1 00:00:02,176 --> 00:00:05,875 Banana blueberry with a hint of cinnamon. 2 00:00:07,137 --> 00:00:08,095 I think it's my best yet. 3 00:00:08,269 --> 00:00:10,401 Hm. I like chocolate chip... 4 00:00:10,575 --> 00:00:12,534 Mmm....with syrup. 5 00:00:12,708 --> 00:00:14,579 I like eating pancakes in bed. 6 00:00:14,753 --> 00:00:16,668 Do you want to have sex again?Yes. 7 00:00:16,842 --> 00:00:17,887 Do you want to finish the pancakes first? 8 00:00:19,497 --> 00:00:20,498 Yes.Me too. 9 00:00:20,672 --> 00:00:22,283 [CHUCKLES] 10 00:00:22,457 --> 00:00:24,937 We are very good at pretending to be married, 11 00:00:25,112 --> 00:00:27,114 but we are very bad at getting married. 12 00:00:27,288 --> 00:00:29,377 I don't want to do it anymore. 13 00:00:29,551 --> 00:00:32,075 Not the marriage, the wedding. 14 00:00:32,249 --> 00:00:34,599 I don't want any more dress fittings or guest lists. 15 00:00:34,773 --> 00:00:36,384 I just want to be married. 16 00:00:39,822 --> 00:00:41,128 Shaun...[KEYS CLACKING] 17 00:00:41,302 --> 00:00:43,521 ...we have 45 more minutes of our fake honeymoon. 18 00:00:43,695 --> 00:00:45,088 No work. 19 00:00:47,569 --> 00:00:49,962 There is an opening at the courthouse tomorrow at 4:30. 20 00:00:54,402 --> 00:00:55,751 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 21 00:00:55,925 --> 00:00:56,839 Cheese, no. Peppers, yes? 22 00:00:57,013 --> 00:00:58,928 Perfect. 23 00:00:59,102 --> 00:01:01,713 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES] 24 00:01:01,887 --> 00:01:03,498 [CELLPHONE BEEPS] 25 00:01:03,672 --> 00:01:06,022 Is that him? 26 00:01:06,196 --> 00:01:07,458 Based on the last three voicemails, 27 00:01:07,632 --> 00:01:10,287 he's calling about the restraining order I filed. 28 00:01:10,461 --> 00:01:13,682 How are you feeling?Like my future is a dark, formless void, 29 00:01:13,856 --> 00:01:15,945 which makes it full of possibility. 30 00:01:16,119 --> 00:01:17,816 Like a one-bed, one-bath rental. 31 00:01:17,990 --> 00:01:20,210 You've only been here a few days. 32 00:01:20,384 --> 00:01:22,517 Which is a few days longer than anyone should crash 33 00:01:22,691 --> 00:01:23,083 on their boss's couch. 34 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:26,782 Thank you, Audrey. 35 00:01:26,956 --> 00:01:28,131 Thank you. 36 00:01:29,785 --> 00:01:32,222 Why am I watching you make a smoothie? 37 00:01:32,396 --> 00:01:34,311 You're watching me dance while I make a smoothie. 38 00:01:34,485 --> 00:01:35,921 It's not a smoothie if it has tequila in it. 39 00:01:36,096 --> 00:01:37,923 It's a spinach and flax seed margarita. 40 00:01:38,098 --> 00:01:39,099 Hey! And it makes you dance. 41 00:01:39,273 --> 00:01:40,622 Mm. 42 00:01:40,796 --> 00:01:42,189 Okay, listen... No. 43 00:01:42,363 --> 00:01:43,320 [GRUNTING]Too much butt, though. 44 00:01:43,494 --> 00:01:44,147 Think about the butt.[LAUGHING] 45 00:01:44,321 --> 00:01:45,670 Asher? 46 00:01:52,503 --> 00:01:54,201 What are you doing here? 47 00:01:54,375 --> 00:01:56,159 [SPEAKING HEBREW] 48 00:02:00,729 --> 00:02:01,904 Meet my parents. 49 00:02:06,735 --> 00:02:09,259 [THEME MUSIC PLAYING] 50 00:02:16,614 --> 00:02:18,007 Steph Lewis, 35. 51 00:02:18,181 --> 00:02:20,183 She had a brainstem stroke nine years ago 52 00:02:20,357 --> 00:02:23,099 that left her paralyzed from her face down. 53 00:02:23,273 --> 00:02:24,622 COMPUTERIZED VOICE: I still have 10% movement in three fingers 54 00:02:24,796 --> 00:02:27,190 so don't sell me short. 55 00:02:27,364 --> 00:02:30,802 W... How'd you type that so quickly? 56 00:02:30,976 --> 00:02:32,456 I have eight different pre-programmed phrases 57 00:02:32,630 --> 00:02:33,327 to put people at ease. 58 00:02:35,851 --> 00:02:38,419 She's had four serious bouts of pneumonia 59 00:02:38,593 --> 00:02:40,160 in the last few months. 60 00:02:40,334 --> 00:02:42,814 Um, she's taken levofloxacin for the infection 61 00:02:42,988 --> 00:02:45,643 and glycopyrrolate for the trach secretions, 62 00:02:45,817 --> 00:02:47,950 but she still has high fever, decreased energy, night sweats. 63 00:02:48,124 --> 00:02:50,822 He's so sexy when he talks medical. 64 00:02:50,996 --> 00:02:52,172 DR. RESNICK: The pneumonia caused scar tissue, 65 00:02:52,346 --> 00:02:53,303 which is compressing her lung. 66 00:02:53,477 --> 00:02:55,218 She needs surgical decortication. 67 00:02:55,392 --> 00:02:57,089 That's a pretty aggressive approach. 68 00:02:57,264 --> 00:02:59,004 Surgery comes with serious risk, 69 00:02:59,179 --> 00:03:01,485 recurrent air leaks, respiratory failure, sepsis. 70 00:03:01,659 --> 00:03:03,574 And giving round after round of antibiotics 71 00:03:03,748 --> 00:03:05,272 is only going to make the infections harder to... 72 00:03:05,446 --> 00:03:07,448 Hello. 73 00:03:07,622 --> 00:03:09,450 [CONTROLLER CLACKING] 74 00:03:12,670 --> 00:03:15,673 I want the surgery. 75 00:03:15,847 --> 00:03:18,459 [CONTROLLER CLACKING] 76 00:03:18,633 --> 00:03:20,809 I know the risks. I'm sick of feeling crappy. 77 00:03:31,254 --> 00:03:33,213 YOSEL: I have terminal lung cancer. 78 00:03:33,387 --> 00:03:35,215 Doctors say I have less than a year 79 00:03:35,389 --> 00:03:37,217 and no good surgical options. 80 00:03:39,654 --> 00:03:43,310 I'm... So sorry. 81 00:03:43,484 --> 00:03:45,442 We're not here for sympathy. 82 00:03:45,616 --> 00:03:48,663 God, in his wisdom, gave us a son 83 00:03:48,837 --> 00:03:51,535 who would grow up to be a doctor for times like this. 84 00:03:51,709 --> 00:03:54,408 He will work a miracle through you. 85 00:04:09,031 --> 00:04:09,988 I can't do lunch today. I have a job interview 86 00:04:10,162 --> 00:04:11,599 with New York Medical Center. 87 00:04:11,773 --> 00:04:12,991 I didn't know you were considering positions 88 00:04:13,165 --> 00:04:14,515 on the other side of the country. 89 00:04:14,689 --> 00:04:16,560 I'm not. I just want to get multiple offers 90 00:04:16,734 --> 00:04:18,127 so I can leverage a better one from St. Bon's. 91 00:04:18,301 --> 00:04:20,434 Makes you look in demand. 92 00:04:20,608 --> 00:04:22,262 Uh, I'd rather look like I want the job I have now. 93 00:04:22,436 --> 00:04:24,481 SHAUN: Oh, hello. 