1
00:00:23,640 --> 00:00:26,440
<i>I promised myself
I wouldn't be the first to say goodbye.</i>

2
00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:29,160
I can't say goodbye again.

3
00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:31,960
Okay.

4
00:00:32,520 --> 00:00:34,520
<i>In the end, it didn't matter.</i>

5
00:01:00,320 --> 00:01:01,200
<i>It's good...</i>

6
00:01:01,720 --> 00:01:03,800
<i>having spent that time with James.</i>

7
00:01:04,720 --> 00:01:06,880
<i>It's good to know that it doesn't work. </i>

8
00:01:06,960 --> 00:01:08,080
<i>I thought it wouldn't.</i>

9
00:01:18,640 --> 00:01:21,880
<i>People say moments like this
are like ripping off a plaster.</i>

10
00:01:26,480 --> 00:01:29,000
<i>The problem is
that underneath the plaster,</i>

11
00:01:29,080 --> 00:01:30,560
<i>there's still quite a lot of shit.</i>

12
00:01:31,880 --> 00:01:33,000
I made a mistake.

13
00:01:34,880 --> 00:01:36,960
It's not me you should be apologizing to.

14
00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:39,560
I'm not.

15
00:01:41,320 --> 00:01:42,960
<i>I could tell her about James.</i>

16
00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:45,840
<i>I could ask her about the letter.</i>

17
00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:49,160
<i>But sometimes it's easier
if you just leave the plaster on.</i>

18
00:01:58,680 --> 00:02:01,280
Go easy on her.
She was embarrassed.

19
00:02:02,440 --> 00:02:03,600
And it was a lot of money.

20
00:02:04,320 --> 00:02:06,040
- I'm going to pay her back.
- Good.

21
00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:09,920
Are there any shifts?

22
00:02:10,320 --> 00:02:12,760
- You can do tonight if you want.
- Thanks.

23
00:02:17,120 --> 00:02:18,440
I should go and see Todd.

24
00:02:20,560 --> 00:02:21,960
Do you want to change first?

25
00:02:25,200 --> 00:02:27,000
Yeah, probably.

26
00:02:36,360 --> 00:02:38,040
Here? Are you sure?

27
00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:40,640
Thank you.

28
00:02:47,320 --> 00:02:48,240
Go away.

29
00:03:28,080 --> 00:03:30,880
<i>My dad always told me
that musicals lift the spirits.</i>

30
00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:35,600
You'll love this.

31
00:03:36,280 --> 00:03:37,760
They're cats, but it's good.

32
00:03:46,240 --> 00:03:47,640
<i>Maybe Alyssa was right.</i>

33
00:03:49,320 --> 00:03:51,600
<i>Maybe I had been carrying him around
like a mascot.</i>

34
00:04:07,760 --> 00:04:08,640
Yeah?

35
00:04:09,480 --> 00:04:11,960
You can't park here, James.
What are you doing?

36
00:04:15,320 --> 00:04:17,560
Which way is the, um...

37
00:04:18,680 --> 00:04:19,720
...the....

38
00:04:21,360 --> 00:04:22,480
Where are you headed?

39
00:04:26,080 --> 00:04:27,240
I have no idea.

40
00:04:34,520 --> 00:04:36,080
<i>Todd lives with his sister.</i>

41
00:04:48,640 --> 00:04:49,520
Hey, Iggy.

42
00:04:49,600 --> 00:04:50,640
Fuck off and die.

43
00:04:51,240 --> 00:04:53,000
<i>She's quite protective of him.</i>

44
00:04:59,240 --> 00:05:00,600
Still carrying that around?

45
00:05:02,080 --> 00:05:02,920
Yeah.

46
00:05:05,360 --> 00:05:07,520
- Who is it?
- My dad.

47
00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:09,840
- How did he die?
- Heart attack.

48
00:05:09,920 --> 00:05:11,360
- Hmm.
- Hmm.

49
00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:13,600
That's good. Nice and quick.

50
00:05:14,160 --> 00:05:15,040
It wasn't that nice.

