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[Kevin]              
        Previously on   The Chi...

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I'm here to happily announce

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that I'll be moving        
           to Los Angeles

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to do what I love: gaming.

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And while I'm up here,       
         I encourage you all

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to do what you love.

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Even if everyone thinks      
            you're crazy,

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you blaze your own trail,

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and never let anyone tell you   
       you can't do something.

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[cheers and applause]

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[gun cocking]

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[Emmett]              
     I wanna cut ties with you.

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-I'm done.             
    -[Douda] You pay me my money.

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Then we'll talk.

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[Emmett groaning]

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[Douda]              
    If you play with me again....

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Both you all need to be      
     worried about your futures

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and keeping your nose       
          in the good book.

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You ain't always done       
      what the good book says.

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What, you challenging me, boy?

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I mean, somebody's got to.

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Well, I think I'm gonna      
           excuse myself.

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[Jackson] No, no.

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You're a part           
         of this family too.

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You stay right there.

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I don't know            
     anything about Q's murder.

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[Gorn]               
     This photo says otherwise.

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I don't think           
          you're a killer,

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but I do think you might have   
        helped dump the body.

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So you can either confess now,

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or we can find out later      
       and put you in prison.

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What do you do when a lion     
        prowls your village,

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jaws dripping with the blood    
         of your neighbors?

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Do you let him sleep        
            in your bed?

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[crowd murmuring]

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If we don't cast that devil    
          out of our city,

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he will devour us all.

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-[all] Amen.            
             -[applause]

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Take care of him.

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Say less.

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[Jackson]   Lord, I really      
      need you to protect my son.

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[groaning and choking]

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somber music

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[breathing shakily]

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[panting]

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[whimpers]

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[sobs]

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[tools buzzing]

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Hey, Nuck!

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dramatic music

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What's the word, little bro?

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Thought you said family      
       was off-limits, nigga.

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-Well, do it, nigga.        
           -[gun cocking]

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I killed a nigga before,

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and it ain't no thing       
           to do it again.

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[Nuck] Man,            
    you shot Ronnie in the back.

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You don't got enough balls

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to shoot a nigga like me      
            in the face.

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Did you look Pastor Jackson    
             in the face

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before you strangled him,     
             nigga, huh?

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Answer me.

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Answer me, nigga!

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Look, Bakari,           
          if you kill me...

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[Bakari sobbing]

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...he gonna take you.

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[gun cocking]

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It's up to you.

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[Bakari groaning]

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You looking to die today?

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[Bakari crying]

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Why you do it?

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Because he was talking       
          too fucking much.

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[Zay] We had to send a message.

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He was like a father        
             to me, man!

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You can't trust nobody       
           that ain't us!

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How many times I gotta       
      tell your ass that, huh?

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You too soft for the streets.

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[Bakari] Fuck you!

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We your family.

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If you ever            
       pull a gun on me again,

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you won't live           
     to tell the fucking story.

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Do you hear me, huh?

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Now, get the fuck         
          out of here, man!

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Move, nigga!

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I could kill that nigga.

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Don't.

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You sure?

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Hey, if I need you to take care 
        of him, I'll say so.

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You hear me?

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Now, put the fucking gun      
             down, man.

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Let's go, nigga.

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[indistinct chatter]

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[breathing shakily]

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[Kevin] Uh...need anything?

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No.

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[Jake] Do you want us       
         to leave you alone?

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Yeah.

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[Kevin] Look, man, um,

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you really want us         
         to leave you alone,

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or you just saying that?

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I-I wanna be alone.

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We're here for you         
           if you need us.

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I-I know.

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Love you, bro.

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I love you too.

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The fuck you want?

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I'm hurting too, nigga.

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I know one of your boys      
             killed him.

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[sighs] I never thought      
   that none of this would happen.

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[Papa] But it did!

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And now my dad gone        
         'cause he ain't do

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what Douda wanted him to.

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Look, if the pastor would have   
       just washed the money,

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maybe he'd still be here.

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-So you saying it's his fault?   
            -[Bakari] No.

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Listen, my dad           
          was a noble man.

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And he got killed for it!

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I loved your father

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like he was my own.

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But he's not your father!

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He's mine.

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Now he's gone.

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somber music

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dramatic jazz music

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[Emmett] Kiesha, stop.

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Will you at least         
         let me talk to you?

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I'm tired of talking.

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I thought you said         
            relationships

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were about communication.

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-Babe.               
               -Stop.

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I told you             
        I don't trust Douda.

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He's all about getting       
           what he wants,

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even if that means         
           taking a life.

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I don't have nothing        
          to do with that.

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Pastor Jackson warned us.

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He told us             
       if we weren't careful,

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Douda would take over.

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[EJ] What's going on?

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Nothing. Nothing, man.

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Uh, everything's fine.

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Kiesha, where you going?

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Go-go back in the room

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and check on your brother,     
               a'ight?

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If I can't count on you      
           to protect us,

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we not staying here.

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What happened           
         to sticking around

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even when shit           
         gets uncomfortable?

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This is more            
         than uncomfortable.

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This could be life or death.

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I promise, I'm not gonna      
         let anything happen

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to you or my kids.

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Yeah, what if something      
           happens to you?

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What am I supposed to do then?

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Just give me some time       
            to fix this.

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-How much time?          
           -I don't know.

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That's not good enough.

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Kiesha, please.

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Come on.

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I can't lose you.

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Fine.

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But I'm sleeping          
          in the guest room

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until you figure this out.

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Fine.

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I'll take it.

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And if anything else happens,   
              I'm gone.

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Understood.

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I'll be up in a little bit.

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I'll get the room         
           set up for you.

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[text message swooshes]

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[Victor sniffs]

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How you doing           
          with everything?

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[Jake] I'm fine.

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[Victor] Talk to me.

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Why?

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Because I wanna know        
          how you feeling.

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I don't think it's smart for    
   you to hold everything inside.

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It's what you do.

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[Victor] What?           
     I-I talk about my problems.

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Yeah, not with me.

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Well, you-you're not old enough 
         to know everything.

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I'm trying to protect you.

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I don't need to be protected.

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I need to know           
       what the fuck going on.

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Watch your mouth.

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[sighs]

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When you came back,

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you told me I could trust you.

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I don't feel like         
       you trust me with shit.

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[groans]

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[coughs]

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A'ight, look,           
      if I tell you something,

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you can't say shit to nobody.

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I'm serious.

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I ain't gonna say shit.

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Fuck.

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A few months back,         
            Douda came by

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and told me he needed me      
      to take a ride with him.

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And while we was riding...

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...I heard a sound         
       coming from the trunk.

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[sighs]              
      It was a body, wasn't it?

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How you know?

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Douda ain't joyriding       
        with niggas for fun.

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Shit, he only come around here   
       when he need something.

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If it wasn't for him, bro...

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...I don't think          
     I'd be in office right now.

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Man, you in office 'cause     
       bitches think you cute.

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And you finally told the truth.

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He ain't got nothing        
          to do with that.

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Hmm.

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I didn't think           
         about it like that.

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So what happened?

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He made you bury a body      
            or something?

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Uh, yeah.

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We-we dumped the body together.

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And now you an accomplice

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00:11:57,258 --> 00:11:59,301
and you trying to figure out if 
    you should come clean or not.

217
00:12:01,053 --> 00:12:02,263
Yeah.

218
00:12:03,931 --> 00:12:06,100
[exhales heavily]

219
00:12:07,560 --> 00:12:08,728
Got it.

220
00:12:09,770 --> 00:12:10,813
Damn.

221
00:12:13,566 --> 00:12:14,692
You know more than I thought.

222
00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:15,735
[chuckles]

223
00:12:15,776 --> 00:12:17,903
Told you I'm not          
           some dumb kid.

224
00:12:17,945 --> 00:12:19,321
I know what's going on.

225
00:12:19,363 --> 00:12:23,325
Well, since you so wise...

226
00:12:23,367 --> 00:12:24,577
[sighs]

227
00:12:24,618 --> 00:12:25,995
...what do you think        
            I should do?

228
00:12:26,036 --> 00:12:28,330
Well...

229
00:12:28,372 --> 00:12:30,666
if I was you,           
         I wouldn't snitch.

230
00:12:30,708 --> 00:12:32,084
[chuckles]

231
00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:33,294
I don't know why that       
        doesn't surprise me.

