1 00:00:21,300 --> 00:00:25,060 Things didn't always go entirely to plan on my journey with Alyssa. 2 00:00:25,260 --> 00:00:26,980 Do you think it's gonna explode? 3 00:00:27,300 --> 00:00:28,860 It's not a film. 4 00:00:29,340 --> 00:00:31,900 If this was a film, we'd probably be American. 5 00:00:41,300 --> 00:00:42,860 Whoo! 6 00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:45,180 Yeah! 7 00:00:45,260 --> 00:00:48,380 I kept wondering what sort of sound she'd make when I killed her. 8 00:00:55,020 --> 00:00:56,660 I needed to find somewhere quiet. 9 00:00:58,380 --> 00:01:00,540 Guess what freedom smells like? 10 00:01:01,020 --> 00:01:02,980 -What? -Cow shit. 11 00:01:04,060 --> 00:01:06,500 -Seat belt. -Fuck seat belts. 12 00:01:10,220 --> 00:01:12,140 So what do you wanna do? 13 00:01:12,660 --> 00:01:13,700 I dunno. 14 00:01:14,380 --> 00:01:18,140 Because we can literally do anything, James. 15 00:01:19,700 --> 00:01:21,220 Anything we want. 16 00:01:25,620 --> 00:01:27,820 Gun! Gun! Gun! 17 00:01:29,860 --> 00:01:32,180 Ironically, I was not in my element. 18 00:01:38,580 --> 00:01:39,900 Come on! 19 00:01:41,180 --> 00:01:42,660 This is shit! 20 00:01:44,540 --> 00:01:48,140 Sometimes, I look at him and I think, "Are you a bit dead?" 21 00:01:49,500 --> 00:01:50,780 Put your tongue in my ear. 22 00:01:51,740 --> 00:01:53,700 -What? -I like it. 23 00:02:01,980 --> 00:02:04,220 Right, stop that now. 24 00:02:07,500 --> 00:02:08,340 Sorry. 25 00:02:08,420 --> 00:02:11,020 Alyssa was really good at annoying people. 26 00:02:12,820 --> 00:02:15,020 Thank God I smashed my phone. 27 00:02:15,540 --> 00:02:18,940 I bet my mum's been calling nonstop. Stupid bitch. 28 00:02:20,380 --> 00:02:22,540 How long till your dad calls the police? 29 00:02:22,620 --> 00:02:23,700 What? 30 00:02:24,380 --> 00:02:25,220 About the car. 31 00:02:26,500 --> 00:02:27,340 He won't. 32 00:02:27,780 --> 00:02:29,300 -Really? -Yeah. 33 00:02:30,020 --> 00:02:31,660 He'll think I'm coming home soon. 34 00:02:32,180 --> 00:02:35,020 And he's a prick and everything, but he's pretty optimistic. 35 00:02:41,220 --> 00:02:42,060 What? 36 00:02:43,380 --> 00:02:44,340 What? 37 00:02:45,900 --> 00:02:47,140 I like food. 38 00:02:47,820 --> 00:02:48,700 OK. 39 00:02:49,300 --> 00:02:51,340 My mum says that if food were her boyfriend, 40 00:02:51,420 --> 00:02:53,260 she'd be in an abusive relationship. 41 00:02:54,140 --> 00:02:56,700 She says it like it's a joke, but it's not. 42 00:02:59,140 --> 00:03:00,100 What? 43 00:03:10,380 --> 00:03:11,980 Did you bring money with you? 44 00:03:12,620 --> 00:03:13,460 Didn't you? 45 00:03:13,540 --> 00:03:15,780 Yeah. I just spent it at Laserkill. 46 00:03:16,780 --> 00:03:17,740 That was all your money. 47 00:03:19,060 --> 00:03:22,340 I didn't have to pay for you. I was being fucking polite, actually. 