94 00:04:24,655 --> 00:04:26,570 Hi.Yes. 95 00:04:26,744 --> 00:04:30,052 Um, thank you so much for your gift, whatever it is. 96 00:04:30,226 --> 00:04:32,010 We are returning it. 97 00:04:32,184 --> 00:04:33,664 We're getting married at the courthouse tomorrow. 98 00:04:33,838 --> 00:04:35,449 And since neither of you are invited, 99 00:04:35,623 --> 00:04:38,234 Weddiquette.org said we're supposed to return the gift. 100 00:04:38,408 --> 00:04:40,105 Excellent. I can exchange it for store credit. 101 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:42,151 That's exciting. 102 00:04:42,325 --> 00:04:44,153 They're getting married where people pay parking tickets. 103 00:04:44,327 --> 00:04:45,589 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES]What about a destination wedding? 104 00:04:45,763 --> 00:04:47,765 Hmm. We're good. 105 00:04:47,939 --> 00:04:49,680 I have to go. We are going to be 106 00:04:49,854 --> 00:04:51,856 husband and wife in 30 hours and 27 minutes.Mm. Mm. 107 00:04:54,772 --> 00:04:56,513 Stage four lung cancer 108 00:04:56,687 --> 00:04:57,906 which has invaded the chest wall. 109 00:04:58,080 --> 00:04:59,908 Six rounds of chemo. The treatment has caused 110 00:05:00,082 --> 00:05:01,692 severe anemia and colitis. 111 00:05:01,866 --> 00:05:03,912 Your hair is flatter. 112 00:05:04,086 --> 00:05:05,870 We need a CT of the chest, abdomen, and pelvis, 113 00:05:06,044 --> 00:05:08,395 CBC, blood cultures, and an EKG. 114 00:05:08,569 --> 00:05:10,875 I will review your results with Dr. Andrews, 115 00:05:11,049 --> 00:05:13,356 and we will try to find a treatment to help you. 116 00:05:13,530 --> 00:05:14,966 God bless you, Dr. Murphy. 117 00:05:15,140 --> 00:05:16,968 Okay, thank you. 118 00:05:23,279 --> 00:05:24,715 Can you guys cool it 119 00:05:24,889 --> 00:05:25,890 with the blessing people in the name of God? 120 00:05:26,064 --> 00:05:27,631 This is a secular hospital. 121 00:05:27,805 --> 00:05:29,372 It's called Saint Bonaventure. 122 00:05:31,809 --> 00:05:33,637 Mr. and Mrs. Wolke, I'm Jerome. 123 00:05:33,811 --> 00:05:35,552 We met briefly this morning. 124 00:05:35,726 --> 00:05:36,466 I'm gonna draw some blood. 125 00:05:37,946 --> 00:05:38,903 Jerome is... 126 00:05:40,383 --> 00:05:41,384 A nurse. 127 00:05:43,255 --> 00:05:44,518 Jerome is your nurse. 128 00:05:48,826 --> 00:05:50,350 The surgery went well. 129 00:05:50,524 --> 00:05:51,612 We removed all of the scar tissue, 130 00:05:51,786 --> 00:05:53,701 and the lung expanded completely. 131 00:05:53,875 --> 00:05:55,964 Thank you.Mm. 132 00:05:56,138 --> 00:05:57,008 [BREATHES SHARPLY] 133 00:05:57,182 --> 00:05:58,227 [MONITOR BEEPING] 134 00:06:02,013 --> 00:06:03,014 Why can't she move her hand? 135 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,284 Steph, can you blink when you feel something? 136 00:06:17,812 --> 00:06:19,030 What's going on? 137 00:06:24,645 --> 00:06:25,950 Will it come back? 138 00:06:27,691 --> 00:06:29,258 I don't know. 139 00:06:44,578 --> 00:06:46,144 I read your letter 140 00:06:46,318 --> 00:06:48,625 a few months ago. 141 00:06:48,799 --> 00:06:50,540 I sent it six years ago. 142 00:06:53,891 --> 00:06:55,980 I wasn't sure I wanted to hear what you had to say. 143 00:06:58,200 --> 00:06:59,810 But it was nice. 144 00:07:04,162 --> 00:07:05,860 I just wanted to tell you about the family. 145 00:07:09,341 --> 00:07:12,214 I'm not a part of the family anymore. 146 00:07:12,388 --> 00:07:15,217 You made that very clear when I left. 147 00:07:15,391 --> 00:07:16,610 You chose to leave. 148 00:07:19,613 --> 00:07:23,921 We wanted you to stay, wanted to help you. 149 00:07:24,095 --> 00:07:25,575 You're not the only one who struggles 150 00:07:25,749 --> 00:07:29,057 with finding the right path. 151 00:07:29,231 --> 00:07:31,581 We all must sometimes choose to deny our flesh. 152 00:07:36,717 --> 00:07:37,500 You're right. 153 00:07:39,546 --> 00:07:41,722 I did make a choice. 154 00:07:41,896 --> 00:07:43,854 I could follow your rules, 155 00:07:44,028 --> 00:07:47,031 or I could love and accept who I am. 156 00:07:49,556 --> 00:07:52,950 I chose which one mattered more... 157 00:07:53,124 --> 00:07:54,691 And so did you. 158 00:07:56,867 --> 00:08:00,001 [STRAINED BREATHING] 159 00:08:00,175 --> 00:08:02,307 Are you okay? 160 00:08:02,482 --> 00:08:03,570 Take a deep breath. 161 00:08:03,744 --> 00:08:05,746 [SHALLOW WHEEZING] 162 00:08:09,924 --> 00:08:11,055 I need some help! 163 00:08:18,410 --> 00:08:21,239 CT shows the chest wall tumor has grown. 164 00:08:21,413 --> 00:08:23,024 He's bleeding into the thoracic cavity, and it is collapsing his lung. 165 00:08:23,198 --> 00:08:24,895 He needs surgery to stop the bleed now. 166 00:08:25,069 --> 00:08:26,157 His blood cell counts are too low. 167 00:08:26,331 --> 00:08:27,855 Maybe we should do an echo to see if his heart 168 00:08:28,029 --> 00:08:29,247 is stable enough for--No. There isn't time. 169 00:08:29,421 --> 00:08:30,771 Get consent from your mother, and I will start 170 00:08:30,945 --> 00:08:32,860 prepping your father for the embolization. 171 00:08:33,034 --> 00:08:33,904 The anesthesia must have caused 172 00:08:34,078 --> 00:08:35,210 a drop in Steph's blood pressure 173 00:08:35,384 --> 00:08:36,864 and completed her previous injury. 174 00:08:37,038 --> 00:08:38,169 Then her best bet's eye-tracking technology. 175 00:08:38,343 --> 00:08:40,389 That'll be great, 176 00:08:40,563 --> 00:08:41,738 as long as she only wants to speak one word a minute. 177 00:08:41,912 --> 00:08:43,174 Well, she'll get the hang of it. 178 00:08:43,348 --> 00:08:44,785 After months of training. 179 00:08:44,959 --> 00:08:47,048 Well, it's better than what she has now. 180 00:08:47,222 --> 00:08:48,528 How'd the interview go? 181 00:08:48,702 --> 00:08:50,573 Mm. Great. 182 00:08:50,747 --> 00:08:52,096 The head of internal medicine 183 00:08:52,270 --> 00:08:53,620 is basically me 10 years from now. 184 00:08:53,794 --> 00:08:55,622 We loved each other. 185 00:08:55,796 --> 00:08:57,885 And her department just got a SPORE grant. 