232
00:12:33,335 --> 00:12:34,712
[chuckles]

233
00:12:37,006 --> 00:12:38,257
You can't do shit         
          for the community

234
00:12:38,299 --> 00:12:39,675
if your ass locked up.

235
00:12:42,511 --> 00:12:43,512
We need you.

236
00:12:45,306 --> 00:12:46,599
I need y'all too.

237
00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:49,602
jazz music

238
00:12:56,859 --> 00:12:59,278
[clippers buzzing]

239
00:12:59,320 --> 00:13:02,072
[indistinct rap music       
       playing over speakers]

240
00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:10,414
Give me a minute.

241
00:13:15,503 --> 00:13:18,464
dramatic music

242
00:13:20,007 --> 00:13:21,634
You good?

243
00:13:21,675 --> 00:13:24,094
No, I'm not.

244
00:13:24,135 --> 00:13:25,721
What's wrong?

245
00:13:25,763 --> 00:13:27,890
I'm scared.

246
00:13:27,932 --> 00:13:29,767
Somebody threatening you?

247
00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,435
I know y'all            
        working with Emmett.

248
00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:36,106
We not working with him.

249
00:13:36,148 --> 00:13:37,483
He work for us.

250
00:13:37,525 --> 00:13:39,193
OK, well, I think him       
          working for y'all

251
00:13:39,235 --> 00:13:40,945
has put us in danger.

252
00:13:40,986 --> 00:13:42,196
He just holding shit for us.

253
00:13:42,238 --> 00:13:43,781
Ain't no bullets          
         gonna come his way.

254
00:13:43,823 --> 00:13:45,199
-Trust me.             
      -I don't like the feeling

255
00:13:45,241 --> 00:13:47,201
that we holding something     
     that can get us in trouble.

256
00:13:47,243 --> 00:13:48,661
It's just money, Kiesha.

257
00:13:48,702 --> 00:13:50,621
No, it's not!

258
00:13:50,663 --> 00:13:51,997
[Nuck sighs]

259
00:13:52,039 --> 00:13:53,666
I know you.

260
00:13:53,707 --> 00:13:56,126
Then you know I would never    
     let nothing happen to you.

261
00:13:56,168 --> 00:13:57,503
Nuck, you already have.

262
00:14:03,217 --> 00:14:05,219
I apologized for that.

263
00:14:05,260 --> 00:14:07,763
I don't want you to have      
      to apologize to me again.

264
00:14:07,805 --> 00:14:09,515
Then I think you need       
      to have that conversation

265
00:14:09,557 --> 00:14:10,474
with your nigga.

266
00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:12,101
I spoke to him.

267
00:14:12,142 --> 00:14:13,561
And now I'm talking to you.

268
00:14:15,229 --> 00:14:16,313
I'll do what I can.

269
00:14:16,355 --> 00:14:17,690
That's not enough!

270
00:14:17,731 --> 00:14:18,941
What do you want?

271
00:14:18,983 --> 00:14:21,861
Promise me my family        
          is gonna be safe.

272
00:14:21,902 --> 00:14:24,113
I don't like making promises    
            I can't keep.

273
00:14:24,154 --> 00:14:26,365
I know you got Douda's ear.

274
00:14:28,576 --> 00:14:30,411
Look, that nigga          
         don't listen to me.

275
00:14:31,871 --> 00:14:34,248
All I'm asking           
      is that you have my back.

276
00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,711
I do.

277
00:14:38,752 --> 00:14:41,046
Then you gotta have        
         Emmett's back too.

278
00:14:45,092 --> 00:14:48,220
[phones ringing,          
          people clamoring]

279
00:14:53,809 --> 00:14:55,603
It's a lot of people out there.

280
00:14:55,644 --> 00:14:58,063
[Quincy]              
         I'm not surprised.

281
00:14:58,105 --> 00:15:00,900
A community leader         
      was murdered in his home.

282
00:15:00,941 --> 00:15:02,234
People are scared.

283
00:15:04,528 --> 00:15:07,489
Well, I wanna put         
         something together.

284
00:15:07,531 --> 00:15:08,782
OK, like what?

285
00:15:14,622 --> 00:15:16,165
A candlelight vigil.

286
00:15:16,206 --> 00:15:19,001
Oh, that's smart.

287
00:15:19,043 --> 00:15:21,879
The people need a place      
   that they can grieve together.

288
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:23,589
Yeah, and no cameras.

289
00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:25,424
This is just for us.

290
00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:26,550
Well, when are you         
         trying to do this?

291
00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:28,093
Soon.

292
00:15:28,135 --> 00:15:29,428
[Quincy] That's ambitious.

293
00:15:29,470 --> 00:15:31,430
Man, people            
       are hurting right now.

294
00:15:31,472 --> 00:15:32,932
They need us.

295
00:15:32,973 --> 00:15:34,767
We can't just be          
        sitting on our asses.

296
00:15:36,810 --> 00:15:37,895
I'll make some calls.

297
00:15:37,937 --> 00:15:39,271
Thank you.

298
00:15:50,991 --> 00:15:52,618
Do you need anything?

299
00:15:53,494 --> 00:15:54,578
[Papa] No.

300
00:15:57,331 --> 00:15:59,249
[Kenya]              
    OK, do you need to be alone?

301
00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:01,794
[Papa] Yeah.

302
00:16:03,796 --> 00:16:05,673
OK, then I'll head out.

303
00:16:05,714 --> 00:16:07,299
OK.

304
00:16:12,096 --> 00:16:13,597
[Kenya]              
    Call me if you need anything.

305
00:16:13,639 --> 00:16:14,640
A'ight.

306
00:16:16,392 --> 00:16:18,477
OK, I get             
        that you're grieving,

307
00:16:18,519 --> 00:16:21,522
but please don't make me feel   
   like shit just because you do.

308
00:16:26,026 --> 00:16:29,113
You know the last conversation   
          I had with my dad

309
00:16:29,154 --> 00:16:30,155
was about you?

310
00:16:32,658 --> 00:16:34,492
He didn't think          
       we should be together.

311
00:16:37,538 --> 00:16:38,579
Why?

312
00:16:41,040 --> 00:16:44,837
He said I wasn't ready       
     to handle that level of...

313
00:16:44,877 --> 00:16:46,587
responsibility.

314
00:16:49,883 --> 00:16:51,719
And now I see he was right.

315
00:17:09,570 --> 00:17:11,613
[door clicks open]

316
00:17:11,655 --> 00:17:12,656
[door slams]

317
00:17:12,698 --> 00:17:15,284
[sighs]

318
00:17:15,325 --> 00:17:18,037
I just feel like          
       he never listens to me.

319
00:17:18,078 --> 00:17:20,914
And he makes these decisions    
    without talking to me first.

320
00:17:20,956 --> 00:17:22,833
Have you spoken          
         to him about this?

321
00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:25,836
Yes, multiple times,        
        and nothing changes.

322
00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:29,048
He just did something crazy    
       that violated my trust.

323
00:17:29,089 --> 00:17:30,340
[Kwame] What was that?

324
00:17:32,509 --> 00:17:34,720
He...

325
00:17:34,762 --> 00:17:37,389
brought something in our home

326
00:17:37,431 --> 00:17:39,767
that could put us         
           in real danger.

327
00:17:41,602 --> 00:17:43,103
That's serious.

328
00:17:45,522 --> 00:17:46,982
I know.

329
00:17:48,442 --> 00:17:50,694
Have you resolved it?

330
00:17:50,736 --> 00:17:53,238
I'm sleeping in the guest room   
        until he handles it.

331
00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:54,782
[Kwame] How does that feel?

332
00:17:56,450 --> 00:17:57,910
[sighs]

333
00:17:59,953 --> 00:18:02,081
Like a temporary fix.

334
00:18:07,294 --> 00:18:09,463
Did you grow up in a house     
         with both parents?

335
00:18:13,675 --> 00:18:16,595
My parents divorced        
         when I was younger.

336
00:18:18,555 --> 00:18:23,143
And my dad...

337
00:18:23,185 --> 00:18:26,105
died suddenly           
       when I was a teenager.

338
00:18:26,146 --> 00:18:27,481
[Kwame] I'm sorry.

339
00:18:29,274 --> 00:18:32,861
I only ask because we often    
     mimic our parents' behavior

340
00:18:32,903 --> 00:18:35,364
in our own relationships.