48 00:03:22,420 --> 00:03:23,780 What are we going to do? 49 00:03:25,620 --> 00:03:27,620 Well, it's just food. 50 00:03:28,460 --> 00:03:31,540 And we haven't eaten all of it. You haven't. 51 00:03:33,180 --> 00:03:34,700 The only rule with these things 52 00:03:34,780 --> 00:03:37,740 is that you never steal from a small or independent business. 53 00:03:38,260 --> 00:03:40,540 -Whose rule is that? -My dad's. 54 00:03:41,260 --> 00:03:42,980 He's basically Robin Hood. 55 00:03:43,060 --> 00:03:44,980 He breaks the law, but he's really moral. 56 00:03:45,060 --> 00:03:47,460 "If it's a chain, it's free rein." 57 00:03:47,660 --> 00:03:50,180 -Say it. -"If it's a chain, it's free rein." 58 00:03:50,260 --> 00:03:53,580 There you go. Otherwise, you're basically funding terrorism. 59 00:03:55,020 --> 00:03:57,820 -Places like this are all run by the Man. -What man? 60 00:03:57,900 --> 00:03:59,140 "The Man" man. 61 00:03:59,900 --> 00:04:02,500 The Man who, you know, owns all the oil, 62 00:04:02,580 --> 00:04:06,060 forces Chinese children to make smartphones and hates Palestine. 63 00:04:08,620 --> 00:04:10,020 Are you gonna be a pussy? 64 00:04:11,380 --> 00:04:14,060 Showing willing was the best approach with Alyssa. 65 00:04:14,140 --> 00:04:15,060 No. 66 00:04:19,260 --> 00:04:20,300 Shit. 67 00:04:29,340 --> 00:04:30,940 Nice one. 68 00:04:32,620 --> 00:04:35,580 -Seat belt! -Fuck seat belts. 69 00:04:35,660 --> 00:04:37,900 I had her right where I wanted her. 70 00:04:39,140 --> 00:04:40,460 We should have sex. 71 00:04:42,140 --> 00:04:43,860 -What, now? -Yeah. 72 00:04:45,820 --> 00:04:47,020 Take your top off. 73 00:04:47,980 --> 00:04:50,020 Erm, OK... 74 00:04:50,100 --> 00:04:51,700 I had to go along with it. 75 00:04:52,500 --> 00:04:53,380 Should... 76 00:04:53,460 --> 00:04:55,460 -Should we stop? -No. 77 00:04:55,740 --> 00:04:56,940 Keep driving. 78 00:04:58,180 --> 00:05:01,300 But I wasn't sure sex was something you could just go along with, 79 00:05:01,380 --> 00:05:03,340 especially not as a man. 80 00:05:03,420 --> 00:05:05,020 It's OK for women. 81 00:05:05,100 --> 00:05:07,500 They can just lie back, think of England. 82 00:05:08,220 --> 00:05:10,780 Us men, we have to be England. 83 00:05:10,860 --> 00:05:12,780 Stop! I think I'm stuck. 84 00:05:20,780 --> 00:05:21,780 Shit. 85 00:05:24,540 --> 00:05:26,020 Why are you laughing? 86 00:05:26,820 --> 00:05:28,340 My dad loves this car. 87 00:05:28,860 --> 00:05:31,180 It's the most expensive thing he's ever bought. 88 00:05:39,700 --> 00:05:41,980 What the fuck are we gonna do now? 89 00:05:43,140 --> 00:05:44,860 Do you think it's gonna explode? 90 00:05:45,060 --> 00:05:46,420 It's not a film. 91 00:05:48,420 --> 00:05:49,260 Come on. 92 00:05:50,300 --> 00:05:52,660 -Where are you going? -Well, we can't drive it, can we? 93 00:05:52,740 --> 00:05:54,700 I might be able to fix it. We can't just leave it. 94 00:06:00,620 --> 00:06:02,380 Do you reckon you can still fix it? 95 00:06:09,380 --> 00:06:10,420 What should we do? 96 00:06:10,940 --> 00:06:11,980 Go home. 97 00:06:12,500 --> 00:06:13,420 Do you wanna go home? 98 00:06:13,940 --> 00:06:16,660 Hang on. Does he want to go home? 99 00:06:16,740 --> 00:06:17,900 You saying you wanna go home? 100 00:06:19,020 --> 00:06:20,860 'Cause that's fine, can if you want. 101 00:06:20,940 --> 00:06:24,500 -No, I don't want to. I was just asking... -I don't wanna go home, James. 