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Remember how I told you
my parents drop in
unannounced?

2
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Mm.
I just got a text.

3
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They are coming here
tomorrow.

4
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Okay.

5
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It's not "okay," Shaun,
it's an ambush.

6
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My parents
don't come to visit,
they come to judge.

7
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They hate everyone I date,

8
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which means
they're gonna ask you
a ton of awkward questions.

9
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It's going to be
uncomfortable.

10
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Very.

11
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Okay.

12
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You hate surprises.
Why aren't you
more thrown by this?

13
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Because it's not
a surprise.

14
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They're behaving exactly
the way you said.

15
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So a disaster is fine
as long as it's
a predictable disaster?

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A disaster
implies consequences.

17
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We're adults.

18
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Why would it matter
what your parents think?

19
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I don't know,
because they're parents.

20
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Doesn't it bother you

21
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that your grumpy
second dad Glassman
still doesn't like me?

22
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Dr. Glassman likes you.
No, he doesn't.

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(CELL PHONE CHIMES)

24
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I have to go.
Fine.

25
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But I'm gonna text you
some talking points.

26
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Mostly subjects to avoid.

27
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And it's gonna be
a very long list.

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(CELL PHONE CHIMES)

29
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How long
has she had this wound?

30
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Uh...

31
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She fell off the vault
two months ago.

32
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Oh. Slow healing
and signs of oral bruising.

33
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Are you
on a restricted diet?

34
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Coach put me
on a performance diet.

35
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High protein, high fiber.

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I can show you
her training log.
It's very standard stuff.

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(CHUCKLES)
Although the noodles
that she likes,

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they did a number
on my stomach, too.

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What noodles?
Konjac.

40
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Girls on the squad eat them
all the time.

41
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Konjac noodles
were banned in Australia
several years ago.

42
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They're dangerous,
basically indigestible.

43
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We will get
another doctor

44
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to assess your symptoms
and do a workup.

45
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But we need to get Darya
to Imaging right away.

46
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I review my schedule,

47
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starting
with the last appointment
and working backwards.

48
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It's an effective
technique.

49
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You might want
to write this down.

50
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Uncle Marcus,
we had a deal.

51
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No special attention.

52
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That deal's off.

53
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Livvy, you're struggling,

54
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and I can't sit on
the sidelines anymore.

55
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But special treatment
from my uncle,

56
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it's only going
to make things worse.

57
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I owe it to you,
and I owe it to this hospital.

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I know you have
unique talent.

59
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So you've noticed
both that I'm screwing up

60
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and that I have
unique talent?

61
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I noticed the talent
long before you started here.

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Aunt Tilly's
annual barbecue.

63
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You gave this to me
when you were five years old.

64
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And that moment,
I knew you were special.

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CLAIRE: Hmm.

66
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Giant mass of fiber blocking
entry to her intestines.

67
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Her blood tests
also show low calcium

68
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and other nutritional
deficiencies.

69
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Can I see
the 3D reconstructed images?

70
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(MACHINE BEEPS)
It's unlikely
to pass on its own.

71
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We'll have to break it up
and remove it endoscopically.

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She also needs
to quit gymnastics.

73
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She has severe osteoporosis
with compression fractures

74
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in almost all
of the thoracic vertebrae.

75
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Huh.
Interesting.

76
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She is a 14-year-old girl
with the bone density
of an 80-year-old woman.

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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SHAUN:
You have kyphoscoliosis,

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caused by insufficient diet
and overtraining.

80
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We need to
surgically stabilize
across the deformity

81
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to prevent the spine
from failure and paralysis.

82
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Spinal fusion...

83
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That means that
she can't compete, right?

84
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Yes.

85
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And the Games,
they're less than a year away.

86
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Could we wait until after
to have the surgery?

87
00:04:05,713 --> 00:04:07,247
If left untreated,

88
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there's a 20% chance
of progression,

89
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which could lead
to respiratory failure

90
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and death.

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(SIGHS)

92
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It's your call.

93
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I take risks every day.

94
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I'm not giving up
my dream.

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(SIGHS) You're 14.

96
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It's not your call.

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Her mother passed away
when she was a baby.

98
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And my father just told you
it's my decision.

99
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Coach is my dad.

100
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Do what you need to do
to clear the blockage,

101
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but leave her spine alone.

102
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CLAIRE: She wants
to risk her life for a trophy,

103
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and her dad
is okay with that.

104
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I mean, that has to be
some form of abuse.

105
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This hospital is
not gonna win a lawsuit

106
00:05:04,772 --> 00:05:07,941
against a caring father
who supports
his daughter's dreams.

107
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All you can do
is pull him aside

108
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and try to convince him
to be responsible.

109
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(CHUCKLES) Yeah.

110
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Convincing people
to be responsible

111
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has not been
my strong suit lately.

112
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We're not still talking about
Coach Dad, are we?

113
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You've been avoiding me.

114
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I've been busy.

115
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Recovering from
a motorcycle accident

116
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that you lied about?

117
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There's nothing
to tell.

118
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I hit a patch
of wet pavement.

119
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Well, Audrey... (SIGHS)

120
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You have PTSD.

121
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I'm dealing with it.

122
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I don't think you are.

123
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Well, I also have a truckload
of other things to deal with,

124
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including the annual
surgical fundraiser

125
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Glassman just dumped
in my lap.

126
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Yeah, parties,
they're important.

127
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I'm dealing with it.

128
00:06:03,464 --> 00:06:04,632
Mm.

129
00:06:13,541 --> 00:06:14,975
How long have you had
the severe heartburn?

130
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Uh, six months,
maybe a year.

131
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BP is 142 over 90.
That's a little high.

132
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Yeah, well, Darya and I travel
a lot for competition.

133
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I don't take care
of myself.

134
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Prioritizing your work
over health is a bad idea.

135
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For you and your daughter.

136
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Thank you.

137
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But may I kindly remind you,

138
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how long are the shifts
that you doctors work?

139
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High stress, no sleep.

140
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When something is important,
huh, you give it all you got.

141
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True. But we're adults.
Darya's not.

142
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Yeah, but she's very different
from other girls her age.

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I mean, Darya,
she works her butt off.

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She's earned
my r... Respect.

145
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You okay?

146
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Oh, I'm feeling
some kind of chest pain.

147
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(MONITOR ALARM)
His oxygen sat
and pressure's dropping.

148
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(GASPING)

149
00:07:02,756 --> 00:07:05,859
Possible MI, lung problem,
or aortic aneurysm.
Secure his airway.

150
00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:10,230
Poor perfusion.
I think he's septic.

151
00:07:11,832 --> 00:07:13,501
And vitals aren't improving.

152
00:07:13,634 --> 00:07:14,935
Might be
a spontaneous pneumothorax

153
00:07:15,068 --> 00:07:16,036
and trapped air
in his chest.

154
00:07:19,239 --> 00:07:21,241
No, his chest would sound
like a kettle drum.
There's fluid in there.

155
00:07:23,343 --> 00:07:25,546
Give me a blade, curved clamp,
and a chest tube.

156
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Boerhaave syndrome
is easily misdiagnosed.

157
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Nice catch
with the percussion technique.

158
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You may have saved
this man's life.

159
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(MONITOR BEEPING)

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Give me more retraction.

161
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These tissue planes
are terrible.

162
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We're gonna have
to debride the mediastinum.

163
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There's too much damage
to repair the esophagus

164
00:07:50,971 --> 00:07:52,472
without risking
a chronic fistula.

165
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The ongoing leakage
into his chest

166
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means it would just be
a matter of time

167
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before he dies
from an infection.