186 00:08:58,059 --> 00:08:59,277 Sounds like you're interested. 187 00:08:59,451 --> 00:09:00,452 It sounds like I'm answering your question. 188 00:09:00,627 --> 00:09:02,193 Oh, with enthusiasm. 189 00:09:02,367 --> 00:09:04,413 Wha... What am I gonna do with a second blender? 190 00:09:06,197 --> 00:09:07,764 Yeah, I got you a blender. 191 00:09:09,984 --> 00:09:11,072 JORDAN: Open it. 192 00:09:11,246 --> 00:09:13,378 Weddiquette says I can't. 193 00:09:13,553 --> 00:09:15,729 That's dumb. Just open it. 194 00:09:18,775 --> 00:09:20,255 Oh, I can't. 195 00:09:20,429 --> 00:09:21,082 [WHISPERING] Just open it. 196 00:09:21,256 --> 00:09:22,431 [SIGHS] 197 00:09:25,521 --> 00:09:26,696 Mm. 198 00:09:29,786 --> 00:09:31,135 [PAPER RUSTLES] 199 00:09:35,923 --> 00:09:37,794 [GASPS] 200 00:09:38,969 --> 00:09:41,232 I really love it. 201 00:09:41,406 --> 00:09:43,539 Mm-hmm. The photo's just a placeholder 202 00:09:43,713 --> 00:09:46,107 until you get the real wedding pics.Mm. 203 00:09:46,281 --> 00:09:48,109 But that dress looked amazing on you. 204 00:09:48,283 --> 00:09:50,154 Thank you.Mm-hmm. 205 00:09:52,853 --> 00:09:54,158 This was fun.Mm-hmm. 206 00:10:14,178 --> 00:10:15,353 Your blood pressure looks good. 207 00:10:15,527 --> 00:10:17,921 No fever or sign of infection. 208 00:10:18,095 --> 00:10:19,183 We should be able to start you on eye-tracking tomorrow. 209 00:10:21,055 --> 00:10:23,274 W... We tried that before. 210 00:10:23,448 --> 00:10:25,320 It can take a while to get used to. 211 00:10:25,494 --> 00:10:26,843 [MONITOR BEEPING] 212 00:10:30,630 --> 00:10:32,849 [STEPH LAUGHS] 213 00:10:33,023 --> 00:10:33,894 JULIAN: No, no, the camera's facing the right way this time. 214 00:10:34,068 --> 00:10:36,897 I promise.[STEPH LAUGHS] 215 00:10:37,071 --> 00:10:38,986 STEPH: This is the living room. 216 00:10:39,160 --> 00:10:43,077 Also the dining room, kitchen, guest room, and office. 217 00:10:43,251 --> 00:10:45,383 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 218 00:10:45,557 --> 00:10:48,169 All conveniently located in these 400 square feet. 219 00:10:48,343 --> 00:10:49,649 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 220 00:10:49,823 --> 00:10:51,520 And it's all ours! 221 00:10:53,478 --> 00:10:55,219 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 222 00:10:57,744 --> 00:10:59,571 [LAUGHS] 223 00:11:01,225 --> 00:11:03,358 [CELLPHONE RINGING]Someone's phone's ringing. 224 00:11:03,532 --> 00:11:05,969 I know.[RINGING CONTINUES] 225 00:11:06,143 --> 00:11:07,884 DR. RESNICK: Park. 226 00:11:08,058 --> 00:11:09,059 We can give Steph her voice back. 227 00:11:12,933 --> 00:11:15,457 Advance the catheter to the right fourth intercostal artery. 228 00:11:15,631 --> 00:11:16,850 [MONITOR BEEPING, RESPIRATOR HISSING] 229 00:11:20,810 --> 00:11:24,379 He got this scar teaching me how to ride a bike. 230 00:11:24,553 --> 00:11:26,860 I was going too fast. I didn't know how to brake yet. 231 00:11:27,034 --> 00:11:29,689 He caught me. 232 00:11:29,863 --> 00:11:31,255 We both ended up with stitches. 233 00:11:34,389 --> 00:11:37,261 Delivering the embolic agent. 234 00:11:37,435 --> 00:11:40,525 My dad taught me how to tie a tie. 235 00:11:40,700 --> 00:11:43,572 He was a minister who wore his Sunday best 236 00:11:43,746 --> 00:11:45,356 every day of the week. 237 00:11:45,530 --> 00:11:48,359 When he died, 238 00:11:48,533 --> 00:11:51,275 I wore his suit jackets every day for a year. 239 00:11:53,625 --> 00:11:56,324 My dad was my first chemistry teacher. 240 00:11:56,498 --> 00:11:59,936 We baked together every weekend on a quest to find 241 00:12:00,110 --> 00:12:02,765 the perfect oatmeal chocolate chip cookie recipe. 242 00:12:02,939 --> 00:12:04,071 [CHUCKLES] 243 00:12:12,122 --> 00:12:14,211 I'm cold. 244 00:12:14,385 --> 00:12:15,778 ANDREW: Fluid is cloudy. 245 00:12:17,780 --> 00:12:19,303 He has a malignant pleural effusion. 246 00:12:20,565 --> 00:12:22,176 Can we drain it? 247 00:12:22,350 --> 00:12:24,613 It will keep coming back 248 00:12:24,787 --> 00:12:27,181 and spread the cancer everywhere in his chest cavity. 249 00:12:30,662 --> 00:12:33,100 Your father's prognosis was wrong. 250 00:12:33,274 --> 00:12:34,841 He only has a few weeks to live. 251 00:12:47,157 --> 00:12:49,333 You have weeks. Maybe days. 252 00:12:50,465 --> 00:12:52,293 But likely weeks. 253 00:12:52,467 --> 00:12:54,599 DR. ANDREWS: We'll continue to drain the fluid 254 00:12:54,774 --> 00:12:55,862 and try to find a surgery that will give you more time. 255 00:13:00,823 --> 00:13:03,695 God has privileged us with great miracles. 256 00:13:05,915 --> 00:13:07,351 And He will again. 257 00:13:12,052 --> 00:13:13,357 Shabbos. 258 00:13:17,579 --> 00:13:20,669 The Jewish holy day of rest begins tonight. 259 00:13:20,843 --> 00:13:25,369 God and I plan to do just that... 260 00:13:25,543 --> 00:13:26,370 Rest. 261 00:13:28,024 --> 00:13:28,982 Okay, let's... 262 00:13:32,550 --> 00:13:34,901 We'll implant electrodes on her sensorimotor cortex, 263 00:13:35,075 --> 00:13:36,859 which will decode her brainwaves. 264 00:13:37,033 --> 00:13:38,948 All Steph has to do is try to speak, 265 00:13:39,122 --> 00:13:40,384 and the receiver relays the signals, 266 00:13:40,558 --> 00:13:42,256 which are translated into speech. 267 00:13:42,430 --> 00:13:44,084 It's brand-new technology 268 00:13:44,258 --> 00:13:46,216 that's only been done successfully a couple times. 269 00:13:46,390 --> 00:13:47,827 It's new technology that would give Steph not just a voice, 270 00:13:48,001 --> 00:13:50,220 but her voice back. 271 00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:52,483 By uploading audio files taken before the stroke, we can... 272 00:13:52,657 --> 00:13:55,312 But Steph can't handle another life-threatening surgery. 273 00:13:55,486 --> 00:13:56,836 The eye-tracking device will allow her to communicate... 274 00:13:57,010 --> 00:14:00,317 Right now, they've got nothing. 275 00:14:00,491 --> 00:14:02,232 They love each other. 276 00:14:02,406 --> 00:14:04,147 You're pushing false hope because you see Steph 277 00:14:04,321 --> 00:14:05,845 as nothing but a burden. 