1 00:00:00,568 --> 00:00:01,602 Previously on "The Good Doctor"... 2 00:00:02,970 --> 00:00:05,573 [Lim] Glassman found movement in my psoas and glutes. 3 00:00:05,706 --> 00:00:07,775 He and Murphy found an endoscopic solution. 4 00:00:07,908 --> 00:00:09,810 - How about I make you dinner? - Sounds good. 5 00:00:09,943 --> 00:00:11,045 It's a date then. 6 00:00:11,179 --> 00:00:12,380 A date. 7 00:00:12,513 --> 00:00:14,582 Audrey... Will you marry me? 8 00:00:16,550 --> 00:00:19,587 Shaun. I'm pregnant. 9 00:00:19,720 --> 00:00:23,057 My OB told us it isn't safe for me-- or the baby. 10 00:00:23,191 --> 00:00:24,558 Danny! 11 00:00:24,692 --> 00:00:26,060 No, no, no. Danny. 12 00:00:26,194 --> 00:00:28,462 Danny. 13 00:00:28,596 --> 00:00:31,299 [Wylder's "Kings of Summer" plays] 14 00:00:34,768 --> 00:00:38,239 ♪ Let the sun burn my eyes ♪ 15 00:00:38,372 --> 00:00:41,142 ♪ Awake, my heart is open wide to you ♪ 16 00:00:41,275 --> 00:00:43,077 - Good morning. - Morning. 17 00:00:43,211 --> 00:00:44,278 I'll get the coffee. 18 00:00:44,412 --> 00:00:46,814 This is my third stay in a week. 19 00:00:46,947 --> 00:00:48,916 I no longer require guest-level service. 20 00:00:49,049 --> 00:00:50,451 I want the practice. 21 00:00:54,122 --> 00:00:56,624 Two cups, no cane, 22 00:00:56,757 --> 00:00:59,460 no guarantee how long it'll take. 23 00:00:59,593 --> 00:01:03,197 Well, when it comes to you, my patience is boundless. 24 00:01:03,331 --> 00:01:04,832 One of the many things I adore about you. 25 00:01:04,965 --> 00:01:05,733 [chuckles] 26 00:01:06,267 --> 00:01:08,602 ♪ Oh ♪ 27 00:01:08,736 --> 00:01:11,305 ♪ Inside my mind, oh ♪ 28 00:01:11,439 --> 00:01:12,706 [Andrews] It's been three months. 29 00:01:13,741 --> 00:01:14,842 The man's a saint. 30 00:01:14,975 --> 00:01:16,444 [scoffs] 31 00:01:16,577 --> 00:01:19,180 I have been recovering from a major surgery 32 00:01:19,313 --> 00:01:20,948 and re-learning to walk. 33 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:22,750 Your recovery's remarkable. 34 00:01:22,883 --> 00:01:24,518 So is your procrastination. 35 00:01:24,652 --> 00:01:26,287 I am taking the time to consider 36 00:01:26,420 --> 00:01:27,821 the biggest decision of my life. 37 00:01:27,955 --> 00:01:29,190 Clay's fine. 38 00:01:29,323 --> 00:01:30,991 No man-- no person-- 39 00:01:31,125 --> 00:01:33,627 is fine waiting this long for an answer to that question. 40 00:01:35,729 --> 00:01:38,599 Ever done one of whatever this is before? 41 00:01:38,732 --> 00:01:40,033 No. You? 42 00:01:40,168 --> 00:01:41,769 Mm-mm. 43 00:01:41,902 --> 00:01:44,438 I've been clean for 92 days. 44 00:01:44,572 --> 00:01:46,106 I went to rehab for two months, 45 00:01:46,240 --> 00:01:48,642 and I go to meetings every single day. 46 00:01:48,776 --> 00:01:50,178 I don't know if you two can ever trust me again, 47 00:01:50,311 --> 00:01:52,480 but I am willing to do whatever it takes 48 00:01:52,613 --> 00:01:53,781 to earn back my place here. 49 00:01:57,185 --> 00:01:59,887 And we'll do everything we can to support you in your recovery. 50 00:02:00,020 --> 00:02:02,423 But our number-one obligation is to our patients. 51 00:02:02,556 --> 00:02:04,592 For their safety and yours, 52 00:02:04,725 --> 00:02:06,260 we need to put some guardrails in place. 53 00:02:08,529 --> 00:02:10,531 You'll be on probation for six months. 54 00:02:10,664 --> 00:02:12,366 You cannot prescribe or administer 55 00:02:12,500 --> 00:02:14,001 any controlled substances. 56 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:15,703 You will be given random drug tests, 57 00:02:15,836 --> 00:02:17,838 and every step of your patient care 58 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:20,541 will be supervised by the Senior Resident on your case. 59 00:02:20,674 --> 00:02:21,909 Today that is Dr. Allen. 60 00:02:23,544 --> 00:02:25,213 You okay with those terms, Dr. Perez? 61 00:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,417 Absolutely. 62 00:02:30,418 --> 00:02:32,253 I'm just happy to be here. 63 00:02:32,386 --> 00:02:33,687 How are you? 64 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:36,190 Better. 65 00:02:37,024 --> 00:02:38,025 A lot better. 66 00:02:41,061 --> 00:02:42,396 I hadn't heard from you. 67 00:02:42,530 --> 00:02:44,898 Which is totally understandable. 68 00:02:45,032 --> 00:02:46,667 I just wasn't sure... 69 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:48,202 I didn't know what to say. 70 00:02:51,705 --> 00:02:55,743 You're not the reason that-- that happened. 71 00:03:00,581 --> 00:03:02,350 As your supervisor on the case, 72 00:03:02,483 --> 00:03:07,054 I will oversee your charting, your patient interactions, 73 00:03:07,187 --> 00:03:09,723 double-check your med orders. 74 00:03:09,857 --> 00:03:12,560 And this. 75 00:03:21,902 --> 00:03:23,471 [Dr. Winkler] Fetal movement is good. 76 00:03:23,604 --> 00:03:25,539 Heart rate is normal at 150. 77 00:03:25,673 --> 00:03:27,140 I've been monitoring the heart rate daily. 78 00:03:27,275 --> 00:03:30,578 It ranges from 146 to 163 BPM. 79 00:03:30,711 --> 00:03:32,613 Her last emesis was three weeks ago. 80 00:03:32,746 --> 00:03:33,947 So the nausea's getting better. 81 00:03:34,081 --> 00:03:35,783 - Great. - And the fatigue. 82 00:03:35,916 --> 00:03:38,752 Less improvement on the constant state of terror. 83 00:03:38,886 --> 00:03:40,788 You made it through the first trimester. 84 00:03:40,921 --> 00:03:43,123 - You're doing great. - Mm. 85 00:03:43,257 --> 00:03:44,157 You two want to know the sex of the baby? 86 00:03:44,292 --> 00:03:46,294 - Yes. - No. Don't look. 87 00:03:46,427 --> 00:03:48,596 It'll be a fun surprise. 88 00:03:48,729 --> 00:03:50,498 Oh. 89 00:03:50,631 --> 00:03:52,600 It is fun to be prepared. 90 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:55,603 [keys clacking] 91 00:03:56,904 --> 00:03:58,472 Oh. 92 00:04:00,308 --> 00:04:02,443 What's going on? 93 00:04:03,777 --> 00:04:06,113 [Dr. Winkler] There is a small, thinning area 94 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:07,315 on your uterine wall. 95 00:04:07,448 --> 00:04:10,117 It is slightly hypoechoic, 96 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:13,321 likely a result of the scar tissue from your prior surgery 97 00:04:13,454 --> 00:04:15,022 and Asherman's syndrome. 