1 00:00:03,859 --> 00:00:05,378 A lot of the time, you don't register 2 00:00:05,379 --> 00:00:07,602 important moments in your life as they happen. 3 00:00:08,751 --> 00:00:11,431 You only see that they were important when you look back. 4 00:00:12,220 --> 00:00:13,460 Fuck seat belts. 5 00:00:15,815 --> 00:00:16,839 What should we do? 6 00:00:16,840 --> 00:00:19,584 We need to find somewhere nearby. Somewhere nice. 7 00:00:19,585 --> 00:00:20,923 Holy shit! 8 00:00:20,924 --> 00:00:23,123 Is breaking and entering the best way of lying low? 9 00:00:23,124 --> 00:00:25,243 Do you think that's him? The guy that lives here? 10 00:00:25,244 --> 00:00:27,283 We can just chill here, take our time. 11 00:00:27,284 --> 00:00:29,603 Sometimes James feels like a boy I could love. 12 00:00:29,604 --> 00:00:31,083 Like, really love. 13 00:00:31,084 --> 00:00:33,963 Being with Alyssa had started to make me feel things. 14 00:00:33,964 --> 00:00:35,923 - How did you get in here? - Please don't. 15 00:00:41,724 --> 00:00:43,483 He was gonna hurt you, Alyssa. 16 00:00:43,484 --> 00:00:44,763 Fucking drive! 17 00:00:44,764 --> 00:00:47,244 I killed him. She didn't do anything. 18 00:00:48,884 --> 00:00:51,283 Tell them that I did it all, then you'll be okay. 19 00:00:51,284 --> 00:00:53,084 - Armed police! - James! 20 00:01:08,364 --> 00:01:11,324 ♪ My love has no beginning my love has no end ♪ 21 00:01:12,324 --> 00:01:14,963 ♪ No front or back and my love won't bend ♪ 22 00:01:14,964 --> 00:01:17,763 ♪ I'm in the middle ♪ 23 00:01:17,764 --> 00:01:20,723 ♪ Lost in a spin... ♪ 24 00:01:21,804 --> 00:01:24,123 ♪ Loving you... ♪ 25 00:01:31,344 --> 00:01:32,942 ♪ And you don't know, you don't know ♪ 26 00:01:32,943 --> 00:01:34,883 ♪ You don't know, you don't know... ♪ 27 00:01:34,884 --> 00:01:37,004 Bonnie! 28 00:01:39,884 --> 00:01:41,323 It is you! 29 00:01:41,324 --> 00:01:43,563 It's Ray. From St Joseph's. 30 00:01:43,564 --> 00:01:45,563 We were in the same class. 31 00:01:45,564 --> 00:01:48,324 I had, like, a medical eye-patch for a bit. 32 00:01:49,404 --> 00:01:50,804 Oh, yeah. 33 00:01:52,284 --> 00:01:54,523 SCANNER BEEPS 34 00:01:54,524 --> 00:01:55,604 And one of those. 35 00:02:00,004 --> 00:02:02,763 So how are you? 36 00:02:02,764 --> 00:02:04,843 - You got kids? - No. 37 00:02:04,844 --> 00:02:07,003 - Married? - No. 38 00:02:07,004 --> 00:02:09,043 So what have you been doing? 39 00:02:09,044 --> 00:02:11,083 Prison. 40 00:02:11,084 --> 00:02:13,043 Oh, right. 41 00:02:13,044 --> 00:02:15,003 Why were you, er... ? 42 00:02:15,004 --> 00:02:16,643 What did... 43 00:02:16,644 --> 00:02:18,084 I killed someone. 44 00:02:22,204 --> 00:02:23,204 On purpose. 45 00:02:24,444 --> 00:02:25,484 Right. 46 00:02:28,964 --> 00:02:31,403 Shit! 47 00:02:34,804 --> 00:02:37,603 Properly got me there. 48 00:02:37,604 --> 00:02:38,723 You got me. 49 00:02:38,724 --> 00:02:41,084 - You always had a weird sense of humour. - Yeah. 50 00:02:42,804 --> 00:02:44,844 I'm gonna go kill someone else now. 51 00:02:49,804 --> 00:02:51,724 - Do you want a bag? - No, thanks. 