278 00:14:06,019 --> 00:14:09,457 I'm trying to give them some quality of life. 279 00:14:09,631 --> 00:14:11,372 You're risking her life because you can't imagine 280 00:14:11,546 --> 00:14:13,417 making that kind of sacrifice for another person. 281 00:14:13,591 --> 00:14:14,418 LIM: Park's right. 282 00:14:16,943 --> 00:14:18,727 It's risky. But it's not false hope. 283 00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:20,381 Let's take it to them, 284 00:14:20,555 --> 00:14:22,774 without any hint of whatever's going on between you. 285 00:14:34,699 --> 00:14:37,180 [SIGHS] No one is coming into 286 00:14:37,354 --> 00:14:38,616 a patient's room to turn on the TV. 287 00:14:38,790 --> 00:14:40,357 [GRUNTS] 288 00:14:40,531 --> 00:14:43,099 And this way, I can ensure it. 289 00:14:43,273 --> 00:14:44,448 [MONITOR BEEPING] 290 00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:50,890 Okay, if you want him to breathe through Shabbos, 291 00:14:51,064 --> 00:14:52,326 I suggest you leave those plugged in. 292 00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:53,980 [CHUCKLES] 293 00:14:55,155 --> 00:14:56,721 Hi, family. 294 00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:59,681 Hello.How's your pain? 295 00:14:59,855 --> 00:15:00,943 It's nothing I can't handle. 296 00:15:05,339 --> 00:15:07,297 [GRUNTS] 297 00:15:07,471 --> 00:15:08,733 Will you join us for Shabbos, Dr. Allen? 298 00:15:10,605 --> 00:15:13,913 Uh, I'd love to, 299 00:15:14,087 --> 00:15:16,611 but I should be researching how to save your life. 300 00:15:16,785 --> 00:15:18,482 Am I dying tomorrow? 301 00:15:20,963 --> 00:15:22,660 Then Shabbos is more important. 302 00:15:22,834 --> 00:15:24,793 From sundown to sundown, 303 00:15:24,967 --> 00:15:29,232 we devote a day to joy and God. 304 00:15:29,406 --> 00:15:31,495 How can I say no to God? 305 00:15:39,547 --> 00:15:43,290 [CHANTING IN HEBREW] 306 00:15:45,596 --> 00:15:46,771 [HUMMING] 307 00:16:16,584 --> 00:16:18,890 [CHANTING IN HEBREW] 308 00:16:26,376 --> 00:16:28,378 ♪♪ Blue 309 00:16:32,382 --> 00:16:35,559 ♪♪ To green 310 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:46,092 ♪♪ So quickly 311 00:16:54,187 --> 00:17:00,802 ♪♪ Whispered words 312 00:17:06,416 --> 00:17:12,118 ♪♪ So sweetly 313 00:17:12,292 --> 00:17:14,816 I'm sorry. 314 00:17:14,990 --> 00:17:18,950 I was projecting and overreacted. 315 00:17:19,125 --> 00:17:20,300 An interview is just an interview. 316 00:17:20,474 --> 00:17:21,910 They offered me the job. 317 00:17:23,651 --> 00:17:28,308 ♪♪ Whispered words ♪♪ 318 00:17:31,311 --> 00:17:35,271 Asher, will you say the mischa beruchfor Abba? 319 00:17:35,445 --> 00:17:38,013 Prayer for the sick, for his father. 320 00:17:41,625 --> 00:17:42,974 You want me to pray to a God I don't believe in? 321 00:17:47,631 --> 00:17:51,331 Why can't you honor me in my last days on Earth? 322 00:17:51,505 --> 00:17:52,375 These aren't your last days. 323 00:17:52,549 --> 00:17:53,898 You told me... 324 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,117 We're finding a surgical solution. 325 00:17:58,338 --> 00:17:59,861 [INHALES SHARPLY] 326 00:18:02,951 --> 00:18:05,388 I am dying. 327 00:18:05,562 --> 00:18:06,302 I have accepted that. 328 00:18:06,476 --> 00:18:07,651 Yosel. 329 00:18:10,263 --> 00:18:12,047 I'm sorry, Miriam. 330 00:18:16,573 --> 00:18:21,665 What I want is to go to God at peace. 331 00:18:24,538 --> 00:18:27,410 I want you to come home. 332 00:18:27,584 --> 00:18:30,979 Be with me and your mother 333 00:18:31,153 --> 00:18:33,242 and your brothers and sisters. 334 00:18:42,251 --> 00:18:44,688 [CHUCKLES] 335 00:18:46,081 --> 00:18:48,257 It's sad. 336 00:18:53,175 --> 00:18:55,960 I want to be your son... 337 00:18:56,135 --> 00:18:57,701 Almost more than I want to be myself. 338 00:19:00,530 --> 00:19:02,010 But I can't. 339 00:19:15,589 --> 00:19:17,156 This is who I am. 340 00:19:18,896 --> 00:19:20,724 And this is my boyfriend. 341 00:19:42,877 --> 00:19:45,488 You have been acting differently. 342 00:19:45,662 --> 00:19:47,316 Is it because you think 343 00:19:47,490 --> 00:19:48,448 it will make your parents like you more 344 00:19:48,622 --> 00:19:52,408 if you act more... More... 345 00:19:52,582 --> 00:19:54,584 Straight?Mm. 346 00:19:54,758 --> 00:19:59,023 I think they'd like me more if I actually was straight. 347 00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:00,938 My parents would have liked me better 348 00:20:01,112 --> 00:20:02,984 if I didn't have autism. 349 00:20:03,158 --> 00:20:04,899 But your dad is not like my dad. 350 00:20:05,073 --> 00:20:07,118 Your dad came to see you. 351 00:20:07,293 --> 00:20:08,685 Mm. 352 00:20:08,859 --> 00:20:11,297 The effusion fluid is reaccumulating 353 00:20:11,471 --> 00:20:14,169 faster than we can drain it. 354 00:20:14,343 --> 00:20:15,518 [SIGHS] 355 00:20:15,692 --> 00:20:18,173 The tumor's like a faucet we can't turn off. 356 00:20:18,347 --> 00:20:21,785 It's spraying cancer-water everywhere. 357 00:20:21,959 --> 00:20:25,006 That is an interesting simile. 358 00:20:39,499 --> 00:20:40,848 We can't turn it off, 359 00:20:41,022 --> 00:20:42,066 but we can give it nowhere to go. 360 00:20:42,850 --> 00:20:44,765 Hm. 361 00:20:44,939 --> 00:20:47,507 SHAUN: By injecting the pleural cavity with a slurry of talc, 362 00:20:47,681 --> 00:20:49,857 inflammation and scarring will fill up the space, 363 00:20:50,031 --> 00:20:52,468 clogging up the tumor and giving it nowhere to leak fluid into. 364 00:20:52,642 --> 00:20:54,340 ASHER: And after you heal from the surgery, 365 00:20:54,514 --> 00:20:56,559 we'll try an experimental targeted immunotherapy. 366 00:20:56,733 --> 00:20:58,387 It should give you a year, maybe more. 367 00:20:58,561 --> 00:21:00,694 Ko vay hashem Yah-chalifu Koach. 368 00:21:00,868 --> 00:21:03,349 How long is the recovery? 369 00:21:06,177 --> 00:21:08,615 You will have to stay in the hospital 370 00:21:08,789 --> 00:21:11,618 for at least one week. 371 00:21:11,792 --> 00:21:14,577 What are the chances I'll survive it, 372 00:21:14,751 --> 00:21:16,797 the surgery, the treatment? 