168
00:08:00,447 --> 00:08:04,317
The safest approach
would be to permanently divert
the esophagus.

169
00:08:04,451 --> 00:08:06,319
And he'd have to
eat through a tube
for the rest of his life.

170
00:08:06,453 --> 00:08:07,955
But I don't
see a better option.

171
00:08:10,390 --> 00:08:13,493
In 24 hours, with
broad spectrum antibiotics
and drains,

172
00:08:13,627 --> 00:08:16,196
the infection could clear
and give us more options.

173
00:08:18,298 --> 00:08:21,368
Which buys everyone time
to come up with another
brilliant win.

174
00:08:27,274 --> 00:08:29,610
ASHER: Does she really
call her own father "Coach"?

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00:08:29,743 --> 00:08:31,344
He is her coach.

176
00:08:31,478 --> 00:08:33,480
What do you call
your father?

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Abba.
Pass.

178
00:08:35,749 --> 00:08:36,717
Frank.

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That's his name.

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Mm.
Do you respect
any traditions?

181
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Not random ones.

182
00:08:44,892 --> 00:08:46,960
Why should we create labels
for things that
already have names?

183
00:08:47,094 --> 00:08:48,796
It's not just what
Darya calls her dad,

184
00:08:48,929 --> 00:08:50,764
it's how they act
with each other.

185
00:08:50,898 --> 00:08:53,033
They're like coworkers.

186
00:08:53,166 --> 00:08:55,068
That doesn't
sound bad.

187
00:08:55,202 --> 00:08:57,771
If I were meeting
Lea's co-workers tomorrow,

188
00:08:57,905 --> 00:08:59,139
she would be
much less anxious.

189
00:08:59,272 --> 00:09:01,074
Family is supposed
to make you anxious.

190
00:09:01,208 --> 00:09:04,544
Introducing a new boyfriend
to your parents,
it's a big deal.

191
00:09:04,678 --> 00:09:06,213
It's a rite of passage.

192
00:09:07,981 --> 00:09:10,383
(MONITOR ALARM)

193
00:09:10,517 --> 00:09:12,119
Polymorphic ventricular
arrhythmia.

194
00:09:12,252 --> 00:09:13,787
Torsade de Pointes.

195
00:09:13,921 --> 00:09:15,989
We need magnesium sulfate
two grams IV.

196
00:09:16,123 --> 00:09:17,057
(ALARM CONTINUES)

197
00:09:21,194 --> 00:09:23,530
Heart rate's 170.
She's not responding.

198
00:09:23,664 --> 00:09:24,598
Move in
the defibrillator.

199
00:09:27,835 --> 00:09:28,869
(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS)

200
00:09:29,002 --> 00:09:30,671
Charged to 100 joules.
Clear.

201
00:09:31,839 --> 00:09:32,940
(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)

202
00:09:33,073 --> 00:09:36,710
(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

203
00:09:36,844 --> 00:09:38,378
Did we do something
wrong?

204
00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:41,281
No.

205
00:09:41,414 --> 00:09:42,482
Which is puzzling.

206
00:09:44,117 --> 00:09:46,019
Mistakes by
first-year residents
are expected,

207
00:09:46,153 --> 00:09:49,589
but cardiac arrhythmia
in a 14-year-old
is definitely unexpected.

208
00:09:56,997 --> 00:09:58,431
I was gonna ask
if you wanted a ride,

209
00:09:58,565 --> 00:10:00,100
but if you're
working late...

210
00:10:00,233 --> 00:10:01,735
Twenty hours
to figure this out.

211
00:10:01,869 --> 00:10:04,037
You sure you want
to waste one of them
driving home and back?

212
00:10:05,338 --> 00:10:07,107
I think while I drive.

213
00:10:07,240 --> 00:10:10,944
Not as well.
Not in the car.
Not at home.

214
00:10:11,078 --> 00:10:13,113
Too comfortable,
too many distractions.

215
00:10:13,246 --> 00:10:14,381
Better to buckle down here,

216
00:10:14,514 --> 00:10:15,949
where, as a bonus,
your colleagues can see you.

217
00:10:16,083 --> 00:10:17,617
(SCOFFS)

218
00:10:17,751 --> 00:10:19,619
I was under the impression
that results
are more important

219
00:10:19,753 --> 00:10:21,221
than how a doctor
is perceived.

220
00:10:21,354 --> 00:10:23,090
And Jordan is running rings
around you there, too.

221
00:10:24,725 --> 00:10:26,660
Results don't matter
if you can't make
people listen.

222
00:10:29,730 --> 00:10:33,133
Is that why
you didn't want to perform
the esophageal diversion?

223
00:10:33,266 --> 00:10:34,301
You didn't hear me?

224
00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:37,437
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

225
00:10:39,206 --> 00:10:42,075
I made a decision
for the good of the patient.

226
00:10:43,276 --> 00:10:45,078
Now,

227
00:10:45,212 --> 00:10:47,280
it's up to you
to prove me right.

228
00:10:48,949 --> 00:10:50,117
(DOOR OPENS)

229
00:10:51,118 --> 00:10:52,720
(DOOR CLOSES)

230
00:10:52,853 --> 00:10:56,990
She has
a prolonged QT interval
and sporadic extra beats.

231
00:10:57,124 --> 00:10:59,793
Okay,
I'm gonna get the newbies

232
00:10:59,927 --> 00:11:02,730
to recheck the renal panel

233
00:11:02,863 --> 00:11:05,032
and order endocrine
and genetic studies.

234
00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:08,101
I already did.
Also a tox and drug screen.

235
00:11:10,938 --> 00:11:12,105
Are you okay?

236
00:11:13,941 --> 00:11:15,008
Mm.

237
00:11:15,809 --> 00:11:16,910
Lea's scared.

238
00:11:18,812 --> 00:11:20,480
Mm.

239
00:11:20,613 --> 00:11:22,682
Then I should
prepare myself.

240
00:11:22,816 --> 00:11:26,286
There is
definitely something about me
her parents won't like.

241
00:11:26,419 --> 00:11:27,487
No, Shaun.

242
00:11:27,620 --> 00:11:29,790
You are who you are.

243
00:11:29,923 --> 00:11:31,124
Who you are is great.

244
00:11:33,260 --> 00:11:35,896
You've been preparing for this
your entire life.

245
00:11:36,029 --> 00:11:39,666
When you do
something important
for the first time,

246
00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:41,701
like surgery,
you practice.

247
00:11:41,835 --> 00:11:43,871
I should practice
meeting her parents.

248
00:11:44,004 --> 00:11:47,540
Mm, how?
It's not like
there's a simulator

249
00:11:47,674 --> 00:11:50,744
for learning how to navigate
awkward social interactions.

250
00:11:53,781 --> 00:11:54,782
There is.

251
00:11:56,249 --> 00:11:58,151
But I need pizza.

252
00:12:02,189 --> 00:12:03,156
Hmm.

253
00:12:05,525 --> 00:12:08,695
Shaun, I'd like you
to meet my parents,
Pam and Mike.

254
00:12:08,829 --> 00:12:11,031
(SOFT JAZZ PLAYING)

255
00:12:11,164 --> 00:12:12,465
Hi, Pam.

256
00:12:14,001 --> 00:12:15,568
Hi, Mike.

257
00:12:16,870 --> 00:12:19,406
(CHEWING)

258
00:12:22,509 --> 00:12:24,111
Lea tells us you're a doctor.
What specialty?

259
00:12:24,244 --> 00:12:25,645
I am a surgeon.

260
00:12:25,779 --> 00:12:28,181
What a shame.
I hear surgeons are arrogant
and overrated.