98 00:04:15,155 --> 00:04:16,357 Is that bad? It sounds bad. 99 00:04:16,490 --> 00:04:17,825 Mm. 100 00:04:19,092 --> 00:04:23,397 If it progresses, your uterus could rupture 101 00:04:23,531 --> 00:04:25,866 and we would lose the baby. 102 00:04:29,503 --> 00:04:32,272 But it's very possible the lining will remain stable 103 00:04:32,406 --> 00:04:34,408 and your pregnancy will progress normally. 104 00:04:38,512 --> 00:04:39,647 What happens now? 105 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:44,652 We'll put you on bed rest and monitor you closely. 106 00:04:50,123 --> 00:04:52,660 You're wrong. 107 00:04:52,793 --> 00:04:54,662 There may be a surgery that can fix this. 108 00:04:56,964 --> 00:04:59,667 I need to talk to Dr. Lim and Dr. Glassman. 109 00:05:15,215 --> 00:05:18,386 Hello. I have admitted Lea for close monitoring 110 00:05:18,519 --> 00:05:20,220 and a follow-up MRI, 111 00:05:20,354 --> 00:05:22,189 which detected a small amount of free fluid in the abdomen. 112 00:05:22,322 --> 00:05:24,057 This, plus a slight decline in the hematocrit, 113 00:05:24,191 --> 00:05:27,395 increases the likelihood of rupture by 3% to 5%. 114 00:05:27,528 --> 00:05:29,630 Shaun, I'm so sorry. 115 00:05:29,763 --> 00:05:32,032 How are you and Lea holding up? 116 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:33,467 Oh. Fine. 117 00:05:33,601 --> 00:05:35,703 I found a surgery to fix it. 118 00:05:35,836 --> 00:05:37,137 I have spent the last three months 119 00:05:37,270 --> 00:05:39,106 researching every complication of Asherman's syndrome. 120 00:05:39,239 --> 00:05:41,208 I discovered an experimental procedure 121 00:05:41,341 --> 00:05:43,711 to reinforce the uterine lining with collagen fleece 122 00:05:43,844 --> 00:05:46,113 that will expand as the uterus grows. 123 00:05:46,246 --> 00:05:47,681 I have studied the technique, 124 00:05:47,815 --> 00:05:49,983 and I will teach you how to do it. 125 00:05:50,117 --> 00:05:51,919 How many times has this procedure been done? 126 00:05:52,052 --> 00:05:53,921 Five. Three had good outcomes 127 00:05:54,054 --> 00:05:55,689 and the babies were carried to full term, 128 00:05:55,823 --> 00:05:56,924 and the odds are better for Lea 129 00:05:57,057 --> 00:05:58,859 because you are above-average surgeons. 130 00:05:58,992 --> 00:06:00,093 [Glassman] Shaun, I don't need to remind you, 131 00:06:00,227 --> 00:06:02,563 but this procedure can induce labor 132 00:06:02,696 --> 00:06:04,297 and can cause major bleeding. 133 00:06:04,432 --> 00:06:05,733 You could lose the baby. 134 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:09,336 If we wait and the uterus ruptures, 135 00:06:09,470 --> 00:06:13,106 we will definitely lose the baby 136 00:06:13,240 --> 00:06:16,009 and Lea could suffer a catastrophic hemorrhage. 137 00:06:16,143 --> 00:06:17,811 Due to the size of the uterine window, 138 00:06:17,945 --> 00:06:19,580 there's a good chance it won't. 139 00:06:19,713 --> 00:06:22,583 No, with Lea's prior surgery and the significant scar tissue, 140 00:06:22,716 --> 00:06:25,118 I put the likelihood of rupture at close to 65%. 141 00:06:25,252 --> 00:06:26,754 Those chances... 142 00:06:28,288 --> 00:06:29,122 not good. 143 00:06:32,826 --> 00:06:34,762 Lea's body, her call. 144 00:06:36,263 --> 00:06:37,631 [Morgan] Drew Dewitt. 145 00:06:37,765 --> 00:06:40,333 Has recurrent desmoid tumors caused by Gardner's syndrome. 146 00:06:40,468 --> 00:06:41,669 The one on his liver is benign, 147 00:06:41,802 --> 00:06:43,537 but it hasn't responded to chemo. 148 00:06:43,671 --> 00:06:46,173 It's encroaching on the stomach and spleen. It has to come out. 149 00:06:46,306 --> 00:06:48,041 Thus, the surgical consult. 150 00:06:48,175 --> 00:06:49,477 [cellphone chimes] 151 00:06:51,278 --> 00:06:53,146 He has almost no small intestine. 152 00:06:53,280 --> 00:06:55,048 He needed a major resection a year ago. 153 00:06:55,182 --> 00:06:57,485 He's been living off IV nutrition ever since. 154 00:06:57,618 --> 00:06:58,952 I've treated him for post-op infections 155 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,088 and pain management over the last year. 156 00:07:01,221 --> 00:07:02,790 I've never seen this much scar tissue in a patient. 157 00:07:02,923 --> 00:07:04,692 How many surgeries has he had? 158 00:07:04,825 --> 00:07:08,829 20. Plus 16 rounds chemo and 34 hospital stays. 159 00:07:08,962 --> 00:07:12,199 Unfortunately, we have to add one more surgery to that list. 160 00:07:12,332 --> 00:07:14,968 Will this surgery affect his place on the transplant list? 161 00:07:15,102 --> 00:07:17,337 We've been waiting over a year for a small bowel. 162 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:20,474 Apparently, I'm "too healthy" to move to the top. 163 00:07:20,608 --> 00:07:24,011 It shouldn't, barring long-term infection or other organ damage. 164 00:07:24,144 --> 00:07:25,813 When you're ready, we can take you to pre-op. 165 00:07:33,954 --> 00:07:35,823 - You got this, D. - You know it. 166 00:07:48,536 --> 00:07:50,738 [Lea] I have no idea. 167 00:07:50,871 --> 00:07:52,573 [Shaun] Would you like us to go over 168 00:07:52,706 --> 00:07:54,341 the risks and benefits again? 169 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:55,809 No, I know everything that could go wrong. 170 00:07:55,943 --> 00:07:57,611 All I can see is what can go wrong. 171 00:07:57,745 --> 00:07:59,146 You don't have to decide right now. 172 00:07:59,279 --> 00:08:00,881 We can continue to monitor. 173 00:08:01,014 --> 00:08:04,017 If we wait, the uterine window could expand 174 00:08:04,151 --> 00:08:05,586 and make the surgery more risky. 175 00:08:05,719 --> 00:08:07,621 Now is the safest time. 176 00:08:07,755 --> 00:08:09,356 Don't pressure her, Shaun. 177 00:08:13,994 --> 00:08:17,698 Okay. Okay, I know I trust you. 178 00:08:17,831 --> 00:08:20,568 So if you think surgery is the right decision, then we should do it. 179 00:08:22,269 --> 00:08:23,270 On one condition. 180 00:08:25,005 --> 00:08:26,540 I want you in the OR. 181 00:08:28,208 --> 00:08:32,412 Not for me, but if something were to go wrong 182 00:08:32,546 --> 00:08:35,949 and we lose our baby, 183 00:08:36,083 --> 00:08:37,885 I need you to be with her. 184 00:08:39,186 --> 00:08:40,588 Or him. 185 00:08:44,858 --> 00:08:49,396 With my guidance, I think there is a very good chance 186 00:08:49,529 --> 00:08:50,898 our baby will be fine. 187 00:08:53,934 --> 00:08:55,603 Mm. 188 00:08:56,937 --> 00:08:59,239 [monitor beeping] 189 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:00,774 Forceps and Metz. 190 00:09:05,012 --> 00:09:06,914 How's it feel to be in the OR again? 