00:33:12,032 Oh, Jack Parsons... 569 00:33:12,074 --> 00:33:14,243 I saw yours, too. 570 00:33:20,749 --> 00:33:22,751 (birds singing) 571 00:33:34,263 --> 00:33:36,473 ♪ ♪ 572 00:33:41,145 --> 00:33:43,522 -Jack. -Dahlia. 573 00:33:43,564 --> 00:33:45,733 -I think it's time... -To go. 574 00:33:47,151 --> 00:33:48,652 Yeah. 575 00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:51,780 Are you the last? 576 00:33:51,822 --> 00:33:53,323 (Dahlia sighs) 577 00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:16,472 ♪ ♪ 578 00:34:28,317 --> 00:34:31,153 JPL, Marjorie, 579 00:34:31,195 --> 00:34:34,782 sex, rockets and magick... 580 00:34:34,823 --> 00:34:36,909 gone. 581 00:34:36,950 --> 00:34:39,870 She told me to get back to my roots. 582 00:34:39,912 --> 00:34:42,039 Well, at least I did that. 583 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,793 I was just as I was right after my first spell. 584 00:34:45,834 --> 00:34:48,629 Nothing. Nobody. 585 00:34:49,630 --> 00:34:51,632 ♪ ♪ 586 00:34:55,886 --> 00:34:59,097 (indistinct, echoing whispers) 587 00:35:01,016 --> 00:35:03,519 (whispers fade) 588 00:35:06,563 --> 00:35:08,273 Here again. 589 00:35:08,315 --> 00:35:09,483 The beginning. 590 00:35:09,525 --> 00:35:11,068 The moment when I figured out 591 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,946 that magick and science were the same thing. 592 00:35:22,329 --> 00:35:24,498 What am I missing? 593 00:35:32,422 --> 00:35:35,634 I needed to see what my eight-year-old brain, 594 00:35:35,676 --> 00:35:38,679 unencumbered by expectation or Crowley or Forman, 595 00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:40,264 or even Marjorie, had seen. 596 00:35:54,278 --> 00:35:55,988 Not surprising. 597 00:35:56,029 --> 00:35:58,115 I first drew the demon. 598 00:35:58,156 --> 00:36:00,534 But that's not the answer. 599 00:36:04,121 --> 00:36:05,873 There she was. 600 00:36:05,914 --> 00:36:07,833 My goddess, 601 00:36:07,875 --> 00:36:09,918 in all her glory. 602 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,671 My eight-year-old self knew the truth, 603 00:36:12,713 --> 00:36:15,299 and it took me almost 30 years to remember. 604 00:36:18,969 --> 00:36:21,513 Marjorie Cameron. Room 382. 605 00:36:22,598 --> 00:36:24,308 (panting): Please don't hang up. 606 00:36:24,349 --> 00:36:26,018 You were right. 607 00:36:26,059 --> 00:36:27,811 (chuckles): You-you weren't a tool. 608 00:36:27,853 --> 00:36:30,647 You were the answer, what I was looking for. 609 00:36:30,689 --> 00:36:33,901 -Th-The end of my search. -The end of your search? 610 00:36:33,942 --> 00:36:36,028 Like the Holy Grail? 611 00:36:36,069 --> 00:36:38,614 Just a thing to be found? 612 00:36:38,655 --> 00:36:41,491 No. I don't think I can come back, Jack. 613 00:36:42,910 --> 00:36:44,870 I never actually went to Paris, 614 00:36:44,912 --> 00:36:48,040 but we talked so many times, with me trying to win her back, 615 00:36:48,081 --> 00:36:50,709 that I felt like I was there, with her. 616 00:36:50,751 --> 00:36:52,294 I know what we have to do. 617 00:36:52,336 --> 00:36:54,171 But I need your help; I-I can't do it alone. 618 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:55,464 I tried that once, and failed. 