261
00:12:30,483 --> 00:12:31,451
DR. GLASSMAN: Okay.

262
00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:32,920
Morgan, I'm sorry,

263
00:12:33,053 --> 00:12:34,487
but can you just
give it a rest
for half a second?

264
00:12:34,621 --> 00:12:36,423
I'm in character.
Please address me as Pam.

265
00:12:37,024 --> 00:12:38,025
(CLEARS THROAT)

266
00:12:39,860 --> 00:12:41,995
I read recently that,
while you're sleeping,

267
00:12:42,129 --> 00:12:44,031
you accidentally eat
eight spiders every year.

268
00:12:48,601 --> 00:12:50,237
Yes.

269
00:12:50,370 --> 00:12:53,974
And I read that, sometimes,
they lay eggs in your stomach,

270
00:12:54,107 --> 00:12:56,109
and then
you can have thousands
of spiders...

271
00:12:56,243 --> 00:12:57,210
Shaun.

272
00:12:57,344 --> 00:12:58,745
You said not
to disagree with him

273
00:12:58,879 --> 00:13:00,613
when he says something wrong
and pointless.

274
00:13:00,747 --> 00:13:02,249
I didn't tell you
to agree with him,

275
00:13:02,382 --> 00:13:04,617
because that only gives him
more wrong
and pointless things.

276
00:13:04,751 --> 00:13:05,752
(LIQUID POURING)

277
00:13:05,886 --> 00:13:08,621
Good.
That's helpful.

278
00:13:10,057 --> 00:13:11,124
Let's continue.

279
00:13:12,926 --> 00:13:14,928
Did you know that Arizona
doesn't have
Daylight Savings Time?

280
00:13:15,062 --> 00:13:16,229
Saving.

281
00:13:18,398 --> 00:13:21,534
It's "saving," not "savings."
That's grammatic...

282
00:13:25,906 --> 00:13:29,242
Wh...
How am I supposed to know
what is pointless?

283
00:13:29,376 --> 00:13:30,577
Facts are facts.

284
00:13:30,710 --> 00:13:32,645
Okay, okay, okay.
This isn't gonna work.

285
00:13:32,779 --> 00:13:34,614
We could spend
the rest of the evening

286
00:13:34,747 --> 00:13:38,151
teaching Shaun
the fine but trivial art
of how to finesse trivia.

287
00:13:38,285 --> 00:13:39,619
But the real problem

288
00:13:39,752 --> 00:13:41,788
isn't gonna be small talk
and family bickering.

289
00:13:41,922 --> 00:13:44,057
The real problem is
what happens
when Lea's parents

290
00:13:44,191 --> 00:13:47,260
express real concerns
about their daughter?

291
00:13:47,394 --> 00:13:50,030
What concerns?
Concerns
any parent would have.

292
00:13:50,163 --> 00:13:51,831
You two barely
know each other,

293
00:13:51,965 --> 00:13:53,666
you haven't been dating
very long,
now you're living together.

294
00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:56,169
This relationship
is moving too fast.

295
00:13:58,972 --> 00:14:00,340
You're wrong.

296
00:14:00,473 --> 00:14:03,476
I thought you said
we shouldn't argue
with your dad.

297
00:14:03,610 --> 00:14:06,846
That wasn't my dad.
That was 100% Glassy.

298
00:14:06,980 --> 00:14:10,450
You can't prepare
for how these evenings
can go wrong.

299
00:14:10,583 --> 00:14:12,219
Families are full
of surprises.

300
00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:13,320
Like how
you don't like Lea.

301
00:14:22,529 --> 00:14:24,965
(CLEARS THROAT)
I never actually
said that.

302
00:14:26,666 --> 00:14:28,301
(SCOFFS)

303
00:14:38,845 --> 00:14:40,713
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACH)

304
00:14:40,847 --> 00:14:42,315
Wow.
A first-year all-nighter.

305
00:14:43,316 --> 00:14:44,817
Brings back memories.

306
00:14:44,952 --> 00:14:46,186
Not of myself, of course,

307
00:14:46,319 --> 00:14:48,455
but of the losers who thought
staying up all night

308
00:14:48,588 --> 00:14:50,757
drooling on their laptops
made them look like
better doctors.

309
00:14:52,725 --> 00:14:55,895
So, cure cancer yet?

310
00:14:56,029 --> 00:14:59,332
I'm trying to find
a new way to repair
a ruptured esophagus.

311
00:14:59,466 --> 00:15:02,802
"Fundic reinforcement
with intercostal muscle flap."

312
00:15:02,936 --> 00:15:05,838
Pretty cutting-edge stuff.
But why not go with diversion?
It's a lot safer.

313
00:15:05,973 --> 00:15:08,708
Because "safe"
is ordinary and boring.
Like me.

314
00:15:09,676 --> 00:15:11,478
My uncle thinks
I need a win.

315
00:15:11,611 --> 00:15:14,614
And the only way to do that
is to be impressive,
like Jordan.

316
00:15:15,682 --> 00:15:16,416
Makes sense.

317
00:15:17,884 --> 00:15:19,086
You agree?

318
00:15:19,219 --> 00:15:22,055
That Dr. Allen
is impressive? Yeah.

319
00:15:22,189 --> 00:15:23,423
And everybody knows that

320
00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:26,359
because Dr. Allen makes sure
everybody knows that.

321
00:15:26,493 --> 00:15:29,862
She and your uncle are cut
from the same fashionably
high-end cloth.

322
00:15:29,997 --> 00:15:31,264
So, I don't just need to be
a better doctor,

323
00:15:31,398 --> 00:15:32,465
I need to be
a different person.

324
00:15:32,599 --> 00:15:33,700
Wow.

325
00:15:33,833 --> 00:15:35,535
You might want to start
by being a person

326
00:15:35,668 --> 00:15:37,237
who feels a little less sorry
for themselves.

327
00:15:39,672 --> 00:15:41,908
Either you're an awkward,
inconsistent loner

328
00:15:42,042 --> 00:15:44,711
who's irritatingly apologetic
about your best qualities,

329
00:15:44,844 --> 00:15:46,713
or you're a quietly
brilliant surgeon

330
00:15:46,846 --> 00:15:48,515
whom others ignore
at their own peril.

331
00:15:48,648 --> 00:15:49,782
If you're the first one,

332
00:15:49,916 --> 00:15:51,718
quit now
and stop wasting resources.

333
00:15:51,851 --> 00:15:53,753
But if you're the second,
be that.

334
00:15:57,524 --> 00:15:59,192
Maybe a little louder.

335
00:16:02,295 --> 00:16:04,264
(PAPERS RUSTLE)

336
00:16:09,902 --> 00:16:13,240
(INHALES AND EXHALES SHARPLY)

337
00:16:13,373 --> 00:16:15,808
CLAIRE:
Where should we start?

338
00:16:15,942 --> 00:16:19,812
Centerpieces,
appetizers,
color schemes?

339
00:16:19,946 --> 00:16:22,415
Please tell me
that you're at a hotel
in the middle of the day

340
00:16:22,549 --> 00:16:24,017
because you're
having an affair.

341
00:16:24,151 --> 00:16:25,418
There were no surgeries
scheduled,

342
00:16:25,552 --> 00:16:27,554
so I decided
to volunteer to help.

343
00:16:27,687 --> 00:16:29,256
How helpful.
Hmm.

344
00:16:29,389 --> 00:16:31,691
We can get the job done
in half the time

345
00:16:31,824 --> 00:16:33,426
and still
have time to talk.

346
00:16:35,128 --> 00:16:36,929
Or we can just talk.