191 00:09:08,148 --> 00:09:09,416 Very good, sir. 192 00:09:09,549 --> 00:09:12,252 We're all very glad to have you back. 193 00:09:12,385 --> 00:09:14,922 We've exposed the surface of the liver. 194 00:09:15,055 --> 00:09:17,925 Tumor's invaded the liver capsule and parenchyma. 195 00:09:19,593 --> 00:09:21,795 That's twice the size it appeared on imaging. 196 00:09:21,929 --> 00:09:23,664 If we take out all of the tumor, 197 00:09:23,797 --> 00:09:24,832 he'll only have half a liver left. 198 00:09:26,399 --> 00:09:27,334 We don't have a choice. 199 00:09:42,249 --> 00:09:44,184 Make sure to approximate the edges 200 00:09:45,218 --> 00:09:47,287 so it overlaps with the uterine window. 201 00:09:47,420 --> 00:09:49,957 I internalized that the first three times you told me, Shaun. 202 00:09:52,059 --> 00:09:53,493 I'm sorry you and Lea are going through this. 203 00:09:53,627 --> 00:09:55,128 Mm. Dr. Lim was able 204 00:09:55,262 --> 00:09:57,765 to place the fleece patch seven seconds faster. 205 00:09:57,898 --> 00:10:01,334 But your laparoscopic suturing technique is superior. 206 00:10:01,468 --> 00:10:02,703 You will be in charge of that. 207 00:10:02,836 --> 00:10:05,472 Practice it now. Please. 208 00:10:05,605 --> 00:10:06,874 Shaun, I've done it a million times. 209 00:10:07,007 --> 00:10:09,142 You have never done them on my wife. 210 00:10:11,444 --> 00:10:12,846 Fair point. 211 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:19,019 [Morgan] Because we had to take more of your liver 212 00:10:19,152 --> 00:10:21,188 than we'd hoped, your liver function is declining. 213 00:10:24,291 --> 00:10:27,560 Getting your nutrition through an IV is tough on your body. 214 00:10:27,695 --> 00:10:30,998 The TPN that's keeping me alive's also killing me? 215 00:10:32,700 --> 00:10:34,034 That's gnarly. 216 00:10:34,167 --> 00:10:36,203 So, what's the alternative to TPN? 217 00:10:36,336 --> 00:10:37,404 How do we get him nutrients? 218 00:10:37,537 --> 00:10:39,139 We're looking into it. 219 00:10:39,272 --> 00:10:40,708 For now, we're gonna manage your symptoms 220 00:10:40,841 --> 00:10:43,777 and keep you stable until a small bowel becomes available. 221 00:10:43,911 --> 00:10:46,379 There's no way those organ cops can say I'm too healthy now. 222 00:10:52,686 --> 00:10:53,854 I'll order cholestyramine for the itching 223 00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:55,588 and liver function testing every few hours. 224 00:10:55,723 --> 00:10:56,957 I'll call UNOS and do whatever I have to... 225 00:10:57,090 --> 00:10:58,258 [cellphone chimes] 226 00:10:59,693 --> 00:11:01,028 ...to get him moved up the list. 227 00:11:04,064 --> 00:11:06,967 Where you sneaking off to? 228 00:11:07,100 --> 00:11:09,436 I'm walking down the hall, in plain sight. 229 00:11:09,569 --> 00:11:10,603 The alarms, the pills, 230 00:11:10,738 --> 00:11:12,239 the classic Morgan evasion techniques. 231 00:11:14,775 --> 00:11:18,378 You're getting your embryos implanted, aren't you? 232 00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:21,481 Congrats on cracking that already wide-open case. 233 00:11:21,614 --> 00:11:24,217 I have to give myself a time-sensitive injection now, 234 00:11:24,351 --> 00:11:26,253 then yell at some nice transplant people. 235 00:11:26,386 --> 00:11:27,988 Why didn't you tell me? I could help. 236 00:11:28,121 --> 00:11:31,024 I'll refer you to the minutes of our previous meeting-- 237 00:11:31,158 --> 00:11:32,692 "We need boundaries." 238 00:11:32,826 --> 00:11:33,861 [elevator bell dings] 239 00:11:42,335 --> 00:11:46,406 I remember you put on my hospital socks for me last time, too. 240 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:48,075 I hate that we have a routine. 241 00:11:49,009 --> 00:11:51,578 This time is different. 242 00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:56,116 - Hi. - I love you. 243 00:11:56,249 --> 00:12:00,120 How are you? Do you need anything? 244 00:12:00,253 --> 00:12:02,022 There's Funfetti cake in Pedes for Nurse Hawks' birthday. 245 00:12:02,155 --> 00:12:03,256 Do you want me to get you a piece? 246 00:12:03,390 --> 00:12:04,758 Just this is great. 247 00:12:04,892 --> 00:12:06,493 Please leave. 248 00:12:06,626 --> 00:12:07,928 Having visitors increases the risk 249 00:12:08,061 --> 00:12:09,196 of perioperative infection, 250 00:12:09,329 --> 00:12:11,098 and stimulation can raise blood pressure, 251 00:12:11,231 --> 00:12:14,501 which increases the risk of intraoperative complications. 252 00:12:22,009 --> 00:12:23,376 I need to do your pre-op exam. 253 00:12:27,981 --> 00:12:30,117 - [groaning] - [alarm beeping] 254 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:31,284 He just doubled over. 255 00:12:31,418 --> 00:12:33,620 My gut is trying to kill me. 256 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:34,754 Please, can you give him something? 257 00:12:36,957 --> 00:12:39,626 I'll up his morphine. Check the site for infection. 258 00:12:39,759 --> 00:12:41,761 Hang on. You're gonna be okay. 259 00:12:43,831 --> 00:12:46,033 Dr. Allen, his wound dehisced. 260 00:12:46,166 --> 00:12:47,968 What does that mean? 261 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:49,002 His muscles couldn't hold the stitches. 262 00:12:49,136 --> 00:12:50,470 It tore open. 263 00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:52,205 [breathing raggedly] 264 00:12:57,010 --> 00:12:59,847 [monitor beeping] 265 00:12:59,980 --> 00:13:01,882 Move the patch three millimeters to your right. 266 00:13:02,015 --> 00:13:03,150 It should overlap with the wound margin. 267 00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:04,717 - Got it. - Yes, there. 268 00:13:04,852 --> 00:13:06,319 That is good. 269 00:13:06,453 --> 00:13:07,620 [Glassman] Dr. Wolke, take the scope, please. 270 00:13:07,754 --> 00:13:09,056 Sutures. 271 00:13:09,189 --> 00:13:11,491 5-0 Prolene sutures in the myometrium defect 272 00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:13,894 need to be placed exactly one millimeter apart. 273 00:13:14,027 --> 00:13:15,495 Dr. Murphy, take one more step, 274 00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:17,164 I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. 275 00:13:18,031 --> 00:13:19,900 Applying the glue. 276 00:13:20,033 --> 00:13:22,402 No, no. That's too far. 277 00:13:22,535 --> 00:13:24,437 - The view is obscured. - Shaun. A little to your left. 278 00:13:28,441 --> 00:13:29,642 [Asher] She's bleeding. 