619 00:36:55,505 --> 00:36:57,674 We must confront my demon, 620 00:36:57,716 --> 00:37:00,469 a-and then we can finally leave this world. 621 00:37:00,510 --> 00:37:01,720 Together. 622 00:37:01,762 --> 00:37:03,555 Science and magic are one. 623 00:37:03,597 --> 00:37:05,766 You and me, we are one. 624 00:37:05,807 --> 00:37:08,977 We were the beginning, and now we can be the end. 625 00:37:09,019 --> 00:37:10,729 That's the secret. 626 00:37:10,771 --> 00:37:13,190 It wasn't the secret; I was wrong. 627 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:15,233 But it was so very close. 628 00:37:15,275 --> 00:37:18,153 No, it-it's all too much, Jack. 629 00:37:18,195 --> 00:37:20,614 All this talk of... 630 00:37:20,656 --> 00:37:23,367 Will and-and... demons 631 00:37:23,408 --> 00:37:25,661 and beginnings and endings? 632 00:37:25,702 --> 00:37:27,287 Destiny? 633 00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:31,875 I only want to be with you, Jack. 634 00:37:31,917 --> 00:37:33,877 Not all the rest of it. 635 00:37:33,919 --> 00:37:35,587 Okay. 636 00:37:35,629 --> 00:37:37,839 -I mean, I can't... -No, yeah, okay. Everything. 637 00:37:37,881 --> 00:37:40,092 I'm done with that, then. 638 00:37:40,133 --> 00:37:41,843 You are my life's work. 639 00:37:41,885 --> 00:37:43,220 Only you. 640 00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:45,222 Hey, come back. Be with me. 641 00:37:45,263 --> 00:37:46,974 We-we can go to Mexico, 642 00:37:47,015 --> 00:37:49,893 or... or move to Israel and join their rocket division. 643 00:37:49,935 --> 00:37:52,312 -Whatever you want. -Really? 644 00:37:52,354 --> 00:37:55,565 Just us, together? 645 00:37:55,607 --> 00:37:57,818 (softly): Two bodies, one soul... 646 00:38:01,488 --> 00:38:03,907 a Sphinx. 647 00:38:05,951 --> 00:38:09,329 MARJORIE: Two bodies, one soul? 648 00:38:10,789 --> 00:38:12,791 I only want to be with you, Jack. 649 00:38:12,833 --> 00:38:14,793 None of the rest of it matters. 650 00:38:14,835 --> 00:38:16,211 Wait, wait, wait. No, no. 651 00:38:16,253 --> 00:38:18,547 -That's not... -When you're ready for just me, 652 00:38:18,588 --> 00:38:21,216 let me know. 653 00:38:29,558 --> 00:38:31,560 ♪ ♪ 654 00:38:36,773 --> 00:38:39,192 Creating pyrotechnics for film sets 655 00:38:39,234 --> 00:38:42,779 gave me the power I needed... 656 00:38:42,821 --> 00:38:44,281 to go bigger. 657 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:45,866 (bell rings) 658 00:38:50,037 --> 00:38:51,747 Apo... 659 00:38:51,788 --> 00:38:53,290 Pantos... 660 00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:55,542 (echoing): Kakodai Mones! 661 00:38:59,379 --> 00:39:01,381 ♪ ♪ 662 00:39:16,730 --> 00:39:18,315 Mercury fulminate, 663 00:39:18,356 --> 00:39:21,026 a simple but efficient propellant... 664 00:39:21,068 --> 00:39:22,944 and explosive, 665 00:39:22,986 --> 00:39:25,489 as I was about to learn firsthand. 666 00:39:25,530 --> 00:39:27,449 Or no hand. 667 00:39:27,491 --> 00:39:29,117 You'll see. 668 00:39:29,159 --> 00:39:32,037 ♪ ♪ 669 00:39:32,079 --> 00:39:34,122 (takes deep breath) 670 00:39:34,164 --> 00:39:37,000 (echoing): Nuit. Babalon. Hadit. 671 00:39:37,042 --> 00:39:39,419 The Scarlet Woman, 672 00:39:39,461 --> 00:39:40,879 the Goddess, 673 00:39:40,921 --> 00:39:41,922 Marjorie. 