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How are you feeling? Better?

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Good.

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What are you two doing today, then?

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Can we go feed the ducks?

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Ah, ducks, sounds good!

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No, James, I said.

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Not today.

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Come on, you can manage ducks,
can't you?

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It'll be good for you to get out.

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Please?

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OK.

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Ducks.

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Hey, I want to tell you something.

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I love you.

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I need to feed them.

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Thanks for coming in, son.

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Son?

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Hello?

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Yeah?

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Sorry about the wait.

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I'm DC Onslow.

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They, um...

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They told me you've, er...

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You've come in to report a...

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a murder, is that right?

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In the cold light of day,

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that suddenly didn't seem right at all.

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OK, so...

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I'm going to need you to come with me.

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It was my mum.

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Yeah, she just needs to wait...

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She killed herself.

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Right.

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OK.

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Um...

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So, um, do you,
do you want to tell me what...

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What happened?
Did you find the body? Your mum?

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I was there when she did it.

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Right.

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Wow.

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Um...

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And so when did this...

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when did this happen? Last night?

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11 years ago.

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OK.

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Um...

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So, here's the thing, um...

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It's not technically, er, murder.

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Suicide, it's a whole different...

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wheelhouse, really. Um...

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I mean, suicide is not even a crime.

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Which is, er, mad, innit?

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Do you want to speak to a woman?

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Why would I want to speak to a woman?

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Well, you know, because of...

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You know...

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What about your dad?

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Have you got a dad?

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No, not really.

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Can we come in?

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God, is it James?

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Is he dead?

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Your son stole your car.

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Then crashed it into a tree
and set fire to it.

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It was found last night.

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Has he ever done anything
like that before?

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Why didn't you say anything
about the car

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when you reported him missing?

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I didn't want to get him into trouble.

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He's a weird kid.

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But he's not bad.

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Er, who did that to you?

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I just got into a fight.

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At the pub.

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Did James do it?

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No.

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Is his mum around?

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No.

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Is she at work?

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She's dead.

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Oh, sorry.

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Really sorry.

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Does anyone want a cup of tea?

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Kettle's on.

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Did you find his girlfriend, then?

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Who's his girlfriend?

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She's called Alyssa.

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It was the right thing, to leave James.

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I didn't kill anyone.

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It's better if I go to my dad's
on my own, anyway.

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I wish I hadn't left James
with the money, though.

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Oh, God...

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I'd really like it if this

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was some horrendous murder inspired
fantasy moment,

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but no.

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What has she done?

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Is she OK?

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When did you last see Alyssa?

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Saturday. We were having a party

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and she ran away.

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Why?

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Didn't like handing out the canapes.

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What time did she leave?

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At around, um...

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Sorry, could you let your wife answer,
please?

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Sure.

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It's not my daughter.

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Not my problem.

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Do you know where she is now?

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Has she rung at all?

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I don't know where she is.

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Look, what is this about?

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We need to talk to your daughter
in connection with a murder.

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Oh, my God...

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She's not a suspect. Not at the moment.

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Jesus Christ...

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She's a potential witness.

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Didn't you think to report her
as missing?

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Her boyfriend's dad reported him
immediately.

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She doesn't have a boyfriend.

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We're going to need a recent
photograph of Alyssa.

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Um...

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Do you have one?

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I've got some upstairs.

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I can recommend ChildLine

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or the NSPCC.

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OK, will do. Thanks.

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So, I've been speaking to my...

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DI, that was him on the phone there.

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What we thought would be the best thing

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is if we put you in touch
with Social Services.

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They can take things from here,
what do you think?

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Unless you've got someone else
that can look after you.

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OK, so that's what I'm going to do,
then.

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So...

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I'm going to need a few
details from you, young man.

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So, first off...

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Typical.

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Who do you have to fuck around here
to get a pen that works?

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There we go.

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Er, full name?

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Little shit.

