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** I see trees of green

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(BEEP)

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** Red roses, too

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** I see them bloom

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** For me and you

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(TIMER BEEPING)

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** And I think to myself

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(BEEP)

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** What a wonderful world

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(TIMER BEEPS)

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** I see skies of blue **

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(ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)

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** I see trees of green

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** Red roses, too

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** I see them bloom

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(GARGLING)

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** For me and you

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** And I say to myself

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** What a wonderful world **

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Morning.

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Oh. I made pancakes.
Mm.

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Oh, your lips
are very shiny.

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It's just
my normal lip gloss.

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You don't
normally have it on
for breakfast.

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Hm.

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Mmm, these are delicious.

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Mm.

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Where is my apple?

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One of you
moved my apple.

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Oh, it was just
blocking the shot.

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Try not to look
directly into camera.

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****

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SOPHIE: So, tell me
about how you two
met and fell in love.

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Uh...

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First
we were neighbors,

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then we became friends,
then roommates.

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We bonded over our love
of pancakes and karaoke.

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And before we knew it,
we were having
our first kiss.

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We were drunk
from tequila,

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and I vomited
immediately after.

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Yeah.

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And Lea said
we were just friends,

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and she said that was all we
could be because of my autism,

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and I thought she was
superficial and prejudiced.

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But I was wrong about her,
and she was, too.

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She could be happy
and in love with me.

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So she asked me
to marry her,
and I said yes.

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You sure did.

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I have to go.

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Okay.

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Oh.

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SOPHIE: We need you
to sign a release form.

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I don't want
to be on TV.

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Well, we can always
just blur you out.
Mm.

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You don't want
to be blurred.
It'll be fun.

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We'll be the younger,
more outrageous
supporting characters

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in The Shaun Show.

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It is not my show.

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All this for you.

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Oh, looks like Dr. Andrews

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is hoping for
"Special Appearance by"
billing.

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DR. ANDREWS: I didn't expect
to make it to California.
Oh.

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San Jose
St. Bonaventure Hospital

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has one of
the most rigorous

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surgical
training programs
in the country.

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Only a select few make it

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through this rigorous
five-year residency,

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which traditionally
culminates with a test

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to see if those residents
are prepared to be attendings.

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Did I say "rigorous" twice?
I can take that again.

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Uh, don't... Don't worry.
You're doing great.

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Can I get
your autograph?

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(CLEARS THROAT)

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Dr. Murphy and Dr. Park,

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today each of you
will be put in charge
of a surgical case

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and evaluated based
on your O.R. performance,

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your ability
to delegate responsibility,

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to manage junior residents,
and think on your feet.

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The next surgical cases
that come through the E.R.

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will be all yours.

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(SIRENS WAILING)

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Aah!

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EMT: Dana Bradley, 34,

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burns to her head
and left forearm.

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At least 10%
total body surface area.

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(GROANING)

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SHAUN: I see areas
of second-degree burns,

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forehead, scalp, and cheek
with associated burn blisters,

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likely mid-to-deep dermal
partial thickness burns.

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Send blood for CBC, urea,
electrolytes, lactate,

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and get EKG
and chest film.

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(GROANING)

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Okay, give one milligram
of Dilaudid.

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Dana, it's okay.
We're giving you something
stronger for the pain.

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Start IV antibiotics.
Capillary refill is sluggish.

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She needs acute surgery
to debride.

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NURSE HAWKS: Let's go!

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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Grant Ferlin,
44-year-old firefighter,

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level two trauma,
multiple injuries
from a fall.

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What about burns?

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No burns.
He saved a woman
from the fire,

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then he got pinned
by a beam.

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Sir, please go
to the waiting room.

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We'll keep you updated.

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Dr. Park,
this is your case.

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Villanueva, we need
all hands on deck.

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DR. PARK: He's tachycardic
and hypotensive.

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Could be bleeding
into his abdomen.

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Give me the ultrasound.

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Give me the ultrasound!

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Intraperitoneal hemorrhage.

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We need to open him up.
Let's go.

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SHAUN: Excision knife.

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Apply even pressure
against the wound.

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Starting the tangential
sequential excision.

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DR. ANDREWS: Shaun
would be an asset
to any hospital.

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He views the world
a bit differently

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and therefore sees patients
a little bit differently.

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But we accept him
just as he is.

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SOPHIE: Did you
always feel that way?

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There was a time

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where I didn't feel Shaun
belonged at this hospital.

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Luckily,
I got my arm twisted.

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Shaun's contributions
have far outweighed
his surgical gifts.

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(MONITOR ALARM)

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JORDAN:
She's in v-tach.

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****

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Is he okay?
Why is he stopping?

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Sometimes
he gets these ideas,

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more like visions.

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It's very effective.

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I'm not sure
what that is.

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Your lights are in my eyes.

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Please turn them off.
Step back.

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She's hypothermic.

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We need more aggressive
fluid resuscitation.

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I'll place a femoral line
using a rewarming catheter.

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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

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Okay.

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ASHER: We need to assess
the duodenal rupture.

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DR. PARK: I'll run the bowel,

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rule out
any other perforations.

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Babcocks and OG tube
to suction.

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His surgical technique
is really advanced.

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He has such command
over the room.

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Shut up.

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(MONITOR ALARM)

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DR. PARK: Suction.

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****

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I found the bleeder.

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Coagulating.

153
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Next I'll repair
the rupture site.

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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

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Bleeding stopped.

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****

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Let's close him up,

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get a post-op CT
to make sure
we got everything.

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SOPHIE: I've heard that Shaun
sometimes has visions?

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What are they like?

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****

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Pretty good, huh?
(CHUCKLES)

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Mm-mmm. Mm-mmm.

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It's more like...

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Um, sorry,
but you're no Shaun.

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(CHUCKLES)

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Nobody can do Shaun's
vision thingies but him.

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It's his superpower,

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like he has an X-Ray,
MRI, and CT

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all in his head
all at the same time.

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I'm never gonna be able
to do that.

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But what I've learned
from watching Shaun is,

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figure out
what you're good at
and lean into that.

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What's your superpower?

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How much time do you have?

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(LAUGHS)

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The surgery was a success.

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We were able to eliminate
all non-viable tissue

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and use autograft
over the entire

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burn surface area.

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What are they
doing here?

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They are taping me.
They will blur out
your face.

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When can I see my family?