373 00:21:16,971 --> 00:21:20,366 There are risks of both, but we're confident... 374 00:21:20,540 --> 00:21:24,065 I don't want to die away from home and my family. 375 00:21:31,681 --> 00:21:33,509 We're giving you more time. 376 00:21:33,683 --> 00:21:34,293 Please take it. 377 00:21:43,345 --> 00:21:45,129 Okay. 378 00:21:46,261 --> 00:21:46,914 Okay. 379 00:21:48,742 --> 00:21:49,873 Baruch hashem. 380 00:22:04,627 --> 00:22:05,846 Excuse me. I have flowers for... 381 00:22:06,020 --> 00:22:07,500 Someone else can take them. 382 00:22:11,286 --> 00:22:15,377 LIM: Exposing the sensorimotor cortex of the left hemisphere. 383 00:22:15,551 --> 00:22:19,381 Electrode array is prepped for implantation. 384 00:22:19,555 --> 00:22:22,079 I heard Morgan got a job offer in New York. 385 00:22:22,253 --> 00:22:25,648 Yeah.Tough call for her. 386 00:22:25,822 --> 00:22:28,869 As long as she's at St. Bon's, she'll be seen as 387 00:22:29,043 --> 00:22:31,350 the doctor who used to be a surgeon but can't be anymore. 388 00:22:34,048 --> 00:22:35,919 5-0 prolene on a castro to suture the dura. 389 00:22:39,923 --> 00:22:42,361 The AI will take samples from a variety of cortical regions 390 00:22:42,535 --> 00:22:43,927 that are used in speech processing, 391 00:22:44,101 --> 00:22:45,625 and the predictive analytics should... 392 00:22:45,799 --> 00:22:47,844 Would you work faster if you didn't explain every step? 393 00:22:48,018 --> 00:22:49,455 Mm. 394 00:22:49,629 --> 00:22:51,457 STEPH: To have and to hold, 395 00:22:51,631 --> 00:22:54,460 to honor, to treasure, 396 00:22:54,634 --> 00:22:58,464 to be at his side in sorrow and in joy, 397 00:22:58,638 --> 00:22:59,290 in the good times and in the bad... 398 00:22:59,465 --> 00:23:01,423 [CHUCKLES] 399 00:23:01,597 --> 00:23:04,383 ...and to love and cherish always. 400 00:23:04,557 --> 00:23:06,602 I love you. 401 00:23:06,776 --> 00:23:07,734 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 402 00:23:14,784 --> 00:23:16,699 You're being a jerk. 403 00:23:16,873 --> 00:23:18,484 You think I'm being a jerk to the people that want me to be 404 00:23:18,658 --> 00:23:20,964 the godly, straight person I never was? 405 00:23:26,361 --> 00:23:27,928 For the two years I've known you, 406 00:23:28,102 --> 00:23:32,411 you have been cute and funny and clever 407 00:23:32,585 --> 00:23:36,023 and caring and sensitive. 408 00:23:37,938 --> 00:23:41,942 Suddenly, your parents show up and you're just angry. 409 00:23:42,116 --> 00:23:42,986 I think I have every right to be. 410 00:23:46,903 --> 00:23:47,817 Why do you think he came here? 411 00:23:47,991 --> 00:23:49,297 So I could save his life 412 00:23:49,471 --> 00:23:51,255 and send him back to his real family. 413 00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:54,998 Asher, he would have found a reason 414 00:23:55,172 --> 00:23:58,349 to get on that plane if you were a car mechanic. 415 00:23:58,524 --> 00:24:01,135 He came here for peace. 416 00:24:01,309 --> 00:24:03,006 Not a miracle cure. 417 00:24:06,227 --> 00:24:08,403 [SIGHS] We have two minutes in total 418 00:24:08,577 --> 00:24:10,492 at the courthouse to say our vows. 419 00:24:10,666 --> 00:24:12,842 My vows are 26 seconds if I'm talking slowly, 420 00:24:13,016 --> 00:24:15,584 which I might because it is an important moment. 421 00:24:15,758 --> 00:24:17,630 Is one minute and 34 seconds enough time for you? 422 00:24:20,850 --> 00:24:22,896 Lea?Sorry. 423 00:24:23,070 --> 00:24:25,551 Yeah, it is. 424 00:24:25,725 --> 00:24:26,856 You don't sound happy. 425 00:24:29,293 --> 00:24:30,730 Do you not like Jordan's wedding gift? 426 00:24:30,904 --> 00:24:32,471 No, it's beautiful. 427 00:24:32,645 --> 00:24:34,560 It's just a reminder that I'll never 428 00:24:34,734 --> 00:24:37,171 wear a real wedding gown at my dream wedding. 429 00:24:37,345 --> 00:24:40,130 That's kind of a bummer. 430 00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:43,569 Have you changed your mind about the courthouse? 431 00:24:43,743 --> 00:24:46,441 No. In those dreams, 432 00:24:46,615 --> 00:24:49,400 you are the only constant, Shaun. 433 00:24:49,575 --> 00:24:52,491 Just the two of us, that's enough for me. 434 00:24:52,665 --> 00:24:54,057 [SIGHS] 435 00:25:02,675 --> 00:25:04,546 Shaun?I'm confused. 436 00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:06,417 Okay. 437 00:25:06,592 --> 00:25:08,768 I think I'm getting mixed signals. 438 00:25:08,942 --> 00:25:10,465 Well, that's a good thing, isn't it? 439 00:25:10,639 --> 00:25:13,642 Is it? It doesn't feel like it is. 440 00:25:13,816 --> 00:25:16,297 Well, you don't normally pick up on non-verbal cues, right? 441 00:25:16,471 --> 00:25:18,647 That's quite a leap. 442 00:25:18,821 --> 00:25:20,170 Lea says she's disappointed 443 00:25:20,344 --> 00:25:22,172 that we are having our wedding at the courthouse, 444 00:25:22,346 --> 00:25:23,565 but she also says she wants to 445 00:25:23,739 --> 00:25:25,785 have our wedding at the courthouse. 446 00:25:25,959 --> 00:25:28,178 Not quite as big a leap as I thought, but... 447 00:25:28,352 --> 00:25:29,571 I want to respect what she wants, 448 00:25:29,745 --> 00:25:32,618 but I also want to respect her disappointment. 449 00:25:32,792 --> 00:25:35,098 How, How, How do I do both? 450 00:25:35,272 --> 00:25:36,796 Oh, boy. [CHUCKLES] 451 00:25:36,970 --> 00:25:38,362 People don't always know what they want. 452 00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:39,799 But they should. 453 00:25:39,973 --> 00:25:41,844 Especially if it's a wedding. 454 00:25:42,018 --> 00:25:43,498 Yeah, they should. 455 00:25:46,501 --> 00:25:48,111 Let me think about it. 456 00:25:48,285 --> 00:25:49,112 Excellent. 457 00:25:59,383 --> 00:26:01,255 He wants to die. 458 00:26:01,429 --> 00:26:04,127 He's scared. 459 00:26:04,301 --> 00:26:06,347 I think he's at peace. 460 00:26:06,521 --> 00:26:08,392 He wants to go home, be with God. 461 00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:12,135 You should let him. 462 00:26:14,660 --> 00:26:16,139 You want me to take moral advice from you? 463 00:26:18,446 --> 00:26:20,448 You gave that up when... 464 00:26:20,622 --> 00:26:23,059 I lost my morality when I lost my religion? 