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(SPITS)
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(SPITS)
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(LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS)
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(LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS)
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(LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS)
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Morning, roomie.
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Morning, roomie.
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I'm going to the market later.
You need more apples?
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No, but we need more toilet paper.
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No prob.
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May I?
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No prob.
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(CHUCKLES)
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Angel Fluff Plus, two-ply,
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unscented, ultra-wide, extra soft.
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Two-ply. No prob.
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Y-You have to hang the toilet paper
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on the dispenser the correct way.
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The paper goes over on the top,
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not under hanging against the wall.
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Sorry, I forgot you like it like that.
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I don't "like it like that."
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It's "right" like that.
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NBD.
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It's no big deal.
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I got to run.
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(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
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(UP-TEMPO VIOLIN MUSIC PLAYING)
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Ms. Kohl?
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Hi, I'm Dr. Melendez.
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Sorry. I have to practice whenever I can.
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I practice whenever I can, too.
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We heard you hurt your finger.
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Can we take a look?
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I got a crappy manicure
a couple days ago,
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and now my nail looks disgusting.
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Paronychia... it's an abscess caused by
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a common bacterial infection.
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We'll drain it, pack it,
and send you home.
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In 72 hours, the pain and
swelling will be much better,
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and you'll be back to Paganini.
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Apologize already.
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- (CHUCKLES) I did nothing wrong.
- So?
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You don't want to be iced out
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by the future
Chief of Surgery forever.
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Lim could be Chief, too.
Andrews hasn't decided yet.
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Hey, Brown, Park. Hustle in.
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EMTs are less than a minute out.
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Park, make sure Bay 3's good to go.
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EMT: 13-year-old female.
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Progressively worsening epistaxis.
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Bolus on the bus. BP 86/51.
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It won't stop! I can't get it to stop!
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BRUCE: I got home,
and she was calling 911.
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Not your first nosebleed, huh, Dad?
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Well, these things usually
go away on their own,
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but Riley claims she's been
like this for over an hour.
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Ugh! It's not a claim, it's a fact!
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Gonna need to get her on
a monitor right away
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and apply 4% phenylephrine solution.
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Gonna need to cauterize the bleed.
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It's not my first nosebleed either.
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I have my premiere at Davies
this weekend,
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hence the manicure.
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Rosin, beeswax... that stuff
is tough to get off.
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You play?
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I know my way around bow strings.
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I dabbled in archery
when I was in high school.
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I started when I was 5.
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I used to hum melodies doing my homework,
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eating dinner, taking out the trash.
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I wanted to be a train conductor.
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Mm, there's still time.
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(INHALES SHARPLY)
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- Ow.
- She's numbed up.
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She shouldn't have
any pain in her finger.
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It's not my finger.
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It's further up, by my knuckle.
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- (THERMOMETER BEEPING)
- No fever.
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Any body aches?
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Uh, a little.
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Playing violin all day stresses
out my neck and shoulders.
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It's likely tendonitis
or mild arthritic pain.
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Or it might be flesh-eating bacteria
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and we have may have to
cut off your finger.
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There's the bleeder,
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at the posterior rim of
Kiesselbach's plexus.
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You called 911?
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She did.
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How you feeling, baby?
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Peachy.
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It's a nosebleed. I'm handling it.
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She's my kid, too, Bruce.
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Bet you couldn't tell they're divorced.
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PARK: Well, why don't
I take Riley's parents
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to the waiting room so we can...
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Talk about me.
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Adiós.
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We need to know.
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Shaun, what do we need to do
to know for sure?
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We need to cut deeper and get a swab.
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Fingers have thousands of nerve endings.
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Clipping off even the tiniest
portion of Jas's finger
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could cause permanent damage
and be career-ending.
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But if it is necrotizing fasciitis
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and we do nothing, she could die.
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That would also end her career.
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True.
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But the numbers, Shaun, the data.
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There's almost no chance
that it's nec fasc.
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On the other hand, if we test for it,
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we will definitely do damage.
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Anything else?
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Do you hang your toilet paper
going over or under?
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Doesn't matter.
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STELLA: Before the nosebleeds,
it was tummy aches,
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insomnia, breathing pain.
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Every time, we'd rush her
to the pediatrician,
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but they couldn't find anything,
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so we stopped taking her.
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You think she's faking it?
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A therapist said it was
likely her subconscious way
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of trying to get her family
back together.
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Well, divorce isn't easy for adults.
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Why should kids be able
to deal with it any better?
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She disengaged,
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not just from us,
but her friends, school.
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It's been five years.
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She should have found
her new normal by now.
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(SIGHS)
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Looks like someone's doing better.
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Nosebleed stopped,
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but Riley's nasal membranes
are pretty thin.
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You should be on the lookout
for future bleeds.
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Riley, have you been sniffing
or snorting any drugs lately?
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What? No way. I wouldn't do that.
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There's a lot of stuff
out there that looks harmless,
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- but...
- She said no.
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Does FLONASE count?
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I was coughing.
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I had a stuffy nose, itchy throat.
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I looked up my symptoms,
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because what the hell else
was I supposed to do?
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Vasomotor rhinitis fit.
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So I went to the drug store,
and I got some FLONASE.
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Misuse of steroid sprays
can thin out nasal membranes,
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causing terrible nosebleeds.
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Quit the FLONASE, you're good to go.
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Thank you.
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Uh, I need you to take her tonight.
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I had to skip a pitch to
an important V.C. to get here.
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Sorry, didn't mean to take you away
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from anything important.
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You're provoking her.
You know she's an anxious kid.
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I'm not anxious, I'm sick.
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Could you for once have my back?
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- What?
- This is your fault.
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She's playing us against each other.
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(BREATHING RAGGEDLY)
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What's wrong?
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My breathing, i-it hurts.
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Just relax, sweetie.
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Just stop, both of you.
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(COUGHING)
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Vasomotor rhinitis.
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That is a pretty unique
diagnosis for an 8th grader.
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You'll be numb in a minute.
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7th.
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And I was wrong.
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Doesn't matter.
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I get what you're going through.
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You were smart, popular.
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We don't have anything in common.
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I was never popular.
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I wore hand-me-downs from Goodwill.
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I never knew my dad.
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My mom was sick. I couldn't rely on her.
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You know, kids at that age
can be total...
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Jerks.
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Asshats. Turds.
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I wouldn't send my worst enemy
back to junior high.
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I got so many D's
on my report card last year,
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I got held back.
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Now everyone treats me like I'm stupid.
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It's humiliating. (INHALES SHARPLY)
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How'd you deal with it?
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I said screw it.
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They already think I'm bad.
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I mess around in class, leave campus,
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do whatever the hell I want.
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But you're still angry.
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I didn't let my past define me...
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and yours doesn't have to define you.
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Repeating a grade doesn't make you...