341
00:18:35,405 --> 00:18:38,700
I was surprised          
      when my parents broke up.

342
00:18:38,742 --> 00:18:40,953
I never saw them fight.

343
00:18:40,994 --> 00:18:43,622
A lot of parents try not      
   to fight in front of their kids

344
00:18:43,664 --> 00:18:46,792
because they're afraid       
     it's gonna traumatize them,

345
00:18:46,834 --> 00:18:49,128
but it's actually         
         important for kids

346
00:18:49,169 --> 00:18:52,381
to see their parents        
       work through conflict.

347
00:18:52,422 --> 00:18:53,924
Otherwise,             
         they'll get anxious

348
00:18:53,966 --> 00:18:56,176
when it arises           
         in their own lives.

349
00:18:58,011 --> 00:19:01,306
I do remember my dad        
    making most of the decisions.

350
00:19:03,016 --> 00:19:06,395
He controlled the money,      
           where we lived,

351
00:19:06,436 --> 00:19:07,646
what we watched on TV.

352
00:19:08,730 --> 00:19:10,190
Mm.

353
00:19:10,232 --> 00:19:12,818
Sounds like they were       
       pretty, uh, old-school.

354
00:19:12,860 --> 00:19:15,195
Yeah, I never liked that.

355
00:19:17,322 --> 00:19:18,824
That's why it's          
        so important for you

356
00:19:18,866 --> 00:19:22,161
to feel like an equal       
        in your relationship.

357
00:19:22,202 --> 00:19:25,038
You wanna take the control     
     that your mother never did.

358
00:19:27,624 --> 00:19:28,834
Wow.

359
00:19:30,294 --> 00:19:32,337
I never thought          
        about it like that...

360
00:19:34,381 --> 00:19:35,674
...I guess.

361
00:19:38,343 --> 00:19:41,013
Am I doing too much?

362
00:19:41,054 --> 00:19:42,973
You and Emmett just need      
       to get on the same page

363
00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:45,309
about decision-making,

364
00:19:45,350 --> 00:19:48,645
especially decisions        
    that affect the whole family.

365
00:19:48,687 --> 00:19:51,190
You can both be          
       head of the household,

366
00:19:51,231 --> 00:19:53,358
but there will be         
          some compromises.

367
00:19:55,861 --> 00:19:59,156
My mom and stepmom         
    argued in front of us a lot.

368
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:00,866
And now I feel           
         like she just wants

369
00:20:00,908 --> 00:20:03,535
to take control of everything.

370
00:20:03,577 --> 00:20:06,205
[Kwame] Maybe she's trying     
      to make up for lost time.

371
00:20:10,876 --> 00:20:12,669
If you're up to it,

372
00:20:12,711 --> 00:20:14,504
I think it might be helpful    
             to have her

373
00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,632
join us for a session or two.

374
00:20:16,673 --> 00:20:18,217
My mama?

375
00:20:18,258 --> 00:20:20,052
[Kwame] Yes.

376
00:20:20,093 --> 00:20:21,720
No.

377
00:20:21,762 --> 00:20:23,013
I'm good.

378
00:20:23,055 --> 00:20:26,350
Look...              
     whether we like it or not,

379
00:20:26,391 --> 00:20:28,602
the way we walk          
          through the world

380
00:20:28,644 --> 00:20:30,812
has a lot to do          
    with who brought us into it.

381
00:20:33,273 --> 00:20:34,942
I don't know, I feel like

382
00:20:34,983 --> 00:20:37,736
I like this space         
           being about me

383
00:20:37,778 --> 00:20:39,613
and my healing.

384
00:20:43,116 --> 00:20:45,244
I think the first person      
         to break your heart

385
00:20:45,285 --> 00:20:46,745
was your mother.

386
00:20:54,962 --> 00:20:55,963
Shit.

387
00:20:57,130 --> 00:21:01,176
And until             
       we resolve that break,

388
00:21:01,218 --> 00:21:03,428
you'll spend the rest       
   of your life trying to mend it

389
00:21:03,470 --> 00:21:05,305
with romantic relationships.

390
00:21:08,934 --> 00:21:11,270
Damn.

391
00:21:11,311 --> 00:21:13,605
[Kwame] You don't have       
        to decide right now.

392
00:21:14,606 --> 00:21:17,234
Just something to think about.

393
00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:18,860
[sighs]

394
00:21:23,615 --> 00:21:24,908
[Darnell] Well, shit.

395
00:21:24,950 --> 00:21:26,743
It's five o'clock         
           somewhere, huh?

396
00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:27,786
-[Emmett sighs]          
          -[glasses clink]

397
00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:29,788
-Yeah, thanks, Pop.        
              -Mm-hmm.

398
00:21:29,830 --> 00:21:31,957
[inhales sharply]         
         To Pastor Jackson.

399
00:21:31,999 --> 00:21:33,292
[Darnell] Yeah.

400
00:21:33,333 --> 00:21:36,336
Yeah, Pastor Jack--        
         he was a good man.

401
00:21:36,378 --> 00:21:37,963
God rest his soul.

402
00:21:38,005 --> 00:21:40,799
[soft R&B music          
       playing over speakers]

403
00:21:45,137 --> 00:21:46,471
What's wrong with you, son?

404
00:21:52,519 --> 00:21:54,187
Kiesha almost left         
          me this morning.

405
00:21:55,230 --> 00:21:56,481
What you do?

406
00:21:56,523 --> 00:21:58,066
Nothing. [chuckles]

407
00:21:58,108 --> 00:21:59,860
Boy, don't be lying to me.

408
00:22:03,822 --> 00:22:05,907
I'm just doing what I gotta do   
        to make sure we good.

409
00:22:05,949 --> 00:22:07,659
Even if it's illegal?

410
00:22:09,786 --> 00:22:11,997
I'm not doing           
          no illegal shit.

411
00:22:16,376 --> 00:22:19,129
I deal with niggas         
        that do illegal shit.

412
00:22:19,171 --> 00:22:21,173
That don't make it no better.

413
00:22:26,386 --> 00:22:29,598
She wants me            
      to cut ties with Douda...

414
00:22:29,639 --> 00:22:30,724
for good.

415
00:22:30,766 --> 00:22:33,685
See, that's why          
          I'm Team Kiesha.

416
00:22:35,896 --> 00:22:37,022
Yeah.

417
00:22:37,064 --> 00:22:38,273
I know.

418
00:22:40,609 --> 00:22:42,652
So how you get her to stay?

419
00:22:42,694 --> 00:22:44,696
I promised her           
           I'd handle it.

420
00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:47,699
How you gonna do that?

421
00:22:53,747 --> 00:22:55,874
I wanna buy myself out.

422
00:22:59,086 --> 00:23:00,712
How much is that          
             gonna cost?

423
00:23:05,217 --> 00:23:06,635
I don't know.

424
00:23:06,676 --> 00:23:10,389
[sighs]

425
00:23:10,430 --> 00:23:12,391
Well, why don't you find out?

426
00:23:12,432 --> 00:23:17,145
And maybe we figure        
       this shit out together.

427
00:23:19,773 --> 00:23:22,776
Mm. OK.

428
00:23:24,277 --> 00:23:25,487
[Darnell] OK?

429
00:23:28,031 --> 00:23:29,574
Thanks, Pop.

430
00:23:29,616 --> 00:23:30,742
[Darnell] Yeah.

431
00:23:30,784 --> 00:23:33,078
[sighs]

432
00:23:42,170 --> 00:23:43,088
[door clicks open]

433
00:23:43,130 --> 00:23:44,506
[Jemma] Hi.

434
00:23:55,350 --> 00:23:56,601
Sorry I'm late.

435
00:23:56,643 --> 00:23:58,103
I got caught up          
         in another meeting.

436
00:23:58,145 --> 00:24:00,480
How you gonna get mad at me    
     for not taking this serious

437
00:24:00,522 --> 00:24:02,732
but you coming in here       
          20 minutes late?

438
00:24:07,946 --> 00:24:09,448
I said I was sorry.

439
00:24:11,658 --> 00:24:13,034
Who was your meeting with?

440
00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:19,291
Why?

441
00:24:19,332 --> 00:24:20,500
[Maisha] I wanna know.

442
00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:25,297
Bakari's sister.

443
00:24:26,798 --> 00:24:28,216
Why were you            
          meeting with her?