279 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:32,212 No signs of rupture. 280 00:13:32,345 --> 00:13:34,014 You may have placed the sutures too deep 281 00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:35,382 because you didn't have a clear view. 282 00:13:35,515 --> 00:13:36,884 The sutures are fine. 283 00:13:37,017 --> 00:13:38,518 I should take over. 284 00:13:38,651 --> 00:13:41,754 - Shaun. - There, a small bleed underneath the patch. 285 00:13:41,889 --> 00:13:43,190 Must've nicked a vessel. 286 00:13:43,323 --> 00:13:44,224 I'll clip it. 287 00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:48,061 Suction. 288 00:13:51,198 --> 00:13:53,934 Okay, we can continue to close. 289 00:13:54,067 --> 00:13:57,037 Yes. Lea and the baby are fine. 290 00:13:57,170 --> 00:13:59,206 In spite of the avoidable errors. 291 00:14:03,877 --> 00:14:05,612 His abdominal wall is too weak and damaged 292 00:14:05,745 --> 00:14:07,547 from prior surgeries to hold the sutures. 293 00:14:07,680 --> 00:14:08,748 We covered the wound with plastic, 294 00:14:08,882 --> 00:14:10,217 but we need to take him back to the OR 295 00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:11,584 and close him up before it gets infected. 296 00:14:11,718 --> 00:14:13,153 The tissue will just tear open again. 297 00:14:13,286 --> 00:14:15,755 His skin and muscles need time and nutrition to heal. 298 00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:17,524 I have a small bowel for Drew. 299 00:14:21,895 --> 00:14:24,064 Drew's wound dehisced. 300 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:25,865 We can't take that organ. 301 00:14:27,467 --> 00:14:28,969 I'm not turning it down. 302 00:14:29,102 --> 00:14:30,870 This is Drew's only chance. 303 00:14:34,741 --> 00:14:35,976 Tell UNOS we need to run some more tests. 304 00:14:36,109 --> 00:14:37,444 Buy us a few hours. 305 00:14:37,577 --> 00:14:38,745 That's how long we have to figure out 306 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:40,247 how to stitch this kid back together. 307 00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:54,394 What about component separation? 308 00:14:54,527 --> 00:14:56,429 That could weaken the tissue even more. 309 00:14:56,563 --> 00:14:57,830 Right. 310 00:14:57,965 --> 00:15:00,467 Maybe a four-step Fabian procedure. 311 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:02,669 Except Drew doesn't have time for four steps. 312 00:15:19,386 --> 00:15:20,620 [knock on door] 313 00:15:20,753 --> 00:15:22,289 Hi. 314 00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:25,192 Here to check Lea's post-op vitals. 315 00:15:26,159 --> 00:15:27,427 I also brought supplements. 316 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:28,661 Mm. 317 00:15:29,429 --> 00:15:30,697 Thank you. 318 00:15:30,830 --> 00:15:33,100 All right, your post-op ultrasound looks good. 319 00:15:33,233 --> 00:15:34,301 Oh. 320 00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:37,737 Fetal movement and heart tones are great. 321 00:15:37,870 --> 00:15:38,972 Oh, thank God. 322 00:15:40,607 --> 00:15:41,874 When can I go home? 323 00:15:42,009 --> 00:15:44,011 You need to be here for monitoring 324 00:15:44,144 --> 00:15:46,013 for several more days. 325 00:15:48,048 --> 00:15:50,350 I can't go days like this, Shaun. 326 00:15:51,118 --> 00:15:52,319 I hate it here. 327 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:54,887 You are here for work every day. 328 00:15:55,022 --> 00:15:59,392 Not in this room, in this bed, 329 00:15:59,526 --> 00:16:01,161 thinking about everything. 330 00:16:03,663 --> 00:16:06,699 Jerome and I can visit on our lunch break. 331 00:16:06,833 --> 00:16:08,835 Oh, we could take the "What Yankee Candle Are You?" quiz 332 00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:10,870 that's on page 17. 333 00:16:11,004 --> 00:16:13,406 Rest will help you recover faster 334 00:16:13,540 --> 00:16:16,609 so you don't have to be here anymore. 335 00:16:16,743 --> 00:16:18,011 Her ultrasound does look good. 336 00:16:18,145 --> 00:16:19,346 Thank you. You can go. 337 00:16:24,051 --> 00:16:25,252 Thank you. 338 00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:38,365 UNOS called again. 339 00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,067 I told them we have to re-run Drew's liver function test 340 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:41,434 and get a CT scan. 341 00:16:41,568 --> 00:16:43,303 I bought us an hour at most. 342 00:16:43,436 --> 00:16:44,637 What about a Sure-Closure device? 343 00:16:44,771 --> 00:16:46,373 Too high a risk for ventral hernia, 344 00:16:46,506 --> 00:16:48,541 which could lead to us needing to resect his large intestine, 345 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:50,377 leaving him even worse off. 346 00:16:50,510 --> 00:16:51,778 I already played it out. 347 00:16:52,312 --> 00:16:53,380 [sighs] 348 00:16:55,082 --> 00:16:57,384 For your embryo thing, you know, whenever that is, 349 00:16:57,517 --> 00:16:59,152 I can give you a ride, if you need one. 350 00:17:01,954 --> 00:17:03,723 I'll get an Uber. 351 00:17:03,856 --> 00:17:05,592 You really want to go to the most important appointment 352 00:17:05,725 --> 00:17:08,095 of your life with a stranger in a Camry? 353 00:17:08,228 --> 00:17:13,100 I've chosen to do this alone, and I'm fine with it. 354 00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:14,767 And I'm-- I'm trying very hard 355 00:17:14,901 --> 00:17:18,938 not to care about what anyone else thinks about that. 356 00:17:19,072 --> 00:17:21,474 So having you imply how sad it is that I have to take a cab 357 00:17:21,608 --> 00:17:25,212 to a doctor's office is not helpful. 358 00:17:26,913 --> 00:17:28,014 [cellphone beeps] 359 00:17:28,148 --> 00:17:29,416 [cellphone beeps] 360 00:17:33,686 --> 00:17:35,888 [groaning loudly] 361 00:17:38,125 --> 00:17:39,792 He threw up, and his pain is getting worse. 362 00:17:39,926 --> 00:17:41,828 He's already maxed out on morphine. I'm overriding. 363 00:17:41,961 --> 00:17:43,296 [Park] There's increased redness and swelling on the edges. 364 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:44,697 Early signs of infection. 365 00:17:44,831 --> 00:17:46,032 I love you, Mom. 366 00:17:46,166 --> 00:17:48,335 - You're gonna be fine. - It's okay. 367 00:17:48,468 --> 00:17:50,837 We knew we'd get here someday. 368 00:17:50,970 --> 00:17:52,439 I'm ready. 