102 00:06:25,100 --> 00:06:27,420 -But... -I don't want to go home. 103 00:06:32,580 --> 00:06:34,220 -So what do you want to do? -I don't know! 104 00:06:34,300 --> 00:06:37,020 Why don't you fucking think of something for once? 105 00:06:39,540 --> 00:06:41,020 I couldn't have done it there. 106 00:06:41,100 --> 00:06:43,020 The car would've linked me to the crime. 107 00:06:52,060 --> 00:06:54,420 ♪ Walking all day with my mouth on fire ♪ 108 00:06:54,500 --> 00:06:56,660 ♪ Trying to get talking to you ♪ 109 00:06:58,620 --> 00:07:01,420 ♪ Walking all day with my mouth on fire ♪ 110 00:07:01,500 --> 00:07:03,580 ♪ That's what I've gotta do ♪ 111 00:07:04,180 --> 00:07:06,380 ♪ Trying to get talking to you ♪ 112 00:07:08,380 --> 00:07:11,060 ♪ Walking all day with my feet on fire ♪ 113 00:07:11,140 --> 00:07:12,980 ♪ Trying to get closer to you ♪ 114 00:07:13,740 --> 00:07:16,460 ♪ Walking all day with my feet on fire ♪ 115 00:07:16,540 --> 00:07:18,620 ♪ That's what I've gotta do ♪ 116 00:07:19,220 --> 00:07:20,780 ♪ Trying to get closer to you ♪ 117 00:07:27,060 --> 00:07:28,860 Why is no one stopping? 118 00:07:28,940 --> 00:07:31,580 Probably because you've got your tits out. 119 00:07:32,140 --> 00:07:35,340 I'm serious. No one stops for weirdos except other weirdos. 120 00:07:35,420 --> 00:07:37,980 And you look like a proper day release. 121 00:07:53,020 --> 00:07:54,260 You all right? 122 00:07:54,780 --> 00:07:55,780 Hi. 123 00:07:56,340 --> 00:07:59,220 I'm heading down south, son, if it's any good to you. 124 00:08:04,940 --> 00:08:06,380 Do you want a lift or not? 125 00:08:07,700 --> 00:08:08,860 Yeah. Thanks. 126 00:08:09,540 --> 00:08:10,660 Come on, then. 127 00:08:12,060 --> 00:08:12,900 Come on. 128 00:08:14,620 --> 00:08:15,580 Come on! 129 00:08:21,220 --> 00:08:24,220 I am gonna be so fucked off if we get murdered. 130 00:08:37,140 --> 00:08:39,020 I can't believe he got in the front. 131 00:08:40,580 --> 00:08:44,140 Grab us that sweater in the back, there, love. Chuck it down to your boyfriend. 132 00:08:44,420 --> 00:08:46,020 Who said he's my boyfriend? 133 00:08:48,260 --> 00:08:50,340 Alyssa was starting to test my patience. 134 00:08:53,380 --> 00:08:54,340 Are you all right, love? 135 00:08:56,140 --> 00:08:57,620 Is she all right, son? 136 00:08:57,700 --> 00:08:58,660 She's fine. 137 00:08:59,380 --> 00:09:01,180 You're funny, you. I like you. 138 00:09:04,980 --> 00:09:06,940 -That your dog? -Nearly, I'm buying her. 139 00:09:08,660 --> 00:09:10,860 -She's cute, though, ain't she? -Yeah. 140 00:09:11,380 --> 00:09:13,020 Not for long, mind. 141 00:09:13,580 --> 00:09:15,060 She's a cane corso. 