444
00:24:28,258 --> 00:24:29,759
[Jemma] Because I wanna      
           work with her.

445
00:24:29,801 --> 00:24:32,137
You ain't done shit        
            with me yet.

446
00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:35,056
How you think you could add    
    somebody else to the roster?

447
00:24:35,098 --> 00:24:37,225
Managers can have         
        multiple clients, OK?

448
00:24:37,267 --> 00:24:38,894
She and I             
       are on the same level.

449
00:24:38,935 --> 00:24:40,645
She's further along.

450
00:24:40,687 --> 00:24:42,647
Oh, please.

451
00:24:42,689 --> 00:24:44,649
[Jemma] Her EP is almost done.

452
00:24:44,691 --> 00:24:45,817
[Maisha] How was it?

453
00:24:45,859 --> 00:24:46,985
[Jemma] She's sending it to me.

454
00:24:48,570 --> 00:24:49,988
Can we please just focus

455
00:24:50,030 --> 00:24:51,698
and try to get something      
         out of this session

456
00:24:51,740 --> 00:24:53,742
that's costing us         
         a fucking fortune?

457
00:25:00,081 --> 00:25:02,375
All right,             
       play the song, please.

458
00:25:02,417 --> 00:25:05,629
[hip-hop music playing]

459
00:25:07,422 --> 00:25:09,674
[Maisha]              
     I'm sick of this shit, man.

460
00:25:09,716 --> 00:25:12,677
Been doing this shit        
       for two years straight.

461
00:25:12,719 --> 00:25:15,305
I'm all ready to fucking go.

462
00:25:15,347 --> 00:25:17,974
Bitch,             
        I'm working my ass off

463
00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:19,351
You talking about it      
               too much

464
00:25:19,392 --> 00:25:21,478
I'm letting the cash talk

465
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:22,687
Virgil on the feet

466
00:25:22,729 --> 00:25:24,481
I'm keeping the tags on

467
00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:25,857
The difference is

468
00:25:25,899 --> 00:25:28,276
I'm actually something     
              to brag on

469
00:25:28,318 --> 00:25:30,445
They say, Maisha

470
00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:31,863
You should be          
            under the jail

471
00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:33,698
For killing these beats     
              like that

472
00:25:33,740 --> 00:25:35,200
And you should         
           be going to hell

473
00:25:35,242 --> 00:25:37,369
For burning the streets     
              like that

474
00:25:37,410 --> 00:25:40,205
You should be a diabetic    
     for coming to eat like that

475
00:25:40,247 --> 00:25:41,831
You think it's sweet      
              like that

476
00:25:41,873 --> 00:25:44,376
Dummy, I can't make it home   
               in peace

477
00:25:44,417 --> 00:25:46,044
I can't even pose for free

478
00:25:46,086 --> 00:25:47,712
You thinking she cute       
         and you wanna crack

479
00:25:47,754 --> 00:25:49,130
I let a bitch close to me

480
00:25:49,172 --> 00:25:50,757
No, over with

481
00:25:50,799 --> 00:25:52,384
We ain't even          
       where we supposed to be

482
00:25:52,425 --> 00:25:54,052
Daddy money got you scared

483
00:25:54,094 --> 00:25:55,679
But you only fucked       
            if you blow it

484
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:59,224
somber jazz music

485
00:25:59,266 --> 00:26:01,643
-[glass shattering]        
             -[thudding]

486
00:26:01,685 --> 00:26:03,436
[dog barking]

487
00:26:05,438 --> 00:26:07,399
[dull scraping]

488
00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:10,402
[dull scraping]

489
00:26:28,795 --> 00:26:30,088
[gun cocking]

490
00:26:30,130 --> 00:26:32,257
Ay, nigga! Ay!

491
00:26:32,299 --> 00:26:34,050
Get the fuck up out of here!

492
00:26:34,092 --> 00:26:36,094
Ay!

493
00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:37,762
[object rattles]

494
00:26:39,472 --> 00:26:40,807
Motherfucker.

495
00:26:41,975 --> 00:26:44,102
[dog barking]

496
00:26:44,144 --> 00:26:45,729
[gasping]

497
00:26:45,770 --> 00:26:48,023
What-what-what happened?

498
00:26:48,064 --> 00:26:49,774
Oh, no, somebody          
       just broke in the crib.

499
00:26:49,816 --> 00:26:52,569
What-what is this?

500
00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:54,446
Are you dealing drugs       
            at my house?

501
00:26:55,614 --> 00:26:57,282
Hell nah.

502
00:26:58,825 --> 00:27:01,328
Look, you know I left that life 
          a long time ago.

503
00:27:01,369 --> 00:27:03,121
Well, apparently not.

504
00:27:03,163 --> 00:27:04,873
[Shaad] No, no.          
    Look, look, look, look, look.

505
00:27:04,914 --> 00:27:05,832
I-I'm just holding these      
            for somebody.

506
00:27:05,874 --> 00:27:07,667
-That's all.            
           -Wait, for who?

507
00:27:09,377 --> 00:27:11,504
[sighs] I really can't say.

508
00:27:11,546 --> 00:27:14,674
You--               
         [hyperventilating]

509
00:27:14,716 --> 00:27:18,803
Get these guns out of my house   
             right now,

510
00:27:18,845 --> 00:27:20,847
or I'm gonna have         
        to ask you to leave.

511
00:27:22,057 --> 00:27:23,391
Babe, no.

512
00:27:23,433 --> 00:27:24,809
It was these guns         
          that protected us

513
00:27:24,851 --> 00:27:26,353
from whoever tried         
          to break in here!

514
00:27:26,394 --> 00:27:28,188
These guns didn't stop them    
          from busting in.

515
00:27:30,357 --> 00:27:31,650
OK, a'ight.

516
00:27:31,691 --> 00:27:33,943
I'll-I'll-I'll-I'll get rid    
          of them, a'ight?

517
00:27:33,985 --> 00:27:34,986
Uh, first thing          
          tomorrow morning.

518
00:27:35,028 --> 00:27:35,987
Tonight!

519
00:27:36,029 --> 00:27:37,405
tense music

520
00:27:37,447 --> 00:27:38,740
OK.

521
00:27:38,782 --> 00:27:40,742
OK.

522
00:27:40,784 --> 00:27:42,118
OK.

523
00:27:48,041 --> 00:27:49,084
Shit.

524
00:27:50,543 --> 00:27:52,170
You keeping            
       anything else from me?

525
00:27:56,216 --> 00:27:58,760
Nah.

526
00:27:58,802 --> 00:27:59,844
That's it.

527
00:28:12,607 --> 00:28:14,609
[indistinct chatter]

528
00:28:14,651 --> 00:28:15,985
Where the fuck Douda at?

529
00:28:16,027 --> 00:28:17,445
Need a appointment, my nigga.

530
00:28:17,487 --> 00:28:19,239
Get off me!

531
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:21,157
I talked to Kiesha already.

532
00:28:22,033 --> 00:28:23,243
What?

533
00:28:23,284 --> 00:28:25,829
[Nuck]               
    Yeah, we had a conversation.

534
00:28:25,870 --> 00:28:27,706
She handled it.

535
00:28:27,747 --> 00:28:30,583
[R&B music             
       playing over speakers]

536
00:28:32,836 --> 00:28:34,254
Ain't this a bitch?

537
00:28:34,295 --> 00:28:36,381
Oh, she ain't tell you?

538
00:28:38,258 --> 00:28:40,301
No, she didn't.

539
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:44,889
[Nuck sighs]

540
00:28:46,766 --> 00:28:49,060
[speaking indistinctly]

541
00:29:03,074 --> 00:29:05,118
[Isis] So nice           
      to finally meet Fatima's

542
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:07,871
Black knight in shining armor.

543
00:29:07,912 --> 00:29:09,956
Don't be nervous. [laughs]

544
00:29:09,998 --> 00:29:11,332
It's kind of hard not to be.

545
00:29:11,374 --> 00:29:12,834
We don't bite.           
         [chomps playfully]

546
00:29:12,876 --> 00:29:14,169
[Victor] No, no, no, I--

547
00:29:14,210 --> 00:29:16,212
but I-I know how much       
         y'all mean to her,

548
00:29:16,254 --> 00:29:18,339
and I want you to know       
    that I'm serious about this.

549
00:29:18,381 --> 00:29:19,507
I'm not playing with her heart.

