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(SITAR MUSIC PLAYING
ON SPEAKERS)

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YOGA INSTRUCTOR:
Move from Bhujangasana
into Adho Mukha Svanasana.

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And hold that.

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Do you like this?
Mmm...

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I'm not sure.

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I like that
you like it.

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(ALARM CHIMES)
Time for work!

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(SIGHS)

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Guess we'll finish
Vinyasa flow...
(RECORDING TURNS OFF)

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next time
I come over.

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You shouldn't
come over
anymore.

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You should move in.

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Things are different now.

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You lived here before.
What's different?

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Everything is different.

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Then, we were roomies,
pals, buddies,

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and now we're...
a real thing.

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A better thing, for sure,
but also more complicated.

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We're the same people
in the same place
doing the same things.

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It's bigger than that,
Shaun.

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I hope it is. I...

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Living together means
more commitment,
more trust.

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And I don't think
we're quite there yet.

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You don't trust me?

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No, I do. It's just...

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I need a bit more.

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(WHISPERING)
Copernicus1543.

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It's my banking password.

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(EXPLOSIONS)

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(BOTH SCREAM)
Yes! I got you!

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No!
Bow to your queen.

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No, bitch! No!
Yes!

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(BOTH LAUGH)

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Argh! Where did you find
the 10,000 hours
that you put into that?

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Phew!
I like filling
my evenings

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with numbing
mindlessness.
Mmm.

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(CELLPHONE CHIMES)
Oh.

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Ugh!

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Morgan needs me
to go in ASAP.
(TYPING)

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You figure
she shouldn't
page you?

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She can handle it
on her own

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because she used to be
a surgical resident?

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Be the bigger person.

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It's an ingrown hair.

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Mmm.

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Definitely
an ingrown hair.

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Unfortunately,
the ingrown hair

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caused an abscess
that needs
to be lanced.

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By a surgeon.

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Please give this man
the VIP treatment.

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I have another case
to attend to,
but don't worry.

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I'll be checking in.

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Such a nice lady.

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(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

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So, how shall
we proceed?

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I'm going with
"drain the abscess
and dress the wound."

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Set it up.

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Maybe we should
do a biopsy?

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Well, it could be
a cutaneous
pili migrans

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or have a deep
sinus tract

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or a creeping eruption
caused by
a parasitic disease.

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Give him
the VIP treatment.

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Abdominal pain
can be scary
when you're pregnant.

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But I wouldn't worry.
You have two
rambunctious boys.

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I know. It's like
a cage match
in here. (CHUCKLES)

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Shaun, where's your
first-year resident?

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I have two
first-year residents,

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but I don't want
to teach them.

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They're very
distracting.

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You have
a dizygotic,
dichorionic,

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diamniotic pregnancy.

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It just means
your twins
are fraternal

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and in separate
amniotic sacs.

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First-years aren't
distractions.
They're godsends.

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She has edema.

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Not surprising for
someone who's
26 weeks pregnant.

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They'll do
anything you want.

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Scut work,
follow-ups,
coffee runs...

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I don't like coffee.
...laundry,
apple runs.

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I already
did that.

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(MACHINE BEEPING, HUMMING)

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What was her BP?
Normal.

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(MACHINE BEEPS)
BP's no longer normal.
She's hypertensive.

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What does that mean,
Dr. Murray?

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Is your vision blurred?

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A bit. I'm tired.

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Sounds like
preeclampsia.

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If we don't get
your BP down ASAP,

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you could lose
your pregnancy.

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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We need to start you
on anti-hypertensive meds,

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but your edema makes it
difficult to place an IV,

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so we need to run
a central line.

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(APPLE CRUNCHES)

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(MUFFLED)
Dr. Jackson?

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(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)

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(WINCES)

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Mind if I
give a hand,
Dr. Murphy?

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Hmm.

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Is there anyone
you want us
to call?

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Uh, my boyfriend decided
his obligations ended

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at offering to pay
for an abortion.

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Soft man
in a hard world.

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(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
(RAPID BEEPING)

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Fetal heart rate's
dropping.

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But only
one of them.

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Did you have
another birth?

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No.
Any pregnancy?

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Miscarriage,
abortion,
stillbirth?

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I had an abortion
when I was 15.

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It's not
preeclampsia.

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One fetus
is Rh-positive,

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and the mother
is Rh-negative,

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and her body is
perceiving him
as a threat

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and attacking him
with antibodies.

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Antibodies she could
only have

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if she had
an earlier pregnancy.

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My body is trying to kill
one of my babies?

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Yes.

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Waiting on Billy's
biopsy results?

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To confirm
an ingrown hair?

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You grew up
in a Hasidic family,
right?

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How are they handling
you being a doctor?

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(INHALES DEEPLY)

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I haven't spoken
to them in

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four years,
except one sister.

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I chose not to
live by their
rules. I...

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I knew the
consequences.

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My dad was
a real estate agent,

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obsessed with two
completely unrelated things,

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teeth and taxes.

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Thought I'd spend
the rest of my life
selling condos.

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Now I'm a surfin' surgeon,

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but I still floss
three times a day

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and pay my installments
four times a year.

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So, what's
my dental floss?

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Fire and brimstone.

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Mmm.

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Actually, that is
from the New Testament.

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I don't even know
what brimstone is.

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I meant
you fear disaster.

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Your people's history
is kind of filled with it.

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Billy has cancer.

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How are your
first-years doing?

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Jordan talks
too much,

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and Olivia talks
too little.

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And Olivia does not know
where the jugular vein is.

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You see her resume?

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Her grades
and USMLE scores
were nearly perfect.

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So, if it's not
a lack of knowledge,

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what do you think
it is?

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I think Olivia has
the potential to be
an exemplary doctor

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if you push her,
give her a little
extra attention.

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Isn't that unfair
to Jordan?

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Was it unfair to the
applicant who didn't
get your position

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because Dr. Glassman
thought that you needed
some extra attention?

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Olivia just doesn't like
being in the spotlight.
That's all.

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Olivia's resume
didn't say anything about
not liking the spotlight.

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Exactly.

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Don't trust resumes.

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SHAUN: Locate
jugular vein.

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Insert needle.

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Get a
venous blush.

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Remove syringe,
leaving needle in,

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then thread...
Thread wire
into needle.

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Remove needle.

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Scalpel to skin,

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while being aware of
a persistent left-sided
superior vena cava placement,

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present in 4% of those
with congenital
heart disease.

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Remove wire.

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Suture in line to skin.

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And done.

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I guess you were
nervous before.

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Didn't you have
first-case jitters?

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No.

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(PAGER CHIMES)

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The sick twin has gone
into severe distress.

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You have
amelanotic
melanoma.

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Skin cancer.

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DR. REZNICK:
But there's good news.

