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We are having a baby.

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Morning, Shaun.

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Were you
watching me sleep?

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Yes.

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Hmm.

6
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We are having a baby.

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Mm.

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And that baby
is making me feel

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like I ate
three-month-old sushi.

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(SIGHS)

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Good morning, berry.

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Why are you making Mommy
feel this way?

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Are we naming it Berry?

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For now,
because he's the size
of a blueberry.

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I can just picture
your face

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on a little
blueberry-sized baby.

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At week seven,
the fetus has developed
webbed hands and feet,

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and you have started
to form a mucus plug.

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Ooh, your breath
is killing me, Shaun.

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I brushed my teeth twice
because I thought
we might have sex.

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The mint from the...
The toothpaste is, um...

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It's... Mm-mm.

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(SNIFFS)

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****

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Stop smirking like
you're picturing me naked.

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Don't have to picture it.
Saw it already.

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You're running a little late.
Did I keep you up
too long last night?

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Don't flatter yourself.

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I'm not late,
and it wasn't that long.

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What are you doing?

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Shielding us
from the rain.

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What do you think this is,
The Notebook?

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It's raining,
and I shared my umbrella.

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Having sex
doesn't make us a thing.

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We need to make
clear boundaries.

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I don't need
romantic gestures
from you.

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I shared my umbrella.
I didn't propose.

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But I hear your message
loud and clear.

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You hate me,
I hate you.

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See you tonight?

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(DOORBELL RINGS)

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Can I help you?

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Hello, Claire.

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My name's Miles Browne.

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I'm...

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Your father.

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What are you
doing here?

48
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I've owed you a lot of answers
for a long time, and...

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Go home.

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Um, whoa.
I just, uh...

51
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Well... Well, I wish
I... I was a... A better...

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Um, uh...

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I don't want you to...

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(STAMMERS)

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Can you lift your arms?

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Uh...
Keep them up.

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Okay. Repeat after me.

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"Don't cry
over spilled milk."

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D-Don't...

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F-fry...

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(BREATHING SHAKILY)
Oh.

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We need to get you
to the hospital.

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I think
you're having a stroke.

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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The quickstep
is my nemesis.

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I lost my footing and landed
on a 90-year-old judge

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with very sharp elbows.

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And he insisted I come in
even though I'm fine.

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Just a little sore.

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Yeah, but Maya's
"a little sore"

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is a normal person's
excruciating.

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Take the compliment, babe.

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You're shivering.

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The abdomen is tense
and distended.

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She's hypotensive.

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We need to do
an ultrasound

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to check for
acute abdominal injury.

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I'm fine.

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When did you start
feeling lightheaded?

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About an hour ago.

81
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There is significant pressure
in the abdominal contents.

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What does that mean?

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She has
a retroperitoneal bleed.

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We need to get you
into surgery right away.

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****

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Hi, Mr. Browne.

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I'm Dr. Allen.

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This is Dr. Park.

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How are you feeling?

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Much better.

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I see where Claire
gets her good looks.

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BP looks good.
124 over 83.

93
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Have you had
these symptoms before?

94
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Happens sometimes
when I get migraines.

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Migraines come
when I'm stressed.

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Don't cry
over spilled milk.

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Look, I don't want to take up
too much of your time,

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but is it possible we can
go somewhere quiet and talk?

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Maybe we could
grab a coffee
or dessert.

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You know, you used to love
rocky road ice cream.

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Is that still
your favorite flavor?

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You just had a major
neurological event.

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We need to run some CT scans
to identify the cause.

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DR. ANDREWS:
Found the bleeder.
Clamp.

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Need to open up the
retroperitoneal space
and pack.

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BP's still dropping.

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She's not clotting.

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She have any history
of hemophilia
or bleeding disorder?

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No.
Push FFP, TXA
and fibrinogen.

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Pack more lap pads
and evacuate the hematoma.

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(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

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(RAPID BEEPING)

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ENRIQUE: Pressure's rising.

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(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)

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This young lady almost died

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from a collision
with an elbow.

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There must be something else
going on here.

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Find out what it is.

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We'll start by scanning
your abdomen.

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I'll help you up
on the bed.

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MILES: You were right.

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(OVER INTERCOM)
It wasn't a migraine.

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I have terminal cancer.

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****

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His oncologist
started him on chemo.

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It shrunk the tumor,
but Miles didn't finish it.

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The location
of the metastases

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still likely leaves it
inoperable.

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JORDAN: I don't know.

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If we use transcatheter

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hepatic artery
chemoembolization,

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we might be able to attack
the tumor and spare his liver.

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Claire? What do you think?

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It's the patient's
decision.

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You should
take it to him.

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Let him decide.

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(DOOR OPENS)

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You have abnormally
large platelets.

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It's a rare condition called
Bernard-Soulier syndrome,

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which makes it very difficult
for your blood to clot.

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It's why you almost bled out
during surgery.

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LEO: Is it treatable?
Will she be okay?

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There's no cure,
but it is manageable.

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Keep an eye out
for pain or bruising

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or any other symptoms
that don't go away.

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That can be a sign
of a larger problem.

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It's just
a pulled muscle.

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You don't know that.

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My left leg has been
bothering me for a few weeks.

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LEO: Months.

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I'm not overreacting.

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****

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We'll need to run CTs
of your hip and femur

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to rule out osteoarthritis
or an occult fracture.

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****

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How does that feel?
Weird.

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Oh.
Better?

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Sure.

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Why do I need this?

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Back pain is
a common symptom
of pregnancy.

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It's preventative.

162
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You should take these twice
a day with food or milk,

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preferably food.

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I already have
prenatal vitamins.

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You have the chewable
gummy kind.

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Tablets are better
for the fetus.

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Will you please stop
calling it a fetus?

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It is a fetus.

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It's our baby.

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I don't need you
to do any of this, Shaun.

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What do you
need me to do?

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Just be the dad,
not the doctor.

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Do you think
I'm gonna drink this?

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What's in it?

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Urine? Saliva?
Tropical fish?

176
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Coffee.

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00:08:04,084 --> 00:08:06,286
Dr. Park, need to talk to you
about our implant patient.

178
00:08:06,419 --> 00:08:08,488
Let's do an additional
split-thickness skin graft.

179
00:08:08,622 --> 00:08:10,891
That's a pretty long
and complicated procedure.
Mm-hmm.