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The nurse is bringing them.
They should be here shortly.

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(WINCES) That hurts!

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You are on
strong IV narcotics,

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and the grafts
should still be numb.

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Please stop.

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Stop!

190
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It hurts!

191
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I am not touching you.

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There is significant
swelling and edema.

193
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It is pulling on
the graft anchor sites.

194
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That doesn't make sense.

195
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NICOLE: Mommy?

196
00:09:06,614 --> 00:09:07,581
DANA: Yes.

197
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Baby.

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I'm here.

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I want to go home.

200
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** What if I left
and it made no sense?

201
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** And you tell your friends

202
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** And they hold your hands

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** Baby, never mind, never mind

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I can't do this.
Okay, okay, okay.

205
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** What if I left
and it made no sense?

206
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** And you tell your friends

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** And they hold your hands

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** Baby, never mind **

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Hello. Dana's autografts
were procured,

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placed,
and secured perfectly.

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We started IV Ancef before
surgery, continued post-op,

212
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and confirmed none
of the tissues removed
had positive cultures.

213
00:10:01,134 --> 00:10:02,803
The grafts
should not be failing.

214
00:10:04,271 --> 00:10:05,773
Did you keep her
wound dressings moistened?

215
00:10:05,906 --> 00:10:07,540
Yes, and her edema
is getting worse,

216
00:10:07,675 --> 00:10:09,009
even after
replacing dressings.

217
00:10:09,142 --> 00:10:11,411
You need to go
double-check her labs.

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00:10:11,544 --> 00:10:13,213
I know what I did.

219
00:10:13,346 --> 00:10:16,216
I memorize all data
in my patient charts.

220
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Did you use proper
sterile technique and prep

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on all autograft sites?

222
00:10:20,520 --> 00:10:21,722
Yes.

223
00:10:21,855 --> 00:10:24,257
Adequate fluid resuscitation
and replacement for losses?

224
00:10:24,391 --> 00:10:27,661
I checked urine output
and central venous pressure
every...

225
00:10:29,730 --> 00:10:31,965
Hour, but she was
really uncomfortable,

226
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so I skipped one,
but I don't think...

227
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No, you cannot skip steps.

228
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Go review
every vitals check,

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all urine output
ins and outs,
and every CVP.

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****

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(LAUGHTER)

232
00:10:48,581 --> 00:10:51,852
Hey. My boys tell me you're
a former brother in blue.

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Walked the beat
for 15 years.

234
00:10:55,288 --> 00:10:56,924
Can we talk privately?

235
00:10:57,057 --> 00:10:58,658
Oh, we're all
squad here.

236
00:11:02,896 --> 00:11:08,001
Grant, your CT showed
you have an unstable
lumbar fracture.

237
00:11:08,135 --> 00:11:11,772
You'll need extensive
posterior fusion surgery
to stabilize it.

238
00:11:13,073 --> 00:11:15,108
How long before
I'm back on the job?

239
00:11:15,242 --> 00:11:16,509
You'll be up and walking
in a few days.

240
00:11:18,779 --> 00:11:21,014
But after this kind of fusion,
your spine...

241
00:11:24,885 --> 00:11:26,586
You won't be able
to be a firefighter anymore.

242
00:11:31,658 --> 00:11:33,827
Then you need
to figure out
a different plan.

243
00:11:33,961 --> 00:11:35,162
This is
the safest surgery.

244
00:11:35,295 --> 00:11:37,330
Your abdominal injury poses
too many risks for us to...

245
00:11:37,464 --> 00:11:40,533
We run into
burning buildings
for a living.

246
00:11:40,667 --> 00:11:41,935
I'm not afraid
of a risk.

247
00:11:45,873 --> 00:11:48,308
I trust you to get me
back to my team.

248
00:11:48,441 --> 00:11:50,377
****

249
00:11:58,551 --> 00:11:59,552
You okay?

250
00:12:01,321 --> 00:12:03,156
I'm just double-checking
our patient's lab work.

251
00:12:04,357 --> 00:12:05,826
That's some emotional
lab work.

252
00:12:07,895 --> 00:12:10,864
Shaun thinks I caused
our patient's graft issues,

253
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and he said so on camera.

254
00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:14,601
(PAPERS RUSTLING)

255
00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:16,169
And I'm...

256
00:12:17,504 --> 00:12:20,240
I'm so angry at myself
for skipping a step.

257
00:12:20,373 --> 00:12:22,209
****

258
00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:29,182
But I don't think
I caused the edema.

259
00:12:34,822 --> 00:12:36,824
Sorry about
this morning.

260
00:12:36,957 --> 00:12:38,091
Rough day.
It happens.

261
00:12:38,225 --> 00:12:39,192
I need approvals.

262
00:12:41,328 --> 00:12:42,930
We implemented
a new system last week.

263
00:12:43,063 --> 00:12:44,531
You're working
off the old one.

264
00:12:44,664 --> 00:12:46,133
I'm sorry.
I didn't know.

265
00:12:46,266 --> 00:12:49,202
You were late
on training day.
Redo it.

266
00:12:49,336 --> 00:12:51,204
And maybe cool it
with the personal calls
on the floor.

267
00:12:55,342 --> 00:12:58,445
Please let this be
an actual medical issue.

268
00:12:58,578 --> 00:13:01,381
My patient's refusing
posterior fusion surgery.

269
00:13:01,514 --> 00:13:03,550
We need an alternative
that will get him back
on his feet.

270
00:13:03,683 --> 00:13:05,953
Posterior fusion would
get him on his feet.

271
00:13:06,086 --> 00:13:08,221
He just wants to
carry someone
on his back.

272
00:13:11,124 --> 00:13:12,792
We could try ventral surgery
through his abdomen.

273
00:13:12,926 --> 00:13:15,028
L3 is hard
to get to ventrally,

274
00:13:15,162 --> 00:13:16,763
even if everything
was perfect.

275
00:13:16,897 --> 00:13:18,298
But if we try
a transpedicular approach,

276
00:13:18,431 --> 00:13:19,799
we could do
a posterior cage placement

277
00:13:19,933 --> 00:13:21,401
and short segment surgery.

278
00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:24,037
There's a risk
of catastrophic
nerve injury

279
00:13:24,171 --> 00:13:26,239
or an uncontrollable bleed

280
00:13:26,373 --> 00:13:28,108
from placing
too large a cage.