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We should be
able to remove
all of it.

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We can do it today.

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Sorry.
Car trouble.

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Hi, Dr. Park.
Just telling Billy
about his cancer.

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I got a great mechanic
for you.

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If you tell her
Billy sent you,

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she'll give you
a friends-and-family.

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(CHUCKLES) Okay.
Thanks for that.

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You have
an amazing attitude.

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You know, my wife
used to tease me
about that.

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She died
three years ago.

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I'm sorry.

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(SIGHS)

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You know,
on our second date,
I got a flat.

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Now, I think she thought
I was gonna curse,

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(CHUCKLES)
but all I could
say was,

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"Good timing.
Costco's got
a sale on tires."

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(CHUCKLES)

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(SNIFFS)
It's Addy's Auto,
Los Gatos and Gateway.

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(SIGHS)

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(MONITOR BEEPING,
ULTRASOUND PULSING)

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We are through
the uterine wall.

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Dr. Jackson,
what's our
next step?

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Advance through
the trocar

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15 millimeters
beyond the tip

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until the opening
of the distal basket

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can be confirmed
by ultrasound.

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Exactly.

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What would you like me
to advance, Dr. Jackson?

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Oh. Yes.
Right.

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OLIVIA: Obviously, you would
be advancing the double basket
rocket catheter, not this.

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Sorry.

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Not your fault.

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If a junior resident
is ill-prepared,

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that's on
the senior resident.

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How is it fair that
I get blamed for
a first-year's mistake,

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and how can I
help that person

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without being unfair
to the other one?

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And how fair was
the preferential treatment
that you gave me?

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And how fair was it
to the other
first-year resident,

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who didn't get placed
because you helped me?

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And how fair was...
Whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa, whoa.

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Put the list down.

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Only four questions
at a time.
That's my limit.

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What kind of
mistake?

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Even though I went
over the procedure
with Olivia,

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she still gave
Dr. Andrews
the pusher rod

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when he needed
the rocket catheter,

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and he said
it was my fault.

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It was your fault.

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You got to help her
a little more.

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That is not fair
to Jordan.

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What does fairness
have to do with it?

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It's not
about equality.

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It's about figuring out
what each person needs

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and then teaching them
how to get it.

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How do I know
what they need?

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(SIGHS) Well, you've
taught them medicine,
right?

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So, uh, maybe
it's something else.

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Maybe it's
an emotional issue.

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Well, then I definitely
can't give them
what they need.

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You can ask them.

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About their emotions?

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Yeah, ask them
how they feel.

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I don't care
how they feel.

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That's the beauty of it.
You don't have to care.

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You just have to ask them
how they really feel.

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Then they
start talking.

249
00:12:08,261 --> 00:12:10,030
(LAUGHS)
And some people
love to talk.

250
00:12:13,300 --> 00:12:14,034
(DOOR CLOSES)

251
00:12:15,102 --> 00:12:16,036
(SIGHS)

252
00:12:17,905 --> 00:12:18,906
(MONITOR BEEPING)

253
00:12:23,443 --> 00:12:24,878
CLAIRE: Oh.
(SCOFFS) Mmm.

254
00:12:25,012 --> 00:12:26,947
Have you been
working out?

255
00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:28,448
DR. PARK:
I could only
find mediums.

256
00:12:28,581 --> 00:12:30,450
(LAUGHS)

257
00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:32,920
You know
how many sets of large
scrubs I had to hide?

258
00:12:33,053 --> 00:12:34,054
Thirty-one.

259
00:12:38,792 --> 00:12:39,559
DR. PARK:
Injecting dye.

260
00:12:43,496 --> 00:12:44,231
(WHEEZING)

261
00:12:45,732 --> 00:12:47,234
(RAPID BEEPING)

262
00:12:47,367 --> 00:12:49,136
BP's dropping.
Diffuse skin
flushing.

263
00:12:49,269 --> 00:12:50,570
He's in
anaphylactic shock.

264
00:12:50,703 --> 00:12:52,272
He's allergic
to the dye.
Ten cc epinephrine.

265
00:12:54,541 --> 00:12:57,377
BP barely measurable.
We should intubate.
Initiate CPR.

266
00:12:57,510 --> 00:12:59,046
You should
cannulate
his femoral vein

267
00:12:59,179 --> 00:13:00,080
to give pressers
and volume.

268
00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:02,916
Let's intubate
and cannulate.

269
00:13:08,822 --> 00:13:10,457
His jugular's
distended.

270
00:13:10,590 --> 00:13:12,993
Maybe he has cardiac
tamponade from
a pericardial effusion.

271
00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:14,727
He might need
open-heart surgery.

272
00:13:14,862 --> 00:13:17,030
ENRIQUE: Worst-case
scenario worked out
for you the first time.

273
00:13:17,164 --> 00:13:18,832
Really think lightning's
gonna strike twice?

274
00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:21,268
Maybe not, but I'm still
not gonna stand on a hill
in a thunderstorm.

275
00:13:23,871 --> 00:13:25,272
Let's call Lim.

276
00:13:25,405 --> 00:13:26,773
Prep the patient
for a pericardiotomy.

277
00:13:28,608 --> 00:13:29,342
Two for two.

278
00:13:37,317 --> 00:13:39,119
(SITAR MUSIC PLAYING
ON SPEAKERS)

279
00:13:41,989 --> 00:13:43,690
Okay, you can't do
yoga at work.

280
00:13:43,823 --> 00:13:45,425
I do it at home.
What's the difference?

281
00:13:46,894 --> 00:13:50,163
Work behavior is
not the same
as home behavior.

282
00:13:50,297 --> 00:13:53,433
Ooh.
So you're saying
context matters.

283
00:13:53,566 --> 00:13:55,335
Of course.

284
00:13:55,468 --> 00:13:58,138
Same way that
two roommates
living together

285
00:13:58,271 --> 00:14:01,341
is different
from a couple
living together.

286
00:14:01,474 --> 00:14:05,145
Same people, same place,
different context.

287
00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:12,152
Once our feelings change,
everything changes.

288
00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:18,458
I still feel
the same way
when I'm with you.

289
00:14:19,726 --> 00:14:20,727
Happy.

290
00:14:31,671 --> 00:14:34,774
Kenzie's BP
and edema
have improved.

291
00:14:34,908 --> 00:14:37,177
The fetus's echo
shows improved
heart function.

292
00:14:38,611 --> 00:14:39,346
Catheter's working.

293
00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:43,083
How do you feel?

294
00:14:44,484 --> 00:14:45,218
Okay.

295
00:14:46,987 --> 00:14:50,190
How do you
really feel?

296
00:14:52,993 --> 00:14:53,994
Um...

297
00:14:54,694 --> 00:14:55,428
Really okay?