52 00:02:53,484 --> 00:02:54,484 Bye, Ray. 53 00:03:02,364 --> 00:03:05,843 ♪ And you don't know, you don't know you don't know, you don't know ♪ 54 00:03:05,844 --> 00:03:08,324 ♪ How glad I am. ♪ 55 00:03:13,924 --> 00:03:16,284 I learnt about punishment from a young age. 56 00:03:17,924 --> 00:03:20,204 I learnt it happens because of love. 57 00:03:22,844 --> 00:03:24,763 - Austria. - Vienna. 58 00:03:24,764 --> 00:03:26,643 - China. - Beijing. 59 00:03:26,644 --> 00:03:30,123 - Democratic Republic of the Congo. - Kinshasa. 60 00:03:30,124 --> 00:03:31,244 Latvia. 61 00:03:35,924 --> 00:03:37,763 Latvia. 62 00:03:37,764 --> 00:03:39,284 Kiev? 63 00:03:43,564 --> 00:03:45,723 I feel like you've punched me in the face. 64 00:03:45,724 --> 00:03:48,523 My mum always wanted me to go to university. 65 00:03:51,164 --> 00:03:53,324 She couldn't go because she got pregnant. 66 00:03:56,684 --> 00:03:58,324 With me. 67 00:04:03,804 --> 00:04:06,123 She always put me first. 68 00:04:06,124 --> 00:04:07,323 Cod? 69 00:04:07,324 --> 00:04:10,044 - Again? - It's good for the synapses. 70 00:04:11,284 --> 00:04:13,564 Dad spent a lot of time in the garden. 71 00:04:19,404 --> 00:04:22,244 When I was 17, he lost his job. 72 00:04:24,004 --> 00:04:26,643 He didn't wanna tell us, so every day he got in the car 73 00:04:26,644 --> 00:04:29,164 and drove around until it was time to come home. 74 00:04:30,404 --> 00:04:33,643 When Mum found out, she was quite upset. 75 00:04:33,644 --> 00:04:36,244 ♪ You are my special angel ♪ 76 00:04:37,764 --> 00:04:41,684 ♪ Right from paradise... ♪ 77 00:04:43,244 --> 00:04:45,044 Dad left soon after that. 78 00:04:47,164 --> 00:04:49,283 I'm... 79 00:04:49,284 --> 00:04:50,883 ... just getting some milk. 80 00:04:50,884 --> 00:04:55,443 ♪ Heaven is in your eyes... ♪ 81 00:04:55,444 --> 00:04:57,403 Mum said we were better off without him. 82 00:05:01,004 --> 00:05:02,644 Mum? 83 00:05:07,644 --> 00:05:10,124 It meant she could focus all her energy on me. 84 00:05:16,324 --> 00:05:17,844 Where did you get this? 85 00:05:18,844 --> 00:05:19,844 I found it. 86 00:05:21,164 --> 00:05:23,164 Do you know what kind of women wear this? 87 00:05:25,844 --> 00:05:27,084 Hookers. 88 00:05:29,164 --> 00:05:31,524 Hookers don't pass exams. 89 00:05:41,924 --> 00:05:43,763 Eat it. 90 00:05:43,764 --> 00:05:45,523 What? 91 00:05:45,524 --> 00:05:46,524 Eat... 92 00:05:47,604 --> 00:05:48,884 ... it. 93 00:06:03,204 --> 00:06:04,804 All of it. 94 00:06:06,844 --> 00:06:08,084 Life can be hard. 95 00:06:09,604 --> 00:06:10,964 Make sure you chew. 96 00:06:15,044 --> 00:06:16,764 Mum taught me how to cope with it. 97 00:06:20,324 --> 00:06:21,804 Fucking weirdo. 98 00:06:23,564 --> 00:06:25,683 How to cope with people. 99 00:06:31,444 --> 00:06:32,924 I'm gonna have to suspend you. 100 00:06:34,884 --> 00:06:36,484 Okay. 101 00:06:38,484 --> 00:06:40,164 - Can I keep that? - No. 102 00:06:50,204 --> 00:06:53,204 When I was 18, I failed all my exams. 