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What?
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What's wrong?
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Nothing.
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There doesn't seem to be
any active bleeding.
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But I coughed up blood. That was real.
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It's possible it's just
post-nasal aspiration...
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that the blood you coughed up
was from the initial nosebleed,
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and it went down your throat,
into your lungs.
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But my chest, it really hurts.
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LEA: Hey, Shaun. What's up?
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You forgot to put your coffee cup
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in the dishwasher before you left.
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Sorry, I was in a rush.
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And remember, rinse it out
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before you put it in the dishwasher.
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- Noted.
- And on the top rack.
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- I got to go.
- Me too.
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Morgan doesn't want to know
what's wrong with our patient.
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I find that hard to believe.
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They talk about bow strings.
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I don't know anything about bow strings.
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They should be talking about
what's wrong with her.
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You can't always know, Shaun.
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Sometimes tests aren't worth it.
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Sometimes we don't have the right tests.
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(DOOR OPENS)
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What are you doing in here?
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Lea and I disagree about toilet paper.
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And you made a good point
about finding the right test.
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Thanks?
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I just did a test.
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On toilet paper?
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Every toilet paper roll in this restroom
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has the paper hanging over, not under,
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and they were installed by professionals.
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Does it matter?
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(CELLPHONE BUZZES)
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I-D-G-A...
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I think it's an acronym
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or maybe even an anagram.
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I don't think Lea cares about
the toilet paper debate.
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It's not a debate. I'm right.
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I think you should talk to Lea.
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Not text, talk.
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Did you talk to Dr. Melendez
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after you got in trouble with him?
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- No.
- Why not?
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Because I did nothing wrong.
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Because you were right.
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- Yeah.
- So am I.
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(SIGHS)
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IRIS: Make sure all four tips
are touching the ground
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before you take a step.
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Well, thank you, Iris.
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I never would have figured that out.
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I'm required to show you how
to use all medical equipment.
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(DOORBELL RINGS)
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Well, I'm not gonna use it.
You want to know why?
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- Huh?
- Because I'm not gonna use it.
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You remind me of my Grandpa Eddie.
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So grumpy, so adorable.
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See? Look... no hands.
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I'm fine.
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Uh, chicken soup...
heard it's good for the soul.
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I wasn't expecting you. Thank you.
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That's very thoughtful.
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00:11:41,173 --> 00:11:43,006
It's... Really, it's no big deal.
263
00:11:43,008 --> 00:11:45,709
I signed up to bring you food
at the hospital,
264
00:11:45,711 --> 00:11:47,377
the Meal Train that they set up.
265
00:11:47,379 --> 00:11:49,146
- The Meal Train, yeah.
- Yeah.
266
00:11:51,249 --> 00:11:53,684
How... How are you doing today?
267
00:11:53,686 --> 00:11:56,253
Well, today is actually looking up.
268
00:11:56,255 --> 00:11:57,387
Good.
269
00:11:57,389 --> 00:11:59,223
You want to come in and have some soup?
270
00:11:59,225 --> 00:12:02,059
I have other plans.
271
00:12:02,061 --> 00:12:03,060
Ah, yeah.
272
00:12:03,062 --> 00:12:04,828
But, um...
273
00:12:04,830 --> 00:12:07,297
I'm actually free tomorrow.
274
00:12:07,299 --> 00:12:09,266
Do you like lasagna?
275
00:12:09,268 --> 00:12:10,934
I kind of love lasagna.
276
00:12:10,936 --> 00:12:12,436
Great.
277
00:12:12,438 --> 00:12:15,706
Finally get that second date.
278
00:12:15,708 --> 00:12:17,674
- You know, you don't have to...
- No, Aaron.
279
00:12:17,676 --> 00:12:19,710
I want to.
280
00:12:19,712 --> 00:12:21,411
Well, then, I want to.
281
00:12:21,413 --> 00:12:22,446
(CHUCKLES)
282
00:12:22,448 --> 00:12:24,081
Okay. Great.
283
00:12:24,083 --> 00:12:25,549
Then, um...
284
00:12:25,551 --> 00:12:27,518
I will see you, then, tomorrow.
285
00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:29,315
I'll see you tomorrow.
286
00:12:29,855 --> 00:12:32,022
(MONITOR BEEPING)
287
00:12:32,024 --> 00:12:35,058
No one dabbles in archery
unless they're at summer camp.
288
00:12:35,060 --> 00:12:36,326
How long did you do it?
289
00:12:36,328 --> 00:12:38,729
Seven days a week for seven years.
290
00:12:38,731 --> 00:12:39,963
Why'd you stop?
291
00:12:39,965 --> 00:12:43,467
It was just time to go to
college, medical school,
292
00:12:43,469 --> 00:12:44,935
be a grown-up.
293
00:12:44,937 --> 00:12:47,004
It was that easy to just quit?
294
00:12:47,006 --> 00:12:49,907
Archery doesn't fill concert
halls or pay the bills.
295
00:12:49,909 --> 00:12:53,443
She has a slight fever,
296
00:12:53,445 --> 00:12:56,346
her rash is spreading, and she has edema.
297
00:12:56,348 --> 00:12:58,849
This is definitely not paronychia.
298
00:12:58,851 --> 00:13:01,418
I know. I've moved on to MRSA.
299
00:13:01,420 --> 00:13:05,222
That's possible,
but you should want proof.
300
00:13:05,224 --> 00:13:08,692
If we do an open, deep-tissue biopsy,
301
00:13:08,694 --> 00:13:10,794
we will know for sure if
you have flesh-eating...
302
00:13:10,796 --> 00:13:11,962
Shaun.
303
00:13:11,964 --> 00:13:14,131
(BEEPING CONTINUES)
304
00:13:14,133 --> 00:13:17,067
(INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT)
305
00:13:19,938 --> 00:13:21,638
Part of being a good doctor is knowing
306
00:13:21,640 --> 00:13:24,007
when to not scare the crap
out of a patient.
307
00:13:24,009 --> 00:13:26,143
I don't think so.
308
00:13:26,145 --> 00:13:28,211
This is your problem, not hers...
309
00:13:28,213 --> 00:13:31,081
your need to be sure,
your obsession, y...
310
00:13:31,083 --> 00:13:33,984
We need to cut off
a small piece of her finger
311
00:13:33,986 --> 00:13:36,787
so we know if we have
to cut off a larger...
312
00:13:36,789 --> 00:13:39,923
Shaun, you're acting like
you want to amputate her hand.
313
00:13:39,925 --> 00:13:44,861
No. You're acting like you don't
want to amputate her hand.
314
00:13:44,863 --> 00:13:46,296
I don't.
315
00:13:46,298 --> 00:13:50,267
But that's not medically relevant.
316
00:13:50,269 --> 00:13:53,070
Her temperature is 102.