180
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If you're gonna scrub in,
you'll probably need the
caffeine more than I do.

181
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I hear you've been keeping
some pretty late nights.

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Too much caffeine
before surgery
leads to unsteady hands.

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I can assure you,
I'm well-rested.

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I don't need the coffee.

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****

186
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Your father
refused surgery.

187
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His slurred speech
was a side effect of chemo.

188
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Treatment
almost took him out.

189
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He doesn't want
to try again.

190
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Thanks for
letting me know.

191
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****

192
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I know a lot of girls
who didn't have their fathers,

193
00:09:03,677 --> 00:09:05,378
but yours did something
theirs didn't.

194
00:09:06,780 --> 00:09:08,148
He came back.

195
00:09:08,281 --> 00:09:11,518
(CHUCKLES) He came back
to absolve himself of guilt.

196
00:09:11,652 --> 00:09:12,953
It's a gift
I'm not giving him.

197
00:09:13,086 --> 00:09:15,022
That's his burden to carry.

198
00:09:15,155 --> 00:09:18,158
Forgiveness isn't for
the one you're forgiving.

199
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It's for you.

200
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(CELL PHONE BEEPS)

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00:09:24,031 --> 00:09:25,532
(GASPS) It's Miles.

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His liver's bleeding.

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Go.

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****

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00:09:39,046 --> 00:09:40,714
(MACHINE WHIRRING)

206
00:09:43,651 --> 00:09:45,686
They seem like
a very nice couple.

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00:09:45,819 --> 00:09:47,788
Very... Connected.

208
00:09:50,357 --> 00:09:52,025
I wish I knew
how to be like that.

209
00:09:54,161 --> 00:09:55,462
They're not a couple.

210
00:09:56,930 --> 00:09:58,031
Leo's gay.

211
00:09:59,867 --> 00:10:03,070
Can gay people really
detect other gay people?

212
00:10:03,203 --> 00:10:05,205
You can if you check out
their Instagram.

213
00:10:07,474 --> 00:10:08,742
Dr. Murphy...

214
00:10:09,943 --> 00:10:11,411
I don't think
she has arthritis,

215
00:10:11,544 --> 00:10:12,813
but I don't know
what this is.

216
00:10:16,183 --> 00:10:19,552
Her disorder
caused blood-filled
pseudotumors in her leg.

217
00:10:21,321 --> 00:10:23,090
The blood
ate away her bone.

218
00:10:28,595 --> 00:10:29,797
JORDAN: Your liver
was bleeding

219
00:10:29,930 --> 00:10:33,000
because your tumor
exceeded its blood supply.

220
00:10:33,133 --> 00:10:35,435
It puts you at risk
for serious complications,

221
00:10:36,203 --> 00:10:37,370
even a fatal one.

222
00:10:38,739 --> 00:10:41,174
Please reconsider
the surgery.

223
00:10:41,308 --> 00:10:43,076
I'm not afraid
of dying.

224
00:10:44,778 --> 00:10:47,948
Where's my daughter?
Why isn't she here
telling me any of this?

225
00:10:48,081 --> 00:10:49,783
(MONITOR BEEPING)

226
00:10:49,917 --> 00:10:51,651
****

227
00:10:58,125 --> 00:10:59,960
I think it's time
for me to go home.

228
00:11:02,029 --> 00:11:04,331
What about
3-D-printed scaffolding?

229
00:11:04,464 --> 00:11:06,934
We could re-create
the shape of the bone,
graft new stem cells,

230
00:11:07,067 --> 00:11:09,602
and allograft onto it
to generate new growth.

231
00:11:09,737 --> 00:11:12,806
Her underlying disorder
would eat away the new bone.

232
00:11:12,940 --> 00:11:15,809
Everything I do upsets Lea
and makes her mad at me.

233
00:11:18,478 --> 00:11:20,313
Oh. That's what
I'm doing here,
I'm guessing?

234
00:11:20,447 --> 00:11:22,215
Mm-hmm. Yes.

235
00:11:22,349 --> 00:11:25,318
You're both here
because I have
two questions.

236
00:11:25,452 --> 00:11:27,320
When I tell my patient
her femur bone is destroyed,

237
00:11:27,454 --> 00:11:29,056
she is going to ask
if I can save her leg,

238
00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:31,158
and I don't have
an answer to that.

239
00:11:31,291 --> 00:11:33,526
Lea and I are in love.
We're going to have a baby.

240
00:11:33,660 --> 00:11:35,963
We should feel
very happy right now,

241
00:11:36,096 --> 00:11:37,898
but I feel like I'm living
with a stranger

242
00:11:38,031 --> 00:11:40,868
who doesn't want me
to breathe on them.

243
00:11:41,001 --> 00:11:42,135
We could do
an expandable

244
00:11:42,269 --> 00:11:43,871
osseointegrated
limb replacement.

245
00:11:44,004 --> 00:11:46,406
Too risky.
Too many surgeries, yeah.

246
00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:49,676
Well, you're gonna
have a kid, Shaun.

247
00:11:49,810 --> 00:11:53,146
You... You can't
expect everything
to be the same.

248
00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:54,647
Lea's going through
a whole lot of changes.

249
00:11:54,782 --> 00:11:55,883
You both are.

250
00:11:56,016 --> 00:11:57,985
N-No, I'm the same.

251
00:11:58,118 --> 00:11:59,853
Well, maybe that's
the problem, Shaun.

252
00:11:59,987 --> 00:12:03,323
You're in a relationship
with three people now.

253
00:12:03,456 --> 00:12:05,158
You're gonna have to
make some adjustments.

254
00:12:05,292 --> 00:12:06,159
Both of you.

255
00:12:11,264 --> 00:12:13,133
Okay.

256
00:12:13,266 --> 00:12:15,535
We could use
high-density polyethylene

257
00:12:15,668 --> 00:12:18,806
on the distal femoral segment
to anchor it to the tendons.

258
00:12:18,939 --> 00:12:20,140
I don't like adjusting.

259
00:12:20,273 --> 00:12:21,674
****

260
00:12:26,479 --> 00:12:28,381
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

261
00:12:28,515 --> 00:12:30,183
You wanted to see me?

262
00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:36,356
If we discharge him,
he's going to die.

263
00:12:39,726 --> 00:12:44,832
I don't expect you would
feel anything but contempt
for Miles.