103 00:06:54,684 --> 00:06:56,124 Mum was actually okay about it. 104 00:06:57,844 --> 00:07:00,043 Three As. 105 00:07:00,044 --> 00:07:01,044 Good. 106 00:07:04,524 --> 00:07:06,844 And it didn't stop me from going to university. 107 00:07:08,844 --> 00:07:09,883 Thanks. 108 00:07:09,884 --> 00:07:11,364 I got a job there. 109 00:07:20,084 --> 00:07:21,923 Are you a student here, as well? 110 00:07:21,924 --> 00:07:25,084 Sometimes a small decision can lead to something big. 111 00:07:26,644 --> 00:07:28,804 - Yes. - Cool. 112 00:07:31,684 --> 00:07:33,564 Something really big. 113 00:08:15,204 --> 00:08:16,564 Er, may I? 114 00:08:24,644 --> 00:08:27,924 This is your textbook for the term. 115 00:08:37,364 --> 00:08:39,164 Don't move. 116 00:08:43,564 --> 00:08:44,764 Let's begin. 117 00:08:50,124 --> 00:08:54,403 Foucault is an embarrassment. He has no class. 118 00:08:57,204 --> 00:09:00,963 "Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you". 119 00:09:00,964 --> 00:09:03,243 Sartre. 120 00:09:03,244 --> 00:09:05,803 Be the protagonist in your own story. 121 00:09:05,804 --> 00:09:10,084 And that story begins with an act of intellectual defiance. 122 00:09:12,044 --> 00:09:15,123 Read Max Weber, Erving Goffman. 123 00:09:15,124 --> 00:09:17,433 Or if you want a more contemporary perspective, 124 00:09:17,434 --> 00:09:18,748 this guy's pretty good. 125 00:09:39,684 --> 00:09:41,644 You're not a student, are you? 126 00:09:43,484 --> 00:09:45,004 You just work here. 127 00:09:47,524 --> 00:09:50,484 People have earned the right to come to my class. 128 00:09:51,524 --> 00:09:52,964 You haven't. 129 00:09:54,644 --> 00:09:57,604 I don't want to see you again. Okay? 130 00:10:09,644 --> 00:10:12,324 Sometimes people don't see your potential. 131 00:10:15,924 --> 00:10:17,124 So you have to show them. 132 00:10:28,924 --> 00:10:29,924 Was this you? 133 00:10:31,644 --> 00:10:32,723 Is this human... 134 00:10:32,724 --> 00:10:34,763 ... shit? 135 00:10:34,764 --> 00:10:36,324 Yeah. 136 00:10:37,324 --> 00:10:38,844 Yours? 137 00:10:40,084 --> 00:10:41,204 Maybe. 138 00:10:48,724 --> 00:10:51,484 You can come to my class. On one condition. 139 00:10:52,764 --> 00:10:54,323 What? 140 00:10:54,324 --> 00:10:57,604 You have a drink with me. Once a week. 141 00:10:59,924 --> 00:11:01,524 Okay. 142 00:11:14,884 --> 00:11:16,844 Finally I could see a future for myself. 143 00:11:21,204 --> 00:11:22,284 And it felt good. 144 00:11:31,364 --> 00:11:32,403 Go ahead. 145 00:11:53,607 --> 00:11:57,653 ♪ We're above suspicion ♪ 146 00:11:57,654 --> 00:12:00,694 ♪ Both you and I ♪ 147 00:12:02,479 --> 00:12:06,187 ♪ They say that I'm a good girl... ♪ 148 00:12:06,188 --> 00:12:07,212 Take a seat. 149 00:12:07,213 --> 00:12:10,213 ♪ And I'm a good guy... ♪ 150 00:12:18,327 --> 00:12:19,847 Do you like this? 151 00:12:21,007 --> 00:12:22,007 Not really. 