550
00:29:19,549 --> 00:29:21,551
Mm. I can tell.

551
00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:23,344
-Yeah, we--            
              -Mm-hmm.

552
00:29:23,386 --> 00:29:25,805
-We're happy for y'all.      
        -[Victor] Thank you.

553
00:29:25,847 --> 00:29:27,223
[Isis] Mm.

554
00:29:27,265 --> 00:29:28,975
Can I ask y'all something?

555
00:29:29,017 --> 00:29:30,685
[scoffs]

556
00:29:30,727 --> 00:29:33,229
What, you about to ask       
   for my baby's hand in marriage?

557
00:29:33,271 --> 00:29:36,691
Well, I mean, wedding bells,    
     I think, are in our future.

558
00:29:36,733 --> 00:29:37,817
-Oh.                
                -Oh!

559
00:29:37,859 --> 00:29:41,029
Oh, OK, well, then ask away.

560
00:29:41,070 --> 00:29:43,448
Um...

561
00:29:43,490 --> 00:29:45,867
do you think that Fatima      
     would wanna start a family?

562
00:29:45,909 --> 00:29:47,452
-You need to ask her.       
            -Absolutely!

563
00:29:47,494 --> 00:29:50,455
[Victor] Well, that's kind of   
     why I'm asking y'all first.

564
00:29:50,497 --> 00:29:52,290
What are you afraid of?

565
00:29:52,832 --> 00:29:56,377
That maybe she wouldn't wanna   
       start a family with me.

566
00:29:56,419 --> 00:29:58,046
What, you got           
        some secret baby mama

567
00:29:58,087 --> 00:29:59,964
stashed away somewhere?

568
00:30:00,006 --> 00:30:01,090
-That's how it starts.       
                -No.

569
00:30:01,132 --> 00:30:03,134
Um...

570
00:30:03,176 --> 00:30:06,137
but I-I do have a-a past,

571
00:30:06,179 --> 00:30:07,138
a criminal one.

572
00:30:07,180 --> 00:30:08,097
[both] Mm.

573
00:30:08,139 --> 00:30:10,266
I mean...

574
00:30:10,308 --> 00:30:11,935
we all have a past,

575
00:30:11,976 --> 00:30:14,604
but Fatima, she's always      
         followed her heart.

576
00:30:14,646 --> 00:30:16,981
Every time I followed my heart, 
           it got broken.

577
00:30:17,023 --> 00:30:19,275
[sighs] Child.

578
00:30:19,317 --> 00:30:21,319
Just don't let that happen     
           to my daughter.

579
00:30:22,362 --> 00:30:24,155
I won't.

580
00:30:24,197 --> 00:30:25,532
[Isis] Good.

581
00:30:27,700 --> 00:30:30,286
[Kwame] Nina,           
      what's your frustration?

582
00:30:33,331 --> 00:30:34,457
[scoffs]

583
00:30:37,377 --> 00:30:39,796
I did everything

584
00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:43,299
to be a good mother        
           to my children.

585
00:30:43,341 --> 00:30:46,094
When their dad left,        
       I didn't have any help.

586
00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:50,765
I just wanna know         
        why I'm sitting here,

587
00:30:50,807 --> 00:30:55,061
being told all the things     
      I could have done better.

588
00:30:55,103 --> 00:30:59,399
I want my kids to know       
   that I'm not just their mother.

589
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:00,900
I'm also human.

590
00:31:02,402 --> 00:31:04,112
And just because I'm a parent

591
00:31:04,153 --> 00:31:06,656
doesn't mean            
        I have to be perfect.

592
00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,408
[Kiesha] I know that.

593
00:31:10,660 --> 00:31:13,830
Ma, I think            
        providing financially

594
00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:16,165
wasn't enough.

595
00:31:16,207 --> 00:31:18,126
We also needed your attention.

596
00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:22,714
[Nina] And you feel like      
         you didn't get it?

597
00:31:22,755 --> 00:31:26,968
We got what was left of you    
    when you came home from work.

598
00:31:30,930 --> 00:31:34,225
I'm sorry there wasn't much    
            left to give

599
00:31:34,267 --> 00:31:36,936
after dealing           
     with my crazy job all day.

600
00:31:39,898 --> 00:31:42,191
Nina, try talking to Kiesha

601
00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:44,027
as if she wasn't your daughter.

602
00:31:45,778 --> 00:31:47,030
What?

603
00:31:47,071 --> 00:31:48,364
[Kwame]              
       Share a truth with her

604
00:31:48,406 --> 00:31:50,283
that you've never shared      
          with her before.

605
00:31:54,329 --> 00:31:55,663
[Nina sighs]

606
00:32:04,380 --> 00:32:05,506
Uh--

607
00:32:10,261 --> 00:32:11,638
Uh...

608
00:32:14,807 --> 00:32:19,270
...I thought being a woman...

609
00:32:19,312 --> 00:32:22,690
meant I had to find        
          a good Black man,

610
00:32:22,732 --> 00:32:26,444
get married, and have kids.

611
00:32:26,486 --> 00:32:28,363
That's what my mother       
          wanted me to do.

612
00:32:30,657 --> 00:32:32,575
Did you not want that?

613
00:32:34,285 --> 00:32:36,829
Nobody cared            
        about what I wanted.

614
00:32:36,871 --> 00:32:38,331
What did you want?

615
00:32:40,833 --> 00:32:44,295
You know, I wanted         
        to explore the world,

616
00:32:44,337 --> 00:32:46,464
my sexuality,

617
00:32:46,506 --> 00:32:49,133
what it would feel like      
           to live alone.

618
00:32:52,512 --> 00:32:53,513
Why didn't you?

619
00:32:55,682 --> 00:32:58,017
I wanted to be           
          a good daughter.

620
00:32:58,059 --> 00:33:01,312
And back then,           
    being married and having kids

621
00:33:01,354 --> 00:33:04,315
was what being           
       a good daughter meant.

622
00:33:08,653 --> 00:33:11,406
To be honest, I never       
        wanted to be married.

623
00:33:11,447 --> 00:33:13,408
And I never wanted         
            to have kids.

624
00:33:17,620 --> 00:33:19,455
You didn't want us?

625
00:33:19,497 --> 00:33:20,915
I didn't say that.

626
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:25,169
Dr. Kwame, can you         
      help me out here, please?

627
00:33:25,211 --> 00:33:28,423
I meet a lot of women who feel   
       forced into motherhood,

628
00:33:28,464 --> 00:33:30,508
whether it be           
       from societal pressures

629
00:33:30,550 --> 00:33:31,801
or pressure            
        from their families.

630
00:33:31,843 --> 00:33:33,261
I love my kids.

631
00:33:33,302 --> 00:33:34,846
[Kwame]              
      No one is doubting that.

632
00:33:39,183 --> 00:33:40,184
Are we done?

633
00:33:40,225 --> 00:33:42,061
I want you to just sit

634
00:33:42,102 --> 00:33:43,312
with what you and your daughter

635
00:33:43,354 --> 00:33:45,648
have just confessed        
           to each other.

636
00:33:45,689 --> 00:33:48,901
You said you felt obligated    
           to be a mother,

637
00:33:48,943 --> 00:33:51,654
and your daughter just said    
    that when she was growing up,

638
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:53,448
she felt like an obligation.

639
00:34:00,079 --> 00:34:01,205
Wow.

640
00:34:01,247 --> 00:34:02,707
Oh, Lord.

641
00:34:06,127 --> 00:34:07,628
What does this mean?

642
00:34:07,669 --> 00:34:10,506
There are no easy answers     
             in therapy.

643
00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:13,216
It's all about           
        getting to the truth,

644
00:34:13,259 --> 00:34:14,551
making peace with it.

645
00:34:14,593 --> 00:34:15,970
How do I make peace        
            with the fact

646
00:34:16,012 --> 00:34:17,221
my mother didn't want me?

647
00:34:17,263 --> 00:34:19,348
That's not what I said.

648
00:34:19,390 --> 00:34:21,892
[Kwame] Relationships       
    between children and parents

649
00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:24,145
are rarely pristine.

650
00:34:24,187 --> 00:34:27,064
We all have unhealed trauma,

651
00:34:27,106 --> 00:34:28,775
and it shows up          
         in different ways.

652
00:34:30,276 --> 00:34:33,738
But this is where         
         the healing begins.