281
00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:30,944
****

282
00:13:31,078 --> 00:13:32,245
Would you try it?

283
00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:37,417
Your patient,
your call.

284
00:13:37,550 --> 00:13:39,452
****

285
00:13:41,421 --> 00:13:43,256
What do I love most
about Shaun?

286
00:13:44,691 --> 00:13:46,059
I can't choose.

287
00:13:47,928 --> 00:13:50,931
He's brilliant,
and he's so funny.

288
00:13:51,064 --> 00:13:54,467
He makes me feel safe.

289
00:13:54,601 --> 00:13:57,704
I know no matter what happens,
he's there for me.

290
00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,306
And he's super cute.

291
00:14:01,541 --> 00:14:03,276
Shaun, what do you love
the most about Lea?

292
00:14:06,813 --> 00:14:07,747
Shaun.

293
00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:13,853
I love...

294
00:14:15,122 --> 00:14:18,125
That her eyes crinkle
when she is happy

295
00:14:18,258 --> 00:14:20,127
or sad or angry
or worried.

296
00:14:21,794 --> 00:14:23,830
And I know
which one means what.

297
00:14:23,964 --> 00:14:26,266
You know
my eye crinkles?

298
00:14:26,399 --> 00:14:28,635
That one
means she is happy.

299
00:14:28,768 --> 00:14:30,503
Yes.
(DOOR OPENS)

300
00:14:30,637 --> 00:14:33,273
I double-checked
every recorded vital sign

301
00:14:33,406 --> 00:14:34,874
and hourly urine output.

302
00:14:35,008 --> 00:14:36,876
All suggest
adequate blood pressure
to maintain graft profusion

303
00:14:37,010 --> 00:14:38,845
and no signs
of fluid overload.

304
00:14:38,979 --> 00:14:40,147
I don't know
what caused it,

305
00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:42,415
but Dana's edema and graft
issues are not my fault.

306
00:14:42,549 --> 00:14:45,085
****

307
00:14:51,191 --> 00:14:52,892
I need to see
your footage.

308
00:14:54,761 --> 00:14:56,296
(REWINDING)

309
00:14:56,429 --> 00:14:57,830
SHAUN: Stop.

310
00:14:57,965 --> 00:14:59,766
Play it from there.

311
00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:02,335
****

312
00:15:07,874 --> 00:15:09,709
The grafts
should not be failing.

313
00:15:09,842 --> 00:15:11,244
Something must
have gone wrong.

314
00:15:11,378 --> 00:15:13,346
I need the answers to fix it.
Please rewind.

315
00:15:14,481 --> 00:15:15,615
(REWINDING)

316
00:15:15,748 --> 00:15:17,750
****

317
00:15:22,755 --> 00:15:23,523
S-Stop.

318
00:15:25,358 --> 00:15:27,694
Okay.
Play at half speed.

319
00:15:27,827 --> 00:15:29,629
(KEY CLACKS)

320
00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,364
****

321
00:15:36,769 --> 00:15:37,770
Right there.

322
00:15:37,904 --> 00:15:40,740
(KEY CLACKS)

323
00:15:40,873 --> 00:15:43,610
When I pressed that burn area,
she did not feel it.

324
00:15:43,743 --> 00:15:46,879
If they were second-degree,
mid-dermis burns,

325
00:15:47,014 --> 00:15:48,148
it would have hurt.

326
00:15:49,382 --> 00:15:51,218
Dana has
third-degree burns.

327
00:15:51,351 --> 00:15:53,453
The tissue is dying
under the grafts

328
00:15:53,586 --> 00:15:56,256
because I did not
debride deep enough.

329
00:15:59,826 --> 00:16:03,663
Dana's problem
is my mistake.

330
00:16:12,172 --> 00:16:13,540
Shaun has always been
great with medicine,

331
00:16:14,241 --> 00:16:16,143
but romance, not so much.

332
00:16:16,276 --> 00:16:17,810
I took him through boot camp,

333
00:16:17,944 --> 00:16:20,213
and then he and Lea
got together.

334
00:16:20,347 --> 00:16:21,714
I guess you could
call me Cupid.

335
00:16:21,848 --> 00:16:23,850
You don't get credit
for Shaun and Lea
getting together.

336
00:16:27,254 --> 00:16:28,788
You barely get credit
for us getting together.

337
00:16:28,921 --> 00:16:30,657
I have to go practice
my surgery.

338
00:16:34,261 --> 00:16:36,496
Your first surgery
did not work.

339
00:16:38,265 --> 00:16:40,433
I didn't debride deep enough.
We need to fix it.

340
00:16:42,902 --> 00:16:44,137
How's your pain level?

341
00:16:44,271 --> 00:16:46,606
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

342
00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:50,577
I'm... A monster.

343
00:16:50,710 --> 00:16:53,280
****

344
00:16:57,117 --> 00:16:58,485
No wonder Nicole ran away.

345
00:16:59,786 --> 00:17:01,154
Okay.

346
00:17:01,288 --> 00:17:04,657
We have to do
another surgery,

347
00:17:04,791 --> 00:17:06,459
or you could
become septic.

348
00:17:07,494 --> 00:17:09,529
Will it fix
the way my face looks?

349
00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:11,464
No. Your face
will look worse

350
00:17:11,598 --> 00:17:13,200
because we have to
debride deeper.

351
00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:14,367
I can't.

352
00:17:14,501 --> 00:17:15,735
We have to fix the mistake.

353
00:17:17,170 --> 00:17:19,539
How you look
doesn't impact your health.

354
00:17:23,276 --> 00:17:24,644
Okay.

355
00:17:24,777 --> 00:17:27,480
****

356
00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:33,220
(SOBS)

357
00:17:33,353 --> 00:17:35,054
Do you want me
to get your husband?

358
00:17:35,188 --> 00:17:37,690
I'm sure he wants to see you
before you go into surgery.

359
00:17:37,824 --> 00:17:38,725
No.

360
00:17:40,993 --> 00:17:42,729
Nicole needs him.

361
00:17:42,862 --> 00:17:45,398
****

362
00:17:54,107 --> 00:17:57,009
(MONITOR ALARM)

363
00:17:57,144 --> 00:17:58,511
(ALARM STOPS)
DR. REZNICK:
That's not gonna work.