264
00:12:44,965 --> 00:12:49,202
He was supposed to
take care of you,
and he didn't.

265
00:12:49,336 --> 00:12:52,940
And now I'm asking you
to do for him what
he never did for you.

266
00:12:53,073 --> 00:12:54,307
No, he did
take care of me.

267
00:12:54,441 --> 00:12:55,242
He just quit.

268
00:12:57,710 --> 00:12:59,512
He used to pick me up
every day after school.

269
00:13:03,884 --> 00:13:07,220
And then, one day,
he just stopped showing up.

270
00:13:09,622 --> 00:13:12,625
And for years after,
I would come home,

271
00:13:12,759 --> 00:13:16,229
I'd make sure the curtains
were open, and I'd wait.

272
00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:19,632
If a car slowed down
in front of the house,

273
00:13:19,766 --> 00:13:22,602
I'd imagine it was him
coming to grab me up
and rescue me,

274
00:13:22,735 --> 00:13:25,472
and I thought
if I wanted it enough,
he'd come back.

275
00:13:25,605 --> 00:13:28,241
So I just... I just had to
want it more, you know?

276
00:13:31,979 --> 00:13:34,681
And finally, I gave up.
I stopped looking
out the window.

277
00:13:39,519 --> 00:13:42,255
I grieved and buried
my father a long time ago,
and I'm just...

278
00:13:42,389 --> 00:13:45,993
I'm not interested
in getting to know him

279
00:13:46,126 --> 00:13:47,827
just to grieve him
all over again.

280
00:13:52,632 --> 00:13:55,468
But he's still your father,
and you're still you.

281
00:13:59,639 --> 00:14:01,674
Some day you'll hate yourself
if you turn your back on him.

282
00:14:03,143 --> 00:14:05,478
****

283
00:14:07,747 --> 00:14:10,017
We would secure
the titanium prosthetic

284
00:14:10,150 --> 00:14:11,684
to the hip socket and tibia

285
00:14:11,818 --> 00:14:14,321
using cement augmentation
for stability and support.

286
00:14:14,454 --> 00:14:17,424
You would have
full flexibility
and range of motion,

287
00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:20,293
and with physical therapy,
you should be able
to dance again.

288
00:14:21,328 --> 00:14:22,329
If you survive the surgery.

289
00:14:24,431 --> 00:14:26,533
I could die?
Yes.

290
00:14:26,666 --> 00:14:29,502
There is
a 10% to 15% chance,
approximately.

291
00:14:29,636 --> 00:14:32,505
Femur replacement is
a very complicated procedure,

292
00:14:32,639 --> 00:14:35,175
made even riskier by
your underlying condition.

293
00:14:35,308 --> 00:14:37,677
The safest route
is to amputate.

294
00:14:37,810 --> 00:14:41,648
Very little chance
of major complication
during surgery,

295
00:14:41,781 --> 00:14:44,517
and there have been great
advancements in prosthetics.

296
00:14:44,651 --> 00:14:46,319
My dance career
would be over.

297
00:14:48,021 --> 00:14:51,691
Most likely, but you would
still have your life.

298
00:14:51,824 --> 00:14:53,226
My life is dance.

299
00:14:54,461 --> 00:14:55,862
I...

300
00:14:55,996 --> 00:14:57,998
Do whatever it takes
to save the leg.

301
00:14:58,131 --> 00:14:59,899
Oh, My.

302
00:15:00,033 --> 00:15:02,235
It's too big a risk.

303
00:15:02,369 --> 00:15:04,037
You know
what this means to me.

304
00:15:05,172 --> 00:15:07,574
Hey.

305
00:15:07,707 --> 00:15:10,343
But if there's a chance
I could die tomorrow,

306
00:15:12,212 --> 00:15:14,181
there's something
I have to do first.

307
00:15:14,314 --> 00:15:16,216
** Maybe I played
My cards wrong

308
00:15:16,349 --> 00:15:19,319
** Oh, just a little bit wrong

309
00:15:19,452 --> 00:15:23,756
** Oh, baby, I-I-I

310
00:15:23,890 --> 00:15:25,858
** Apologize for it

311
00:15:25,993 --> 00:15:28,161
** I could fall, or I could fly

312
00:15:28,295 --> 00:15:31,064
** Here in your aeroplane

313
00:15:31,198 --> 00:15:32,532
** And I could live

314
00:15:32,665 --> 00:15:36,536
** I could die hanging
On the words you say

315
00:15:36,669 --> 00:15:38,205
** And I've been known
To give my all

316
00:15:39,039 --> 00:15:40,307
** Sitting back

317
00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:46,113
** Looking at every mess
That I've made

318
00:15:46,246 --> 00:15:49,416
** So don't call me baby

319
00:15:52,052 --> 00:15:54,988
** Unless you mean it...

320
00:15:55,122 --> 00:15:59,392
It is very hard to believe
these two are not having sex.

321
00:16:02,295 --> 00:16:05,032
** If you don't believe it

322
00:16:06,333 --> 00:16:08,901
** Let me know the truth

323
00:16:09,036 --> 00:16:14,307
** Before I dive
Right into you

324
00:16:14,441 --> 00:16:19,612
** Before I dive
Right into you

325
00:16:19,746 --> 00:16:24,417
** Before I dive
Right into you **

326
00:16:34,961 --> 00:16:37,430
****

327
00:16:40,567 --> 00:16:43,036
DR. REZNICK: You should
come over tonight.

328
00:16:43,170 --> 00:16:46,039
Unless you need to
rest up for your
Franken-penis surgery.

329
00:16:46,173 --> 00:16:48,941
You embarrassed me
in front of a superior.

330
00:16:52,212 --> 00:16:53,580
Did you get fired?

331
00:16:53,713 --> 00:16:54,847
Did you get pulled
off the surgery?

332
00:16:56,683 --> 00:16:58,985
I was just getting you back
for giving me
that rancid coffee.

333
00:16:59,119 --> 00:17:00,787
It was coffee.

334
00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:03,423
Plain coffee
with one cream
and one sugar,

335
00:17:03,556 --> 00:17:05,258
the exact coffee
I've seen you have

336
00:17:05,392 --> 00:17:07,194
every day
for the last three years.

337
00:17:07,327 --> 00:17:08,961
I was being nice.