347
00:16:37,064 --> 00:16:38,831
I am not a 14-year-old girl

348
00:16:38,965 --> 00:16:41,000
whose next backflip
could kill her, Claire.

349
00:16:41,134 --> 00:16:42,302
I don't need saving.

350
00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:48,175
What do you think
about twinkle lights?

351
00:16:48,308 --> 00:16:49,942
Too prom?

352
00:16:55,748 --> 00:16:56,849
ENRIQUE: Our tests show that
your heart problems

353
00:16:56,983 --> 00:16:58,785
are being caused
by excess estrogen levels.

354
00:16:58,918 --> 00:17:01,221
ASHER: And we want to know
how it got in your system.

355
00:17:01,354 --> 00:17:03,456
Medication?
A supplement?

356
00:17:03,590 --> 00:17:06,159
Coach gave you
my training logs.
You know as much as I do.

357
00:17:08,561 --> 00:17:11,231
We also know that you're in
a very competitive sport,

358
00:17:11,364 --> 00:17:13,666
so maybe there's something
you're taking that's not
on the training log.

359
00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:15,568
If you are, we can't
divulge that to anyone.

360
00:17:15,702 --> 00:17:16,736
You think I'm doping?

361
00:17:17,870 --> 00:17:19,172
No way.

362
00:17:19,306 --> 00:17:21,141
If your coach
is pressuring you...
He's not.

363
00:17:23,310 --> 00:17:25,878
I'm sure
it's a one-time thing.

364
00:17:26,012 --> 00:17:27,480
Keep monitoring me.
I'll be fine.

365
00:17:29,015 --> 00:17:31,851
Darya, you've made
your dreams come true

366
00:17:31,984 --> 00:17:34,987
by being stubborn,
being relentless,

367
00:17:35,122 --> 00:17:36,889
and just making
things happen,

368
00:17:37,023 --> 00:17:40,059
but that's not
how your heart works.
Or your spine.

369
00:17:40,193 --> 00:17:41,494
She's not being stubborn.

370
00:17:45,031 --> 00:17:46,899
It is going to go away,
isn't it?

371
00:17:48,501 --> 00:17:50,002
Because you are
taking something.

372
00:17:53,173 --> 00:17:54,674
And now you're
going to stop.

373
00:17:59,812 --> 00:18:01,681
Which means that it wasn't
performance enhancing.

374
00:18:03,015 --> 00:18:04,217
What is it for?

375
00:18:08,521 --> 00:18:11,491
You took drugs
for boobs?

376
00:18:11,624 --> 00:18:13,626
The girl on YouTube said
it would make them bigger.

377
00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,595
Phytoestrogens used
in herbal remedies

378
00:18:15,728 --> 00:18:17,864
can cause swelling
in breast tissue,

379
00:18:17,997 --> 00:18:20,233
but there are potentially
dangerous side effects.

380
00:18:21,501 --> 00:18:22,502
What the hell
were you thinking?

381
00:18:22,635 --> 00:18:23,936
I didn't know
it would make me sick.

382
00:18:26,306 --> 00:18:28,575
I got tired of hearing
the boys on the men's team

383
00:18:28,708 --> 00:18:29,709
talking about women
with curves...

384
00:18:29,842 --> 00:18:33,146
What if it showed up
on a drug test?

385
00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:35,648
What if you got banned
from the Olympics?

386
00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:37,684
It's natural. It doesn't mess
with performance.

387
00:18:37,817 --> 00:18:39,686
Other girls...
I don't care
about other girls,

388
00:18:39,819 --> 00:18:41,721
and I didn't think that
you cared about other girls.

389
00:18:41,854 --> 00:18:43,223
Are you... (SIGHS)

390
00:18:45,091 --> 00:18:48,395
I can't believe that you're
willing to risk everything

391
00:18:49,562 --> 00:18:53,366
for something so childish.

392
00:18:53,500 --> 00:18:55,302
It's not childish.

393
00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:56,736
I give a lot to my sport.

394
00:18:58,505 --> 00:18:59,972
I just wanted
something for me.

395
00:19:03,310 --> 00:19:04,577
You're not an adult.

396
00:19:07,580 --> 00:19:08,581
Mm.

397
00:19:12,619 --> 00:19:14,621
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

398
00:19:21,261 --> 00:19:23,330
Fix her heart

399
00:19:23,463 --> 00:19:25,565
and her spine.

400
00:19:25,698 --> 00:19:28,568
(STAMMERS) What?
You can't do that.
Are you punishing me?

401
00:19:28,701 --> 00:19:30,503
I'm doing my job.

402
00:19:33,072 --> 00:19:35,141
I'm your father,
and we're a family,

403
00:19:35,275 --> 00:19:37,844
and it is my job
to make good decisions
when you won't.

404
00:19:39,946 --> 00:19:42,315
(VOICE BREAKING) Since when
is being my father your job?

405
00:19:44,317 --> 00:19:47,019
We never do anything
but talk about gymnastics,
not even Mom.

406
00:19:49,289 --> 00:19:51,891
If you didn't think I needed
my father after she died,
why start now?

407
00:19:52,024 --> 00:19:52,825
Darya...

408
00:19:56,796 --> 00:20:00,166
I'm calling the team lawyer
and filing for emancipation.

409
00:20:00,300 --> 00:20:02,902
You think I can't make
my own decisions?
Try this one.

410
00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:05,705
You're fired, Coach.

411
00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:29,562
DR. PARK:
We could try T-tubes.

412
00:20:29,696 --> 00:20:30,897
Using them results
in the formation

413
00:20:31,030 --> 00:20:32,899
of a controlled fistula
and route for drainage.

414
00:20:33,032 --> 00:20:34,867
Interesting.
But the patient
would still have

415
00:20:35,001 --> 00:20:37,169
a long recovery
and chance of reinfection.
What else?

416
00:20:37,304 --> 00:20:38,871
I found some
very interesting research

417
00:20:39,005 --> 00:20:40,840
on endoscopic
vacuum therapy.

418
00:20:40,973 --> 00:20:43,810
It's under investigation
for the management
of esophageal leaks.

419
00:20:43,943 --> 00:20:47,013
Definitely innovative,
Dr. Allen,
but a little too much so.

420
00:20:47,146 --> 00:20:48,948
This concept hasn't even gone
through clinical trials yet,

421
00:20:49,081 --> 00:20:50,683
and we need to
perform surgery today.

422
00:20:53,653 --> 00:20:55,121
Dr. Jackson,
you've been quiet.

423
00:20:59,058 --> 00:21:01,728
I was thinking about
fundic reinforcement.

424
00:21:01,861 --> 00:21:04,030
My idea is to use
the patient's own good tissue

425
00:21:04,163 --> 00:21:06,065
to reinforce
the primary closure.

426
00:21:06,198 --> 00:21:09,201
In this case,
using the stomach
as the patch.

427
00:21:09,336 --> 00:21:11,270
Like the way
we use a skin graft
for third-degree burns.

428
00:21:14,374 --> 00:21:16,876
Well, he'd be at risk
of a diaphragmatic hernia.

429
00:21:17,009 --> 00:21:20,913
Not if we cinch up
the lower esophageal sphincter
with a fundoplasty.

430
00:21:33,059 --> 00:21:33,793
(GLASS THUDS)

431
00:21:42,234 --> 00:21:43,302
Mm.

432
00:21:45,237 --> 00:21:48,107
Shaun, Lea tells us
you're a doctor.
What's your specialty?

433
00:21:49,376 --> 00:21:51,077
I am a surgeon.

434
00:21:51,210 --> 00:21:54,246
But we are not all arrogant.
Though many of us are.