364
00:18:00,046 --> 00:18:02,215
You need to get
wider exposure
and corpectomy

365
00:18:02,349 --> 00:18:03,683
before placing the cage.

366
00:18:06,153 --> 00:18:07,520
There is
an easier solution.

367
00:18:08,955 --> 00:18:10,523
Tell your patient
he's being an idiot.

368
00:18:12,559 --> 00:18:14,594
It's not worth
risking his life
for his career.

369
00:18:16,329 --> 00:18:17,430
I think he's right.

370
00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:21,668
When I left the force,

371
00:18:21,801 --> 00:18:24,771
I felt more alone than
any other time in my life.

372
00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:29,542
I didn't just leave
a job, I...

373
00:18:31,744 --> 00:18:32,912
I left a family.

374
00:18:34,181 --> 00:18:35,482
He wants to fight
to keep his,

375
00:18:35,615 --> 00:18:36,749
so I'm gonna do
what I can
to help him.

376
00:18:38,585 --> 00:18:40,453
(MONITOR ALARM)

377
00:18:40,587 --> 00:18:41,621
(SIGHS)

378
00:18:41,754 --> 00:18:42,955
(ALARM STOPS)

379
00:18:44,724 --> 00:18:46,826
I'll drill off the complete
pedicle and L3 body.

380
00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,462
You decompress on the lamina
above and below.

381
00:18:49,596 --> 00:18:50,663
(TOOL WHIRRING)

382
00:18:50,797 --> 00:18:52,599
It'll allow for
a safer cage placement.

383
00:18:54,834 --> 00:18:55,735
(CHUCKLES)

384
00:18:59,038 --> 00:19:00,407
JORDAN: I don't think
Dana is ready

385
00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:02,108
for the free tissue flap
reconstruction.

386
00:19:02,242 --> 00:19:03,576
We could start with
daily tissue removal.

387
00:19:03,710 --> 00:19:05,678
No, we should not wait.

388
00:19:05,812 --> 00:19:08,581
Deeper debridement
and temporoparietal
fascia surgery

389
00:19:08,715 --> 00:19:09,916
will clear her edema.

390
00:19:10,049 --> 00:19:12,285
It's a high-risk surgery
with high risk of blood loss

391
00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:13,720
and flap necrosis.

392
00:19:13,853 --> 00:19:16,689
Before we do
another big procedure,

393
00:19:16,823 --> 00:19:18,525
she needs to recover
psychologically.

394
00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,793
She could develop infection
and compartment syndrome
if we wait.

395
00:19:24,731 --> 00:19:27,600
You missed
what the patient
was feeling

396
00:19:27,734 --> 00:19:30,069
in your initial diagnosis,
and it affected her outcome.

397
00:19:31,838 --> 00:19:33,306
You could be wrong
about this, too.

398
00:19:39,646 --> 00:19:42,249
The free tissue flap surgery

399
00:19:42,382 --> 00:19:45,017
will correct the damage
from her burns.

400
00:19:47,254 --> 00:19:49,021
I am the attending.

401
00:19:49,155 --> 00:19:51,123
This is my decision.

402
00:19:51,258 --> 00:19:53,626
****

403
00:20:04,937 --> 00:20:05,672
My patient...

404
00:20:06,439 --> 00:20:07,740
N-No.

405
00:20:07,874 --> 00:20:09,676
****

406
00:20:13,313 --> 00:20:14,681
Shaun,
what's going on?

407
00:20:14,814 --> 00:20:16,383
My patient has to
have another surgery.

408
00:20:16,516 --> 00:20:17,584
I thought she had
second-degree burns.

409
00:20:17,717 --> 00:20:19,819
She also has
third-degree burns.

410
00:20:19,952 --> 00:20:21,821
Okay, so do another surgery.

411
00:20:21,954 --> 00:20:25,892
If I had not been distracted
by the cameras,

412
00:20:26,025 --> 00:20:29,228
I do not think I would have
missed her reaction.

413
00:20:29,362 --> 00:20:31,631
Third-degree burns
are always numb.

414
00:20:31,764 --> 00:20:32,832
So you can do
another surgery.

415
00:20:37,003 --> 00:20:42,675
This is my test to prove
I am ready to be
an attending, okay?

416
00:20:42,809 --> 00:20:43,810
I made a mistake.

417
00:20:43,943 --> 00:20:45,645
And you caught
the mistake.

418
00:20:45,778 --> 00:20:47,747
But I shouldn't
have missed it, okay?

419
00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:49,015
It was my fault.

420
00:20:49,148 --> 00:20:50,583
Okay,
so it was your fault.

421
00:20:50,717 --> 00:20:51,884
So?

422
00:20:52,018 --> 00:20:54,454
Just like it was my fault
when I was attending

423
00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:56,656
that I-I missed
a subdural empyema

424
00:20:56,789 --> 00:20:59,426
and Park punctured
a fungal nodule

425
00:20:59,559 --> 00:21:00,560
and Claire missed a PE.

426
00:21:00,693 --> 00:21:03,396
The patient didn't die, right?

427
00:21:03,530 --> 00:21:06,098
You can do another surgery.
So let's just focus on that.

428
00:21:08,034 --> 00:21:13,005
I am different than you
and Claire and Dr. Park.

429
00:21:13,139 --> 00:21:14,707
I do not
get to make mistakes.

430
00:21:17,677 --> 00:21:19,078
Is this because
this video crew

431
00:21:19,211 --> 00:21:21,213
has been
following you around
wherever you go?

432
00:21:22,248 --> 00:21:23,215
(SIGHS) Yes.

433
00:21:23,350 --> 00:21:24,884
I made two mistakes...

434
00:21:25,017 --> 00:21:27,219
The burns
and letting them film me.

435
00:21:27,354 --> 00:21:29,055
You know what?
Get rid of them.

436
00:21:29,188 --> 00:21:31,691
If you don't want them around,
just get rid of them.

437
00:21:31,824 --> 00:21:32,959
And another thing,
Shaun,

438
00:21:34,661 --> 00:21:37,764
you can't expect
to be perfect
all the time.

439
00:21:40,032 --> 00:21:43,603
It doesn't happen, ever,
for anyone.

440
00:21:44,671 --> 00:21:47,239
****

441
00:21:55,214 --> 00:21:55,948
No.

442
00:21:57,384 --> 00:21:58,918
SOPHIE: Again, it's helpful

443
00:21:59,051 --> 00:22:01,253
if you include the question
in the answer.