338
00:17:09,096 --> 00:17:11,831
Same reason
I put an umbrella
over your gigantic head.

339
00:17:11,964 --> 00:17:13,466
I was being
a decent human being.

340
00:17:14,767 --> 00:17:17,170
When did we start
doing that?

341
00:17:17,304 --> 00:17:20,640
How was I supposed to know
you didn't dose my coffee?

342
00:17:20,773 --> 00:17:22,975
Because I'm not an emotionally
stunted person. You are.

343
00:17:23,110 --> 00:17:25,578
Anything that
resembles intimacy
freaks you out,

344
00:17:25,712 --> 00:17:28,047
and you start
throwing blows...
Low ones.

345
00:17:31,151 --> 00:17:34,221
And if hooking up causes you
to cross boundaries like that,

346
00:17:34,354 --> 00:17:36,456
it's better to go back
to the way things were.

347
00:17:36,589 --> 00:17:38,958
Barely friends, no benefits.

348
00:17:40,093 --> 00:17:42,495
****

349
00:17:47,634 --> 00:17:49,569
(MONITOR BEEPING)

350
00:17:53,173 --> 00:17:54,207
You're in love with him.

351
00:17:55,842 --> 00:17:56,876
Aren't you?

352
00:17:58,978 --> 00:18:00,513
Is that why you're
having the surgery?

353
00:18:02,014 --> 00:18:05,518
You're afraid that if you
lose dance, you lose him?

354
00:18:08,788 --> 00:18:12,192
You are risking your life
to save something that...

355
00:18:13,593 --> 00:18:14,527
Isn't real.

356
00:18:15,728 --> 00:18:18,731
Leo and I
share a life together.

357
00:18:18,865 --> 00:18:20,533
We're partners
in every sense
of the word...

358
00:18:22,202 --> 00:18:22,935
Except one.

359
00:18:27,807 --> 00:18:32,779
My best friend growing up
was a girl named Rachel.

360
00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:37,684
She and I lived in
a very religious community,

361
00:18:37,817 --> 00:18:40,387
so it was kind of assumed
we'd get married.

362
00:18:40,520 --> 00:18:42,455
Which was fine with me,
because Rachel was...

363
00:18:45,192 --> 00:18:46,459
Beautiful...

364
00:18:46,593 --> 00:18:49,128
And smart and funny.

365
00:18:51,664 --> 00:18:52,565
And I loved her.

366
00:18:54,334 --> 00:18:56,436
But then I fell in love
with the boy down the street.

367
00:18:58,004 --> 00:19:00,139
He never knew.
Nothing ever happened
between us.

368
00:19:02,309 --> 00:19:03,576
But it's like
all of a sudden,

369
00:19:04,911 --> 00:19:06,078
the world...

370
00:19:08,248 --> 00:19:10,283
Lit up.

371
00:19:10,417 --> 00:19:13,586
And I realized
Rachel and I wasn't enough.

372
00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:19,592
I had been lying to myself
and to her.

373
00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:25,598
She deserved to be loved
and wanted in a way that...

374
00:19:28,735 --> 00:19:29,836
Lit up someone's world.

375
00:19:33,005 --> 00:19:35,508
And she spent years
loving someone

376
00:19:35,642 --> 00:19:37,009
who could never
give her that.

377
00:19:40,547 --> 00:19:42,282
You need to tell Leo
how you feel.

378
00:19:44,817 --> 00:19:46,486
****

379
00:19:49,656 --> 00:19:52,225
We share our secrets,
our pain.

380
00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:55,628
He listens to me
when I've had a bad day.

381
00:19:57,129 --> 00:19:58,631
He holds me
when I'm scared.

382
00:19:59,766 --> 00:20:01,434
****

383
00:20:05,372 --> 00:20:07,073
I don't want anything
to change between us.

384
00:20:14,113 --> 00:20:17,016
(JAMES ARTHUR'S
FALLING LIKE THE STARS
PLAYING)

385
00:20:17,149 --> 00:20:18,818
** I swear to God
When I come home

386
00:20:20,987 --> 00:20:23,055
** I'm gonna hold you so close

387
00:20:25,592 --> 00:20:27,460
** I swear to God
When I come home

388
00:20:27,594 --> 00:20:29,629
** I'll never let go...

389
00:20:29,762 --> 00:20:31,298
Would you like me
to spin you?

390
00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:33,866
Okay.

391
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:35,835
** Like a river, I flow...

392
00:20:35,968 --> 00:20:37,737
Okay.

393
00:20:37,870 --> 00:20:40,039
** To the ocean I know...

394
00:20:42,342 --> 00:20:43,376
Ow.

395
00:20:44,444 --> 00:20:46,479
** Guiding me home...

396
00:20:48,648 --> 00:20:52,852
Okay, the s-swaying
is making me feel
really pukey right now.

397
00:20:52,985 --> 00:20:54,687
Can we maybe try this
at another time?

398
00:20:56,356 --> 00:20:57,757
Ooh.

399
00:20:57,890 --> 00:21:01,193
** We're fallin' like the stars

400
00:21:01,328 --> 00:21:02,562
** Falling in love **

401
00:21:02,695 --> 00:21:03,730
(MUSIC STOPS)

402
00:21:17,176 --> 00:21:17,910
I feel...

403
00:21:22,749 --> 00:21:27,720
Disconnected from you
and the baby, which...

404
00:21:29,356 --> 00:21:31,624
Yes, you are very
connected to already,

405
00:21:31,758 --> 00:21:33,125
but I don't
feel anything.

406
00:21:34,694 --> 00:21:36,496
Because it is
not a baby yet.

407
00:21:36,629 --> 00:21:38,230
It is a fetus, and...

408
00:21:40,232 --> 00:21:44,737
It is making
my girlfriend sick
and mad at me.

409
00:21:44,871 --> 00:21:46,739
And I feel very...

410
00:21:49,409 --> 00:21:50,743
Alone.

411
00:21:50,877 --> 00:21:52,945
****

412
00:21:56,215 --> 00:21:57,650
(SIGHS)

413
00:22:02,855 --> 00:22:04,457
You are being so...

414
00:22:05,458 --> 00:22:06,626
Selfish.