298
00:15:01,534 --> 00:15:02,902
You want to know
why I'm so nervous
all the time?

299
00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:07,907
Uh...

300
00:15:08,942 --> 00:15:10,177
I don't know.
(CHUCKLES)

301
00:15:10,310 --> 00:15:13,313
I've always been
very terrified
of firsts.

302
00:15:13,446 --> 00:15:15,215
First day of school,
camp, church,

303
00:15:16,283 --> 00:15:17,951
all the new faces
watching me,

304
00:15:18,085 --> 00:15:19,219
just waiting for me
to screw up.

305
00:15:20,653 --> 00:15:21,588
(SCOFFS)

306
00:15:21,721 --> 00:15:23,023
First day
of fifth grade,

307
00:15:23,156 --> 00:15:25,358
when Mrs. Deloitte
asked me what
6 times 9 was,

308
00:15:25,492 --> 00:15:28,461
I told
the whole class
it was 45.

309
00:15:28,595 --> 00:15:30,663
Yeah, I can still
hear them
laughing at me.

310
00:15:32,365 --> 00:15:35,235
And two nights ago,
I dreamt I was standing

311
00:15:35,368 --> 00:15:36,970
in front of
Mrs. Deloitte's
class again.

312
00:15:37,104 --> 00:15:38,105
Couldn't wait
to wake up.

313
00:15:38,238 --> 00:15:40,307
But when I did,

314
00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:42,575
I realized that if I got
the answer wrong today,

315
00:15:42,709 --> 00:15:44,844
no one will laugh,
but someone may die.

316
00:15:48,948 --> 00:15:50,250
The kids laughed
at me, too.

317
00:15:53,420 --> 00:15:55,455
Even though I knew
6 times 9 was 54.

318
00:15:56,689 --> 00:15:57,657
(CHUCKLES)

319
00:15:59,359 --> 00:16:00,960
One of
the amniotic
sacs ruptured.

320
00:16:01,094 --> 00:16:02,095
The strong twin's.

321
00:16:08,935 --> 00:16:10,270
It's metastasized
to his liver.

322
00:16:10,403 --> 00:16:11,771
So,
what do we do?

323
00:16:13,806 --> 00:16:15,608
Laparoscopic
radiofrequency
ablation.

324
00:16:15,742 --> 00:16:18,211
Short recovery time,
but a significant chance
his cancer returns.

325
00:16:18,345 --> 00:16:19,279
Care to rebut?

326
00:16:21,781 --> 00:16:25,785
I think
we should consider
a hepatic lobectomy

327
00:16:25,918 --> 00:16:27,320
and lymph node
dissection.

328
00:16:27,454 --> 00:16:29,122
Remove
the affected area
of the liver,

329
00:16:29,256 --> 00:16:31,658
all the surrounding tissue,
and every swollen node
we find.

330
00:16:31,791 --> 00:16:33,660
And that's
the aggressive
approach.

331
00:16:33,793 --> 00:16:35,962
Longer recovery time,
high risk
of complications,

332
00:16:36,096 --> 00:16:38,198
and, uh,

333
00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:39,832
admittedly, the best shot
at beating the cancer.

334
00:16:39,966 --> 00:16:42,669
By "complications,"
you mean a barely
functioning liver,

335
00:16:42,802 --> 00:16:45,004
a persistent threat
of fatal bleeds,
and chronic pain.

336
00:16:45,138 --> 00:16:46,606
As surgeons,
you can gut him,

337
00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:48,641
but as his primary doctor,
I have to find the balance

338
00:16:48,775 --> 00:16:50,510
between longevity
and quality of life.

339
00:16:50,643 --> 00:16:52,145
CLAIRE: Last week,
you were trying
to perform surgery

340
00:16:52,279 --> 00:16:54,314
from the gallery,
and now you hate
surgeons.

341
00:16:54,847 --> 00:16:56,549
Pick a side.

342
00:16:56,683 --> 00:16:59,086
ASHER: A piecemeal
approach is not going
to work with Billy.

343
00:16:59,219 --> 00:17:01,054
Every time we try
to solve a problem,

344
00:17:01,188 --> 00:17:02,522
we discover another one.

345
00:17:02,655 --> 00:17:04,691
You may have left
your religion
in Brooklyn,

346
00:17:04,824 --> 00:17:06,693
but you keep looking
for meaning
in random events.

347
00:17:06,826 --> 00:17:08,361
The dice have
no memory.

348
00:17:08,495 --> 00:17:09,696
ASHER: I'm not
looking for meaning.
I'm looking for patterns.

349
00:17:09,829 --> 00:17:11,598
Maybe he's got some
underlying condition.

350
00:17:12,999 --> 00:17:14,234
I agree with Asher.

351
00:17:14,367 --> 00:17:16,336
The dice have no memory,
but they can be loaded.

352
00:17:17,670 --> 00:17:21,040
So... safe
and seriously
compromised

353
00:17:21,174 --> 00:17:22,709
or aggressive
and possibly dead?

354
00:17:26,413 --> 00:17:27,347
Your case, Dr. Browne.

355
00:17:29,482 --> 00:17:30,350
Your call.

356
00:17:40,493 --> 00:17:41,361
How you feeling?

357
00:17:43,263 --> 00:17:44,464
You sacrificed
a lot.

358
00:17:44,597 --> 00:17:46,399
Your hands,
your career.

359
00:17:46,533 --> 00:17:48,268
And you're taking
it out on
me and Claire

360
00:17:48,401 --> 00:17:49,269
and the whole
surgical profession.

361
00:17:50,036 --> 00:17:51,371
I get it.
It hurts.

362
00:17:53,140 --> 00:17:54,607
You're pathetic.

363
00:17:54,741 --> 00:17:56,576
You're worried about me
because I'll never be
a surgeon?

364
00:17:56,709 --> 00:17:57,777
Boo-hoo.

365
00:17:57,910 --> 00:17:59,379
You're worried about me
because I took pleasure

366
00:17:59,512 --> 00:18:00,980
in screwing with
you and Claire?

367
00:18:01,114 --> 00:18:01,881
That's who I am.

368
00:18:02,849 --> 00:18:04,584
The question is,
who are you?

369
00:18:04,717 --> 00:18:06,386
You don't show up late
with lame-ass excuses,

370
00:18:06,519 --> 00:18:08,188
and when you get dissed,
you diss back, so...

371
00:18:09,722 --> 00:18:10,690
How are you feeling?

372
00:18:12,325 --> 00:18:13,293
Forget I asked.

373
00:18:18,431 --> 00:18:20,300
He's lost most
of his amniotic fluid.

374
00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:21,968
Won't last
very long
in utero.

375
00:18:23,236 --> 00:18:25,205
In helping the weak,
we hurt the strong.

376
00:18:25,705 --> 00:18:26,706
C-section?