444
00:22:01,388 --> 00:22:02,922
What was the question?

445
00:22:03,055 --> 00:22:04,791
Do you see yourself
as Shaun's protector?

446
00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:08,461
Oh, um...

447
00:22:08,595 --> 00:22:12,264
No, I don't see myself
as Shaun's protector anymore.

448
00:22:14,100 --> 00:22:14,967
How does that feel?

449
00:22:16,803 --> 00:22:18,237
How does it feel?
I don't know.

450
00:22:20,206 --> 00:22:21,173
It feels great.

451
00:22:22,409 --> 00:22:23,476
I'm proud of him

452
00:22:24,411 --> 00:22:26,345
and relieved...

453
00:22:28,848 --> 00:22:30,016
...that he's gonna make it.

454
00:22:30,983 --> 00:22:31,818
What changed?

455
00:22:36,222 --> 00:22:36,989
He did.

456
00:22:37,924 --> 00:22:38,825
He changed.

457
00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:41,494
Can you elaborate?

458
00:22:42,294 --> 00:22:43,796
(SIGHS)

459
00:22:46,332 --> 00:22:48,601
He grew up and met Lea.

460
00:22:51,237 --> 00:22:52,271
Okay, we need to talk.

461
00:22:53,473 --> 00:22:54,674
Turn the camera off.

462
00:22:54,807 --> 00:22:56,676
SOPHIE: Sorry, no.

463
00:22:56,809 --> 00:22:58,244
(SCOFFS)

464
00:22:58,377 --> 00:23:00,813
Okay, then I'm gonna have to
say what I have to say naked.

465
00:23:04,083 --> 00:23:05,518
You can take five.
Thank you.

466
00:23:05,652 --> 00:23:07,620
(BEEPING)

467
00:23:07,754 --> 00:23:09,656
You need to
back off Shaun
a little bit.

468
00:23:09,789 --> 00:23:11,724
It's my job
to ask questions.

469
00:23:11,858 --> 00:23:13,225
I was expecting
wedding surprises,

470
00:23:13,359 --> 00:23:16,563
and instead I feel like
you're exploiting his autism.

471
00:23:16,696 --> 00:23:19,131
You knew
Shaun's ASD was gonna
be part of the show.

472
00:23:19,265 --> 00:23:21,000
I didn't expect you
to make a highlight reel

473
00:23:21,133 --> 00:23:22,735
out of his
most spectrum-y moments.

474
00:23:22,869 --> 00:23:24,771
I'm not
manufacturing anything.

475
00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:26,739
Shaun made a mistake
on a very important case,

476
00:23:26,873 --> 00:23:28,608
and now that could end up
on your show.

477
00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,677
He's totally rattled.

478
00:23:30,810 --> 00:23:31,878
I know you want
to protect him.

479
00:23:32,011 --> 00:23:33,480
This is not about
protecting Shaun.

480
00:23:33,613 --> 00:23:34,914
This is about
the whole world seeing him

481
00:23:35,047 --> 00:23:36,883
as a collection of quirks
and a single mistake.

482
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,089
But since that
is good TV...

483
00:23:43,222 --> 00:23:45,758
****

484
00:23:49,662 --> 00:23:50,863
(DOOR CLOSES)

485
00:23:52,965 --> 00:23:54,767
SHAUN: Dana
has third-degree burns.

486
00:23:54,901 --> 00:23:56,435
(REWINDING)

487
00:23:56,569 --> 00:23:58,037
Dana has third-degree burns.

488
00:23:58,170 --> 00:23:59,138
(REWINDING)

489
00:23:59,271 --> 00:24:00,940
Dana has third-degree burns.

490
00:24:01,073 --> 00:24:03,275
Her tissue is dying
under the graft

491
00:24:03,409 --> 00:24:05,177
because I did not
debride deep enough.

492
00:24:06,813 --> 00:24:08,881
Dana's problem is my mistake.

493
00:24:09,015 --> 00:24:12,819
I'm not gonna use
any of the footage

494
00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:14,654
related to your mistake.

495
00:24:15,588 --> 00:24:16,789
It's not relevant.

496
00:24:17,590 --> 00:24:19,626
This is a wedding show.

497
00:24:19,759 --> 00:24:21,127
Lea reminded me
of that.

498
00:24:23,930 --> 00:24:27,466
I do not want
to be dishonest.

499
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:30,269
It's not dishonest.

500
00:24:30,402 --> 00:24:34,874
It's focused on you and Lea
and your relationship

501
00:24:35,007 --> 00:24:37,944
and your amazing career
as a surgeon,

502
00:24:38,077 --> 00:24:40,813
surrounded by all of these
people who support you.

503
00:24:43,115 --> 00:24:45,251
That is what
will give hope

504
00:24:45,384 --> 00:24:48,788
to people
who feel different
and alone.

505
00:24:51,223 --> 00:24:52,725
That's why
I'm doing this.

506
00:24:52,859 --> 00:24:54,994
****

507
00:25:05,638 --> 00:25:06,739
Grant's case file.

508
00:25:09,709 --> 00:25:12,679
I've successfully completed
the short-segment
posterior fusion

509
00:25:12,812 --> 00:25:13,946
on the skills dummy
simulator.

510
00:25:15,447 --> 00:25:16,716
Once.

511
00:25:17,584 --> 00:25:19,719
With a partner.

512
00:25:19,852 --> 00:25:22,955
You've successfully done it
on real people over 50 times.

513
00:25:25,424 --> 00:25:26,525
You should
take the lead.

514
00:25:26,659 --> 00:25:27,694
Which would mean
removing yourself

515
00:25:27,827 --> 00:25:28,961
as the attending
on this case.

516
00:25:30,597 --> 00:25:33,365
I'm not risking my patient's
life to pass a test.

517
00:25:33,499 --> 00:25:35,968
You're risking
your own career
to try to save his.

518
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,975
Grant deserves
the best shot to get back
to his crew.

519
00:25:55,354 --> 00:25:56,889
SOPHIE: Any cold feet?

520
00:25:57,757 --> 00:25:58,891
Shaun is my person.

521
00:25:59,025 --> 00:26:00,860
I know that beyond
a shadow of a doubt.