142 00:09:16,220 --> 00:09:17,460 What's that? 143 00:09:17,540 --> 00:09:20,780 Number 23 on the Top 25 Most Dangerous Dog List. 144 00:09:20,860 --> 00:09:22,100 For fighting. 145 00:09:23,180 --> 00:09:25,660 -They expensive? -Just a bit. 146 00:09:26,180 --> 00:09:28,020 You know your car smells like feet. 147 00:09:32,500 --> 00:09:34,700 One of the lads had a couple, in Fallujah. 148 00:09:35,220 --> 00:09:37,540 -They're lethal, I tell ya. -You were in the army? 149 00:09:37,620 --> 00:09:38,820 Five year. 150 00:09:40,180 --> 00:09:41,140 Cool. 151 00:09:43,260 --> 00:09:46,060 So tell me, then, what you two been up to, eh? 152 00:09:48,380 --> 00:09:51,100 Come on, I ain't gonna say anything. What's the matter with ya? 153 00:09:51,180 --> 00:09:52,540 Well, we haven't done anything. 154 00:09:52,620 --> 00:09:53,620 Sure. 155 00:09:55,140 --> 00:09:57,020 I couldn't give a fuck either way, I'm... 156 00:09:57,620 --> 00:10:00,820 I'm just making conversation, you know? I'm not a fucking copper. 157 00:10:03,380 --> 00:10:05,100 I just thought, you know, you... 158 00:10:05,260 --> 00:10:08,060 You might wanna make a phone call to your mum or something. 159 00:10:08,140 --> 00:10:09,300 Let her know you're OK. 160 00:10:09,860 --> 00:10:10,940 My mum's dead, actually. 161 00:10:22,660 --> 00:10:24,740 I thought you said your mum was in Japan? 162 00:10:26,020 --> 00:10:27,060 So? 163 00:10:27,140 --> 00:10:29,700 So it's a bit different from being dead, isn't it? 164 00:10:33,620 --> 00:10:34,700 This guy's a prick. 165 00:10:34,780 --> 00:10:35,820 What? 166 00:10:35,900 --> 00:10:39,100 He's, like, the worst kind of person. 167 00:10:39,180 --> 00:10:40,260 He's all right. 168 00:10:40,340 --> 00:10:42,980 Why are you defending him? He's a murderer. 169 00:10:43,060 --> 00:10:45,020 -What? -He was in the army. 170 00:10:45,260 --> 00:10:46,660 He's murdered people. 171 00:10:47,060 --> 00:10:50,340 And now he's buying a dog to murder other dogs with. 172 00:10:52,260 --> 00:10:53,500 Here you go. 173 00:10:56,500 --> 00:10:57,620 Thanks. 174 00:10:58,300 --> 00:10:59,300 Yeah. 175 00:11:05,340 --> 00:11:06,340 Is that your family? 176 00:11:07,580 --> 00:11:09,060 That's the missus, Liz. 177 00:11:09,540 --> 00:11:10,420 Abi. 178 00:11:10,780 --> 00:11:11,900 That's Baby Jack. 179 00:11:13,780 --> 00:11:15,220 Jack looks like a potato. 180 00:11:16,740 --> 00:11:17,900 You what, love? 181 00:11:18,060 --> 00:11:19,260 Joke! 182 00:11:19,340 --> 00:11:20,460 Joking. 183 00:11:22,980 --> 00:11:24,500 He looks like a ham. 184 00:11:26,420 --> 00:11:28,460 He does, though, doesn't he? 185 00:11:30,660 --> 00:11:31,540 No. 186 00:11:35,020 --> 00:11:37,140 You guys are so fucking boring. 187 00:11:43,220 --> 00:11:44,340 Sorry. 188 00:11:45,580 --> 00:11:46,900 Don't be daft, son. 189 00:11:50,740 --> 00:11:53,620 She's a bit full-on, ain't she? The bird. 190 00:11:54,260 --> 00:11:57,380 Oh... Yeah, she can be. 191 00:11:58,060 --> 00:11:59,100 Well... 192 00:12:00,140 --> 00:12:01,140 That's women, eh? 193 00:12:01,780 --> 00:12:02,780 Yeah. 194 00:12:05,540 --> 00:12:06,500 Maybe. 