435
00:21:54,381 --> 00:21:56,315
I'm still not sure
if that's good or bad.

436
00:21:58,885 --> 00:21:59,819
(CLEARS THROAT)

437
00:22:00,953 --> 00:22:01,921
(CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY)

438
00:22:02,689 --> 00:22:04,457
Is it hard?
For you?

439
00:22:07,093 --> 00:22:08,695
I mean,
it's a difficult job.

440
00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:10,363
Shaun is excellent
at his job.

441
00:22:12,064 --> 00:22:13,766
(SIGHS)

442
00:22:17,036 --> 00:22:18,304
So, how do you feel
about vaccines?

443
00:22:18,438 --> 00:22:19,939
(SOFTLY) Oh, my God.

444
00:22:20,072 --> 00:22:22,174
Because, uh,
they worry me.

445
00:22:22,308 --> 00:22:24,677
They don't worry me.

446
00:22:24,811 --> 00:22:25,778
Oh.
Really?

447
00:22:25,912 --> 00:22:27,547
Because we've read
a lot of stuff.

448
00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:29,749
Especially since Lea
told us about you.

449
00:22:29,882 --> 00:22:32,585
Vaccines don't
cause autism, Mom.

450
00:22:32,719 --> 00:22:33,486
Want to talk
about religion now?

451
00:22:33,620 --> 00:22:34,821
(CHUCKLES)

452
00:22:34,954 --> 00:22:36,989
(SOFTLY) I think that
that was on the list

453
00:22:37,123 --> 00:22:39,125
of things
not to talk about.
Mm.

454
00:22:39,258 --> 00:22:40,192
Lea wrote you a list?

455
00:22:40,326 --> 00:22:41,861
Dad.
Well...

456
00:22:41,994 --> 00:22:44,797
Honestly, Lea, if we're
so impossible to talk to,
why even have us here?

457
00:22:45,932 --> 00:22:46,799
Hemorrhoid surgery.

458
00:22:48,935 --> 00:22:51,303
Excuse me?
Want more wine?

459
00:22:51,438 --> 00:22:52,805
I removed a hemorrhoid

460
00:22:52,939 --> 00:22:54,974
from a patient with
terminal cancer.

461
00:22:55,107 --> 00:22:57,577
He only had
a few months to live,
and nothing would change that,

462
00:22:57,710 --> 00:22:59,879
but the surgery did make him
more comfortable.

463
00:23:03,683 --> 00:23:06,185
I suggest
we treat this evening
like hemorrhoid surgery.

464
00:23:06,318 --> 00:23:07,820
(SIGHS)

465
00:23:09,188 --> 00:23:10,590
(CHUCKLES)

466
00:23:13,493 --> 00:23:15,194
Now, that's...
That's a good point.

467
00:23:15,327 --> 00:23:18,230
(BOTH LAUGH)

468
00:23:18,364 --> 00:23:20,533
You don't have to give him
any more lists.
Let him talk.

469
00:23:20,667 --> 00:23:22,635
I like this guy.
(CHUCKLES)

470
00:23:22,769 --> 00:23:24,336
Okay.

471
00:23:25,672 --> 00:23:27,006
To hemorrhoid surgery.

472
00:23:27,139 --> 00:23:28,407
MIKE: (CHUCKLES)
To hemorrhoid surgery.

473
00:23:28,541 --> 00:23:30,543
(GLASSES CLINK)

474
00:23:30,677 --> 00:23:34,013
** Everybody's feeling
warm and bright

475
00:23:34,146 --> 00:23:36,483
** It's such a fine
and natural sight

476
00:23:36,616 --> 00:23:38,751
(SIGHS)
I went.

477
00:23:38,885 --> 00:23:41,721
** Everybody's dancing
in the moonlight

478
00:23:41,854 --> 00:23:43,890
I went to see
a psychiatrist.

479
00:23:45,558 --> 00:23:47,226
I'm... I'm so relieved
to hear that.

480
00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:49,195
Well, once.

481
00:23:49,328 --> 00:23:51,764
The doctor said my symptoms
warranted medication,

482
00:23:51,898 --> 00:23:53,332
so I haven't
been back since.

483
00:23:54,634 --> 00:23:56,969
Why?
If you need medication...

484
00:23:57,103 --> 00:23:59,105
Why did you keep
your PTSD a secret?

485
00:24:00,573 --> 00:24:03,910
You chose to deal
with your issues
privately,

486
00:24:04,711 --> 00:24:06,378
on your own terms.

487
00:24:07,980 --> 00:24:10,883
Why am I not entitled
to the same choice?

488
00:24:11,017 --> 00:24:14,721
Doing something
self-destructive

489
00:24:14,854 --> 00:24:16,723
is not a choice,
it's a mistake.

490
00:24:16,856 --> 00:24:18,457
Just like it was
when I did it.

491
00:24:18,591 --> 00:24:23,029
So, when I do something
you agree with,
it's great.

492
00:24:23,162 --> 00:24:24,631
When I do something
you disagree with,

493
00:24:24,764 --> 00:24:26,799
it's because I'm sick.
No.

494
00:24:26,933 --> 00:24:28,300
You know, this is why
I don't want to talk to you,

495
00:24:28,434 --> 00:24:31,904
because it's not
a conversation,
it's a lecture.

496
00:24:32,038 --> 00:24:33,105
( CELEBRATION PLAYING)

497
00:24:33,239 --> 00:24:34,106
Audrey.

498
00:24:36,242 --> 00:24:38,110
(SOUND FADES)

499
00:24:38,244 --> 00:24:42,414
(FLATLINING)

500
00:24:42,549 --> 00:24:43,916
(DISTANT) Audrey...

501
00:24:44,050 --> 00:24:45,351
(SOUND RETURNS)
Please, Claire,
let me go.

502
00:24:45,484 --> 00:24:46,686
No.

503
00:24:46,819 --> 00:24:48,120
I just want to go home.
I'll be fine.

504
00:24:48,254 --> 00:24:50,456
Let me give you a ride.
You can't drive like this.

505
00:24:50,590 --> 00:24:51,991
Come on.

506
00:24:52,124 --> 00:24:53,125
I said I'm fine!

507
00:24:53,259 --> 00:24:54,293
No. You're not!

508
00:24:56,596 --> 00:25:00,032
** Celebrate good times
Come on

509
00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:01,934
There!
Now no one's driving home.
You happy?

510
00:25:03,670 --> 00:25:06,773
** Celebrate good times... **

511
00:25:10,643 --> 00:25:13,312
(MONITOR BEEPING)

512
00:25:13,445 --> 00:25:15,481
DR. ANDREWS:
The two main challenges
of Boerhaave syndrome

513
00:25:15,615 --> 00:25:19,018
are timely diagnosis
followed by
viability of repair,

514
00:25:19,151 --> 00:25:21,520
and with this innovative
surgical approach,

515
00:25:23,089 --> 00:25:25,124
I think we might
achieve both.

516
00:25:25,257 --> 00:25:27,326
I need silk ties
and LigaSure.

517
00:25:35,101 --> 00:25:38,104
(DR. PARK SIGHS)

518
00:25:38,237 --> 00:25:39,772
His chest infection leaked
through the diaphragm

519
00:25:39,906 --> 00:25:41,974
into the intraperitoneal
space.

520
00:25:46,112 --> 00:25:47,980
There's an abscess
behind the stomach.

521
00:25:49,381 --> 00:25:51,984
It's making the entire
posterior stomach friable.

522
00:25:52,118 --> 00:25:53,720
What if we use
an intercostal muscle flap

523
00:25:53,853 --> 00:25:55,121
to patch the esophagus
instead?