317
00:13:54,772 --> 00:13:58,175
It's gone up two degrees
since we've been arguing.
318
00:14:05,217 --> 00:14:08,218
Okay. We'll test her.
319
00:14:13,499 --> 00:14:15,929
That tissue has begun to die.
320
00:14:16,956 --> 00:14:19,757
Or it's inflammatory infiltration.
321
00:14:19,759 --> 00:14:21,259
Find anything?
322
00:14:21,261 --> 00:14:23,628
W-We're at an impasse.
323
00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:31,402
Look here, at the margin.
324
00:14:31,404 --> 00:14:34,238
Subcutaneous fat and fascial necrosis.
325
00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:35,733
Shaun was right.
326
00:14:36,843 --> 00:14:38,431
Let's go try to save her hand.
327
00:14:51,057 --> 00:14:54,258
She is a young girl with a lot going on.
328
00:14:54,260 --> 00:14:55,760
Well, we agree on that much.
329
00:14:55,762 --> 00:14:57,328
That's why she needs to see a shrink.
330
00:14:57,797 --> 00:15:00,798
Mnh. This...
331
00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:02,733
This feels different.
332
00:15:07,472 --> 00:15:09,807
What, you don't believe in
emotional intelligence?
333
00:15:09,809 --> 00:15:12,376
If I have to choose between
the battery of tests we've done
334
00:15:12,378 --> 00:15:15,880
and your gut, it's an easy choice.
335
00:15:15,882 --> 00:15:18,983
No. You don't relate to her,
336
00:15:18,985 --> 00:15:22,019
and if you don't relate to her,
you can't understand her.
337
00:15:24,323 --> 00:15:25,856
You're probably right.
338
00:15:27,666 --> 00:15:29,333
You think you do relate.
339
00:15:30,735 --> 00:15:32,169
Well, do you have a kid?
340
00:15:35,066 --> 00:15:37,601
My opinion about Riley is medical.
341
00:15:39,783 --> 00:15:43,353
Why haven't you told any of us
you have a kid?
342
00:15:43,378 --> 00:15:45,778
That is a huge chunk of your
life you've been hiding.
343
00:15:45,803 --> 00:15:47,570
I don't feel the need to share everything
344
00:15:47,614 --> 00:15:50,248
about my personal life with
the people I work with.
345
00:15:50,250 --> 00:15:51,849
Oh, that's your passive-aggressive way
346
00:15:51,851 --> 00:15:53,284
of saying I'm an over-sharer?
347
00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:54,418
Yeah.
348
00:15:54,420 --> 00:15:57,154
Your opinion on Riley is clearly skewed
349
00:15:57,156 --> 00:15:59,657
because you're looking at her
through a parental lens.
350
00:15:59,659 --> 00:16:01,125
I've been in her shoes.
351
00:16:01,127 --> 00:16:03,527
I'm better equipped
to evaluate her situation.
352
00:16:03,529 --> 00:16:05,830
You're the poster child of skewed.
353
00:16:05,832 --> 00:16:07,131
You're too emotionally involved
354
00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:09,100
and are overreacting because
you had a crappy mom
355
00:16:09,102 --> 00:16:10,501
- who didn't care about you.
- (LAUGHS)
356
00:16:10,503 --> 00:16:12,288
And why do I know all that?
357
00:16:12,905 --> 00:16:14,572
Because you're an over-sharer.
358
00:16:14,574 --> 00:16:16,707
- (INHALES SHARPLY)
- (MONITOR BEEPS)
359
00:16:18,977 --> 00:16:21,279
The scan's clean.
360
00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:26,450
Is it time to send her home?
361
00:16:28,693 --> 00:16:29,931
MELENDEZ: Clamp.
362
00:16:29,956 --> 00:16:32,569
(MONITOR BEEPING)
363
00:16:32,571 --> 00:16:35,559
Whoa. That is not good.
364
00:16:35,561 --> 00:16:38,296
Muscle's weak. Clamp slid
right through the fascia.
365
00:16:38,298 --> 00:16:39,941
Murphy, pull the skin back.
366
00:16:41,484 --> 00:16:43,534
Smells like rotten eggs.
367
00:16:44,195 --> 00:16:45,836
There's only tissue damage.
368
00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:47,104
If we debride her hand carefully,
369
00:16:47,106 --> 00:16:49,340
we can preserve some mobility
and dexterity.
370
00:16:49,342 --> 00:16:51,842
She's gonna need close
monitoring post-op tonight.
371
00:16:52,203 --> 00:16:54,011
Scissors.
372
00:16:55,527 --> 00:16:57,060
(LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS)
373
00:17:12,497 --> 00:17:14,265
(LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS)
374
00:17:18,537 --> 00:17:21,339
We need to talk.
375
00:17:21,341 --> 00:17:23,407
Can it wait? I'm late for
an all-night coding session.
376
00:17:23,409 --> 00:17:26,510
You hung the toilet paper incorrectly.
377
00:17:26,512 --> 00:17:28,212
Right. Did you flip it?
378
00:17:29,361 --> 00:17:30,861
Great, we're done.
379
00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:36,053
You left the TV remote on the couch.
380
00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:37,488
Shaun, I'm running late.
381
00:17:37,490 --> 00:17:41,392
You have to put it on the tray
on the coffee table.
382
00:17:41,394 --> 00:17:43,127
That is where it belongs.
383
00:17:43,129 --> 00:17:46,130
If it doesn't have a set place,
384
00:17:46,132 --> 00:17:49,900
then it will be in many places
and then it will get lost
385
00:17:49,902 --> 00:17:52,770
and if I can't find it, I can't
watch the Weather Channel...
386
00:17:52,772 --> 00:17:55,039
Okay, enough about the damn remote!
387
00:17:55,041 --> 00:17:57,908
Everything in this place
has to be your way.
388
00:17:57,910 --> 00:18:00,444
We have to make sure to use
two pods in the washing machine,
389
00:18:00,446 --> 00:18:02,179
we have to keep the cups
to the left of the plate,
390
00:18:02,181 --> 00:18:04,849
we have to keep the
air conditioner at exactly 74,
391
00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:06,684
and we have to use one very specific,
392
00:18:06,686 --> 00:18:08,319
very hard-to-find toilet paper.
393
00:18:08,321 --> 00:18:09,820
And I'm trying to be accommodating,
394
00:18:09,822 --> 00:18:12,056
but you are not cutting me any slack.
395
00:18:15,895 --> 00:18:17,762
Oh, God.
396
00:18:17,764 --> 00:18:19,630
Shaun.
397
00:18:19,632 --> 00:18:22,633
Shaun, I am sorry. I'm... Are you okay?
398
00:18:32,745 --> 00:18:34,945
You have a ruptured Achilles.