369 00:17:53,573 --> 00:17:54,674 No. 370 00:17:55,742 --> 00:17:58,145 I am not giving up on you. 371 00:17:58,278 --> 00:17:59,679 Don't give up on me, D. 372 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:01,448 Please. 373 00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:03,116 [breathing raggedly] 374 00:18:09,289 --> 00:18:11,858 Oh. I-I will take those. 375 00:18:16,696 --> 00:18:18,865 They're from all the nurses. 376 00:18:18,998 --> 00:18:21,134 We just want you both to know that we're thinking about you. 377 00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,836 I will pass that along. 378 00:18:23,970 --> 00:18:26,373 But not these. 379 00:18:26,506 --> 00:18:29,376 Baby's breath has a strikingly unpleasant odor. 380 00:18:32,345 --> 00:18:33,513 Is there anything you need? 381 00:18:35,282 --> 00:18:36,483 We're fine. 382 00:18:38,485 --> 00:18:41,188 Uh, 502's family is on their way in. 383 00:18:41,321 --> 00:18:42,722 Heads up-- they are a loud bunch. 384 00:18:42,855 --> 00:18:44,491 They're very excited to be taking Meemaw home. 385 00:18:52,432 --> 00:18:53,966 I don't think Lea's fine. 386 00:18:54,801 --> 00:18:57,036 She's lonely and bored, 387 00:18:57,170 --> 00:18:59,272 and being back in that room 388 00:18:59,406 --> 00:19:01,774 is bringing up a lot of painful memories. 389 00:19:01,908 --> 00:19:04,377 And I know you're just-- you're trying to protect her, 390 00:19:04,511 --> 00:19:05,878 but... 391 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:09,716 but it's making you kind of a pain in the ass. 392 00:19:09,849 --> 00:19:13,019 Your wife, who's carrying the tiny human, 393 00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:16,456 she needs her loud bunch. 394 00:19:16,589 --> 00:19:19,859 People asking how she is doing and being worried 395 00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:22,895 will only make Lea worry more, and that is not helpful. 396 00:19:23,029 --> 00:19:25,498 Not for you, 397 00:19:25,632 --> 00:19:29,736 but I think Lea needs more than just you right now. 398 00:19:29,869 --> 00:19:32,439 She needs lots of people showing concern and love. 399 00:19:35,174 --> 00:19:36,543 And maybe you do, too. 400 00:19:37,577 --> 00:19:38,778 More than you think. 401 00:19:51,458 --> 00:19:53,726 ♪ I think of when...♪ 402 00:19:53,860 --> 00:19:55,695 [Lim] Question for you. 403 00:19:55,828 --> 00:19:57,897 Does it bother you that this has been sitting here 404 00:19:58,030 --> 00:19:59,866 for three months? 405 00:19:59,999 --> 00:20:01,968 No. 406 00:20:02,101 --> 00:20:03,936 - Does it bother you? - No. 407 00:20:06,072 --> 00:20:10,277 I'm feeling a little pressured. 408 00:20:10,410 --> 00:20:11,578 I've barely brought it up. 409 00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:14,581 And I appreciate that. [sighs] 410 00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:18,951 But it sitting here is kind of pressure. 411 00:20:19,085 --> 00:20:20,953 It was meant to be a cute gesture. 412 00:20:21,087 --> 00:20:22,955 A subtle... 413 00:20:23,089 --> 00:20:25,392 Not so subtle reminder 414 00:20:25,525 --> 00:20:27,994 that the offer is still "on the table," 415 00:20:29,629 --> 00:20:31,331 which has clearly overstayed its welcome, 416 00:20:31,464 --> 00:20:33,600 and the last thing I want is for it to come between us. 417 00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:40,307 Are you un-proposing? 418 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:42,409 No, I'm un-pressuring. 419 00:20:45,778 --> 00:20:48,981 I love you, and I'm not going anywhere. 420 00:20:49,115 --> 00:20:51,518 When you're ready, we'll put it back on the table. 421 00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:57,524 What about a Velcro biocompatible patch? 422 00:20:57,657 --> 00:21:00,026 It would facilitate his granulation tissue growth. 423 00:21:00,159 --> 00:21:02,862 How do we keep it from adhering to other organs? 424 00:21:02,995 --> 00:21:04,130 Yeah. 425 00:21:07,033 --> 00:21:08,635 [sighs] 426 00:21:10,937 --> 00:21:13,340 This should be turmeric chicken with asparagus. 427 00:21:16,476 --> 00:21:19,546 That's what I was gonna make you for our date. 428 00:21:19,679 --> 00:21:23,249 And after work, all I had to do was go to the store and get some chicken. 429 00:21:26,052 --> 00:21:28,955 But instead, I-I texted my dealer. 430 00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,492 For a thousand reasons, 431 00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:36,162 none of which excuse nor explain anything. 432 00:21:38,731 --> 00:21:40,333 You don't owe me an explanation. 433 00:21:40,467 --> 00:21:41,668 I do. 434 00:21:42,935 --> 00:21:46,038 And I wish I could give you one. 435 00:21:46,172 --> 00:21:49,676 Every day for the past 92 days, I've asked myself, 436 00:21:49,809 --> 00:21:52,278 "Why didn't I just go get the chicken?" 437 00:21:52,412 --> 00:21:54,681 I mean, we would have had a great dinner. 438 00:21:54,814 --> 00:21:57,684 I mean, you would have been funny and beautiful. 439 00:22:00,353 --> 00:22:03,055 And I would have tried way too hard to be charming. 440 00:22:04,524 --> 00:22:05,692 And then... 441 00:22:07,927 --> 00:22:08,861 ...who knows? 442 00:22:13,666 --> 00:22:17,203 I'd give anything to go back, start over. 443 00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:20,907 Give us a clean slate. 444 00:22:24,544 --> 00:22:25,912 Me too. 445 00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:38,458 What if we did that for Drew? 446 00:22:38,591 --> 00:22:40,927 What if, along with a new bowel, 447 00:22:41,060 --> 00:22:42,895 we gave him a whole new abdominal wall? 448 00:22:43,029 --> 00:22:44,296 Clean slate. 449 00:22:45,665 --> 00:22:47,099 Has it ever been done before? 450 00:22:56,509 --> 00:22:59,412 I'm gonna look down and see... someone else's abs? 451 00:23:00,847 --> 00:23:03,550 Replacing it is the only way to get you a new small bowel. 452 00:23:03,683 --> 00:23:05,752 You'll be able to eat again. You'll get stronger. 453 00:23:07,787 --> 00:23:09,956 What are the chances it'll work? 454 00:23:10,089 --> 00:23:12,692 It's never been done in tandem with another transplant. 455 00:23:12,825 --> 00:23:15,127 There are increased risks of rejection or infection. 456 00:23:15,261 --> 00:23:18,798 But both organs are in great shape and a good match. 