152 00:12:28,403 --> 00:12:29,403 So... 153 00:12:30,648 --> 00:12:32,632 ... tell me about yourself. 154 00:12:32,633 --> 00:12:33,633 No. 155 00:12:34,877 --> 00:12:36,277 Okay. 156 00:12:39,277 --> 00:12:40,917 Why did you want to take my class? 157 00:12:42,397 --> 00:12:43,837 I was interested. 158 00:12:45,157 --> 00:12:46,157 In what? 159 00:12:47,397 --> 00:12:49,636 In what the point is. 160 00:12:49,637 --> 00:12:51,356 Of anything. 161 00:12:51,357 --> 00:12:53,117 Why aren't you a student? 162 00:12:54,597 --> 00:12:57,276 - You're clearly bright. - Failed my exams. 163 00:12:57,277 --> 00:12:58,437 Ah. 164 00:12:59,717 --> 00:13:03,357 Exams rank different levels of mediocrity, that's all. 165 00:13:04,397 --> 00:13:06,797 Exceptional people don't do well at them. 166 00:13:09,037 --> 00:13:10,357 I didn't. 167 00:13:15,717 --> 00:13:17,676 You are very pretty. 168 00:13:21,877 --> 00:13:23,637 Do you know that? 169 00:13:25,277 --> 00:13:27,197 Do people tell you that? 170 00:13:30,997 --> 00:13:33,797 You're a little salmon. Aren't you? 171 00:13:35,637 --> 00:13:37,356 What? 172 00:13:37,357 --> 00:13:39,637 You want to swim against the tide. 173 00:13:45,877 --> 00:13:47,757 Shall we take our clothes off? 174 00:14:05,477 --> 00:14:06,877 Take a taxi. 175 00:14:08,197 --> 00:14:09,517 Thank you. 176 00:14:13,397 --> 00:14:15,316 Do you know something? 177 00:14:15,317 --> 00:14:16,996 What? 178 00:14:16,997 --> 00:14:19,276 I could fall in love with you. 179 00:14:43,397 --> 00:14:44,956 Has it happened yet? 180 00:14:44,957 --> 00:14:46,357 What? 181 00:14:48,597 --> 00:14:50,237 The love? 182 00:14:52,517 --> 00:14:53,517 Nearly. 183 00:14:54,997 --> 00:14:57,676 But, er, we're finished for tonight. 184 00:15:17,597 --> 00:15:23,557 ♪ I gave you my heart ♪ 185 00:15:25,957 --> 00:15:30,117 ♪ Long, long ago ♪ 186 00:15:32,157 --> 00:15:37,436 ♪ I can't take it back ♪ 187 00:15:37,437 --> 00:15:40,597 ♪ Darling... ♪ 188 00:15:45,837 --> 00:15:50,797 ♪ And though you treat me mean... ♪ 189 00:15:53,477 --> 00:15:57,517 Just, er, returning these and, um, getting this one out. 190 00:16:12,437 --> 00:16:13,957 This is really good. 191 00:16:15,117 --> 00:16:17,397 Yeah. It's my favourite. 192 00:16:18,557 --> 00:16:19,557 Yeah. 193 00:16:21,317 --> 00:16:23,916 So do you speak German, then? 194 00:16:23,917 --> 00:16:25,756 - Yeah. - Oh, cool! 195 00:16:34,357 --> 00:16:37,437 Okay. Great. 196 00:16:39,117 --> 00:16:40,677 Thanks. 197 00:16:48,717 --> 00:16:50,037 Who was that? 198 00:16:51,957 --> 00:16:53,637 He wants to be my boyfriend. 199 00:16:55,277 --> 00:16:57,756 He asked me to a fondue night tomorrow. 200 00:16:57,757 --> 00:16:59,237 Are you going to go? 201 00:17:00,597 --> 00:17:02,277 I like cheese. 202 00:17:07,357 --> 00:17:09,917 I'd like to take some photographs of you. 203 00:17:11,517 --> 00:17:12,877 What? 204 00:17:13,917 --> 00:17:16,196 Come and see me tomorrow night. 205 00:17:16,197 --> 00:17:17,596 How about tonight? 206 00:17:17,597 --> 00:17:18,917 I can't do tonight. 