195 00:12:10,020 --> 00:12:11,180 What was it like? 196 00:12:11,820 --> 00:12:12,900 In the army. 197 00:12:13,860 --> 00:12:15,500 Ah, it was all right, you know. 198 00:12:16,340 --> 00:12:17,660 Did you kill people? 199 00:12:18,780 --> 00:12:20,300 It's part of the job, son. 200 00:12:20,940 --> 00:12:22,180 How many? 201 00:12:23,860 --> 00:12:26,620 Well, be a bit sick to keep count, wouldn't it? 202 00:12:27,140 --> 00:12:29,100 I'd have definitely kept count. 203 00:12:30,660 --> 00:12:32,540 -I'm gonna go to the... -Oh, yeah, sure. 204 00:12:32,620 --> 00:12:33,900 -toilet. -Sure, sure. 205 00:12:38,260 --> 00:12:39,460 I say, son. 206 00:12:40,860 --> 00:12:43,300 I might as well join you. Put one in the bag, you know. 207 00:12:46,820 --> 00:12:49,180 I'm bad at apologizing to people, 208 00:12:49,820 --> 00:12:51,620 but sometimes I know I should. 209 00:13:05,700 --> 00:13:07,180 What happened to your hand? 210 00:13:21,380 --> 00:13:22,820 Sometimes, I just... 211 00:13:22,900 --> 00:13:24,540 let things happen. 212 00:13:26,700 --> 00:13:28,540 Even though I didn't want them to. 213 00:13:32,140 --> 00:13:33,420 I'm not sure why. 214 00:13:41,540 --> 00:13:42,380 What's going on? 215 00:13:46,260 --> 00:13:47,180 Are you gay? 216 00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:48,500 No. 217 00:13:48,580 --> 00:13:50,620 -It's OK if you are. -I'm not. 218 00:13:50,700 --> 00:13:53,180 -But you should tell me if you are. -I'm not gay. 219 00:13:53,260 --> 00:13:54,540 So what are you doing? 220 00:13:55,540 --> 00:13:57,180 Where do you think you're going? 221 00:13:58,180 --> 00:14:00,140 Well, I... gotta go. 222 00:14:00,220 --> 00:14:02,500 The dog's not gonna collect herself, now is she? 223 00:14:03,060 --> 00:14:03,940 Gimme your wallet. 224 00:14:04,900 --> 00:14:05,740 You what? 225 00:14:05,820 --> 00:14:06,980 Give me your wallet. 226 00:14:09,940 --> 00:14:10,820 No. No... 227 00:14:10,900 --> 00:14:13,300 Give me your wallet or I swear to fuck 228 00:14:13,380 --> 00:14:15,940 I'll go visit Liz and Abi and your weird potato baby, 229 00:14:16,020 --> 00:14:19,340 and tell them what you like to do with teenage boys in toilets. 230 00:14:19,500 --> 00:14:20,740 You wouldn't do that. 231 00:14:20,820 --> 00:14:22,900 I'll tell the police, too. 232 00:14:45,540 --> 00:14:47,020 He put my hand there. 233 00:14:49,660 --> 00:14:52,980 You know that if people wanna do stuff to you, you don't have to let them. 234 00:14:53,060 --> 00:14:53,980 Yeah. 235 00:14:55,420 --> 00:14:56,300 Do you? 236 00:14:57,060 --> 00:14:57,900 Yeah. 237 00:14:58,540 --> 00:14:59,820 So why did you? 238 00:15:03,260 --> 00:15:05,540 Did something bad happen to you when you were small? 239 00:15:10,860 --> 00:15:11,700 No. 240 00:15:16,700 --> 00:15:17,900 I'm tired. 