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I'm James.

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I'm 17.

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And I'm pretty sure I'm a psychopath.

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♪ I'm laughing on the outside ♪

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♪ Crying on the inside ♪

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♪ 'Cause I'm so in love ♪

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♪ With you ♪

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I was eight when I realized
I didn't have a sense of humor.

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Why doesn't the Queen wave
with this hand?

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Eh? Why doesn't the Queen wave
with this hand?

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'Cause it's my hand!

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I'd always wanted to punch
my dad in the face.

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♪ Laughing on the outside ♪

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When I was nine,
he bought a deep-fat fryer.

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He saw it
on an American shopping channel.

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One day, I put my hand in it.

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I wanted to make myself feel something.

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When I was 15,
I put my neighbor's cat in a box

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and took it into the woods.

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It probably had a name.

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After that, I killed more animals.

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And I remember every single one.

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♪ Laughing on the outside ♪

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♪ Crying on the inside ♪

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♪ 'Cause I'm so in love ♪

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♪ With you ♪

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School was beneath me,

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but it was a good place
for observation and selection

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because I had a plan.

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I was gonna kill something bigger,

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much bigger.

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Hey.

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I've seen you skating.

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You're pretty shit.

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Fuck off.

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I get these moments
when I have to lie down

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because everything feels,
sort of, too much.

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And I look up and see the blue
or the grey or the black

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and I feel myself melting into it.

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And for, like, a split second,
I feel free

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and happy.

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Innocent.

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Like a dog.

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Or an alien.

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Or a baby.

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Your presence is required, young lady.

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Why are you talking
like Downton Abbey?

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Just get inside and help.

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My mum used to be nice,
but then she divorced my dad

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and met...

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Tony.

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Last week, he said he thought
I needed a bigger bra.

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So I threw a Chicken Kiev at his head.

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Mum pretended
that she hadn't heard him.

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Now she has the perfect house
and the perfect garden

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in the perfect neighborhood...

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with perfect twins.

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Well...

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their heads do smell nice, though.

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It's true.

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I haven't see my dad since I was eight.

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He never fitted in. He couldn't settle.

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So he had to leave.

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I don't blame him.

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But he sends me a card, without fail,
every single birthday.

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I understand, actually.

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I don't trust people who fit in.

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Is this from you?

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What?

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-What the fuck?
-What?

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I'm here. I'm literally here.

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It's free.

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♪ I've got so angry lately ♪

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♪ Don't know what's wrong with me ♪

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I'm not saying he's the answer,

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but he's something.

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♪ It's been so weird lately ♪

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♪ Don't know what's wrong with me ♪

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♪ Found you staring at the... ♪

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Hey.

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Hey.

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I've seen you skating.

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I haven't.

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You're pretty shit.

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Fuck off.

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Alyssa was new.

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She'd started that term.

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I thought
she could be interesting to kill.

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♪ Never fall in love again, no, no ♪

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♪ Never fall in love again, no, no,
never fall in love again ♪

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♪ No, no, never fall in love again,
no, no... ♪

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Are you waiting for me?

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So I pretended
to fall in love with her.

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What happened to your hand?

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Shut up.

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♪ I'll never fall in love again ♪

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♪ I lost my one and only... ♪

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I haven't got a phone.

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OK.

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I smashed it.

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OK.

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Like, on purpose.

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OK.

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So you can't call me.

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OK.

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I don't have a phone either.

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-Really?
-Yeah.

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I hate them.

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I knew that people in love
went out on dates.

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Do you wanna go on a date?

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With me.

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She said yes.

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Hi, what can I get for you today?

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Is this true?

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"One of the top 10 greatest
American dining experiences"?

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Yeah!

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I can take your orders.

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-Uh--
-I will have a...

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banana split with extra cherries.

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Mm-hmm.

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Some blueberry pancakes.

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Mm-hmm.

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And a hot chocolate with cream.

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You're hungry!

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And an extra fucking spoon.

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-Excuse me?
-For him.

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Sorry. You can't use language like that,

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otherwise I'm gonna have to ask you
and your boyfriend to leave.

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OK.

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OK, I'm sorry.

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Sorry.

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I will have...

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a great big banana shit

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with extra fucking cherries
all on top of it.

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OK, sorry, that's it. Right.
Marvin!

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Oh, yeah! Go get Marvin!

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See if Marvin can make a banana split
for me, you fucking cunt!

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Bye, Marvin!

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It seemed that Alyssa had
some issues.

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I think we live in the most boring town
on the planet.

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Yeah, maybe.

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Everyone's so fucking square.

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Well, they've got money. They feel safe.

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Are you boring, too?

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No.

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She's the only cool person in this town.

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-Her?
-Yeah. She's done stuff.

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She was probably a spy

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and had, like, 15 abortions
when it was illegal or something.

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She's lived.

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Really?

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Whatever.

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Can we go to your house?

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Yeah, sure.

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Why do you live in such a weird house?

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I don't know.

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There's too many windows.

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Maybe.

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Is that your mum?

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Yeah.