465 00:26:23,233 --> 00:26:25,279 Without God, there can be no objective... 466 00:26:25,453 --> 00:26:27,194 My compassion? My decency? 467 00:26:27,368 --> 00:26:28,804 You don't really believe that. 468 00:26:31,502 --> 00:26:34,593 Samuel 1 31:4. 469 00:26:34,767 --> 00:26:37,465 "When Saul saw himself losing to the Philistines, 470 00:26:37,639 --> 00:26:39,510 "he threw himself on his own sword to avoid being captured." 471 00:26:39,685 --> 00:26:40,903 Your father's not facing torture. 472 00:26:41,077 --> 00:26:43,123 He's with his family. He's... 473 00:26:43,297 --> 00:26:44,994 He is the one suffering. 474 00:26:45,168 --> 00:26:45,908 He gets to decide. 475 00:26:46,082 --> 00:26:48,868 It's pikuach nefesh! 476 00:26:49,042 --> 00:26:52,393 You do not stand by while your friend bleeds. 477 00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:54,613 [VOICE BREAKING] This is not your friend. 478 00:26:54,787 --> 00:26:56,179 This is your father. 479 00:26:58,051 --> 00:27:00,183 This is suicide. 480 00:27:00,357 --> 00:27:01,881 You know there's a difference between actively taking a life 481 00:27:02,055 --> 00:27:03,796 and passively letting it go! 482 00:27:03,970 --> 00:27:05,885 And you know that doesn't let us simply give up. 483 00:27:06,059 --> 00:27:07,364 The principle...[SCOFFS] 484 00:27:07,538 --> 00:27:09,018 If you cared about principle, 485 00:27:09,192 --> 00:27:11,194 you wouldn't put a timer on the lights for Shabbos. 486 00:27:11,368 --> 00:27:13,675 If you can find a way to justify this, you can justify this! 487 00:27:15,111 --> 00:27:16,939 But you don't want to. 488 00:27:18,767 --> 00:27:20,334 You don't care about what the Torah says. 489 00:27:20,508 --> 00:27:21,509 [BREATHES SHARPLY] 490 00:27:23,816 --> 00:27:27,558 ♪♪ This is what you wanted 491 00:27:27,733 --> 00:27:30,474 People are curious about my life, my old life. 492 00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:34,174 ♪♪ At least that's what I thought 493 00:27:34,348 --> 00:27:37,873 They ask if I learned Western history in school, 494 00:27:38,047 --> 00:27:42,530 if I ever saw a TV, talked to girls, 495 00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:44,401 if my parents had an arranged marriage. 496 00:27:44,575 --> 00:27:45,968 ♪♪ Nothing's ever enough 497 00:27:48,318 --> 00:27:50,016 They're curious and kind of... 498 00:27:50,190 --> 00:27:52,888 ♪♪ Everything is happening now 499 00:27:53,062 --> 00:27:54,020 ...appalled by it all. 500 00:27:57,893 --> 00:27:58,677 ♪♪ But I'm still having the hardest time 501 00:27:58,851 --> 00:28:01,418 And the truth is... 502 00:28:01,592 --> 00:28:02,768 ♪♪ Hardest time when all you see 503 00:28:02,942 --> 00:28:05,074 ...a lot of it appalls me. 504 00:28:05,248 --> 00:28:07,424 [VOICE BREAKING] A lot of it is embarrassing for me. 505 00:28:07,598 --> 00:28:11,167 ♪♪ The tide going in and out, the in-between 506 00:28:11,341 --> 00:28:15,215 But... The one thing I push back against, 507 00:28:15,389 --> 00:28:18,305 the one thing I will always defend... 508 00:28:18,479 --> 00:28:19,523 ♪♪ You're feeling tired 509 00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:21,525 ♪♪ Oh 510 00:28:21,700 --> 00:28:23,484 ...is your marriage. 511 00:28:23,658 --> 00:28:24,703 ♪♪ It's getting harder and harder 512 00:28:26,574 --> 00:28:28,663 ♪♪ OhYour love. 513 00:28:28,837 --> 00:28:31,535 ♪♪ Keeping my head above water 514 00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:33,450 [CRYING] I dream of finding someone to love me 515 00:28:33,624 --> 00:28:34,669 the way you two love each other. 516 00:28:38,194 --> 00:28:40,631 Mom, you don't want him to die because you love him. 517 00:28:40,806 --> 00:28:42,285 ♪♪ I'm strong enough to hold my own 518 00:28:42,459 --> 00:28:44,679 ♪♪ Hold my own, yeah 519 00:28:44,853 --> 00:28:46,463 That's the only reason. 520 00:28:46,637 --> 00:28:47,769 [SIGHS, SNIFFLES] 521 00:28:47,943 --> 00:28:49,510 It's a very good reason. 522 00:28:53,775 --> 00:28:56,865 ♪♪ When all you see 523 00:28:57,039 --> 00:28:57,997 ♪♪ The tide going in and out 524 00:28:58,171 --> 00:29:01,870 You don't want the pain of losing him, 525 00:29:02,044 --> 00:29:04,394 but do you love him enough to take away his pain? 526 00:29:04,568 --> 00:29:06,570 ♪♪ The push and pull holding you down 527 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:08,747 To make that pain yours? 528 00:29:08,921 --> 00:29:10,966 ♪♪ You're feeling tired 529 00:29:11,140 --> 00:29:12,620 ♪♪ Oh 530 00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:15,144 ♪♪ It's getting harder and harder 531 00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:20,367 ♪♪ Oh 532 00:29:20,541 --> 00:29:22,978 ♪♪ Keeping my head above water 533 00:29:25,067 --> 00:29:27,374 [BREATHES SHAKILY] 534 00:29:27,548 --> 00:29:29,332 ♪♪ Keeping my head above water 535 00:29:34,207 --> 00:29:36,513 ♪♪ Keeping my head above water ♪♪ 536 00:29:36,687 --> 00:29:38,646 [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES] 537 00:29:40,169 --> 00:29:42,432 I'd like to ask you a favor. 538 00:29:42,606 --> 00:29:44,826 It's gonna cost you. 539 00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,610 I don't think it will. 540 00:29:50,179 --> 00:29:51,920 It'll take some time for the AI 541 00:29:52,094 --> 00:29:53,313 to completely learn your brain waves, 542 00:29:53,487 --> 00:29:56,359 but you can give it a try... 543 00:29:56,533 --> 00:29:57,708 When you're ready. 544 00:29:57,883 --> 00:29:59,362 [MONITOR BEEPING] 545 00:30:07,588 --> 00:30:08,371 I love you. 546 00:30:17,250 --> 00:30:18,381 [BREATHES SHARPLY] I love you, too. 547 00:30:22,995 --> 00:30:24,779 [SNIFFLES] 548 00:30:26,085 --> 00:30:27,390 [SIGHS] 549 00:30:33,309 --> 00:30:34,441 Those from him? 550 00:30:34,615 --> 00:30:36,269 I'm finding them a good home. 551 00:30:38,532 --> 00:30:40,316 And I found an apartment. 552 00:30:40,490 --> 00:30:42,971 Wow. You only just started calling me Audrey. 553 00:30:43,145 --> 00:30:44,625 Yes, Dr. Lim, you will have your place to yourself 554 00:30:44,799 --> 00:30:46,366 within a week. 555 00:30:46,540 --> 00:30:47,715 That's great. 