241 00:15:33,740 --> 00:15:35,900 -A double room? -Yup. 242 00:15:35,980 --> 00:15:39,100 A double room with a double bed for double sex. 243 00:15:43,060 --> 00:15:44,660 I really need to cry. 244 00:16:02,300 --> 00:16:04,740 -Do you wanna watch TV? -OK. 245 00:16:17,420 --> 00:16:18,860 Find some porn. 246 00:16:20,660 --> 00:16:23,860 Are you ready to answer the big question? 247 00:16:40,820 --> 00:16:42,020 Where are you going? 248 00:16:42,100 --> 00:16:43,260 Toilet. 249 00:17:18,140 --> 00:17:20,580 ♪ Suddenly it's there ♪ 250 00:17:21,740 --> 00:17:24,420 ♪ On a Saturday night ♪ 251 00:17:25,660 --> 00:17:29,980 ♪ When you're feeling alive and calm ♪ 252 00:17:32,940 --> 00:17:35,900 ♪ And all the children inside ♪ 253 00:17:36,660 --> 00:17:39,300 ♪ Meet before the sun ♪ 254 00:17:39,380 --> 00:17:40,380 Shit. 255 00:17:40,820 --> 00:17:44,740 ♪ To keep them warm and dry ♪ 256 00:17:48,020 --> 00:17:49,220 You all right? 257 00:17:50,540 --> 00:17:52,380 I'm going to the vending machine. 258 00:17:53,540 --> 00:17:54,380 OK. 259 00:18:02,460 --> 00:18:03,300 Hello? 260 00:18:05,980 --> 00:18:06,820 Hello? 261 00:18:08,020 --> 00:18:09,300 Is that you, Alyssa? 262 00:18:10,740 --> 00:18:12,260 It is you, innit? 263 00:18:15,340 --> 00:18:17,060 Can I speak to my mum? 264 00:18:17,740 --> 00:18:19,380 She doesn't wanna speak to you. 265 00:19:01,900 --> 00:19:04,100 Mmm. It's good. 266 00:19:11,380 --> 00:19:12,860 -Can I turn it off? -Yeah. 267 00:19:20,580 --> 00:19:23,220 I can't go home. Like, ever. 268 00:19:24,220 --> 00:19:26,820 -You can. -I don't want to. 269 00:19:29,860 --> 00:19:31,100 Do you want me? 270 00:19:33,260 --> 00:19:34,100 What? 271 00:19:34,500 --> 00:19:37,140 Do you want me, or do you just go along with things? 272 00:19:38,980 --> 00:19:40,180 I want you. 273 00:19:43,820 --> 00:19:46,340 I'm gonna go to my dad's. You can come if you want. 274 00:19:47,540 --> 00:19:48,380 Yeah. 275 00:19:49,740 --> 00:19:50,620 OK. 276 00:19:58,060 --> 00:20:00,780 -James? -Yeah? 277 00:20:01,220 --> 00:20:02,540 Will you cuddle me? 278 00:20:22,980 --> 00:20:23,980 ♪ Give ♪ 279 00:20:25,260 --> 00:20:27,580 ♪ Me all your love now ♪ 280 00:20:28,700 --> 00:20:30,660 ♪ 'Cause for all we know ♪ 281 00:20:30,740 --> 00:20:33,740 ♪ We might be dead by tomorrow ♪ 282 00:20:43,220 --> 00:20:44,220 ♪ I can't ♪ 283 00:20:45,140 --> 00:20:47,420 ♪ Go on wasting the time ♪ 284 00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:50,420 ♪ Adding scars to my heart ♪ 285 00:20:50,500 --> 00:20:53,420 ♪ 'Cause all I hear is, "I'm not ready enough" ♪ 286 00:20:54,060 --> 00:20:55,140 Police, please. 287 00:21:05,580 --> 00:21:08,660 ♪ And I can tell that you didn't have ♪ 288 00:21:08,740 --> 00:21:12,380 ♪ To face your mother losing her lover ♪ 289 00:21:13,700 --> 00:21:15,860 ♪ Without saying goodbye ♪ 290 00:21:17,060 --> 00:21:18,940 ♪ Without saying goodbye ♪ 291 00:21:20,420 --> 00:21:22,580 ♪ 'Cause she didn't have time ♪