377
00:18:26,839 --> 00:18:29,576
If we do a C-section
to save the strong baby,

378
00:18:29,709 --> 00:18:31,844
there's a 90% chance
the weak baby will die.

379
00:18:31,978 --> 00:18:35,182
But if we do
an amnioinfusion
to save the weak baby,

380
00:18:35,315 --> 00:18:38,418
there's an 85% chance
that strong baby will die.

381
00:18:39,552 --> 00:18:40,487
It's the better option.

382
00:18:43,290 --> 00:18:45,458
5% to decide
which baby lives?

383
00:18:45,592 --> 00:18:47,527
Kenzie's body
has already made
that choice.

384
00:18:47,660 --> 00:18:49,762
If there's
a strong baby
and a weak baby,

385
00:18:49,896 --> 00:18:51,130
it's pretty clear
which one we save.

386
00:18:51,264 --> 00:18:52,265
Survival of
the fittest.

387
00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:56,436
Sorry. It's just...

388
00:18:58,137 --> 00:18:59,439
That's not really
what we're about,
is it,

389
00:18:59,572 --> 00:19:01,541
as a civilization?

390
00:19:01,674 --> 00:19:03,943
Aren't the strong
morally obligated
to help the weak?

391
00:19:04,076 --> 00:19:06,846
And if they don't,
isn't everybody
ultimately worse off?

392
00:19:09,449 --> 00:19:11,618
Neither baby
has to die.

393
00:19:13,453 --> 00:19:15,955
Delayed interval delivery.

394
00:19:16,088 --> 00:19:18,625
We induce labor,
deliver the
strong twin,

395
00:19:18,758 --> 00:19:21,027
then stop the labor
to keep the weak twin
in utero

396
00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:22,795
until his lungs mature.

397
00:19:22,929 --> 00:19:25,832
The chances of
stopping labor
are very slim.

398
00:19:25,965 --> 00:19:29,602
That's true. There's
about a 70% chance that
both babies would die.

399
00:19:29,736 --> 00:19:31,304
Which makes it
the worst possible
choice.

400
00:19:32,205 --> 00:19:32,972
We need to
ask Kenzie.

401
00:19:33,105 --> 00:19:35,074
No, we don't.

402
00:19:35,208 --> 00:19:38,511
Once she hears there's
the slightest chance
of saving both babies,

403
00:19:38,645 --> 00:19:40,480
she won't listen
to any alternatives.

404
00:19:40,613 --> 00:19:42,882
Statistically,
it's a terrible option.

405
00:19:44,517 --> 00:19:46,185
But it is
an option.

406
00:19:57,664 --> 00:20:01,200
No. No, you can't
seriously be
asking me this.

407
00:20:01,334 --> 00:20:04,271
I know that this is
something no mother
should ever have to decide.

408
00:20:05,338 --> 00:20:07,006
There are no
good options here,

409
00:20:07,139 --> 00:20:09,309
but there is one
that'll most likely
make you the mother

410
00:20:09,442 --> 00:20:11,311
of a healthy
baby boy.

411
00:20:18,751 --> 00:20:19,519
Okay.

412
00:20:22,154 --> 00:20:23,089
Prep for an
amnioinfusion...

413
00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:24,291
Have you named them?

414
00:20:25,157 --> 00:20:26,158
Dr. Allen.

415
00:20:34,834 --> 00:20:36,536
Braydon and...

416
00:20:38,204 --> 00:20:39,439
Landon.

417
00:20:42,675 --> 00:20:44,911
(CRYING) No.
No, I can't do this.

418
00:20:48,415 --> 00:20:50,249
You have to save
both of them.

419
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:55,154
CLAIRE:
We're at
the tumor.

420
00:20:56,389 --> 00:20:57,790
Unipolar
ablation
probe?

421
00:20:59,659 --> 00:21:00,760
Pretty cool to
think that we
diagnosed Billy

422
00:21:00,893 --> 00:21:02,462
with metastatic
melanoma
on Tuesday

423
00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:03,563
and send him home
on a Thursday.

424
00:21:05,698 --> 00:21:09,068
Well, let's wait till Friday
to congratulate ourselves.

425
00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:11,237
Current at
480 hertz, please.

426
00:21:13,373 --> 00:21:15,274
Wait.

427
00:21:15,408 --> 00:21:17,710
We got a leak.
Bile duct.
(RAPID BEEPING)

428
00:21:17,844 --> 00:21:19,579
Suction, suture,
linear stapler, stat.

429
00:21:30,122 --> 00:21:30,890
(DOOR OPENS)

430
00:21:38,431 --> 00:21:39,666
I believe she made
the right choice.

431
00:21:39,799 --> 00:21:41,300
She made a choice
any mother would make

432
00:21:41,434 --> 00:21:43,803
because the alternative
is unthinkable.

433
00:21:43,936 --> 00:21:46,172
Isn't that exactly
what made it
the right choice?

434
00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:47,474
She has to
live with it.

435
00:21:48,941 --> 00:21:51,110
The safe choice
is not always
the best choice.

436
00:21:51,243 --> 00:21:53,480
If it were, I'd be
on an army base
in Germany,

437
00:21:54,681 --> 00:21:56,616
married to
1st Lieutenant
Dwayne Buckman.

438
00:22:02,121 --> 00:22:02,855
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

439
00:22:04,957 --> 00:22:05,992
Dr. Andrews,
you wanted to
see me?

440
00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,028
Yes, Dr. Jackson.
Please come in.

441
00:22:12,264 --> 00:22:14,166
"Dr. Jackson."

442
00:22:14,300 --> 00:22:16,302
I cannot say
those two words
without grinning!

443
00:22:16,436 --> 00:22:17,637
I know.
(BOTH LAUGH)

444
00:22:19,472 --> 00:22:20,840
So?

445
00:22:20,973 --> 00:22:22,642
Uh, just checking in
with you, Livy.

446
00:22:23,476 --> 00:22:24,677
(SIGHS)

447
00:22:24,811 --> 00:22:26,413
Like you do
with all your
first-years?

448
00:22:26,546 --> 00:22:28,247
You wanted
hands off.

449
00:22:28,381 --> 00:22:30,783
You're getting
hands off.

450
00:22:30,917 --> 00:22:32,619
But I can still say
hi to my niece.

451
00:22:32,752 --> 00:22:33,653
(LAUGHS)

452
00:22:35,321 --> 00:22:36,623
It looks like
you're settling in
pretty well.

453
00:22:37,824 --> 00:22:40,026
No, the way
you spoke up
yesterday...

454
00:22:40,159 --> 00:22:41,861
I mean,
that's a tough case,
tough crowd,

455
00:22:41,994 --> 00:22:42,895
but you held
your own.

456
00:22:43,796 --> 00:22:45,364
I'm getting there.