457 00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:20,467 It's our best shot to save your liver 458 00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:22,134 and give your body time to heal. 459 00:23:22,268 --> 00:23:24,270 [sighs] 460 00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:25,772 Thank you so much. 461 00:23:30,843 --> 00:23:32,945 [chuckles lightly] 462 00:23:33,079 --> 00:23:34,146 Okay. 463 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:36,783 Well, let's do this. 464 00:23:41,454 --> 00:23:42,789 [cellphone chimes] 465 00:23:52,298 --> 00:23:54,467 [both laughing] 466 00:23:54,601 --> 00:23:57,203 If we don't keep quiet, 467 00:23:57,336 --> 00:23:59,506 Shaun is gonna come down on us with the hammer of Thor, okay? 468 00:23:59,639 --> 00:24:01,574 It's so nice to laugh. 469 00:24:01,708 --> 00:24:03,342 Enter Shaun with a chest plate 470 00:24:03,476 --> 00:24:05,945 and a red cape with the Mjolnir. 471 00:24:06,078 --> 00:24:08,548 [both laugh] 472 00:24:08,681 --> 00:24:10,917 I don't want to get kicked out before I know-- 473 00:24:11,050 --> 00:24:13,019 boy or girl? 474 00:24:13,152 --> 00:24:14,987 I have to start scoping out the latest baby fashions. 475 00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:16,388 I don't know. 476 00:24:19,659 --> 00:24:21,027 I don't want to know. 477 00:24:26,132 --> 00:24:29,836 Last time, when we found out we were having a girl, 478 00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:31,938 Shaun and I were choosing her name. 479 00:24:32,071 --> 00:24:36,408 I liked Sage and Skylar and Sofia. 480 00:24:36,543 --> 00:24:38,845 Something with an "S," after my grandma, Susie. 481 00:24:41,714 --> 00:24:44,016 And then she was... gone. 482 00:24:46,819 --> 00:24:48,087 And I can't do that again. 483 00:24:51,157 --> 00:24:54,060 Maybe you should tell Shaun about this. 484 00:24:54,193 --> 00:24:56,929 He's already so worried, no matter what he says. 485 00:24:58,898 --> 00:25:01,267 And what if talking about it just... 486 00:25:06,405 --> 00:25:07,473 I have something for you. 487 00:25:07,874 --> 00:25:09,175 Mm? 488 00:25:10,910 --> 00:25:11,878 My faith. 489 00:25:13,412 --> 00:25:14,313 Not just in God. 490 00:25:15,381 --> 00:25:18,084 I have faith in the surgery you had. 491 00:25:18,217 --> 00:25:20,787 I have faith in you and Shaun, 492 00:25:23,089 --> 00:25:24,724 and that your baby, 493 00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,594 whatever it is, 494 00:25:27,727 --> 00:25:29,261 is going to be okay. 495 00:25:35,134 --> 00:25:38,104 Your 10-minute visit has run over. 496 00:25:40,406 --> 00:25:41,708 I have to scrub in anyways. 497 00:25:44,744 --> 00:25:47,146 Pencil me in for the next 10-minute opening, Thor. 498 00:25:50,249 --> 00:25:51,984 Thank you. I-I needed that. 499 00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:57,456 [inhales deeply] 500 00:25:57,590 --> 00:25:59,058 Mmph. Pfft. 501 00:25:59,191 --> 00:26:00,593 But not that. 502 00:26:00,727 --> 00:26:02,428 I kind of feel nauseous. 503 00:26:05,331 --> 00:26:07,634 We should do another ultrasound. 504 00:26:07,967 --> 00:26:09,001 Mm. 505 00:26:11,537 --> 00:26:12,471 [sighs] 506 00:26:12,605 --> 00:26:14,473 [monitor beeping] 507 00:26:14,607 --> 00:26:16,375 [groaning lightly] 508 00:26:25,284 --> 00:26:28,755 This surgery could buy you a year, maybe more, 509 00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:31,457 give you back some quality of life. 510 00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:34,226 But... 511 00:26:34,360 --> 00:26:35,962 it should be what you want. 512 00:26:49,709 --> 00:26:52,144 You're 17 and you've suffered more 513 00:26:52,278 --> 00:26:54,513 than some people their whole lives. 514 00:26:54,647 --> 00:26:57,149 No one would fault you for deciding you're done. 515 00:27:01,453 --> 00:27:02,755 I can't. 516 00:27:04,657 --> 00:27:07,727 Your mom has given you all the support in the world, 517 00:27:07,860 --> 00:27:09,595 but this is your fight. 518 00:27:11,097 --> 00:27:12,464 Do you want to keep going? 519 00:27:16,102 --> 00:27:18,237 The worst part about all of this is knowing 520 00:27:20,139 --> 00:27:22,208 one day, it'll end, 521 00:27:22,341 --> 00:27:23,676 and my mom will be alone. 522 00:27:25,945 --> 00:27:29,816 She's been with me through all the hardest parts of my life, 523 00:27:29,949 --> 00:27:32,584 and I won't be around when she has to go through the hardest part of hers. 524 00:27:33,352 --> 00:27:36,055 If I can put that off, 525 00:27:36,188 --> 00:27:38,858 if even for a little bit, then I'm gonna do that. 526 00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,261 And hope that makes the days she'll face alone... 527 00:27:43,629 --> 00:27:45,064 a little easier. 528 00:27:58,077 --> 00:27:59,746 You're all set. 529 00:27:59,879 --> 00:28:01,047 We'll take you to surgery soon. 530 00:28:27,706 --> 00:28:29,108 [exhales deeply] 531 00:28:37,750 --> 00:28:38,951 I love you. 532 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:43,756 And whatever happens... 533 00:28:45,858 --> 00:28:47,126 you don't need to worry about me. 534 00:28:50,296 --> 00:28:51,931 I'll be okay. 535 00:29:06,779 --> 00:29:08,180 I love you, too, Mom. 536 00:29:10,983 --> 00:29:13,285 [exhales deeply] 537 00:29:23,695 --> 00:29:25,131 [sobs] 538 00:29:39,846 --> 00:29:41,914 [Shaun] She was feeling nauseous, so I did an ultrasound, 539 00:29:42,048 --> 00:29:43,983 which detected increased fluid in the abdomen, 540 00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:45,317 but then she lost consciousness. 541 00:29:45,451 --> 00:29:47,854 It is almost certainly internal bleeding. 542 00:29:47,987 --> 00:29:49,121 I'll scrub in, right away. 543 00:29:49,255 --> 00:29:50,823 No, no, no. You can't come in. 544 00:29:50,957 --> 00:29:53,159 - This is likely a complication from the first surgery. - Shaun-- 545 00:29:53,292 --> 00:29:55,427 It is my fault, and I need to fix it. 546 00:29:55,561 --> 00:29:57,363 Shaun, if we can't stop the bleeding, 547 00:29:57,496 --> 00:30:00,366 we may have to take Lea's uterus in order to save her life. 548 00:30:00,499 --> 00:30:02,969 If we get there, we're gonna make the decision quickly 549 00:30:03,102 --> 00:30:05,371 and with medical factors only, no emotion. 550 00:30:05,504 --> 00:30:09,275 Lea would want me in there in case we lose the baby. 551 00:30:09,408 --> 00:30:10,442 If that happens-- 552 00:30:10,576 --> 00:30:11,911 if that happens, 553 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,357 [Lim] Surgical site looks good. Patch is intact. 