522
00:26:06,132 --> 00:26:08,200
Do you think
I should let Sophie

523
00:26:08,334 --> 00:26:10,002
remove my mistake
from the show?

524
00:26:15,207 --> 00:26:17,009
I think
that is up to you.

525
00:26:17,143 --> 00:26:18,277
How do you feel
about it?

526
00:26:19,712 --> 00:26:22,949
It feels like a lie,

527
00:26:23,082 --> 00:26:26,018
but is it more important
to give people truth or hope?

528
00:26:27,887 --> 00:26:29,822
That's a tough question.

529
00:26:29,956 --> 00:26:31,223
Yes.

530
00:26:31,357 --> 00:26:34,560
SOPHIE: I say we stick
to the two of you,

531
00:26:34,694 --> 00:26:37,263
who are getting married
in just a few days.

532
00:26:38,230 --> 00:26:39,732
Any nerves about that?

533
00:26:39,866 --> 00:26:41,934
Oh, no. She is also my person.

534
00:26:42,068 --> 00:26:44,603
I have known that
for a long time.

535
00:26:44,737 --> 00:26:46,806
I have to go prep
for my surgery.
Okay.

536
00:26:46,939 --> 00:26:48,607
Okay, I have to go prep
for my surgery.

537
00:26:55,381 --> 00:26:58,050
It took you longer to be sure
that Shaun was the one.

538
00:26:59,686 --> 00:27:01,387
In fact, you said
you couldn't get
involved with him

539
00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:02,822
because of his ASD.

540
00:27:03,756 --> 00:27:04,924
What changed?

541
00:27:06,392 --> 00:27:08,928
****

542
00:27:15,334 --> 00:27:16,468
(MICROPHONE THUDS)

543
00:27:16,602 --> 00:27:18,771
****

544
00:27:21,774 --> 00:27:24,010
I offered to take out
the mistake because
you were right.

545
00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:25,411
I crossed a line.

546
00:27:25,544 --> 00:27:27,146
Instead of
embarrassing Shaun,

547
00:27:27,279 --> 00:27:28,981
now you're zeroing in on me?

548
00:27:29,115 --> 00:27:31,383
I'm not trying
to embarrass anyone.

549
00:27:31,517 --> 00:27:32,919
Can you please
slow down?

550
00:27:34,620 --> 00:27:37,990
As a little person, the world
doesn't accommodate me.

551
00:27:38,124 --> 00:27:41,427
That's why representation
matters, but when it's real.

552
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:43,629
I'm not asking you
to make us look
like a fairy tale.

553
00:27:43,763 --> 00:27:46,332
Fairy tales have obstacles
and conflict.

554
00:27:47,233 --> 00:27:48,667
The story
you want me to tell,

555
00:27:48,801 --> 00:27:51,838
you two met and fell in love
and everything's great,

556
00:27:51,971 --> 00:27:54,006
it's boring.

557
00:27:54,140 --> 00:27:55,875
So you want me to play
the wicked witch.

558
00:27:56,008 --> 00:27:58,811
You are are not defined
by your lowest moment,

559
00:27:58,945 --> 00:28:00,780
but you can't deny it,
either.

560
00:28:02,614 --> 00:28:05,785
I am here
to tell the real story
of you as a couple.

561
00:28:07,987 --> 00:28:10,456
Do you still trust me
to do that?

562
00:28:10,589 --> 00:28:12,391
****

563
00:28:18,430 --> 00:28:19,832
SHAUN: Your vitals are good,

564
00:28:19,966 --> 00:28:21,533
and your volume status
is stable.

565
00:28:21,667 --> 00:28:24,003
A nurse will come get you
for surgery soon.

566
00:28:28,474 --> 00:28:30,142
(VELCRO TEARING)

567
00:28:36,315 --> 00:28:39,151
I'm so sorry the cameras
added to your pain.

568
00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:45,858
I was gonna have to
see myself eventually.

569
00:28:47,927 --> 00:28:49,796
My daughter will have to
look at me every day...

570
00:28:52,398 --> 00:28:54,600
...and pretend
she doesn't
see a monster.

571
00:28:56,402 --> 00:28:58,437
She won't see you
that way forever.

572
00:28:58,570 --> 00:28:59,538
Other people will.

573
00:29:02,441 --> 00:29:04,977
Other kids will tease
and bully her...

574
00:29:07,346 --> 00:29:08,747
...because of what
her mother looks like.

575
00:29:11,818 --> 00:29:13,685
People have teased
and bullied me my whole life,

576
00:29:15,154 --> 00:29:18,490
and it hurt
for a long time,

577
00:29:18,624 --> 00:29:22,795
and I was too ashamed
to tell anyone.

578
00:29:24,430 --> 00:29:25,798
I finally told my mom.

579
00:29:26,899 --> 00:29:28,567
She taught me how to
stick up for myself.

580
00:29:29,836 --> 00:29:34,506
You can be an example
of how to get back up

581
00:29:34,640 --> 00:29:36,075
when life
knocks you down.

582
00:29:38,878 --> 00:29:40,412
Your strength

583
00:29:40,546 --> 00:29:44,550
will make her more
compassionate
than most people

584
00:29:44,683 --> 00:29:47,053
and more powerful
than any bully.

585
00:29:48,220 --> 00:29:50,923
****

586
00:30:02,734 --> 00:30:03,802
Scalpel.

587
00:30:03,936 --> 00:30:06,272
****

588
00:30:10,276 --> 00:30:12,111
I'll come get you
as soon as your mom
is awake.

589
00:30:14,113 --> 00:30:15,481
I don't want
to see her, Daddy.

590
00:30:22,121 --> 00:30:24,323
It's okay to be scared.

591
00:30:24,456 --> 00:30:26,258
You know what helps me
whenever I'm scared?

592
00:30:28,794 --> 00:30:30,829
A big hug.

593
00:30:31,998 --> 00:30:34,066
The best ones
are from my mom.

594
00:30:35,968 --> 00:30:37,469
Do your mom's hugs
make you feel better?

595
00:30:42,774 --> 00:30:47,479
I know Mommy looks different,
but her hugs are the same.

596
00:30:47,613 --> 00:30:50,582
They're full
of the same love
as always.

597
00:30:50,716 --> 00:30:53,285
****

598
00:31:04,630 --> 00:31:07,599
We are doing Dana's
fascial flap surgery.