674 00:39:41,963 --> 00:39:43,423 The Scarlet Woman, 675 00:39:43,465 --> 00:39:44,758 the Goddess, 676 00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:47,469 Marjorie... fly to me. 677 00:39:47,511 --> 00:39:49,596 You know how when you make one dumb mistake, 678 00:39:49,638 --> 00:39:51,973 like keeping your eyes closed while holding an ungodly amount 679 00:39:52,015 --> 00:39:53,809 of highly explosive substance, 680 00:39:53,850 --> 00:39:56,061 time seems to slow down? 681 00:39:56,103 --> 00:39:58,105 ♪ ♪ 682 00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:03,276 Yeah, that's a real phenomena. 683 00:40:07,364 --> 00:40:09,574 (explosion) 684 00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:17,457 (low grunting) 685 00:40:20,210 --> 00:40:22,170 They say when you die, 686 00:40:22,212 --> 00:40:25,215 your entire life flashes in front of your eyes. 687 00:40:28,260 --> 00:40:31,555 I could see myself from when I was eight and summoned... 688 00:40:31,596 --> 00:40:34,266 myself, I suppose. 689 00:40:34,307 --> 00:40:38,478 This exact moment I made happen almost 30 years ago. 690 00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:40,480 I didn't realize it when I was eight, 691 00:40:40,522 --> 00:40:43,483 but the creature wasn't roaring; 692 00:40:43,525 --> 00:40:45,944 I was laughing. 693 00:40:45,986 --> 00:40:47,779 With joy. 694 00:40:47,821 --> 00:40:50,240 Such joy. 695 00:40:50,282 --> 00:40:52,033 (laughing) 696 00:40:53,076 --> 00:40:55,579 (echoes): Oh, Jack. 697 00:40:55,620 --> 00:40:58,373 I knew she'd come back. 698 00:41:01,501 --> 00:41:04,838 It didn't work out in this body, this life, 699 00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:07,674 but this is the real secret, 700 00:41:07,716 --> 00:41:10,260 the spell, the scientific theory 701 00:41:10,302 --> 00:41:12,262 that I finally learned: 702 00:41:12,304 --> 00:41:14,514 The first law of thermodynamics states 703 00:41:14,556 --> 00:41:18,768 that matter cannot be created or destroyed, 704 00:41:18,810 --> 00:41:20,604 so pieces of both Marjorie and me 705 00:41:20,645 --> 00:41:23,023 will float around the universe for all time. 706 00:41:23,064 --> 00:41:26,943 These exact same molecules will come together 707 00:41:26,985 --> 00:41:29,070 in this exact same form again. 708 00:41:29,112 --> 00:41:31,615 That was the secret. 709 00:41:31,656 --> 00:41:32,991 There is no beginning. 710 00:41:33,033 --> 00:41:35,035 There is no end. 711 00:41:35,076 --> 00:41:37,954 It's an infinite loop. 712 00:41:37,996 --> 00:41:40,957 She never actually came to the garage I blew up. 713 00:41:40,999 --> 00:41:43,877 It wasn't even at the Parsonage anymore, I don't think. 714 00:41:43,919 --> 00:41:46,171 She never saw these last gasps, 715 00:41:46,213 --> 00:41:47,797 me dying. 716 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,759 But she did. 717 00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:52,344 She's here. 718 00:41:52,385 --> 00:41:54,137 She'll be here. 719 00:41:54,179 --> 00:41:56,431 We're always together. 720 00:41:56,473 --> 00:41:59,184 (echoing): I love you, Jack Parsons. 721 00:41:59,226 --> 00:42:01,228 ♪ ♪ 722 00:42:12,781 --> 00:42:15,533 JACK: I love you, too, Marj...