554 00:30:26,392 --> 00:30:28,527 No signs of acute placental abruption. 555 00:30:28,660 --> 00:30:30,062 [Glassman] Bladder's clean. 556 00:30:30,196 --> 00:30:32,899 No blood coming from the ovaries or the fallopian tubes. 557 00:30:33,032 --> 00:30:34,901 And the bowel is intact. 558 00:30:35,034 --> 00:30:36,735 It's gotta be coming from the uterus. 559 00:30:36,869 --> 00:30:40,072 If we clamp the uterine vessels, we may slow down the bleeding. 560 00:30:40,206 --> 00:30:41,640 But we put the baby at risk. 561 00:30:41,773 --> 00:30:43,209 If we don't stop it soon, we're gonna put Lea at risk. 562 00:30:47,579 --> 00:30:49,348 I'll clamp the internal iliac on the side of the bleed. 563 00:30:49,481 --> 00:30:50,950 Buys us some time. 564 00:30:51,083 --> 00:30:52,718 Give two more units of blood and stay four ahead. 565 00:30:52,851 --> 00:30:53,852 Retractor. 566 00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:57,623 [Shaun] If the site is hemostatic, 567 00:30:57,756 --> 00:31:00,893 they will look for placental abruption. 568 00:31:02,728 --> 00:31:08,567 Next, they will check the bladder, ovaries, 569 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,236 and fallopian tubes. 570 00:31:12,538 --> 00:31:13,739 Shaun. 571 00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:23,049 They can't clamp the uterine vessels 572 00:31:23,182 --> 00:31:25,884 without hurting the baby, 573 00:31:26,018 --> 00:31:28,988 but they can place an atraumatic vascular clamp 574 00:31:29,121 --> 00:31:30,656 on the internal iliacs, 575 00:31:30,789 --> 00:31:34,626 which will slow down the bleed while they try to locate it. 576 00:31:42,468 --> 00:31:45,537 Once they stop the bleed, 577 00:31:47,406 --> 00:31:50,676 they should be able to repair it 578 00:31:50,809 --> 00:31:52,311 and be done by... 579 00:31:54,580 --> 00:31:56,182 5:26. 580 00:32:05,857 --> 00:32:07,293 [moans lightly] 581 00:32:11,330 --> 00:32:12,698 The surgery went really well. 582 00:32:12,831 --> 00:32:13,865 You should be able to start eating real food again 583 00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:15,567 in a few days. 584 00:32:15,701 --> 00:32:18,304 Better make sure my new six-pack is looking good. 585 00:32:19,972 --> 00:32:21,640 The abdominal wall is holding together. 586 00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:22,774 No signs of infection. 587 00:32:25,244 --> 00:32:27,013 We'll see how long that lasts. 588 00:32:27,146 --> 00:32:28,780 One step at a time, D. 589 00:32:31,183 --> 00:32:32,318 We'll let you get some rest. 590 00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:37,689 No alcohol in that new gut of yours. 591 00:32:39,258 --> 00:32:41,127 Not for four more years. 592 00:32:42,261 --> 00:32:43,695 One step at a time, Mom. 593 00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:51,737 Hey, I don't want to help because I feel bad for you. 594 00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:55,341 I feel bad for me. 595 00:32:58,844 --> 00:33:00,479 You're gonna be an amazing mom 596 00:33:00,612 --> 00:33:03,682 because you're amazing at whatever you put your mind to, 597 00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:05,717 and I'm a little conflicted, I guess, 598 00:33:05,851 --> 00:33:07,386 because I won't be a part of it. 599 00:33:08,787 --> 00:33:10,856 Making my single-mother IVF journey about you 600 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:13,525 is uncharacteristically self-absorbed. 601 00:33:15,027 --> 00:33:15,861 I'm impressed. 602 00:33:17,396 --> 00:33:18,864 You changed me. 603 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:19,865 [chuckles lightly] 604 00:33:21,433 --> 00:33:24,203 And doing things alone isn't sad. 605 00:33:26,305 --> 00:33:28,540 Still doesn't mean you have to do them that way. 606 00:33:44,556 --> 00:33:46,558 From here on, I'm gonna request not to be supervised by you. 607 00:33:49,528 --> 00:33:50,396 Why? 608 00:33:53,265 --> 00:33:56,935 I didn't OD because of you, or us. 609 00:33:57,069 --> 00:33:58,670 But I knew I couldn't be with you 610 00:33:58,804 --> 00:34:00,739 if I wasn't okay. 611 00:34:00,872 --> 00:34:03,609 So I convinced myself I was. 612 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,147 Jordan, if I let myself get close to you, 613 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:11,483 I will fall for you again, and... 614 00:34:13,452 --> 00:34:15,421 ...and I will want so badly to be okay, 615 00:34:17,289 --> 00:34:18,324 to be ready for us. 616 00:34:22,494 --> 00:34:24,430 I can't risk that. 617 00:34:27,933 --> 00:34:29,135 I wouldn't want you to. 618 00:34:32,338 --> 00:34:34,773 Mm. 619 00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:37,109 I can't believe how much I'm gonna miss somebody 620 00:34:37,243 --> 00:34:38,444 I'll still see every day. 621 00:34:42,214 --> 00:34:43,615 Lea's in emergency surgery. 622 00:34:47,986 --> 00:34:50,556 [monitor beeping rapidly] 623 00:34:50,689 --> 00:34:51,823 [Glassman] Two more units, right away. 624 00:34:51,957 --> 00:34:52,824 [Lim] Removing the packing over the uterus. 625 00:34:53,359 --> 00:34:54,626 Suctioning. 626 00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:56,995 [beeping quickens] 627 00:34:57,129 --> 00:34:59,465 Fetal heart rate 101. 628 00:34:59,598 --> 00:35:01,533 Intermittent decels. 629 00:35:01,667 --> 00:35:03,835 No injury to the vena cava. 630 00:35:03,969 --> 00:35:05,137 Where is all this coming from? 631 00:35:05,271 --> 00:35:07,773 Art line BP is 75 over 43 632 00:35:08,940 --> 00:35:10,642 and falling. 633 00:35:10,776 --> 00:35:12,878 ♪ Waiting for the breaks ♪ 634 00:35:19,351 --> 00:35:22,588 ♪ I could be lost here forever ♪ 635 00:35:22,721 --> 00:35:26,592 ♪ If I didn't have my faith ♪ 636 00:35:26,725 --> 00:35:30,229 ♪ If I don't keep it together ♪ 637 00:35:30,362 --> 00:35:33,699 ♪ I'll never take a breath again ♪ 638 00:35:33,832 --> 00:35:37,236 ♪ But I see hope in the shallows ♪ 639 00:35:37,369 --> 00:35:41,207 ♪ And the rush of blood in my veins ♪ 640 00:35:41,340 --> 00:35:44,810 ♪ And if I go down with the devil ♪ 641 00:35:44,943 --> 00:35:47,679 ♪ Well, that would be my mistake ♪ 642 00:35:47,813 --> 00:35:50,015 ♪ Waiting for the breaks ♪ 643 00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:53,519 ♪ I'm stuck in the middle of the waves ♪ 644 00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:55,621 ♪ I'm lost in the current ♪ 645 00:35:55,754 --> 00:35:57,423 ♪ Need a break ♪ 646 00:35:57,556 --> 00:36:00,526 ♪ I'm stuck in the middle ♪ 647 00:36:16,642 --> 00:36:17,643 [monitor beeping rapidly] 648 00:36:18,844 --> 00:36:21,713 Lea's BP is 67 over 35. She's bleeding out. 649 00:36:26,585 --> 00:36:27,986 Hysterectomy tray. 650 00:36:29,455 --> 00:36:30,856 Clamp. 