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<i>Well it seems so real</i>

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<i>I can see it</i>

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<i>And it seems so real...</i>

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Sometimes I hate being a girl.

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<i>And it seems so real</i>

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<i>I can taste it</i>

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<i>And it seems so real</i>

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<i>I can hear it</i>

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<i>So why-y-y-y-y</i>

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<i>Can't I touch it...?</i>

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In films,
people on the run always look hot.

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Fucking hell.

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<i>Then it looks so real</i>

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<i>I can see it</i>

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<i>And it feels so...</i>

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What have you got in there?

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No wonder she ran away, poor kid.

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Let's just wait and see.

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You sure?

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I'm on a fast day.

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Thought you were tense.

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Can I say something?

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Yeah?

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I think we should clear the air.

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Hear me out.

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I think it's more professional.

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Look, people get drunk, and...

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stuff happens in the night that

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maybe wouldn't happen in the day.

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And just because that
comes as a surprise,

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it doesn't necessarily mean

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it's a bad thing.

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I can see you regret it.

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I don't regret it.

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I just wish it hadn't happened.

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Alyssa...

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I don't want to hold your hand.

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Did you take anything else?

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Arms out. What?

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Arms out!

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Don't fucking touch me.

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Do you want me to call the police?

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All right.

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Where'd you get that?

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Are you going to look at me?

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Hmm?

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I don't want to have sex with you.

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Wait, what? I don't want to have sex
with you even if you pay me.

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I don't want to have sex with you.

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I have sex with my wife.

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Fit.

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What's gonna happen to me?

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I'm gonna file a report,
and then I'm going to call the police.

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Police? Yes.

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You're a thief.

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Not the police, the police.

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Amil?

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Bloke's lost his kid, little girl,
five years old.

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I'm just handling something,
can you deal with it?

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It's the end of my shift.

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All right, I'm coming.

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Stay here.

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Fucking idiot.

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She is five but she's really tiny
and she's got, erm...

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brown hair down to about here...

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Grey leggings and a...

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Daddy!

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Where've you been?

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Thank you.

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Thank you, thank you so much.

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Don't do that again.

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I knew she was probably long gone

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but it seemed important to try.

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James would be shitting himself
right now.

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I wonder what he's doing.

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You OK?

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Yeah, I'm fine.

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Got a boyfriend?

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Did he hurt you?

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Did he do that?

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No, someone else.

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Go home, get out of here.

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Really?

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Yeah.

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What about the pants?

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Thanks.

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Thanks.

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Stop stealing.

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<i>Voila</i>

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<i>Je regarde les autres</i>

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<i>Pourtant</i>

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<i>Je ne leur trouve rien</i>

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<i>C'est comme ca</i>

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<i>Voila</i>

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<i>Je vais avec les autres...</i>

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What the fuck am I doing?

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<i>passe plus mal que bien</i>

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<i>C'est comme ca</i>

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00:17:51,780 --> 00:17:55,780
<i>Et toi?</i>

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What if James is dead?

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He might literally be dead.

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He saved me and I left him.

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I'm never going to see him again

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and it's my fault.

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<i>Pourquoi est-ce encore toi que jaime</i>

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<i>Que jaime</i>

249
00:18:15,660 --> 00:18:17,940
<i>Que jaime</i>

250
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<i>Que jaime...</i>

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Hey. Hey.

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I lost the money.

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I didn't come back for the money.

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I'm sorry I left you.

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I'm sorry I killed him.

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I won't leave you again.

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OK.

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Should we go to my dad's?

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OK.

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Not your weird one.

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If I told a lie

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<i>If I made you cry</i>

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<i>When I said goodbye</i>

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<i>I'm sorry</i>

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<i>From the bottom</i>

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<i>Of</i>

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<i>Of my heart</i>

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<i>I apologise</i>

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<i>If I caused you pain</i>

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<i>I know that I'm to blame...</i>