399
00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:36,647
I'm afraid your weekend warrior
days are over...
400
00:18:36,649 --> 00:18:38,082
Help! Can we get some help here?
401
00:18:38,084 --> 00:18:39,477
Right there.
402
00:18:40,019 --> 00:18:41,152
What happened?
403
00:18:41,154 --> 00:18:43,854
She couldn't sleep, uh,
she spiked a fever.
404
00:18:43,856 --> 00:18:44,955
It's only getting worse.
405
00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,957
(BREATHING RAGGEDLY)
I can't breathe.
406
00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,260
Take a deep breath, in, out.
407
00:18:49,262 --> 00:18:51,128
- (THERMOMETER BEEPS)
- 104.6.
408
00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,097
I need IV acetaminophen
and cooling blankets ASAP.
409
00:18:53,099 --> 00:18:55,132
She's tachypneic with an O2 SAT of 87.
410
00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:56,734
Is this... Is this something new or...
411
00:18:56,736 --> 00:18:58,135
Did... I mean, did she
do this to herself?
412
00:18:58,137 --> 00:18:59,203
She has an infection.
413
00:18:59,205 --> 00:19:00,571
I think she's developed pneumonia
414
00:19:00,573 --> 00:19:02,173
due to an underlying condition.
415
00:19:02,175 --> 00:19:03,274
What underlying condition?
416
00:19:03,276 --> 00:19:05,693
I have no idea. Page Park and Lim.
417
00:19:09,058 --> 00:19:10,826
No signs of PE or pneumonia.
418
00:19:10,828 --> 00:19:13,061
CFTR was negative for cystic fibrosis.
419
00:19:13,063 --> 00:19:16,298
I think we may have missed
something on her CT.
420
00:19:17,367 --> 00:19:20,736
There... that slight shadow
on the bronchus.
421
00:19:20,738 --> 00:19:22,504
A slow-growing carcinoid tumor
422
00:19:22,506 --> 00:19:24,540
could cause chronic airway inflammation.
423
00:19:24,542 --> 00:19:26,441
As the tumor grows, symptoms worsen,
424
00:19:26,443 --> 00:19:29,177
leading to airway obstruction
and infection.
425
00:19:29,179 --> 00:19:31,313
Or it's just a shadow,
426
00:19:31,315 --> 00:19:32,681
a slight shadow.
427
00:19:32,683 --> 00:19:34,182
It is pretty subtle.
428
00:19:34,184 --> 00:19:36,852
I would like to do exploratory VATS.
429
00:19:36,854 --> 00:19:38,887
You want to poke holes in her chest
430
00:19:38,889 --> 00:19:40,522
and go rooting around in her lungs?
431
00:19:40,524 --> 00:19:42,190
Riley's body's already compromised.
432
00:19:42,192 --> 00:19:43,725
There are no obvious lesions,
433
00:19:43,727 --> 00:19:45,360
and her symptoms
are more likely indicators
434
00:19:45,362 --> 00:19:46,962
of a simple sinus infection.
435
00:19:46,964 --> 00:19:49,565
The safer, better plan is
to treat with antibiotics.
436
00:19:49,567 --> 00:19:51,300
If she has a progressing tumor,
437
00:19:51,302 --> 00:19:53,769
we can't just send her home
with medication.
438
00:19:59,175 --> 00:20:02,010
Pitch the surgery
to the parents and Riley.
439
00:20:02,012 --> 00:20:03,394
Okay.
440
00:20:09,686 --> 00:20:11,186
Hey, hey, hey!
441
00:20:11,188 --> 00:20:13,188
Don't touch those. Those are vintage.
442
00:20:13,190 --> 00:20:14,690
Well, I'm just scooting your toys over
443
00:20:14,692 --> 00:20:16,558
so it's easier to get to your medication.
444
00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:18,660
Toys. Toys?
445
00:20:18,662 --> 00:20:20,629
These are not toys.
446
00:20:20,631 --> 00:20:22,130
That's Reggie Jackson.
447
00:20:22,132 --> 00:20:23,699
IRIS: Well, when that timer goes off,
448
00:20:23,701 --> 00:20:25,667
Roger Johnson can give you your medicine.
449
00:20:25,669 --> 00:20:27,436
Reggie Jackson.
450
00:20:27,438 --> 00:20:29,378
(DOORBELL RINGS)
451
00:20:29,907 --> 00:20:31,840
Hey, guess what.
452
00:20:33,443 --> 00:20:35,344
Quitting time.
453
00:20:35,346 --> 00:20:36,945
Okay. Have fun.
454
00:20:36,947 --> 00:20:39,013
- Take your pills.
- Yeah.
455
00:20:39,650 --> 00:20:41,283
(DOORBELL RINGS)
456
00:20:41,285 --> 00:20:42,584
(EXHALES HEAVILY)
457
00:20:45,154 --> 00:20:47,122
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
458
00:20:48,257 --> 00:20:49,858
I think I broke Shaun.
459
00:20:49,860 --> 00:20:51,760
- Hi.
- We got into a big fight, huge,
460
00:20:51,762 --> 00:20:53,528
and I was yelling and he just fell apart.
461
00:20:53,530 --> 00:20:54,763
It was awful.
462
00:20:54,765 --> 00:20:57,232
And he pushes and pushes
and pushes. I pushed back.
463
00:20:57,234 --> 00:20:59,001
Well, Shaun's not easy,
but you knew that.
464
00:20:59,003 --> 00:21:02,001
I knew it was gonna be hard,
but living with him is a lot.
465
00:21:02,003 --> 00:21:02,997
I know.
466
00:21:03,022 --> 00:21:04,239
I mean, there's stuff I've
never even thought about.
467
00:21:04,241 --> 00:21:05,641
And I know he has idiosyncrasies,
468
00:21:05,643 --> 00:21:08,043
but there's a lot of them. I mean, a lot.
469
00:21:08,045 --> 00:21:09,645
I know. Is Shaun okay?
470
00:21:09,647 --> 00:21:10,912
Yes. No. I don't know.
471
00:21:10,914 --> 00:21:12,380
He's at work.
472
00:21:12,950 --> 00:21:15,183
Glassy, you know him,
473
00:21:15,185 --> 00:21:17,510
like really know him.
474
00:21:18,122 --> 00:21:20,088
How do I deal with Shaun?
475
00:21:20,090 --> 00:21:22,924
Well, it's been 12 years,
and I'm still learning.
476
00:21:22,926 --> 00:21:24,393
He just always has to be right.
477
00:21:24,395 --> 00:21:26,495
I mean, do you... do you know
how many calls and texts
478
00:21:26,497 --> 00:21:29,531
and notes he's left me about
how I'm doing stuff wrong?
479
00:21:29,533 --> 00:21:30,932
I have a pretty good idea, yeah.