207 00:17:23,917 --> 00:17:27,117 When you want something, it's hard to wait. 208 00:17:35,277 --> 00:17:36,717 You can get impatient. 209 00:18:20,237 --> 00:18:21,597 Who is she? 210 00:18:23,237 --> 00:18:25,877 - Oh, I didn't want to worry you. - What? 211 00:18:27,797 --> 00:18:30,156 I'd only seen her in lectures. 212 00:18:30,157 --> 00:18:31,275 I didn't know her name 213 00:18:31,276 --> 00:18:33,421 till she came to see me a couple of weeks ago. 214 00:18:35,237 --> 00:18:37,516 I was stupid... 215 00:18:37,517 --> 00:18:39,668 ... agreeing to talk to her alone. 216 00:18:39,669 --> 00:18:44,236 She said she was worried about her exams. I believed her. 217 00:18:44,237 --> 00:18:45,836 She's clearly in love with me. 218 00:18:45,837 --> 00:18:49,277 And now she's... made up these lies. 219 00:18:50,557 --> 00:18:53,876 She's threatening me. She's gonna say I attacked her. 220 00:18:53,877 --> 00:18:57,996 She wants to destroy me... my life, my work, everything. 221 00:18:57,997 --> 00:18:59,117 The girl's mad. 222 00:19:00,757 --> 00:19:02,996 So it isn't true? 223 00:19:02,997 --> 00:19:04,676 How can you ask me that? 224 00:19:04,677 --> 00:19:06,676 No, look, I... No, I didn't... 225 00:19:06,677 --> 00:19:08,236 Get out! 226 00:19:08,237 --> 00:19:09,357 Get out! 227 00:19:19,917 --> 00:19:21,516 Love makes you feel quite clear 228 00:19:21,517 --> 00:19:23,437 about what is right and what is wrong. 229 00:19:25,797 --> 00:19:28,076 And when someone has done something wrong, 230 00:19:28,077 --> 00:19:29,917 they have to get punished. 231 00:20:45,517 --> 00:20:47,117 Ambulance. 232 00:20:48,597 --> 00:20:50,277 There's been an accident. 233 00:21:25,717 --> 00:21:29,276 You asked me to tell you about myself that time. 234 00:21:29,277 --> 00:21:30,716 And I said no. 235 00:21:30,717 --> 00:21:32,037 I want to tell you now. 236 00:21:33,277 --> 00:21:36,436 I learnt about punishment from a young age. 237 00:21:36,437 --> 00:21:38,516 I learnt it happens because of love. 238 00:21:43,077 --> 00:21:45,956 I used feel like I maybe wasn't real. 239 00:21:45,957 --> 00:21:47,677 Like I was made up of nothing. 240 00:21:48,917 --> 00:21:50,236 But when you fall in love, 241 00:21:50,237 --> 00:21:52,876 the nothing feeling is eaten by a something feeling, 242 00:21:52,877 --> 00:21:55,596 which is eaten by an everything feeling. 243 00:21:55,597 --> 00:21:57,756 You swallowed me. 244 00:21:57,757 --> 00:21:59,037 And set me free. 245 00:22:13,357 --> 00:22:15,996 How do you know this one's safe? 246 00:22:15,997 --> 00:22:17,716 No obvious burglar alarm. 247 00:22:17,717 --> 00:22:20,436 Dust everywhere, so no cleaner to worry about. 248 00:22:20,437 --> 00:22:22,476 Post. 249 00:22:22,477 --> 00:22:23,877 At least a week's worth. 250 00:22:25,157 --> 00:22:27,677 Is breaking and entering the best way of lying low? 251 00:22:48,637 --> 00:22:49,637 What? 252 00:23:32,277 --> 00:23:33,756 Hi. 253 00:23:33,757 --> 00:23:35,037 Is Alyssa in?