415
00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:11,330
I'm growing your baby,
Shaun,

416
00:22:11,464 --> 00:22:13,299
and reading books
and making appointments

417
00:22:13,433 --> 00:22:14,567
and taking vitamins
the size of my face

418
00:22:14,701 --> 00:22:16,302
and working
a full-time job.

419
00:22:16,436 --> 00:22:18,905
And on top of that,
you just dropped on me

420
00:22:19,038 --> 00:22:21,941
that you don't feel
anything for our baby

421
00:22:22,074 --> 00:22:26,178
and expect me
to make you feel love
and connected and...

422
00:22:26,312 --> 00:22:27,146
(SIGHS)

423
00:22:29,081 --> 00:22:30,783
Mm. No. You know...

424
00:22:37,790 --> 00:22:38,791
(DOOR SLAMS)

425
00:22:51,270 --> 00:22:52,004
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

426
00:22:54,941 --> 00:22:56,809
Dr. Lim suggested
I come talk to you.

427
00:23:00,913 --> 00:23:04,216
I know you deserve
better than me.

428
00:23:04,350 --> 00:23:06,819
You deserved a father,
and I failed you,

429
00:23:06,953 --> 00:23:07,987
and I can't
make up for that.

430
00:23:10,056 --> 00:23:12,324
Breeze and I were
high school sweethearts.

431
00:23:12,459 --> 00:23:15,762
We thought we were
gonna take over
the world together.

432
00:23:15,895 --> 00:23:19,832
We were young
and naive and stupid.

433
00:23:21,367 --> 00:23:23,736
And we got pregnant
before graduation.

434
00:23:23,870 --> 00:23:25,938
I had a scholarship
to Howard,

435
00:23:26,072 --> 00:23:27,740
but it didn't cover
family housing.

436
00:23:27,874 --> 00:23:30,743
So I gave it up,
because I wanted
to be there.

437
00:23:30,877 --> 00:23:32,211
And yet, you left the family
you gave it up for.

438
00:23:32,344 --> 00:23:33,680
You should have taken
the scholarship.

439
00:23:33,813 --> 00:23:36,849
We got married,
and we gave it
a go for a while.

440
00:23:38,317 --> 00:23:41,087
But I could not handle
Breeze's mental illness.

441
00:23:41,220 --> 00:23:43,790
When we broke up,
she made it hard
to see you.

442
00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:45,925
Don't blame her
for what you didn't do.

443
00:23:46,058 --> 00:23:47,760
I am not blaming her.

444
00:23:47,894 --> 00:23:48,861
I was immature.

445
00:23:48,995 --> 00:23:50,062
At least she was there.

446
00:23:51,397 --> 00:23:52,665
At least
she stuck around...

447
00:23:53,700 --> 00:23:55,968
Drunk and sick
and out of her mind.

448
00:23:56,102 --> 00:24:01,974
I... I waited for you,
and I loved you,
and you left.

449
00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:03,342
Claire,
I've always loved you.

450
00:24:04,310 --> 00:24:05,545
Nothing
could change that.

451
00:24:07,146 --> 00:24:10,382
I thought about you
every single day.

452
00:24:10,517 --> 00:24:11,951
You know, I don't care.

453
00:24:12,084 --> 00:24:13,886
Thinking about me
wasn't enough.

454
00:24:14,020 --> 00:24:16,155
It didn't do anything
for me at all.

455
00:24:17,690 --> 00:24:18,891
You...

456
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:21,794
You could have
fought for me.

457
00:24:23,730 --> 00:24:25,297
You could have come back
before now.

458
00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:29,468
I ran away.

459
00:24:29,602 --> 00:24:32,404
I was a coward.

460
00:24:32,539 --> 00:24:35,808
And I stayed away
because I was running
from my own guilt.

461
00:24:37,744 --> 00:24:40,279
****

462
00:24:42,381 --> 00:24:44,751
Whether I'm in your life
or not, you should
get the surgery.

463
00:24:46,553 --> 00:24:47,520
Because if you don't...

464
00:24:49,255 --> 00:24:50,757
Then you're still
a coward.

465
00:24:52,559 --> 00:24:54,927
****

466
00:25:04,070 --> 00:25:05,838
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

467
00:25:08,474 --> 00:25:10,142
I feel scared, too.

468
00:25:13,245 --> 00:25:14,614
What are you
scared of?

469
00:25:17,584 --> 00:25:18,317
Everything.

470
00:25:19,919 --> 00:25:21,654
And I don't want
to go through this alone.

471
00:25:23,222 --> 00:25:25,524
I don't want
to go through nine months

472
00:25:25,658 --> 00:25:27,359
knowing you
view this baby

473
00:25:27,493 --> 00:25:30,462
as a medical condition
you don't feel anything for.

474
00:25:32,665 --> 00:25:33,800
I'll resent you.

475
00:25:35,134 --> 00:25:36,969
And that scares me
more than anything.

476
00:25:40,740 --> 00:25:43,209
And I want to help you
feel connected.

477
00:25:49,448 --> 00:25:52,284
Oh, no, sorry.
We're not having
sex right now.

478
00:25:52,418 --> 00:25:54,821
I realize
that was misleading.

479
00:25:54,954 --> 00:25:58,991
I want you to put your head
on my belly and talk to Berry.

480
00:26:00,793 --> 00:26:02,561
About what?

481
00:26:03,395 --> 00:26:04,163
Anything.

482
00:26:10,036 --> 00:26:12,204
****

483
00:26:20,479 --> 00:26:21,447
Hello...

484
00:26:23,449 --> 00:26:24,383
Berry.

485
00:26:27,854 --> 00:26:30,556
My patient is a 26-year-old

486
00:26:30,690 --> 00:26:32,424
ballroom dancer

487
00:26:32,558 --> 00:26:34,026
with Bernard-Soulier syndrome.

488
00:26:35,327 --> 00:26:39,065
She presented with
a retroperitoneal bleed

489
00:26:40,499 --> 00:26:41,433
but now needs

490
00:26:41,567 --> 00:26:43,002
a total femur replacement.

491
00:26:43,135 --> 00:26:45,037
It is a very risky surgery.

492
00:26:50,376 --> 00:26:51,778
I am your father,

493
00:26:51,911 --> 00:26:53,746
and I am a surgeon.

494
00:26:59,686 --> 00:27:01,921
Did that
make you feel better
to talk to him?

495
00:27:05,091 --> 00:27:06,225
No.