480
00:21:30,934 --> 00:21:32,901
Yeah, well, it's exhausting.
481
00:21:32,903 --> 00:21:34,436
You know what? We all have quirks.
482
00:21:34,438 --> 00:21:37,973
We can all be a pain in the ass
from time to time.
483
00:21:37,975 --> 00:21:40,175
Okay, admittedly Shaun a little more so.
484
00:21:40,177 --> 00:21:42,511
That is not helpful.
485
00:21:42,513 --> 00:21:43,845
- Sit down.
- What?
486
00:21:43,847 --> 00:21:45,013
- Sit down.
- Why?
487
00:21:45,015 --> 00:21:47,516
Why? Because you're agitated
and you're annoying me
488
00:21:47,518 --> 00:21:50,501
and I can't give you
good advice in that state.
489
00:21:51,321 --> 00:21:52,454
Sit.
490
00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:58,393
Thank you.
491
00:22:00,863 --> 00:22:02,531
Do you like Shaun?
492
00:22:02,533 --> 00:22:04,132
- Of course.
- Why?
493
00:22:06,035 --> 00:22:10,806
He's sweet, kind, honest,
sometimes brutally honest,
494
00:22:10,808 --> 00:22:14,242
there's never an agenda with him.
495
00:22:14,244 --> 00:22:16,978
He's just Shaun.
496
00:22:16,980 --> 00:22:18,980
So?
497
00:22:18,982 --> 00:22:21,282
So I want him to change...
498
00:22:21,819 --> 00:22:23,218
a little.
499
00:22:23,220 --> 00:22:26,203
You moved in expecting him to change?
500
00:22:26,590 --> 00:22:28,390
He doesn't want you to change.
501
00:22:28,392 --> 00:22:29,524
I know that.
502
00:22:31,961 --> 00:22:35,864
And if I made the wrong decision?
503
00:22:35,866 --> 00:22:38,924
Then you move out
and you do it right now.
504
00:22:39,503 --> 00:22:41,436
It'll devastate him,
but the longer you wait,
505
00:22:41,438 --> 00:22:44,139
the more... (SIGHS)
506
00:22:44,141 --> 00:22:46,675
...the worse it will be for him.
507
00:22:52,315 --> 00:22:54,716
CLAIRE: If Riley has a tumor,
508
00:22:54,718 --> 00:22:58,787
we need to open her up to find
out what we're dealing with.
509
00:22:58,789 --> 00:23:00,489
Why do you think she has a tumor?
510
00:23:00,491 --> 00:23:03,191
It's consistent with her symptoms.
511
00:23:03,193 --> 00:23:06,285
The same symptoms she's been
having for years?
512
00:23:06,897 --> 00:23:08,563
Yes.
513
00:23:08,565 --> 00:23:11,767
The same symptoms we've been
told are psychological,
514
00:23:11,769 --> 00:23:14,703
the same symptoms
a dozen doctors have run
515
00:23:14,705 --> 00:23:17,239
a hundred tests for and found nothing?
516
00:23:17,241 --> 00:23:20,375
There is a shadow on her CT image.
517
00:23:20,377 --> 00:23:22,134
A shadow?
518
00:23:22,913 --> 00:23:24,887
And it's risky surgery?
519
00:23:26,749 --> 00:23:30,476
Opening her up in a weakened
state could be dangerous.
520
00:23:32,019 --> 00:23:34,756
Look, I know Riley frustrates you,
521
00:23:34,758 --> 00:23:36,816
drives you crazy,
522
00:23:37,795 --> 00:23:39,895
but I also know you love her.
523
00:23:41,697 --> 00:23:43,781
You have a chance to show her that.
524
00:23:44,535 --> 00:23:46,868
So you want to do this as a statement?
525
00:23:46,870 --> 00:23:50,071
(MONITOR BEEPING)
526
00:23:50,073 --> 00:23:52,414
We want you to believe in your daughter,
527
00:23:53,977 --> 00:23:56,478
because that's what a parent does.
528
00:24:01,385 --> 00:24:03,092
When she was little
529
00:24:03,821 --> 00:24:05,886
and had a bad dream,
530
00:24:07,324 --> 00:24:11,600
she used to come into our room
and snuggle up under your arm,
531
00:24:11,829 --> 00:24:13,936
just like she's doing to me.
532
00:24:15,132 --> 00:24:17,356
You would stroke her face
533
00:24:17,835 --> 00:24:21,110
until she was finally at peace
and fell asleep.
534
00:24:21,839 --> 00:24:23,572
(SNIFFLES)
535
00:24:23,574 --> 00:24:25,739
(VOICE BREAKING) She's in so much pain,
536
00:24:27,177 --> 00:24:29,559
and I don't know how to make it go away.
537
00:24:33,917 --> 00:24:35,416
(SNIFFS)
538
00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:38,460
Riley?
539
00:24:38,889 --> 00:24:40,622
Hey, um...
540
00:24:42,291 --> 00:24:43,592
The doctors,
541
00:24:43,594 --> 00:24:47,469
t-they want to see what's
going on in your lungs.
542
00:24:49,572 --> 00:24:52,039
They think you might have a tumor.
543
00:24:55,805 --> 00:24:58,039
And we want them to operate.
544
00:25:00,443 --> 00:25:02,744
You think I have a real tumor?
545
00:25:04,247 --> 00:25:08,350
It's scary, I know, but...
546
00:25:08,352 --> 00:25:11,987
yes, we do.
547
00:25:21,865 --> 00:25:23,498
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
548
00:25:23,500 --> 00:25:25,600
MORGAN: Her BP's dropping out... 73/51.
549
00:25:25,602 --> 00:25:28,937
Heart rate is spiking to 137.
550
00:25:28,939 --> 00:25:31,439
- Hang an IV saline bolus.
- I need a 12-lead.
551
00:25:35,722 --> 00:25:37,579
The necrosis has migrated.
552
00:25:37,581 --> 00:25:38,813
She's septic.
553
00:25:38,815 --> 00:25:40,982
There's definite infiltration
to the bone.
554
00:25:40,984 --> 00:25:43,051
We're gonna have to amputate her arm.
555
00:25:47,701 --> 00:25:49,502
(SAW BUZZING)
556
00:25:49,504 --> 00:25:52,171
(MONITOR BEEPING)
557
00:25:55,954 --> 00:25:58,388
Polish the bone to help stump healing.
558
00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,790
Rasp.
559
00:26:01,092 --> 00:26:04,296
The margins appear to be clean.
560
00:26:05,631 --> 00:26:07,331
There's still a small chance microbes
561
00:26:07,333 --> 00:26:08,565
may have spread to her organs.
562
00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:10,000
If they did, then her mortality rate
563
00:26:10,002 --> 00:26:12,002
just increased exponentially.
564
00:26:13,805 --> 00:26:16,373
What if we put her in
hyperbaric oxygen therapy now?