599
00:31:09,068 --> 00:31:11,437
Are you here because
I am the attending

600
00:31:11,570 --> 00:31:13,205
or because
you trust my judgment?

601
00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:16,075
Mostly the latter.

602
00:31:17,944 --> 00:31:20,346
Even after
my earlier mistake?

603
00:31:26,852 --> 00:31:28,154
You're a great doctor.

604
00:31:29,521 --> 00:31:33,325
I hope one day
I'm even close
to as good as you.

605
00:31:35,294 --> 00:31:37,029
Your mistake
just made you more...

606
00:31:38,965 --> 00:31:40,666
Inspirational.

607
00:31:40,799 --> 00:31:43,335
It gave me the confidence that
I'll find my superpower, too.

608
00:31:45,637 --> 00:31:46,905
(SCRUBBING)

609
00:31:47,573 --> 00:31:49,041
(WATER RUNNING)

610
00:31:49,175 --> 00:31:51,377
****

611
00:31:56,882 --> 00:31:59,518
SHAUN: You cannot film
this surgery.

612
00:31:59,651 --> 00:32:02,955
I cannot be distracted
while I am working.

613
00:32:03,990 --> 00:32:05,224
Let's go.

614
00:32:05,357 --> 00:32:07,259
****

615
00:32:09,628 --> 00:32:11,163
I've drilled
most of the pedicle
and vertebral body.

616
00:32:11,297 --> 00:32:12,331
What's next?

617
00:32:12,464 --> 00:32:13,665
We need
to place the cage.

618
00:32:13,799 --> 00:32:15,634
(MONITOR BEEPING)

619
00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:17,069
Good decompression.

620
00:32:17,203 --> 00:32:18,870
One above, one below.

621
00:32:25,211 --> 00:32:26,378
Placing
the expandable cage.

622
00:32:28,814 --> 00:32:30,149
(MONITOR ALARM)

623
00:32:30,282 --> 00:32:31,950
ASHER: Heart rate's way up.
BP's dropping.

624
00:32:33,052 --> 00:32:34,453
Vessel's torn.

625
00:32:34,586 --> 00:32:36,388
It's detracted
away from the field.

626
00:32:38,257 --> 00:32:39,925
What about giving
T.X.A. and bipolar

627
00:32:40,059 --> 00:32:41,093
to pull the vessel
into view?

628
00:32:45,264 --> 00:32:47,399
(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

629
00:32:47,533 --> 00:32:48,900
(MONITOR ALARM)

630
00:32:49,035 --> 00:32:49,835
BP still dropping.

631
00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:52,571
BP's 41 over 23.

632
00:32:52,704 --> 00:32:53,605
He'll arrest if we
don't stop things now.

633
00:32:54,506 --> 00:32:55,907
Vascular clip.

634
00:32:56,042 --> 00:32:59,278
****

635
00:33:05,217 --> 00:33:06,852
(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

636
00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:08,120
(SIGHS)

637
00:33:11,290 --> 00:33:13,425
We could try
completing the corpectomy
from the other side.

638
00:33:19,065 --> 00:33:20,999
No. It's not working.

639
00:33:22,834 --> 00:33:24,336
We're changing course.

640
00:33:24,470 --> 00:33:26,438
Let's do
the long segment L1-5
without a cage.

641
00:33:30,909 --> 00:33:31,943
You sure?

642
00:33:34,146 --> 00:33:35,447
My patient, my call.

643
00:33:38,484 --> 00:33:40,619
****

644
00:33:47,959 --> 00:33:50,462
(TOOL WHIRRING)

645
00:33:52,331 --> 00:33:53,532
SHAUN: Excision knife.

646
00:33:53,665 --> 00:33:55,834
(MONITOR BEEPING)

647
00:33:55,967 --> 00:33:58,370
****

648
00:34:12,684 --> 00:34:15,987
I need more sponges
and the suctions turned up.

649
00:34:16,122 --> 00:34:17,289
(MONITOR ALARM)

650
00:34:17,423 --> 00:34:18,657
JORDAN: She's losing
too much blood.

651
00:34:21,993 --> 00:34:24,596
She's severely tachycardic,
blood pressure dropping.

652
00:34:35,141 --> 00:34:37,176
(MONITOR ALARM)

653
00:34:37,243 --> 00:34:39,645
JORDAN: This holding
pressure isn't durable.
She's gonna bleed out.

654
00:34:40,546 --> 00:34:42,481
We have to
debride deeper.

655
00:34:42,614 --> 00:34:44,483
The excision blade
is causing
too much bleeding.

656
00:34:44,616 --> 00:34:46,185
Should we try the micro
dissection electrocautery?

657
00:34:46,318 --> 00:34:48,320
****

658
00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:02,701
Electrocautery
won't work.

659
00:35:02,834 --> 00:35:05,371
We need to preserve as much
normal tissue as we can.

660
00:35:05,504 --> 00:35:08,407
A VERSAJET will debride
the appropriate plane
with less bleeding.

661
00:35:08,540 --> 00:35:10,909
****

662
00:35:17,048 --> 00:35:19,050
(TOOL WHIRRING)

663
00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:25,757
We repaired
your lumbar fracture.

664
00:35:29,428 --> 00:35:30,596
But we had to
switch surgeries.

665
00:35:35,701 --> 00:35:37,135
You can't
do the job anymore.

666
00:35:42,674 --> 00:35:44,142
Your body
was giving out.

667
00:35:45,411 --> 00:35:46,445
I couldn't let you die.

668
00:35:50,216 --> 00:35:51,383
Grant.

669
00:35:53,885 --> 00:35:54,853
I trusted you.

670
00:35:59,725 --> 00:36:01,693
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

671
00:36:01,827 --> 00:36:04,095
****

672
00:36:23,982 --> 00:36:25,183
Oh.

673
00:36:25,317 --> 00:36:26,985
The surgery was a success.

674
00:36:28,654 --> 00:36:31,490
He had one of his visions,
saved the day again.

675
00:36:31,623 --> 00:36:32,958
Oh, and I missed it!

676
00:36:33,091 --> 00:36:34,326
I'll do the imitation
again.

677
00:36:36,027 --> 00:36:39,698
You can use all your footage,
even my mistake.

678
00:36:42,934 --> 00:36:47,273
Great surgeons
can make mistakes
and still be inspirational.

679
00:36:48,240 --> 00:36:50,108
****

680
00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:05,924
Close the door.