496
00:27:06,358 --> 00:27:09,762
A fetus
can't hear any sounds
until 18 weeks,

497
00:27:09,896 --> 00:27:11,764
and we don't know
if it's a him yet

498
00:27:11,898 --> 00:27:13,800
because it doesn't have
fully formed genitals.

499
00:27:13,933 --> 00:27:15,434
I will see you at
your appointment later.

500
00:27:18,204 --> 00:27:19,571
I don't think
you should come.

501
00:27:24,376 --> 00:27:27,079
There's a chance
it's too early
to hear a heartbeat,

502
00:27:27,213 --> 00:27:29,081
which will make me
feel sad and scared.

503
00:27:30,917 --> 00:27:33,319
And if I can hear it,
I will feel happy.

504
00:27:35,387 --> 00:27:39,491
And either way, you will
probably feel nothing.

505
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:45,064
And that'll make me feel
more alone than I already do,

506
00:27:45,197 --> 00:27:47,666
so you should
just not come.

507
00:27:52,138 --> 00:27:53,105
Okay.

508
00:27:54,340 --> 00:27:56,675
****

509
00:28:03,249 --> 00:28:05,351
(MONITOR BEEPING)

510
00:28:05,484 --> 00:28:07,887
****

511
00:28:48,460 --> 00:28:50,162
(MONITOR BEEPING)

512
00:28:52,331 --> 00:28:56,602
Isn't it possible
Leo loves Maya
as much as she loves him?

513
00:28:56,735 --> 00:28:59,538
Does it matter that he doesn't
want to have sex with her?

514
00:28:59,671 --> 00:29:01,173
Sex isn't just
about sex.

515
00:29:02,674 --> 00:29:05,211
It's about intimacy
and desire

516
00:29:05,344 --> 00:29:08,047
and a deep mutual
physical connection.

517
00:29:08,180 --> 00:29:10,950
And she thinks
she has that.

518
00:29:13,886 --> 00:29:15,354
That's the last
of the proximal femur.

519
00:29:16,889 --> 00:29:18,024
Let's get
the distal end out.

520
00:29:20,326 --> 00:29:23,229
SHAUN: Maybe Maya and Leo have
such a strong relationship

521
00:29:23,362 --> 00:29:26,098
because it's based entirely
on an emotional connection.

522
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:29,268
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

523
00:29:29,401 --> 00:29:31,170
ENRIQUE: She's hypotensive.

524
00:29:31,303 --> 00:29:33,772
SHAUN: There are secretions
around her breathing tube,

525
00:29:33,906 --> 00:29:35,107
and her oxygen levels
are dropping.

526
00:29:35,241 --> 00:29:36,208
She's rejecting
the platelets.

527
00:29:36,342 --> 00:29:37,910
DR. ANDREWS:
Stop the transfusion.

528
00:29:38,044 --> 00:29:40,212
Increase her oxygen
and respiratory support.

529
00:29:40,346 --> 00:29:41,881
Start dopamine
and epinephrine.

530
00:29:43,950 --> 00:29:44,984
(RAPID BEEPING)

531
00:29:45,117 --> 00:29:48,220
BP's 87 over 52.
She's stabilizing.

532
00:29:48,354 --> 00:29:50,356
But without
the transfusions,

533
00:29:50,489 --> 00:29:52,291
her risk of bleeding out
goes way up.

534
00:29:53,659 --> 00:29:56,728
Are we going
to move forward
or amputate?

535
00:29:56,863 --> 00:29:59,231
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)

536
00:29:59,365 --> 00:30:00,232
Her partner's
her proxy, right?

537
00:30:03,269 --> 00:30:04,403
He's got a decision
to make.

538
00:30:11,277 --> 00:30:12,244
My God.

539
00:30:15,381 --> 00:30:16,315
(SNIFFLES)

540
00:30:19,285 --> 00:30:21,921
She trusted me
to protect her wishes.

541
00:30:22,054 --> 00:30:23,255
And she wants to dance.

542
00:30:25,257 --> 00:30:26,625
Y-You should try
to save her leg.

543
00:30:26,758 --> 00:30:29,128
****

544
00:30:33,966 --> 00:30:35,334
Maya's in love with you.

545
00:30:37,236 --> 00:30:38,905
That's why she's having
the surgery.

546
00:30:39,038 --> 00:30:42,274
She thinks if she loses dance,
your relationship will end.

547
00:30:43,976 --> 00:30:45,945
And only you know
if she's right.

548
00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:49,448
If she is...

549
00:30:49,581 --> 00:30:52,118
If losing her leg means
losing the two things
she loves most,

550
00:30:52,251 --> 00:30:54,086
then maybe you should
honor her wishes.

551
00:30:55,554 --> 00:30:57,723
But if she's wrong...

552
00:30:57,856 --> 00:31:01,727
If you do love her
and will stay with her
no matter what,

553
00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:04,163
then you should do whatever
it takes to save her life.

554
00:31:04,296 --> 00:31:05,697
Of course I love her.

555
00:31:07,399 --> 00:31:09,201
There's no question
that I love her.

556
00:31:09,335 --> 00:31:11,870
(SIGHS) So,
the only question is...

557
00:31:13,772 --> 00:31:14,907
How much?

558
00:31:18,544 --> 00:31:19,511
(DOOR CLOSES)

559
00:31:19,645 --> 00:31:22,214
Miles is stable.

560
00:31:22,348 --> 00:31:29,021
But we found significant
polyp burden not detected
on his CT,

561
00:31:29,155 --> 00:31:30,322
and we sent to biopsies.

562
00:31:32,358 --> 00:31:35,727
His cancer was caused
by familial adenomatous
polyposis.

563
00:31:36,996 --> 00:31:37,964
That's genetic.

564
00:31:39,365 --> 00:31:41,233
50% chance
of carrying the gene

565
00:31:41,367 --> 00:31:43,169
if you have
an affected parent.

566
00:31:43,302 --> 00:31:44,703
You need to get
a genetic test.

567
00:31:46,638 --> 00:31:48,440
Even if you have the gene,

568
00:31:48,574 --> 00:31:50,276
with regular colonoscopies,
we'll be able to catch it...

569
00:31:50,409 --> 00:31:51,343
Thank you.