565
00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:18,876
Oxygen's toxic to bacteria.
566
00:26:18,878 --> 00:26:21,645
There's a lot of things
that could go wrong in there.
567
00:26:21,647 --> 00:26:23,313
We wouldn't be able to
decompress the chamber in time
568
00:26:23,315 --> 00:26:24,817
to help her.
569
00:26:25,985 --> 00:26:29,019
We wouldn't have to wait to help her
570
00:26:29,021 --> 00:26:31,321
if someone goes in with her.
571
00:26:32,390 --> 00:26:33,724
I'll do it.
572
00:26:33,726 --> 00:26:36,059
Okay. Get the chamber ready.
573
00:26:40,199 --> 00:26:42,099
Lung tissue looks normal.
574
00:26:42,101 --> 00:26:44,234
And there are healthy-appearing bronchi.
575
00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:45,969
Nothing...
576
00:26:45,971 --> 00:26:47,070
yet.
577
00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:50,674
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
578
00:26:50,676 --> 00:26:52,009
Damn it. Tore a lobar artery.
579
00:26:52,011 --> 00:26:55,045
J.L.: BP is 81/49, oxygen SATS 93,
580
00:26:55,047 --> 00:26:57,214
heart rate is going up. She is tanking.
581
00:26:57,216 --> 00:26:59,583
Park, I need more suction.
I can't see a thing in here.
582
00:26:59,585 --> 00:27:01,251
We need to do an open thoracotomy now.
583
00:27:01,253 --> 00:27:03,887
- Browne, crack her chest.
- 10 blade and a rib spreader.
584
00:27:09,427 --> 00:27:14,898
There are only
7.18 cubic meters in there.
585
00:27:14,900 --> 00:27:17,034
How does it feel?
586
00:27:17,036 --> 00:27:18,769
It's fine.
587
00:27:18,771 --> 00:27:21,138
I thought it might feel claustrophobic
588
00:27:21,140 --> 00:27:23,417
for someone neurotypical.
589
00:27:24,203 --> 00:27:25,936
It is.
590
00:27:27,378 --> 00:27:30,747
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
591
00:27:30,749 --> 00:27:31,982
Got it.
592
00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:34,084
It's still bleeding.
593
00:27:34,086 --> 00:27:35,986
J.L.: Stroke volume just bottomed out.
594
00:27:35,988 --> 00:27:38,088
Rapid infuse 4 liters of whole blood.
595
00:27:38,090 --> 00:27:39,923
Get ready to start cardiac massage.
596
00:27:39,925 --> 00:27:43,020
Wait. I think I have an anchor
in the arterial wall.
597
00:27:43,662 --> 00:27:46,096
J.L.: Stroke volume is rising,
598
00:27:46,098 --> 00:27:49,833
BP increasing, 90/60.
599
00:27:49,835 --> 00:27:51,602
Pulse is 90 and regular.
600
00:27:51,604 --> 00:27:54,204
She's stable for now.
601
00:27:54,206 --> 00:27:56,540
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
602
00:27:59,410 --> 00:28:01,044
This was a mistake.
603
00:28:01,046 --> 00:28:03,447
We need to close her up
as soon as possible.
604
00:28:07,819 --> 00:28:10,589
It doesn't make any sense.
605
00:28:10,990 --> 00:28:13,957
Her arterial wall
shouldn't be this fragile.
606
00:28:13,959 --> 00:28:16,193
Something else has caused it to thin out.
607
00:28:18,329 --> 00:28:21,131
What else is going on in here?
608
00:28:21,133 --> 00:28:22,900
Browne, I need more light.
609
00:28:26,839 --> 00:28:29,066
Yeah. See that?
610
00:28:30,142 --> 00:28:33,076
A localized granuloma
on the right lower lobe.
611
00:28:33,078 --> 00:28:34,111
You think it's cancer?
612
00:28:34,113 --> 00:28:35,779
Not sure but something's in there.
613
00:28:35,781 --> 00:28:37,714
Park, retract the lung.
614
00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:40,550
(BEEPING CONTINUES)
615
00:28:51,096 --> 00:28:52,896
It's a LEGO.
616
00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:54,932
Riley must've inhaled it years ago.
617
00:28:54,934 --> 00:28:56,099
CLAIRE: It settled in your lung
618
00:28:56,101 --> 00:28:58,936
and became encased
in inflammatory tissue.
619
00:28:58,938 --> 00:29:01,638
Your body's immune response attacked it,
620
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:04,708
making you progressively
more sick over the years.
621
00:29:04,710 --> 00:29:07,277
PARK: It's small, thin,
and made of plastic.
622
00:29:07,279 --> 00:29:09,546
There was no way of seeing it
on any of the imaging.
623
00:29:09,548 --> 00:29:11,715
Ugh. This is so gross.
624
00:29:12,951 --> 00:29:14,718
I'm gonna make it into a necklace.
625
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:16,987
(LAUGHTER)
626
00:29:16,989 --> 00:29:19,056
Good luck. Excuse me.
627
00:29:24,996 --> 00:29:27,698
We're sorry that we didn't
believe in you.
628
00:29:30,902 --> 00:29:34,173
We're sorry that we put
you through all this.
629
00:29:37,775 --> 00:29:39,509
We're sorry that we got divorced.
630
00:29:39,511 --> 00:29:41,278
Whoa.
631
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:43,714
You guys are way better off apart.
632
00:29:43,716 --> 00:29:46,717
W-We always thought you were
upset because we split up.
633
00:29:46,719 --> 00:29:50,487
I was upset because
you fought all the time.
634
00:29:50,489 --> 00:29:52,022
You still do.
635
00:29:52,024 --> 00:29:53,423
It freaked me out.
636
00:29:55,226 --> 00:29:57,494
So I'd hide in my princess tent,
637
00:29:57,496 --> 00:30:00,964
bite my nails, gnaw on crayons...
638
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,802
- ...chew on LEGOs.
- (CHUCKLES)
639
00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,789
We screwed up,
640
00:30:08,774 --> 00:30:12,209
and we promise we can do better.
641
00:30:24,957 --> 00:30:27,157
I am not saying that "Ordinary People"
642
00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:29,259
is not a good movie. I'm...
643
00:30:29,261 --> 00:30:30,360
It's a good... It's a great movie.
644
00:30:30,362 --> 00:30:32,029
(CHUCKLING) It's a great movie.
645
00:30:32,031 --> 00:30:33,730
Okay, but I'm saying
is that "Raging Bull"
646
00:30:33,732 --> 00:30:36,099
is a superior cinematic experience.
647
00:30:36,101 --> 00:30:38,902
It is raw. It's, like, romantic.
648
00:30:38,904 --> 00:30:40,670
- It's romantic?
- Yeah!