457
00:22:45,498 --> 00:22:46,666
Dr. Murphy's
been very supportive.

458
00:22:47,767 --> 00:22:49,736
Murphy? Yeah,
I'm glad to hear it.

459
00:22:49,869 --> 00:22:51,170
I'm sure he sees
your potential.

460
00:22:52,905 --> 00:22:55,542
But if you need
anything, you...
Mmm.

461
00:22:55,675 --> 00:22:56,676
...ask anyone but me.

462
00:22:57,810 --> 00:22:58,678
Very hands off.

463
00:22:59,512 --> 00:23:00,513
Hmm.

464
00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:11,290
Shaun, this is
not an argument

465
00:23:11,424 --> 00:23:14,193
I ever thought
I'd have to have
with a boyfriend,

466
00:23:14,326 --> 00:23:15,862
whether moving in
together matters.

467
00:23:15,995 --> 00:23:17,664
It so obviously does.

468
00:23:17,797 --> 00:23:20,199
It so obviously
changes everything.

469
00:23:23,135 --> 00:23:24,737
But

470
00:23:24,871 --> 00:23:27,607
one of the reasons
I'm in this relationship

471
00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,710
(SIGHS)
is because of that.

472
00:23:31,978 --> 00:23:33,680
You are different.

473
00:23:33,813 --> 00:23:36,849
And when I think
about us, say,
a year from now,

474
00:23:36,983 --> 00:23:38,451
I can't imagine us
not living together.

475
00:23:38,585 --> 00:23:41,721
So, if it's
inevitable...

476
00:23:45,124 --> 00:23:46,793
Shaun,

477
00:23:46,926 --> 00:23:49,428
I am moving in
with you.

478
00:23:56,969 --> 00:23:58,638
Does that mean

479
00:23:58,771 --> 00:24:01,908
you think we have
enough commitment
and trust?

480
00:24:04,243 --> 00:24:05,578
Honestly...

481
00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:09,381
I'm not sure.

482
00:24:12,785 --> 00:24:13,753
So,

483
00:24:15,254 --> 00:24:17,957
you want to do it
just because
it's inevitable?

484
00:24:19,759 --> 00:24:21,761
Mmm. That makes it
sound terrible.

485
00:24:21,894 --> 00:24:25,431
But that is
kind of how I feel,

486
00:24:25,565 --> 00:24:27,767
so, yeah.

487
00:24:33,673 --> 00:24:35,775
You're moving
back in!

488
00:24:37,443 --> 00:24:39,078
(SIGHS)
(CHUCKLES)

489
00:24:39,211 --> 00:24:39,946
(PAGER CHIMES)

490
00:24:52,925 --> 00:24:54,493
My girlfriend is
moving in with me.

491
00:24:56,563 --> 00:24:59,065
We need additional
venous access to
start the oxytocin.

492
00:24:59,198 --> 00:25:00,800
I'll insert
a 16-gauge IV.

493
00:25:02,501 --> 00:25:04,036
How do
you feel?

494
00:25:04,871 --> 00:25:05,772
Good.

495
00:25:06,472 --> 00:25:08,040
Insert a 16-gauge IV.

496
00:25:10,610 --> 00:25:11,611
(SOFTLY) Okay.

497
00:25:18,450 --> 00:25:19,185
All right.

498
00:25:22,454 --> 00:25:23,623
There's gonna be
a pinch.

499
00:25:29,228 --> 00:25:30,229
Very good.

500
00:25:34,567 --> 00:25:35,668
Once we start
that drip,

501
00:25:35,802 --> 00:25:37,069
at least
one baby
will be born.

502
00:25:45,978 --> 00:25:46,846
I understand.

503
00:25:48,480 --> 00:25:49,448
Okay.

504
00:26:05,064 --> 00:26:06,866
Where are
you going?

505
00:26:06,999 --> 00:26:08,601
Kenzie's only
two centimeters
dilated,

506
00:26:08,735 --> 00:26:10,402
and even though
I'm not a surgeon,

507
00:26:10,536 --> 00:26:12,038
I have other
important things
to do.

508
00:26:12,171 --> 00:26:14,506
You were wrong.
First-years
aren't godsends.

509
00:26:14,641 --> 00:26:15,875
They're a lot of work.

510
00:26:16,709 --> 00:26:17,944
But I fixed Olivia.

511
00:26:18,077 --> 00:26:19,879
Wonderful.
Now fix Jordan.

512
00:26:20,012 --> 00:26:20,947
She's the one
you have
a problem with.

513
00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:23,115
No. I...
I don't.

514
00:26:23,249 --> 00:26:25,017
Well, technically,
she has a problem
with you...

515
00:26:25,151 --> 00:26:26,719
(ELEVATOR DINGS)
...and anyone
in authority.

516
00:26:26,853 --> 00:26:27,586
You need to
rein her in.

517
00:26:28,721 --> 00:26:30,723
Okay,
how do I do that?

518
00:26:30,857 --> 00:26:31,824
How'd you fix
Olivia?

519
00:26:31,958 --> 00:26:32,892
(BUTTON CLICKS)

520
00:26:40,933 --> 00:26:42,702
DR. REZNICK:
No new paint,
no new parts.

521
00:26:42,835 --> 00:26:44,704
No way
you took this
to a shop.

522
00:26:44,837 --> 00:26:46,839
So, there is
something up
with you.

523
00:26:46,973 --> 00:26:48,240
Something personal.

524
00:26:48,374 --> 00:26:49,676
Something you
don't care about.
(CAR UNLOCKS)

525
00:26:49,809 --> 00:26:51,077
That goes
without saying.

526
00:26:51,210 --> 00:26:52,912
Except,
it's messing
with my games.

527
00:26:56,215 --> 00:26:57,884
I just wanna
humiliate you

528
00:26:58,017 --> 00:26:59,719
without feeling like
I'm punching a kitten.

529
00:27:04,924 --> 00:27:06,325
I was finalizing
my divorce.

530
00:27:08,394 --> 00:27:10,663
I thought
you were already...

531
00:27:10,797 --> 00:27:11,898
Not until
yesterday.

532
00:27:12,031 --> 00:27:13,065
And we didn't
wanna deal with

533
00:27:13,199 --> 00:27:14,934
a formal custody
arrangement
for Kellan,

534
00:27:15,067 --> 00:27:18,337
but now that
he's 18,
it's official.

535
00:27:21,007 --> 00:27:22,108
I know it's been
over for years,

536
00:27:22,241 --> 00:27:23,342
but when
it's really over,

537
00:27:27,279 --> 00:27:29,148
it hurts.

538
00:27:29,281 --> 00:27:33,252
And I'm pissed
at myself
for being hurt,

539
00:27:33,385 --> 00:27:35,888
and, uh,
now I'm pissed
at myself

540
00:27:36,022 --> 00:27:38,958
for admitting that
to the coldest person
I know.