681
00:37:13,699 --> 00:37:14,666
You're writing me up?

682
00:37:15,867 --> 00:37:17,403
Is this about
the charts?

683
00:37:17,536 --> 00:37:18,904
And coming in late.

684
00:37:19,037 --> 00:37:22,408
And taking personal calls,
calling off last-minute.

685
00:37:22,541 --> 00:37:25,377
I need to be able
to count on you,
and right now, I can't.

686
00:37:28,580 --> 00:37:29,681
I haven't been my best.

687
00:37:31,550 --> 00:37:32,551
Things at home...

688
00:37:44,330 --> 00:37:45,597
(SIGHS)

689
00:37:46,965 --> 00:37:48,099
(SNIFFLES)

690
00:37:48,233 --> 00:37:49,100
If...

691
00:37:50,969 --> 00:37:52,871
If I don't answer his calls,
he gets mad.

692
00:37:56,207 --> 00:37:58,076
He checks my mileage
and my phone

693
00:37:59,445 --> 00:38:00,712
and how much
makeup I wear.

694
00:38:03,615 --> 00:38:05,917
I helped a patient go through
a domestic violence checklist

695
00:38:07,586 --> 00:38:08,720
and realized...

696
00:38:10,756 --> 00:38:12,290
It was me, too.

697
00:38:12,424 --> 00:38:14,726
****

698
00:38:22,067 --> 00:38:23,735
We'll figure this out.

699
00:38:23,869 --> 00:38:25,737
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

700
00:38:28,940 --> 00:38:30,108
(GROANS SOFTLY)

701
00:38:30,241 --> 00:38:33,745
SHAUN: My re-grafting surgery
was a success.

702
00:38:33,879 --> 00:38:36,748
With restorative surgery,
you'll have an adequate
aesthetic outcome.

703
00:38:38,417 --> 00:38:39,485
(SIGHS)

704
00:38:39,618 --> 00:38:41,119
NICOLE: Mommy?

705
00:38:41,252 --> 00:38:43,355
****

706
00:39:02,408 --> 00:39:04,209
I look different, huh?

707
00:39:06,578 --> 00:39:07,813
Your eyes
are the same.

708
00:39:11,116 --> 00:39:12,951
They look like mine.

709
00:39:13,084 --> 00:39:15,621
****

710
00:39:33,271 --> 00:39:34,406
(SIGHS)

711
00:39:39,044 --> 00:39:40,579
I saw Lim.

712
00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:43,081
****

713
00:39:50,255 --> 00:39:51,823
You passed your test.

714
00:39:57,963 --> 00:39:59,831
(SIGHS)

715
00:39:59,965 --> 00:40:02,233
****

716
00:40:07,506 --> 00:40:09,074
For a long time,

717
00:40:09,207 --> 00:40:10,909
I didn't think I could be
with someone like Shaun.

718
00:40:12,578 --> 00:40:15,380
I thought
we were too different,

719
00:40:15,514 --> 00:40:18,416
that I would have to
compromise too much.

720
00:40:21,319 --> 00:40:24,856
And I worried
about what people
would think of us.

721
00:40:26,525 --> 00:40:27,759
Of me.

722
00:40:30,829 --> 00:40:34,099
And I didn't want
to be seen as different.

723
00:40:35,867 --> 00:40:36,868
What changed?

724
00:40:40,572 --> 00:40:42,474
Me.

725
00:40:42,608 --> 00:40:44,643
Because of how Shaun saw me,

726
00:40:44,776 --> 00:40:46,612
he made me believe
that I am stronger

727
00:40:46,745 --> 00:40:48,246
than I give myself credit for.

728
00:40:50,982 --> 00:40:54,352
And that together,
we are enough.

729
00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:56,888
More than enough.

730
00:40:57,989 --> 00:40:59,591
SHAUN: That was very nice.

731
00:41:02,861 --> 00:41:04,596
Is it time
for the surprise?

732
00:41:07,866 --> 00:41:11,503
(ISLANDS IN THE STREAM PLAYS)

733
00:41:12,437 --> 00:41:14,339
And...take 'em off!

734
00:41:16,407 --> 00:41:18,276
TOGETHER: Surprise!

735
00:41:18,409 --> 00:41:19,578
(LAUGHS)

736
00:41:19,711 --> 00:41:20,712
Oh.

737
00:41:20,846 --> 00:41:23,314
Sophie, it's beautiful.

738
00:41:23,448 --> 00:41:27,753
The lights are very soothing,
and I like karaoke.

739
00:41:27,886 --> 00:41:29,755
This is
a very nice surprise.

740
00:41:31,790 --> 00:41:33,124
Okay.

741
00:41:33,258 --> 00:41:34,893
Hi!
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

742
00:41:35,026 --> 00:41:36,461
Are you sure
you're okay?

743
00:41:36,595 --> 00:41:37,629
I'm okay.
Okay.

744
00:41:37,763 --> 00:41:38,697
Shaun.

745
00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:39,865
SHAUN: Park.

746
00:41:39,998 --> 00:41:42,868
(I'LL BE MISSING YOU PLAYS)

747
00:41:43,001 --> 00:41:44,803
WOMAN: Congratulations,
Shaun and Lea.

748
00:41:45,771 --> 00:41:47,172
This song is for you guys.

749
00:41:51,142 --> 00:41:54,445
** Every step I take

750
00:41:54,580 --> 00:41:55,747
(ALL CHEERING)

751
00:41:55,881 --> 00:41:59,651
** Every move I make

752
00:41:59,785 --> 00:42:04,355
** Every single day
since I went away

753
00:42:04,489 --> 00:42:06,858
ALL:
** I've been missing you

754
00:42:06,992 --> 00:42:09,127
(CHEERING)

755
00:42:09,260 --> 00:42:11,963
** Thinkin' of the day

756
00:42:13,364 --> 00:42:14,332
** When you went away

757
00:42:14,465 --> 00:42:16,534
Congratulations!

758
00:42:18,103 --> 00:42:21,372
** What a life to take
What a bond to break

759
00:42:21,506 --> 00:42:24,710
** I'll be missing you **

760
00:42:24,843 --> 00:42:26,978
(CHEERING, LAUGHTER)

761
00:42:27,613 --> 00:42:28,680
It's Claire!

762
00:42:31,917 --> 00:42:34,653
(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)