649
00:30:40,672 --> 00:30:42,072
It pummels you from start to finish.
650
00:30:42,074 --> 00:30:43,707
Exactly. Exactly.
651
00:30:43,709 --> 00:30:46,276
It's like adrenaline is
pulsing through your veins.
652
00:30:46,278 --> 00:30:50,013
It leaves me breathless
every time I watch it.
653
00:30:50,015 --> 00:30:51,481
Oh!
654
00:30:51,483 --> 00:30:55,285
(SOFT JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING)
655
00:30:55,287 --> 00:30:59,423
Do you... Do you want to,
like, go for a walk?
656
00:30:59,425 --> 00:31:01,591
Well, it's a little cold outside.
657
00:31:01,593 --> 00:31:04,628
(BOTH LAUGH)
658
00:31:04,630 --> 00:31:06,430
- I'm gonna kiss you.
- You are?
659
00:31:06,432 --> 00:31:07,998
- Uh-huh.
- Okay.
660
00:31:09,634 --> 00:31:11,068
Mm.
661
00:31:14,305 --> 00:31:16,606
- Maybe we'll walk upstairs?
- Okay.
662
00:31:16,608 --> 00:31:17,874
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
663
00:31:17,876 --> 00:31:20,310
- This way?
- Yeah.
664
00:31:20,312 --> 00:31:22,112
Yeah.
665
00:31:22,114 --> 00:31:24,481
Whoa. (GROANS)
666
00:31:24,483 --> 00:31:26,716
- C-Can... Can I help?
- No. Thank you.
667
00:31:26,718 --> 00:31:28,585
I'll get there. I'm okay, I'm okay.
668
00:31:28,587 --> 00:31:29,920
I'm okay. Ow.
669
00:31:29,922 --> 00:31:31,888
(INHALES, EXHALES SHARPLY)
670
00:31:37,529 --> 00:31:40,263
(MONITOR BEEPING)
671
00:31:51,094 --> 00:31:52,895
Is my hand okay?
672
00:31:54,879 --> 00:31:59,082
Your biopsy was positive
for necrotizing fasciitis.
673
00:31:59,084 --> 00:32:02,119
We had to do multiple surgeries
674
00:32:02,121 --> 00:32:05,388
to remove the infected muscle and bone.
675
00:32:05,390 --> 00:32:06,623
Bone?
676
00:32:08,526 --> 00:32:10,360
I'm so sorry, Jas.
677
00:32:10,362 --> 00:32:12,162
We had to amputate your arm.
678
00:32:13,397 --> 00:32:14,931
No.
679
00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:17,067
No, my... my arm still hurts.
680
00:32:17,069 --> 00:32:19,880
I can... I can feel it. It's still there.
681
00:32:22,573 --> 00:32:25,842
What you're experiencing
is "phantom pain."
682
00:32:25,844 --> 00:32:27,878
Your arm is gone.
683
00:32:36,488 --> 00:32:38,688
(SOBS)
684
00:32:40,544 --> 00:32:42,811
H-He told you.
685
00:32:46,164 --> 00:32:47,864
My arm.
686
00:32:50,174 --> 00:32:52,976
(CRYING) My arm is gone.
687
00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:58,175
It's gone and...
688
00:32:58,177 --> 00:33:00,710
and it's... it's your fault.
689
00:33:00,712 --> 00:33:02,445
(SNIFFLES)
690
00:33:12,424 --> 00:33:14,124
(WEAKLY) Get out.
691
00:33:17,228 --> 00:33:19,229
Get the hell out.
692
00:33:20,693 --> 00:33:22,317
I can't.
693
00:33:22,801 --> 00:33:24,634
Neither of us can.
694
00:33:24,636 --> 00:33:25,669
(SNIFFLES)
695
00:33:28,005 --> 00:33:30,407
(SOBBING)
696
00:33:49,183 --> 00:33:50,917
You called it.
697
00:33:50,919 --> 00:33:52,118
Well done.
698
00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:54,020
Thanks for your help.
699
00:33:54,022 --> 00:33:57,691
Finally a believer in the power
of emotional intelligence?
700
00:33:57,693 --> 00:33:59,259
Oh, it did get her parents on board,
701
00:33:59,261 --> 00:34:01,294
even if it's only for a little while.
702
00:34:01,296 --> 00:34:02,863
They believe their kid,
703
00:34:02,865 --> 00:34:05,198
and they're working on
their family relationships.
704
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:06,967
It's pretty big steps.
705
00:34:06,969 --> 00:34:08,835
It was a nice moment.
706
00:34:08,837 --> 00:34:11,071
But if you think you changed
them, that they'll be
707
00:34:11,073 --> 00:34:14,274
different people tomorrow
than they were yesterday,
708
00:34:14,661 --> 00:34:16,142
then you're kidding yourself.
709
00:34:19,647 --> 00:34:22,048
Right now, my emotional
intelligence is telling me
710
00:34:22,050 --> 00:34:23,717
even you don't believe that.
711
00:34:25,820 --> 00:34:27,220
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
712
00:34:27,222 --> 00:34:29,956
(ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN)
713
00:34:36,031 --> 00:34:38,365
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)
714
00:34:38,367 --> 00:34:40,729
Kitchen's clean,
715
00:34:41,503 --> 00:34:43,136
leftovers are in the fridge.
716
00:34:44,906 --> 00:34:46,401
How you doing?
717
00:34:47,635 --> 00:34:49,135
Fine.
718
00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:51,531
I just got a little lightheaded.
719
00:34:52,314 --> 00:34:55,382
Balance isn't quite back to normal.
720
00:34:56,484 --> 00:34:58,351
Well, now that you're
feeling a little better,
721
00:34:58,353 --> 00:35:00,086
you want to watch "Raging Bull"?
722
00:35:01,923 --> 00:35:03,456
No.
723
00:35:03,458 --> 00:35:06,459
Okay. Another time.
724
00:35:06,461 --> 00:35:08,006
No.
725
00:35:09,097 --> 00:35:10,764
I can't do this.
726
00:35:10,766 --> 00:35:12,799
We can take it slow.
727
00:35:12,801 --> 00:35:16,436
I'm... I'm happy to just
be here with you, like this.
728
00:35:16,438 --> 00:35:19,573
No. I can't... I can't be here like this.
729
00:35:22,843 --> 00:35:24,844
I-I-I don't want you to f...
730
00:35:26,147 --> 00:35:29,616
I just... I don't want to...
731
00:35:31,919 --> 00:35:35,455
I'm sorry. I just...
I need you to go, please.
732
00:35:51,306 --> 00:35:54,774
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
733
00:36:30,579 --> 00:36:34,781
Jas practiced violin
every day since she was 5.
734
00:36:37,485 --> 00:36:40,453
She put all her faith in me
to do the right thing, and...