653
00:34:33,780 --> 00:34:36,532
It's OK if you're feeling     
           uncomfortable.

654
00:34:36,574 --> 00:34:38,743
It isn't supposed to be easy.

655
00:34:46,459 --> 00:34:50,254
That's the feeling       
              in my mind

656
00:34:50,296 --> 00:34:54,926
When I

657
00:34:54,967 --> 00:34:57,428
When I think of you...

658
00:34:57,470 --> 00:34:58,429
You a'ight, man?

659
00:34:58,471 --> 00:34:59,931
Huh?

660
00:34:59,972 --> 00:35:01,974
Yeah.               
              [scoffs]

661
00:35:02,016 --> 00:35:03,434
I'll be a'ight.          
              [laughs]

662
00:35:04,936 --> 00:35:06,312
How you feeling?

663
00:35:06,354 --> 00:35:08,314
You nervous?

664
00:35:08,356 --> 00:35:10,858
Nah, I'm...[chuckles]

665
00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:11,859
...excited.

666
00:35:11,901 --> 00:35:13,152
Yeah.

667
00:35:16,489 --> 00:35:17,949
I'm gonna miss you, Kev.

668
00:35:17,990 --> 00:35:20,076
And I can't shake        
             the feeling

669
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:21,869
[Kevin] Mm.

670
00:35:21,911 --> 00:35:23,913
'Cause there's something    
           'bout the energy

671
00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:25,039
Miss y'all too.

672
00:35:25,081 --> 00:35:26,374
I got no good reason

673
00:35:26,415 --> 00:35:28,960
And you don't either

674
00:35:29,001 --> 00:35:31,796
But I can't shake        
             the feeling

675
00:35:31,838 --> 00:35:33,089
'Cause there's something    
         'bout the energy...

676
00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:34,632
Look, man, um...

677
00:35:37,009 --> 00:35:38,469
...I'm grateful to you.

678
00:35:40,638 --> 00:35:42,098
Been through a lot.

679
00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:44,475
Would you braid my hair...

680
00:35:44,517 --> 00:35:46,561
No matter what, you've always   
         been there for me.

681
00:35:48,521 --> 00:35:51,649
For that, you always gonna be   
           my big brother.

682
00:35:51,691 --> 00:35:54,819
'Cause I can't breathe     
                now...

683
00:35:54,861 --> 00:35:56,946
[scoffs] Man.

684
00:35:56,988 --> 00:35:58,823
Damn, nigga, you trying      
    to make me cry or something?

685
00:35:58,865 --> 00:36:00,491
Nah, nah, it's just--

686
00:36:00,533 --> 00:36:04,453
it's just really hitting me    
       that I'm leaving, so...

687
00:36:04,495 --> 00:36:07,039
I just wanted to tell you that   
           before I left.

688
00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:10,877
You're always gonna be       
           my little bro.

689
00:36:14,130 --> 00:36:16,215
Hey, and if you ever        
           need anything,

690
00:36:16,257 --> 00:36:18,634
you know I'm only         
           one call away.

691
00:36:18,676 --> 00:36:20,178
I know.

692
00:36:20,219 --> 00:36:22,972
You can bring me        
             back in time

693
00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:24,348
Hey

694
00:36:24,390 --> 00:36:26,767
I can't tell you why,      
               but it's

695
00:36:26,809 --> 00:36:28,936
Natural, easy

696
00:36:28,978 --> 00:36:31,272
Like a summer evening

697
00:36:31,314 --> 00:36:34,192
somber music

698
00:36:40,698 --> 00:36:42,533
[Bakari sniffles]

699
00:36:42,575 --> 00:36:44,702
[crying]

700
00:36:49,415 --> 00:36:50,833
[sniffles]

701
00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:53,211
I'm so sorry.

702
00:36:59,091 --> 00:37:00,551
[sniffles]

703
00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:09,143
He really loved you        
             like a son.

704
00:37:09,185 --> 00:37:10,228
Yeah.

705
00:37:11,729 --> 00:37:13,189
Now he's gone.

706
00:37:14,774 --> 00:37:18,903
In body, but...          
     he's still here in spirit.

707
00:37:19,987 --> 00:37:23,032
[Bakari breathes deeply]

708
00:37:23,074 --> 00:37:26,118
What you think he'd say...

709
00:37:26,160 --> 00:37:28,246
right now             
        if he was still here?

710
00:37:31,916 --> 00:37:34,168
He'd be mad I didn't        
     iron my shirt this morning.

711
00:37:34,210 --> 00:37:36,337
[laughs]

712
00:37:36,379 --> 00:37:38,756
Be mad I ain't got on       
          a tie right now.

713
00:37:41,592 --> 00:37:43,761
He always wanted us        
       to be our best selves.

714
00:37:46,097 --> 00:37:47,098
Yeah.

715
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,936
He did. He did.

716
00:37:56,274 --> 00:37:59,443
[exhales forcefully]

717
00:38:02,655 --> 00:38:05,366
[sniffles, cries]

718
00:38:19,547 --> 00:38:21,674
hip-hop music

719
00:38:21,716 --> 00:38:22,675
[Britney]             
       If you in love with her

720
00:38:22,717 --> 00:38:24,218
Probably should hide it

721
00:38:24,260 --> 00:38:26,512
Once she see young G,      
        dude, your ass is fire

722
00:38:26,554 --> 00:38:28,097
Grass nigga, trash nigga

723
00:38:28,139 --> 00:38:29,932
High speed,           
        I'm on your ass, nigga

724
00:38:29,974 --> 00:38:32,101
No pass nigga, dead nigga    
        try to fuck with me...

725
00:38:32,143 --> 00:38:34,478
I'm fucking with this.

726
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:37,606
This sound like everything else 
       on the radio right now.

727
00:38:37,648 --> 00:38:40,401
OK. I can give her that note.

728
00:38:40,443 --> 00:38:43,487
I think you need          
         to focus on Maisha.

729
00:38:43,529 --> 00:38:46,741
You saying that          
      'cause you mean it or...

730
00:38:46,782 --> 00:38:48,075
'cause you jealous?

731
00:38:48,117 --> 00:38:49,744
[laughs]

732
00:38:49,785 --> 00:38:51,370
I ain't jealous of no girl.

733
00:38:53,372 --> 00:38:56,417
OK, well, I think         
         she has potential.

734
00:38:56,459 --> 00:38:58,294
[sighs]              
      You need to find somebody

735
00:38:58,336 --> 00:39:00,171
that's gonna make you       
             some money.

736
00:39:00,212 --> 00:39:01,922
And I think she can--

737
00:39:01,964 --> 00:39:03,424
in due time.

738
00:39:03,466 --> 00:39:05,134
How much time?

739
00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:07,428
-I don't know.           
            -[Jake sighs]

740
00:39:07,470 --> 00:39:09,013
[Britney]    No jokes,       
        I ain't no Kevin Hart

741
00:39:09,055 --> 00:39:10,556
I'll pick your mess...

742
00:39:10,598 --> 00:39:12,058
OK.

743
00:39:12,099 --> 00:39:13,684
[Britney]    On the C-H-I

744
00:39:13,726 --> 00:39:15,436
I'ma D-I-E with the world    
           and the fame...

745
00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,730
Just be careful.

746
00:39:17,772 --> 00:39:19,148
Careful?

747
00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:21,108
Yeah, make sure          
       she just trying to work

748
00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:22,818
and nothing else.

749
00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:24,362
[Britney]    One look,       
         I give her one look

750
00:39:24,403 --> 00:39:25,988
And now she wanna fuck     
               with me

751
00:39:26,030 --> 00:39:29,283
I'm sorry, but they       
         can't get up with me

752
00:39:29,325 --> 00:39:31,077
Niggas can't get down      
               with me

753
00:39:31,118 --> 00:39:32,453
- Damn right           
              -[sighs]

754
00:39:32,495 --> 00:39:34,080
I know they wanna be

755
00:39:48,427 --> 00:39:49,970
Take this shit!

756
00:39:50,012 --> 00:39:51,305
What the fuck you doing?

757
00:39:51,347 --> 00:39:52,723
I can't hold those for you.

758
00:39:52,765 --> 00:39:55,017
Are you fucking crazy?

759
00:39:55,059 --> 00:39:56,685
You can't have this shit      
    on the street with me, Shaad.

760
00:39:56,727 --> 00:39:58,604
I know one thing: I can't     
     have it in my crib no more.