524
00:25:55,254 --> 00:25:56,889
If we do that,
it raises the risk of sepsis.

525
00:25:57,023 --> 00:25:58,524
The patient
signed off on risk.

526
00:25:58,658 --> 00:26:00,259
We should at least try.
Not this level of risk.

527
00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:01,393
We need
to do the diversion.

528
00:26:01,527 --> 00:26:04,396
Uh... Your idea was good.

529
00:26:04,530 --> 00:26:05,732
Don't give up on it
so fast.

530
00:26:05,865 --> 00:26:07,233
Reverting to diversion
doesn't mean failure.

531
00:26:13,305 --> 00:26:16,175
I searched
"eating meat near me,"
which was a mistake,

532
00:26:16,308 --> 00:26:19,612
but I did get a recommendation
for a steak house
your father might like.

533
00:26:19,746 --> 00:26:21,848
You don't have to be nice
to my parents anymore, Shaun.

534
00:26:21,981 --> 00:26:22,782
We won't be
seeing them again.

535
00:26:22,915 --> 00:26:24,416
Why not?

536
00:26:29,055 --> 00:26:30,990
"We need to talk
about Shaun."

537
00:26:31,123 --> 00:26:32,424
Mm.

538
00:26:32,558 --> 00:26:34,794
They don't think
I'm mature enough

539
00:26:34,927 --> 00:26:37,363
to be in a challenging
relationship.

540
00:26:37,496 --> 00:26:39,732
Leave it to my mom,
she took us both out
in one shot.

541
00:26:43,302 --> 00:26:46,572
You do get
that this is insulting.
To both of us.

542
00:26:46,706 --> 00:26:49,575
From the people who supposedly
love me most in the world.

543
00:26:49,709 --> 00:26:50,609
They don't.

544
00:26:51,711 --> 00:26:53,579
Not the most.

545
00:26:53,713 --> 00:26:54,914
Not anymore.

546
00:27:01,053 --> 00:27:02,054
Lea...

547
00:27:05,892 --> 00:27:08,227
People who meet me

548
00:27:08,360 --> 00:27:11,230
are usually uncomfortable.

549
00:27:11,363 --> 00:27:14,300
And most of the time,
that doesn't go away.

550
00:27:16,002 --> 00:27:17,636
How do you handle that?

551
00:27:19,471 --> 00:27:20,940
I try to be patient.

552
00:27:21,974 --> 00:27:23,509
Sometimes it works.

553
00:27:24,110 --> 00:27:26,112
(INHALES DEEPLY)

554
00:27:26,245 --> 00:27:29,115
Maybe you're a more
mature person than I am.

555
00:27:29,248 --> 00:27:31,317
But I'm not sure
if that is gonna work for me.

556
00:27:43,129 --> 00:27:44,430
Have you seen
Dr. Lim this morning?

557
00:27:44,563 --> 00:27:46,232
Uh, no. Why?

558
00:27:46,365 --> 00:27:47,466
Darya's lawyer called.

559
00:27:47,599 --> 00:27:49,936
I need Dr. Lim.
Dr. Lim's not here.

560
00:27:50,069 --> 00:27:52,004
I don't know
if she'll be in today.

561
00:27:52,138 --> 00:27:54,606
If it's an emergency,
maybe Dr. Glassman...

562
00:27:54,741 --> 00:27:57,443
Dr. Glassman's in meetings
this morning.
Who needs me?

563
00:27:57,576 --> 00:28:00,079
Darya's lawyer is demanding
that the hospital
release her client.

564
00:28:00,212 --> 00:28:02,148
Tell her lawyer we're not
releasing our patient

565
00:28:02,281 --> 00:28:04,183
until she's healthy
unless we receive
a court order.

566
00:28:04,316 --> 00:28:05,384
What's your problem?

567
00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:07,286
Dr. Andrews
encountered complications.

568
00:28:07,419 --> 00:28:09,055
He asked me to inform you
that the surgical plan

569
00:28:09,188 --> 00:28:10,823
needs to change
without the patient's consent.

570
00:28:10,957 --> 00:28:12,224
That's Andrews' call.

571
00:28:12,358 --> 00:28:14,126
I don't need details,
just coffee.

572
00:28:17,463 --> 00:28:19,198
I changed my mind.
I need the details.

573
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:22,034
Stay here.

574
00:28:25,772 --> 00:28:27,639
Long, painful recovery
with a feeding tube,

575
00:28:27,774 --> 00:28:29,675
or risk of death.

576
00:28:29,809 --> 00:28:31,143
As his next of kin,
it's your call.

577
00:28:33,780 --> 00:28:35,147
I have to decide?

578
00:28:35,281 --> 00:28:37,716
You made
a life-or-death choice
for yourself.

579
00:28:37,850 --> 00:28:38,985
In fact,
you insisted on it.

580
00:28:39,118 --> 00:28:40,552
Well, that's different.
The doctors were asking me

581
00:28:40,686 --> 00:28:41,988
to give up something
I really wanted.

582
00:28:42,121 --> 00:28:43,355
The only difference is,
your father is laying

583
00:28:43,489 --> 00:28:45,157
on an operating table
waiting for you to grow up.

584
00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:51,397
If something bad happened,
I'd be responsible.

585
00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:53,165
Yes.

586
00:28:53,299 --> 00:28:55,034
That's the definition
of adulthood.

587
00:29:01,173 --> 00:29:02,508
I don't know what to do.

588
00:29:02,641 --> 00:29:04,043
Of course you don't.

589
00:29:04,176 --> 00:29:05,812
It's an impossible choice.

590
00:29:05,945 --> 00:29:08,380
Terrible things happen
either way.

591
00:29:08,514 --> 00:29:10,249
And, yeah, it's on you.

592
00:29:10,382 --> 00:29:13,052
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

593
00:29:13,185 --> 00:29:14,353
(VOICE BREAKING)
I can't do it.

594
00:29:15,822 --> 00:29:17,189
I just can't.

595
00:29:21,894 --> 00:29:23,195
You're not a grown-up,
Darya.

596
00:29:23,329 --> 00:29:25,197
Luckily.

597
00:29:25,331 --> 00:29:28,868
So those of us who are
will make the impossible
decision for you.

598
00:29:31,303 --> 00:29:34,773
Dr. Andrews will do
the diversion.

599
00:29:34,907 --> 00:29:37,409
Someone will bring you
to see your father
when he's out of surgery.

600
00:29:42,214 --> 00:29:43,215
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

601
00:29:52,424 --> 00:29:53,292
(DOOR CLOSES)

602
00:29:56,695 --> 00:29:57,796
What was that?

603
00:29:57,930 --> 00:29:59,731
I saved that girl
when you couldn't.

604
00:29:59,866 --> 00:30:03,035
Yesterday, you told me
to respect her decision.

605
00:30:03,169 --> 00:30:06,105
Today, you tortured her
into changing her mind.

606
00:30:06,238 --> 00:30:08,875
Oh, did I make
a little girl cry?

607
00:30:09,008 --> 00:30:10,977
I can't do this.
I'm done trying to help you.

608
00:30:11,110 --> 00:30:13,012
(CHUCKLES) Oh, please.
You're never really done.

609
00:30:17,884 --> 00:30:20,119
You know who you were
last night?

610
00:30:20,252 --> 00:30:21,320
My mom.

611
00:30:22,054 --> 00:30:23,890
Drunk, angry,

612
00:30:24,023 --> 00:30:25,824
refusing to lift a finger
to help yourself,

613
00:30:25,958 --> 00:30:28,827
lying about it,
and taking your pain
out on me.