541
00:27:42,895 --> 00:27:43,863
(SIGHS)

542
00:27:46,498 --> 00:27:48,801
My place has
two masters
with en suites,

543
00:27:48,935 --> 00:27:50,369
and it's
rent-controlled,

544
00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:52,638
so it's still
probably cheaper
than your motel.

545
00:27:55,107 --> 00:27:56,408
But staying with me
will cost you.

546
00:27:57,443 --> 00:27:58,477
Kitty gotta punch back.

547
00:28:00,612 --> 00:28:02,548
Thanks.
But I'm good.

548
00:28:05,551 --> 00:28:06,552
(ENGINE STARTS)

549
00:28:13,292 --> 00:28:15,561
(KENZIE MOANING)
DR. GROMSKI:
She's at 10 centimeters.

550
00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:18,130
SHAUN: Prepare packed
red blood cells for
possible transfusion.

551
00:28:18,264 --> 00:28:19,631
Prepare forceps,
clamps,
and scissors.

552
00:28:21,300 --> 00:28:23,002
(MONITOR BEEPING,
ULTRASOUND PULSING)
(KENZIE CRIES)

553
00:28:26,906 --> 00:28:28,207
How do you feel?
Really feel?

554
00:28:30,142 --> 00:28:32,244
I feel fine.

555
00:28:32,378 --> 00:28:34,246
Why do you have
a problem
with authority?

556
00:28:35,681 --> 00:28:37,716
(KENZIE MOANS)
Seriously?

557
00:28:37,850 --> 00:28:40,286
I have a problem
with you not acting
like an authority.

558
00:28:40,419 --> 00:28:42,221
You're not doing
the one thing
any junior needs

559
00:28:42,354 --> 00:28:43,823
from their supervisor.

560
00:28:43,956 --> 00:28:45,391
If I'm screwing up...
(WHIMPERS)

561
00:28:45,524 --> 00:28:46,926
Not now.
Not gonna
screw up now.

562
00:28:47,059 --> 00:28:48,260
(GROANS)

563
00:28:48,394 --> 00:28:50,162
I need to know
you're at least
watching.

564
00:28:50,296 --> 00:28:51,730
I need to know
you got my ass covered.

565
00:28:54,934 --> 00:28:57,036
(BREATHING HEAVILY,
MOANING)

566
00:29:01,874 --> 00:29:03,876
The leak in
your bile duct

567
00:29:04,010 --> 00:29:05,444
has caused
an infection

568
00:29:05,577 --> 00:29:08,080
that could lead
to peritonitis.

569
00:29:08,214 --> 00:29:11,750
We've got you on
multiple aggressive
antibiotics,

570
00:29:11,884 --> 00:29:14,053
but this infection
acts very quickly,

571
00:29:15,822 --> 00:29:17,056
sometimes
in a matter of hours.

572
00:29:18,257 --> 00:29:20,626
Well, I feel fine.

573
00:29:20,759 --> 00:29:22,061
Dopey, but fine.

574
00:29:24,964 --> 00:29:25,965
Billy,

575
00:29:27,299 --> 00:29:28,968
do you understand
what I just told you?

576
00:29:29,101 --> 00:29:30,970
I might die tonight.

577
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:33,072
I get it.

578
00:29:34,340 --> 00:29:35,074
What...

579
00:29:35,908 --> 00:29:37,076
How do you do it?

580
00:29:39,545 --> 00:29:40,279
I've...

581
00:29:41,247 --> 00:29:42,648
(CHUCKLES)
had worse days.

582
00:29:46,218 --> 00:29:47,086
(SIGHS)

583
00:29:50,422 --> 00:29:52,091
The day after
Linda died...

584
00:29:54,894 --> 00:29:56,295
I went to buy a gun.

585
00:29:59,899 --> 00:30:01,567
Never used one before,

586
00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:04,670
but I figured,
"How hard could it be

587
00:30:04,803 --> 00:30:06,973
"to put it in my mouth
and pull the trigger?"

588
00:30:08,207 --> 00:30:10,109
On my way to the store,

589
00:30:11,577 --> 00:30:15,614
I saw a car parked
on the side of the road

590
00:30:15,747 --> 00:30:16,482
with a flat.

591
00:30:18,584 --> 00:30:20,686
Couple of kids who...

592
00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,122
(CHUCKLES) clearly
didn't know what the heck
they were doing.

593
00:30:24,390 --> 00:30:26,225
And for some reason,

594
00:30:26,358 --> 00:30:28,127
I pulled over
and changed their tire.

595
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:30,129
As I was leaving,

596
00:30:31,030 --> 00:30:34,100
I told them,
"Good timing.

597
00:30:34,233 --> 00:30:36,635
"Costco's got a sale
on tires."

598
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:43,042
That's when I heard
Linda's laugh.

599
00:30:46,345 --> 00:30:47,579
"Hey, dummy.

600
00:30:49,481 --> 00:30:51,117
"If you kill yourself,

601
00:30:51,250 --> 00:30:53,352
"who's gonna change
the next tire?"

602
00:30:57,489 --> 00:30:59,158
That's what saved my life.

603
00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:03,162
Just wanting
to help people.

604
00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:08,567
Makes life worthwhile.

605
00:31:12,871 --> 00:31:14,206
(SIGHS DEEPLY)

606
00:31:17,643 --> 00:31:19,245
(MOANS)

607
00:31:19,378 --> 00:31:20,346
(MONITOR BEEPING,
ULTRASOUND PULSING)

608
00:31:24,516 --> 00:31:25,251
Brady. (CHUCKLES)

609
00:31:32,491 --> 00:31:34,226
His lungs
are also
underdeveloped.

610
00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:35,894
SHAUN: He needs
to be placed
on a ventilator.

611
00:31:36,028 --> 00:31:37,196
Let's get him
to the NICU.

612
00:31:39,065 --> 00:31:40,399
SHAUN: Starting
magnesium sulfate.

613
00:31:40,532 --> 00:31:42,801
That's to stop
your labor.

614
00:31:42,935 --> 00:31:44,971
I also need to ligate
the umbilical cord

615
00:31:45,104 --> 00:31:46,605
and return it
to your uterus.

616
00:31:49,675 --> 00:31:51,410
Okay, I have to focus
on the patient

617
00:31:51,543 --> 00:31:54,246
and I have to focus
on Jordan and I also
have to focus on you.

618
00:31:55,514 --> 00:31:57,016
I don't know
how to do that.

619
00:31:57,149 --> 00:31:58,117
Clamp.

620
00:32:00,619 --> 00:32:02,121
Don't worry about me.

621
00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:04,223
I appreciate you
noticing I needed help,
but I'll be fine.