51
00:05:15,120 --> 00:05:17,200
Well, at least he didn't top himself
or something.

52
00:05:17,280 --> 00:05:18,840
No. My mum did that.

53
00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:23,800
Christ.

54
00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:34,480
Where are you gonna scatter him?

55
00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:35,880
I don't know.

56
00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:41,680
What did he like?

57
00:05:43,280 --> 00:05:44,360
Eating shit food.

58
00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:47,800
Cars.

59
00:05:50,600 --> 00:05:51,440
My mum.

60
00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:54,040
Where did they meet?

61
00:05:56,880 --> 00:05:58,960
<i>I couldn't believe
I hadn't thought of that.</i>

62
00:06:02,080 --> 00:06:03,160
That's a good idea.

63
00:06:09,920 --> 00:06:11,760
- Good luck.
- Thank you.

64
00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:16,120
Now fuck off.

65
00:06:29,440 --> 00:06:31,120
<i>It's quite hard
to put things right</i>

66
00:06:31,200 --> 00:06:33,840
<i>when everyone hates you,
and you can't find your husband.</i>

67
00:06:41,520 --> 00:06:42,440
Do you take sugar?

68
00:06:43,720 --> 00:06:44,680
Three.

69
00:06:45,800 --> 00:06:47,960
<i>Silent Lisa is Iggy's girlfriend.</i>

70
00:06:48,840 --> 00:06:50,840
<i>I've literally never heard her speak.</i>

71
00:06:51,520 --> 00:06:53,600
<i>She can. She just doesn't.</i>

72
00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:56,280
Why'd you leave?

73
00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:58,160
I got scared.

74
00:06:58,640 --> 00:06:59,960
You should have told him.

75
00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:01,320
I know.

76
00:07:02,160 --> 00:07:03,160
I'd tell her.

77
00:07:04,760 --> 00:07:06,720
And... she'd tell me.

78
00:07:07,640 --> 00:07:09,400
<i>How? With a fucking mime?</i>

79
00:07:11,080 --> 00:07:13,000
Where is he? I have to talk to him.

80
00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:15,080
He's doing something.

81
00:07:16,600 --> 00:07:17,440
What?

82
00:07:19,080 --> 00:07:21,520
Come on. I need to see him, please.

83
00:07:31,720 --> 00:07:34,360
<i>As I drove away,
I started to feel calm</i>

84
00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:36,640
<i>for the first time in ages.</i>

85
00:07:37,680 --> 00:07:39,760
<i>Sad but calm.</i>

86
00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:43,040
<i>I had a new plan,</i>

87
00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:44,840
<i>a new purpose.</i>

88
00:07:45,520 --> 00:07:46,760
<i>I had to move on. </i>

89
00:08:02,960 --> 00:08:03,800
<i>It was fine. </i>

90
00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:08,040
<i>There was probably a perfectly good reason
why Bonnie was now driving a car.</i>

91
00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:11,000
<i> And heading towards Alyssa.</i>

92
00:08:38,320 --> 00:08:39,480
Hey.

93
00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:46,680
How angry are you?

94
00:08:48,480 --> 00:08:49,400
Pretty angry.

95
00:08:50,920 --> 00:08:51,760
All right.

96
00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:56,320
I've only got one chair.

97
00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:00,360
That's okay.

98
00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:03,440
So, you're back then?

99
00:09:05,320 --> 00:09:06,160
Yeah.

100
00:09:12,680 --> 00:09:13,920
What are you doing here?

101
00:09:15,880 --> 00:09:17,160
Can I show you something?

102
00:09:18,680 --> 00:09:19,800
What?

103
00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:20,960
It's a surprise.

104
00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:25,120
<i>He's probably gonna
push me down a well or something.</i>

105
00:09:25,200 --> 00:09:26,920
<i>In a way, fair enough.</i>

106
00:09:54,240 --> 00:09:55,320
<i>This was all wrong.</i>

107
00:09:56,400 --> 00:09:58,680
<i>Alyssa had never said where she lived.</i>

108
00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:07,440
Okay, you can open them.

109
00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:14,600
I don't get it.