556 00:30:51,850 --> 00:30:54,591 I remember, my sophomore year of college, 557 00:30:54,765 --> 00:30:56,376 my boyfriend dumped me, 558 00:30:56,550 --> 00:30:57,725 said it was the honorable thing to do 559 00:30:57,899 --> 00:30:59,335 because he was sleeping with my roommate. 560 00:30:59,509 --> 00:31:00,423 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 561 00:31:00,597 --> 00:31:03,165 Wrecked me. 562 00:31:03,339 --> 00:31:05,385 Three weeks later, I thought, "Wow, I am so over that jerk." 563 00:31:05,559 --> 00:31:06,560 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 564 00:31:06,734 --> 00:31:09,084 Three months after that, I thought, 565 00:31:09,258 --> 00:31:11,695 "Wow, I can't believe I thought I was okay after three weeks. 566 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:13,784 "But now I'm doing okay. 567 00:31:13,959 --> 00:31:16,396 "I'm gonna be fine, back up on my feet." 568 00:31:16,570 --> 00:31:18,877 Took a year. 569 00:31:19,051 --> 00:31:21,183 Your situation is obviously different. 570 00:31:21,357 --> 00:31:24,360 And you're more mature, wiser. 571 00:31:24,534 --> 00:31:26,623 So maybe you are ready. 572 00:31:26,797 --> 00:31:28,451 But on the other hand... 573 00:31:31,367 --> 00:31:33,804 I get used to things, and right now, 574 00:31:33,979 --> 00:31:35,284 I've gotten used to your world-class breakfasts. 575 00:31:35,458 --> 00:31:38,722 [CHUCKLES] 576 00:31:38,897 --> 00:31:40,724 Maybe you could give me a few more weeks? 577 00:31:45,773 --> 00:31:48,210 I'd be honored to do you that favor. 578 00:31:48,384 --> 00:31:49,646 [CHUCKLES] 579 00:31:49,820 --> 00:31:50,821 [FOOTSTEPS APPROACH] 580 00:31:52,258 --> 00:31:53,476 I need those. 581 00:32:00,614 --> 00:32:03,443 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS, DOORS OPEN] 582 00:32:03,617 --> 00:32:04,966 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS] 583 00:32:10,580 --> 00:32:12,887 Well, that won't do. 584 00:32:13,061 --> 00:32:15,063 Will that do?No. Not at all. 585 00:32:16,891 --> 00:32:19,024 We are going to throw you a wedding. 586 00:32:19,198 --> 00:32:21,156 A proper wedding. 587 00:32:21,330 --> 00:32:22,941 No. We decided not to wait... 588 00:32:23,115 --> 00:32:24,551 Now. Here. 589 00:32:38,304 --> 00:32:39,348 [CHUCKLES] 590 00:32:42,525 --> 00:32:44,179 Surprise. 591 00:32:44,353 --> 00:32:45,964 [GASPS AND LAUGHS] 592 00:33:15,645 --> 00:33:16,690 You need a haircut. 593 00:33:16,864 --> 00:33:18,083 [CHUCKLES] 594 00:33:35,883 --> 00:33:37,406 I love you, son. 595 00:33:39,930 --> 00:33:41,584 [SPEAKING HEBREW] 596 00:33:44,500 --> 00:33:45,806 [VOICE BREAKING] Goodbye, Dad. 597 00:33:48,417 --> 00:33:49,810 [PATS BACK] 598 00:34:27,935 --> 00:34:29,284 I got you something. 599 00:34:29,458 --> 00:34:30,764 I would assume so. 600 00:34:30,938 --> 00:34:32,374 You are invited to a wedding. 601 00:34:32,548 --> 00:34:34,072 It would be rude not to. 602 00:34:34,246 --> 00:34:35,203 Yes. 603 00:34:37,510 --> 00:34:42,167 These were passed down from my great-great-grandparents. 604 00:34:42,341 --> 00:34:44,169 This was supposed to be for Maddie. 605 00:34:52,394 --> 00:34:54,657 I'm glad you two will be wearing them both. 606 00:35:00,968 --> 00:35:03,318 Was your father a good father? 607 00:35:03,492 --> 00:35:06,365 He did his best. 608 00:35:06,539 --> 00:35:08,497 Was he good?I don't know, Shaun. 609 00:35:08,671 --> 00:35:09,846 I... I loved him, I guess. 610 00:35:10,020 --> 00:35:11,892 Okay, but was he good? 611 00:35:12,066 --> 00:35:13,633 Shaun, I'm clearly trying to avoid this question. 612 00:35:13,807 --> 00:35:15,591 My father's not around to defend himself. 613 00:35:15,765 --> 00:35:17,419 You know?I know. 614 00:35:17,593 --> 00:35:20,074 Can we go fishing again sometime? 615 00:35:20,248 --> 00:35:21,684 I thought you hated fishing. 616 00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:30,345 I'm cold. 617 00:35:30,519 --> 00:35:32,913 And wet. 618 00:35:33,087 --> 00:35:34,697 And very bored. 619 00:35:36,569 --> 00:35:38,223 It'll be a good memory. 620 00:35:49,582 --> 00:35:51,323 My father is a very good father. 621 00:35:54,195 --> 00:35:55,327 Is? 622 00:35:58,852 --> 00:36:00,723 I love you, Dr. Glassman. 623 00:36:06,599 --> 00:36:08,731 I love you, too, Dr. Murphy. 624 00:36:16,652 --> 00:36:17,740 Maybe we should go with the clip-on. 625 00:36:19,089 --> 00:36:20,700 Hmm. 626 00:36:20,874 --> 00:36:22,528 Oh. 627 00:36:25,531 --> 00:36:26,662 I've been lucky enough to be given the training 628 00:36:26,836 --> 00:36:29,361 to save lives. 629 00:36:29,535 --> 00:36:32,668 But I don't think I've ever felt luckier than I do right now. 630 00:36:32,842 --> 00:36:34,540 Shaun Robert Murphy, 631 00:36:34,714 --> 00:36:36,019 do you take Lea Abigail Dilallo... 632 00:36:36,194 --> 00:36:37,238 I do. 633 00:36:37,412 --> 00:36:40,023 [LAUGHTER] 634 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:41,199 Oh. 635 00:36:41,373 --> 00:36:43,157 To have and to hold, 636 00:36:43,331 --> 00:36:45,464 to honor, to treasure, 637 00:36:45,638 --> 00:36:48,336 to be by her side in sorrow and in joy, 638 00:36:48,510 --> 00:36:51,165 through good times and the bad, 639 00:36:51,339 --> 00:36:53,428 and to love and cherish her always? 640 00:36:53,602 --> 00:36:54,777 I do. 641 00:36:56,605 --> 00:36:59,217 Lea Abigail Dilallo, 642 00:36:59,391 --> 00:37:01,306 do you take Shaun Robert Murphy, 643 00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,221 to have and to hold, 644 00:37:03,395 --> 00:37:06,398 to honor, to treasure, 645 00:37:06,572 --> 00:37:10,140 to stand by his side in sorrow and in joy, 646 00:37:10,315 --> 00:37:11,838 through the good times and the bad, 647 00:37:12,012 --> 00:37:14,406 and love and cherish him always? 648 00:37:14,580 --> 00:37:15,798 Oh, yeah, I do. 649 00:37:17,931 --> 00:37:18,801 Uh, the rings. 