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She lives in Japan.

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Cool. You look like her.

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-This is pretty retro.
-I don't like it.

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Why not?

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I just don't.

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Alyssa was kind of
a nymphomaniac.

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What?

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Huh?

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Oh, no.

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The hunter has returned!

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Cheers!

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Well, this is nice.

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What is?

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This. You two. Eh?

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What a relief!

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I tell you what. I've never been sure
if he even, you know...

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I always thought there was
something wrong with him!

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I actually masturbated
once a week for medical purposes.

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I knew it wasn't good
to let things build up.

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I thought probably he was gay.

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Which is... That's fine. Like...

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Obviously.

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But, uh, here you are.

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Maybe I'm gay.

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Maybe he's asexual.

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We're dealing with a really broad spectrum
these days.

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Your dad's a prick.

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Yeah, I know.

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Sometimes, I feel like punching him
in the face.

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You should definitely do that.

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Have you ever eaten a pussy before?

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It was important to be confident
in moments like this.

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Yeah. A few.

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I want you to eat mine.

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Now?

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Tomorrow.

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I'll be here at 11.

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I was ready at 11.

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Actually, I was ready at ten.

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It was important to work out
the exact logistics beforehand.

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When it got to 12, I started to think
she might not be coming.

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Sometimes,
I worry that I ruin things.

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But I feel... I dunno.

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I feel comfortable with him.

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Sort of safe.

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-Lyssa. Alyssa.
-What?

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Put these on and come downstairs.

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-What?
-The party.

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No way, I told you. I'm going out.

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I am not having
this argument again, Alyssa.

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Mum, there's no way!

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Please, love. I want you to be there.

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For me.

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♪ Here I go,
falling down, down, down... ♪

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Right. Those aren't for you.
Hand them round.

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Hiya!

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♪ I go deep into the funnel of love ♪

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-All right?
-Go away.

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Here.

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Have a beer.

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Chill out.

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Thanks, Tone.

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This is a load of bullshit.

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Your life is bullshit.

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00:14:04,100 --> 00:14:06,100
Oh, well, if you hate it so much...

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leave.

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I'm serious.

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Do us all a favor.

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You look good when you make an effort,
don't you?

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♪ I learned the truth at 17 ♪

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♪ That love was meant
for beauty queens ♪

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♪ And high-school girls
with clear-skinned smiles... ♪

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Sometimes, everything is
suddenly really simple.

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It's like everything shifts
in a moment.

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And you step out of your body,

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out of your life.

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You step out and you see where you are
really clearly.

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You see yourself.

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And you think...

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Fuck. This. Shit.

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♪ And those of us with ravaged faces ♪

242
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♪ Lacking in the social graces ♪

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♪ Desperately remained at home ♪

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♪ Inventing lovers on the phone ♪

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James!

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I think being angry and sad
at the same time really turns me on.

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Come here.

248
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I think I could fall
in love with him.

249
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Also...

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he has a car.

251
00:16:04,140 --> 00:16:07,620
I wondered if it'd be easier
to slit her throat if I flipped her round.

252
00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:09,900
Whether it would be better
not to see her face,

253
00:16:09,980 --> 00:16:11,380
but then, the angle.

254
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It was a conundrum.

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00:16:15,420 --> 00:16:17,660
-What?
-Let's get out of here.

256
00:16:18,980 --> 00:16:19,940
-What?
-I'm serious.

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00:16:20,020 --> 00:16:22,300
Let's leave this shithole town. Now.

258
00:16:22,980 --> 00:16:25,940
You hate it. I hate it.
Our parents are dickheads.

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00:16:26,020 --> 00:16:26,980
You've got a car.

260
00:16:27,500 --> 00:16:29,260
-It's my dad's.
-Who's a dickhead.

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I'm going, whether you come with me
or not. Are you in?

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Please say yes.

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I figured...

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I wasn't in a rush.

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Yeah, all right.

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♪ Superboy, Supergirl ♪

267
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♪ Oh, I've got a question
for your Superworld ♪

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♪ What gets you through? ♪

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00:17:03,780 --> 00:17:05,340
♪ And who gets your past? ♪

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I didn't know where we were going,
or when I was gonna kill her,

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but I punched my dad in the face
and stole his car.

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00:17:11,700 --> 00:17:13,790
And that felt like a good place to start.

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♪ Who you are ♪

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♪ Well, it can't be the same ♪

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♪ 'Cause I hear
you're from outer space ♪

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♪ Pretty far ♪

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♪ And Superboy's got his problems
and girl's got her hang-ups ♪

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♪ And I know
that it can't be easy to be... ♪

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Are you scared?

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I dunno.

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A bit, maybe.

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I'm not.

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She probably should have been.

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♪ I said,
"Please don't let them get you down ♪

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♪ 'Cause you're the only superhero ♪

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♪ In our town" ♪

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♪ I said, "Please don't let them ♪

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♪ Get you down ♪

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♪ 'Cause you're the only superheroes ♪

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♪ In our town" ♪

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♪ I said, "Please don't let them... ♪