570
00:31:56,782 --> 00:31:57,716
(DOOR CLOSES)

571
00:31:57,849 --> 00:31:58,584
(SIGHS)

572
00:32:01,253 --> 00:32:02,254
What's this?

573
00:32:02,388 --> 00:32:03,689
Male, late 20s.

574
00:32:03,822 --> 00:32:05,791
Needs bilateral
carpal tunnel
release surgery

575
00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:09,395
that he got playing
in the United States
Chess Federation.

576
00:32:11,697 --> 00:32:13,399
You like to play chess
with Kellan.

577
00:32:13,532 --> 00:32:15,567
Your game sucks.
Figured you might
learn something.

578
00:32:15,701 --> 00:32:17,369
****

579
00:32:21,540 --> 00:32:24,210
This is you
being a decent human.

580
00:32:27,546 --> 00:32:29,415
Maybe sometimes
it's not terrible.

581
00:32:31,217 --> 00:32:33,252
This is delightful.

582
00:32:34,086 --> 00:32:35,821
I can give it
to someone else.

583
00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:36,955
Thanks.

584
00:32:37,089 --> 00:32:39,625
****

585
00:32:46,565 --> 00:32:49,568
Are you glad you went to see
your father before he died?

586
00:32:49,701 --> 00:32:50,902
No.

587
00:32:51,037 --> 00:32:52,038
My father hurt me.

588
00:32:52,171 --> 00:32:54,740
He was a bad man
who did bad things.

589
00:32:54,873 --> 00:32:56,408
I already knew that.

590
00:32:56,542 --> 00:33:00,379
My father hurt me, too...
By leaving me.

591
00:33:00,512 --> 00:33:01,980
(SIGHS)

592
00:33:02,114 --> 00:33:03,649
He didn't even try
to be a good dad.

593
00:33:07,153 --> 00:33:09,288
How can you be sure
he didn't?

594
00:33:10,456 --> 00:33:13,425
Maybe he did try
and he couldn't.

595
00:33:14,360 --> 00:33:15,727
(SCOFFS)

596
00:33:15,861 --> 00:33:19,531
Well, if something
is important to you,
you make it happen.

597
00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:20,666
But what if you can't?

598
00:33:22,768 --> 00:33:25,471
What if you're trying
to connect with your child

599
00:33:27,473 --> 00:33:28,907
and it just doesn't work?

600
00:33:34,346 --> 00:33:37,349
It is difficult
to feel something

601
00:33:37,483 --> 00:33:39,451
for someone
you don't know yet.

602
00:33:44,790 --> 00:33:47,726
Do you want to know what kind
of man your father is?

603
00:33:47,859 --> 00:33:49,461
****

604
00:33:59,371 --> 00:34:01,673
Why... Why would you
do this to me?

605
00:34:03,942 --> 00:34:06,178
(VOICE BREAKING)
I told you I was
willing to take the risk.

606
00:34:08,514 --> 00:34:09,481
I wasn't.

607
00:34:13,185 --> 00:34:15,787
I love you.
I couldn't risk your life.

608
00:34:15,921 --> 00:34:17,289
I'm so sorry.

609
00:34:17,423 --> 00:34:19,158
But I'm here.
(SNIFFLES)

610
00:34:19,291 --> 00:34:21,026
I'm not going anywhere.

611
00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:22,494
You're not
gonna lose me.

612
00:34:26,398 --> 00:34:28,200
We're gonna
get through this, My.

613
00:34:30,302 --> 00:34:31,403
We'll be okay.

614
00:34:33,705 --> 00:34:34,706
(SOBS)

615
00:34:37,376 --> 00:34:39,345
I sleep all the time
and I'm still tired.

616
00:34:39,478 --> 00:34:41,213
When was your last
bowel movement?

617
00:34:41,347 --> 00:34:42,381
I don't know.
A couple days.

618
00:34:44,716 --> 00:34:46,084
Shaun, what are you
doing here?

619
00:34:48,220 --> 00:34:50,422
SHAUN: Smile.
Uh, what?

620
00:34:50,556 --> 00:34:51,790
There is something
in your teeth.

621
00:34:51,923 --> 00:34:52,691
Shaun.

622
00:34:54,593 --> 00:34:56,195
Do you eat a lot
of black licorice?

623
00:34:56,328 --> 00:34:58,464
Uh, yes.
You should stop.

624
00:34:58,597 --> 00:35:00,799
Eating too much black licorice
can lower potassium,

625
00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:02,901
which causes fatigue
and constipation.

626
00:35:03,034 --> 00:35:03,769
Stop eating it.

627
00:35:04,336 --> 00:35:05,271
That's it?

628
00:35:05,404 --> 00:35:06,405
Yes.

629
00:35:06,538 --> 00:35:08,540
****

630
00:35:12,811 --> 00:35:15,614
Lea doesn't want me
at her OB-GYN appointment.

631
00:35:15,747 --> 00:35:16,848
There's a woman
in the waiting room

632
00:35:16,982 --> 00:35:18,217
with a very
interesting mole.

633
00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:25,557
The year Maddie was born,

634
00:35:25,691 --> 00:35:27,659
I took on
twice as many surgeries.

635
00:35:27,793 --> 00:35:30,929
I... (LAUGHS)
I hid at the hospital.

636
00:35:31,062 --> 00:35:33,299
I was afraid that I was
gonna piss off my wife.

637
00:35:33,432 --> 00:35:34,433
Sound familiar?

638
00:35:34,566 --> 00:35:36,335
Upset my daughter.

639
00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:38,237
I thought you liked
being a dad.

640
00:35:38,370 --> 00:35:39,971
I did. I...

641
00:35:40,105 --> 00:35:43,209
I just didn't think
I was very good at it. I...

642
00:35:43,342 --> 00:35:46,278
It didn't come
naturally to me.
Not like...

643
00:35:46,412 --> 00:35:47,946
Not like brain surgery.

644
00:35:49,581 --> 00:35:50,582
I missed a lot.

645
00:35:53,319 --> 00:35:56,788
Sometimes I think
if I had been there
for the swaddling

646
00:35:56,922 --> 00:35:58,590
and for the changing
of the diapers and...

647
00:36:01,893 --> 00:36:03,595
See her first steps,
you know?

648
00:36:06,732 --> 00:36:08,400
(SIGHS)

649
00:36:08,534 --> 00:36:11,237
Shaun,
do yourself a favor

650
00:36:11,370 --> 00:36:14,973
and be there
for as many moments
as you can.