761
00:40:02,066 --> 00:40:03,734
I get it.

762
00:40:03,776 --> 00:40:05,986
I ain't trying to fuck up     
       what you got going on.

763
00:40:06,028 --> 00:40:07,905
Well, it's too late, nigga!

764
00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:10,908
Nigga, I will handle it!

765
00:40:13,202 --> 00:40:15,579
Oh, let me tell you        
         something else too.

766
00:40:15,621 --> 00:40:18,040
Don't bring that shit       
       to that pastor's house.

767
00:40:18,082 --> 00:40:19,542
He'll turn over in his casket

768
00:40:19,583 --> 00:40:21,085
if he knew the shit        
         that you was up to.

769
00:40:21,127 --> 00:40:23,629
I'm not.

770
00:40:38,769 --> 00:40:40,771
[upbeat music           
       playing over speakers]

771
00:40:40,813 --> 00:40:42,314
[Zay] When you gonna        
        teach me how to play?

772
00:40:43,858 --> 00:40:45,734
[Douda] When I have time.

773
00:40:47,027 --> 00:40:48,988
It's a big boy's game.

774
00:40:50,072 --> 00:40:51,782
Maybe I'll just teach myself.

775
00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:55,786
Incentive.

776
00:40:55,828 --> 00:40:57,037
I like it.

777
00:40:57,079 --> 00:40:59,039
[Nuck] Good luck.

778
00:41:02,042 --> 00:41:04,295
Don't keep leaning         
            on your pawns

779
00:41:04,336 --> 00:41:05,754
to do all the work for you.

780
00:41:05,796 --> 00:41:09,425
I can tell by your tone

781
00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:12,595
Baby, you ain't alone...

782
00:41:12,636 --> 00:41:15,473
Better that            
      than sacrifice my queen.

783
00:41:15,514 --> 00:41:17,600
You're supposed          
         to use your queen,

784
00:41:17,641 --> 00:41:19,643
not protect her.

785
00:41:19,685 --> 00:41:21,645
I can see your weakness      
        from ten miles away.

786
00:41:21,687 --> 00:41:23,522
You have to play this game     
           with no fears.

787
00:41:26,025 --> 00:41:28,444
[clears throat]          
            Sometimes...

788
00:41:28,486 --> 00:41:30,279
you have to sacrifice       
          the ones you love

789
00:41:30,321 --> 00:41:32,990
in order to win the game.

790
00:41:33,032 --> 00:41:36,535
I don't know          
            what I will do

791
00:41:36,577 --> 00:41:38,204
Checkmate.

792
00:41:38,245 --> 00:41:41,499
If I think your love      
               is gone

793
00:41:43,417 --> 00:41:47,505
I don't know          
          what I'm gonna say

794
00:41:47,546 --> 00:41:52,468
If I find you're not alone

795
00:41:52,510 --> 00:41:54,386
light R&B music

796
00:41:54,428 --> 00:41:55,763
[sighs]

797
00:41:55,804 --> 00:41:59,558
You know me so well

798
00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:03,187
I pretend all I want

799
00:42:03,229 --> 00:42:05,689
For everybody else

800
00:42:05,731 --> 00:42:08,526
[Victor sighs] Wow.

801
00:42:08,567 --> 00:42:10,069
Welcome home.

802
00:42:11,195 --> 00:42:12,363
Th-this is amazing.

803
00:42:12,404 --> 00:42:14,532
You-you've outdone yourself.

804
00:42:14,573 --> 00:42:16,158
Yeah?

805
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:19,537
I told you I was gonna       
    turn this house into a home.

806
00:42:19,578 --> 00:42:21,288
You did.

807
00:42:21,330 --> 00:42:23,165
Mm.

808
00:42:23,207 --> 00:42:25,709
But I don't mind when you    
         give me your love...

809
00:42:25,751 --> 00:42:26,877
I love you.

810
00:42:28,087 --> 00:42:29,505
I love you too.

811
00:42:29,547 --> 00:42:31,215
You know what to do...

812
00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:32,591
All right.

813
00:42:36,262 --> 00:42:38,180
What?

814
00:42:38,222 --> 00:42:41,559
I was thinking, um,

815
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:44,270
maybe...

816
00:42:44,311 --> 00:42:46,897
we can consider          
         starting a family.

817
00:42:50,276 --> 00:42:51,569
[sighs]

818
00:42:51,610 --> 00:42:53,487
Are you serious?

819
00:42:54,446 --> 00:42:56,240
Very.

820
00:42:58,117 --> 00:43:00,035
Uh...

821
00:43:00,077 --> 00:43:01,912
um,

822
00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:05,416
I-I mean, it's always

823
00:43:05,457 --> 00:43:09,253
something I dreamed about,     
        but I never thought--

824
00:43:09,295 --> 00:43:11,088
I never thought          
       it would happen for me.

825
00:43:11,130 --> 00:43:14,758
Uh, well, we can make it      
       happen if you want to.

826
00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:17,219
My favorite is you

827
00:43:17,261 --> 00:43:19,096
You're my peace of mind

828
00:43:19,138 --> 00:43:21,265
No matter how I try       
            to fight it...

829
00:43:21,307 --> 00:43:23,726
What?

830
00:43:23,767 --> 00:43:25,853
It's just, starting a family    
        is a huge commitment.

831
00:43:25,894 --> 00:43:28,522
[Victor] I know.

832
00:43:28,564 --> 00:43:29,773
And what about the FBI?

833
00:43:29,815 --> 00:43:31,108
They don't have nothing.

834
00:43:31,150 --> 00:43:32,276
And I'm not gonna         
         give them nothing.

835
00:43:34,028 --> 00:43:35,613
You're always so busy.       
                 I--

836
00:43:35,654 --> 00:43:37,114
[Victor] Oh, come on.

837
00:43:37,156 --> 00:43:39,992
I don't wanna be stuck       
     raising a child on my own.

838
00:43:40,034 --> 00:43:42,077
Come on, I'm not          
       gonna let that happen.

839
00:43:42,119 --> 00:43:43,662
Come on.

840
00:43:43,704 --> 00:43:46,832
Oh, I never stay mad      
             too long...

841
00:43:46,874 --> 00:43:47,916
Do you promise?

842
00:43:47,958 --> 00:43:49,126
I promise.

843
00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:50,669
Never stay mad too long

844
00:43:50,711 --> 00:43:52,630
I can never stay mad

845
00:43:52,671 --> 00:43:55,966
Oh, I never stay mad      
             too long...

846
00:43:56,008 --> 00:43:57,968
OK, then.

847
00:43:58,010 --> 00:43:59,303
[Victor] OK, then?

848
00:43:59,345 --> 00:44:01,305
We can keep talking about it.

849
00:44:01,347 --> 00:44:03,140
Never stay mad...

850
00:44:03,182 --> 00:44:05,851
-OK.                
       -[Fatima] OK. [laughs]

851
00:44:05,893 --> 00:44:07,186
[laughs]

852
00:44:09,688 --> 00:44:12,107
-OK.                
             -[laughter]

853
00:44:12,149 --> 00:44:14,401
[dog barking]

854
00:44:16,153 --> 00:44:18,739
[window clatters]

855
00:44:18,781 --> 00:44:20,491
[sighs]

856
00:44:29,375 --> 00:44:30,751
You can't stay here.

857
00:44:32,711 --> 00:44:34,338
This ain't no overnight bag.

858
00:44:35,547 --> 00:44:36,590
What is it?

859
00:44:38,842 --> 00:44:39,843
I need a favor.

860
00:44:39,885 --> 00:44:41,053
No.

861
00:44:41,095 --> 00:44:42,346
You don't even know        
             what it is.

862
00:44:42,388 --> 00:44:43,389
I don't need to.

863
00:44:43,430 --> 00:44:44,682
Come on, Nae.

864
00:44:49,853 --> 00:44:51,814
-What's in there?         
          -Does it matter?

865
00:44:51,855 --> 00:44:53,065
Yes.

866
00:44:55,901 --> 00:44:57,194
I can't show you.

867
00:44:57,236 --> 00:44:58,529
Then it's not staying here.

868
00:44:58,570 --> 00:45:01,156
Look, if I show you        
         what's in this bag,

869
00:45:01,198 --> 00:45:03,450
you could get in trouble.