651 00:36:30,989 --> 00:36:33,225 ♪ Looking back there now, what a blur ♪ 652 00:36:35,794 --> 00:36:38,564 After you ligate the uterine vessels, I'm gonna go get Shaun. 653 00:36:40,399 --> 00:36:42,067 I told him I would. 654 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:46,204 ♪ I remember looking up, and there you were ♪ 655 00:36:46,338 --> 00:36:47,573 Clamping the uterine horn. 656 00:36:49,241 --> 00:36:53,111 ♪ Those eyes said everything's gonna be all right ♪ 657 00:36:53,245 --> 00:36:55,314 Ligated the round ligament. Preparing to transect. 658 00:36:55,447 --> 00:36:57,349 Metz scissors. 659 00:36:57,483 --> 00:37:00,352 ♪ Those arms said it's okay to stay the night ♪ 660 00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:01,753 Audrey. 661 00:37:05,724 --> 00:37:12,264 ♪ We were feeling our way through the dark ♪ 662 00:37:14,866 --> 00:37:21,607 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 663 00:37:23,542 --> 00:37:27,379 ♪ Looking for places to fall down hard ♪ 664 00:37:27,513 --> 00:37:31,049 ♪ Never knowing where to start ♪ 665 00:37:32,684 --> 00:37:39,157 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 666 00:37:39,291 --> 00:37:41,660 Lea and the baby are gonna be just fine. 667 00:37:41,793 --> 00:37:46,031 ♪ Those arms said it's okay to stay the night ♪ 668 00:37:46,164 --> 00:37:51,136 Lea's left uterine artery was tethered to some scar tissue. 669 00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:53,204 As the uterus grew, it ruptured. 670 00:37:53,339 --> 00:37:55,374 That was inevitable. 671 00:37:55,507 --> 00:37:58,344 Had nothing to do with your first surgery. 672 00:37:58,477 --> 00:38:01,046 Okay. 673 00:38:01,179 --> 00:38:05,250 Had Lea not been in the hospital when this happened, 674 00:38:05,384 --> 00:38:07,386 she might not have survived. 675 00:38:07,519 --> 00:38:10,556 Shaun, your surgery saved both their lives. 676 00:38:10,689 --> 00:38:12,624 [exhaling] Okay. 677 00:38:12,758 --> 00:38:16,862 ♪ We're feeling our way through the dark ♪ 678 00:38:16,995 --> 00:38:19,965 [breathing shakily] 679 00:38:23,769 --> 00:38:25,136 Oh! 680 00:38:25,270 --> 00:38:27,739 ♪ If you show me what's underneath ♪ 681 00:38:27,873 --> 00:38:29,040 Thank you, Dr. Glassman. 682 00:38:30,141 --> 00:38:31,677 I got you. 683 00:38:35,514 --> 00:38:37,883 [Shaun] Okay. 684 00:38:38,016 --> 00:38:40,719 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 685 00:38:46,792 --> 00:38:50,396 ♪ Looking for places to fall down hard ♪ 686 00:38:50,529 --> 00:38:53,699 ♪ Never knowing where to start ♪ 687 00:38:55,634 --> 00:38:56,868 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 688 00:38:57,002 --> 00:38:58,404 [exhaling heavily] 689 00:39:01,707 --> 00:39:03,308 [applause] 690 00:39:03,442 --> 00:39:06,144 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 691 00:39:06,778 --> 00:39:07,779 Okay. 692 00:39:15,721 --> 00:39:17,088 Good morning. 693 00:39:17,222 --> 00:39:18,624 Can I get that to go? 694 00:39:18,757 --> 00:39:21,059 I gotta stop at my place and grab a shirt for work. 695 00:39:21,192 --> 00:39:24,430 I'm sure you have a minute. Stay. 696 00:39:24,563 --> 00:39:27,298 - Am I about to be punished for something? - No. 697 00:39:28,567 --> 00:39:29,801 [sighs] 698 00:39:31,803 --> 00:39:33,739 - I was just thinking. - Mm-hmm. 699 00:39:35,974 --> 00:39:37,308 I love you. 700 00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:39,411 I love you, too. 701 00:39:39,545 --> 00:39:40,479 And I love us. 702 00:39:40,612 --> 00:39:42,914 Same. Always good to hear. 703 00:39:43,048 --> 00:39:46,652 And I've decided I want us to move forward. 704 00:39:46,785 --> 00:39:49,555 At my own, learning-to-walk kind of pace. 705 00:39:56,294 --> 00:39:57,763 Clay Porter... 706 00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:01,700 [chuckles] 707 00:40:01,833 --> 00:40:04,135 ...will you move in with me? 708 00:40:04,269 --> 00:40:05,871 I would kneel, but I'm not sure 709 00:40:06,004 --> 00:40:07,773 I could gracefully get back up again. 710 00:40:07,906 --> 00:40:09,307 [chuckles] 711 00:40:09,441 --> 00:40:11,042 It's so sparkly. 712 00:40:11,176 --> 00:40:12,277 Love it. 713 00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:15,781 Mm. 714 00:40:17,115 --> 00:40:18,149 Audrey Lim... 715 00:40:20,819 --> 00:40:23,288 ...you've made me the happiest man alive. 716 00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:24,790 [chuckles lightly] 717 00:40:32,864 --> 00:40:34,165 [door locks] 718 00:40:35,934 --> 00:40:38,236 [car approaches] 719 00:40:43,108 --> 00:40:44,743 This is a one-time thing. 720 00:40:44,876 --> 00:40:47,078 Don't expect me to drive you to your next colonoscopy. 721 00:40:47,212 --> 00:40:49,815 And here I was looking forward to that. 722 00:40:49,948 --> 00:40:51,316 Take McLaughlin to William Street. 723 00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:53,151 The freeway's backed up this time of day. 724 00:40:53,284 --> 00:40:55,687 Alright, just don't forget the tip. 725 00:40:55,821 --> 00:40:57,222 [sighs] 726 00:41:06,164 --> 00:41:09,868 [ultrasound whooshing] 727 00:41:10,001 --> 00:41:12,938 The fleece patch is holding well and expanding with the uterus. 728 00:41:13,071 --> 00:41:15,206 Everything looks great. 729 00:41:15,340 --> 00:41:18,744 Your baby is very cute and squirmy. 730 00:41:18,877 --> 00:41:21,146 So, you wanna know what it is? 731 00:41:29,521 --> 00:41:32,223 Y-You already know, don't you? 732 00:41:34,826 --> 00:41:38,196 I have been looking at your uterus a lot. 733 00:41:38,329 --> 00:41:39,464 Mm. 734 00:41:39,598 --> 00:41:41,733 But-- But I can keep a secret. 735 00:41:51,409 --> 00:41:53,579 The light blue is very... 736 00:41:53,712 --> 00:41:55,413 Heteronormative. 737 00:41:55,547 --> 00:41:58,383 I was going to say pastel. 738 00:41:58,516 --> 00:42:00,451 But, yes, that too. 739 00:42:00,586 --> 00:42:03,589 I think he's gonna like something in the gray palette. 740 00:42:03,722 --> 00:42:05,523 Calming but warm. 741 00:42:05,657 --> 00:42:08,159 Elegant yet understated. 742 00:42:10,729 --> 00:42:14,165 I think our son would like that very much.