614
00:30:30,796 --> 00:30:32,464
It's gonna keep happening
until you get help.

615
00:30:33,465 --> 00:30:36,102
Take the medication,
talk to someone,

616
00:30:36,735 --> 00:30:38,137
do something.

617
00:30:39,071 --> 00:30:40,072
Please.

618
00:30:45,978 --> 00:30:47,813
I'm not your mother, Claire.

619
00:30:47,947 --> 00:30:49,815
I'm not your responsibility.

620
00:30:49,949 --> 00:30:51,850
I'm your boss.

621
00:30:51,984 --> 00:30:53,319
And I don't owe you anything.

622
00:31:07,766 --> 00:31:10,102
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

623
00:31:10,236 --> 00:31:11,670
(SIGHS DEEPLY)

624
00:31:11,803 --> 00:31:14,573
Shaun?
What are you doing here?

625
00:31:17,709 --> 00:31:20,012
You're wrong
about me and Lea.

626
00:31:20,146 --> 00:31:23,049
Oh. Well, no offense, Shaun,
but this is between family.

627
00:31:23,182 --> 00:31:26,218
Lea is my girlfriend,

628
00:31:26,352 --> 00:31:28,220
and the texts you sent
were about us.

629
00:31:28,354 --> 00:31:30,489
We're sorry
you saw those.

630
00:31:30,622 --> 00:31:33,525
Shaun,
you're a very nice young man,

631
00:31:33,659 --> 00:31:36,528
and we enjoyed
meeting you.

632
00:31:36,662 --> 00:31:38,330
It's just... (SCOFFS)

633
00:31:38,464 --> 00:31:40,499
We've known Lea
a lot longer
than you have.

634
00:31:40,632 --> 00:31:42,501
Yeah, she's, um...

635
00:31:42,634 --> 00:31:44,736
Well, I mean,
she has a good heart,

636
00:31:44,870 --> 00:31:46,272
she just doesn't
think ahead.

637
00:31:46,405 --> 00:31:48,874
And she will do anything
to get under our skin.

638
00:31:49,008 --> 00:31:51,143
You wouldn't believe
some of the people
she's dated.

639
00:31:52,444 --> 00:31:54,646
I'm different

640
00:31:54,780 --> 00:31:57,916
than anyone she's ever dated.

641
00:31:58,050 --> 00:31:59,518
How is that not a change?

642
00:31:59,651 --> 00:32:01,553
That's true, Shaun.

643
00:32:01,687 --> 00:32:04,190
I'm just not sure
it's a good thing.

644
00:32:13,699 --> 00:32:15,367
You knew her then.

645
00:32:16,868 --> 00:32:19,471
You don't know her now.

646
00:32:19,605 --> 00:32:22,074
All you know
are her mistakes.

647
00:32:22,208 --> 00:32:25,577
And you don't trust her
because you aren't sure
you were good parents.

648
00:32:30,082 --> 00:32:33,652
You said our relationship
has challenges.

649
00:32:33,785 --> 00:32:34,786
You're right.

650
00:32:38,757 --> 00:32:42,294
Lea and I
go through challenges
together.

651
00:32:42,428 --> 00:32:44,396
It's one of the things
that makes us stronger.

652
00:32:45,864 --> 00:32:49,335
Lea challenges me
to try things,

653
00:32:49,468 --> 00:32:51,337
even things
I know I won't like,

654
00:32:51,470 --> 00:32:53,972
because it is not
always better
to stop and think.

655
00:32:54,106 --> 00:32:57,409
And I make Lea patient,
because I can be
very frustrating.

656
00:32:58,944 --> 00:33:00,246
So can the two of you.

657
00:33:04,383 --> 00:33:09,421
Maybe this challenge
will make your relationship
stronger, too.

658
00:33:23,569 --> 00:33:25,104
(EXHALES DEEPLY)

659
00:33:26,072 --> 00:33:27,239
(MONITOR BEEPING)

660
00:33:32,944 --> 00:33:35,614
If you really think I should
have the spinal surgery,

661
00:33:37,083 --> 00:33:38,317
I trust you.

662
00:33:40,152 --> 00:33:41,487
I do.

663
00:33:43,922 --> 00:33:45,457
I'm sorry.

664
00:33:47,959 --> 00:33:50,829
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

665
00:33:50,962 --> 00:33:52,998
(SIGHS)

666
00:33:53,132 --> 00:33:54,866
Ever since
your mother died,

667
00:33:57,169 --> 00:33:58,304
I've been scared.

668
00:34:01,140 --> 00:34:03,809
What did I know about raising
a little girl all by myself?

669
00:34:03,942 --> 00:34:07,479
(CHUCKLES) And you...
You were a handful.

670
00:34:08,514 --> 00:34:10,449
Bouncing off the walls,

671
00:34:10,582 --> 00:34:12,484
backflips
off the furniture.

672
00:34:12,618 --> 00:34:15,187
You couldn't get me to the gym
fast enough.

673
00:34:15,321 --> 00:34:18,924
Because
when you were on the beam,

674
00:34:20,626 --> 00:34:22,661
or flipping
through the air,

675
00:34:24,630 --> 00:34:25,697
you're not just
a little girl.

676
00:34:25,831 --> 00:34:29,067
You are
an amazing athlete.

677
00:34:30,836 --> 00:34:32,671
As your coach,

678
00:34:32,804 --> 00:34:35,507
you make me feel amazing,
too.

679
00:34:38,977 --> 00:34:40,846
All this time,

680
00:34:40,979 --> 00:34:43,749
I thought I was giving you
exactly what you needed.

681
00:34:47,119 --> 00:34:49,421
But I was wrong.

682
00:34:49,555 --> 00:34:52,524
What you needed
was for me to be your dad.

683
00:34:53,925 --> 00:34:56,128
And what your dad
would have told you,

684
00:34:57,229 --> 00:34:59,131
that no matter
how you look,

685
00:35:01,433 --> 00:35:03,135
or what you achieve,

686
00:35:05,171 --> 00:35:07,339
you will always be
a beautiful,

687
00:35:07,473 --> 00:35:11,009
strong superstar to me.

688
00:35:15,247 --> 00:35:17,383
(INHALES SHAKILY)

689
00:35:18,884 --> 00:35:20,552
(SIGHS)

690
00:35:25,291 --> 00:35:26,825
Thanks, Dad.
Yeah.

691
00:35:33,865 --> 00:35:34,600
DR. GLASSMAN: Thank you.

692
00:35:44,176 --> 00:35:45,644
(SIGHS)

693
00:35:54,486 --> 00:35:56,588
I like you.
Okay?

694
00:35:57,022 --> 00:35:58,257
Stop.

695
00:35:58,390 --> 00:36:00,492
You're gonna
make me cry.

696
00:36:00,626 --> 00:36:02,160
You're a very cynical person,
you know that?

697
00:36:02,294 --> 00:36:04,630
Mm, actually, I'm not.

698
00:36:04,763 --> 00:36:08,166
But you're
a very grouchy person
who cannot give a compliment.

699
00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:10,135
(INHALES SHARPLY)

700
00:36:10,269 --> 00:36:11,603
(SIGHS)

701
00:36:13,272 --> 00:36:15,774
You're funny.
You're smart.

702
00:36:16,608 --> 00:36:18,410
And you make Shaun happy.

703
00:36:18,544 --> 00:36:20,178
(CUP THUDS)

704
00:36:20,312 --> 00:36:22,080
Which I guess
is a good thing,

705
00:36:22,214 --> 00:36:25,384
but it also means
you can make him
very, very sad.

706
00:36:25,517 --> 00:36:26,985
And that worries me,
frankly.