870
00:45:03,492 --> 00:45:04,868
Why would you bring        
        something to my door

871
00:45:04,910 --> 00:45:06,078
that could get me in trouble?

872
00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:08,789
Nae, look at me.

873
00:45:08,831 --> 00:45:11,083
Do you think            
         I'd be sitting here

874
00:45:11,125 --> 00:45:13,627
if I had anywhere else to go?

875
00:45:13,669 --> 00:45:14,712
I don't.

876
00:45:16,588 --> 00:45:17,881
Please, Nae.

877
00:45:30,060 --> 00:45:31,895
Put it in my closet.

878
00:45:35,107 --> 00:45:37,109
I appreciate this         
         more than you know.

879
00:45:52,249 --> 00:45:55,127
somber music

880
00:46:02,968 --> 00:46:04,428
Kiesha, come here.

881
00:46:06,638 --> 00:46:09,308
If you talk to Nuck        
   behind my back again, we done.

882
00:46:09,349 --> 00:46:10,726
Are you giving me         
            an ultimatum?

883
00:46:10,768 --> 00:46:13,228
Shh.                
    I'm just being real with you.

884
00:46:13,270 --> 00:46:14,938
You can't control         
    who I can and cannot talk to.

885
00:46:14,980 --> 00:46:16,315
When it comes to him, I do.

886
00:46:16,356 --> 00:46:17,775
Hey.

887
00:46:19,902 --> 00:46:21,278
When it comes to him, I do.

888
00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:23,113
Somebody has to protect      
            this family.

889
00:46:23,155 --> 00:46:24,281
That's what I'm doing!

890
00:46:24,323 --> 00:46:25,449
I can't tell.

891
00:46:28,786 --> 00:46:30,788
What's going on?

892
00:46:30,829 --> 00:46:32,372
[clears throat]

893
00:46:32,414 --> 00:46:35,292
solemn music

894
00:46:51,183 --> 00:46:52,726
Oh, Sister Jackson,        
         I just wanted to--

895
00:46:52,768 --> 00:46:54,144
Get out.

896
00:46:56,522 --> 00:46:57,689
OK, I don't know          
           what you heard,

897
00:46:57,731 --> 00:46:58,982
but I didn't kill your husband.

898
00:47:01,527 --> 00:47:02,778
Of course not.

899
00:47:04,613 --> 00:47:07,157
You sent one of your pawns     
              to do it.

900
00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:20,838
[David]              
           For all we know

901
00:47:22,089 --> 00:47:26,468
This may only be a dream

902
00:47:28,220 --> 00:47:32,683
We come and we go

903
00:47:32,724 --> 00:47:35,310
Like the ripples

904
00:47:35,352 --> 00:47:38,689
To a stream

905
00:47:38,730 --> 00:47:40,691
So love me

906
00:47:40,732 --> 00:47:44,862
Love me tonight

907
00:47:44,903 --> 00:47:47,781
Tomorrow was made

908
00:47:47,823 --> 00:47:50,367
For some

909
00:47:50,409 --> 00:47:53,036
Tomorrow

910
00:47:53,078 --> 00:47:57,416
May never come

911
00:47:58,417 --> 00:48:02,713
For all we know

912
00:48:04,131 --> 00:48:09,011
For all we know

913
00:48:10,053 --> 00:48:15,350
For all we know

914
00:48:16,435 --> 00:48:17,561
somber music

915
00:48:17,603 --> 00:48:19,021
I-I don't--

916
00:48:20,772 --> 00:48:23,984
[crying] I don't know--

917
00:48:24,026 --> 00:48:27,696
[sobbing]

918
00:48:27,738 --> 00:48:28,780
[sighs]

919
00:48:28,822 --> 00:48:31,617
It's a'ight.

920
00:48:31,658 --> 00:48:34,244
It's OK, we're here for you,    
               a'ight?

921
00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:35,579
Take your time.

922
00:48:38,290 --> 00:48:39,374
You got this, bro.

923
00:48:41,877 --> 00:48:45,505
I don't know why, but...

924
00:48:45,547 --> 00:48:47,591
I always thought          
     my dad would live forever.

925
00:48:49,635 --> 00:48:53,221
I know that's crazy, but...

926
00:48:53,263 --> 00:48:56,058
that's how I felt.

927
00:48:56,099 --> 00:48:57,726
He felt invincible.

928
00:49:01,563 --> 00:49:03,190
Now I know none of us are.

929
00:49:05,859 --> 00:49:07,819
We're all on this Earth      
    for a certain amount of time,

930
00:49:07,861 --> 00:49:09,905
but what we do with it       
            is up to us.

931
00:49:13,450 --> 00:49:16,662
I always wanted my father     
         to be proud of me.

932
00:49:16,703 --> 00:49:18,246
That was always          
       in the back of my mind

933
00:49:18,288 --> 00:49:20,082
before I made any decision.

934
00:49:21,875 --> 00:49:24,461
I always wondered         
           what he'd say,

935
00:49:24,503 --> 00:49:25,879
what he'd think.

936
00:49:27,381 --> 00:49:29,716
When I woke up this morning

937
00:49:29,758 --> 00:49:31,176
and I was getting ready      
              to come here

938
00:49:31,218 --> 00:49:35,389
and say goodbye to my father,   
             I realized...

939
00:49:35,430 --> 00:49:38,141
I no longer have a person     
              to live for.

940
00:49:40,352 --> 00:49:43,605
I no longer have that person   
            I wanna impress.

941
00:49:43,647 --> 00:49:47,067
He was the one I wanted      
         to be proud of me.

942
00:49:47,109 --> 00:49:49,444
[crying]

943
00:49:51,488 --> 00:49:54,157
My dad challenged me       
             to be better,

944
00:49:54,199 --> 00:49:55,951
be stronger, be noble.

945
00:49:57,786 --> 00:49:59,329
And now that he's gone...

946
00:50:02,708 --> 00:50:06,336
...I-I have to be         
    all those things for myself.

947
00:50:08,880 --> 00:50:11,842
I think we all          
            have to do that.

948
00:50:11,883 --> 00:50:15,345
We have to make          
          ourselves proud.

949
00:50:15,387 --> 00:50:17,681
We have to write         
           our own moral code

950
00:50:17,723 --> 00:50:19,683
and stop living          
          by somebody else's,

951
00:50:19,725 --> 00:50:22,019
even if that someone else     
           is our own father.

952
00:50:26,565 --> 00:50:28,400
I'll never get over this.

953
00:50:31,236 --> 00:50:33,572
I-I think my heart        
         will always be broken.

954
00:50:36,199 --> 00:50:38,660
But when I wanna break down,   
       I'll remember to stand up

955
00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:41,705
not just for him but for     
      the man he raised me to be.

956
00:50:45,584 --> 00:50:47,210
I wanted more time.

957
00:50:49,588 --> 00:50:53,133
I think we all want that,     
               but...

958
00:50:53,175 --> 00:50:56,887
God's timing            
      is the only clock I need.

959
00:50:56,928 --> 00:50:58,597
And the last thing         
          my father gave me

960
00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:00,891
was a pocket watch that's     
    been in our family for years.

961
00:51:02,684 --> 00:51:05,228
He told me to never waste     
       my time or anybody else's.

962
00:51:07,105 --> 00:51:09,900
So I promise to cherish      
        every moment of my life.

963
00:51:09,941 --> 00:51:12,194
And in doing so, I honor his.

964
00:51:12,235 --> 00:51:15,864
And his life deserves       
           to be honored.

965
00:51:15,906 --> 00:51:17,365
[people murmur]

966
00:51:21,495 --> 00:51:23,246
I love you, Dad.

967
00:51:25,499 --> 00:51:27,459
I'm gonna miss you.

968
00:51:31,797 --> 00:51:34,091
But I know I'll see you      
         on the other side.

969
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:38,762
[sobbing]

970
00:51:42,349 --> 00:51:45,435
Be

971
00:51:45,477 --> 00:51:48,105
Be patient with me

972
00:51:48,146 --> 00:51:51,316
I'm on God's plan

973
00:51:51,358 --> 00:51:55,779
I'm on my way

974
00:51:55,821 --> 00:51:58,698
Be

975
00:51:58,740 --> 00:52:01,952
Be patient with me

976
00:52:01,993 --> 00:52:05,122
I'm on God's plan

977
00:52:05,163 --> 00:52:08,792
I'm on my way