650 00:37:31,945 --> 00:37:32,641 Okay. 651 00:37:32,815 --> 00:37:33,816 [CHUCKLES] 652 00:37:45,219 --> 00:37:48,570 Then by the power vested in me by the State of California, 653 00:37:48,744 --> 00:37:50,268 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 654 00:37:50,442 --> 00:37:51,747 [CHUCKLES] 655 00:37:51,921 --> 00:37:53,662 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 656 00:37:53,836 --> 00:37:56,622 You may kiss the bride. And you may kiss the groom. 657 00:37:56,796 --> 00:37:58,232 ♪♪ Even when you're far away 658 00:37:58,406 --> 00:37:59,581 Whoo!Whoo! 659 00:37:59,755 --> 00:38:01,844 ♪♪ I won't let go 660 00:38:02,018 --> 00:38:03,498 ♪♪ You're deep in my soul 661 00:38:03,672 --> 00:38:04,412 ♪♪ Stay 662 00:38:06,545 --> 00:38:10,375 ♪♪ Even when you're far away 663 00:38:10,549 --> 00:38:12,377 ♪♪ I will survive 664 00:38:12,551 --> 00:38:14,857 ♪♪ Our love will guide me home[LAUGHS] 665 00:38:17,164 --> 00:38:20,298 ♪♪ You feel like home 666 00:38:20,472 --> 00:38:23,736 ♪♪ You take me home 667 00:38:23,910 --> 00:38:25,172 ♪♪ You feel like home 668 00:38:25,346 --> 00:38:27,479 DR. GLASSMAN: About 20 years ago, 669 00:38:27,653 --> 00:38:31,613 a young man walked into my clinic with his brother, 670 00:38:31,787 --> 00:38:34,529 cradling a dead rabbit. 671 00:38:34,703 --> 00:38:38,316 He was very young and very sweet 672 00:38:38,490 --> 00:38:42,407 and...[CHUCKLES] I thought totally lost. 673 00:38:42,581 --> 00:38:45,148 And here we are, some many years later, 674 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:47,803 and I realize... I was wrong. 675 00:38:47,977 --> 00:38:49,414 ♪♪ When I'm close to you 676 00:38:49,588 --> 00:38:50,980 He was never lost. 677 00:38:51,154 --> 00:38:51,807 ♪♪ The world feels small 678 00:38:51,981 --> 00:38:54,810 He always knew who he was. 679 00:38:54,984 --> 00:38:59,685 He always knew what he wanted. 680 00:38:59,859 --> 00:39:02,078 He always knew exactly what mattered. 681 00:39:02,252 --> 00:39:03,036 ♪♪ Even when you're far away 682 00:39:03,210 --> 00:39:04,472 And he found it. 683 00:39:04,646 --> 00:39:06,126 ♪♪ I will survive 684 00:39:06,300 --> 00:39:08,911 Someone else I may have underestimated just a tad. 685 00:39:11,044 --> 00:39:12,611 You two deserve each other. 686 00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:16,528 You deserve love... 687 00:39:16,702 --> 00:39:18,486 And you deserve all the happiness in the world. 688 00:39:18,660 --> 00:39:19,400 ♪♪ You feel likehome ♪♪ 689 00:39:19,574 --> 00:39:20,227 And then some. 690 00:39:22,490 --> 00:39:25,841 ♪♪ You take me home 691 00:39:26,015 --> 00:39:28,235 ♪♪ You feel like home ♪♪ 692 00:39:28,409 --> 00:39:31,412 [EXHALES SHARPLY] To Shaun and Lea. 693 00:39:31,586 --> 00:39:33,936 ALL: To Shaun and Lea! 694 00:39:34,110 --> 00:39:35,024 [THE BEACH BOYS' GOD ONLY KNOWSPLAYING] 695 00:39:35,198 --> 00:39:36,461 [GLASSES CLINKING] 696 00:39:46,732 --> 00:39:47,994 [LAUGHS] 697 00:39:51,519 --> 00:39:55,697 ♪♪ I may not always love you 698 00:39:55,871 --> 00:39:59,484 ♪♪ But long as there are stars above you 699 00:39:59,658 --> 00:40:00,615 ♪♪ You never... 700 00:40:00,789 --> 00:40:03,618 I want the job. 701 00:40:03,792 --> 00:40:06,316 ♪♪ I'll make you so sure about it 702 00:40:06,491 --> 00:40:08,362 I understand. 703 00:40:08,536 --> 00:40:12,801 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 704 00:40:16,457 --> 00:40:20,766 ♪♪ If you should ever leave me 705 00:40:20,940 --> 00:40:24,378 ♪♪ Though life will still go on believe me 706 00:40:24,552 --> 00:40:28,556 ♪♪ The world could show nothing to me 707 00:40:28,730 --> 00:40:32,995 ♪♪ So what good would living do me? 708 00:40:33,169 --> 00:40:35,389 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 709 00:40:35,563 --> 00:40:37,435 They look so happy, don't they? 710 00:40:37,609 --> 00:40:38,523 Yes, they do. 711 00:40:38,697 --> 00:40:39,959 [LAUGHS] 712 00:40:40,133 --> 00:40:42,004 Make me kinda hate 'em a little. 713 00:40:44,529 --> 00:40:46,444 SHAUN: Okay. 714 00:40:46,618 --> 00:40:48,141 People are drinking. A lot. 715 00:40:48,315 --> 00:40:49,403 We need more glasses. 716 00:40:49,577 --> 00:40:50,491 We have a bunch in the break room. 717 00:40:50,665 --> 00:40:52,145 I'll go get them. 718 00:40:52,319 --> 00:40:54,452 [VOCALIZING] 719 00:41:03,548 --> 00:41:08,030 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 720 00:41:10,206 --> 00:41:13,819 ♪♪ If you should ever leave me... ♪♪ 721 00:41:13,993 --> 00:41:15,516 [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS] 722 00:41:19,955 --> 00:41:22,218 Dalisay? 723 00:41:22,392 --> 00:41:24,220 Can you hear me? 724 00:41:24,394 --> 00:41:25,439 I've got you. 725 00:41:25,613 --> 00:41:27,180 Code Blue! I need a cart! 726 00:41:27,354 --> 00:41:28,311 He's here.Please don't talk. 727 00:41:28,486 --> 00:41:30,226 He's here. 728 00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:31,445 What? Who's here? 729 00:41:31,619 --> 00:41:33,491 My ex. 730 00:41:33,665 --> 00:41:34,709 [GASPS] 731 00:41:36,450 --> 00:41:38,365 [BOTH GRUNT] 732 00:41:38,539 --> 00:41:39,627 [GRUNTS]Aah! 733 00:41:39,801 --> 00:41:40,802 Oh! 734 00:41:40,976 --> 00:41:43,762 [GASPING] 735 00:41:43,936 --> 00:41:45,764 [GRUNTS] [GASPS] 736 00:41:45,938 --> 00:41:47,722 [STRAINED BREATHING] 737 00:41:47,896 --> 00:41:49,332 [FOOTSTEPS DEPART] 738 00:41:52,248 --> 00:41:55,251 [DISTORTED] ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you ♪♪ 739 00:41:55,425 --> 00:41:59,821 [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS] 740 00:41:59,995 --> 00:42:03,651 [NORMAL VOICE] ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 741 00:42:03,825 --> 00:42:08,047 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 742 00:42:08,221 --> 00:42:12,138 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 743 00:42:12,312 --> 00:42:14,009 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 744 00:42:14,183 --> 00:42:16,011 ♪♪ God only knows 745 00:42:16,185 --> 00:42:20,102 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 746 00:42:20,276 --> 00:42:21,843 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 747 00:42:22,017 --> 00:42:24,063 ♪♪ God only knows 748 00:42:24,237 --> 00:42:26,848 ♪♪ God only knows what I'd be without you 749 00:42:27,022 --> 00:42:27,719 ♪♪ God only ♪♪