622
00:32:04,856 --> 00:32:05,591
I didn't.

623
00:32:07,726 --> 00:32:08,460
Dr. Andrews?

624
00:32:09,061 --> 00:32:10,129
Your uncle.

625
00:32:10,262 --> 00:32:11,230
Absorbable sutures.

626
00:32:11,897 --> 00:32:13,132
He told you?

627
00:32:13,265 --> 00:32:15,134
Not that part.
I googled that.

628
00:32:15,267 --> 00:32:17,236
I couldn't trust
your resume.

629
00:32:26,012 --> 00:32:27,713
How do you feel?

630
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:30,349
I feel

631
00:32:30,482 --> 00:32:32,084
like my uncle
doesn't think
I can hack it.

632
00:32:33,885 --> 00:32:36,155
I feel... sick.

633
00:32:36,288 --> 00:32:37,956
(GROANS)
(RAPID BEEPING)

634
00:32:38,090 --> 00:32:39,658
She's having
another contraction.

635
00:32:39,791 --> 00:32:42,161
Adding terbutaline
and calcium
channel blockers.

636
00:32:42,294 --> 00:32:44,163
Am I gonna
lose Landy?

637
00:32:44,296 --> 00:32:45,831
Am I gonna lose
both of them?

638
00:32:47,566 --> 00:32:49,268
I don't know.

639
00:32:56,408 --> 00:32:58,310
(MOANING)
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)

640
00:33:03,282 --> 00:33:04,283
She's still
in labor?

641
00:33:04,950 --> 00:33:06,385
BP's 95
over 60.

642
00:33:06,518 --> 00:33:09,788
Kenzie,
we need to do
a C-section.

643
00:33:09,921 --> 00:33:11,823
No, no.
If he comes out,
he'll die.

644
00:33:11,957 --> 00:33:13,159
If he doesn't,
you both will.

645
00:33:13,292 --> 00:33:15,194
No.
69 over 40.

646
00:33:15,327 --> 00:33:16,295
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
(RAPID BEEPING)

647
00:33:18,297 --> 00:33:19,865
We're doing
a C-section.

648
00:33:19,998 --> 00:33:21,367
No!
Let's prep
and drape her.

649
00:33:21,500 --> 00:33:22,868
No. I can't.

650
00:33:24,136 --> 00:33:24,970
I can't lose Landy.

651
00:33:25,104 --> 00:33:26,038
No!

652
00:33:26,172 --> 00:33:27,939
We need to
restrain her.

653
00:33:28,074 --> 00:33:29,875
Landy's going to
be just fine.

654
00:33:30,008 --> 00:33:31,910
Landy is not...
Shh!

655
00:33:32,044 --> 00:33:33,179
Kenzie, just listen
to my voice, okay?

656
00:33:33,312 --> 00:33:35,414
Just focus.

657
00:33:35,547 --> 00:33:37,316
(GROANING)
What's your favorite
board game?

658
00:33:38,317 --> 00:33:39,651
(MOANS)
No! No!

659
00:33:39,785 --> 00:33:40,886
SHAUN: Okay,
restraints, please.

660
00:33:41,019 --> 00:33:42,388
(MOANING)

661
00:33:42,521 --> 00:33:44,022
Look at me.
Don't look at them.

662
00:33:45,457 --> 00:33:46,858
Board game.

663
00:33:46,992 --> 00:33:48,060
(SNIFFLES) Uh...
Mmm-hmm?

664
00:33:48,194 --> 00:33:50,762
Scrabble.
A classic. Nice!

665
00:33:51,663 --> 00:33:52,698
Eight years
from now,

666
00:33:52,831 --> 00:33:54,100
Landy hits
a triple word
score

667
00:33:54,233 --> 00:33:55,334
with the word
"breathe."

668
00:33:56,335 --> 00:33:57,603
Try it. Breathe.

669
00:33:57,736 --> 00:33:59,338
(BREATHING DEEPLY)
Good.

670
00:34:02,974 --> 00:34:03,709
What's Brady doing?

671
00:34:05,010 --> 00:34:06,578
Uh... He's...

672
00:34:08,013 --> 00:34:09,848
He's mad that
his brother
just schooled him.

673
00:34:09,981 --> 00:34:11,750
(CHUCKLES)
Of course he is.

674
00:34:11,883 --> 00:34:12,818
(CHUCKLES)

675
00:34:26,998 --> 00:34:27,966
(RAPID BEEPS)

676
00:34:29,034 --> 00:34:29,768
(BEEPING SLOWS)

677
00:34:31,437 --> 00:34:32,738
100 over 65.

678
00:34:33,772 --> 00:34:34,940
Contractions
are stopping.

679
00:34:39,678 --> 00:34:41,247
Words with
"X" and "Z."

680
00:34:43,382 --> 00:34:44,450
Only way
you're gonna
beat them.

681
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:48,220
I better brush up.

682
00:34:53,091 --> 00:34:54,092
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

683
00:35:04,270 --> 00:35:05,271
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

684
00:35:06,872 --> 00:35:08,474
Delayed interval
twin delivery?

685
00:35:08,607 --> 00:35:10,075
That's awesome.
I can't teach.

686
00:35:12,378 --> 00:35:13,712
Did you ask
the first-years
how they feel?

687
00:35:13,845 --> 00:35:15,080
Yes. Unhappy.

688
00:35:15,214 --> 00:35:16,282
Okay, that's great.

689
00:35:17,916 --> 00:35:19,585
Not that they're unhappy,
but that you asked them,

690
00:35:19,718 --> 00:35:22,321
they confided in you,
and you learned something.

691
00:35:24,156 --> 00:35:26,825
I learned that
Olivia needed help,
so I helped her,

692
00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:28,594
and now she feels sick
because I helped her.

693
00:35:28,727 --> 00:35:30,128
Morgan says
Jordan needs help,

694
00:35:30,262 --> 00:35:31,597
but Jordan says
she doesn't need help,

695
00:35:31,730 --> 00:35:33,499
but Jordan's mad
because I didn't
help her.

696
00:35:34,266 --> 00:35:35,434
Okay, that sounds tricky.

697
00:35:36,067 --> 00:35:37,503
That was my point.

698
00:35:37,636 --> 00:35:38,770
(SIGHS)

699
00:35:38,904 --> 00:35:40,071
You know what?
You'll figure it out.

700
00:35:40,206 --> 00:35:42,341
And even if you don't
this time, that's okay.

701
00:35:42,474 --> 00:35:43,442
You'll learn something.

702
00:35:45,744 --> 00:35:46,945
And you know what?
You're a wonderful teacher.

703
00:35:49,315 --> 00:35:51,317
I've been learning from you
since the first day we met.