707
00:36:28,119 --> 00:36:30,889
I am not planning
on hurting Shaun.

708
00:36:31,022 --> 00:36:33,792
It's rarely intentional,
you know?

709
00:36:37,596 --> 00:36:40,632
My parents have
an issue with Shaun.

710
00:36:43,469 --> 00:36:46,438
And I just don't
want Shaun's parent

711
00:36:46,572 --> 00:36:48,640
to have a problem
with us, too.

712
00:36:52,010 --> 00:36:53,445
Too bad.

713
00:36:58,384 --> 00:37:00,352
Everything Shaun
has gone through,

714
00:37:01,687 --> 00:37:06,024
all the rejection
and the pain,

715
00:37:07,793 --> 00:37:10,329
the victories,
they all belong to him.

716
00:37:13,098 --> 00:37:16,402
But I feel every single high

717
00:37:16,535 --> 00:37:19,037
and every single low.

718
00:37:21,507 --> 00:37:23,575
So, I'm sorry, I'm...

719
00:37:25,911 --> 00:37:27,779
I'm not going to stop
worrying about him,

720
00:37:27,913 --> 00:37:30,682
even if
he doesn't need me to.

721
00:37:36,187 --> 00:37:40,091
Well, if Shaun saw
that stain on your tie,
it would drive him crazy.

722
00:37:55,206 --> 00:37:56,342
Hey, Liv.

723
00:37:56,475 --> 00:37:58,544
I'm sorry we didn't get
to perform your surgery,

724
00:37:58,677 --> 00:38:01,547
but I'm really proud
of the way you stepped up.

725
00:38:03,782 --> 00:38:05,484
That surgery
wasn't mine.

726
00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:07,386
Of course it was,
and it was brilliant...

727
00:38:07,519 --> 00:38:09,287
And neither was
the stone.

728
00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:14,360
That story you told me about
how you spotted my talent?

729
00:38:14,493 --> 00:38:15,727
Um, I don't remember
any of it.

730
00:38:18,029 --> 00:38:19,598
I didn't paint that rock,

731
00:38:19,731 --> 00:38:22,067
and if I handed it to you,

732
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:24,636
it didn't mean anything
because I was five.

733
00:38:24,770 --> 00:38:28,340
You have been carrying around
a memory for over 20 years

734
00:38:28,474 --> 00:38:31,577
that represents your dream,
not mine.

735
00:38:31,710 --> 00:38:33,278
Clearly, that's not
entirely true.

736
00:38:33,412 --> 00:38:34,646
You went
to medical school.

737
00:38:34,780 --> 00:38:37,315
Because I do want
to be a great doctor.

738
00:38:37,449 --> 00:38:39,184
I wanted it so bad

739
00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:42,287
that I let you push me
to think up
some flashy surgery,

740
00:38:42,421 --> 00:38:44,756
even when my instincts
already told me

741
00:38:44,890 --> 00:38:46,925
to do what I thought
was the right thing,

742
00:38:47,058 --> 00:38:49,495
and was the right thing.

743
00:38:49,628 --> 00:38:51,062
Livvy, I just want to help you
be the best...

744
00:38:51,196 --> 00:38:53,665
You want me
to be Jordan.

745
00:38:53,799 --> 00:38:57,569
If you're looking
to mold someone in your image,
she's perfect.

746
00:38:59,938 --> 00:39:01,773
But, Uncle Marcus,
I've got to be me.

747
00:39:03,842 --> 00:39:05,343
And you can't
help me do that.

748
00:39:13,585 --> 00:39:14,786
Hey.

749
00:39:18,123 --> 00:39:21,159
I'm still gonna brag on you
like a proud uncle.
You know that, right?

750
00:39:21,292 --> 00:39:22,193
(CHUCKLES)

751
00:39:33,939 --> 00:39:35,306
Dr. Jackson.

752
00:39:35,441 --> 00:39:36,808
(CHUCKLES)

753
00:39:46,852 --> 00:39:48,219
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

754
00:39:59,498 --> 00:40:00,732
(DOOR CLOSES)

755
00:40:00,866 --> 00:40:03,435
It's your parents.
Yep, Shaun. I saw.

756
00:40:03,569 --> 00:40:05,170
They probably
want something.

757
00:40:05,303 --> 00:40:07,606
We should prepare.
Either they want
to yell at us,

758
00:40:07,739 --> 00:40:09,407
in which case,
we should not answer the door,

759
00:40:09,541 --> 00:40:11,176
or they could want to take us
for dinner...

760
00:40:11,309 --> 00:40:12,844
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
...but we are already
halfway through...

761
00:40:12,978 --> 00:40:14,079
They want to take us
to dinner.

762
00:40:16,314 --> 00:40:17,415
Should I open the door?

763
00:40:18,149 --> 00:40:19,150
What do you think?

764
00:40:21,319 --> 00:40:22,854
I think...

765
00:40:29,027 --> 00:40:31,730
...they must have been
good parents.

766
00:40:35,834 --> 00:40:39,037
We should have dinner
with them.

767
00:40:39,170 --> 00:40:40,238
Do you want
to text them back?

768
00:40:42,574 --> 00:40:44,275
(CELL PHONE THUDS)

769
00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:49,781
(SIGHS)

770
00:41:05,631 --> 00:41:08,066
Last year,
after my mom died,

771
00:41:08,199 --> 00:41:12,270
I was going through
some problems emotionally.

772
00:41:12,403 --> 00:41:14,806
I was diagnosed
with PTSD.

773
00:41:16,407 --> 00:41:17,442
I see.

774
00:41:17,576 --> 00:41:18,944
Melendez knew.

775
00:41:19,077 --> 00:41:21,647
Um... Morgan found out
because she's Morgan.

776
00:41:21,780 --> 00:41:23,882
But I didn't tell
anyone else.

777
00:41:24,015 --> 00:41:25,917
I... I didn't want
anyone to know.

778
00:41:26,051 --> 00:41:27,919
Why are you
telling me this now?

779
00:41:29,387 --> 00:41:30,922
Because

780
00:41:32,390 --> 00:41:35,326
Lim is going through
something like it,

781
00:41:35,460 --> 00:41:36,361
but maybe worse.

782
00:41:37,896 --> 00:41:40,431
She isn't going
to therapy.

783
00:41:40,566 --> 00:41:41,867
She has refused medication.
She...

784
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,302
Okay. Um...
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

785
00:41:44,435 --> 00:41:46,538
I don't think you should
be telling me this.

786
00:41:46,672 --> 00:41:48,106
Whatever Lim told you,

787
00:41:48,239 --> 00:41:50,141
she told you in confidence
and as a friend.

788
00:41:50,275 --> 00:41:52,611
Mm. But she's not
just a friend.
She's my boss.

789
00:41:54,445 --> 00:41:55,313
You're her boss.

790
00:41:56,582 --> 00:41:58,917
So I'm telling you
because

791
00:41:59,050 --> 00:42:01,352
I have no place else
to turn.

792
00:42:01,486 --> 00:42:03,789
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
She won't let me help

793
00:42:03,922 --> 00:42:05,591
because she says
it's not my job.
And she's right.

794
00:42:08,594 --> 00:42:11,963
But it's your job
to protect the hospital.

795
00:42:13,431 --> 00:42:14,566
And her.

796
00:42:19,170 --> 00:42:20,005
So...

797
00:42:25,243 --> 00:42:26,544
(THUNDER RUMBLES IN DISTANCE)

798
00:42:26,678 --> 00:42:28,614
(RAIN FALLING)

799
00:42:30,281 --> 00:42:32,017
(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)