735
00:36:42,456 --> 00:36:44,324
I thought I did. I...
736
00:36:47,935 --> 00:36:49,936
Shaun didn't care. He...
737
00:36:49,961 --> 00:36:53,329
He didn't see her dreams.
He just saw her symptoms.
738
00:36:56,630 --> 00:36:59,200
Sometimes that'll be the wrong choice.
739
00:37:07,581 --> 00:37:11,584
My second year in the program,
there was this resident.
740
00:37:13,287 --> 00:37:15,255
She was kind of weird.
741
00:37:15,257 --> 00:37:17,057
She wore comic book T-shirts,
742
00:37:17,059 --> 00:37:20,263
always ate the exact same lunch.
743
00:37:21,530 --> 00:37:23,224
But she was smart.
744
00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:27,300
She would get surgeries and
knock 'em out of the park
745
00:37:27,302 --> 00:37:29,314
over and over again.
746
00:37:30,172 --> 00:37:32,172
Couldn't stand her.
747
00:37:35,009 --> 00:37:40,116
And one day I realized
I was competing against her,
748
00:37:40,916 --> 00:37:43,662
but she wasn't competing against me.
749
00:37:45,687 --> 00:37:48,788
She spent her time observing,
asking questions,
750
00:37:48,790 --> 00:37:52,859
preparing herself to be a great surgeon.
751
00:37:55,796 --> 00:37:57,297
(SIGHS)
752
00:37:59,100 --> 00:38:00,567
Is she?
753
00:38:03,938 --> 00:38:07,440
Dr. Lim is one of the best
trauma surgeons in the country.
754
00:38:16,484 --> 00:38:18,418
(SNIFFLES)
755
00:38:29,897 --> 00:38:31,364
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
756
00:38:35,703 --> 00:38:37,737
- Dr. Melendez.
- Dr. Browne.
757
00:38:38,906 --> 00:38:40,593
Dr. Lim.
758
00:38:41,176 --> 00:38:43,042
Nice save today.
759
00:38:43,044 --> 00:38:45,745
I heard. Yes, good work, Dr. Browne.
760
00:38:45,747 --> 00:38:47,313
Thank you.
761
00:38:52,386 --> 00:38:54,020
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
762
00:38:54,022 --> 00:38:55,755
(ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN)
763
00:38:58,392 --> 00:38:59,859
Good night.
764
00:39:02,930 --> 00:39:05,565
(ELEVATOR DOORS CLOSE)
765
00:39:05,567 --> 00:39:08,234
You know she showed bad judgment.
766
00:39:08,236 --> 00:39:10,436
You got something to say, just say it.
767
00:39:13,274 --> 00:39:14,974
Want to grab a beer?
768
00:39:17,545 --> 00:39:19,212
Yes.
769
00:39:19,214 --> 00:39:21,314
(SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE)
770
00:39:24,552 --> 00:39:25,819
Hey.
771
00:39:28,189 --> 00:39:30,023
Are you okay?
772
00:39:33,627 --> 00:39:34,861
Yes.
773
00:39:37,164 --> 00:39:41,421
I'm so sorry for my outburst yesterday.
774
00:39:42,437 --> 00:39:44,370
I'm fine now.
775
00:39:47,308 --> 00:39:50,330
I'm not, Shaun.
776
00:39:50,946 --> 00:39:53,980
Coming back to California
and starting a new job
777
00:39:53,982 --> 00:39:55,915
and moving in with you...
778
00:39:55,917 --> 00:39:58,418
it's been so stressful,
779
00:39:58,420 --> 00:40:01,521
harder than I anticipated.
780
00:40:05,926 --> 00:40:08,264
You're moving out.
781
00:40:08,830 --> 00:40:11,097
No, I'm not moving out.
782
00:40:11,099 --> 00:40:14,300
We are still figuring out
each other's quirks.
783
00:40:14,302 --> 00:40:15,969
(EXHALES HEAVILY) Oh, yes.
784
00:40:15,971 --> 00:40:18,538
You're very difficult to live with.
785
00:40:18,540 --> 00:40:20,573
(LAUGHS)
786
00:40:20,575 --> 00:40:24,878
I know I forget stuff a lot,
787
00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:29,883
and sometimes I snap and yell.
788
00:40:29,885 --> 00:40:32,247
I promise to work on that.
789
00:40:33,521 --> 00:40:35,788
And I don't need you to change,
790
00:40:35,790 --> 00:40:38,378
but I do need to know that you know
791
00:40:38,986 --> 00:40:40,619
you're annoying as hell.
792
00:40:42,696 --> 00:40:47,200
I need to know that you'll
try to compromise.
793
00:40:55,009 --> 00:41:00,647
I don't think I can use
one-ply toilet paper.
794
00:41:00,649 --> 00:41:02,815
Oh, no, you were so right about two-ply.
795
00:41:02,817 --> 00:41:05,363
Totally worth the extra $1.50.
796
00:41:05,887 --> 00:41:11,491
But maybe the cups can go
to the right of the plates.
797
00:41:12,993 --> 00:41:14,560
Sometimes.
798
00:41:18,399 --> 00:41:20,266
Well, everything's unpacked.
799
00:41:20,268 --> 00:41:24,470
We're officially moved in together.
800
00:41:24,472 --> 00:41:27,106
(CHUCKLES)
801
00:41:27,108 --> 00:41:30,176
I'm gonna take these down
to the recycling.
802
00:41:30,178 --> 00:41:33,112
And I know I probably didn't put
everything in the right place,
803
00:41:33,114 --> 00:41:36,382
but maybe we can rearrange it together.
804
00:41:38,118 --> 00:41:41,788
I like that idea very much.
805
00:41:41,790 --> 00:41:43,356
(CHUCKLES)
806
00:41:43,358 --> 00:41:45,058
(MONDO COZMO'S "TONIGHT TONIGHT" PLAYS)
807
00:41:45,060 --> 00:41:47,927
♪ All I am is all I need ♪
808
00:41:47,929 --> 00:41:51,064
♪ And these city-boy blues
and these suicide queens ♪
809
00:41:51,066 --> 00:41:54,233
♪ And I said what I said
'cause I love you so much ♪
810
00:41:54,235 --> 00:41:57,470
♪ Now I'm pulling these wires
on this cross-city bus ♪
811
00:41:57,472 --> 00:42:00,773
♪ 'Cause tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight ♪
812
00:42:00,775 --> 00:42:04,143
♪ Yeah, tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight ♪
813
00:42:04,145 --> 00:42:07,046
♪ All I want is what I can't take ♪
814
00:42:07,048 --> 00:42:10,850
♪ But tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight ♪
815
00:42:15,223 --> 00:42:18,091
I like that idea very much.
816
00:42:18,093 --> 00:42:20,151
♪ Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight ♪