651
00:36:16,074 --> 00:36:19,177
****

652
00:36:19,311 --> 00:36:21,313
(RAIN FALLING)

653
00:36:24,283 --> 00:36:26,285
****

654
00:36:30,756 --> 00:36:32,791
DR. PARK:
Taking the scenic route?

655
00:36:32,924 --> 00:36:35,394
Car needs brakes
and Uber's taking forever.

656
00:36:37,296 --> 00:36:38,530
Chess guy's super cool.

657
00:36:40,131 --> 00:36:41,833
He's gonna teach me
Petrov's Defense
while he heals.

658
00:36:46,905 --> 00:36:49,608
I didn't mean to take things
so far in front of Andrews.

659
00:36:49,741 --> 00:36:51,643
I guess I had
a tiny overreaction.

660
00:36:53,345 --> 00:36:56,648
It's okay for us to be nice
to each other... Sometimes.

661
00:37:00,151 --> 00:37:00,886
Headed home?

662
00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:05,357
I wouldn't
mind some company,
if you're up for it.

663
00:37:07,125 --> 00:37:08,327
See?

664
00:37:08,460 --> 00:37:09,661
Nice is good.

665
00:37:12,964 --> 00:37:14,466
Sometimes.

666
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:15,967
I'll see you
at your place.

667
00:37:16,101 --> 00:37:18,069
****

668
00:37:25,911 --> 00:37:27,679
(MONITOR BEEPING)

669
00:37:33,885 --> 00:37:34,920
Where's Leo?

670
00:37:36,522 --> 00:37:37,689
I don't know.

671
00:37:39,858 --> 00:37:41,760
I asked him if this
could be enough.

672
00:37:43,128 --> 00:37:44,195
If I could be...

673
00:37:46,832 --> 00:37:48,500
He loves me.

674
00:37:48,634 --> 00:37:49,901
I knew that.

675
00:37:50,569 --> 00:37:52,738
But not enough.

676
00:37:56,742 --> 00:37:58,410
I suppose
I knew that too.

677
00:37:58,544 --> 00:38:01,246
(SNIFFLES)

678
00:38:01,380 --> 00:38:05,317
As long as he was here,
I would never make room
for anyone else.

679
00:38:07,553 --> 00:38:08,987
So I asked him to go.

680
00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:11,222
****

681
00:38:18,597 --> 00:38:19,731
I'm sorry.

682
00:38:20,399 --> 00:38:21,600
It's okay.

683
00:38:22,834 --> 00:38:24,803
I'm sure there are a ton
of great guys

684
00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:26,438
who'd want to be
with a one-legged,

685
00:38:26,572 --> 00:38:29,007
unemployed former dancer
with chronic nosebleeds.

686
00:38:29,140 --> 00:38:30,141
(BOTH CHUCKLE)

687
00:38:31,377 --> 00:38:32,110
(SNIFFLES)

688
00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:35,647
****

689
00:38:45,591 --> 00:38:47,659
****

690
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,041
I've been mad at you
for so long.

691
00:39:05,110 --> 00:39:06,144
I...

692
00:39:07,679 --> 00:39:10,148
That I couldn't feel
any other emotion.

693
00:39:10,281 --> 00:39:11,216
Just anger.

694
00:39:12,418 --> 00:39:13,685
Angry at you.

695
00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:17,789
Angry at myself
for secretly wishing

696
00:39:17,923 --> 00:39:19,991
you would turn up
on my doorstep
my entire life.

697
00:39:21,927 --> 00:39:23,595
(SIGHS) I thought
I'd outgrown it.

698
00:39:31,002 --> 00:39:32,804
But when you went
into surgery today...

699
00:39:36,207 --> 00:39:37,576
I didn't feel anger.

700
00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:38,810
I felt...

701
00:39:41,279 --> 00:39:42,881
Fear.

702
00:39:43,014 --> 00:39:44,516
****

703
00:39:52,458 --> 00:39:53,625
(GRUNTS SOFTLY)

704
00:39:53,759 --> 00:39:55,827
****

705
00:40:09,140 --> 00:40:10,375
(SPEAKS HOARSELY,
INDISTINCTLY)

706
00:40:10,509 --> 00:40:11,843
Get some rest.

707
00:40:17,282 --> 00:40:18,650
When you feel better, you...

708
00:40:20,886 --> 00:40:21,853
You can take me
for rocky road.

709
00:40:24,490 --> 00:40:26,758
That is still
my favorite.
(LAUGHS)

710
00:40:26,892 --> 00:40:29,427
****

711
00:40:43,542 --> 00:40:45,143
I love you.

712
00:40:46,211 --> 00:40:48,146
****

713
00:41:09,300 --> 00:41:10,068
Are you ready?

714
00:41:11,136 --> 00:41:11,937
Mm-hmm.

715
00:41:15,607 --> 00:41:16,808
You came.

716
00:41:18,243 --> 00:41:19,244
Hello.

717
00:41:19,377 --> 00:41:22,113
I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy.

718
00:41:22,247 --> 00:41:23,148
I'm the dad.

719
00:41:24,583 --> 00:41:26,652
Nice to meet you, Dad.

720
00:41:26,785 --> 00:41:29,054
We just got started.

721
00:41:29,187 --> 00:41:31,923
Where did you go
to medical school?
Shaun.

722
00:41:32,057 --> 00:41:33,291
Her diploma
is not on the wall.

723
00:41:33,424 --> 00:41:34,626
I would like to know.

724
00:41:34,760 --> 00:41:36,862
Just be the dad.

725
00:41:36,995 --> 00:41:38,496
Sit there, be quiet,
do nothing.

726
00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:42,968
(HEARTBEAT)

727
00:41:46,772 --> 00:41:48,707
Is that the...

728
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,475
OBGYN: That's the heartbeat.

729
00:41:50,609 --> 00:41:51,843
Right there.

730
00:41:55,714 --> 00:41:57,649
We're having a baby.

731
00:41:58,383 --> 00:42:00,351
****

732
00:42:06,057 --> 00:42:07,626
We're having a baby.

733
00:42:15,634 --> 00:42:17,502
(LAUGHS)

734
00:42:17,636 --> 00:42:19,971
****

735
00:42:31,850 --> 00:42:33,619
(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)