110
00:10:21,920 --> 00:10:22,760
Front door.

111
00:10:24,160 --> 00:10:25,080
Lounge.

112
00:10:26,800 --> 00:10:29,000
Kitchen.

113
00:10:29,080 --> 00:10:30,080
Conservatory.

114
00:10:30,680 --> 00:10:32,120
Walking up the stairs.

115
00:10:35,520 --> 00:10:36,680
Um... Landing.

116
00:10:38,040 --> 00:10:38,880
Bedroom.

117
00:10:39,480 --> 00:10:40,320
En suite.

118
00:10:41,240 --> 00:10:42,080
Baby's room.

119
00:10:43,840 --> 00:10:44,840
Not for a while.

120
00:10:45,560 --> 00:10:47,560
And we can put a panic room
in the basement.

121
00:10:47,640 --> 00:10:49,760
I've looked into it.
It actually doesn't cost that much.

122
00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:53,520
I've saved up,
and I'm going to build this for us.

123
00:10:54,800 --> 00:10:55,640
For you.

124
00:10:59,320 --> 00:11:00,200
Wow.

125
00:11:00,680 --> 00:11:01,560
Do you like it?

126
00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:05,640
- Yeah.
- Do you want to come in?

127
00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:07,520
I can't.

128
00:11:09,160 --> 00:11:10,000
Why not?

129
00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:14,640
<i>Sometimes, doing the right thing
feels like committing a crime.</i>

130
00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:18,280
Because I want a divorce.

131
00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:21,720
Todd, wait!

132
00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:25,200
I wanna talk to you. Please, stop.

133
00:11:25,960 --> 00:11:28,400
I'm sorry, Todd. I'm really sorry.

134
00:11:29,560 --> 00:11:31,400
Why did you ask me to marry you?

135
00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:35,680
Why?

136
00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:38,120
I don't know.

137
00:11:40,560 --> 00:11:41,920
You don't deserve to be with anyone

138
00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:44,000
because you don't treat people
well enough.

139
00:11:46,200 --> 00:11:47,040
I know.

140
00:12:10,800 --> 00:12:11,640
Hello?

141
00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:18,520
- Is Alyssa around?
- No.

142
00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:21,720
Who are you?

143
00:12:22,640 --> 00:12:23,480
I'm a friend.

144
00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:26,280
I was at the wedding.

145
00:12:27,600 --> 00:12:28,640
I was at the back.

146
00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:31,880
Sorry. Um...
Why are you here?

147
00:12:40,840 --> 00:12:44,520
<i>It was at this point I realised
that Bonnie probably didn't have a sister.</i>

148
00:12:45,880 --> 00:12:47,400
She's on her way to work.

149
00:13:02,080 --> 00:13:03,000
Who was that?

150
00:13:04,080 --> 00:13:05,040
I don't know.

151
00:13:26,560 --> 00:13:29,840
<i>Sometimes I get so tired
that I can't feel my edges anymore.</i>

152
00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:32,840
<i>It's like melting.</i>

153
00:13:39,080 --> 00:13:40,400
<i>But not in a good way.</i>

154
00:14:22,240 --> 00:14:23,640
<i>It wasn't ideal.</i>

155
00:14:23,720 --> 00:14:26,200
<i>Only two hours after deciding to move on,
I was,</i>

156
00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:29,680
<i>to all intents and purposes,
stalking Alyssa again.</i>

157
00:14:31,720 --> 00:14:33,040
<i>But I wasn't the only one.</i>

158
00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:35,080
<i>And that was the problem.</i>

159
00:14:59,840 --> 00:15:01,520
- Are you okay?
- What?

160
00:15:06,640 --> 00:15:09,600
Do you mind if I go early?
It's pretty dead.

161
00:15:11,600 --> 00:15:12,440
Sure.

162
00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:14,160
Cheers.

163
00:17:15,840 --> 00:17:16,680
Hi.

164
00:17:21,360 --> 00:17:22,560
What are you doing here?

165
00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:27,480
You forgot something.

166
00:17:49,280 --> 00:17:50,120
Oh, shit!