704
00:36:03,862 --> 00:36:05,030
(MONITOR BEEPING)

705
00:36:07,799 --> 00:36:08,534
DR. PARK:
How's he doing?

706
00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:10,769
Well,

707
00:36:11,437 --> 00:36:13,639
either he wakes

708
00:36:13,772 --> 00:36:16,475
or he lapses
into a coma and
slowly fades away.

709
00:36:18,777 --> 00:36:19,511
Beautiful day.

710
00:36:21,813 --> 00:36:22,548
(GASPS)

711
00:36:24,883 --> 00:36:26,385
(VALERIE BROUSSARD'S
"HOLD ON TO ME" PLAYING)

712
00:36:31,723 --> 00:36:37,863
** You've been walking
alone for so long

713
00:36:37,996 --> 00:36:38,997
(BILLY MOANS)

714
00:36:42,167 --> 00:36:44,270
(GROGGILY)
You call Addy
about your car?

715
00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:46,705
(CHUCKLES)
Not yet.

716
00:36:46,838 --> 00:36:47,906
Been
a little busy.

717
00:36:48,039 --> 00:36:48,807
(SIGHS)

718
00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,911
Helpers aren't so good
at asking for help.

719
00:36:54,413 --> 00:36:56,415
Kinda glad I did, though.

720
00:36:57,849 --> 00:37:00,852
** This time, I know
you'll be all right

721
00:37:00,986 --> 00:37:03,522
** 'Cause I'm standing
at your side

722
00:37:04,155 --> 00:37:05,223
** Whoa

723
00:37:07,559 --> 00:37:10,696
** 'Cause when you feel like
you've been falling

724
00:37:10,829 --> 00:37:12,331
Congratulations.

725
00:37:12,464 --> 00:37:14,266
You helped save
a life today.

726
00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:16,502
Despite
the bickering.

727
00:37:16,635 --> 00:37:18,737
Opposing points
of view
are great,

728
00:37:18,870 --> 00:37:22,240
as long as you
actually listen to
the other point of view.

729
00:37:22,374 --> 00:37:25,777
You're carrying baggage
that is affecting
your decisions.

730
00:37:25,911 --> 00:37:28,547
And you saw that
because you're good
at reading people.

731
00:37:29,315 --> 00:37:31,116
Other people.

732
00:37:31,249 --> 00:37:33,084
Figure out what
you're carrying.

733
00:37:33,218 --> 00:37:36,722
** There is a light
at the end
of this long ride

734
00:37:37,389 --> 00:37:38,390
** Whoa

735
00:37:40,025 --> 00:37:42,961
** This time, I know
you'll be all right

736
00:37:43,094 --> 00:37:45,564
** 'Cause I'm standing
at your side

737
00:37:46,398 --> 00:37:47,399
** Whoa

738
00:37:49,735 --> 00:37:54,373
** 'Cause when you feel like
you've been falling

739
00:37:54,506 --> 00:37:56,274
** Hold on to me

740
00:37:58,610 --> 00:38:03,248
** And when the river
sweeps you right off
your feet

741
00:38:03,382 --> 00:38:04,983
** Hold on to me

742
00:38:07,586 --> 00:38:10,789
** Oh

743
00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:13,959
** Hold on to me

744
00:38:15,361 --> 00:38:16,728
It's a list of
all the things

745
00:38:16,862 --> 00:38:18,063
you did right
on this case.

746
00:38:20,366 --> 00:38:21,600
You can hack it.

747
00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:26,605
It's a list of all
the things you did
wrong on this case.

748
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:30,275
I'm covering
your ass.

749
00:38:30,409 --> 00:38:31,843
** Hold on to me

750
00:38:33,912 --> 00:38:36,147
** Hold on to me, now

751
00:38:36,281 --> 00:38:38,784
** Take you to higher ground

752
00:38:38,917 --> 00:38:41,653
** Hold on to me **

753
00:38:41,787 --> 00:38:43,622
HARRY (ON TV):
But don't be late if you
don't want no bloody nose.

754
00:38:47,759 --> 00:38:49,628
BILLIE: Would you do
me a favor, Harry?
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

755
00:38:50,095 --> 00:38:51,329
HARRY: What?

756
00:38:51,463 --> 00:38:52,698
BILLIE: Drop dead.

757
00:38:53,732 --> 00:38:54,633
(TV SHUTS OFF)

758
00:39:09,147 --> 00:39:11,249
Great to see
you've started
your own clothing line,

759
00:39:11,383 --> 00:39:12,851
the official gear
of those
who've given up.

760
00:39:14,620 --> 00:39:16,655
By "en suite," I meant
there's a trash can
in your closet.

761
00:39:34,873 --> 00:39:36,241
Hey. Want a ride?

762
00:39:42,914 --> 00:39:43,882
Murphy told you.

763
00:39:56,828 --> 00:39:58,830
You never knew
your Great-aunt Winn.

764
00:39:58,964 --> 00:40:04,703
She moved in with us
when I was eight.

765
00:40:08,039 --> 00:40:09,808
Your grandparents
weren't getting along,

766
00:40:09,941 --> 00:40:10,876
lot of fighting.

767
00:40:11,943 --> 00:40:16,281
But whenever
it got
really bad,

768
00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:18,784
Auntie Winn would take
your mom and me
into the kitchen,

769
00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:23,455
make cupcakes,
something out of
papier-mache,

770
00:40:23,589 --> 00:40:26,291
or teach us
a card game.

771
00:40:30,061 --> 00:40:32,297
I've always wanted
to be that kind of
person for you.

772
00:40:37,268 --> 00:40:38,003
You have been.

773
00:40:44,375 --> 00:40:46,177
But now I need to know
that you think
I can do this.

774
00:40:47,445 --> 00:40:48,413
Accepting
your help...

775
00:40:50,048 --> 00:40:51,082
(SIGHS)

776
00:40:51,216 --> 00:40:52,551
makes me feel
like garbage.

777
00:40:55,687 --> 00:40:57,455
Livy, I'm sorry. I...
I know. I...

778
00:41:00,692 --> 00:41:01,660
I love you, too.

779
00:41:04,663 --> 00:41:06,131
But I have to
make this work.

780
00:41:34,459 --> 00:41:35,794
Feels like home.

781
00:41:36,461 --> 00:41:38,163
Again.

782
00:41:38,296 --> 00:41:40,799
It feels like home again
to me, too.

783
00:41:43,535 --> 00:41:45,403
Maybe you're right.

784
00:41:45,537 --> 00:41:48,073
Maybe things
are the same.

785
00:41:57,749 --> 00:41:59,517
No.

786
00:41:59,651 --> 00:42:01,486
You were right.
It's not the same.

787
00:42:04,322 --> 00:42:05,323
It's better.

788
00:42:26,477 --> 00:42:28,213
(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)